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Oct. 8, 2025 - Shameless Sperg - Chris Booth
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Why is Shameless Sperg so angry?
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Hi folks, I am the shameless spurg.
I hope you're doing well today.
So today I just want to have a little bit of a rant about why I'm so angry and why I just can't seem to stop being so angry.
No matter how many people tell me that I shouldn't be angry and that it's wrong to hold on to anger and all of this bullshit.
So we're gonna get into that a little bit.
Um again, I've prepared myself a few notes.
I ain't got a teleprompter, and I just use these notes to kind of remind me of where I'm going with it.
Uh so yeah, I'm I'm tired of being told not to be angry that there's something wrong with me for being angry.
There's not.
Uh no motherfucker, there's something wrong with you if you're not angry.
There's something very fucking wrong with you if you're not angry, you're broken, you're blind, you're not paying attention.
I don't know what it is, but it's not my fucking problem.
Uh but but people will conveniently get very angry with me over my views and over my hurty words and my thought crimes.
Oh, he's just so bad.
Him and his radical meanie views, it's just so and you'll get really, really mad about that and hoff and puff and shit, but then the rest of the time, oh, you just have too much anger and bitterness and how very unchristian of you, and blah blah blah blah blah.
Shut the fuck up.
So yeah, you'll get more angry with me over my speech and pointing things out and being kind of caustic and offensive about it, then you'll actually get mad about the issues of the day for what you seem pretty apathetic.
And of course, you'll get far more angry if I just say I don't like Jews, then uh opening up the video and seeing maybe why I don't like Jews.
Like, for example, when an ultra Orthodox rabbi uh, I don't know, bites the tip off of an eight day year old little infant dick, yeah, and calls it a religious observance, or when they talk about how they can fuck little girls as long as they're not older than three because they have renewable virginity.
More angry with me over saying I don't like Jews than when Jews say shit like that, okay?
Uh fuck you.
How do you expect me not to just get completely irate over this stuff?
It's madness.
Not only am I mad about it, it's fucking clown world.
When you get so up in arms about me just saying I don't like Jews, then you know, when I give you examples of why I don't like them.
You know, on the one hand, I can give you endless clips of Jews and Jewish organizations calling to curtail our free speech, take away our guns, yada yada, or if I show you clips of Orthodox rabbis talking about how in the future the goeem, that's you and me, are supposed to be slaves, and um, you know, just all of this nonsense, and you don't get mad about that.
Somehow you know they they just get a pass.
You know, somehow none of that matters.
They just get to believe that it's no big deal.
After all, they're mu chosen or whatever.
So fuck that shit.
And I'm tired of conservatives and Christians not acknowledging anti-whiteness.
There is a very definite anti-white agenda that is swept across the Western world, especially in the English speaking nations.
It's incredibly obvious.
I'm tired of being gaslit about it, and I'm tired of conservatives and Christians just not giving a fuck about it.
You know, the most that you guys can do is, oh, but we're one race, the human race, and you know, we all bleed red, white, and blue, brother, and all this bullshit.
But it's nonsense.
Stop telling me to deny the evidence of my own eyes and ears.
We're different.
Just stop, stop.
Okay.
When you guys do that, and you invoke the we're all one blood as though we're all the same.
It's it's the same as when some communist just tells me that race is a social construct.
Same shit.
But it's not just a social construct.
It's a very clearly observable reality with predictable patterns that can be mapped out on paper and in charts and in graphs and substantiated by data and a lot of research.
And uh, but that means fuck all to you.
It's just nothing.
That doesn't matter.
You know, only the narrative of being inclusive and loving, whatever that's supposed to mean.
Only that matters.
And let's see, so I'm tired of uh how no pastors in the pulpit will mention what's happening to my race.
They won't raise the alarm about anti-whiteness.
Oh, they'll talk about anything that may affect a Jew.
You know, if you're Jewish and somebody sneezes in your direction maliciously, I'm gonna hear about that from the pulpits, probably.
I'm gonna hear about problems if it pertains to brown people or black people, or somewhere in some third world shithole, or somewhere over in the dunes, but when it comes to us, nah, fuck it, that doesn't matter.
That doesn't matter at all.
And I know why it doesn't matter because I never hear you guys talk about it.
Nobody talks about it.
It doesn't come up in the churches, doesn't come out of the pulpoce, just sleep on through.
