Or whenever I'm finished setting this up. Late night last minute scramble mission.
845-ish ? Whenever Phil is done power vomiting in the sink. He's on one right now.
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I think everyone, the women just die in childbirth.
Most of the children don't make it.
February is evil.
It's an evil month.
Horse shit.
Yeah, it's bad.
Rumble is not moving.
Yeah.
Of course, something's probably not working, right?
No, no, it's working.
You're lying to me.
The audience lies.
Nothing makes sense.
That's about usual.
How are you guys doing?
How are you making out?
I'm pretty pissed.
General.
Annoyed, tired.
Yeah, we'll see where it goes.
Again, sorry, I'm late.
I wanted to do this.
I was trying to get into a routine of doing this about 90 minutes earlier than this.
It's a kind of a standard time, but there's always fucking somebody crying about something or some kind of problem or something that has to be dealt with, right?
Oh, and it never ends up, you know.
Oh, you know, people don't respect you or respect your time or anything.
That tends to fucking happen.
So I'm getting kind of tired of that.
And probably going to be putting a stop to that real soon.
Let's see if I can catch up and make sure all this is connected and working.
And I think it is.
You think I would know it by now.
Lou Horia.
She says, happy third anniversary.
Jeremy Morgan.
Thank you.
It's around now.
Morgan's making me feel bad.
It wash, around now, now-ish sometime.
I don't know what the exact day was.
It was sometime in.
I don't know.
It's been about three years.
Yeah, though.
It's been fast.
I would buy fast.
Your expensive haircuts are worth it.
Everything in Canada is expensive, sir.
What's not expensive?
And I haven't had a cut in two weeks.
I probably should.
I was going to get a cut today.
Every two weeks is usually the routine I used to do when I was in the military.
And I was going to do it yesterday.
How about your stuff had to happen right now?
There's no time.
And, you know, I'll probably maybe tomorrow, next day.
I don't know.
I've got a bunch of other shit coming up.
I think I'm doing a guest two this week.
I have today's Wednesday.
I think it's just 15 minutes.
It's just a brief hello, goodbye kind of thing with Mark Collette sometime tomorrow afternoon.
Evening in the UK.
And then Thursday, that's the Strange Brew podcast.
I think.
I think that's Thursday.
I have to check my calendar, but I'm pretty sure.
And then it's the weekend, and I got more shit to do.
I don't know.
I didn't, in all honesty, didn't prepare much this evening, but I mean, I always do that, right?
I always stack up a pile of stuff, you know, CRJ or J or CRJ.
They're kind of interchangeable now.
It's just there's a nebula of creatures in British Columbia that have just kind of become one kind of amorphous blob of brightening, you know?
So you've got CRJ, Jenstein, Cam's out there somewhere.
There's a whole, you know, so they're all kind of one entity to me now.
It's just that's just British Columbia.
Who else wants to see the tabs?
You can see the tabs.
I'll show you the tabs.
I don't know how much of it I'm even going to bother with.
Look at them all.
Look at all of this shit.
Look at all that crap.
It's actually not even that bad.
I may not open any of it now.
Name it matters.
Maybe it's what we're talking about.
Maybe it's not.
I don't know.
I have definitely put a lot of weight of gravity.
don't know, into coming up with...
for example.
Which I don't want to do anymore.
When I first started this, it was very much just kind of, this is my outlet.
This is just my creative outlet to vent and talk about whatever I thought was interesting and whatever I thought was important or what I wanted to talk about because no one else was.
And over the years, it kind of evolved into different things and to adapt as things change.
And I guess in a lot of ways, that is what it's still maintained itself as in some degree in some sense.
Because, you know, all the COVID stuff happened, 2020 and on, and that was I mean, there wasn't much else to talk about.
It was very gripping a lot of our lives and interfering with our health, mental health, everything.
It was on everyone's mind.
So it was easy.
But as a consequence of that, it's become very more politically charged, I guess, and focused.
And, you know, where else that is where you should focus your attacks or criticisms or efforts if you're not approving or enjoying the direction your home is going in, your country's going and the things that are being done in your name on your behalf which is what our governments do um but at some point it just stops mattering
it never really did matter uh we don't we don't live in a democracy we don't we don't live in a free society it's all fake it's all fake and gay it's it's been fake and gay for quite a while and i guess what i'm trying to say is it's become very centered on a lot of that stuff that's primarily overwhelmingly the area i'd always go back
to to to mine for things that i'm that are on my mind and i you know what i just don't think it's worth it anymore i'm not even and i'm not i'm not ignoring you guys i'm just i'm just gonna go here for a bit because i'm just sorting out my own thoughts in real time that's a lot of what this is and has always been or supposed to be i've never really been one to interview people
i've tried that a little bit tried it on i don't really enjoy it you know and it's just something else everybody else is doing you know and i don't want to do that you want to watch interviews go go watch fucking timpool or some other fucking clown you know um and i don't i don't know there's nobody i'm really interested to talk to either it's a very short list of people i would be actually get out of bed for and
go oh okay yeah sure it's a i mean one hand i could name them in one hand probably less other than that i really don't care i don't it's it's just uh i guess i'm just reflecting on a lot of things it's uh the 11th of february 2025 i started doing this what is this 516 episodes plus i don't know how many unnamed untitled other
streams and appearances i mean i don't know how many hours there is of me talking on the internet now but it's it's substantial it's a lot it's been six years almost sometime in 2019 until now it's a long time i've been at this longer than world war ii and it i mean i probably aged twice as fast but
i'm i'm 38 um i'll be 39 soon and then another year i'll be i'll be 40.
so it's like the last third of your life is coming around the corner you know might get 30 more years something like that right and it's at this kind of point where lots of people don't lots of people just mindlessly go about their life doing the same things they've always done go to work if they're working you know get
the money buy the things get drunk watch tv sports ball movie you know repeat and then another five years another 10 years another 20 years oh now i'm sick and dying of cancer i'm 80 years old you know whatever there's never really a deliberate like you have to stop and every once in a while and and look at the map you know and is this is this what you want to do is this what you want to do for the next 20 years because you only have probably that many left of
anything worth doing i mean not disparaging people in their 60s 70s or so on but i'm sure they'll know exactly what i mean i'm sure they could give a lot of those people and i will probably be one of them too would give anything to go back to being 38 or 39 from from from that age and maybe do something different or think of something different i don't want to do that i don't want to be that at that level and go fuck you know i should have did this or i should have did that should have did something else because you only
get one shot you only get one on the other hand a lot of the i mean most of a lot of guys i i served with and worked with they didn't make it past 20 years old they never even got married they never had kids they never nothing man they didn't get to live they didn't get to experience much of anything they got to be cannon fodder for some jewish banker i tried to make the most of that i tried
to i mean i could have written a book i could have had an internet blog i did for a few years maybe a year i did i took this i took what i had what i had what i knew how to do or and and what i thought i might be able to do and put it to use to try to take that example and that horrific waste of life that happened and try to educate or
teach people or bring them around to at least exploring the idea that maybe the people making calling all the shots around here are lying and full of shit and you shouldn't just do what they say because they're criminals you know don't throw your kids away don't go get blown to bits for some debt in some desert somewhere because some celebrity on tv said it was a good idea people
live in a dream world a lot of the time they don't think these things will happen to them or can happen to them and then when they do it's just shock and total disbelief and they can't handle it a lot of that too i mean i don't uh not sad about it it's not like i have regrets about i didn't spend the last six years uh streaming about and yelling until I'm literally blue in the face about hockey teams or Pokemon cards or video games or any of that shit.
I thought these things are important.
And it affected my life very greatly, very intensely.
And I learned a lot of things from these experiences that I think people should know.
I think they should at least have access to that information.
And if they want to hear it, they should be allowed to hear it.
A lot of other people didn't see it that way.
I thought, or I assumed rather, wrongly, it turns out, as a war veteran of this country, I would at least be afforded the opinion that I have of whatever that is.
I would be afforded that.
You've earned the right to talk.
No one has to listen to you.
Maybe no one will listen to you.
But if you want to, I think you've earned the right to speak at least.
Well, no, Canada doesn't see it that way.
Most people don't see it that way because that's not what they want to hear.
They only want to hear what they want to hear.
They want to be told nice, comforting lies.
They want to be patted on the head and have their belly rubbed and told everything's going to be everything you want to happen.
That's exactly what's going to happen.
If you just vote for me and give me your money.
Just give me your money and vote for me and all those things will happen.
And they fall for it every time, over and over and over again.
And I'm also tired of getting stuck in the back.
I'm tired of being disrespected and taken advantage of and taken for granted by people that are close to me, far away from me, and everywhere in between.
I'm tired of being lied about and slandered and, you know.
I'm tired of being lied about and slandered and, you know.
It's been a long six years.
Thank you.
Thank you.
So probably over the next year, I'm going to be doing some very intentional introspection on what exactly I want to do for the next whatever I got left.
How can I best use that time?
It's very limited.
And I don't know how much there is.
Could be much less than that.
I don't know.
But I think it would serve people well.
Not every day, not all the time, but every few years, every 10 or 20 years, you know.
Stop and take stock of your life and go, is this what I want to be doing?
Is this working for me?
There is a lot of talking these days.
Too much.
Probably.
Most of it from people that, sorry to say if this offends you, but with all due respect, fuck you, didn't earn the right to talk at all.
I don't think you have to be a soldier that goes to war or even doesn't go to war.
It's just the fact that you're in there.
It could happen any day.
You don't know.
You've signed up for unlimited liability.
They didn't even do that.
They're just, you know, welfare recipients, parasites, losers, just.
Everybody in the country has a fucking opinion all the time about everything.
And nobody's learned jack shit.
In fact, we are dumber than we've ever been.
I saw somebody on Twitter talking about how educated Canada is.
We have some of the most educated people in the world.
Really?
Well, let's see.
Let's check on the people under 25. Can they spell?
Nope.
Can they do math without a calculator?
No, they can't.
Can they tell time?
Nope.
They can't, remember the clocks with the minute hand and the hour hand?
They don't know what that means.
They just consult their phone.
These are things that take minutes to understand, if that.
And they can't be bothered.
We don't have the most educated people.
We have the laziest, most comfortable people in history that are surviving entirely on the benefits of technology, which will continue to erode and fall apart as everything is continued to erode and fall apart.
And that's who votes.
How can you win in that scenario?
How can you have a stable society, something that's going in the right direction, something that's improving, building, striving for excellence or to be better than yesterday, when everyone's priority is how do I get more comfortable?
How do I do less hard things?
How do I avoid responsibility?
How do I hide from consequences?
How do I get deeper under the pillows and deeper under the pile of coats?
The answer is you don't.
Everyone wants to, and this is all they do.
Point fingers at each other.
That's all everybody wants to do.
If you go to Ontario, you go to Ottawa, what's the problem?
It's misinformation and it's disinformation on the internet.
It's people like me.
That's the problem.
That's why the country sucks.
Everything's falling apart.
Okay, let's go to Western Canada.
Oh, it's because of the Easterners.
Fucking Burda, buddy.
Look at all kinds of misplaced senses and nonsense.
Vice versa.
You know, fucking Quebec.
And then you go to Quebec and then they have all...
Except the Spider-Man are on the Titanic.
Rather than figure out what the source of the flooding is, you're not allowed to because it's anti-Semitic to go down below the decks and find out where this...
they'll just stay up and as the water rises above their ankles and they'll just point fingers at each other and whine and complain and, and then hope that some orange guy will come, will come fix their boat for them.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Thank you.
It's pathetic.
We have a pathetic country.
Yeah, the amount of people that are representative of the true spirit of the Canadian people, it's got to be less than 10% of the country at this point.
Probably 40% of the country are migrants now.
They're not Canadian.
And of the 60% that are, well over half of them have been completely deluded into hating themselves, into thinking it's virtuous to attack their own history and their own people and their own neighbors and hate themselves.
That's what makes them a good person.
They lack the dignity to respect themselves, so they're not worth a damn.
And then the other half, half of those people, want to give everything away to an eroding, decaying empire run by Jewish cult activists, preparing for a major global war, which you will be drafted into and your children and so on.
And then even a tiny, tiny percentage of the people that are left is us.
Thank you.
I don't believe after six years of this, just doing this, but I've been interested enough to read the news and pay attention and listen and try to understand for longer than that, at least 10 years, maybe long, since I was in the military.
What's going on in the world affects me in my career.
What our country's doing, what's being done to us, who are our enemies, who are our friends.
These are all potential deployment opportunities.
Where I might have to go fight next or what's going to go on.
The damage that's been done in the past 15 years, but the last five especially, I don't think it's something that you can recover from.
There is no coherent national identity.
There's nothing holding anybody together.
At the drop of a hat, they will abandon their own neighbors because of some perceived thing, because of something they saw on the internet, or because something some American TV celebrity said, or any number of other things that don't matter.
Like children.
Like children.
Like children.
Somebody else said they saw, oh, you know what?
Canada's dying.
It's not dying.
It's dead.
I remember I said this shortly after it happened.
I said, the convoy in 2022, which is now the third anniversary.
Is it just me or did that feel more like a Viking funeral than anything?
Was that the last gasp of a dying people?
Might have been.
That was the last opportunity and chance for any kind of national unified cohesion towards anything.
This is the one thing they agreed on.
If you went down there and talked to people down there, they're going to have all kinds of different answers and different things to say.
They've all got their different reasons, but the one common theme is that, you know, across the street there in parliament, which no one was in, they're all hiding in their little fucking multi-millionaire complexes.
Everyone hates the government.
There's a very well-understood feeling that this place is going to hell and those are the people making the decisions and they're screwing us and it's not okay.
That's all you needed.
Thank you.
Thank you.
And there wasn't a single person in this country with the balls or the capability to take that mandate and run with it.
No one.
No one.
not anyone.
They wanted to do polls.
Let's see how it goes.
Let's see how it shakes out.
I'll take some photos.
Make sure people see me here.
Maybe.
I might get some votes there.
There was no sincere effort to take that flash in the pan, that flashpoint, that moment to go for it.
Who do I mean?
Oh, I don't know.
Anyone in the senior leadership of the RCMP, anyone in the senior leadership of the military, anyone in the senior leadership of the judiciary, anyone inside parliament, anyone anywhere with the means, the clout, the money, the resources, and the backing that could have taken hold of this.
No one did.
They're all worried about themselves.
We have a nation of cowards.
