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	It's Thursday, I guess that matters.
	I don't think it does.
	I don't think anybody cares or has for quite a while.
	Let's see.
	Yeah, it's the end of the month.
	It is, yeah, the last day of the month for me anyway.
	So, yeah, I'm just doing casual day now.
	I don't care.
	It's not Friday, but, you know, might as well be.
	Thank you.
	There's not really any point in dragging it out or, you know, fumbling around and trying to find something to say for the sake of saying it, because I just don't care.
	And, um, you know, just I started doing this as basically a kind of a bench session, like an echo, like a pressure release valve chamber thing, uh, just for my own something to do.
	Um, kind of as a hobby, and it, it, you know, kind of took off, but sort of.
	But it was, you know, it was just however I, you know, whatever I was thinking or feeling at any given time.
	And initially, there was no, you know, expectations or no audience, you know, fan base.
	You don't, you don't have anybody looking to you for anything, really.
	So as the years go on, you know, that changes.
	And you, you lose the luxury of being able to express yourself in certain ways, I guess.
	Any way that's negative, particularly.
	Because you don't get to have bad days if you're in if you're in a position like that.
	You just don't.
	If there's other people kind of relying on you or depending on you or something, that's just how it is.
	Not something they advertise on the brochure, all these people, these fucking wannabe leaders and stuff out there.
	I don't think they understand that.
	But yeah, you're not allowed to, basically, even if you are, especially if you are, you're not allowed to express that or impart that in any way because it's very destructive to the people around you, the people that are leaning on you, relying on you, or hoping you can provide something for them if you're kind of exuding that energy.
	It's just, it's so catastrophically bad.
	And in that case, it's better to just not say anything, which is basically what I've done for quite a while.
	And to be honest, I have just not enjoyed this.
	I've been forcing myself to do this for probably a year at least.
	Probably a good year or more.
	Maybe longer.
	Year and a half.
	I don't know.
	Quite a while.
	And it's not that anything anyone did or said or anything like that.
	It just, you know.
	I got to get my hands dirty.
	I am not.
	I'm not ever going to be happy just sitting around and talking in circles to I mean, you know, no offense to you guys, but the same, you know, handful of people over and over, around and around, day and day.
	It's the same thing over and over for years.
	Six, seven years I've been at this now.
	And it's largely the exact same group of people I've had for five years ago.
	Not that I'm not grateful for it and didn't appreciate it and didn't have a good time.
	It just...
	It just...
	Thank you.
	It is smashed into small, tiny bone fragments, which are now dust.
	When I step on them and try to pound them some more, the dust just wafts up into my nasal cavity and causes me to sneeze and choke and burn and stings my eyes and so on.
	That's what it feels like, you know.
	And I was doing this three nights a week for a long time because there was just a lot on my mind.
	I had a lot I wanted to get off my chest.
	There was a lot of energy and passion there that I just don't have anymore.
	To be honest.
	I just don't care.
	That's not right.
	That's not the right word.
	Not that I don't care.
	I don't see the utility.
	I don't see the purpose.
	I don't see the point.
	I don't see the upside.
	I don't see the payoff, the benefit.
	Like, why?
	You know, because if you want to make money, there's a million, there's a lot of ways you can do that.
	I can make a lot more money doing a lot of other things.
	It wasn't for that reason.
	It was because there was something more extra to it, something a little more new to it.
	There was more, there was an avenue, a kind of a road less traveled, let's say.
	And it definitely went to some interesting places.
	All the way to the Prime Minister's desk and back a couple of times.
	But, you know.
	you can, you can, um, I don't know.
	I mean, I've definitely said this before.
	You could put everything into something, into a project, into an idea, into something, but that doesn't mean you're going to get anywhere.
	You have to, if you want to, if you want to have any chance, you have to give it everything you got, or you're not going to win.
	You're not going to get where you want to go.
	So you have to do that.
	But even if you do, that doesn't guarantee anything.
	I mean, to that point, where are you trying to go?
	What are you trying to achieve or accomplish?
	Nothing.
	I had no had no real objectives or goals or anything.
	I was just mad.
	Betrayed, upset, angry, heartbroken, frustrated, all those things.
	And I still am largely to a big degree, but what does yelling into the void do about it anymore?
	It might have been refreshing, different, shocking, you know, many different adjectives you could words.
	Change of pace and tone for a lot of people five years ago, four years ago, three years ago.
	Nobody cares anymore.
	Nobody's no one, not just me, no one is listening to anyone anywhere.
	No one anywhere is listening to anything.
	Everyone everywhere is walking around in their own universe, waiting for their turn to talk and more or less totally self-obsessed.
	And it's, you know.
	It's like trying to, trying to explain this is like trying to explain.
	I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a lake that is nearly dried up.
	It's got like three feet of water in it.
	And, you know, there's a few dozen people there, you know, asking you why you're not fishing.
	It's like, I don't know how to explain why I'm not, if it's, you know, not obvious.
	Thank you.
	I'm not going to make any decision or determination right now, you know, off the cuff kind of thing about the future, how long I'm going to continue doing this, if I'm going to continue doing this or anything like that today, tonight.
	But pretty soon, I think it's going to be about that time.
	I think we've had a good run.
	I'm not here for it anymore, unfortunately.
	Maybe that'll change, but I doubt it.
	I just feel like the well has been mined or the vein has been mined.
	The well is dry.
	The crops have been harvested.
	There's just really nothing left to do here.
	And a lot of the people that I a lot, a lot of the people that I have come to know that took a lot or got a lot of enjoyment, entertainment, support, whatever out of it, they don't even listen to it anymore.
	I don't even know who I'm talking to most of the time.
	Almost all the time.
	And, you know, how long can you talk to yourself before you just go crazy?
	Okay.
	Thank you.
	It's probably not going to be one of those nights where it's going to be a lot of fun.
	I'm just going to be selfish, to be honest, because that's what this was.
	This was my personal tiny microscopic fragment of the internet where I could just say the things I wanted to say that you can't because people like me are not allowed to exist.
	No one's going to come out of their way to make sure you, to stop you from existing, necessarily, technically, sort of.
	It's more like, you know, they'll say, we're not trying to starve you to death.
	That's not happening.
	You're just every place you can buy food.
	You're just not allowed in there.
	And you can't get a hunting license and you can't and you can't and you can't and you can't and so on.
	So it's kind of really that that's what was like, it was very clear to me when I when I got out of the military that that was this was this is how it is out here now.
	And, you know, very quickly, the, you know, any opportunities or avenues or paths you could, you could take are just closing or being eroded or closed right in front of you.
	And there wasn't much left to do except this.
	I think I said years ago.
	It was, it was this or stand on the street corner with a sign, hand-painted sign, like a crazy guy used to do.
	Just stand there screaming.
	Because what else do you do?
	At least with this, you can reach some people, some thousands of people, I guess.
	But like I said, I need to get my hands dirty.
	I've always been The you know, and I always cringe when I think of myself this way because it doesn't, you know, necessarily feel true sometimes.
	It's like imposter syndrome, I guess.
	It's just, I've always been like that, but things don't always look the way you expect them to, but you know, I'm just, I'm a warrior type guy.
	That's just, I need to get in there.
	I need to, I need to have, do something that is meaningful and to me.
	And, you know, and it's challenging and has those, you know, kind of rewards on the utter end.
	But this, this isn't neither of those, any of those things anymore, if it ever was.
	It's just very, it's just sitting here watching this dumpster fire with no ability to do anything about it, you know, six, seven years of this.
	It takes a toll on you for sure.
	And the amount of people that's...
	Thank you.
	I've probably learned more about people in the last six years, seven years, since I got out of the army than the rest of my life combined, and probably the rest, you know, after today forward, probably still won't be able to compare to the lessons and the experiences I've had over the last six, years to where just you.
	Thank you.
	People are shitty.
	Generally.
	And again, I'm really grateful for all of you guys, for the audience, for the support, for the friends and everything I've gained along the way.
	But it comes at a cost.
	It's not all chocolate cakes and high-fives and rainbows and bowls of lucky charms.
	It's been a lot of bullshit that people don't see because, again, you don't talk about it.
	Why?
	That's what they want.
	You don't broadcast when your enemies are having a positive or from there and a positive effect on something you're doing.
	It just reinforces the behavior.
	It draws more attention to it.
	You just don't.
	That doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
	Thank you.
	And again, it's nothing particular.
	I don't know, man.
	It's at that stage.
	It's really hard to give a shit about the day-to-day.
	Just, you know, sitting here to say what?
	Just.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	I feel like we're all just doing it out of habit.
	I think you guys are just here out of habit.
	I'm here out of habit.
	We're all just in this routine of sitting here and commiserating in the whatever this is supposed to be, this place.
	And, you know, you draw, you do get some.
	I don't know what the right word is.
	Relief, I guess, from having a peer group, from having, from having something which to identify with, with people that, you know, share your concerns, your thoughts, your anxieties, your, you know, hopes, so on.
	But, you know.
	That's nice.
	You know, that's a nice thing to have.
	But again, it's not enough.
	I don't, I don't like, I don't want to just sit around and talk forever, which is a lot of what I've been doing for years.
	And I just...
	...you know...
	Thank you.
	And it's hard to get anywhere because nobody will work with you when you're somebody like, I'm too scary.
	I can't even, I mean, I probably will at some point.
	I'll just burn everybody because I've made many mentions over the years to like, if you, you'd be surprised, the type of people who be in my inbox and DMs and stuff and trying to get info on this or talk to that or whatever.
	But at the end of the day, 99%, I'm only just saying it's not 100 because I know me and I know like a tiny handful of other people out of hundreds, thousands that aren't just totally self-interested.
	I mean, it's an entertainment industry at the end of the day, isn't it?
	And who does that attracts people that are, you know, they like to, you know, be in be in front of a screen, be in front of a microphone, be the center of attention.
	That's not what I grew up wanting to be.
	I wanted to grow up and be a soldier until it turned out that that was bullshit, which was pretty tough to swallow.
	And this was a hobby.
	This was something I was doing because might as well, I don't know what else to do with myself right now.
	And you find yourself in a world where all these other fucking people think, you know, like we're peers or something.
	Like, no, I'm not an internet guy.
	Okay.
	I'm a real life guy basically LARPing on the internet.
	And there's a whole bunch of internet people LARPing as men who at the end are just women too.
	And they just, you know, they want clicks.
	They want profile hits.
	They want downloads.
	They want a piece of your audience.
	They want this.
	They want that.
	They want some.
	They, you know, it's all just a big fucking game of musical chairs and you know, that's fair and that's fine.
	That's the industry if you're, you know, Jimmy Fallon or something if you're doing that kind of thing.
	But it's very disheartening and speaks to how shitty the average person is that, you know, you think they would stay away from stuff that matters if you're that kind of person.
	You know, you want to just do look at me, look at me, look at me.
	Well, then go do commentating on sports.
	Go stream video games.
	Like go do, there's a million things that people can do that is just mindless entertainment, which is, that's where all the money is anyway.
	But for some reason, this kind of space is just filled up with like budget discount versions of that, where people pretend and kind of throw on a costume and occupy this space as someone who's truly, passionately, you know, concerned and devoted to the issues of our time.
	But that's not true.
	They're concerned with the fucking clicks and the views and the that kind of, you know.
	This is just the avenue they've chosen to get there.
	Because yeah, there's an audience for anything.
	If you could go get into the fucking underwater basket weaving world, I'm sure there's a whole portion of the internet dedicated to that.
	I shouldn't be shocked.
	I guess I was kind of naive.
	I was still kind of an idealist when I left the military.
	believed in a lot of things that weren't real.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	I should have known better because, hey, politicians can do it.
	Lie, pretend, put on fake fake, you know, it's say one thing, you mean something else.
	They can do it.
	They do it all the time.
	They're doing it every day and they'll continue to do it because that's who they are.
	They're pieces of shit.
	And a lot of these other people just talking on the internet, they would, they want to be politicians.
	They just don't know how.
	They don't know how to, they're just not good at it.
	They're not smart enough.
	Which is imagine.
	Imagine someone telling you, you're not smart enough to be a politician.
	You know.
	But that's largely the case.
	That's what a lot of these fucking influencer bro people are doing.
	And it's disgusting.
	Like you don't have the humility to even acknowledge, realize, internalize, or just, you know, notification read, at least.
	You don't know what the fuck you're talking about.
	A lot of them, whether you sit down, and again, I'm not speaking about anybody in particular.
	I could.
	There's fucking no shortage of them.
	It doesn't matter.
	They're all basically the same person.
	Again, it's just an avenue they found to get attention, to find some kind of success, which means money and clicks and things and views and blah, blah, blah.
	And they just persist with it, even though they don't believe in any of it.
	They don't really know what they're talking about.
	It has very real effects on the ground in our world, like all these people who are shilling for the fucking Conservative Party or shilling for the fucking PPC or any of this politics stuff.
	I spent six years, more or less.
	I might have spent a year and change.
	You know, I was like, it's worth a shot.
	And, you know, might as well.
	We didn't know what would happen, so we gave it a shot.
	I'll support these fucking purple dicks for a little while until, you know, it's all the same, you know.
	And scores of people that I've been, I guess, just mindlessly entertaining.
	I guess just mindlessly entertaining for years didn't ever hear a fucking word I said or anyone.
	And as soon as the keys are jingly, as soon as anything's shiny, they're just right back in there.
	We got to get the libs out.
	We got to vote for PP.
	Oh, Max, Bernie.
	I feel like one of those dissolute, like those teachers, you know, who just can't be bothered anymore.
	They gave up 20 years ago.
	They're just drinking at work now.
	English teachers half in the bag at 2 o'clock in the afternoon.
	Mr. Williams, you didn't mark my term paper.
	Who are you?
	What do you want?
	C plus, B minus, whatever.
	You didn't even look at it.
	I don't need to look at it.
	I don't care.
	No one cares.
	I'm not going to read it.
	Principal's not going to read it.
	Your employers aren't going to read it.
	The college you apply for isn't going to read it.
	It's all just, it's all fake.
	It's all just.
	Draw a picture of you taking a shit, and that can be your book report.
	I don't care because it's meaningless.
	Because you know what?
	You guys are all using, it's kids now, you're all just using ChatGPT to do your homework anyway.
	Alright?
	Thank you.
	This is how I know we're close to the end of this our way of life even being possible anymore.
	It's getting real close to the end because when so many people don't give a shit anymore and don't try and don't care and the rules don't matter and there's no justice and there's no this the way all of this works at all is because there's usually a minority 10 to 15 percent of that are doing most of the work most of the heavy lifting most of the long hours most of the sacrifice sacrifice to make it possible for everyone else but when when so
	many people are just checked out they they start to go too and then guess guess what happens the whole thing comes down and that's right around the corner i think i'm waiting for the i'm waiting for the like the chief of police to just be like, we'll just do it over Zoom.
	Can we just, can we, do we need police stations?
	You know?
	Do I have to be there?
	I just got a little more sweatpants all day.
	And there's nothing wrong with it.
	There's nothing wrong with entertaining people.
	It's a legitimate, legitimate job.
	It's hard to do.
	It's stressful.
	It's exhausting.
	It's something that you can't just do the same thing over and over again.
	You know, you're going to tell some jokes.
	Like, you got to come up with new ones every month if you're on the road or something.
	Forever.
	If it's not new, nobody cares.
	Same with music, artists and entertainers.
	It's tough.
	And that would be great.
	It would be great if I really loved doing it, but I don't.
	I was curious to see how I would feel about it doing the tour and stuff and just doing stand-up and doing live.
	But I'm so desensitized and cold-blooded now that I don't know.
	Nothing really does it for me anymore.
	Once you've.
	I think I've just been through too much.
	I'm too desensitized now.
	A big part of this.
	The biggest part, I would say.
	And if someone asked me, no one's going to, because no one cares.
	Why any of this succeeded at all in the first place?
	What made this different?
	Why am I any different than the 15,000 other people sitting here like some loser in front of talking to the void?
	What was the difference?
	Well, it's the heart.
	It's the passion, the energy that you have for a thing.
	That's, I think, what did it.
	But what do you do when that goes away?
	You don't have that anymore.
	Then how do you continue?
	Because it's not the same thing.
	I don't want to be somebody just mailing it in, you know, just for the sake of it for a, you know, couple hundred bucks.
	That's ridiculous.
	Your time is the most valuable thing that you have.
	And there's not enough of it.
	And it goes way too fast.
	And you can never get it back.
	And to spend a lot of time doing something you don't want to be doing, especially you don't have to be doing it, is just stupid.
	And I've largely out of guilt.
	I've been carrying on largely out of guilt, out of feeling responsible for other people's entertainment, their support, just so they don't feel alone, all these things.
	Also out of a sense of what am I going to do instead?
	I have no idea.
	Not like I can or I'm allowed to do anything.
	They've made that quite impossible.
	I could be an actual terrorist.
	That's always on the table.
	It's not like CSIS or the police or any people.
	Like if I actually, if I woke up tomorrow and said, now I'm going to be a terrorist, like for real, that's actually what I'm going to do.
	None of you people could fucking stop me.
	None of you.
	You wouldn't see it coming.
	you wouldn't know what the fuck to do.
	you Thank you.
	Not saying I want to do that.
	It's just I could.
	It's one of the only career options I have left.
	It's one of the only career options I have.
	Have you seen the people running this country?
	You guys find a motive for Gabriel Wartman yet?
	It's fucking...
	Old man Denturous on the loop.
	Yeah, he couldn't handle him.
	He was just too powerful.
	He's basically Rambo.
	The Canadian security state is the biggest paper tiger in the world, in the Western world.
	It's a joke.
	It's a complete joke.
	It's held together by bubblegum and hopes and wishes and drawings of little girls held, you know, little girls' drawings held on refrigerators with magnets.
	That's pretty much what's keeping everybody safe in Canada.
	So nothing.
	Pretty much nothing.
	And they'll say, oh, do you have any idea?
	Well, you didn't even know what we fucking.
	Yes, I do.
	Yes, I do.
	I work there.
	I'm aware.
	We have very, very little threats at all.
	We're a doormat country, and everyone comes here to rob us.
	They don't need to hurt us or attack, because we'll just give it to them.
	We'll just give it to them.
	We gave them Brampton.
	We gave them Lake Louise.
	We gave them Surrey.
	We gave them Parliament.
	We gave them the money.
	We gave them our statues.
	We'll give anything to anyone.
	All they got to do is ask.
	And if we even look like we might say no, just call them racist.
	Just say they might be racist.
	And watch out.
	Canada will just bend over real hard.
	And we'll give it to you.
	So we've not ever really needed a security state.
	We don't need a military.
	We don't really even, until recently, we didn't even really need police.
	We haven't really had any crime.
	And now that we're in actual danger, they don't know what to do.
	They're not equipped with it.
	They've never dealt with it.
	They have no idea.
	None of the senior leadership in the military and the police and the government, none of them have any clue what they're doing.
	And there are monsters coming, and it's just going to get bad.
	It's bad now compared to when I was a kid, compared to when my dad was a kid and his dad.
	I mean, it's an unrecognizable place.
	This country is unrecognizable from 20 years ago.
	This country is a very good place to live.
	Graduated high school in 2004.
	20 years later, I don't know where I am.
	Some of the scenery and architecture and the road signs, stuff like that looks like home, but it doesn't feel like home and it hasn't for a long time.
	and it feels further away every day.
	Thank you.
	And no one in any position to do so, or could do so, has any idea how to fix that or if they even recognize it's a problem anyway, because they're living in their own echo chambers and gilded cages and ivory towers and silver spoons in their mouths and up their butts and everything else.
	Getting paid a quarter million dollars by foreign governments to go on lavish vacations and trips to Thailand and all these.
	But the circumstances, the names, the numbers are a little different.
	The core of the story is they're corrupt and they're stealing.
	That's been true my entire life.
	So is this what I do?
