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Sept. 5, 2018 - Project Camelot

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SISTER KERI BURSOR : INTERVIEW 2: MORE ON NANO INFECTION OF HUMANITY

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	Hi, everyone. everyone.
	I'm Carrie Cassidy from Project Camelot, and I am here tonight with Carrie's sister.
	I'm with Sister Carrie Burser, and we're going to be continuing the interview that we did last week.
	So this is part two.
	And we're going to be covering more about the nano-infection of humanity, as we're calling it, and Sister Carrie is really a fascinating guest, and I highly recommend if you are tuning in on this and you haven't seen the first interview, that you go to the first interview on my YouTube channel because you're going to get all the background in what brought her to this place today.
	Now I'm going to say that she spent several years as a nun serving peacefully within the Catholic Church and she was then sexually assaulted by church clergy.
	After that experience, her search for justice and truth put her face to face with some of the highest powers Really in the world today and not necessarily as she puts it in a good way.
	Her intimate knowledge of the inner workings of the Roman Catholic Church and the evils that are hidden there and being covered up also related to pedophilia and various matters of that sort.
	She has been someone who has been counseling Various members of the church, clergy, etc., on their own issues with that.
	And she's extremely knowledgeable.
	She's also done a tremendous amount of backup research and has various doctor testimonies that validate the infection of Nano that was put into her system.
	The tracking devices, etc.
	So I'm going to bring her on the screen here now.
	And welcome, Carrie.
	It's lovely to have you back.
	Thank you for having me again.
	Excellent.
	So we had to cut it short last time because we were actually being, I was at a hotel and they were looking, well, they cut us off and then we were able to continue, luckily, but I didn't trust it to go much longer.
	So I think we covered a lot of ground last time.
	With your main story, is there anything, any part of the main story that you thought back and you wished you might have disclosed during that interview?
	We can talk now about that and then we'll move on to the nano, etc.
	Thank you so much for asking that.
	Yes, actually I promised to furnish to the viewers the report regarding the psychological evaluation and I ended up getting into another topic.
	I think we could probably pick up from there.
	But before we get into that psychic bell, because that's important, a lot of people would like to have that background.
	I feel that it's important for the first time that I should disclose my having been a nun in the Diocese of Worcester.
	There's reports out there, and allegedly Raymond Delisle, who is a spokesperson for the Worcester Diocese, Said that I wasn't ever a nun or something along those lines.
	The canon law term that's for a nun, a nun is someone usually who's cloistered, who lives in a community but they're cloistered.
	In canon law, if you say, now there's a difference between nuns and sisters.
	A sister is one who would be in an active apostolate.
	For those who are cloistered, who are not active but are more contemplative, That's the canonical difference.
	So I think that's important, you know, to give a difference for that because in Catholic circles there is a known difference.
	But in jargon that's used widely in regular, you know, speech terms, most people would connote the term none to be sister or interchangeable terms.
	So I basically am going to disclose, this is what you would do if you needed to verify the If someone was in fact a nun and in my case it was way back in 1998-1999.
	I got this from the Worcester Public Library and I'm going to do my best to get this in the screen for you.
	But there's the library number.
	That's the year and that's Bishop Ryland Bishop Rieger and so this is the actual manual that It provides the names of the nuns and the monks and the priests and so forth.
	And so the next page is members of religious communities of women.
	And it's broken down into, for instance, if you're a Benedictine, it would say OSB. So if you see funny initials at the end, it means the Order of St.
	Benedict.
	In my order, I was MICM, which is Slaves of the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
	So this is just to show you that this is the members of religious women.
	And I'm more than happy to email this to you if you ever have a need for it.
	But basically, I am on the second page of this.
	Now M-I-C-M basically means Slaves of the Mac at Hardware, but that's in Latin.
	So that's where you get that from, why you have M demonstrated there.
	So my name, it's not Sister Kiri Bernor when I was in the community for nearly five years.
	It was Sister Benjamin Bernor, and I was utterly disturbed when my superior named me after a boy, a man.
	And so I said, why are you naming me that?
	And she says, read the Bible and you'll understand the story.
	It was a compliment.
	And I took it opposite.
	So I put a little, you know, a little sticky here so you can see.
	My name is Sister Benjamin Bernor.
	Right.
	You wouldn't know where to look for it if you tried to go look if you looked for Kiri.
	So you'd want to go with Benjamin Bernhard.
	You can find it under last name Bernhard.
	So I feel that that's important to lay out there for people.
	So if they have questions or anything, that whole matter can be put to rest.
	And the clarification for those who do have a background in canon law or Catholic studies should be honored also there too.
	So hopefully that's helpful.
	Oh, absolutely.
	And so that makes that very clear.
	Is it possible to explain why they called you Benjamin Burner?
	Again, what is the reference?
	Can you say in as short a way as possible?
	Yes.
	In the Bible, I think it was Genesis 39, somewhere there.
	I don't have it out of the top of my memory.
	But Jacob had 12 sons.
	And Benjamin was the youngest.
	So, he basically, when the whole thing that took place with Joseph, the coat of many colors, when the other brothers were jealous of Joseph, because he had, you know, he was favored by his father, they conspired and they ended up selling him off to the Egyptians.
	Well, here's the thing.
	Benjamin was too young to be involved in all of that mess, so there was an innocence that he had.
	And so later, when Joseph ended up in Egypt.
	He went through many trials and was set up and all these other things but he proved to be faithful and he had the gift of dreams and so forth and interpreting.
	The bottom line is there was a famine in Israel and when there was a famine the selling of Joseph into Egypt worked perfectly because at this stage they needed The goods, you know, the grains and so forth, the food, you know.
	So the father, Jacob, sent off their sons to Egypt to go get food because there was a famine.
	Well, how perfect is this?
	How God writes the story.
	And so Joseph, he conceals his identity.
	First, he sees his brothers and he's like, wow, my brothers are here.
	And he's trying to hold back his tears.
	And so...
	Bottom line is he runs a test.
	He puts a chalice, a silver chalice in the back of Benjamin's bag to see if the brothers would blink because it's obviously back then you could get killed for doing something like that to someone like a Pharaoh.
	So when Joseph saw that his brothers Changed in their heart and they weren't going to set up Benjamin.
	They were like, what's going on?
	We can't send him back.
	You know, we can't go back to our father with Benjamin dying.
	We can't do that.
	So the point is, is it's beautiful.
	He discloses who he really is and weeps and just forgives his brothers.
	It's beautiful.
	It's very powerful.
	And And I weep of that because I feel like I was also, like St.
	Benjamin, tested with a cup of trial.
	And the point is, what a beautiful story, how God sees the big picture and he writes his story through that soul who's willing to just walk in the Holy Spirit.
	So all that is beautiful.
	And so Mother, when she called me, Sister Benjamin, she was saying in her special way that I was kind of like a favorite.
	I was the pet nun, you know, the little, the young one in the convent.
	So that was an endearing thing.
	So does that clarify that story?
	Yeah, that's lovely.
	Yeah, and I think that that's really, it's lovely the way you told it.
	So with that in mind, do you want to then...
	Move forward to the next steps that you, in other words, did you want to talk a little bit more about your time?
	You know as a precursor to what we're going to talk about tonight in terms of the nano, etc.
	Or do you just want to move ahead now?
	I'm not sure where you are at with this.
	Well, I'm happy to also furnish the conclusions to the psychologically bell as I promised last time and And then from there, I also promise to share remedies with you.
	I also have developed, there's something near and dear to my heart that I do want to disclose regarding, I sometimes get emails and the emails are about people that are angry and they're Catholic and they're like, why are you exposing all of this?
	So I feel like it's important to address that because people grow up in their faith and they don't I want to be shaken from that.
	It's disturbing to them.
	And so I want to get a little more into depth about the exposing and why I'm exposing this and what the purpose is for that.
	Because it's really about healing.
	It's not about revenge.
	Okay?
	And so I want to move into that and still continue to expose even deeper things.
	I actually found Pretty pertinent information that I really would like, I feel it would be important to disclose it, but in the spirit of, for the purposes of healing.
	My endgame for doing all of this is, and this is my belief, and I stand by this belief, the next world, what's important to me is not winning a lawsuit against the Abbey.
	Okay, that didn't happen.
	I tried to have that play out several times, more than once.
	And obviously I'm here for some reason.
	I'm suffering for some reason going through all of this for a purpose.
	So my objective behind all of this is to bring healing.
	And it's not about condemnation.
	I am drawing back on those conversations I had with Father Dominic when he said, If I was the abbot, I would never have allowed this to go to trial with you.
	I would have treated you like a fellow sister, who you truly are to us.
	And he's the second man in charge at the time.
	He was the prior after Father Isaac.
	And so I have confidence, not in the abbot.
	I have confidence in God.
	I have confidence that everything I've been through, that with enough truth coming out, there's going to be self-reflection and that there could be Immeasurable things that could happen in the souls of these people.
	Only God can condemn.
	And so I really feel it's important to outline, you know, some things with, you know, a lot of questions have come up too, and these are great questions, about how I pursued the legal realms.
	And I feel like I want to get into that a little bit to answer some questions, because there's questions about where did a hundred million dollar figure come from?
	And where did $241 million come in?
	And I want to clarify that for the record and tie this in to basically the Rockefeller aspect and so forth.
	So what I want to do is I will go back to the things I promised first and get those things done.
	And then I'll go into the rest of what my purpose is and for exposing this and what I would like to see as a result, hopefully.
	So here is the report.
	Now this you can get at www.clergyvictim.com and there is a link that will say military-grade nanotech used in efforts to silence informant.
	And underneath you're going to see basically the same report that I'm going to read from here.
	It is Dr.
	Benjamin Kolodzen, He is a PhD in psychology, and I added the top what's in the box here because he was threatened later, but basically this is the psychological e-mail of June in 2015.
	I felt it would be important to have that handy June 20th, 2016, excuse me, 2016.
	Because I knew I was going to be threatened down the road, so I prepared for that.
	Now, in the conclusions, there's many pages to this report.
	He gets into the prior medical history, and he lists all of this.
	God bless this man, who's very thorough.
	And he's very well studied also in the STATA-related materials, which is relating to nanotechnology and so forth.
	He's very well studied.
	He's passed certain testing to be able to make comments on a professional level regarding these issues.