There's no leaders anywhere in this place.
Well, which leader would you rather have deal with Trump?
I would say a block of old cheese would be good.
No one in Ottawa is capable.
No one.
Not one.
Not one.
Instead of an election, if you held a poll and said, how about this?
We'll have a referendum.
Do you want to have an election or do you want to hang by the neck until dead every single member of parliament?
And then we'll sort it out after.
We'll start over.
The second option would be selected.
That would win at this point.
I'm quite confident.
It would be close at the very least.
What does that say?
Is that a testament?
That's how much hate there is.
No, that's how much you fuck this place up.
That no one's happy.
No one feels safe.
No one feels comfortable.
No one feels accepted.
No one anywhere is having a good fucking time living here anymore.
And I can't help but notice that everyone in Parliament is, oh, that's quite a big bank account you got there.
Is that a Maserati you're driving?
Nice.
Nice.
You're like a nation of children.
Because with adults, men, women, you know, adults.
Remember when you were a kid?
It doesn't even matter what age you are.
You're older than me or, you know, even a little bit younger.
Remember adults?
Remember professional standards?
Just the way people dressed and talked and behaved in, you know, the 70s, the 80s, the 90s.
Where'd that go?
No, you got twerking doctors now on disabled patients and people taking selfie.
Sorry, aren't you a judge?
Who are you?
You're the chief of defense.
Wow.
Are those pronouns?
With adults, you can talk to them, you can debate them, you can have conversations about it.
You can even fight them.
You can go back and forth, but you can eventually come to a conclusion, come to a decision, come to a consensus as partners, as two men, let's say, sitting across the table talking to each other.
We can figure this out.
Might yell and scream at each other and get mad and throw some things, but we'll eventually get this done.
How about a seven-year-old?
Is that appropriate?
Does a seven-year-old have any say in how their household is run, for example?
Where they're going to live, where their mom and dad is going to work?
Because if it was up to the seven-year-old, they would have ice cream for dinner.
They would go to bed and get up whenever they want.
They would watch TV all day.
They would do all that.
Why don't we let seven-year-olds do that?
Why don't we have democracy in our households?
Well, that's because the adults are the authority because the children are children.
They are not capable.
They're not equipped.
They don't know anything.
They don't know why they can't have ice cream every day.
They don't understand why they can't do these things because it's horrible for you.
So for your own good, hopefully your parents are looking out for you in doing these things.
So we have no problem having a dictatorship or a monarchy at home.
Right?
How do you lead that?
Because you can lead men, women, adults.
You cannot lead children.
You can't sit down and rationalize and talk through why we shouldn't be sending all of our weapons and money to Ukraine with a six-year-old.
They don't even know what a Ukraine is.
They don't know what a war.
They don't know anything.
But you can emotionally manipulate children, right?
I'm painting a metaphor here.
Again, but nobody's really listening to anything I'm saying, so I don't fucking care.
I'm just doing this for my own sanity now.
Thank you.
Thank you.
You can try to explain these things to children, but they're not going to understand.
Or they're going to get bored and ask another question.
And oh, what about this?
And what about that?
Oh, that's shiny.
Can I watch TV?
Right.
Can I have more?
Can I have some chips?
I'm going to eat ice cream.
They're not being led, are they?
They're being dictated to.
They're being told.
It's time for bed.
It's time to get up.
It's time to go to school.
Eat your food.
Eat your broccoli.
And if you need to manipulate them, lots of parents do this without knowing.
You give them choices.
Yeah?
Let's give them options, air quotes.
Do you want this for supper or this for supper?
Or maybe this third option, if I'm really generous.
And this fools the children think they have choices, right?
They don't have choices.
These are the three things that you're wanting to eat.
I'll eat one of two or three of these and I'll make either one.
I really don't care.
It doesn't matter to me.
Either one is fine.
That's why those are the options for the kids.
They think they're choosing it.
They're not.
They're just.
Sound familiar?
I'm okay with whatever the outcome is.
I don't care if it's spaghetti.
I don't care if we eat chicken.
I don't care.
Either one.
Fine with me.
Does that sound familiar?
If I spent 10 years talking about tennis and playing tennis and studying tennis and talking to other people about tennis and going on other shows where we obsess about tennis, writing about tennis, making videos about tennis, traveling around and meeting other tennis players, doing a tennis tour, making movies about tennis, just all day long.
How would you rate yourself or someone else versus me in a tennis debate?
Who do you think knows more about tennis?
The person who's devoted their life to it or the person who saw a headline on TSN and watched a 30-second spot about whoever the top tennis guy is?
Which one of those two people do you think is in their element and which one is totally outside their depth?
Thank you.
Thank you.
People do not like, and this is what children do, to admit that they've done something wrong or that they don't know something or that they're unprepared for something or they don't have any humility.
Ironically, and that's what ironically keeps them children forever.
You have to accept that you don't know anything, you don't know what you're doing, that you don't have any skills and so on, to then go begin building those things.
Because if you think, I'm a great tennis player, have you ever played tennis?
No, but I'm amazing.
I would be.
You can just keep lying to yourself.
But if you actually go try to play tennis, you'll discover that you're pretty bad.
What you don't want to do is you're a child.
So I'd rather just lie to yourself and tell yourself you could have.
But if you were a grown-up And had some maturity and just said, you know what?
I do suck.
And I'm not any good.
I'm going to work at it every day and try to.
That could actually bring you closer to actually someday being really good at it.
No one does that.
They know I know everything already.
I'm sure women have their own things that they do, but with men, it's lifting weights, fighting, and apparently politics.
Any of those three things, they're already experts at it.
Trust me, bro.
They see red.
They're all very...
They're supposed to be, especially politics.
Supposed to be.
So they just fake it and pretend.
That's why if you try to get into discussions or confrontations with these people, there's no back and forth.
There's no talk.
It's just name-calling, re, ban, censor, suppress, make that go away, make that illegal.
You know, like a child would do.
Right?
Just like a child would do.
Thank you.
Thank you.
So why the fuck are so many people walking around who have not paid any attention in any real sense?
Being entertained by a fucking TV celebrity that you think is funny is not an education.
You're not learning anything.
You're on a team.
You're a cheerleader for a personality.
What if the other team is right?
Shouldn't we go hear what they have to say and compare our notes and make sure?
Because if you actually want to know what's going on, you have to listen to everybody, don't you?
Which is what I did because I didn't know anything.
When I first started caring at all, I was under the impression that the government and the world, essentially how it works, it looks as it appears.
And right now, at that time, well, the conservatives are just bad.
They're just bad.
They're criminal.
They're crooked.
That's all the news is saying, right?
Harper bad.
Boo.
All over the place.
Look at all the stuff he's doing.
Pro-rogued parliament.
Yeah, remember that?
They're still mad about it now.
Justin pro-rogued parliament.
Your guy did it like fucking 20 years ago, so shut up.
You're fucking top guy.
The conservatives are so pathetic.
They look at the Stephen Harper.
You look, oh man, I miss Harper.
Harper is your.
Harper is like four guys down from the guy that should be in charge.
Harper was the guy that should have like gotten like supplies and groceries and did the laundry for the top guy.
Instead, we got him.
Now we got Millhouse, who's fucking way down there.
They look up at Stephen Harper.
Okay.
So I thought that was it.
They're the bad guys, you know?
They're just bad.
We got to get the cons out.
We've got to get Harper out.
It was pretty clear that's how it was going to go.
I didn't even vote that year.
I wanted to, but I didn't.
I was busy army stuff.
I don't know why most people don't make it out of that first level of the game.
Because that's when you first get interested.
Like, that's what you're confronted with.
When you first walk into the door, you're only there a few seconds.
Your brain can only pick up all this information as fast as it can and process and start drawing conclusions and trying to understand what's happening.
You're like, okay, there's a fighting.
That guy's pointed at him.
Okay, that guy looks like he might be fucking around.
Oh, I see.
I think I know what's going on.
You know, you've been here 20 seconds.
You don't really know what's going on, but you kind of think you might.
Turns out it's way more complicated.
There is so much more at play.
You don't have any, you sit down, bring notepads.
It's going to be a while.
But most people just stay there in the doorway and they go, that's good.
I'm good here.
My team good, their team bad, the end.
Maybe they do.
Maybe they believe that.
But at the same time, a lot of them seem to be under the impression that there's this global criminal element, the cabal.
They're running the world.
Right.
But your guys are good?
No, not my guy.
My guy's good to go.
My guy's the best guy.
Your guy is the WAF guy.
He's the World Health Guy.
He's a globalist guy.
Not my guy.
Yeah, why is that?
Because I like him.
Uh-huh.
What else do you like, seven-year-old boy?
I like Transformers.
I probably, yeah.
Yeah.
So, I mean, the reason you can't, there's not going to be, there's no political solution to this.
There's not going to be.
It's not possible.
It cannot happen.
Because for that to happen, you need a sizable portion of the population to agree on something.
They don't.
They're all fighting and pointing fingers at each other instead.
Like children do.
It's not my phone.
She did it.
Well, she's not a phone.
She pulled my hair.
No, you talk about food.
So you're trying to solve the issue of, I've got 25 kids in my house.
The place is getting destroyed.
Everyone's fighting.
Everyone's screaming.
Everything's out of control.
We need to have everyone calmly sit down and we're going to talk to all these kids Over a long night of engaging conversation, and they will come to understand and realize using their maturity and wisdom gained throughout their life and collective experience and talking to each other, they can come to a, yeah, that sounds about right.
Or when you have a very ignorant, uneducated, emotionally stunted, childlike population, you can't rule anything that way.
It doesn't work.
You know, what does work is fear, intimidation?
They understand that, don't they?
Everybody agreed on getting vaccinated, didn't they?
Why is that?
Because they were threatened.
It's been like four or five years, guys.
Raise your hand.
Did you go get your body filled with God knows what?
Because you really were just genuinely like, I believed, you know?
If I'm going to separate these people into two piles, you go to the left.
I really believe I got the Fauci, ouchie tattoo.
You're one of those, okay?
How about over here?
How many people felt threatened, intimidated, anxious, uneasy about their employment, about their life status, about their parental status, about any of that?
You guys go over here in the right column.
What do you think those numbers are going to look like?
I don't go in either column.
I didn't get shit because I'm a grown-ass man.
I can think and make assessments and make my own decisions, which I did.
Thank you.
This shit wouldn't have worked in the 1920s or something.
I don't think it would have.
You would have had to gather people around in like a town square or town hall and talk to them and explain to them what was going to happen and then try to escape town without being skinned alive.
Basically, we're going to lock everybody in your houses for months, take all your money, and fill the country with Indians.
How's that sound?
Yeah, I don't know.
I don't think that would work very well.
But, you know, people were a lot more mature back then.
Why?
Because they lived harder lives.
Doing difficult, challenging things is not bad for you.
It's the opposite.
We'll do that.
It hurts.
But that's how you learn.
Pain and suffering is the greatest teacher there is.
And we have a whole world of people that avoid it, avoid going to school, avoiding more aggressively than anyone ever has.
And as a result of that, we have a nation of children.
And they're being ruled by fear.
And it's very easy to do.
Just shake some keys.
Play some scary tones on the TV.
Get some celebrities to go up there and tell them what to think because they're not sure.
They need credible people to tell them what to do.
You know, like actors and rappers and football players and whatever they idolize, right?
Those are your heroes.
In the old days, if this was ancient Greece or the Roman Empire or anything like that, and I wanted to convince a pile of people to do something and I wanted a celebrity, who would you choose?
It would be some sort of national hero that everyone heard about, right?
Like Hercules or something.
Alexander said that?
You know, like, well, if he said so, like that guy must be, he's influential.
If he says it, people will take it seriously.
They'll listen to him.
So we bribe that guy.
But who'd they bribe?
They bribe TV celebrities and rappers and football players, and you fucking fell for it.
Because I guess that's who our heroes are.
That's what we look up to.
People that play children's games for far too much money while we sit around and die slowly.
Don't worry, come election time.
You can choose between either spaghetti or chicken.
I felt the air rise up in me Lived down and clear the stone of the leaves I wonder out where you can see Inside Michelle I wait and bleed I felt the air rise up in me Lived down and clear the stone of the leaves I wonder out where you can see Inside Michelle I wait and bleed The
bar, a woman of heart The night is part of this time Everything is turning That's weird.
Talking about a weird pop-up I've never seen before.
I don't know what's going on there.
Frostback, how are you doing, sir?
He said it was great meeting you, gents, in BC's Virgin of Death Valley.
It was cool there.
Looking forward to the movie.
Thanks for everything you guys have done.
Thanks, man.
I appreciate it.
Should be out soon.
A couple more weeks.
Two, three more weeks.
Let him cook.
I wonder out where you can see
Samsky gets it.
Intrusive Thoughts chooses spaghetti because he says it's messier.
See?
Fear works every time.
Just threaten people and they'll do it.
They do.
Cambie says, CRJ and I are in the same chat.
Imagine what sort of creations we'll hatch from our despicable imaginations.
This is a royal.
No, this is horrible.
Who let that happen?
Did I do that?
I didn't do that.
Did I do that?
Indirectly, maybe.
I'm going to make a ban.
So now that Cambie has super chatted me, I will not read anything from CRJ for the rest of the evening.
Because I can't.
You can't fight two people at once.
It's just impossible, right?
So you can't take on two different toxic streams of discharge at the same time.
You can only block in one direction and you're going to get hit.
So that's a new rule.
First one to throw money at me gets to talk.
The other one, shut up.
Now I'm going to wait and see who tests that theory.
Paper trader says, stay strong.
Don't become circulant.
Well, I can't, if I don't turn gay.
You can't be a circ if you're not gay.
And he says, redacted.
Okay.
Well, we'll leave that out.
Spurgbots, transgender, and reouts, a Scotian gentleman.
I don't know what that means.
It's hard to say.
Yeah, somebody on, obviously talking about redonculus.
Terrence Popp.
Yeah, I've talked to him once before, years ago.
He's one of the first guys I talked to on the internet.
Used to be a Ranger, I think.
Army something.
I think he was Ranger.
Anyway, yeah, he fought in Panama, and I think he was in Iraq, too.
Can't remember.
I've watched or heard anything from that guy in years.
I'm glad he must still be up and doing his thing.
Weiss alive and doing that.
Weiss alive and doing that.
I've often really shied away from doing this because I don't like to do that.
I've never felt worthy.
