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MKUltra & Halloween - Spiritual Warfare Friday (Viewer Discretion Advised)

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	Welcome to Spiritual Warfare Friday.
	I'm your host Dan Bedondi.
	We've got a special guest today.
	She's an MKUltra survivor, Cheryl Beck.
	And before we get to her guys, I just want to go over the little things here we've got going on today.
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	He's...
	You all know him, Brother Tim, Mr. Woo.
	We call him Brother Woo.
	But anyway, he's gone through some very hardship as of late.
	He had to move and get out of the era that he was in because it was very hostile.
	So it took literally...
	He had to spend money he didn't have to get out of there.
	So he's in a better place now.
	He lives in a trailer and all that stuff.
	So we're trying to help him out tonight.
	So guys, if you want to drop a couple bucks, 50% of the donations are going to go to Brother Tim.
	And the rest goes to the ministry here.
	So we like to help people out once a month.
	And that's what we all should be doing.
	You know, just helping our fellow brothers and sisters like we did last month with Valerie.
	And by the way, guys, thank you so much for helping our sister Valerie.
	She did obtain the amount of money she needed before she got kicked out of her apartment.
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	And so God willing, we make it through the show tonight.
	So again, welcome, Sister Cheryl Beck.
	How are you doing, Sister?
	I'm doing well.
	Thank you.
	Yeah, so it's going to be a great broadcast.
	And before we get going, guys, a very important thing we're going to do is you all want to join me in a prayer here to get this going.
	Jesus, Yeshua Messiah, we come before you and ask you to forgive us all individually the sins and trespasses that we all made and committed today.
	We ask you to bless us, Lord, and anoint us with your precious blood and dip our garments in your blood to make them whole.
	And Father, we ask you, Lord, to give us divine wisdom and understanding through the power of the Holy Spirit.
	To descend into our hearts, Lord, and to give us divine wisdom and to have the Holy Spirit lead us through this broadcast tonight and protect us all from the forces of evil because we expose the deeds of evil and the darkness that there is.
	So we ask you for your divine protection and I pray for everybody here tonight in our broadcast and the channel this goes out to protect us all.
	In your mighty name we pray.
	Amen.
	So that being said, guys, so Sister Cheryl, you got the floor and introduce yourself and how you became a victim of this SRA, I believe, or MKUltra.
	Actually, before you get going, I want to point out real quick because I know somebody was asking what MKUltra is.
	So if you think this is a conspiracy theory, guys, or some wacky stuff, well, MKUltra is real quick here.
	It was a human experimentation program designed and undertaken by the CIA, the U.S. Intelligence Agency, to deal with procedures and identity drugs that could be used during interrogations of weakened individuals to force confessions through brainwashing and psychological torture.
	The term MKUltra is a CIA acronym.
	Which MK is Arbitrary Prefect, standing for Office of Technical Service.
	So if you think this is a conspiracy theory, this is the CIA's own website.
	If you go to CIA.gov, this is their information they had to release because of the FOIA Act here.
	And it's called Project MKUltra.
	There's tons of resources on this now before it's classified for many years.
	But there's no longer a conspiracy theory.
	And as you all know, it's going on.
	If you don't...
	See what's going on in the world now.
	You've got evil just openly admitting what they want to do with us.
	Just bragging about it now.
	And this is not a conspiracy theory.
	It's out in the open now.
	And so, unfortunately, through this program, and I'm sure Cheryl's got tons more information on us.
	She's going to tell you how she became a victim and what she went through and the horrific stuff that she's been through as an MKUltra victim.
	So I'll leave the floor to you, Cheryl.
	Alright, thank you, Dan.
	So, most MKUltra victims were born into the Illuminati, which is actually the Luciferian religion bloodlines, the 13 ones that control the world.
	And that may be a conspiracy theory to many people, but it is true that Luciferians Luciferian families have controlled the world for quite some time, and I was born into such a bloodline family.
	So what you'll find with a lot of MKUltra victims was they were born into one of the families before they were put into MKUltra.
	It's very easy just to take the programming from SRA and move right into MKUltra.
	There was an agreement between the OSS, the Nazi paperclip Doctors that came over from Germany and the bloodline families back when the OSS was changing into the CIA. And therefore what you have is like a three-strand cord of these agencies and agents that are intertwined.
	And they had a non-investigation, non-prosecution agreement amongst the three of them.
	And the three became one.
	Satan copies everything that the Lord has that's good, right?
	So we have now the CIA that welcomed into their fold these other nefarious organizations, and they invited the bloodline families in because they wanted to learn their...
	Trauma-based mind control that they've done for generations and generations in which the trauma is so bad that a little child will split in their mind and create different identities according to the narrative that they want.
	So, for instance, when I was two and they started the SRA programming, which is satanic ritual abuse programming, Um, they wanted to create a doll altar.
	My favorite doll was Thumbelina.
	And so what they did was, uh, they chopped off the end of one of my thumbs and put it in a pickle jar.
	And with that kind of trauma, there's no, there's no anesthesia.
	Um, A child splits, so I split and created the Thumbelina doll that they gave me the narrative for.
	So you have eyes but don't see, ears that don't hear, mouth that doesn't speak or scream, and that way they get through rituals without being punished by Satan.
	So basically that was the agreement among those agencies to learn that trauma-based mind control.
	MK-Ultra is the militarized version of what the Luciferian families have been doing for eons.
	Wow.
	Yeah, me and Brian, Brian Reese, we've done many shows together because he was my co-host for a few years and we've done a lot of shows on the subject here and it is, I tell you guys, this is only scraping the tip of the spare if you want to put it that way.
	But yeah, she's 100% right with the Illuminati.
	We've done tons of shows exposing the Illuminati.
	And I know people roll their eyes all the time.
	Oh, Illuminati because the brainwashed from the schools.
	They'll say, oh, the Illuminati ceased to exist in 1785. Well, if that was true, how is President George Washington warning people about the Illuminati in the 1790s before he died?
	You know, then you got Harvard Law degree people.
	You got the president of Harvard.
	I'm sorry.
	And also, I can't predict today, guys.
	I'm sorry.
	My head just clouded up with this analogy.
	But...
	Yeah, Noah from Webster's Dictionary all warned about the Illuminati.
	John Quincy Adams, all these guys, prominent people warned about the Illuminati 20, 30, 40 years even after so-called Illuminati ceased to exist, you know what I mean?
	Which we know they do exist.
	And yes, they are dark luciferian order that control this world.
	You know, the Rothschild and all that stuff.
	So what they want to do is they want to induce a mass mind control program.
	And it goes many, many levels, guys.
	I mean, not just their victims.
	Every one of us has been a victim of them.
	The television.
	We'll show you some stuff later, man.
	It's crazy.
	The predictive program they got on the TV. The cartoons.
	Every aspect of life.
	You open a newspaper.
	If you watch that movie, they live.
	Roddy Piper and John Carpenter.
	When you watch a movie, if you've seen it already...
	I mean, yeah, they put a little Hollywood twist to it, but they expose a lot of truth, guys.
	What you're looking at, the material in the world, the advertising and all that, it is legit mind control to target your subconscious.
	So we are in a major spiritual battle, guys.
	And this is why the Bible tells us to show ourselves approved with the Scriptures, to be in the Spirit.
	Because if we are in the Spirit, there's nothing these people can do to control our minds.
	Because you've got the Holy Spirit behind you, The Holy Spirit can help you out of this stuff.
	And as it did, he did, I'm sorry, the Holy Spirit helped out Cheryl Beck and Jesus Christ, the blood of Jesus Christ and all that.
	So I'm so happy that you're not a victim of that no more and you're a child of Christ.
	And it's amazing.
	Yeah, yeah.
	So the next slide you showed when I was one years old, a little happy one-year-old child was number one.
	And then number two, when I turned two, what happened was my father had us join a Lutheran church that was run by the family bloodline.
	The family went by Die Familie in German.
	So we joined that church, and in doing so, I learned about Jesus.
	They told me the gospel of Jesus Christ and Sprinkle baptized me.
	My older sister was four, and we were able to learn about Jesus.
	Both parents were practicing Christians before that.
	My mom did become an actual born-again Christian as time progressed.
	And thank God for that because through her, my sisters and I also became real born-again Christians through all of the trauma.
	Also at age two, we were taken to the Rosicrucian Fellowship.
	Where, as well, it was run by De Familia, and my father took my mom and we children after church to join this secret society, and some things happened that my mom wasn't happy about, and so...
	She got in a fight with my father in front of this huge crowd of people at the fellowship and so we ran downstairs and my father came after her and just drove home in a rage.
	What you're showing now is this was the last church It's an altar area building that the Lutheran Church we attended had built.
	My father actually designed this with the Black Angels going up and down for Jacob's Ladder.
	But in actuality, this is a Masonic design that he did.
	So there was lots of rituals done in this Lutheran church.
	So I want to stop there and back up a little bit.
	My step-grandfather, his stepfather, was in the OSS and CIA. He carried around a briefcase of nitroglycerin all the time, and he told us if he would accidentally drop it, it would blow up the whole city block.
	He explained that he was doing that, carrying the nitroglycerin for a heart problem, but we never saw him use it for a heart problem.
	And I think that was just part of what he did for the CIA, make things go boom, because he never really held a job and was just a very eccentric man.
	Anyhow, and then...
	At age...
	Let me see where we're at.
	Okay, this building right here is the sanatorium, which is also at the Rosicrucian Fellowship.
	And this is where in the basement level, I was programmed beginning at age four with Project Monarch by the Dr. Green, who came from...
	Camp Pendleton Marine Base that shared a common border with the Rosicrucian Fellowship.
	So it was real easy to just blur the lines there and have the children they were working on in that basement level.
	So at ages four and six, my step-grandfather had my father sign my sister and I up for Project Monarch with MKUltra.
	He was my father's handler.
	A handler is in charge of all the identities that you form with dissociative identity disorder or multiple personality disorder and they keep track of the person and will access those identities at For whatever they need.
	And also try to keep the person in line.
	My father was an extremely violent man to begin with.
	So it was a wild life with him.
	Wow, that's crazy.
	And so Lutheran Church, they have a connection with the Rosicursions?
	Is that correct?
	Yes.
	Well, no.
	Yes and no.
	Okay, the elders that ran that church were also Rosicrucians, were also Freemasons, and it was all this bloodline family, Die Familia, from Germany.
	So on the surface, they couldn't say that they were members of the Rosicrucian Fellowship or they were members of the Freemasons, but they were.
	It was just all one big We need to rely on God only,
	not men.
	So, you know, we can't trust anybody in these churches.
