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Aug. 4, 2025 - Shameless Sperg - Chris Booth

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PSA: Shameless Sperg refuses to quit.

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	Hi folks, I am the Shameless Berg.
	So I'm making this video today because I want to address all my friends and supporters who have been following me along the way and are aware of this shit storm that has occurred.
	I still exist.
	I'm still going to speak my mind.
	I'm still going to speak the truth.
	I'm not sorry for anything I said.
	I'm not sorry for anything I've done.
	I meant every word.
	And I will mean every word that I say from here on out too.
	I know that it offends people.
	I've been offending people my entire life with my thoughts and opinions.
	I've always gravitated towards truths that are very controversial.
	But doesn't the truth tend to be, at any given time and place in history, controversial?
	So I just want to say unequivocally that it is still White Boy Summer, okay?
	That shit didn't end.
	It's still White Boy Summer, and I'm still going to talk my shit, and I don't care whose feelings it hurts.
	But it's too late anyway.
	What are you, what are you people going to fucking do?
	You think I'm going to apologize?
	You think I'm going to take it back?
	Even if I did, it wouldn't make a difference.
	I've seen how you people work.
	It's just blood in the fucking water.
	You'll burn someone's life down, and then even when they come crawling and grovelling, and oh, I'm so sorry, and doing the Maoist fucking struggle session confessional thing to just try to eke a little mercy out of the mob, they don't get it.
	You know, they're still left high and dry, and then they can't even look themselves in the mirror anymore because they were too f afraid to speak their mind and to stand by what they said.
	Well, let me just make this very fucking clear to anyone who may be stopping by looking me up as a result of the Guardian article, whether you're international, you know, across the seas, or whether you're local, I'm not going to stop.
	I'm going to speak my mind.
	I know you don't like it and I don't fucking care.
	I know you don't like me and I don't fucking care.
	Because you know what?
	I have to actually esteem you to esteem your opinions.
	And I don't esteem you and I don't esteem your opinions.
	So do you think all this is going to make me care about you?
	Do you think all this is going to make me sympathetic to you and your causes and your issues?
	Do you think this is going to make me care about non whites all of a sudden, do you think that this is going to make me back off my belief that natural law is the only sane way to construct a society?
	No, I'm not going to back off on any of that shit.
	So I know you're going to run your mouth.
	I know that you people are going to run with it like crazy and you're going to try to drag me and my family through the mud as much as possible because that's how you fucking work.
	Listen, you motherfuckers pretend to believe in freedom, but you don't.
	You don't fucking really, okay?
	Because the bottom line is this.
	When someone comes out with a message like mine and they have the nerve to fucking say it, see what happens.
	See what happens.
	You'll find out real quick who really believes in freedom and who doesn't.
	You'll find out real quick who actually supports your right to speak your mind and who doesn't.?
	They'll make that very clear.
	And then the people around you in your personal life, they'll reveal their true colors too.
	Some of them will be friends and some of them won't.
	By the way, never trust a faggot, okay?
	So, you know, there's been a couple of faggots that have been family friends for a long time.
	Um, before I ever came into the picture, okay?
	They're like, they're family friends on my wife's side, um, and they're fucking faggots, okay?
	Dykes, dike pitches.
	And I've never been ugly to them before.
	Never have I been ugly to them.
	I have treated them well.
	I've been cordial.
	I've been generous.
	We have gotten along with each other pretty well.
	Um, even though, obviously, I disagree with their lifestyle and I disagree with their politics, you know, since they were a part of the picture.ture and there's nothing I can do about that.
	I just tried to look beyond some of my issues.
	I tried to see the good in them, you know, and I figured, well, we can work with that.
	We can at least have a peaceful relationship.
	Not fucking more.
	And now, mind you, they're pretty much our neighbors, okay?
	So instead of kind of letting things flow over a little bit locally, they decided to take the article and spread it around to everyone that we know.
	And when I called them out on this, saying, like, look, I don't care what you think about me.
	I don't care what anyone thinks about me.
	The fact of the matter is, I made videos where I spoke legally protected speech.
	I just shared my mind.
	I didn't do or say anything illegal.