You know, we can be replaced and we can be bred out, and we can have an increasingly hostile governmental structure.
We can have corporations discriminating against us.
We can have discriminatory practices and admissions at universities, all of these things against white people, but you don't not a peep.
Not not a fucking peep.
And I'm supposed to think that that's righteous.
I'm supposed to think that's holy, loving, just and good to ignore all of this shit.
I have young kids, okay.
So when I see this sort of blase apathy from you, it disgusts me.
Okay.
I have to care, even if you don't.
I have to care.
And if you don't care, well then fuck you.
I mean, at least get the fuck out of my way and don't get mad at me when I decide something has to be done about this shit.
I'm sorry, just sitting around and praying is not gonna cut it.
It's just not.
Not even charity would cut it.
Something has to happen.
Something has to change, and I'm not gonna go gentle into that good night.
I'm not fucking doing it.
Okay, abandoning and giving up on my people in the name of righteousness and goodness and tolerance and love and decency is actually the height of evil.
To just abandon my people and just let them go down the fucking toilet, that's evil.
That's evil.
Okay?
Um, yeah, and I'm tired of double standards and self-righteousness out of leftists and Christians.
You have this selective outrage, I see it all the time.
And you'll get your ass on your shoulders about certain things, but not others.
And I'm tired of being told to love people who hate me, who hate my people, who hate everything that I love and want to take it all from me, who you know want our kids dead, raped, brainwashed, enslaved, and they think it's funny, and I'm supposed to love them.
No, I don't love them.
I hate them.
I don't feel bad about that.
I hate them.
All right.
And it would take a literal lobotomy to make me not hate them.
Okay, there's no amount of cherry picking Bible verses out, and there's no amount of prayer or whatever that's gonna make me not hate these people.
I do fucking hate them.
Some things are worth hating, that's worth hating.
All right, and if your love doesn't have the backbone of hate when necessary, your love is meaningless.
It's impotent, it's useless.
It will fail the people that you claim to love.
You can't you can't do this.
I'm tired of being told that I must forgive everybody.
Forgive, forgive, forgive.
Forgive people who won't even acknowledge their wrongdoing, let alone confess it to me, let alone express intent to do anything different.
Now, and I'll hear this shit out of Christians.
Forgive, forgive.
We gotta forgive everybody.
Well, you know what?
Uh, when you actually check out forgiveness in the Bible, it still entailed confessing that you've done something.
Yes, I acknowledge that this thing I did was wrong.
I admit it, it was wrong.
I intend to change my ways, or I intend to cease doing this thing.
I'm acknowledging that it's wrong.
I'm repenting, I'm changing my mind.
No, no, no, no, no.
You people want me to forgive every fucking thing.
You just forgive it.
Even for people that don't acknowledge they're doing wrong.
Even for people that say, like, dance on Charlie Kirk's grave, or would be happy to see me die and my family die and my kids die.
These are not people that would so much as confess that they've done wrong.
They would do all these things in the name of fairness and tolerance and goodness and equity, and you fucking people have the nerve to tell me to forgive them.
Forgive them.
Let's see.
It should at least be a past occurrence that's not happening anymore.
And it should be that they confess what they've done, and it should be that they kind of want to make amends over it.
Do they want to do anything along these lines?
Not at all.
It's the agenda goes full steam ahead, and you're telling me to forgive every step of the fucking way.
Meanwhile, everything that I love and hold dear goes down the fucking tubes.
Yeah.
I'm not gonna fucking do that.
And I'm not gonna be told that I have to apply some sort of model of forgiveness that not even Jesus was using.
Okay?
Because at least Jesus said, you know, you you have to confess.
You have to confess your sins.
You have to confess your wrongdoing.
But you fucking people expect me to forgive people that not only, again, not only will they not confess wrongdoing, they won't even acknowledge that it's wrong.
They think it's the height of virtue to be cruel and brutal and vicious to people like me in the name of equity, in the name of correcting historic injustices, in the name of racial justice, in the name of social justice.
They feel totally completely justified in doing all these things.
And so where somebody has an attitude of justification, they certainly don't have an attitude of will you please forgive me.
Um, And then even if they did, frankly, I would struggle with it because of the untold harm that's been done, the irreversible damage that has been done, and the situation that has been created for us where an unimaginable amount of violence would be necessary in order to carve out a future for my people.