	And so that's one of the things to inspire me to get out there and preach the word of God, not from my mouth, but what the Bible says, because I've been in these churches and I've seen the deception.
	I've seen the lies and hypocrisy and everything else.
	And I've been to the Catholicism, to different other religions, even in the occult, like a dummy.
	And so, thank God I'm here where I am today, all thanks to Jesus Christ.
	And so, yeah, it's, I can't even describe in words how crazy this stuff is, guys.
	And I know if you're new to this broadcast here, you're new to this kind of stuff, guys, and you say, you're shaking your head, you're like, these people are crazy.
	Well, you know, I don't blame you.
	Yeah, because this stuff is a hard pill to swallow.
	Absolutely, it's a hard pill to swallow.
	It's hard to even grip this as reality.
	This is stuff you'll see in a movie and all that.
	But this is spiritual warfare, guys.
	This is very important.
	The number one thing about the Scriptures is knowing Jesus.
	And number two, which the churches don't teach anymore, is spiritual warfare.
	And this is exactly what it is to expose these evil things, expose the mind control programs and all this other stuff we talked about and done shows on millions of times.
	So...
	And to have great guests on like Cheryl here to expose the stuff because I was fortunate not to be a victim of that but Cheryl was and she went through all the hell, excuse the language.
	Now the Lord's letter out of that stuff to be able to testify her truth that she's been through to hopefully help other people who are victims of this and help people prevent from becoming victims.
	Yeah, prevention is quite the challenge these days because they've obviously fine-tuned their programming with technology and moved into a whole different sphere.
	I was born in 1961, so we're talking the early 60s and the trauma-based mind control used by them.
	If you could pull up slide number seven.
	Sure.
	Is that a picture of you when you were a kid?
	Yeah, so this is me at three years old and at this time already I've been through programming by the family for that doll altar as I had said.
	So at three years old they were doing some experiments on me because At two, the local witch had deemed me an expendable, which meant that I had no inherent worth to the family, to the New World Order.
	And so they could basically use me however they wanted.
	If I got hurt, if I died, it was no big deal to them because in their eyes I was worthless.
	And they deemed me an expendable based on my birth date, astrology chart, the gematria of my name.
	And by the witch consulting, of course, the spirits that she talked to.
	And so they deemed me an expendable.
	However, Jesus had already saved me.
	Hallelujah.
	He was lying.
	I loved him.
	I fell in love with Jesus and never let him go.
	And in Sunday school, we did learn the true Bible stories and about Jesus.
	But they had Satan's school in the afternoons, evenings, where we were tortured for the lessons that we learned in the morning.
	So anyway, people also ask me, what does the MKUltra program child look like?
	So I wanted to share pictures of me.
	That were, you know, are the real deal.
	Can you look at that child and say she was programmed and tortured?
	And you really can't unless, you know, the Holy Spirit gives you a special discernment in looking at a child.
	I was a selective mute.
	I was afraid of everybody in the town for good reason.
	And therefore, nobody could really tell.
	So we'll move on to the next experiment.
	Another experiment they did on me.
	Which is the next slide, number eight.
	And in this, this is one I called in the green room.
	It's like an old-fashioned radio show, soundproof room.
	And what they did was they did a tolerance threshold hearing test on me where they were Putting sound in the room and watching my response and took it more intense and more intense and more intense.
	And what happened was the intensity hit such a high level that it caused me to go into convulsions.
	My eardrums burst and I had blood coming out of my eyes, my ears, my nose, my mouth, and was in convulsions.
	So because of that, next slide, I have permanent hearing damage in both ears in what they call a cookie bite range.
	And you can see that it goes down like if somebody were to take a bite out of a cookie.
	And I don't have any receptors for certain hertz.
	And that's visual proof that they actually did fry my hearing.
	I had to learn to speak all over again when they did that.
	In kindergarten, I had to be in speech therapy and learn to talk because people couldn't understand.
	The deafness was so profound after they injured me, I hardly could hear anything.
	And so my words were like A car was a car.
	Oh, you mean Rhode Island language?
	A car.
	You drive a car?
	Yeah, you got a car.
	That's Rhode Island for you.
	Yeah.
	I'm sorry, but how old was you when they first put you in that room?
	How old was you?
	Three.
	Oh, man.
	That's crazy.
	I had started talking at nine months, and then I shut down and stopped talking.
	And then when I did try to talk, it was very, like I had been deaf, profoundly deaf my entire life.
	So...
	I still, of course, have that today.
	I tried hearing aids, and it just makes everything louder, but it doesn't give me the hurt areas back that I'm missing.
	The ENT said that the only thing they could do was cochlear implants for me, and I don't want that.
	I did learn to read lips in kindergarten, and fortunately, some of my hearing did come back.
	So, you know, this cookie bite is what's left.
	This was done in my adulthood, this one in front of you.
	Wow.
	So then we go on to the next slide, Tan, when I was four years old.
	And I'm sure everyone's heard of Dr. Ewan Cameron and the experiments he did at Allen Memorial and McGill University.
	There's a movie that's called In the Sleep Room that That demonstrates what Ewan Cameron was doing and he would put these helmets on you and do psychic driving where you would just hear the same narrative over and over and over and over again.
	And in Canada, he took adults and basically electroshocked them and kept them in bed and reduced them Really back to being a child from all the electroshocks that he did to them.
	Fortunately, the electroshocks didn't happen to me much, I guess.
	And these drawings are what alters of mine did in adulthood when they came forward with their traumas.
	And we're talking to the therapist, and that's how...
	Um, we did trauma recovery therapy for those personalities.
	I didn't remember till I was 33 and then everything broke loose.
	So this was a child going through this horror.
	Yeah, it's, it's, it's hard because right now I have a granddaughter that's four and looking at her and taking care of her because I nanny, nanny, my grandchildren, um, It's just hard to think of that I was that small.
	That's horrible.
	It makes me so angry.
	It really does.
	And not to jump off the subject, but one verse comes to my mind when you talk about this.
	Matthew 18.6 says, But whoever so offend one of these little ones, that's spiritually, mentally, physically, whatever the case, offend one of these little ones, the children, which believe in me, it would be better for him that a millstone were hung about his neck and that he would drown in the depths of the sea.
	So that's some severity right there.
	It's like anything we're fostering in our minds right now that we would love to do to those evil people, nothing compared to what the Lord's going to do to these people on Judgment Day.
	So, yeah, I see a lot of people getting angry in the chat room because these people are pure evil.
	You know what I mean?
	And I tell you one thing, we have a Second Amendment in this country.
	You know, we protect our kids.
	You know what I mean?
	So just for a hint to any of these people out there, I think you're going to try to use our children as victims.
	You've got another thing coming.
	So...
	Yeah, it just makes me so angry.
	I'm sorry.
	It's just like when it comes to children, nothing in the world makes me more angry when children are harmed in any which way.
	It just like boils my blood to an oil.
	Right.
	And this slide also is, you know, the electric torture that they did with shocks and things like that.
	And then number 12, at age 4, it was interesting.
	The family and MKUltra decided that the best use for me as an expendable was to program me to be a little child and Prostitute.
	And so at age four, there was a ritual done on me that I won't go into the graphic details, but it altered me physically so I could accommodate men at age four in the prostitution.
	And we'll leave it at that.
	But yeah, so in this slide, this is Sexy Sadie programming.
	They put me in a morgue drawer and In the basement of a hospital, they did the psychic driving of the reel-to-reel tape recorders that were the hot thing at that time in history.
	We're talking 1965. And I couldn't come out of the morgue drawer.
	They didn't take me out to eat, drink, or go to the bathroom.
	They just left me in there until I would answer to when they called Sexy Sadie to come out and play.
	What the heck?
	Wow.
	That's just...
	God bless you.
	My heart goes out to your sister.
	Thanks.
	Thanks.
	Yeah, again, it's just hard to think of children going through this.
	Yeah.
	So that little personality developed and I was taken to Deep Creek Lodge in Maryland.
	That's infamous for Frank Olson and his death when he was given LSD, slipped into his drink and he had a bad reaction to it and ended up flying out a window to his death in New York.
	What they would do at Deep Creek Lodge would be to bring in all these politicians and a lot of high military intelligence people, slip them LSD, and then have a room in which they would blackmail, send me in as a little four-year-old seductress.
	Some men would fall for it.
	Some were just looped out of their mind, but at least they got pictures with a naked little girl, you know, acting inappropriately with them for blackmail.
	So they would comply, and those kind of things still go on today in our government.
	There's only one solution for those people.
	So...
	Yeah.
	That's insane.
	Again, it angers me.
	Just know right now as we speak, there's probably some poor child somewhere in this country and probably tons of them that go missing every year.
	How many children go missing a year?
	Like 10,000 or so?
	I forgot the numbers and never to be found again.
	I think it's 800,000.
	And they don't, you know, I was a child of The family, you know, they use their own children.
	And so you don't have to abduct children because half of them are volunteering their children as sacrifices to Satan.
	And you find a crossover between the families.
	And my father was in the army.
	And of course, my step-grandfather was OSSCIA. And my father was also a CIA operative.
	Therefore...
	You see a crossover between that.
	And then I grew up in San Diego County, California, and they would just bring children and babies across the border to be used.
	And back then, we didn't have a secure border.
	You just slip a border guard some money and you're through.
	So...
	And then that picture of the slide is what they call the rape slide that the family used in a public park and a couple of the family members actually lived at the bottom of the hill where that slide was located and they would take us up there to the park in the middle of the night and they would make that like a cage For we children,
	and we'd have to listen to the child on the slide being brutally raped and waiting for our turn to be raped.
	And that's a lot of the psychological trauma too, is not just what's happening to you, but what you're witnessing happening to other children.
	And that was my biggest weakness.
	I didn't care so much what they did to me.
	I just wanted to die and be with Jesus.
	But to witness what they did to children and babies really tore me apart.
	It's not a coincidence.
	It's shaped like a male phallic symbol.
	Probably not.
	No, not at all.
	Unreal.
	Yeah.
	And so then on to picture number 14. I made it to age five, kindergarten.
	Again, could you tell that me at five, I was being brutalized?
	And you really can't.
	And So at age five, I'm full MKUltra.
	I'm being trafficked by the family in a wired dog cage amongst friendly families.
	Like the Rockefellers, I was trafficked to their family.
	Enclave in New York and David Rockefeller was one of my perpetrators there.
	I was also trafficked to George H.W. Bush in Colorado and W.W. was there.
	It was his job to try and keep his father from becoming too violent when he was possessed by a demon and of course W was set up to fail by his father.
