Tim Kennedy shares his harrowing Afghanistan evacuation—12,000 allies in 10 days, then 5,000 covertly post-Taliban takeover—while criticizing U.S. chaos and abandoned infrastructure. He links Afghanistan’s collapse to Putin’s Ukraine invasion, blames polarized politics for ignoring centrist solutions, and slams Hollywood hypocrisy on gun control. Kennedy’s martial arts evolution—BJJ leg locks, combat jiu-jitsu, and Sheepdog Response training—contrasts with his early no-gloves durability, advocating for realistic ground strikes. Both critique red flag laws and Congress’ insider stock trades, framing societal breakdowns as rooted in mental health, not guns alone. [Automatically generated summary]
So I'm going to give it a couple of months and really do all the knees over toes stuff and try to rehabilitate it without getting an MRI because I don't want to know what's going on in there.
It's obviously mobility and you're focusing on circulation in the knee.
So it's not good for the ego.
It's not fun for the ego because the weight that you're doing for the squats in that style of squatting to have your knees over your toes is way less than if I was going to be a meathead and go and squat.
You know, doing the lunges, it's trying to get that deep, deep forward lunge to get the knee all the way of the toe and then all the sled pulls and all the sled pushes and it's just like, golly, can I just do some athlete things?
You know, I know it's healing, so I'm going to be a better athlete, but it's still not fun.
And as he mauls me, like, we're in the cage right here at Onnit, and Satoshi is just beating me up, and then Roy McDonald getting ready for this fight, beating me up.
You know, GSP's traveling in, and then obviously, like, Gordon, and the Sean G. Ribeiro team at Six Blades, not but three miles away.
You have the B team with Craig Jones.
So, like, one through 20, the best grapplers on the planet are in Austin.
I just opened my gym in Cedar Park, so there was...
Ten miles, Sanjay Ribeiro is the closest, you know, kind of big gym, and Six Blades, and that was on 183, so he was, you know, it's a 20-minute, 15-minute drive to him.
In light of everything that's been happening, I mean, I've been screaming from every building I can get on that, you know, we need to prepare America for what is happening now.
And so she dug response, like the company mission statement is to train and equip people to preserve and protect human life.
With that in mind, we do everything from fighting, shooting, and medical to try and make sure everybody that comes to those courses, teachers, law enforcement, all of them get the basic fundamentals of really the things about saving life.
And we have been, I mean, Sheepdog Response, we have, I think, 180 or 210 courses this year.
And if you go to the website right now, it's like, sold out, sold out.
Like, I can't, I'm not going to lower the quality of training because everybody needs to know the right things.
As we look at Uvalde and the lack of training and the response and the broken systems and all the things that went wrong in there, you know, I'm like...
I literally teach every single day what the answer is to all of this, and you can only train so many people in a year.
Well, I mean, that's the responsive reactive side of it, which is really important.
You know, we have to make our schools hard targets.
We have to get individuals to be responsible and be able to protect themselves.
Our basic entry course for teachers...
And for everyone, it's called Protector.
It's Protector One course.
And we shoot, we fight how to keep blood in the body, you know, like tourniquets, packing wounds, and then the biggest part is situational awareness.
And that's all preventative actions where I see something that could be going wrong.
But I'd prefer to go upstream to the root cause of what is causing some of this violence, you know, mental health and these broken young men, and try to fix the individual.
So we don't, we have to do all these things with our schools.
You know, I've been writing nonstop since these last shootings have been happening, you know, and like the four D's about how to make a school a hard target.
We have detection, denial entry, you have deterrence, and then you actually have defend.
So of those things, identifying what a problem is, and trying to deter from the outside, limited entry.
You know, how our headquarters are set up, it's difficult to get in here, it doesn't look like a place I want to try and get in the you know, the the bushes are the landscaping is in a way where I'm not going to have access to the windows.
In my building, when you come to the front door and you get let in, you're in a kill box.
You get let into a lobby, and in that lobby, you can't get past the lobby.
In the lobby, there's somebody that will let you into the next room, and you're stuck there unless somebody lets you in.
The defend is obviously the last course of action where teachers or law enforcement are going to be protecting their kids.
There's lots of different solutions to that.
They have Cameras that can have pepper balls in them, lasers that can blind people, but ultimately it's the individual that has to be trained to be able to protect those children.
And in that preventative model of going upstream to fix the problem, we can do two things at once.
We can make our school harder targets and we can train teachers and we can get law enforcement to respond correctly while we start talking Really about what is causing these young men to be broken.
Yeah, but it's a bunch of things that nobody wants to talk about.
Like what?
We're going to be throwing stones.
Hollywood, video games, social media.
It's more divisive than ever on social media.
You get in this echo chamber with your own ideas, and those echo chambers, and they're crazy ideas sometimes when you're able to curate and editorialize the feed that you get back.
So there are only people, like if I'm following, if I'm struggling, and I'm just following angry hate rhetoric, and that is just building.
And so my thoughts are then magnified and compounded by other people reaffirming my own belief system.
And in the algorithms, then they put in something that then enrages me.
So it's like bias confirmation, bias confirmation, bias confirmation.
Oh, and then here's something for me to interact with because they want us to interact.
So, you know, the more emotionally driven we are in social media, the more we participate in it and the longer that we're on it.
So those algorithms are really just dangerous.
That's one.
Hollywood, where, you know, I love Matthew McConaughey, and I love his position, and I love him as an actor, and I love what he had to say, and I love that he wants to protect schools and children.
You know, but like, how many movies has he been in where he had people on their knees and he executed them in the face?
You know, you can't be on this moral high ground and then be a hypocrite.
So, if Hollywood is perpetuating...
You know, I've never let my children practice putting somebody on their knees and shooting them or watching a move.
You know, he's an action star and he's a great actor and I really love what he had to say and how we all do have to come together and find solutions.
You know, but if like Liam Neeson is out there being, you know, hey, we should get rid of guns, but I'm gonna take the next 10 million dollar contract for Netflix to be in the next action film, and my kill count's gonna be 110, oh man, I don't know if you can be in that position of moral authority to talk to me about what you should be doing with firearms.
So like video games was a way that I could just sit there, throw on, you know, The pressure cuffs on my legs or ice something while I would sit there and relax.
I loved first-person shooters, you know, Call of Duties.
Yeah.
But being a shooter and having, you know, obviously been in combat a bunch of times...
It was artificial.
It didn't...
I still wanted to go out and shoot.
You know, shooting definitely and training and dry firing and practicing is that cathartic process like really scratches that itch of wanting to drill and train.
What I experienced was afterwards I actually had more like pent up energy, you know, because I'm doing like these all these intense things, but it's this artificial experience that I mean, like jerking off compared to going with your partner and having an amazing intimate experience.
It has been a nonstop attack on The vernacular verbiage that we use in every forum, in every opportunity, in Twitter, on Instagram, it's telling you, it'll populate sometimes, ask you, would you like to add your pronoun?
I think it's a small amount of people that are doing it, but the problem is it's like it undermines the all the goodwill that people have towards like these group of progressive minded folks It's the small amount of people that want to come force compliance They want to force people to behave and think a very certain way.
Yeah, I mean back to mental health I think with Shooters, you see a reoccurring theme.
You see broken nuclear families.
These young broken men are missing serious masculine elements of who they are.
When you look at them, and I'm profiling, I'm generalizing here, you see a very similar young man every single time.
He's weak, he's frail, and he's broken.
There's nothing more dangerous than a broken, not healthy masculine figure.
You know, testosterone's a beautiful thing.
And one of the great things about the military is, you know, they enhance and they build all of this kind of ability to do very efficient violence.
You know, but they also show you how to control it and how to manage it and the vertical of the chain of command and when is it appropriate.
You know, here's your rules of engagement.
So it's very controlled and by the...
By this process, this arduous refiner's fire of shaping a human into a weapon, that you have a healthier thing.
You have this healthy, beautiful, masculine thing that is very, very different.
If you look at me and all of my friends in the special operations community, these are healthy, great men that love their wives and they love their children and they love America and they love And like the warrior society and the warrior culture is like this nice balance of, you know, they're fit, they get great nights sleep, they are very good at violence.
I mean, Jordan Peterson, you know, himself said, like a good man isn't a useless man.
A good man is one that is capable and strong and powerful, but knows how to control it.
And I couldn't agree more.