	And so I was like, you know, please, for the love of God., can you just stop trying to spread the article around locally to everyone that we know so that this can blow over sooner rather than later?
	Oh no, you brought this on yourself.
	Ah.
	Listen, you fucking dike bitch.
	Because you might look me up or your friends or your family, and here's the deal.
	You're fucking faggots.
	You're fucking dykes, and basically you exist for no reason.
	You're not reproductive, although you have a like a creepy interest in children.
	Like you keep all this stuff around like you want children around.
	Pretty creepy actually.
	And statistically speaking, you guys are much more likely to be pedophiles than anyone else.
	And it really does look awfully suspicious when you have such a keen interest in having people's kids around you.
	You have a playground set up up and all these toys set up for all the kids you don't have and never will have.
	What do you exist for?
	You exist for pleasure and consumption.
	That's it.
	There's no other point to your lives.
	You're not making any other kind of contribution.
	You're just riding out the clock, okay?
	So you want to be ugly to me, I'll be fucking ugly to you too.
	Fuck you, you fucking faggots.
	Fuck you.
	I'm not sorry.
	Now, you guys have pretended to care about freedom, but the only freedom that you care about is the freedom to be a fucking degenerate.
	That's it.
	You don't care about freedom of speech.
	You don't care about the actual fundamental freedoms upon which this republic was founded and what really makes it operate.
	By the way, it's not munching carpet and butt sex, okay?
	That's not what American Liberty is actually about.
	What American Liberty is actually about is I may disagree with what you have to say, but I would defend to the death your right to say it.
	Well, listen here, faggots.
	I wouldn't defend you in any situation at this point.
	Whatever comes your way, I don't give a fuck.
	So I just wanted to put that out there too, as a little bit of a PSA.
	I wouldn't choose to bring sodomites into my life, but you know, if you're there, I'll at least try to be peaceable with you, because I tend not to be ugly to people.
	It's not that I'm even being fake.
	Like, I can be genuinely decent to anyone who's polite to me, at least, who's friendly, even if I disagree with you.
	But when push comes to shove and you're willing to make life harder for my family, my wife, my children.
	in order to stick it to me and you want to project and lay blame on me like there's some causal relationship between me making offensive videos and you trying to burn my life down, fuck you.
	Fuck you.
	You're trying to excuse your own evil.
	That's what you're doing.
	You're trying to excuse your own evil.
	So you can tell me all day long, you brought this down upon yourself.
	No, sure, did I draw the ire of the left wing and a bunch of shitheads?
	Of course.
	That was inevitable.
	I don't give a fuck about that.
	But the fact that you yourselves would participate in helping to spread the Dachshund campaign and do this journalist's work for him, it's fucking pathetic.
	And you should be ashamed of yourselves.
	I'm not ashamed.
	I'm the shameless spurg.
	I'm not fucking ashamed at all, but you should be.
	So for me to you, stay out of my fucking life forever.
	And if you have a problem with me, if you're in my personal life, you're a friend or family member, and you're looking up right now to see, oh, what does he have to say?
	If you don't support my right to speak freely, if you want my family to dissolve, if you want my marriage to break up over it, fuck yourselves, and never talk to me again, you're not welcome, you're not welcome around me or my children.
	Ever.
	I don't give a fuck who you are.
	Because unlike me just sharing my ideology in a nonviolent way where I'm not inciting harassment or violence against anyone, what you're doing, them's fighting words.
	Them's fighting words.
	I'm not evil for standing for my own people.
	I'm not evil for standing against people that are against my people.
	That doesn't make me evil.
	My beliefs and the fact that I had the nerve to speak them out loud doesn't make me evil.
	But if I have to be the monster in your story and I have to be the villain in your story, fucking fine.
	It's nothing new anyway.
	You whole crowd of people have been denouncing and damning anyone to the right of Mao for a long time.
	What, so you think this is new?
	You think that this is going to change how I feel about anything or change how I think or operate?
	What do you think made me into this?
	What do you think made me embrace a fully authoritarian model of society?
	Shit like this.
	It was shit like this, I'llve had a lot of really amazing people from all over the world rallying behind me and showing me their support, both in terms of the words that they have had to say to me as well as donations and things like that.
