Pearl and Doug MPA explore "black fatigue"—the emotional exhaustion white people feel from relentless racial accusations, even when acting neutrally or kindly, like Pearl hosting Black guests who later attacked her or Doug facing media distortions equating all whites to slave owners. They critique unrealistic demands for Black representation (e.g., 13% Oscar matches) and highlight ignored white crime stats (75% sex offenders, 90% white-collar crime), arguing systemic bias ignores broader racial tensions. Frustration peaks as they question whether racial discussions, without solutions, are sustainable or productive. [Automatically generated summary]
Everybody is looking down On our phones, no one's around.
Yeah, we used to tear up the town.
Now I don't hear a sound.
People don't dance cause somebody's watching, drink too much.
Everybody's talking.
We used to rage like there was no stopping.
So put your hands up, everybody's rocking.
Put your, put your phone down and get on the dance floor.
Shake that booty like you never did before.
Look real silly, yeah, raise your hands, Let's get together and baby, just dance.
Oh, we used to snap a Polaroid.
Now the whole night's on record.
I used to know who my neighbor was.
Now we really don't do that stuff.
We used to go out and ding-dong ditch.
Now that ring cam is the biggest snitch.
Now all these young kids do is stream on Twitch 2020s.
They're the biggest glitch.
People don't dance cause somebody's watching, Drink too much, everybody's talking.
We used to rage like there was no stopping.
So put your hands up, everybody's rocking.
Put your phone down and get on the dance floor.
Shake that booty like you never did before.
Look real silly, yeah, raise your hands, Let's get together and baby, just dance.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
If you wanted to know, that one actually is on Spotify, But there's someone else playing the piano in it, so that's a little bit better.
So anyways guys, thank you for tuning in.
I do have to start my show like I normally do, Which is you guys can put a word in the chat and I will freestyle.
Last show, there was really a mix of emotions about the piano in the beginning.
Some of you said Pearl, we love the piano.
We love it.
It's great to see the side of you.
Others of you said you said Pearl, could you not?
And to you I say I'm going to.
I'm in my Taylor Swift era.
I'm going to double down.
One day I'm going to be gliding.
You guys, it's going to be beautiful.
You might shed a tear pre-show.
You might.
We're not there yet.
But every day you're just going to watch me get better.
So I know it's a serious topic today.
I thought maybe I shouldn't do the piano, but I just, this is the highlight.
I love doing it.
So give me the word Columbian.
Okay.
Is it, can it be, okay?
I don't know how much.
Let me pick a chord progression.
So we might do D. Ooh, I'm at a bad thing down in Columbia.
She got me wandering.
I didn't think of anything.
Let me think.
Hold on.
I like the little Latin tings.
It makes me want to put on a ring.
Oh, I like this little Columbian.
All right, let me see.
Keep going, keep going.
Sometimes the words work better than others, so I need you guys to bear with me.
One day.
One day, imagine I have all your favorite conservatives in here and they have to freestyle.
They're forced.
You have to freestyle to get an interview.
Yup.
It's going to be hilarious.
Take music theory.
No, so I am doing music theory now.
I'll give you the background.
I know it, but I'm still like halfway.
I'm having trouble getting both hands to move at the same time and maintaining a steady.
I'm still on basic stuff.
I'm at 1.5 on my piano books, if you were wondering.
Give me it, I'll do one more word.
One more word.
Sorry, halfway through the second one.
And then we're going to move on to the show.
Fatigue.
I'm a producer since Fatigue.
Okay.
I guess it would make sense to do the topic, but this is so.
I'm tired.
So damn tired.
Why can't we just get along?
I'm sitting on a bus, minding my business.
I didn't ask for none of this.
Then I get.
Seems too.
It seems so insensitive to sing about that.
Then I get stabbed and it's so wrong.
Ooh.
I thought I told a joke and they didn't take it right.
Now I guess we are gonna fight.
Oh, black fatigue.
We're fatigued.
Can we get along?
Please take out the weave.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
I'll be the villain and say it if that's what you need.
Oh no, you didn't.
Do you know what?
I'm so tired of this.
I can't make a joke about a weave, really.
Really?
They can make fun of us dancing.
They can make fun.
They can make fun of anything.
They call me, they say, oh, like, you know, I've had, and we're going to show the clips.
Do you know the things that have been said about me from black women?
I can't make fun of their weave, really?
What else are we fatigued about?
You can put it in the chat.
I'll read it.
You know what?
The last time, I'll tell you what, I did this freestyling thing.
Do you want to know how I ended up on Pierce Morgan?
If you want the story, I ended up on Pierce Morgan because I wrote a song about the J word.
I'm not going to say it on YouTube.
Do you know why I did it?
Because I said freestyle in the chat.
And that wound me up on national television.
Wearing a weave.
Always got a sleeve.
That's what we call black fatigue.
Oh, here we go.
They're mad at my show.
I am so goddamn fatigued.
And I'll try to be their friends, and now they're mad.
And they're saying I'm a colonizer.
I guess that's bad.
I'm so tired of this fatigue.
They say they hate us and we say fine.
We'll go do wait.
They say they hate us and we say fine.
We will do our own thought.
Try to say thing.
They say they hate us and we say fine.
We do what we want all of the time.
We say leave us alone and they say no.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
All we ask is please don't get mad.
Just leave.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
I just ask that you don't stab me.
Black fatigue.
Internet career's over.
Sorry, I'm just laughing too hard.
All right, guys.
That's enough for today.
I'm going to end up on Pierce Morgan again.
All right, guys.
So we're going to play a clip that my editor put together, not me.
So if you don't like any of that, if you want to be fatigued at someone at him, you're going to play it.
Go ahead.
Oh, wait, I have to, right?
Oh, I forgot.
I totally, can you email it to me?
All right, let's see.
Black fatigue, black fatigue.
Please, dear God, just take out the white woman's weave.
Black fatigue.
You know, I think I have this ability to really talk about serious topics in an unserious way.
And I think this pisses a lot of people off.
I really do, because they're like, why can't you stop laughing?
Why can't you just be serious?
It's like, why are you here?
You know what I mean?
Why are you here to, we're just gonna, we're just gonna criticize, huh?
Black fatigue, black fatigue.
They're saying, all right, here we go.
All right, we're gonna, we're gonna play some of the, some of the commentary that's really sparking this.
Oh, it has to be on the other screen, doesn't it?
My bad, my bad.
Okay.
I can go.
Layers and layers and layers and layers to it.
And more of it is going to come from just like the science and backing that you kind of put into collective bundles that ultimately just come from who?
The white man you were raised by.
So when it comes to the moment, you're going to have any dad.
I'm just saying, but I'm just saying the fact that you're not going to be able to do that.
You asked me, you asked her.
That's not you making a decision.
That's you being born into white privilege.
And we need you to acknowledge that's not a decision that you made.
That is the way you came into this.
And honestly, girl, you're a family of like nine or ten.
Like all that, that's how your dad set you up.
So there are things that you genuinely.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
I beg you, please take out the weave.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
Please, God, stop yelling at me.
See, that's a song I should have played.