And when you look at these young broken men, You see the same trend over and over again, and they are missing these important moments that shape them as men.
And then they have testosterone, and they have strength, and they have violence, and they've never known how to channel it.
You had martial arts.
I had martial arts.
I had the military.
We had really healthy ways to burn that kind of growth and learn, you know, getting our asses beat on the mats.
The incels and the people that just never have these experiences where they learn how to channel their aggression and learn how to harness their discipline and learn how to...
To be a fucking man.
It's an issue.
It's a real issue.
And this whole, I think, you know, there's like, it's become a disparaged term, like, to be a man.
But that's a really important thing to learn how to be, like, when you see someone who holds their shit together and stays calm under pressure, and you're like, wow, you admire that person.
That's to be admired.
It is a thing.
It's an important thing.
It's just we are so goddamn comfortable in this country and we're so accustomed to it and it's been accentuated by the comfort that people experience from being able to talk shit on social media.
So you have this very distorted perception of what's acceptable in terms of how to communicate with other humans.
I was in Ukraine a week ago, and the men there have been hammered for resistance, you know, being on the border of Russia, obviously.
They've known what was coming for a generation.
And they have been training relentlessly for the past 20 years.
And the young men that you can walk down the streets of Kyiv and Maripool, Dnipro, and there is not a fat human in sight.
You know, there is not a just a complacent human anywhere to be seen.
Every single person there has been hardened, not just in body, but also in mind.
And then, you know, I flew from there to Amsterdam, Amsterdam direct back to LA or back to Austin, which is cool that we have a direct to Amsterdam now.
Yeah, and I was working, and then I came back, and I was like, is this, because the border has like this moon dust all along the Del Rio River, and so I was like, is this just, because I was outside, you know, running and chasing people, so I'm like, is this just moon dust in my sinuses, or do I feel like crap?
And I kind of had like a headache, and I never lost my taste of smell, or smell, and I was like, I'm going to take a test, and I got a positive.
I was like, oh my god, I got it!
And then I put on a sweatsuit and I got on my assault bike and I burnt a thousand calories in an hour, which was pretty rad.
And then I came in and the worst part of the whole experience was like, I went to my wife and I was like, well, I don't have to go to work for a couple of days.
Yeah, with 20-something deployments overseas, I've never seen anything like Afghanistan during the fall of Afghanistan.
I don't know who was at a strategic level not anticipating that the Taliban, every time that we moved an inch on the ground, that the Taliban would not move an inch on the ground.
So myself and all of my peers, all my colleagues, fully forecasted what was going to happen.
So as soon as we started collapsing that ground, there was no doubt in any of our minds that every inch of ground that we gave up was ground that the Taliban was going to take.
So when we gave up Kandahar and Bagram, the two strategic military bases, that means that we just gave up the rest of the country.
And We, having been at war there for 20 years and, you know, multiple trips over there, we have lots of friends that deployed with us there.
You know, Afghans, the Afghans have a special operations unit called the Commandos.
We worked alongside them.
Our interpreters are obviously from Afghanistan.
So, they live in Afghanistan, but they work for us.
These people have security clearances.
They love the idea of democracy and freedom.
They love the idea of a free, independent Afghanistan.
They want their daughters to be educated and...
Those ideals that philosophy does not align with the Taliban.
So as Taliban start taking over Afghanistan, are my phone just starts exploding from all of my friends, and asking me to go contracting companies saying, hey, I'll pay you 10 grand a day to go grab this guy.
But none of it was It was altruistic.
None of it was the right call to action.
It was lots of people.
Yes, it was going to go and save life, but it was for money.
And I was just waiting for, I don't know what I was waiting for.
I wasted two days trying to figure out what is the right thing to do here.
Until my phone rang.
I was in the middle of writing that book.
And I was with Nick Palmisciano, who's my co-author on this book.
He's sitting next to me.
We're working.
My phone rings.
Chad Robichaux calls me.
And he was a Marine Special Operations guy that had multiple deployments there.
And he had a translator named Aziz.
And Aziz worked specific to special missions units, like the tip of the spear type units.
And Aziz had already been told that they're coming to find him.
And Aziz was on the run with his family.
And they were very, very explicit about what they're going to do to his wife and his children in front of him before they kill him.
And then like Aziz's friends start being murdered.
And so Chad calls me and says, Hey, man, I'm gonna go get a Z's.
Can you help me?
And I said, Yes.
I'm on my way.
At the same moment next to me, Nick is talking to a young woman named Sarah Verardo.
Sarah is this like powerhouse.
She runs the Independence Fund, which is a military veteran nonprofit that takes care of severely wounded veterans and give them chairs like track automatic track chairs.
Her husband is one of the worst.
This is a weird title to hold, but he is one of the worst wounded veterans from the Afghan war.
That's her husband, and she's the provider and care and sole care provider.
I don't know what the right word is.
She takes care of him.
And he was wounded in Afghanistan.
So her heart is like just, but she has lots of friends in the government.
So in this moment, we have the right kind of two people.
I have a good mission.
I know what I'm gonna do.
It's morally right.
And somebody has to do it or Aziz and my friend's friend is going to be murdered.
And I have a method.
Sarah can get us routes and approval from the government.
So the four of us started this NGO called Save Our Allies.
And that literally that phone call was the beginning of what is now, you know, what was the most successful NGO movement?
What's an NGO? A non-government organization.
A non-profit.
So Save Our Allies, like that call, initiated it.
Nick and I were on a plane into the Middle East the next day.
We flew into the UAE. The Crown Prince was like the most generous host that you could imagine.
One of our friends I used to ride motorcycles with the Crown Prince.
And he said, I will give you a C-17 plane.
If you can land it, fill it up with a perfect manifest of people and get it out, I'll give you another plane.
And that was the initial promise.
And 10 days later, we moved 12,000 people out of Afghanistan.
11% of everybody that left the country during the evacuation, me and three of my friends on the ground, and 12 of us total in the Middle East moved.
Everybody remembers, you know, people hanging on to the landing gear of aircraft and falling to their death, like that, that was peak Afghanistan withdrawal.
I mean Taliban's gonna Taliban so they are definitely doing their thing, but it was it was the the desperation of the people trying to Find a way to live so at each of these gates is A NEO operation.
It's a non-combatant evacuation operation.
It's a military operation if a NEO takes place.
They keep calling it a NEO, but that's if the military ran it.
And if the military ran it, you would see, you know, a special forces unit with a big, like the Ranger Regiment or 82nd Airborne that come in.
They'd build this huge exterior perimeter.
They'd control the ground strategically.
Then it would be like the clockwork of a military operation as planes are coming in and planes are coming out.
We're building manifests.
We're confirming that everybody that goes on the plane are the right people.
This was not a NEO. This was run by the State Department.
So instead of that big strategic military operation, instead of think the airport became an embassy.
And like in the movies, you're running the embassy, and if you get in, you're safe, and then they'll get you out.
That's how they started treating HKIA, the airport in Kabul, as an embassy.
So the military just secured the perimeter of the embassy, the airport, and anybody that got on the airport was able to get out.
Except the military wasn't allowed to go outside of the airport, so all the people in the city of Kabul were stuck.
That's where we had to come in.
So we had to go out into Kabul and grab the people and then smuggle them past the Taliban to get them onto planes.
And to answer your question, that perimeter of the base where the gates, there's tens of thousands of people that were lining up here.
And they maybe walked a few days.
So by the time they get there, they're dehydrated.
They have nothing there.
There's no food.
There's no water.
The Taliban, if there's too many people, they'll just take a magazine and just dump it into the crowd to move them back or to crowd control them.
They'll just dump a magazine into a crowd of people.
The women, they would float babies like you're at a baseball game with a beach ball.
They would float the baby towards the gate in the hopes that a Marine or a soldier would reach down and grab the baby and bring it into safety.
And when that didn't work, the moms would take the babies and they'd try to throw them over the walls.
Well, guess what's on either side of the wall?
Constantina wire.
There's fucking Constantina wire on both sides of this wall.
So these babies would land in the wire.
And we're in the middle of moving, you know, hundreds of people at a time, like smuggling them past the Taliban, and I'm stepping over a baby in water, or there's like a small body that's on fire that was burnt alive by the Taliban.
You know, one of the teams, as they went out into Kabul, And they just missed it by seconds.