	He failed at everything his father wanted him to accomplish, basically.
	And it was very clear to me after his presidency when he was doing Self-portraits of himself, painting self-portraits that he was multiple.
	And so that dynasty of the Bushes, of course, goes back to Germany and the Scherff family.
	And they are definitely Cabal.
	And that's them being affiliated with the Skull and Bones and Bohemian Grove and all that too.
	Right.
	Yeah.
	Yep, skull and bones.
	Yeah, they have the bushes.
	Well, you know, this bush now, they have their own encampment inside the Bowie Grove.
	It's called the Hellbillies.
	And a lot of nasty stuff goes there.
	They fly male prostitutes in there from Europe, whatever the case.
	Or some people say children, too.
	And, yeah, I'll leave it at that.
	So, you know, use your imagination from there.
	But it's very horrific and disgusting.
	Yeah.
	Right.
	Yeah.
	And that's where they decide what they're going to do in the world for the next year, the world leaders.
	And of course, again, it's all about...
	The sin and iniquities that they commit, that they can use for blackmail on these people and to keep the secrets secret.
	You know, a lot of people say, how can you keep these big conspiracies secret?
	Well, the big, huge penalties and you need to leave no evidence.
	And that was punishable by death.
	In the family rituals, if you left evidence behind that could be collected later, then that could be a death penalty for you.
	So everything was cleaned up and the bodies gotten rid of different ways and It keeps you quiet.
	It keeps everybody quiet because to be exposed would send you to jail for the rest of your life where certainly all these people belong, if not more than that.
	President Nixon quoted, too, he went there once and he quoted, quote-unquote, it's the most faggiest place on the planet.
	Yeah.
	Yeah.
	Yeah, but I'll talk about Nixon a little later.
	Just because he didn't like the club didn't mean that he didn't participate in MKLs with it.
	So on the next slide, so at age 5, I met Dr. Delgado, Jose Delgado, MD. He was one of the mad scientist doctors with MKUltra.
	He was from Spain, and he developed something called a Stemosiever on the next slide.
	And what he was trying to do with the Stemosever was implant this into animals' heads and then eventually into humans to modify behavior by remote control.
	At age five, I was one of these children that was the recipient of a Stemosever.
	And so this was placed in my head by Popping out my right eye and sticking the stemosever into the cartilage, which will later become the sphenoid bone itself.
	And the behavior control didn't work with that in there, but I have all the bad side effects of that being in my head still to this day.
	Oh, man.
	Yeah.
	It's like a transistor radio receiver, and it collects all the Wi-Fi signals, all the EMF in the air, all the ELF. I suffer from something called dysautonomia where the cells of the autonomic nervous system die around the area where that implant is from the concentration of all the electric impulses and stuff.
	So I have a constant migraine headache all the time.
	And then if I get near cell towers, my blood pressure and my heart rate will drop precipitously.
	I'll lose consciousness.
	And then if you get me away from the cell tower, then I'm okay again.
	Now, I do have...
	I'm on my third pacemaker at this point.
	Second central line.
	And I have to take medicine to have a blood pressure that's consistent with life.
	So I have a lot of medical things from all these injuries.
	So the next slide shows...
	Real quick, I'm sorry.
	Let me cut you off.
	So this thing, what you were saying, they literally took your eyeball out to stick that in your brain?
	To stick it behind where the eye is is cartilage formation and your brain sits on top of that.
	And so they stuck it right in the cartilage.
	And then that hardens as you age as a child and turns into bone.
	So it's totally encased in bone.
	With his animals that he could control their behavior, they had rods coming up out of their brains with boxes on their head because he did a remote control exercise.
	Demonstration with a bull.
	He's well known for that.
	Playing Matador.
	And he just hit a button on his remote control and the bull stopped in its tracks.
	That was how many years ago?
	That was 1966. Wow, so you can only imagine what they have now.
	Well, 60 years later here.
	Right.
	They don't have to do any surgical procedures anymore to say that.
	He put this in at Edgewood Arsenal Hospital and Edgewood Arsenal was well known for the LSD experiments they did on soldiers in MKUltra at that time too.
	Oh yeah, there's the next slide here with the doctor in the microscope.
	Dr. Delgado, and he's holding this MOC at his fingers.
	It's about the size of a dime.
	When we did the MRI on my head, not knowing that there was an implant in there, it looked exactly like the picture of that stem receiver and even measured the same.
	It looks just like that on MRI.
	I had two MRIs that showed it clearly.
	This doctor locally agreed to do surgery on it.
	And then all of a sudden I got a phone call saying, come and get these MRIs out of my office.
	and take them back to the hospital.
	And I went to get him.
	And he was just livid.
	He was just really angry.
	And he said, don't ever talk about an implant again.
	You know, that's a bizarre story.
	And there's nothing, you know, there's nothing there.
	We're not doing surgery.
	Take these back to the hospital.
	It was really strange.
	And two weeks later, he was driving an imported sports car with a steering wheel on the other side.
	Some fancy kind of sports car.
	I don't know what it was.
	And then on the same day that he had me pick up the MRIs, they set my therapist's house on fire, too.
	So, you know, locally there's a CIA presence, and they also removed the MRIs from the radiology department, so there would be no evidence.
	Then I got my first pacemaker, and pacemaker The leads aren't compatible with an MRI. The machine would literally pull the leads through my heart and out.
	So I can't have any more MRIs to prove that it's still in my head.
	And of course, I don't have the records because they removed them from the hospital.
	Oh yeah, they weightwashed everything.
	That's the CIA for you.
	It's crazy.
	Yeah.
	Then the next slide, while I was at Edgewood recovering from that, stemosever surgery.
	They were doing experiments on me with flotation tanks.
	Mengele was one of my perpetrators.
	He was the one that created my alpha, my first altar in MKUltra in a ritual and In Michigan at what they call Little Girl Point.
	And so they were continuing on with Mengele's work on seeing how people respond to salt water and different temperatures and filling your veins with a hypertonic solution and a hypotonic solution and seeing what happens to the body.
	Since they've done it on adults in Germany, why not do it on the kids in MKUltra?
	So that was happening in Also at Edgewood.
	Yeah, guys, if you wonder where this comes from, we talk about this all the time, Operation Paperclip, where they recruit all the Nazi scientists and SS officers here in America to the OSS, eventually came the CIA and our space program and everything else all comes from...
	The Nazis, this mad stuff, man.
	It is insane.
	In the super soldier program we exposed before, too, that's from them, too, as well.
	So, they literally brought all this deep occultic stuff, because remember, Hitler, he was into Ariosophy, his own brand of occultism.
	And literally, deep, dark stuff, we're using the real society, and also the Dooley Society, as well.
	And the real society is like the Society of the Black Sun.
	This is like deep Illuminati, Luciferian stuff, as it gets.
	And so they literally brought this stuff over here in America to use these scientists and these offices to establish a lot of these federal agencies we have today to do this stuff on American citizens and on people every day and to this very day.
	And the public has no awareness at all.
	And thanks to people like Cheryl here that come out to expose the stuff and to tell people, like, this is what's going on behind closed doors of the government, if you want to put it that way.
	Something needs to be done about this stuff.
	And where it starts, guys, and what can we do about it?
	Number one, you get angry about it.
	Number two is to expose the stuff.
	And number three, we, you know, people doubt the power we have as American citizens and also as children of God.
	So this is why we encourage people to use spiritual welfare, use targeted prayer against these evil forces.
	But what it's all said and done, guys, because I know a lot of people in the chat room right now, they're like, you know, horrified.
	And so am I, you know, upset about this stuff.
	But you know what?
	At the end of the age here, whatever the case, when Lord and Savior returns, yeah, this is all going to come to a screech and halt real quick and fast.
	And justice will be served swiftly and justly.
	Yep.
	Come on, Lord Jesus.
	Yes.
	Yes.
	Most of my perpetrators are dead, which is, it's been nice seeing some of the ones that have lived off of dream chrome and things like that finally, you know, be removed from the earth, we'll say.
	Amen.
	Well, the next slide then, people ask, well, where's your proof?
	These are actual drawings I did in kindergarten.
	And the first slide, you were supposed to color a picture of your home.
	And it's interesting.
	I had an art therapist for children look at my drawings and just their jaw dropped.
	So you could see that the trees outside are basically phallic symbols.
	And There's a child screaming in the window inside this house.
	I didn't have a two-story house.
	And the color orange that I use conveys chaos and something bad going on in my pictures.
	So that was the picture I colored of my house.
	And then the next slide...
	I'm painting at an easel in kindergarten, and I basically have no body.
	My child, me, I have a head, and I have legs.
	And that conveys, again, that I had...
	My body was unsafe territory at five years old to be in this school, especially because they used the cafeteria theater...
	Combined room at my elementary school as a ritual abuse place at night.
	So, that was coloring at the easel, painting at the easel.
	It's interesting, too, when I did get my first opportunity, I still remember this.
	To paint at the easel in kindergarten, I just took the color red and just painted it all over the paper.
	Didn't make anything.
	I was just angry to be stuck in that school, and that school meant bloodshed to me.
	That was painting at the easel.
	And then slide 21 is Halloween, which we're coming up on.
	And this is a more accurate drawing, I guess, for a five-year-old for Halloween.
	We need to ask Christians, as spiritual warriors to be praying now for the protection of children, because at this time already they've been abducting and preparing children because at this time already they've been abducting and preparing children and adults for sacrifice on Halloween should not be celebrated by any church whatsoever.
	I don't approve even of trunk or treat as an option to that.
	I think that churches should be called to prayer and interceding if we're going to be honest about that wicked, wicked holiday that all it is is...
	Satan finally getting his worship and glory on that day.
	And it's just horrific to me when the decorations start coming out, even during summer now.
	It's so commercialized.
	But please be in prayer for that.
	And if your pastor...
	Doesn't get it, and you do, please go talk to them.
	Please go talk to them and ask for prayer rather than, you know, having events at the church.
	Mm-hmm.
	Because it's just glorifying Satan.
	That's all it's doing.
	And you're dead on right with that because Anton LaVey, the founder of Church of Satan in 1966, he quoted, I'm glad that Christian parents let their children worship the devil at least once a year.
	I'm sorry, one night a year.
	And they talk about Halloween.
	Right.
	Exactly.
	Churches are glorified and everything else and all, but it's crazy.
	Now, when I was going through remembering and going through therapy, how I spent my Halloween was sitting in the bathroom with my wolf hybrid dog.
	With all the lights on in the house, all the doors were locked, sitting in the bathroom with a baseball bat and my dog, with the door locked and shaking and crying in the bathroom, which was in the center of my house, was the most protected room, while my husband took our children to church for the, you know...