	But the conclusions, he says, I think it's age 26, he says, SCADA systems are known to be able to produce consciousness-altering remote effects as well as many other physiological and neurological effects.
	Given the validated presence of such advanced nanotechnological devices and monitoring activating frequencies detectable from her physical form, it is difficult to escape the conclusion that Ms.
	Berner's report of her experience is in fact quite accurate and not delusional regarding remote external influences affecting her health.
	It does appear from review of verifiable evidence that she has been subjected to directed energy influences, surveillance, and poisoning with highly toxic materials since reported 2011 onset of symptoms.
	He says further, Ms.
	Berner's statements that St.
	Joseph's ever refused to recognize her initial charge of sexual abuse by Father Joseph Jukan and control the court verdict by negating this charge through suppression of evidence also appears well documented.
	And it goes on and on.
	He says here, Her arguments are well documented and historically referenced and do not appear to be irrational or delusional.
	They are the findings of a spiritual seeker and whistleblower who believes she has constructed logical arguments for the conclusions she has arrived at through diligent and well-documented research, etc., in that it's to help humanity generally.
	She appears to be coping with stressors adequately.
	Her pragmatic approach to developing evidence has, in fact, produced results which confirm a physical basis exists that support her claims regarding her personal health.
	She does not appear to be a danger to self or others, and her thought process and general demeanor indicates she is dealing with her unusual situation in a rational manner.
	And he says, in further conclusions to this, that yes, the previous diagnosis was post-traumatic stress disorder, but now he's making comments.
	There is no diagnostic category in the DSMV, Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, that accurately describes neurological Ms.
	Bernard does appear to be linked to an externally, no longer by the way, operated SCADA system for reasons unknown.
	In this situation, her full and complete diagnosis lies somewhere outside the boundaries of the categories defined by DSMD and current psychiatric convention.
	Further evaluators of her condition need to access Ms.
	Berner's complete medical records including H. SCADA analysis test results to avoid the mistake of categorizing her experience as the result of delusional thank you.
	So I also noted too that, you know, Benjamin references my having been introduced to directed energy and so forth and I do believe I have a snippet.
	I do actually.
	of the findings when I was being attacked by sonic weapons.
	And so I am able to read from the extracted data.
	I can't read the entire report, especially the identifying markers.
	But the point is, this is the attack that happened after my arrival from Cabo San Lucas.
	Subjects address is confirmed to be targeted by multiple frequencies combined within a complex combination of delivery waveforms.
	The waveforms targeting the area are both HIFU and LFU that appear to be modulated to deliver some form of data as the packets that are encoded in the modulation are sweeping across frequencies and repeat at regular intervals.
	It is my assertion that there is some sort of message being delivered.
	To what end I have nobility, etc.
	And he goes on.
	He says further.
	It is essentially impossible to claim the existence of the observed frequencies and waves to be an anomalous event or by accident.
	It is my opinion the observed phenomena is purposely deployed.
	Then he gets into megahertz and kilohertz and you know I'll just give you the essence of it.
	Important here for transcranial pulses that pass through to the brain tissue.
	This is puzzling frequency scent.
	I observed it present at every reading after thinking about it.
	This was similar range for LRAD use.
	So I believe I promised to go through that last time and didn't get the opportunity to get through that.
	But basically for those who feel like they are being attacked by these kind of things, this is a real thing and they are.
	There's many kinds of different weapons, but That was the time I was attacked with the sonic weapons.
	Okay, now let me ask you a question and thank you for that.
	Did you talk to Dr.
	John Hall at all about this?
	No, I only served as a liaison between him and someone else who had a need to work with him.
	So I never had the opportunity to sit down and talk with him about my situation.
	Oh, that's too bad because he's quite knowledgeable.
	It would have been very interesting.
	Perhaps you could still revisit that and we could even have him, if you do, if you have an inclination to do so and he does respond, we could have you both on the show to talk about what his thoughts are and so on might be an interesting place to go.
	Excellent.
	Very good idea.
	Very good.
	So now, part of the promise package here, or what was promised last time, I mentioned that I wanted to get into the no-nanomark.
	And as I was saying, I was on the run, and basically, I was able to stay in contact with attorneys and through the patent office was able to get the service mark.
	And so I want to give you the goal and objective for that and then show you a sample of what we're working on.
	But the goal and objective to the certification mark is to be used by persons.
	Now this is for specifically the issues we were talking about.
	After I read from the Nano Domestic Quell document there was a concern about About those who are taking in foods or drinks that had nanoparticles in them.
	And so I encouraged everybody to go to www.augmentandforce.com just to clean yourself out and to do different tests, urine analysis and so forth, just to get a sense of what metals could be in your body.
	And then I was mentioning that The goal is to be able to go into the grocery store and look and see, okay, there's something that says no nano on there because the organic as it stands, it doesn't measure at the nano level.
	So when they're doing their testing, it doesn't address the presence of nano in their testing mechanism.
	Could you repeat the URL that you're referring to?
	Augmented, what is it?
	Augmentenforce.com.
	His name is Tony Pantoloresco, and I'll spell that again.
	It's www.augmentenforce.com.
	He has many, many videos available on YouTube on how to do cleanses and so forth, because my purpose of sharing this is not to have people get nervous and afraid.
	It's just to empower people to be able to take control over their own health and have a choice on what's on their food.
	See, the nanotechnology has parallels that are similar to GMO. However, it's been found that nanotechnology is actually worse than GMO. I'm going to quote from doctor sources and so forth on that but the goal and objective to this mark is so that when you walk into the store you'll be able to see the certification mark is to be used by persons or businesses authorized by the certifier is intended to certify that the goods provided do not contain any
	engineered biomolecules non-organic or toxic ingredient and this is going to be for food, beverages, vitamins, nutritional supplements, Clothing, textiles, soap, shampoo, sunscreen, fragrances, moisturizers, and pet products.
	Now, the thing of it is, is I'm just coming out of living, you know, and hiding for several years.
	So I'm getting acclimated and doing what I have to do on a practical level.
	So, you know, this will grow as it needs to grow.
	But basically, in my findings, there is a wonderful description of Some concerns that a doctor has.
	There's a doctor named David Bennett.
	And so I basically said, how do we get here?
	This is in my PowerPoint presentation.
	Nanomodification of seeds and fertilizers, pesticides, is also steadily rising in these markets.
	A doctor, David Bennett, who is a veteran biochemist working on a European Commission project on the ethics of nanotechnology, is quoted saying, very little Open quote.
	Very little risk assessment has been done on this area, even on some products already entering the market, and it's open question whether it will be done.
	The lack of proper assessment of nanotechnology.
	Seekers be shitless.
	That's his quote.
	This is a real serious concern.
	And of course, you know, there's several articles.
	Nanotechnology offers disturbing parallels to GMOs.
	You can get that link that's too long to enumerate here.
	But if you go to my video, I put up a video, X-None Exposes Jesuits and Shares Remedies, An Urgent Call to All Americans.
	Now, I was using, saying urgent call to all Americans because the DOD document was addressing I am aware, and there's wonderful documents you can find on WikiLeaks that can substantiate on the global level what's happening.
	But specifically, there's another wonderful source that actually confirms the nanotechnology is being used on a global scale in the weapons arena also.
	And if you just want this source material, this one was On the internet, it's called Nanotechnology and the International Law of Weaponry.
	Very excellent presentation on how to implement the regulation of these kind of attacks.
	This is written by Nanotechnology and the International Law of Weaponry towards international regulation of nanoweapons.
	Hitoshi Nasu and Thomas Fonts.
	And it's several pages long.
	You can get that online.
	Very helpful.
	So I do understand that this is a universal issue.
	And so, you know, there's no intent in, you know, not addressing that.
	The other issue that we have, too, is the nanotechnology is actually ultimately potentially causing cancer and organ damage.
	And there's many articles that are coming out.
	The New Scientist article on nanotubes found in children's lungs.
	So this is posing serious problems.
	And it goes on and on.
	I'm not going to...
	Okay, now along those lines, we are very aware that nano is being put into the chemtrails and therefore you breathe it in and it also goes into the soil, it goes into the water and filters down through the system that way as well.
	So have you been aware of that and have you done some investigation on that score?
	Yes, and yes, this is absolutely true.
	The nanotechnology, it's everywhere.
	It is the geoengineering.
	When you actually do the test, I mean, even if you could do it yourself, you don't have to go and pay a lot of funds.
	Obviously, if you want to prove something in court, you do, but you can buy, I think it's a 60x ocular, and you can, you know, see after someone After chemtrails happen, just go outside and take a leaf outside, and you'll be able to look under the ocular and see.
	You'll have to do comparative picture searching online to be able to see nanotech.
	Then when you're looking under the ocular, you'll be able to determine if that's a similar thing that you're looking for.
	Yes, and you can get those on very...
	Probably like $6 a piece.
	They're not expensive at all.
	So now this is the mark that we have that we've set up.
	Now this is probably going to have to be perfected because I've had wonderful feedback from people telling me that this looks like, you know, no prevention of nanotech because the little beans are coming out after you.
	But the intent of it was to show, you know, no nano and these are the things that are in the food.
	But what we need to do is probably we're going to take this symbol and perfect it to something like a mix between this one and...
	I think...
	I've been struggling on figuring out which one to use.
	And this is another one we came up with, but that's no nano and that's, you know, like a little nanobot.
	So it's not perfected.
	It's not in stone right now, but I really appreciate the feedback people are giving us to let us know that we really should be making it clear that we're not supporting the nanotech and that we want to say no to nano.
	That's a work in progress.
	Okay, now along these lines, and I don't want to take you off track, but I do want to touch on these various things as they come up.
	The link between nano and 5G seems to me to be quite an impending diabolical twist to the whole story.
	And so I don't know if you have information on that, can direct people to others who do, etc.
	I think buybuyblueskies.com gets into that in more detail.
	There's plenty of other sources, wonderful sources out there.
	But yes, the 5G is basically when your body's been introduced to nanotechnology, the nanotech actually replicates.
	You know, God makes things grow, but these are little machines.
	And so they replicate and, you know, they're programmed.
	Now, of course, if you want to go deeper into this, You're going to want to...
	I had to do this to understand, but you can get this book here, Nanotechnology for Dummies.
	This was at Barnes and Noble.
	And this helped me to understand the characteristics of nanotechnology.
