Pearl Reacts dissects Nala Ray’s "porn corn star apology tour," mocking her OnlyFans past and claims of divine redemption while contrasting it with her own faith journey—overcoming dyslexia through the Holy Spirit, not self-promotion. She slams Christian influencers like Michael Knowles for platforming Nala, accusing her of exploiting trauma for attention rather than true repentance, and warns that prioritizing fame over biblical standards risks spiritual decline. [Automatically generated summary]
Welcome to the Jess Pearly Things YouTube channel and welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily.
We're a little earlier today.
Please forgive me.
These stream times are just going to have to move around.
Life's been busy lately, so it just is what it is.
Oh my God.
Oh my God, I'm going to die.
All right.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
Oh, my God.
I don't know if that was a dust or what.
So today, we're going to be reacting to Nala Ra porn corn star apology tour.
Now, as you guys know, women just have a tendency to, we just talk too much.
We really do.
We have a tendency to want to, we do the corn star to Jesus pipeline.
And what we do is men that are not understanding of female nature, we have a tendency to use them to further our agenda.
So you're going to see, remember, these corn stars are not good people.
They're experts at manipulating and charming men.
They could even charm women.
So we're going to watch him criticize like Andrew Wilson from whatever.
I don't know if I mentioned.
We'll see.
I hope I am.
That'd be awesome.
Now she's going to give her conversion story to the stereotypical Christian simp.
Before we do this, Nala episode, guys, I just wanted to let you guys know that we are on tour right now.
And you guys should definitely come get your tickets at thegeorgejankoshow.com.
And I can't wait to see you guys.
My OF managers who ran my accounts made me money.
Oh, it's the OF manager's fault.
Looked up to that man so much.
He became like a father to me in such a perverted way.
And I was like, I'll do anything.
Do you say?
And I did.
And to be able to do scenes, I drank so much.
I was so wasted because it helped me complete what I needed to complete.
And so many people are like, you're making great money.
That's why I always wanted like, no, you don't.
You'll get to the top and realize that it's so easy to say that after you got it.
Do you know what I mean?
Like, imagine being a coal miner listening to this logger doing like manual labor, having a girl complaining about having to do gang things.
Screw you, lady.
It's just how alone you are.
I used to recite that to myself.
It's lonely at the top.
It's lonely at the top because it made me feel better.
At the top.
Oh my gosh.
I can't believe I've been a society where OF models are high status.
What in a world?
Because why I was so alone.
I'm alone, but at least I have money.
I just pay my fight.
I just crave.
I only go the way I must be.
I love you, George.
I love it.
For real.
That's very crisp.
I love you guys.
Naturalists, they'll be like, you don't need caffeine in your diet.
It's actually disrupting this and this.
And I blur out because I'm like, I'm not hearing you right now.
Because coffee is literally one of my five main food groups.
Yeah.
My OGBIN says that to me.
No, but you know.
I'm pretty sure George Janko allowed his wife to be a part of his brand, which is a bad idea.
Say a thing that you're going to hate.
I can't believe I said that, right?
Me too.
It sucks, but it's so true, though.
And, you know, I so used to be like that.
I used to be like, I can't like, I got, I need my coffee.
You know, I'd be like really low energy and really low mood until I had my coffee.
Right.
And then like not too long ago, I was able to kind of balance that out.
I feel like God really helped me through like not needing to like rely on coffee in the morning.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It really is.
Yeah.
When people are like, don't talk to me.
I haven't had my coffee.
I know you are.
Yeah, I think your body just gets addicted to things and then becomes reliant on it when your body naturally supplies enough energy for you throughout the day, anyway.
And especially if you have like a well-balanced diet, which I don't, mine is Dairy Queen.
That's what I live on.
Oh, stop.
Jesus, that's my husband.
Yeah, every day.
I swear.
Like, I have ice cream all the time.
No way.
I don't even need to see it.
You look like you're having a beautiful, blessed, blossomed life.
I mean, I pulled in, I saw a beautiful Jeep with a thousand ducks.
Oh, yeah.
And I just learned duck right on top.
Did you see him?
This is the biggest duck.
Is that what you like?
China.
Okay, so let's talk, dude.
How we met, we were at Equinox.
Equinox.
And my, yes, my well, way to go.
Now, freaking everybody's going to be hanging out over there.
That's fine.
I don't go there anymore.
No, it's Hollywood.
It's Hollywood.
They go to Hollywood.
We go to West Hollywood.
That was a nice one, though.
That is a very nice one.
It's too much.
No, I'm a piece of meat there.
I don't like it.
I'm like, please, I'm here to work out, guys.
I started going to Equinox because I went to LA Fitness and I was like, there's too many like regs here, bro.
Like regular people.
That's what I call like regular people regs.
Oh my God.
We don't hate influencers enough.
We don't.
Dated with like questions, people like coming up to me.
And I was like, I can't do this.
Like, this is living the life I was living.
Bright red hair.
I'm like a spectacle.
So then I started going to Equinox and I was like, oh, this is much better, more chill crowd.
You know, you're paying a pretty hefty like fee just to go there.
So I was like, it's still cut out a lot of the weirdos, right?
Or the regs.
The regs.
Sorry.
I'm a reg now, too.
And it's so it didn't.
So it was still really hectic at Equinox.
Not hectic.
It was just like there, there's like specific weirdos now.
Well, now they want to collab.
Like these went from like everyday, like fondling people to like serial killer mindset.
You know what I'm saying?
Like, no, it's not really.
But obviously, I'm lucky though.
Who have you met?
I'm like just sophisticated people who have money and now they go to a nice gym.
And he's just.
