There Is No Normal Grief
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She's like the psychopath or the person in the old days before they called the spectrum disorder.
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Sometimes Asperger's people would go to movies and see how people reacted.
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This is called surprise.
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This is called affection.
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Okay.
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I got it.
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She was doing the act.
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She was this.
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She was shocked.
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She was shell-shocked.
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Then she comes out.
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We all grieve in different ways.
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She wears the gold lame.
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She's walking around.
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It was, it was the state of the union.
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Here's this woman next to her who was just, I mean, rock solid grief.
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Unfettered, unedited, unqualified, absolute grief beyond any form of, I don't know what you want to call it.
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Unbelievable, horrible, terrible grief.
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Grief that transcended everything.
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Everything.
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And you could see she was looking at him like this, like, oh.
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So that's it, huh?
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So that's what grief looks like.
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Is that it?
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Okay.
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How do you do you use the mental item?
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No, you don't do that.
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I notice you don't look up.
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You don't do that.
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What's that thing you do?
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Is that crying?
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Is that crying?
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Okay.
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How long did you work on your routine?
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Oh, you don't have a routine?
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It's incredible.
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Our good friend Barbara says, have you thought of being an actor or a comedian?
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I'm dying of laughter.
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Franz.
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I have done that and do it from time to time.
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Stand up, did that.
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And I had a big, big, big, big break, acting break.
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I was on one episode of House of Cards.
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That was a tour de forest.
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Hailed by critics.
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And by the way, every night, I'm doing something which is important.
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I do overnights on WABC, WABC, the flagship overnights with, put it this way, think Art Bell meets like occupational therapy or something.
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It's the wildest of this one, 77 WABC, and you can find the links of that.
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So anyway, watching this, you realize there's not an authentic part about her at all.
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And she, and the thing is, these people, these idiots, Tyler, Boyer, who's a guy with this with the pizza?
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Oh, don't get me started with that.
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They act like they should say, Erica, yeah, you can't do this anymore.
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You're a freaking fraud.
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You're a fraud.
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What are you doing?
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How can you not, how can you blow grief?
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All you had to do was just be normal.
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And she would tell you, there is no normal.
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There is no Erica.
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I don't know which, I mean, there's different Ericas.
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There's the, I was the reality show on Erica.
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There's this, Erica.
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What are you?
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What are you, what are you talking about?
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There is no.
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There is no Erica.
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Erica doesn't exist.
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Erica doesn't live here.