Did not have to experience.
fucking know i don't personally engage in swirling because i love black women but shout out to those who do because within the past eight years the global white population has dropped from 11 to 6.5 So keep up the good work.
I don't personally engage in swirling because I love black women, but shout out to those who do, because within the past eight years, the global white population has dropped from 11% to 6.5%.
So keep up the good work.
So if nearly half of all blacks are not okay with white people, according to this poll, not according to me, according to this poll, that's a hate group.
That's a hate group.
And I don't want to have anything to do with them.
And I would say, based on the current way things are going, the best advice I would give to white people is to get the hell away from black people.
Just get the fuck away.
Wherever you have to go, just get away.
Because there's no fixing this.
This can't be fixed.
This can't be fixed.
You just have to escape.
So that's what I did.
I went to a neighborhood where I have a very low black population.
Because unfortunately, there's a high correlation between the density.
And this is according to Don Lemon, by the way.
So here I'm just quoting Don Lemon when he notes that when he lived in a mostly black neighborhood, there were a bunch of problems that he didn't see in white neighborhoods.
So even Don Lemon sees a big difference in your own quality of living based on where you live and who's there.
So I think it makes no sense whatsoever as a white citizen of America to try to help black citizens anymore.
It doesn't make sense.
It's no longer a rational impulse.
And so I'm going to back off from being helpful to black America because it doesn't seem like it pays off.
Like I've been doing it all my life and I've been the only outcome is I get called a racist.
That's the only outcome.
It makes no sense to help black Americans if you're white.
It's over.
Don't even think it's worth trying.
Totally not trying.
And there we go.
You didn't expect that today, did you?
But those who don't want to focus on education, you just need to get away from them.
Just get as much distance as you can.
That's my recommendation.
And I'm also really sick of seeing video after video of black Americans beating up non-black citizens.
You know, I realize it's anecdotal and doesn't give me a full picture of what's happening.
But every damn day I look on social media and there's some black person beating the shit out of some white person.
I'm kind of over it.
I'm over it.
So I quit.
Public service announcement.
Excuse me.
If y'all didn't know, this is the MSC.
And frankly, there's just too many white people in here and this is a space for people of color.
So just be really cognizant of the space that you're taking up because it does make some of us POCs uncomfortable when we see too many white people in here.
It's only been open for four days.
And frankly, there's the whole university for a lot of y'all to be at.
And there's very few spaces for us.
So keep that in mind.
Thank you.
You just said we have to leave.
No, I said you're making this space uncomfortable.
But you're white.
Do you understand what a multicultural space?
It means you're not being centered.
White's not a culture?
No.
No, it's not a culture.
It's white is not a culture.
Say it again to the camera.
You think whiteness is a culture?
But it feels like the void that has been created by Kevin Samuels leaving is that now we only have like white manosphere type people telling people how to live their lives.
The game is not the same.
I couldn't believe that the black community elected a white bitch to tell you how to get a black man.
Like that shit right there through me.
Talking about Pearl?
Yes.
You're not a Pearl.
I said, Pearl ain't never even had a black dick before.
How she gonna tell a black woman how to treat a black man?
Right.
Like that, what the fuck?
And I said, we're done.
We're doomed.
And they call her the female version of Kevin Samuels.
What the fuck?
Yeah.
I asked her for an interview, right?
Because I was going to get in the ass about that slavery.
I'm going to make that happen.
When Pearl now plays like she doesn't know what colonization is, and she doesn't know what slavery is, and she says these insensitive statements, in that video, I actually attempted to give her a book.
It was called How Europe Underdeveloped Africa.
I've read it myself.
She semi-dismissed that book.
She kind of dismissed that book.
537 right now, a grand jury in North Texas has indicted an 18-year-old accused of fatally stabbing another teen at a track meet.
Carmelo Anthony was arrested April 2nd in connection with the death of Austin Metcalf.
Anthony is accused of killing Metcalf during a track meet at a stadium where both their Frisco high school teams were participating.
Anthony told police he acted in self-defense and was provoked by Metcalf during an altercation before the stabbing.
This is video surveillance of the night.
Arena Zarutska enters the blue line at the East West Boulevard station stop.
You can see she takes a seat directly in front of the Carlos Brown, the suspect.
At first, nothing seems unusual, but four minutes later, he pulls out what appears to be a pocket knife and suddenly stabs Zarutska multiple times.
Black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
Sorry.
All right, what's up, guys?
Welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily.
Here on the Audacity Network, I do want to start by doing what I do best.
I beg for money.
Yeah.
Money.
And not in a way that, not in a disrespectful way, but if you do want to go to my website to go to theaudacitynetwork.com, every day I am able to participate in normal society less.
I'll give you an example.
The other day I wanted to play on a volleyball team.
I was so excited.
I have been playing volleyball for years.
I got kicked off this volleyball.
The lefties, they kicked me off the volleyball team.
And just every day, you know, so I don't know when YouTube is going to kick me off again.
I was kicked off of YouTube for a year and a half.
They really ruined my life in a lot of ways I could get into.
And part of this was from the fatigue we're going to talk about.
But when I talk about these topics, I really am taking a risk the more honest I am.
And so it's nice to have people on our website, theaudacitynetwork.com, signing up.
If we get enough $10 a month signups, I mean, to be honest, I could talk about anything.
But now I found right now I'm at the point where I did find out the consequences for talking about anything.
And while I will take them, I do have to take calculated risks.
But today is an honest show.
This is going to be an honest show where I'm taking a little bit of risk by doing this.
So if you want to support me, theaudacitynetwork.com, or you could do the GoFundMe and donate whatever you want to our divorce documentary.
Okay, so I will start by saying there are exceptions to every rule in order to abide by YouTube guidelines because I am attempting to abide by YouTube guidelines.
I will say there are exceptions to every rule.
When I am talking on this show, I am talking about my personal experience and what I have witnessed.
That does not mean everybody has had the same experience.
I am not saying that I am a saint or I am perfect.
This is not me trying to have the moral high ground here.
And yeah, there are exceptions to every rule.
So recently there have been some stories in the news and I'm going to kind of touch on them.
And the stories that have really overtaken the news.
Wait, where did it go?
I thought I had a list.
Oh, here we are.
There was a black guy who stabbed a white guy at a track meet, and he got out of jail on bond after stabbing the white kid to death.
And over half a million dollars were raised in his defense.
Do you think a white person could stab a black person and get half a million dollars in their defense and be put on bail?
It's called black fatigue.
Black fatigue.
Okay.
There was a career criminal who'd been arrested 13 times prior who stabbed a Ukrainian refugee on the train.
De Carlos Brown was a paranoid schizophrenic with a long criminal history that the state refused to lock him up.
Black fatigue has even reached black people where there was a black girl who's punched in the face.
She was a pro-life reporter and she's interviewing people at a pro-life rally.
She's this nice, nice lady.
And pro-life activist Savannah Craven was punched in the face by a black woman and the black woman was not criminally charged at all.
You guys can Google all of these all of these things.
But so we're going to talk about what the internet is calling as black fatigue, which, according to the Urban Dictionary, it describes as the mental exhaustion from being forced to care about black people and their actions 24-7.
So again, I am going to repeat because I am trying to keep my channel.