Can you imagine you pay all this money to get to a nice gym just to be surrounded by hookers who think they're better than regular people?
Oh my God, I would kill myself.
You pay all this money to get away just to get hookers now have the money to get to your gym.
It's just a weirder mindset, I thought.
Like even when Jordan came to the gym with me there, he was like, Do you remember this guy that was like following you?
I was like, no, I'm completely oblivious.
Like, yeah, that's like, I always tell her when she steps out of the house, like head on a swivel.
Like, you know what I mean?
Like, all right, look at I gotta, I gotta mute you in the chat.
He saw me in person.
Look, no, you did it.
I'm not trying to look at after Charlie Kirk.
I don't need people knowing where I'm at.
All right.
Girls are just always like, I'm in my own world.
Nobody knows me.
Jordan sings that to me all the time and it makes me so mad.
Are we gonna get this?
You have the free.
Yes, you have the luxury of being like, I'm just girl, because he's looking out for me.
He's with me.
Exactly.
And he's aware.
Exactly.
That's the luxury.
But when I'm on my own, it's a different story.
Exactly.
You were on your own.
You weren't with me.
What?
Why did you run into this?
How did you time it then?
You don't listen to me.
You don't listen to me.
I was listening.
Thank you.
No, but I'm like agreeing with her.
When I'm at my home, it's different.
Listen, listen.
What's the rule in LA?
Not in Arizona.
What's the rule in LA?
I got to be home when the sun sets.
It's got to be home with the sun.
Is that the rule?
100%.
Oh, I broke that rule so many times.
100%.
Listen, nothing happens good at night.
If you're a girl who's soaking wet 90 pounds and there's a guy who's doing crack looking at you and the sun goes down, go home.
Go home.
Go home.
It's like thriller, Michael Jenny.
I wanted that chance, dude.
Always wanted that chance because I went through like martial arts.
Oh, yeah, but it's different, bro.
She did, she did ice skating.
She ain't gonna skate away from this.
I could, I could run fast.
I could run fast, okay?
No, she can't.
She looks like she's in great shape.
She could run.
She has a crackhead.
What's he gonna do?
Have you ever seen a man on crack?
I'm really strong.
That's gone, bro.
Bro, there's no elements to this guy.
There's no gravity.
He's up on the wall.
He's hanging.
He's looking at him.
I'm agile.
I digress.
Let's get back.
Did I use that right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
We're getting back to who now.
We're going back to you.
Let's go get it.
This is the best intro that I've ever had.
I love this.
This is great.
So my first thing was we met at Equinox, right?
We met at Equinox.
I can't believe you remember that.
I do.
You know why?
I'll tell you why it meant so much to me.
I was with my buddy AJ.
He was training me.
And we walked out.
After we were done speaking to you, we were leaving.
He goes, Hey, do you know who that is?
And I was like, no.
And then he showed me your content.
And I was like, oh, because we followed on each other on Instagram.
And I go, oh man, I'm going to have to do it.
I was doing the PS5 giveaway right.
He's like, why are you talking to this girl at the gym?
Why not any other girl?
Why, why this girl?
So I literally go to Belle and I go, Belle, like I met my new friend.
I go, but, and she'll remember this.
I said, she, her, I think it was, he explained to me, he's either your father or your grandfather that was really big in his faith.
My dad was a pastor, but I wouldn't say like big in his faith.
He fell very short and now he's like in jail.
So okay.
So he did say I didn't see that other side of the story of things.
And at that time, while I was on OnlyFans, pastor's daughter, so stereotypical.
I never spoke about my family.
So how did you know about that?
What?
How did you know that he was a pastor?
Just because I didn't speak about it, doesn't mean it didn't happen in my personal life.
I'm just saying I didn't speak about it on social media while I was on OnlyFans.
I wanted to keep my personal life very like secured, like where it like nobody knew my name.
I still don't go by my real name for a very specific reason.
A lot of people are like, oh, she's still using her stage name.
The only reason being is because I keep my personal life private.
I want my kids to grow up knowing that it's private.
I keep my husband safe by that.
My no, you don't.
You had your husband on a pot.
No, you don't.
What are you talking about?
I can see my personal life is private, ma'am.
I could see you getting banged on the internet.
I've literally, I could Google your vagina.
Family, my extended family.
Like there's no point in knowing my real name.
It's social media.
All social media is fake most of the time anyway.
It's not that there isn't real in social media, but the majority of it is.
So she's still using her stage name.
Got it.
Fake, made up, edited.
You know what I'm saying?
Do you feel like a secret agent when you walk around?
Like, dude, that must be safe.
Because I don't even give out my real name.
Even to people I know personally, like at church or anything, everybody knows me as Nala.
And it makes me feel safe.
Even though, yes, God could keep me safe like that.
They just buy everything these hookers say.
I'm just saying there's people out there with very bad intentions.
And I've seen that over the last year and a half of becoming a Christian.
Blah, People have battered me and my husband online.
She wants more attention and fame.
That's why she keeps her stage name.
With no regret.
Absolutely.
I have zero regret.
None.
Zip, Nada.
Talk about Aisha Curry, too.
And thank Pearl.
You are a rare gem among venomous.
I have met plenty of toxic evil women in my life.
Not mom.
You are my hero.
You are fighting for men.
God bless you.
So much injustice to men.
Thank you.
Um, Aisha Curry.
Yeah, I mean, that's a woman who married young, right?
There's this idea that, you know, if you marry your high school sweetheart and she stays with you for life, that you're in the clear.
But even Aisha Curry is out here embarrassing her husband.
And so I'm like, why would I give out something personal when you're just going to take it and literally blow a hole through me with it?
Like, why would I hand you that bullet?