They're going to go pick up this woman that was a journalist for one of the Afghan news organizations.
But the Taliban got to her first.
They pull up.
The Taliban see these guys in the car.
They drop her on the hood of the car and they execute her on the car as they just look at the dudes in the car.
There's nothing that they can do.
Just execute her.
This was every day.
So when I said a level of desperation I've never seen before, this is, I mean, this is like, no American, no American can imagine that type of desperation.
So everybody that was watching on television, they saw...
Curated, controlled information is way worse on the ground.
So what looked like this assemblance of an assembly line of planes taking off and planes coming in, what that is inside a controlled environment, you know, that was in on the base, outside, if you if you know, if you go 1000 meters outside of the wire, it is just Chaos, anarchy, apocalyptic level madness.
You know, like really, really, really total Taliban experience out there.
One of our, one of the guys with us is codenamed Sea Spray.
He didn't eat in those 10 days.
He lost 20 something pounds in the 10 days that he was there.
And, you know, he could like nibble on a cracker and drink water just because he didn't have any enzymes left in his stomach to break anything down.
You know, when you're running out the wire to grab a family and come back in, You don't really have time to think about what you're stepping over, but you still see it.
And that's the thing that tortures my mind is I still saw it all, but I didn't have the time to address it emotionally, think about this dead body I'm stepping over, because I'm really busy trying to get to this family.
Then we get to this family and I confirm we had to be really judicious in how we confirmed who the people were.
If I brought back one person that wasn't the right person to bring back, I would consider myself a failure in the whole entire mission.
If I bring back one radical terrorist that's not escaping but trying to get to the United States, And everything would be for not.
So we had a really deliberate Department of State, Department of Defense approved manifest that would go officially through the government.
They would submit all their paperwork.
They would have, you know, digital versions of it.
So I would then give them a location on the ground where they would have to meet me.
And then once I met up with them, They would have a far recognition signal that would be not to like give up the tradecraft, but they'd have a way to let me know that that is the right person and that then would come face to face and then they'd have another thing like a secret word that they had to sneak into a sentence.
And that's a near recognition signal.
And then they have to give me their documents and the documents have to be real and it has to be the right person and the same ones that were submitted.
So cool, I got the right person.
So come on, I got your family.
Why are these other 40 people with you?
Like, oh, it's it's like it's my cousin and, you know, and her family and it's, you know, my brother and his family and it's like, they gotta stay.
Like, you're coming with me, and they're staying.
Sorry.
You can get in the car, you can't.
You have five seconds.
Then, by that time, usually the Taliban have spotted us, and it's a foot race to make it back into the wire before they catch us.
I've never seen anything in it like it in my lifetime in the military, where there was that many, many men and women from the military, so active and unified, and we have to do something, you know, the I'm never going to forget my countryman's response to Afghanistan and Ukraine, the generosity of just America.
You know, it's a different thing from being that nationalist compared to being a patriot.
You know, these patriots were throwing money to pay for gas on planes.
They were...
You know, helping us buy buses to position out in Kabul.
Like, we literally bought buses that we'd put in intersections to have people meet there, and they would bring that bus onto the air base.
And none of this would have been possible, you know, without the UAE and the Crown Prince and the Sheik, without their generosity, and then without the American people just stepping up.
And veterans especially.
They just...
I've just never seen it.
So as angry as I am as to the way that we...
Strategically did that withdrawal.
I have never been more proud of the American people.
He said this thing, parents were asking, what do we do in light of all these terrible things that are happening?
And he says, look to the helpers.
You will always see people doing good work and helping.
And I really take this, I don't know how that works really in the brain, but I didn't focus on I saw all the soldiers from the 82nd being so brave, and I saw all the Marines on the walls, you know, protecting all of these people trying to come in and trying to find the right people.
I mean, they're children, you know, they're 18, 19, 20-year-old young men and women that volunteered to serve, and then here they are thrust into this apocalypse-like scenario, and they're just so incredible.
I look at them.
I look at my team.
Sean G was our ground force commander, Sea Spray, and Dave.
I look at them.
I see their eyes just sunken in from not sleeping for six, seven days in a row.
But they're still going.
I look at that.
I look at that 82nd guy as I'm like, hey man, can you pick up this Constantino wire so I can slip underneath here with this little kid?
He's like, yeah, bro.
That's rad.
But when the bomb goes off at the end of August, that was what we knew going to be the end of us being able to be effective in going outside the wire and grab people and bring them back in.
The base just was going to get locked down.
And that was starting to hurt.
That's when I realized...
So our list kept growing.
I said we moved 12,000 people in 10 days.
Think about 12,000.
You've been to arenas with 12,000 people.
In 10 days, we confirmed who they were, which is a miracle in itself.
Thank you, Sarah Virardo.
So Save Our Allies found these people, confirmed who they were, got them approved from the government, and then put them on a plane and flew them out in 10 days.
But after the bomb happens, and we are limited in our ability to be effective.
And this list is growing and growing and growing this that is when like my soul just starts dropping out the bottom.
Because the list grows and my end, we're not bringing anybody else in.
So Sean G our ground force commander Listening to him tell Sarah, she's like, well, what's the point of us still making this list?
They are in the control of the Taliban if they're alive So we're still actively working like we have been so we have now moved 17,000 people total out of Afghanistan, so we've moved another 5,000 people since Afghanistan became fully under control the Taliban and How do you get them out while it's in control the Taliban?
That was set on the campaign trail that we would be pulling out after 20 years.
And so on, you know, September 11th, 2021, we, when I say we, America, said that we were going to be leaving Afghanistan.
And to stay true to those campaign promises and...
I'm not against leaving Afghanistan.
I didn't want to fight in Afghanistan anymore.
I don't think anybody else did.
Having been there for 20 years, whether it was a good war, a feudal war, that's for strategic level people to argue about.
but the way that we left that was really problematic obviously I don't know Have we ever done anything like this before?
Yeah.
I mean, it happened in Saigon at the end of the Vietnam War.
You know, we have...
I mean, you go all the way back to Sun Tzu.
He tells you how to retreat.
You know, if...
You can see other instances where we did it poorly, like Dunkirk, like had the...
If the Englishmen not stood up and hopped on private-owned boats and crossed the channel, there's a good chance that all of Great Britain would have fallen to the Nazis.
That was a bad plan.
So it's happened multiple times, but I don't know why.
We just don't seem to learn from history, and then we just bury history intentionally.
It's got to be a strange feeling to be you to have experienced so many of the things you've experienced and then to come back here and see all these people that are just blissfully ignorant of what's going on in the world while there's stuff in their face with Krispy Kreme donuts.
And I don't think there's any way to really educate people on what's happening unless you physically expose them to it or unless they make a concerted effort to educate themselves.
I don't...
So many people just...
They don't...
Like, we pulled out of Afghanistan.
There was some noise in the media for, like, a few weeks.
That was the largest evacuation in American history.
Like, ever.
And it was...
There's no way...
I would love to be able to put numbers, but there's no way for us to assume or guess the type of atrocities and the number of them that happened outside.
You know, the ones I saw firsthand...
I would take pages of this notebook.
And, you know, there's thousands of soldiers that saw that every single moment.
And that was just within eye's distance.
You know, who knew what happened three blocks in where the actual Taliban checkpoints were.
So every route into the base was controlled by the Taliban.
And every military expert on the planet, you know, whoever, whoever controls the outside perimeter actually controls that ground.
So the Taliban control the outside perimeter.
So they control the airport.
Everybody that got into that base was either able to circumvent, like get past one of the Taliban checkpoints, or had to go through it.
You know, it's like, oh, thank you for this passport.
And as like an aspiring helicopter pilot that would love to buy a helicopter, I'm like watching them destroy a Sikorsky.
I'm like, oh my God.
You know, like, destroy me.
And, like, this is happening all around us as, you know, bombs going off and, you know, you hear gunfire and things are burning.
We're starting to destroy all of our sensitive documents and we're just collapsing down this base.
I get on the—we pack a C-17 full of people, a C-17 wrap closes— I have to get on a military C-17 because my plane out, which was a private jet that we had set up as our emergency evacuation, it crash lands in Pakistan.
As it's flying into Afghanistan, it has an engine go out, so it has to do an emergency crash landing into Pakistan.
And now I'm sitting here in Afghanistan, like...
I don't know how I'm getting out.
