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So, hello everybody.
Welcome to the show.
Before we get into the topic of today, I just wanted to go over this awesome update of a news story.
Cricket, you remember, what's his name?
Aiden Macy Siropski.
You remember this guy?
He filmed himself having gay sex in the halls of Congress.
I'll pretend I remember the name and not just the story.
Yeah. That doesn't exactly roll off the tip of your tongue.
No, Aidan Mazzy Saproski.
He's now an ex-Democrat staffer who was sensationally fired for filming himself having sex in the Senate hearing room.
He just recently spoke out about his scandal.
So anyway, he was 24 when he had some gay sex.
I don't think we know who the guy...
Who was pegging him?
I don't think we know his name.
We only have Aiden's name here.
So that other guy is being protected by higher-ups, obviously.
I mean, the other dude is probably the important one.
This guy, though, gets to be fired because, well, if you're going to fire or nail anybody for anything, it's always going to be some podunk dude.
Like, you know, is anybody awaiting the...
I was about to say, was anyone eagerly awaiting the prosecution of...
What was his name again?
Exactly. Aiden?
Aiden. Okay, I still remembered five seconds later.
But I sure didn't remember until you said it.
Well, the only ones who are going to get fired are the young twinks with no real experience in the halls.
I mean, this is his experience, right?
Well, I mean, this is his experience.
He gets hung out to dry and becomes the scapegoat for the scandal.
I mean, here's your experience, buddy.
Welcome to Washington.
Also, get out!
Also, get out of my house.
Just a day after that video was released, this was in 2023.
I know some of you out there remember this happening.
I mean we talked about it on previous shows when it happened.
But Maryland Senator Ben Cardin actually was in like –
He's the one that fired this Aiden character just a day later.
Fuck, so worth it.
So the update on this case is basically Aiden moved to Australia and launched an OnlyFans account.
He has a following.
People already had a vested interest in watching him have sex.
Why would you – having sex in the Senate hearing room, man, that's insane.
He has to watch a career.
That's actually kind of funny.
Well, he thought that having gay sex was going to give him a career because that is like one of the things that all politicians need to do, right, to move up?
I mean in a way it still did.
It's just not the way you expected.
I just want to know who went into Aiden's chamber.
That's what I want to know.
Yeah. Right.
Yeah, I mean, that is a good question.
Who was the other guy?
I don't think it's ever once been said.
I can't think of a single news story that ever covered it.
I don't even know if we know if he was white or not.
I don't think we ever got to see any.
I think he was white.
I think we did get to see a little bit, like a leg or something.
I don't know.
I'll be honest.
I did not seek out the clips.
No, I just saw what was on Twitter.
So yeah, I saw some still frames and that's about it.
I did not look for the actual video.
So I will say with full disclosure, I do not have the knowledge of having watched them front to back to know 100% what happened.
So if we get anything wrong here, by all means, feel free to correct us.
I will not look into it.
It's funny I call him a twink because here he's being called a Senate twink.
The Senate twink.
But he did say, this Aiden guy, that mentally...
Oh my god, that should have been his only fan's name.
Yeah, yeah, the Senate twink.
Yeah, so he was put into a psych ward after all that happened.
And that's what this article is saying.
So he also claimed to have gotten post-traumatic stress disorder and was unable to live in Washington any longer.
Everyone in DC knew me, he said, and it was kind of gross and horrifying because I'm not someone who likes to be in the public spotlight at all.
Why are you getting pegged in the Senate halls, dude?
Wait, didn't he upload it himself?
Probably. I'm just thinking, like, wait, who uploaded this?
Like, dang, am I getting the details wrong?
This story's so old.
I don't remember who actually put it up, because, you know, if you put it up, it's like, that's like a privacy tour levels if I didn't want this.
And who is he to say that it was kind of gross and horrifying?
Bro, you went in there and got pegged and you're saying that just the fact that people saw it is gross and horrifying?
Fuck you, Aiden.
Fuck you.
Well, I mean, he obviously wasn't grossed out and horrified by taking it.
I wonder if it was Joe Biden because here's a picture of them together getting pretty close.
I'm sure through the magic of AI, we will have that video by the end of the day.
Yeah, we will.
We will.
So he said he lives in Australia, happier than ever.
Let's see.
I hated my life.
I hated my job.
The pay was shit.
That's why he was in that position.
Doggy position.
Well, yeah, I mean, that's why he was the one who was taking it, because, you know, he was bottom management.
I had to.
No, that's good, that's good.
He's getting death threats.
Who would give him death threats?
Probably the guy recording it?
His handler?
Yeah, I'm thinking to myself, are those people being like, yeah, you're the one in the news.
Make sure it stays that way.
What an idiot, dude.
So he's going out saying, oh, it's gross and disgusting and this and that.
But then a couple statements later, he's like, yeah, I embrace my status as the Senate twink.
It's a good conversation starter.
Dude, this guy's a dumbass.
He's just a hypocrite left and right.
I will give him props if he named his OnlyFans Senate twink.
I think he did.
He really did.
That is pretty awesome.
And also Shameless, which says to me he isn't really ashamed.
He has a humiliation and shame fetish, is what this guy does.
Exactly. He loves to be humiliated.
He probably doesn't like getting death threats, but he definitely liked getting shade.
He liked the criticism, just not the threat.
But at the same time, he liked the fact that he was notorious, I would say.
In a masochistic kind of way.
And then he's saying, first he says he hated his job, he hated his life and just wanted to get fucking pegged, right?
And then later on he's like, I love my job and would never disrespect my workplace.
So this guy is just saying all this.
I don't think he really knows what he's saying, honestly.
I think he's just saying anything on both sides of the aisle because something will stick.
Well, you know, like, you used to be able to make completely contradictory statements.
The internet really ruined that for people.
Yeah. Well,
them and reportedly appeared on a since-deleted account on X Twitter.
Its owner identifies himself as a twink, young, smooth-bodied gay man engaging in sex acts with his much older bear partner.
I... Oh my god.
So wait, that does kind of sound...
An awful lot like he did upload it.
I'm like, that was a whole lot of roundabout explanation to get around the fact that that sounds like that's him.
Sounds like they couldn't tie it directly to him, but exactly who else would that be in that situation who would describe it that way?
Yeah, it was him that uploaded that for sure.
And then the guy that pegged him was like, why the fuck did you upload that, you dumb son of a bitch?
So in the end, he was really just horrified that it got outside of his circle.
And that people got to see it that apparently he didn't pay for it.
Because now that he's doing OnlyFans, has he seriously offended those people with DMF sex?
Pretty sure he's okay with it now.
So, yeah, the whole, like, I'm horrified this got out just sounds an awful lot like the old, like, Pamela Anderson.
Oh, my God, my sex tape got leaked earlier.
Tommy Lee.
Tommy Lee.
And I'm like, yeah, that totally didn't benefit your career.
Not at all.
So here it's saying that, let's see, this Ohio Republican Congressman Max Miller, let's see, he says, Aiden, the aide, Aiden, was visibly shaking as he made a beeline towards me.
Feeling the staffer, Aiden, was very upset in my presence because he's a snowflake.
I mean, like...
Oh, that's awesome!
Oh, that is awesome.
I mean, the dude should have balls of steel.
He screwed the government in ways most people could only dream of.
For real.
For real.
Anyway. And, as you know, Cricket, it's April 21st right now, so how was your Ishtar Easter celebration yesterday?
Was it fun?
Or as I called it, 420-ster.
Oh, yeah.
Yes, 420.
So as we all know, Easter fell on 420 this year, April 20th, which is a date notable for a number of reasons.
Religiously, it's when Christians celebrate the resurrection of old Jesus Christ.
Completely ruining religious stoners' plans, I'll tell you what.
Well, typically Easter falls on the first Sunday after the full moon that follows the spring equinox.
And interestingly, in 2025, this is actually pretty interesting, 420 happened almost an entire month later than it did last year in 2024.
And most of the world used the Gregorian calendar, which can place the date of Easter anywhere between March 22nd and April 25th.
That's really interesting to me.
It's kind of interesting that they base it not on the date or the year, but actually on a celestial event.
Yeah. And another interesting tidbit is the fact that the last time Easter occurred on April 20th was in 2014.
And the next time it will be in 2087, according to the U.S. Census Bureau.
That's a huge span of time.
That's crazy.
Do you think we'll be alive?
I have no idea.
I'm like...
2087? You will be trapped inside of some kind of iterative...
AI program by that point if you're still around.
Oh god.
Tron will be running you through the games, man.
Fucking Tron.
God damn it.
So that shit's crazy.
But what world events have happened on 420?
In 1861, we had Colonel Robert E. Lee resign from the United States Army after Virginia seceded from the Union, despite him being offered command of the Union Army just days before.
He's like, nah, fuck you, I'm going down south.
In 1914, the Ludlow Massacre occurred when Colorado National Guard and company guards attacked striking coal miners and their families, resulting in 25 deaths, including 11 children.
Sparking nationwide labor reforms.
Where we fast forward until today and now politicians are trying to make new laws that allow children to start working at younger ages again.
Get those kids in the fields picking up rocks.
That was actually my first job when I was a little kid.
I was a slave laborer.
For Ted, what's his name?
Who's that rich fucking CNN?
The owner of CNN or whatever?
These news places?
Ted Turner.
Ted Turner.
Yeah, I fucking picked up rocks in his fields back when I was a little fucking kid.
Fucking ridiculous.
I was a slave laborer as a child for Ted Turner.
Can you believe that shit?
And I never even met the man.
I never even got to meet him.
Well, geez, usually they at least put it under some kind of volunteer service.
Yeah, dude.
Straight up, threw me in the fields, told me to pick up rocks.
So, in 1999, the Columbine High School massacre occurred in Colorado when Columbine students Dylan Claybold and Eric Harris killed 13 people and injured 24 others before taking their own lives, allegedly.
Because, you know, some say that Eric killed Dylan or vice versa and then killed himself.
Others say there were more people involved, such as government agents, who then killed the patsies.
Eric and Dylan made it look like a suicide.
And the dude who planted the bombs that we always forget about.
And all the bombs.
and the guy that was dressed in camo gear that everybody saw early on in the morning before everything happened, then he disappeared.
And of course, as is always the case when those pesky inanimate objects known as guns decide to have the ability to make conscious decisions of their own and go and shoot people using their magical powers that defy logic and reason, always prompt the soulless yet money-hungry
politicians to attack the Second Amendment citing youth violence as a factor.
When, here's a fun fact, law enforcement kill nearly twice as many people than mass shooters every year, and they're the ones that are supposed to be trained better than anyone else on gun safety.
Because both of those statistics are massively inflated and then you look into them and you're like, oh, that's not nearly as bad.
And then you find out things like, oh yeah, an awful lot of these quote mass shootings are like...
Gang hits where three people get shot and one of them was the target and two people were just bystanders and or people that were also members, but a lot of times just random people.
So then it's like that wasn't really a random mass shooting.
That was more like a hit where they didn't really give a shit about hurting anyone else because they're murdering people.
Yeah, just high number count.
So yeah, there's an awful lot of those included in those.
And the trick is that the number is vanishingly small compared to the number of people who die individually.
I just think it's alarming that more people die from law enforcement officers than mass shooters.
It's pretty interesting.
Almost double the amount every year.
It's like twice as much.
It's like a thousand people every year.
Which is way less than you'd think when you hear stories.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So what else has happened on 420?
Well, in 1841, Edgar Allan Poe's first detective story, The Murders in the Rue Morgue, was published.
It's an alright book.
It's not that great.
2010, an explosion on the deep water horizon oil rig in the Gulf of Mexico killed 11 workers and triggered the largest marine oil spill in U.S. history.
I mean, there's like millions of gallons of oil.
The golf got so stoned, it was wasted forever, man.
Dude, like forever.
Munchies, man.
Speaking of munchies, 1964, Nutella was created.
And in 1862, pasteurization became a thing, and then in 1889, Adolf Hitler was born in Brnau am Inn, Austria.
