So I was sitting on my bed one night and I just, I guess you could call it a prayer. I just sat on my bed and said out loud to the universe, like, I need something that validates all of this. Like, if I'm meant to be looking into these big picture questions about the universe and consciousness, if there's something tangible here, like I need to know and I want evidence and I'm ready for it. So give me it. I want that.