I got two emails, one from Meta, so Facebook, one from Google, both saying the same thing, that they had given out information about me to an agency, and the agency was the FBI.
Now, at first, I thought, is this some sort of spam?
Is it even legit?
Then I looked into it, and yeah, turned out to be legit.
So, then a profound sense of unease hit me.
Now, by this stage, 2022, I'd been in the game for many years, taken a lot of hits, taken a lot of hits already.
Now, nothing came out of the investigation because, yeah, of course, I've done nothing wrong.
I don't know what the investigation was all about, but even so, it felt quite bad to be honest.
Now, in terms of an actual outcome, I'd been hit a lot harder before this.
So, back in 2019, demonetized on YouTube, which I'm still, by the way, shadow banned on YouTube up until quite recently.
Now, I'm not, by the way, so that feels good.
Had my Patreon removed in 2022, had my Instagram account, my first personal one, removed in 2021.
That was a big hit.
Subsequent removals of Legio Gloria accounts on Instagram, removal of my Facebook account.
Those were harder hits in terms of a direct outcome, but in terms of a sense of unuse, just share unpleasant, a share unpleasant experience, that was probably top in the top.
Now, when I think back over all of these years, that was probably one of the most unpleasant sensations finding out that the FBI had looked into me.
And also, by the way, since I have declined a few invitations to the US over these last few years, now you know, and you also know why I decline if you want to invite me again.
Perhaps things are different now, but I'm not sure I want to take any chances by going to the US.
So, yeah, I still remember when it dawned upon me that they were investigating or they had investigated me.
So, this must have been in 2021 or something like that.
Still, I have no idea what it was all about, and nothing came out of it.
But still, I didn't know it back then.
So, I remember I said to Julia, you know, I'm just going out for a little while.
I went to a place where I spent a lot of time during my childhood.
So, I sat there and I reflected upon my path.
And I said the same thing to myself then, as I say now, that I've only ever gone along the path of honor.
I'm quite literally an angel, and I've done nothing wrong.
So, this is good to remind yourself of when you are, well, I wouldn't say attacked really, but it didn't feel good at all all the same, even though, yeah, it wasn't a direct attack or anything like that.
But it can be good to have that, you know, spiritual integrity in you that you can always rely on your very essence, that you know yourself, that you're a good person, and you go along the path of honor.
Then, all will be well.
Now, at this stage, 2022, I'd already been the subject of quite a few hit pieces in the media.
And the hit pieces can come with a sense of honest, but you will also get you know new followers and a bit more fame and a bit more exposure and everything like that.
So, it's a double-edged sword, you have to live with the sense of anus with a hit piss, but you can also use it to your advantage, which I've done over all of these years.
So, many followers have come to me through the mainstream media.
So, yeah, shout out to mainstream media for all of the for all of the exposure over all of these years.
So, anyway, I thought to share a few insights that relate to this unpleasant experience.
So first and foremost, I've talked about stoicism in the past and I've said that stoicism should not be your primary philosophy of life because it's a very passive and defensive thing.
But sometimes you can utilize it.
So in this particular case, when I found out about the investigation, then I brought out the shield of stoicism from my armory and I held it, held it out and I said to myself, it is what it is.
It is what it is.
Sometimes you just have to accept things as they are.
Not much to be done, to be honest, than to just keep pushing through, which I did.
And I'm glad that I kept my composure and everything like that.
I kept grinding, kept pushing, everything like that.
So in some situations, it's good with stoicism to take out, to you know, take it out from your armory as a shield to protect yourself.
But otherwise, you shouldn't have it as a main philosophy because it's quite passive and you need a high thumbs Norman attitude to life that you want to go forward and conquer.
So this has always been my primary philosophy.
So I'm LARPing as a medieval Norman knight in Italy.
Good stuff, good stuff.
If you haven't listened to my podcast episodes about the Normans in the south, I suggest that you do so.
So anyway, that about Stoicism.
A second insight I probably would have come to anyway, but maybe this experience sped up my conclusion here and that is that you can't escape the Matrix.
You can't escape society.
You can't go off grid.
You can't expect to be left alone.
It's a very naive thought to think that you can escape.