Well, can I be honest?
I, hear me out when I say this.
I'm really happy that God gave you this journey because not a lot of women would fulfill it.
Not a lot that many women finished the race.
The first person that told all the disciples that were running away that Jesus was alive was a woman who was a prostitute, a woman that everybody else wrote off.
That's true.
And during the times we talk about it now, we give her praise, but dude, back in the day, they really wanted to stone this woman.
This woman wasn't somebody that people even wanted in the room or having a conversation, but Jesus says, Hey, young lady, come here.
I want you to go tell those 11 men.
To me, I think that's really powerful because imagine what her heart was like.
Imagine what her mind was like.
We are always so quick as Christians to look at ourselves and be so grateful for where we're at.
And then we quickly look down at another man that God is meeting.
And so I'll never forget when the disciple goes, Hey, why are we using the perfume?
And why are we doing this?
And this girl's weeping and washing his fate.
We don't know the separation of love.
And I really think that people who really love God are somebody who are really deep in a hole and God came and reached them.
It's true.
It's very true.
Well, that's why the Pharisees, they've been setting the hold up holy pipeline.
God and like religion and these laws that they had like instilled in them from like childhood.
So it's like, it's kind of like nowadays when you hear of people who are like, I don't really have a testimony.
I've just been saved basically my whole life.
I've been baptized when I was a kid and I lived that out.
I don't really, I haven't like been tested like that.
So it's we all get tested.
All women have guys trying to bang them from the time we're young.
And look at, I am not without sin.
I am no angel.
I'm never going to pretend I am.
But I don't think it took much to know to not get gangbanged on camera.
I don't think that's that high of a threshold.
I don't think that's tested that hard.
I really don't.
I think that more women actually should get gangbanged on camera and just go say sorry afterwards.
If the Christians, if the Christians keep allowing these women to exploit them, I hope more women do it till they learn.
That's, I hope, I hope they'll get a flood.
Because if you guys are, if you guys can't learn any discernment, I mean, you get exactly what you deserve.
Kind of like that.
That's how I see it.
Where someone is me, where I cherish my salvation, not that they don't, but I cherish it in such a crazy manner because I knew that this was like my last chance.
God gave me one more chance and this was it.
I was baptized at seven.
Like for me, it was like being in a swimming pool.
I didn't know what it meant.
You know what I'm saying?
And getting saved at such a young age, I don't remember any of it.
But now how convenient.
I conveniently forgot it when I wanted to get gangbanged on camera.
It's like, yeah.
Making a conscious decision to serve God and be his child as an adult.
My parents are not over me.
No friends are influencing me.
It is my decision whether I want to be in eternity with God or eternity in hell.
And that was the most precious thing to me that I made that decision.
You know, thankfully, my husband brought me to salvation.
He brought me to the door, but I had to open it.
So I think I cherish it on such a deep level.
Whereas other people who are casting stones, they don't.
They realize that they've been saved their whole life, that they would never go astray.
They would never do the things that I've done.
They would never sell their body online.
They would never.
Why can't you just be ashamed and like go pray privately?
Why does this have to be a spectacle?
Or be promiscuous and yet cast stones at somebody.
Cast, boo, cast the stone.
I wouldn't be casting the stone if you were just sitting in church, but you're not sitting in church and going on podcasts and drawing all this attention.
Do a terrible story.
This is an awful story.
You're a terrible person.
The things you did were terrible.
So now that you want this get out of jail free card, God may give it to you, but we don't have to.
We don't.
Go to the back of the church, shut the F up and go be a wife and a mother.
Yeah.
Who had a very different life than them, very different life.
And people are always saying, like, oh, you can't blame your childhood.
Believe it or not, your childhood has a lot to do with how you grow up.
Your influences as parents, your siblings.
You can't blame your childhood because there's people with worse childhoods than you that did not make the decision.
So, yeah.
Things how they treated you.
I'm in the middle of five children.
Like, imagine.
And my, my, I'm the middle of 10.
Shut the F up.
Emily was basically poor.
So, and then my dad threw himself into being a pastor out of nowhere after he had like cheated on my mom.
They divorced, remarried.
He had left our family to poverty, came back all of a sudden, like one day because he decided he wanted to be a dad again, and then became a pastor and then threw our family into religious church ship, like being like the first in, first out, teaching Sunday schools, anything that the church wanted to do.
I remember like notice how she's still blaming the parents.
It's never, you know what?
I was a slutty kid.
Ew, that sounds gross to say.
I was a disobedient kid and I did not listen.
And this is my character flaw.
It's always, it's how I was raised.
Opting floors, being like, why the heck am I doing this, bro?
Because my dad told me to, not because I wanted to.
And so I just feel like if people would understand like other people like me who didn't grow up the way they did or didn't have the opportunities that they did, it would just make a lot more sense.
Like the abuse happened so psychologically.
And then there was other abuse that happened to me.
Like I was molested at 13 and I got into drugs because I needed an escape because I didn't go through therapy.
You know what I'm saying?
There's just so many things.
And I take full responsibility for my actions because I made them as an adult.
So I understand that I made really bad decisions that did hurt other people, men and women alike.
And that's like, you know what I'm saying?
There's nothing else I could do about that other than pray for the people that I've hurt and hope to goodness that they come to Christ, you know, because they were struggling too.
Men lusted after me because I was putting out content, but they were supplying the demand for me to do it.
You know, there's a heart issue on both ends.
Sorry for the rant.
No, I loved it.
There's so much to unpack there.
And I wanted to say one thing.
When I met you, when I met you at the gym and I was done speaking to you, I had no idea who you were, by the way.
Vice versa.