	I sit here and state the obvious over and over again forever to other people who also know that it is obvious.
	And, you know.
	And there's a lot.
	I mean, there's no shortage.
	Six, seven years ago, this kind of thing didn't really exist.
	I mean, it did, but not like it is now.
	It was kind of a new, foreign, strange concept that nobody even really, well, nobody, but the mass population had didn't really understand as a medium, as a medium.
	And now not only do they understand it, it's so proliferated and overabundant with 10 million.
	I mean, throw a stick.
	Throw a stick into the, you're going to hit 19 podcasts covering the same thing.
	Just for example, I remember when I first started kind of wading into this a little bit, I wondered, you know, maybe I could do like a, I just do like a military themed thing.
	You know, I'll just talk to like other vets and, you know, that kind of stuff because I don't think anybody out there is doing that.
	I haven't seen anything like that.
	Buddy, there's, there's 27,000 Green Beret podcasts just under my deck.
	Like, what do you want to know?
	It's everywhere, everything all the time.
	So, like, never mind this.
	But I'm not saying anything anybody else isn't.
	So...
	It's different when you're trying to beat the horse to death by yourself, but now that there's 2,700 other guys slamming away at the same horse, I kind of just want to...
	Can I leave?
	Am I done?
	Is my work done?
	It's been a long haul.
	I think you guys can take it from here, I think.
	Seems like everybody's kind of got the gist of things, more or less.
	Or until an election comes and then all of a sudden they don't.
	I don't know.
	I don't know what I'm trying to say.
	I'm just talking because it's what this is.
	And that's what it was always supposed to be.
	And that's all it was ever meant to be.
	And it's probably my own fault for letting other people try to influence me or suggest things or want like...
	Hey, man.
	You want it?
	You want to do it?
	You go do it.
	You go ahead.
	Don't be stopping you.
	Don't be stopping you.
	And it's a lot of people that just want to be entertained for free, which...
	...and it's a lot of people that just want to be entertained.
	Human nature, I guess.
	Why wouldn't you?
	I still, I mean, I still steal music.
	Like, it's Napster.
	I haven't paid for a song, and I don't even know.
	I don't even know.
	They've got him now.
	The Mounties are coming now.
	Unauthorized MP3s.
	I'm going to get charged into oblivion for that now.
	You know?
	You know?
	I guess it's just, it's difficult when you kind of build something on the strength of your, you know, your passion for something, and then when it goes away, it gets stuff to do all of a sudden, so what now?
	I don't know.
	don't know.
	Well, I mean, there is still the club and everything is going to take a lot of my time going forward as well.
	And I at least I enjoy that.
	It costs me a lot of money doing that.
	But, you know, it's a hell of a lot more satisfying and impactful and than, you know, sitting here in the dark by myself yelling at strangers.
	Yelling at people who aren't listening and don't care.
	So they can, you know, the same 20 guys can throw me 20 bucks.
	I don't know.
	I don't know.
	Part of it's probably to them.
	39. 39. Is this what I want to be doing forever?
	I don't know.
	I don't know.
	It would probably be different if I perceived or assessed that there was any any positive progress in any direction that I cared about at all, but there isn't.
	I mean, you've been and this is just the spitefulness.
	This is just the Scottish-Danish, you know, Scotch-Irish.
	Come on, Catherine, kind of stubbornness that I have, that, you know, most sane people would have packed it in five years ago.
	But I'm not one of those people.
	Just because you can't win.
	Like, it's mathematically impossible.
	If by, you know, winning, if what you want or what you perceive as winning to be is like, let's say, I don't know, you reach some level of social influence that you can actually start to wrestle with some things, with some people, with some ideas, and actually be able to have an impact on the outcome, I guess.
	You're not allowed to do that, and you'll never be allowed to do that if you're somebody on our team.
	It's just not how it works because the enemy holds all the keys to all the doors, all the cameras, all the microphones, more importantly, all the bank accounts.
	You can't win without any money, and they have all the money, and you're not allowed to have any.
	And you, without a substantial amount of money and a network to deliver a message at scale, like, you know, why do you think they put, is it billions of dollars a year into CBC, something no one watches and no one likes and no one appreciates, but it serves a purpose.
	It serves a purpose of delivering a message at scale to a lot of people, whether they like it or not.
	They're going to hear it and that's what it's for.
	Without that, you can't compete.
	And they'll just freeze you out, which is what they do.
	They ban you from everything.
	I don't know how many things I've been banned from.
	Everything, basically.
	I can't even have my face on YouTube.
	I created a YouTube channel a while ago.
	I didn't upload anything to it.
	I just had it.
	I thought, and my sincere idea for that was, I think for this, what I might do is I'm just going to, I have lots of silly thoughts and stupid ideas in the run of a day.
	It's just the way my mind works.
	I'm just, you know, I'm comedically inclined.
	And I would just make silly, funny, dumb shit to upload.
	You know, just a couple of minutes.
	Nothing.
	Everything's above board.
	There's no, you know, I wouldn't even swear at it maybe necessarily or something.
	No reason to there'd be no reason to ban any of that.
	That was my plan.
	I was just I was juggling a couple of ideas around and I had a couple of notes of things I wanted, but I didn't get to that.
	They banned it before I could even do that.
	So it's like, you know, it's not what you said or how you said it or it's that it's you.
	It's that you exist.
	It's that you're alive and making noise.
	And we don't like that at all.
	We'd rather you just be silent, like dead, like no breathing, no heartbeat, just that's what they want, which is why they take away your bank accounts and things like this.
	So you can't feed yourself or your children.
	So when you can't, like when they mean echo chamber, they mean it.
	When you're in there, you're in there.
	You're not really allowed to get beyond there without permission from the machine, which is why, and I don't, I don't believe this stupid.
	You guys know Ian Carroll?
	Hey, he's got a mustache.
	Every man with a mustache knows every other man with a mustache.
	That's how it works.
	We all have, there's a group chat.
	You're not in it, obviously, because you don't have a mustache.
	He's an American guy.
	He started doing, I think, videos on like the Wall Street Silver GameStop.
	I think it was that GameStop silliness a few years ago.
	That's how he started making videos on Instagram and stuff.
	And then that, you know, hey, stock market's a crazy place.
	A lot of money involved.
	A lot of certain characters and figures.
	And one thing led to another.
	And he's talking about Epstein and, you know, all that kind of stuff.
	But he's recently, he's been on, you know, basically every big, every big show there is.
	Which is interesting.
	And some people have noticed in one of them, he was wearing the little red string bracelet on his wrist.
	Like, ah, it's a Kabbalah bracelet.
	Well, that is what they are known as.
	Is that what it is?
	I don't know.
	Who the hell knows?
	There's no way to know.
	And that's a symptom of the paranoia that people go through, which is understandable once you find out most of what you've been told is a lie.
	It becomes very difficult to have a lot of trust or faith in anything.
	But you have to draw the line somewhere.
	People get stuck in this pattern and they become what is known as Spurds, where everything is a psyop and everybody's in on the thing and everybody, birds aren't real.
	That fucking water hider wasn't there before.
	I think the CIA put that there.
	You know, those people, it's because they can never reach a conclusion where, okay, it's this.
	Because if they get there, like, okay, it's this.
	Or is it?
	Actually, it's this.
	Or is it?
	And it just, they can never be certain.
	They're broken mentally.
	Their confidence has been destroyed and they're just completely spinning forever.
	They become like a spinning top.
	But anyway, that's what they're, you know, with Ian Carroll.
	I don't think he's.
	I don't think so.
	Pretty sure he's mostly what he looks like.
	But for whatever reason, this part I do know to be odd is David Icke is somebody who's been around a very long time.
	Derek actually talked to him years ago, which I thought was cool.
	And, I mean, David knows as well as anybody.
	I saw a tweet from him one day.
	I don't think it was about Carol.
	It might have been someone.
	Just remarking that, like, he's watching all these people just be like, oh, this guy's great.
	That guy's good.
	And David is like.
	Because when you're older, like, David's got to be, is he 80?
	He's in his 70s or something, right?
	I'm only, you know, 39, but you forget that people that haven't been here on this ride with you the whole time have no idea what you're talking about.
	And every, what do they say?
	A sucker's born every minute.
	There's new people every second, another wave of people that don't know anything.
	And he was like, I thought we knew that like, this is all controlled.
	Like, you don't get to talk unless someone allows it.
	You don't get to run for president unless you're allowed to.
	Thank you.
	Ron Paul.
	You know, let's beat that horse some more.
	It was like one of the most popular people in the election, in the race in America.
	None of the newspapers printed his name or his face.
	They hid and buried everything, censored everything.
	They deleted votes from a whole county.
	Oh, but Trump's a real rebel.
	He is.
	He's different.
	Is he?
	Or I had a theory before.
	Maybe he just got the drop on the rest of them and he's now the top criminal because he has all the tapes.
	You know why that's just my theory.
	I don't know.
	I don't know what's going on, but when something doesn't make sense, I try to think of, well, what would make sense?
	What would like, okay, here's the White House, Trump and all of it, here's all the pedophile island stuff that should blow the world wide open, end up destroying Israel in a massive world war where everyone invades Israel and wipes it off the face of the earth.
	That's what should happen, but it's not for some reason.
	And no one's saying anything and no one's exposing anybody.
	And it's just there's a void.
	Something happened between here and here.
	It just fell off and fell into a black hole.
	How so then how do you explain what is well?
	There's a lot of pictures of him with the guy, like dozens of them, with Epstein before he was convicted, after he was convicted.
	It's you're an idiot if you think he didn't know anything about anything.
	I had no idea.
	I wasn't even paying attention.
	Okay.
	Think of it like the mafia.
	You know what the mafia is?
	Honest.
	You know what organized crime is?
	Honest.
	Honest.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	You know what the difference between the Hells Angels and the Government of Canada is?
	One of them's not lying about who they are.
	Am I wrong?
	They pretend that they're not that thing, but they are that thing.
	So, I mean, that's, it's just another world of, you know, team sports led by somebody, some head of the family, whatever.
	He's on top right now.
	How did he get there?
	Don't know.
	Because they just cheated last time and wiped him.
	What happened?
	We don't know what's going on behind the scenes.
	Who owes who money?
	Of all the Trump fans out there, ask how many of them know who Sheldon Adelson is.
	Who?
	What?
	Yeah.
	He's just the guy that bought Trump.
	Like, bought him like he was on sale at a tax auction.
	Trump was bankrupt.
	Like, finished.
	Over.
	Dunskis.
	Homeless.
	Broke.
	CLA.
	That was him.
	And he was like, well.
	They bailed him out.
	And he said, he's worth more to us alive than dead, meaning not bankrupt.
	Because that's in the banker world, in the money world.
	Being broke is worse than being dead.
	It's the same as being dead to them.
	That's how much they love their money.
	That was in the 90s.
	A bunch of powerful Jews bought him out.
	His entire family is married into Jewish royalty.
	All of his kids, every single one of them, just by happenstance.
	Now he's president again.
	So, I guess he had no help.
	Yeah, he's a total outsider.
	No, he's not greased up or involved.
	There's no factions, there's no infighting.
	You know, a lot of people like Game of Thrones because it seems realistic.
	Well, it is kind of.
	I mean, minus the fantasy craziness of it, but the politics and the backstabbing and the fuckery.
	Well, yeah, Game of Thrones is based on like the War of the Roses in England, where all these different families thought they should be the King of England.
	No, I'm the King of England.
	King of the North.
	And they all just went at it.
	I don't even remember what happened.
	I just knew it was crazy.
	I can't remember who came out on top of that one.
	But that's more like what's going on.
	So it's like, oh, there's one team and there's another team.
	No, there's probably like 12 different ones.
	It's probably two or three different ones with subfactions of each one, and they don't like those.
	They're technically on the same team, but those Jews don't like those Jews and they fight over.
	Those Russians don't like those Russians and those Chinese are actually there, but those Chinese are them and actually those Chinese don't like those Chinese, but sometimes it's so, you know.
	And people want to make sense of it and make it simple and make it easy.
	So they just come up with these stupid fucking stories and Kabbalah bracelet nonsense and dumb videos.
	And oh, trust me, bro.
	I fucking, you don't know.
	None of you fucking know.
	Shut up.
	But nobody's listening.
	I don't care.
	It's just cope.
	You know, it's cope for being powerless, which is what we all are.
	So they try to invent some way to regain control or have some power of the situation by just insisting they know what's really going on.
	Oh, you do?
	Were you in the fucking room?
	Were you there?
	Were you in there?
	Were you there taking notes?
	Do you have the meeting minutes?
	May I read them?
	Oh, you saw TikTok?
	Okay.
	Cool.
	There's like there are things that you can't even tell.
	I don't know if that's real or not.
	There's no way to tell anymore.
	We're at that stage.
	And by the way, coincidentally, hey, the FBI says they're almost ready to release Epstein's jail cell footage.
	They just have to finish editing it.
	Quote.
	What?
	Yeah.
	Dan Bongino up there is head so far up Trump's ass.
	Oh, I've seen it.
	Oh, yeah.
	We trust you.
	I trust you.
	It's clearly not a flag waving caveman.
	Breeze through his mouth.
	I saw the tape was legit.
	Yeah, I'm sure it is.
	It sure was.
	It sure was.
	Thank you.
	People end up becoming what they hate too, what they set out to fight.
	Oh, I don't know if that's true in his case, but I've seen it become true in others.
	They'll start out going on about how much the media is lying about this or that or whatever.
	And then later on, they start doing well.
	And then, hey, now they have kind of a media job.
	And now they're lying about things.
	But they don't think they're lying.
	They think it's justified because it's their team.
	It's like, well, it's sort of true.
	It's kind of true.
	What's important is that people think, yeah, now you're talking like a fucking media man.
	Now you're talking like a real journalist.
	It's everywhere.
	As soon as they take this.
	I don't know if this was Ike.
	Somebody else said that.
	It was a great quote, though.
	I don't think it was David Ike, but they were like, I'm not listening to anybody who's getting paid.
	It's a good rule.
	Who said that?
	Are they rich?
	Do they have a network TV show?
	Do they have a Spotify contract?
	Nah, I'm sure it's definitely not anything very, you know, outside the norm.
	Because if it were, it wouldn't be there.
	As I've demonstrated, as Ike has shown.
	As many of us have seen, and some of us even experienced ourselves in our own lives.
	Just say the word.
	Delete, you're gone.
	All your shit's gone off the internet.
	It was that easy.
	Make one phone call, one phone call.
	It's all gone.
	Didn't Instagram just purge like thousands of people with giant accounts?
	Like, we don't care.
	Nope, gone.
	Nope.
	Racism or something.
	Banned forever.
	Bye.
	So isn't it funny that some people persist and are allowed to exist and others are not?
	They're locked out in the cold, out in the woods, in the wilderness.
	Forever.
	What's the difference?
	What's the difference between me and you?
	You talk a good one, but you don't do what you're supposed to do.
	Anyway, I might ramble about a couple of those.
	There's a Epstein stuff is I'm not a religious person in the sense that I have a doctrine that I am trained in
	or follow, or participate in.
	But man, some of the human failures that just never cease to amaze I don't want to say,
	you know, shakes your faith or causes you to disbelieve that there is a God or there is any kind of benevolent spirit in the universe, because I'm sure that there is.
	But it's like when you're like, everything points to this should finally now someone, some maybe a couple might actually face consequences.
	There may actually killed himself.
	That's what happened.
	I'll for five It's it's like how how difficult does it have to be like or is it really really It's it's it's preposterous It's like like the the the linear timeline of the joke is like rude mean Now it's like so
	me.
	It's kind of funny.
	Now it is it's like black pill laughably satiric like this is clown world fun like remember 2020 19 2020 that was fun, right?
	It was clown world.
	Oh can believe this crazy then it becomes like okay, this is this is uh sadistic now Now what you're putting us through is like just like this isn't necessary Like actually let's have a let's put a genocide on TV.
	Hey, how many children blown apart do you want to see today?
	Like thousands?
	We can show you thousands.
	You want to see uh you want to see Ukraine or do you want to see uh gods in the 60s and 60s.
	you could be like, I'm not over there.
	I'm just reading about it.
	I don't know what's really going on.
	It's not like I would know.
	Here's a live feed helmet cam of the IDF massacring little children.
	I don't care.
	I don't care.
	We'll see.
	How long are we even going to have, Bill?
	Alberta isn't Alberta leaving because fucking easterners man yeah so like all of our available firemen in PEI in Nova Scotia are going out to Western Canada to stop your fucking homes from burning down.
	Someone should tell them that they're just fucking Easterners man and that you don't actually need them so they can leave and fucking your city can burn.
	How's that?
	You don't need that.
	You don't need them.
	You don't need those men to risk their fucking lives helping you.
	They're just fucking Easterners, man.
	Right?
	You know what?
	That's probably why I haven't heard of those people lately.
	Because they're all out actually fighting the wildfires all over Western Canada.
	It's like dozens of them now.
	Saskatchewan's in a state of emergency.
	Let's see.
	Thank you.
	What a stupid argument.
	Like the genetic roots of everyone in that province come from Eastern Canada.
	And then before that they come from Europe.
	And then before it's like a child.
	When I hear someone talking like that, you might as well be seven years old.
	Except, unlike a seven-year-old, I could hit you.
	I just have to make it make it has to be offensive enough.
	Like there has to be certain criteria.
	So I have to kind of half pay attention because it might be worth it.
	So it's extra annoying, you know, when a seven-year-old starts saying insane things.
	You just kind of, I don't know.
	If I had to eat a dinosaur, I'd probably eat a purple one.
	I think they taste like grapes, grape jelly, maybe.
	You know, that's the kind of answers I give them.
	And they're like, what?
	That's not it because they're.
	Well, you asked me.
	You can't do that with adults.
	Instead, you have to fight this other voice inside your head that's like, we used to just get rid of people like this.
	Yes, And there's several people arguing about banning the $3 super chat, which I'm just not going to read them.
	Yes, no, yes, no.
	Important contributions.
	Thank you, gentlemen.
	Very helpful.
	Intrusive says, thanks for the trauma bonding, Grug noises, and everything you've done and are doing.
	Oh, thanks, man.
	We were actually playing a video game the other day.
	Or was it yesterday?
	I don't know.
	It's one of these like extraction games.
	You go in and fucking do.
	It's like a military simulator shooter kind of thing.
	Stella Morgan is like, yeah, I was playing it with that guy.
	The guy shot him.
	Told him it was by accident, but it wasn't.
	It was.
	He had it coming.
	If I can digitally murder every one of you, I will.
	Nah, I just totally gunned him down, being reckless.
	Willy-nilly.
	Something ran in front of me.
	I was like, brah!
	Was that you?
	Yeah, it probably was.
	Yeah.
	Not supposed to run in front of a guy's gun.
	You know what I mean?
	It's fucking day one shit.
	What's going on here?
	Running around, not knowing, you know?
	It's his own fault.
	Nine-liner, own fault.
	That's not a nine-liner.
	Exactly.
	Don't even send the bird.
	There's no point.
	It was his own fault.
	6'2 out.
	King.
	Oh, the king.
	Fucking.
	Hang on, I gotta press your fucking...
	Can someone check?
	Someone check and see if Mahabuli is wearing his tassels.
	Just yes or no in the chat, please.
	I have to.
	If I don't hit the right one, it's like a genie.
	There'll be more of them.
	It'll come on.
	Is he or not?
	He's not?
	Okay.
	I've been listening, but not sending chats due to chronic brokenness.
	Don't worry about it.
	This is what I'm saying.
	It's like the same 20 people.
	So it fluctuates, time of the year, holidays, things people are doing.
	But it's in general, every episode gets between 20 and 45,000 views or listens or plays or whatever.
	And it's basically the same 20 people.
	So like, bro, don't worry about it, okay?
	I'm not trying to make you feel bad.
	I'm just, you know, this is what it's like in my end.