An unimaginable amount.
But I'm being told to more or less lay down and take it with a smile on my face because that's what Jesus would do from the bullshit.
Just bullshit.
And I don't want to hear about it.
So, you know, yeah, pastors won't mention this stuff in the pulpit, but anytime something happens with a brown or a black person or God forbid a Jew, you know, well, we're gonna hear about that.
We're gonna talk about my anti-Semitism or whatever.
Not a peep about anti-whiteness.
And really that's the best case scenario out of most of them because the rest of the time you're seeing anti-whiteness come directly from the pulpits.
Um they become just as much a mouthpiece for progressive ideology as the rest.
And I can see it, you know, with your little fucking gay flags and your everyone's welcome here, and your communist dick BLM fist and all of that bullshit.
I see it.
So it's either we have silence or we have direct complicity, you know, and at a certain point the silence becomes complicity.
We're at a point now where we can't afford silence.
So if you won't even mention it, you're becoming complicit.
Okay.
You are helping to lull people off into their own destruction.
And it's nothing could be more obvious to me.
And that makes me angry, okay?
You can't just lull me off to sleep like that.
You can't just cherry pick verses and you know, uh fudge things to fit a narrative where I'm supposed to just be some neutered cuck that doesn't care about anything that just lets it all fucking happen because apparently that's just Christ-like or something on unreal.
Yeah, and I'm tired of friends, family, and locals in the community who are, you know, so self-righteous, because they are, as to think they can judge me for proposing drastic solutions to these problems.
Meanwhile, the rest of you let our country and my people go down the tubes.
I suggest drastic measures because the problem has gotten so bad because people haven't done anything about it for so fucking long that we're in this dire situation where if I want anything like decency and sanity restored, if I want anything like a healthy and functioning society restored, it's gonna take drastic measures.
Okay?
That's what happens when you let problems get this out of hand is that it ends up requiring a cleanup crew that's gonna have to do some really invasive shit.
That's not my fucking fault that everybody else let this shit happen.
It's not my fault that things went to the shit or this bad, and that I'm a part of the generation and the upcoming generations that realize that something serious is going to have to happen if we're ever gonna steer the ship in a better direction.
Something serious, something that's not fucking around, because all we've done so far is just fuck around.
And it's we're reaching the find out stage of the fuck around game.
All right, and you're gonna shame me for it.
No, fuck you.
You're not gonna shame me for that.
Shame on you fucking people for not caring.
Shame on you for not being fucking angry.
How about that for a change?
Maybe you're not just so virtuous and holy and righteous for being a fucking neutered cuck and not feeling anything.
Maybe shame on you for not having the capacity to get angry because you think it's righteous to never get fucking angry, except for me, you know.
You can get angry at me, it's righteous then, just like a good progressive.
A lot of Christians out there behave just like progressives.
Just like them.
And again, you know, they'll decry when I'm angry about this stuff, but they'll get angry at me for talking about it.
Make up your mind.
Have a consistent principle for a change.
Do you think you could manage that?
I know I know it's hard.
I know it's a struggle, okay?
It's so much more convenient to just, you know, be self-righteous and have your ass on your shoulders and act like you've got it all together, and uh, you know, to think that you get to wield the bully club right along with the leftoids and shit when I hurt some people's feelings, and I say hurdy words.
Oh no, I say hurdy words, and it's just so insensitive.
And so I'm treated like a rotten apple when really this has just been my response to the situation that we have found ourselves in.
Do you think I popped right out of the womb having radical views?
I didn't.
You know, and I when I was born, I came into the world with no knowledge, no regrets.
I was raised with this colorblind attitude.
I was open, I embraced all.
I was told to not judge or have prejudice or any of this stuff, and I was pretty faithful about it.
I was pretty easy going.
Um there wasn't a shred of hate in me.
There was hardly a shred of anger.
And then I had to live and grow and watch the world change around me, and somehow just be expected to not have a feeling about it.
You know, somehow expected to not be changed or have my perspective adjusted by the situation in which I found myself.
And that's just not realistic.
It's not fair, and fuck you.
Honestly, fuck you for expecting that out of me.
Um I didn't get this way overnight.
I didn't develop radical views overnight.
I developed them because the situation got radically bad.
Okay.
Things are a fucking cesspit.
We're a demographic cultural cesspit.