The definition of a generalization is a statement or a concept that applies broadly to a group category or situation based on limited information or observations, often assuming what is true for some cases is true for all or most.
It involves drawing conclusions from specific examples to make a general rule or principle.
So again, there are exceptions.
So, you know, on this channel, I do talk a lot about generalizations in society.
And generally, I do like to stick to generalizations about men and women.
But, you know, with the recent events that have been in the news, I do want to give my two cents on what is going on.
Now, I do kind of want to go through the criticisms before I give this opinion because a lot of people are, they are going to give my, they are going to go through the basic.
You know, whenever I give an opinion on anything about race or money or society.
I think the number one insult, as you guys saw in the one clip I showed, is that you're just a rich white girl.
They always leave out the smoke show part.
They always do.
It's like, switch me.
They always say you're an obviously hot smoke show white girl from a family, a well-off family who's handed everything in life.
What gives you the right to talk about this?
So I am going to give you my background and my credentials.
If you don't think this is good enough to have an opinion, you are welcome to leave now.
Because I already know the kind of critiques that they generally say.
I was handed everything in life.
I was given such a good head start that it's incredible.
And, you know, I would say that's generally true.
I was given a head start in life.
I was one of 10 kids.
My dad encouraged me to do whatever I wanted in life, and I really did.
Let me read the super chats.
We are fatigued that blacks uplift idiots and ostracize intelligence.
Layism are women innately evil and hateful towards men.
What does that have to do with the topic?
So I want to go really first on my personal experience.
And I would just want to talk about what my experience with race relations was growing up.
Because I would like to say when I was growing up, now I know black people have a tendency, not all, they tend to hate when white people say this.
But I really do think that white people are raised to not judge people by the color of your skin.
I would say, growing up, I grew up in a mostly Catholic area.
My school was private.
It was mostly white.
But when we had like black kids in the school, I would say most people in general, that's just kind of how we're raised.
We're not really raised to see color.
But I do remember in school, even in like a white Catholic school, you know, having racism sort of shoved down our throat.
And this was kind of confusing because this was a right-leaning area.
But even if it's not in the school, you can't really, you can't really stop the pro like black, you're evil for being white propaganda.
I mean, I remember getting this, like, his Facebook, that was kind of big when I was a kid.
I'm not going to look at the chat for a little bit.
You guys scare me sometimes.
But because I'm trying to be polite, you know, but they just, it's like, I can give 10 disclaimers and they'll still find the one clip of me saying something rude, you know.
So we never really had issues with, I would say, race relations in general in my school.
It was, I was in sports, so there was always, there was always, it was always very mixed, I would say, and no one really like talked about it or really cared.
But it wasn't until I got to college where I would say that was the beginning of like the BLM stuff started, at least to the point that I started to pay attention to it.
And I think when I first started hearing about like Black Lives Matter and that movement, I mean, genuinely from the bottom of my heart, I had a lot of empathy.
You know, you hear about a kid getting shot by the police, and you, as a white person, or just like a human, I don't like to make this all about race, but we kind of have to because the topic's black fatigue.
You have a level of empathy where, you know, you don't want that to happen and you feel bad.
But it just seemed like every time there would be a story that came out in the news, there would always be a catch that at first I would see the news and I wasn't that political because when we're better, as we say on the show, young women, we tend to be better when we're younger.
So I wasn't overly, I was like into the pro-life stuff, but that, you know, BLM, I just, I didn't pay that close of attention.
But it just always seemed like there would be facts of the case that were not talked about.
Now, I can't remember the exact case off the top of my head, but I remember there was one, I think, in Ohio.
And it was all over the news.
They were saying this guy got shot to death by a cop and it seemed unwarranted.
And then I found out he hit the cop like 13 times.
But they kept, all they kept repeating was that, like, was that he did not have a gun.
And they kept saying, oh, he was unarmed.
They shot this unarmed guy.
And, you know, you first hear these stories, and off the top of your head, you're like, oh no, I don't want that to happen.
And then you find out he hit the cop 13 times and was trying to take his gun.
And you're like, oh, well, why would they say the story like that?
And this just kind of happened over and over again.
I think sometimes I believed it, sometimes I didn't.
You know, sometimes I would hear a story.
And this was like amidst, I would say, the buildup of the BLM stuff.
And again, I wasn't following that closely, but it just, it was really frustrating because I think I just grew up, I think I love doing this because I try to not come at this with a lot of ego.
Like I try to come at this with, I could be wrong, let's try to focus on the facts because I like to create the media I just did not get growing up.
Like when I was growing up, it just seemed like every other story was fake.
We didn't know what was real.
We didn't know what was false.
And the first time, and I always say, when you see something on the news, it tends to hit your personal life two to four years later.
So an example, not outside of this race stuff, where this hit my personal life was I used to cover women on antidepressants like two years ago.
I think I started covering the rise in women on antidepressants, especially white women.
And I would say in my personal life, I mean, that just started to hit me, like where my friends are actually starting to be on it the last year, two years.
We're getting closer to 30, you know what I mean?
We're like, we're crashing out.
So, anyways, when I got to school, I remember vividly there was this kid at my school who is like a mixed guy on one of the athletic teams who was arrested by the cops.
And I remember it was this whole drama on Facebook, like our Instagram, maybe.
And everybody was saying how he was arrested unfairly.
It was like at a house party and he got arrested.
And I remember thinking that I knew that he was always throwing parties and doing things that were illegal, like drugs, nothing crazy, just college stuff, drinking, drugs, whatever.
And if your house smells like weed, the cops can come inside.
But it became this whole race thing.
And I think just like on my gut feeling, and I remember people were posting about the unfair.
I do think he got the charges dropped.
I could be wrong.
But I have to be honest, just in my gut, I just knew, like, just seeing him the last few years, I knew there was more to this story that he wasn't saying.
I knew he wasn't this like innocent guy.
And it was nothing against him.
He was a nice guy, but I'm like, you do do drugs party and drink underage every weekend.
And this isn't even a moral high ground.
You know, I got in trouble for a fake ID in college.
I did.
I was a year young.
So I don't know if I should admit this, but I did pay the, I did do the crime and I did get in trouble for it and I paid the time.
So I think it's okay to talk about, but it's out there.
I don't care.
But I was a year young in school and I always just wanted to go to the bars and I got a fake ID and then I got caught.
And yeah, I just, I just took the L. Do you know what I mean?
It just, it was an L in my life.
But I just, I never would have had that thought to like fight the cops or like say, oh, I was discriminated against because I was a woman.
Maybe I'm a privileged position.
I don't know.
So, you know, but you know, I'm never gonna, at that point, I'm not thinking like, oh, all black people are like this.
I'm not thinking this is like a, and I still don't, by the way.
Then there was the BLM era.
So I end up, I go to college and I move and I start selling copiers in this city.
And it was in the city of Milwaukee.
Maybe I shouldn't say names.
I don't know.
Whatever.
I mean, I'm in Milwaukee, and I basically had to witness during the George Floyd riots stores.
I remember sleeping and hearing the riots like down the street from where I slept, like down the street from where I lived.