	I'm not trying to say any, I'm just, I'm just thinking out loud.
	That's really all this is.
	I'm just crazy enough to do it and not care, you know?
	You know how they say like, you know, dance like nobody's watching you.
	I just talk like no, I don't give a people like, oh, I really don't give a fuck.
	Oh, you don't?
	I actually don't give a fuck.
	And that's why most people are scared of me.
	They don't want to be caught in whatever that.
	They very much give a fuck.
	Most people very much give a fuck about way too many things.
	and they're scared all the time.
	Thank you.
	I'm scared of like two things.
	Well, maybe it's the same thing.
	Might be the same thing.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	It's like death and God.
	But for the same reason is that like I fucking hope I did the right things and didn't, you know.
	Didn't waste too much time.
	didn't, you know.
	Like when I was on this special forces selection a long time ago, it was like that.
	They don't tell you if you're doing it right or not.
	There's no positive reinforcement at all.
	Okay, so this is the environment you're in.
	If you're doing everything right, no one says a fucking word to you.
	Everything you do wrong is viciously attacked to where like they're not going to they're not going to explicitly try to make you kill yourself, but that could happen.
	That could be a side effect of the ruthless, bone-chilling, you know, straight to the bone marrow criticism you're going to get for every little fucking tiny mistake you do.
	They don't ever tell you.
	So, but I mean, that's life, I guess.
	You're just like, fuck, I hope, you know, I hope I'm doing this right.
	And how much time has gone by already?
	You can't get back.
	Like, I'm never going to be 20 again.
	This is my last year of being 30 anything.
	You know, that went quick.
	I remember graduating high school.
	Like, it was fucking feels like maybe it was five, 10 years ago.
	It was 21 years ago, actually.
	was a whole decade in there that I can't really even feel anymore.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	And, you know, it's not like you know, oh, well, well, you still got this much time.
	You don't know that.
	You could be dead tomorrow.
	You might have no time left.
	Today could be your last day for all you know, for all I know.
	Or you got 40, 50 years left.
	I don't know.
	So I feel very guilt.
	Anytime I, it's hard for me to even relax and just try to enjoy, just, you know, I feel guilty.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	Not to like a crazy extent.
	I think, I think an appropriate.
	You got to be your own dad when you're a grown man.
	That's something that the Army taught me, I think.
	Oh, and even my own dad to an extent.
	And a lot of the men in my family, actually.
	But I think that's one of the big problems is that a lot of these guys have grown up babied.
	I grew up in a much softer time than my parents did.
	And if it wasn't for the life choices and path I went, I don't know who the fuck I'd be.
	But it doesn't matter because you're only ever going to be you.
	So don't ever think, oh, I wish I could have done this.
	You would, everything you've done, you would have done exactly the same way if you had another chance to do it.
	Because if you had another chance to do it, you go back in time, you don't remember anything, you're right back to where you just were.
	And you know why you're going to do the exact same thing?
	Because you did the exact same thing for the exact same reasons you did it last time.
	You don't get the advantage of knowing how it's going to turn out or what's going to happen or what the consequences are going to be.
	You just have the information you have at the time, and that's what you do.
	So you're always going to do what you were going to do.
	But anyway, there's sons of these guys that just no one is no one is there to like police them.
	There's no master corporal waking him up at five o'clock in the morning and making sure he makes his bed and goes in the shower.
	Literally, that's your job.
	That was my job for a while.
	You're like the ultimate babysitter.
	What's being, so I don't know what to call, like a drill sergeant, what people would understand it to be.
	From movies and stuff.
	So people go to basic training and boot camp and stuff, right?
	That job is basically you being the most underpaid babysitter of all time.
	So you're responsible for like 40 allegedly grown men from anywhere from 16 to 40. 50. I had a guy on a course once.
	He was in his 50s.
	He was like 50, 55. And we literally, I just called him old man.
	He had a name.
	He had a name.
	His name was David Chase.
	I said, you're an old man, old man.
	And I just referred to him as old man all the time.
	Like disrespectful, abusive.
	Yeah, that was the army, though.
	It wasn't that.
	And he laughed about it, but I mean, imagine 55. I think I'll join the infantry.
	He might have been 50, 51. I don't know.
	He's 50-something.
	But yeah, you got to wake them up four in the morning, five in the morning, which means when do you get to wake up?
	Earlier than that?
	Because you got to get dressed.
	You got to fucking roll your sleeves up so you can look huge and fucking terrifying.
	You got to straighten your mustache so it's fucking perfect and terrifying.
	Then you got to boot the door in like a lunatic.
	Then you got to run them around the base for an hour, hour and a half.
	Then you have to physically, almost take them, put them in the shower.
	You just scream at them and yell at them to get and want and make sure because some of them won't if you don't.
	They just won't.
	They'll be like, I'm getting shit.
	Or they're just those kinds of people, dirtbags that don't shower.
	So for the first week or so, you, oh yeah, so you got to fucking police everything they do.
	It's ridiculous.
	You got to take them to get fed.
	Oh, it's lunchtime.
	Do you get to go eat lunch?
	No.
	No.
	You march them.
	You walk right beside them and you march them to their dinner time.
	And then you go, you watch all of the guns.
	Make sure no one steals any of the guns.
	Fucking, it's not hard, man.
	Just fuck.
	And then you go in there and they're not eating, fucking around.
	It's like, you have nine minutes remaining and you're choosing pie.
	Did you even eat your food?
	And then you get back outside.
	One of the guns is missing.
	Right?
	And then you got to march them somewhere else.
	And then you got to take them somewhere else.
	And your day is over at like 9.30 at night, 10 at night.
	Because then they have to go to sleep.
	And then, no, you don't go to sleep.
	You go to the fucking platoon office and you type up fucking reports all night.
	You're typing up course reports and fucking incident reports.
	Well, it's 3 in the morning.
	If I go to bed now, I can sleep for 45 minutes before I have to get up and straighten my fucking mustache.
	Day three.
	And this is how it goes.
	That's what that's like.
	But you're so proud of them when they graduate?
	It's like evil Clint Eastwood.
	Just like a single tear comes out.
	Oh, are you proud of them too, Master Corporal?
	No, that's the fucking pinched nerve in my back from the fucking ruck march.
	I gotta, I hurry up, guys.
	I gotta get back and get some fucking Robanax sending to me right now.
	How's your body this destroyed?
	You're only 31. Whatever I was, 27. I don't know.
	Why was I talking about that?
	Yeah, that's basically your job as an NCO.
	You're just a babysitter.
	Basic training.
	It's fun the first time, and then it becomes the worst job ever.
	All the guys I know that they would get postings to the schools, like the infantry school in Meaford or the basic training school in Quebec, and they're just like, yeah, how's that?
	Because I thought about doing that towards the end.
	And they're like, oh, yeah, it's great.
	I get it.
	Eight months later, they're just like, Jesus, Joel, I didn't think you drank.
	I'm not supposed to.
	Oh, God.
	He done work already?
	No, I gotta go back.
	I gotta go back for CO's hour.
	And what time is it?
	At 19 now, right now.
	Bye.
	Bye.
	You're not allowed to yell at them.
	You're not allowed to swear at them.
	You're not allowed to make them feel uncomfortable.
	You're not allowed to make them feel intense.
	It is the daycare that I went to when I was four years old was more difficult than the Canadian military's basic training is right now.
	Look at the chat.
	Like, I'm not lying.
	They know.
	Well, entropy anyway.
	I don't even know who's on Rumble.
	Lunatics.
	Civilians.
	They force-fed me eggs until I vomited.
	I thought that was normal.
	I thought that's what happened in those places.
	And then they made me like eat the rest of it and just, you know, sat there, puke.
	They're like, the place got shut down years later for child abuse.
	Told my parents.
	They're like, what?
	You never told us that.
	I was like, I was four.
	I just thought, I don't know.
	I was like, geez, this place sucks.
	I hope I never have to come back here again.
	Not allowed to do that at Meeford anymore either.
	He can't even force feed them until they puke.
	What the fuck is the point?
	If I can't hold down some 17-year-old kid who's screaming and force-feed him shit he doesn't want to eat until he vomits and then run him around the fucking base for an hour and a half why even do it why do it at all that's all anyone's thinking about when they're doing those horrible fucking leadership courses digging your fucking fourth trench of the day you're like some some kid some kid somewhere when i get out of here when i finally get to sleep for the first time this week and
	i get promoted and i get out of here i am going to fucking kill someone i'm going to kill someone and i'm going to bury them in this hole i'm digging right now and they're never going to know because i'm the only one who's going to know where this hole is so basically the military is mastery of uh you know you know that jurassic park meme uh who's
	like the discount handsome guy they get for jurassic park who's he in the avenger is like he was he not good enough for like the a-level marvel movies but he wasn't anyway is it pratt is it that guy and he's like fucking trying to herd he's like managing he's shepherding velociraptors that's your that's what you do in the military with mental illness and like really unhealthy behavior if you if you if you if you can ranch them in the right way you can you can get
	a lot done but if you don't do it right yeah just uh make sure you do it right and the right way changes constantly so that's my that's that's my that's my advert that's my recruiting advertisement does it sound fun have fun kids well at least
	i'd be fighting the war no no you're canadian no no no no what you'll be doing is occupying some either two things will happen either some oh god i keep dropping this pen this you'll occupy some bullshit job like some totally stupid like the one no one wants but someone has to do it technically like guarding this port in the middle of nowhere we can't leave it undefended
	but it's very unlikely anything's gonna happen here put put cannon over there because we're fucking useless for anything else we can't actually fight we have no numbers we don't even have a fucking oh we've got a battle group only of 500 men holy shit the russians have 25 000 just in this grid square like who cares you're so you're going to be doing a nothing job or you're going to be just dying
	because the other thing you can do with a you with with an army of that quality is you use it to delay delaying operations they're called and um i love i in particular loved the order generation process for this kind of stuff when you're doing the war games and you're doing training and you know and like all right we'll be sending uh we'll be sending charlie section to uh do to
	a delaying maneuver over there yes charlie you'll you'll hold the road you'll hold the crossroads until relieved uh good okay sergeant okay good luck they're never coming back it's like the whole point is to stall them as long as you can so we can get away you're not surviving they don't tell you that part but
	that should be implied if you're thinking at all about the situation and look wait eight of us are supposed to stop a hundred yeah uh spread them out spread the guys out like a hundred 200 meters apart and just move the heavy weapons around so it looks like there's way more of us than there is and hopefully it'll take them a while a little a few minutes to go wait a minute this isn't a hundred guys this is 10 guys pretend it to be 100 guys kill them and then we'll be fucked but you I'm sorry.
	you
	or that could be your job except it'd be the whole group yeah so you guys need to defend latvia from the russians until relieved okay we'll get back to you in 72 hours even though you're projected to not live for longer than six because it's the whole point pick your pick your spot canada go to go to world war ii i'm fucking made of beast i'm either going to be a speed pump or i'm going to be a scarecrow there's your recruiting poster
	i just did it for you it's honest hey i'll do a recruiting poster for the canadian military right now mine's honest though mine is way more honest than anyone this you could be one of these things you could be a fucking scarecrow with a cat pat uniform on or you could be this speed bump that 5000 russian t90s just plowed over with a cat pat uniform which one do you want to be that either one sounds amazing totally worth it totally I
	don't know how, but that's really helping the people of Canada, which is the whole reason we have one of those things called an army.
	That's the whole purpose of it.
	And the whole reason you guys say that you're in there is to fight for the people and so on.
	So I'm just saying, I don't personally see how that does that.
	I guess I'm just stupid.
	I just wouldn't understand.
	Wouldn't understand how getting smashed to bits in Latvia is protecting, you know, Chateau Frontenac from Vladimir Putin.
	I just don't really get it.
	Let's see how that's relevant.
	It's almost like you're fighting somebody else's war for them or something, which is even dumber.
	I mean, that's a sucker's game.
	You know, I know you're a sucker because you can't even tell me who it is.
	Who are you fighting for if it's not the King?
	Our allies.
	Who?
	NATO.
	Who?
	Ukraine's not in NATO.
	War companies that got other people involved.
	You're participating in an industry that makes a lot of money.
	You could just, hey, go work for Dana White instead.
	It's way safer.
	It's probably more fun.
	You'll probably get paid more, actually.
	And hurt less.
	Go work for Dana White.
	You'll get hurt less, paid more, and you'll have more fun.
	Have you seen the Ring Girls?
	There's no fucking Ring Girls in the RCRs, boys.
	Isn't there clerks?
	There are, but Seesaw gets all the good ones anyway.
	Anyway.
	Yeah.
	Mahabuli.
	Joys the community.
	He says the podcast is United People Who Had No Voice.
	No hope.
	There is no hope.
	Thank you for bringing us together.
	Well, thank you, man.
	I mean, I don't regret it or anything.
	just saying it's uh you you Thank you.
	Maybe that's what it is.
	I've grown to feel as though I have an obligation to do a certain thing and do this a certain way and be a certain person.
	Let's say.
	Because I have to, you know, which is just not, it's not tenable.
	I don't know.
	I'll just whatever I fucking feel like saying, I guess.
	I mean, that's kind of what I've been doing, but still, there's still this kind of lingering, you know.
	Self-imposed expectations.
	Well, anyway, that was the, You got to be your own dad is what I was trying to say somehow a long time ago.
	The NCO in the Army thing is what happened.
	Guys don't have that.
	I had to learn that.
	But what I mean by that is that person doesn't physically exist.
	You don't have a physical, you know, like some master corporal living in your house who's been promoted and demoted three times, several divorces, like lives in the, not with the CQ, like lives in the CQ.
	He lives in the company quartermaster stores.
	Like when you show up to work at 5.30 in the morning, he's already there because he lives there.
	Yes, those are real people I'm describing.
	So when you, you know, don't want to get up, you don't have to get up.
	If you want to eat a big pile of shit, you can eat it.
	You can eat it.
	You can buy a whole cake and take it home and eat it by yourself in the dark and nobody's going to say shit.
	You can stay up all night playing games, watching TV.
	You can, you know, eat ice cream for breakfast.
	You know what I mean?
	Like a kid, basically.
	And the whole point of trying to, you know, you're training your kids how to live when they're adults.
	It's not like, no, you're not allowed to have these things because I hate you.
	Like, that's not healthy.
	You can't exist this way.
	Yeah, a lot of guys just don't seem to have that internal, like what I'm saying.
	I make myself feel guilty, but I think like a regular amount, you know.
	Because some don't have anything.
	I know their whole life is dedicated to just leisure activity and consuming.
	And they're like my age and they have no family and they're just, they haven't moved in 20 some years and they don't care.
	They don't, they're just.
	And it's almost like the attitude, they've never said this, but it's almost like the attitude or the excuse is like an unsaid and unspoken sort of, well, nobody told me to do anything else.
	Like no one came by and told me to do this or that.
	No one told me what to do.
	So I did nothing.
	And I just say out of experience, because like, you know, sort of being silly, but that was my job for a long time.
	Some men, a lot of men actually need direction.
	They need to be told what to do, whether they like it or not, for their own good and their own health and their own sanity.
	They need to belong to a structured regimen, some sort of greater thing to keep them under control, accountable.
	Because without that, they don't do well.
	That's why a lot of people in prison like prison.
	They like it better than not being in prison in jail because all of that stuff is taken care of for them.
	There's no choices.
	There's no thinking.
	There's no, you know.
	And I don't mean that in a negative way.
	It's just everybody's different.
	And if we, if we were all the exact same temperament, mentality, belief, this place, nothing would ever get done.
	We wouldn't exist.
	We would all just be fighting all the time.
	Everyone has a role.
	Everyone is suited towards something.
	And it's not everybody can do the same.
	Not everybody can be an astronaut.
	Not everyone can be a fireman.
	Not everyone can play tight end for the Dallas Cowboys.
	I don't know if Morgan's ever wanted to do that, but I would be loath to tell her, I'm sorry, but you're never going to be an NFL player.
	I'm sorry.
	You're just not that person.
	It's not what you're here for.
	That's not what you're suited to.
	And people don't like to hear that.
	I found it.
	I mean, I didn't like to hear it at first, but the more I thought about it, the more liberating it is.
	Because once you understand what that, once you understand who you are and what you are and what you're for, then you can start to live your life with a purpose.
	You're not just aimlessly fucking floating around collecting bobbleheads and playing, you know, dragon games and fucking being 42. Nobody told me
	what to do.
	And then some other people are just the opposite.
	They can't be told what to do.
	They have to do everything their own way.
	And this creates variables in nature, in human activity.
	Because if you have one leader and everyone else is like ants, or bees, you have the queen and everybody else is, well, you're only going to get one result.
	What if you had 10 kings and 10 kingdoms or 20 or 100 or 1,000?
	And now they're all competing and fighting.
	You're going to get the best.
	Competition breeds higher quality, higher standards, higher levels of success.
	If there's no competition, everything stagnates.
	Everything stays the same.
	So killed Vince McMahon.
	Vince McMahon.
	Vince.
	Vincent Kennedy McMahon.
	You're far.
	Did he ever have a mustache?
	I'm sure he must have.
	He beat Ted Turner at WCW, and that was it.
	he'd start going crazy.
	He had no more...
	Beat the U.S. government in court?
	Uh, fucking...
	But that's, I think we're meant to be that way.
	Everybody's got a different role to play.
	And if everyone, if people are living in opposition to what they're meant for, I don't think they can ever be happy.
	Like certain guys, and I'm just, this is, because these are the guys I just understand the most because I'm one of them to a large, I don't think anybody's all one thing, but I think like a pie chart, you can be 70% something, 15% this, 10% that.
	You know what I mean?
	That kind of thing.
	So I definitely have a big piece of that.
	But these guys that's in their genetics, they're just their warriors.
	That's what they're for.
	And you need to have those in your society because there's threats and there's problems and there's other, there's enemies.
	You need people suited to dealing with those particular sets of problems.
	Because if you don't, you don't fucking exist.
	So those are pretty important.
	You also need people able to think and invent things.
	You need people to be able to work and do labor.
	You need people to be able to plan and have envision, you know, and problem solve and think towards the future.
	You need all of these things working together as a team, or you don't have anything.
	That's why everything's falling apart now.
	Everyone's looking out for themselves.
	No one's really concerned anyway.
	But those guys, you see, I just, you know, boxing, right?
	Manny Pacquiao is making a comeback fight for some reason.
	He's 46. But I get it.
	You know, when you're that kind of guy, you just, you can't be happy doing anything else.
	You have to be doing something.
	If you're that kind of like warrior mindset, you need to be in a life that provides you danger, challenges.
	There needs to be a physical component to that.
	There needs to be a mental toughness component.
	It can't be like just some bitch assing anybody.
	There needs to be a filtering process.
	There needs to be a mountain to climb to get in here.
	This isn't, you know, all of those things have to be there.
	So they attract those kinds of men particularly.
	That's why our military is in shambles.
	When our military is in shambles, but I mean, you're already going to do it anyway.
	Government, the stooges they've assigned, you know, to listen to me for gotchas, whoever the fuck you.
	It's not like anybody useful is going to pay attention, but.
	Experts are baffled.
	Attrition is just.
	You're.
	You ever hear the saying, you need to catch flies with honey?
	So you need warriors, you need fighters, right?
	You're not advertising for that.
	You're advertising for pronouns and tampons in the bathroom and safe spaces and land acknowledgements.
	And General Jenny's going to bake you some cookies before she gets on the Iraqi evacuation and flies away, leaving you behind.
	That's the fucking military you have.
	No warriors want to go there.
	Warriors want to go join warrior societies where other men like them exist so they can go, oh, this is where I belong.
	Guys go, they're in fighting gyms.
	They're cops.
	They're fightermen.
	They're soldiers.
	They're professional fighters.
	They're martial arts instructors.
	Maybe they're personal traits.
