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Painful knees, a stolen hour, and the usual in the news had me feeling blue.
We just released a banger with Sewell and Cantwell less than a week ago.
What more do you want from us, bro?
But duty calls, and I don't want to be that guy, and then catch a glimpse of Sam's stink eye.
I warned the fellas this week that the content pile was light, but Rollo insisted that to cancel would not be right.
Finally, I suggested maybe just an hour, and everyone said to hell with that, white power.
So against my will, we will roll into a half-cooked show.
And with that, Mr. Producer, let's go.
I've been down the Mississippi, down through.
Yes, I have.
I've played in California.
There ain't too much I haven't seen Yes, I did.
Welcome, everyone, to Full House, the world's hopefully still finest show for white fathers, aspiring ones, and the whole biofam.
I am your rhyming and bellyaching host, Coach Finstock, back with another two hours of content that I really do want to be worth your time and attention.
It's just the three of us here this week.
And yeah, you know, my surgical knee is healing and now my good knee is hurting, I guess, because of overcompensating.
So it's starting to be like, oh man, I'm going to need to get that one fixed anyway.
Enough about me and my sorrows and woes.
Before we meet the birth panel, big thanks to Charles and Anon for their kind support of the show last week.
Now, that's a bit of a scant showing, I dare say, given the work we went through to get Tom and Chris together last week to stay up late to make the scheduling work and add value with smart questions all the same.
So if you'd like to compensate for a prior miserliness, do visit us at givesendgo.com slash fullhouse.
And with that, let's get cracking.
First up, if you were to ask him if he loves the white race or Jesus Christ more, will steam come out of his ears and gears and springs break loose in his head?
Or will he lean in, narrow his eyes and declare, it's the same thing.
Sam, roll back.
Yeah, yeah, that's one of those trick questions like, you know, how long is a piece of string, you know?
Yeah, you say you were almost didn't feel up to doing a show this week, but yet you worked out that elaborate rhyme.
Well, you know, it was weird today, Sam.
I don't know if you've ever had this where you live, but it was snowing virtually all day long, gusting at times, more or less too nasty to go outside, but it wasn't accumulating.
You know, it was just above freezing, but heavy snow melting.
And I was like, yeah, it sucks.
At least give us some snow to play with.
Yes, my knees are hurting.
But I'm being slightly tongue-in-cheek about Woes Me didn't want to record.
Had.
You know, it's a new year, new year, new me new, new full house.
Just suck it up and do it uh, and I think that you know some.
Some guys are like, uh, how about just you and uh Coach and?
Or you and Sam and Rollo talk?
Uh, I like those shows.
You know, everybody's got their own thing and I, I constantly worry, oh is, is it going to be uh, structured enough?
Is it going to be high content enough?
Uh, have we done a gardening show one too many times people are like oh, no more.
So whatever, we'll do it, we're doing it live.
Well, I think the regularity and the structure, or I should say the regularity and the surprises, are what make the show interesting.
Yes, there's a little bit of structure, there's a little bit of regularity, but then you have great guests and sometimes doubling them up, and sometimes it's just us talking and and uh, sometimes it's current events and sometimes it's more evergreen, fair.
So I think that's what makes it interesting.
Amen brother, anything you want to mention here at the top before we move on?
Oh yeah yeah, you know uh, my son got married.
Oh congratulations yeah, thank you, thank you yeah yeah um, you've met him.
Uh, you met him when you came over here, I think uh, one time uh, I think you were at a party and um, you met him.
Uh yeah, it was.
Maybe we could talk about a little more uh, lately.
I I did not go to the actual event because it was in another country and uh, it was not a church uh affair either but um, at any rate wasn't a Porto Prince Uh street festival, perhaps.
Yeah yeah, you know i'm I i'm I, I i'm intrigued by this general barbecue fella.
I think he's got some leadership skills.
I'm more interested in the 400 i'd rather 400 retards than just one retard named after simpletons.
Yeah right yeah, 400 simpletons.
Yeah, it's a.
It's a strange day we live in, for sure, oh man well hey uh, that's awesome Sam, congratulations to you, thank you, and your son.
And uh, you should like, you know, whisper in his ear.
You know, i'll like give you a bigger percentage of the will if you have the first grandchild, you know?
Yeah, I hope so.
Yes, through hook or crook.
All right, next up, if we actually end up short on topics, this week he's getting tapped for weightlifting, 80s movies and something called HELL Divers, whatever that is.
Helldivers is pretty much uh, a game that got popular because it has uh, surface level, proto-fascist values and liberals saw it and said that was problematic.
So our guys latched on to it just to laugh at them.
A newish video game or something that's been around for a long time?
No, it's new okay yeah, and the development team was all white people, not like hodgepodge of browns and fat lesbians, it was like white blondes and so like normal looking humans.
So it was kind of like a look, we did this and it's good and no one cares what you mutants do.
So that's, that's what that is.
I liked how somebody said, you know, if I wanted to hear Rollo talk about 80s movies, pop culture and video games, i'd listen to the Final Storm, and I do.
Yeah, that was Rowdy.
I saw that.
It was nice of him.
Do I know Rowdy?
And I don't know Rowdy, Rowdy.
You know how uh Rollo plays the Magic The Gathering during the show and everything.
I'd like to see somebody.
I'd like to see somebody put uh Race War, this time The Galaxy, as a, you know tabletop, uh video game.
Wouldn't that be cool?
Oh man, i'd love that.
You better not be playing Magic The Gathering this week.
It's just the American way policy.
When have I ever done this?
Sam and me talking about each other.
I don't appreciate this slander against save it for the show or save it for 30 seconds from now.
Finally, we were going to have Smasher back on.
He canceled last minute due to a migraine, but I think we all know he's quaking in his boots at the prospect of eyebrows coming after him.
So see, you cancel last minute, you get roasted a little bit.
No, but I'll save that intro for a future Smasher appearance.
Regardless, as much as I was half joking, half serious about not wanting to do the show tonight, on my way home this evening, a couple people said, hey, coach, you got to, or you should listen to Sewell doing this Twitter spaces thing on white organizing and mobilizing men.
I guess they focused on the active club thing.
So I said, all right, yeah, I'll give that a shot.
We just had Tom on last week.
And, you know, it's about half an hour home.
And it took them half an hour to figure out the technical stuff on Twitter, probably because the Pajites are still entrenched doing the coding there.
So I didn't, they had just barely started to scratch the surface on like do's and don'ts, best practices, lessons learned, et cetera.
So I have no idea if I'm going to be repetitive here.
Guys who are on Telegram, I'm sure probably saw that pass around, or especially guys on Twitter.
But I and Sam for sure, Rolo to a lesser extent, I think, have been involved in organizing, networking, activism over the past decade, two, three, four, whatever it is.
So I am going to start.
Oh, I have a few that I've learned over the years at the risk of sounding like a jaded, grumpy grandpa.
And the first one would be to very carefully or not carefully, very specifically spell out what you hope to do, what your objectives are, what your raison d'être, your reason for being is.
And I say that.
It might sound a little, you know, too nitpicky or something like that.
But in my prior activity, I sort of assumed that if you brought good men of white racial stock and knowing the score and assembled them, that good things would happen, whether it was getting families together, whether it was doing activism, whether it was pooling resources for things, whether it was training, et cetera.
And I think I learned that people have very different risk tolerances, interests, aptitudes, commitment levels.
And if you cast too big of a circle in terms of what, you know, or if you don't have a specific objective in mind, then you risk, granted, you could have a really cool friend circle network group of guys.
There's nothing wrong with that.
But you risk losing sight of the big picture, having some guys want to do one thing, other guys emphasizing another, and you will have less cohesion.
And I would just say that, you know, a lot of times when guys are getting vetted into something, it is totally a black hole in terms of the guys who are doing the vetting, the organizing.
They are grilling the guy who wants to come in.
And that's understandable, right?
You don't want to give up the game to some stranger who could be a nerd or a fed or antifa or whatever.
But I think it's fair to say, you know, bare minimum, this is what we do.
This is what we will expect of you.
And this is, you know, do's or don'ts or you're in, you're out.
We can get into that a little bit later.
But I guess the long-winded summary of a long-winded statement would be to more specific is better, more discrete is better, and loosey-goosey is tempting to cast that big net, but I think it will not have lasting power.
And I'll stop there, Sam.
Certainly you've seen a lot of failures and successes over the years.
What comes to mind first, big guy?
Well, you know, to start with where you're leaving off there, having a scope of work is certainly an important thing.
But even that must be carefully defined because many guys might be saying, well, duh, the purpose of this organization is to take over the world or the country at least.
