And he was very like sort of a nice guy now, but he would go through all my stuff. Like if I had papers, you know, if I was reading something for school or whatever, he would like, when I was out, go through every page and just sort of leave it like this. It's just that I knew that he'd been in there, you know?

And by this time, I had had some interactions, sexual interactions with a Roman Catholic priest who's dead now, has been dead for a long time.

Oh, and I was raped by a priest.

It was me 10 years ago mainstreaming homosexuality in the Republican Party is the great regret of my life. More so than anything I've done to my own soul, which is a lot.

I sincerely don't care if Milo's gay or not, but as an external observer, he seems miserable. His wit is dull. His laugh and joie de viv are unconvincing.

He's still trying to rely on gay affectations to be funny.

And this is the result of five years of self-torture. It's not like he tortured himself for a while and then he was straight. This is a half decade worth of work, and he seems no better off than when he started.

The biggest thing that changed for me, though, which is not like a big, the biggest thing to me, because I live quite an internal life, you know, like most of my, most of my life is up here, right? The biggest thing that happened to me is I started caring what happened in stories. Like spoilers started to bother me. And I couldn't figure out what that was about. Like 10 years ago, when the Star Wars movie came out just before Christmas, when no one had had the chance to see it, I tweeted, Han Solo dies. You know, like a thousand people unfollowed me. How could you? You're the worst person. I was like, what are you talking about? It's like a stupid space movie. Like, get a grip. But I started to care, maybe because I started to care what happens to me.

I have evolved into more of an authoritarian over the last 10 years.

And I think that there is a feeling that I think a lot of people have always had about Milo, and that is that he was anti-gay all along. Yeah. Even when he was a flamboyant gay man, he was perpetuating politics and ideas that were detrimental to gay people. It was very clear his positions were disadvantageous to anyone in the LGBTQ community.

We just went in there, wanted to have lunch, and 30 of these, like, harpies were screaming, mental...