I have no idea.
Fortunately, the military is amazing.
They took care of us.
They flew the four of us volunteers.
I'm not there in any military capacity.
I'm fully there as a civilian working for an NGO, an approved government nonprofit with authorities all the way up and down.
I get on this military C-17 and the ramp closes.
And as that last little bit of Afghanistan light finally leaves my vision, I turn around and I see these 400 people sitting on the floor of a C-17.
They've never been in aircraft before.
They've never left Afghanistan before.
That vast majority of them.
And, you know, I'm thinking about all the people that we left it behind.
And the way that you leave a combat zone is way different than the way that we take off from like an airport, like this nice gradual slope, the way military planes take off or land, it is like full power straight up and they start doing like these maneuvers to make sure that they don't get shot at the sky.
So all these people on this plane are freaking out.
And the old women who are exhausted and dehydrated, they start passing out.
And just so people get an understanding of who these people are that we're bringing out, I'm like, hey, I need a doctor.
Is there a doctor in here?
Like 17 people stand up.
You know, some Americans, some Afghan doctors, there's like an orthopedic surgeon, there's a vascular surgeon, and so they all just come in and that's who's on these planes.
These aren't just...
I know it's really easy to be like, oh, there are these brown people from the Middle East.
That is so racist and wrong.
These are amazing humans that are educated and they speak English.
I think Afghanistan was a contributor to Putin's enthusiasm to go into Ukraine.
He's like, what are they going to do?
They're not going to do anything.
In one of the military bases, the two kind of big ones were Kandahar and Bagram.
I think it was Bagram, the general, the Afghan general that ran Bagram base, American forces in the dead of night loaded all of their people and the stuff that they could carry into the planes that they had, left the base.
He woke up to an empty base with Taliban just driving onto the most strategic piece of land in the whole entire country.
And the Taliban just, like, walk into the arms room, open the door, and start grabbing ARs off the racks that the military had just left there.
Night vision, PVS-31s, you know, Taliban's like...
I look at these two fringe sides and I'm like, bro, you're crazy.
On the far right, right?
They look on the far left and I'm like, ooh, bro, you're crazy.
And I'm just in the middle being like, oh, who here thinks that Afghanistan is a wreck?
Bunch of people raise their hands.
Okay, cool.
Who thinks that we should enact legislation to protect schools and spend money to be able to harden our schools and address mental health and like everybody raises their hand, not a single hand to stay down, right?
And then you're like, who thinks that it's a great plan for Russia to be able to take land that leads up to NATO countries?
Loving NATO or like Ukraine, don't like Ukraine, think that they're corrupt, any of it.
Like everybody is like, yeah, I don't want communism at my door.
And then you go, well, who thinks there's a problem with immigration right now?
And I mean, obviously, in Texas, every Texan is gonna be like, bro, there's a crazy problem.
Like everybody generally is like, yeah, I think the immigration system is broken.
Let's figure out how to fix it.
Even if you're like, no, build the wall or no, let them all in.
Everybody still agrees that there's a problem with immigration.
We have to fix it.
So in the middle here are just a bunch of people with a lot of issues that we all agree need to be fixed.
And then I guess we can't have a conversation because we are so divided about what the best solution is.
I think there's a giant percentage of us that are in the middle, but there's enough people that are so crazy on either side that you choose to say, that crazy, I just can't tolerate, so I'm going to join in with this crazy.
I'm going to side with Antifa because I think the Proud Boys are gross.
It's like that kind of a thing.
That's what people tend to do.
They tend to decide to side with one of the tribes, even though they probably have a conglomerate or conglomeration of ideas that they've adopted from sort of both.
Maybe economically they're more conservative, but socially they're more liberal.
Most people are kind of in the middle.
And I think one of the things that happened during COVID is that people were sort of alarmed by the way some of the governments handled things, particularly the way Canada handled things, the way some of the states handled things.
And it made people lean towards whatever side was going to impose less restrictions on them and respect freedom more.
People got the fuck out of California because they're like, I don't like where this is going.
And I need to be someplace where I feel like I'm not going to be restricted in my actions by a government that really doesn't have a good idea on how to protect me anyway.
And they want to infantilize me in some sort of a way.
Yeah, I just released this documentary called No Help Is Coming, and it addresses that specifically.
It's all up to you.
As Trudeau and Gavin Newsom just landed in California and had a thing last week, and there's pictures of them together, and you're looking at the draconian level Legislation that is happening in Canada and California similarly and then the number of people that are just running for their lives.
And I've always thought it was important, but I realize how important it is once I've moved to Texas because it's not just that Texas gave you more freedom.
It changed the way people behaved during the pandemic as opposed to California where people are still afraid.
There was a level of anxiety that existed already there.
I mean, there's so many people in California that are on antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication and they're freaking out already and they're not doing jack shit with their body.
There's sedentary lifestyle and they're seeking to mitigate some of the problems that come with that with pharmaceutical drugs and Then a pandemic hits so they've got psychological issues.
They've got cultural issues They've got an issue with the way they view government and the way they view the government particularly in California that they almost want them to take care of Everything they want them to hold their hand and then you come here and there's none of that now And that's what I loved.
I'm like, we're in.
Fuck it.
I mean, dude, I came out here two fucking years ago now.
Trying to learn about suicide and depression and anxiety and the type of prescriptions that are being prescribed post and during COVID.
The things that I'm seeing in the world right now are very, very scary because people are not both physically and emotionally healthy.
We're in a really dangerous moment where we either turn a corner and start making good decisions about being individually responsible about our health and mental and physical health.
Or, I think we're going to have some really serious repercussions.
You know, we're seeing it already, like the insane rise of suicide and substance abuse.
And it's frightening.
I mean, the veteran community right now, they're not even reporting the data of veteran suicides and active duty suicides because they are so high and they don't want people to know about them.
This is unprecedented mental health problems within the veteran community.
On Instagram, I'm posting, hey, here's the suicide hotline number.
Here are ways to seek help.
Find a friend.
Two days ago in Washington, D.C., we did a ruck around the mall in Washington, D.C. I did a post.
I said, hey, come out for mental health.
We had 100 people just show up to go for a walk.
Um, with, you know, 40 pounds on their backs and, um, I tried to kill them all in a good healthy way.
So they couldn't kill themselves, you know, and all of those things like community and sweat and friendship and laughing, like those are all really great things for humans to experience.
And none of that has happened for the past couple of years.
Yeah, it's the unthought of consequences of the way they enacted measures to supposedly protect us.
And the thing that you just said that's very important is the amount of overdose deaths and the amount of suicides, how much it ramped up.
And in many places, per age group, it far surpassed the people that were dying from COVID. Especially with young people that aren't as susceptible to COVID, but were just as susceptible to suicide.
You know, I think I'm a pretty healthy person, but there's no doubt that they'd be like, just to piss Tim off, like, 1-800-BE-A-SNITCH. I've looked into your Instagram comments before.
So, Matt Best, Evan Hafer, Jared Taylor, Mike Glover, Coleon, like, all of those guys.
If you click on some of the people that are...
There's about 500 or 600 of these pages...
And there's somebody that has built this big, huge infrastructure to target us.
And they are troll comments.
There's somebody writing in perfect English, whether that's a Russian bot, a China bot, or an actual just crazy troll.
And they have, you know, they have dedicated meme pages and, you know, saying outlandish wild things, you know, like that Matt Best is anti-2A or that, you know, Tim Kennedy hates freedom.
In that confirmation bias, where you have this kind of preconceived notion, and then you go out and look for anything that supports your wild ideas.
You know, if I think the number 17 is my magical number, I can go out and I can find the number 17 on a freeway sign.
Man, I knew it.
You know, I knew that's my magic number, right?
And then I'm driving down the road, I turn left into a residential area, and I look down at my speedometer.
I'm at 17. And so you start getting this belief, and it is the most dangerous thing in confirmation bias, especially when it has crazy ideas, like anti-freedom ideas, or hating a specific person, and you're looking for reasons not to like them.
It is dangerous.
For investigators...
On the law enforcement side, we have specific measures for detectives to prevent them from using confirmation bias.
I think you're guilty, so I'm going to start looking for evidence that supports my belief that you are guilty.
She's so articulate and so smart and so resilient.
And what's fascinating is one of the subjects we got into was I said, do you think you would...
I would never wish this on anyone because it happened to her when she was 20 years old.