	But basically, with 5G and with terahertz and other forms of energy, That's what causes the nano inside the body to replicate.
	And while it replicates, it wreaks havoc on the biological systems.
	Like, you know, the article was saying, you know, organ damage and so on and so forth.
	You know, some people may have good intentions to want to flavor food or keep food longer shelf life and so forth.
	I believe the you know the higher-ups or whatever they're the ones that really know what's going on and they don't mind you know they this is a part of a plan a strategic plan but when you read this book it basically gets into at the molecular level how this stuff acts now another thing too that helped me was I watched this the movie Mission Impossible 3 very good movie and it's about It basically gets into how the Vatican
	is behind these technologies.
	And in the show, you know, in the movie, it was talking about a woman who was implanted with a biochip marker.
	Now, obviously, the technology is far more advanced.
	Instead of a microchip with an antenna, we have now nanotechnology.
	I mean, biomorphic.
	I mean, it's gone exponential, you know, the level of how intense things have been.
	It's grown since then.
	So basically when you're introduced to 5G or other things, it's meant to actually You know, to destroy the human population, really.
	That's what I believe it's for.
	But in this book, it gets into all the good things about nanotechnology.
	It gets into all the good things, but I could not see anything substantive talking about concern that it is a seabird.
	I've written an article about my concerns about this.
	I don't want to read the whole thing, but basically, it's a call to first responders For consideration and field and control practicum.
	And it talks about what society needs to do to catch up to these kinds of threats against our health.
	I mean, hospitals are not, you know, equipped with the proper equipment to address concerns like this.
	If someone's having strange symptoms, they're not going to know.
	Most hospitals have no, you know, I'll read this.
	This is very powerful here.
	If one is exposed to a C-burn, chemical, biological, radiological, nuclear, military also classify it as an NBC, nuclear biological chemical, hazmat protocols must be observed immediately.
	But there's a problem.
	According to a federal document from May 2014 entitled Assessment of Portable Hazmat Sensors for First Responders by Chad Hoffman, Ph.D. and Lars Erickson, Ph.D., the goal set forth in said documents is the following.
	The goal of this effort is to investigate and identify commercially available products that are able to detect, identify, and quantify a wide range of toxic gases in real time.
	The ideal detector would also be small enough to be worn on a continuous basis by first responders, be unobtrusive to the first responders, and require minimal technical training to operate.
	The device should also trigger alarms when a toxic gas is detected.
	When the levels of a toxic gas reach present threshold levels, preferably below the levels which would be immediately dangerous to life, IDLH, so that the first responders may take immediate and specific actions to safeguard their own safety and the safety of those around them.
	And it goes on and on.
	But basically, you know, this is very profound.
	I'm going to do what I can to put this up on the website.
	Okay.
	When I had the chance to do that, but there's a serious concern that even for first responders, it doesn't even have to be weaponized nano.
	It could be walls that are painted with nanotech and they're coming in, but their masks are not at the nano level, so they're going to be introduced to very harmful, toxic things.
	So, you know, it just goes on and on.
	It's many, many situations happening all at once.
	Okay.
	Now, I wanted to also ask you about the symptoms in terms of the mind control aspect.
	So you've gone through different transitions.
	You got infected, then you cleared your body or you felt you cleared your body out or made it basically so it couldn't affect you on some level as far as the readings were showing.
	And then you were reinfected, so to speak, or reactivated.
	And so on.
	So in that span of time, you kind of, you were like turned on, turned off, turned on, turned off kind of thing.
	So where you might have, and you said you keep all these notes and such, which are, you know, is quite brilliant of you.
	So did you track your emotional sort of ups and downs and what was going on and also thought patterns, etc.?
	Do you have anything to sort of warn people about on that level?
	I have.
	I thought it would be important to save this.
	And if you would pardon me, I'm just going to go in the other room and grab that book because I didn't have it all in this room.
	If you could pardon me, I'm going to grab that book and read you the email.
	Okay?
	Yes, yes, yes.
	Thank you, thank you.
	Okay, so I'm sure she'll be right back.
	And thank you, everyone, for listening and watching.
	I see that you have questions, and I'm going to try to get to the questions with Carrie when we have time towards the end of the show.
	So keep your questions.
	Please do have them ready to be reposted, because...
	As the chat goes by, then I can't scroll.
	I don't have the time to scroll all the way back to where you had the question originally.
	But if you can keep track of that, and then when I ask for the questions towards the end, we can definitely try to ask her directly here.
	So please do put some good questions out there.
	Okay, so Sister Carrie is back.
	Now let's see, what do you have for us there?
	Okay, this should be an email that basically describes how I was feeling at the time I was going through all the first side of cleanses with her.
	And so I'm just going to have to refer because, all right, forgive me.
	This thing is like this thick.
	So I'm going through that and it's all tabulated.
	So you can see I have to go through the tabs to grab that.
	But this is a very important, you know, It's excellent how it describes how I felt.
	So forgive me about the wait here.
	Appreciate your patience on that.
	Of course you can summarize these various things as well if it saves some time.
	Okay, the summary of it is basically I was in an incredible fear and the fear was that I don't know if I'm ever going to be healed.
	Am I ever going to get through this?
	Is this going to be over someday?
	Will I ever be back to myself?
	And so I believed in my heart that that's possible, but I didn't have any proof or reference to anyone else who's been through this who could sit down and talk to me and coach me through the moments.
	But when I was going through the attack, I actually videotaped myself.
	My skin was jumping.
	Every time I would go off into a sleep pattern, I would be jolted with energy.
	That was the weapons they were using to deprive me of sleep once I was activated.
	I didn't know if I would ever get I believed in my heart I would be healed, but I didn't know how it would happen because there wasn't an open let's sit down and talk to people about what's happening because there was nobody I could talk to.
	But what I'm really trying to get at is not so much The thoughts that would be natural to you, but actually the thoughts that would not be natural to you that might have come into your mind.
	Certain thought patterns you might have noticed and noted down.
	Also emotional patterns that again were not part of your normal self-knowledge and way of behaving, but that actually altered your way of behaving.
	Did you notice any particular patterns in that regard?
	Okay, I'll read directly from Exhibit A, right here.
	35 year old female presents today for evaluation of vertigo.
	I never had that.
	Dizziness is aggravated by moving, movement, turning our head and so forth.
	Blurred vision, nausea, vertigo and vomiting.
	I was very very sick at the time.
	Dizziness is characterized by near fainting and tilting.
	So I didn't even have control and I was deeply concerned about getting in a car to drive.
	The dizziness lasts for seven days or on.
	It would go longer than that.
	It occurred frequency.
	Dizziness is relieved by lying still.
	The severity of this dizziness is, they put me on some medications to try to keep me from not throwing up.
	But I had, here's another, I had incredible rashes.
	I mean, this was unbelievably painful.
	But the rashes ended up going on for like five weeks.
	And this was at the introduction of the nanotech in the July 2011 surgery.
	So I was...
	It looks like the hive, but obviously I took, you know, what would be taken for bed bugs and everything else and nothing helped it.
	I mean, so basically it's like being...
	Oh, here's a whole list of them.
	Here we go.
	All right.
	I found them for you.
	Okay.
	Bumps, lumps...
	Lesions or chemicals on the head, memory loss, brain fog, eyes are extra sensitive to light, constant sinus drainage, I mean in my case because it was in this area I was having additional issues,
	appetite decrease or increase, weight loss, weight gain, gastrointestinal problems, a lot of that, swelling or edema, back pain, Incredible pain, like in the joints, and it wasn't caused by normal things.
	Insomnia, weakness, bloating, muscle twitching or cramping.
	In my case, I also had the blood coming out when I would descend from planes.
	Racing heartbeat, beats irregularly for no apparent reason.
	Gallstones, liver stress, excessive sweating.
	Drastic body temperature fluctuations, so on and so forth.
	So it just goes on fiber thread like material.
	Okay, but these are what one would call physical symptoms.
	Again, what I'm looking for is the mental effect, you know, into your mind.
	Do you think that there was an effect on your mind?
	They were doing everything in their power to take control away from me.
	But what I had to do, and I appreciate you helping me clarify the answer to this, to what you're looking for, I would put on audio, like, your wish is your commander, prayers all day long.
	I would be constantly keeping my mind so I'm not being derailed from my come-from.
	Anger.
	There's definitely a lot of anger.
	If I wasn't watching myself, I had to do a lot of meditation to keep myself calm because it's a robbery.
	It's a robbery.
	Now, I know that some people say nobody can steal your soul unless you give consent.
	However, after a long period of time when you're being tortured over and over and over and all day long, it's You do feel like something's being taken away from you, a part of you, every single day that you can't gain full control over your capability.
	I mean, that's why it was very important for me to train my mind While I was going through this to focus on what it was like before I was attacked so that I could revisit that and believe I could achieve that again and have that freedom again.
	Okay, well now this leads me to the idea that in a certain sense it's possible also because of your kind of cloistered life to where you might have been a sort of a guinea pig for this process.
	I'm wondering Whether or not you had voice to skull, what they call voice to skull, and that sort of thing.
	I did, but I didn't hear voices, like people talking, but I definitely did hear a static radio in the background.
	It could sound like voices, but not distinct.
	It wasn't like I could hear someone say, go pick up the tire in the garage.
	I couldn't hear that.
	But I could definitely hear, and it was voice to the skull, so to speak, you know, that technology.
	Okay, about the ringing in the ears that people mentioned, that sort of thing.
	Okay, so it sounds like you were also handling yourself in a very kind of careful way that some people who aren't used to, and you basically had spent, I don't know how many years, but you probably did meditate quite a bit Before this ever kind of happened to you, at least consciously, right?
	Absolutely.
	Yes.
	Absolutely.
	That was my foundation.
	And even when I went through the whole Abbey situation, to me that was severely traumatic.
	I mean, here I believed no salvation outside the Catholic Church.
	And I was believing like if I leave the church, then I could lose my soul.
	So it was torture for me, you know, just to even think that I would be leaving the very bosom from which my salvation came from.
	So I had to go through.
	It took me seven years to study and to make a choice based upon an informed choice to leave the Catholic Church and give my resignation and notice to Sister Paula Keller of the Diocese of Worcester.
	So during those incredible times of trauma, it's important to take care of ourselves while we're not in trauma so that once trauma hits, we have an autopilot place.