Actually, there are cases when you can go off grid, you can escape the matrix, but then you have to live your life like this.
You can't impose your will on the world.
So for me, I need to be true to my archetype, the archetype of the enlightened despot, of our philosopher prince.
Then I need to work on behalf of my people.
Simple stuff.
And I know then that I will take hit and I will be subject to these unpleasant experiences.
So it really came as no surprise either to be the subject of an investigation, to be the subject of hit pieces, to take hit and hits.
It's part and parcel of the journey of the enlightened despot, I suppose.
So it's all to be expected.
So if you have that ambition in life, which I certainly do, I'm not content with letting my people be tormented in every which way.
Not a day goes by without you hear some horrific crime being committed against our people.
Talking about the Europeans in a broad, broadly speaking.
And of course I want to ensure the well-being of the Swedish people in the most immediate sense.
So regime change in Sweden, it needs to happen.
Simple stuff really.
So if you embark upon this quest, you will have to deal with these things.
And yeah, you can't escape the Matrix.
We need to contest these institutions of power.
I've talked about this before at length in videos and podcasts, so I'm not gonna talk more about it now.
But yeah, there is no escape.
We need to engage.
We need to engage.
We need to engage politically.
We need to engage in the institutions of power, in the security apparatus.
Otherwise, we will have less than good individuals, to put it politely, and they will use these positions for nefarious purposes, to put it like that.
Now, another insight, and this is something I've talked about quite a lot over the last while, is that Europe needs to be strong.
Optimally speaking, if my wishes come true, then we will have a strong USA that looks out for the well-being of heritage Americans and everyone, of course, who contributes in a positive manner to the United States and the EU, and a good EU, not the EU, as we have it now.
My hope is that we can be allies, which is the natural and normal thing because we are of the same blood, so it's normal that we should be allies, and this is my wish.
However, that is a wish, and maybe I'm too optimistic in my dreaming here.
Even if we have a benevolent administration in the US, nothing says that there's nothing to say that the next administration will be good.
So, we can't rely on the US being an ally of Europe because we don't know what the next regime will bring.
Maybe they will be very bad for white Americans, maybe they will be bad for Europeans in Europe.
So, Europe needs to be strong.
And I thought about it when this happened: that if the FBI were to say to Sappo in Sweden, we want you to give us this individual because he has been mil or whatever, would Sweden be strong enough to say no?
I don't think so.
I'm a very patriotic Swedish man, but I need to be honest with everyone.
I need to be honest with myself.
I don't think Sweden is strong enough to do this, so therefore, we need to be in a union.
A European Union, and not the European Union as we know today.
So, the dorks, to put it mildly, the unprofessional and non-serious people in Brussels and Strasbourg need to be replaced by good individuals who can actually make Europe strong again.
So, this is of paramount importance, and I've yeah, I've talked about it before as well.
So, if you want Europe to be strong, then we need to get serious and we need to be united in some capacity.
So, I've talked about this in different places, so I'm not gonna talk more about it now.
But, yeah, that was at least an insight that came to me: that you know, if you want to project strength, then you have to have strength, and ultimately, at the end of the day, the stronger you are, the more you can implement your will.
And the weaker you are, the less resistant you can be towards entities.
So, the US and Sweden.
The US, of course, is a lot stronger.
So, were they to put pressure and say, you know, give this individual to us, would Sweden be strong enough to say no?
Probably not, but the EU definitely would.
So, anyway, that all being said, you might wonder, how can I stay so high thumus, high-energy, and optimistic and happy despite all these setbacks and unpleasant experiences?
Well, you can read all about it in Demigod Mentality, which is my life's greatest work.
It will continue to be my life's greatest work up until I achieve regime change here in Sweden.
Then, that will be my life's greatest work.
But, anyway, do read it.
You can find it at ligugloria.com, and there I explain how to approach life in a high thumb fashion.
And also, lastly, I want to praise myself a bit.
I'm using this as an opportunity to praise myself.
I'm spending my this month's narcissism points to praise myself.
So, look at how I'm flourishing after all.
Look at my business endeavors.
Look at how I'm flourishing in a very hostile environment.
Imagine what I could do in a benevolent environment.
Imagine what I could do with some wind in my sails.