I never really felt like I should include myself in the class of people known as the veterans, you know.
But at the same time, I mean, I am one, technically.
And not too many guys will talk for them or can, you know, they don't.
Doing something like this, pretty rare.
Most of these guys are, no, that's not going to happen.
But I say it as kind of like a joke, but I don't, it's not a joke.
You know, I'll hear about a guy or somebody, or I said this on another streamer.
I saw them on social media somewhere.
And I was like, and my first thought is, he's still alive right on.
That's a dark, like, that's your first thought?
Like, why wouldn't he be alive?
Well, they often don't.
No, that's why.
That's the truth.
You take the weight of like, this is darkness, let's say.
Once you go in, I mean, you could come out, but it's on you now and you can't get it out or off, not entirely forever.
Like it's part of you now.
And you get to carry that with you the rest of your life.
And it's heavy and it's hard and it's difficult to do.
And a lot of people don't make it and they kill themselves.
Thank you.
It's actually not a crazy thing to think.
Because odds are sometimes it's like we're asking the wrong question.
Instead of asking like, what is happening that's making all these guys kill themselves?
I would say I'm impressed and proud of the ones that have made it this far so far and haven't because you couldn't.
I'll take what's in his head.
I'll put it in your fucking head and you will be dead by tomorrow.
Okay?
You want to know what's wrong?
Go find out.
Put the boots on and go pick up a rifle and go see.
Then you'll understand.
See, I didn't understand when I was a kid.
I was fascinated with it.
I love the whole soldiering thing and the whole, it was just very romantic and very, I was obsessed with it.
I needed to understand.
I needed to know.
I don't know why.
I was pulled.
You're, you know, whatever forces are guiding your life, they're like, we're doing it.
Come on.
You know, I couldn't fight it.
It was impossible.
It was going to happen no matter what.
I was getting in there.
I needed to.
I needed to.
That's what it feels like.
It's like being on those selections, those really tough, like some courses and units you can go to.
They just beat the shit out of you at first.
You're going to go through the grinder for a while, like a hell week or a month or we depends what we're doing.
And whoever's still alive at the end, not literally, but whoever's still here at the end will think about maybe giving you a shot.
And it's like, you know, seven guys out of a hundred or something.
And you're in the middle of that.
So this is a metaphor for life.
It starts off tough and gets harder until it's over.
That's life.
And you lose people along the way.
Come back to the shack, you know, to get fine.
Okay, it's been several days of punishment.
You can take a shower now.
That bunk's cleaned up.
That guy's gone.
He's gone.
He's gone.
Fuck.
Later on, you're like running somewhere in the dark with 80 pounds on your back.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, God, damn it, fuck, fuck.
That's what you're doing for an hour and a half.
Like every bang, bang, all your bones are hurting.
The blisters on your lower back and feet are getting worse.
Feet are fucking bleeding.
You're like, God, damn it.
Fucking shit.
It's Tony, you know?
He's still here.
You're happy for him.
You're like, right on, no, Fucking he's still here.
Or you'll be surprised.
Wow, he is.
I didn't think he'd survive this long.
Yeah.
So sometimes I scroll social media or I find I see a guy that haven't thought of him in like 15 years, let's say.
It wasn't somebody I was super close with or didn't know that well.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, right on.
He's still alive.
it for him.
I'm not saying any of this for my sake or, you know, probably a lot of people listening.
Probably more for theirs.
I think it's for theirs because it's a lot of us don't talk to each other about this stuff very often.
Well, sometimes, actually.
But I just, you know, just wanted to say it.
I know.
We eventually get real good at, you know, communicating without saying very much.
It's just the old sitting in the back of the two-ton or whatever.
Or the blackhawk or whatever you're doing.
You know?
One guy's fucking got his helmet propped up against the fucking seat, turtle.
You're just soaked in sweat.
Everybody's fucking miserable.
You just look over to make eye contact.
And you're just like, I know.
I know.
And the other guy's like, right?
Oh my god.
Can you believe how much this blows?
Like, nope.
I mean, yeah, it's pretty crazy.
That's basically what's going on telepathically there.
You ever see guys doing that?
What are those two guys doing?
Are they drinking in the corner silently?
They're communicating telepathically.
Are you sure?
Positive.
They're talking to me right now.
They're looking at me.
I can hear them.
Yeah.
And I think what's happened, because you have no choice.
I mean, maybe you don't get to be a full-blown adult necessarily, at least the years when I was in, but you're going to grow up in some way, in a lot of ways, or you're not going to make it.
You're going to wash out of that place.
At least you used to.
You had responsibilities.
You had things you had to do and not do.
There was no fucking around.
There was consequences.
Unlike out here.
There's no consequences.
If you're a piece of shit out here in the world, there's almost nothing, nothing will happen to you.
If you're late for work in the Army, it might be, you might want to consider killing yourself.
That's a joke, but Army guys will understand.
It is not a good.
I guarantee every civilian that's woken up late for work.
You know, like, say, you're supposed to be at work, like sat down at your desk or whatever you're doing at like 10 after 8 in the morning, and you wake up and it's 8.28.
Right?
So that feeling, every civilian that's had that feeling, that feeling in the army is so much worse.
You, you instant, listen, you instantly know that you are being hunted.
You are.
Because they do roll call in the morning, every day.
And you're supposed to be there like 6.30.
The second you're not there, everyone knows you're not there.
Because everyone is there in a big square, and you're not there.
Where are you?
The search is on.
Men are sent to go find you.
Someone could be on their way to your house right now.
The MPs may be notified.
There may be police patrolling the base looking for you.
It's already too late.
There's no one.
You can't call somebody.
You're fucked.
You're AWOL now.
You're going to army jail.
You're gonna be.
You're going to be docked pay.
Is this your first offense?
Fourth offense?
We don't know.
It could be cumulatively worse.
Cumulatively worse.
We may have to send you to Edmonton where you're going to polish fucking doorknobs for 17 hours a day in silence.
Mentally tortured.
Canadian civilian jail.
It's mentally like, it's probably not legal what goes fucking in the mint.
The military has a jail specifically for soldiers that is outside the view of the rest of the fucking world.
And what goes on in there?
You're not a human, okay?
I've never been.
I've just heard this.
I've heard the tales.
All this is going through your head within 10 seconds of being awake.
*Gasps*
That's only happened to me a couple of times.
Twice, I think, ever.
And I got off easy both times.
Thank God.
There were other times, though, I barely nearly escaped death.
I did, you know, worked a weekend.
My first day at a new unit, new master corporal showed up.
Didn't show up, actually.
Fucking slept in.
Good job.
You did it.
You know, good for you.
And then I'm like, okay, so you're working all weekend.
Like, yeah, I know.
I can't wait.
You know, and they're like, good, you know, and that was it.
But I had to stay awake all weekend guarding the fucking base.
You know, you're the duty NCO.
You got to do your rounds all these fucking hours.
It's very difficult to get any sleep and you usually don't.
And usually it's just one day and then you change overnight.
There's a different guy every day, but it's usually staffed in a rotating roster of guys that have fucked up somewhere in some way.
So you don't even want to be late for work.
You don't want to do anything wrong ever.
Or that's possibly your fate.
And the more you do, it could get worse.
It could get much worse.
So, you know, people are held accountable for things.
Not out here.
You can do anything out here.
You can kill people out here and just say, I'm generationally traumatized.
Oh, I'm sorry.
I didn't know.
Goodbye.
Unless you're white, then it's like, oh, no, you can't even tweet things that we don't like.
Or we'll try to put you in prison here.
And then when you're in prison, we will try to have you killed.
We'll do that.
I, I. I still, it's traumatizing.
I'm a grown man.
I get admitted a little bit.
You know, it's not like, I have nightmares.
Not often.
But I still to this day, if I have to be like at a haircut at 3.10 p.m.
And I'm like, fuck, it's fucking 2.59 and it's like a 15-minute drive.
I'm like in this, I'm not, I'm not comfortable.
Like I'm not, I'm not racing around town like a maniac.
I mean, it's a barber who gives a fuck.
I know, I know, it's not the army.
Nobody's going to care.
It's not a big deal.
But deep down, there's like a miniature ghost version that still remains of some RSM in there who's threatening my life if I don't get there on time.
Yeah, you can't.
It's forever.
Every other vet I know is like this.
And they can't, like, I can't handle, I hate, I think like appointments and places to be.
And Goaches gives me, I'm stressed about it.
I'm like, when do I got to be there?
When is that?
Fuck, is that now?
I better write it down 15 times because I'm going to forget.
Because in the army, you get reminded a hundred times before something happens.
You're constantly updated with information.
It's out here.
Somebody tells you once and then you're like, I got to put it in my calendar, write it down, put a sticky note on my boy everywhere.
Was that today?
Fuck, I slept in.
even with all the remote.
It's a, There's definitely some leftover programming.
It's hard to undo that.
The most, but the...
Like in public, too.
This isn't like, come to my office.
This is in front of the entire battalion, like a thousand people.
700 people, something like this, right?
The worst I'd ever been.
Actually, nothing happened, but it's because of what could have happened.
It was so bad.
Sometimes I choose to think when I look back at this that he must have noticed, but even he knew.
We can't.
I'm just, I don't have it in me.
I don't, I don't, I think he was old and he was bluffing and he just didn't have anything left that day.
Because I know what it's like to go off on tangents and rip into people and do this kind of, it's, it takes energy.
It takes effort.
It takes certain, takes your mana, you know, it's going to use your, your mana.
It's going to get used up.
You got to recharge it.
Or you drink some elixirs and you can repower it, but whatever.
I mean, it's not a, it's a finite resource.
So there's this RSM.
I've just come to this base.
I'm brand new.
Again, every time I go to a brand new unit, something stupid happens immediately.
I'm like, so, okay, cool.
Brand new.
We're having an inspection before Remembrance Day because we don't just show up in whatever.
No, no.
These guys are coming into work at least twice, maybe more times, completely fully dressed as if we are going on parade that day.
And you will stand there for a couple hours, maybe, while the RSM and the CO will physically look at each individual guy, somebody up there, the adjutant, maybe, the fucking, I don't know.
He may not look at every single, he may just look at the first row, but it's up to the platoon commanders and the warrant officers.
So everybody's, and they're going to do this a couple of times to look for any, any problems.
Like that, I'm not kidding, that string, that, there's a string barely visible coming out of the, the top of your shoulder.
Like, look, right there.
You see that?
You didn't see that?
Uh-oh.
You know, it's that ridiculous.
It's that intense.
So we're doing one of these.
And it's like a few days before Remembrance Day.
And this guy is legitimately terrifying.
Like this is.
I've had some RSMs in the Canadian Army and they were, they were, you know, they were basically piglet people or like fat old men that were just retarded and drunk and like, whatever.
This guy wasn't like that.
He was a paratrooper and he was probably 50, early 50s, but like one of these guys that clearly has not taken a day off the gym in like 40 years, like since he was 12 or something.
And he's just red.
I can see the veins coming out of his neck.
As I'm coming into the parade late, like they've already, this has already been going on, right?
So if he sees me, it's just not good.
And I find my unit and they're like, we very quickly like, oh, like nothing happened.
Pretty much just as he's coming our way.
And what he was yelling about was guys not having, they didn't have their poppies on their uniforms.
They're supposed to have them on by now because at a certain day and time, we put them on now and then we take them off then.
Every single, like, your fucking bootlaces have to be going in the right directions all the time.
If that's even off, like, oh, you're, forget it.
Your life's over.
He's coming down the line, just like just fuming, right?
And I'm like, I felt like I went white because I didn't have one.
I forgot that too.
And I'm in the front fucking row.
And it was late.
And I just came here from another unit.
So this is shaping up to be amazing.
He stops right in front of me and another guy.
And I'm not moving.
I'm just staring straight ahead.
Like, don't even look at him through the corner of your eye.
Don't even think about him.
Don't even, don't let your brain.
Sunshine, lollipops and rainbows.
Everything is wonderful.
And the RSM doesn't take his hat badge off and cut your neck open with it, you know.
And then he started questioning the guy next to me.
And I don't really remember what he was talking about.
He wasn't yelling at him, but he was like interrogating him about something.
And I feel like he must have seen it because it's on, there's no way he didn't see it.
I feel like he saw me and he went.
Because part of what he was saying was like, at least none of the NCOs and the leadership in this unit is that stupid to forget.
At least we don't.
Thank fucking God.
You know, you new guys, you privates and corporals, you fucking clowns.
And he was all mad on there.
Fucking Master Corp.
I was doing the meme like, and I think he saw that.
He would have saw the leaf on my arm and went.
I've already been yelling for 28 minutes.
Who are you?
Where are you from?
Mountain?
Fucking, where's that?
New Brunswick?
Good.
fucking go back there ah ah Like, that's what a lot of his speeches were.
It's just like painful old man noises coming out, but it's like an old dying lion, but you're like, he'll still take your head off, though.
I mean, he's old, but he's still, I wouldn't try it, you know?
Not yet.
Give him another five years and then we'll see start to go, ah, then we'll take him down.
But right now, he's too snappy.
Some of these guys would break their paysticks over guys' backs and shit.
Oh, I forgot to mention, they walk around with one of these, like not necessarily with a goat's head on top, but it's just a stick, ominously.
And he carries it under his fucking arm like this.
And they'll fucking smash people when it's something they used to.
I think that's, you're not allowed to even, I think if you frown at people in the Canadian army now, that's a chargeable offense.
Because that's in violation of someone's safe space.
And, you know, offensive to their sensibilities.
But in the 80s and 90s and early 2000s, there was still a lot of physical abuse that took place.
You just, they would beat the shit out of you.
Just smack you right there.
And it's like people are like, oh, not me.
I'd fucking die.
You'd probably take it because if you fight back, it's much worse.
And, you know, most of these guys could legitimately go.
They weren't like fat retards that were just abusing their power.
Like, they work their way up through this abusive, violent environment to then become like the alpha pack leaders of this band of killers, which is what it's supposed to be.
That's literally your job.
I don't care if people don't like that.
I don't like that.
Well, that's what it's for.
Okay.
Do you like being alive?
Because their killers will come and kill you and take all our shit unless we stop them with our killers.
So we, I mean, do you got a better idea?
I'm going to invite them in and say refugees welcome.
And then when they stab the children, I'm going to say hashtag not all Muslims.
And then when people try to deport them, I'm going to say refugees welcome and hashtag punch Nazis.