We were just bumping into it.
It was meant to be.
I doubt it.
We were meant to meet.
I don't believe it.
I think this.
When I met you, I didn't know this, but there was a mask on.
There was a version of you that you were displaying.
And there was a version of how you spoke, your mannerisms.
It was this character that you were wanting to display.
And when I saw you on the yeah, when I saw you on the podcast and then they were shredding you and the way you held yourself with such respect.
Oh my gosh.
Of course.
And integrity and the way you combat it, but with like true wisdom.
Mala, come on the show.
Open invite.
Come on the show.
Come on, honey.
Come on, sweetheart.
Let's get on the show.
Oh, there's, there's God's daughter that I was waiting for to pop up.
That's good.
That's really cool.
That's one I wanted to just unpack.
Two, I wanted to apologize.
In our community, there are a lot of vultures and wolves.
And you should have been met.
Oh, you're just so innocent.
You didn't have any of this coming.
It's just the evil men.
The evil men.
This is, this is what, this is why med will never allow women's rights to be repealed because there's men like this that'll fight on the side of women for eternity.
At the door of celebration.
I was with some people, and that's who I hold close.
My husband, I met great friends through that.
There were pastors speaking about me on their church services because they were like, look at what she did.
She's the modern day Mary Magdalene.
And she.
Yeah, see, she wants to be worshipped.
That's what she's bringing this up.
It's not about God.
It's about her being worshipped.
Me the choice.
Like, there's, this is the example that we should follow too.
You know, if you are broken, if you are hurting, we live in such a crazy society where, you know, men are sleeping with their girlfriends out of wedlock.
Women are doing this.
Can you imagine someone that got tag teamed on camera lecturing you about sleeping with your boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'd rather just kill myself.
Same vice versa.
Women are like shoved into this like empowerment movement that we are independent.
We are boss babes.
We can make our bag.
Society's changed crazily.
Like it is so different from even 10 years ago.
And now we have the internet.
You know what I'm saying?
Like it's so great to see people like you guys spreading God's word in such a cool manner because I feel like the Pharisees took it so wrong.
You're a Pharisee.
You.
You know what I'm saying?
Like they're taking laws, shoving it down people's throats and condemning them for, you know, disobeying their laws, all the while being major hypocrites.
You know what I'm saying?
Let's reflect the law.
Like let's just go to the 10 commandments.
Half of the commandments is how you treat God.
The other commandment is how you treat your neighbor.
That's why when he was going up to the cross and he left them with two commandments and he says, if you fulfill this, you will fulfill the law.
One, love your God with all of your heart, all of your mind, all of your strength, and then love your neighbor as yourself.
So you could seriously separate who's truly after Christ and who's just sitting there with a badge like a Pharisee.
When somebody could look at another man and condemn them, what they do is they replace themselves with God himself.
Because one thing you're doing is you're saying, I got to where I'm at by myself.
So then for I could judge you on where you're at.
But let's put it this way.
Say you had the wisdom to say, oh, I didn't want to do OnlyFans.
Who gave you that wisdom?
Who gave you an upbringing to give you that wisdom?
Who gave you a tongue to say no?
Who gave you the eyes to see clearly?
Who gave you the ears to hear the right words?
So all of the things that you take praise and knock somebody down for, you're wielding what God gave you as a gift and you punished your neighbor for and they will be dealt with.
How crazy it is that there's probably men that have studied the Bible their whole lives trying to get on shows like this and they just get bypassed for a hooker.
I would go nuts.
Wow.
They will be dealt with in a way like this.
When God shows up and they say, hey, God, come here.
He says, get away from me.
I never knew you.
Because you didn't look after my kids.
You punished them.
You beat them.
You took the sword that I gave you and you smashed down on the child that I asked you to go save.
And yet you put them in more bondage.
Right.
So true Christians should have never done that.
And I'm really happy.
My one question is this.
How do you keep going?
Because, dude, when you're a brand new Christian.
Pearl, I get your point about gangbangs, but something about that Brittany woman said was that was valid that if you are not born and raised in certain environments, you will not know and learn certain things or morals.
I disagree.
I think there's examples of people that weren't raised in terrible environments or even two siblings in the same environment.
I think character is pretty evident from a young age.
I think most people kind of say the same.
I know little girls that are hard and they're just at high school or in middle school.
They didn't have an area code chirping at them.
You had the whole world chirping at you.
What kept you grounded in the roots of God?
So many things.
I'd say a community, even though my community was very small.
It included my husband, my best friend Taylor and Jacob.
And then along the way, as I was getting invited on podcasts, Michael Knowles, Lila Rose, Isabel Brown, Lisa Isabel Brown.
You know what's crazy?
These people say I'm too controversial.
Not Knowles, obviously, but then they'll have on hookers.
They'll have on literal hookers and they're not too controversial.
But I, I am the Bevere.
And then reading.
I started reading John Bevere's books.
I'd never had a thirst for reading, especially in college.
Like I hated reading.
And then once I became a Christian, I was like, oh my God.
Yeah, because she's motivated to use the Bible to lecture everybody.
So now she's going to be able to read a lot.
Gosh, I need to submerge myself.
I'm so thirsty for God.
So I sat in my home.
Everyone's thinking like I'm going on this, some major tour when really I go to a podcast, come home, and I'm stuck at home.
So I emerged myself in John Bevere's books about the Holy Spirit, the awe of God, like how to truly fear God.
And like you can love God.
The best point he made was you can love God, but it doesn't mean you'll obey him just because you love him.
If you fear God, you will obey him.
Because if you truly understand that God is the only one that can kill body and spirit, who else do you need to fear?
And not only who else, but what else do you need to fear?