I remember like waking up the next day, going downtown, and just seeing everything was like trash.
There were buildings broken into.
And this, this also happened with the Kyle Rittenhouse case.
And I think when the original footage came out from the George Floyd incident, you know, I mean, the cop looked like the bad guy.
I had a lot of empathy, you know.
But then, you know, more facts from the case came out.
And I find out that the guy was trained to do that.
And they keep trying to cover it up.
The guy that got, or the police officer, the guy who was, who died was a guy who put a gun to a pregnant woman's, a pregnant woman's belly.
And it's not to say he should have died, but, you know, it kind of takes away the empathy when they're like, they have statues of this guy who, you know, died by the hands of police.
And this just kept happening.
And this is over from the time I was probably 18 to like 23.
And I remember during this time, everyone, there's so much pressure on social media to post a stupid black square.
And I remember so vividly that I did not post a black square, but I did have empathy for the guy who died at the hands of the police at the time.
But I was kind of neutral because there had just been so many stories where I was misled that I didn't really know what was happening.
And women I knew at school unfollowed me that I'd played with for years, that I'd never said or done anything racist towards, that I was actually friends with.
They started implying I was racist because I didn't post a black square.
But again, you know, I'm not going to make a generalization off of just a few instances.
Then I go to work and I'm in, I'm at work, and there's basically a guy at work who's a DEI hire.
And to be fair, I was probably also a DEI hire.
So I'm not, I'm not, I'm not playing completely innocent here, right?
But this dude, our job was to sell copiers and get like 200 calls a day.
And this dude would call Fax Lines.
He would call Fax Lines instead.
You know, basically, it was a white company.
These people hired him.
They're really neither.
They're really good bosses.
And he, you know, took, he took advantage of their kindness of hiring him or, you know, trusting him to do a job.
And he would call Fax Lines and he knew they couldn't fire him because he could file a lawsuit.
I mean, he didn't say this, but it took them like nine months to fire him of paying him while he was doing nothing every single day.
Then, then I go, I go to London.
And again, I go to London and hold on.
Let me make sure.
I have notes.
I have notes.
So, and by the way, none of this, hold on.
Hold on, hold on.
Yeah, the devil.
you know yeah I know it took four yeah I know people are putting their experiences in the chat It took four years to fire him.
And I would just kind of find these patterns like over and over again where it just seemed like, and I'm going to continue.
So I end up leaving the sales job.
I end up moving to London and I start my show in London.
And when I start my show in London, I end up having like probably an 80% black staff.
So again, I don't care about race.
I don't want to see color.
It's not something I really, you know, if somebody's good at their job, why would I not hire them, you know?
And it wasn't till about a year, a year and a half into hiring probably 10, 20 black people, I got allegations of racism.
I was told I was a colonizer.
I had a colonial mindset, whatever that means.
And I had all of these YouTubers I worked with throw me under the bus because I interviewed somebody they disagreed with.
Or I said things that they disagreed.
These were people that worked with me and were, I actually would have considered friends.
I hung out with them even outside of doing the show.
But it was like the first chance they got to, and this was with a 100, almost 100% black staff.
They threw the racism allegation at me.
And to be honest, guys, when this happened, I was devastated.
Like, I didn't really talk about it online.
And I think I came off really awkward because I just did not see it coming.
I literally, I remember I was playing volleyball at the time.
And what happened was I interviewed this guy that was really controversial.
And by the way, I've always said I'll have anyone on the show.
And they knew me when I was interviewing a thousand people that were controversial.
Like we would argue, we would debate about stuff.
And they basically disagreed with somebody that I had on.
And so they end up, I remember, they end up making like videos about me.
And it wasn't, I don't really care about having videos made about me by people I don't know.
But it's one thing, when, like people you interacted with like every day or you spent like a week with, make like hit pieces on, like I don't, I don't think anybody understands like the pit in your stomach that drops when somebody does that, because anything anyone that knows you personally they take it as gospel, and this was like a canon event for me.
This was like I can't even put into words how sad I was that this happened.
I didn't really care about my reputation.
I didn't really care like you know, I already had a bad one doing what I do.
But what bothered me was like these were people that I trusted.
One of them I actually let stay in my family's house because we had like he bought, like there's something happened with the studio where he couldn't record and he had to stay an extra day, and so I said hey we, my family has an extra room, you can just stay there so you don't have to book an extra hotel.
That's nice.
That's actually going out of my way and maybe maybe I shouldn't, maybe I was dumb, but I don't know.
I just grew up.
I grew up like that, like my family always would let people stay in our extra rooms, like we housed alcoholics that needed a place to go with, like relatives that had issues with alcohol, drugs or just being young and needed to get on their feet.
So not that that's.
It was only a day.
Right, I'm not saying I'm like Mother Teresa or anything, but do you know what it's like to bring somebody into your house and have them make a hit piece?
Do you know what that's like and um?
And what they would do is they wouldn't outright say I was racist, but they would elude it so hard that they might as well, they might as well.
I also had a co-host that I did this with for a year and a half.
I had a.
Really one of my staff stole a camera and I. What I'm not trying to do is again, these are generalizations and not all, not all, not all.
There was many of them that did not do this, but I just never had the same experiences with other cultures, and this is just me being honest here.
I met other cultures.
I did not have that same experience and I remember at the time like I don't think people realized how much that really affected me.
I was bawling my eyes out crying, because it just felt like all of these people that I really tried to help like one of them, one of them we had taken out to dinner, like him and this other girl that came out on our show.
We hosted them for like a week straight, did all this content and for about a year he made all these hit pieces on me, taking things I said out of context, just trying to make me look bad racist whatever, and just making fun of me for a year.
This was somebody like I'd spoken to and so I understand and I understand.
I understand that it's not like these people owed me any loyalty, but I think there's like a basic decency that you kind of expect from people when you go out of your way to be nice to them.
And I learned I learned fast that you can't.
I'll tell you what and I would say that was my moment personally, of black fatigue.
It wasn't really the BLM, it was not that guy doing that in college, it was not the guy that was calling fax lines at work.
I never really cared.
I mean, none of that really affected me too much.
It was when And I always say, the news hits your real life two to four years later, and it was about four years after the BLM riots, where now my personal life is getting affected.
All because they disagreed with somebody I had on.
And one of them I actually tried to talk to behind the scenes and just say, hey, like, what's your problem?
Like, you know, talk face to face, not on social media.
And my point of this is not to rehash the drama or bring it up.
I've moved on in my life.
My point is that at some point, you know, you can't keep calling white people that are nice to you racist and not expect us to get tired of it, especially when we're nice to you.
Um, okay, let me keep going.
On top of that, I got ambushed on the only like black-owned network I went on, you could say they didn't pay me.
And you saw it in the beginning of this, they never paid me.
It's been a year and a half.
And the girl crashed out on me on live, and they're just screaming about how I'm a white woman.
And that's what they did.
Like, it's like they can scream at you about how you're wrong for being white, privileged.
And you know what?
I am white, privileged.
But it's like, but if I notice any patterns, then I'm the bad guy.
And that's always how it goes.
On top of that, I end up after these hit pieces have happened to me, it damaged my reputation actually so much that it was very awkward for me in normal life.