	And so I loved Thich Nhat Hanh, you know, how he's a Buddhist monk and his meditations helped me just be in the present moment and not define myself by my suffering.
	And then there's other training like coping strategies that the military uses, I forget the fellow's name, and worship music and griglior and chant and, you know, uplifting speakers like Miles Monroe and just keep myself in that frequency because I recognize when my frequency would drop,
	if I wasn't drinking enough water or if I wasn't Exercising or doing yoga things that would just help my body if I let my frequency drop I noticed I was more prey to more attacks, right?
	Okay, what about a depression?
	I mean there this seems like did you were you able to then control?
	You know these drops or you know, did you fall into depressions and things?
	I definitely had Depressing Feelings.
	I definitely felt depression at times.
	It wasn't something I defined myself with.
	But I allowed myself, if I wanted to have a pity party for myself, I set my alarm.
	And so, okay, two hours, I'm in an angry mood.
	I'm going to play Evanescence.
	I'm going to play Metallica.
	And I'm just going to enjoy every bit of it.
	And then once that alarm goes off, I'm out of my pity party moment.
	Now it's time for me to focus.
	And so it helped me to be able to give myself that space and allow myself to mourn and to suffer and to feel feelings of incredible rage and anger.
	But to take care of that anger by recognizing it, not stuffing it or hiding it.
	That's the worst thing we could do is hide our anger.
	That's not good at all.
	And so we've got to recognize it, address it.
	And for me, my catharsis came through certain kinds of music.
	Now, I want to ask you another rather probing question, and that is that, and this is kind of a strange question, I think, but if you understand how I think and the way I think about humanity, I do believe that we aren't given any challenges that we can't meet.
	So, in essence, you could probably voice that in a more religious term, but the way I see it is that this vessel that we call humanity, your human vessel, is fully equipped.
	It's like there's no need to reinvent the wheel when it comes to this body, and that Our minds, as they say, we only use a certain amount of our brain power.
	We have junk DNA that's not really junk.
	We are actually evolving as I speak and moving into the fourth dimension, etc.
	And I would wonder now, having been faced with this challenge over the years, And you're the only one who could really answer this question.
	Do you think that through the battles that you've fought, that you are in possibly better shape, maybe spiritually and maybe even physically, as a result of having faced these very tough negative challenges, so to speak?
	What would you say about that?
	Absolutely.
	Absolutely.
	It's like a boxer when they go into training and they...
	Do their hard training.
	It's the resistance and handling that resistance in a way that you are communicating with your body which for me is like an extension of our subconscious.
	Our subconscious I believe is bigger than our conscious mind and that if we can address our subconscious then the conscious mind isn't going to be under so much of a burden.
	So, you know, very, very well said.
	Absolutely.
	I believe, now there were times that I told God, I said, wait a minute, you said that, you know, your burden is light.
	Your yoke is light.
	I'm like, well, if you're going to give me things, and if it's coming from you, God, then it's going to be okay.
	I'm going to get through this.
	However, there were times that I felt the suffering over the top, beyond the beyonds.
	And I'm finding that for me, What happened was it would burn away a little more of my ego because my resistance was like, I was, part of me was like, just angry.
	Like, you know, this needs to stop.
	I want this to stop now.
	And after five years of suffering through it, you know, it stops, you know, it's almost like when you let it go and not that you accept it, not that you say, well, I accept these bad things happening to me.
	But when you're not resisting in the way of...
	It's kind of hard to explain.
	When you're not using your ego, but when you're opening your being to your higher self, to the higher side of yourself, then you become equipped.
	But on our own, I know without God himself, I can tell you right now, I would have been toast.
	Absolutely.
	I have lists of names of all the other people on the same SCADA network.
	As me, who died, I have them within the same week that I was told to pack up and leave by Dr.
	Hilde and the intelligence operative on the phone.
	They said, pack up and get out of there.
	She told me of at least, I don't know, three or four people that died that week.
	And I'm like, oh, wow, if I don't, I've got to.
	So every time that we can get a chance to take good care of ourselves, as Thich Nhat Hanh says, take care of your non-toothache.
	Enjoy the time that you're not suffering so that when you get to the stage of suffering, you can readily care for that, you know, and address that in a way that's, you know, you know you're suffering, you know you're suffering, but it's not, you're not defined by it.
	Right.
	No, I appreciate that.
	And I think it very, very well said on your part.
	I do, I would say on a certain level, you know, that this is, again, maybe a spiritual belief, but in a certain sense, that we do attract things to ourselves, challenges such as this, and that we humans,
	I mean, this gets into quite a sort of esoteric place, I guess you might call it, That humanity has reached a place where actually, I have a word for it, where I think basically consciousness is king.
	And therefore, if consciousness is king, then we can surmount anything.
	Because we are spirit first.
	Having a material existence second.
	And so this is very crucial if you put those two together in your mind and you realize that you came here to be in this physical body at this time because you wanted to experience these various things.
	It doesn't mean it's pleasant, but your spirit, your soul, understands what will be the result of consciousness, of expanded consciousness, of You know, you might call it self-realization or higher consciousness.
	Sort of the Mahabharata talks about this.
	I don't know, you know, how much you've studied this sort of thing, but you know what I'm saying.
	So I think because we are, you are like, in a certain sense, you're a test case and that many people are following you.
	Having these things happen, you're not the only one.
	There have been people before you, though there are doubtless will be people after you.
	Many of us, you know, and I want to get into those statistics of infection, so to speak, because that's crucial for people understanding this is Something that they may be experiencing and not even know they're experiencing yet because it hasn't gotten so bad or whatever.
	But in other words, that this is a growing sort of challenge to humanity in general, not just to specific individuals.
	Absolutely.
	I believe that 100%.
	And this goes right back to what we were beginning to get into earlier about The reason why I'm sharing is, this is not for people to prejudice Catholics, to go up to the Abbey and pick on any monks or anything like that.
	I look at the situation like if we're in a family situation.
	Because the monks were like, we were brothers.
	I was a sister, they were a brother.
	It felt like a family unit, right?
	And so, it's like, if, in going back to your consciousness thing, it's like, Whatever poison that I'm bringing out of the Abbey,
	I'm bringing out all of these things that they're trying to conceal, cover up, hide, and I believe in my heart that no matter how bad someone is, there is freedom in disclosure.
	You know, bringing it out, talking about it, so it's like Whatever poison that I'm drawing out of their wounds is also poison I'm drawing out of me at the same time.
	And so there is no condemnation.
	I don't condemn, you know, the monastery for what they've done to me.
	I don't condemn them.
	I call them, you know, to reflect on it and say, listen, is this the prison you guys want to live in?
	Because the ones I talk to, especially Father Dominic, You know, when he said to me that in a conversation after the 2003 trial, we went into negotiations on a friendly level on how to have me come back to the monastery and not have me be treated like an outcast and be able to attend liturgies again.
	I was doing everything I could to bring healing.
	I mean, it got to the level.
	I wrote to the Pope and I wrote him, I did the resolutions for peace.
	This is my resolutions for peace.
	And I'm just, my goal is, and this is where God does his thing.
	It's only my business to do what's inside of me.
	And whatever the result is, all I know is I can only hope and I only pray good things to happen, you know, to these people at the Abbey.
	So Father Dominic was telling me, It's not you.
	Don't you get it?
	You're not the problem.
	And I looked at him like, okay, well, what is the problem then?
	Because you guys are treating me like I'm some evil person for bringing this forward.
	I never wanted to go, you know, to bring this to a criminal prosecution and have it hit the papers.
	I tried to do the right thing.
	And he said, you know, he was telling me about how the Abbott at the time was Damon Carr and that they were Sexual issues going on between monks and that the abbots sat down with those people the abused and the abuser and would sit them down in a chair and say listen I'm not going to ask you to change your behavior You know and eat some of them could be consenting adults too But this was both both things that we talked about with father Dominic and he said
	that the abbot said that he's he he said I'm not going to change your behavior and But I just want you to be able to talk to me about your experiences.
	To me, that's like ludicrous.
	This is nuts.
	And Father Dominic was like, that's crazy.
	This needs to stop.
	And I said, why don't you do something?
	He says, I'm seeking to do it.
	But every single time, he said, do you know how many times I got into a verbal tiff with the abbot and had to leave the room because of talking about you?
	And I said, wow, I didn't know that.
	And he said, well, he says, you're not the problem.
	We have a problem here.
	Exactly.
	No, this is key.
	No, I just want to highlight this because I have to say that statement has to be applied to all of humanity at this time.
	And this is, in other words, it's not just happening in the Abbey where you were.
	We know the pedophilia is now cropping up.
	Of course, in Hollywood, in the levels of government going all the way up to the top, governments around the world, of course, we're hearing really diabolical things about what is in essence Satanism, Luciferianism, blood drinking, and various other dreadful things that are unbelievable.
	All of this is cropping up in what is the body of humanity.
	So all together.
	So then you have to say, because I always ask the question, well, what are you going to do?
	Are you going to put all these people in prison?
	Do you think you're going to stop them?
	Do you think that you're going to cure them?
	You can't change what they've actually been.
	You've been infected.
	Well, they've been infected.
	You know what I mean?
	So there is a sickness that is now going throughout humanity and it's come from somewhere and it's being pushed and augmented, etc.
	And so this is another way of looking at it.
	In other words, to start to sort of Address the deeper problem instead of just try to put a band-aid on the symptom and throw a few priests in prison, defrock them or whatever is necessary.
	In other words, that's not going to solve the problem that we're having in our society at this time.
	And it goes quite, you know, it goes deep.
	It goes into, in my world, it goes into basically alien intervention on planet Earth and It gets into mind control.
	It gets into, of course, the Satanism side of it.
	But it's also all about energy.
	And so what we're talking about is an exchange of energy, of one thing being vampiric upon another, one life form on another life form type of thing.
	And there are some deep questions going on here of a spiritual nature in reality.
	To where beings feel that they need to prey on other beings in order to make themselves stronger, in order to stay alive and be dominant, if you will.
	These are disturbed ways of looking at the world, but nonetheless, they're starting to crop up everywhere.
	Every aspect of society has this, you know, from a boys' school all the way up to the Vatican.
	And government, as I say, and Hollywood is rampant with this stuff, the way children are treated.