Okay, well, all right.
If that's what you're aiming for, that's going to be, you know, that's like saying, hey, we're going to build a space rocket and go out into outer space.
Well, you did have a private guy do that, Elon Musk, right, with SpaceX.
But, you know, that took a lot of resources and planning to do it.
So could somebody, you know, start the NSDAP today and the goal is to take over the country and, you know, you would have to have a plan to do that and all that type of thing.
Okay.
You know, however, how likely is that?
You know, that's the thing you got to think is many people don't do anything because they think that they have to they have to achieve the biggest thing.
Whereas I would say, let's start with something and then we can build on that thing.
So having our little communities that we have that grew out of the pool party system, we've built a system of people that like or even love each other and help each other and keep company with each other.
And you might say, well, big deal.
So we're just having parties and things like that.
Yeah, I know, but out of that comes, hey, you're in business for this reason and I need that business.
So maybe I do business with you.
You know, we build on those things.
The society has destroyed any sense of community that any of us have.
You know, I have no particular pride or loyalty to the city I live in or the state I live in or even the country I live in.
I don't feel like that those things are that I'm part of it really in any meaningful way.
And that's pretty sad when you think of people maybe in European countries who actually do have a sense of nationalism like that.
So all of that is destroyed.
And I think to inculcate that very basic thing in people and to build a community that is the end and of itself is a very important, powerful thing to being a breeding ground, you might say, for the next thing that's going to happen.
Sure.
And real quick, Sam, the thought just occurred, you know, if it's not that like you have to be small or set your sights, you know, just above ground zero.
If your objective is to start a political party that is going to take complete control of a state or a region or a country, a la our friends from the 20s and 30s, by all means, put on you.
Take some serious stones.
You may be deluded, but maybe you got the right stuff.
Or even if it's just we are going to create an informal social network of capitalist in this area.
This is what we're going to do.
And of course, things can grow out of other things.
So it's not like you just have to stay and keep that big circle.
And then certain people are like, oh, let's do, let's all go into business together.
Right.
That's like the, yeah, go ahead.
And the main, the main note I would like to sound is is, I remember hearing a quote some years ago.
I forget what it is, maybe you'll know what it is.
But you know, if I get some guys together and I say we're gonna go do some really stupid, dangerous thing, you know, for the race and you, you can get people to to do that thing, no problem, people will will go throw their lives away on complete stupidity.
But how about?
Let's build this thing.
It's going to take time, it's going to take resources and patience and maybe tolerating even some setbacks and things, but we're going to build this this uh bed ground ground, swell.
You know, we're going to build a community out.
We're going to have going to do the hard work of of uh uh, organizing events that bring people together and and nurturing people, coaching people even, and uh, build building camaraderie with people.
That's the difficult thing.
That's that's the difficult work that people are perhaps not prepared to do.
They want to do the one big brave thing that's going to get them over and that just doesn't work.
Yep, and i've said before that it sounds not that easy, but it is easy to start something and assemble a great group of men.
It is extraordinarily difficult to keep them together on mission and then ultimately to enact or uh realize real change, even if it's in group or ideally uh, in the broader societies.
You have to.
You have to like, be humble and yet maintain the idealism.
Oh boy it's.
It's tricky, uh rollo.
You are a loner shut-in with uh no iron connection to anyone on earth aside from your goats.
Uh so uh please, less lessons learned, my friend, I am joking uh.
Well um, there is a problem.
There's a lot of people that are kind of misanthropic that do get attracted to this, and I think a lot of that you just kind of need to nip in the bud.
Like, there are some people that you can't use, that are just going to drag everyone else down, and I think you need to learn how to develop an eye for singling out the people that are actually hopeless spurgs, because they're, you know, any fringe movement.
It's, it's going to attract sure fringe people disenfranchised, yeah.
So you need to be able to to know who is kind of yeah, the the more we'll call them colorful characters, versus people that are just outright spurgs, that are going to be potentially dangerous to to you and and your cause, and and and it.
There are some people.
It is kind of hard for them to say oh, but that's my friend, or like oh, you know, that's a good guy.
Or something like oh, I couldn't do that to them.
It's like well um, what like what?
What is?
What is your priority is?
Is it that guy or is it victory?
Is it is it your race?
So I think in this particular thing, you need to be able to identify people that are a problem and know the difference between people that are our problem and people that are just kind of awkward or autistic.
Yeah, because there are people that are eccentric or flamboyant that are still useful and are good people that do mean well.
And there's people that are not just a hindrance, but are potentially dangerous.
Yeah.
I was going to say, Rolo, for example, somebody who shows up for the first time and is overweight, not particularly impressive physically, but is sociable, doesn't act like a weirdo, contributes, you know, seems like a normal person.
I don't lose some weight.
Jeez, God.
Well, no, you know, but somebody who comes out and maybe gets absolutely hammered and jeopardizes OPSEC at a first meetup, you know, at a bar or a restaurant or something.
Ooh, that's a pretty, you know, it happens to the best of us sometimes, but that's really a bad, bad sign.
And then, you know, extraordinarily awkward or borderline on the on the spectrum, people who make other people feel uncomfortable.
He might have some extreme assets to him.
But if you don't really enjoy spending time with him, it's a lot easier to say, thanks for coming out.
That was fun, you know, the first time than the third or the fourth or the fifth or after he's, you know, fully under the tent.
Go ahead, Sam.
Sorry.
Yeah, well, it's what we're talking about here are things that you should try to bring out in vetting.
And vetting is a very important thing.
And developing people who are good at it is just as important as anything.
And looking for those problem areas, especially anything to do with substance abuse, drugs, especially, but even excessive drinking.
Mental illness.
Mental illness.
Somebody was telling me a good vetting technique was you go out with somebody and you get a few drinks and them and see how they act.
Oh, for sure.
That's not a bad idea.
Unless they're sober.
Yeah.
You don't want to have them fall off the wagon thanks to you.
Yeah.
Well, and that's true too.
Yeah.
Yep.
My next one is an important one.
And we've seen this issue come up all over the place over the years.
And that is actually the JQ, but not awareness of the Jews or being able to analyze or say whether they are demonic or simply worst in breed among Homo sapiens.
But are you a 0%, a zero drop group?
Or do you have a little bit of wiggle room?
And I could see the audience right now.
There are guys who are like, those maniacs who are like, you know, 0% purists and have no pragmatism to them whatsoever.
And I will give them a little credence because I know several men who have more than one or 2% Ashkenazi in their blood, and they're great guys.
I consider them friends and they know the score.
However, there is a value and a simplicity to just saying, nope, we are zero tolerance.
Sorry, doesn't make, you know, just because you got the tiniest bit of admixture doesn't make you an enemy of us or doesn't mean you can't contribute elsewhere.
But we've seen it time and again where somebody either hides it because they're ashamed or whatever, or comes out later.
Somebody feels like, oh, they've been hiding the Jew in the wood pile.
And then there's a chimp out, perhaps a righteous chimp out.
And then camps set up.
No, I know Joe.
And he's a great guy.
And he's never done anything wrong.
And he didn't try to hide it.
And other guys say, sorry, no, it's him or me.
And then you got a big shit show on your hands.
You know, there's, I'll be careful here and just say, I totally respect the zero drop gang.
And I also think there's a place for recognizing that like someone can have a low, low percentage of Ashkenazi blood in them and probably, you know, be even harder on the JQ than others because they can recognize it.
Oh, yeah, I can feel it.
Yeah, it's coming out there.
And for the record, I did have, I've said this on the show before, my ancestry came back with 0.2% trace Ashkenazi.
Or no, sorry, 23andMe was that ancestry showed nothing.
So whenever this, you know, whenever this comes up for the zero drop crew, I say, well, what about me?
0.2%.
Would you kick me out?
And the usual answer is, no, that is trace garbage or 23andMe, you know, basically inserted that into your report to make you philosophic.
But regardless, it's a serious issue that we've seen time and again, either real Jews or half Jews or quarter Jews or, you know, five, 10, 12, 12%.
Yeah, it becomes a big deal.
You got to figure that out from the get-go, not later on.
Yeah.
That's why we have to say goodbye to Rolo on this show.
We have finally established zero.
I had a good run.
Well, I would say I had to do it.
On that, I would say, you know, hey, I'm right there with you with the zero drop, you know, fist bump.
Yeah, I believe in that.
But in practicality, like how, how do we get there?
I think there's, you know, as far as these tests being administered, I think there are a lot of questions about those.
If I was going to submit to some kind of measurement, I would want to know everything about that measurement and why is it, why should I believe in it or trust it?