	Alternative.
	And it's just, there was so much fear.
	There was so much going on when you're recovering your memories.
	And then, of course, they know that you're recovering your memories.
	They know that you're seeing a therapist and get...
	To get well.
	And so all kinds of things happen from a ritual circle, astral projecting into the yard to dead animals left at quarter mile increments down the street.
	And then with the CIA, of course, they were active in removing the medical evidence and things like that.
	So it was quite an intense time in my life.
	It's very hard to send my children to school.
	Now we homeschool my grandchildren.
	Praise God.
	We do live in a small town and I was very involved with the school, but it's just the curriculum now.
	Forget it.
	It's just all New World Order stuff.
	And then on to the next picture, we moved to Christmas, and my Christmas was Six's Diet Christmas.
	If you were six years old, they had a lottery at Christmas to draw a name, and that child was to be sacrificed.
	And you've heard about it, that when you're six, you could be sacrificed.
	And so, here's my, you know, really lovely Christmas picture.
	And go to the next slide, if you would, please.
	And what you see here is the manger.
	And what I had done was I wrote numbers 1, 2, 3, 4, or 5. And the five is turned backwards because I was five, but I knew at six that I could be the one sacrificed.
	And that particular ritual did happen in the cafeteria of the elementary school where I'm drawing these pictures.
	And what happened was they brought in a couple young children from Mexico.
	And it was one of the six-year-old boys that they brought in that they actually sacrificed that night.
	But you all think you're going to die.
	And I knew when the JonBenet Ramsey story broke that she was an SRA victim.
	And sixes die at Christmas.
	I knew she was sacrificed.
	I just knew it inside of me.
	And Things I've learned about that case since then, especially about the parents, just reiterated that to me that I was right and she was sacrificed because she was sick.
	Real.
	Just breaks my heart, really does.
	And guys, I want to point out real quick, too.
	I show this so often, but if you think SRA and sacrifice is all, you know, lies, this is a list of stay-to-day holidays.
	Now, it depends on the different sect, whatever the case, but yeah, this is what the rituals do, and this is a date, a celebration, a type of ritual, and usage and age.
	So one example, just real quick here.
	Right up in October, yeah.
	30, 31st, right?
	It's All Hallows' Eve.
	It's a blood and sexual ritual.
	And the type is a sexual climax associated with the demons, animals, and or human sacrifices of any age, male or female.
	And, I mean, this is disgusting.
	Blood sacrifices, orgies, like the most disgusting things you can imagine.
	And using children, wonderful years old.
	I mean, it's like, look at this one here.
	7 to 17-year-old females.
	Sexual abuse, oral...
	I don't even want to say that.
	It's disgusting, but that's satanic rebels on February 2nd.
	But yeah, this is disgusting stuff that goes on in the occult.
	Everything in the occult is perverted of what God teaches and complete sexualization.
	It's disgusting to the core.
	Yeah, it's terrible.
	When there's a sacrifice, there's always a blood orgy afterwards because of the adrenochrome And if people don't know what that is, it's the adrenalized blood of the children that are being tortured and they do drink that blood to get the adrenaline hit.
	Now, back in my days, they believed that it was proof that there was life in the blood and that they were getting power From the blood without any scientific proof that there was the secretions of the adrenal gland and stuff in the blood that was actually causing them to be on this trip of just
	feeling like gods, really.
	They just get Very hyper and just wild and they feel like they have superpowers on when they drink adrenalized blood.
	So back then it proved to them that they were doing the right thing to empower themselves.
	And like I said, you know, it's reversed what the Bible teaches.
	The scripture says, which states, for the life of flesh is in the blood, and I have given it to them upon the altar to make an atonement for your soul.
	So again, what they'll call, they'll pervert things of God.
	Alistair Crowley, if you studied Alistair Crowley, he did this stuff.
	They did all this...
	His brand of magic with a K at the end of it.
	They would do this kind of stuff.
	Sotomize children.
	Kill the children.
	What they'll do is scare a child to the most frightened.
	It's like, you know, you got the fight or flight mode.
	You get adrenaline pumping.
	Scare that child and...
	Kill that child, drink the blood of it, because again, they pervert the Bible.
	Everything's a mirror image to what God teaches.
	So they think that them drinking this adrenalized blood that's going to sustain their life to live forever.
	But obviously, you know, Aleister Crowley, people like him are dead now.
	And people who are doing it now, you've got to be dead too.
	So where's that going to get you?
	To the pits of hell.
	That's exactly where it's going to get you to do that.
	Right, and you had the component too of organ harvesting with that and the trade, of course, in organs of children.
	A lot, like David Rockefeller, he had...
	Something like six or seven heart transplants.
	He lived to 103. He was one of my perpetrators.
	You know, he's never going to be on a medical list to get a heart transplant.
	He never was.
	So think about that when you think about what they do to children and youth.
	You know, he had a steady supply of everything he needed to live to be 103. And that 103 is nothing compared to eternity.
	Yeah.
	Right.
	Oh, yeah.
	Oh, yeah.
	And then on to the next slide, the last one for my drawings.
	This is the railroad tracks.
	I don't know what I was supposed to draw for that month, but I drew the railroad tracks and I'm trying to get people to see with my drawing what's going on.
	And so what you see is one square in the railroad track is red and then you see a little blonde girl off to the side with the rest of her body being red.
	And what they would do was the children that they sacrificed from The community or one of their own children, they had to have a story for it.
	So the story was that the child wandered away from their house and walked onto the railroad tracks, got hit by a train, and died.
	And that's how they hid evidence that they were ritually killed by just placing the body on the railroad tracks.
	And that was that.
	So my town that I grew up in, Carlsbad, California, was a viper's nest of SRA, MKUltra, and multiple pedophile rings.
	And there...
	The police department was involved.
	You have to have things like this.
	The police department was involved.
	The school district was involved.
	I was in the gifted program.
	It was called MGM when I was a child, mentally gifted minors.
	Now they have the GATE program.
	And we were accessed from MGM to be used in MKUltra experiments.
	Because we had a separate classroom off to itself and we did a lot of field trips.
	Wow.
	I'm just stunned.
	It's like, I mean, I learned a lot about, I mean, MKUltra and everything, but every time we interview people, we just learn more and more because I couldn't even imagine the depths of the fathom of these people go to it.
	We had a woman named Holly Bagley on here.
	here she was a mk ultra survivor as well and she had a lot of similar stories and she lived in the dumbs deep underground military bases uh but um you know just like the testimonies or and i you know people to try romance myself here uh we give you a lot of depths uh because the courage it takes to come out even talk about this because i understand that you you just by talking about this and you're probably reliving this stuff and you don't want to do that but uh but you do understand the importance of doing this stuff
	and uh you know the overall goal of it is to bring awareness and hopefully stop this stuff so So, you know, my hearts to you and my prayers are for you.
	Thanks.
	I've been away from the family now for 42 years, free of them, and then I've been healed and integrated for over 25 years, so it does help being 63 to be able to speak of this to people, because Jesus heals, and He's He's just my life, and these things are definitely healed.
	And, you know, I have a future and a hope in him.
	So the next picture is first grade, and I'd like people to pay attention just to the eyes.
	Okay, here I'm six years old, and my eyes look pretty vacant to me when I look at this first grade picture.
	And then if you go on to slide 26, this is, I'm eight years old in this.
	And if you can tell, half of my face is paralyzed.
	The left side of my face has some paralysis in it.
	In the brownie picture.
	And I'm not sure what happened.
	I have multiple traumatic brain injuries, spinal cord injuries, spine injuries, etc.
	So this is just another proof for the people that don't want to believe with that paralysis.
	And I do have paralysis still slightly on the left side of my face and also on the left side of my body.
	Then on to the next slide.
	I'm in sixth grade, and this is the age I got married to a 13-year-old.
	So we would produce the baby boy my father needed to sacrifice to move up into the hierarchy of the family.
	So at this stage, At this age, they did a ritual and married us, and then my father would take me over to their house to play cards with the adults while they sent me to the bedroom with the boy.
	Of course, he's under mind control.
	I'm under mind control.
	I did get pregnant at 11, and at 12, I gave birth to a slightly premature baby girl.
	And because it was a girl, my father lost his temper and beat me, and it was a home birth.
	So her doctor came there after the baby already came out.
	She was alive.
	She was given a family name, Amelia Ann.
	I'm talking in family as in bloodline royalty.
	You'll find the name Amelia and Ann with an E in the bloodline.
	And they told me that they were going to keep her in the family and the paternal grandparents would raise her.
	But when I found the family, after I got my memories back, that turned out to not be true.
	So I don't even know what happened to Amy.
	Since I had a girl, also, and since I would not...
	In MKUltra, they wanted me to become a seductress assassin and actually kill the men that I was seducing and blackmailing.
	And thankfully, the spirit of God was strong in me and I wouldn't kill because I knew people were in the next room that were backup.
	And so I would use a paralytic, but I wouldn't kill them.
	I said I'd mention Nixon.
	He did traffic me when I was nine to a president of an African nation.
	I woke up and I just saw this last name.
	And so I googled it and found out that it was actually a president from one of the nations in Africa, and he had that exact year been at the White House with Nixon.
	So that was another proof that was an actual memory for me.
	Well...
	Yeah, I mean, I can't even say I understand this because I, you know, didn't go through anything like this, but I could only imagine, and to sympathize with you, I could only imagine, you know, that must have been, like,
	your own parents put you through that stuff, and, you know, again, God bless your sister, and, you know, as people say in the chat room, too, the best is yet to come, you know, we're with the Lord, all this is going to be forgotten about, and, you Yeah, I can't say how many times thank you for just, you know, coming out and exposing this stuff.
	Oh, well, God called me to do it, so I'm being obedient, and it helps a lot of people.
	It really does.
	And we did a book, which I'll talk about in a little bit, but that came out in 2001, and people weren't ready to hear it.
	You know, the truth about the government and MKUltra.
	And they effectively covered up the use of children because they set all the records on fire.
	George H.W. Bush again.
	And the CIA burned all the documentation of actually using children.
	Plus they called us things like lab rats, simians, chimpanzees, things like that to cover up.
	They were actually experimenting on children.
	Sister Donna, in the chat room, Donna Carrico, she said, just use your grief to pray for protection for all the children and for them to meet and trust the Lord.
	Yeah.
	Yeah, use your grief, turn it to anger.
	Turn it to righteous anger.
	And, you know, I've got a right because of what I went through.
	To demand certain things from Satan, he has to restore certain things.