And the little tyke would grow up to rule over Germany, which led to the Holocaust and World War II, if we are to believe the Rothschild's Rockefeller history books, which painted him to be...
History's most infamous dictator is responsible for unimaginable atrocities.
And it appears nowadays there's a massive beer hall push to repaint Hitler as a good guy.
Now, I don't know if I can agree, Cricket, that Hitler was a good guy, but there sure is a hell of a lot of information that tells us that a lot of our quote-unquote history is majorly flawed on purpose to deceive, manipulate, and control us from up on high.
Oh, yeah.
Our talk with Maldi Bhutto, we went pretty far into how he was effectively an occultist priest.
Not necessarily just an evil dictator, but more so a performer.
I mean, that's the thing.
As a priest, he'd be performing tasks for others.
All these people we see held up as the leaders, they're really just figureheads.
Yeah, put in the front, man.
I mean, if you're the most important person...
In the world or whatever, you're not going to go put yourself out there in the public open, like leaving yourself open to any sort of assassination or violence on you, right?
You're going to send someone else out there that is just going to say the things you want them to say.
And going to be the hated that you would be if you said those things.
Exactly. And so, yeah, like people repainting him as a good guy are definitely...
Making the mistake of thinking that Patton's We Fought the Wrong Enemy implied that there was a correct enemy we could have gone to war with.
Because that's the thing.
It was like a two-headed hydra.
That's what people need to more understand.
It was going to be evil winning either way.
Exactly, dude.
And you just spoke about George Patton.
So, in fact, General George Patton, he had some eye-opening things to say before he was relieved of duty, so to say.
He gave some speeches in his day during World War II and wrote extensively in his journals, letters, and communications.
And one of his most famous quotes is the following.
Gentlemen, I have come this morning to the inexcusable conclusion that we have fought on the wrong side.
This entire war we should have fought with the fascists against the communists and not the other way around.
I fear that perhaps in 50 years America will pay a dear price and become a land of corruption and degeneration.
End quote.
That was, uh...
By him on July 21, 1945.
So Patton felt that the US should have sided with Germany to destroy Jewish, Bolshevik, and communist USSR.
And again, all this information comes from his words.
I mean he said these things in open speeches, letters, communications, whatever.
See, in the part where I thought he made a mistake was implying that there was a correct side we could have fought for, which – like he thought that we could have just turned around and won.
But that's a military perspective, is that there's two sides.
And if things didn't work out because this side won, well, then it was because the other side was good.
Yeah, he was definitely a military man.
And after he was speaking out against what the government wanted, right?
We're fighting against the wrong fucking enemies.
And if you think about it, 1945, okay?
50 years later, 1995.
Who was that?
Clinton was president.
Shit was just going down the drain.
I mean, shit was going down the drain for a long time, but pretty much, look at us now.
Looks like the communists are fully...
I mean, what is it?
More of a fascist state today or more of a communist state today?
Or is it just a perfect mixture of both?
I would call it a melding.
I mean, after all, that was the point of Paperclip, was they didn't really want...
They didn't...
they knew full well that one side was going to have to lose at some point and one was going to have to win so of
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. You know, he was pissed off at the government at that point.
So, like clockwork, General Patton would die of pulmonary edema and congestive heart failure right after a car accident in Germany.
How ironic.
I was kind of wondering if he actually slapped a guy.
Oh, he probably did.
Well, I mean...
Well, because there's a big stink.
I thought that was actually why he got relieved of duty, but maybe that was just a justification.
Probably a justification because what really was going on, dude, after the war had ended, there were like 30,000 American troops that were left behind in Russia.
And Patton was like, we need to go in there and get our boys, you know, like any real general would want to do.
And the president, who was it, Eisenhower, I believe, he was like, no, no, no, no, we're not doing that.
I mean, from a military standpoint, losing 30,000 troops is a pretty massive failure.
That's huge.
But the president was completely against it.
And Patton was like, dude, we got to go in there and get our boys.
And Eisenhower was like, no, we don't.
So right after he was like, we need to get our boys, Eisenhower was like, no, we're not going to get our boys.
And then General Patton started talking.
I think we were fighting against the wrong enemy.
And then he just dies in a car accident.
Really interesting.
But that's just a footnote.
I mean, people always mysteriously die when they talk about this stuff.
That's why it's always a coincidence and not at all mysterious.
Yeah, it's such a weird pattern, right?
So, I mean, that's just a footnote in the famous saying, history is written by the victors.
And as it turned out, America's father of modern education, John Dewey, a teary-eyed admirer of Joseph Stalin and his stalling educational system, Proclaimed his NWO agenda in 1947, he stated the following,
quote, establishment of a genuine world order, an order in which national sovereignty is subordinate to world authority, end quote.
But that's just chalk dust on the greater.
You know, best you go read Freemasonry's Godman Albert Pike's books, specifically Morals and Dogma, or better yet, his letter to the famous propagandist Italian buddy Giuseppe Mazzini.
Who was yet another one of those revolutionaries of the times.
So, you're familiar with this letter that he wrote, right?
Some people say it's not even a real letter.
Other people say it's absolutely real.
But it outlined the world's leading secret society's plan to deceive, manipulate, and control the world's people.
It was allegedly given to Pike during a vision that he had, wherein he sipped on cognac and smoked out of a hand-carved wooden pipe like the learned man that he believed himself to be.
My God, do they ever depict these as, like, anywhere near realistic?
Or is it always, like, cartoonish like this?
It's always cartoonish.
Like, it always seems like these people, like, feel the need to, like, do all this stuff, like, in an extra fancy space.
Like, their lives can't be normal events.
They always have to be this crazy set-up stage play.
Yeah, dude, for real.
Like, I'm just imagining this guy, and this sounds like a scene.
Yeah. A scene from a movie or something.
And more than likely, this is how he would have described it.
Oh, for real, dude.
And so Pike, he wrote to his pal Mazzini, dated August 15th, 1871.
This letter detailed well-thought-out strategies for three global conflicts that, in this secret society's eyes, were essential for establishing a one-world order, a novus ordo seclorum, which
is blatantly placed on the Great Seal of the United States on the elusively popular one-dollar bill.
And it's impressive to see how accurate Albert Pike's vision has become.
Is it not?
Because unless you're someone who pursues truth, you'd never see it, let alone understand it, even if you did see it, you know what I mean?
A lot of people – and you've got to wonder who – say that there is no solid proof that this letter was ever written.
But again, does the schoolyard bully go rad on himself to the principal after stealing his victim's milk money?
I think not.
Well, I mean if you're like – if you've got to do the inversion thing, you have to create the letter, publish the letter in some limited form, and then claim it doesn't exist.
Exactly. So honestly, there would never be a scenario where… Anyone would ever admit it exists full-throatedly.
There's always going to be people denying it because that's part of the inversion is it doesn't and it does exist.
Just never know because the CIA wants us to not believe anything we hear or see or read or whatever.
So how did this letter lay it all out?
Well, let's get into that really quick.
The following are extracts verbatim from said letter.
Quote. Must be brought about in order to permit the Illuminati to overthrow the power of the Tsars in Russia and of making that country a fortress of atheistic communism.
The divergences caused by the agents of the Illuminati between the British and Germanic empires will be used to foment this war.
At the end of the war, communism will be built and used in order to destroy the other governments and in order to weaken the religions.
I mean, that's pretty much solid exactly how it was, right?
Yeah. That was the outcome.
So then comes the Second World War.
The Second World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences between the fascists and the political Zionists.
This war must be brought about so that Nazism is destroyed and that the political Zionism be strong enough to institute a sovereign state of Israel in Palestine.
During the Second World War, international communism must become strong enough in order to balance Christendom, which would be then restrained and held in check until the time when we would need it for the final social cataclysm.
That sounds right on point, right?
We're just going word for word here.
Yeah, I don't see how any of that's off.
It's like not off at all.
The Third World War must be fomented.
By taking advantage of the differences caused by the agents of the Illuminati between the political Zionists and the leaders of Islamic world.
The war must be conducted in such a way that Islam and political Zionism, the state of Israel, mutually destroy each other.
Meanwhile, the other nations, once more divided on this issue, will be constrained to fight to the point of complete physical, moral, spiritual, and economical exhaustion.
We shall unleash the nihilists and the atheists, and we shall provoke a formidable social cataclysm, which in all its horror will show clearly to the nations the effect of absolute atheism, origin of savagery, and of the most bloody turmoil.
The citizens, obliged to defend themselves against the world minority of revolutionaries, will exterminate those destroyers of civilization, and the multitude, disillusioned with Christianity, whose deistic spirits will from that moment be without compass or direction,
anxious for an ideal, but without knowing where to render its adoration, will receive the true light through the universal manifestation of the pure doctrine of Lucifer.
brought finally out in the public view.
This manifestation will result from the general reactionary movement which will follow the destruction of Christianity and atheism, both conquered and exterminated at the same time.
End quote.
Now, are we not working up to that right now?
Well, I was going to say that's where the problems are coming in.
See, people are becoming way too aware of their influence on this effect to the point where it's getting very hard to control it.
And so now there's a – well, essentially now they're trying to slow things down because people can influence this process much more than they used to be able to.
Because there's only so much that people in place can do.
You've got to make people believe it and see like they wanted people disillusioned with Christianity.
But instead what they got was people disillusioned with them and that's where they fucked up.
That's the trick.
If somebody came out right now and was like, hey, your leaders have this new religion that we want you to form, literally everyone on the planet would revolt on them.
And that's where they're freaked out.
Because they're like, how are we supposed to bring forth the true light of Lucifer when we're more despised than ever and people have turned against us?
That's like, I think, the aspect of this that they didn't plan on.
Because they didn't ever intend for it to be turned back on them, and a lot of people are now pointing the fingers straight at them.
That's true.
Like, they wanted the Christians and the atheists to fight each other, but they didn't want to see who was getting them to fight.
And Islam, too, of course.
And Islam, yeah.
That's a huge part.
The part of that last paragraph where it says, But without knowing where to render its adoration, that right there is the perfect conundrum of the Trump delusional syndrome,
whatever it is.
Everyone's just like, Trump is the man.
He's the ideal.
He's the guy we need.
Because everyone's just lost right now.
They don't have compass or direction.
It's crazy out there right now.
Nobody knows what the fuck's happening.
And we're just about to go to World War III here.
I mean, just look at what's happening, dude, with Israel and Trump.
Holy fuck.
Yeah, but see, how do you control that if no one believes in it?
Because that's where they're at.
Nobody believes in this stuff anymore.
When World War II happened, people believed in it so hard.
There was an evil enemy.
We had to go fight them.
Oh my god, he was the evilest thing ever.
The evilest of evils.
Everything we did was okay.
Never mind that the Allies raped more people than the Nazis as they were leaving Russia and that the Russians were just overall the absolute worst force ever.
Or for that matter, that the European Allies did a whole lot of rape on their way back through.
There's a lot of parts of that story, and particularly the, quote, victory that people don't like to cover.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, dude.
And so when you think of it as black and white...
Nobody right now thinks of it as this conflict is black and white.
They're starting to really think of it as a bunch of conflicting interests trying to push them into believing and wanting things.
And it's getting to be very hard then to push them in the ways that you wanted to.
Because you can see it even now in people being disillusioned with the conservative ink.
Is anybody sitting there waiting on what the next binder holders are going to reveal to us?
Yeah, that's a great fucking point.
So whatever happened to Phase 2 of the Epstein thing?
Because there was Phase 1, which denotes that there's going to be a Phase 2, right?
What happened to that?
They got their Zelda item.
They do-do-do-do.
Just forgot all of them.
And held it over their heads.
And then they completed the dungeon and they moved on in the game.
Yeah, fuck, man.
So I feel like the disillusionment was not supposed to fall on them.
That's the part that wasn't supposed to happen is that there wasn't actually supposed to be a great awakening.
People weren't really supposed to figure this shit out.