I think that these 23andMe and ancestry, maybe it's, I don't know, maybe it's fun to get one of those or just for informational purposes.
I don't know how like admissible they are in court or something like that.
Race court.
Right.
I mean, you know, so that's one thing is these tests that are commercially available.
We don't know anything about the test or anything about the equipment for somebody like myself who works with traceability and measurement of things.
I can tell you just what a science that is.
You know, the error, measuring of the error in devices and everything like that.
So if you're banking on your life, I would want to know all those things.
But I think there's a different thing we're talking about, which is somebody knows damn well that they have a recent ancestor that is not white.
And they maybe have sympathies with our philosophy or our goals or our beliefs and they are torn.
And unfortunately, especially in this alt-right era, there were some like false signals given where, hey, guys with Asian girlfriends or wives were okay or gay guys were okay.
Yeah, that like this, was this, this race?
Uh, consciousness or race loyalty was like not literal somehow, you know uh, I think that early on that was a signal that was given and it was.
It was more about being against uh, let's say, the excesses of this race.
Uh, you know uh, a race theory, or what do they call it?
Um uh, critical race theory.
Critical race theory, you know, maybe it was.
You know you, you would have blacks, let's say, or half black, or whatever, who would be decry the way things have gone with the civil rights movement, things like that.
So there's one thing about being against something and there's a totally different uh set of questions about being for something.
So you have different elements of this white nationalist movement coming together over time and maybe more the like 1.0, as they call them, type.
People are about being for something, whereas the alt-right movement was kind of a reactionary thing about being against something.
Uh, like even the, even the gays there would be gays that are against all this gay politics and you know, pride month or pride this and that.
So I think that those two notions maybe got crossed a little bit.
And so that's where you have somebody who's, they are a court or something, and they know damn well that they are a court or something, but they are against Jewish power and against the crooked civil rights movement.
And they are for good morality, and they don't like the subversion of different values and things like that.
that.
So that's where the problem kind of stems from, I think.
And uh, and so that's where somebody is, is in the thing, and they know very well that they can't really be in the thing.
Um and, and that type of person uh, that's a different type of consideration than somebody who's uh uh uh, you know, has a one of these dna tests that are, in my mind questionable, at least.
Yep yeah Rollo, I promise I will stop using you as the uh unfair foil butt of jokes for this segment.
Uh, got anything else under your hat?
Lessons learned or best practices?
Um well no, to me, the the biggest lesson is you.
You just need to be able to identify who is and isn't someone that should be here because you're potentially better yeah yeah well you're, because you're potentially putting, you know, your life at risk, because you, like you, you never know what's going to happen when they kick your door down, like you know they, you know they, they see you reaching for your you know your glasses and you know someone says oh, he's got a gun, go up, or yeah,
what does the weird guy have on his phone?
Yeah, that then blows back right.
Yep, Fairly or fairly, or unfairly.
Yeah.
And just and being associated with certain people is that I think that's that's the most important thing because a lot of people, they don't quite understand just how dangerous a lot of these people are.
Like there, there is some, there, there's some, as they say, bad ombres out there.
And someone might seem cool because they're like, yeah, I'm pro-white.
Yeah, I don't like Jews.
Yeah, whatever.
I'd say that thing.
And then, and for some people, that's good enough.
But like, what, you know, what other demons is going on in that person's head?
Like, what, what made them be what they are?
And it's, it's, it's very important knowing who you can trust because this is, it's supposed to be a brotherhood.
So you don't, you don't just let anyone in.
And as far as the, the question on the Jewish percentage goes, let's say someone is like, you know, because, you know, the one to three percent, let's say that that's just a bunch of fake stuff, but someone who's 12, 8% or something, you know, let's say, oh, yeah, I'm anti-Jew.
You know, because I'm part of this and blah, blah, blah.
One, that's good enough.
To me, that's good enough.
That Jewish great-grandfather, he was a son of a bitch.
Yeah.
Well, to me, that's good enough cover for them to say, oh, see, I hate Jews because blah, blah, blah.
Like, okay, good.
This guy, like, how can you trust them?
When history has shown time and time again that like these are people that they just, they just lie.
They'll just keep lying.
And why would you think that?
Because someone's less Jewish?
Because it gets passed down.
So the great grandfather was Jewish, he raised a Jew, do you?
Do you think they just teach them a little less Judaism, especially in this, in a society that that is just non-stop?
Jews are victims.
So you have great great grandfather's Jewish and then he's gonna be like, especially around that generation, that legacy is gonna be like their grip on that is gonna be like kung fu.
So they're gonna be teaching those kids like that's gonna be the turn of the century.
Yeah, those.
And then, and as they get younger, those are gonna be people that have been browbeaten over the head that white's bad, so that white identity is less appealing, but they were raised by people that are like.
You know your great great grandfather.
He had to escape uh, persecution because the world has always hated those Jews for no reason.
So you're gonna you're potentially letting in somebody who is who, who you're telling them yeah, when we win, you're probably gonna be thrown out.
You think that's gonna be a good ally?
Probably not somebody who is, who is truly like a mixed person is going to have sympathies with that other thing, and that's where there's a difference between that some arguable, trace small thing versus somebody who's who knows that they are quarter or an eighth or something like that.
Whatever that other thing is doesn't have to be Jewish, could be anything.
They are going to have some degree of sympathy with that thing naturally, you know what I mean?
And that's the trouble right there, because that's going to create a conflict of interest.
But that's where maybe there's levels, right?
There's groups and there's groups within groups, right?
And maybe the, like you're saying, let's not talk about a race thing, but let's just say the kind some, some odd guy or some fat guy or something like that.
And is, is that person okay to be in our community?
Sure, why not?
As long as he passes everything else.
But, you know, maybe as you go into smaller circles of trust and things like that, yeah, then maybe you do become more picky, including maybe analyzing somebody's parents, grandparents, great-grandparents, something like that.
So maybe there are different levels where different levels of scrutiny, not only about your race, but about, you know, what kind of person you are and things like that are appropriate.
And you have to beware the bitterness too.
You start off with a big circle and then you start getting, you know, this is leadership and you are rank and file.
You get somebody who gets an axe to grind or a chip on his shoulder and pretty quickly you could have a very serious OPSEC problem on your hands.
Two more thoughts on the JQ issue as it concerns membership or association with a group or an active club or whatever it may be.
I would even give credit that sometimes it's despite their best efforts if somebody has some level of admixture.
They may be fully aware of it and be like, no, I recognize that aspect of my bloodline and I despise it.
When I start to feel this or that, I'm like, ah, that's where it is.
But that is an internal conflict that is very difficult to manage.
And you have to be prepared for the tired argument.
Oh, well, if it was good enough for the Nuremberg laws, it's good enough for me.
Well, they lost.
A lot of people would say that that was too lenient.
And just because it worked in society.
It gets to be a whole, that's a whole discussion unto itself right there.
Yep.
Yeah.
I got one more and then we'll move on because this was going to be a lighthearted show.
This sort of came to me on the way home tonight.
And that is the issue of money and dues and pooling money with your group.
The first obvious thing is that money, whether it's your taxes or your donations or whatever, is often, aside from foolish gun mods, the quickest way for the system to jam you up.
So that gives it almost a liability out of the gate.
Number two, it's a source of anxiety.
But even more important than that, I've seen groups that have pooled significant amounts of money and then they kind of do a Travolta, you know, whether it's through dues or whatever.
And then they look around, they're like, what are we going to spend it on?
People have to agree on what to spend it on.
And number two, like it's very difficult to say, like, all right, say we got a thousand bucks.
Do we just put it toward a party?
Do we buy something like a piece of not antique farm equipment, but yeah, you want to get into a property?
It's very difficult.
Both you got poor guys who are like, I can't afford that.
And then that company becomes kind of an issue.
Other guys are pulling more weight.
Do you levy an assessment when there's a project that you need to do?
It's a huge can of worms and a hot potato that is not to say that you should be some sort of aesthetic, you know, money has no place here kind of group, but you just got to give it a lot of thought in terms of the rules, the sources of conflict and what you would actually put it toward.
Yeah, all of that is, I think, for organizations that are several steps beyond what we're even talking about.
You know, yeah, all of that is correct.
And I think that if you look back through history, some of the more successful groups were started by some guy who was very successful in business or inherited money or whatever.
I think of Richard Butler with Aryan Nations or a National Alliance.
You know, those were started by a man who had some money and he had a vision and he put it forward.
And that's, that's like actually a good way to start.
And then that way the thing belongs to somebody and they take care of it because they started it and it's their money in it.
