Clif High - Great Manifestations.

March 30, 2025 - Clif High

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Great Manifestations.

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	Hello humans, hello humans.
	March 30, 9.34 a.m. here.
	I'm having some coffee and coming on in from doing chores outside.
	I had just received an email from Jay Widener.
	It was just so fucking pointed.
	I mean, it was exactly at what I was going.
	I was thinking about doing this audio.
	And his email prompted me to go ahead and do it because obviously the universe is talking through him in the form of him having a qualia moment with me.
	And this is going to be a long one here because the subject is a little bit complex.
	It involves language.
	It involves our expectations, that word, and it involves this unfolding singularity.
	Anyway, so to set the stage here, it's been a brutal week.
	We've had really strange chemtrails, different than the usual ones, different than the little schmear across the sky, the grayness everywhere, right?
	We had these two different kinds.
	Jay Widener just sent me an email about the kind that he has now, which is the very light, very high-up haze, a gray filter, so to speak, a light gray filter.
	And we've got that now here, too.
	It appears as though you're looking up at a gray surface, a dome, not very much in the way of differentiation of clouds and so on.
	And this one drops the temperature.
	I had noticed that this morning.
	Yesterday the temperature when I got up was 49.
	This morning when I get up, it's 37.
	And we have this new, we have this other form of chemtrail.
	Now, this past week, we'd had these other kind of chemtrails where they shoot energy through them or whatever the hell they do to them.
	It ends up looking all waffled on the bottom.
	And these were quite difficult to get through because it affected my mind and my emotions in terms of the energies that my body was able to, or was perceiving from these things, from this new attack on us.
	And this is part of what I want to get at, right, is these expectations.
	Okay, so we're in this unfolding singularity.
	This is going to be the weirdest time that you can imagine because we're going to totally leave the one paradigm behind and get into this other new paradigm in terms of how we think about things.
	In so doing, a lot of our language has to change.
	But it has to change because we have to alter our minds and how we preconceive things, how we structure a paradigm from which and through which to interpret our reality.
	It's all about these expectations, right?
	Okay, so we're in this the unfolding of the singularity, which is the emergence of the idea of this eternal now, that we live in eternity.
	There is no other time than this one moment.
	You don't have a future and you don't have a past.
	You never did.
	That was an illusion.
	Within the singularity and within the eternal now, we also have the event stream, which is this unfolding complexity, constantly, dynamically in motion, presenting all of us with decisions to make.
	These decisions cause ripples in the event stream itself.
	It is seeking us as deciders, as doers, in order that it may be changed.
	Now, I'm putting that on it in the sense of saying seeking means that there is an active aspect of it that's conscious and is acting this way.
	And I have every reason to believe that that's true.
	And so I'm examining the language very deeply here because of this shift in through into this singularity as it emerges.
	It's not AI bound.
	It's none of the technical stuff.
	So none of the techies really understand it.
	The other aspect of this is the ontology, okay, which again, the ontology is supreme consciousness seeking the limits of its own existence, attempting to create novelty through us as an experiment.
	And it talks, it provides and guides us.
	It talks to us.
	So Jay Widener deciding to send that email at this particular moment, because he sent it literally as I was actually, as I was walking into the door, it was on its way into the house.
	So we both arrived at the same time, so to speak.
	I was coming in to get coffee, and I'd been thinking about how to approach a very complex subject, which is this one, in which there's lots of stuff unfolded.
	And that enfolding makes it very difficult to get the idea of the complexity across because people will understand it as attempting to describe a complication, and that's not what's going on.
	So it's an attempt to describe where we will be as the event stream matures ahead of us here and we all experience the results of that maturation over what we think of as this coming future.
	And it's really a distant duration between now and that understanding that we will experience.
	So anyway, so the universe, the ontology, spoke to me through this email from Jay, which was exactly about the chemtrails I was witnessing walking in 80 plus feet from one building to the house here.
	I'm out doing shit in the gym building to get it fixed up so I can have some repairs made to it there.
	This environment is extremely harsh.
	That's also part of what I wanted to bring up, is all of these aspects of the complexity we've got here and how it affects our minds and stuff, right?
	So, and how it necessarily needs to affect our minds, but also how we have to now understand, because it's affecting our minds, that the singularity actually is unfolding around us, and we need to recognize that the sooner we recognize it and start responding to it, the easier it will be for us as individuals, but also for us as a collective, as humanity.
	Okay, so again, the subject is complex, and I don't want to get lost in the weeds here.
	Now, a lot of it has to do with, or some aspects that need to be understood is that we're all like analog sensors for reality.
	And so I'm an analog sensor for the reality I've been through for these past week, and especially this past week, when we've had these significant changes.