	You guys have been really good to me.
	And you guys have done a really good job of letting me know that I'm not totally alone in all this.
	That what's happening to me actually matters to you.
	What's happening to my family actually matters to you.
	In the end, I actually think I have a lot more allies than enemies.
	I think most people have the attention span of a goldfish and it inevitably will blow over at some point.
	But thanks to liberal do good or fags and dykes, it's just going to get dragged out a little bit longer than I was hoping.
	Now, all that being said, I'm still going to make content.
	I'll be uploading to Rumble and Odyssey.
	and GoMTV and maybe some others.
	I'm not prepared to do that right now because I've got a lot of shit to deal with.
	I've got a whole mess on my hands, but it'll be all right.
	If these people think that I've given up and if these people think that I'm going to stop and if these people think that I'm going to shut up, they're dead fucking wrong.
	Fuck you all.
	Fuck you forever.
	I'd rather die.
	Fuck you.
	And if you want to try to arrange my death, come on through.
	Come on through bitch.
	And so I'm seeing a lot of people online asking where can I even find him?
	You know, where is he?
	I have obviously made myself hard to reach on purpose.
	I've been hard to reach all this time.
	On purpose.
	That being said, look me up online at Shamelessburg.
	The accounts that I have at different places are under the same handle.
	So, for example, on X at Shamelessburg.
	Now, mind you, I'm reviewing each account that requests to follow me because I have a lot of disingenuous, bad actors that want to follow me just so they can hopefully like continue to grab statements or comments from me so they can spread that shit around.
	I'm not ashamed of any of that shit, but what I don't want is to give them fresh material to keep it moving.
	So I need things to die down just a little bit before I start posting more on my ex and before I open the door to the public again.
	So until then, if you want to follow me and stay posted on updates on what I'm doing, what's going on, find me on X at ShamelessBurg, but keep in mind, if I can't tell that you're an obvious dissident, I won't be able to accept your follow request.
	I did make an exceptiontion for one person who went over to my buy me a coffee, made a small donation and left me a message there to let me know, hey, you know, I'm here for you.
	How can I follow you on X?
	Whatever.
	This was after I had declined her request a few times because her X account didn't really give me enough information to feel comfortable accepting it.
	So obviously in that event I went back and was like, okay, you know, you can give me a follow.
	But other than that, you know, if you have no posts, if your account is locked, if your account was created in August, or if you have not made it otherwise obvious that you're a dissident and a friendly, I can't accept followers right now.
	I have some local people that are enemies that are trying to follow my ex.
	Not going to happen.
	By the way, locals, I'm not a monster for my beliefs.
	I'm not a monster for holding these beliefs and deciding to make videos where I express them.
	You fucking people are monsters for trying to participate in a doxing and smear campaign against my wife.
	For trying to defame her and drag her through the mud.
	So we're collecting all this evidence because it's actually spilling over into illegal territory.
	Because it's more than just doxing now.
	Like this state doesn't have doxing laws really.
	But malicious communications, the sort of willful spreading of personal information with obvious intent to bring harm to my family, and the constant death rates that are coming towards my wife.
	Again, because I'm virtually unreachable, like nobody has really been reaching out to me personally.
	Happy luck.
	Unfortunately, my wife has more of a public presence where she's more known about, so she's been an easy target just to try to stick it to me.
	So I just want you to know that you people over my freedom of speech are happy to try to make things hard for a wife and kids that had nothing to do with this.
	And you can say all day long, well, it's your fault.
	Fuck you.
	Nobody's making you do that.
	Okay?
	There's no consequential relationship between me saying that and you doing that.
	There's no causal relationship.
	I don't do this and it just magically causes you to do this.
	No.
	You're making a choice to be malicious.
	You're making a decision and you're not going to project that on me just because you don't like my my fucking views.
	You're the fucking monster.
	And I'm going to remember that shit.
	I will never forget or forgive it.
	It doesn't fucking matter what you do or say.
	I will never forgive you.
	I will never, ever fucking forgive you.
	At all.
	You know, and by the way, supporting someone's right to say things means that you also support their right to still maintain some privacy and to not be doxed and harassed and hounded and treated like shit by a bunch of people.