	And therefore, my prayers can be very targeted at some of the things that are going on because I have a right standing to ask for restoration in those areas.
	Yeah.
	So that's how I wore anyways.
	Slides 28. And then 28, this was during my pregnancy with Amy.
	And then on to 29 in 8th grade.
	Look at my eyes again after I've lost my first baby to them.
	And they're just absent eyes.
	Is that the one with the necklace?
	The pearl necklace?
	Not a pearl, a shell necklace?
	I think I lost count on the slides.
	Because you got the 7th grade, the one in the pink shirt.
	Is that what you're talking about?
	7th grade, then 8th grade, number 29. Oh, okay.
	Yeah.
	And my eyes are just vacant in that picture.
	I just...
	Going through this breeding time was horrible.
	And then if you go to the next one, in 9th grade, I'm pregnant again.
	Age 15. And this time I did have a baby boy, and they induced labor on the fall equinox.
	And he came out a boy, and the room erupted.
	This was at her doctor's office in the middle of the night.
	And the room erupted, celebrating, and they began immediately talking about how they were going to sacrifice him.
	And I started screaming.
	I was still awake.
	And my father came back to me and said, oh, I forgot about you.
	And then he said whatever trigger word to put that altar that had the baby back to sleep.
	So, they did plan the sacrifice for Christmas Eve at the stroke of midnight to the god Kronos, who is a cannibalistic god that eats children.
	And that happened...
	They brought me there to the ritual site and made me watch by taping my eyes open and restraining me.
	My paternal grandmother had flown out for that ceremony to see her son finally move up into the hierarchy.
	And that was so devastating right down through my soul and into my spirit after they had done that and the blood orgy took place.
	They dragged me over to the bonfire and they branded me with a pentagram in my pubic region because I had successfully birthed a boy.
	And then they just left me in the dirt.
	And all my altars that had been formed in the satanic ritual abuse all died with mommy that night when I was 15. The good thing was that the family left me alone from then on because I had become a problem to them.
	What happened was my father was reprogrammed in a mental institution for about three years.
	He had a nervous breakdown, quote unquote, when I was six.
	And my mom got into home churches and we found out the full gospel of Jesus Christ and the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
	It was the Jesus movement in California.
	And I just, I had to learn more and more about Jesus.
	And they wanted me to go in the children's room and I wouldn't go.
	I stayed out where there were deliverances and healings and speaking in tongues and I wanted the baptism of the Holy Spirit at 8 and God was faithful and I was baptized in the Holy Spirit while still being accessed by MKUltra and SRA people.
	And one night they decided to use We Children To make the ritual circle by laying us head to foot naked and forming the circle.
	We're all in our SRA trances.
	And the Spirit of God rose up in me when they were conjuring the demons, the adults.
	And I stood up and I said, I bind you in the name of Jesus and by the power of his shed blood.
	And the adults froze like mannequins.
	And...
	I mean, they were just frozen like mannequins.
	And so I woke up the rest of the children, shook them out of their trances, and we ran back to our cars where our clothes were.
	And we were in the middle of a forest.
	There was no place to run that was...
	We would be safe.
	And so we just watched this scene unfold where demons did come up through where we had Lane in the circle and they absolutely attacked the adults and beat them up and left them like bloody pulps and then went back down into the earth.
	We children, I still remember this.
	I still can see it in my mind.
	And what did the demons look like?
	We were at such a distance that they just looked like black, gobbler things to me.
	But we didn't get home on time that night.
	I'm sure there was a lot of excuses as to why you had the kids out late.
	Of course, my mom was non-cooperative.
	She had been drugged and brainwashed to not see our injuries or...
	Therefore, I'm sure my father had to come up with something creative to tell her about what had happened and why we didn't get home until daylight that particular night.
	But from that point on, they would keep me bound and gagged away from the ritual circle and only use me in the orgy afterwards rather than have me anywhere near the ritual circle.
	So, yay, a win for God in my life at that point.
	You know, it's crazy.
	Everything you were describing at ritual on Christmas Eve is exactly to the letter on the satanic scroll that was shown on the internet.
	To the infant baby, male, and the grand climax, sexual and blood sacrifice.
	That is...
	Yeah, that's real as it gets.
	I tell you guys, that is real as it gets.
	I've been studying Nicole for many years and she is dead on.
	Because everything I've learned and, you know, exposing the stuff, yeah, she is dead on accurate to stuff.
	Unfortunately.
	Yeah, God helped those children.
	And again, like I said, just encourage people out there watching right now.
	I know you feel like angry and all that, or so am I, but you know what?
	God's judgment, God's wrath, I'm sorry.
	Get that out.
	God's wrath, okay, is going to deal swift judgment to these people.
	Then something, you can just imagine, all the emotions got up right now, right?
	What we want to do to these people.
	We'll get them in a cell.
	Do whatever, you know what I mean?
	Imagine that multiplied times a million.
	If you can imagine that.
	What God's going to do to these people.
	Much better than what any of us could do.
	So, yeah, I don't know much.
	A lot of people just want to get up and go rage, whatever the case.
	But I understand that.
	But the Lord is going to deal swift justice on these people.
	And I'll tell you, it is not going to be funny for these people.
	Right.
	Well, the cool thing about this, his name was Samuel, and the cool thing about how God helped me heal from that, of course, that was the worst memory I had.
	That was at the end of working through three intensive years with my therapist of trauma recovery, and What happened was right after we completed that, it was the year 1999,
	and I had an anaphylactic reaction to myelogram dye, which is injected into your cerebral spinal fluid, to get a diagnosis to see whether I needed neck surgery because one set of MRIs showed that I had A vertebrae pushing into the spinal cord and one did not.
	Those two MRIs that I talked about earlier, you know, that I had with my head as well.
	And so they injected dye, and I had an anaphylactic reaction to it, which meant that you had this severe allergic reaction.
	All my internal organs swelled up, and everything that could possibly go wrong for the nurse that worked in the hospital with a routine test went wrong.
	And I ended up having...
	Heart attack and I ended up having an internal bleed and just this whole set of things that happened for an entire month.
	And during that time, I flatlined.
	I was on the floor that I worked on and I felt my heart go crazy.
	So I hit the tele-monitor button.
	And then I realized that my soul was pulling in from my extremities again, like when I was a child and had near-death experiences.
	And all of a sudden, pop out of my body.
	I popped and I was above my hospital bed in the heavenlies.
	I could see everybody because I had hit the monitor.
	I could see my friend that was at the telemonitor panicking.
	I heard Code Blue called.
	And then I turned around and in front of me was standing Samuel, my baby that had been sacrificed.
	He was the age he would have been at the time, 23. And I knew who he was instantly, and I just grabbed him and hugged, and we laughed, and we cried and celebrated, and there was no judgment of me for not being able to save him.
	There was no any negative emotion whatsoever, but it was just, Mom, I love you, you know, and he was so beautiful, and like all my...
	He was taller than me, of course, and I just knew that that had been actually the better outcome for him in eternity.
	Because he went straight to Jesus and he had been raised in heaven and you could tell by his eyes that he was full of God's wisdom and knowing and joy and peace.
	And he would have went through worse than what I went through had he lived being in that family.
	So...
	Anyhow, God healed me of all that guilt by letting me die that.
	And I'm so thankful for that, you know, because it's just been a highlight in my life, dying and meeting Him and knowing that He's safe and good and wonderful there.
	Yeah.
	It won't be long.
	I mean, like, I'm not...
	You know what I'm saying?
	For us to come to an end anytime soon, but it won't be long until we're all with the father.
	So, like, just look at it that way.
	And I truly believe, like, when a child's taken, you know, like, the child's spirit is, like, the most splendor, most beautiful form there is.
	Like...
	You know, that's why I tell a lot of abortionists, too.
	You know, that people, like, when you abort a child, you're going to be, and I really believe that they're going to be that child one day if they don't repent, and all the guilt's going to come crashing on them like nothing, you know?
	But I think when a child's taken, it's just, like, the most beautiful spirit for them, I really do, in the kingdom of God.
	Right, right.
	It was just...
	First time in my life, I never felt pain.
	The first time in my life, I never felt anxiety.
	Just perfect peace, perfect joy.
	And of course, I didn't want to come back, but I had three young children, and so I did come back for them to continue on.
	So the next slide, number 31...
	Was 10th grade and you can see a dramatic change in my appearance.
	My hair is cut short and what they had done while they were Breeding me was they put me in a helicopter ground school and taught me how to fly a little bird helicopter and put me in a military capacity and that altar was Sarge.
	And so what you're seeing in this picture is I had lost all the baby weight, became very physically fit, had my hair cut short and was now a helicopter pilot that would Fly across the border to Mexico and run drugs for the CIA. And Sarge, the personality that they developed, was a 40-year-old combat veteran.
	And he was real tough and took care of children that were being experimented on.
	And that's what they used me in.
	I flew up to Nixon's place in San Clemente and he could show off, you know, that a 16 year old is now flying a helicopter and they could insert secret codes into that identity and pass secret codes back and forth.
	When he was showing off Me at that time, Dick Cheney and Henry Kissinger and some others I don't remember the identities of were at his White House, his Western White House.
	And Kissinger asked if he could take me aside for a few moments and so Nixon let him do that and I had to perform sexually for Kissinger.
	He called up my sexual Beta altar, the kitty altar, and had his fun.
	And then I was sent back in the helicopter as Sarge back to the base down in Carlsbad at the airport there.
	So anyhow, Henry Kissinger was one death I celebrated big time.
	Just a horrible person.
	Yeah.
	And then the next slide is...
	I guess I didn't get the other slides there.
	You were short here, then the next slide.
	Do you know what email that is?
	I'm sorry, what?
	The slide you're talking about.
	I guess I don't have the rest of them here.
	The last slide I have from you is the one where you in like a Hawaiian shirt with a necklace, I guess.
	Okay, sorry.
	You don't have another email after that.
	Okay.
	That's fine if you don't.
	We can be wrapping up anyways.
	Okay, yeah.
	I didn't get the email with the rest of them.
	Okay.
	Well, yeah, so I was used in MKUltra until the age of 18. We lived in Carlsbad, and much of the MKUltra, we were going back and forth to Maryland and back to home, but I was programmed at that Rosicrucian Fellowship in Oceanside as well.
	And at 18, they put me in sleeper mode.
	They put me to sleep.
	And then I had a callback program that was for January of 1998, where I was supposed to return to take my place in the New World Order as a helicopter pilot that would chase Christians who wouldn't take the mark of the beast from the helicopter with a gunner, of course, next to me.
	I didn't return in January 1998. Our deprogramming and integration was six months ahead of that with my therapist.