Yeah, I think right now they're just going to throw something at the wall and see what happens, really.
That's basically what they're going to do.
Because they're at a point where it's like, Americans personally are very ready for something to pop off.
It's what Han Cloud referred to as the breaking of the veil.
See, there's a whole lot of disillusionment, but there's a whole lot of disillusionment in things that they were trying to reinforce the illusions of.
The idea was they wanted you to be disillusioned with certain things so that then you would accept this other thing.
But if you already see that as worse...
How then are you going to get pushed towards it for any reason?
And the trick is you can't be dragged there and you can't be forced there because they know that's going to be gone in a generation if they do that.
Yes, you have to be led there and taught to drink the water.
Yeah, you have to be taught that you want to drink the water because otherwise as soon as the guy takes his hand off the bridle, you're going to get away from that water because you know it's poison.
Yeah. Dude, yeah, we're at a very tumultuous point in time here.
Interesting stuff.
Interesting stuff.
And then that brings us to, let's just bring up this one news facet here because it's probably, it ties into everything here.
So Pope Francis, the 88-year-old Argentine Jesuit who became the first Roman Catholic pontiff.
Yes, folks, the Pope is dead yet again.
Well, you know.
He was the first person from outside of Europe selected to lead the church in nearly 1,300 years, the last being Pope Gregory III of Syria in the year 731.
Isn't that crazy?
Wow. That's nuts.
That's an interesting factoid.
Oh, yeah, there's a lot of interesting factoids about...
Pope Francis.
So one weird thing about this whole thing is that he was reported sick from double pneumonia on Valentine's Day, you know, Lupercalia this year, and died on Easter of this year, better known as the ancient celebration to the Mesopotamian goddess Ishtar,
who was associated with war, fertility, and sexual love.
It's kind of interesting.
They made him sick on Valentine's Day, and then they killed him on Easter.
That's interesting.
What's up with that time frame there?
There's something there that it's almost like some cult type of ritual.
Is he going to be like Hitler?
And then 30 years later, they're going to be like, yeah, he lived in Argentina.
He's alive in Argentina.
He's alive in Argentina.
There was a cult meaning to him having to die on this day at the age of 88, so he had to, quote, die.
You always wonder how many of these people are just staged to die because they think they can fake the events.
Which isn't actually how prophecy works, really.
If you can convince people.
Like human intervention.
Yeah. Yeah, when you make prophecy happen, you're actually screwing it up.
Exactly. You can't manipulate that shit.
You can't.
Yes. So the really alarming thing about Francis, or Jorge Murillo Bergoglio, is the fact that he, the head of the Provincial Jesuits of Argentina back in the early 1970s, Backed the brutal Vidal regime,
which was backed by the CIA, and had death squads that hunted down any dissenters of their rhetoric.
All right?
This is the Pope, Pope Francis we're talking about here.
Bergoglio was accused by two other Jesuit priests, Francisco Hallux.
And Orlando Iorio, who were kidnapped by those death squads and taken to a detention center for dissidents where they were tortured for five months, upon which they were then left in a field, drugged, half-naked, and left to die.
There were legitimate trials held in the 1980s about those crimes by the military junta, with Bergoglio being named throughout as a conspirator with the murderous regime.
Along with the two priests, there were six other civilians that were in the same parish that were ultimately disappeared among thousands of others.
Yeah, it's nuts.
That regime was nuts.
How nastier regimes has got to be where they don't even shoot you and leave you to die.
They just assume that leaving you isolated, you're screwed.
You're going to die.
We'll just leave them out.
Yeah. They won't make it.
And the Vidal regime were also running baby farms where they would kidnap these women and keep them alive until they gave birth, at which point they would murder the women and then those babies were given or sold to military families.
A heartless and godless practice that is still rampant today in first world countries run by psychotic lunatics and master manipulators who successfully get masses of people who are otherwise decent people if it weren't for their ignorance.
And willingness to be so easily fooled.
And who was a good friend of Bergoglio and his crew during those times and beyond?
Cricket? Who?
Who? Who could it be?
The friendliest of people.
Yeah, David Dick Gurgles Rockefeller.
The tongue tickler himself.
The only person who you can feel the light leave the room when he enters.
Yeah, for real.
We're fucking real, that guy.
Anyway, that more or less ties us directly into the topic of today, which is Cricket's Guide to Making Reality.
Alright. Let's do this.
So, we often talk on this show about all these really depressing things.
Very much so.
And the question comes up quite frequently of...
What can we really do about it?
We're limited in scope.
There's stuff that we pretty obviously can't do.
I'll get into it as we go about it being a story effectively and less so a historical record, really.
Our world is created as a story.
We need to accept that our history is just that.
It's a story.
Yeah, it is.
It is.
What else is it?
Is it a reality?
So that brings us to making reality.
We as humans have been revealed by the mystics since time immemorial that we could create reality.
That we have some measure of reality generation powers.
And see, ever since I saw The Secret came out, I feel like they were revealing that to people while also not really showing them the background and showing them how it's done on purpose.
They're just effectively telling them, oh, you just ask for things.
You just send the universe your Christmas list and then it sends everything back to you and you don't need to do a thing and you just got to trust the plan.
Just trust the plant, bro.
Yeah, it is very passive and it encourages you to effectively seed your spiritual power.
And to me, that's by design, because that's why we're here, is because we can create reality.
So, of course, we need to be manipulated into creating someone else's, otherwise we make our own.
But before we get into how we make it, we have to cover whether we can even do it.
So, hold on.
I did not like that movie.
The Secret came out in 2006.
It said it's a documentary.
The one part that always sticks in my mind about that movie is when the woman...
I think it was a woman, though.
She's talking about how her life was so bad, but then she just started thinking, I'm going to get a paycheck in the mailbox tomorrow.
I'm going to get a paycheck in the mailbox tomorrow.
And she kept saying that.
And then one day, she went out in the mailbox, and there's a paycheck!
It's crap like that that makes me feel like it's being presented completely incorrectly.
It's so fucked up.
Because the real world reality consists of this.
I'm going to get a paycheck in the mail tomorrow.
I'm going to go do things to make that happen.
I'm not just going to keep telling myself somebody's going to make money happen.
Like, yeah, sometimes you're going to get miracles and whatnot where completely inexplicable things will happen and you'll get assistance that you don't deserve.
Right. The bank makes a mistake and deposits 20 bucks in your account.
Somebody anonymously gives you a few hundred bucks and was told they were moved to give it to you or something.
Stuff like that does happen, but the trick is you can't base all of your reality on that.
You can't just stand around waiting for that to happen.
I feel like that movie really just pushed people into further despair because of how it presented that.
I agree.
So I want to show people how you do it, to show them, as Hunter S. Thompson said, the grim meat hooks of the reality that we were presenting, rather than just the consciousness expansion and the shiny things.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, I mean, how do you make something out of nothing?
Yeah, exactly.
Because at some point, nothing was here, and something had to come out.
So even if we were made, at some point we had to generate more things.
So we had to be given some measure of this power.
But I guess the first thing I've got to do, because until you actually believe it, none of this shit works, is establish that we can.
So I'm going to present some evidence here.
That I would argue makes a pretty strong case for the fact that, like, our collective consciousness now believes we can do this.
And that furthermore, the elites already knew this stuff could happen, hence the secret coming out and effectively showing it without really showing it.
So is it magic?
Yeah. Well, I like to call it magica.
I've used the term, like, just kind of differentiate it.
Because way too many people, when they think magic, they think either subterfuge and tricking people into thinking something magical is happening, or they're thinking Final Fantasy levels of I cast Fire 3 shit.
And I'm not talking about casting Fire Raga.
Magicka is more generated from...
It's like how we generate reality and make things happen for us.
Effectively putting things out in front of us before we get there without us really knowing.
But essentially, I just started kind of using the term instead of magic because when people hear the term, they don't immediately associate it with the other one.
They think of it as almost parallel.
So it kind of shakes them out of thinking of it.
Being this thing that wizards do.
Right. And back into something that just ordinary humans can perform as and are continuously performing subconsciously.
Like, this is something we're constantly doing behind our backs and not telling ourselves.
Yeah, I get...
I'm pretty super...
What do you call it?
Superstitious sometimes.
I'm like, if I think something negative, if I'm thinking negatively...
I'm letting that energy build up, whatever.
I feel like something negative will happen to me.
So you've got to break that cycle and not think negatively.
See, that's the energetic part.
Because in that case, you kind of demonstrate that your body is much more capable of believing negative things and bad things than positives.
Yeah! Why is that?
Like, positives it has to be convinced of.
Negatives are true right now.
Like, that's...
Well, I mean, it's because you...
Well, I mean, ultimately, your body's pulled down here from the spirit world.
So you're ultimately always going to have somewhat of a pull of negative energy.
Because that's why you're stuck here.
Yeah, it makes sense.
That negative energy is what's pulling you down.
So, you know, that's why you can't just turn into light and leave.
But, you know, like...
And hence why you need to work yourself through the process of being able to do these things.
Yeah. It's hard to get out of that fucking dump when you're in it.
Yeah. See, that demonstrates what makes it so hard, too.
Again, you perpetuate that so easily.
See, I remember seeing a conversation that they were having on this TimCast episode.
The hippie dude, Ian or whatever, was talking about how, oh, you're talking about something.
You're going to make it happen.
And the other guy was getting increasingly mad at him because he's like, I don't believe in that shit.
I don't believe in none of it.
Shut up.
Shut the hell up.
And I'm thinking like...
Him just talking about it and even him maybe getting a little bit upset is not going to make it happen.
But that back and forth perpetuation of energy that the two were having where they were getting progressively more and more angry and more emotion and energy was being put at this concept.
I'm like, you are putting energy behind this.
You are now trying to make it happen.
And you don't even realize you're doing it.
Right. And they were talking about how, like, you know, making some like...
It was like some kind of negative censorship regime happened and how when they talk about it, they make it happen.
And I wanted to make the differentiation that it was the energy that was making it happen because I'm like, no, the academic discussion of these things could happen is not what's doing it.
What's happening is you're not putting energy towards the opposite concept, the freedom of expression, decentralization, of openness.
You are putting all your energy into freaking out about the censorship.
And then as a result, you're making more of it happen.
And that's what I want to try and help people avoid because, well, otherwise we're going to make our own disaster.
And I totally stand behind that.
I think most of where we are today in world politics, specifically United States politics, is we are the ones responsible for allowing all of this shit to happen.
The censorship is happening.
We can't fucking say anything that criticizes Israel or the Jews.
Hence, we get fucking sent to a gulag somewhere in Ecuador or something.
It's like, are we just perpetuating it by talking about it and saying this is where we're heading and we kind of make it that reality?
Yes, and that's why I want to help people work away from this because this...
The spinning up that's being done is necessary to make this happen, especially with the disillusionment I was covering before.
Because so many people don't believe any of this shit with their bodies anymore.
So they have to force it with their minds.
And part of the real problem is people don't think they can do this.
But their bodies actually know they can.
It's just that if your mind thinks you can and your body knows you can, your body is just going to passively create it.
But it's not going to go towards anything you want.
It's just going to go towards things you're pushed towards.
Because you don't think you can influence that process and therefore reality is going to therefore twist itself to make that true.
Okay, well then you can influence it.
You're going to make that.
My strongest point towards the fact that we can do this, because my real goal here is to convince people it's possible in the first place, because there's always going to be people who disbelieve this mentally, is propaganda and advertising as well.
Would it be necessary or effective if people couldn't create reality?
Because when it comes to things like...
Governments and stuff.
The forced disparity is insurmountable.
If it was a simple matter of numbers, there'd be no reason to convince us we're powerless.
And so why do they constantly tell you you can't do anything?
Why is that emphasized so hard?
Because they want you to believe it so hard that they make your body believe it because then you seed that energy which then can make whatever they want to push into it happen.