	Maybe they just, you can get some of that out in the gym, throwing weights around.
	Like there's some physicality to that.
	And there's usually a lot of crossover.
	If a guy's really into that, chances are, who's this guy?
	Eddie Hall.
	He's like one of the strongest men alive, British guy.
	And then, oh, he wants to be a professional boxer.
	Who thought?
	You know, of course he does.
	This is the kind of guy he is.
	That's where his mind is.
	That's who he is.
	Those guys are never going to be lawyers and scientists.
	And they're never going to be on a panel with Jordan Peterson talking about their feelings.
	That's not who they are.
	That's not what they're for.
	They don't fit there.
	That's like bringing a chainsaw to a high school prom.
	What the.
	This is not.
	Oh, somebody need a tree.
	No, no one needs any trees cut down.
	No.
	Snap.
	Snap.
	Thank you.
	And they can't fix the problem.
	The Canadian military government, they can't fix the problem because they've already accepted that the top priority is feelings and stuff and things, DEI, inclusion, all of that stuff, which is directly in opposition to all of warrior culture.
	It's by feelings and inclusion.
	It's highly offensive.
	It is against the core tenets of what we believe and how we perceive reality, how we measure ourselves as men against each other, against ourselves, and against the world.
	The conditions you are imposing upon us are objectively not just offensive.
	It's almost as if you designed them to offend me to the maximum extent possible.
	This is a merit-based society here, and it's fair.
	That's why we like it so much.
	You got two guys fighting.
	There's no lies here.
	No one can pretend to be a badass now.
	No one can blog about how fucking not terrified they are.
	Whatever it is.
	It's one of the only places in a battle or a fight.
	It's one of the only fucking places in the world where you can find the truth.
	There's no lies there.
	It's just what happened.
	All of that shit comes later.
	It's like the source.
	That's where the warriors live.
	At the source of life.
	Where things happen.
	Right there.
	Right there in the dirt.
	It's like a bomb goes off.
	Boom.
	Right there.
	Right where they're standing.
	And as it expands outward, people see it.
	People hear about it.
	They start talking.
	Here comes the media.
	Here comes.
	How can we spin this?
	How can we like an echo?
	By the time it gets to the politicians, you're trying to manipulate a version of something that isn't even true so that you can lie to this person who doesn't know what's going on.
	So they can...
	Thank you.
	Their whole existence is offensive.
	It's just.
	Anyway.
	No, there's standards.
	You have to be able to run this fast.
	You have to be able to be this strong.
	You have to be able to shoot this well.
	Or you have to be able to beat that guy.
	You have to be able to do something.
	And it doesn't matter who you are.
	I don't give a fuck if you're four foot seven.
	I don't care.
	If you can do it, if you can do this job, if I could put you to my right or my left and I don't have to worry about you at all, and I know that guy's solid.
	I don't even have to look that way.
	I know he's whatever's over there.
	He's got it under control.
	I'm fucking beyond positive.
	I don't care.
	That's what I care about.
	And if you can do that, you're in.
	Because I don't want to die.
	Neither does he and neither does he.
	And if you can't do that, you're out.
	That's how it works.
	It's fair.
	Well, there should be more women representation.
	Take it up with God.
	I didn't make, I didn't, I didn't say life was fair.
	So this arrangement, this is fair.
	Sure.
	Thank you.
	And you're trying to make it unfair.
	You're trying to make it diversity quotas for the police and the military.
	Are you insane?
	These are life and death jobs.
	These are jobs where people's lives hang in the balance.
	And you're like, hmm, let's fiddle with the internal components.
	Let's see if we can put some Marxism in here.
	Yeah, we need more powerful big booty Latina fire ladies.
	Sure, they can't climb the ladder with all the gear or haul you out of the fucking burning apartment building because they don't have anywhere near the upper body strength.
	But they're fucking doing that, though.
	So when you're...
	The thing you want to fight with might be fire.
	You want to be that guy.
	You want to be the guy that fucking faces down the Inferno so you can say, that's fucking warrior shit.
	How pumped are you to have big booty EOS?
	Oh, yeah, she's your shift commander now.
	She's going to be telling you what to do.
	You may have had to break your fucking back to get this far, to get this job, to survive this long and bury the people you've been.
	But she's, again, she's fierce.
	So she's in charge now.
	Where's your fucking morale go?
	Out through your boots into the ground and it never, nothing, nobody cares.
	Nobody's ever cared.
	I'm out.
	And they quit.
	Geez, why is everyone quitting the army?
	Everyone, all the men are quitting all the things.
	Well, you ruined it.
	So why would they stay?
	Bye.
	Thank you.
	It's incredible that they just fail over and over.
	That'll be the day.
	That'll be the day.
	There'll probably be a lot of other reasons, and I'll probably quit much before then, but I'll definitely quit streaming then.
	If a major political figure in Canada goes on TV and goes, you know what, guys, I just think I might, I have actually no idea what the fuck I'm doing.
	I just don't think I have any idea what I'm doing anymore.
	I don't think I ever did.
	I don't think it's right for me to be making decisions or saying anything because I clearly don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
	I don't understand anything.
	I don't understand the economy.
	I don't understand it.
	I don't understand why there's so many Indians.
	I don't understand why everybody's so mad about it.
	I don't understand why everything costs so much.
	I don't understand what expensive means because I've been rich my whole life.
	I don't understand how to talk to people.
	I can't relate to the average person.
	I don't know what they go through.
	I've never even lived an average life myself.
	Like I said, I've been rich the whole time.
	I've been a politician my whole life.
	I don't know anything.
	I have no fucking idea what's going on.
	I'm the last person that anyone should ask for advice or leadership on any subject, let alone this one, let alone of any national importance.
	I couldn't direct you.
	If my task is a personal, just you, just you, professional politician.
	Okay, here's what I got to get you to do.
	You got to get these 40 guys, and you got to make sure they have all this stuff, and you got to get them to that airport on this bus by this time.
	So this is what's called a small party tasking in the Army.
	This is just a typical thing you would get a corporal or a masterpiece or somebody to do.
	This is just basic shit.
	There's no politician that could do that.
	There's no politician that could accomplish that scenario without completely mangling that.
	I don't even think they would.
	I don't even think they would get to the airport, let alone with everyone and all of their equipment and on time and just to make your RSM happy in alphabetical order from shortest to tallest, lined up in two ranks in front of the terminal.
	This is how you get promoted, guys.
	Pay attention.
	You know, that's...
	LAUGHTER All right.
	Well, this.
	Holy shit.
	Yeah, I like that.
	RSM just runs away to rub the battle honors on his face.
	That's what it does to them.
	I've seen them do it, man.
	What do you think they do up there in the senior NCO's mess?
	Some of my buddies are in there now.
	They confirm it.
	They're like, it's true and it's a, I love it.
	I'll never stop.
	Everything they own in their house just has VRI on it now.
	You guys know...
	I'm talking to like 1% of my audience who are like...
	What happened to you?
	You know?
	I noticed you no longer have pictures of your children anywhere.
	It's a COS coin for that march we did.
	Yeah, okay, that's cool.
	They say when the RSM dies, he doesn't get buried.
	He just kind of evaporates into like pixelated dust and it just like it just kind of like disperses throughout the ranks, throughout the battalion lines, and just kind of merges with all of the equipment and accoutrements and regimental regalia and stuff.
	It'll just like now he's in there forever.
	They're all in there.
	It's like the storage tank from Ghostbusters.
	It's just, you know.
	They say if the RCR makes it to be 300 years old, the world itself will be swallowed by a black hole out of fear.
	What could happen?
	Anyway.
	Keep your head says, is this the AI-faked hijacked Ragecast to stop the far right?
	They can't stop anything.
	There's nothing to stop.
	It's too late.
	Like, I don't have to do it.
	Nothing I do or don't do now is going to have any impact on anything that happens anymore.
	It's not.
	So I really could.
	I could just shut her down right now.
	It wouldn't make any difference.
	Keep your heads.
	Is there anything you make people think?
	I don't think so.
	I think I make people mad.
	I make a lot of people mad and a lot of people sad.
	And a lot of people turn into schizospergs.
	There are people.
	If you can call them that.
	I don't know if they are.
	I don't think.
	A lot of them aren't people, to be fair.
	But like their existence.
	A major component of their day-to-day is me.
	And I don't even know them.
	Or I barely know them.
	Or I haven't spoken to them in five years.
	every day, all the time around the clock, they're just Spurgeon.
	And like, I'm trying to think of how to explain what that's like to somebody.
	I used to think, you know, I'm just going to start because fuck it.
	I've played a lot of video games over my life.
	But boys, we all have.
	Stop lying.
	Most of us have been doing it, you know?
	So whatever.
	Whatever helps you relate to people.
	You ever play any of there's just some like nuisance enemy to kill, you know?
	Like Diablo or something?
	There's just always something where you're like, this fucking, ah, it's just annoying.
	It's just in the way.
	It's never a threat of any kind, but it's something you just got to, you know, like, oh, come on.
	It's like that.
	You just get used to it, and it's like, oh, you're reminded the dads out there.
	Can we just run them over?
	Do we have to?
	It's incredible.
	Thank you.
	I just, when I see people like that, I think about what their parents would think.
	You know?
	'Cause I wonder what my parents...
	They wrote some of it down.
	I read one year, like when I was born or the year I was born, what they were thinking about and this kind of stuff.
	And I remember what I was thinking about and still do.
	My kids are still young.
	What they'll be, what they'll want to do with their lives, what could they do?
	Who could they be?
	You never know.
	And for these people, their parents get to know that they aimed at the dirt.
	You aimed as low as possible.
	Your passion project is spurging over a virtually unknown internet podcast in Canada, which isn't even a country of any relevance in a niche market of politics.
	Like you got in the smallest puddle, the smallest mud puddle you could find.
	And this is your, like, man, are you sure you want to be so aggressive with your life?
	Like, are you really...
	Do you ever feel like you're too alive?
	Do you ever feel like you're, you know, you're wasting so little of your life that you're not going to understand what it's like to waste any?
	Like, you're just going to become so, so detached from reality that you're going to set such a high standard for personal conduct of human beings that you're going to make it impossible for anyone else to ever possibly follow in your footsteps.
	Do you ever worry about that?
	That's what I'd be worried about if I were you.
	Mid-Spurg, Post-Spurg, the Post-Spurg clarity.
	Do you think they have post-Spurg clarity?
	And they get that out of their system and they immediately like, oh my God, I'm an idiot.
	I don't think so.
	I think it's just a.
	I don't think there's ever a climax to the Spurg, so they don't get the clarity.
	I think it's just a constant, endless irritation of Sperg balls that they can never relieve.
	But, you know, fortunately for us and everyone else, they are exemplary human beings that are just like really, you know, like, wow.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	If only the people who, you know, almost but didn't quite survive the Titanic sinking, if they had known that there would be internet hero spurgs like this in the future, they might have held on a little longer.
	They might have fought a little longer.
	Because that's, I mean, that's the kind of stuff that makes you swim through the icy waters of death to survive out of pure motivation.
	When you're like, there's going to be people in the future with anonymous Twitter accounts and they're going to be tagging people that aren't watching, paying it.
	They're going to get like four views and they're going to spend all day on there for years on end.
	And then they're going to have a podcast that no one listens to.
	I'm not dying here.
	today!
	You're doing great, kid.
	You're doing great.
	Don't stop.
	Ever.
	It makes him so mad, too.
	What do you say?
	I'm not wrong.
	I'm so right.
	It's retarded how right I am.
	I'm like the sun.
	Denying that I'm right about this is denying the sun.
	Now there's going to be, you know, solar deniers.
	That's just a big flashlight.
	Shut the fuck up!
	Good for you, sweetie.
	Mommy's proud.
	I would be.
	Imagine that's your child.
	Now I'm imagining if one of my sons was like 55 and was an internet spurg, like on welfare.
	I have no son.
	Bad genes.
	I would have to say, I'd be like, I don't know.
	I must have got the bad genes.
	That one.
	Couldn't be more.
	Thank you.
	When they say, you know, they say your life flashes before you're.
	I've one of those.
	I don't think it's a morbid curiosity.
	It's just a curiosity.
	I'm an intellectually curious person.
	I'm curious about everything.
	I want to know things.
	I want to understand how things work and, you know, why and how.
	And, you know, just like that.
	So that whole thing, I went on like a probably a year, eight months, a long time.
	I get into something.
	I'm into it for a while until I feel like I've exhausted all of the information I can get from it and there's nothing really new.
	Like really specialized, minor detail.
	I'm not really that interested unless I am, but generally I'm just looking for the meta picture, you know, the big piece.
	And one of them was, you know, people near-death experiences that die and come back to life.
	They remember what happened and they could see everything.
	You know, there's a lot of like so many that it's undeniable.
	It's not, oh, is it?
	No, that is absolutely a thing.
	That's as much of a thing as a heart attack is a thing.
	There was a time when people didn't think heart attacks were real.
	They thought ghosts were killing people because they'd just go and die.
	And they'd be like, oh, no, it was the devil.
	No, it was just a heart attack.
	That's not real.
	That's just crazy talk.
	So, so yeah, that's just something that happened.
	And a lot of people report that they get a sense of like, and I like how they describe it because it sounds accurate.
	It sounds like when I heard this, I was like, that's probably true.
	That's what it would fucking mean, isn't it?
	There's just things that make sense in life.
	And you're like, of course it was going to be this.
	And you, oh, yeah, you relive your life, everything.
	You kind of re-experience it all really quickly.
	It's almost like you instantly download.
	I think what happens is people are explaining it like, all of a sudden, I just, it's like you're no longer confined to your mortal shell and its limitations.
	You don't, you're not a spirit.
	You're in a body.
	So your body is not connected to fucking all the universe and all of this kind of stuff.
	But when you're not, you're no longer chained to that.
	You're not bound by that anymore.
	All of a sudden, you know everything.
	You know everything there is to know because it's all out here where you are and you're not allowed, you know.
	And all of a sudden you just, oh.
	And, but what it is, is you remember all the things you did.
	What you don't know and don't remember is how it felt and looked from the perception of everybody else.
	That's what you get to learn.
	Ooh.
	So if you were a really bad person, you're going to feel, you're going to learn what that's like as the victim over and over and over and over and over.
	Conversely, if you were a good person and so on, you see?
	So I thought that was interesting.
	I can't remember why I stumbled on this topic.
	Fuck, there was a reason.
	Near-death experience.
	I can't remember now.
	Somebody in the chat will remind me or they won't.
	It's hard to say.
	Coconut Joe.
	Thanks, Coconut Joe.
	That reminded me of Milky Joe.
	That's what I thought it was.
	The mighty boosh, this ridiculously, just silly and hilarious.
	I've gotten so, like, you know, cold-blooded and just desensitized, you know.
	I used to love stuff like that.
	I still think it's funny, but I have to really be in a good mood.
	I have to probably be high, you know, I have to really enjoy it.
	Otherwise, it's just too silly.
	It's almost childish.
	It is childish, you know, but it's funny.
	Anyway, they were lost on an island.
	There was a coconut.
	Milky Joe.
	It was, and then it got dark.
	I think Milky Joe was raping people.
	I think there was a murder involved at one point.
	It's my kind of show.
	Anyway, I thought that's where you're going with that.
	So that's why I giggled.
	Anyway, nobody asked.
	Nobody fucking asked why.
	I'm answering questions in my own head that I'm thinking people probably are asking.
	And it's very likely no one is.
	And they're all just watching.
	Look, he's insane.
	Like, he just talks to himself for probably forever.
	He probably does this when it's turned.
	He probably never stops.
	Look, he doesn't even know what he's talking about now.
	It's just, it's just weird.
	It's just the weirdest mental illness I've ever seen.
	That's my whole audience.
	It has to be.
	Scotian gentleman says it's sleepcast for me.
	Good.
	This is your laim.
	He says, I want you to know how energized I was after Monday.
	Whatever ingredients you used, put in a dissolvable capsule.
	I think I was just in a good mood that day.
	Which is rare.
	Nah, it's not.
	It's just.
	Yeah, no, I don't know.
	I think that was a problem.
	I've been applying a kind of expectations or like a...
	Thank you.
	I'm policing myself and I keep coming back to this around in circles.
	You know, you got to be your own dad because no one is going to be there to tell you no and to tell you to stop and tell you that's enough.
	And, you know, you should go to, you should stop.
	You don't eat that.
	All of that kind of shit.
	Right.
	You have to do that for yourself because no one else is really going to.
	And people don't do that.
	That's your discipline.
	That's what that is.
	When you know better, when you know, like, I shouldn't be doing this or I don't want to do that.
	Yeah.
	You know who has to stop you?
	You.
	If you don't, you don't have any discipline.
	You're lazy.
	And that's why you're fucked up probably.
	It's a huge problem.
	It's not good for you.
	You know, it's very, very bad.
	Teaching somebody to discipline themselves, to be focused is one of the best things you can do for them.
	That's one of the best gifts you'll ever get.
	That's going to set them up for the rest of their life.
	Babying people and just being...
	They're 300 pounds.
	They're getting a leg removed for diabetes and he's 27. You probably should have cut that shit out like 20 years ago, actually.
	You know.
	Or it's drugs or it's whatever.
	There's always something.
	And nobody wants to be the bad guy and criticize anyone.
	And it got so bad.
	It became such an oppressively, stupidly over-the-top culture of everyone's a special little bird and everything's amazing.
	And that's toxic masculine that I just lost my fucking mind.
	I was like, well, I'm going to, I'm sure I said this as well.
	I'm going to go in the other direction aggressively.
	I'm going to go get a fucking motorcycle.
	I'm going to just, I'm not going to lean that way.
	I'm going to long jump that way.
	And when I hit the ground, I'm going to start running and pulling people with me out of spite because this is like we're overdosing on stupidity, on this hyper-feminized emotional hypocrisy fest we call a fucking society.
	It's going to kill us all.
	There's no toxic masculinity.
	There's a critical lack of it to the where we're dying.
	We don't have oxygen.
	We're going to die.
	So I'm just going to go cartoonishly in the other direction.
	just to make a point.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	Yeah, people don't like it when you tell the truth, though.
	They don't like that.
	They don't like the heat.
	I don't give a fuck.
	We'll see.
	We'll see.
	Yes, I've got those stories too.
	I don't give a fuck, man.
	I love what you guys are doing.
	So I can't talk to you anymore because my boss found out that fucking.
	Yeah.
	You're also like, my wife doesn't.
	Oh.
	Okay, we're not friends anymore because your wife said.
	I don't give a fuck.
	Yeah, you're a badass, buddy.
	Well, I'm just saying.
	And I'm just saying I was putting body parts in bags when I was 20. So I don't don't.
	So you're here to look for sympathy.
	You're looking for someone to pat you on the back and say, it's okay.
	I don't have any of that here.
	I don't have any of that.
	That's all gone.
	That went out with that.
	You can go.
	There's a whole bunch of gender studies women over there that are happy to.
	And as long as you'll grovel and be a feminist, they'll happy to pretend to care about your feelings.
	That's another thing they don't teach young men either is that no one cares about your feelings.
	Unfortunately.
	Not no one, but basically no one.
	Like your mom would probably care most people's moms.
	Your dad, maybe, a little, but and then it drops off real steep after that.
	And it's just how it is.
	It's how it's always been.
	So when they've spent all these years teaching, you know.
	You just need to be more emotional.
	You need to be more vulnerable and you need to be in touch with your feelings.
	How's that working out for you?
	There's a time and a place for everything, but, you know, you went like 90-10 the other direction when it should have been like, you know, 90-10 the other way.
	Because part of it's not toxic.
	is just, again, people that don't, they don't understand what men are and they don't understand what, you know, especially the warrior type men are and what they're for.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	They don't understand that part of remaining mentally strong is telling yourself that you are and accepting certain burdens, hardships, unfairness, whatever.
	In just shit.
	Shit sandwiches.