	We had this, that was the first instance this last Tuesday of the waffle radiation affecting the chemtrails that we'd had in this area.
	I'd seen it being activated in other areas, but I'd never seen it here, never witnessed it myself.
	Now I witnessed it.
	It's really freaky.
	It's changed my mind about a lot of these aspects of the chemtrails.
	And it has also made the chemtrail itself a much more dynamic aspect of my life this week, especially Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, and Friday again.
	All right, so what happened in the, so in the reality, it unfolded that I had to experience these waffle clouds on Tuesday.
	The universe provided them for our experience here, just as it has not provided them for all the clam diggers that are out there now.
	They're out there digging under these smeared dome chemtrails that just simply reduce the temperature, but don't appear to be generating the clouds and that kind of stuff that we encountered this past week.
	It was so fierce, I'm putting it down to the chemtrails, and I'm quite certain I'm correct on this, that from Tuesday onward, what had been a week-long rain ahead of that suddenly became transitioned into torrential rains.
	And so it affected everything.
	Wednesday was not as bad as I drove inland, and then I saw the waffle clouds appearing over Thurston, Mason, Kitsap County in around Puget Sound, in around the core of Puget Sound, from like Olympia up into Seattle and then from, you know, like Fort Lewis over to Banger in that block in there.
	I started seeing the waffle clouds.
	And as they appeared, we start getting this very heavy rain.
	This rain is very large drops.
	It's a torrential rain, like in the sense of something you might experience in the tropics, where every day, maybe at 3 p.m., there's so much moisture in the air that it just drops on you completely.
	But it empties the air out in, you know, an hour or so of a rain.
	Really heavy rain, large raindrops, it's a warm rain.
	And when it's gone, the air is noticeably cooler.
	And this was a natural effect in the tropics and places like Hawaii even, right?
	And the air is drier after that occurs.
	And it has to do with the warmth and the relative humidity and the saturation in the air.
	What we're experiencing here does not have anything to do with that.
	Because we're theoretically still in a cold period here, this transition out of winter.
	We should not be having rains like this.
	These are very atypical.
	They're so bad.
	All up and down the coast, I'm hearing from people as far away as the Haiti Guai, which are these islands off of Canada and all the way down into California, Northern California.
	And we've got, as we have here, my peach trees are blooming out, yet the rains have really damaged them.
	The rains were so fierce, I'm trying to think, maybe it was Thursday morning or Friday morning.
	But the rains are so fierce, it knocked hummingbirds out of the air.
	One of the hummingbirds out here, I saw him get smashed out of the air because the rain was just too fierce.
	And I've seen it happen to the bees we have around here, these large non-stinging bees, which I was counting on to do pollination on these peach trees I've got.
	Anyway, I went out and put my hat.
	I've got this rain hat.
	I put it out over the bird and picked it up and put it in my shed during that period of time.
	I've got a little garden shed thing here for lawnmower kind of crap.
	Anyway, and just left the door open for it.
	But it had just been smashed right out of the sky by the torrent of rain coming down.
	And this is indicative of all these other energies that are being unleashed by the deep state here, okay, or whoever.
	So this is part of my understanding of this aspects of our complexity and the shift into the singularity.
	We're dealing with a world unlike the world I was born in, right?
	In many, it shared some common themes, but these themes have really altered and morphed.
	So this has to do with expectations.
	So it was part of our expectation growing up as kids in my generation that we had one big hurdle for things, and that was put out by the media on us, and that was the idea we could all perish in a nuclear war, right?
	That everybody is going to die in nuclear war.
	But there was no other aspect of our reality that was threatening.
	It was always the humans threatening each other in that regard.
	Yes, there were earthquakes.
	Yes, there were fires and all of that.
	But it was not as we have them now and as we've seen this past week.
	So bear in mind the earthquake in Myanmar was liberating energy.
	It was putting in something put energy into the planet and that's how the planet responded.
	These could be expansion events, all right?
	This is something we have to discuss too, because this is part of the complexity.
	But that energy came out and my girlfriend Heidi was doing a reading for somebody and got picked up on that energy.
	And so she transmitted this idea in that reading days before that this event occurs.
	And a lot of people are picking up this energy in various different ways.
	Whatever its source, okay, and that's another thing.
	I don't want to put a particular label and say, oh, it's the deep state, because that may not be the case.
	We're in a really in a complexity.
	All right, so in this world here now, if you're a kid growing up and you see things like what's happening in California, Maui, Palisades, California, Peru, Chile, and North Carolina.
	Now, it was different in execution, but the end result was the same.
	California area there was wiped out by the lasers and Maui was wiped out by the lasers.
	In North Carolina, they wiped it out with a weather bomb.
	So now we've got this other aspect.
	And we have to ask ourselves, because we don't know, is it still human-to-human violence here being expressed?