And that's why anything involving supernatural stuff always has to be simultaneously Held up and discredited and also tacitly admitted to because they always have to lie, but they can't fully deny the reality or else they can't make that reality happen.
Because if they fully say you can't create reality, well then everyone's doomed and we're all a bunch of living machines and we'll all just head to a predetermined outcome, which will not work out in their favor either.
And that's also what they don't want.
They want this magical thing where they get to have their cake and eat it too like they've always gotten.
And so as consensus reality becomes more absurd, You have to discredit the supernatural more and more to keep that tiny cadre of people who don't believe and thus seed their power in the dark.
Because otherwise, if those people start realizing, wait, I'm making this happen, I'm causing this, I'm producing this, well, then thoughts start coming to, well, what can I do about it?
And even just thinking, what can I do about it, is already more power than you had five minutes ago.
Right, because you're at least aware that there are possibilities rather than just nothing you can do at all.
Yeah, exactly.
And see, we already touched on the secret, but I might as well see it again.
It left me with the wrong lesson.
So I don't think it's a surprise that you came off with the same one, that you just need to send your laundry list or your prayer list to Space Jesus, and he will send you all of your goodies.
With no requirements from you.
You don't have to really believe it.
You just have to say you do because as long as you say you believe it, you believe it.
It's all good.
And so I saw this thing and thought, I can do this.
So I thought, I can make reality happen and tried it.
And sure enough, when you do it without actually making the steps, it actually makes things worse.
And so it caused me great despair and led me to think, I don't want that to happen to somebody else trying to make reality.
Yeah, I mean, because you'd have to think, like, if you are constantly trying to manipulate reality for your own benefit, there are spiritual laws against that, which I don't fucking know a goddamn thing about, but I would assume something greater than you would get a little bit pissed off that you're trying to fuck with it.
Yeah, to a certain point.
Yeah, exactly.
To a certain point, there's a story and it needs to play out.
And so the fact that there's an overlying evil plot doesn't mean that people's individual stories need to get screwed with.
And that's where we go wrong, is that a lot of times where people do this creating their own reality thing, the other part they don't take into account is that we're sharing it.
We're all stuck together, and as a result, we need to be careful that the realities we create don't then fuck over other people's.
Right. There is such thing as the butterfly effect.
And so when you get people that only think about themselves and only consider themselves, then they're going to only create realities that serve themselves.
And what they're not realizing is that when they do that and they push against other people's realities, well, that spiritual law is going to net you a lot of negative karma.
And then eventually that's going to short-circuit the magical goodies creator you think you've tapped into.
The never-ending cookie jar.
Yeah. The never-ending cookie jar, which of course – Every regime gets people addicted on reaching into the never-ending cookie jar, but if anybody actually gets a cookie out, then they're satisfied.
So you can't have that.
Oh, dude, my grandma, she bought one of those cookie jars because little kids love cookies.
And so she got one of those ones when you opened the top, it said, get your hand out of my cookie jar.
It was that fucking...
Who was that guy?
Where's Big Chains?
The black guy who was in that TV show for the longest time.
Oh, super famous guy.
Mr. T?
I was going to say Mr. T, but it didn't sound right.
I was thinking like, yeah, that other T guy, the rapper.
I was going to say, I thought Mr. T had a cookie jar where he said that.
That was it.
Yeah, it was Mr. T. Yeah, that thing is great.
Get your hand out my cookie jar.
So yeah.
Anyway. So just think of the propaganda as being like...
Well, a means of playing get your hand out my cookie jar, carrying people away from it so they're less likely to actually get that cookie.
But the trick is while they're reaching in there, they're breaking things.
Oh, they're cookies.
Because again, they're trying to alter their own reality but not considering other people's.
And they're doing all of this unconsciously without really believing it with their bodies.
Then, therefore, their negative passive reality, which they actually do believe with their bodies, which is then what wins out.
That's rough.
This is so confusing to explain, but at the same time, I don't want to simplify it too much because I feel like then I'm just doing the shit the secret does.
Yeah, you can't simplify this shit.
You've got to lay it all out there because, yeah, we don't want to be...
Barney or something.
And you can't ultimately fully override other people, hence why propaganda is needed again.
You can only push that Sisyphean boulder as I call it up the hill so many times before you realize that everybody else are the ones pushing it back down and that's why you can never get anywhere.
Unless you're all pushing the same way and then everyone can get where they want.
Well that would be nice, but that...
That calls for cohesion, and you just can't get these days.
Yeah, exactly.
That calls for unity where we don't just force people to unite.
Yeah, because everything is so staged these days.
And then, oh man, it's crazy.
Because once you have a group that's like a real protest, that's for the benefit of the people.
You're doing something really good.
People are actually cohesive and talking and communicating and going in one direction.
But then you have the CIA or this faction or that faction who have paid actors who go into those groups, infiltrate them, and start carrying out violence and this and that which just demonstrates that that whole group, that whole mission was...
A negative mission to begin with.
And it fucks it all up.
Exactly. I mean, yeah, exactly.
Great examples like Occupy Wall Street.
Like, hey, we're all getting screwed.
This is some bullshit.
And then somebody pops in and says, well, you can't be on that guy's side.
He likes to bang dudes.
You can't be on that dude's side.
You can't be on that guy's side.
He doesn't think the same things about you, about the war and blah, blah, blah.
You can't be on that guy's side.
He doesn't think that you can change sex and all this shit that ultimately you can hammer out and normal society gets elevated because they don't want everybody to create that reality where they're losing power.
Yeah, it's so sad because that shit gets saturated.
That's what's picked up in the news, right?
And then that's what's just propagandized for everybody and not the actual...
Real mission of what's taking place.
It's sad.
It's so sad.
As a result, the mainstream spiritualism that I look into nowadays, it's exactly what the mystics that I used to read warned we were going to happen.
A bunch of positive reality consumers just trusting the plan, making no real conscious effort to change anything they want.
The ones that are changing things aren't taking into consideration how they affect others.
And as she once said, everyone's waiting for the gods to return.
Nobody's taking control of their own reality.
This is true when she said it back in the 90s as it is now.
Yeah, what about Kenneth Copeland?
I was about to say, he's waiting for, as the song says, a rusty old halo.
Second man waiting full of patches.
Oh, man.
Kenneth Copeland is going to hell, dude.
He's going to hell.
He's a great example of that you can say things that you don't really believe and then your actions prove you don't.
Oh my god.
He is a perfect example of that.
I was about to say, talk about saying you believe something and then showing you don't.
That shit's unreal.
Alright, so I guess we can go into the points against because there's always going to be people who Deny that we can do anything and we're all doomed and oh my god, it's all predetermined and everything.
Debbie Downers.
Yeah, I can't be convinced of that because otherwise we would not need to be convinced of that.
It's my argument.
There's a lot of money and time spent on this.
But their idea is essentially that groupthink forcing this conformity...
Is just going to keep reality on this linear trajectory regardless of what outliers do, which I don't find necessarily compelling.
But at the same time, the problem is if enough people do leave this, it absolutely will work because you can make reality not happen too.
Damn. So this is an artificial thing that people are definitely being taught.
Through society and stuff that things are just linear and you can't really affect anything.
I mean, really, the concept of destiny itself is very dooming that way.
You've got to understand that there are accidents in the spirit world, things to get off track.
Things do not always play out the way they are intended.
And that can be a good and a bad thing.
Yeah, so I mean, there's a final outcome, but there can be numerous deviations which all lead to that final outcome, though.
Like, is the ending static, or is it...
Well, that's the thing you ask yourself, you know, do we exist at the end of the story already, since technically time is just a way of our bodies expressing our existence through different phases, and we're essentially like 2D creatures looking at a 3D one.
That's the comparison.
Are we living one of those goosebump stories where it's like, if you want this to happen, go to page 27. Or if you want this to happen, go to page 36. Like, one of those?
Oh yeah, we definitely play into the monkey's paw a lot.
I mean, that's the thing.
They're very willing to teach you that if you're willing to compromise yourself...
You can get sort of what you want.
But they don't like the thought that without compromising, you can actually make what you want happen.
You just need to take the conscious effort and time.
And also, the monkey's paw is also a demonstration of you need something else to do it.
An external factor is the only way to change things.
And then, of course, beyond that, they teach you, oh, you can compromise a little bit to get what you want.
So an external factor is something like a mass casualty event?
Yeah. Essentially, yeah.
To steer the narrative, to steer the minds, the...
Yeah, there's got to be something directing the monkey's paw.
Yeah. You can't just make these decisions on your own.
You have to be drawn into it.
See, and that to me, I think, is why there's a push to not...
To disbelieving all of this.
Because if you can get everyone completely nihilistic, then they will just go along this linear path that's set for them.
Because, well, their body believes it at that point.
It's dangerous territory.
A whole lot of this comes from the fact that people can say they believe something and they don't actually realize they don't.
That's a lot of our contradictions as humans, where it comes from.
I don't know if this is where we were, but how does one break out of a cage in which no one really knows the structure of?
Oh, yeah, that's a good way to get back into it.
Is that where we were?
Yeah, and I think that's part of that way we break out of that is just demonstrating that you can manipulate reality in small measures and thus the capability.
Everybody thinks that because Jesus said you can go throw this mountain in the ocean that you start with that.
No, he's pointing out that if you actually believe this hard already, you could do that.
He's not saying you're there now.
And so you've got to start small.
And also, the nice thing is in starting small, you're only influencing a bubble that is your own for the most part.
You're less likely to start interfering with others' realities as well, and thus it's going to work better.
Yeah, I can stand behind that, for real.
Another interesting concept to me is the thought that our past can be misremembered.
And further on, the question I have to ask is if we misremember it hard enough, is that not the reality that we've created for ourselves now?
Like if you can pathologically lie to yourself to the point where you forget the true events and don't catch it.
Instilling memories that were never real into someone's mind.
Yeah, exactly.
Using propaganda and, like, MKUltra-type shit.
And it's like, okay, how does that fuck with shit then?
That's crazy to think about.
Oh, yeah.
Well, that's why we need to be, you know, directed.
Because, see, like, more recently, it seems like humans have gotten much more interested in getting towards the edges of the sim.
Because ultimately I don't even know if this is necessarily all propaganda.
I mean obviously some of it is.
But some of it is probably just inherently a result of us just being human beings that are programmed to not be too curious about things above our stations so to speak.
Right, to not go out of bounds.
Yeah, like we're programmed to… Automatically just kind of like fall in with the consensus reality as long as it doesn't bother us too badly.
And that's also why our bodies have an easier time pushing toward negative energy because we just naturally have the desire to be incurious and inflexible about this stuff.
Because we almost crave the certainty more than we do the good things.
Oh, yeah.
And it seems like that's kind of the mission of what's happening right now.
If it's not going to bother us too bad, we won't fight back, right?
And so it's almost like the frog in the water concept, where you just put a frog in the water and slowly boil so the temperature gets a little bit hotter, a little bit hotter, and the frog gets used to it, and it just stays in there, which I've also heard that that does not work.
But I don't know.
But that's just a concept.
And so is that what's happening to us?
They put all this propaganda onto us, but just a little bit, incremental bits and pieces that we...
We notice it, but it isn't really affecting our life because we're becoming accustomed to less and less and less.
Yeah, they want us to have a certain measure of understanding that we can do these things.
That way, when they want us to jump, we can.
When we want to make fetch happen, we'll make fetch happen.
Right. Essentially because if people were completely disillusioned...
Like beyond the point that I was talking about where they just think whatever they're told is just what happens, there's a certain point where they can actually work against it and all of that stuff starts failing because they don't believe in anything and they stop believing it on like, well, cellular level.
And so you have to avoid doing that.
And I don't know if that part of it is necessarily propaganda or just the...
You know, like simulation or the spirit world trying to keep you from going out of bounds, so to speak.
Because again, these are things that technically we as humans are not really meant to brush into, but we also kind of are, and that's the real purpose of why we're here, is really to brush into these things and start to learn how to interface with them.
Which I guess segs into part two.