	So, yeah, I just...
	Remembered being told, you know, return to Baltimore.
	You'll know when you see the city limit signs where you're supposed to go.
	And then ultimately that whole program came spilling out of me.
	Take this road, take this road, go here, go there.
	We actually found it on the map and it was all accurate as to where they wanted me to wind up to reaccess me again.
	So, do you have any questions?
	Actually, you know what?
	We do get a question to answer the show, but if anybody wants to ask any questions right now, in the chat room, please put it all capitals if you can so it sticks out.
	If you've got any questions for Cheryl here, please, now's the time to ask.
	So, the questions too, like I would have, is like...
	How did you sustain us long?
	I mean, I know the faith helped you, but just what made you one day decide, all right, now I'm going to expose this stuff.
	Instead of running from it and hiding from it, I'm going to stand up one day.
	Was it the Lord that came into you that made you do this?
	Yeah.
	You know, I had a lot of physical challenges come down on me, and 1999, that near-death experience.
	It took me a year to fully recover from that whole drama, what happened to my body.
	In, let's see, the year 2000, the Y2K was what I was programmed to be a part of.
	Of course, that didn't come to fruition.
	The New World Order had multiple timelines to try and take over the world, like, you know, what we're in now.
	Yeah.
	So, yeah, I was friends with somebody that did a podcast, and they had found the book that we did, and they wanted to do an interview, and from there I started speaking out.
	I did forget to mention...
	My father was still victimizing my sisters and my mom.
	We had moved to the Midwest to escape Carlsbad and my father.
	And then I left home at the age of 20, set out on my own.
	Well, I was an expendable, and so the family didn't have any use for me.
	So they just left me alone.
	And then I had the sleeper programming still in me from MKUltra.
	And my father was victimizing my family, and I got in touch with Dale Griffiths, who was the top cult cop at that time.
	And he did launch an investigation into my father and his circle in the Midwest because he was getting multiple reports from that area about a satanic circle and what they were doing to people.
	And the cult cop specialist in that city in Michigan was actually cult.
	And you find that a lot.
	So all the police reports were getting filed into the round bin, so to speak.
	He was trashing them all and nothing was investigated.
	So my father was investigated and he was taken out on his 64th birthday by the CIA because he had become too much of a liability to Because my sisters and I had remembered.
	So they took him out and we were free of him at that point.
	And because he was gone, we couldn't do a court case and therefore we...
	Dale and Ted Schwartz, who was an investigative reporter and author, investigated our claims, went to places like Edgewood and Still Pond and things like that and found our testimony to be true.
	And then we also found verification in my father's claims.
	Single-wide trailer that he died in of my step-grandfather being in the OSS and CIA and things like that.
	So we wrote a book.
	It's called Secret Weapons, Two Sisters, Terrifying True Story of Sex, Spies, and Sabotage.
	And that was by New Horizon Press.
	It came out in 2001. And unfortunately, what happened in 2001, 9-11...
	George W. was in the White House, and he had tried to shut down us multiple ways.
	Our phones were tapped.
	We had drive-bys.
	We had computers crash.
	You name it, it happened.
	And ultimately, Ted and Dale were poisoned at lunch while they were out on the field, and they spent five days in ICU together.
	Thankfully, they lived there.
	And so the book came out, and W then threatened the publisher's child, of course, and the publication was shut down.
	So the book is no longer available, and God has not told me to do another one, so I'm not doing another one.
	He says so.
	Well, there's one on eBay.
	I guess somebody's selling for 104 bucks.
	Yeah, don't spend that kind of money on it.
	Well...
	Oh yeah, some questions in the chat room here is...
	Diane Reynolds says, what was the...
	Nope.
	Hang on a second.
	Yeah, I'm on.
	Alright.
	I thought it was muted.
	Alright, so Diane Reynolds asks, what was the mark they were not taking?
	The mark of the beast...
	For my callback programming, by the year 2000, they had...
	See, the Cabal has been trying to make the Book of Revelation happen.
	Yeah.
	Okay?
	And so they've had multiple years where they've tried to make the Book of Revelation happen.
	So anybody that wasn't taking the mark of the beast was to be hunted down by helicopter.
	A little bird is a very maneuverable, small little helicopter.
	Yeah.
	And if they were on the run, to be shot from the helicopter.
	Wow.
	And God's Servant asks, how did you access the memories?
	They all came flooding back, actually, at age 33. My older sister, who had also been victimized, asked me a question about, do you remember when mom was in the hospital having our baby sister and dad got mad at me and threw me on the couch and did something to me?
	We were wearing blue pajamas and he had fired the babysitters.
	And I said, no, I don't remember anything like that.
	And I went to sleep and had the full memory when I woke up the next morning.
	And so by talking to each other, we were triggering things.
	And then for someone like me, the memories come flooding all at once, so you'll actually go psychotic and kill yourself.
	There's a lot of suicide programming in MKUltra.
	Yeah.
	Yeah.
	And Karen Adams asked, she said she read your book very recently, and God certainly was there protecting you and your sisters' altars, and they were met at military base.
	And Johnny Kirk says, why would you want to live the nightmare over and over again by telling this story?
	I guess I would think that Rush knowing you continue to relive, I'm sorry, after all, all these years.
	Well, I don't relive the trauma anymore.
	Um...
	I want people to be aware.
	I want people to know because I was just at a conference in Georgia, okay?
	And there are so many survivors coming out, remembering all this stuff, and there's not enough people to help them.
	And so by telling my story, it gives them the validation to be able to To be able to embrace Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior and know that you can heal from this.
	When you're in the midst of the memories and stuff, it feels like you're insane and you can't survive it.
	And by testifying...
	People will understand that this is real and the body of Christ can come together.
	You see, my church kicked me out when my memories came back.
	It was an Assemblies of God church and they said I was choosing to dabble in the demonic.
	And even when my Christian, Holy Spirit-filled therapist went to them and tried to explain that altars were not demons, they still wouldn't have it.
	And so I still live in the same town.
	My marriage didn't survive.
	He chose the church.
	And I still live in the same small town.
	And I have been shunned for 25 years in this town.
	Wow.
	I'm not reliving the trauma, but people need to know, and this is the time of God's exposure, and all this is being exposed around the world, and it's about ready to explode into the mainstream.
	I can concur with what David Carrico said on the show previous to this, Friday Night Live on FOJC. He said these pastors, the cowards, the thing is they know the stuff but they don't want to talk about it because they're afraid to talk about it to the pulpit.
	You know what I mean?
	With secret societies and everything else.
	And Brian Reese, he says hello to you.
	Oh, hi Brian.
	Wonderful people.
	Yeah.
	So guys, if you missed that broadcast, go to FOJC Radio on YouTube there, and links in the description as well.
	David did an awesome presentation, the broadcast before this one, about, you know, these cowardice pastors in the churches that don't want to talk about this stuff.
	I, myself, when I was going to this last church, I think it was like eight years ago, whatever it was, and...
	I was just going out there to help my fiancee get closer to God, which was a wrong thing to do at the time, because this church had Sikh people in Freemasonry that were running the church.
	So anyway, when they found out what I do, the spiritual warfare, they literally ran me out of the church.
	They told me I shouldn't be talking about this stuff, and I asked the elders, what would you do if somebody came to you and said, hey, I'm possessed by a demon or abducted or whatever?
	Oh, we would have them committed.
	You know, this is the type of mentality that these churches have today.
	And I don't even want to get going into rant about this right now, so I want to give Sister Cheryl here, you know, the platform here to, you know, if you've got anything you want to promote, you say you're not going to write any more books, or are you...
	Well done with that.
	No, my sister and I told our story and Ted and Dale wrote the book, but that would be reliving trauma.
	That would be, you know, to write it myself.
	No, I just point people if they want to know more of my story.
	You know, I've been out there.
	You can just put my name in a search engine and find different shows that I've done.
	And I just look forward.
	God is calling me to have a ranch in Northwest Montana for the children being rescued out of the worst of the underground situations.
	And I'm looking forward to God I'm providing for that and getting me moved there.
	There's boots on the ground waiting up there.
	I have actual friends up there and believers and they all want to help see this vision come to fruition where like an orphanage for the children that are being rescued and God wants it to be heaven on earth for them.
	He just wants them to enjoy life, heal from their injuries, heal from the trauma, and just be homeschooled and have geothermal greenhouses for real nutrient dense food and herbs and give them the best life ever.
	Kim Kanga says, what town in Michigan did these bad things happen?
	And I just got a question from James as well.
	Okay, my father was in Jackson.
	Jackson.
	And James Simon says, so did you have different characters or personalities that you would go through?
	When I was a child, yes, I did.
	Not as an adult.
	When they mess with you that young, you have all these voices in your head and you think everybody does.
	You don't know any different, right?
	So I thought I was this nasty, yucky little girl that everybody could see.
	I was a nasty, gross little girl.
	And I was dumb, even though I had a mental level IQ. Yeah.
	And dirty, and they could see the dirt on me.
	And so I thought I had multiple consciences that were telling me how awful and things I were.
	So when the memories came back, more voices came into my head.
	And there was different things like the way they wanted to dress and talents they had.
	And it was more like mood swings versus having any amnesia when I switched.
	Wow.
	So now your status and all that, are you free from all that now?
	Like you don't have no more mood switches or personalities or anything?
	No, I totally healed about 25 years ago, so, yeah.
	Amen.
	Yeah, if there's anything else you want to throw out before you get going, and again, thank you so much, Esther.
	You know, it takes a lot of courage to do what you're doing, and we know the reason why you're doing it for all, because of the Lord, you know, so thank you so much.
	You're welcome.
	Thank you for having me.
	Absolutely.
	So, yeah.
	Any other questions before she goes, guys?
	We'll give you another 30 seconds here.
	So, just like in the chat room there, if you want to.
	It's a 30-second delay, so obviously may God bless.
	Yeah, but he's basically saying God bless you and all that stuff, and And praying God helps your dream.
	God's service says he's praying for you.
	That God helps your dreams and everything.
	It looks like that's about it.
	So yeah, thank you again, sister.
	Thank you.
	God bless you.
	You too.
	Bye-bye.
	Bye.
	That was Cheryl Beck, guys.
	So yeah, please check it out.
	And good stuff, man.
	And it's just like, yeah, just like really angry about the stuff that they do to people.
	You know what I mean?
	And especially innocent little, you see the pictures, guys.
	That's got to break your heart.
	And yeah, I got to shut up because I'm going to go into a rant again.
	But yeah, just really aggravates me.
	You know, innocent little girl.