And I've watched it get worse and worse my entire life.
And I've gotten matter and matter until finally I'm like, well, the situation is so fucking bad that we're gonna have to do something really drastic if we want anything like a future.
If we want self-determination, if we want prosperity, if we want safety for our children, it's gonna take drastic measures.
Oh, you're a bad guy.
Oh, you're evil, oh that's not Christian.
Oh, that's fuck you.
Man, fuck you.
Get your shit together.
Grow some fucking balls, okay?
You're letting everything go to hell and you're doing it in the name of goodness and love and decency and righteousness, but it's fucking none of those things.
It's weakness.
And you know what?
Weak men with no backbone are exactly what permit all of this evil to happen.
Because all it takes for evil to win is for good men to do nothing.
To do nothing.
And so, and I'm tired of being told that all this apathy is love.
It's not.
It's weakness.
It's pathetic, it's disgusting, it's deplorable.
Apathy is not righteous.
It's not love.
You are shirking your duty to your people.
You're shirking your duty to your nation, you're shirking your duty to children, you're shirking your duty to future generations, and you don't care.
And you and you you make yourself off to seem righteous and good and holy for it.
Um, so yeah, I'm fucking mad.
And so, yeah, I'm gonna make videos that offend people.
We're in an environment where we're surrounded by the easily offended or the eagerly offended, the people that just really look for ways to be offended.
Yeah, we're just surrounded by that.
It's literally if you're telling the truth, if you're sharing your mind and it's anything but like progressive values, you're gonna piss someone off.
I mean, that's the end.
There's no way around it.
And uh, so if you're gonna come out and tell the truth, and if you have a problem with the way things are today, it's gonna piss people off.
Right?
Um, and I'm I'm just tired of handling it all with kid gloves.
I'm not gonna do that.
I'm gonna call it exactly for how it is.
And you know, you can rain hell down on me for it.
Well, fuck off.
I don't care.
I'm gonna still do it.
You're not gonna stop me.
It's like all these fucking hysterical people around here have raised so much fucking hell from friends to family to other locals, just raise all sorts of hell.
How does it feel to know that it hasn't had any effect at all?
You've just been having a temper tantrum.
I want to know, how does it feel to know that I'm still making videos and I haven't stopped and I'm not going to stop?
How does it feel to know that you changed literally nothing in my life at all, except you rooted out people that were traitors who didn't have the decency to come to me and talk to me and ask me questions before running around behind my back with a bunch of gossip and doing everything they can to try to cause problems for me and my family.
I'm still hearing about it.
People are still raising a fuss.
It's not nearly as bad as when you know the doxing first happened.
You know, but what have people mostly done?
They've been mostly outraged that I spoke out.
So we've had a bunch of people who pretend to care about free speech get way more mad that I've used my free speech to say something they don't like than they have about all the people who have tried to deprive me of free speech, who want to take food out of my children's mouths over it.
And you expect me to not be mad.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
If you expect me to not be mad about that, what you expect me to forgive?
No.
They don't even think they've done wrong.
So they haven't even begun to acknowledge it, let alone ask me to forgive it.
I'm not gonna just dole it out, okay?
I'm not gonna just hand out forgiveness and fucking lay on my back and roll over and be a doormat.
No.
And if that's what you expect out of me, fuck you.
You know, fuck you.
And I'll remember that.
If you ever need somebody to, you know, be by your side and stand up for You and have your back, you know, and bear their teeth to defend you, to defend what you love and value.
I'll remember that.
I'll remember that you think that the appropriate response to all of that is to just lay down and take it.
And I'm gonna let you do that.
Okay?
Whereas, you know, before I might stand shoulder to shoulder with you and fight with you on your behalf.
I have found out that you don't like that kind of thing.
I have found out that you would rather, you know, join the chorus of people condemning me rather than to recognize that I have free speech, I have my point of view, and I'm allowed to speak them outwardly.
And to recognize that I haven't been harassing people by doing so.
I'm just making videos that you don't have to watch.
I haven't been spamming you with links to my videos.
I'm not coming into your houses and forcing you to listen to my views.
I'm not coming and imposing offensive speech on you.
You show up and you watch my videos and then you cry about it like retarded faggots.
You cry about it.
As though I've done something to you.
Absolutely fucking not.
You know, stop being a retarded faggot.
You know, stop watching my shit and getting upset about it.
