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Second point I would like to say before I begin to share my esoteric teachings is that you might notice that I'm not looking at the camera, I'm looking out over the forest, and that is to activate the right side of my brain so that I let the muses come to me, I let divine insights just hit me and then I share them with you.
So that is the reason for it.
So I can sit here and schizophrenia the forest.
I'm just letting these insights come to me and then I share them.
The insight comes from a childhood friend.
I'm not sure if he's watching this, but if you are, shout out to you well.
So we grew up playing Age of Empires 2 and Age of Mythology, which, by the way, I'm supremely grateful for.
Having grown up with these excellent games, definitely deepened my love for history and mythology.
So anyway, he said something.
He said something one day and he said, we talked about the games.
So he said, there's nothing worse than losing when you still have a lot of resources.
So the teaching, the life teaching here is that there's nothing worse than not having made the most out of your potential.
So if you've played online, you know, it's an easier loss if you lose after a long grind where you have no resources left.
You have, you know, built the buildings you can and you have trained the soldiers you can, but you still get, you know, you get outplayed.
Whereas if you lose before even having you know spent your resources, it pains you a bit more.
So if you get outplayed even before that, it's a harder loss and of course it's nicer to win.
So the teaching at hand is then what you can think about.
And I'm.
And you know, I'm thinking about this as I turn a year older.
I'm now 35,000 years old.
That's why I'm so old.
That's why I'm so wise.
So I'm thinking about these things.
I've been on YouTube for 10 years, by the way, and a political dissident for maybe 7-8 years, something like that.
So I have meditated upon, I've contemplated my journey thus far.
And I will not, you know, no false humility from me.
I am happy and proud with what I've done, especially given the pressure, the ever, ever so present pressure I've been under over this last few years.
So I've still kept going.
So I'm happy with what I'm done.
No false humility again, but you know, the critical side of me says that I could perhaps have done more.
I could perhaps have been better.
So how do I deal with these emotions?
You might ask.
How do I deal with the fact that I feel a part of me feels that I could have done more?
There's only one way.
There is only one way to deal with it, and that is to let that sense that that particular feeling must fuel your sense of urgency and your motivation.
So the only thing I can do is simply to set a higher pace in the months to come.
So I have a lot of videos primarily done.
So perhaps you know that I've been shadow banned on YouTube for a few years.
I do believe that the shadow ban might finally be lifted.
So folks on YouTube, the last few years have done other things.
So new edition of Dauntless and of course releasing demigod mentality.
I'm very happy I've done that.
So now I can focus on the video.
I'm just pushing the metapolitical cause even further.
I'm not gonna blackpill too much here on my birthday.
I don't want to think about it too much on this particular day.
But since it's an important topic and I want to share it, we need to look at the reality of the situation in the West.
They are literally killing our children on the streets.
Horrific crime happened in the UK yesterday.
I'm not going to go into it, but the point I want to make is that for me and for other long-term dissidents, you might think that you have done your part, you have committed yourself to the struggle, and you have done your part.
No one has done their part because we still have so much to do.
Sure, we have pushed the overtone window quite a lot in our direction over the last few years, especially on X nowadays.
It's a completely different landscape.
But we still have so much to do.
I'm definitely not done because I have so much more to give.
And again, I know as I sit here in a nice, comfortable forest, I get to enjoy nature, enjoy the presence of the divine Mother Earth.
I get to make this nice video.
I know also that there are white girls and white boys being tormented basically all the time.
This is not something I can just let go.
And this fuels my, you know, it fuels my desire to keep going as well.
So I'm not going to say that, you know, I've done my part and now I can focus on something else.
It's not something we can do.
And I'm saying this to all fellow dissidents as well, that you have to keep going.
You have to keep going because it's a lot at stake.
So there is no end to it.
You just have to keep going.
So what I want to say also in regard to this potential, not living up to your potential, if you know that you have a lot of potential, especially when it comes to the metapolitical game, do keep going because you don't want to wake up one day knowing that you could have done more.