	And slandered and defamed and had a bunch of shit made up about them.
	You don't believe in freedom of speech.
	If you're on board with any of that shit, you are a lying shitbag.
	You are a dishonest son of a bitch.
	And you have no fucking principles.
	And you should fuck yourself in the face.
	You know?
	If I have to be the monster in your story, I don't give a fuck, I'll do it in style.
	I will do it in style and with pride if I have to be the monster in your story, I don't give a fuck.
	But what you people are doing to innocent people over it, it's not called for.
	I don't care how offended you are by my views.
	I don't care how bad you think my views are.
	I don't care if you think I'm the devil incarnate because I believe in National Socialism.
	It doesn't matter.
	It doesn't matter.
	You think that you have the right to do this to them because you're evil.
	You're evil and you have been given the pass to do horrible things to people for their thought crimes, for their speech crimes, which are not crimes, by the way, I have free speech.
	You have been given the permission and the approval to do evil things in the name of virtue, in the name of equity.
	To do evil and cruel things in the name of goodness.
	And you have taken that mantle upon yourselves as though you yourselves are moral arbiters, but you're not.
	So here's what I have to say to you fucking people.
	Weimar problems require Weimar solutions.
	And when we win, I don't know when that will be exactly, but it's going to happen.
	When we win, we will remember.
	We'll remember.
	We'll remember how casual you were about all this shit.
	We'll remember how treacherous you were.
	We'll remember the betrayals over just my opinions and my speech.
	I'll remember all that shit.
	So you can ride your little high right now, and you can feel powerful, and you can feel like you're some sort of hero or freedom fighter, but you're not.
	You're actually just worthless fucking piece of shit and a waste of life.
	That's what you are.
	And so go ahead and spread that shit around too.
	I mean, if any of you really feel justified in doing this, I don't avow what I just said about you at all.
	It's exactly how I feel.
	That's exactly what I think.
	You're fucking the scum of the earth.
	You're garbage.
	My thoughts and my opinions don't make me bad.
	If I've never treated you badly, if I've never spoken to you badly, if I've never taken anything, caused you any harm, any damage, and if I've been friendly and cordial and even generous, if I've offered reciprocity and doing favors and having each other's back, and then you find out about my views and you think that you can participate in burning my life down and feeling good about it, fuck you.
	You're worthless.
	You're scum.
	You're trash.
	And so just remember, folks, be careful you trust.
	I never really trusted them.
	I just kind of tolerated them it because they were part of the picture before I ever came.
	The reason I don't trust Fags and Dykes is because of shit like this.
	Because they'll be nice in your face with the moment you offend them or the moment they even hear that you have an offensive point of view, even if it wasn't directed at them.
	They'll turn against you.
	They'll betray you.
	They'll be happy.
	You know, they'll be happy to help participate in trying to burn your life down.
	Don't trust Fags.
	Remember that they only care about the freedom to be degenerates.
	They don't care about real freedom.
	Well, folks, I appreciate all the support.
	I would upload this to YouTube if I could, but I'm like nuked off that platform so much that there's no way for me to even start an account again.
	Inevitable, of course.
	So just give me a follow on X and I will keep you updated on links.
	You can look me up on Rumble, you can look me up on Odyssey, and you can look me up on GoMTV under ShamelessBurg.
	You'll find me.
	You'll find me.
	I don't have a lot of content up right now because I'm just not ready to go live with it again yet, but I'm going to re upload some of my better, harder hitting videos soon, and then I'll upload some new content soon as well.
	But in the meantime, I just really need to get my head clear.
	I have to make sure that we're tightened down on security, which we are.
	And I just have to be there for my family.
	I know there's a lot of cackling comics out there that I'm sure are having great fun and everything.
	And you probably think that you've broken me, but you haven't.
	When you do this stuff, it just makes me hate you more.
	It makes me realize how right I am about you.
	It makes me realize how important it is for me to speak out while I can.
	It makes me realize how important it is for me to denounce you and to stand against you.
	All you've done is make me realize that I've made the right choice.
	You've made me realize that my worldview is correct.