And stop getting upset and pearl clutching because I use some vulgar language and I say things like I don't like Jews.
Oh no, I have to like Jews, don't I?
I have to, it's fucking required.
You see, that's the subtext of this all is that I don't even get to say I don't like them.
Even when I'm qualifying my reasons why I don't like them, even when I can give you clip after clip after clip of things that are a really good representation of why I don't like them.
You think I'm not entitled to disliking them.
That's the subtext.
But again, you're completely silent about what happens to my people.
You're completely silent about what's happening to my nation, my history, my heritage, my race, you don't give a fuck about that.
Just let me dare to say I don't like Jews.
Then you'll get up in arms.
Yeah.
Just let me dare to say that I care about my own people above all others, and you won't fucking be able to take it.
But do you know why I came to feel this way?
It's because who else is going to?
Huh?
While everybody else rallies around brat brown people and black people and Jews, any time the slightest perceived offense occurs towards them, you'll rally around them and you wax philosophical and you spew out your sympathies and your histrionics and you make a big show and display of your Christian love and everything like that, and nobody stands up for us.
So guess what?
That means some of us have to.
And for those of us that have to, we have to prioritize our own people because again, no one else is going to do it.
We don't have allies.
We don't have special interest groups.
We don't have these things.
The other groups have them.
And I'm supposed to just continue caring about them and their plight and their problems anytime something happens to them.
Or anytime something about their situation isn't ideal.
And so I'll not be made to be ashamed by deciding to prioritize my own people above the others.
It's I have to.
It's strictly necessary.
You know, if if it was actually reciprocal, if we actually had each other's backs, then you know, I wouldn't necessarily have to be so singular in my concern.
I wouldn't have to be so dismissive about other people's and their problems.
I don't have the time to focus on their problems.
I don't have the time to redress their grievances uh of anything that has happened to them, whether it's real or imagined.
I don't have the time.
They're not devoting any of their time, energy, or resources to my problems.
Most of the time they won't even acknowledge that we have problems.
Ha ha ha, Whitey.
You're just losing your privilege.
No.
And so when that's the environment in which I find myself, don't be surprised when I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna stick with my own people.
Yeah, I'd rather just live with my own people.
Because this shit isn't worth it.
Stop telling me that I have to embrace multiracial globalism, some borderless, deracinated economic zone, chucked with whoever just wants to show up.
And I'm supposed to just accept that.
And you tell me that that's Christian love and Christian virtue.
You see, this is exactly what sent me away from Christianity to begin with.
And I do fear that it's exactly what's going to continue to place me at odds with the majority of Christianity, like 99% plus.
It'll leave me the odd one standing out.
And it is what it is.
I'm not gonna back down on these things because I care about them, and uh apparently nobody else does.
You know, so some of us have to speak out.
And if it's not gonna be the pastors from their pulpits, because it's not, then it's gonna have to be me.
Ha ha fuck you.
Because what are what are our options?
And meanwhile, people are scared to speak their minds.
Gee, I wonder why.
Because any anytime somebody actually has the nerve to come out and say something and just rain hellfire down on them.
I can't tell you how many people have reached out to me and expressed that they're really glad I've come out and said something, that they think and feel the same way, that they really resonate with it, that they really respect that I've come out and done this, and they describe me in terms of having great courage or whatever.
I don't know.
I've never built myself that way.
But the fact of the matter is a lot of people are scared to come out and speak their mind.
I wonder why.
The chilling effect on free speech.
But the sad thing is that there's a lot of people that pretend to believe in free speech.
They join right along with the leftoids in condemning me.
You know, it's free speech for me, but not for thee.
And it really comes down to that.
And so that's part of why I decide to be more caustic and offensive in my message.
Because fuck you.
That's why.
Because fuck you.
Uh, because I'm sick of this pussyfooting around, I'm sick of how people have been scared into silence, I'm sick of the chilling effect on free speech, and I'm sick of all the fucking pearl clutching.
Acknowledge these problems first if you want to pro clutch around me.
Acknowledge these issues, treat them as serious, stop fucking gaslighting me and stop trying to shame me.
It's not gonna work, I'm shameless.
They just stop.
And fuck off.
So that's why I have to do this.
Um I'm I'm really tired of it.
I'm tired of being told not to be angry.
I am angry.
And fuck you if you're not.