And maybe they could open it up to bigger participation and things like that as time goes on.
But I think that's probably a good way to start.
Well put, Sam.
I think we'll say, yeah, 30 minutes already.
We'll stop with the lecture there.
Apologies if that was redundant from anything that Tom and the active club leaders said in that spaces.
Check it out.
I will go back to finish it because it did sound like it was just starting to get interested.
But, you know, wanted to give our take on it.
A quick, you know, I put out a solicitation for audience suggestions or questions.
And I want to do a quick, fun dad one here that will be right up Sam's alley and mine.
And then we were going to Sam Stack.
Somebody else said, excuse me, Mr. Coach.
Doesn't Sam have binders full of yellow loose leaf paper?
Yes, for sure.
But let's see.
Charles said, maybe a quick segment on at what age you start to parent boys and girls differently and how so.
And I'll start with the age and then I'll let Sam do the how so.
And I would say from birth.
They are different from birth and there's no, yeah, I absolutely treated our two sons and our one daughter differently from birth just based on knowing it was a boy or a girl.
But go ahead, Sam.
All yours, big guy.
Yeah, from birth, they move differently.
They react differently to things.
So that's true.
I think that boys are going to test you in a way that brings you to the point of having to firmly assert your will.
And it may include a little spanking on the butt or something like that with girls.
You don't slap them.
You don't hit them, I don't think, at any point.
A boy, you can be much, much harder on, but with a daughter, you can crush her with a word.
So keep that in mind, even when you're frustrated or something like that.
That would be the main differences.
When they begin to get older into the teenage years, the girls are getting to more of an adult mindset sooner than the boys.
So you have to be ready for that and you have to adjust the way that you deal with them.
Otherwise, that creates defiance and things like that.
Absolutely.
You know, obviously, I never had a son or a daughter until I had a son and a daughter.
And it just came naturally that with sons, you're going to be a little bit firmer, a little bit rougher in your play.
I'm going to bare my teeth, or you might consider buring your teeth with sons to show them who is an alpha dog.
More so with a daughter, you don't have to like, you know, be a big scary guy to your daughter.
My whole psychology was with boys.
You want to be a model and you want to mold them to be strong, you know, firm.
Now, have I succeeded in that?
You know, jury's out.
We'll see how they turn out.
I'm sure I've made plenty of follow-ups on the way, but with daughter, I always wanted to be strong, a source of comfort, nurturing, kind.
Yes.
Yes.
And just, you know, a model, I guess, somebody who she could trust and feel safe around.
Whereas sons, you're almost, you know, it's not like you're getting them ready to be a Spark warrior from day one, but it's in the back of your mind, kind of.
If they're, when it comes to the point that they're defying you, you have to, if I, if this doesn't, I hope it doesn't sound too severe, but you have to break them.
I'm not saying you got to beat them into unconsciousness, but whether it's, whether you give them, give them a little thing, Sam, and I say, yeah, like a horse.
Yeah, you do have to establish, like you say, that alpha dog thing.
You know, maybe, maybe not every child does require that, but it usually comes to some kind of way where your son is going to test you that way.
The daughters, it's a different dynamic altogether.
And yep, absolutely.
I think with those differences, you sort of listen to your ancient instinct in there.
And obviously, mom has a huge, and let, you know, let mom be a little firmer with the daughter and be a little source of comfort to the boys.
Think about it, you know, vice versa, you know, sure.
Etc.
Fun question for you, Sam.
And then let's go to your stack.
Pickled egg nationalist said, has Sam ever met Ian Stewart Donaldson?
And I'll add, did you ever see him play?
No.
He's never come to this country.
He was supposed to come to this country and he declined.
He didn't want to travel to this country.
And Ken McClellan and Brutal Attack came instead.
And they did play four or five dates around the country.
This is going back to the mid-90s, I'll call it.
And, you know, I have always been a little bit averse myself to traveling too far out of the area just because I've been to a lot of gigs and I've been to some gigs out of the area, but I've been to gigs in the area and I've seen trouble at gigs and I've seen people be arrested.
And, you know, and if I'm going to go to something like this and there's going to be trouble, I at least want to be close to home.
So for many years, I didn't, you know, if I'm going to get locked up, I want people to at least come visit me.
You got a license for that race riot, mate.
Right.
So, but, you know, in more recent years, I've traveled out of state quite a bit to gigs because of the excellent organization of ADS and the gigs that they have organized that are very professionally organized and controlled with security and things like that.
So that's the short answer there.
There you go.
And of course, the flip side is, you know, he may not have wanted to come to the United States in the 80s.
And today, I would probably not step foot in the United Kingdom, knowing what we know now.
We haven't mentioned big Sam Melia yet.
He got he got sentenced like the following day, or, you know, it was like we recorded, we've, we finished recording and then a couple hours later, it came out that he had been actually sentenced to real prison time as opposed to just getting, you know, home confinement or whatever the hell they do over there.
I will, you know, we've put it out.
Sam is now, I want to say it's easy for me to say he's behind bars, his wife and his daughter and a baby on the way.
But he's become a sort of a modern folk hero.
God bless him for his efforts.
And he's not going to have knock on wood likely more than six months.
Laura Talor, his lovely wife, you know, he's making friends behind bars, you know, all this stuff.
So I hope and pray that ultimately he's going to look back one day, Sam is and say, you know what?
That was, I became a bit of a folk hero.
That's not the most important thing, but I became an exemplar.
I took the hit to show other people about the injustice.
And the coverage he's getting has been zero edge, Alex Jones, all across the world.
And Elon Musk, I think.
I mean, I'm almost envious.
Yeah.
Well, I don't want our guys to go to prison, especially on such ridiculous things.
Of course, and I feel bad.
Anyone who hears this, if you haven't, pull a few bucks together and send it to him and other people like that.
It's absolutely an important thing to do.
But think of back to the early days of Christianity when people were being martyred, you know, ultimately by the millions over a few centuries.
And, you know, we don't we don't want people to be martyred, whether it's prison or actually killed, but that does water the ground, so to speak, and will make our movement succeed ultimately in the end, because these good men are being imprisoned for nothing by these Jews and these psychophants that obey this new world order.
Absolutely.
And I wanted to add, I have not asked Laura to come on the show yet.
Of course, she and Sam came on about two years ago.
She's going through enough right now.
She's got, you know, bigger interviews with more eyeballs or earballs on them to do.
But, you know, if she still listens, Laura, we'd love to have you on.
I'll message her after the flames have died down a little bit to come on.
And I do also, this is kind of a, I have to speak gingerly here, if that's a thing, but please do not forget Ash Potsiad Sharp's wife and daughters.
Ash got eight years and far less attention from major news outlets for, you know, Sam was out doing stickers and Ash essentially organized an active club and downloaded a curious looking PDF to his computer that he never opened that they then crucified him for after they strung him up for like boosting a Mr. Bond song that, you know, his case is just as outrageous.
It's more outrageous given the time that he got.
And if you want to do the whole imagine if the rules were reversed, of course, the classic like pedophiles, child abusers, rapists, actual people who have committed violent assault getting far less time than Ash shows.
Or no time.
Yeah, exactly.
Both the gives and goes for Sam and Ash were in the last show notes because that news broke before we posted the show.
Of course, they will be in this one too.
Do what you can.
James All Church as well.
James All Church, remember him.
I don't know that he's got a give send go.
I've never seen one, but anyways, you can pray for him.
And he's a very fine, fine man.
Yep.
And Rondo too.
Look, we're at the point where there's so there's so many political activists.
If you want to, you know, somebody said, yeah, talk about Rondo and Will to Rise.
I would suggest to the audience that you listen to the interview between Cantwell and Augustus Invictus that just came out last week because they got into the weeds on that case on the Charlottesville Torch Marchers and also on the Florida activists that got strung up.
And that ties in, of course, with the anti-Semitism legislation and Christinom Nom Num up in whether it's North or South Dakota.
Now, our pal Claus said that it didn't actually criminalize anti-Semitism.
It just like codified the definition into law.
I did not have time to parse that.
Obviously, seeing her literally do the God's Chosen People in a tweet was enough to say, you know, more than smoke coming out of your ears and talk about dancing to the tune of he who plays the fife.
I really butchered that one, but you know, he who plays the piper plays, or he who pays the piper plays the tune.
He who pays the politician gets the definition of anti-Semitism codified into law model for other states.
But I am actually hopeful that the judiciary is still in some places, some judges, a bastion of common sense and or at least just adherence to what words actually mean and what the First Amendment actually means.
I don't actually think that all of these things are going to stand up on appeal from Rundo to anti-Semitism legislation and stuff like that.