	And if so, at what level and who's doing it and so on.
	Or is there something else going on?
	But we know that the manifestations are not natural weather.
	We know that there's weather war going on.
	This is a new wrinkle.
	And to some great extent, I think, it has superseded the fear that everybody has of nuclear war.
	Look how diligent, and this is why I wonder about the deep states' involvement in all of this and what level they play in this, because look at how hard they worked to try and get everybody afraid of World War III in order to try and force everybody to go into World War III, nuclear war, et cetera.
	and also at the time to vote for Biden, right?
	So that was their plan.
	That was one of their mechanisms, and people just weren't buying it.
	No one's buying it.
	The level of existential fear about nuclear war seems to have really faded.
	And we can't be motivated by that at this point.
	So here we get back into our expectations.
	All right, so in the event stream, and as relating to the ontology, in this time that is the only time we have, which is this now, which is eternal and is unchanging in that regard, right?
	We live in eternity.
	So time doesn't flow.
	Time does not move from future to past.
	None of these things occur.
	This is an idea that's been placed over our minds that's been ongoing since they brought in clocks and all of this kind of stuff.
	Humans did not used to have this idea of our reality in the era before we had clocks.
	It was an entirely different understanding of the reality at that point.
	And we now have to come into a different understanding because this current reality paradigm is failing.
	It's failing against the emergence of the singularity.
	And I think a lot of paradigms would fail.
	But in any event, so in this now, we find that we don't have future, we have duration.
	We have a duration of a perceived duration between our understanding of ourselves in this instant and our understanding of ourselves in some other instant that we expect to appear.
	It is our expectation that there will be another day, tomorrow as we phrase it, even though tomorrow never comes.
	And it's sought every day and it never arrives.
	And it can't arrive because time does not flow.
	But what happens is that we experience duration and our minds have placed this filter on it so that we think of ourselves in a flowing bubble or some other analog to the experience of time itself.
	And we need to unthink that way because we need to get closer to the reality and how it's emerging and what is actually ongoing.
	A, it gives us a lot more power in the eternal now, in dealing with the event stream and understanding with the ontology.
	Because if you don't understand that the ontology is there, you're never going to react to the qualia, the signals that it sends out to you.
	So because I have an understanding of the ontology, because I had been out in that building mucking about while I was doing all the mucking about, I was thinking about, okay, so how am I going to get this idea across, right?
	And then at what point and what's my entry point to the discussion of this idea?
	Well, and then I come back in and on my way in, I was observing the chemtrails, the very ones that Jay described.
	And one of the aspects of these was the reduction in temperature, and I had noticed that again this morning.
	So all of these things intercombine into our complexity as the universe provides and guides us.
	Now, because we think that, because I think that, I'm able to interpret the universe talking to me through Jay in his language there, right?
	And because I think this way about universe, I really pay attention to those feeds from universe that I have.
	And so I have Heidi as a girlfriend who is my new feed here.
	Now, this is an interesting revealing aspect of our reality.
	Because I basically had been in love with Heidi.
	I fell in love.
	It was not anything of my doing.
	I didn't actively seek to do that.
	It struck me.
	Universe brought that to me years in the past.
	And I had no expectations of that.
	It was just something that I experienced, and I didn't tell anybody about.
	My circumstances were entirely different.
	I was married.
	My wife was slowly passing from dementia and accumulated problems from disease.
	I had myself, I was dying from cancer.
	There was no point.
	I had no expectation of ever meeting Heidi, of ever talking to her, of ever revealing any of this, right?
	It was not an expectation in my reality.
	Had it been, things would have been different.
	I would not have, we would not be in, I would not be in this reality now if I had reacted differently back then.
	So things happen, time passes, I die, I come back, and all of this kind of shit.
	And my wife passes of her diseases, right?
	And it's till death do you part.
	And we have both died.
	Anyway, so I contact Heidi, and I was moved by Universe.
	Again, it was not my bidding.
	It wasn't my thought, but I was moved by Universe to first to contact her.
	I wanted some information about real estate because I've got real estate problems, and she's in the real estate business.
	And I wanted to know a general trend so I can do planning.
	My mind likes to plan.
	Anyway, so I contact her and one thing leads to another, and I was moved by universe to reveal how I felt.
	And it's interesting progress from then until now, lots of hiccups and problems and so on.
	But during this period of time, probably exactly because it is this period of time, the complexity of the singularity is emerging, and I'm seeing it.
	Okay, so I'm seeing this stuff happen around us just not just in data, not just in leaked predictive linguistics out about on the internet, but it is out there.
	But also I'm seeing it in the qualia that a universe is providing to me about this very subject.
	Now our interpretation of this stuff is really open.
	We don't know how to interpret it because we don't have the appropriate framework.