	And you've made me want it more than ever.
	And I'm not going to give up, okay?
	So for all your fucking shit talking, remember this.
	Listen to me.
	Before YouTube gassed me, over a quarter million people heard my video about why I don't like Jews part two.
	And a bunch of people got red pilled about them.
	And there's just no way to take that away.
	There's no way to take it back.
	What do you think my goal really was?
	It was to spread ideas.
	It was to plant seeds.
	And that's what I did.
	You can't unplant the seeds.
	You can't pull up the roots.
	It's too late for that.
	So run and talk your shit.it, but my videos are gonna be circulating on the internet forever, and I'm fine with it, because I stand by every fucking word I said.
	I'd say it all again.
	So instead, I'll just let the videos circulating around say it for me.
	It's not going to go anywhere.
	People are still gonna get red pelled by it.
	And for all you little shitty waste of life, more people are gonna hear what I have to say than you.
	And I would say be cautious about all this shit that you're flinging, okay?
	Because I have personal information available to me as well.
	And here's the thing.
	I got a kind of big audience, if you know what I'm saying.
	So, you know, be careful.
	You know, that's all.
	Oh, I know how to spread information too.
	And I have a quiet a lot of people listening to me that I can spread it to.
	Some of them much more advanced in their understanding of technology.
	People that would be willing to rock the boat a little.
	For my sake.
	So for all that talk of consequences, where you think I deserve all this shit for my free speech, hey, I'm taking notes.
	I'm taking notes.
	Okay?
	I know that you think that I'm the only one that's going to pay.
	It's not true.
	Because sooner or later, when we win, these scores are all going to get settled.
	Trust me.
	And by the way, we're going to burn your books again, faggot.
	Anyway, I appreciate the love and support.
	You know, if you're one of those insane people that can't support my free speech, and you think that I deserve to have my life ruined over it, and you like to make excuses.
	to excuse your actual evil doings.
	Fuck yourself.
	This isn't an evil doing.
	I'm just making videos, okay?
	I haven't done anything.
	I haven't called for violence.
	I haven't called for harassment, but you people fucking have.
	You people took this to a level I never did.
	All I did was express views.
	All I did was say, here's why I don't like this group.
	Here's why I don't like this group.
	Here's why I don't care about your problems.
	Here's why I'm for my people.
	Fuck you.
	You know, this was the crux of my entire channel.
	And here's some information.
	This is exactly why I don't care.
	This is exactly why I don't like them.
	See?
	Don't you agree that it didn't just come out of nowhere?
	That was the fucking crux of my entire channel to show you people, to explain how I arrived at the position I did and to just make an appeal to you.
	Say, doesn't it at least make sense?
	Eh?
	And so for those of you that have been open-minded and sort of lent me your ear for that, a lot of you have conceded that, well, yeah, actually it does make sense.
	That's all I wanted.
	That's all I ever asked for.
	Just to be heard and understood.
	And for someone to go, Yeah, I get it.
	I mean, whether you agree with me or not, you can go, Well, all right.
	Point A to point B, yeah, makes sense.
	That's all I wanted.
	You know, instead I've attracted some of the best and some of the worst people ever.
	So, that's fine.
	But I just wanted you guys to know that I still exist, that I'm not going anywhere, and that my family is sticking together tighter than ever.
	I know you motherfuckers think that you're going to tear us apart.
	I know there's some family members even that are doing their little speculations about this slanded divorce.ce.
	Hey, fuck yourself, bitch.
	Say it in my face.
	But you won't.
	You don't have the nerve.
	That's for people like me to have the nerve.
	No, no, you don't have the nerve for that.
	And that all being said, too, I do have like a buy me a coffee link if anyone wants to send donos.
	I'm not going to sit here and beg for your money, but hey, it's nice to get a little support, especially when all the easy YouTube ad bucks went out the window.
	It was nice, trust me.
	I couldn't believe how much money was rolling in.
	Although they're probably going to take a lot of the money, if not all of it from the past month.
	I'm not going to cry over it.
	The money was never real to me.
	The message was.
	The money was something I never expected.
	I was just like, well, I mean, that's just an extra.