She was falsely accused of murder.
There's plenty of evidence that there was this guy from Africa.
They know who he is.
His DNA is all over the house.
His blood's in the house.
Like, he came into the house and said he was in the house.
And said he got there when the guy was killing her and he ran away.
Like, the fucking story is so bad.
It's so bad.
And they still tried to pin it on her because that's who they initially supposed was doing it.
There's zero evidence.
But they tried her twice.
Twice for this.
But it's that kind of shitty detective work that you're talking about avoiding.
Because people are human and humans have egos.
And egos lead you to make decisions that aren't rational or justifiable, but they support your initial assertion, which if you say, turns out I was wrong, now all of a sudden people go, well you don't know what the fuck you're doing.
So make sure that my idea is like, man, that's a great point that she just made.
Maybe I want to look into this.
And then I take a little peek.
Or I could be a psychopath and I could, you know, block all of those people that disagree with me and then only follow all the people that agree with me.
And, you know, I'm getting weird articles, but I'm like, oh, but that's an article that supports this crazy idea that I have.
Or I could go back to my own gym and, you know, be in the big fish in my super tiny little pond and never adapt or never grow or never learn anything new.
And when you do that intellectually, Where this is what I think and this is what I know, but I'm never going to subject myself to anything different.
It's more common for people to do that than it is for people to seek out new ways to learn and humble themselves with new information.
And jujitsu, it forces you to do that.
I mean, it is really, really fascinating the changes that have taken place in Jiu Jitsu.
Essentially, I mean, Jiu Jitsu has always evolved, right?
There's like the 10th Planet system that used flexibility and the closed guard and rubber guard in this really weird and interesting way.
And then there's a lot of people that did that and they would try these moves out on people and they would have no idea what the fuck they're doing and they'd be tapping before they knew it was too late.
They didn't understand.
The leg lock system came into place.
And when the leg lock system came into place, it's like, oh my god.
I stopped training really hard somewhere around the time that the leg lock systems got put into place.
So I'm a baby when it comes to that.
I might be a black belt in jujitsu, but when I train with Gabe Tuttle and he explains to me all the ashigurami positions and all the different ways to counter, I'm like, holy shit.
This is like starting from scratch almost.
It's like I understand how to do a heel hook.
I get it.
But just the subtle variations on how to defend and when you're safe and when you're not safe and how to set up two, three moves in advance because you're knowing that this person is going to try to get out of it by going this way.
So you're stopping this and then you're implementing that.
Yeah, and then John Danaher, he's sitting there And he's like the wildest on the spectrum brilliant nerd and he's like going through these steps and I'm on the mat and I know I'm about to drill it but I want to run off the mat and go grab a video camera and record it so that I can and then write it down so I would have any chance of remembering all of the details that he put into it.
Well, John is a cheat code, as Gordon Ryan puts it.
He's like, where do you find one of those?
Where do you find a guy who is a professor of philosophy at Columbia University, a legit super genius, who then falls in love with jujitsu to the point where he's sleeping on the maths and teaching classes all day long?
And...
Coincidentally, he's injured.
So because he's injured, he can't compete himself.
So he pours all of his brilliance into other people because he's got an artificial hip, and he needs an artificial knee, and he's really fucked for playing rugby when he was younger.
I'll go in right here and get beat up by him at the 10th Planet gym.
And then I'll step out and somebody else will go in with him and then John and I will be coaching him.
And...
Getting the opportunity to coach a fighter with John also gives me a new layer, kind of peeling back the way that his mind works.
And he is truly brilliant.
You know, he's a great human.
He's a great coach.
In jiu-jitsu, but he's also a great fighter like he understands how all of it works and putting it together Best spoke for a single person is pretty neat.
I do my conditioning in their morning class time and we set up our bikes and our rowers and our skiers so we can just by osmosis watch technique as they're doing it.
So I'm like on the skier, just like this creep, just staring I'm staring into your eyes as I'm just going.
My heart rate's up in the yellow, you know.
And they just laugh.
It's like me and Shane and Sean Apperson.
I'm that old school approach where I do my boxing separate.
I do my Muay Thai separate.
I do my wrestling separate.
And I do my Jiu-Jitsu separate.
And then I do MMA where I try to put them all together.
But I try to develop each of those pieces as kind of a traditionalist style.
I love the sweet science of boxing, and the footwork is different than when I do Muay Thai.
And there's parts...
But then I get to go and paint my MMA picture and put it all together in my style.
But the...
If I'm...
For me getting better in jujitsu, if I just did MMA and I'm not, you know, no gi and gi, slightly different techniques, the way I'm going to position my hip for a camora is going to be different.
I don't have the friction.
You know, I don't have a belt to grab to prevent them from rolling forward.
Like these are just slightly variations, different variations.
I like doing it really specific to each of the respective arts.
If I want Lama Shako footwork and I'm only doing Muay Thai, But that footwork is really, really useful in MMA. But I'm just doing MMA in Muay Thai.
I'm never going to get the good footwork that I need to be a good boxer.
And I'm not going to get the good head movement, because the head movement in Muay Thai is way different than that in boxing.
And I'm not going to learn how to put my shoulder in the right position to protect my chin, where I can keep my lead hand low, unless I do just boxing.
So if I want to take those very unique elements of boxing and then integrate it into my striking style, I do have to train that thing individually and then implement it into my style.
Well, first of all, there's a lot of things like when guys are in the 50-50 or when they're diving on heel hooks and their face is right there and someone just smashed.
And guys are getting TKO'd.
You know, I watched quite a few TKOs with just palm strikes to the face.
You're getting smashed from the top and you realize like, hey, you can't just grab legs.
You can't just grab legs when this guy has full use of his hands and he's standing over you.
You're realizing like what things are actually practical.
So making soup is when I take that back mount, you know, I just take their face and I push it into the ground.
You know, like, I only need an inch for me to break his orbital socket in his nose on the concrete.
You know, and then, like, once those teeth and a little bit of, you know, the cerebral spinal fluid drips out of the nose, you know, and a little bit of the blood and gum and saliva, like, that all gets mixed in front of this guy's face before the darkness slowly closes in.
Satoshi threw me, Olympic gold medalist, just threw me to the ground over and over and over again.
Danaher, he's like, how beautiful, because I was on the receiving end of it, he said, how beautiful is it For how effective it is that he can just take somebody and put them on the ground.
Back to leg locks on the ground, I was teaching a course in New York, a sheepdog response course, and there was a couple black belts that were in the course, and we're fighting for guns and knives, they're rubber guns and knives, and I'm in half guard, and I take, you know, he had the weapon, the gun, in his arm, in his waistband, He was covering it with his arm, and I pulled it out the back.
So I now have his gun.
And he dives underneath like he's gonna go for a leg lock.
I'm good at leg locks, and I'm just moving my feet so he's not getting it finished.
But I'm tapping his forehead with the gun.
And he still hadn't processed...
As he's having this piece of plastic hit him in the face, then he like...
Finally opens his eyes and the realization that I'm tapping him in the face with a gun that as he's diving for a leg lock, you know, how dangerous, you know, sports jujitsu is to combat jujitsu.
Well, it's definitely opening up people's eyes that were just straight-up jiu-jitsu players that took a chance and didn't want to do MMA, but said, let me see what happens when you add slaps.
But you see guys who excel at that, like guys like Wagner Rocha, who's a jiu-jitsu black belt, but also an MMA fighter.
Yeah, it's like, as soon as you make an agreement with that, there's a great video on Glory Kickboxing's Instagram page of this dude, I forget his name, this Russian guy.
Like, real high-level guy who fought Badr Hari, fought a lot of guys, but he's fighting this boxer.
Halio Gracie, Hoyler, told me as we're talking about jujitsu evolving, he said, my dad would say that if somebody can touch your face while you're doing jujitsu, that you're doing jujitsu wrong.
I mean, one of the things we learned from the early days of the UFC was, with all things considered, if you only know one sport, if you only know one art, jujitsu is pretty fucking effective.
It wasn't until everybody else learned jujitsu that jujitsu became a very important aspect of it, but not the primary aspect.
Remember the early days of the UFC, all we thought about was jujitsu.
Law enforcement, if you're in law enforcement and you don't train jiu-jitsu, shame on you.
Like, period.
You have to go and learn it because it is a superpower.