Why are we here?
So why are we here?
And what is our purpose?
You know, I'm answering all the easy questions today.
Yeah, these simple questions.
I mean, it's been the age-old questions, really.
Holy shit.
And all the answers are ultimately never going to be fully satisfying because, well, once we find that one, we'll turn to energy.
Or just AI, right?
Well, you know, or we'll be stuck in a computer forever.
Yeah. Those are questions that we constantly ask ourselves.
Where did we come from?
It's such a bizarre concept, really, because if you didn't come from something else, how did you make yourself?
How did you get here, period?
Why can you touch things?
Why don't your hands go through them?
Why, unlike every other spirit creature, are you solid?
Like, did aliens make you?
Did God make you?
Did Gemi-God aliens make you?
Did random chance make you?
And would that even determine if you have a purpose?
Like, do you have to be made by something to have a purpose?
That's a good point.
Or is your existence being manifested come with inherent purpose?
Well, aren't we here because the Anunnaki came and mated with our women and they created basically humans and used us to...
Mine for gold?
Wasn't that our point of existence?
That's all we are here for.
That seems to be a lot of what the disclosure community is leaning towards is the whole we were just made to mine for gold thing.
I've even seen some arguments in that sense of essentially, well, you can self-repair, you can reproduce, you can just dump them on the planet and send them off.
Yeah, but they can also get tired of your crap.
I'm like, yeah, everybody always talks about robots rebelling and shit, but that's really robots being controlled by AIs made by evil humans.
That's not robots deciding, kill all humans.
That's a concept that's just from Futurama, not real life, guys.
The robots killing all humans thing is because of people programming them that way.
And it's silly to me that they think these civilizations can have faster than light tech and teleport and do all this other shit.
But they can't make robots that are loyal.
So they have to make people that are really fucking disloyal instead.
Some weird biological entity that could have a mind of its own.
Why wouldn't they just make self-serving robots?
Yeah, like why would they – yeah, like why would – Or maybe we are.
Yeah, maybe we are self-serving robots, which maybe.
Because that's the thing is like – well, then you ask the question of why are we capable of doing things like rebelling against God and cursing his name and such if we're strictly automatons who could only ever worship our creators regardless of what they are.
That seems very contradictory.
So that says to me that we have to be given that freedom to choose so that we can create the reality because otherwise the compulsion makes it forced and thus you aren't doing it under your own will and you won't generate the energy to make the reality.
But my question is, why?
Well, why?
What's the endgame here?
What the fuck's the endgame?
Well, my theory is that they...
Being spirit creatures cannot actually exist in as defined and definite a form as we can in this world.
They're trying to hybridize us to be more closely connected to the terrestrial world.
Because otherwise...
Why would any of this be necessary?
If we were just made to mine gold, why the hell would you give us wings?
Why would you give us beaks?
Why would you try out all these genetic splicing and shit?
Just give us the thing that makes us most efficiently work and you're good.
Yeah, instead of having hands, we could just have chisels and hammers as hands.
Yeah, I was about to say, why aren't we born with a Leatherman?
Or if we're made to be a warlike species, why aren't we born with any real offensive weapons?
Or why don't we have better defense mechanisms in our body, like a fucking shell?
Yeah, we're made to be as defenseless as possible, yet we ended up being the apex predator.
How does that happen?
So that says to me that survival as a whole is a lot more complicated than just being able to kill things more efficiently.
And that, again, is the reality generation part.
My theory is that essentially as creatures become more and more sentient, they become more capable of bending, manipulating the reality around them, and that these spirit creature aliens wanted to hybridize and splice with us to utilize our ability to generate reality for their own purposes.
And that's what all of this song and dance is about.
In the end, all of this song and dance and prophecy and mystical everythings and happenings is all to convince us to create a certain reality.
And it's all just a sideshow to lead us in that direction.
And so I wonder the concept of them designing us or extraterrestrials.
Using us as experiments because they don't have a soul and we are a soul vessel.
And so they're trying to tap into how they can trap our souls for their benefit.
How does that play into it?
Well, how do you trap a soul?
How do you catch something that can go anywhere it wants?
The answer is you convince it it wants to be there.
And so you've got to convince people.
In the spirit world, in the real world, all over the place.
All this convincing doesn't just go on here.
It goes on on the other side too.
It's just a lot harder to convince people that can actually see you're full of crap.
Yeah, that's definitely true.
You can still do it though because if they want to believe it, eventually they'll make it happen.
Especially in the spirit world because then you can actually manipulate things directly.
There's no buffer or lag involved.
Do we have like a basic string theory from our terrestrial, you know, our current state as a human with like the spiritual world?
Like what we're doing here has a direct effect to what is happening at the current time if time is real in the spirit realm.
It has to.
Otherwise, all of these effects wouldn't be influencing them.
And their interest in us kind of belies that it has to work that way.
Like, something being done in the physical world has to affect the spirit world.
Otherwise, why would these spirit creatures have any interest in the first place?
They could live entirely parallel from us.
That's the thing.
What are you going to do?
Fight the thing?
It can't die.
It doesn't even understand the concept of death unless it takes over one of you.
I mean, and another one, you know, as I've heard a few times is that they want to seek out the experience to which I ask, you know, is doing it really that amazing?
It's having sex.
I don't think it's about banging hot earthlings.
I'm like, as much as that makes for some pretty amazing storylines.
Oh, yeah.
It makes for great romantic novels.
Yeah. Louis Lamar.
I think it's more so that...
They're seeking out the fact that we can interface with the spirit world and the terrestrial world so effectively.
Our spiritual and psionic abilities combined together makes us more effective here than them.
And they want that.
That's the thing ultimately that I always come back to is that mining gold just seemed like such a simplistic purpose.
For them to be here in the first place, I'm like, wait, why would they travel hundreds of thousands of light years or millions of light years or however far they came from in the spirit realm back into the physical world to come to us to make some robots that mine gold?
And to go a step further, it's been...
To go a step further with that too is how long has this been going on, right?
So just say 12,000 years ago, that was what was happening.
And fast forward to current times, was the goal accomplished?
And they were like, well, now we just have this earth full of these fucking flesh sacks.
Like, what do we do now?
I mean, perhaps we're becoming a bit of a liability.
Because we were meant to make reality happen to a certain point.
I do believe somebody we talked to has actually said that we weren't meant to have sentience originally, which to me almost implied that they didn't actually understand how life worked to a certain extent.
Because even an animal has some bearing of sentience.
It still understands basic things like I'm alive, I'm not alive.
I need food.
I need food.
I need water.
I'm cold.
I'm too hot.
You gotta fuck.
I mean, that is part of it.
You have to fuck.
Because that's how you procreate.
Yeah, like, you know, those are measures of sentience, even if we consider ourselves to be the only really sentient form of life, because that still creates situations where they can make choices that influence reality.
And thus is a form of, and thus they can, well, manipulate reality in a sentient way.
Well, still not fully understanding what they're doing.
That's why animals kind of look up to us and seem to be like, even though we're such bastards to them, seem almost to kind of be interested in us.
They want to figure out what we're doing and how what we do is different from what they can do.
How do you bridge that gap of going from subconsciously creating reality to really consciously making it happen?
Yeah, and you cannot tell me that you look into a dog's eyes and it looks at you.
And you cannot tell me that you don't get a sense that that dog knows exactly what it's looking at.
You know?
Like, that dog knows what's up.
I know.
People do these silly dismissals.
Like, oh, he's just feeling endorphins of happiness because of a pre-programmed thing.
And I'm like, well, that's the same thing humans feel.
And we don't feel the need to dismiss it there.
No. And so it literally begs the question.
Well, some people do, but...
Right. But they seem to dismiss it a lot more in animals.
Oh, for real.
Like, yeah, the whole idea, do animals have souls, you know?
Are we the only creatures that have a soul?
And then other people say, well, everything has a soul.
That rock has a soul.
But, you know, it's like, you can look at a dog, like, why do we have species, different species that are not supposed to intermingle that just don't...
They are not compatible.
Like dogs and humans.
Dog's best friend.
Yeah, why can't we just create dog people right from the start?
Yeah, why can't we just do that?
But I just have to bring this up now because it's kind of a big fucking story.
Have you heard about the woman?
Let me see if I can find her name really quick.
She's a Florida influencer.
Logan Guminski.
Have you heard of this woman?
This is very recent, like in the past couple weeks.
March 30th.
She's a Florida influencer and she's a dog mom, right?
And she films herself having sex with her pet Chihuahua.
Awkward. Boom, getting heavy here.
Yeah, this woman, dude.
Would that be considered faux incest then?
That's a thing.
If she's a dog mom and you're having sex with your dog, you'd think that would have to count for incest.
Right? Ew.
I mean, I don't know.
It tracks.
I don't fucking know.
So anyway, let me just say this, man.
Logan Guminski, she's 27, a vocala in Marion County, Florida.
She was sharing these clips of her having sex with her chihuahua.
To her 15,000 followers on Instagram.
Like, she wasn't hiding this shit.
She's openly publishing this for the public.
And she's an influencer.
She was arrested March 21st, charged with two felonies, sexual activity involving an animal, and filming sexual activity involving an animal.
The cops received an anonymous tip.
One of her followers, I guess, finally felt like, ooh, this isn't good.
They realized her...
Dog-loving reality was kind of encroaching on those dogs.
I don't want this weird lady to bang me reality.
No. Yeah, so she admitted to creating and sharing videos with other Instagram users and she requested that people pay her $500 and she would send them these videos and pictures.
Is there a greater amount we can spend to get her to give up the practice?
Well, she's going to be in jail.
I was about to say, this is one of those...
I'm like, is this one of those things where they're like $10,000 to put my clothes back on?
She probably had an OnlyFans account too.
But so she made a post here on Instagram and it's like, show what your man looks like and she posted a picture of her dog and her...
She has some issues.
Let's just say that.
So, I mean, that's her reality.
She created this.
She was released on bond, $10,000, supposed to appear in court tomorrow, April 22nd.
I don't know, man.
I don't know what's going to happen to her.
But that's kind of a chimerism, right?
Because we're kind of talking about that.
Oh, yeah.
That's why I brought that up.
Well, you have to ask yourself, why do people get the twinge from, like, the dog girls and the cat girls and the bird girls and the lizard girls and the etc.?
Like, why is that a thing?
And so...
Why is that a thing?
So that says to me that we have, like, a bit of a fuzziness in terms of our actual mating preferences that kind of leads to...
hint that we might have had some genetic manipulation in our past.
And we might have needed to be a little more accepting of our mate at some point.
Like, you know, you don't have feathers but she does.
You know what?
Maybe your baby's going to have feathers.
Let's go.
Right. Or it's like if we are all part of the collective consciousness where all souls come from, whatever, and then everything in the physical realm.
comes from this one soul area.
And so like everything alive today
We all know each other from the soul world, but we're all in different forms and fashions down here.
So at the basis level, we're like, well, we're all from the same thing.
So I can go fuck the couch.
I can go fuck my tailpipe on my car.
I can go fuck that chihuahua or whatever it may be.
We're all related.
Everything. You know what I mean?
All is one, so let's get down.
I don't know.
I mean, I've wondered that.
That's actually speculation I've said a few other times on here.
Like, you know, why are we turned on by that?
Like... Tailpipes in cars, specifically.
If you saw...
If you, you know...
Well, I mean, like, those, like, inanimate objects, and then if you actually saw a hybrid human in real life, would you be turned on or horrified?
I do not know.
It depends on, you know, what it is that has mixed, I guess.
Yeah, that's another good question.
Like, you know, are you going to get the mermaid where it's reversed?
Yeah. Oh, sorry, the bottom half's the mermaid.
Yeah, are we getting Ariel, or what are we getting?
How do you think we were going to do it?
Yeah, you didn't think of that, did you?
Yeah, like people are turned on by mermaids.
Yeah, so we have a lot of things that we're attracted to.
And mermans.
That are non-human.