	And you just got to grit your teeth and deal with it because you are able to.
	They're not.
	They don't send...
	They don't send the girl guides to go attack any ridge.
	don't.
	I don't.
	I don't.
	Thank you.
	You know, this fucking feminist society, it hates men until it needs them.
	That day may be coming.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	Feel very safe downtown, Toronto?
	How's the public transit situation going?
	I understand there's a woman just randomly murdered.
	Where was that, London?
	There's some guy on the loose just stabbing people.
	Like, this is just where we're at now.
	Don't worry.
	Patrolman, constable, big booty Latinas, they're going to be on top of it.
	That's the other thing they won't tell you.
	They'll say that's what they want.
	We need more strong women and we want more diversity and we need more.
	If you actually felt scared, if you were really concerned, like I think we are in serious mortal danger right now, right fucking now.
	And there's two phones.
	There's maybe 10 phones in front of you.
	And you can make one call.
	One of those phones is a bunch of white guys, some of them with mustaches and bald heads.
	They've got matching shirts.
	That's the phone people are going to call almost every time.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	That'll be fun to watch.
	It'll be fun to watch how these fucking students of the new world built back better.
	Yeah.
	You exist on a foundation of sand that's just being permitted, you know, for now.
	We'll see what happens.
	We'll see how tightly they cling to their fucking precious ideals when it gets scary.
	Are you willing to die for it?
	You're going to risk your life for it?
	You're going to deploy with that platoon?
	This is the first all-trans, all-female, all-gay, all-fucking, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
	Every sexy commander, every, yeah, fall in.
	There is no reason they're not just as capable.
	I'm sure there isn't.
	So who's going?
	Hands?
	Anybody?
	It's weird.
	Come on, guys.
	What are you waiting for?
	Fucking 2006 Delta Force, basically, we're talking about.
	It's It's like this weird cosmic game they're playing.
	The further and the farther and the harder that you run away from reality and try to make reality something that it isn't.
	Invert it upside down, turn it against itself, all this crazy shit that they're doing.
	The more of it that you do to basically distance yourself from Nature, instinct, like the natural order of reality.
	The further, the harder, the farther, everything they do to try to get away from it brings them closer to it.
	Everything they're doing is going to destroy the way of life that we have that has insulated us from that world.
	And then there's going to be no stopping it.
	Thank you.
	Where was this story?
	I'm going to check this guy.
	I don't know what a deep state expert is, but anyway, this is.
	He's not wrong, man.
	This is, this is.
	You just read in the leaves.
	You just read, you know, it's getting cold.
	Winter's coming, you know?
	Very grave danger as a nation.
	Deep state expert warns South Africa's genocide is going global.
	Jeez, where have I heard that before?
	His recent best-selling book, Indoctrinating Our Children to Death, is warning people to pay attention to the genocide of the white farmers in South Africa.
	What's happening there is something they want to take global and their tyrannical takeover of all life and property on earth.
	What's happening down there is a microcosm, and that's what they have planned for you, your country, your family, and what's left of the Christian West.
	Well, it's not the real reason, but it's not because they're Christians.
	It's not the Christian African countries that are under attack, is it?
	It's a lot of Christian African countries.
	There's a lot of Christians in Africa.
	Christians in the Middle East.
	Why aren't they...
	Isn't that Brazil with the giant like the massive, enormous Christ statue on the top of a mountain?
	Like, that's Brazil, isn't it?
	Or Argentina or somewhere.
	It's not those ones.
	Strange.
	But yeah, more or less.
	Um, you know, I'm not going to be able to do it.
	Your fucking pronouns and your virtuous statuses on Twitter.
	Oh, you got some degrees and some online bullshit.
	Oh, did you go to the University of Ottawa and learn about fucking women's struggles?
	Yeah, okay.
	So there's six Somalian guys at the door with guns and machetes.
	Oh, it's just window broke.
	They're coming in.
	So.
	Oh, no, you can't call a cop.
	We defunded the cops.
	There are no cops anymore.
	Remember?
	The ones we do have, well, it's big booty.
	You know, she's busy eating.
	So you're on your own.
	You don't have any men in your life because they're toxic.
	So you can't call any of them.
	And your lesbian wife, who's like basically a man with her butcher, she's pissing herself and trembling in the corner.
	Yes, she.
	It's a female.
	She has a vagina.
	I don't care if she calls herself Alan and has a mullet and tucks a plaid shirt into a pair of, you know, boxy mom jeans with a belt and she thinks she looks hot and she's just, you know, I don't care because this is, this is what I was talking about.
	This is reality now.
	This is the jungle.
	There's no fucking rules here except what is.
	It's the arena.
	Welcome to the arena.
	You're the reason we're here now.
	Because you wanted all of these feelings to be acted upon.
	All of your fe all of the feelings, all of the justice, all of the refugees and all of the racism and all of the Yes.
	Yes.
	Yes, listen to that little serpent speak sweet nothings into your ear.
	It was all such a good idea.
	We need more female military officers.
	We need more Sikh Indian representation, Emperor.
	We need to destroy it all.
	We need to destroy it all.
	That's so weird, isn't it?
	Because it's their disdain.
	Those are the sides, okay?
	This is what it comes down to.
	You're either a Nazi or you're a freak, essentially, or you're somewhere on the spectrum to one or the other.
	And the freaks are, they hate.
	You could say nature, God, just the natural or life itself.
	Hate it.
	Can't stand it.
	Anything normal and wholesome, disgusting.
	They can't, you know, they freak out.
	They ever see a picture of like a, it's like a Texan family in America.
	They've got, I mean, they've got American flags and stuff.
	It's not hard to guess.
	It's, you know, handsome white guy, probably looks exactly like me, has a beard, and then he's got like a really beautiful wife.
	They're both holding AR-15s, and they've got four kids also holding guns.
	They're all waving American flags, you know, and they're like, this is fucking terrorism.
	And they're losing their minds over that.
	This was called Average American Family Photos circa 1979 to, I don't know.
	No one cared ever.
	Now all of a sudden it's terrorism.
	So I don't know what.
	Also, men or women, women or men.
	Remove the genitals, slice them off with knives, pump them full of poison until they kill themselves.
	And then when they do, well, it was white people's fault probably, especially men.
	And destroy more things, statues, rewrite stuff, take them out of the popular culture, put more women in it and make it gay.
	A lot of that.
	More women, make it gay.
	Because we hate that.
	We hate toxic masculinity.
	We hate violence and we hate all the...
	And because you refuse to compete, it's all very competition-based, and you don't like that.
	You don't think that's fair.
	So, you instead of that, instead of competing, you think, well, I'll just rewrite the rules.
	I'll just rewrite the rules so where I win and I don't have to do anything.
	I'm now a victim/slash special amazing person.
	I have these statuses.
	I have these faux accomplishments.
	Look at my social media profile.
	Look at all the mental illnesses I have.
	Look at many abortions I've had.
	We will just rewrite the rules so where I don't have to compete anymore.
	I'm just amazing.
	And you have to change, actually, to appease my feelings.
	These are the people making these policy decisions in opposition to, I would say, an outright hatred of reality and life itself in their determination to just change reality and smother it.
	And we'll just, we'll never have to do this.
	Every step that they take in the pursuit of this goal brings them closer to it breaking into their fucking house.
	It's and they don't see it, you know?
	And you can't make them see it because they're down here in the mud.
	They are aimed at the dirt.
	They won't even come up to the second floor of the house to look out the window to get a slightly better view because there's stairs and they don't do stairs.
	They have a mobility scooter.
	They've already had a leg cut off from diabetes.
	We talked about this, all right?
	Stairs are oppressive, and stairs are an invention of the white man to keep the black man down.
	Because they know that they're not as good at building stairs in two-story, four-story building.
	They can't really...
	So we've actually made stairs illegal in Canada in 2029.
	There's no more stairs because it's oppressive and offensive to other cultures, specifically the ones that stack rocks that look like little people as well.
	They think that that's making fun of the rock people statues because it's kind of, I mean, it's wood kind of stacked on top of each other and going up.
	And it...
	you Just get out of their way.
	People like that, you can't.
	Unless they're your family or for some reason, even if they're your family, just because someone's your family, I don't think means someone you automatically owe that person anything.
	I mean, you probably do, generally, but not automatically.
	Not 100%, because there's, I mean, I know people, you know, they're relatives or even close relatives.
	And it's like, yeah, there's a very good reason that they don't like each other and probably should never speak to each other again.
	But again, if it's unless there's somebody you have like a personal history with or there's there's a there's a wrong that needs to there's there's a like I can't you know I gotta try you know like I can't leave them behind I gotta fucking at least fair enough you know we all got we all gotta live with ourselves but just some person you met yesterday like you don't owe them anything if
	they're like that especially you know if they're a goblin freak they made their choices just like you you're where you are because of your choices and they're where they are because of theirs so if you want to go around uh trying to convince and help and make them understand and have a conversation with all these people you're going to be at that for um the rest of your life you're
	never going to be done there's more of them every day is that is that worth your time and your and your success rate is going to be you know one for every 200 some people some people are just the kind that they will believe whatever the last person they talked to told them they're just very fickle and they're just kind of i think people like that is a survival mechanism they're tip they're not confident
	people they're not very intelligent people and for them to basically survive in life and do that whoever is around them they need to approve of them and like them that's all they really know they know that's important or they're not they're not going to eat you know what i mean so whoever's around them and they're they just agree with what everybody else else is doing there's a lot of people like that i think they're called voters they
	don't want to be outside the sheep pack because then they're you know they're i've seen people do that too sit here at our table and agree oh yeah i agree with everything i'm on your guys' team yeah then they go over to that table oh yeah i'm with you guys i fucking like i i can still see you you didn't even leave the room at least leave the room before you betray me i'm right here we are not the same if
	i can't be honest i'll be dead serious when i sat down i was not gonna quit i wasn't gonna be like this is it i'm fucking done but i'm like i'm gonna at least i'm gonna talk about it because i think it's i don't know man it's coming you know and i think it needs to start you know that's why you talk that's why you talk about things that's what it was i have i
	have imposed conditions on myself subconsciously perhaps that uh everything has to be a certain way and go a certain you know, and it doesn't at all.
	I don't know why I was thinking that.
	I've been doing this for seven years.
	I used to get anxiety.
	I would have too much shit.
	I'd have like 30. There's probably still 30 tabs.
	I don't know.
	I don't care.
	I don't need them.
	But I think I do.
	And I'll, you know, oh, I got to get all this.
	Who cares?
	What am I going to do?
	Just sit there and make shit up for three hours?
	You've been doing it for the better part of almost a decade, son.
	Yeah.
	See, this is me being dad to myself again.
	But in all seriousness, like, no, I'm that's what it was.
	I just, uh, when I sat down, I didn't even realize that until I started talking about it.
	I'm like, why do I have to?
	I probably do need a break.
	I'm going to continue, but we'll see how it goes.
	I think I'm just pretty much shit on myself.
	But the point is, the whole, you know, you got to be your own dad thing.
	I mean that literally.
	And it's, I don't know where I half piece this together, half heard something from somebody.
	I just clicked one day.
	And then ever since I started doing that, it doesn't always work because you're, you know, sometimes, you know, your dad tells you not to do something and you do it anyway.
	And you're like, fuck, I should have listened to my dad, except it's you now, because you're a grown man.
	Right.
	Or maybe that's who it is in your head.
	Maybe you picture your own dad.
	If you love your dad, then maybe that works for you.
	But when you're in, when you're in a situation, you just periodically throughout the day, the week, whatever, you just take a look at yourself, maybe in a mirror, maybe just internally, maybe while you're zoned out, watching the fucking advertisement, whatever.
	And picture, you know, you're not you, you're your son, and you're now your own dad.
	Do you like what you see?
	What are you dealing with?
	What are you going through?
	And if you don't know what to do, what would you tell your son to do?
	Because, you know, we're all good men here.
	We all love our sons, don't we?
	You wouldn't lie to them.
	You wouldn't tell them to do something that would fuck them.
	You would give them the best fucking advice you could think of.
	You'd be like, you got to do this.
	This is what you got to do.
	Because it's just totally 100% generated out of love.
	There's no way you're going to steal.
	It could be wrong.
	You could fuck up, but your intent, that's the purest intentions and effort you're ever going to get.
	So you tell yourself what you would tell your own son.
	And that's all the logic there is to it.
	Then if you can remove yourself from it, like what's happening to you?
	It's happening to your son.
	What would you tell him to do?
	Would you tell him to give up?
	Would you tell him not to give up?
	Would you tell him he can't do it?
	Or would you tell him that he could?
	Would you tell him, don't eat that whole fucking cake.
	You're already fat.
	Starting tomorrow, you're going to go to the fucking gym.
	Would you tell them that?
	Yes, I know I look like a cop now, but like, I'm just doing it to confuse them.
	They're gonna start to like me.
	They're not gonna be able to help it.
	I'm gonna fuck them up.
	I'm gonna, all these cops are gonna be doing my bidding before long.
	They'll be like, I can't.
	Chief, I can't.
	The mustache.
	Look at it.
	Here comes the chief.
	That's a goddamn fine mustache.
	We can't compete with this.
	License and registration.
	Phil.
	No, this is, you need a license to boog?
	Where's your license to boog, Phil?
	Albert says, hi.
	Hello?
	I've been watching your streams lately.
	You think you should do a stand-up routine as only Donald Trump might pay for that?
	I felt bad the other night.
	I had like three messages about the Trump thing, and I like didn't do any of it.
	I'm just like, they obviously wanted you to do a Trump bit, and I just didn't do it.
	In my head, I'm always like, everyone's tired of all of this.
	Just minimal anything because I cannot hang on to this fucking pen to save my life.
	Come on.
	Don't.
	Anyway.
	I need a setup.
	I need something.
	I'll, you know, he's one of the funnest.
	He's one of the easier ones.
	I don't know why.
	He's just, he's easy for me to do.
	Once I kind of got his voice figured out, he's not.
	He's not too bad.
	Normally, normally doing a good impression of anyone takes a fair amount of work and time.
	But if you're halfway talented and lazy like me, sometimes you can just get good at one with minimal effort and you can just coast.
	You can just coast on that for a long time.
	Except I'm never going to get a job on Saturday Night Live because I'm a fucking nat.
	I'm a fucking nat.
	Anyway, I'll have to think of something.
	Somebody has to set me up with Trump before.
	Sometimes after the stream credits, Normale Phillip gets up to shenanigans.
	He's been hanging out with Donald a lot lately.
	Last I heard, wasn't he throwing grenades on people out of a helicopter?
	There's probably people listening to this that don't know, I have any idea what I'm talking about.
	And it's like, especially if the audio, the downloads, like the stream ends and it's quiet.
	And they probably just, oh, there's still just, you'll see.
	It's been seven years.
	I think I can give it away now.
	There's a third.
	Yes.
	It's been doing it forever.
	Somebody's like, how long have you been doing this?
	For like seven years, man.
	It's hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of these.
	His adventures are wide-ranging as they are disturbing.
	And if you haven't listened to them, maybe don't because you'll come away with a totally different appreciation of me and not a good one.
	It'll be like, I introduced, oh my God, he shook my wife's hand.
	Oh, no.
	Is it contagious, whatever he has?
	Jay Fish says, out of the hundreds I've watched and listened to, hands down, the highest level of ability.
	Keep me engaged.
	Oh, thanks, man.
	On the verge of tears.
	For nine hours.
	Three hours, 99% of the time.
	I don't know.
	It's funny, too, because a lot of people just don't have the attention span.
	And it's just the way it is, you know?
	For whatever reason, it's just certain people.
	Certain people really, you know, enjoy what I'm doing.
	And, you know, for that, I'm grateful because otherwise I would have to do something else shittier, you know.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	But, you know, part of that was realizing like, I'm actually not special.
	Like, we're all, we're all special in that, like, you, we're all a certain type of person.
	We all are more or less more like this or more like that.
	You're more of a golden retriever.
	You're more of a Rottweiler.
	You're more of, you know, you're more in between.
	But everybody kind of, but there's, there's no such thing as like a one of a kind person exactly.
	I think even the rarest kinds of people there are, there's tens of thousands at least of people like them that if they met each other, they'd be like, we are like the same fucking person.
	We are almost the same.
	Yeah.
	And that's kind of cool.
	It's just the percentages and the numbers, they're just kind of bigger, smaller depending on what you're talking about.
	But nobody's that unique.
	And if you feel that way or something, there's chances are, and I wondered that, you know, before I started talking, saying anything, before I did the Omar Cotter thing, I was like, I wonder how many people even, then I know, then I knew.
	A lot, actually, quite a few who are just afraid to say anything because, well, you know, the freaks out there, the walking dead, the Hmong, the zombies.
	Patton says, hi, Ceces.
	Fuck you.
	In all caps.
	I don't know if he just wants to make sure you guys can see it because he knows your eyes are bad or he's yelling at you.
	I don't know.
	You'll have to ask him.
	Why don't you go ambush him outside of the bar somewhere?
	Jenstein says, we will miss you.
	time to order made, I guess.
	Oh, f***.
	F***.
	Oh, that.
	You can't.
	Jenstein.
	Oh, my God.
	I think he's doing that to manipulate me because I'm sure I've said this at one point.
	It's like, oh, fuck.
	Imagine if it's like somebody was like, all I have is this.
	I think this stream is on.
	Otherwise, I'd fucking kill myself.
	And then I cancel it.
	You and me.
	This is psychological warfare.
	I'm not falling for this.
	I'm just together always.
	I really feel that I'm losing my best friend.
	I can't believe it's good.
	It looks like you're not.
	Walking off.
	And if it's real, I don't want to know Don't speak in the notes what you say He's trying to make sure that I never stop streaming by preying upon my fears.
	It's not going to work on me.
	I'm basically a steel trap, but I see what you're trying to do.
	It's a good move.
	It's a good shot.
	I can't help it.
	If you're bothered by it, I'm just tune out or go somewhere else.
	I fucking love boxing.
	I'm obsessed.
	I'm never going to stop.
	I don't know what to tell you.
	It's just like when two really good, really fucking good guys are fighting and one of them tries something that doesn't work.
	But the other guy's like, I would have tried that too.
	Oh, close foot.
	Game recognizes game, you know.
	Nice try, mind terrorist Jenstein.
	I learned it from watching you.
	Oh, Donkey won't do this to me.
	He says, I think this is part of the sociological progressive nature of homo democracy.
	Pushes to the limit, ease off, become normalized, might be another generation.
	No, there is no other generation.
	Today we're the cowboys of the past for the future.
	This is it.
	This is what I don't think people understand.
	It's just mathematically, The numbers are what they are.
	We are at that tipping point right now.
	This generation of kids that are, I mean, you could probably go older, but even just to really grab it, like 10 to 10 to 17. Like, how old is a generation?
	A generation is every what, like 18 years or 25 years or whatever the hell it is.
	I don't know.
	But specifically that crop.
	Once, like the kids today that are 10, when they're 21, we will be one, an absolute minority in this country.
	We will have no political power representation whatsoever.
	Pretty much the core, the vast majority of the boomer support base for the status quo system will be gone.
	They will be not voting dead, you know what I mean?
	And I'm not being me.
	It's just, you know, if they're 70 now, where are they in 10 years?
	Probably not here.
	Or, you know, and so on and so on and so on.
	And that's the majority of our numbers still.
	Taxpayers, voters, most of them are over 55. So, so 10 where, so now we don't have, and well, you see the media, you see that.
	What's the public messaging going to be?
	What are you going to see on TV, the radio?
	Like, it's going one direction, isn't it?
	When those kids are 21, they're going to be in a very hostile environment.
	It's already impossible for anyone who's 21 to ever own a home, pretty much, unless you're a professional athlete, you win the lottery, some other lightning strike of a thing happens to you.
	You're not going to own anything.
	And I'm not trying to make you sad or upset.
