I was playing the leading role until I felt overshadowed.
So on a cold winter day in January, I took a trip to find myself.
At the airport, a huge screen overhead being the message about International Holocaust Day.
As I walked to my gate, the message kept assaulting me, monitor after monitor.
I thought, what the hell does the Holocaust have to do with Homeland Security?
Well, I said to myself, it's a geo-operation through and through.
Well, I needed some relief.
I got on the plane and straightaway signed up for the movies.
At the slip of my finger, Shiva Baby came up.
It reminded me of growing up Jewish.
Jewish American princesses, synagogues, rabbis, teachers, big mockers, Rosh Hashanah, dresser uppers, lots of neurotic Jews.
The movie simply reeked of Jews.
In real time, the woman sitting next to me on the plane was Jewish.
She didn't like me eating goldfish crackers so slowly, so methodically, so strategically that she began to twitch.
I knew it was coming.
She turned to me and said, Sir, please put your mask on.
I told her I was actively eating.
She called for assistance.
The flight attendant came up and scolded me that I must put my mask on in between bites of the goldfish.
The Jew won. I made it to LaGuardia Airport and booked a room in downtown Manhattan.
I took a walk in Central Park.
A tall man was jogging toward me who looked familiar.
It was Richard Haass of the Council of Foreign Relations.
I saw him on Morning Joe the day before.
It was playing on the overhead screen at the hotel restaurant at breakfast.
After he passed me, I entered into a mental scene where I was being interviewed on Morning Joe.
It was like a movie.
I was the star of the show.
Now, in my flight to find myself, I found that walking around Manhattan reminded me when I was a Jewish kid.
My Jewish parents had a children's clothing store and would go to the clothing shows in Manhattan twice a year.
It was a very white city back then in the 50s and 60s.
Once, while there as a kid, I bought a pretzel at a corner stand.
A truck driver yelled out from the next street, Hey kid, how do you like that pretzel?
It was like a movie.
I had an audience, and I was the star of the show.
I then booked a flight to Washington, D.C., and the place was a ghost town.
I guessed everyone was working remotely COVID-style.
So I went back to my room and turned on the TV. Jackie Schumer came on!
As a newly elected senator, I was the first senator to march in the gay pride parade.
In 2019, I was the first senator as a proud parent of a gay couple to march with my daughter and her wife in the Grey Pride Parade.
I wanted to throw up and clicked off.
I clicked on a movie instead.
What the hell is this?
I said to myself.
I mean, Saul and Ruby's Holocaust Survivor Band?
We never mess up.
Because I cover my troubles and he covers his troubles.
Elvis.
He should watch what I'm doing.
You will be okay. I don't follow him.
I make believe that I follow him.
You don't have to be a musician.
You have to use a little oil in your head.
Dialogue is for cucked, repulsive.
I grew up in this Jewish for cuckedness.
Catered affairs, constant noshing, continual eating, a culture of material death.
The whole world has become Jewish.
It's everywhere. If I watch a movie, it's there.
If I turn on the TV, it's there.
If I go outside, it's there.
If I try to get political relief, it's there.
In the FBI's view, the top domestic violent extremist threat comes from racially or ethnically motivated violent extremists, specifically those who advocated for the superiority of the white race.
I grew up Jewish and this is entirely a Jewish motivated motif.
Hatred of the white race.
Why? I'm used that the only political bloc that can oppose the deadly influence of the Jew is a white Christian political bloc.
The Jew must snuff it out if it exists or threatens to exist.
Jews do not specifically hate Donald Trump, you know.
They hate his supporters.
They scare the hell out of them.
So they conspired to contrive a massive mail-in ballot vote via the Jew-inspired COVID hoax.
The fraud installed a senile pervert the Jews could easily rule.
I took a shower and felt like I needed a movie.
The nearby Jewish community center was showing a movie called Gold Star.
It was about a secularized teenage Jewish girl who, after a one-night stand with a Goyesha boy after a party, discovers later that she's pregnant.
Feeling guilty, she decides to become an orthodox Jew and started going through all the motions.
She subjected her female self to rabbinic authority and domination.
Now that she's in traditional Judaism, she feels she can better decide what to do with the child.
Abort the fetus or keep it?
The movie ended weirdly.
In an arranged marriage scenario, she's introduced to a young rabbi.
He soon sets a wedding date, yet has no idea she's pregnant.
The nouveau-religious Jewish girl doesn't divulge her pregnancy, nor disclose having sexual coitus with a goy to her future mate.
The rabbi. That's how the movie ends.
Strange. At movie's completion, a discussion followed complete with tea and pastry.
It centered around whether the girl should have aborted the child or give birth to the child after marrying the rabbi.
Aborting a child was the consensus since the girl was having emotional cogitations about it all.
That would have been the best, said most of the Jews.
Not the boring would be okay, a few said, because the child would be Jewish since Jews trace racial lineage from the mother.
A religious Jew in the discussion pointed out that having the child after marriage would lead to divorce since Talmudic law forbids marrying a deflowered girl.
Most during the discussion said she should keep her mouth shut if she did decide to marry and have the child once married.
I chimed in. Once the rabbi sees that the kid looks like a goy, he would be very suspicious and get the shmilkies in his pants.
I was instantly rebuked.
The kid would most likely look like his mother, a snotty Jewish girl snapped at me, so the rabbi would think it's his kid and all would be kosher.
I walked out.
This is a Jewish movie through and through, I thought to myself, full of carnality, fraudulent and superficial religiosity with guilt-tripping deceit.