And this is why I tell them, like, a trained person touching an untrained person, that untrained person has no choice over what I want to do with their body.
I can do anything I want to it.
I can effortlessly put their hands behind their back and put them in cuffs.
I can move them cautiously and gracefully and kindly to the car as a trained person.
It is so powerful to have that control over somebody else.
And if you're in that protect and serve mode, it is your obligation.
They're just trained really hard and they happen to have never competed or only competed a couple of times.
And you could run into that guy in a fight and that's a terrible place to be, to be butt scooting towards some guy who's trying to literally separate the muscle from the fucking shin, you know, or separate your thigh meat with his shins.
You opened all of that with a guy that trains really hard.
That's the thing.
You train really hard.
Whatever it is your modality is, if you don't do that thing hard, you don't train that thing hard against a fully resistant opponent, then you're not going to be good.
You know, whatever theater that we're traveling to...
Ukraine, Afghanistan, the military and special operations, you know, they train that skill set, the basic fundamentals so much that you can take these guys and put them anywhere, and they perform at such a high level.
It's because of the training.
It's because it is so rigorous, it's so arduous, you know.
That's the argument that's like missing about the police, is that the police don't train the way special operations train, but yet they're involved in combat scenarios on a regular basis.
Yeah, so what we're experiencing right now is a byproduct of what society has forced police to become.
They're demonizing military training for law enforcement.
And then obviously we just experienced defund the police.
And nearly every large city has seen a crazy rise in crime.
And the ones that these large cities that defunded their police, to include Austin, you know, we've never seen homicides like this.
You get in the Chicago's and the Boston's, you're just like crazy.
This is so scary.
And how does it make any sense that I'm going to provide this group that I want to protect us with less training and less funding, but then still want them to be a better product to be able to protect us?
And then the people that they're protecting, I'm going to disarm.
So the people coming to save them are untrained and unprepared.
It's creating this disastrous situation.
It's not like, I want to prevent rapes from happening, so me as a good person, I'm going to chop my penis off.
Like, that's the dumbest argument you could ever make.
Like, that's not going to prevent rapes.
It is going and empowering people or preventing consequences for a rapist to try and rape somebody.
You know, it's not cutting the genitals off of every man.
I think the first thing is society, culture right now.
We have been...
We've been emasculating the law enforcement for a while.
You know, we want a kinder, softer, gentler, you know, and I get they're dealing with mental health and we can have specialists that can come in and deal with somebody having a mental health crisis.
But we still need men and women that will run towards the sound of gunfire and know what to do.
We have been weakening them and we have been making them ill-equipped to respond to that.
And then I think Uvalde is a great example of not properly trained with broken systems that are not ready to do the right thing.
And we will have more of that unless we get them the right training, and we get our schools to become hard targets, and then we go upstream to the origin, the genesis of these problems, which is mental health with the individual.
If we don't do those things, then it's never gonna be fixed.
You know, the nuclear family where, you know, mother and father are loving their child and trying to make that person be a healthy, adjusted human, that has been demonized.
So with a broken family comes often a broken person.
Masculinity, it's been attacked nonstop.
And, you know, we've demonized any kind of masculine attributes.
You know, let's in every way try to feminize men.
And a feminine man is a dangerous thing when it comes to violence.
Now, on the spectrum of being a man, we have very feminine men, and I love them, and they're fine, and I'll take care of them.
And that there's nothing wrong with that.
But a broken one is a dangerous thing.
Any broken thing, especially one that's capable of violence.
It's really, I mean, as somebody that runs a training company, I'm always looking for not just anecdotal examples, but data for me to be like, okay, what was a good thing that happened?
What was a dangerous thing that happened in the AAR of, I want to AAR every shooting, an after-action review.
I want to look at the things that they did right and the things that they did wrong.
I want to sustain the things that they did right, and then I want to make sure that we address the things that did wrong so we, in training, have a better system.
And we're trying to do that with shootings, and it pops up for a second, like there was, you know, a shooting at this mall in San Antonio, and somebody in the parking lot, it was, the guy gets out of the car, he's walking towards the mall, and somebody spots him, and ends up confronting him, and was concealed carrying, and stopped this guy from doing this active shooter.
It was impossible to find.
Any of the information about what happened.
And that's very commonplace about how difficult it is to find that type of data.
And so when you get down to, like, what is actually happening with guns, like, there's a lot of socioeconomic problems that are contributing to this.
There's a lot of cultural problems that are contributing to it because you have these communities that have never been fixed.
They have the same issues that they've had for decades upon decades because they've been ignored.
And why we'll spend...
Billions of dollars to help foreign countries.
We don't spend a fucking nickel to try to fix all these really damaged and fucked up inner cities where people are growing up with this heightened sense of despair.
It never gets any better.
Everyone around you is either involved in crime or affected by crime.
There's drug dealing and violence and gang violence.
This is your reality, and the only way to get social cred is to become a shooter, to become somebody who's capable of doing the horrific things that you're seeing all around you.
And then, if I'm looking for an argument for me to say how dangerous firearms are, I just automatically grab gun violence in its entirety and don't understand or break down.
I don't take that one extra minute to go a layer deep to understand what the real numbers look like.
But I'll just take that that those mass aggregates and be like oh yeah look look at all this like no man like 65% of that's suicide and a lot of this is gang violence a whole bunch of it is law enforcement yeah it's lame it's a lame blanket to throw over gun violence you know mass shootings are fucking horrific but you know what's also considered mass shootings when they talk about the amount of mass shootings is when gangs get together and shoot at each other that's a mass shooting because there's more than one people shot and there's more you know it's just But
the bottom line about all of it is we keep looking at one aspect of the problem, which is the amount of guns.
We're not looking at the mental health aspect of it.
You hear no legislation or no programs that are being implemented and put into place to try to reach out to people and help people that have been bullied, that are filled with despair, and they feel like their life is over before it's even begun.
If you're on the north side of that rock, the current from the south side of the rock through the breakers, I mean, there's some powerful current.
And...
You know, I swam for about 45 minutes.
I mean, that's a mile and a half at least.
And so I'm just treading water in the fog, butt-ass naked.
And thank God somebody saw me walk into the water.
And Morrow Bay is like a retirement city.
And so I'm assuming, I'm just imagining, I never knew who it was.
This old woman went and called the Coast Guard.
And the Coast Guard boat, this is one of the earliest chapters in my book, is describing, like this is kind of, 9-11 happened very shortly after that and woke me up as to, I need to do something.
And this Coast Guard boat comes up and this captain has his legs dangling off the side of the boat.
He's like, hey, what are you doing down there?
My arrogance as a young man, our frontal lobe, not developed, clearly at this moment.
I'm like, I'm swimming.
He's like, no shit.
Even in that moment, I'm a sarcastic little prick.
And he's like, so what's going on?
So I give him a summary, a little executive summary of my life right now.
Yeah, I don't believe in God or whatever I do, but I know there's no way to describe why I'm not dead.
When you go through my life and you read moments like this, you're just like, this is not possible.
You know, from Afghanistan, you know, just this last August to Ukraine to combat tours, you know, getting blown up in Afghanistan and, you know, multi-day gunfights.
Periods of time where I'm like crawling on the ground trying to find a magazine that has bullets in it because I've run out of bullets.
When you start going through this, you're just like, this is...
But moments like that, you know, God's pretty rad.
Do you think you're fortunate or do you think that there's really like a plan out there for you?
Do you think that you are doing enough good work that somehow or another this is either predestined or you're just making the best out of it as it goes along and you decide that it's predestined?
Like, I can have my beliefs and I'm looking for examples that support that construct.
But I think objectively, if you take a step back and you look into every religion, you know, and if we're looking at karma, people that do good and you see good that comes back to them, however that happens...
I believe that I know what I'm supposed to be doing here.
I'm supposed to be equipping and training people to be able to preserve and protect human life.
And that, I think, is as much of a part of it as anything.
Is that in doing that, in training and equipping people to take care of themselves and to protect life and training people in martial arts, you're making better humans.
They become better human.
Some people don't want to hear that because they don't want to do the work.
So they don't want to hear that that makes you a better human.
You're a really bad, horrible person for a while, you know?
You've talked about it many times, and anybody that knows me, I carry a ton of shame and humiliation over periods of my life, and when I talk to somebody that knew me back then, I'm like, oh, man.