	In fact, probably the opposite.
	If there are any young guys or girls either listening to this, I don't know why there'd be any.
	There's no young women listening to this.
	That would be fucking weird.
	Isn't like women don't even pay attention to anything even remotely relevant to real life, like until they're at least 30, don't they?
	They're pretty much just dancing and tasting different foods and taking pictures of different foods until they're like 30, I think.
	And then they're like, wait a minute, like, why are people getting shooted?
	I'm just teasing.
	I'm mostly just teasing because it's mostly, some of that's not true.
	Some of that isn't true for some people sometimes.
	So, you know.
	I think I'm covered legally there.
	But, you know, it's yeah, like it's hopeless, right?
	Just don't kill yourselves.
	Don't fucking...
	Don't tell me...
	Don't speak...
	I love you.
	We're going to sell the official soundtrack.
	I should do that.
	I should sell a mixtape.
	Like a C, a, holy fuck.
	Oh.
	That would have been funny.
	I don't know why.
	I keep getting ideas that I wish I could tell Greg about.
	That would have been.
	That would have been a funny idea, Griff Shop idea.
	I make like a burned C, like we're in high school.
	Hey, I made you a CD.
	It's, it's like got 18 songs burned onto it, like some of like from the stream.
	And I'm like, and it's like handwritten.
	It's in one of those shitty cases with no cover.
	And that's what we mail you for like $50.
	That's what it would cost.
	The CD, the shipping.
	Yeah, it would probably cost that.
	Holy fuck, that would be funny though.
	And no one would ever be able to listen to it because nobody has a CD player anywhere.
	I have one in my truck, and it took me 20 minutes to figure out where it was or how to access it.
	I'm not a boo-it just- I don't know.
	It's so, it's barely there.
	And then when you put something in there, you can't get it.
	I just know because I was going through the menus one day and I was like, CD?
	Where?
	What?
	Is there a fucking CD player here?
	I had to Google it.
	I had to go on YouTube and I was like, I was so mad.
	Like, why?
	Why?
	Why is why?
	Fucking why?
	Why is there a thing, a device, a machine that I can't find?
	Why would you make it?
	Is it stealth?
	Is it a compartment?
	Is this a drug smuggling vehicle?
	Did I just stumble upon something?
	There's no button.
	There's nothing.
	There's just a tiny little, you can't even see it.
	I had to Google it.
	I had to go on YouTube.
	And that wasn't even clear.
	It's like, oh, it's located on the fucking panel.
	Where?
	I don't.
	I had to Google a fucking YouTube video like an idiot.
	And yeah, there's a YouTube video for where the fucking CD player is in this truck.
	And it's two or three minutes long.
	And I'm like, this is embarrassing that it's even that long.
	But like a two second, all I needed was either two pictures or one video of a hand, anyone's hand.
	I don't care.
	I don't care.
	It could have been a fucking, it could have been an alligator's hand with CD going in the thing.
	That's it.
	And that took me like 20 minutes to find because that's the internet now because there's so many Indians on it.
	And now Elon wants to give Indians all the internet.
	He's giving the internet to all of India.
	Did you see this?
	Starlink is going to go like big time on the internet because they're like, well, we need money to like pay for everything.
	So $10 a month per customer, something dirt cheap like this.
	I hope that, but this could be fake.
	The amount of fake shit running around is that, but it sounds like something they do.
	And at scale, you're going to get, I mean, hundreds of millions of customers in India.
	I mean, think how much money that is, right?
	So the internet is basically over, guys.
	We have but few months left.
	And then it's just everything is Bob's in the gene.
	It'll everything.
	You'll go to log into Windows and it'll be an Indian guy.
	Like there'll be, there'll be no escaping.
	Just how it is outside, how there's no escaping them.
	It'll be like that digitally now.
	Like even places they shouldn't even been able to get.
	How did you even get in there?
	Like you'll go through, say, I will go through old saved emails from 2006 and seven when I was in Afghanistan, and there will be edits in them made by Indian men.
	There will be, there will be administrational history in the coding that I can find where Indians have logged in and taken old photos.
	Like, not copy paste, cut and paste.
	So, those are gone now.
	That's, I mean, this is where we're headed.
	So, fortunately, and this is going to bring me back to the young guys here for a minute.
	Why don't please don't kill yourselves because you're going to feel really stupid if you do everything's about to explode.
	I don't know, not tomorrow, but over the next 10, 20 years, it's going to get well.
	It might as well just say anything.
	Just listen to this noise and think about what the next 15 years is probably going to be like.
	It can't stay this way.
	So, we're at the end of a long, fortunately for you guys, a long road of poison and sabotage, self-harm, lies, treachery, a lot of the things to bring us to where we are now took a long time.
	And it's been accelerating a lot, especially in the last 10 years, five years.
	And, you know, I've just been really kind of paying attention in earnest since, I don't know, 2012, 13, maybe.
	And true, I mean, there's probably, I mean, I was born in 86. I'm a fucking old man now.
	I mean, there's, there's guys, there's guys in the army now that weren't even alive when 9-11 happened, you know, like they don't even remember real life.
	They don't remember normal.
	What they think normal is, like, that's not normal, dude.
	Way, what, you missed it.
	It's gotten so crazy and it's not sustainable.
	And it's getting to the point now.
	And this is, and you're a big reason.
	You're a big part of why this is going to move to the next stage here.
	Like I said, having a life is impossible.
	You're never going to be able to have enough money to stay ahead of the bills.
	Home ownership.
	Forget it.
	How are you going to do that?
	And how are you going to having having financial stability and a place to rest and live and provide?
	If you want to have a wife, you kind of need one of those.
	It's kind of important.
	Since, oh, I don't know.
	Always?
	It's always.
	Yeah.
	So that is the precursor to having a family.
	So you see how this is going to raise some existential questions about the futility of even being alive.
	Now, what they're going to hope for and push towards is, yeah, well, just get universal basic.
	This is what they're going to attempt to universal basic income.
	And we'll give you some sex robots.
	And you can just play video games and live a life of, you know, comfortable distractions forever and just keep numbing the pain of feeling like this is not what life is supposed to be.
	And, you know, the emptiness that you feel and all of that.
	We'll just keep pummeling you with different things, distractions and things to make you cope with and all that kind of stuff.
	But really soon, like those, the kind of pain they're talking about is going to be so intense that there's not going to be any artificial substitute that's going to be the medicine you need.
	It's not going to be there.
	The instinct is going to be to revolt because you don't have a future.
	That's what young men do.
	That's what men do.
	They may be soft.
	They may be grown up in this weird, fucked up inside-out coddled environment, but I have faith that the human instinct.
	And we've been alive quite a while.
	There's evidence of human activity on this planet going back to like hundreds of thousands of years.
	Like this isn't, this isn't day two.
	We're not new.
	And we've survived this whole time somehow.
	The idea that, oh, well, now there's smartphones, so we'll just go extinct.
	That's retarded.
	That's retarded.
	The problem is that I think no one has perceived the threat.
	No one felt, and it's certainly changing, at least, it's certainly changing now.
	In the past, it wasn't so much.
	COVID certainly kick-started this.
	People are now feeling threatened.
	They didn't used to.
	It's easy to not react and be lazy and just kind of, eh, when you, you know, you look outside, everything looks fine.
	Basically, people like me are going, oh, you got to go outside.
	It's crazy.
	And they go, what?
	And they look, I don't, it looks fine to me.
	Nothing was affecting them, you know, whenever everything I went through in Afghanistan and the war and the lies and all that didn't affect them.
	It's like, well, if you're on, everything's fine from where I am.
	So if you think things are fucked up, it must be something you did or maybe you, I don't know.
	It sounds like a you problem.
	It doesn't affect me.
	And then it did.
	And then everybody had to, or they take your job away or you're not going to be able to travel all of that shit.
	It came into everyone's home.
	And for the first time, everyone at once was affected by the claw, the state, the overriding power structure that exists.
	And it did it in a way that didn't make any fucking sense and was crazy and heavy-handed.
	And a lot of people, for the first time, got a glimpse of something that we've been seeing for a long time.
	And it scared them.
	Now you've got people running around randomly getting murdered, stabbed, Smashed to death by transport trucks on the road.
	Kids going missing, women getting raped.
	It just all of it adds up.
	It's like, you know, let's go back to video games again.
	How many experience points do you need to go to level 25?
	We just don't know how many.
	But every one of these that happens, that's a pile.
	It's got to be getting close, because it is.
	The landscape of rhetoric and the things people are saying and comfortable saying, it's blown out of the water completely different than it was 10 years ago.
	And right now, that's, yeah, it's a hopeless bleak.
	Like, it's fucking awful.
	That's the reason why it isn't.
	I would agree that there's no point.
	It's so over, bro.
	If nobody anywhere saw a fucking thing.
	Is that true?
	Is it true that out of...
	And keep in mind, you don't need everybody.
	You don't need...
	How many do you need to actually notice legitimately a threat, a problem, and organize amongst themselves to defend the rest of them?
	And then how long through that process of this happening does it take for the other men to notice and understand what's happening and then join those who are participating in that project?
	Eventually, it's almost everybody, sooner or later.
	Thank you.
	It's instant.
	If they all understand, look, we're under attack.
	What's more interesting?
	Do you want to fight for your survival in real life, or do you want to fight for pretend digital video game prizes in a pretend world that doesn't exist while you're stripped of anything resembling dignity?
	One of them is synthetic, artificial, fake 0.5% of the feeling of accomplishment and participation and satisfaction that you get from the other real thing.
	There's no more, there's not very much room left to just sleep it off and just ignore it and go, ah, I'll be dead by the time it, are you going to be dead by the time it gets that bad?
	If you're 18, if you're 24?
	Oh, it's not my problem.
	That's going to be.
	No, it very much is your problem.
	Where are you going to be in 10 years?
	Probably in a worse place than you are right now.
	So this is breeding an undercurrent of real concern and anger and frustration and feelings of betrayal and heartbreak and backstabbing and all that stuff that I mentioned earlier that caused me to kind of go on this kind of Crusader warpath.
	So it's you know I'm not uh not that special.
	I'm not a genius.
	and then a madman is just ahead of the curve.
	...
	They're all gonna see it.
	They're all going to see it sooner or later, sooner than later.
	And the faster the critical mass point of that 1,000 manpower pool.
	And it's like 20 guys.
	If there's a crowd of 1,000 men in 20, 25 of them are like, boys, we've got a serious fucking problem.
	That group goes to 50 to 100 to 500 real fast.
	And it's just a matter of time.
	Let's just watch the boulder roll.
	And then it's on.
	And then that's it.
	Like, this is it.
	Because if we're not able to collectively, our generation, that generation, the older generation, and everybody that can get involved and contribute, when this, when the extremes cross, and it, and it, that's it.
	We either win or it doesn't matter because we're not here anymore anyway.
	So anybody who's sitting around thinking, oh, well, I'm glad that's going to be 50 years from now.
	Sorry.
	It's like you're hoping the teacher doesn't pick you today.
	Maybe they'll wait till Monday.
	Nuh-uh.
	You're not getting off that easy.
	Matt, boys, does appreciate the work.
	I don't.
	I don't think we're gonna be depressed.
	Just pulled in.
	Have to truck through this in the morning.
	Oh, he's gonna be depressed in the first hour, isn't he?
	Justice for Father says, fuck you, Phil.
	In existential whiteness.
	Okay.
	Am I, yeah, but I just realized the other night, I gotta fuck with these lights.
	Like, they were crazy bright one time.
	I was like, oh my God.
	I mean, I'm pretty white, but it was.
	That's better.
	Right?
	Okay.
	Look more human.
	Hey, Lizzie Games.
	And now they're fighting over the chat.
	I'm not doing this three-hour chat thing.
	Patton said, you're the only chicken fucking runline.
	Am I?
	Look, guys in the RCR can't read, okay?
	And if you can't read, you can't create social media accounts and like upload stuff the internet.
	That's a that's a no, that's a big problem.
	That's a big part of it.
	Um, I'm just a weird freak.
	Like, I learned to read before then, so I kind of still remembered how when I got out, surprisingly.
	But yeah, that's, that's largely what it is.
	Um, they can't use phone.
	That's why they don't text or don't, they just you sacrifice parts of your mind so you can dedicate them to being perfect at parade drill, okay?
	That's part of listen, daring, gallantry, and dash, okay?
	Did you think I'd forgotten?
	Do we need to go over why things are seen?
	I will, I will sit here.
	I will teach the whole fucking imagine that would be fucked.
	That'd be so fucking I'd have to be so, I'd have to be like Andy Cosman level schizo.
	I'd just like start a YouTube channel and just start teaching basic training classes to an invisible, like you're the, you're the class.
	Like actual military, like just as if that was my job, dead serious.
	And not once or twice.
	I mean, there's weeks of content.
	I go through the whole program.
	You'd be so, you'd be like, I hate this after like two of those.
	And you're like, we have 68 more to go.
	Like, oh.
	Take my money.
	No, no, God, no.
	Oh, man.
	How much would they have to pay me to do that again?
	It'd be kind of fun, you know.
	That's what's too bad about the reserves.
	If it was like, can I just show up whenever I want?
	Like, maybe never, maybe just for a few hours, maybe for a week, then maybe never again.
	Like, can I just come and go?
	Like, no, like, ah, fuck you.
	I'm not doing this.
	Because otherwise, I might do that.
	I'm not doing this.
	This is gay.
	You know, I'm leaving.
	I'll show up.
	What are you guys doing next week?
	Yeah, I'll come do that.
	You know, that's kind of how the resource works now, but...
	Yeah, that would be...
	Yeah, that would be great.
	I don't miss it, but I'm glad I did it.
	That makes sense.
	Keep your head.
	So see that truck over there?
	Don't get on it, boy.
	Fucking Jews gotta ruin everything.
	Well, I mean, there's, you know.
	You want to create something from the ground up.
	Meddling with something else that already exists never leads to, never leads to a good improvement, you know?
	It's just, it's like tinkering, you know?
	You're just a tinkerer.
	Inventors and visionary.
	Do you think Leonardo da Vinci respected tinkerers?
	You know, like as much as...
	Who?
	Remember Tim Taylor?
	Remember that show?
	I don't know why I thought of this.
	Oh, you can repair small engines and machines in Lawmore.
	That's nice.
	Can you build one from scratch?
	Can you work a lathe?
	Can you machine the parts?
	Can you build it from nothing, Tim?
	Because Leonardo can.
	Otherwise, you're just a tinkering bitch.
	All you do is fuck with things that I make.
	You know?
	Fair enough.
	I couldn't invent anything.
	Like, that's not me.
	It's not my job.
	That's not what I'm here for.
	That's not my.
	I wouldn't be happy doing that.
	I hate it.
	I would hate doing that.
	I was like, this is the worst.
	I do not belong here with these people.
	They were, you know, nice people.
	I get allegedly, you know, but it's not me.
	And a lot of men are afraid to be themselves and pursue what they really want to do.
	And you're never going to be happy if you can't.
	And it's a shame.
	I think a lot of guys get old before they ever pursue that.
	I think that's where a midlife crisis shit comes from a lot.
	They start freaking out like, oh my God, I'm running out of time to fucking.
	Yeah.
	But you'll never feel fulfilled or satisfied unless you're doing what you're for.
	Whatever that is.
	And if you don't know what that is, that's what you got to figure out.
	That's the first thing you got to figure out.
	Who are you?
	You don't know who you are?
	Hmm.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	But you have a very strong take on politics, I see.
	Yes.
	Yes, who?
	Come gather, everyone.
	The man who doesn't know who he is is here to tell us how we're going to get the libs out.
	Tell me, oh learned one.
	You don't even know who you are.
	Tell me how the world works.
	Tell me how the world works.
	Guy who's too afraid to even exist.
	Doesn't know who he is.
	Can't wrap his head around the fucking discipline to not be obese.
	You know, these kinds of things.
	It's just not.
	What are you going to do?
	Patton says it's Osama bin Laden raid shit.
	Except Epstein killed himself.
	Sure.
	Oh, yeah.
	Do you guys want to look at that?
	Last Canadian subscribe.
	Thanks, man.
	I appreciate that.
	I'll add you to the hit list at the end.
	Entropy, I can add people.
	Rumble will not tell me who is subscribed to the channel.
	I've been looking and I can't find it.
	And there's no, they are not.
	Like, look, I know the entropy people.
	I got to drag my phone.
	Hey, what's the deal with this?
	And they're like, you're an idiot.
	It's right there.
	Oh, thank you.
	So I can add them.
	Rumble's no such luck.
	That's just.
	If you don't know somebody that works there, you're not getting answers from anyone.
	So I don't know.
	I have no idea.
	If there's a way to find out who's like a manifest of who subscribed to your channel, I would put it on there.
	But I, as of yet, don't know where it is.
	But I'm going to look still.
	Donkey says, three years ago, Dagadan.
	Right.
	When's the next one?
	Isn't it?
	It was May, usually, wasn't it?
	What the fuck was that?
	Morgan, was that you?
	Woo!
	You're welcome.
	Guy, if the cops, are you the cops?
	Are you on the roof?
	You can just come in.
	Don't be on the fucking roof.
	It's not, it's gotta.
	It gotta be replaced.
	You're gonna fall.
	Whatever.
	If they fall through the roof, it's there.
	I swear.
	Santa!
	Like, I don't know what's going on up there.
	Someone's on the roof or something.
	There's a huge fat raccoon up there sometimes, though.
	And I know that because I heard it land, but on like the corner edge and just scurry and scratch and scramble in desperation to not fall off the edge of the roof for like five minutes.
	And then it finally got on top and then scurried around outside and then like jumped and ran away into the bushes.
	And it was huge, a big fat guy.
	What should we name him?
	Benjamin!
	You know, he's Benjamin now.
	Benjamin, get off the roof.
	Ms. Speaker, thank you.
	Torque.
	Oh, everybody's doing it now.
	You guys are just being, you guys are just being sick of fans.
	I appreciate it.
	Patton says, my basic training on YouTube, basic up, reloaded.
	Basic up reloaded.
	Keep your head says when you're the best at what you do, you get bored.
	What am I doing?
	I'm the best at venting my own frustrations.
	I would hope so.
	I would hope so.
	I think I just do it in a less, less, I don't know.
	It's more than one way to do anything.
	You know, I'm doing a little bit of nothing, a little bit of everything and nothing.
	Suit, Hawaiian shirt, drunk beard, fat.
	I don't know.
	I'm trying everything.
	So far, you know, Netanyahu's still alive.
	None of my witchcraft is working.
	I must be doing it wrong.
	Uncle Tacitus has just tuned in, got scared by shirt.
	We'll watch tomorrow once I collect myself after three.
	Well, you weren't here, you know?
	Yeah.
	I'm an unapologetic white guy with a mustache, an unironic one, in a basically like a vacation shirt that I wore in Mexico because it was like 27 degrees today.
	If you guys were wondering, like, when does it get warm in Nova Scotia?
	Two days ago.
	May 28th is when it stops being shitty and cold and rainy.
	And then it's nice for about two or three weeks.
	Then it's rainy and muggy and gross, and there's a lot of bugs and flies.
	Then it's kind of a few more weeks again on the other end towards August, September, and then it's right back to kill yourself.
	So you get like, I think it's like 17 or 18 nice days in a year in Nova Scotia between June and September.
	It's pretty good.
	It's almost three weeks, almost three weeks of nice days out of the year.
	The rest is.
	Well, we have a lot of shows to watch.
	All the other times.
	So my family has a lot of relatives in California, like in the southern U.S. and like historic, probably not so much recently, Florida.
	But not like direct, like they're genetically related.
	What happened is the people that settled here, some of them, for some reason, didn't find this was hella dope living here in February and all year, like three weeks, fuck this.
	And they went on covered wagons to California or whatever.
	Probably was the right move.
	The rest of us were like, fuck that.
