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They asked you to tell what you remembered from your experiences.
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Right.
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You did it, and now it's not good enough.
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Well, I mean, is it still?
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It's still not good enough.
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Look, in 2003, my window for my IM opened up.
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That was guaranteed by Majestic.
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They arranged it.
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So I told the truth.
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Then I was told by Majestic, shut up!
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So what did I do?
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I stayed in the back room while you had your party and I shut up.
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Then they ordered me to tell the truth.
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So I went out and I told the truth.
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I was assailed by people then Who wanted me to tell their truth.
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I'm sorry.
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They're a little bit old for this kind of magical thinking where they can dictate to me what my experiences are.
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I'm personally, you know, I'm fed up.
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I am.
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I'm fed up, I'm fed up.
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R.D. Ricky.
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Ricky.
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Okay, little Ricky.
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All right.
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He slams a beer bottle across a bar at Groom into a member of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, and they tell him, get the hell off property.
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You ain't going to the positive pressure facility.
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So he knows jack nothing, but he's saying where EBE-1 is, where EBE-2 is.
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Never seen any of them, never interacted with them, never actually seen any real paperwork about them, except for if he maybe read the That draft.
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But he's claiming like he's been there and done that and he hasn't.
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He hasn't done jack!
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They sent him off to Germany to keep him out of trouble.
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Isn't this the guy that later said that he lies and tells people he lies?
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Yes!
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And then they still want to believe what he's telling them.
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You know, look, it gets me to the point where I just want to say, shove a lollipop in their mouth, pat them on the ass, send them on their way.
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Their statements don't dictate what my memories are.
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This is something that they're not getting.
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And, you know, it's not my fault that my memories don't match their particular little folklore that they want to purvey on the people.
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I spent 20 years.
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20 years.
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Much of it on and off.
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Much of it, not all, but much of it on and off.
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You have been around.
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On and off.
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Deborah has been around, of much of it, on and off.
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Alright?
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The people around me have seen the hell that I've been through.
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These people don't know Jack.
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They haven't walked a mile in my moccasin, so they don't know Jack.
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I never presupposed to tell them what they're supposed to believe.
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But they come to me, whining, Oh, tell me the truth!
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Tell me the truth!
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And I tell them, and they say, Oh, no!
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That's not what Project...
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Well, I want to say...
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Your experiences, your 20 years and majestic things that you did, which is what they're asking about in the first freaking place.
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No.
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No.
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And I've got to tell you what really pisses me off is when I get told what has or has not happened to me by these people.
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They have no right to open their mouth.
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I'm sorry for screaming at you.
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Sorry, I know.
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They have no right to open their mouth Tell me what has or has not happened to me.
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When they don't know, they weren't there.
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They say they want to know the truth.
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They want to really talk to somebody who sat around a desk with the Twelve.
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Now, they don't really want to deal with that.
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You know what they want to deal with?
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They want to watch their freaking movies.
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They want to play Man in Black.
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They want to play their little covert games online so they can live their life out of cowardice.
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That's not my style.
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People know my name.
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People know my name out there.
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I've been a straight shooter with them and I've told the truth.
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If it isn't good enough for them, they can kiss my ass.
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I'm trying to get some truth out of it.
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The ones that have been through pure hell, the abductees who have been through crap and everything.
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Tell me about it.
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The governments are allowing it to go on.
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And those responsible in the former 12 are sitting back on their asses and they're doing nothing.
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Nothing!
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So they send me out there.
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They send you out there and we're supposed to fight the good fight for them.
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What?
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To be tore apart by the...
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It comes after us and accuses us of everything, even collording with cats.
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I am not, I am not, I absolutely refuse to back off or back down.
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You know, look, my anger is not directed at the good people out there who just want to know the truth.
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I know.
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Now, if people want to ask polite questions of me, I will answer politely.
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They treat me with respect, I treat them with respect.
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And I always treat them with respect first, or at least I try.
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You know what?
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The next time somebody wants to attack me, let them show backbone enough to try to be human enough to actually do it to my face.
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They can't face it.
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A couple of them have.
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A couple of them have.
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And then when I told them the truth eye to eye, then they just go...
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I saw the eyes turned down.
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What's the game here?
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Is that because you've got something in your closet that you don't want exposed?
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I don't have anything in my closet that I'm worried about.
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What's it going to be this time?
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Is it going to be a light in my face?
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Is it going to be a higher power mic to hear my heartbeat?
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Is somebody going to worry about a flinch on my face because I haven't turned it plastic with Botox?
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What is it going to be next?
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Is it going to be, did I look to the side too many times?
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You go through what I've gone through and not flinch.
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That's it.
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See, they keep looking for something that ain't there.
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Or they want to try to hook you up to some frickin' whatever.
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Oh, a quack box.
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A quack box.
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Yeah, yeah.
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The next thing is going to be a phrenology machine to tell me whether or not I can be a secretary.
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It'll thump around on the bumps of my cranium.
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It's just more crap.
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It's crap.
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It's poodles jumping through hoops.
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Well, I'm not going to do it.
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I'm not going to do it after what I've been through.
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No.
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When is the last time they've been beat into the floor?
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When is the last time somebody has ever, you know, crushed their hand under a foot?
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What do they know?
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They don't know Jack.
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That's what they know.
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They don't know Jack.
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I'm the one that was shoved inside of that clean spirit.
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I'm the one that had to face what I had to face.
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They didn't.
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So what do they have to say to me about it?
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All I ask is a little human reciprocity, a little human respect out of them.
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