However, you know, maybe I'm naive.
There's a lot of evidence that there are still good judges out there doing the right thing.
The great thing is that it's bringing people to our side.
As I said before, the martyrs, whatever their sentence that they're suffering, people hear about it and they are outraged by it.
I have people that come to me all the time and say, did you hear about this one?
This is terrible.
And, you know, and so the normies, if I could call them that, they're seeing it, you know, and it's bringing them to our side.
I think it's been observed many times this dictum of the system right now has to choose between legitimacy and power.
Right.
And they're choosing power.
So more people are seeing that as illegitimate.
Yeah.
Well, and they're failing on both ends, too.
They're losing power by sacrificing legitimacy.
Yeah, absolutely.
Or if you, if you watch the State of the Union, and I suspect that neither of you fine fellows did, but I felt obligated to.
I saw the highlight where he did the exact same thing that he said the last few State of the Unions, like almost word for word in many cases.
Yeah, mentioned, I don't, I forget if he mentioned Charlottesville on the top, but he certainly, I think he mentioned Hitler and maybe Charlottesville in the first 30 seconds, first minute.
But the overwhelming impression I did watch the entire thing.
Yes, I didn't force, I didn't literally frog March Jr. to the TV.
I just said, hey, you should watch this so that you see what's going on.
This was actually a source of pride and wonder to me in my youth in the 90s before I knew my head from my ass.
You know, I basically grew up on Bill Clinton's State of the Unions.
Gay enough.
But the one little, when Joe Wilson shouted, you lie to Obama, that was a scandal.
Oh my God, the decorum has been broken.
How dare you?
And now it's like a, you know, there's shouting and, you know, people yelling from the rafters left and right.
And it was a perfect reflection of this place turning into a almost literal banana republic.
Yes.
And the hideous, I mean, it's like that might sound cucky.
Like it would be one thing if it were just less white.
Obviously, that's not a good thing.
That is part of the replacement, but it is this ugly panoply of, you know, all the Democrat women wearing white to support the murder of babies to the gang and the African Bambada stripes and the, you know, ugly, ugly all over the place.
And then, you know, and you got to look at the white Republican men just like sitting on their ass, scrolling their phones.
I mean, you had it all.
Yeah, like Congress is actually starting to reflect America and it ain't, it ain't good looking.
Yeah.
No.
It was just a nice.
Yeah.
All right.
Sam, over to you, please.
What's at the entire stack?
I didn't mean to go that long with all this random stuff.
Well, it's not random stuff.
It's kind of the plan.
Yeah.
It's all good stuff.
Yeah.
What's burning under your hat?
I'll just mention again, briefly, go out of order from the way I wrote it, but, you know, my son did get married.
It was in another country.
It was, I guess he'd been talking to this woman online for a while.
It is a white country and a white woman, by the way, just to make sure there's no mistake there.
But yeah.
And, you know, it was not a church wedding and nor did I have a lot of notice on it.
So I did not attend, though it was streamed on Facebook and there's a recording that I'm going to watch of it.
But one of my other sons did go there and was the best man.
So that was nice.
And it was, you know, when you run out of banquet hall, sometimes they have the some kind of official or reverend or something that can sign the marriage document.
And so I'm all for it, all for it.
And, you know, we were talking about Rolo's dating experiences, dating advice, thoughts about all that.
And I thought that's something maybe in our show is because we have a lot of single listeners, you know, talking about dating dynamics and things like that.
And maybe also people that are not only in it, but have are recently successful, because I think Rolo makes a good point about that me talking about meeting a woman is maybe not so relevant because I've been married a long time, you know, and maybe even people who have been married less time than me.
Well, I'd like, I'd like to briefly chime in just to add to that is like the guy we know who was having a little bit of problems.
And, you know, we won't get into specifics or say any names, but that's just dealing with the modern woman.
So it really is completely like dealing with the modern woman.
It's not the same as like even guys that are over 40.
It's so much worse than you think, honestly.
Yeah, you're just not doing it right, Rolo.
You know, woman is woman.
It's all in their DNA.
That's true.
I need, I just didn't read the handbook.
Yeah, I'll get that from the library.
I never understood them.
I still don't understand them.
I was just more fortunate to be dating and mating in the late 90s and early 2000s.
Sorry, bud.
Well, I think that especially you guys have, but maybe to some degree, somebody my age, we were all raised to think that boys and girls are the same.
Men and women are the same.
There's no difference between everybody's equal and there's no difference between the sexes and everything like that.
And when that has been inculcated into you, and then you start to date women or even get married to one, then you're expecting things like to be fair, what your idea of fair is,
or what is my part of this marriage and what is her part of this marriage or what is fair about or what is a fair expectation about dating or behavior on the part of the woman.
And The way we were raised does us a disservice because even when we learn better than that, those things are inside us, you know, that the way we were taught is in the back of our minds all the time.
And that, I think, makes it difficult because you deal with women and it kind of triggers, you know, it triggers something like, well, that's not fair to me in your mind.
Well, yeah, if you're expecting fairness, you're in the wrong game.
But, you know, but I think maybe like someone who is recently married, because people do succeed at this dating thing and do succeed, even though it's an onerous environment, people do in fact succeed at it.
And so that might be good to have people like that on the show too.
And more advice about dating, I think is good, or more discussion of it maybe is good.
But anyways, my son did get married and I am very happy for him.
Of course, I'm not opposed to it in any way whatsoever.
My only concern when you marry somebody from another country, and even if you marry somebody from this country, you got to have like a really good plan.
Okay, so where are we going to live?
And how do we get the people here?
And if somebody's going to have a job here or there, you got to have a work visa and all those things.
And to me, maybe there's a little more excitement about the wedding, which is like the easy part, and not enough attention on the actual, how do you do it?
You know, like, let's say I'm going to build a house and then I start talking to you about the silverware I'm going to have for the kitchen service or something.
It's like, well, like the silverware is the last thing you're going to need.
Old pragmatic dance.
Yeah.
But, you know, I, at the same time, I was talking to this with guys in the band I play.
And I was saying, listen, I just want to stick to this drinking beer and listening to good music.
I don't want to get involved in other people's problems.
And to that, I will just quickly go.
I see we're coming up on the hour.
So I'll just throw in one more thing.
Our band is going to have a gig coming up, which we don't play a ton of gigs, but we're more of a jam band, if you will.
I don't even like that term.
But, you know, our band is the type of band that maybe you would want to be in a band or anybody listening to this might say, I would like to be in.
If I was in a band, I would want to play my favorite song or I would like to play the song that I just heard on the radio the other day that I really liked.
You know, our band is about very gratuitously doing the things that we personally feel are fun to do.
We do have about 15 or 16 originals, which is enough for probably two sets.
But sometimes we play those or sometimes we play our old favorites or new favorites and things like that.
So that's what we do.
And that's why we're not really a band that's like trying to forge some kind of image where we don't have exactly a sound, you might say, because we play what we each think is fun to play.
And for simply because we love the music and we respect the music and we like to study a song, break it down, learn it and play it really well.
But we are opening for a big band, but I'm not going to say who it is because I don't want anyone tracking us down and trying to find out where we play or who we're playing.
Pool in the gang.
He's opening up.
Pooling the gang.
That's going to be a great.
You know, sometimes we like to play parties like house parties.
Sometimes we play backyard parties.
You know, my father-in-law was in the movement for many, many decades, and he had hundreds, if not thousands of books.
And the thing is, I have bookshelves in my house that are full of books, and I have boxes in my basement that are full of books.
And I have even more boxes in my shed outside that is full of books.
And really.
they're going to go rotten one day.
So sometimes we have a backyard gig and I put all the books out on tables, card tables, and I say, everybody come and just take two or three books home and read them because the next thing is they're going to go in the garbage.
And some of these books you couldn't buy for any price, let me tell you.
But I have too many books and I can only read if I had 10 lifetimes.
I couldn't read all these books.
So anyways, that's just a little bit about our band.
And Sam, I'll just, I'll chime in and say, you know, there are many highlights of the past several years, but having you and Wifey and your youngest son here and hearing you, not just strum the guitar, but sing sitting around campfire, everybody with a cold one or a warm one in their hands was truly special.
That was fun.
Thank you, sir.
And Rolo, while you and Sam were talking about dating and the modern woman, et cetera, the thought occurred that our guys should be focused on the four F's of searching for the right woman.
Shame on the audience whose mind is.
Is one of those a bad word?
It's not, actually.
I had to go to the thesaurus for one.
But Rolo, what do you think about when guys are evaluating a woman, they are looking for friendly, foxy, faithful, and fertile?