Like, people don't talk about that aspect of the job where it might not, people might not outright bully you, but when you go to like volleyball and half the team's not talking to you magically after this happens, it's very awkward for you in normal life.
And so at some point, you know, white people, we really do get fatigued.
We do.
Now, a lot of the pushback I get is, well, what about other races?
And look, there's things I am fatigued with white people on.
Okay, there's things I'm fatigued.
We could go into other races, but, you know, this is the topic today, so we're going to keep going.
So, okay, let me keep going.
Do you want to put a Zoom link for Doug?
a second okay so you know i think what just keeps happening is what i've noticed is with this topic they really do the same thing they do with women where they keep gaslighting And that's kind of what happened for years with white people.
They would keep saying that it was, you know, that it was the white people that were racist and it was the white people that, you know, we had done, you know, we were just attacking them or whatever.
But, you know, at some point, you know, and I would just say at some point, you know, white people get tired of being abused for being nice.
And that's kind of what I see, you know.
And I follow some of these cases and I just don't understand it.
Like, you know, they said that there was a fight that broke out at a track meet.
You know, fights happen at high schools.
That happens all the time.
You can hit each other.
Like, you know, people used to be able to fight at high schools and not be scared that someone would have a weapon.
And now, you know, a black kid stabs a white kid and he gets half a million dollars raised.
Like, what bullshit is that?
It's bullshit that all these people donated all this money to BLM.
What's changed?
What's different?
You know, they just keep taking advantage of white people's guilt.
Because I would say, generally, we're not trying to hurt anybody.
We're not trying to even see color, but it's like they just keep milking this and milking it.
And at some point, we get tired.
You can tell me if he's on.
I know he wanted to give us two cents today.
Okay, no problem.
No problem.
Let me see what other notes I had on this.
Black fatigue.
Sorry.
Black fatigue.
So, I don't know, you know.
And this isn't, and I'd like to say, it's not like you think as a white person, I'll bring him on in a second.
It's not like you think that all black people, you know, there's stuff I love about black people.
And I really do.
And I'd like to make that very clear.
There is.
But it's just at a certain point, you guys can't keep calling us racist over everything.
I actually have a chart I made of how racism starts, and we're going to do it in a second.
You can bring it up, but I'll.
So when you sit back down, I'll get up.
Does that make sense?
Yeah, okay.
So, and it's not like, it's not like, I'd like to be clear.
There are things I love about black people.
There are.
You know, here we go.
I think they have a better sense of humor than white people.
I think they're more fun.
Like if I do street interviews, if I interview a white person, it's like a boring answer.
But if I interview a black person, I mean, they're a ton of fun.
You know, they're better at sports.
I love freestyling with black people.
I went to a cookout once in the hood, and it was a lot of fun.
I had a great time.
I got MVP of Kickball.
They have the lowest suicide rate.
They do kill each other a lot, but they do have the lowest suicide rate.
And I do respect that.
Like, white people, we just, you know, we just off, but, you know, it's like they're like, if I'm going to go out, I'm going to go out in like a shootout.
Like, I'm not taking myself out.
But it's just like at some point, you guys can't keep calling us racist all the time and just expecting us to just take it.
No, it's not like, hello, Pearl Big Fan.
I have a question unrelated to today's topic.
Maybe for some other days, but I would love to know who are your female role models, if any.
Let me do my chart and then I'll bring on Doug.
Oh, on the tape.
here so i do have the what oh my god I do have the flowchart of racism.
Now, you may be asking yourself, how does racism happen?
Now, to be fair, there are some real racists, but I don't think people start that way.
We are seeing an influx of racism on Twitter.
Now, again, some of these are real racists, but what happened is you're nice to black people.
Then you're called racist, stolen from, attacked.
And then there's black fatigue.
And then there's real racism.
And then you forget, and then it just keeps going.
So, yeah, that's what we got here.
Now we're going to bring on Doug MPA.
Hey, Doug.
Are you there?
Hey, Doug.
Hey, how's it going?
I'm good.
How are you?
I love this topic.
So, um, are you sure?
Are you sure I'm scared?
Sorry.
No, no.
Someone in the chat said, Doug MPA, when did you turn it against toxic black culture?
I said, I was never part of it.
I was never part of it.
You know, I've had black fatigue for over 40 years.
When you're a person like me who comes from, you know, my family wasn't as well-to-do as Pearl's, but my family was pretty well-to-do.
We grew up in a nice neighborhood, a prominent white neighborhood.
And I've had, I've gotten it worse from my own race.
You know, you talk white, you act white, you get good grades.
You're just white, white, white, white.
And guys, I keep telling you, the only person that has more black fatigue than white people are hardworking, educated, law-abiding black people.
That's the thing.
I'm tired of it.
That's the thing.
You know, it's bad when black people are having black fatigue.
100%.
100%.
And we're starting to see a shift where white people are speaking up, but then you see black people speaking up too.
You know, this whole, you know, no snitching kind of thing where we have to protect the culture.
No, that's over with.
It's over.
You have more black people who becoming will proudly admitting to be conservatives on the right voting for Trump.
I think we're finally starting to see a cultural shift finally in my life.
Yeah, and it's like, do you know what it is?
It's the black people that don't do that stuff, it sucks.
They have to be grouped in.
Do you know what I mean?
It's like, it's like you almost have to go to extra lengths to prove you're not like that.
And it's unfortunate.
It's unfortunate.
But you can't, you're not even allowed to notice.
I agree.
It's like women make up these words.
Modern day sorcery are the words that women make up to like redefine reality.
Like black women have this term microaggression.
It's the dumbest thing ever.
So like they'll consider like if anything that's based upon a stereotype or something that is perpetuated by black people, any way that white people would respond is could be black women will consider a microaggression.
Oh, that's like it's reality.
You know what I'm saying?
Like example, Pearl.
Well, I'm not going to put this on you, but the average person, it doesn't matter what your race is.
If you're walking down the street and you see four black dudes standing on the corner, you're going to cross the road.
Do you know what I forgot about?
How mean black women were to me when I was in an interracial relationship?
Oh, man.
I forgot about that.
Yeah, boy.
I forgot because that was so long ago.
But they like, there were times where they said things to me in person.
And it was just like, what?
And same when we would post videos and stuff, that would be like the top comments.
It'd be like, black women mad.
And it's just like or try being a black guy dating white women.
Oh, man.
Black women hate either one.
It's awful.
And then it's funny because they'll praise Serena Williams marrying that dorky Reddit guy.
But I had a black woman say that a black man marrying a white woman is betraying the race, but a white man marrying a black woman is a celebration of the black woman.
Yeah.
And the other thing is, they think black women think they can sometimes they're just not all, not all.
But at times when I was doing interviews, I mean, they're just so mean.
Like, I mean, if I was ever all out screamed at, it was always a black woman.
Like, when Brittany Renner like crashed out on me, and they're saying how I'm like wrong because I'm privileged and white as they're like screaming at me.
I'm like, do you not see the irony here?
I'm glad because, guys, I've been telling Pearl for years, stop trying to be made to feel bad about the fact that your dad worked hard to put you in a position where you didn't have to, where you had a head start in life.