	I'll just save it, set it aside.
	It'll be all good and just keep doing my mission here.
	here, focus on that.
	And so that's what I did.
	But yeah, I mean, that all being said, like, obviously it's going to help if I get some support from my community.
	I'm going to have to rely on you at this point for that.
	So whatever help that you can offer would be greatly appreciated.
	It will definitely help keep this project alive into the future.
	No, it's not going to be on YouTube.
	It was never going to be on YouTube permanently.
	You can't be a guy like me with a message like this, shoot up to 52,250 subscribers and three million views in 75 days and not get taken down.
	It's just not possible, okay?
	The moment that my Why I Don't Like Jesus Part 2 video went ultraviral, I picked up like 15,000 extra subscribers in a few days and I was like, I'm gonna be awful good.
	And I was like, oh boy, here we go.
	I mean, on the one hand it was exciting, but on the other hand I knew it.
	I'm like, this is it.
	This is going to be the time.
	This is going to be what results in the doxing.
	But do I regret making the video?
	No, because that's what I believe.
	It's how I feel.
	And in it I share a bunch of clips of, you know, rabbis talking, sharing their beliefs and just me commenting upon it.
	If you think I'm the evil guy, go review that video and see some of the stuff those rabbis are talking about.
	Holy shit.
	And if you come away from that still thinking I'm just a super bad guy because I took a stance against them, well, you're fucking depraved and mentally ill too.
	You know, and I'll paint you with the same brush I'm painting them.
	If you're going to aid and bet that stuff.
	Get fucked.
	Fuck yourself.
	So I don't care if I have to end up being the last man standing.
	I don't care if the whole fucking world turns against me.
	I'm used to people turning against me.
	You know, when I was younger it was religion and then today it's been politics or racial issues and stuff like that.
	And I'm not whining about it.
	I'm just saying I'm used to it.
	I'm accustomed to it.
	I'm used to people turning away from me over just my thoughts and beliefs and that's it.
	Not my actions or how I treat them, just what I think and say.
	And so I've had a lot of practice.
	I'm really used to it.
	It doesn't mean anything to me and I'm unmoved.
	I'm completely unmoved.
	In myself, I'm unmoved.
	Obviously, I'm worried for people around me.
	Of course, I have the means of keeping them safe, okay?
	Like, I'm not a soft target, you know what I mean?
	But yeah, since a lot of things are on lockdown and I'm kind of lying low, I'm asking my audience here to take this video and help spread it around.
	I am going to open my XPEC up to the public eventually and I will start uploading a lot more content.
	I just need there to be less attention on me and my family and my accounts, that's all.
	It's not that I'm ashamed or would take back anything.
	I just don't, I don't want it to be that easily accessible right now.
	I don't want a bunch of crazy people flooding to my content and trying to, you know, get every clip they can out of it and do all this bullshit.
	I'm not going to make that easy for them, okay?
	But that doesn't mean I'm done.
	I'm not fu done.
	I'm not.
	Hey, people, you think I'm done?
	Fuck you, I'm not done.
	Okay?
	I'm not done.
	Because you know what?
	Fuck you.
	It's still white boy summer.
	It's still fucking white boy summer.
	So fuck yourself.
	Fuck yourself.
	I'm gonna stay doing what I do.
	I'm gonna stay speaking my mind.
	And I'm gonna tell you what.
	For all you fucking stupid faggots out there, including those that turn against me in my personal life, I've got a bunch of people around the world that are behind me, that rally behind me, that have my back, that support me.
	I have more people standing by me than you'll ever have standing by yourself.
	Because I actually said something that was worth saying, and I had the nerve and the courage to do it.
	And I'd rather live a day as a lion than like a thousand years as a sheep.
	I'm not ashamed, I'm not sorry, I don't take it back.
	I would say it all again.
	And I'd probably say it all worse, you know, since I'm not on YouTube.
	Like I can say fuck you, faggot.
	And I mean, fuck you, faggot.
	Faggot.
	We're gonna burn your books again, faggot.
	Fuck you.
	I don't have to play around at this point.
	I don't have to play around.
	So it's gonna be gloves off now.
	But what are you gonna do?