Why, why?
How do you vote again?
What's going on?
How did that happen?
Oh, that's a cabinet minister?
Oh, wow.
Where?
In fucking Legoland?
No, Canada.
Oh.
Things have changed a lot.
It's been a long time since I've been around, and I haven't been around that long.
38 years.
So, you know.
They demand to be treated like adults, but they don't act like adults.
Adults you can lead and work with and build things together, but not with children.
Children have to be told what to do.
And we've got more children than we've ever had.
Because it's easy.
Comfort and convenience has destroyed us.
Thank you.
It's made us completely defenseless.
Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, generally as a people, right?
Not too many people choose difficult lives.
They don't want to do hard things.
Thank you.
Is that because they think they can't?
Probably.
Very demoralized people don't attempt anything, do they?
They just lay down and die, which is where you want them.
If you want to have a slave class of peasants, you want to have them just healthy enough to keep working, but not so healthy and strong that they're any threat to you at any time.
So you want to keep them kind of depressed and fucked up most of the time, you know?
Because yes, you would get a greater yield and productivity out of very healthy and strong slaves, but very healthy, strong people don't want to be slaves.
So you see where this goes.
So the only real way to do this is to keep them kind of fucked up.
Just well enough to work, but that's it.
You know, we don't want them living too long.
And if they could die earlier too, because we can't really work them after like 60, 65, and then they're just seniors, right?
And we got to pay for that.
And that's money I should have as a banker, corporate banker, lawyer, banker, politician, banker, banker, lawyer, politician.
I should have that money.
So let's kill them.
Let's euthanize them.
Let's invent a medical assistance and dying program.
Isn't that cute?
It's called MAID.
Like a maid's going to come clean your house.
Instead of that, you die.
We fucking kill you.
And we've killed 65 to 70,000 people now in Canada, and most of them are seniors.
So we're just killing them.
So they're not of any use to us now.
So we kill them.
Good.
Because otherwise, I mean, fuck, some of these people could live to be 100 and something.
We got to pay.
We got to feed them and house them and look after them.
It's expensive.
I mean, pensions, what?
Listen, they only gave their whole life to the, why would they be taking care?
No, no.
Once they're out of the workforce, let's hurry.
Okay, yeah, you've had your retirement.
You're 70 now.
All right.
Get in the pod now, okay?
Aren't you proud to live here?
I'm proud to live here.
And again, it's the mental, the gymnastics, the mental war.
That's how they got all these, these weak people.
You didn't get me.
Because there's a lot of people that like these things that are happening.
Half the country claims to be Canadian and isn't.
I am.
Me.
Don't tell me what I am and what I'm not.
I remember very clearly.
I remember my town, my friends, my family, my aunts and uncles and cousins, my enemies, girlfriends.
Those two may have been the same.
That was Canada.
Those people.
It's a pretty good sample size.
Few thousand people.
Average town.
Canada.
Nothing special going on.
Not a city.
Few thousand people.
Small hockey rank, tennis court.
Couple baseball fields.
High school.
Middle school.
Whatever the other one is.
Primary school, right?
Daycare, grocery store.
Tim Hortons, Subway.
Even had a tiny gym for a little while until we gave up on that.
And once a year, there was a big summer festival that people from all over the place would come to.
And then the town would blow up to like 15,000 people for like four days.
And it was crazy.
It was just nonstop partying and all this kind of stuff.
And eventually you get a little bit older, you make friends, and you branch out more.
Like I ended up in the Army.
And I met people from not just my hometown, all over the province of Nova Scotia.
And they were all from similar places.
Small towns here, small towns there.
Some of them are from the city, but all Canadian also.
We all got along pretty well.
We all understood a lot of things to be inherently true without having to say it.
Thank you.
I'm very aware of what the character of this country was, who I am, who we were, who some of us still are.
That's the Canadian people.
Whatever the hell is going on out there, that's not us.
So when people say, oh, Canada's this or the Canadians are that, I'm like, who are you talking about?
Are you talking about the actual Canadians or the alien goblin Gotham City blob out there?
Which one do you mean?
it's offensive if you're you you you Thank you.
Unfortunately, I think that's going to be important going forward.
I don't have a lot of hope for this place to turn itself around.
And by not a lot, I mean basically done, which is why we've spent a lot of time now moving towards building actual community networks of people that just, you know, are we good?
You know, let's just circle the wagons and be friends and take care of each other and look after it.
Because going forward, this place is going to drop us all flat.
And if you don't have that, if you don't have some kind of social safety net of other, you know, mutually, you know, supportive people, like everybody's pulling their weight, everybody's looking out for each other.
You know, because we don't have anything else.
There's not going to be police.
There's not going to be none of this shit.
It's all going to fall apart.
There's no stopping it.
And eventually it's probably just going to be absorbed by the United States because there's no stopping that either, I don't think.
So then what happens?
Do you just become American?
No, you can't.
You can't You can't let them take away who you are and what you believe and what you know is true.
You have to hold on to that.
Even if this whole place disappears, even if it's all swallowed up by Washington and we have to live in exile or whatever the fuck, I am never going to be anything else.
They can...
They could kill us all or chase us all out of here and fill it with all kinds of other people from all over the world.
That doesn't make them Canadian just because they're standing here.
Does it?
Does that make you something else because you're no longer standing here?
No.
Thank you.
Your identity is something you have to protect and be aware of and stay attached to because if you don't, it goes away like anything else.
Some people spend their whole life in time studying tennis.
Thinking about tennis, talking about tennis, tennis, tennis, tennis, all day, every day.
Why tennis?
I'm just picking on a different.
I've never made fun of tennis people.
I don't think in my life.
So I'm getting it out now.
You're pretentious.
It's a pretentious sport.
I don't like the socks.
The headbands are gay.
The short.
Look, the rockets don't weigh anything.
You don't need to be making these noises.
It's not that hard to swing the thing.
And so everybody's got to be quiet while you're hitting this ball around.
It's like.
Like, golf is kind of gay, but it's like gayer golf or something.
I don't know what it is.
I don't like it.
I've never liked it.
Yeah, you know, if you don't try, I did try it, and I was like, I don't like this immediately.
I do not like this game.
I don't like it at all.
Don't make fun of the tennis people now.
Focus on tennis all the time, is all you're going to know about.
I probably learned more about, you know, who we are and what we've been through in the last few years than I did every year prior.
I wasn't taught any of this stuff in school.
And why wasn't I?
Kind of schools don't teach the children of a country about their own country.
I learned about lots of other people.
I didn't learn anything about me, really.
And a lot of the stuff I did came from like the town.
Our families were all very aware of our legacy and how this place came to be, where we came from.
You know, there was a very specific boat that brought all the founding peoples to this area of the country back in whatever year, 17, whatever it was, 1802.
No, it was late 1700s.
A bunch of people died and so on.
Like they have reenactments and stuff, or they used to when people gave a damn.
Why do you think people did that for so long?
It's important to survival.
If you forget those things, you become open to opportunists.
To opportunists, opportunists, opportunities.
You can be conquered.
You're weak.
You're not confident.
You don't have any dignity.
You don't even know who you are.
If you don't know who you are, how can you defend yourself against, you know, people who do and are very motivated to take the things that you have?
How can you defend those things?
With who?
With what?
Who are you?
Who are they?
What's even going on?
Do you even know?
How do you know your place in the world?
I don't give you any real understanding of what's happening around you.
If you don't even know who you are.
I don't give you any real understanding of what's happening around you.
This is what ISIS did.
This is what the Soviets did.
This is what the Chinese communists did.
This is what the communists in Europe did.
This is what Cuban face did.
Like, they erase history.
They erase your identity.
They erase everything.
They burn all the churches down.
All that shit's gone.
You return everything to a blank slate and start over from scratch.
This is how it is.
This is how it's always been.
Put up pictures of the heads of state of whatever communist nightmare there is.
Worship those.
They were always amazing.
There's never been anything before there.
There you go.
That's illegal.
It was destroy everything.
Because if you were living in like an occupied territory, let's say, in an alternate history.
Maybe you're in Poland.
I don't know that much about Poland.
Probably more than most people, because most people are busy watching tennis or some other sports of all time sucks sports.
But Poland.
And you're living under the Soviet Union.
Nice.
You know, good time.
And if you're at all, you know, the percentage of the population that has anything in them to resent that, to learn about, like, who are these people?
What happened?
What's going on exactly?
Yeah, they kind of invaded us and they're occupying the country indefinitely and are basically treating us like shit and we're their slaves.
Uh-huh.
Whose interests would it be in to leave lying around, you know, monuments of Polish heroes and folk stories and work and plays and paintings of all these courageous accomplishment things that the Polish people have done?
Is reinforcing their identity good for who in this exchange?
And conversely, is destroying their attachment to themselves and their identity.
Who does that benefit in this scenario?
Probably not.
It shouldn't be that hard to understand which is correct, which fits where.
Obviously destroying their identity and their attachments and who they are and what weakens them.
And it's good for the people oppressing them and occupying their home.
And at the same time, they discourage any kind of sentiment that's anti-communist, anti-Soviet.
I'm like, well, sorry, sir.
I'm a Polish man.
I was never, I didn't agree to this.
I didn't consent to this.
You came and took over our house.
Just because you say so doesn't turn me into you.
I'm always going to be me.
And the more I remember that, the more true it is.
The more likely that we're probably going to have a problem with one another very soon.
But that's just a hypothetical scenario about Poland and the USSR.
We live in a free world today where you can choose chicken or spaghetti.
Which one would you like to choose?
It's democracy.
It's the free work.
Just vote.
Just vote.
You can be Soviet or you can be Soviet.
You have so many choices.
Poland.
What's that?
A history book?
No, we're going to burn those.
Who's this?
Is this somebody famous you guys are inspired by?
Yeah, tear that down.
Tear that down.
What's this, your national anthem?
We should change that to something dumber.
Or change the words around.
Hey, are these your kids?
What are you teaching them?
That you guys are cool?
No, you guys are all fucking losers.
We are cool.
Teach them that.
Shockey, how you doing, man?
He says, it's best if it tastes like...
And you keep on licking.
What?
If it's best?
It's best if it tastes like...
And you keep on licking.
It's just messy as spaghetti.
What are we talking about?
You can't lick spaghetti, sir.
That's why there's a mess everywhere.
Jimmy goes to Ottawa, says, O-P-E.
Exclamation point?
He says, thank you.
That's the post.
Okay.
Thanks, man.
Appreciate it.
Brian, thank you very much, man.
He says, you have the gift of conveying truth.
I'm old and have learned so much in this past year following you much respect.
Well, I hope so, man.
I mean, I'm just, this is how I see it.
And if you agree, cool.
If you don't, I don't care.
You know, that's really all I've been trying to do.
You know, that's really all I've been trying to do.
And nothing will make people hate you more than doing that, in my experience.
I don't think.
Um...
Thank you.
When you kind of just commit to it, and it's almost like not an addiction or like, it's like a compulsion.
Like, if you know something is fucked up, once you get into the habit of being like, no, this isn't right, it's really hard to stop.
Because you can't.
You're either all in or you're not.
You're either committed to like your values or you're not.
And it's like, this is something I don't stand for or that's something I will always support and so on.
because you've done the work introspection and you've experienced through pain and suffering to learn the Yeah, just don't tell people the truth.
especially if it reveals something about them.
Thank you.
Thank you.
But I don't have anything for it.
Everyone can do this.
If I can do it, everyone can do it.
I was not mentally in any way physically strong person when I was a kid.
Even though I was a young man, you know, I was definitely way behind.
I had to get punished in the military, and it was not fun.
I had to get punished.
Man, people don't like it when they tell them the truth.
They can't handle it.
Especially if it reveals something about them.
They can't face that they've done anything wrong or bad or supported the wrong thing.
It just doesn't exist.
Okay, so it wasn't chicken or the egg, guys.
Is it comfort and convenience has killed us?
Or comfort and convenience has made us weak and that's what killed us?
Or is it because we became weak that we succumbed?
Yes, that's what I think.
That we allowed comfort and convenience to become our priorities because we became weak and we couldn't resist the temptation of just being comfortable and convenienced all the time because we were weak.
and now we're paying the price for that.
Thank you.
Thank you.
People can't even accept that they like voted for the wrong person or supported the wrong thing.
They'll fight you to the death on whatever, whatever they attach themselves to something, to the death, dude.
No matter what happens.
People are so desperate for meaning now and some sense of belonging to something and somewhere that they will, whatever they've chosen, whatever their thing is right now, you are going to do really well to dislodge them from that ever.
Because they can't be wrong.
They just, they can't.
They can't be that wrong.
They can't be out wrong.
Like they can be wrong about the time of a movie.
They can be wrong about what we had for supper yesterday.
They can be wrong about how this movie is going to end or how this fight is going to play out.
They can be wrong about those things.
They can't be wrong about something life-altering.
That takes courage to admit those things.
It's not hard to absorb those other obvious L's.
Everybody does shit like that, but everybody does the other thing too.
Only a few people can admit it, though.
So only a few people make it through that filter and go to the next level.
They can't even admit they did anything wrong ever.
Do you have any idea what it's like to be 26, 27 years old and have to look in the mirror and really just like eat it up, soak it up your whole life, everything you've done, there's dead people everywhere, dog.
All bullshit.
Ha ha, sucker.
Sucker.
Your whole life is a joke.
It's all bullshit.
You're an idiot.
You idiot.
You feel good now?
Yeah.
How those guns sound now?
Huh?
Oh, look, there's some more dead guys.
Are these friends of yours?
Yeah, they're dead too.
Oh, well.
Oh.
Thank you.
Don't fucking tell me about eating a shit sandwich.
I had to eat a shit buffet all night for a couple of years.
Thank you.
You ever been so wrong you were killing people?
That's how wrong you were about something.
That's how far you took it.
I don't know what I'm talking about.
I don't know about how far people will go committed to something that's completely bullshit.
I don't.
I've done it.
Like, pretty much like all the way.
I mean, I don't know how much further can you go from like, all right, boys, let's kill everybody we see.
And they're going to try and get, like, is there something more, like, what are the, what higher stakes are there than that?
I don't know.
So I'm like immune to it.
So I'm like immune to it.
There's a lot.
And that was just the beginning.
There were so many other, I had to just peel things off, man.
That I thought I knew or thought I believed or thought it, or thought was true.
And so much of it wasn't.