Every young man is just filled with ego and anger, and you could go and take that anger and channel it in the worst ways possible and ruin a bunch of people's lives, or...
You can find martial arts and become an inspiration and help a lot of people and become a better human being.
And that's what's happened to both of us.
And it's happened to countless people that we know.
Every fucking manly man that I know has had anger issues and has had ego issues and has had all these things that we call toxic masculinity.
All these things that befall so many men because there's a long history of men Fighting in wars, protecting families, hunting and gathering, and needing to have this ability to perform violence and this ability to be aggressive.
And with no channel of that, you can get off the fucking rails pretty easily.
He and I trained together when he was a purple belt.
When he first came to the United States, First time that he had his crappy little visa and walked into the pit and was at slow kickboxing, just mopping the mats with all of us.
At the time, we would have to drive from San Luis Obispo to Santa Barbara to train with the closest purple belt.
Glover was the boogeyman for like six years because he couldn't get into the United States.
For six years, he was the scariest guy in the 205-pound division that wasn't in the UFC. And I was always keeping an eye on him.
I was always like, when are we going to get Glover into the UFC? And then he got into the UFC and I don't know if Kyle Kingsbury was his first fight, but it was one of his first fights.
I did it standing in combat to a guy that tried to grab some stuff off my kit.
And the Kimura is like the best technique to defend.
If somebody's trying to take stuff off of you, like law enforcement, it's one of the first techniques that they should learn about how to keep their weapon on them, right?
Lock the wrist, reach over, grab their own wrist, bring their wrist back behind their head.
Yeah.
In a snap, I break literally every bone in his whole entire arm and dislocate his shoulder and his collarbone snaps as his face hits the wall and it breaks all the bones in his face.
I have grenades and flashbangs and knives and a gun all on my body armor.
I didn't have the Winkle Johns and the Gibsons to wrap my hands perfect like they do now.
Early fighting, we would literally use boxing wraps and then tape our hands.
We didn't know any better.
So I was like, I don't, I can't grab like this, you know, and I definitely can't punch like this, so I'd rather wear, you know, I have big hands, I'd rather wear like a medium-sized glove that I just have to force my hand in.
I'm wearing a smaller glove so my hand can get into different angles and I definitely can grab a lot easier.
It's just weird that you can kick someone in the face with your shins, you can elbow someone in the face with your elbows, no covering or protection at all.
Those things are both much harder than your hands.
That fight, mopped the mat with Jason Mayhem Miller.
You know, I just crushed him on the ground, knees to the head, soccer kicks to the head, you know, he's trying to fight off his back, and I'm just like eating his legs up.
He shoots a crappy shot, you know, a little snap down on the north-south, you know, as he's belly down, just dropping knees to the sides and top of his head.
One fight, you know, then fast forward two years.
I think we're the same person, slightly different rule set.
And it's proper MMA. And I lose a split decision.
But you see us in almost the exact same positions with the same...
But I just wasn't allowed to do damage in half the positions.
Did you see Mighty Mouse's fight where he got KO'd with a knee to the ground in one FC? I think 1FC has a better rule set in that regard.
Me too.
But I also don't like cages.
I think they should fight in a large open area.
Because there's a thing about a cage that allows you to get back up to your feet.
It also allows you to take guys down.
I think much more realistic is like, if you can have a basketball game, and you can have it on this big-ass fucking basketball court, why can't you have two guys stand in the middle of that big-ass basketball court, mat that fucker up, everybody gets a clear view.
You watch that fight, we're in the big cage, and I'm chasing him around the whole entire fight, and he's just like peppering me with good footwork and outside strikes, you know, and then we get to the little cage with Melvin Menhoff and Robbie Lawler.
Both of those fights were in little cages, and you watch how that fight went down.
You know, like I just, like a pit bull on top of him, and I just mauled him.
And totally different like you you give Robbie an extra five feet of circumference like that dude's gonna be blasting me from the outside in that Southpaw with that nasty cross the whole entire fight.
Yeah Yeah, it's crazy like people forget that you had this long career in like so many you fought in so many organizations Before you got to the UFC was running from the UFC and You're running from them?
I mean, I was really torn between going with Bob Cook and AKA or going to Jackson.
It was, you know, I think it was when I lost to Jacare.
It was a really close fight.
I really thought I won.
You know, I won on every measurable matrix, but I had a big, swollen, closed eye.
And Greg was there, and Greg was like, you know, you really missed real key moments in preparation and kind of how you executed your game plan.
And I was like, Yeah, you're not wrong.
He's like, you need to be in a real fight camp.
I can help introductions.
I can literally connect you with American Top Team.
I was friends with Bob Cook, and I thought about going to California.
But I had so much baggage and bad decisions from when I lived in California that I thought it would be a bad idea for me to go back there.
So I was looking for...
The real professional big fight camp and Jackson and I are just really Similar to Dana her now like I really just really appreciate that that intellectual approach to martial arts and You know wasn't just fighting it wasn't you know sweat and staff on the mat it was like hey, let's take a moment and think about What we're doing here as a martial artist mmm, so that just really jived with me.
Thank God for those camps Thank God for people like Dan Lambert to dump a ton of money into a place like American Top Team.
Where would the sport be if it wasn't for those outliers, those people who decide?
I don't know what kind of fucking headaches are involved in running something like Jackson Winklejohn, but it must be nuts.
It must be.
You're dealing with a hundred savages.
You got Russians coming in here and guys coming in that are kickboxers and guys coming in that are wrestlers and everyone's beating the shit out of each other and you're trying to see what cream is going to rise to the top.
My jujitsu gym is like proper, traditional, like everybody wears white gis, except you got one day where you get to wear your competition blue gi if you want, but it's a white gi gym.
Old school.
Old school.
Bowing at the beginning of the class, bowing at the end of class, and everybody's checking fingernails, everybody's got deodorant, you know, it's like a really nice, clean...
So I listened to a couple of interviews of him recently and...
You know, he's my era of MMA and some of my peers from that era have struggled with TBI and CTE and, you know, you hear it and how they talk and they struggled being entrepreneurs.
I was like, Alright, BJ. Yeah, he's got a very good grasp on the problems in Hawaii.
He thought about it for a long time before he ran, and when he was on the podcast, he was talking very specifically about problems that they face, and why those problems exist, and what he thinks he could do about it.
We talked human traffic, counter human trafficking.
We talked, you know, school shootings.
We talked, you know, her career.
And it was just fun to...
She and I do not agree on a lot of, you know, a lot of things.
And it's fun to be with somebody that you don't agree with.
And, you know, the cream rises to the top.
And the better ideas as we kind of flush these out.
And it was cool because we were both doing a lot of media.
You know, I think the next morning I was on Fox& Friends.
And we were...
You never know what people are going to ask you, you know, like whatever hot button topic they're looking for a soundbite.
So, you know, the night before her and I are just kind of running through all of these ideas and these problems and it's something that I wish all Americans did more frequently.
The Special Forces goes all over the world and trains militaries.
And it not just better equips and better trains that military, but it also creates opportunities for, you know, we have connections.
Like the Czech Republic.
I deployed with the Czech Republic with their special forces and horrible gunfights, wild, wild rides.
And those are friends that until we die, I will love those guys for forever.
Then I go back to the Czech Republic.
I go to...
They're special forces base and you know teach some some human intelligence courses and do like this exchange of information they Eastern European Eastern Europe they had some different tactics than we used so like this cool cross-pollination of ideas and tactics and tradecraft and then I come back and I bring those back to my unit and some of those stay and but those relationships are built you know when we left Ukraine That training,
those relationships and those contacts don't exist.
So, you know, us coming in now trying to figure out, okay, how are we going to help you guys?
We're like starting cold.
It's like a cold call to do a sale.
How difficult is that to then go to somebody that you're at the gym with all the time and you talk to and you're like, dude, I just got this new thing.
I think we were all the way up to 2016. So the agreements that the US government has with those countries, there's lots of different levels of them, what kind of participation and collaboration we're going to have.
And sometimes some special operations can even come to the United States and go to our special forces.
Like they can go through our training.
And they can, as if they're earning a green beret, go through every single phase and learn how we plan and how our tactics are.
These are really good allies that we're going to be aligned with forever.
British, Australian.
At Ranger School, you'll see German infantry officers and you'll see Australian SAS guys.
It's rad.