Fuck you if you're not.
I'm not the one with a moral failing because I'm angry.
You're the one with the moral failing because you sit by and do fucking nothing as all this shit happens.
That's if you even acknowledge it.
That's if you're not clapping along seeing it happening.
So yeah, I'm gonna keep doing this.
And no matter who it offends.
Um I'm gonna keep being mad, I can't help it.
You know, some people say, well, that's not godly.
Well, okay, well, look, I've gone in prayer and I've said to God himself, hey, look, if there's something wrong with this feeling of anger in me, you're basically gonna have to do a spiritual lobotomy on me.
You're gonna have to just turn it off because I have every reason to be angry, every reason, and I have no reason to forgive at all.
Not with something that's still happening, it's still unfolding.
It's an agenda that goes full steam ahead by a bunch of cackling communists that don't feel bad about it.
They think it's funny, and you're telling me to forgive them.
That's suicide.
That is individual and collective suicide, and fuck you for demanding that out of me.
Fuck you for making that some standard of righteousness.
Fuck you for acting like I have to get that thing right.
Everything else, well, you know, people can people can have their differences or you know, well, people have their struggles or whatever, but not this one.
I'm not allowed to have this one.
You'd fucking up in arms about it.
Yeah, Christians and left toids alike, up in arms about it.
Um, fuck you, you know, but especially the Christians.
I expect this shit out of leftoids.
I expect it.
I can't say I'm surprised to see it out of a bunch of Christians, but I do think it is especially shameful.
I do.
Um, and you should really cut that shit out.
And until you can cut that shit out, well, I'm just gonna have to keep on pressing on, you know, even if it hurts your feelings, even if you think it's ungodly or whatever.
Uh to me, letting all this happen is ungodly.
To me, letting our people slide off into oblivion and doing fucking nothing about it in the name of goodness.
That's evil.
That's the height of evil.
Don't expect me to get on board with that.
Fuck you for demanding that out of me.
Fuck you for not being mad, and fuck you for expecting me not to be mad.
For treating me like I have some sort of problem for being mad.
What's wrong with you?
How fucking broken are you?
Do you realize we have a bunch of kids that are taking like pills and getting surgeries to permanently alter their bodies and be sterilized?
Do you realize that we've had like sixty-eight million abortions in this country?
Uh you know, do you realize that we've been Getting replaced by foreigners who are taught to hate us.
Do you realize that white kids are being given a guilt complex in schools?
Do you realize that there are a lot of really hostile entities that want to completely rip this country to pieces?
And you're not mad.
And you expect me to not be mad, shame on you.
Shame on you.
I'm not going to be ashamed.
I am shameless.
And I'm not going to be ashamed, but you should be ashamed.
You should be.
Yeah, because it is shameful.
And so I'm not going to stop.
I'm not going to stop being mad.
Um, you know, and I even flirted with, I don't know.
I mean, maybe I should step away from national socialism.
I'm not sure if it's very compatible with you.
No, no, no.
I'm still going to be national socialist.
I can't help it.
I can't help it.
I can't help but believe that it is the antidote for these issues.
Okay.
So, you know, by all means, go ahead, sit around, have your raptureitis and just think that Jesus is gonna life light us out of all of our problems, and that way you don't even have to acknowledge them or take any responsibility for them.
You can just write out the fucking clock.
You go ahead and do that shit.
But I am gearing up for something else, okay?
Because I still have to take it seriously that maybe there will be a tomorrow.
Maybe there will be a 10 years from now, a hundred, a thousand years from now.
I don't know.
But I do know that letting my people slide off into oblivion is not an option.
The existence of our people is non-negotiable.
It's absolutely non-negotiable.
And so I'm gonna do what I think is necessary to secure our existence and a future for white children.
And if I find that uh what you suggest is inadequate, if I find that what you suggest has helped lead us to ruin, well, I'm going to go with a different option.
And so um, the option that I choose is National Socialism because it's not fucking around.
Okay, it's the cleanup crew.
And it restores order and it deals with and acknowledges all of the social and economic and racial ills to which I refer.
Um, unlike most of you.
You know, most people, I can't even get them to acknowledge the problem.
I ended up becoming a national socialist because I want our issues addressed in a very drastic way.
Once you let messes get this bad, it requires increasingly invasive measures to deal with them.