Physical objects, situations in life, financial burdens, relationships.
Why do you need to fear that?
If the one that's over your life and that's claiming to be your number one is the only one you should be fearing, there you go.
It takes so much stress away from me knowing that all the hate that came at me, don't get me wrong, it did hurt for a while.
I was like, well, isn't it the consequences of being a corn star?
Isn't it the consequence?
Look at, I have three-hour essay videos dedicated to attacking me.
I would say I've gotten far more hate than this woman did for having opinions people don't like.
And she got gangbanged on camera.
It's just the audacity.
This is 2025.
Like, I thought I was doing the right thing.
And then I hear, oh my gosh, on like so many YouTube channels, and the news was even like talking about me.
And I was getting these like updates in my email from like, what is it?
Like Daily Mail and stuff, like Mirror.
And like, all these are like, is it really true?
Is she just grifting?
And I'm like, I can't listen to that.
That's the world.
And yeah.
And so that's that's their subtle way of saying I'm better than you, that you were just the world and we are the moral ones.
That's why people hate moralists because they're always signaling that they're the moral ones who just know everything.
And I'm here to say, go yourself.
Go fuck yourself.
You can't tell me anything once you've gotten tag teamed on camera.
Go to the back of the church and shut the F up.
Do it.
The enemy would have wanted nothing else but to have me turn my back on what I have.
Nobody has a problem with you reading the Bible, but we have a problem with you starting a Jesus ministry because it's encouraging other women to go down the same path as you, which is get gangbanged on camera, say sorry, and then make money off of God after.
And I hope more women do it because the church people just need to learn their lesson.
They need to learn their lesson.
And like my salvation.
So he was trying so hard.
And as soon as I realized it was just attacks from the enemy, I was like, bro, get behind me, dude.
Like, my path is straight and I know where I'm going.
And obviously, it's not without fail.
Like, I've definitely failed a lot.
I've made mistakes.
Like, one of the mistakes I do regret making was going on the whatever podcast.
I was like, maybe I wasn't ready for that because it was a nine-hour podcast in a stuffy room with two men just tearing me apart.
But it showed them who they were.
Yeah.
I hope they did.
No, of course not.
But they walk away from them.
Even if they wanted you, even if they walk away, let their fans cheer them.
Remember, the world is going to cheer for things that we don't want to cheer for.
Oh, listen to God.
Amen.
So don't worry about whatever.
Literally, don't worry about it.
They're whatever.
Who hurt you, Pearl?
Of course, that's their next go-to.
Who hurt you?
That I have to be hurt to notice what's happening.
Why, you know, it's the dumbest response because just because I noticed that hookers say sorry and then make a bunch of money off of God after and use it for attention, fame, and to basically be internet celebrities, that I have to be hurt.
I'm not hurt.
If anything, the people that should be hurt are the people that are overly religious.
I would consider myself a Catholic, but I'm not practicing.
I'm not the most religious person in the world.
I'm not.
And I'm not going to pretend to be.
But what is annoying is that people act like if I notice these things, that somehow something had to have happened to me.
Here's the thing.
We should pray for them as well.
I have been.
No, I think what they're doing in their hearts, I understand their point of view, right?
But remember what the gospel says: if you do with wisdom, but without love, it's like clashing symbols hitting together.
It does more harm than good.
When somebody's tearing you down in their hearts, in the moment, they're like, dude, we got to correct women because we're seeing where our country is going.
They're fighting for the right reason, but they don't have a loving God to remind them, hey, like, remember who you are.
So this could, not mind you, they could be Christian, but the same way that you had to go through a path that God wanted you to go, they're going through their own.
So I'm not judging what they're doing, but I actually am very happy you went through them because maybe, just maybe, she walked away watching that and she went, now I got to do better next time.
And it was just one conversation with you that could put that in her heart.
And also watching them.
No, no, no, no.
The only people that are going to convert because of Nala are people that are in it for the wrong reasons.
Why don't we let the men talk?
Why don't we let the men that are theologians talk about this?
Okay.
Berade you and tear you down only made me realize what God was doing was real.
Oh my God, you're such a super simp.
I can't.
So you got to remember when Stephen was getting crucified or killed or stoned, what did he say?
He goes, God, forgive them for they don't know.
Yeah, well, now we're going to compare her to Jesus, really?
Really?
Because last I checked, Jesus didn't get gangbanged on camera.
Same reason that Jesus said that.
Remember, people do things because they do not know.
They're not.
No, I know exactly what I'm doing.
I've listened to enough of these Jesus Christian influencers talk.
I know exactly what I'm doing when I criticize them.
I know.
I know.
I, when I sin, what I'm not going to do is do the get out of jail free card I didn't know later.
I'll just own it.
I'll own it.
Bad.
They're just lacking wisdom.
I understand that.
When you were just speaking right now, you were dropping Bible verses and I was catching them.
Don't fear the man who could destroy the body, but fear the man who could destroy the body and the soul.
Look how your own voice is intertwined with his voice.
What I saw is a woman wielding a sword.
Now, let's time travel when Jesus was fighting the devil.
They only wielded their mouth and the verses of God.
So when a man is standing around a room, it could be a thousand men, but they could know themselves.
But if you know God, it's better than every single person in front of you.
Wow.
Wielding a true weapon.
And now I wanted to say this to the audience members, just like her and just like me, I was dyslexic.
I hate reading.
I couldn't read.
I was brain dead.
I was literally in a mentally challenged class, couldn't read, couldn't write.
They put me on meds.
It did all that stuff.
It grew up where even as an adult, I would ask for scripts a week before so I can memorize the script so I could pretend like I'm reading it in front of the directors.