And then when you're done, there's just, there's like this much left to you.
You're this big.
You're this big.
You're this big.
But that's you.
At least.
Now you know.
That's you.
That's a great thing.
Thank you.
People want to talk about finding themselves.
I just want to find myself.
I can tell you how to do that.
Stop lying to yourself.
Cut the shit.
Take a real good, hard look in the mirror.
Who are you exactly?
Why do you think the things you think?
Are they even your thoughts?
Why do you believe this?
Why do you do that?
Do you know if that's even true?
Very few people ever do this.
And I think this kind of inner turmoil, they never really figure it out.
And they're just trying to survive.
And they're always messed up and fucked up.
And that's why.
You just rip all this shit down.
It's all fake.
You get down to just you.
And now you can just keep adding, building, building up you.
And it'll take time.
It'll take a long time.
But when you recover and come out the other side, you're not this big anymore.
You're back.
And you're not filled with bullshit.
You're not a waterbed of diarrhea.
Like, oh, look how, look how much.
Yeah, it's all shit, though.
None of it's real.
It's all nonsense.
You don't even know who you are.
You have no idea what's going on.
You have a completely fake appreciation of the world you live in.
Completely.
And you're so confident in it that you're killing people.
Wow.
So, yeah, Brainwashing's pretty powerful, guys.
Pretty intense.
Put you in some weird places.
Yeah, they had a good story.
It was exciting.
You know, lots of great movies and video games and narratives and encouragement to make sure that guys and boys like me did exactly that.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Same people that did that are still here.
And they're no closer to going away than they've ever been.
They're more powerful than ever.
Now they want to take over Canada.
Nobody sees it.
Nobody sees it.
There's constant traps that don't look like traps.
It looks like people trying to give you stuff.
Look at all the advertising.
Look at all the convenience.
Look at all the stuff.
Look at all the distractions.
Look at all of the things.
Look at all of the stuff.
Thanks.
Thank you.
You have to have mental discipline in a whole different way in the modern age than you used to in the olden days.
It's not physical anymore.
A lot of people aren't out hand sowing and plowing fields in the sun.
That used to be what everybody had to do to live.
Like everybody had some kind of manual labor job in the village, and that's how it was.
For, I don't know, thousands of years.
Up until like the 1960s and 50s.
Like that was pretty much.
Now you can live a whole life and never go outside.
Like it's unheard of.
But the same kind of the toys have changed, but the same kind of forces are still at play and different elements and energies trying to do this and that.
So it's now it's almost exclusively happening in your head.
They have so much access to you.
Radios, TVs, smartphones in your hand every minute of the day.
Social media, it's all designed to be addicting on purpose.
Everybody's addicted to it.
It's like drugs.
It's designed that way on purpose.
They specifically choose the right colors, tones, sounds, and frequencies for these apps and icons and notifications and all this stuff to trigger mini dopamine hits in your brain.
So your brain craves more of this.
That's why you can't put the phone down.
They're drugging you essentially with this crap.
So you have to be mentally disciplined in a way that never used to be required.
You're fending off like mental vampirism everywhere you go.
Everything is designed to manipulate you in some way or take something from you or put something in you that you don't want in there that you never asked for.
It's crazy.
The other angle of that is it's become so exclusively digital now that if you just turned it all off, here's an experiment you can try for yourself if you're curious.
It'll also, I had a guy tell me this when I was in school.
I was like 10, you know, or 12. And they bring people in to tell you things.
And this guy was in jail and trying to tell his horror stories.
We'll end up in jail.
Didn't work on me.
And he's like, you ever want to know what jail's like?
Lock yourself in a bathroom for the weekend and just have somebody bring you food three times a day.
And they'll let you go for an hour outside and then back in.
You lock yourself back in the bathroom.
Sleep in the bathtub.
Sleep on the floor.
I don't give a fuck.
Just there.
You live there.
Just be there all day in silence.
No phone, nothing.
Like, you don't have to do that.
Just don't use your phone or computer or TV, anything all day.
Can you go one day?
And I don't mean, oh yeah, the power was that.
Well, you didn't have a choice.
It's not the same.
There's no mental discipline needed there.
The mental discipline is when the comfort and convenience is there, you could have it, but you're denying it of yourself.
You're saying, no, we're not having that today.
That's you making that decision.
That's actually you.
That's the small, tiny bit.
That's you.
And then, but then you're like, oh, but I really want it.
That's not you.
You decided you wanted to do this.
Now all of a sudden you're wavering.
Why?
Well, this is where the temptation is coming from.
The weakness is, you're like, oh, it's too heavy.
I can't hold it.
This is happening in your head.
Tons of people will be unable to do this, intentionally deprive themselves.
I will not be on, I'm not going to look at any of it for a whole day.
Not once.
I'm not going to watch TV.
I'm going to sit here and read books.
I'm going to stand outside.
I'm going to go for a walk outside, listen to some birds.
I'm going to, you know, and then I'm going to go to bed when it gets dark.
And I'm going to get, you know?
How's that for a reality show?
I get a bunch of people, lock them in a house, and be like, all right, last one to look at their phone wins.
It was supposed to be, you know, a 12-episode season, but it was over in 45 minutes.
It didn't take very long at all.
So the last kid wins the money.
They all had the same haircut.
What is that?
Why do everyone do it?
When I was a kid in the 90s, everybody had a, it was called a mushroom cut.
It's like you just put a bowl on someone's head and shaved her.
You look ridiculous, but everyone had that.
Now everyone does a similar thing, but you have like a poodle top with the side.
I don't know what that is.
They all just come out of a factory looking the same.
Oh, look, it's some 20-year-old douchebag.
Oh, look, it's some 20-year-old.
Like, you guys all look exactly the same.
So funny.
And then when you're my age, they'll be doing something dumber then.
They'll probably, they'll bring back the monk thing.
They'll just shave the tops of their heads.
That'll be, and you'll think, that's crazy.
No one would do that.
Well, what you're doing, we thought was crazy and would never happen.
And I mean, now that I'm an adult, I can't believe we'd cut our hip.
Yeah, you know, trust me, you'll get there.
Don't worry.
You'll live to hate yourself.
Don't worry if you don't yet.
Scotian gentleman says, have you ever had female superiors chew you out, discipline, threaten you physical harm?
No, I never had any.
I was in the infantry.
There's very few women in there.
No, there was one old fat lady clerk woman who tried to, I just laughed at her.
Like I just literally laughed in her face.
And she was like a warrant officer, but she was a reservist, you know?
I was a corporal at the time, but I was like, I'm at 2RCR.
I don't, like, I'm full-time army mode.
Like, we're doing a lot of important shit.
And she's like, I can't even remember what she was mad at.
Something retarded.
Like, somebody had the wrong headdress on.
You're only supposed to wear this.
And I was just like, get the fuck out of here.
Like, where do you work?
Who's your unit?
I'm getting fucking.
I was like, you go ahead and do that.
I'm sure Donnie would love to talk to you.
Like, he'd fucking He's going to hang up in your ear, you know, and they would be like, fuck off, you know.
And then at best, they'd like, well, then they're going to go, then what do they do?
They're going to go complain to their captain.
Then what's that captain supposed to call over to the two RCR adjudants and be like, hi, this is Captain fucking high school teacher who does a couple weekends a year over at some unit you've never heard of that's fast fake and doesn't exist.
It turns out a corporal at your unit was very rude to my hello?
Hello?
Nobody cares.
It's like that meme from Jurassic Bar.
Like, so if she'd been ranked for us, it'd be a little different, but you'd have to be in the unit.
Generally, somebody from out of the unit trying to disitious, you know, for it to be acceptable.
And definitely not from some obese old lady clerk fucking, or maybe she was a cook.
I can't, it's something like that.
I don't care, you know?
I'm doing pull-ups.
I'm 25. I'm fucking hauling machine guns around.
I don't have time for this.
Give me shit.
That's true.
One of the officers, there was a reserve unit when I first joined the Army.
He was a high school teacher.
It was just like, they're just.
Oh, and that's what I remind.
I can't remember what she was mad about, but later on at that same exercise, we had, again, one of these parades, right?
But where everybody's in the field, we're all in our gear and whatever.
And she's standing directly across the square from me.
And she's standing there in front of her, whatever unit, logistics supply reserve.
And she's got her bush hat on.
So it's like a hat with like a brim around it.
And on these, there is a, they're like little, two little eyes almost that glow in the dark.
Now, the purpose of that is so that when you're in the field, you're on a patrol, you're doing whatever, and it's dark out, you can see the guy's head behind you and kind of keep track of how far away you can follow them and not get lost in the dark.
We have them on our helmets.
We have them on those hats.
We have them on certain things.
And they go in the back of your head.
I could see them on the front of her head.
And I just smiled, you know.
And she could see me smiling at her and she didn't like it.
I never talked, I never saw her ever again, but I guarantee she's like, what a smug little fucker.
I ain't getting fucking done.
Your hat's on backwards, you stupid bitch.
You can't even dress yourself.
You look ridiculous.
I mean, wow, you know.
And then, oh, and then they had a raffle.
Oh, fuck, it gets even better.
I got to get my, my song.
Um, I, I gotta pause the story because.
Do I not have it?
I know I do somewhere.
It's not gonna be the same without it.
Fuck, I don't know where it is.
I gotta get it on YouTube.
I'm gonna pause.
I'm not coming back until I get this fucking stupid sound effect.
It's gonna not really make anything that much better.
And people will be like, frankly, it's ruined the whole story and everything, right?
But I don't really don't care.
Again, this is for me, not you.
There was a raffle.
Like, for liquor, like a great big giant bottle of vodka.
And guess who won it?
Guess who strolled up waddled, really, in front of the entire exercise, like a thousand people.
With a beautiful, barely fucking containing many additions to her existence.
All proud.
Big smile on her face.
She was like, you'd think she won the lottery because she won a big, like a 66 for vodka.
She's running back with it.
I'm just like.
That was like that was meant to be.
You know?
Everyone was looking at her thinking the same thing, like, what a fucking fat idiot.
Every single one.
I already had my revenge.
I didn't even have to do it.
Somehow it just, I was like, good.
You know?
She doesn't even realize it.
She doesn't.
And that's okay.
That's called being an adult.
She doesn't know it, but she was fucking humiliated.
Maybe somebody told her later.
But unbeknownst to her and in plain view of everyone else, yeah, she was thoroughly humiliated just by being a fat dumb idiot.
You know, they would have thought, oh, God, you know, whatever.
Put her hat on backwards.
Hilarious.
You know?
To the point in basic training, like they get so fucked.
Dude, you put, put your hat on.
You don't just put it on.
You take it, you look at it, make sure it's not backwards.
Okay.
And then you put it on because she apparently didn't bother.
You know, they didn't beat those kids.
You didn't beat them hard enough.
That's what happened.
They weren't abused.
Like the old days.
It wasn't even that bad when I was in, but it just exited the fucking beat the shit out of you days.
And now it was just like physical torture and verbal assaults.
And like they just redirected their rage and malice and ex-wives and divorces and all the and alcoholism into like mental warfare and torture and like that kind of thing.
Because they couldn't just beat you up anymore.
It's like, fine.
Well, I'm going to make them do push-ups till somebody dies, you know, and wake them up at four in the morning and just decide to rip the lockers all to hell, screaming at them for something that's not really coherent.
And you're like, was he drunk?
I don't know.
And you're like afraid he's going to come back all night.
Everyone's laying on top of their beds because what if you have another fucking five in the morning bed inspection out of nowhere?
Could happen.
So no one wants to go to sleep.
Everyone's fully dressed, laying on their bed, on the bed, because if you're in it, you don't have time to make it.
And he could come back any minute.
That was the environment we lived in.
That was my life.
That was my formative years.
was living like that.
Hoping that Sergeant Three Divorces doesn't come back and fucking decide to...
Do I want to fucking tell you again?
Or am I going to write it onto my dick with a permanent marker and fuck it into you?
That was something somebody said to a guy next to me once.
I was like, I'm like 17 years old.
Like, wow, okay.
The guy saying it is like 43. Giant scars on his face.
Dead eye, you know?
He looks like he came out of a Metal Gear Solid game.
You're like, this is, I don't know if I should be here, but can't leave now.
Uh-oh.
How many guys did that?
Went through basic training.
Like, I don't know if this is fine.
Fucking maybe I don't know if I want to be here.
Uh-oh.
Well, like, I'm too afraid to leave.
I think, I feel like that would be worse.
Like, they, so you have to stay, right?
And the next thing you know, you're done.
And then now you're indoctrinated.
You're in the cult.
You can't really leave now.
It's like, that's the trick with the army, right?
Everyone, everyone wants to.
It's like, I just got to finish.
You're never finished.
I just got to get to this rank.
No, there's always going to be another one.
I just need this course.
There's always another one.
I just, I just want another deployment.
There's always.
It's always there.
You're never going to win.
You're never going to win.
Once I realized that, I left.
That and the whole, my whole life has been a lie thing.
Dr. Cam is Rim Jobstein.
This is what I was afraid of, right?
My rule can't even apply because I don't know which one.
Like, is that CRJ?
I think it is.
I think it is, but it could be the blob.
Did someone say toxic discharge?
I did, but it wasn't about.
Chris Jeffreel has entered the chat.
Yeah, we're going to leave it there.
God's chosen bulldozer.
We're going to bulldoze.
It's going to be great.
It's going to be the new diamond in the Middle East.
And everyone's going to say, wow, I can't believe he's going to build a resort.
They're going to build a Trump resort right there.
Right on Palestine.
He says, I saw Filthy Weasel Super Chat the other stream.
Congrats on the run PR.
He's a beast, dude.
A lot of these guys are.
Alex Wood says, may I suggest that we relax a bit with a short message from our sponsors?
Is it short?
I see that it's yours, so I guess I can accept this one.
Oh, it's only a minute.
Okay.
Did you fire this up in just a couple of minutes?
Like, since the suit.
Wow, this was fast.
He says episode 546.
Wake up.
Okay, just for me.
When the day begins, the average citizen needs his good coffee to wake him up.
But the dag that you are needs a little something extra.
Coffee cocaine by Philip.
Because the evil racist Nazi that you are needs all the energy you can get to face this shitty world we live in.
Just one tablespoon of coffee cocaine and you'll feel capable of taking over any government.
In the coffee.
Made from the purest Colombian cocaine.
Look at that black coffee turning white.