	Could you imagine if that was your daughter or niece or anything like that, you know what I mean?
	And I grew up around a lot of kids, you know what I mean?
	And I love kids to death.
	When I would go to Indiana, you know, John Pounders, he's got beautiful daughters.
	You know, he's got two sons as well.
	But, you know, just all the people you know with daughters and stuff, they're so beautiful and innocent and just wholesome and everything else.
	And just to dig that...
	You know what I mean?
	And I got a niece too.
	She's in the military now growing up.
	But when she was a little girl too, you know, it's like to think of all that, you know.
	And parents, I'm telling you right now, guys, if you have children, and I'm going to say it over and again, you need to get one of these.
	You need to go get yourself a firearm and protect your child.
	And I don't care if it's CIA, government or not, you come near my child, you better be prepared for World War III. And I take that as a threat and a promise.
	I'll tell you that right now.
	So, because it just angers me so much.
	It really does.
	And, yeah, I'll just shut up for now because, yeah, it's not the time and place for that.
	So, yeah, all right.
	So just let me collect myself for a minute here.
	So, anyway, I'm going to promote this here.
	If you guys go to FOJC Radio, what we're doing here is with David Carrico and all that, was taking a stand against these pagan holidays.
	And again, take a stand for the Holy Days, you know, the Biblical Feast, and against the pagan holidays.
	And if you're willing to take a stand, just fill out this form.
	So if you go to fojcradio.com, click on Special Events right there.
	It takes you to the page, and it's real quick.
	All you do is your name, city and state where you're from, and if you want your name and location to be right on the air, just say yes or no, email, bang.
	And it puts you...
	On that basis, say, listen, I'm taking a stand for these biblical feasts, and I'm going to put the link in the chat room, too.
	So if you guys want to check that out.
	And also, guys, thank you for the donations.
	And again, what we're doing today, guys, we're going to start doing this every month now.
	At least once a month, what we're going to do is we're going to help people that need it.
	And it's time for us to help each other because what's going on in the world right now, and I see people in need, and I work a full-time job in Spum, my family, you know what I mean?
	Sometimes we just barely get by, but I leave it all to the Lord, you know?
	So the Lord funds us here, the studio I'm in and all that stuff, and thanks to you guys as well.
	And we're doing a fundraiser for Brother Tim today.
	And again, if you don't know what happened, Brother Tim was in a bad situation.
	He lives in the trailer.
	So where he was living, this guy really took him to the cleaners, if you will.
	Stole money from him and everything else.
	Left him dry.
	So the money he didn't have, he had to move.
	You know, move where he's from.
	He's in a better place now.
	But he's took on a big beat, guys.
	And this guy, he's been through the ring.
	If you know Tim, guys, you all know his brother Wu in the chat rooms here in Truth Radio Show, Visual Disturbance, FOJC Radio, Now You See TV, Midnight Rider, all that.
	Yeah, you know who he is, guys.
	So I'm trying to reach out to help him tonight, guys.
	So if you want to make a donation, we'd give 50% of the donations to Brother Tim tonight.
	And again, thank you, guys.
	It was two weeks ago we did a fundraiser for Sister Valerie.
	Well, she ended up getting the money that she needed to be able to save herself from getting evicted.
	And she's got three kids.
	So thank you so much, guys.
	And thank the Lord as well.
	I can't say enough.
	I can't tell you how much prayer works, guys.
	My testimony, I can be honest with these testimonies.
	It's just amazing.
	It never ceases.
	It just amazes me even more every time.
	When you see a prayer work, and how many times I have to tell my fiance, trust in God.
	God will provide.
	And He does.
	He does.
	You be faithful to God, He will provide.
	And if He doesn't, there's a reason for that.
	And you'll find out that reason.
	But God does provide, guys, that you need to trust Him.
	One thing I learned about doing the Bible, and it's not to finish up the Bible series, one thing I did learn about really, really studying the Bible, what Jesus taught us, is have faith.
	Because I'm bringing this up again, I bring it up all the time.
	A certain woman...
	Who is unclean, she wanted to be clean again.
	Now Jesus is walking through the town, whatever it is, and he's surrounded by people, probably thousands of people.
	She just wanted, she heard him by and said, if I could just touch his tassel, his garment, if I could just touch his garment, I'll be made clean again.
	She had that faith.
	So she, you know, wrestled through the crowd, whatever.
	She reached out, grabbed his garment.
	And Jesus said he felt the countenance of Matthew.
	I forget what chapter it is.
	But his countenance left him.
	You know, because he felt that.
	And then he turned around and said, who touched me?
	He goes, I did, Lord.
	And he goes, it's your faith that made you clean.
	Not touching my garment.
	My garment had nothing to do with it.
	It's your faith that made you clean.
	So if you can understand that, grasp that, it brings a whole new perspective to this, guys.
	And again, I'll go on in with this, like, the academia world, guys.
	You've got these scholars out there, these professors, these people, the pulpits and all that.
	They don't understand the spiritual application to the Scriptures.
	They can't comprehend it.
	That degree on your wall means nothing to the Lord.
	Don't, you know, as Paul says, I think it's Romans 3, I believe.
	Paul says, this has to be written upon your heart by the Holy Spirit.
	You can't learn this in academia, guys, or seminary school.
	There's nothing wrong with doing that, no, but to really learn the Bible, guys, you need to trust the Holy Spirit as your guidance counselor, whatever, or your teacher.
	That's how you learn the Bible, guys, and you know it's spiritual, because this is something that academia can't even comprehend.
	There's a spiritual application to this.
	No, yeah, the book itself, yeah, it's obviously paper, whatever the case, but the Word itself, there's a spiritual application that the human carnal mind cannot comprehend.
	If you do not have the Holy Spirit, you are not going to comprehend this.
	And see it for what it is.
	It's a spiritual thing.
	You guys out there, most of you all in the chat room, if not all of you, you all know what I'm talking about.
	So, it's just the regular people out there who ripped the spirituality out of the Bible.
	Oh, it's all metaphorical.
	It's all figuratively.
	No.
	These things are literally...
	They're not metaphorically, they're not, you know, whatever the case, you know what I mean?
	So they try to rip the spirituality out of the Bible.
	Oh, the giants?
	Oh, no, they weren't really giants.
	They were smaller.
	They were cursed sons of Seth, not children of the fallen angels.
	Then I'll say the pre-tourism crap, you know, the Jesuit crap that David was just talking about, too.
	We did shows exposing that as well, me and Brian and Trey Harris.
	Tell people Jesus returned in 70 AD. He said, give me a break.
	He says, every eye will see.
	You don't have one historian in the world to tell you back in 70 AD that Jesus came to the clouds.
	And we wouldn't be here right now.
	So, you know, in this state, I should say, we wouldn't be in this state right now.
	You know, we were suffering and misery and all that.
	We wouldn't be in here.
	You know, so there's a lot of stuff out there, a lot of garbage.
	This is why what drives me to do the show.
	It drives me to, you know, I can't do enough of that.
	I wish to God I could be here five nights a week, but I got to work, unfortunately.
	But five nights, I wish I could be here five nights a week, just bringing spiritual warfare guys to you guys.
	There's so much here that the Lord's gave me, from the Lord, not me, all credit to the Lord, that I want to talk about.
	There's these prophecies going on, by the way, I want to warn you right now.
	I don't know if you all know this on social media, because of the talk of the so-called second moon, You know, this meteorite that's coming.
	It's supposed to orbit the Earth.
	That's what NASA says, right?
	And a second moon.
	So there's a lot of people who have dreams.
	They call it the rapture dreams, right?
	It's all over social media.
	People claiming they're having dreams of the rapture and two moons.
	Well, I'm going to do a show on this.
	I'm going to try to jam it in.
	Probably do a double show next week, whatever the case.
	But next week, we've got David Carrico coming on.
	I forget the title of the name.
	Show.
	But...
	Yeah, we'll have it.
	Let me see if I get the title.
	But yeah, well anyway, David Carrico is coming out.
	We're doing another Halloween show.
	Oh, sorry, SRA and Halloween.
	So tonight was MKUltra and Halloween.
	Next week, it's going to be SRA and Halloween.
	So it's going to be a great show.
	A brother, David Carrico, he's going to be joining us live here.
	And if you watch on the FOJC Radio on Thursday, guys, yeah, thank you guys for tuning in.
	But yeah, Yeah, there's this prophecy going around, and I should have pulled the video up real quick, but people, not just a couple, there's a lot of people having dreams of a rapture and associated with two moons.
	Now, I'm going to tell you right now, and I know a lot of people are going to take this the wrong way, but these are not from God.
	Because if they are from God, right, then that means the Bible's a liar.
	That means Matthew 24 is wrong.
	So, nowhere in the scripture when Jesus returns, first of all, he doesn't return.
	There's no pre-tribulation rapture, right?
	When he returns, he returns.
	It's that.
	Because Matthew 24 says, right?
	When he says, there's two moons mentioned in the return of Christ.
	You've got a second Thessalonians, you've got a revelation, you go to Matthew, Luke, all over the place, right?
	And the book of Enoch talks about when Jesus returns, right?
	Nowhere in that scripture does it talk about there's two moons, right?
	Nowhere.
	So where are these dreams coming from?
	They're not coming from God.
	Because in fact, this is the thing, right?
	The Christian pages are advertising this stuff.
	They're saying, oh, people are having revelations of the rapture and the two moons and all that.
	I'm like, wow, you guys are supposed to be ministries.
	You're supposed to be churches.
	You're supposed to be believers in Jesus Christ and the Bible.
	But yet, you don't know the scripture?
	I'm not no scholar or whatever, but I know darn well that there's no two moons when Jesus returns.
	And in fact, if you read the scripture, right before he returns, the Antichrist comes first.
	Not the other way around, like this passage I was talking about.
	The Antichrist comes first.
	Then it says the sun and moon lose their light.
	So how does their two moons both lose their light?
	Then the stars, not figuratively, not metaphorically, the stars literally are going to fall from the sky, from the firmament.
	And you wouldn't know this or you wouldn't understand this if you didn't understand biblical cosmology to understand how this would happen.
	Because people say, oh, that's impossible, it's figuratively.
	No.
	This is literal events that are going to happen.
	And when the stars fall from heaven at any day, any hour...
	The Lord's going to come through with great power and glory.
	Through the sky like a grand Hollywood entrance, every eye is going to see.
	I don't care if you're 30 feet underground, 100 feet underground, you know, wherever you are on the earth, every eye is going to see His return.
	So, these dreams, guys, they are not of God.
	Now, the Bible did say that there's going to be strong delusion in the end times.
	This is it.