You know, it's kind of like if you let cancer get out of control in a body.
Well, you're lucky if you're gonna be able to restore that body to health, but your only hope is going to be using very invasive drastic measures.
You know, it's gonna involve radiation and surgery and all of this shit.
Um, well, you know, same here.
If you let society go to shit this bad, don't get mad at me when the solution's gonna end up being a little ugly.
That's not my fucking fault.
Maybe don't let things get this bad, huh?
Did you ever consider that?
Maybe don't let society go to shit first.
So fuck you when some of us turn around and go, well, things have gone to shit.
Looks like we're gonna have to do something serious.
Looks like voting's probably not gonna caught it.
And you're gonna fucking vilify me.
Fuck you.
You're worse than a villain.
You're just an extra that just sits by and lets it all happen.
And uh, and I don't respect that.
I can't tolerate it.
I'll have nothing to do with it, and I don't care how unpopular it makes me.
I really don't.
I don't care what people think about me, I don't care how much they vilify me.
I've already paid a serious price for this stuff, I really have.
And I'm just gonna keep on going because what what what's my choice?
If I'm this vexed by all these problems, you know, if if I am aware of these problems and I'm consumed by these problems in part because people aren't taking them seriously, what else am I supposed to do?
Just fold?
I'm not gonna do it.
I'm not gonna just fold.
And uh at this point, I'm too pissed off, right?
I have I have too much spite to just fold.
You know, there's days where I don't feel like doing this, but then I go, ha ha ha, but you can spite those fuckers, just do it.
Spite them, you know, and some day some days that's what gets me to sit down in front of a camera.
Today's one of those days, right?
I didn't really care to sit down and record, but I had this rant just bouncing around in my mind, and I just found myself gritting my teeth, and I'm like, Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's time.
When I'm getting my teeth over something, that's when I know it's time to sit down and press record.
Yeah, and this was one of those times.
Um, so I just wanted to share my thoughts on why I'm mad, why I continue to be mad, and while I'll not be ashamed for it and not listen to anybody trying to shame me for it or condemn me for it.
Fuck you.
I condemn you.
Shame on you.
I'm not ashamed.
I'm shameless.
I am the shameless spirit.
Anyway, folks, I hope you're doing well today.
Um, I always fail to ask because I'm horrible at self-promotion, apparently, to go subscribe to my ex at shameless burgh just to make sure that we can stay in contact with whatever may happen to this channel.
Um, of course, you know, donations, merch, these things are always available.
I'm just really bad about spamming that shit.
Um, but I appreciate your guys' support.
You guys have shown me a lot of love and support.
I've been pretty amazed by all the people that have reached out to me, donated, written to me.
Um, it's been nice.
I'm very grateful for it.
And I could have never anticipated that in the midst of so much ugliness that there would be quite so many people reaching out to show me love and support and kindness.
So thank you.
And so, you know, if you're offended by this message, yeah, tough titties.
It is what it is.
I'm offended.
I'm offended, I'm offended by all the shit that's going on.
You know, I'm offended that people seem to not care about it.
Did you know that not just you being offended is what counts in this world?
Like, there's not just certain people being offended where it counts.
Other people might be offended too and have their own reasons.
Not that you're fucking listening.
I'm offended.
And by every last one of these shit stains that decided to kick up dust in my life, like the fucking traitors next door.
Dykes.
Fucking dykes.
I don't know if you're still hate watching my videos.
I'm not sure.
But if you are, fuck you, you fucking dykes.
I just want to throw that out there.
I also said I was gonna try to be less vulgar, but that's just not gonna work out.
Because you know what?
I get on camera and I'm authentic.
I get on camera and I'm real.
The whole point of it is just to get on and be real as fuck.
And guess what?
When I'm being very real, well, it's gonna be expletive laced most of the time if I'm pissed off, which I am.
Um so I tried to dial it back.
I made it less than 48 hours and fuck it, basically.
Fuck it.
Because you know what?
I don't even actually believe in bad words.
I don't think there is such a thing.
I think it's just this weird societal custom that we have where there's just some arbitrary list of words that you're supposedly not supposed to say.
I don't believe in it.
I don't think it's real.
And you know, I'm I'm not gonna be able to pull it off, you know, removing all vulgarity.
It's not gonna happen.
I can't do that and be real at the same time.
So anyway, folks, uh, I appreciate you listening in.
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