Isn't it beautiful, Menfior?
Beautiful like the smile of Robert, who just realized how much he's going to fuck his wife for the next five hours.
Thanks to coffee cocaine, you'll feel that nothing in the world can stop you and that you've got all the insanity you need to crush any fucking immigrant who crosses your path.
So what the fuck are you waiting for and go get yourself the creamiest tasting cocaine ever?
Gonna fuck their crazy for the next five hours.
Wow.
I mean the 50s were different, right?
It was a little, I mean, it's you when you think about the 1950s, there's this idea that it was this really buttoned up, uptight, like everyone's very uncomfortable.
It very much looks like the opposite.
It seems like everyone was fairly a little drunk all the time.
Whatever you do, it was all pharmaceutically.
Here, have some energy pill.
It's meth.
They were giving the housewives meth so they could clean faster, and they loved it.
The women are on meth.
The men are all drunk.
I think I've mentioned this before, didn't I?
That was peak American society.
That's when everything started to...
Okay, okay.
It was amphetamines.
It wasn't meth, but it was...
It was drugs.
They were all drugs.
Cocaine.
Phillips coffee cocaine.
You could stay up all night.
Are we allowed to sell that in BC?
We might be able to sell that in BC.
That might be legal there.
Jesus.
Anastasia says very much appreciate what you've created.
The mental health benefit I personally received from your streams and the wonderful folks of Entropy Dag Chat has been immense.
Single-handedly saved lives and you're screaming into the void.
Well, thanks.
I appreciate that.
You know, it's a rough gig, you know, sometimes.
I've had worse jobs.
Intrusive thoughts as I got to my unit helping back up a lav as a ground guide and hit a locker, blew the door off.
Nice.
I grabbed a rivet gun from the shop, and just as I finished fixing it, the RSM was doing his rounds.
The lav barn, asked what I was doing.
I told him he didn't know whether to be furious or impressed, only got paperwork.
It's probably your best thought.
You probably did everything right.
First of all, I'm mad that you did that, but you've already seemed to be on top of repairing it and fixing it, which shows me that you understand that you're an idiot and you're also willing to fix your mistakes.
And therefore, I don't really need to punish you because you're already doing something shitty that you didn't want to be doing.
Okay, so I guess all it's left to do is make vague, ominous statements that could mean anything and just maintain this facade of like, I might be trying to kill you.
I'm not, I don't know, and just walk away.
That's, yeah.
So minimal damage.
That's your best, that's your best possible encounter with an RSM, really.
There's just anxiety anytime they show up for any reason.
You're there in the, especially if there's not many people around.
There's like you and two other guys in an office, RSM, and the fucking CO come in.
You're like, oh, no.
You better fucking jump out of that chair real fast.
And they all act like, oh, no, no, boys, sit down, sit down.
That's not necessary.
But if you didn't jump up, they'd be pissed.
So let's cut to shit, boys.
Oh, no, boys.
I'm not like that.
Yes, you are.
Just own it.
Stop being fake.
Be like the British.
Thank you, Faunton.
That'll be all.
Please, sit.
Hello?
Would you like some tea, gentlemen?
Like, let's just cut to shit.
Can we just go back to the old way?
I don't like this fake fucking.
I'm just one of the boys.
No, you're not.
You're a dick.
If I fucking said, hey, what's going on, Paul, and just kept working, you'd freak out.
You'd freak out.
You'd probably try to have me killed on the next fucking live fire range, wouldn't you?
I'm not, no.
You want to use people on a first name basis?
You go to fucking JTF2.
Because they live on the edge of death all the time and nobody has any time for any of it anymore.
It's all nothing fake and gay survives there.
That all fucked up.
Yeah, so suspicious CR.
This is the same guy.
My spaghetti whole tongue punched?
No.
Spasmodic.
No.
Fuck God.
It's our anniversary.
Unbelievable.
Zaynal says, my favorite was the NCOs that would flick open a button on you.
Yeah.
Buttons undone.
Where?
Right there.
Like, how dare you?
And they would just, yeah, dickheads.
It would happen.
Dirtbag Welder, thanks, man.
And he says, Zaynal says, contractor 556 is a broke bum and wants to say, hail, Lord Philip and company.
And I owe him.
You owe the other guy, this contractor guy, or do you owe Philip something?
That's never good to owe him anything.
You don't want to do that.
You don't want to be in that position.
All right.
What the fuck am I doing right now?
Where's my notes go?
I thought I had some.
Oh, I did.
I just skipped so much over the last few days, you know?
Oh.
Hmm.
Interesting.
None of it's related.
I don't know.
Let me just look at the news here for a minute.
Well, here, I'll play this one because this is interesting.
I didn't know this.
Doesn't surprise me.
Thank you.
But in the interest of fairness and everybody having a fuller picture of what's actually going on, the establishment, I think it's on the 15th, Flag Day or some shit is coming up.
I don't know.
Some spectacle is being planned by the lizard people to show solidarity and because America's trying to fucking been adopted by a lot of people over on this side
of the worldview.
The old Canadian flag, which is featured very prominently in the center, was this crest here.
That was the flag we had for quite a long time under the world wars and the formation of the country, like for always, right?
Pretty much.
And they changed it in the 60s.
And they had different, there's a competition, and people didn't want it changed.
The point of the story is nobody, like everything else in this country, like mass immigration, like replacing your entire population of your town that's now filled with God knows who, with dismantling our identity, with everything horrible that's been done.
We had no say in any of it.
And the opening shot was erasing.
I mean, that was our shield and flight, like for how long?
What was wrong with that?
Oh, we had to change it.
Why?
Well, because that's a very specific identity you can relate to on here, isn't it?
We're going to replace it with just, you know, like just a leaf or something.
Because that could really mean anything.
It doesn't really have, I mean, what is it really?
What's the story here?
What's that about?
And you'd probably like to delude yourself, like I did, into thinking, well, they must have had a big vote on it and everyone voted that they wanted to change it to this.
And that's what happened.
Surely the government didn't just force it down everyone's throats and say, no, this is the flag now.
Shut up and eat your spaghetti or your chicken.
That couldn't have happened.
Or did they give them options?
They gave them this flag, another flag, another flag.
They had spaghetti or chicken, actually.
And they said, well, we don't even want to eat supper.
Like, too bad.
Too bad.
This is what's going on.
Good evening, R. Norman DuPo.
You've been watching Prime Minister Lester Pearson as he stood rigidly to attention in Winnipeg last Sunday night, while some 1,250 registered delegates to the 20th Biennial Convention of the Royal Canadian Legion and perhaps 700 others sang, O Canada, which Mr. Pearson suggested today would be our national anthem before the end of the current session of Parliament.
He also watched as a color party of the Legion paraded past him, bearing the red ensign, a flag which, less than an hour later, he would say no longer served our needs.
He was booed and heckled as he did so.
This afternoon, it was the other way around, thunderous and prolonged liberal applause as Mr. Pearson rose to defend his policy on the flag in the Commons.
The booze, mostly from the liberal benches, mind you, were for the opposition leader John Diefenbaker when he charged Mr. Pearson with wanting even greater disunity in Canada than previously.
That today, a flag designed around the maple leaf will symbolize and be a true reflection of the new tenant.
When the Grayman decides that he's going to trample on the things of the spirit, then indeed, we've arrived at a position not in keeping with the principles of democracy.
And so, we're joined tonight in one of the most emotion-packed issues of our time.
An issue which some people say should not have been brought up at all.
We can live under the same flag we've been living under ever since Canada existed, as far as I'm concerned.
British flag, right?
We're Canada.
We're a nation.
I would prefer more leave and like a tree effect.
I think you should have maybe two flags of the flag.
Of course you would, Karen.
The federal government's proposed new flag flies for the first time on Parliament Hill.
The new flag was run up the flagpole despite a last-stage effort by the Conservative opposition to prevent it.
And an attempt by an individual MP to hold it down.
An argument over the new flag.
That's my favorite line.
They just, in passing, ah, they can start just trying to stop it.
One guy was physically trying to...
There was a fist fight, is what it sounds like.
One Conservative MP was had to be restrained from trying to dismantle and haul the flag down off the pole.
He was eventually contained when a riot squad was able to subdue him.
Several officers are recovering in hospital.
A slow day in Canada, you know.
I want to hear more about that guy.
Who politician was that?
Two flags would be nice.
Two flags would be nice.
Why are they asking these women anything?
What are you talking about?
The flag flies for the first time on Parliament Hill.
The new flag was run up the flagpole despite a last-ditch effort by the conservative opposition to prevent it and an attempt by an individual MP to haul it down.
An argument over the new design was waged between several MPs gathered around the flagpole.
My hands!
Mother's face there!
I hate it.
It's a communist nightmare.
Did you hear that guy?
See, guys, the more you look into our history, the more you realize things are not changing.
They're actually staying the same.
They're just accelerating.
This has been going on a while.
Attempt by an individual MP.
And now, you know, this is The 60s, right?
Now, the Conservatives, they love the Canadian flag.
Now, what are you talking about?
They don't even know what this is.
Who's winning?
Who is winning?
One person ago, one lifetime ago, there was fist fights over this.
And now those people that are the conservatives, they don't even know what this is, and they love the thing that their predecessors were fighting against.
Who's winning?
...it down.
An argument over the new design was waged between several MPs gathered around the flagpole.
My hands!
I was right there!
Early in the afternoon, the government, convinced that the Conservative opposition would spin out the debate on the single maple leaf flag indefinitely, made a formal motion of closure.
And there were immediate complaints from the opposition that the cabinet was throttling freedom of speech.
There you go.
There you go.
There you go.
Chicken or spaghetti.
Well, we don't want it.
Too bad.
Too bad.
We're doing it.
What are we going to do about it?
And you know what?
I'm sure they told themselves for years after.
You know what?
It's just a flag anyway.
Does it really matter?
Let them have it, right?
I guarantee those people existed.
Who cares?
Just let them have it.
What's the big deal?
It's just a flag.
Right.
And there were probably smarter people saying, this is the beginning.
They're just getting started.
Wait, let's see what they do with the Immigration Act.
Mmm, that's coming up next.
Funny how these two things kind of happen around the same time.
A lot of that stuff happened around then, late 60s in Canada and America and Australia and the United Kingdom and Europe.
It's weird, right?
All at the same time, everybody started doing weird, weirdly similar, totally out of like, whoa, this isn't what the, what do you want to do?
Like really radical changes all of a sudden.
Like imagine having to use 101st Airborne to fix bayonets onto their rifles and force kids, high school kids, at gunpoint into a now desegregated school.
That happened.
There's pictures of that.
Who's winning?
Think about it.
And then you have to decide, what do you believe?
Who do you trust?
Your family?
Or the state.
Because the state says, oh, it's always been like this.
This is totally normal.
When it's not.
And there's endless, I mean, not quite endless, but there's a significant amount.
You could waste a lot of time.
I wouldn't even call it a waste.
You could spend a lot of time, years, I did, learning about all these different things in history that have happened that were just, it's chicken or spaghetti.
That now is thought to be, oh, this has always been like this.
This is normal.
Everyone.
No, the previous generations of you and your people and your family and all, they were forced at gunpoint.
Or they were bankrupted or they were bribed or manipulated or something.
Something was put upon them that they didn't ask for or want for you.
And now you believe it's always what you wanted because the people that did it to your family told you that's how it is.
Who's winning?
Yeah, just go support Orange Man.
It's that simple.
Just get the libs out.
It's that simple.
That's all it is.
That's the entirety of the problem.
That's the entirety of the problem.
And I'm glad they did this.
For my own personal fuck you to everybody that thinks I'm just making stuff up all the time.
Just cope.
They don't even do that anymore.
They don't call me.
They just censor block.
Don't, don't, he doesn't exist.
Don't talk about him.
Don't nope.
And if he does, he's boo bad.
Blah!
Thank you.
Remember when he was talking about like Marxist.ca?
It was saying that there's like communists like taking over universities and brainwashing all the kids.
Isn't that crazy?
What a crazy thing to think.
It's an even crazier thing to see happen in real life, though, isn't it?
It's an international day.
So I don't know if it's ready.
It's the internationale they're singing.
That's the anthem of the Communist Workers' Party, the Communists.
Poll wearing communists.
You like that?
Communism will win.
This is a university in Canada.
Does it say where it was exactly?
It's just an advertisement sometime.
For the winter school in Marxism.
Imagine if I was holding a winter school in fascism.
One week away, everybody, and a room full of people cheer.
We all can't wait to go.
How fast do you think I'm in jail?
I mean, on the bright side, look how, I mean, they're having a hard time even holding their arms in the air.
They're all holding their left arms up for some reason.
Is that how they do it?
I mean, they're lefty.
Maybe.
Most people are right-handed, but is that so your right hand is free to touch other penises?
Because if your right hand's up, you can't also jerk each other off if your hand's in the air.
Because you have to use your left hand and nobody wants to do that.
You can't really do it effectively with your off-hand.
Okay, so you put your left hand up and go, I'm a faggot communist.
And then with this hand, you can jerk off multiple.
I get it.
I see.
I wanted to understand the you know logistics behind why yeah This guy, this guy right here, his entire family just got here from Poland.
And he's like, I fucking, I'm going back tomorrow.
That'll never happen, bro.
Fucking put it in the jar.
I don't care.
I don't care.
I'm tired of being right about things.
It's just obvious right there, you know, and it's not even like I had to go discovering.
I just stumbled upon it when, oh my God, look at this horrible thing.
And you try to tell people and they go, that's not real.
I hate you.
Okay.
Okay.
Well, let's have a fucking communist blood.
Let's have a bunch of dead people.
See, because my concern is everywhere that that has occurred, shitloads of people die.
It's a devastation.
It's horrible.
It is like how to destroy yourself from within 101.
How to justify the absolute destruction of a country from the bottom up, top down, inside and out.
Well, you feed them communist nonsense and they'll destroy themselves.
And then they'll be very easy to manipulate.
If you actually, if you want to study the communist achievements, one of the first things they do when they gain enough power and influence is once they've taken control of the country, they usually kill a lot of their opponents, academic, anybody smart and capable, any of those, any popular figurehead, anybody that could in any way be an opponent of the regime, they go, they're dead.
They're usually mass executed.
You've seen that in Europe.
You've seen it in Asia.
You've seen it in Russia.
You've seen it in Cuba.
And then people tend to quickly kind of fall in line after that.