	Some stuff is easy, like right, you know, I'm out there thinking about this, doing this audio, and see the chemtrails on the way back in and then turn on my coffee water, come and sit down, and there's the email from Jay.
	And he's discussing the chemtrails.
	It's like, aha, you know, a little tap on the head from universe.
	And it's like, okay, so that makes sense, right?
	Now, so, so the expectation aspect of it.
	Okay, so expectation.
	All right, so I had recently asked Heidi to stop using the word hope.
	I don't like using the word hope.
	I catch myself doing that, and I try and alter my behavior.
	A lot of this with the language we're going to have to do on our own.
	In order to frame our thoughts better, we're going to have to consistently monitor our thoughts and say, you know, to ourselves, oops, that's not the right word.
	And anyway, I'd asked her to not use the word hope because in my mind, hope is always disappointed, right?
	It's something that you're putting out there, but you don't think, you're putting no energy into it.
	You're just sort of stating that you're not anticipating it.
	You're not expecting it.
	It's not part of the future that you want to be manifest.
	Although you may be saying that you want it manifest, you don't expect it to actually happen.
	Hope is one of these emotions that, or is one of these aspects of humanity that has these emotions attached to it, and usually hope leads to disappointment.
	If you really think about it, how often do any hopes ever manifest?
	You know, anyway, so we can apply these words and we need to apply different kinds of words to this manifestation of our event stream.
	So I'm trying to not use that word hope, and I'm trying to use the word expect or some other variant.
	So I can say, you know, I expect something to occur or I am anticipating something to occur, and that allows me to frame it as a reality.
	If I say, I hope, that's off into the realm of something of a fantasy because you don't have enough of a reality in your mind to frame how you expect it to emerge from the event stream.
	And that's really what we're doing.
	We're all sort of mining the event stream to try and, or not try, but to induce those changes that the event stream wants us to induce within it.
	So it's kind of like in one sense, video games.
	Now, I don't play video games.
	The last video game I played was Tetris.
	I played it maybe two or three times.
	Prior to that, the only video game I'd ever really played was this stupid game called Invisible Alien Weasels.
	And it was, so I never got hung up in it, right?
	But we have to understand that the metaphor of saying this reality is like a simulation or in a video game is wrong if you think about it in one particular aspect.
	And that is, it is very much like a video game in many regards.
	But in a video game, you're sitting outside the video game and you're playing with a character that is moved by, it's a software construct.
	And you give software instructions through the various keypads and methods, you know, joysticks, etc.
	And that the software construct goes about and does stuff within a software construct, which is the greater part of the program.
	We're not like that, or we are, depending on how you want to think about it, because we are the software constructs.
	We are the characters within the video game.
	And so if we use that analogy, you have to understand you are a player being played.
	You are a character being played.
	And in a sense, all of these fuckers, all of the rest of the people around us, are all rogue because they don't understand they've lost connection with their controller, so to speak, that is issuing them the instructions on how to navigate through this software construct reality.
	And that's very, that analogy is really good, but we have to understand that this is a mutual kind of a thing, right?
	We're an autonomous, almost an AI construct in that sense.
	But yet we still have interaction with the controller, which in this case would be the ontology.
	And so that way, if you look at it this way, then I'm out doing my local mental activities, which basically is cleaning up and heaving and shifting.
	And during that process, part of my mind, part of my software, is sitting there working out various other issues.
	And then as I'm moving, as I'm doing my own local activity, going into another local activity, which is to get some coffee, my controller intrudes by putting thoughts out there, right?
	And it puts the thoughts out there in the form of my awareness of the chemtrails and then the reinforcement of that awareness as I come on in and get Jay's email.
	And this has happened repeatedly.
	This is happening all the time for me now, is paying attention to these, to these qualia.
	I get tons of them from Heidi.
	I've got there's a lot of communication issues that are affecting us, right?
	The Mercury retrograde and all of this kind of stuff, which I think is done on April 10.
	And these energies have been particularly impacting in this Mercury retrograde.
	And I have reasons to believe that the next one in July, that next period that is Mercury retrograde, it lines up with these nasty building tension spikes that I get for the data for July and onward into August.
	So I think it'll be more intense.
	If I had to say, it's going to be three times more intense in terms of the values that are showing then, as opposed to this particular one.
	And this one has been rough.
	There's no question about it.
	Not just the external inputs in the form of the chemtrails and the harp or whatever the fuck causes that waffling effect, but also in the regular communication wonkiness and breakdowns and all of that, right?
	You wouldn't believe the number of small minor breakdowns I'm running into all the time here.
	You know, postmistress loses the keys to the post office and there's a big brouhaha for a couple of hours and then she discovers, oh my god, they fell into the hood of her hoodie and she'd been carrying them around with her the whole damn time and just didn't know it until she bent over and they fell out into a basket of mail.