	I've already come out and said I'm racist.
	I have antisemitic views and I believe in national socialism.
	It doesn't get worse than that.
	So whatever.
	Fuck you, faggot.
	Yo, you want to quote me on that?
	Oh, he said, faggot.
	Yeah, I did.
	Fuck you, faggot.
	So anyway, to my true friends and some of the people in the family that have my back and support me, you know who you are.
	I appreciate that.
	I appreciate that and I'm not gonna give up on this or elsese it was all for nothing.
	And it most certainly wasn't, all for nothing.
	I have something to say to this world and I'm not finished fucking saying it.
	So you're gonna have to take me physically out if you want me to shut up.
	And that might happen one day.
	I would die for this.
	I appreciate all the love and support.
	I appreciate that you guys haven't given up on me.
	And you're really convincing me that it would be foolish for me to give up.
	You've convinced me that I've made the right choice, even though this is hard.
	Even though hell fire is being rained down on me and my family right now.
	You've convinced me it was worth it.
	You convinced me I did the right thing.
	Because you guys validated that I did what I set out to do.
	What I set out to do wasn't necessarily get fifty thousand plus subscribers and all this crazy shit.
	No, what I wanted to do is I just wanted to be heard.
	I wanted to be understood.
	I wanted to get a fair hearing.
	A lot of people are not interested in a fair hearing, obviously.
	And I had the hope that I could help spread awareness and raise focused consciousness.
	Because here's the fact of the matter is this, I am primarily motivated by love.
	I have a love of folk.
	My hatred stems directly from feeling that they're threatened by these things.
	So I hate those things because they threaten them.
	If I feel they threaten their identity, destiny, self determination, autonomy, then I hate it.
	It doesn't matter who you are.
	If you interfere with any of that shit, I hate you.
	If you interfere with my freedom of speech, I hate you.
	It's not it's simple, okay?
	And once I hate you, I'm just your enemy forever.
	That's it.
	I'm not going to be sorry.
	Maybe sorry.
	I don't give a fuck what you think about me.
	Most of you people are fucking retards anyway.
	You know how much of the population doesn't even have internal monologue and I'm supposed to be concerned with what they think about me?
	Do they think?
	I mean, can they formulate thoughts verbally?
	Or is it just some weird little visual impulse in their head where they just have a feel?
	I don't know.
	Either way, it's clear to me that there's a lot of people out there that don't have sentience.
	Very, very obvious to me.
	Well, I could ramble on for days and days.
	My head's kind of been in a little bit of tailspin.
	It's been a little chaotic.
	You know, my sleep is a little spotted, but I'm doing okay.
	I am doing okay.
	And I honestly look forward to kind of moving on.
	And I look forward to creating new content without the added stress of being on YouTube.
	I can't lie to you.
	Being this guy on YouTube was really stressful, and not least because I'm like a hermit by nature, usually pretty introverted, believe it or not.
	But having so many eyes on me, saying what I was saying, speaking the truth, knowing that to speak that truth is a real risk right now.
	I had to do it.
	There was no other way for me.
	I had to do it.
	I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if I didn't.
	I can weather many storms.
	I've gone through a lot of things with people in my life anyway.
	People closest to you that will turn against you.
	Mothers, fathers.
	I've gone through the ringer with it.
	So yeah, in some odd way, it comes as a relief to be banned off YouTube.
	I can say that like a doxing is not exactly a relief.
	Like, I'll be relieved once it blows over a little bit.
	And it does.
	I've been watching content creators, dissident personalities get doxed for years and years and years.
	And it always does simmer down.
	It always does end up honing down, however long that may take.
	So I'm biting my time, but I'm not going to stop.
	They're not going to make me stop.
	Yeah, besides I'm already on record saying all that stuff, what would be the point?
	I might as well just double down, go full bore and gloves off, you know?
	Believe it or not, I was kind of gloves on on YouTube.
	It may not seem like it, but I was.
	I was careful how I worded things.
	I felt that I could get a really radical message over if I was really careful how I worded things.
	And I was right about that.
	It's just that even so, no matter how careful you are, if you get that big with that kind of message on YouTube, guess what?