So the most important thing I can do is of course to give everything I have in the metapolitical or the political arena.
There's nothing else I could do that is more important.
So that is what I think about.
I don't think about, you know, I could have trained harder.
Of course, for me, training is part of the metapolitical.
I could have fought more MMA matches.
Perhaps I could think that way, but ultimately it doesn't really matter because that is not the most important thing at this moment in time.
For me at least, if you have that as a career path or something, go for it definitely because you don't want to wake up one day and realize that you could have done more.
So for me, still a long horizon ahead, still a lot of things to do, and that is how I deal with any emotion that comes to me saying, you know, you could have done more.
So then I just push it to the future.
That I will do more.
I will keep going.
To use an example, we can take Donald Trump.
He's an old man now, quite old, but he has the energy, he has the thumbas of a 20-year-old guy.
Why, you might ask, why does he have that energy still?
Yes, because he still has goals, ambitions.
He is on a journey still.
It doesn't end.
He still has so much to do.
He didn't just, you know, check out from life and decided to be on a nice boat or a golf course or whatever it might be.
He decided to continue going.
And that's, you know, he gains divine energy to do that.
Same thing for you.
If you are on a higher quest, you will receive divine blessings.
I talked about this in the latest podcast episode, by the way, that Donald Trump has worked up a good humiya, a good karma over so many years.
So therefore, he, you know, a divine intervention caused him to turn his head so he didn't get killed.
This is how it is.
If you embrace a higher path, you will get divine blessings.
So this is how you get the blessings of the gods.
Talk about this in a different video, but if you commit yourself to a higher cause, you will also receive blessings in the shape of protection from a guardian angel or in terms of just sheer pure energy.
So, if you want to unlock the inexhaustible energy of the Normans, you simply have to keep your ambitions, your goals, your journey in mind.
You don't have to, you can't let it go because then you will just stop and falter, and then the divine energy will not animate you anymore.
So, keep going is my best advice.
Now, on a similar note, this can be quite heartbreaking if we're talking about potential and individuals not living out living up to their full potential.
It can be quite heartbreaking to see a young talent, a young guy, he might be talented in something and then he squanders it.
He squanders his talent because he's out drinking alcohol or he doesn't focus enough, he gets distracted.
And this, by the way, this is why we need to really push against pornography, alcohol, drugs, everything like that.
Similarly, if you see a beautiful young woman who, you know, she gets older, she doesn't find a man, she doesn't have children, and you see that potential, that awesome potential to create life that you know most women have, and she doesn't realize it.
It can be heartbreaking, even for you might not be related to her at all, but it can still be a bit heartbreaking.
So, if you see a young woman or a woman getting older, she doesn't have children, you see a young guy with a lot of potential, he doesn't realize his potential.
It can be even for a stranger, it can be quite uncomfortable to see, it can be quite painful to see.
And this pain is, of course, amplified greatly if it's someone you know and care about.
And the greatest pain is if that person is yourself.
So, you know, if you haven't done the utmost because of whatever reason.
So, do keep that in mind as you as you turn a year older.
You need to look back at your year and say, Did I do everything I could to get closer to my goals?
And if you didn't, then yeah, use that shame.
Perhaps shame isn't too strong of a word to describe it, but use that frustration at least to motivate, to fuel yourself in the year to come.
So, if you feel that you haven't pushed yourself hard enough, then yeah, use that dissatisfaction to push yourself in the year to come.
Now, on a last note, I would also say that you do probably have a lot more potential and energy than you think you have.
You don't reach the end of your capacity, and this is why military service can be a good thing, or mountaineering, or something like that.
You realize that you still have no matter how hard it gets, you still have energy to give, you still have energy reserves wherever they might come from.
You still have so much more to give.
So, think of that if you ever get tired, that you still have a wellspring inside of you that you can use.
So, good times, good times.
I hope my schizo ramblings there from the forest.
I hope they made sense somewhat.
And yeah, thank you for watching.
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