	And I'm not questioning these people's hearts.
	I'm not saying they're Satanists.
	I'm not saying that they're bad people.
	They're probably well-faithful people.
	But again, they lack the knowledge thereof.
	So they let these dreams manifest them as a something of God that's not.
	Because if you come to like the description points and stuff out, guys, when it says if an angel or somebody comes to you preaching another doctrine, in other words, you all know the Bible.
	The Bible says the sun will lose the light before Jesus returns and the stars fall from the sky.
	Then he returns, right, at any time.
	So, if an angel appears before you, or you have a dream, or whatever vision you have, right?
	And if it's contrary to this, guys, it is not of God.
	I don't care what your emotions think it is.
	It is not of God.
	That's a strong delusion.
	You need to rebuke that spirit.
	Because why would God give you a dream that contradicts His word?
	Does that make any sense?
	Because this was really irritating.
	Especially on Instagram, there's a...
	Hang on, let me pull that up real quick.
	Sorry to take your time, guys.
	Thank you for the donations.
	How about Brother Tim?
	Hang on a second.
	Where is it?
	let me see if I can pull it up real quicker Hang on one second.
	Because I'm in a mood now.
	Let me see.
	Instagram.
	Let's see if this works here.
	Yeah, I just want to show you one.
	I want to do a whole show on this.
	I just got to show you one video here.
	And it's not this one.
	Oh, that's the wrong one.
	There we go.
	Yeah, let me just show you one of these dreams.
	There's tons of people having these dreams.
	See you again.
	No, he has one right here.
	A dream that I had of the rapture and I'm...
	Oh, in the dream I was like in this...
	See right there, it says rapture dream, two moons, AI robots programmed to support Islam.
	neighborhood.
	And it was almost like a...
	I'm gonna use the word dystopia.
	Like one of those movies where you see like those neighborhoods where everything's all perfect, all the grass is green, everybody's lawn looks the same, everybody's houses look the same.
	And it's almost like it's too good to be true, like something weird is behind it, something sinister.
	Perfect little neighborhood, perfect little world, but something weird is behind it.
	Kind of correlates to like how the rapture is going to take place because it's just going to be like an ordinary average day.
	And across the street, there's like an AI robot, like a robotic.
	An average day, oh yeah, because they're going off to dispensational stuff that John Nelson Dobby likes to pedal and everything else at the time, whatever.
	But yeah, the Left Behind series, you know...
	We're going to be driving down the street, and poof, you're going to be gone, and the car's going to crash, and people are like, oh, aliens took these people.
	This is the stuff they talk about in the videos, by the way.
	Just regurgitating the garbage from the dispensationalism.
	But this, you know, I'm sure this guy, like I said, is a good guy.
	But again, if you have a dream, or I had many dreams, like what I thought as a vision, but would they contradict the structure?
	So I'm like yeah I rebuked it So this channel here Christ will return There is tons Look rapture dream Tons of people rapture dreams They're talking about two moons I want to share with you a dream that I had Two nights ago from the Lord And what I saw was this Big Moon And I knew that The rapture will be taking place
	The same night I just knew that in my spirit I was showing people this moon and a dream And I was calling people toward them To repent Because the rapture is about to take place And when I woke up I just knew that this dream was from the Lord she knew this dream was from the Lord, right?
	But she doesn't know the scripture.
	Yeah.
	So is it from the Lord or just from your imagination or a delusional spirit?
	Yeah.
	Not from the Lord, lady.
	And I hate to say it that way.
	And I just like blasted these people.
	And she's talking about showing numbers.
	This is New Age garbage.
	Unclean spirit.
	I've got to do a show on this.
	I'm sorry I'm supposed to talk about Halloween too.
	But yeah, we're going to talk more about Halloween next week with David Carrico.
	And we're going to get to the rituals they do.
	And I think Sister Cheryl, that's scary enough.
	You don't need Halloween stuff.
	What she talked about, what she went through, that is scary enough, guys.
	Sorry to go off the subject, but I just felt it was important just to expose this.
	You've got to see these dreams everywhere.
	Because, let me see.
	Two moons...
	So this is going around now.
	It's official.
	Earth has two moons.
	This is earth.com, right?
	Mainstream stuff.
	Talk about two moons.
	It's an asteroid or whatever it is that's supposed to be circling the moon, whatever the case.
	But now people are associating it with, which, you know, we know it's a lot of garbage from NASA. Now that people say they're having visions and dreams of this, this is a bunch of garbage.
	It really is.
	So, crazy stuff.
	We were going to do a questions and answers show tonight.
	So, actually, it's still early.
	So, we could do that.
	So, guys, if you want to call in, we're going to switch over to Rumble.
	And this way, because I cringe every time somebody calls in because I'm afraid they're going to say something.
	That's going to violate YouTube's policy.
	Because it's not just this channel it's important for.
	It's FOJC and Shake Your Wake Radio and all the other platforms that share this program.
	So that's why I'm going to have you guys switch over to the Rumble channel.
	Here we get the link for you.
	It's going to be like five minutes if you guys want to call in.
	And it doesn't have to be about this.
	It can be about anything you want.
	Some testimonies if you want.
	All that good stuff.
	So there's the link right there.
	The moderators, if you want to share that in the chat room, go for it.
	And Bill O'Connell, thank you.
	Harold, I think you're in here, right?
	Sister Valerie.
	Yeah, thank you, moderators, for moderating the chat tonight.
	I don't see Brother Harold.
	He's always here anyway.
	But yeah, thank you guys for moderating the chat and everything else.
	Yeah, thank you Tactical Billy.
	Thanks for a great show tonight.
	I hope she's on again.
	Yeah, definitely.
	And I want to thank David Carrico and Sister Donna Carrico for setting me up with these interviews.
	Last week with the former Mormon and Cheryl this week, they set me up.
	They met them down in, well, John Pounders met them down in Georgia at the conference and they ended up talking to David and all that.
	So they helped set these interviews up for me and I thank David so much because Two amazing women that gave testimonies of the horror that they lived through.
	God bless them.
	And again, David Carrico next week.
	So don't forget tomorrow night, Saturday night here, 11 p.m.
	Eastern on the Midnight Ride.
	David Carrico and John Pounders.
	I'm sure they got a doozy like always.
	Amazing shows.
	So we're going to switch over to Rumble here so we can take some phone calls and all that good stuff.
	And if you need any prayer requests, guys, please send me an email.
	TruthRadioShowOutlook.com Or if you know somebody in need, because I'm trying to reach out to people.
	Somebody, I'm talking about not just laying on the cell phone bill.
	I'm talking about somebody who's in need, like a single parent or somebody who lost a job.
	Somebody that needs, like desperately needs funding.
	You know, so hit me up.
	Give me the information, all that stuff.
	You know what I mean?
	And we're going to, number one, pray for them.
	And number two, we're going to do our best to try to raise money for them.
	So, again, this is going to be a new thing.
	At least once a month now, we're going to start.
	Not just for the show yet.
	You know, we're going to, the ministries should say.
	But raise money for these people who are desperately in need.
	Because I hate that.
	What a passion.
	Sit there and see a fellow brother suffering.
	And I'm like, I got to do something to help these people.
	I wish I could hit the Powerball or something like that.
	This way I could just, like, shovel out this money to everybody, you know, that needs help.
	And, you know, I know this day and hour, you know, what's going on in the world right now, it's a lot of suffering going on.
	But, you know, we all need to stick together like brothers and sisters and, you know, lift each other up.
	With prayers, with gifts, and all that good stuff.
	You know what I mean?
	And just support, too.
	You know what I mean?
	There's a lot of lonely people out there.
	I talk to you guys all the time.
	You feel like you're alone and all that.
	If you feel like you're alone, um...
	Yeah, that's what the charity was for.
	Get to know all these people.
	A lot of these guys here, ladies and brothers here, that meet each other Become friends and live near each other and fellowship and all that stuff.
	It's amazing stuff.
	Thank you, Joanne.
	Thank you, too, Bill.
	Brother Bill at the gas station in Boston, Massachusetts.
	Brian, thank you guys.
	You and David and Donna, thank you guys so much.
	And also, yeah, Mondays, we do FOJ, say Monday.
	We're going to start airing the show at 6 p.m.
	I'm sorry, yeah, David's going to air his thing at 6 p.m.
	But 8 o'clock every Monday, we're going to air Friday Night Live, David's show, on 8 p.m.
	Because what was going on, I guess I was clashing with DOC, Dr. Nicole Kreiser.
	And, yeah, I didn't realize that they were on at the time, so...
	We're going to adjust that to make corrections and all that.
	So, I'm alone here with you guys.
	Praise Jesus.
	Amen, Tim.
	Yeah, same.
	There's really nobody around here that has a mindset, so to speak, with the Holy Spirit.
	We've got a lot of churches.
	Where I live, probably one square mile, I would say we have probably a dozen churches, no joke.
	But every one of them, they're not biblical standards.
	I've got friends all the time, my friend Jonathan says, oh, you've got to come to my church, check it out.
	I'm like, dude, it's not biblical standards.
	You know, like he showed me this, him and a bunch of other people, they sent me videos because they post online of their church services and all that.
	And I'm looking at it, it's like they play this weird music in the background and the preacher's talking.
	That just irks me out to no end.
	And it's all dispensational.
	It's garbage.
	Sunday worship, oh, we're going to keep Easter and all that stuff and all the pagan holidays, but we're going to avoid the biblical feasts.
	And they're not Jewish holidays, guys.
	These are God's holidays.
	These are God's feasts, I'm sorry.
	These are God's days and feasts that He set apart.
	So, no, Passover and all that, it's not a Jewish holiday.
	It's God's feast, the Sabbath.
	It's not just for the Jews.
	It's God's day of rest and worship.
	You know, it's like, I don't know how many times I'm going to tell people that, but they think, oh, it's all abolished.
	But, well, the apostles and Jesus took part of these things.
	Even long after Jesus was gone, the apostles kept the Sabbath.
	The apostles kept the feast.
	The early churches did as well.
	But because of Catholicism, guys, that just jammed the whole works up altogether.
	Now, Christian churches today, they don't know their rear ends from their elbows.
	Yeah, don't get me started here.
	So, alright guys, we're going to see if you all run rumble here.
	Again, there's a link here.
	Give me about five minutes.
	Yeah, the drink and everything else.
	So, go to the bathroom quick.
	We'll just shoot the dice, whatever.
	Yeah, shoot the dice, whatever.
	And if you've got any testimonies, whatever the case, any questions, hit me up there.
	So, we'll see you in about five minutes here.
	So, God bless.
	Shalom.

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