	And I think you had a lot of priests, I guess it was mainly priests, come to you talking about their own exposure to this kind of stuff and their dilemma as to how to react, right?
	How to deal with it.
	Absolutely.
	There's a problem when you're taught, you know, in any belief system that teaches you to rely on something external, that you need to rely on somebody else to get you to God.
	I used to believe that because we were taught, you know, as Catholics, that you are obligated to go to the sacraments, and if you don't go to the sacraments, you're not going to be saved and You know, you have to go through the priests and you have to, it's all this you have to.
	And now I say, when I die, okay, it's going to be me facing my maker and I can't blame you.
	I can't take you with me.
	I mean, I was born a twin, but when I die, I'm going to face my maker and I can't, I don't have anybody else to blame or take with me.
	So if that's the case, Teaching, showing people how that the way I put it in my terms is, is the light of God or the Holy Spirit.
	Once he comes in, this is the relationship we have to work on.
	And it's not in the externals.
	Now, externals are nice.
	Don't get me wrong.
	You know, I used to pick on the Abbey and say, well, the CIA and the Jesuits have very good taste in stained glass windows, you know.
	And those are things that are beautiful and they could raise you up, you know, to a beautiful disposition in prayer.
	And it's just setting the stage to prayer.
	But the real action that takes place is when the soul is still and it's quiet.
	Those are the things outside of you basically fade away.
	There's a beautiful song by Lorena McKenna, who's quoting from St.
	John, who's a mystic.
	I think it's in the 11th century or something like that.
	St.
	Teresa of Avila, St.
	John, that's the St.
	John I'm talking about.
	And he talks about how in prayer, you know, that while, you know, in my house, I'm quiet, my spirit fled.
	And I've written poetry about that, you know, about how your senses are suspended and you're just one with the divine.
	And so You know, all the external things and all these things that you have to do and all of these things that tie our identity into what makes us important or what makes us believe we're important about ourselves, how we gauge our value, I believe that all of that is being purified now and we're all being taught, no.
	All the trinkets that used to work in years ago in the spiritual world of people, those trinkets aren't working anymore.
	It is a direct relationship to you and your Creator.
	We're not going to get away with having crutches.
	Absolutely.
	I agree 100%.
	And I think that that's something, you know, power over others and feeding like, you know, as I say, like a vampire, kind of feeding off of others' energies in whatever form that takes.
	You know, if you back it all up and you bring it just into the realm of energy and one form feeling that they actually need energy, In order to kind of be at one with the creator or God or the force or whatever you want to call it, that larger-than-you essence that is in everything.
	On the planet and off the planet and way out and you know the every everything in essence has been given many many labels you know and different religions label it different things but the bottom line is that when you get beings that feel they have to feed on others for survival of their spirit and their soul essence this is this is where we have a big problem and also of making those transitions into higher You know,
	the higher self.
	This is a part of the problem of the Illuminati.
	They chose the dark path.
	They chose power over others to achieve their own spiritual aims.
	And so this is crucial.
	And it's a learning experience for all of humanity.
	To start to recognize when this is happening and where this is happening, where it started from the very youngest, like in children, in school, and there's an astonishing, I live near Malibu.
	Malibu has a park for children, and there's actually a hammer The toy of the park is put into the statue of a hammer and a nail.
	And the implication, this is the kind of thing they teach, is are you going to be a hammer or are you going to be a nail?
	That power relationship being taught over and over and over again.
	And of course, the Vatican is the epitome of that, that you need to go through an individual thing.
	Regardless, and I know this may rub the wrong way with certain spiritual people, but it's not through Jesus that you get to the Creator.
	It is absolutely a direct relationship.
	And if you want to have someone intervene in that, you're basically feeding off their energy.
	So it's a deep spiritual question.
	And I think all of humanity has to face this at this time.
	It's manifesting in this sort of, you know, sexual, vampiric, feeding off blood, etc., etc.
	It's manifesting in these very gross physical terms, right?
	Jesus outside of you, okay?
	You could be looking outside all the time.
	Jesus outside.
	Jesus over there.
	Jesus over there.
	But if he's not in you, then you're going to keep looking outside.
	But once he's in you...
	Then you're not looking anywhere.
	You know, it ends right there.
	It's you and him, or you and the creator, as you put it.
	And then your works go on for the whole vampiric aspect.
	You know what?
	When I sit down and talk with people, and I notice that there's this...
	It's almost like you...
	There's an obligation, you know, that I was noticing, that you have to fulfill a certain purpose, that this was your purpose, this is the box you fit in, and that's it, and nothing else exists.
	Well, obviously, that's a counterfeit experience in the spiritual realm.
	There's been a fracture somewhere, and so in that person's, in that identity of that soul, to have to seek, you know, in an instance of, you know, Taking it to the level you're talking about the sexual abuse and what have you that's the first the key that that The goal is to break the soul and cause that person to believe that They're not worthy that
	they that they um They need you to to live or survive or move or have your being and that's the whole point that's the whole purpose of it and so I don't know.
	I think that the whole aspect of what I've experienced with all this stuff, it's caused me to desire to go deeper into prayer.
	And I know there's going to be a time that I'm going to address this, do what I need to do, and eventually I'm going to go back and be the hermit that I sought to be in my heart.
	That's what I feel called to do.
	But obviously there's things I have to do in service to many.
	Those who need what they need, this is my path for now.
	Absolutely.
	That's the thing.
	And I believe in my heart.
	I believe and I have confidence that in time, that there's enough.
	I can only focus on me.
	I can only focus on me.
	So if I was attracted to the Abbey, like you say, the law of attraction, as a young girl, not having had a stable home growing up, Well, that makes perfect sense because a lot of the monks in there also suffer from the same thing.
	So this drawing, it's a beautiful thing because if the soul responds, it will heal.
	And in your healing, others wake up around you.
	Exactly.
	Exactly.
	So moving on to these percentages, because this is a very real issue now for people to face.
	And I know you also have other suggestions on how to heal along these lines, and it would be great to talk about that as well.
	But last time, right as we were getting towards the end of the show, you started giving me percentages of infection, as you called it.
	And you had these documents, which I guess are basically, are they classified?
	They were classified.
	Somehow they got into your hands.
	Can you maybe backtrack a little, talk about that?
	Sure.
	These documents were classified, and they were authorized for release, I believe, in 2013.
	Now, I was doing research and found them on a guy named Bill Wells on his website.
	And Then I made an anonymous comment, and the anonymous comment was saying, hey, there's hope.
	There's a remedy.
	You can get through this.
	And within one week, the entire website was taken over.
	All of the comments and mine were removed.
	I have screenshots of all of this.
	But basically, the document, the nano-domestic call document, I'm going to see if I can...
	Ah, I found it.
	Here it is.
	So basically it gets into the Phase 4 and this individual had the courage to make this available.
	It's called the DOD Switch Kill Program.
	Breaking Disturbing Secret Document just released and it gave the link http backslash billhweld at blogspot.com and then I tried to tell the truth on the blog.
	I said there is a solution to this, and I wrote anonymous.
	October 15, 2013.
	There is a solution for this for both prevention and if one has activated nano-NM, they might want to consult with Dr.
	Staniger on this site situated in Los Angeles, California, and I provided the stanigerreport.com.
	I do not receive funds for sharing this.
	I mentioned this due to seeing results firsthand of an individual unnamed, that was going to be, that's me, Who has verification and evidence nano was introduced into their body without the knowledge or consent?
	I know that Dr.
	S gets results in a combination.
	It's not just her technology.
	It's not just her herbs.
	It's a combination of multiple, layered, very clear assessment and guidelines.
	You have to really pin down what's happening in your body.
	In each nano attack I had, which was nine of them, physical attacks, The nano is different, differently programmed.
	One was different from the other.
	So you may want to have a scan as a preparatory measure in the light of success.
	I have seen.
	I recommend.
	Now that person is no longer doing the scans.
	And she is also a great source of knowledge, etc.
	And I said they're highly professional, competent, etc.
	And I said there will always be a remedy.
	So I'm trying to give hope.
	Now, of course, I'm happy to show what that looks like.
	This is on my PowerPoint.
	One of my other PowerPoints that I'm going to have to make a video out of probably.
	So that's my comment.
	So this is the next thing I end up seeing.
	This is October.
	This is the site that's being...
	This is a hoax.
	This is not real.
	Do not believe a word of this.
	Someone took over this guy's website, but I took screenshots.
	And then they removed my and other people's comments, too.
	They removed other people.
	And character assassination, you know, basically saying that these documents are not real, the DOD documents.
	I've had, you know, intelligence actually confirm that they were real documents.
	Okay, so this is the link of the documents were removed.
	So this is the DOD nano-domestic well.
	And the documents were actually removed.
	Those are highlighted with the word here in red so you click on that and that's where you can download the documents.
	Now you can't and then my anonymous comment was removed and there's that you know section there where you could see it was removed.
	So all of this to say is The percentages going back, because I don't know exactly where we got hung up, but I will go through those percentages if you want for me to read through those documents again.
	Is that what you'd like me to do?
	Well, at least if you could grab the points at which I believe, as you were saying, there were certain, in other words, I think it was Correct me if I'm wrong.
	High school students had certain percentages or something like this.
	There were different groups that they were attacking and then realizing what they considered to be like a...
	It's 85 or a 99 percent, 98 percent infection rate.
	And they were very proudly saying, well, here we've really achieved a 98 and here we got this much.
	And so I thought that that was fascinating.
	And, you know, last time I asked you, I said, you know, there are I don't know how one gets these kinds of percentages, other than these documents that got revealed.
	But if someone was able to get more information, then you would get it worldwide.
	And this is key, because I know people in Europe are suffering from these kinds of things.
	And they have, you know, targeted, if you just go to targeted individuals in any Country, you're going to find these kinds of symptoms.
	And the fact is they don't seem to know quite as much as you do about nano, so they may not attribute it all to nano, in other words, or any of it.
	So can you maybe grab some snippets of various population groups?
	And I guess these are for the United States.
	What are the percentages of infection, as you called it?
	So the current total infection rate in 2013 for the United States general population is 87.2%.
	Then, total infection for ages 18 and above may reach 99%.
	Then it says, and it gives the dispersal outflows, etc., and the Pepsi-Cola and all that.
	Then it says the recommended inflows increases deployed in October 2012 resulted in a net increase of infection rates by 0.82%.
