But last night I did a radio interview, went to bed at about midnight, and at 3.35 a.m. I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. And I just sat there in the dark for hours thinking about this country, the planet, what we're up against. And I just had this overwhelming feeling, you know, in the quiet stillness of the night, that I'm not living up to the real potential of what I'm supposed to do. And that I'm not doing the job I should be doing in the incredible position I'm in.