This is true.
I would remember one time a director goes, You're not even on the right page.
And I was pretending to read.
They caught me.
This is a true thing.
I lie.
I remembered every word.
But you know what makes me a great reader now?
You know what makes me being able to read the Bible and sit down with somebody like Jordan Peterson and break it down?
Somebody I never thought in my life I'd be able to have a conversation like this with.
The reason why is because I said, Hey, God, I can't do this.
I'm a dumb, stupid human being.
This is speaking to me in three different languages.
I don't know how to do this.
Could you guide me with the Holy Spirit?
Yeah, see, I would love to see that humility from Nala, but she just lectures everybody.
There's no sense of humility, no sense of give the attention to someone else.
I mean, half of the shows that she goes on is talking about herself.
It's fairly about the Bible.
It's about her corn career.
It's about her childhood.
It's not about Jesus.
If you really cared about the Bible, you talk about it.
But the majority of your stuff is really about you.
And you'll compare yourself to biblical figures.
How narcissistic is that?
And all of a sudden, my eyes track, my mind follows, my ears hear, my eyes see.
Wow.
And that way, when I tell my neighbor, you could do it too.
The dumb man now speaks.
Let me rephrase that again.
Jesus says the dumb will speak.
I was the dumb kid.
Now I have a podcast.
And now people want to hear me speak.
That don't make sense.
That if you did the math, it doesn't make sense.
The only thing that changed is that I invited the Holy Spirit.
The ones who see God will see it.
The ones who deny it will also see it.
And it would irritate them.
It's like now you're comparing yourself to like this holiler than thou podcaster that's spreading the gospel.
But I'm telling you, the average person, you're just going to look like a narcissist.
That's how these people come off.
I think that, I mean, you see it kind of on social media sometimes with Christians saying this, but like the devil really does tend to attack the thing that God wants to use the most.
Amen.
Amen.
Of course.
I just think that a lot.
Why would he waste his time if it's an army attack?
If we were in an army attack right now, it was us versus you guys.
Am I going to attack the pool?
That's meaningless to me.
Or am I going to attack your husband who has the foundation of the house?
Facts.
Am I going to attack the dog?
That's a little chihuahua.
Or am I going to attack the golden retriever?
God forbid.
God forbid.
I'm so sorry I said that.
The German shepherd.
I'm so sorry.
God was like, hey, hey, one more time of those.
I'm out.
If you're going to do this podcast on yourself.
Okay, cool.
So now, where are you at with your relationship with God as we speak?
It's really cool.
I think I was just thinking about this too.
I say with my relationship with the Lord right now, he's like critiquing pruning.
He's very much so pruning.
There's things in my life.
It's always a relationship with God.
It's never actions.
It's always this very emotional, spiritual, feminine talk, right?
It's never any standards.
Do you know what I mean?
I love being a Christian because.
What's pruning again?
I'm sorry.
Pruning is like when you cut off what's bad so that more growth can come in.
Farmers do this, yeah?
Yes.
Okay.
On like, let's say an apple tree.
So you're cutting off a bad branch because you see that it's dying and it's sucking up the nutrients of where the tree needs to be growing.
Instead of producing fruit, it's dying.
So you cut that off so new growth can come in.
So, new nutrients can go to the place that's now healing instead of dying.
So, I see it like this: like where I'm at is kind of like, could you move your mic closer?
I'm so sorry.
Where I'm at is a really cool place where when you become like a Christ follower, you become so hypersensitive to things like lying or, I don't know, thinking different things or like thinking things that you shouldn't be thinking, stuff like that, financial strain.
Like, you really are being tested in like, let's say, I lie, and I'm like, oh, dang, like, I immediately feel the effects of that.
And I'm like, and where another person would be like, so what?
You said a lie.
Like, that doesn't matter.
I'm like, for me, it's like the world.
And I spend like two days repenting over it because I'm like, God, that's not the person I want to be.
That's not the person you created me to be.
That's not your will for my life.
In the minute, like, I've been reading this amazing book by John Bevere.
It's called Killing Kryptonite.
Kryptonite is like killing sin.
And a lot of sin stems from like idolatry.
And like, if you think about it in like the Bible, like Old Testament, what was idolatry?
Idolatry was like worshiping idols.
Worshiping idols now looks so different because we don't like melt metals together and form like an animal out of it and bow down to it where they did in like Old Testament, New Testament times.
For us, it could be our phone.
It's a person.
It's a podcast.
It's a TV show where you watch.
Yeah.
So now we have the corn star lecturing us about our cell phones, our TV.
You know, it's just ironic.
She's got this heavy nails, heavy makeup, fake hair.
And she wants us to believe there's something natural.
She's also saying social media is fake and then gets mad when we say, okay, this is all fake.
And then she's like, no, well, that's not fake, but this other stuff was fake.
We're like, bitch, what's real?
Way too much time where you prioritize that TV show over your time with God.
I have been so convicted recently about that because I love criminal minds.
They're my favorite shows.
And so I just love crime shows.
I think like all girls do.
But I was like, I was like, dang, like, I felt so convicted.
I was like, wow, I'm spending time with God every day, but I still prioritize this TV show more than I'm like spending time with God.
I look forward to my TV show.
And I'm like, why don't I look forward to my time with God?
So I took a fast.
I was like, no, no social media and no TV today.
I went 24 hours without it.
I immediately felt refreshed.
I immediately understood that this was something that I needed to put to the side because it was raising very quickly.
It can be anything.
You're killing it, dude.
But I think that's why God has me in this like little season of kind of not knowing where I'm going.
It's just, here's a podcast.
Here's a little brand deal.
Here's this, but it's just enough.