	I don't want to get drunk, boy.
	And they just stayed here drinking.
	And that's how they got through the winter.
	And then they developed a taste for it.
	And it's pretty much what's been going on ever since.
	They've been just drinking, going on pogey and fishing once in a while since like 1790, something like that.
	17, 80, I don't know.
	Somewhere around there.
	Somewhere around the turn of the other century, 1800 something.
	And Trussa says, I played the war game of how Latvia plays out in real life.
	Canada was definitely the tip of the spear.
	Yeah, that's what it's called.
	That's what they tell you.
	You're the tip of the spear.
	You're the edge of the roadblock.
	You're the edge of the speed bump.
	Jenstein says in comic guy's voice, worst stream ever.
	Well, you know, you're again just trying to psychologically manipulate me.
	And now he's trying to infer that he's bored.
	He doesn't like.
	See?
	Nope.
	I got...
	Try harder than that, Jenstein.
	I may be getting old.
	I got a few years left before you're going to be able to take me down.
	Steagel says, my father told me when I was young, the only thing that matters in life is family.
	I didn't get it at the time, but as I've lived my life, that axiom keeps manifesting its truth when I least expect it.
	Come to realize that it's the only thing worth living for.
	Thanks for you.
	It's greatly appreciated.
	Well, yeah.
	And, you know, family can mean different things to different people.
	It doesn't necessarily always mean you're blood relative.
	Some people don't have that kind of a family.
	They may just have a couple of really close friends.
	And they're as close as any other, you know, brother and sister family would be.
	And, you know, when they lose people like that, the pain of that is no different, really.
	It's pretty, it's pretty severe, you know.
	Man, there's been some guy, like some of the guys that have, you know, been killed or killed themselves over the years.
	It's just, it's a fucking weird thing to get used to, which is what happens.
	I don't want to say that it stops being painful.
	It does become more familiar and easier to navigate, I guess.
	It's like, look, doing a push-up is doing a push-up.
	If you don't like doing them, you're never going to like doing them, but doing them is doing them.
	And it's like, you just kind of get used to it, but it still feels the same.
	This is the same activity.
	It's the same.
	But yeah, some of them, man.
	Not blood related, but I can still feel.
	It's like it feels like.
	You ever hear anybody describe it this way?
	That is what it feels like.
	It's right here in the center of your chest.
	There's this.
	Once the realization hits you what has happened, there's this sort of tightening in a sense, but almost like there's a vortex that has just spontaneously erupted inside your chair,
	and it's just pulling like your breath and your happiness.
	I don't know.
	A lot of everything good that you would, and it's just being fucking ripped right out.
	They say it feels like somebody reached right into your chest and ripped your heart out, pulled your head out.
	Yes, something like that.
	And you just fucking, you know, any one of these man, I fucking went down on one knee and I was just like, ooh, it, it physically hurt me.
	I had to like, my, my, the, my buddy that told me, he actually said, are you sitting down?
	And when he told me that, that's what I knew what happened.
	But that's why they say that.
	Apparently, that's the real thing because you might want to, because you might, you know, hit the deck because you're going to be, it's the fucking Joe Lewis punching you in the liver or something, man.
	Are you okay?
	Yes, but I'm going to be down here for a minute.
	I'm going to be down here for a little while until I can fucking collect my...
	It's just, that's how it is.
	But yeah.
	Anyway, yeah, the family thing is 100% true because when you're really scared, and this is a gift, it's a good thing to have happen to you.
	It can be traumatizing.
	A lot of people don't get over it and they can't process it.
	And I think because they run from it and they hide from it.
	Because again, we live in this upside-down backwards world where, you know what, some of the things, they have a point and some of the things are good coping strategies and some of the things and yes and yes and yes.
	But especially the mental health world when it comes to men and a certain kind of men, it's tuck and totally overrun with this hyper feminine, you know.
	They just don't get it.
	You know, how can be that being that frightened be a good thing for you?
	Well, you know, they say it puts things into perspective.
	It does.
	Because what do you think about?
	If you actually think, like, I might die now, where does your mind go?
	Are you fucking really upset about this game you didn't finish?
	Oh no, now I'm not going to be able to get drunk, fucking.
	You don't care about any of that.
	Where does your mind go?
	What do you care about?
	I got to fix that door.
	Holy shit.
	It's squeaky.
	Um...
	Thank you.
	Yeah, your kids, your parents, whatever.
	The people most important to you.
	That's when you're down to your bare essentials.
	You're going to be alive or you're not.
	You don't care about your money and your stuff and your things anymore or your car or your, you know.
	I mean, unless you literally have nothing, then I don't know what happens in that situation.
	But...
	Yeah.
	Yeah.
	Thank you.
	But then you'll know.
	You've been there.
	You've been to a situation where you've been frightened enough that now you know what's important because you've felt that.
	You've felt that fear.
	Real fear, not the pretend.
	Like these fucking people that live on the internet and these experts.
	No, we're hate experts.
	Yeah.
	You've never been afraid a day in your life a minute in your life.
	You don't know anything about violence or anything.
	You don't know what the fuck you're talking about at all.
	You have a gender studies degree.
	Unqualified.
	Thank you.
	You can always tell the difference.
	I feel like, you know, people who have been really afraid before and humbled by it when it's bigger than you, where like this is, and people who haven't and think that they've, you know, conquered the gamut, the spectrum of, you know, emotions and mental difficulties.
	And they've, you know.
	Trust me, bro.
	I was really good at fucking university hockey.
	I'm basically a badass.
	Cool.
	Let's see how you do when you're on fire.
	You know?
	Anyway.
	But what does that say?
	I mean, it's important.
	You're nine times out of 10, 99 out of 100, or maybe everybody.
	When you're, oh man, I think I'm going to die.
	It might be all over.
	The only thing you care about or where your mind goes is to your loved ones and your family and the, you know.
	So that means at its core, that's one of the most important aspects of our existence.
	Because we're not sad, we're dying.
	We're not going to be able to play those games anymore or eat cheese or fucking, we're concerned about the other people in our lives, which means that is what your life is centered on.
	That's the anchor point.
	That's the foundation.
	That's what's important.
	And yet so many of us are walking around living like, oh, I need more money and stuff.
	And I need more YouTube clicks.
	I need more fucking.
	Like and subscribe.
	I'm sure it'll work out.
	I'm sure it'll be well received.
	Weebos is just getting here.
	What in the Don Cherry?
	You don't get to ask.
	You don't get to ask.
	You weren't here.
	Everybody boo him.
	Everybody boo.
	The next.
	When was this even sent?
	I can't tell, but it's.
	Do I even have a boo?
	I don't have a boo.
	I have this, though.
	It's of the same effect, but.
	Boo.
	Patent says 1% PPCLI A company.
	Yeah, they had a good.
	Had some good content before it was called that back in the day.
	Let's say 2006.
	There's some good content coming out of that roto.
	Keep your head says, have they figured out why lady rags are in bathrooms yet?
	Don't ask them that.
	They can't read.
	I told you this.
	Donkey says Diablo.
	Pronounce Diablo.
	I don't give a fuck what it's called.
	I sometimes say things the wrong way on purpose because people care how they say it.
	That's just insight into how much.
	When people care about something that doesn't matter, I sometimes go out of my way to expose that they care about something that doesn't matter because it's retarded and just to be like.
	That's not how I like to say it.
	Who cares?
	Did you know what I meant?
	When I said this, did you get the right mental picture of the right thing that I was talking about?
	Then it worked.
	Then that's why we're going backwards to...
	Mmm.
	It's pronounced nuclear.
	No, it's not.
	All right, I got to read these and get out of here.
	getting late.
	And I didn't even do...
	I'm going to read all of Intrusive Thoughts Super Chats now on as Donald Trump because he says weird things, so it would be funny.
	People do think the sun is a giant fake NASA light because the real sun went out from one of the 20 apocalypse dates that apparently was real or some shit.
	It's sort of a part of a serial bowl earth theory.
	So that's a thing.
	That's a great thing.
	A lot of people are saying that's a thing.
	Saint Maurice Bear.
	He's a bear.
	He's a saint.
	A lot of things that a bear could be.
	Not too many of them are saints.
	I'll tell you that.
	Not a lot of bears get to be saints.
	It's a big bear, a fantastic bear, a very special bear.
	Thank you for the past six years.
	I've been listening.
	Wow.
	You said once Canada and America are so similar.
	We've dated the same women.
	I've dated a lot of women.
	I've probably done more than date them.
	I've done things.
	I've had to pay them a lot of money, actually, to pretend that that never happened.
	And, well, I'm going to get away with it because I've got a lot of money.
	And if you've got a lot of money, you can make women, hey, they will do it.
	They'll say, I won't do that, but they'll do that.
	They'll do it.
	If you put the money there, they'll take it.
	You'll always have an ally in Southern Diagonal.
	Well, I hope so.
	I'm never allowed in there.
	I'm banned from the U.S., but once it collapses into a post-apocalyptic Road Warrior type state in the near future, we'll see how it goes.
	Jen Steen says, our therapy, you can't stop.
	If you want to get your hands dirty, I have a job for you.
	We're not supposed to talk about those kinds of jobs on the internet where the vegan people are watching.
	We have a strict system with that.
	You have to meet me under the predetermined...
	You know the game.
	Chess Checkers Backgammon.
	It's an all-around encompassing app.
	You go to it, you go online.
	Using the predetermined coordinates and code words, you join the game, you host the server with the appropriate title.
	Upon recognizing the cipher, the target will join the room and you will be given the instructions.
	Coded!
	Coded!
	Coded instructions through chess moves.
	Apply the cipher to the movements made on the chessboard, and you will get your coded message.
	And that's literally how we're communicating to establish our assassination plots.
	We're going to kidnap.
	There's two premieres we're about to kidnap, and all of it's being done online through a coded cipher of chess moves.
	We just identify each other by a predetermined list of usernames, and we have server hosting rooms that, oh yeah, that's definitely ours.
	And, you know, if they come in with the right user handle, you're like, yep, and there's a password to get in there.
	The password is you must find the jade monkey before the next full moon.
	All one word.
	All caps.
	Important.
	And yeah.
	So I don't know.
	I thought CSIs would have fit onto it, but no, I've given them as much of a head start as anyone could possibly.
	I don't know what the fuck has taken them so long.
	They're basically out of time.
	I mean, I thought we were cooked when Mendocino was like, oh, they're taking over the country.
	We got to have an emergency act.
	We got to fucking all.
	That was 2022, guys.
	That was three over three years ago.
	And you haven't fucking found anyone.
	You haven't arrested anybody.
	We've been cooking away this whole time.
	You're doomed.
	We have a list of where all of your spouses live and work.
	We're going to kidnap them too.
	We're going to kidnap them too.
	And we're going to tell them what you've been doing at work.
	We're going to show them because we've got video.
	And it's, you know, you promised them you wouldn't watch Allie McBeal anymore, but we both know that's a fucking lie.
	So not only are you going to have to deal with multiple premiers being kidnapped in God knows where and what condition, all of your wives and husbands, they're all lesbians anyway, you're all probably going to get divorced because you broke your word over your Allie McBeal withdrawal.
	You told her it was over.
	You told her no more Allie McBeal, but here you are.
	Tablet and phone.
	Two screens at once because you're comparing seasons.
	Really?
	Okay.
	I just, I have to give them something to make it competitive.
	Otherwise, it's just sad.
	You know?
	If I don't give them hints, it's just sad.
	Keep your heads.
	Is the Saskatoon radio guy for Rock 102 does a good Trump sus that he may be secretly a dag?
	I don't know, just speculation on my part.
	If he's listening, he just has to play the song.
	Sometime, next time he's on the air, and he'll know.
	This is Rock 102 playing a suspiciously strange song for some reason, and I don't know why.
	I just felt compelled to join an online chess league with a strange username and handle password.
	You must find the jade monkey before the next full moon.
	All caps.
	And then I will receive.
	Look, I can't tell them twice.
	It's not fair.
	We put a lot of work into this coded cipher so we could kidnap premiers and murder them, okay?
	Now.
	Fuck, I shouldn't have said the murder part.
	Well, I mean, fuck, what did you think we were going to do with them?
	Paint their nails?
	We might do that, actually.
	Poor simple.
	Poor simple Mike says, I can't stand to see you comfortable.
	You think I'm uncomfortable?
	What would an impression of Trump doing an impression of Christopher Walken sound like?
	Like...
	Thank you.
	I gotta tell you, I've been asked to do a lot of things when I've been president, I've been a lot of big, a lot of great things, a lot of powerful things.
	And people say, Donald, I need this.
	I need that.
	I need a lot of things.
	I need so many things to happen.
	I need this.
	I need that.
	And usually I'm able to deliver.
	But with this one, I don't know.
	I don't know how to even, I wouldn't even know where to begin doing something like that.
	I suppose I could just pay him.
	I'd say, Chris, Chris, you got to help me.
	I'm in a pickle here.
	For some reason, I've got to do an impression of you.
	As me, I have to do your voice coming out of my voice somehow.
	I don't really know how to do that.
	And I suppose he'd leave me a voicemail.
	He'd probably not get back to me right away.
	He'd probably be very busy.
	He'd probably say something like, I have time.
	I'm a scary, creepy guy.
	I'm a vampire.
	Donald, you know this.
	I've been cutting faces off and putting them over lampshades in my house, in the basement, creates this creepy shadow face on the wall.
	Makes me feel like I've got company.
	I've got people over.
	I'm not alone.
	Keeps the voices quieter.
	So I listened to the voicemail and what I took from it was he's a crazy guy.
	He likes to have a lot of parties, a lot of popular guys, a lot of people over there.
	Don't think I'll be going.
	It doesn't sound like a party that I would go to.
	Not me, no.
	Unfortunately.
	A lot of people are saying that.
	A lot of people think that.
	The big beautiful.
	What is, what is, what is.
	What is this?
	Poor simple Mike.
	What have you done?
	Don't make us follow the plebcast.
	You don't want to do that.
	What would you even get out of that?
	You know?
	What's the grift now?
	Get the libs out again?
	Odius Patton says violence is the only solution.
	That's been true in history many times.
	That has been the work inevitably.
	It's people trying to avoid that and other people that just simply will not respect that that's where it's going to go if they don't see reason soon and they refuse to because they're petulant children.
	They break everything that it's impossible to avoid.
	Then we have to go there.
	And then they go, oh my God, the violence.
	It's like, it's your fucking fault, you idiot.
	It's, you know, people, what are you going to do?
	Jenny says, I can't get out of my head.
	You're a Miami cop.
	I'm literally Miami vice now.
	Me and Phil.
	He's my partner.
	We're fucking taking you all in.
	The grift is over.
	That's right.
	I've told you the whole time.
	I've just been waiting here to finally spring the old trap.
	That's right.
	Just to get you.
	Now you're going to feel stupid.
	Was all part of our master plan.
	So we could, uh...
	Well, we got you doing something.
	What you gonna do?
	What you gonna do when they come for you?
	Bad boys, bad boys.
	What you gonna do?
	What you gonna do?
	I love spurgs.
	Are funny.
	Spurgs are a great measuring stick for where crazy is, so you can tell how close or far away from crazy you are.
	It's like a terrorist, like a boundary marker.
	You know what I mean?
	That's what Dumpster Island is.
	Like the demilitarized zone between North and South Korea.
	Like it's a specific area that, you know.
	It's so that you can know to navigate away so you don't end up stepping on a landmine or shot by a North Korean sniper.
	It's, you know, it's important to not.
	Anyway, Miami cop.
	I'm going to Miami soon.
	I'm an 80s Miami Vice cop.
	Frostback, thanks, man.
	He says, looking for work after the army.
	So what can you bring to our office?
	A ruthless pursuit of victory.
	I will destroy our competition.
	I will do unethical things.
	I will do below board things.
	I will do things to our employees that they could be illegal.
	That only depends if you say anything or not.
	That depends on how much money you want to make and how fast you want to take over this town.
	That's what I'm bringing to the fucking table, chief.
	Are we doing this or not?
	Don't waste my fucking time.
	I could have been in Congo by now shooting motherfuckers instead of sitting here listening to you wearing a suit.
	You better make this interesting or I'm going to find a way to get excited.
	I'm getting itchy.
	I got to get my hands.
	My hands are clean.
	I don't like it.
	Am I hired?
	You know?
	Would you hire me?
	I'd hire me.
	All right.
	I got to finish these off and get out of here.
	Keep your heads, astral projection.
	We'll talk about it later while you're sleeping.
	That's the CIA, but Stargate program.
	That's an interesting read.
	Austracentist sent what Austracentrist.
	How's a Daglatine coming?
	I have a feeling some heads will be needing to roll soon.
	Roll sticks.
	You ever see that in France?
	They have like entire.
	I guess there is at one point so many dead people in France.
	They're like, hey, let's make buildings out of bones.
	Let's make cathedrals and buildings and stuff out of human skulls.
	That'll decorate the walls and the ceilings and the floors and everything.
	It'll just be skulls.
	And people will be like, oh, that's crazy.
	What are you guys really into Halloween?
	Like, no, those are all real.
	Those are human skulls.
	Things got a little sporty in France for a little while, I guess.
	Patton says, cut the mustache or cut the mustache a little smaller, Morgan.
	And she doesn't cut it.
	You have to.
	Don't worry about it, all right?
	Let it cook.
	I like ikin's what?
	Fed Thursdays.
	Every day.
	We're going to get you.
	We're just to get you.
	It's all a Fed operation so that you'll listen to a podcast for a few hours a week and go about your business and fucking you'll see.
	It's only been seven years.
	Any minute now.
	Oh.
	This is what happens when you don't.
	This is what happens when you don't dad yourself.
	When you're not your own dad, you end up a dumpster.
	You don't want to, listen.
	You become a perpetual retard child, and it's the, it's the absolute worst.
	All right.
	Am I all done?
	I think so.
	That took a lot of time.
	I wasted a lot of time talking about nothing.
	Like I always do.
	Oh, shit.
	Look at that.
	I just.
	I forgot I had this clip.
	I just opened it.
	I always do this, Tori.
	Is there anything I really wanted to mention or whatever?
	But there's a great Instagram clip here somebody sent me.
	And they're like, this guy must be listening to you.
	It's like, no one's listening to me.
	Trust me.
	It's just common.
	It's just a lot of guys are going to just figure it out.
	All it takes is that they have to start thinking about it and paying attention.
	And it's like taking an exam at school.
	So many people are going to pass.
	So many people are going to fit.
	But like it's fairly self-evident, you know?
	I'm going to play that towards the end because that ties in very nicely to what I was talking about earlier.
	I just want to make sure there's nothing else.
	Just in case you guys didn't know, you know, I mentioned this earlier, but like, you know, 30 different members of parliament.
	That's all.
	Took hundreds of thousands of dollars in gifts and travel and, you know.
	Trips around the world, Columbia, Ivory Coast, Bahrain, Jordan, France.
	Oh, it's being an MP sounds like a lot of hard work.
	They got to really unlock those savings.
	Just want you guys to know that they've been...
	Yeah, that was just last year, by the way.
	That's not like ever.
	That's just 2024 that they know of.
	Okay.
	And that's just the 30. It's all just a fucking scam.
	Um.
	Hmm.
	I need, I need a...
	It was like, oh, I hate just talking to Phil Dead Space while I'm trying to find something.
	It's like, I wish I could just put them on hold.
	They sit there for three hours and listen to my nonsense.
	I just, so I'm good.
	I'm just going to put you on hold while I scram through my desktop.
	Music
	All right, we're back.
	We just had to check with our supervisor, but yeah, there's not a lot here, but this again.
	They're sending terrorism alerts to people's phones.
	Like, that's, I don't know what that means.
	They're like, shelter in place, I guess.
	While we fail to find, you know.
	The crazy thing about this story, though, which is mind-blowing to me, is that CBC, I think it was at the bottom.