I don't.
I would hate me too.
Why do you feel bad about people?
Yeah, I'm so tired of people holding that, especially in the black community.
Like, hood culture is supposed to be the culture.
If you didn't struggle, if you weren't from the hood, if you were dodging bullets and run away from the police, well, then you're not black.
It's garbage.
Do you know what the other thing they would do?
I kind of moved on from this, but the news was giving me flashbacks because I really have moved on from this period in my life.
They would get mad at me because I would bring too many black women on the show and they would say I was racist because I brought on too many black women and they would say crazy things and it would make them look bad.
And I was like, so when you give black people opportunities, you're called racist.
If you don't, you're called racist.
I'm like, we literally cannot win.
We can't win.
Let me tell you, guys.
I'm like, what would be the perfect demographics for you?
Like, and the thing is, they would always ask me why.
I'm like, they wanted to come on the show.
Black people are doing that.
Exactly.
Black people love podcasts.
Like, they love doing interviews.
And I think they're better at it.
If I'm being honest, they're way funnier.
Like, yeah, go ahead.
And honestly, so, guys, I've moderated every single one of Pearl's panel shows.
You can go to Pearl's website, theaudacitynetwork.com, and become a member and watch all of her old shows.
So go over there.
We'd love to have you over there.
It's $10 a month.
So go over there.
And she would have recruiters just recruit whoever wanted to come on the show.
And who is the most likely to come onto a podcast with people that they don't know and show their ass and act like complete morons?
Who?
Black women.
That's who.
So you wonder why there are so many black women on Pearl's show is because they can't wait to get in front of a camera and act a damn fool.
That's what it was.
Yeah.
And I don't know.
When I did not, I swear, It's not like I didn't notice race, but I never really paid attention or obviously.
And it wasn't, that was such a canon event for people don't understand how upset I was.
Like, I'm sorry.
Sarah, MTR, you were on my shit list forever.
Forever.
Forever.
Because it was just like.
It was just so crazy because we were hanging out with both of them the week.
I remember when like when Sara had his interview, his video scheduled about me.
And it was the craziest video ever.
It accused me of like taking footage to hold over black people's head.
That was the accusation that I was a college.
I had a colonial mindset.
And we were taking footage at my birthday party to hold over black people's head.
And you know what's crazy?
He took footage from that party and posted it on the internet.
Yeah.
And I was like, this is so crazy.
And I remember seeing the video scheduled and it said the truth about Pearl.
And I remember thinking, oh, he would never, it's going to be something positive.
He's going to stand up for me.
I remember thinking this.
I said this on the phone with my dad.
And my dad's like, are you sure?
And I'm like, no, he would never do me like that.
I was devastated.
I was devastated.
I remember you couldn't even watch the video first.
Because remember, you called me and said, hey, can you watch this and tell me how bad it is?
Because you didn't even want to watch the video at first.
I remember.
And what they don't understand is that traumatizes a person.
Like, I mean, now, look, I judge people on a case-by-case basis.
Obviously, like, we're friends, you're black.
Like, it's not like that, but you just don't know who's going to do it.
And I feel the same way about women, actually.
Yeah, Pearl always says, It must be hard being a successful, educated black man sometimes because of what some black people do.
And I say, well, I feel the same about you being a woman.
How can you stand being a woman sometimes?
No.
And that's why when people make generalizations about women, when I interviewed a thousand, I mean, I just saw what they were talking about.
Yeah.
Guys, let me tell you.
So Pearl's not having the show, Pearl's not in any kind of denial that other races have issues.
We were talking about when you saw that shooting at that church, what race did you conservatives?
Yes.
Yeah, white guy.
The guy that tried to take out Trump, the guy that took out Charlie Kirk.
They're all, so each race has its issues, but we're talking about black fatigue right now and the past that a group of black people always get.
It's about the racism and the what supremacy and all this crap.
And one of the biggest problems with the black community, in my opinion, is that we're still so concerned with how we got here that we don't want to figure out what we're going to do about it.
So when I was young, I come up to my dad and I'd say, hey, dad, you know, this happened, this happened, and this happened.
And my dad would say, okay, okay, okay, okay.
Now, what are you going to do about it?
Because the work doesn't start until you ask yourself that question.
And there's too many blacks in America that want to talk about the slavery and the Jim Crow and how racism white people were in the past.
And even if you accept all that, what are you going to do about it?
How are you going to get on the field to score a touchdown?
How are you going to be successful?
Well, there's this weird block with too many black people where they don't want to figure out what they're going to do to move forward and get ahead and win.
Go ahead.
Well, the other thing, so we were always beat over the head with, we were always beat over the head and just said that we were these slave owners.
And when I found out that most white people didn't even own slaves, because my whole childhood, they made it, they would, all the media, all the targeting was that white people were these slave owners that just ruined black people's lives, pretty much.
Now, I'm not saying there's not some truth to that, but when I found out, I'm like, it was 1% of the white people that are in America today that are descendants of slaves.
I was just like, why would they tell, why would they paint that picture like that?
Go ahead.
Well, it's just like this whole thing.
Oh, yeah, black people built America.
New York City, Chicago, Boston was not built by slaves.
I'm sorry.
It wasn't.
I'm so tired of this whole, because black women have created, I'm sorry, go ahead.
No, no, no, no.
I'm so sorry.
Go ahead.
Go ahead.
I was going to say, black women have created this thing.
Well, women take credit for everything that doesn't really belong to them.
Well, they try to take credit away from men, but like black women have created this narrative that black people just made everything.
Just how women try to say that they try to take credit away from men.
Black women try to say, oh, yeah, there's always a black person responsible for all sorts of different stuff.
No, there wasn't.
Sorry.
No, well, the other thing, too, I didn't know the first slave owner was a black guy.
He came from Africa.
And that was the, like, it wasn't as racial historically as they taught us in schools.
And it's not like I'm trying to downplay it.
Obviously, that should never have happened.
But you can't even talk about the historical context without, like, you can't even talk about the historical context of slavery and like the specifics about what happened without people getting mad at you.
And I just think it's bullshit.
Like, why can't I investigate what happened?
You know, they just get mad.
I'll do you went better.
Guys, everyone in the chat, everyone on the Audacity site, it is okay to be proud of who you are and where you came from.
It is proud for you to advocate for your group.
If you were a white guy and say, I want white guys, I want to try, I want to help as many white men succeed as possible.
Well, good for you.
If you're a white woman, you want to help white women get ahead.
You don't owe any other group outside of the demographic that you belong to anything at all.
It's just like black people.
If you want to just help black people and get black people ahead, more power to you.
But it is okay for everyone to be proud of who they are, where they came from, and advocate for their group and their group only.
I don't expect anything from white people.
And it's funny because that whole Oscars is so white thing.
First off, who watches the Oscars anyway?
But second off, there's this campaign where like black people wanted to see 50% of the Oscars being won by black people.
Like the expectation is that because there's black people and there's white people that everything has to be 50% black when we're only 13% of the population.
So, anyway, they have this Oscar so white thing, right?
So, they studied all of the Oscar wins and found out that throughout the history of the Oscars, 13% of the Oscars have been won by black actors and actresses, which is the same percentage of the population.
