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Facing The Truth
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| They asked you to tell what you remembered from your experiences. | |
| Right. | |
| You did it, and now it's not good enough. | |
| Well, I mean, is it still? | |
| It's still not good enough. | |
| Look, in 2003, my window for my IM opened up. | |
| That was guaranteed by Majestic. | |
| They arranged it. | |
| So I told the truth. | |
| Then I was told by Majestic, shut up! | |
| So what did I do? | |
| I stayed in the back room while you had your party and I shut up. | |
| Then they ordered me to tell the truth. | |
| So I went out and I told the truth. | |
| I was assailed by people then Who wanted me to tell their truth. | |
| I'm sorry. | |
| They're a little bit old for this kind of magical thinking where they can dictate to me what my experiences are. | |
| I'm personally, you know, I'm fed up. | |
| I am. | |
| I'm fed up, I'm fed up. | |
| R.D. Ricky. | |
| Ricky. | |
| Okay, little Ricky. | |
| All right. | |
| He slams a beer bottle across a bar at Groom into a member of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, and they tell him, get the hell off property. | |
| You ain't going to the positive pressure facility. | |
| So he knows jack nothing, but he's saying where EBE-1 is, where EBE-2 is. | |
| Never seen any of them, never interacted with them, never actually seen any real paperwork about them, except for if he maybe read the That draft. | |
| But he's claiming like he's been there and done that and he hasn't. | |
| He hasn't done jack! | |
| They sent him off to Germany to keep him out of trouble. | |
| Isn't this the guy that later said that he lies and tells people he lies? | |
| Yes! | |
| And then they still want to believe what he's telling them. | |
| You know, look, it gets me to the point where I just want to say, shove a lollipop in their mouth, pat them on the ass, send them on their way. | |
| Their statements don't dictate what my memories are. | |
| This is something that they're not getting. | |
| And, you know, it's not my fault that my memories don't match their particular little folklore that they want to purvey on the people. | |
| I spent 20 years. | |
| 20 years. | |
| Much of it on and off. | |
| Much of it, not all, but much of it on and off. | |
| You have been around. | |
| On and off. | |
| Deborah has been around, of much of it, on and off. | |
| Alright? | |
| The people around me have seen the hell that I've been through. | |
| These people don't know Jack. | |
| They haven't walked a mile in my moccasin, so they don't know Jack. | |
| I never presupposed to tell them what they're supposed to believe. | |
| But they come to me, whining, Oh, tell me the truth! | |
| Tell me the truth! | |
| And I tell them, and they say, Oh, no! | |
| That's not what Project... | |
| Well, I want to say... | |
| Your experiences, your 20 years and majestic things that you did, which is what they're asking about in the first freaking place. | |
| No. | |
| No. | |
| And I've got to tell you what really pisses me off is when I get told what has or has not happened to me by these people. | |
| They have no right to open their mouth. | |
| I'm sorry for screaming at you. | |
| Sorry, I know. | |
| They have no right to open their mouth Tell me what has or has not happened to me. | |
| When they don't know, they weren't there. | |
| They say they want to know the truth. | |
| They want to really talk to somebody who sat around a desk with the Twelve. | |
| Now, they don't really want to deal with that. | |
| You know what they want to deal with? | |
| They want to watch their freaking movies. | |
| They want to play Man in Black. | |
| They want to play their little covert games online so they can live their life out of cowardice. | |
| That's not my style. | |
| People know my name. | |
| People know my name out there. | |
| I've been a straight shooter with them and I've told the truth. | |
| If it isn't good enough for them, they can kiss my ass. | |
| I'm trying to get some truth out of it. | |
| The ones that have been through pure hell, the abductees who have been through crap and everything. | |
| Tell me about it. | |
| The governments are allowing it to go on. | |
| And those responsible in the former 12 are sitting back on their asses and they're doing nothing. | |
| Nothing! | |
| So they send me out there. | |
| They send you out there and we're supposed to fight the good fight for them. | |
| What? | |
| To be tore apart by the... | |
| It comes after us and accuses us of everything, even collording with cats. | |
| I am not, I am not, I absolutely refuse to back off or back down. | |
| You know, look, my anger is not directed at the good people out there who just want to know the truth. | |
| I know. | |
| Now, if people want to ask polite questions of me, I will answer politely. | |
| They treat me with respect, I treat them with respect. | |
| And I always treat them with respect first, or at least I try. | |
| You know what? | |
| The next time somebody wants to attack me, let them show backbone enough to try to be human enough to actually do it to my face. | |
| They can't face it. | |
| A couple of them have. | |
| A couple of them have. | |
| And then when I told them the truth eye to eye, then they just go... | |
| I saw the eyes turned down. | |
| What's the game here? | |
| Is that because you've got something in your closet that you don't want exposed? | |
| I don't have anything in my closet that I'm worried about. | |
| What's it going to be this time? | |
| Is it going to be a light in my face? | |
| Is it going to be a higher power mic to hear my heartbeat? | |
| Is somebody going to worry about a flinch on my face because I haven't turned it plastic with Botox? | |
| What is it going to be next? | |
| Is it going to be, did I look to the side too many times? | |
| You go through what I've gone through and not flinch. | |
| That's it. | |
| See, they keep looking for something that ain't there. | |
| Or they want to try to hook you up to some frickin' whatever. | |
| Oh, a quack box. | |
| A quack box. | |
| Yeah, yeah. | |
| The next thing is going to be a phrenology machine to tell me whether or not I can be a secretary. | |
| It'll thump around on the bumps of my cranium. | |
| It's just more crap. | |
| It's crap. | |
| It's poodles jumping through hoops. | |
| Well, I'm not going to do it. | |
| I'm not going to do it after what I've been through. | |
| No. | |
| When is the last time they've been beat into the floor? | |
| When is the last time somebody has ever, you know, crushed their hand under a foot? | |
| What do they know? | |
| They don't know Jack. | |
| That's what they know. | |
| They don't know Jack. | |
| I'm the one that was shoved inside of that clean spirit. | |
| I'm the one that had to face what I had to face. | |
| They didn't. | |
| So what do they have to say to me about it? | |
| All I ask is a little human reciprocity, a little human respect out of them. | |