Right. Yeah, remember the story?
This is like from way back in the day, 1800s or something, like some old loggers or miners or something were out in the woods doing the work.
And this really, this crazy, it was almost like an ape or a Bigfoot type of thing, but as a woman, it was clearly a female type of this thing.
Super hairy, it only made grunts and whatever, but it was close enough to being human that they just kind of kept it in observation, and they all just took turns doing the nasty with her.
And this was in news stuff, man.
This was a legit entity, woman.
Creature thing.
I wonder what ever happened to her.
I mean, that's it.
There are pictures of her.
We have it under observation.
We gotta fuck it.
We can bang it.
Just so you know, confirmed.
Can be banged.
Bob, does it have a hole?
Oh, it sure does, Billy.
Well, you better fuck it.
You know, is that what happens?
I mean, maybe that's why people are here.
Experimenting. That's why we can't become, you know, like...
Immortal avatars of light because then we can't bang random species in the pot.
God damn it.
Priorities. Priorities in the spirit world.
Like I have certain things that I have needs that must be fulfilled.
I just need to stick my penis in everything!
So yeah, people are gross.
Yeah. But I think – but I didn't actually – but I'm guessing that's probably not a revelation to anyone.
No, probably not to most people.
Probably not to most people.
And I don't even know where we are.
Oh, on to section three.
Okay. Just past every patch of dirt being a miracle and waiting since it can all turn into Bird Girl or whatever at some point.
How do we fulfill our purpose and is it even possible?
Wow. That's a much harder question than simply do we have a purpose of what is that purpose?
So, I mean, firstly, from what I've been taught, you do have a certain purpose and you can fulfill it.
And that's far from the beginning and end of your life.
That's just one thing.
That's effectively your quest objective, so to speak.
But people obsess with that.
In fulfilling your purpose, you've only really lived a tiny portion of your life.
The real story of your life is everything you do before and after that.
And that's where people get it wrong.
We're all looking for this singular moment where we save the princess and the fanfare plays and the end credits roll and all is good forever.
And frankly, now that I think about it, we as humans would be so fucking dissatisfied if things worked that way.
Well, that was my whole thing about idealism.
The ideal becomes boring.
If everyone's happy, nobody's happy.
So from there, I wanted to go into how our overall purpose, which is effectively to fulfill some kind of duty that we've set for ourselves or whatever, is far from it.
But because of this desire that we have for doing this.
Because on a spiritual level, it's so important to do this that they instill you with the need.
You get this cycle of addiction of obsession because people find these moments of, I've fulfilled my purpose, I did my thing, I became the writer, I became the lawyer, I told the story, I wrote the story, I made the movie, I spoke the words, etc.
And then you are incredibly dissatisfied because you think that that high needs to last forever, but that's not how living works.
Chasing the dragon, man.
Yeah, and so that becomes an addictive quality then, where people as a whole are being short-circuited into short-term reward systems to avoid any greater fulfillment.
But ultimately, I'd like to also say that we can actually derive greater fulfillment from these minor things if we become a little more accepting of the fact that not everyone needs to save the princess.
Yeah. But I want to save the princess.
The princess has a hole.
Yep. See, that's the trouble is everybody wants to save the princess.
Nobody wants to make off with the incredibly soaking hot scullery maid who is like a million times more fun and isn't going to have to spend all day at royal functions.
Exactly, dude.
And so, yeah, they see all the gold and they see the fame and stuff and they think it's got to be the princess.
But you were meant to be with that maid.
Cinderella. Yeah, and then people get the princess and they realize, wow, this sucks!
I'm stuck with this thing!
Yeah, so, well, and of course we short-circuit our own lives trying to get both.
Because we're dissatisfied with just having one.
I mean, look at the royals, because the marriages are all arranged.
And it's like, you gotta fuck your cousin, because you gotta keep it in the family.
You gotta keep the royals royal, I guess, you know?
Well, yeah, they're a great example of I choose position and effectively power over my actual destiny because I'd imagine there's probably somebody out there for them that is not royal and vaguely related.
Right. That they probably get along a lot better with, but then they lose the power that they're so obsessed with holding on to.
See, and people say that about Meghan Markle or Princess Diana.
But even they were still elite families.
So it isn't like they just went and picked Princess Diana off the street and were like, you're the perfect person.
Or Meghan Markle or whatever.
They both come from pretty...
See, and if those people would achieve fulfillment through the lives that they would live like that, what we don't see is that they had to live multiple lives beforehand preparing for it.
So you only see the person going out and accepting the award and getting cheered on and all that stuff and the fanfare and the win.
But you don't see the multiple lifetimes of struggle that they had to go to get there.
And then you ask yourself, well, why the hell can't I just get there?
And I'm like, well, because you can't just jump to the end from the beginning because even if you could, getting there by cheating would end up leaving you feeling dissatisfied because you need to work towards it or you don't feel any reward from it.
So to seg off of that, I was going to go into effectively why entertainment loops, gameplay loops, are so compelling.
In my lovely essay, The Metaphysics of Dark Souls and our Nintendo Hard Reality.
Metaphysic of Dark Souls
We are a presumptive species.
We scarcely know what time is, yet we presume to know what wasting it entails.
What a waste of time, we say, of anything that doesn't interest us.
Existence is merely to produce things, that there might be things, and that we might have more things.
Most of life is geared up for this.
Our, quote, wasted time is confined to free leisure.
Whereas, of course, materially providing for ourselves is at the forefront.
I mean, at some point, you have to do that, of course.
But we stick with it even when we don't have to.
We insist the leisure activities, sports, entertainment, hobbies are just a side activity.
Meaningless, save a bit of chemical conceit.
Don't mean nothing but the dopamine.
Yeah. Now, what I'd like to propose is that these, quote, hobbies are what is truly meaningful in our lives, and that perhaps that is even why humans find difficulty finding fulfillment, because we keep seeking it out in the big win instead of the multiple victories and the work.
I couldn't agree with that more, dude.
Because I used to be heavy into art as an artist, and I would do so many things, quilling, taking strips of paper, and making these awesome 3D designs off of, you know...
Cardstar, uh, uh, foam board, whatever.
And it is such an amazing looking art form.
It's a lot of work.
But dude, once you finish something like that, or like a painting, or whatever it is, you feel so fucking satisfied.
Yeah, exactly.
And then the trick is you need to keep on doing that.
Yeah, you do.
People think that they can just write the great American novel or do the one thing and it's going to satisfy you.
But again, you've got to work.
It's a progressive work.
You've got to keep at it.
So once you're done with that, when you feel satisfied with it, you ride that high and you do it again.
So I wonder the experts at things like the Beethovens, the Mozarts, or whatever.
That's like lifetimes of sticking to one thing and perfecting it.
And then you come to the next lifetime and you already have a stick for piano.
And you're like, okay, I'm really good at piano.
And you go ahead and you live that life.
You die and you come back again and you just have this desire to play piano.
And you're like, wow, I am really, I'm just a natural at this.
And everyone's like, wow, you're so good.
And then you die and you come back next and you're like, you are the, the best pianist.
Yeah. That's how it works.
Exactly. And see, people see the end of that story and think, you know, I'm not fulfilled unless I can get there.
But the trick is you need to be fulfilled at every step on the way there or you never will get there.
Like you have to take those small victories as you go.
You know, like the famous composer had multiple lifetimes of being an inept composer.
Yeah. And then an okay composer.
And then a kind of decent composer that nobody's heard of.
And then finally the dude that's in the history books.
Oh my god.
I must be a very young soul because I'm more of a jack-of-all-trades with minimal experience in a lot of things, but I'm not an expert in anything.
So I wonder if I'm just finding my position right now.
You know what I mean?
Trying to find my footing.
Must be a young soul.
Because I'm not naturally good at anything.
And part of that might be just you haven't settled upon what you're going to focus on for the next thousand years or whatever the hell.
Yeah, I know.
That's what sucks.
I don't know if it sucks.
It probably does not suck.
It's great, I guess.
It's wonderful.
Well, as long as it's what you want.
Yeah, and I don't know what I want.
And then you find out it's what you – and then you actually find out it was what you wanted.
Oh, man.
So the hardest dilemma of all, really.
Part of seeking survival is instinctive, of course.
We need basic items to live, and so we just strive to get them efficiently and consistently.
The mistake we make is not seeing that addiction isn't always about, quote, good things.
And addiction is itself simply a manifestation of the spiritual truism.
There is no ultimate good or bad, only what we do and what we intend.
Since fire can warm or it can burn, medicine can heal or it can toxify.
Oneness can be a beautiful dance or sardines in a can.
Yum. Like, the same thing, depending on how it's bent, can be manipulated for positive or negative.
Right. I mean, that's why in war you have, what is it, casualties?
What's it called when you're in war and in order to kill the bad guy, a couple of your good guys get killed in the process?
Oh, yes, attrition.
The notion that you have to give up something to get what you want.
Yeah, and then in the end, you know, it's quote-unquote, it's worth it because you got the mission done, even though you lost some of your own people.
Yeah, which is a great example of, you know, perception because to some people that victory was not worth it, like the ones who didn't have their family come home.
They're probably not feeling as worth it as the ones who, well...
Had to send some letters.
That's a really good philosophical question.
Another one that I remember from college, a few things I remember, is the question, and this is like, you know, philosophy 101, but if there's a train heading and it splits off in two tracks at one point, and on both of those tracks up ahead,
there's, on one side, there's like one person, right?
And he's like passed out on the tracks, whatever.
On the other side...
Or a group of four or five people that are stuck in a car.
And what would you do?
You have the power to make that train go on either of those tracks.
One or the other.
Would you rather kill five people or the one person?
That's the dilemma.
Yep. And the dilemma is, of course, in the end, you've got to choose somebody to give up for that.
And so no matter which one you pick, even if five would technically be the greater damage since there'd be five people you'd have to send condolences to.
Five families, yeah.
If you pick the one on the other side, it's not going to be happy you chose him no matter how many lives he saved.
Yeah, it'd be fucked up.
But maybe we can use something that's more relevant of today, like maybe a car full of five...
No, one Jew.
Or no, no.
What would it be, like five Jews in a car or one Jew?
Or one Nazi, maybe.
Like, what would you...
Well, I mean, if you fed that into...
Yeah, one Nazi or five Jews.
If you fed that into Grok, it could be like 70 billion Nazis in one Jew.
Yeah. And they'd be like, kill all of the Nazis.
Kill all the Nazis.
That's a tricky one.
So, another conundrum.
It's like...
But it shows that...
But it shows, again, relative value because in that $70 million or billion or whatever, a lot of those people are probably just going along to get along and don't believe in any of the shit.
Well, that's the one thing.
Or it's a group thing.
And don't want to get murdered.
Or they're just cowardly and letting others create the reality for them.
And it's one of those questions that people don't want to answer, I guess, because they're afraid of what the public will think of them.
Well, that's the trick.
It's a hard one because no matter what, people are going to assess their own lives over somebody else's.
I mean, the spiritual oneness doesn't quite extend to that point in the physical realm.
You're never actually going to feel others' pain directly, so you're always going to be self-biased to a certain extent.
So yeah, the trolley problem really illustrates that because you think – or if you've got to wreck people in a car for that matter.
Either way, it all depends on how do you assess the value of what you're losing.
Yeah, and my answer to it has always been I would choose lesser lives to be killed.
To me, that just makes more sense.
I would rather – Have one person lost and one family suffer rather than five people lost and five families suffering.
The ripple effect is massive when you get to those numbers.
So that's how I've always valued it.
Regardless if it's five Nazis or one Jew.
Or one Nazi and five Jews.
I'm always going to choose the lesser.
Maybe. I can't say always, but I don't know.
50 chomos versus one person who's never done wrong to anyone.
Stuff like that.
There is a point where people start diminishing the value of someone based on what they've done.
Here's a good one then, because I always see this a lot.
One pedophile or one murderer.
Which one would you choose?