	So it's steadily, slightly exceeding projections.
	And that's all we have for specific numbers.
	Now, obviously, If this document was so well kept, you know, under wraps, I would expect that any current information relating to this, I looked through on blackvault.com and there was a document going back into 1997 and it did bring up nanotechnology.
	You just do a control find in the DOD document and it does talk about challenges that are too hard.
	You know, they say that we've got to figure out a way how to fix things that are too hard.
	But as far as getting current things, I would just presume that right now everybody's infected with nano to some degree or another.
	You're saying back in 2012, at least the United States population you're saying was 87% at that point.
	We're now in 2018.
	Obviously, it boggles the mind to think How that might have risen even to 90 or 100, as you're saying.
	This is beyond an epidemic.
	The question becomes, with what's residing in everyone's bodies, do you want to lay out as succinctly as possible whatever pattern of What healing behavior you would recommend?
	Or, you know, as they will say, this is a disclaimer.
	We don't recommend any health remedies.
	Please consult your local doctor, even though I have a very low opinion of them in general and not specifically.
	And so-and-so.
	In other words, I've got a disclaimer, a medical disclaimer I put on my site at the end of the show anyway.
	But just to protect yourself, you might want to also Say something about that before you launch into any kind of suggestions.
	Thank you.
	Thank you for that.
	You know, we do have a disclaimer on all the videos and on the website clergyvictim.com and basically we're not offering legal, tax or medical advice.
	However, we offer informational, for informational purpose or educational purposes, one might want to explore Looking into, number one, what is the thing that they're trying to do to us?
	They want us to be bombarded with certain signals.
	So if they're phase four protocol or phase five now, initialization involves 5G, then what we want to do is do the opposite of that.
	Less cell phone usage.
	You know, these, you know, very high ups are actually putting their phones away.
	You know, like, I forgot what's his name on American Idol there.
	No, no.
	Whatever that one is, Simon, the one Simon, he actually just put his phone away.
	He's like, I'm not going to use this.
	And he says, you know, I'm actually feeling really good.
	I don't feel as angry.
	And so I believe that it's important to find out what they want to do to us and do a reverse engineering of that system.
	So if they're trying to have us involved with signals and have us be introduced to signals all day long, I'm not endorsing or get funds from this, but certainly it's very important to be grounded.
	So you could easily purchase a, what is it?
	Earthing.com has a cute little sheet.
	You just put it on your bed.
	Insofar as you're touching yourself to the sheet, you know, bare skin to it, it's going to keep you grounded because it's plugged into the grounding plug in your bedroom there.
	Or in your office, you could take that and just put it on you while you're working.
	But being grounded is very important.
	For people who are actually literally targeted, I believe in my heart that you're not going to be healed if you're taking 75 pills a day and not shielding yourself.
	See, for me, the first thing I set to do right away, it didn't look pretty, and it is hilarious if you ever saw pictures of my Faraday cave.
	I literally had to roll sheets of lead up the stairs, and it was very heavy, like 300 pounds, and I'm wheeling it up the stairs, and I had to cut it, and I built this cave.
	The results, I actually was able to purchase the machines that were used to detect the signals in me, so I went to different places to find it, the cheapest place I could find, and I purchased the X-Tech and the Jam 20 Pro,
	and there was DS100. Those are wonderful little gadgets to have, not to test other people, you know, do it, you know, if you're a target, you build your cave, And when you get in your cave, if the light is on the green, that's a good sign.
	But if it's in the red and in your cave, you know your cave isn't working.
	So when I got into my cave after I built it, it was perfect.
	There was no signals coming in.
	Even for nano or micro Tesla signals, you know, a lot of people say you can't escape those.
	You could certainly dampen those signals.
	And so, you know, I'm not an engineer.
	I'm not any of those things, but Mixing and matching with technologies and testing it and having a measured way to test it brings you to your success.
	But to just try things and, you know, it's good to try things, but you want to have a measured result.
	Keep track.
	Keep a journal.
	And obviously, what kind of water are you drinking?
	I think hydrogen enriched is very important to look into that.
	Because hydrogen is a cooling element.
	It cools the body down.
	You know, other people do reverse osmosis or whatever, so it's going to be important.
	The main thing is, above all, is not reintroducing your body with the materials.
	So, you know, that's why I urge people to go to Tony Pantoloresco's website, you know, Augmented Force.
	And if you do have nanotechnology that's in your body, He made this cool bucket.
	It's called the Anti-Nano Bucket.
	What a wonderful little contraption that is.
	And I built one.
	I built the triangle.
	I actually had fun doing it.
	But basically, if you can't build them, you can go to Tommy and order them.
	And it's, what, maybe less than $300.
	I can't remember the price.
	But the Anti-Nano Bucket is wonderful.
	Basically, it's...
	14-gauge copper wire wrapped in a special sequence around the bucket with, you know, special adhesion with, you know, tape that I use the double-sided, you know, to help me out with doing that.
	And you...
	Hello?
	Okay.
	Very weird.
	We just got a frozen...
	We got frozen.
	I don't know if we've been bounced off Skype or what.
	She looks like she's still here, but I don't hear her.
	Okay, so stand by.
	I guess I'll hang up and call her right back.
	I guess that would be the best thing to do because suddenly she seems to have disappeared.
	Interesting timing on that.
	Okay, so hold on one second.
	Oh, wow.
	It says now she's not online.
	Perhaps she'll call us.
	So again, we've gotten to a certain place and we've gotten interrupted.
	We're still on the air, I believe.
	And let me just double check that by...
	Actually, people in the chat are listening.
	Let me know if you're seeing me and hearing me.
	And so we can know whether we're on the air or not.
	I think I am.
	But...
	So...
	I'm trying to actually catch the chat here and see.
	If anyone is hearing us, can you please acknowledge that we are on the air right now?
	Okay, great.
	Okay, great.
	So I'm going to try again to get through to Carrie.
	And so just a moment while I do that.
	I hope she, you know, I guess her computer was not completely disconnected.
	Incredible.
	All right.
	So...
	Not sure what to do in this case.
	Let me see if there's some questions I can answer in the chat while we wait and hope that she calls us back because at the moment she appears to be offline is what they're saying.
	So...
	I'm going to put this banner up here if I can.
	So that we can keep this show identified here and continue on that.
	And I'll look through the questions in the meanwhile.
	Okay, so if you have a question that you want to ask me while we wait for her to call me back, this might be a good opportunity to do that.
	And I'm going to hope that this is not the end of the show.
	She was giving some very good information there, I believe.
	So...
	Okay.
	So again, if you have any questions, this is the time to.
	So you're talking about detoxing the body.
	Let me just say this much, that actually getting grounded also by spending a lot of time in nature, as I do urge people to do that, and I find that works for me every day, spending time walking or spending time even going barefoot on the earth.
	In nature is very, very important.
	Someone's asking me about her authenticity.
	I think she's absolutely 100% authentic.
	Let's see if there's anything else on this, that there's any information on Okay.
	Someone wants me to talk about Pete Peterson.
	I don't have any new...
	I haven't been dealing with Pete Peterson in quite a while.
	Okay, now this is Carrie.
	Hello?
	Connectivity issues.
	Hi.
	Hi.
	Yes.
	Okay.
	Very good.
	I'm really glad to have you back.
	We were just waiting for you to show up again, and so it's great to have you back on the show.
	So maybe you had just broken off.
	You were giving some advice in terms of...
	Various things that people can do to kind of go on that road of healing.
	Is there anything that you didn't say already that you want to put out there?
	And then we can also take some questions from the chat if you're willing.
	Oh, absolutely.
	Definitely.
	I think, I don't know how much you've heard, but I think the anti-nano bucket is definitely a big one.
	I think everybody should have one of those at home.
	Did I drop off when I was explaining how that thing worked?
	You must have because you did say anti-nano bucket and you told us that there was a certain individual who has built one.
	Again, I guess it's that in force.
	Yes.
	I'm sorry.
	Maybe you know the URL. Yes, the www.augmentinforce.com and yeah, you could build them yourself because there's instructions on how to do so on YouTube if you find that, you know, you just want to, you know, be adventurous.
	As far as other remedies go, every case is different, okay?
	But I'm trying to give the big picture.
	So being grounded is key.
	Being hydrated properly is key.
	However, If people came to us and they are targeted, they would reach out to us and we would actually work with them and show them how to, like I said, everyone's going to be in a different situation.
	There's no two stories alike.
	In one situation, I hate to say it, but alkaline could hurt you at the wrong time if you do alkaline water.
	You have to get to know the person and what they're going through Sometimes you have to bring on acid, you know, a state of acid in the body to kill off the introduction of the nanotech.
	So there's many things, but the point is the big picture, I think, to address the main concern about nano being in the foods is to start Looking into the Tony videos, get the anti-nano bucket and explore and have fun and go out with an ocular and look at apples.
	Go to the store and look at the apples.
	Look at the fruit that you're taking.
	Do a comparative study and if you see some strange looking things on that fruit, don't be disheartened.
	Just find the remedies on how to mitigate those so you're not taking in even more stuff into your body.
	So does that help or is that a big enough picture?
	Yeah, I think that that's a good start for people.
	Obviously, good water, healthy food.
	Preparing a lot of your own food might be along that line.
	There are a lot of things that you can do in terms of working towards health.
	You can also put your consciousness into the water you drink, into the food, and I'm sure you're familiar with that process, Carrie.
	In other words, You can meditate over food before you eat it and you can send good energy towards it and the work of Masaru Emoto The famous work on water, etc., extends into the molecules in food.
	Obviously, most food has got a great degree of water, as do our human bodies.
	So all of this kind of thing is going to be very healing.
	Sound vibrations are very healing.
	Power places, certain power places can...
	Possibly also be detrimental, but there are some very good healing power places on the planet, vortexes, etc., where you will sense when you're in a good healing vibration, so to speak.
	And so I think this is all very important.
	I also really living in a state of kind of forgiveness, bliss, and that sort of thing.
	When you're also serving humanity, in a sense, it all comes back and you do have a sense of well-being that is part of that process.
	Yes, the question was about, in the chat I see, is about nano and chemtrails, and we did go over that earlier on.
	I think the person wasn't on board when we did that.
	And again, do, you know, go back and watch the whole thing because it's very valuable.
	So, Carrie...