It's sufficient.
Can I say two things?
Yes.
So it's your podcast.
Thank you.
I don't want to mute you.
I was kidding.
Two things that really, really impress me.
One, the pruning aspect of your life.
I just want to, you're new to this, and so am I.
And this is something that I really needed to hear.
And I pray this sits with you.
As you grow closer to the light, you start seeing what was in the darkness.
Oh, yeah.
Okay.
Which means as a man, you are not going to sin less, but you're going to feel the sin more.
You've got to be kidding me.
Is there any standard of behavior that we can have for these people other than getting dunked in Jesus' water?
And then now you get to lecture us.
I just can't take it.
I can't take it anymore.
So you're inviting your flesh to die and you're inviting the spirit in.
So things you're a little bit more sensitive to.
Like for me, follow language when it flies out of my mouth because I still swear once in a while.
Like if I'm hanging out with a certain person, that was something hard for me to give up, but it's good to have an accountability partner.
Jordan was my accountability partner.
Every time I slipped the F word, he'd be like language.
And I was just, I'm not kidding.
It was like my, like, it was like every other word out of my mouth was the F word.
And it was just became part of my routine.
So, like, years and years, like over 10 years of swearing, and now you just need to get rid of it.
It was so hard.
But my accountability partner was always there to catch me and always been like language, language, language.
Sometimes you say it multiple times during the day, and I'm like, darn.
And so I just started repenting every time I said it.
I'm like, God, cleanse my tongue, cleanse my tongue, because I want to be presented to Christ as pure.
It's about the music you listen to, what comes out of your mouth, what you're absorbing with your eyes.
Sometimes the food you eat, it depends on the convictions that the Holy Spirit is giving you.
Some people can wear things where I'm convicted about like showing cleavage.
I will not.
Do you see how they subtly get rid of all of the standards?
All of like, because women, when we do things, it's based on our feelings.
When men, it's based on action.
So it always, the church always becomes feminine because they just get rid of any like standard of action in order to get in.
So it's very subtle manipulation where she's saying, well, some people aren't convicted if they dress like whores.
It's like, okay, isn't that the bare minimum to get into the church is to like not dress like a super slut?
And look, again, I'm not all I'm saying is if you're gonna be it, then be it, you know, show cleavage.
I feel bad about it, you know, where other people, that might not be their conviction.
You know what I'm saying?
It's different.
There's a thing that I read because I was going into this self-judgment mode, right?
And I had to learn how to just be calm and forgive myself.
Because if God says I'm forgiven, who am I to say?
Absolutely.
So Paul says, everything is lawful, but not everything is good.
You're right.
So this, when I break this down, and mind you, I'm not a pastor or a preacher or like anything, but how I'm breaking this down for myself is this.
People got really mad when I said this.
My relationship with marijuana, I compared it to coffee, phones.
Yeah.
And it's either you're a righteous person or you're not.
You're either somebody that is honest and a good person or you're not.
I understand that it's not black and white.
Some people fall when it comes to things, but shouldn't we want the people that are the most righteous to be in the forefront?
And fast food.
And I watch the world erupt.
How dare you?
How dare you say that it's the same?
It is.
You know why?
It's just an addiction.
Anything is an idol if you love it more than God.
Wherever you run to in your crisis is where your Christ is.
So if I can't wake up and talk to anybody until I have my coffee, well down, bow down to your ball.
If I can't get off my phone, I can't stop scrolling.
Do you know how many times I've gone off the toilet and my feet are numb?
Because I'm like, dude, I've been sitting here for three hours.
A male problem.
I don't ever have that problem.
It's so bad.
The other day I got up to go, you know, to do my finishing match, my last lap in the bathroom.
Keep going.
I only peed.
I thought I had to use number two.
I was just a gassy boy that day.
This is important information.
Well, I just want you to know.
Don't lie to yourself.
Put yourself all out there.
Hold yourself responsible.
But yeah, no, when I sat there, I told myself I was like, no, I can't, I can't do this anymore.
So now, like, I have an accountability partner.
She bangs on the door.
Cloud is so important.
I really feel.
Oh my gosh, having a woman as an accountability partner.
We have no accountability.
That is an impossible job for a woman to have.
Okay.
I want to go to the part where they talk about Andrew.
I don't see an XOF.
I see another beautiful sister in Christ.
Look, you guys have to, you have to understand.
These powers that be are so strong.
That's why I'm so blackpilled.
Women are going to keep winning until we run out of money, pretty much.
I think, like, I just think that it's so beautiful, your relationship with God, the way that it's evolved.
You can tell, like, you love him so much.
You're so grateful for the work that he's done in you that you want to be disciplined to love him.
And therefore, you want your life to change because you're so grateful for what he's done for you.
And I have nothing else.
Like, if you think about it like this, when you get saved, like God becomes your number one, your priority, like the top of the pyramid.
Everything else doesn't matter.
Everything else can fade away, truly.
I could lose my husband in a car accident, or he could divorce me, and then he's gone out of my life.
So what am I left with?
I'm left with God.
So if I don't make him the center, I will depend on things that will fail me or could fail me.
And in the end, Jordan's going to heaven and then like we won't be married there, which he's, he's very disappointed about, but he wants me to cook for him in heaven.
And I'm like, I'm done.
My community in heaven.
My one's eating are going with me now.
I'm waiting for the beast, bro.
So I would love to go back because, you know, I know you've mentioned Jordan a few times in being a really pivotal point in your faith and you coming to your faith.
And we were talking about it briefly before we started.
I would love to know the place that you were in when you were doing OnlyFans, right?
And then you encountered him online.
You guys met and he was part of your conviction.