	That kind of thing, right?
	I've had a number of those kind of things happen to me with equipment around here.
	It's just, it's been very, very, very noticeable.
	And it's not just my sensitization to it, which would be natural.
	So I have to analyze that.
	Okay, so Heidi talks about this to some extent because she's an astrologer.
	So I'm getting sensitized to that because I'm paying attention to her.
	As her, as well as being a conduit from the universe for these new qualia, for these new reinforcements of that interaction between universe and myself, right?
	Which is all going to the idea of the event stream and our expectations and how to get stuff out of it.
	So, anyway, so I have to ask myself, am I just being sensitized to it?
	Am I just seeing it?
	Confirmation bias?
	And no, it's quite factual.
	There's stuff going on.
	Three accident or three breakdowns on the way up to look at that house the other day and three accidents on the way back, missing each accident by a few minutes only.
	So they happen just ahead of my arriving at these particular points on the road driving back.
	And then all these other impacts, right?
	They're all impacting my mind as well because I'm paying attention to them.
	Then also the chemtrails, et cetera, et cetera.
	So universe has been very active in causing all of this stuff.
	You know, karma is the driver for all of the event stream.
	But it all comes back to our expectations.
	Now, it's like in the Matrix movie where they say, where she says, you know, would you have broken the vase if I hadn't mentioned it?
	This is a real conundrum you have to have to discuss with yourself when you encounter these kind of things, right?
	Is it a case of oversensitization if that's possible?
	I don't know that that is possible.
	Maybe at some point that leads to real mental illness where you're you think you are the ontology speaking, etc., incarnate, that sort of shit.
	Not likely to happen to me, that one anyway.
	So anyway, this is long.
	I'm able to get most of this idea out.
	Now, here's the final part of this, this whole idea, okay?
	Our expectations to some extent drive manifestation.
	Our hope doesn't really affect the event stream at all.
	Our expectations do affect the event stream.
	And they do cause, or they don't cause, they participate in the manifestation of stuff from the event stream to some degree.
	This is something we can debate about and really need to analyze how much and how much does it impact and this sort of thing, right?
	You've seen these in the past, you've seen all these wonky guru guys say that, oh, oh, if we can only get like 7,000 people to all meditate at the same time, XYZ will happen and the planet will be healed, that kind of horseshit.
	To some extent, they're not wrong.
	There is, in the broader sense, if you can get a lot of people to cooperate and have the same level of expectations, you're going to get much greater level of potential for that expectation to manifest.
	This is a certainty just based on how the universe is.
	Can it coordinate and alter everybody else?
	No, that's horseshit.
	That's a poor understanding because basically you're saying that if we could get 7,000 people to cooperate and stuff, then we could collectively control the event stream.
	And that's not possible because the event stream is nothing but this huge karma machine presenting stuff to us for decisions and then feeding those decisions back in on itself to present other things to us in a very crude fashion, right?
	And so if you understand the event stream this way, then you can see that how contention, fighting, and stuff is a part of that.
	It's part of the universe and the event stream presenting you something to irritate you, to force you basically, to make a decision or to abandon it, to say, fuck it.
	No, I'm not going to do that.
	You know, I've just decided that's it, you know, whatever, right?
	And so you have that choice.
	It's always your choice.
	And so you could do that.
	Now, look at what that does to you, though, if you abandon if you get that attitude, right?
	So if you get an attitude and you say, no, fuck it, let's just say voting.
	Okay, so everybody in this county are all assholes and they vote Democrat all the time.
	So fucking, I'm not going to vote anymore, right?
	Now, it's a crude, stupid example.
	Usually these examples will be more personal, but an interpersonal, not broad like this, but it works in this sense, right?
	But look what that does to you as an individual taking that attitude.
	You're not obligated to vote.
	It probably will ease your mind if you're not in the politics anymore.
	It certainly will ease various aspects of your mind, but you're also invoking a specific level of karma relating to that, and that you will have to address that just because, whatever it is, just because you're forcing it away.
	And so universe is sort of looking at you, force it away, and saying to itself, aha, there's a wedge.
	This person needs to, you know, yada yada yada relative to this particular subject.
	And so I will present this particular subject to them repeatedly in various different forms until the stupid fucker actually gets it and deals with it.
	And that's really a lot of the point of the qualia is for us to be prompted as the doers in the body to do something.
	And that something, a lot of times, is change.
	Now, the event stream at the moment is very energetic.
	Lots of karmic things are being expressed in very broad levels that are impacting lots of people.
	The earthquakes in Burma, the new earthquake around Tonga, pending earthquakes, all of this kind of shit.
	These form part of our expectations.