And by foxy, I don't mean slutty or whorish.
I just mean attractive to you.
Friendly, foxy, faithful, and fertile.
Is that enough?
And white, of course, who call it fate, the fifth assumed F.
But is that just a silly oversimplification?
But I think that causes you wanted somebody who's nice, who is attractive to you, who's not going to cheat on you, and who's going to give you children?
I may have covered all the foundational bases there.
Well, the one thing that I really have learned is don't pursue leftist liberal women.
Just don't.
If they're not that, then I'd say, why shouldn't those four things that you mentioned be enough?
Fair enough.
Yeah.
Very good.
All right.
So, yeah, what's a an F word that means, you know, cleaning or independent?
All right.
Fashy?
Yeah.
Or, yeah.
And as long as they're not a feminist.
Yeah, not a feminist.
Very good.
Promisingly fashy.
Thank you guys.
Good sports.
All right.
Let us take a break.
That was a lot of fun.
Hope the audience agreed to you better.
And Sam, the DJ booth is all yours.
I meant to send this to you.
We've played two Wellington Arms, my favorite, you know, skin, for lack of a better term, national.
I don't like just saying nationalists.
I like saying white nationalists better, regardless.
Nationalist, white nationalist, skin headband.
We've already played Out of the Limits and Wellington Arms.
They have a lot of other jams that I would love to play on the show, but some of them are a little bit too racy for the youth, the young youth.
But it's all yours, whatever you want to play.
Well, I wanted to play something off of their latest album.
And I shouldn't say their latest album.
There's a three-way split out recently.
It's a Polish band, which I can't say the name.
And Wellington Arms and Birthright.
And Birthright, of course, includes our friend John.
You remember our friend John from Fessine, which is yet another band, but he also plays in Birthright.
So he's a friend of the show.
Came on for four skins.
That's right.
And we consider him a personal friend.
So he's also in the band.
And these particular cuts from this album, Nate from Wellington Arms actually plays drums on the birthright tracks.
So I'm going to select a birthright track.
And the other guys in the band I know as well.
I'm not going to run all their names off.
Maybe they don't want their names just said willy-nilly.
Though their names are out there, but I'm not going to just keep saying that.
But I know the other guys in the band that are great.
They are great guys, great family men.
And so I'm going to go with the song, Time to Act by Birthright.
Good stuff.
Audience, enjoy and please take it easy on the drummer.
He's a little bit slow, you know, banging those things sometimes.
Just kidding.
We'll be right back.
Don't you say you're free?
The designs of masters control when you're free.
A culture and this mission be it for idle days.
If I'm in and killing others in their way, you've got the two pretendance, the land of the free.
Work on your life in pursuit, unattainable dreams.
You're a non-protected brainwashed while they keep growing stronger.
Time, two, ah, will you wait any longer?
Embrace the burden, your weapons of truth.
Jump a dog controls in defense of our youth.
Bloody you fear, but we carry on.
A thousand year must to you as us to salt.
Resist the murder, the sufferers, and forbear.
They aim to destroy, dispel the world that we feel.
Time, two, act, they keep going stronger.
Time, two, ah, we can't wait any longer.
We can't wait any longer.
You've got the young pretendance, the land of the free.
Work on your life in pursuit, unattainable dreams.
Back to Full House, episode 181, 181 proof.
And I suspect that time to act by birthright there was over 181 proof if music were a alcohol content.
We have lots of stuff that we could possibly talk about here in the second.
You know, it's funny.
I said that we were content light and you get cracking and then, you know, you're all of a sudden in abundance.
But I've got one big new white life I wanted to flag.
And it's not something that someone set to us, but that another gentleman announced himself publicly on Twitter.
And that is James Kirkpatrick of VDARE.
Anybody who's on Twitter probably recognizes old James Kay, and I think he uses, it's either Tyler or Polk as his presidential avatar.
But he announced that he's got his second on the way.
And it's been my privilege to have known him for a few years.
He was an inspiration and a formative writer, both for VDARE and other outlets.
I first discovered him at VDARE and I said, man, this guy really knows how to nail the Republicans and their failures and their weaknesses and their inability to actually advocate and legislate in our interests.
And he's doing the bit.
He's got a second one on the way.
So to old James K, congratulations to you and Wifey.
And they already have a, I'll just say, a delightful child who has the best of both mom and dad, which is so often the case.
I think that's it for me.
Sam, over to you, big guy.
Yeah, I heard tell from a real great guy, one of our guys, that has a son on the way.
And so I was very happy to hear that.
And the guy at work is not in our thing by any means, but he also just had a baby or is the baby, you know, he was telling me, yeah, I might not be in on such and such day because I'm, you know, my wife's having a baby.
I said, oh, yeah, what if the baby comes out black?
And he said, yeah, then we're going to have a problem.
So I did test him a little bit there.
I wanted to, it's not a new white life, but it's a newish white life update.
And I'm in a latent or a sort of dad chat of antiquity going back years.
And I don't think I've ever met this fella, but he goes by Big Nat, the vanilla gorilla in terms of the, you know, the jungle revolutionary style.
And he just sent a wonderful series of pictures of his young son.
He bought him a little toy set of a long bar and dumbbells or barbells, excuse me.
And a picture of the kid picking him up.
And then he said at the very end of his first set, he squat, he's still in diapers.
He squatted down and took a dumbbell.
That's the way you do it.
That even happens with big guys, you know, if you're rollo every Friday at the gym.
Yeah.
Yeah, you gotta.
You gotta be careful with all that.
I'm just joking, buddy.
Sorry.
Hit a little close to home there, maybe.
Hey, when I'm getting physical therapy on my knee, I occasionally, you know, when I'm like stretching my hamstring out, I feel the urge and I fight strenuously.
So far, I've gotten a thousand on not emitting any gases during strenuous physical therapy, regardless.
Yeah, yeah.
During the break uh, we were talking about men's health, not the magazine, but the actual issue and getting older, getting a little bit more frail, getting a little more fatigued more easily.
Sam took three naps today.
I took none, so it is literally, you know, like silly sunday or something jealous um, but Rollo over to you, big guy, and uh, when we got the question about weightlifting, I said Rollo's probably the one to talk about that.
I don't know if you want to talk about weightlifting on this show or future ones uh, but you are the youngest birth panelist, by far the fittest birth panelist, and yet you've got uh, maladies of your own which, in some odd way, is comforting to us geezers.
Take it from there.
Well, so I, I had a little little problem recently.
I, I had a little bump on on my shoulder and I thought hey, this is kind of weird.
And uh, so I I, I I kind of ask around like what, what?
I won't get into what it is, but i'm thinking it's.
It could be something potentially very serious or it could be just maybe nothing at all.
And i'm asking around, two people say kind of ah yeah, that's probably nothing all things considered.
And um, one guy who is an emt, says like, oh no, that's something serious yeah, you're in trouble, like that's going to be something you're going to need serious surgery over.
And then a nurse I i'm friends with said like, oh yeah no, probably not.
I i've never seen anything like that.
There's no lymph nodes up up on the show.
Was it like top of the shoulder, back of the shoulder?
It was in the, it was in the front and um yeah, so it's like okay um, maybe this is like something really bad or maybe this is some kind of like cancer.
And i'm thinking like, maybe it's just a cyst, it probably just a cyst right uh, but it anyway.
I the, the Peanut Gallery has no, no conclusion.
So i'm just like, all right whatever, calling the doctor and this was, this was saturday, so i'm I can't call the doctor's office until monday, so i'm, i'm that that's hanging over my head.
Uh, all all weekend.
I'm refraining from pretending to be a doctor here, but I wanted to ask, was it protruding?
Was it painful to the touch?
Was it solid, like rock solid, or would it like wiggle under your finger?
Here's the thing, it didn't hurt when I touched it, but the more I would use it, the more I, I didn't.
It wasn't painful, it was like a new kind of uncomfortable that i've never had before.
Like, I was like okay, like and that's what makes me worry like okay something, something weird is going on and it was out of the blue.
You weren't doing some new routine at the gym, or well, I just yeah, I just yeah.
I just, I just noticed it one day.
I'm like what, the what is what?
What's going on here?
Like, what is this?
Yeah, it was a penis on my shoulder yeah well well, that's the thing is, it was, it was small, it like a, like a small little thing.
So i'm thinking like okay, maybe that's got to be like a cyst, but a guy, I know it's not a third nipple, is it?
No no, because it's.
The thing is it was under the skin, didn't have teeth under the skin going.
It might have, but it might have been, but it's under the skin.
I couldn't check under the skin and and and it and it really did it it, it.
