I was confronted with what seemed to me to be the undeniable hand of some kind of intelligence. And not just any kind of intelligence, but a supremely advanced, ancient, and yet highly technological intelligence. And that was undeniable to me in those first few moments within sort of 30 seconds of that drug hitting my brain.

So what that suggests to me is that they do indeed, as I said before, they have control. They are directing the information into the brain. And people describe things like downloads. Graham Hancock, actually, in his book Supernatural, in his first DMT experience, he described this download of highly complex, entirely non-human information into his brain, as if he locked in to some kind of advanced computational processor that was beaming information into his brain. And many people describe that as like a download of complex mathematical structures and strange geometries, entirely non-human stuff, as if they're kind of not that they expect you to understand it, but as if to say, you know, we know a lot more about reality than you do. We know a lot, and you don't know anything. And that's the message they're kind of trying to impress upon you by directing it. And they can control it. They can shut it off if they so decide.

And whether it's real or not, you have these spirit guides, Mescalito and all this, little goat man. You're taking DMT and a little goat man shows up. He's not your buddy, okay? And he's got a plan, though. You're going to be a god as long as you kill everybody.