	If we think we're in a world that is unstable at a physical level, then we will be reacting in a particular way.
	If we think that the world is a stable reality at a particular physical level, we will react and form an entirely different paradigm.
	So people could, if they had the ability to use like a Tesla earthquake machine or harp or whatever the fuck it is, if they could engineer earthquakes and all of this kind of stuff and weather wars and so on, and we thought these to be natural, they could alter the paradigm in which we all deal with the event stream.
	Now, most people don't understand that they live in the eternal now.
	Most people don't understand the event stream, and most people are in denial of the ontology, and all those same people are also in denial that the ontology speaks to them.
	Maybe sometimes they might think it does, and then also they'll sort of discount it at that level, right?
	Oh, well, it sort of is talking to them, but it's not consistent or whatever.
	Anyway, so people, or non-people for that matter, aliens, you know, people on the moon, solenites, maybe they're using radiation, maybe they're doing something to cause all of us to shift our paradigm.
	If we're aware that the planet is not unstable, and if we're aware that there's a big potential for such things as these earthquakes in Myanmar and off of Tonga, the deluge in North Carolina and other parts of the whole planet, you know, all the rain in Spain depriving all of Europe of rain, so they're going to have fires later.
	That's the way this shit works.
	If you think that that is in some way energetically being created and directed by a mind within the materium, within this material reality that we all share, then you're going to look at things an entirely different way.
	You'll see evil working within the eternal now, trying to get us to affect the event stream through our expectations by altering our understanding of our reality.
	And it gets much more complex than that, right?
	But this also gets me back to my personal issues here.
	Because we've been getting these deluges and stuff, I think that I can draw the conclusion that they're trying to dry out the air here to cause fires in Idaho, Wyoming, and Montana and that area, probably all the way up into Canada, because they're depriving these whole areas of most of the moisture because we're getting it all dumped on us.
	This is happening in Europe.
	They're dumping all, they have a Pineapple Express kind of thing that comes up out of the equator and takes rain up over Spain and southern France into other areas.
	Then it meets this cold winds and stuff coming across England and into Belgium, and that's usually where you get rain.
	And all of those areas are dry now because they've been doing chemtrails and stuff over Spain and dumping in so much water out of the stream, the airstreams, that they're causing massive flooding and damage in Spain.
	Okay, so we had that same thing occurring here.
	And so now I'm in the situation of, well, you know, I have expectations for a developing life with Heidi, but now the planet is intruding on me.
	whoever is screwing with our common shared reality, this eternal now, is intruding on me because, look, I've got anxiety being brought up because of the conditions in which we're living.
	And then I have anxiety being brought up because I see the design pattern that's developing here, similar to the one that's affecting Spain and Europe, and had in the past affected other areas that were then later lasered, like California.
	California had been deliberately dried out by the powers that be, by the Democrats there, the organizations, and all of this.
	Many of these people are so deluded and stupid, they're not aware of their participation at any level within these large plots.
	Just like maybe many of the chemtrail pilots don't have a fucking clue, right?
	It'd be hard for me to imagine that, but it's sort of conceivable.
	This is getting long, but in any event, so now I have anxiety about having Heidi come over to this house here, right?
	It needs repairs and shit anyway, but now the greater area is the anxiety.
	And so what's going to happen here?
	But at the same time, we can't say that any other area is going to be any safer because we're not dealing with a natural system in that regard anymore.
	That, A, there's people trying to alter our expectations.
	In my opinion, they do it at such a broad level that they think that they can engineer the event stream to produce those events that will favor whatever the hell their goal is, right?
	And I don't want to speculate or postulate about that, about their goals, because I don't know what their motivations are.
	I'm not even sure that a lot of these guys that are in control are human.
	And we know that, okay, and there's another aspect of this reality.
	Okay, so Heidi bitches about me to me about my obsession with aliens, right?
	And she's right too.
	I've been obsessed with these fuckers since 1955 when I first started seeing UFOs in Alaska and was quite taken with the whole thing.
	And then I was really, you know, sort of miffed, even as a little kid, because the adults wouldn't discuss what we saw virtually every night up in the skies in there in that period of time.
	So anyway, so there are people on the moon.
	I call them the Selenites.
	They are fucking with us in many different levels.
	We have proof of this, and we have people down here on Earth who discover proof of that being killed and threatened.
	And so I know people personally that are in very public individuals, especially in the Wu world, who have been personally threatened for talking about lunar stuff, about the moon.
	All right.
	So anyway, though, so I know the Selenites are up there and I can't discount that they're doing stuff to us.
	I know that we have aspects of the alien issue popping up everywhere, including the JFK papers.
	And I expect, it is my expectation.
	So I have an emotional attachment to the idea that there will be a manifestation within the Epstein documents that points right to space aliens, reverse engineered craft and all of the black project shit.