Then you go around.
Any other dissidents, you jail all them.
Maybe put them in re-education camps.
You give them a chance to think correctly first.
They go to camps and they learn the right way, communist way, maybe re-educated like they do in Canada for some people now.
And then you get sent back to go be a little good little communist and you better stay that way or we're going to fucking get you because we're listening to everything you're saying.
They're big on like totalitarian access to their citizens and knowing what they're doing and saying at all times.
They can make sure they're keeping them under control.
It's a giant prison system.
The purpose of communism is not to...
You're an idiot.
It's a weapon designed to effectively enslave a population completely so that they can't ever escape.
There's not going to be any means for them to resist.
It's impossible, right?
They're disarmed.
They have no religion.
They have no identity.
They don't know who they are.
There's no art.
There's no statue.
None of that shit.
It's all gone.
And in fact, it's replaced with brutalism.
Look up Soviet brutalism.
Just big square block buildings, gray, drab, nothing.
We don't want anybody getting excited.
We don't want any architecture.
We don't want any of that.
We don't want any real impressive artwork or statues or cultural.
Anything that could make people different at all.
We got to keep all that the same.
Everybody has to stay the same.
Everybody wear jumpsuits, you know.
I think basically the ultimate end game of communism is to just watch Squid Game.
That's basically, that's how that goes.
Jumpsuits, lots of dead people, you know, nonsense, crazy maniacs.
Yeah, that's essentially where you're going.
And the ignorance of 20-year-old kids, right?
Oh, my God.
22-year-old college kids, right?
Oh, I've actually been taking poli-sci for like two years.
Oh, really?
So you're real fucking stupid then, huh?
Right on.
Who got you into this?
Oh, your professor did.
A lot of their teachers, in fact.
Our institutions have been like captured.
This is what they teach kids at school.
And now it's down to like high school, middle school, like it's all the way through.
So they'll end up as basically, you know, they'll be communists.
That's not good.
That's where your managerial class comes from.
That's where your bureaucracies come from.
That's where your governments come from.
That's where your courts come from.
That's where all your professional class people come from.
That's the cinch and the hose that separates them from you, the peasant class, the rabble, the riffraff, the slaves.
You don't need to control everybody.
You just need to control this point here, this professional class.
If you've got them indoctrinated, their card carrying, you know, it's going to be nearly impossible for anybody down there to get anywhere.
Because how are they going to accumulate any kind of power themselves?
Wealth, capital, resource.
They can't get a good job.
Because those are all occupied by ideologically activated maniacs.
Our courts are filled with them.
Most of our judges are left-wing maniacs.
They're basically communists.
And they think, well, they've lost their minds.
A lot of the lawyers, the doctors have all lost their minds.
They're all drug dealers now.
They're all mostly focused on making money selling drugs.
The military is putting pronouns.
You see what I mean?
This isn't an accident.
This didn't, oh, whoops.
Everyone just went crazy one day.
No, this was an intentional, weaponized effort to subvert and destroy a country over a long period of time.
Patience.
Like a siege.
You know what a siege is?
No, not the book.
Quicked up, got excited.
The old days, you had like a castle, right?
Or a town or an encampment, some position where a bunch of people you were trying to get after was holed up in a real tight spot where it was going to be nasty to get at them and if you try to get it it's you know so what you do is you just surround them and cut off anybody coming in or out and let's see how much food they got and we'll just starve them out we'll sit here for two years if we have to and they would sometimes camp out for years and just surround this castle or this town or whatever and we're like we'll just wait until
you starve to death and have to surrender and then we win without fighting i don't lose a single man i get everything i want basically for free all i have to do is go camping with my with my friends for a couple of years that's it and i get everything for free the who's winning if you're in a siege and you're just waiting and you're running out of supplies and more time goes on you're burning more there's no end in sight no one's coming to help you and
you're like well we still got six months of stuff left i'm sure something will change in that time why that's a that's a time that's an uh egg timer on how long you have to figure out how you're going to help yourself out of this situation not that's how long you have until i'm sure something somebody else will do something about it later no they won't it's all in here now the
fighting is all in here it's all mental they don't need armies they don't need guns they don't even need the i mean they're building robots that'll shoot a net at you and drag you off to prison those already those already exist actually morgan showed me one they don't need armies to force anybody to they're in here the siege is in your mind now and you're being worn down every single day and they're trying to win without firing a shot you don't have to you don't have to invade you don't have to it's expensive it's messy it can go
sideways you can lose you can if your mental tricks don't work you just try again with a different one because they don't even know what's happening the the targets the the people you're trying to take down they don't even know you're doing it they're oblivious to your attacks to the point that they don't know where it's coming from and they start fighting each other isn't it beautiful like you have an enemy village and
you you have a way to remotely like kill them or make them sick let's say and no one understands how it's happening paranoia starts everybody in the village thinks everybody's a fed you know all those people from that side of town that's where all the fucking you know it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse no one you know thinks what if this is somehow coming from outside of our well
that's again that's an anti-semitic conspiracy theory so you're not allowed to think about that but to fight each other instead that's allowed it's allowed it's encouraged to do that uh what's the thing uh tasso'plas platys how you doing man i remember being in university early 2010s warning of a marxist
takeover on campus and people looked at me like i coked out crazy well they've done it it's now it's done you know they're stupid they were wrong but now it's happened and they're probably communists themselves and people like no actually it's a good thing that's the final stage they deny deny deny it's not real it's not real it's not happening and then well it's it's good though that's the same thing with the the migrants the migrant takeover the invasion the demographic replacements never happening it's not going to happen conspiracy theory racism racism white supremacy you're crazy crazy crazy
and then when it becomes undeniable like everyone can see there's indians everywhere okay well it's good now it's well it's good though first you said it wasn't happening do you know why you were saying it wasn't happening because i was telling you of this alarming thing that is not good and you know it's not good so rather than explore if this is true you deny it and hide and go no that is impossible that is never going to happen that is not happening because if it was a good thing why wouldn't you be like oh i hope so
is it oh yay that's never the act that was never the reaction it was always that's never happening you're crazy you're racist blah blah blah and now that they're everywhere it's like well it's a good thing so it wasn't happening because it was bad but now that it is obviously happening it's good spaghetti or chicken huh then they'll get mad at you oh i'm sorry
i i thought you might want to know that you were being preyed upon by lunatics i thought you might want to know because i would want if someone was lying to me about important things i would want to know that i would want someone to go hey excuse me that's not true they're full of shit i would i would be interested to to look into that most people aren't they've picked a team and they're weak so they they have to have an identity they can't be wrong uh i'm this or i'm that or i'm into that or whatever and they stay there to the day you can't pry them away from that if it kills them literally
so until until people are ready or willing to subject themselves to difficulty and hard things like they're they're never coming back they can't you're asking them to like climb out of a gorge and they're they're not this big even they're still they're this big but you're weighed down by all the mountain of bullshit you're carrying around about yourself it's not even fucking true how the hell are they supposed to climb out of there they don't even they don't even remotely have the capability to do that just
just healing yourself enough to be like now i could try to climb out you still have to do the climbing it's not easy it is a long way to go and it's raining and slippery and cold right and people will throw shit at you as you're trying to climb out and they'll try to drag you down and grab your feet and fuck with you and other people will be trying to go up too but you're getting up there faster than them so they're trying to sabotage you and they don't like that and they're trying to knock you down and some people will throw themselves Down just to take you down out
of spite.
It's a literal human crab in a bucket, except it's a gorge.
Thank you.
Why won't they just leave?
They can't.
They don't even want to begin to start the process.
They want to watch football.
They want to eat cheese.
And they want to be drunk and on drugs.
That's what they want.
They want to be comfortable and convenienced and distracted.
And that's how the bad guys win.
They didn't even have to beat you physically.
They didn't have to threaten you with a knife or a gun or anything.
All they had to do was offer you convenience and comfort forever to infinity.
And the weaker you get, the stronger they get, comparatively, because they can't get any stronger.
They're not that strong.
They're a bunch of little weasel people.
They're pathetic.
They're pathetic little weasel people that rely on everyone else being weak for them to survive.
Because if that's not the case, no one would entertain their nonsense.
They would be looked up and down and go, you're a fucking loser.
Get out of here with this.
Listening.
Who the hell are you?
But because we've been brought down so much, it looks like they're way up here now.
So we better do what they say.
No.
Brian says, I was in school in the mid-60s and they asked us to draw a flag to enter it into a contest for the new flag.
Oh, my God.
Let's ask all the kids if they want to do it.
Like, did you think, imagine we just had like a terrible children's drawing with like a smiley face?
It was like a house in the sun in the background.
That's our national flag.
Brian drew it.
Ow.
Why did my thing just hit me for no reason?
See what I'm saying?
Even this, even inanimate objects, like shut up and hit you.
Like, stop.
They don't want to hear it.
Rowdy Roddy says the future belongs to those who have kids.
Every native Western country has, the whole world is having this problem, actually.
The solution to this problem is not politically feasible.
Well, we're not.
Most of these people are going to die out.
They're not going to have families.
And that's it.
And nobody's going to look out for them because they don't have anyone.
Think about it.
Because by the time you're like 60, 70 years old, I'm just going to enjoy my retirement.
With who?
With who?
You probably don't have any real friends, right?
Not real one, not ones that you've like really connected with.
Like you're friends for life through difficulty things together.
You've bonded on something.
No, it's all just very circumstantial and soft and weak and, you know, mutual hatred of another thing.
You're not going to stay friends.
So they're not going to be around.
Your parents are not going to be around because if you're 70, they're long dead, right?
If you have siblings, they're probably also in the same situation or area or maybe, you know.
And that's it.
And the people working, and if you think you're in any kind of retirement situation, like a home or something, like that's not going to exist.
Like when I'm 70, like that's not going to exist.
And you would be suicidal to even try to go into a place like that.
They'll just kill you.
They're doing it now.
They're doing it now.
Those places are death threats.
They're just abuse centers.
Like it's where you go to put unwanted people to just neglect them and let them, you know, a lot of these times, a lot of places, right?
Are you going to pay for it with your pension?
What pension?
We're not going to have those.
We're broke.
We don't have any money.
We're about to be annexed by another country.
What pension?
What are you talking about?
What are you talking about?
What are you talking about?
These people are like, I don't need anybody.
I'm just going to look out for myself.
And I don't need to.
Eventually you won't be able to, though?
Then what?
You just shut her down and just eat a gun?
What's your plan there?
It's a fucking horrible...
What do you do with your time?
Every day, all day.
Who do you talk to?
What do you do?
You just watch TV?
Like what?
I think...
Having children will at least invest you in their future and yours and, you know, everyone's collective future because if it's bad for them, it's probably bad for other kids around them too.
So you become invested, but it's not necessary.
What's necessary is that you are invested in the people around you, your family, your people, your team, because without that, you don't fucking exist.
All this works that way.
Why do we have electricity?
Well, somebody's at the power plant keeping the lights on.
Somebody's doing this.
Somebody's doing that for any of this to work.
So you're like, oh, I don't need anybody.
No, you do.
You actually.
Are you fucking serious?
You think, oh, are you one of these?
Are you one of you?
What's that?
The survivor man dude?
Are you just, I actually live in an off-grid cabin I built with tools I made myself out of the forest through sticks and stones.
I construct every piece of technology, everything I own, I built and made myself.
I maintain.
No, you didn't.
Oh, what are these nails?
Did you make these nails?
No, I bought them at the store.
What store?
That store?
The store run, owned, operated, maintained by these other guys.
Without them, you're fucked and you can't even put two pieces of wood together?
Really?
Tell me more about how you don't need anyone ever.
Shut up, dude.
That's how all this works.
Everyone's an individual, man.
We have to.
Oh, man.
They just ripped these.
We used to be bigger than this little guy.
We used to be much bigger, but they took it away, ripped it down, knocked it out, ripped off pieces, and then slathered bullshit and fake and gay nonsense on top of it.
So everyone's walking around thinking they're this person.
It's all shit.
Doesn't hold up to anything, any pressure.
It just blasts it right off like a sand, like a pressure washer, dude.
Gun.
Slam.
What happened?
I washed all the bullshit off you.
It was pretty thick, you know.
Amen.
But I just, I don't know what kind of, what kind of life is that?
What kind of future is that?
If you're just totally focused on yourself, I don't know what.
I don't know how that's sad.
I don't know how that's chilling.
I don't know.
Toledo says, damn commie pinkos, and they're 338 supporters.
Happy anniversary, Jeremy Morgan.
Here's some dag bucks.
Thanks, man.
I appreciate that.
She is great.
I should probably shut this down momentarily and go see her.
Dagleim says, spaghetti, your chicken, communism or Zionism.
Pick one.
It's the same thing.
Jokes on you.
Jokes on you.
You get the same thing regardless.
You're eating what I want you to eat no matter what, baby.
Where are we at?
Okay.
It's a little bit more.
Come on, computer.
Let's go.
Don't make me wait all night.
All right.
Not too bad.
I'm a little short.
I usually go about three hours.
I've been going longer.
Three and a half is, yeah.
Three is what I usually shoot for.
But tonight it's a little bit late, and I started late, and I just gonna pack it in shortly.
Momentarily.
You know.
All this stuff is gonna be here next week.
I guess, you know, and I was starting to kind of say this in the beginning.
I just, I don't, I don't care.
I don't care anymore.
I don't fucking care about politics anymore.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
And we have no impact or control over what they do or what.
It's just a waste of our time and our energy.
I don't care.
I don't care what they say.
I'm just, all I just want to stay abreast of what else they're throwing at me now.
What are they trying to get me with now?
That's really all that matters.
Everybody playing these games is just, you know, you don't even see what's happening, man.
You're just...
You work in the casino.
Chicken or spaghetti.
Just go.
Just go stay in the gorge.
In the casino, the casino is in a gorge, and they serve chicken or spaghetti every day, every meal.
It's like a hotel dagafornia.
There's multiple metaphors and lore on top of multiple layers here.
You have to have at least three years of this into you before any of that makes any sense.
I'm going to be like the Rosetta Stone in the future.
I'm like, what is he talking about?
This man's insane.
You need to go.
It's all in code.
You got to go back to the very beginning, watch it all in sequence, or none of it makes any sense.
That's the key.
And ain't nobody got time for that.
So that's why they had to invent AI was to stop me.
There's like, we can't compute all.