It felt like a bug bite, but it was under the skin.
So like, everything about it was was very, very strange.
And uh, a guy, it's still hanging over your head you're, this is you're talking about yesterday, saturday I, or no, a week ago no no no, this is the whole thing.
But a guy I know he had almost the exact same symptoms and he's thought like, oh yeah, I think I just uh, I think I tore my rotator cuff so, you know, I think i'm gonna need to get surgery.
So he goes to the doctor.
I don't see this guy for a month.
I'm like hey how's, how's your shoulder going?
He's like uh, actually it's um, an abnormal abscess.
And the doctors are giving me a biopsy and they're checking for cancer.
So i'm like good, that's good to have hanging over my head in addition, because it's literally the exact same symptoms.
And I go to the doctor.
But before that I call.
I call the doctor's office monday morning, right when they open, and I say i'd like to see the doctor this week.
Here's my symptoms.
And they say oh sorry, your doctor left, we haven't told you.
And yeah they, they've.
They've gone to a new location, so we need to, we need to get you in on uh, the the new doctor.
I'm like okay, let's do that.
They said, oh well, we need to get you in on the regular rotation.
I'm like yeah okay, let's do that.
Like okay, can you come in uh, july 5th?
Do you live in the United Kingdom?
Yeah, National Health Service yeah so uh, that I found that to be extremely uh, annoying and uh yeah so uh, I said that's unacceptable but yeah, very gay, but anyway they.
So I say what can I do?
And they said well, you can come into the office tomorrow when we open.
And uh, you can see yeah, and you can see if someone cancels sure, bring a book, yeah.
And I said okay, so I just wait around until that happens.
And they say yeah, i'm like, and if no one does, I said well, here's the days you can come in and do that.
I'm like okay, so you want me to seriously come in every day and and just wait for it.
And they said, we're well, I wish I could uh offer you something better.
But uh yeah, go to the er.
Yeah, it's the er or the docs, or yeah.
So i'm like, all right what, whatever?
And this is, it's like a pretty serious thing.
So i'm like, all right whatever, i'm just gonna do that.
And then I get at eight and someone cancels at 9, 30 a.m.
Boom, not bad yes very very, very lucky.
And then you get the cancer diagnosis at 945.
Go ahead.
Sorry, come on, move it along.
Here's what.
Here's what actually happens.
They do all the tests to see if it's like, uh this, that or whatever, and sure.
And she says, well, you know, it's, it's not.
It's not anything cancerous, it's not a cyst, it's not a ganglion uh, the best I can figure is, it's just a muscle strain.
You ever had one?
And I say, uh no, I haven't had a muscle strain like i've had, you know, like joint and bone problems, but never an actual strain.
So I can't I, I can't tell if it is that or not, but here never pulled a muscle no, I've.
I've had.
I've had like actual, like joint problems and ligaments, but never actual muscle strain.
So I don't have any comparison on this.
But then she says, but it still could be a torn rotator cuff.
Oh, okay.
I'm like, I was like, is it or is it not?
Like, well, it could be, you know, muscle strain takes six weeks to heal.
It's probably that, but it's like she's just doing this whole like, well, you know, it's possible it could be this.
And I'm like, okay, you're not, this isn't helpful at all.
What is it exactly that you do here?
Yeah.
And so I didn't, I didn't have any actual answers.
That was the thing that pissed me off so much about it because it was.
Probably not cancer.
It could be this, that, or the other thing.
Yeah.
Yeah.
No, it was literally not ruling anything out.
Yeah.
But it could be that probably this.
Now, my best guess is so many people come in, they have a problem that's unrelated.
And then they, and they say it's not bad or just hypocritical.
No, A month, they say, no, you don't have this issue.
And then a month later, they come back and they, oh, I have this issue.
You told me I didn't have a broken wrist, but two weeks ago, I broke my wrist and you said I didn't.
So now I'm suing you because you said I didn't.
So I think that's what people are doing.
So it's just like, in case I come back a month later and say, yeah, my rotator cuff was torn.
And she can say, I told you that it could have been that.
I didn't say it wasn't.
So, you know, that's all written in the reports, just to cover her ass for that reason.
But it did not give me any real assurance that I am okay.
Because boy, I tell you, the problem, the way it feels is it's so weird.
And I'm perfectly fine doing everything that I used to do.
At any point, were you tempted to just take a needle and pop it to see if cool stuff came out?
No, because the first day I was kind of messing around with it, just seeing like, okay, like, well, I was seeing if it was like a knot, right?
Like it's like they could be massage, massaged out, but I was poking at it.
I was like, this hurts in a weird way when I touch it.
But then the next day, it didn't hurt.
So I'm like, I just don't, I just want to, you know, leave this alone and we'll just, we'll see what happens.
Okay, shoulder still.
Are we getting, are we getting to the, to the cancer diagnosis or are you just, you're left in limbo?
I'm left in limbo.
And this is what she said is in six weeks, if it doesn't heal, then we'll go from there.
Well, and they wouldn't, they wouldn't even say like, let's get you an MRI.
Let's get an x-ray.
Let's look at it.
It was just, yeah, you know, I'm just kind of poking prodding.
Yeah, it's probably this, but who knows?
Sam's like, I got lumps all over my body.
I don't lose an hour of sleep over there.
Well, first, first of all, I know you're not asking my advice, but I mean, do you have, are there any other medical places that are options for you?
Because that's always the thing.
Let's say you go somewhere and a doctor gives you a diagnosis that's very serious.
The thing is you always get a second opinion.
You know, if some place is not giving you the answers that you're looking for, try someplace else if that's an option for you.
You may be in some kind of really rural area.
I have no idea, but do you have other options of other places you can go that would be?
No, and this is, this is kind of the standard in my area.
Like a guy I know, he tore his MCL and he made a doctor's appointment.
Like, something's wrong with my knee.
I need to see a doctor.
And they said, okay, we'll get you in in two weeks.
And then he kept using it for physical activity because he didn't know what was wrong with it.
And they finally saw him.
Yeah, so I can see someone.
It's just going to take me a long time.
Well, the other thing I would say is we always should know our own bodies and you know when something is unusual or not unusual.
And so if you think something is unusual, you should pursue it with some degree of urgency, in my opinion.
I'll just tell a very brief story of my own thing.
Many years ago, over 20 years ago, I had a mole, we'll call it, that was, it was kind of itchy for me.
And but it was, it was itchy in a way that it was a deep itchiness that just wouldn't go away, you know, and I tolerated it for a little while.
And finally, I said, you know, I'm going to go to a dermatologist and have them look at it.
And I said, this one here, it's itching me, you know, and it's just, I've tried creams and things and it just nothing has made any difference.
And they said, oh, yeah, that we should remove that one.
And then they look.
If you see anything about a mole, dermatologist is like, cash money.
We're taking it out.
Yeah.
Well, anything.
So then I'm like, okay, great.
Well, then, and then, well, let's examine you.
So they're looking at me.
They're, oh, this one, that one, this one, that one, this one, that one.
They identified nine that they wanted to take off.
And they were going, we're going to take these five off first, not even the one you are concerned about.
We're going to take these other five off that look terrible to us.
And I was like, you know, I was a, you know, 20 something years ago, I was like, whoa, okay, you know, so then they did that.
And I mean, it's terrible.
If you've ever had this thing done, you know, they're on your legs or your back.
You can't sleep any way you turn.
It's like uncomfortable.
They got your, you're just cut full of holes and sewed up and everything like that.
And yeah, absolutely.
And I go back in and they say, oh, well, good news.
None of those were cancer.
Like, okay, great.
Meanwhile, I still have the one that's making me itch myself crazy.
And so, okay, we're going to take off the other four now.
And so they go all through that.
Wait, why did they take they took the other ones out before the one that you went into complaining about?
Right.
Yeah, because they said it based on the way it looked.
So then they take the other four off.
And again, you go through the same miserable thing of blood on your sheets on your bed.
You can't sleep because you can't get in a comfortable position.
And then the one that I was concerned about, that was the bad one.
And all the other ones were not bad.
So it was, they got that one off, but it was of the most very mildest, earliest form of it.
There was no danger to my health.
They cut again around it, even, you know, when it's barely healed, they cut it, which was horrible, but everything was fine.
And I have never had any problems since that time.
But I just tell that story to say, like, you know, your own body.
You know, when there's something that needs attention.
If it needs attention, get attention, get, get where you are comfortable with the answer.
If there's something to be done, get it taken care of.
If not, at least you got the peace of mind because I went on through the years.
Maybe 10 years later, I had kind of one that was, you know, I was now paranoid, you know, and finally I said, hey, I want this one taken off.