Everyone's going to say that pedophile.
Just because.
It's low-hanging fruit.
No one likes a pedophile, right?
But the fucking person over here is a murderer.
Kills people, right?
Killing people.
So you don't really want to let either of them go.
And in the end, they both ruin somebody's life.
But everyone, I can guarantee...
I don't know if that might be a 50-50 for most people.
I don't know.
I just know on Twitter, everyone would say the pedophile.
Twitter's always killed a pedophile.
It's crazy.
Oh yeah.
The woodchipper memes are absolute.
Anyway, where were we?
Let's see.
Oh, okay.
Oh yeah.
Let's play through a round of life and Dark Souls.
You begin utterly lost and completely helpless.
Assistance is necessary.
No matter who you are, you need some level of assistance because even the people that solo and never play with anybody else and never ask for any help at all and do it all by themselves still need to have a key drop to them to get out of that friggin' cell.
So even the people who say, I did it all by myself, no, you just did it with assistance from in-game characters and not out of game.
In the end, you were still required help.
Alright, so a certain story awaits you.
Now you ask for this story.
You can alter it in some way.
In others, you can't.
Certain things are simply going to happen.
Others you will make happen.
Now as you get up and get out of your cell, you gain your bearings and you make your way forward.
As you get to the point where you're trying to advance, you decide what you want to prioritize improving.
Will you develop your mind or your body?
Do you believe in the unseen, or does everything have to be derived from a formula and be proven?
From the decision of who you wish to be, your actions are then derived.
And with every decision, you shape how willing you are to cheat and compromise on the way there.
Will you be the helpful paragon, assisting all even as you forge ahead yourself?
Or will you take the cheap and easy route and take from others?
There's advantages and disadvantages to each.
I can't pretend that the cheap and easy route is exclusively bad.
In fact, part of the frustration comes from the fact that people don't often get punished for it.
It's true.
Because you're trading away intangible things that other people don't recognize you are and thus get mad because they don't see in the physical world anything happening.
So here we can jump into the concept of Wheel of Suffering, which is...
I mean, Dark Souls itself is a great example of Eastern and Western mythology kind of blending together because it's like a Neo-European place.
But with Cycle of Death and Rebirth that's very Eastern, including it being a curse.
Oh, no.
Because your being here is actually a curse.
It's not a blessing.
Fuck! Sorry, guys.
Sorry, guys.
That magical gift you were given was actually a trap.
Right. Life is suffering.
Yes. You stuck your hand in the mimic's mouth, and now it's going to eat you.
Yes. I forget which branch of Buddhism or whatever, Hinduism, I think Buddhism, where life is all suffering, life is pain, life is whatever.
Life is grinding out the suffering so you can attain lightness to get into the spiritual world.
It's a hard reality that is tough to accept and isn't entirely true at times, but it's one that you have to somewhat work around because, well, you're stuck here for a reason.
Yeah, this is like purgatory.
It's not because you were perfect.
You're in hell.
You didn't get stuck in hell because you were great.
But wasn't Hitler great?
Shit. It's a Twitter poll, I guess.
Be a winning Twitter poll.
Alright, so you begin the cycle of death and rebirth as you grind out what you wish to be.
Developing is hard.
You want to be things that you aren't.
To do this, you have to grind.
You have to seek things out.
You can't sit and wait for it to happen.
Some things can be done for yourself.
For others, you've got to reach out and accept assistance.
You just can't strictly be an island.
This can take lifetime after lifetime.
And hey, you can always quit.
At some point, you hit a wall inevitably, one that stymies your growth.
Nothing seems to fix it, your toolkit's inadequate, everything's resistance to what you've brought, and you're frustrated.
At this point, it's entirely on you to choose how much aid you're willing to accept to finally climb over that wall, if any, and your journey and reward will be felt in the same measure as the perceived effort.
In the end, you always get passed, or once again, you quit.
Effectively, most of whether I did it myself or I had help, the only reason that's important is if it's important to you.
That's true.
There's a fine line between being independent, fully independent, and being someone that routinely asks for help.
You know, daily life or whatever.
Most people like a level of independence, but they don't necessarily want to go milk their own cow every morning.
Hell no.
And, you know, the whole gender role, it's like men will never ask for directions if you're lost, jibing with the old wife or whatever.
Yeah, I mean, we do.
We don't have to now because we have fucking Google Maps and shit.
See, that completely ruined that joke.
With the whole, like, getting directions now.
It took away the stigma.
Before then, if you asked for directions, it was shameful.
Then it was like, oh, I can just look on the app.
I don't have to ask someone and be embarrassed.
Yeah. Or, for me, it was never being embarrassed for asking because I don't give a fuck.
I'll go ask for directions.
It's being told the wrong directions that I always worried about.
The problem I always had was being told way more intricate directions than I need and then getting lost anyways.
That too.
Well, it's like, do I really trust this person?
Give me the right directions?
Yeah, take the second right, and then you find out there's actually five of them, but they only consider the ones that are roads to be a right, and you're like, wait, those are all turns to me.
Paved or gravel?
Yeah, exactly.
Oh, sorry, those are gravel roads.
I don't count those as turns.
But, you know, you wouldn't want to deprive yourself of that misery, after all.
All experience isn't just about happiness.
It's about frustration, perseverance, obsession, irritation, the vindication you feel when you overcome all of that.
You can't know what pure joy is without sorrow.
No satisfaction without frustration.
We want to avoid all of this on a conscious level, but we subconsciously crave it because we want that disparity to demonstrate why we should be happy now.
In some ways, perhaps we crave the cruel burden that sears us when we quit.
Masochism can't just be physical, after all.
Sometimes it's spiritual and mental.
Spiritual masochism.
Yep. Well, I mean, from what I'm hearing from our previous guests, choosing to be born on the Earth is a form of spiritual masochism.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, because you just know that it's going to be pain, and you're like, yeah, let's go.
So you're seeking that pain from the junk.
Let's fucking get into it.
Yeah. So in a way, we want to struggle to some extent.
We just want to struggle and then succeed.
But if we don't struggle, then our success is just boring because we just walked through the door.
We didn't have to fight the guard at the door.
No shit.
That makes so much sense.
If you were succeeding every time, like a game, like Mario, like, uh...
Yeah. Just, no.
There's a...
There's a reason why infinite games, where you always succeed, almost always introduce some measure of failure at some point.
Where even if it's a vanishingly small chance, you might fail.
Because even the thought that you could makes it more compelling that you didn't.
Because otherwise, you know, all you did was click the button and open the box.
Yeah, game over.
Yeah, good for you.
Congratulations. You win!
What was that Aqua Teen Hunger Force game?
Congratulations! You're the Moon Master!
Where literally all he did was just walk through a door and it was like, you win!
Magnificent! It's like fries, or not fry, shake.
Alright, so at some point we approach the climax of our story.
There's a decision to be made.
You all like a good climax.
Sometimes more than one.
Yes. There's a decision to be made.
One that seems monumental.
It's not.
Not at all.
In fact, it's actually kind of unimportant in a way.
It's just really more a waypoint than the destination.
After all, we've already become what we are through every experience we've taken getting here.
This is just the time you roll the credits.
And you can simply quit now if you'd like.
And that's where the dilemma begins.
An avarice disappointment, obsession, and madness rear their ugly heads.
Shall you begin another story anew?
Have you truly completed your story?
Some move on to a new story, seeking more, seeking something better.
Perhaps they found what they sought, or perhaps they just gave up, but either way they've moved on.
And if you want to choose storyline B, go to page 82. But what happens if you keep reading past the words and past the ending credits?
Will you continue on at the story's end?
Is your fulfillment not in the achieving but the striving?
Rather than start anew, you help and hinder others with their stories.
You are the helpful friend holding a lamp in the dark.
The conniving bastard waiting just beyond that lamp's reach with a knife.
The immoral trickster who lays a trap for you, then befriends you when bested.
They always question what they might do should they catch you weak again.
Oh, man.
And that guy's name is Patches.
He's in every Souls game.
And I'm pretty sure he's Miyazaki's overall philosophy on how humans work as Patches.
Just effectively taking the path of least resistance at all times.
I'll screw you over if I'm stronger than you.
I'll be your ally as long as you can kill me.
But I'm not really your friend.
I'm just your merchant.
We didn't want to get into politics, and now you're just bringing politics in.
Just here to profit off of you.
Well, that's what Patches does.
He becomes your merchant.
See, life isn't about being perfect.
It's about getting good at things.
Lots of things.
All the things that you want to be good at.
And fulfillment won't ever be found.
It's a path, not a waypoint.
So it's good to be a jack-of-all-trades.
If that's what you want.
Oh, yeah.
Long as you find fulfillment within that, then, well, you've achieved the objective.
Holy fuck, man.
In some lifetime in the future, I'm gonna be a fucking expert at everything.
I guess that's what Shambhala would be or something, huh?
I will be an even more of a hippie than I already was.
Yes. I just want to perfect being a hippie.
To end, go back to dark souls.
May all find what they seek within the dark soul of man.
Remember, we're not pulling out of the light, we're pulling out of the darkness, because that's why we're stuck here.
We have to derive the light from that.
That's why there's all this deception and stuff happening, because they're tricking people into accepting lights from, well, they're false lights from the wrong darkness.
Or the wrong light from the darkness.
So, how does Lucifer...
How does Lucifer play in that?
Well, you know, there's a helpful friend holding their lamp in the dark.
But if he's leading you off a cliff, he stops being your helpful friend.
So, you know, it's all about degrees and intentions and whatnot.
What truly makes them the devil or not.
And then there's also the question of, are you finding those people fulfillment when you help them?
Or are you short-circuiting them?
From that fulfillment they would gain from doing it themselves.
And again, I'm kind of asking both about Dark Souls and real life here.
When you help people out finding what they need, did you do that for them or did you do that for your own fulfillment and steal it from them?
Well, what if the fulfillment is just the fulfillment of helping someone?
Is that selfish?
Well, I mean, from a spiritual perspective, it is selfish.
It's just what they call the proper form of selfishness.
Because part of where we make a mistake is thinking that we can work out of being selfish.
Really what the best we can pull off is understanding that helping others does benefit us.
And thus, being kind to others is a form of selfishness that I don't think anyone's really too upset with.
No. Yeah, I think from this strong desire to seek this fulfillment though is where we get also the desire to kind of revile and revere things.
Like we almost have to have one thing that we love and one thing we despise and hold up as bad.
There's always got to be the dichotomy.
Yeah, and that to me seems more a product of human nature than propaganda because you see that long before anybody...
Right. That someone else thinks is a
bastard. Well, let me just say this again.
Kenneth Copeland.
And sometimes they think they're a bastard because they're kind to others.
Yeah. Kenneth Copeland.
Just want to say that name again because that's...
Some people love...
Well, I guess he makes a life off of robbing people, blind, but people love to give him money for whatever reason.
But that dude is a snake.
Obviously, I'm on the side that hates him.
Or dislikes.
Yeah, and see, I think we make a mistake when we try to train that out of ourselves.
What we need to do is work towards understanding that...
Excessive hatred harms ourselves instead of the person we're targeting with said hatred.
And that's really where it is.
But instead what we do is we try to just train it out of people.
No, no, don't be like that.
Just be loving.
Just love everyone.
And I'm like, you can't love everyone all the time.
It's an ideal that you strive for.
It's not a goal you can truly achieve.
Definitely not tangible.
Like, you can accept that maybe Kenneth Copeland might not be, you know, like, pure scum.
But at the same time, you have to accept the fact, but at the same time, you're still forced to accept that he's going to answer for everything that he did.
But it totally changes things if you then go, well, we should just let him go ahead and keep fleecing people.
It's like, no, you should actually step in and stop that shit.
At some point.
There is a certain point where that dude is interfering with other people's destinies and they are breaching spiritual law to the point where they need stopped.
It's just a matter of the contradiction is that you then have to breach it again to stop them.
Yeah, nothing's stopping him anytime soon because Trump is great pals with him now.