	What are your next steps?
	What are you suggesting at this point?
	Lines that you're going to be pursuing, I guess, in the future and possibly for other people in general.
	And I know that you didn't say a lot about going into nature, but I think going into nature is really key.
	To cleansing us of all the electronic smog, etc.
	And, you know, it's interesting again to get into the mental side of it because becoming masters of our own bodies is what is really the challenge here.
	So regardless of whether your body is artificial or We're composed of nano, predominantly, or artificial limbs, or whatever it happens to be.
	We have the ability through consciousness to command our own bodies, and so learning how to do that is key.
	Absolutely.
	And for the other individual who just joined us with that other question, I think I referenced the www.byebyeblueskies.com for that question and they can explore that website and get more insight into that other matter.
	And as far as I have to be so abundantly careful because the people that I work with are targeted.
	So it's like if they're targeted, I have a hard time.
	I would have to qualify a lot of what I say.
	So if I say, okay, go out in nature, I'd have to qualify that with make sure you have Specific equipment to monitor what's going on.
	Make sure you're not going alone.
	Make sure you have certain cameras.
	It's very difficult to just give a blanket answer to a remedy.
	But if I could keep it to just food grade nanotech, it's easier to respond to that.
	But when it comes to giving a remedy to someone who's targeted, It's a whole other ballgame.
	And there's a lot of intricacies.
	So it's like really hard to not say the wrong thing when it comes to that.
	You know, it's really...
	Yeah, no, I appreciate that.
	And we'll have people that are listening that kind of already feel they are targeted and So we're talking about different degrees, basically, of infection.
	You're talking a lot about food, and certainly good water is very important.
	And I just want to say, it's not an advertisement, but it is what I use, which is Davinia water, which I've done several interviews with people.
	The inventor, in essence, of Davinia water.
	And there's a big ad on my website.
	And I would say that this is the best water and his explanation for why it's the best water.
	Is very satisfying in my view.
	I've got three or four now interviews with him on my YouTube channel.
	So you aren't going to lack for information from him and then you make your own decisions.
	But if you can afford it, Divinia Water is excellent.
	And so just wanted to throw that out there.
	But in terms of the food, are there certain foods that you, I don't know if you've done some kind of testing on them.
	Have you tested them or has someone else tested them?
	There used to be a website that was extremely well documented and very generous and it's called the Center for Food Safety.
	And they had a huge long list of Foods that were tested by Raymond Spectroscopy and FTIR and other with the very expensive equipment.
	And they had a long list of the foods that had nanotech in it.
	So I used to print that off and go shopping.
	We're like, okay, that one I can't have.
	That one I can't have.
	But the thing is, is on Tony's YouTube videos, you can type up.
	What foods are best?
	Tony always says stay away from flaxseed or things like that because it's just hopeless.
	It's full of nano.
	He's very strong on staying away from grains.
	If you want to feel better, you got to do that.
	But I just believe like you that You do the best you can and you sustain your healing, but also if I'm going to want to cheat and have a little bit of pizza, I'll be putting my hands over that pizza saying a prayer.
	You can't live in a sterile life situation.
	Life is dynamic, but you do need to watch out.
	I don't know if the Center for Food Safety has that list available any longer.
	I think at one point I took screenshots of that and have it in an archive somewhere.
	But the big aspect is get acquainted with the Tony videos, the big picture.
	And if you are eating foods and you're concerned, he shows you how to prepare the foods.
	He would take rice wine and put it into your ground turkey or whatever you're going to do.
	And he would show you how to prepare with turmeric and garlic and other things like that so when it goes into your body, you know, he shows you how to separate it out too, you know, for the fruits.
	And it's kind of like, you know, I don't know how many people are going to do it, but for those who are really serious, you know, they need to do these things.
	If they're feeling, you know, you're going to see the difference.
	Okay, and now some people are asking about your blood type because blood type is important in sort of figuring out what's the right foods for you along these lines.
	Are you RH negative?
	Someone seems to think you are.
	No, I'm not RH negative.
	I believe I'm AB, I think.
	So I can have fish.
	Peter Adamo, Peter J. Adamo's book, Eat Right for Your Blood Type.
	So salmon is good for my personality, lemons, salads, you know, not a lot of meats.
	But O and things like that, they have to have meat.
	You know, you can't star an O and take food away from them, like meats.
	It's good to be aware of that factor too, because everything that helps, and there's always an exception to every rule, tomatoes may not be good for some blood types, but others, you follow as a guide.
	Nothing is going to be 100% perfect in a book, but you just do the best you can.
	I personally believe very strongly in muscle testing, nutritional muscle testing.
	So I go straight through the aisles in the store and I'll take a product off the shelf and I'll ask, is this product good for me?
	And is this product going to be helpful or beneficial to my body at this time?
	And so I buy whatever my testing, you know, renders because I got my certification in that years ago for herbal purposes, herbology.
	I studied that for many years since 1996.
	I recommend people get more familiar with those techniques too.
	Certainly, if you're looking in the wine aisle and you want to have a good wine that you'd taste it and you'd like it and not have to go back to the store and say, I don't like this wine.
	I want another choice.
	The muscle testing can go a long way with things.
	Just for people to become more intuitive and in alignment with their body is very important.
	Yeah, I think that this is key as well.
	So thank you for that.
	This also has to do with also where you live, apparently, the chemical sort of composition of different areas, like some people live close to the sea, whereas others live inland.
	Paying attention to what is grown in your area, what's kind of Vibrates naturally to your particular area of the world is also, I think, useful and can give you insight.
	Absolutely.
	Yes, if you're going to get honey, get the stuff that's grown right where you're at because that'll help you deal with allergens.
	You know, possibly, possibly help with that issue.
	All right.
	Now, is there anybody in the chat that would like to ask another good question?
	And I see that we have some kind of unfortunate remarks going on in the chat, and that's not helpful.
	So those people will be removed if we can manage it.
	So anything about, you know, any last minute questions here while we still have Sister Carrie with us, would anybody like to put into the chat?
	And then I'll try to ask her while we're here.
	And while we're at it, Carrie, any wrap-up comments as we wind down here?
	Things that you think people should be aware of?
	Trends that are happening?
	In both nano and, you know, this is actually a growing area, right?
	So it doesn't stop at nano.
	And as we say, we get into the 5G, we get into the various antidotes for that sort of mentality.
	But there's a certain sense that people are going to have to live with a certain amount of this stuff in our environment And it's not just us.
	It's going to get in our animals and so on.
	So I think being really sensitive to all of that is important.
	Any parting words, things you want to cover that we haven't talked about?
	Just that, you know, even Tony even gets into that on his YouTube, you know, videos.
	He shows you how to prepare food for your pets.
	So I just encourage people that, you know, there is really not, I mean...
	As we were talking earlier about how we spiritually grow and that these things that we're introduced to, it causes us to grow.
	So we have really nothing to be afraid of.
	We just need to be prepared better and to be aware of things.
	And so as far as I'm concerned, just get familiar with Tony Panteloresco's websites.
	And the reason I keep focusing in on him, and this is very important, is because my calling, I believe, It's specifically addressed to people who are being targeted with the use of weaponized nanotechnology.
	Because I am the only known survivor and having no signals coming out of my body any longer, I'm free of this, thank God.
	I feel like my attention needs to be focused on those people with life and death in their situation.
	A lot of people have been emailing me.
	I end up, I guess, getting over 70,000 views on the X-Men, you know, Exposes Jesuits video.
	And now the avalanche of emails is coming in.
	And I just have to tell you, I really appreciate you emailing.
	However, the email that was given is for the purposes of those people who are on the verge of life and death.
	And they are trying to figure out how do I stop You know, the suffering that I'm going through, and I have a proprietary system that we use to help them.
	So, you know, forgive me if I don't get to your email, okay?
	Because my focus, I feel, is very important is to stay with those people who really don't have a lot of places to go to.
	You know, to get that ultimate full analysis and figure out a plan and be free of this technology that's attacking them.
	So I'll do my best to get to the emails, but, you know, I'm limited on my staff and so on and so forth, but I'll do the best I can.
	I may or may not be able to return a response unless you're someone who is in an absolute critical situation.
	So does that make sense on my emphasis?
	Okay, absolutely.
	Now, I'm trying to make sure that I'm on the right website.
	It actually ends with the words after.50webs.com.
	Yep,.50webs.
	Yes, that's one of the ones he uses and he has several others in case one...
	He goes down.
	He has other backups.
	Okay, so I'm putting the link here because people were asking again for the link.
	So I just put it in the chat so people can have that.
	Now somebody wanted to know what you thought about the Pope.
	Did you want to say anything about the current Pope?
	Okay, well, I'm gonna share with you how the former Apostolic Nuncio feels about him.
	And these are my sentiments too.
	Basically, There was a letter, testimony by His Excellency Carlo Maria Vigano.
	He is the former Apostolic Nunzio.
	He just issued this letter recently.
	And this is in response to all the sexual stuff that's going on, the sexual abuse, the scandals, and so on and so forth.
	And this is important because, like I said earlier, Catholics are really upset with my coming forward and sharing what I'm sharing and exposing the truth.
	As best as I know it anyways.
	I can't see everything, but I can definitely do the best I can to catalog information and do my best to interpret that data as accurately as possible.
	But my purpose, you know, in sharing all of this is for healing.
	And here it is.
	It's important.
	This man is a Catholic.
	He's a former Apostolic Nuncio.
	And this is the sentiment that's so proper.
	This is the fourth paragraph down from his letter, the testimony.
	I had always believed and hoped that the hierarchy of the church could find within itself the spiritual resources and strength to tell the whole truth, to amend, and to renew itself.
	That is why, even though I had repeatedly been asked to do so, I always avoided making statements to the media, even when it would have been in my right to do so.
	In order to defend myself against the calumnies published about me, even by my high-ranking prelates of the Roman Curia.
	And then he gets into, in writing up a memo on these documents that were entrusted to me, specifically dealing with McCarrick, as delicate for pontifical representations on December 6, 2006, I wrote to my superiors, Cardinal Tarsicio Bertone,
	and the substitute, Leonardo Sandri, And the facts attributed to McCarrick, et cetera, were of such gravity and violence as to provoke bewilderness, a sense of disgust, deep sorrow and bitterness in the reader, that they constituted the crimes of seducing,
	requesting depraved acts of seminarians and priests repeatedly and simultaneously with several people, derision of a young seminarian who tried to resist the archbishop's seductions in the presence of two other priests, Absolution of the accomplices in these depraved acts and sacrilegious celebration of the Eucharist with the same please after committing such acts.