And then they bring that back to their respective countries, and all, you know, with rising tides, all ships will be raised.
That kind of approach, too.
So, Tulsi and I don't agree on where, you know, we should be.
What's fascinating with me about her is how the left is completely ignoring her, although she was a Democratic congresswoman for eight years, but the right has her on everything with full total respect knowing she's a Democrat.
Like, one of the things that's been very strange about this whole polarization between the two-party system in America is Is how the right will allow people to come on that they disagree with and talk to, and they'll talk to them respectfully, and they don't attack them.
Whereas if I watch a person who's a right-wing person who gets on CNN or MSNBC, they're getting attacked.
I think it has a lot to do with the reason that you end up being...
My beliefs and my ideas, I'm always looking for...
An opposing or a conflicting idea which will either make my beliefs more sound or I'll have to take a second look at them because there's something wrong with it.
And somebody like that is naturally going to be subscribing to, you know, maybe more conservative ideals than over here where like this is my belief system and I don't, as an isolationist, like I don't, with my ideas, I don't want anybody to disagree with me.
But I also, with Tulsi and Bill Maher, is it Bill Maher?
That's the center of mental health problems in this country.
What's unique to me is that I think probably what happened was the response from Donald Trump.
The response to Donald Trump being president, he was so polarizing and he attacked people in a way that was so non-presidential and the way he would behave was so non-presidential that that's just his thing.
When someone comes after him, he comes back at them even harder.
But when you're the president and you do that, it just gets everybody's panties in a wad.
And he's just fucking taking gallons of gasoline and chucking it on the fire.
And so when they got rid of him and they got him out of there, they're like, we gotta make sure this never happens again!
Meanwhile, it's going to happen again.
It's going to happen again.
He's coming back.
He might even win.
But this polarization has hardened them.
The thing with Trump, because of Trump's behavior and the way he communicates, which I just think is a terrible way to communicate as a president.
But if you're his supporter, you love it.
You're like, yeah, stick it to him.
Finally, someone sticks up for us.
And so it's like, yeah, I get your feelings.
I understand why you would love that.
And I understand that he's right about many things.
There's a crazy video that's out there that shows all the things that Donald Trump predicted if Joe Biden gets in office and how all of them have taken place.
I wish it was so much more about the issue than the individual, where we could talk about all of the issues and find the candidate that has the best solution for those interviews.
So he was a journalist with Fox News that got blown up in Ukraine.
And a couple of journalists that were with him died, and he was horrifically injured.
Our organization, Save Our Allies, was the group that went in and found him, rescued him, saved his life, and then got him out of Ukraine and into American-level medical care.
And then all the way...
He's currently in Bamsey, like right here in San Antonio.
And first, it is so cool that journalists...
Are brave like that to go and to go you know to go into Kabul to go into Ukraine to go into down to the border and to see what is really happening down there It's like you know a little nod to them and but that guy no painkiller after he is very very seriously injured his family haven't seen the wounds so like I'm not gonna explain them But,
you know, tourniquets on for hours, and he has to make it through all these checkpoints.
And this is like peak invasion.
And they're able to get him out of Ukraine and save his life.
And like that ground team from Save Our Allies that was so creative and how they literally went into the front lines, grabbed this journalist, you know, dead bodies around him, got him medical care, and then got him out of the country before he died.
As much as we want to talk about people that are fat and lazy and soft in this country, there is a large number of fucking incredible human beings that are here.
You know, I talk about wanting America to be more healthy and fitter and stronger and individually responsible and able to secure a school, you know, be able to protect your kids.
I fully believe that, that we need to be better and we're the weakest that we've ever been.
But I'm like surrounded by, in the military, in my position there, I'm just surrounded by the best and most brilliant men that ever existed.
These guys are so incredible.
And the guys that I work with at Sheepdog Response, their heart as servants, teaching teachers, teaching law enforcement, teaching civilians that just want to be better mothers and fathers to be able to protect themselves and their families.
How rad!
Is it that they've dedicated their whole entire lives to this idea?
They'll teach 14 hour days, they'll come back into the office, start cleaning all the weapons, start cleaning the mats, mopping, sanitizing, you know, to do it all again the next day.
It's so humbling to see how many great humans there are out there and we so often just like focus at the bad at the expense of the good never being recognized.
Well, I think for a lot of people, they're just surrounded by the bad, and that's what they look to as a benchmark, unfortunately.
They don't have access to the type of people that you're around.
And if they did, they would judge themselves in comparison.
It's just a thing that people do automatically.
You imitate your atmosphere, and if your atmosphere is filled with beasts, and these guys are just putting in the work every day, and if you want the kind of respect that they get from you, you got to put in that kind of work too, and rising tide lifts all boats, and everybody gets in it together, and you come out of the other end, you're better because of that, because, you know, iron sharpens iron, and that's just how it goes.
The scars and stripe this book the whole reason like we dropped it right now is in this editorialized curated existence where you know Instagram I'm using a filter to make myself look good That whole book is about failure and struggle and every single one of the mistakes that I ever made You know it is not this self ejaculating Memoir of like why I'm this amazing person it is all the reasons that I'm not and You know, it's all of the reasons why it is normal for us to struggle.
It is normal for you to not be able to deadlift that 500 pounds unless you have conditioned yourself and failed and pushed yourself so your body adaptation is able to do it.
And we think exclusively physically when we talk about adaptation, but your soul and your brain and the total human condition is all Part of it.
And you have to struggle.
You know, you have to see failure.
You know, I've failed at business.
Now I have great businesses.
You know, I've failed at relationships.
And the pain of that failure, like, hurt.
Being a 10-year-old and wrestling for the first time and getting pinned in my first match.
And having to stand up in that gymnasium, that big, huge Atascadero gymnasium.
And my dad is sitting here.
I can still see him right here on the side of the mat.
You know, and my head hung in shame as the other guy gets his hand lifted.
You know, in wrestling it's just so fast.
His hand goes up, but the echoes of that failure just resounding in my head as I have to walk single elimination, my tournament's over.
You know, and if I had not experienced that failure, there's no way you'd see me fight for world titles.
There's no way I'd become a black belt.
You know, if you took that moment away from me and I got a participation trophy and we both got our hands raised, that moment's gone.
You have to look at those failures and go, you have fuel now.
You have fuel, and you can decide to ignore it, and you can decide to wallow in the shame of loss, or you can be far better because of this, because there's nothing that motivates you like humiliation.
If you're out of shape, I'm never gonna make fun of a fat person walking to the gym.
So proud that you're there, right?
But I will look at you walking into a Krispy Kreme and making another conscious decision about what your lifestyle looks like, where I'm gonna have to pay for your healthcare in a few years.
Those are two very different things.
I'll embrace you, I'll help you program, I will help you diet.
People walking through my doors, some of them have never held a firearm in their life.
You know, they don't know the first thing about situational awareness.
They don't know where to park.
They don't understand that they should park towards the front of the parking lot underneath the light and that they see somebody with their window down, the engine off, and they're sitting there smoking a cigarette with the backed in and they're looking at everybody walking through the parking lot.
Maybe that person might try to mug you as you get out of your car.
Maybe, you know?
And it is these complete new ideas to them and watching their brains start Firing, seeing these things for the first time, explaining why profiling and generalizing when it comes to protecting your own life is useful, and how the sixth sense is a real thing.
You know, like that feeling where, did that guy look at me weird?
In society, we're like, okay, no, no, I'm not going to look at that guy and make any assumptions about him because it's culturally rude or inappropriate, and I'm going to talk myself out of this, and then that guy assaults me.
Now, this poor woman's been raped because she talked herself out of it.
You know, and we can train and we can sharpen, we can dish in.
And it is the most beautiful and magical thing to watch these people, teachers right now, just flooding, clamoring to us.
And I cannot run enough courses.
And you can see them starving.
Like, they want to protect their students so bad.
It's such a beautiful thing.
I own a private school.
You know, I launched Apogee Strong and Apogee, our school, to address what's happening in schools and what's happening with our young men and women.
And seeing parents walk in and being like, I get to be involved in what happens with my own child's education?
Yes, you do.
My son has to exercise and keep a journal as to what books he's reading, you know?
And like, what?
This is rad.
And it is just the life.
It is provided a second wind.
I'm going to do this till the day I die.
And I love seeing this realization that people can take control of their own destinies, especially around safety.