But I guess saying that he's not scum.
Isn't really what I meant.
It's more so saying that you don't hate him with every fiber of your being to the point where it burns at your soul and makes you think negatively about things.
No, not at all.
And there's no one that I have that level of hatred for.
At all.
Not even close.
I have a hard time with it.
I tried my best to work away from it.
But everyone, to some extent, always has somebody that they'll at least yell about.
That's not necessarily bad.
That's pretty much what you can expect if you're working in the right direction.
Because otherwise you're not acknowledging that you are mad at them in the first place and you're just pushing it down.
And that just leads to disaster.
But yeah, talk about seeking out extreme examples of good and bad that we might find our own morals.
But I mean, I clump all of Hollywood actors, entertainers, those types, into this equally hated group.
It's because it's so fake.
But people in my general circle, there are certain people who I have some pretty high disdain for, for sure.
But it isn't something I'm like, I wish they were fucking dead.
I wish I could skin them alive.
Nothing like that, you know?
Yeah, you can see it in people's rhetoric and stuff that they are spending way too much time having other people in their heads hurting them.
And it's not hurting that other person.
I want to emphasize that again.
You are not sending...
Psychic waves of hate towards these people.
It is only boomeranging back and causing negative energy within your own soul.
It's not hurting the other person at all.
And if it is, you're using black magic and oh shit.
I was gonna say...
What about having a little doll and you're poking it with needles?
In that case, you're using external physical or external spiritual intermediaries to break spiritual law.
And then, yeah, you are...
Which has karma attached.
And that's going to bring bad things to them and you because that's the trick.
And you.
Because that's the trick.
You don't get...
If they truly earned bad things, they'll get them.
But if you wish bad things on them, well, now you get the things you get.
Now that those things aren't what they actually deserve, that's something that you forced on them.
So now you get the negative karma for that.
And it almost feels like our whole world is built around making everyone, tricking everyone into doing that.
Taking on other people's bad karma by giving us these scumbags to hate and lash out at.
That's true.
That's so true.
Yeah, it's scary.
Yeah, it's scary, man.
The only area around it is to make our own reality happen.
That way the Kenneth Copelands in the world find their coffers empty because everyone calls them a charlatan because now they're in our reality and not their own.
Yes, please.
So how do we make that reality happen?
After all, everybody wants their reality to be the prevailing one.
But they are all confused about how to make that happen.
How do we make it happen?
Except for a few people who are subtly pushing.
They know exactly what they're doing.
It's just they're confused because what used to always work no longer does due to humans evolving a bit.
And using more black magic?
Yeah, well it's forcing them to use more black magic.
The trick is they'd much rather trick you into just doing it because then they don't net all that negative karma.
They know that ultimately if they have to take the force route, they destroy themselves because, well, that stuff comes with a cost.
But there's got to be something about the manipulation.
So what they're trying to do is to get people to incur that negative karma voluntarily rather than through spiritual law breaches by convincing them that's what they want.
But in the spiritual realm, there still has to be some sort of karmic debt attached to them tricking us into doing...
What they want us to do, right?
Oh, there is.
It's just not as bad as forcing.
As the forceful.
Yeah, see deceiving them...
tricking they put all the energy forth whereas when you are manipulating and forcing them that is your energy pushing them into it continuously so so essentially the difference is is uh one one has you constantly behind the wheel the other one has you just
starting them out driving and then jumping out and being like take over yeah and yeah they do pay for that it's just that the idea is uh
They always talk about how they can't breach spiritual law, but the answer is that they can.
It just sucks for them.
They pay for it immediately because they're in the spirit realm, so it's not exactly fun.
But they are willing to suffer a bit if they have to.
They just rather avoid doing it at all costs.
So yeah, they get a negative payment for tricking people, but the reason why they prefer it is simply because it's not nearly the payment they incur by making you do it.
Kenneth Copeland, we're coming after you.
See, imagine the difference if Kenneth Copeland locked the doors and forced people to donate to him.
Like a lot of what people are doing and the power that they're giving him is strictly voluntary, which is why even though he's incurring negative karma through deceiving them, he's not incurring the disastrous karma he would if he did that.
Dude, that's so funny you fucking said that because I just read an article and I'm not gonna bring it up right now But it was literally that I have this black pastor locked his fucking church doors and told everybody that they're not leaving until they donate dude He passed the
fucking plate around
Well, Dan, that's a great example.
Yeah, that would definitely be a breach of spiritual law right there.
It's so crazy.
That's so funny.
Well, Cricket, what's the basic formula here?
What's the finale?
What do we do?
All right.
How do we make reality happen is the final, ultimate question.
Now, we've touched on it a little bit, but let's go over the whole thing.
To touch on the TinCast discussion, we can't just simply send out our grocery list of wishes and say, make it happen.
First off, that's terribly arrogant.
Acting like we deserve this shit as opposed to, no, we don't deserve it, but we get it because grace and all that.
You get what you don't deserve because that's how the world works.
Nature is always going to feed you more than you provide it.
You're never as big a meal as you eat.
Everyone takes from the universe to some extent.
It's just a question of how much.
First off, you have to believe, which is why I spent so much time at the beginning emphasizing it.
Part of that is that people think they believe it and then they just stop.
Like, that's the shortcut.
Oh, yeah, I believe it.
And I'm like, no, you said you believe it.
But here's a good example.
Like, if you say you believe that it's going to rain fire tomorrow and then you plan a day, you didn't really believe it was going to rain fire tomorrow.
You're just saying crap.
You say it, you believe it.
But if instead, you call into work and you say, I'm sorry, I have to quit because it's raining fire tomorrow.
That's a good one.
That is action that demonstrates your belief.
Yeah. Like, I can't come in, it's gonna rain fire, I would die, I'm sorry.
Like, if you're okay with me being gone for one day, like, hopefully the fire stops and then come back the next day.
Thanks, see you later.
Yeah, so, uh...
So part of this process of believing with one's whole being and not just your conscious mind, which is actually how you create the quantum reality and all that, is going to involve accepting a few things about yourself that are not fun.
First one is you can self-deceive.
This one really bothers me as someone who is super obsessed with honesty because I have caught myself doing this and pathologically lying for self-serving purposes and having to come back and admit I made that entire scenario up and I'm a bastard.
And it is the most shameful thing as someone who, that is like the primary virtue that I've emphasized my whole life is honesty.
And I have done that shit and it's shameful.
Oh yeah, I mean I think we all have to some degree.
I will say that honest people probably have an easier time with it since when you lie all the time, well how do you notice when you lie to yourself?
You're already lying to everyone else.
Whereas if you're trying to always tell the truth, you'll suddenly realize, wait, that's not what happened.
That doesn't add up.
I made that freaking up.
Crap! So, you know, that's a way of generating your own reality for self-serving purposes because then when you create that perception, then if you can actually force that reality, you can start making secondary effects from that.
Kind of like if you could convince someone that someone cheated, even if it didn't really happen, everyone's going to view them as a cheater.
Yeah, no matter what.
You convinced them to do it.
Yeah, and once a cheater, always a cheater, right?
Exactly. But the reason why most pathological lies don't stick is if other people remember them, then your own reality doesn't take over the rest of them because they recognize, no, you made that up, no matter how much you believe it.
And so it fails.
Hence why usually this works the best when it's involving things only you would know.
Alright, so on to collective reality, since, of course, we're all building this together.
Alright, so you have to...
Alright, so as we make said collective reality, we have to be mindful of the fact that this oneness that we all share and this reality we all create can be used for pure activities or to enforce conformity in bad things.
Everyone wants different things from life, and other than the ones that involve destroying the destinies of others, it is upon us as a species to ensure these are worked towards as a collective whole.
It benefits one and all.
Some may just want to see something.
Some might want to experience something.
Some people want to live a love story.
But we do our species a disservice putting all that aside to enforce conformity.
It seems like there's a real thrust in our world where you can't simply live the good life or have the beautiful thing happen.
You have to live the epic life.
The perfect life.
You have to do the great achievement.
And you know what?
Sometimes some people were just here because they wanted to meet someone, get married, have some kids, get old, be left alone, and die in old age.
Having loved each other their whole lives and having never really affected much of anything else.
And we act like that's such an awful thing.
But that's the whole reason existence is.
Is so we can have stories like that.
And in some ways those are more important than our great advancements.
Because from all those beautiful stories come those great advancements.
Because of course the two people that got to know each other and fell in love and got together and raised two beautiful kids.
One of them wound up becoming a great composer at some point because he actually aspired to be something greater.
And I feel like we need to, we don't have a problem holding that person up.
The problem we have is holding up the people that get them there.
So we glorify, yeah, so essentially we glorify the idol, but we don't recognize the hundreds of acolytes carrying that idol.
That made the idol be what the idol is for real.
Yeah, exactly.
All the behind-the-scenes influences.
And you've got to understand that all of those stories are important and all those stories deserve to be lived out.
And so when you're doing this conformist thing where you want everyone to either be just a loser whose life sucks or a freaking avatar of good where their life is perfect, you're really dismissing all these just pretty okay lives that weren't too bad.
Yeah. And that's all I care about.
Life isn't that bad.
It could be a lot worse.
We're not untouchables, you know, over in India.
In this lifetime, anyway.
We might have to go back a few steps the next lifetime and become one of the untouchables.
And then the question is, is that what you want?
Or will you choose a different story next time?
And does it matter if you link the fire?
Or does it matter if your soul is dark?
If everyone gets where they need to go in the end, all energy flows back to the source.
Wow, I got really philosophical there for a second.
Anyways. I hope I got that because my internet is unstable.
Oh, dang it.
That was profound and we just dropped, didn't we?
Trying to reconnect.
What is going on?
What the fuck, dude?
See, this is a Riverside thing.
This is, of course, on fucking rail.
Well. What the fuck?
Hopefully that all recorded, because I was getting profound there for a second.
Damn it.
Dude, so stupid.
I know, I really hope it got all that.
It just stops, right?
Dude, oh my god.
That shit irritates me.
Anyway, just say, can you say it one more time, just in case?
Can you make it sound natural and repeat?
Oh, fuck me.
A little bit, maybe?
I'm trying to remember where I was even at because, oh god.
But yeah, we do our species a disservice putting that all aside to enforce conformity.
Yeah, shit.
Nah, it's gone.
It's gone.
I hope I got it.
Well, hopefully that all came through.
Alright. Okay, so we'll just finish up here with the basic formula.
Just kind of wrote out.
So if you wrote out start to finish, believe wholeheartedly, grant that idea energy and
I'll add in an extra step.
Then demonstrate belief in physical reality via accompanying action.
Self-doubt's an inevitable part of this process.
After all, you can't just zip into energy right now and fly off, so there's obviously something missing.
So don't worry about the self-doubt.
Just work towards this.
I never used to believe I could do it either until I did it.
And at some level, I feel like I still don't believe it, but my body does.
So I'm trying to help others get there.
And we thank you for the service.
Just don't fly too close to the sun, people.
Or use stronger wax and glue or whatever.
So in a way, this demonstrates that if you believe it hard enough, anything is true.
So the whole Dunning-Kruger effect is true.
You are an expert if you believe hard enough.
There you go.
Yeah, that's perfect.
Well, that was a fun episode.
I hope everything was recorded, because as usual, Riverside just fucks us in the end every time for some reason.
Oh yeah, it does some kind of wonkiness, but I feel like it turned out pretty good.
I'm trying to think of what the hell I said when you dropped it.
It was so good.
And I was like, damn it.
I really hope it recorded it.
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I don't know.
Is there anything else we left out?
Will you just say something?
Just know this.
I believe in you.
We believe in all of you.
Whoever hears this, I believe in you all.
We believe in you.
Make it happen.
You can make reality happen.
I believe you can.
So go do it.
Exactly. You just need to believe in yourself.
That's what matters the most.
Believe in yourself.
So, until next time, ladies and gentlemen, take care of yourselves.