	And he goes further, the last point I want to bring up in this letter.
	It was also clear that from the time Pope Francis' election, McCarrick, now free from all constraints, had felt free to travel continuously to give lectures and interviews.
	In the team effort with Cardinal Rodriguez Maradiaga, He had become the key maker for appointments in the Korea and the United States and the most listened to advisor in the Vatican for relations with the Obama administration.
	So now what I'm saying here is my opinion is that there's certain people, you know, the Pope in my opinion is the problem.
	He's not really bringing true solutions.
	And now we have some apostolic nuncio crying out for help.
	He's been doing it for years behind the scenes.
	And he's not getting anywhere.
	So what do I feel about the current Pope?
	He, you know, the lack of integrity is beyond the beyonds here.
	And I don't know what to say what the remedy is ultimately, but people like, you know, his excellency here, he's on the right track.
	And, you know, if we're in a family and we're in a family situation, you know, to not speak up for the innocence of You know, people, this is a problem.
	This is a very serious problem.
	Okay, so this is, you're reading the Archbishop Carlo Maria Vigiano.
	Is that correct?
	Yeah.
	Because I'm just going to put that in the chat so people can get the right name.
	So look into the articles that are actually out in the press talking about he's basically written a public letter to the Pope saying, Addressing the issues with the Pope not really handling the true problem.
	Okay, so let me see if there is something else in here that somebody wants to know why you want to be a hermit.
	And let me just say that I think it's really interesting that you did want to be a hermit, but that you were brought in to serve humanity In quite a substantial way against your will, it would seem, or at least ostensibly against your will and your plans to become a hermit.
	So there is a lesson in that, I would say.
	You know, some of us are here to serve humanity in a more substantial way.
	Now, becoming a hermit, do you want to address your Kind of philosophy behind becoming a hermit.
	You did sort of in the first interview we did, but just for the question that was asked.
	Absolutely.
	Essentially, my desire to become a hermit was, see, during prolonged deep prayer, like hours and hours set aside for prayer, that's the time where it's in my book, Divine Challenge, what happened.
	You can get that For now it's for free on my website clergyvictim.com and on the left side it says book Divine Challenge now available and it will get into that but there's a deep intimacy of spirit that takes place and it happens in this still place the still place of just being utterly silent but not you know but in communion with God and so for me there was a lot of mystical experiences You know in this unconditional love that I
	felt when I separated that kind of time out it's I still have you know I feel the love of God you know even now I feel the love of God but it's different it's like there is no there's nothing that that is as exquisite the experiences in prayer now am I seeking experiences in prayer ultimately When you're going into prayer, it's like you're going into a cave.
	You don't know if you're going to get a lion one day or if you're going to get a bird, you know, a beautiful dove the next day.
	You don't know what you're going to get.
	It's just predisposing.
	It's opening.
	It's setting the stage for an encounter with the living God.
	And so for me to become a hermit was the best way I knew how to express that, that Connectivity and love of God to a complete total focused devotion.
	I think it's really about the word focus.
	It's how many places can you focus at the same time and really be, you know, seasoned at something.
	So my pursuit was for a deeper intimacy with Christ through that expression of life.
	Okay, and very, very well put.
	Your screen was frozen for a time while you were saying that, but I think that the audio was fine, and now it's working again, so there you go.
	So thank you for that.
	Someone wants to know...
	And this will be more or less the last question because we've been going for a while.
	Can technology cause you to have false revelations?
	Certainly it can, but did it, I think would be more appropriate.
	I think they're asking you specifically, did you feel that you got any, what in essence you might call false revelations from the technology?
	That is a legitimate question because there was an instance in It's in the Psychological Evaluation.
	That's again, you can get it under the tab, clergyvictim.com, and I think it's called the tab down, Military Grade Nanotech Used in Efforts to Silence and Formant.
	In that report from Benjamin Collinson, it talks about how nanotechnology can give you, it basically An artificial experience in the spiritual realm.
	You can actually have a feeling or a sense that you're engaging in the spiritual world.
	Now, for me, when these things were taking place, okay, because when I was being attacked, I could feel something spiritually trying to move my soul or my spirit from my body out through my feet.
	And I did the best way I could describe that.
	And so, Dr.
	Benjamin, you know, has that in the report of that instance when that was happening.
	And so, for me, the way I gauge this, that how I can gauge what's true and what's not true is, you know, is what does it propel me to do?
	So, for instance, in my situation, when I felt something spiritual happen where I was, you know, being, my soul was moving out through my feet, the best way to describe it, To me, that caused fear.
	And that's like, wait a minute, what's going on here?
	So I stood up and I literally pulled out my exorcism prayers and said, in the name of Jesus, be gone.
	You have no authority here.
	And I've applied the precious blood all over all of the house and all of the belongings of me.
	And the whole thing stopped right away.
	So fear or love, to me, are the two keys to look at.
	Is this experience bringing me closer You know, to love of neighbor and love of God, or is this bringing me closer to fear?
	And so, you know, yes, it can bring on artificial spiritual experiences and so on and so forth.
	But you know what?
	Here's the cool part.
	I don't know that the determination of a spiritual experience, you know, the description of it really doesn't matter too much.
	You know, the saints of old and, you know, both Orthodox Christian writings, many others, Actually say very clearly that it's the fruit of the tree that you look at.
	So you can have these high, incredible spiritual experiences, but when that person left the chapel, how are they acting with their neighbor?
	And that's the real test.
	It's not the spiritual experience.
	It's what is the actual relationship that's happening when that person is no longer engaged in Formal prayer, what have you.
	So hopefully that makes sense.
	But as far as the technology, nanotechnology, no question.
	It definitely borders the spiritual realm.
	Absolutely.
	Okay, very good.
	All right.
	Well, I think this has been really fascinating as always, Carrie.
	It's a great delight to talk to you.
	And I think that the viewers are, you know, there's great chat going on, and that's always a good sign that you're, you know, sort of stimulating people to think about all kinds of things.
	So I want to thank you again so much for coming forward, for being who you are, and for speaking your truth, and for doing the incredible investigation on your own life, in essence, and bringing proof through Intuit recording things on a daily basis and really being a real sort of a warrior for truth.
	And so that's very inspiring to me and I think possibly to the rest of the viewers.
	So what I'd like to do is leave it an open, you know, invitation to have you come back any time.
	If something, some huge revelation hits you or new crucial information comes along, please do contact me.
	And again, thank you very much for coming on the show.
	Thank you for having me and for all the work you do.
	Thank you.
	All right.
	All right.
	Thank you very much.
	So we're going to let her go and I have to push the right buttons here.
	And I want to thank everyone for watching.
	I'm going to be back tomorrow.
	Okay, let me think about this.
	I am actually going to be doing at one o'clock in the afternoon.
	So let me see.
	Yeah, that video has finally come back.
	So one o'clock tomorrow, I'm going to have the Alien Protocol guy as he goes by that sort of moniker.
	And I think his first name that it's okay to use is Buddy.
	He's keeping his sort of business life or work life separate from what he does on the side, which seems to be involved in the whole disclosure question and the experiences he's having right now because he's being...
	Having documents, some of which are supposedly above top secret, dropped off, put into his hands in various ways.
	And we're going to talk about how that happened.
	Also, his interactions with certain members of To the Stars and others in the so-called disclosure community.
	So that should be a really fascinating discussion tomorrow.
	And that's at 1 p.m.
	Pacific time.
	And then on Friday, I'm going to have Eddie Page back.
	And he is a delightful guest, as many people will know.
	This will be around, I don't know, my fourth or fifth interview with him.
	And we're going to be talking about the return of the Draco and the invasion scenario that he's been talking about.
	Also, what the so-called return of Nibiru.
	Or what some people think is Planet X, which is also, it appears, to be a planetoid.
	So whether it's actually literally Nibiru or just a planetoid that's occupied and used as a ship to bring certain beings closer to Earth in a convenient way, we're going to find out Eddie's point of view on all of that.
	So that's going to be Friday.
	This Friday at 1 o'clock.
	Again, 1 p.m.
	Pacific time.
	So thanks again for watching.
	And we did a great interview today with Miles Johnston and Caroline Stevens.
	They are some people that are journalists in the UK investigating a lot of the things that are going on.
	With the European Union and the UK and the world scene.
	So that was today.
	You're on my YouTube channel now, but actually see a lot of really fabulous shows in the last few months.
	Can't list them all here, but I do recommend them.
	So thanks again for watching.
	I do want to say that I'm planning to interview Captain Mark Richards.
	I've done eight interviews with him.
	I believe this will be my ninth.
	And I'm going on September 29th to interview him.
	It's expensive for me to do this.
	We have to drive up there, stay overnight, and so on and so forth.
	And so any help in that regard.
	My site has been down all day.
	It's been under attack.
	I'm hoping my webmaster has been able to get my messages and put it back up.
	But if not, We are under attack, so you can kind of imagine why.
	This happens periodically to Project Camelot, so hopefully it'll be back up in the next 24 hours.
	I will say that we need funds to pay my webmaster to keep operations going and literally to stay alive.
	I also want to put a plug in here for Paul Collin, who writes a column on my website, who's done some excellent work Over the last few months writing all about how the volcano in Hawaii has been triggered by fracking and by certain other things.
	A certain company called Ormat that builds a whole technology right next to the volcanoes and has done this around the world.
	He's an incredible investigator.
	He's what you call a CIA NSA NOC. So that means he's an unacknowledged agent.
	Who they basically gave a burn notice to.
	He has a terrible time maintaining himself, staying alive.
	Camelot does not have the money to pay him on a regular basis.
	I do give him bits and pieces of money when I can afford it.
	But money has been extremely short for the last few months.
	So if you can help Paul Collin.
	And donate to Camelot as well.
	Paul Collins' information is all on his blog on how to reach him, how to donate to him.
	And that's on Project Camelot guest blogs.
	And he's called Paul Collins, the unwanted publicity guy.
	So he could really use some help right now.
	He's in quite dire straits.
	So that's it for today and tonight.
	And thanks again for watching.
	Take care.

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