	Because we have found that within the JFK documents.
	In the JFK documents, there are many, there's like four that I've seen so far about JFK having discussions with the Russians about forming a coalition to present, and this is my interpretation, my rephrasing of it, to present a united front to the aliens that were hassling both Russia and the United States, and who, as far as Kennedy was concerned, because he had been told this apparently by some reliable sources, were building out structures on the far side of the moon.
	Now, I know that this is the case, the far side of the moon stuff, right?
	Because I had commissioned a remote viewing session through Dick Algier's remote viewing group sometime back, years back, right?
	And they did a remote viewing of what was going on on this particular part of the backside of the moon, and it was very much energetic activity and stuff and people and doing things.
	And that build out was occurring, is still occurring for whatever reason and under whatever direction that those individuals are taking it.
	We can't yet say what their motives are.
	I think they're down here screwing with us because we see all the UFOs and that kind of thing, right?
	So in spite of the fact that I'm obsessed by them, and perhaps because of that, because universe gave me that obsession at that early age by seeing all this weird shit and no one talking about it.
	Had people just discussed it and said, oh, yeah, those are just, you know, the space aliens from the moon, maybe I wouldn't have given a shit, right?
	Just, oh, okay, you know, it's like a moose.
	I was fascinated by mooses.
	They're huge.
	They knocked a car.
	My dad and I and my brother were going out to, yeah, my mom was there too.
	And we were going out to do some strawberry picking in a wild strawberry field.
	And on the way out there, we were driving.
	We had a 1954 Dodge, I think, a big heavy car.
	I mean, it just seemed so huge in the back seat that, you know, you could camp back there as a little kid.
	Anyway, it was struck on the side by a moose and we were driven off the road down this embankment.
	And the moose got really pissed and rammed us a couple of times.
	I don't know what we did to cause the moose to do that, but it pushed the car off the road.
	And so then I knew that mooses were dangerous, you know, unpredictable, stay the hell away, and all of this kind of stuff, and they were just part of my environment.
	Had the humans done such, you know, educated me in a way, I may have just assumed that that's the same way it is with space aliens.
	You know, they're there, part of our environment, and somewhat unpredictable and could be dangerous.
	So, but because no one spoke about it, it amplified that in any event.
	So I'm getting all of these qualia from universe in the form of the JFK documents and also my expectation about what's in the Epstein documents and all of this other shit related to drones that stay up for fucking days and 120 mile an hour winds and don't move.
	You know, obviously not using lithium batteries and little controllers down here kind of thing, and they're not even quad rotors.
	A lot of these qualia are all pushing towards this alien stuff that is also appearing as a potential in Vedic astrology that, you know, Heidi practices and other individuals,
	but I've also been contacted by guys in India that say, yeah, yeah, you know, this Vedic astrologer out of India had sent me this email saying, yeah, dude, he says, you know, he said he'd seen my discussion with JC and had seen my charts about the projected building and release emotional tension.
	And he said, yeah, he said, as far as he's concerned, he says there's such and such a transit and, you know, language issues, accents, and so on.
	I wouldn't have remembered any way.
	But he was saying basically about July 12th that we would get some level of planetary movement or something that is aligning with this idea that's been coming out in the data that we're going to get this summer of emergence of the idea of space aliens out into the general public.
	And his thing was that it's planetary.
	It's not that this transit or whatever is so big.
	And it was actually a few days ahead of the next Mercury retrograde, as I recall.
	Anyway, geez, it's a long one.
	Okay, so the last point of this is that universe does things where we have no expectations, okay?
	So a big example for me recently is my connecting with Heidi, right?
	I had no expectations for years.
	And then all of a sudden, this is presented to me.
	I was smackrolled, you know, literally smackrolled across my emotional face by a wet salmon.
	I had no emotions and I had no preconceived awareness of how I should react to all of this.
	And, you know, I'm bumbling and fumbling.
	There's barriers, all different kinds of shit going on.
	All right, I expect that this is going to be, that we are going to be encountering out of the event stream many things, many manifestations that meet that same kind of a criteria, right?
	That there is no, that we have no expectation for.
	And so, so like I say, all right, so I'm a little wicked here.
	And so Heidi gets on my case about my obsession with aliens.
	And I at least have expectations and have thought about this for, you know, 70 years about aliens and how they would think and how they would be and how they would differ from us and so many different facets of it that it would drive you crazy.
	And it probably drives her crazy.
	But what I'm interested in seeing is hers and then everybody else's reaction to that manifestation that would be unexpected, which You'd have no expectation for, which would be the emergence of aliens into the discussion and thereafter participating in our humanity because we'll have to deal with it, right?
	And deal with them in some different ways.