We need a supercomputer to just tell us, you know, how do we, what?
And I'm tired of people putting time and energy into these fucking snakes and weasels like they matter, like constantly talking about them.
Did you see what they just did?
Did you see what they did?
I don't care.
I don't care.
I care about my family, my children, Morgan, my friends, like some of you guys.
That's it.
Like, that's what I'm concerned about.
That's what I can deal with.
That's what I can manage and help and improve.
I have no fucking say over this.
This is just TV.
This is just another form of entertainment.
This is just watching another TV show.
Except they're uglier and dumber than everybody on every other TV show.
I've graduated.
I didn't play tennis.
I did this shit for like 10 or 15 years.
I don't need to know.
I'm aware.
Oh, they're all lying.
No shit.
I know.
Yep.
Are we still heading south towards communism?
Yes.
Okay.
Well, let me until the car turns around or until, you know, wake me up then.
Because and everybody's delusional, you know, it's just the only person that matters in the whole world right now is Donald Trump and MAGA this and MAGA that.
It's fucking, they walked right into it.
They got eaten right up by it.
And so many people are just eaten right out of its hand.
It's, I don't know.
I want to see, like, David Icke is usually on point with a lot of these things.
And I just, I had a thought.
I've never talked to him.
Derek's talked to him, but I thought, I was like, I would love to ask him one thing.
People I've never talked to.
I've never talked to, I, I don't know if I would.
I'm a lot, you know?
We're going to sit there and look at David Ike, like, so everything's pretty fucked, right?
He'd be like, yes, it is.
I'm like, cool.
See ya.
Like, whatever.
I don't.
And he was like, man, they just like, how do you, I would ask him like, how do you, because he's been doing this a long time, maintain the integrity of your sanity, like knowing these things and seeing the same stupid shit happen over and over and over and over and over to the point that it becomes like a broken record at that point.
And people think you're a prophet because you're like, how did you know?
It's like, it's the same thing.
It's the same story.
It's the same methods.
It's the same tricks.
It's the same every fucking time.
And it keeps working.
And people never learn, you know?
And it's like, what a thing to live with.
He's mad too.
You can tell it in his tweets.
Like some of the shit he says.
He's just like, you know, damn you, the humanity.
Like, you people are so like, you'd rather die than know what's going on.
You'd rather die than ask a question or be uncomfortable.
Wow, okay.
And doom and doom the rest of us.
That's why people are mad at you.
People that are like, oh, I didn't do anything.
I don't know.
Well, it's when there's a whole army of people that would rather, you know, die and let everything go to hell than be wrong or be uncomfortable or have a difficult conversation.
It's hard not to be upset because it's crazy, selfish, and childish and immature.
Yeah, I think so.
How do you not go crazy, Dave?
I'm like, oh, he is kind of crazy already.
That's not what I mean.
It doesn't matter who you vote for.
It doesn't matter.
We're outnumbered.
We're only going to be more outnumbered.
It's only going to get worse.
There's no, no political party can help you.
They're not trying to help you.
They're trying to help themselves.
They're worried about their careers.
They're only looking at themselves.
They're filling their pockets.
They don't give a fuck.
They'll just get to the next thing, get the election, get the money, get the pension, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it.
They don't give a shit.
They're just trying to win games and make money.
And they're not paying attention.
No one is actually trying to steer the ship.
And they have been for a long time.
And we're paying the price.
And anybody that is like, well, there's so many people around.
No one can do it because they're all stuck in the gorge.
I know the geography of all this is starting to get difficult to understand, but...
Thank you.
Tons of people think they know what they want to do, but they're not capable of anything.
They don't have two sticks to rub together, right?
We relied on all of this stuff being incorruptible and everything staying the same, and you don't have to worry about it.
And it's going to, you know, if some of it gets rotten, don't worry, the rest of it will come in.
But it's all rotten now, and there's no tools left to repair.
We are in for it now.
And the Americans are circling, and they're not going away.
And we can't really make them go away.
and half the country wants it and the other half is fucked in the head and it's like...
...
The irony, because I technically live in a place that used to be a different country.
It used to be called Acadia.
Well, not here where I am right at this moment, but a large portion of this area was a French country called Acadia.
And they got, you know, taken apart and removed and everything was changed.
And it's now an English country and a British colony and all these things.
Eventually, some of them were invited back, but, you know.
That flag's all going.
Some people still drive around.
You have the license plates and stuff.
They're proud of their heritage and stuff.
And they should be.
should know that about your family and all these things.
Thank you.
But they're not wrong to do that.
They should hang on to that.
They should hang on to their identity and where they come from because it's important.
Those are your family members that went through whatever they went through.
That's part of the story of how you got here.
It is important because it directly impacted your existence.
It's not pointless and irrelevant.
It's anything but irrelevant.
It's very relevant.
Why do you think the bad guys don't want you to care or know about any of it?
None of that matters.
Just watch Netflix.
Everybody's black now.
Watch Blackflicks.
That's what they should call it.
Hey, yo, let's put on some Negro Flicks, man.
Like, it's crazy.
Every TV show.
Anyway.
It's like, I don't know if people don't understand what effort level is required.
Because they've never done anything hard.
If you've done anything hard, how do you know what hard is?
People think they do.
I'm hard as fuck.
I used to play fucking university hockey.
Okay.
You ever have like two of your kids die, though?
Like, I would have different definitions of what tough and hard mean, you know?
How much pain and suffering can you endure and continue?
That's what I mean.
How much loss can you handle?
How much despair can you swallow?
How much of that can you just stand in?
And how much of that darkness can you let just blow right through you like the wind and just keep going?
That's what I mean.
And most people are like, oh, none.
Not even a little bit.
I refuse.
I won't even tolerate being wet.
I won't even park.
If I can't park next to the Walmart when it's raining, I just don't go in.
I laugh at that too.
I always park at the very furthest away because I'm just, I don't care.
I'm not looking for a spot.
It's always mayhem.
People are being fucking weird.
It's faster to get out at the very end of the parking lot and just hustle, jog up to the building and get in that way and get back out.
People are driving in circles fucking, I didn't get to this spot.
I got to get it far away.
Holy fuck, you'd be in there by now if you weren't fat and lazy.
Sorry, I had to shame somebody.
It's mandatory.
That's what I do.
They want...
Thank you.
They want championship elite level things done.
They want big time shit to happen.
How do you do that?
How do you pull that out?
How do you do big time shit?
How do you do historical?
How do you do unprecedented?
How do you do holy hell?
Because that's what people want.
They want some kind of miraculous turnaround.
Where does that come from?
Well, let's look at history.
Let's look at, you know, people.
How do we do that?
There are examples all over the place, even in tennis.
I don't know anything about tennis because I'm a heterosexual man.
I like boxing and other sports, but that's my favorite one.
How did George Foreman win the heavyweight championship at 46 years old?
How do people do these kinds of things?
The phrase is shoot that.
What's the phrase?
Shoot for the moon and land among the stars.
I used to say that to kids.
What does that mean?
Even if you miss the moon, hey, you're still in space.
It's pretty good.
You're trying to go up and out and you, you know, even maybe even went further and landed somewhere better than you anticipated because you set your sights so almost irrationally high, almost Crazy person level to the point that it's delusional almost.
So, if you set some kind of like that's what I want, okay, how do you do that then?
Well, realistically, the only way that you're even going to have a chance is if you give such an effort that it's like perfect, you do everything right.
You don't take a day off, like you just go so hard.
There's not a minute wasted ever.
It's your whole life.
Your whole everything is into this.
One of those people that's like, every hour that I spend screwing around and doing it is something I could have spent in the pursuit of my objectives, my goals, and what I want to do.
I should be doing that instead.
And that's what they do because they're dedicated.
And that's what these guys and people, they do.
They don't, they don't, oh, I did a 20 minute thing and there, now I'm a fucking CEO or I'm a, no.
No.
No.
Thank you.
The truth is you can't be perfect, though.
This doesn't exist.
It does, there's no such thing.
But to get the best effort and results out of someone, they have to try to be perfect.
That means you're trying to make everything, but you're trying to make no mistakes anywhere ever.
That's your best effort because you're not going to be able to do that.
You're going to make mistakes anyway.
It's going to happen.
But if you're trying so hard to not make a single one, you're going to make the fewest that you ever will.
That is the best effort you will ever get out of you.
And that's why we did it that way in the military.
They would never positively reinforce anything that you were doing that was good.
It was always do less, make less mistakes, be perfect all the time.
You know full well it's not possible.
You made two mistakes out of 100.
You only got 98%.
And it's like, oh, I failed.
It's 98%.
That's pretty good, right?
That's epic.
That's elite.
That's high level.
That's what humans are capable of.
Like, that's it.
It doesn't get any smooth.
You're never going to get 100%.
It's impossible, but you can get close.
And you can't do it if you're setting your sights and like, well, I'll put in a medium effort.
I'll try a little bit and I'll try.
Well, you're going to try a little bit.
You might get a little bit of a result.
You might get a little bit back.
And it's not even like you try hard for a day or two days.
It could take you 30 years and you don't see any progress for 28 of them.
You can't even tell if you're getting anywhere for 28 years of that kind of effort.
You're basically going on fanaticism at that point.
That's what's required to win.
That's what's required to win.
Because this is for keeps.
This is for all the marbles.
And people think getting drunk in a parking lot and waving a flag around is going to do anything?
Thank you.
I guess it all depends on what it's worth to you.
How much do you want to survive?
How much do you want to do well?
I don't think we can survive this impending implosion of the country, but we can maintain ourselves and our networks and our dignity and our sanity.
We're not going anywhere.
We'll still exist.
We'll still be alive.
And if we are alive and we exist and we persist, then our country is still alive in those people anywhere that they are.
And anywhere that they come together and decide we're going to live here or we're going to do this there or wherever, then that becomes a little piece of them and their nation as well.
But you're up against the monster.
Not a monster, the monster.
And it's got a real good record.
And the only people that have any success against it are the ones that are like delusionally, half crazy, trying to make no mistakes and do everything like they are going.
We're all in.
We're all in.
And the other great thing about that is if you really embrace that and really, you can be honest with yourself and you have that second look in a mirror, maybe after you've torn your life apart and realized I'm full of shit, you can go, even if you lose, even if you don't make it, you'll know I did everything that I could.
I went as hard.
I did everything I could.
I have nothing to be ashamed of.
I met the challenges.
I stood there and I took them and I did everything that I could.
It didn't work out for me, but that's not the point.
Maybe that's not the whole point.
What kind of person are you?
What kind of legacy?
What kind of story are you going to leave behind for the other people, your children, your family, whoever?
You got one chance to perform and see what you were made of.
How did you do?
Are you okay with that?
Or do you want to be one of these people that puts in a little bit of an effort, but not really?
I was too scared to do very much.
And then, I ran out of time.
I mostly ate a lot of family-sized bags of Doritos, watched a lot of Super Bowls, you know, didn't do a whole lot of anything.
Kind of just let it all go by.
You want to do that?
I feel like that would be hard to live with.
That's my biggest fear.
I don't want to be an old man.
I don't want to be near death at any age today, tomorrow, or in 30 or 40 years and think I left shit on the table.
I didn't try.
I didn't really try.
I didn't risk anything.
I didn't really put anything out there.
I couldn't do it.
That scares me.
So then, when you put all that together, then you really only have...
Fight with everything you got.
Don't be afraid of anything.
Don't be afraid to be afraid, but don't let it dictate your life.
You make your decisions.
You drive your car.
And when you want to eat something, you don't let someone tell you chicken or spaghetti.
You learn how to cook something for yourself.
And you win.
Because it didn't work.
You know, you didn't turn into anybody's bitch.
You didn't lay down.
Your spirit, your soul is clean.
It didn't matter what happened.
They didn't get you.
They didn't turn you into something else.
They didn't make you kneel.
They didn't make you become something you didn't want to become.
They didn't twist you into something they wanted.
You said no.
Fuck you.
Make me.
Make price, but I'll survive.
I'm just a low lifetime.
I can't help it.
I'm Miguel.
I'm Scottish, you know?
Like, it's too late.
Sorry.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm a lord of a lowlight time.
They'll show you what it's like to have.
I'm a lord of a lowlight time.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah!
Thank you very much, guys.
Anal says, Steve and I motivational conversation.
That'd be interesting.
I'd pay to watch that.
Yeah, maybe I'll try to get, I don't know.
We'll see.
Thanks, man.
I appreciate it.
Appreciate the support, guys.
As always, if you want to, there's a gumroad link at the bottom somewhere or wherever this is.
I don't care.
Do it, don't, whatever.
You're just feeding his drug habit anyway.
But I appreciate the support and the sharing the stuff around because I am banned from censored from like...
So thank you very much.
I'm a lonely time.
You're dragging down into the dark.
I'm a lonely time.
That's it for me.
I gotta go find an angry woman.
Don't worry, I know how to calm her down.
Ragingdistant.com or GaryMackenzie.ca.
You can find all of my social media links, stuff there that I have or still.
I don't know.
I don't even know what's on there, actually.
You have to go check and report back to me.
If you want to find anything, there it is.
All the links to all the stuff.
That's it.
I really don't have the energy to even grip anymore.
I don't care.
I don't fucking.
I don't care.
I appreciate it.
He can't get rid of us, though, really.
Because you have to kill us all to the last man.
And no one's ever succeeded in doing that.
Whether it takes 20 years or 200 years, I don't fucking care.
I'm not going anywhere.
Six seven territories, Plum Patriarchs.
See you on the beach.
Live for you till you come apart.
I know, I know.
I try.
To turn you into what you are.
All alone, all alone, I'm tired.
Yeah, you're not better than me.
Yeah.
When the day begins, the average citizen needs his good coffee to wake him up.
No, I didn't prove that.
No, you're not allowed to sell food.
Nothing anyone can ingest.
That was a rule.
No!
Because the evil racist Nazi that you are needs all the energy you can get to face this shitty city.
Maybe we can sell this in BC, Philip, just one tablespoon of coffee cocaine capable of taking over any government.
Yeah, if you fucking the purest cocaine, if you put several grams of cocaine in your coffee, I'll be married.
Isn't it beautiful like narrating this?
Beautiful like the smile of Robert, who just realized how much he's gonna fuck his wife for the next five hours.
Thanks to coffee cocaine, you'll feel the money every nobody does, and that you've got all the justice nobody does to crush any fucking immigrant who crosses your path.