Yeah.
Wow, that's crazy.
That was such a big, that was such a big campaign.
And it's just, I mean, all I can go off of is my personal experience and what I've seen.
But it just feels like, and it's not every time, because I have also had really great black people that have never done me this way.
But there's always a percentage of black people that it's like they just bite the hand that feeds them.
And I just, there were so many that I gave opportunities to.
Like, one of the people I'm thinking of, I mean, we doubled his subscribers.
And he still made a hit piece on me after.
There was another person who, I mean, they were living, they made better money probably than they've ever made.
And this person stole a camera from us.
And it's just like, you know, and I just have not had that same experience with other races.
I haven't.
And they try to criticize you and shame you for like what has happened in your life.
But it doesn't mean like it didn't happen, you know?
Yep, I agree.
I've been supporting Pearl since the very beginning.
And when this whole thing happened, what she's talking about, I know Pearl's heart.
And I just couldn't believe this was happening.
And also, the person that you had on your show that started this whole thing, you were the first major platform on YouTube to have him on.
And then guess what?
Everybody else had him on after you did.
Which one?
Are you talking about Nick F.
Oh, him?
Yeah, Nick F.
Yeah.
Weren't you the first?
No, yeah.
So they were mad because they were mad because I had Nick.
Yeah, Nick F on.
I was one of the first that went down.
I'd say some people went harder.
Well, and the other thing, too, was there was like a clip he was mad about because it was, Nick doesn't agree with interracial dating, right?
That's that's that's his opinion.
Obviously, based on my life choices, I don't have the same opinion.
But this girl that I was friends with came on the show to debate with him about it.
I remember.
And she was, she was being mean to him, to be honest.
She's being really rude.
And then he responds and he makes a joke about her dating the black guy.
But the thing is, the thing is, I warned her before coming on.
I said, this is who he is.
If you're not comfortable, you don't have to, whatever.
And everybody was mad because I was letting them debate and I didn't like stand up or do anything or whatever.
And I'm just, I'm thinking, who are, anyways, sorry, this was so long ago.
I'm having like flashbacks, but I just remember the other YouTuber who turned on me.
I could not, he made like five video.
It wasn't even just one video he made about me.
He made like five, ten videos.
I'm like, do you have no shame?
And he would just take things I said out of context and just gossip about me for months.
I'm like, fuck you.
And I took it personal because I honestly considered him a friend.
I didn't think he would do that.
I remember I was on my show, and that's when I learned you should never think YouTubers are your friends.
That was a lesson.
But I was on my show, and we talked before about the content, and I just didn't know what I was going to say because everyone was crashing out about me having this like Nick F on.
And I just remember I like look down at my phone.
I see this flood of like people in my chat.
I look down at my phone, and it's freaking it.
I just see that he like made this video, um, this thumbnail, just making fun of me.
He took like the ugliest pictures ever.
Um, and he just texts me.
He's like, Oh, I had to stop the bleeding.
I'm like, Really?
You're that kind of person where because he got pressure from his audience, he's like, I'm gonna throw you under the bus.
I'm like, Really?
Yeah, yeah.
I'm like, What are you talking about?
I'm like, What is wrong with you?
And that's when I realized these YouTubers, man, they're snakes.
And I don't, I don't care if they did not say, This is what they try to do.
They'll say, Oh, we didn't call you a racist.
Yeah, you called me a fucking colonizer.
What's the difference?
Do you know what I mean?
Or you, you implied that I have some learning to you and you do and use this bullshit HR language.
Like, what is wrong with you?
Go ahead.
So, before I deem someone a racist, if they're white, I look at if they have said anything that I've never heard a black person say, but with the with the racist swapped.
Because honestly, like a lot of people that you would deem as a racist that are white, they're saying the same thing that I hear black people say.
I'm dead serious, but the races are swapped.
And once again, I don't have a most people that you hear have this racist rhetoric, especially amongst men.
Anton Daniels said the best, even the most racist men will respect competency and hard work.
Guys, become accomplished, get yourself a highly valued skill, a highly valued trade, a highly value education, and make something of yourself.
And even guys on camera that will say all this racist stuff, they will respect you as a man and your contributions and your hard work.
Yeah.
But yeah, black people, I'm telling you, we're tired the most.
You know, I've been having to deal with black fatigue my entire life.
I remember one of the jobs I took was full of a bunch of people that had gone to HBCUs.
And they, in the workplace, they intentionally separated the blacks that went to predominantly white institutions and then like HBCUs.
And guys, only 10% of black students go to HBCUs.
All the rest go to predominantly white institutions.
And it's funny because on the West Coast where I grew up, I'd never heard that term before.
So in the workplace, they would, if you were on a project with someone that went to an HBCU and you came to a disagreement, they say, oh, well, you went to a PWI, so I'm right and you're wrong.
And so a bunch of us blacks that went to a PWI were like, why do we take this from these people?
They are intentionally separating us and trying to parade this HBCU thing like they're blacker than we are or their blackness is more valid because if they went to a historically black institution, no, no.
So then I look up the numbers.
Once again, only 10% of African-American students go with HBCUs, and HBCUs have some of the lowest graduation rates and some of the lowest return on investment of any schools in the country.
That doesn't surprise me at all.
I saw them like twerking at graduation.
Yeah.
And I just, I'm just so tired of the evil like white men rhetoric.
And I think white people, that's just how we feel.
It's been shoved down our throat for 10 years.
15 years?
Longer than that.
I mean, I don't know.
That's as long as I remember.
You know, and white guys are the least racist, I would say, really, of any group in my experience.
Like, if you really know rich white men, like that really have a lot of money and power, they do not care about race.
Because here's the thing, they're so competent that it is so difficult for them to just find somebody that's smart that those guys do not care.
They don't, they just want somebody that can get the job done.
I have to push back a little bit, Pearly.
The only time that these white guys are racist is when a black guy wants to marry their daughter.
That's true.
But you know why, right?
Because look.
Yeah, but it's not like the white girls are bringing home, like, they're bringing home Galactabia.
You'd be surprised.
That's right.
So it's only because, you know, look.
I just meant like from a hiring point of view.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like, I mean, they're just like, they're like, can you do the job?
But then I'll say, I don't even, I don't even care if like it's like why black women are trying to go for white men and white men are never going to marry and have kids with black women in mass.
They'll sleep with them.
But why?
It's because white men want children that look like them.
Most men do, right?
And so even if you're a rich and powerful man, you know, you want your, you know, and you're white, you want your kids to stay white.
But you said with a lot of black people too, you know, a lot of black mothers don't want their sons to marry a white woman because they want their grandchildren to be black.
I'm just saying it's because, once again, advocate for your own group and don't expect any group to do anything for you or have or have any kind of empathy or give you anything.
I put that aside a long time ago and my life has been a lot better.
Yeah.
That's all I got to say on the topic.
Yeah, I'm fatigued.
We are fatigued.
I'm trying to think, what was my biggest black figure?
Yeah, what was your biggest black fatigue moment?
Fatigue moment.
Well, high school was all black fatigue because, you know, I got good grades.
