Well, there's a whole bunch of reasons because you stop challenging yourself or you never did. You stop growing and you don't have any character. You don't exhibit a strong will and you don't have discipline. And then, you know, you're emotionally disconnected from the life that you've chosen. And then you have a job where you have to pretend to be someone you're not for eight hours a day and work for a boss who's a piece of shit.