	We're getting some of that information now, and my expectation is that it'll come on out sometime in July.
	And we'll see how everybody else who has no expectation for this reacts to it and how we all deal with this increasing manifestation of this thing that most people don't expect.
	And I think we have some model for dealing with this emergence out of the event stream that has no expectation backing.
	This gets us back to the weather wars and stuff, right, in California.
	We all understood, all of us have grown up with this idea of, you know, what we would expect from a nuclear blast hitting California.
	And we got the result of that blast without the blast itself.
	So we witnessed something that was every bit, was probably much more destructive than a nuclear weapon.
	But it was something that was not what we expected.
	Same thing of Maui.
	And look at the, and Palisades and North Carolina and all these other places that are being hit by the weather bombs or the space lasers, which are probably from airplanes anyway.
	But nonetheless.
	So here is, just look to how people have handled this idea of what happened in North Carolina and what happened in California and Maui and so on.
	The normies are pushing it out of their heads.
	They're saying, no, no, they're taking this attitude of, you know, I don't want to think about it.
	I'm going to basically be in denial of it.
	And as I pointed out earlier, that only leads to universe poking you with that more because you're altering the event stream by putting your denial out there as a filter.
	And the stuff's got to go around that filter and get out because that's the nature of the event stream.
	And your filter basically doesn't mean squat to the event stream.
	It's going to get you with that shit whether you think you can deny it or not.
	Whether or not you think you can deny it, right?
	So if you're in denial about a particular thing, no, I'm not going to handle that.
	I'm going to do things this way or whatever.
	The universe is going to prompt you and prompt you and prompt you to work this shit out.
	So as difficult as it is, especially under the circumstances of living through this crap, you know, like the torrential rains here, all the problems we've had with those and so on and so on, in spite of living through all of this, we have to like work our minds around to the idea that we have to accept what's coming to us here,
	understand that it's deliberate on the part of universe that we should, and the event stream, that we should experience this in order that we should make decisions about it.
	And in my way of thinking, the better decisions will be made with awareness that this is ongoing and not being in denial.
	How many people are in denial that, you know, the California was a hit?
	But we all really recognize that.
	And how many people are in denial of North Carolina being a weather hit, right?
	That was not a normal storm.
	There's all kinds of evidence to this in terms of the radars and all these kind of things that you can go out and look.
	There's whole fora devoted to this.
	There's discussions on Reddit and all of that kind of stuff, right?
	But nonetheless, the mainstream is still in talking about all this other shit, right?
	And we're into this transition into this different world.
	They'll have to come around.
	They'll see that themselves come around to discussing all of this other weird aspects of the shift into the singularity here.
	And one tiny aspect of the singularity will be that people will be using AI more, but it's not driving any of this.
	And it was totally misunderstood by the technical people as we started getting into this technical world.
	They had expectations that were simply not going to ever be realized.
	And in the meantime, we're going to be bitch slapped with emergences that are outside of our expectations.
	So anyway, that's it for this one.
	I hope I got the idea across because we're changing now.
	We're going through it now.
	And it's going to be difficult on all of us and increasingly so as we go through the year.
	And there's also increasing risks.
	When you see them, when you get awareness, then you can take actions.
	I probably at the point I saw the waffle clouds over Puget Sound, I probably should have called the real estate agent and said, let's not do this.
	It was a waste anyway.
	The house wasn't as advertised and so on.
	But I could have known, I should have known, because of the nature of the clouds and the energies and so on, that it was going to be a bust and not worth the trouble and additional risk because, you know, missing the three accidents on the way back, that kind of thing.
	So I should have taken my own advice then, paid attention to the qualia a bit more, and reacted a bit more.
	And that's kind of my goal at the moment is to take that approach of putting my awareness into the now in a very much more focused intent and to react to the quality that are being presented to me and make different decisions because of that and then see what happens.
	So basically, that's all we're doing anyway, is you know, we're deciding and seeing what happens.
	We don't own what happens.
	So anyway, but sometimes, hey, sometimes the universe gives you something that is truly a gift, a treasure, as I was presented Heidi.
	I mean, I truly think that the universe presented her to me as a, for whatever fucking reason it had on its own.
	Obviously, there is some point to that from its viewpoint, but I'm not, you know, I'm very grateful to universe and I'm going to take advantage of it.
	So I made a good decision that way.
	Anyway, guys, take care.
	And we're going into it really fiercely here this month.
	And we'll see how it is at the end of the first week of April.
	Bear in mind that decisions we make now affect what's going to happen to us a few months from now and a few months from now and a few months from now, right?
	We generate the karma at all these different levels, immediacy level, shorter term and longer term.
	And you can affect how your life goes by being aware and making appropriate decisions now.
	Basically, it means not being a butthit.

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