	Yeah.
	So this is in Pickering.
	What did I say, London?
	Shuts down public facilities, including community centers, woman dead after stabbing, random attack, you know, terror.
	Listen how CBC describes the suspect.
	described as a brown male.
	They...
	They...
	They said it.
	I don't know what to...
	Like, was it...
	Were they told, like, hey, all right, you can start describing them now.
	It's a lot of murder.
	Like, it's become, it's impossible.
	There's no reason not to.
	There's no reason not to.
	People are going to freak out.
	People are going to start blowing up CBC offices.
	It's getting that insane.
	You can't say Toronto Man anymore.
	No, I know.
	We've been doing it, but like no one, everybody knows.
	I went home last night.
	There were seven people on my lawn with goat masks holding potato peelers.
	They didn't say anything.
	I yelled at them.
	I said I'd call the cop.
	They didn't flinch.
	They didn't move.
	They just stood there holding potato peelers, these goat masks.
	They said, hail, Philip, and walked away.
	It was a threat of some kind.
	I'm done.
	Fuck it.
	He's brown.
	He is brown.
	He is brown.
	So just fucking say that he's brown.
	All right?
	No.
	Enough.
	Enough.
	Okay.
	I can't do this anymore.
	I know the fucking board of directors of TBC is all a bunch of weird, crazy Jewish people.
	I don't get, I am not going home.
	I am not going home.
	Another night with weird goat people masks.
	And like, I mean, you could probably hurt someone with a potato peeler, but that's not, it doesn't invoke.
	Like, what is that?
	Are they going to hurt me?
	Are they going to cook me something?
	I don't know.
	I'm not ready for it.
	All I know is whatever happens from describing the man who murdered this woman accurately cannot possibly be worse than deal with that anymore.
	So, from now on, CBC, we're just going to do it.
	We're just going to fucking say it because...
	I mean, it's not that bad.
	It's just what he looks like.
	And he is.
	It's not like because he's dirty.
	It's not like he's like, it doesn't say a guy who's really dirty.
	He's.
	what color he is.
	We're trying to find him, aren't we?
	Don't we want to find him?
	I didn't say look for a purple guy because that would be the wrong guy.
	So I'm gonna fucking...
	I'm doing a journalism.
	I don't give a fuck.
	I'm doing the thing that I'm supposed to do.
	I'm telling him what he looks like.
	I'm telling him what he looks like.
	I didn't think they had it in them.
	Heavy police presence on Fairport Road.
	You know what?
	Who wrote that?
	Who was the actual...
	It doesn't have anyone.
	Okay.
	Well, interesting.
	That was an interesting development.
	I thought it was worth mentioning that for some reason, I felt they need to put that in there.
	Genesis says, don't watch Ragecast on shrooms.
	I believe you should not.
	Oh, man.
	Patton, are we playing the piano?
	I think Derek did that.
	He didn't say Jews in real life, but that is what he means, even though he doesn't know that that's what he means.
	He thought he was just being clever.
	He doesn't realize he's being anti-Semitic.
	Hence, the clip is hilarious.
	I have to download that one.
	I got to get out of here.
	It's late.
	Scotia ladies and successes, not counting by how high you've climbed, but by how many people you brought with you.
	Dr. Will Rose.
	Friends of the family we choose.
	I found the best people.
	Thanks for your efforts.
	Cheers to you, Morgan, your family.
	Thanks for being in the brightest part of these dark years.
	That's terrible.
	That's the most depressing thing I've ever heard.
	Justice for Father says, fuck you.
	Everybody's drunk.
	Are you guys drunk on a Thursday?
	I guess it's basically Friday.
	Nobody cares anymore.
	All right, we got to get out of here.
	I want to play that in the end and maybe I'll save this for another time, but.
	Yeah.
	Thank you.
	It's mentioned in other articles and other places, but you know, RCMP is seeking more funding.
	They're worried about the radicalization of young people on the internet specifically.
	Right?
	Radicalization.
	People are being radicalized.
	You need more funding.
	Why do you need more?
	Well, I suppose you need more funding so you can stop that from happening.
	Yes?
	That's your intent.
	I would surmise that that is the point.
	That's what you want to do, right?
	You want to stop that from happening.
	Okay, so if we want to stop that from happening, like you would want to have, I don't know, fentanyl coming into the fucking country and killing everybody.
	We want to stop that from happening.
	How do we stop?
	Let's play.
	How do we stop things from happening that we don't like?
	RCMP, super cop, detective fucking extraordinaires.
	What do we do?
	Well, you go to the source, don't you?
	If there's a source, something that's generating the cause, probably where you should start.
	So I suggest, and this is way cheaper.
	Okay, it's not even going to cost that much.
	You get a really big mirror.
	Yeah?
	Maybe a few.
	I don't know how many you'll need.
	And you need to go to your headquarters buildings and your regional divisional detachment commander's building.
	You need to go to all these buildings.
	And you need to go to your conference room, like where you guys do your briefings and stuff, your status reports and your quarterlies and all that shit.
	And you go in there.
	And then when this comes up, okay, what do we, what, we got to find the source of the, of the radicalization.
	You just put a mirror in the room and you have everybody turn and look at that.
	Ta-da!
	You did it!
	You found it!
	You found one of the biggest sources of radicalization in the country and you did it for like fucking $500 in mirrors from Best Buy.
	You know, like, so I don't want to say I, you know, Phil and I are actually super cops, but I mean.
	Fucking.
	What did you do this year?
	You didn't just solve that problem for nothing.
	Literally nothing.
	500 bucks.
	Brenda ate more than that in sandwiches.
	In her first day!
	First day!
	Just keep setting them up.
	We'll knock them down.
	I'm a Dagalon Deep State Fed agent extraordinary.
	I can do anything.
	I can do anything.
	What next?
	What else you need?
	When you were eight and you had bad traits, you go to school and learn to go.
	It's probably the most times I've ever played that song.
	All right, that's enough.
	So we got to get out of here.
	Let me just.
	Honestly, though.
	So when you like beat the shit out of everybody in Ottawa, like, do you think that was good or bad?
	Do you think when you trampled people?
	Do you think when you, you know, supported the state freezing bank accounts and is apprehending people?
	Do you think arresting people for speaking?
	Do you think arresting people for protesting?
	Do you think arresting kids for skating on ponds?
	Do you think arresting people for trying to play basketball?
	Do you think fining people for having family over?
	Do you think people keeping people out of their own family's funerals?
	Do you think enforcing mask mandates like it's a fucking life and death?
	Like you're like you're like at a FEMA camp or something.
	Do you think all of this just did nothing?
	This did nothing.
	None of this did anything to make the average youth go, You know what?
	I think maybe the state is like bad.
	I think they might be bad.
	I'm just asking if any of the many, many, many, many, many fucked up things you guys do on a regular basis has possibly been rapid.
	Because it certainly did to me.
	I remember not that long ago.
	I didn't even distrust you guys that much.
	I thought naively, like, you know, there's always a few retards here and there, but generally.
	Oh, how wrong I was.
	I got a front row seat.
	I got the VIP treatment into the inner workings of what you fucking people are actually all about at the RCMP.
	Oh, yes, I did.
	Remember?
	Remember how fun that was?
	I had fun.
	Did you have fun looking retarded and losing and losing and losing and losing?
	Oh, wait, and losing again.
	Amen.
	Thank you.
	How many people got fired?
	I know of at least three.
	That other guy, you had to move him from BC to Nova Scotia because he was such a fuck up.
	And then this, and then you had to move him again.
	Where did he wind up?
	Probably southern Ontario, right?
	Where do you guys hide your shitbags?
	It's hard to say.
	Okay.
	If any of you in that organization are actually decent people and actually trying to be the police and actually give a shit about that, like why are people really starting to flip their lids and purposely?
	Yeah, the mirror, dude.
	You work for a really fucked up organization that has abused the population of this country for a long time.
	And it's irreparable.
	It's not ever coming back.
	It's never coming back.
	And the population is now shifting to majority.
	They're not even Canadian.
	They don't even have the sentimental old-timey feelings of the they don't even have that.
	They just see some fucking white dude with a gut.
	Fuck you.
	Like, you're in for it, buddy.
	You're going to have no support at all.
	There's going to be zero support at all across the board when this gets real bad.
	Thin blue line indeed.
	That's going to snap like a fucking rubber band.
	Whose fault is that going to be?
	Well, guess what?
	And here's how good I am at saving money.
	All right.
	Pierre Paulio is going to like this.
	When you guys are trying to figure out whose fault it is that the rubber band snapped and everything fell apart, you get to use the mirror again.
	You get to use the mirror again a second time.
	Isn't that great?
	I knew that when I bought them.
	It's the gift that keeps on giving.
	I was like, this is going to be very useful.
	This mirror is going to solve a lot of, like probably 70% of the problems.
	You just tell them to look at the mirror for every problem they bring you with, and 70, you're going to solve 70% of them.
	30% of them are going to get real fucked up, but hey, the 70% that they do fix, it's going to paper that right over.
	You're not even going to notice.
	They're going to be so thrilled about the things you did fix that they're going to forget all about that you tried to stop, you know, child trafficking with mirrors.
	You know, like we'll get to that later.
	Oh.
	They're not even trying to stop it.
	Thank you.
	Sometimes I'm haunted by that 4chan post.
	Alright, I got to wind this down now.
	The um I think about it a lot.
	And you know, he's he's pretty you know, messed up and whatever, but Peterson is not without any value.
	You know, what did he say?
	What are my rules?
	You know, assume people know something you don't, right?
	And which is, you know, you never be too sure.
	Never be so sure.
	Always leave the door open for you may have made a mistake somewhere.
	That old poet where it said, if you only knew how bad things really are.
	And it's like, imagine who typed that.
	It's anonymous, right?
	Could have been, imagine, who was it?
	It could have been somebody working in the White House.
	Could have been somebody at NORAD.
	Could have been somebody in an underground bunker at a fucking test facility, underground area 51. You don't know.
	It was some discussion about, yeah, basically how fucked up things were.
	And somebody just said, you don't even know if you had any idea.
	And, you know, I've seen a lot of pretty awful stuff.
	I'm pretty familiar with a lot of the really awful stuff that's out there, but that doesn't mean I know about everything.
	And that means it could still yet be worse.
	There could be even another or two basement levels to this place that even I don't know about.
	And that's.
	I just always leave the door open for that because life is like that.
	Basically, whenever you feel like you've gotten something figured out, you don't.
	Surprise.
	As soon as you get comfortable, you're not comfortable anymore.
	Watch the surprise.
	That's what happens.
	That's what happens.
	But that's also kind of the exciting part because that's unsustainable.
	I think these cycles happen a lot.
	I think this is human nature.
	I think this is...
	It could be an apocalypse.
	I think we've probably had a few of those.
	I think this is what we do.
	I think this is tied to the spirit of our existence.
	There's this never-ending struggle between the truth and lies, good and evil, all of that.
	It's at the soul of every person.
	They say, you know, the line of, you know, between good and evil cuts through the center of the heart of every man and woman on earth.
	We're both.
	We're all both.
	And we have to try to choose and fight our way over to one side more than the other.
	Or, you know, if you're lazy with it, if you don't dad yourself, maybe you end up on the other side of it.
	And it doesn't look like the way you'd expect.
	It might look like a whole bunch of pharmaceutical pills and obesity and addiction and low self-confidence and self-harm and is that evil?
	That's what brought you there.
	Foll following the uh the bad spirit is what puts you where you are.
	That's why you feel that way.
	That's why you feel like shit.
	That's why you hate yourself.
	Because that's what it does.
	That's who it is.
	That's who you're following.
	That's what you're following.
	And the more you follow it, the worse you get.
	Until you just become a freak, a goblin freak.
	You become an irreparable mess of a person.
	So I think it's just, this is just a cycle.
	It's just what happens.
	But the good news is, in a way, because it's so advanced, because it's taken so long, because we're so close to just total madness, because knowing what we know now, 25 years ago, people could have made the case for, you know, 9-11, say, oh, it's basically it could be World War III.
	People were freaking at the time.
	We're like, this is, this could be it.
	Oh, if you had any idea, if only you knew how bad things really are, we got a long way to go yet.
	That would be upsetting, you know, to know, like, oh, you've still got a lot of pain to go yet.
	Like, how much further is this?
	Hundreds of kilometers.
	You know, like you're exhausted.
	You can't go any further.
	Now it's like, like 50 kilometers, 40. Like, that's actually doable.
	You can hit that in a day.
	It takes a really long time to kind of reach the peak of that lunacy.
	That's where it wants to go.
	wants to go anti-reality, anti-life, all that stuff until it, until it, Short, fast, loud burn off.
	And then it starts all over again.
	That seems to be what we do.
	Maybe that's what we're supposed to do.
	And maybe that's the only way to figure out who's worthy and who's not.
	Why are we here?
	Are you here to have stuff and things and collect money and really important to you?
	Is that what the simulation is?
	Is that what life is?
	Is that what it all is?
	Don't know.
	But I do know that things are definitely coming to a head.
	And you cannot, because my generation of guys had opportunities.
	The following one, much less.
	Now, none.
	I remember being 20, 25. I remember being 18, 16. And I remember knowing what I wanted to do, what I wanted to do for a living, what I wanted to experience, where I wanted.
	I had a plan and I had things that I wanted.
	I mean, nothing ever goes according to plan, but I looked at the map and I was like, I want to go there.
	How do I get there?
	You go that way.
	Okay.
	You know what the map for young guys looks like now?
	It's just a blank page.
	You can go die over there, or you can kill yourself, or you can just not exist over there quietly, or you can kill yourself.
	I'm the kind of guy that something like that.
	It's, you know, it's depressing.
	It's fucking upsetting.
	Feels very unfair.
	And it is.
	And it'd probably be overwhelming, and you can't see a way out of it.
	And, you know, there would be, once you had that realization, I guess.
	Because I was like, I knew I wanted to get a house.
	I wanted all these things.
	But they were all achievable.
	These were all regular, normal things that any one of us could have if we wanted.
	There was no, not like it is now.
	I can't.
	Me being me, going back to that time in this, in this now, me then, now, in this.
	Two things are going to happen.
	First, that version of me is going to get, you know, real upset, depressed, you know, dejected, probably, probably disappear into like escapism for a while.
	Video games, not giving a, you know, just trying to get by fucking coast, whatever.
	But that only lasts so long.
	And, you know, youthful spirit of men being what it is.
	If you don't succumb in the first wave, you know, like fighting, you know, bum rush you for the first bit.
	Really lay it on.
	Really come at you hard.
	If you don't go down, though, and you're still there, if the depression and the black and all that stuff doesn't beat them, it gives way to something else.
	Rage.
	Much more useful emotion.
	Anyway, check this out.
	Right now, where young men are going to revolt, regardless of what postmodernist philosophers think about equity within society, young men are the ones that possess the capability to impose their will.
	They're the ones that we use to fight wars.
	They're the ones that we use to police traits.
	You don't get to alienate and attempt to emasculate them forever without them standing up and having something to say about that.
	The question is going to be, who are they going to look at as bigger leaders in that process?
	You're going to get a version of masculinity which takes all of those masculine traits, looks at all the people that they think have attempted to emasculate them, and says, We should all have to have those people.
	You're going to have a point right now where young men are going.
	You know what that sounded like?
	What is it going to come to?
	What will it get to?
	It's going to come to a point where fuck those people.
	You know, it's an energy.
	It's a spirit.
	It's a vibe, as the kids say.
	We're going to need you to go ahead and just stop existing.
	We're going to need you to go ahead and promise.
	probably get made conscripted.
	I'm thinking about opening up another front in the war with the Rams.
	So we're gonna need you to go ahead and fuck you make me.
	Deal with that.
	I got no future.
	I got no reason to.
	I got nothing to look forward to.
	Why?
	So I can come home to an empty town full of foreigners and Indian men stabbing old women.
	Oh, another brown guy's on the loose at CBC.
	Glad I went to overseas to fight a nonsense war for money that's not worth a damn for a place I can't buy a fucking house in in the town I grew up in.
	Oh yeah future's looking good It's a it's a cocktail.
	Oh yeah.
	They think they got the winning formula.
	They think this is up.
	We're just gonna wrap this up now and it's gonna be all over and you're fucking putting nitroglycerin in a beer bottle and swinging it around on a rope.
	All Okay, hey, hey, betray.
	I'm your only true friend now.
	Hey, Better, I'm forever there.
	I'm your dream, make you real.
	Getting too good, I knocked my own camera right out.
	Thanks, guys, I appreciate it.
	I'm your dream, my industry.
	See you next week.
	Probably.
	We'll see how it goes.
	The next few years are going to be interesting.
	What are they going to do?
	What are you going to distract them with?
	What are you going to give these guys?
	Pizza parties?
	Marvel Avengers subscriptions to all streaming access on fucking Comic Book Network?
	That's a great substitute for never getting laid, never having a family, never feeling like I'm even existing.
	I'd love- That's way better.
	I love that.
	Maybe I can go die for Israel.
	Yeah.
	Or maybe I can fucking fight you here right now instead.
	Maybe that.
	Maybe that.
	Did you run that scenario through your fucking computer?
	I did.
	I gotta take Phil to bed.
	He's getting cranky.
	You know what he's like when he doesn't get his juice?
	He's on up.
	He's been up all night.
	He's gonna get cranky.
	He's gonna get cranky.
	He's gonna make calls.
	He's gonna hit the big red button.
	He's gonna come.
	He's gonna say, let me press it.
	I'm gonna say, don't press that.
	Don't press that.
	That's the big one.
	You don't press that.
	And he's gonna try to press that.
	But to be honest, I've never done any drugs.
	I've never, I'm an old man.
	I gotta try everything at least once.
	So I'm gonna get all coked out.
	I'm gonna be coked out, Donald Trump, and I'm gonna be pressing buttons.
	And I don't think anybody's really gonna know what to deal, how to deal with that.
	There's no way anybody can deal with that, to be quite honest with you.
	I don't think anybody ever could.
	Say goodbye to several small countries.
	I'm gonna spin a globe and point my finger.
	I don't care who it is.
	Whoever is gonna make us the least amount of money on carrots, I'm going to just erase them.
	I'm going to erase them in a cocaine-fueled frenzy.
	Trust the plan.
	Trust the plan while I do these lines.
	Six epidemic.
	Oh, Matthew!
	See you on the beach.
	Dressed for it.
	You know it's in control Hey, hey!
	I'm your hate!
	I'm your hate when you want, love.
	Hey, hey, pay the price, pay for nothing fair.
	Hey, I'm your life.
	I'm the one who took you there.
	Hey!
	I'm your life, and I no longer care.
	I'm your dream, make you real.
	I'm your eyes when you must steal.
	I'm your pain when you can't feel.
	Set for truth.
	I'm your truth, telling lies.
	I'm your reason, telling vice.
	I'm inside, open your eyes.
	I'm yours Said but
	true I'm yours Yeah, I do.
	I see it.
	I'm watching them too, Phil.
	Well, no, I didn't think it would work.
	I thought it would insult them, and I thought that they would get the insult after they were done being mad and maybe have some inner introspection.
	No, no, I set the mirrors up like I said I would, and instead of being like, haha, the cops are all discussing, they think there's other cops in the mirror.
	They're like dogs.
	They don't understand.
	That's not them.
	They don't recognize that.
	That one knocked himself out.
	He tried to charge through the mirror, and the other ones didn't.
	They didn't go, oh, that's a mirror.
	They just did first aid on him, and they're trying to give him an award for police bravery.
	I don't know what to do.
	I don't know how they fix this.
	I got arrogant.
	I thought I was going to fix this, but this is.
	They're eating.
	They're having a dinner now.
	They've turned this into a conference.
	I'm going to walk home in the rain and listen to depressing music.
	You have a nice time.
	I'm sure you will get laid.
	I have heard about policemen.
	I don't know.

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