We're going to skip over the simp story.
Let's see.
Change.
Yeah.
Oh, the Bible also talks about that.
There's a time and season for everything.
When you were bringing up like, oh, what would happen to my husband if he dies?
I only have Jesus, right?
Let me see.
I want to see if we get to the part where she speaks life over you.
So you were able to make this decision in your life.
And so right before you met him, because obviously that was God's doing, bringing you guys like how you feel yourself.
It doesn't matter if you think you're too busy, you're not smoking weed.
So I stopped smoking weed.
I became oh my gosh.
Sober.
Like weeks went by, like three weeks.
And I was completely sober after that.
Like, and that's why I knew it was from God.
God got me.
I'll put it there so he can lock in eyes with you because he knows that you need a physical thing.
So he goes, I'm going to put it there for you.
If Nala's allowed into heaven, I really question Jesus's standards.
Another thing that I saw is that the way that your husband beautifully handled you.
And he did.
Oh my gosh.
So then, yeah.
So this is what happens.
The men in the churches, they co-sign wifing up these super sluts.
They really do.
I will also say it's interesting to see how these simp men are able to take parts of the accountability concept and not fully commit to the idea.
Yeah, I know.
I know.
And these are the men.
It's like, look, it's never going to change.
I would just accept that this is going downhill.
Feminists have won the church.
And these, these are the men defending it.
Yeah, we're cooked.
In a way where he says, I'm a, you smacked me here in front of me.
When I went to go.
I don't even know.
Like, I sometimes I'm like, becoming a Christian or Christian, Christian, Christian, just being a follower of the most high.
Like, how about that?
You know what I'm saying?
Like, self-control is so tied in.
Once you start really diving into the Bible, and I'm not talking like read.
What would it take definitely for her to be acceptable?
To shut up for 10 years and just be a good person.
Maybe like five years of charity work on an island away from everybody.
Like maybe a nunnery would be good.
Yeah, that would be good.
Chapters and chapters.
I just think there's certain life decisions that you cannot interact with the rest of society if it was up to me.
But people have to know that if you make these choices, you will be shunned.
But instead, they get podcast.
It's just insane.
I'm talking about like taking down verses and breaking it down.
The more you're thirsty for God, and I pray all the time, God, don't ever let that thirst go away.
Amen.
Because the minute that happens, I feel like I won't, I won't seek after him as strongly.
And there's seasons in our life, you know, it all happens where you're like, I'm kind of tired, man.
I don't want to do this, or so much is going on.
I have a lot of mental strain or something's going on in my life that's like kind of like taking my full attention away.
But as long as you get back to that, we do serve such a merciful, graceful, amazing God.
He cares.
He cares.
And he cares so much that he will allow you to stray a little bit.
Do see, they always, they always are co-siding the doing the wrong thing.
Where the hell is this whatever podcast part?
Christians, I said, the worst part about God knocking on your door and waiting for you at the door, listening, is that he could, you know, and that's why I can't even watch movies too much nowadays.
Cause I'm like, just kind of bored.
I got so obsessed with the main character of Christ.
He runs his other room, says brothers and sisters, and he's just gamer chick.
I love to do cosplay.
Wait, why, though?
Were you trying to tap into your audience?
It's just like Sims.
Like you're like in a whole world.
Like, it's kind of crazy, bro.
It's kind of like.
What are you?
I'm doing this.
You know, I'm going to find the clip on Twitter.
Cause I think Andrew Wilson reacted to it.
Let me see.
It's just the audacity.
I like don't.
Oh, here it is.
Ha Share this tab instead.
Maybe I wasn't ready for that.
None of the mistakes I do regret making was going on the whatever podcast.
I was like, maybe I wasn't ready for that because it was a nine-hour podcast.
See, there it is, beginning.
Now, oh, it was a long podcast.
So they've always had long podcasts.
Left room with two men.
Can she have kids?
I'd rather she didn't.
I'd rather all the men say, okay, if she has a gangbang on the internet, she's for the streets.
Nobody can wipe that.
Just tearing me apart.
But it showed them who they were.
Yeah.
Even if they walk away, let their fans cheer them.
Remember, the world is going to cheer for things that we can.
Yeah.
So now it's that subtle.
It's the same bullshit.
It's that subtle.
I am better than you.
I am more moral because I'm okay with being lectured by a corn star.
Screw you.
Screw you.
That's how I feel about it.
So don't worry about whatever.
Literally.
Don't worry about it.
They're whatever.
But here's the thing.
We should pray for them as well.
I have been.
I'll pray for you.
It's just, again, it's a moral posturing.
It's saying I'm more moral.
I think what they're doing in their hearts, I understand their point of view, right?
But remember what the gospel says.
If you do with wisdom, but without love, it's like clashing symbols hitting together.
It does more harm than good.
When somebody's tearing you down in their hearts, in the moment, they're like, dude, we got to correct women because we're seeing where our country is going.
They're fighting for the right reason, but they don't have a loving God to remind them, hey, like, remember who you are.
But the same way that you had to go through a path that God wanted you to go, they're going through their own.
And also, watching them berate you and tear you down only made me realize what God was doing was real.
Wow.
So you got to remember when Stephen was getting crucified or killed or stoned, what did he say?
He goes, God, forgive them for they don't know.
The same reason that Jesus said that.
Remember, people do things because they do not know.
They're not bad.
They're just lacking wisdom.
When you were just speaking right now, you were dropping Bible verses and I was catching them.
Don't fear the man who could destroy the body, but fear the man who could destroy the body and the soul.
Look how your own voice is.
Yeah, it's just moral posturing.
Okay, guys, I've heard enough of the hooker talk today.
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