	Some little faggot antifa journal like Jason A. Wilson is going to end up reaching out to their media relations department before going live with his shitty article.
	It's just going to happen, okay?
	If you put your face out there like I did, it's eventually inevitable.
	I don't regret putting my face out there.
	Look, I knew, like, on a spiritual level, this task that had been put before me, I had to have my face out there for it.
	There was no other way.
	To deliver this message, I had to be willing to put my face on camera, look right into the camera and represent myself and represent my views openly, not faceless, not hiding behind a cartoon character, to look the world right in the fucking eye and to say exactly what I believe.
	So that's what I did, and that's what I'm going to continue doing.
	Why not?
	It's already out there.
	I might as well just add to it.
	I might as well expand upon it.
	I might as well turn up the heat a little bit and say fuck you faggots.
	You know what I mean?
	I'm going to have a lot more freedom and latitude on these other platforms.
	And I would say substantially most of what I'm going to talk about is going to be the same.
	Just a little spicier.
	You know, a little less with concern for community guidelines.
	So I don't have to think like a YouTuber anymore.
	I can just think like a more free content creator that's just speaking his mind.
	I had to enter into a certain mentality to do YouTube effectively.
	That had been my plan this entire time, really, was to use the fertile soil of YouTube as a launch pad for building up a following that a segment of which would be willing to follow me elsewhere.
	So I could continue my work off of YouTube and not have to worry about that shit.
	And so, to that extent, it's going according to plan.
	The doxing thing has been a little nastier than I anticipated it would be, but that's okay.
	You know, it really is part and parcel.
	If you have ideas and beliefs and feelings and truths like mine to share, you're going to pay a price, man.
	You just are.
	But I was paying a price for not saying anything.
	It was having a horrible effect on my state of mind.
	Much worse than drama.
	I can handle drama.
	The only real emotions I have felt through all this has just been concern for loved ones and then feeling deeply moved by some of the people that reached out to me.
	You know, like I had this one person under the username MintBarryCrunch who donated to me a couple of times and left the most meaningful messages I have seen since I started this channel.
	And there were messages that alone told me, Wow, you succeeded.
	You did what you were trying to do.
	And the people heard you.
	None of that was lost.
	None of it fell on deaf air.
	None of it fell to the ground.
	And it was just proof that I had done the right thing.
	No matter how hard this is, no matter how much hell these people want to put me through, I did the right thing.
	And I don't regret it.
	I don't back down.
	I don't disavow it.
	And I'm not going to take it back.
	And so, look, this is still me not calling for for harassment.
	This is still me not inciting anyone to criminal activity.
	The way I'm being treated right now by people is way more extreme than anything I said.
	I understand what I had to say was offensive, but like, so?
	You think I'm not offended by you fucking people?
	Like you faggots, for example.
	You want to talk about what?
	You've brought this down on yourself for your toxic actions.
	What fucking actions?
	I made videos.
	Videos that you don't like.
	My actual actions in this life have been nothing but good to you.
	And so you project your evil on me and you take actual actions.
	The actions that you're taking is to help spread and disseminate material to bring harm and damage and danger and reputational harm on my entire family.
	You're doing that of your own volition because you're spiteful fagots.
	And that's what spiteful fagots do.
	They should never be trusted.
	All that woohoo, love is love and the rainbows and all their fucking sickly sweet fake smiles and all their Oh, they're so nice.
	They're so what nice people.
	No.
	No.
	Deep down beneath it all, you're wicked degenerates.
	That's what you are.
	You're wicked degenerates.
	And everyone knows it.
	Sooner or later, you're going back in those closets, I'm telling you what.
	Whether it's while you're still alive or whether it's when you get thrown into hell for being a sodomite and you get thrown right into the closets of hell itself, you're going back.
	And so, you know, in the end, I don't know where all this is going.
	I just know that I have to speak my mind.
	And as surely as I knew I had to speak my mind when I started my YouTube channel, I know that I have to continue.
	I'm not done.
	And I can't stop until I know I'm done.
	And it's just not there yet.
	Will it ever be?
	I'm not sure.
	I'm not sure.
	But I'll tell you this much.
	I'm not going to stop.

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