I was kind of a nerd.
You know, I grew up on the West Coast.
So, you know, I was all about rock music and electronic music and stuff.
And it was a tabletop dice game, stuff like that.
What was my biggest black fatigue?
You know, I guess an overall concept is this.
When I graduated college and I became a professional, all throughout my career, my worst enemy in a professional or academic setting, this is at a job or in school, was another black person.
Who, do you have a specific story?
Yeah.
So, um, when I was just like in general, so the worst boss I ever had was at my job two jobs ago, and he he was a black guy, and he literally said, um, uh, he was the worst boss ever.
And I asked him why he had that managerial style, and he said that his mentor, who was another black person, said that if your employees don't hate you, then you're not doing your job as a manager.
So he would intentionally go out of his way to make his employees' lives miserable.
Black guy.
Danny.
The worst boss I ever had was a black man.
Danny, I'm sorry, Pearl.
I'll chill.
I tried hard to get banned from Don Lemon's stream today, and he let me speak.
However, he called me out.
Don Lemon.
Oh, yeah, didn't he say something crazy?
I don't know.
I mean, I just have so many stories.
Like, the most athletic trying to think.
On my teams that I've been on over the years, there'd be like two types of black girls.
There'd be like the athletic ones that work hard and they would do really well, but like half of them would just piss away their athleticism.
Yeah.
Like this one girl just ate grilled cheese every day and she was she was better than me.
She was in the same position.
She was so athletic, she jumped higher, but I'd always beat her out because she just keep she got fat.
She kept eating grilled cheese.
Just kept.
My mother's had a woman that she worked with and they moved from California to where we were.
And her daughter was a star track athlete, black woman, straight A's.
And so she moved to this new high school where it was prominently black.
And the girls on the track team found out that she had really good grades and just kept bashing on her, you know, making fun of her because she had good grades.
So her daughter was getting D's and C's in school to fit in with the black girls on her on her track team.
That's crazy, actually.
The mom was like, what are you doing?
She's like, I'm tired of them making fun of me, but I want to keep running track, but I don't want them to make fun of me.
So she would rather tank her own grades to fit in with Shaniqua and Boomkisha.
How sad is that?
Yeah.
And it's not like anybody wants to be prejudiced, right?
Nobody wants to do that.
Nobody wants to be racist.
You know, this isn't, and most people will give anybody a chance as long as you're nice.
You know, most people, I would say, operate in somewhat good faith.
But it's just at some point, calling white people racist, it's not working anymore.
Yeah, like people don't.
And I would go on top of that.
People are done.
Go ahead.
I would go on to say, even if they're, what are you going to do about it?
Like, you have to figure out what you're going to do about adversity in your life.
White people, you're going to run into racist white people.
You're going to run into racist black people.
Asians hate black people.
I would argue Asians probably Asians probably hate black people more than white people hate black people.
Have you seen how Asian hair shop owners treat black women?
Well, sometimes rightfully so, because we'll go because they steal the weave out of their shops a lot of the time.
But still, yeah, that's the other thing.
They always say that, like, we want to be black, but they're always wearing white girls' hair.
So it's like, why do you, no, I'm serious.
Why are you wearing white people's hair?
If you like, we want to be black.
They're like, oh, because you use lip filler.
I'm like, I don't, I don't really think it looks the same.
I won't lie to you guys.
Like, I just don't think our filler lip.
I do, I could go on a rant about white women.
I, I, I really could do that too.
And we have like our lips filled and whatever.
But I just, I don't think that lip filler lips look like black girl lip.
I don't.
I don't think it looks the same.
I really don't.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's a, I'm just glad that with um you know ever since Trump got re-elected, everything is kind of correcting itself and we're actually able to have.
Could you imagine having had this type of show like a year and a half ago?
Oh, I wouldn't have done it a year and a half ago.
I saw like three other channels not get kicked off.
So I was like, I'll just say my experience.
Yeah.
And I mean, I don't know.
This was a canon event for me.
This really was a canon event.
And, you know, a lot of people are saying, well, Pearl didn't conduct the interview right or whatever.
You know, maybe I didn't, or maybe they think I should have done it a different way.
But do you really like, do you really have that little decency that if you know somebody have interacted with them personally, that gives you the right to bully them for a year and a half, really?
Like somebody that was actually nice to you, let you stay in their house, really?
Yeah.
Truly, that's what you because you don't agree with how they did an interview.
Truly, really?
So, yeah.
Black people.
You kept your head up this whole time, Pearl, and you made it through.
And, you know, you have your supporters that are going to support you no matter what.
I'm one of them.
Yeah, no, look at, I get a little emotional talking about this, to be honest.
Like, I had a, I was kind of getting kind of sad halfway because when I think about it, it just shocked me.
I've never really, I can't imagine how you guys go through it with your wives.
Yeah.
Because I was not romantically invested in any of these people.
But I just did not see it coming.
I really did it.
I did not, I did not see this coming.
So.
Yeah.
I have one more thing I want to say because someone keeps putting that black people are responsible for 57% of the crime.
That's that's violent crime.
Because here's the thing: look, as a black fan, I have to eat that statistic.
Yes, black people are responsible for 55% of violent crime.
But guys, like I said earlier, your favorite conservative influencers, if anyone is going to take them out, it's going to be a white guy.
White men are like 75% of the sex offender registry.
90% of white-collar crime is perpetuated by white people.
Most mass shooters are white.
Most school shooters are white.
White people have their problems too.
So just make sure to look at all the stats, guys.
Because once again, that church shooter, whenever you see someone shooting up someplace, look, the guy that shot up the freaking NFL headquarters, the guy that shot up that church, all white guys.
The Las Vegas shooter.
Remember that?
The guy that shot all those people from that hotel room?
So everyone has their issues.
But yes, black people commit 55% of the violence.
Yeah, but the difference is we can say that about white people.
I mean, we can say it now, but I'm saying the last decade, we haven't been able to say it.
You know, it's kind of changing now, but even these topics still make me a little bit uneasy.
Do you know what I mean?
I'm like, black people.
Opportunity says this crimes that you're talking about are too complex for black people.
Hilarious.
Okay, well, that's all I got today on this topic.
I may have more this week.
We'll see.
But if you want to go to theaudacitynetwork.com, there are certain streams I do, guys, where I am risking my channel to some extent.
I would love to bring some people back on, but we need to get more people at theaudacitynetwork.com.
You know, we could actually do once-a-week YouTube sessions again, but they just never got any traction.
If you guys want me to teach you YouTube again once a week, I could totally do it, but I kept doing the streams and no one was coming.
So I was just like, okay, you know, the, but yeah, we could do them on theaudacitynetwork.com.
If you want to do it again, let me know in the comments.
Doug MPA, you got anything else?
Yeah, I really appreciate you.
I really appreciate you doing this topic.
And guys, once again, you're going to see a lot more white creators covering this topic, and they are perfectly entitled to do so.
Because the only people that have more black fatigue than the white people you see on camera are the black people you see on camera.
Can you do a topic?
I could talk about the Muslims coming in.
I lived in a very Muslim area.
I try to stick to stuff I have real life experience with, but I could talk about that a different day.