And he said, I don't think that's anything.
I said, I don't care.
Take it off.
He took it off.
It was nothing.
And then last year, same thing, or actually it was the end of 2022.
He looked at one.
He said, I would take that one off there.
Okay, fine.
Take it off.
No, it was nothing.
And so, you know, you just got to kind of keep up with those things.
But if you have something that's bothering you and it feels unusual, definitely go to go somewhere else if you can.
Or, you know, don't don't settle for any kind of delay or ridiculous answer like that.
And with the serious caveat that this is, of course, non-professional medical advice and don't take our word for any of this stuff.
But if things change around it, that was one of the keys.
Because actually, I have had right shoulder pain for about the past three weeks.
And at first, I was just like, oh, whatever, shoulder pain, ignore it.
I remember what my dad would always say when I'd be like, dad, my knee really hurts when I do this.
And he would just say, well, don't do that.
So I was like, I haven't been in a particularly vigorous Roman salute habit over the past few weeks.
Was it the crutches or whatever?
It feels, it just hurts when I raise my right shoulder.
So I actually, and there have been cases where shoulder pain could manifest as lung cancer.
So I sent a message to one of a trusted friend who might or might not know something about this.
And he said, well, hate precludes cancer.
So you don't have anything to worry about.
But, you know, but then I did my, but seriously, though, the homework I did was what are this, what are the early signs of lung cancer?
I didn't really think that I had lung cancer.
And I think it's actually from when I took Junior zooming around the house and I crashed into the drywall.
I passed, I told that story on the old fatherland, maybe on the show where I slipped on the carpet.
I saved Junior and then I slammed it.
I think that's, it's just that springing up.
But, you know, early signs, are you short of breath?
And this is for Rollo and his alien straining to erupt from his shoulder.
You know, are you, are you, is your, are you short of breath?
Coughing up blood?
Are you losing weight?
Has your appetite gone down?
Pain manifesting in other places.
If it's just one little thing that's changed and it's not like severe pain or anything, eh, maybe watch and observe.
Maybe watch and observe.
But as Sam said to your instinct, trust it if you think something is seriously wrong.
To the authority of experts and expertise, when I first tore my ACL junior year of college playing flag football on a muddy field in sneakers, I didn't have cleats, total destruction of my knee.
I was walking like limping like quasimoto off the field, knee completely blew up.
My buddy said, we're taking you to Georgetown, ER.
The closest one would have been Sibley for those who know DC.
Sibley would have been closest.
I could have gone to GWER.
He said, no, we're going to Georgetown.
You know, those, those Jesuits and those expensive tuitions you're going to get.
And they diagnosed me with a knee sprain and gave me some aspirin and some crutches when I had totally blown out my ACL and torn my meniscus.
So take that to heart.
To Sam's dermatology experience, at one point when I lived in Alexandria, I had or went to a Jewish dermatologist and he was the first one in all of my visits because I'm a moly kind of guy.
And he was the first one who ever had me not just drop my pants, but bend over and spread my cheeks, my anus.
Oh, I swear to God, swear to God.
And he was, and, and then he was like looking at my face.
He's like, I see little, I see a little sun damage there, Goy.
He didn't say goi, of course, but he's like, you know, I could just, I could just zap that off.
And I'm looking at my face.
I'm like, I guess I see a little sun damage there.
Thanks for the offer.
For some reason, the moles are almost never below the waist.
You know, that's, that's what my doc, they never even check there, you know?
And so I think that guy was weird.
He just wanted a peek, a peek at what you had.
Yeah, exactly.
No, I know.
Even then, like I was like barely little baby steps Jay woke, but I was like, ah, this is something weird about this.
Something unusual.
Usually your torso or on your face or whatever.
And I've gotten all the moles that I've got, I've gotten plenty of moles removed over the years, Sam, and none of them have come back malignant regardless.
And some of them have healed up nicely.
And then I had one or two where like kind of big de-scar tissue developed on the site on my torso.
One there, one there, whatever.
I've got one on my when I will tell that story, but I got one on my torso that fish, if I'm in the ocean, like it actually looks like a piece of food.
I've had like fish come up and try to like bite this one mole on my belly.
But that was a particularly semi-self-indulgent segment for all three of us.
But the fatigue issue is something else that Rolo said he's been dragging ass.
Sam has agreed.
And I've had, you know, I've had fatigue issues, I want to say for like three or four years, just even if I get, you know, no alcohol, good night's sleep, exercise the day before, I still feel tired when I first wake up.
And that actually spurred me to get my tea tested two years ago.
And it came back normative.
I was, I was tea normie.
I joked on the break that it's the microplastics finally catching up to us, which actually does kind of creep me out.
You know, it's like your grandfather ate lead chips and your great-great-grandfather was, you know, whatever, leaded paint chips, asbestos, leaded gas, lead pipes.
And now we get the microplastics.
But yeah, just fatigue.
Oh, and one other thing is my buddy, we were talking about testosterone therapy and vitamins and all this stuff.
And a good buddy of mine said, I make sure to always get eight.
I'm not drinking anymore.
I'm lifting and I'm taking C, D, zinc, magnesium, all those things.
And he says he's never felt better in his life and he's not even worried about checking his tea.
But dealing with either Rolo's fatigue or Sam's fatigue or my fatigue, I don't know.
Either of you gentlemen have had it similar.
Well, I know that Rolo's friend Arian Stallion swears by the TRT.
And I've known some people.
Let's not get into what he swears by.
Okay.
We're going to go down a real dark path.
But I've known other people.
Yeah, for somebody that that's the real problem or the real root cause, that's a real blessing to have that.
To me, I would not want any more impulse in that direction, personally, than what I got already.
Fair enough.
And well, how about Sam?
You know, getting older and, you know, things just don't work quite as well or recover as well as they used to.
We know you cut coffee out six out of seven days a long time ago.
Yeah.
And any other things that have worked for you?
Or do we just need to realize that we're, you know, Rolo's not over 40 yet, but you and you and me are way over that.
Yeah, I, I, uh, I, I've always been an exercise person.
I think if you exercise, you feel good.
I do not have a lot of the maladies of people my age that that they talk about.
Uh, I do think coffee and alcohol are bad.
If you can get by with less or cut it out altogether is good.
Some people, it doesn't bother them at all, in which case, fine.
That's, there's benefits to both of those as well.
Uh, drinking a lot of water, I drink a lot of water.
Uh, I try not to eat in between meals.
I have a very disciplined breakfast and lunch, but supper I could probably use a little more control around.
Fair enough.
Rolito, you actually concerned or you think it's time of the year.
I mean, you're too young.
You're too young to have like serious fatigue issues.
Think it's a fleeting condition?
Well, I've never felt like this before.
And this all happened like the day after I went.
It might be.
I've been doing a lot of kissing lately.
Yeah.
It's a serious possibility.
Mononucleosis.
Yeah.
Well, I mean, thank you.
Thank you, Dr. Coach.
But I mean, this all happened when I got back from, maybe not when I got back from the doctor.
No, well, see, Monday, I did go to the gym because I because I was like, I was in that denial phase where I was like, yeah, it's probably nothing.
You know, I'll just, I'll go to the gym.
And then I was lifting and I had no problems.
But then I was at the gym for three hours exercising.
And at the third hour, I was like, I don't feel good.
Something is wrong here.
So I'm wondering if the thing in my head or the thing on my body is just causing me so much like mental overload that it's causing me to just, I don't know, just kind of psych myself out and just causing me to get tired.
That I think it's the time of year.
I've noticed that myself when the seasons change.
Yeah, you sometimes you almost feel like a little touch of flu or fatigue is a good description, I think.
Absolutely.
Yeah.
I've always gotten more colds at the change of the season.
Yeah.
I don't know.
I worry about Rolo's new friend.
And I frankly kind of worry about my own fatigue too.
I'm like, do I need to get my well water tested again?
Could I drink down my coffee?
I don't know.
Or do I just need to like stop complaining?
Like you're getting older and you're going to get you're going to get fatigued.
Don't know what to tell you guys.
But what, you know, when it, when it died, especially if you got, if you got insurance and the copay is not horrible, like just go get checked out.
It doesn't have to necessarily be a horrifying.
Get a check out.
What I wanted to mention real quick, obviously we did an entire over three hour extravaganza on testosterone with a total genius on the issue.
Oh, yeah.
Like classic.
Yeah.
Separate buddy of mine who's got a couple kids and is, you know, maybe late 30s, early 40s at this point, said that he has gone on TRT.
He was like totally blocked at the gym.
And I said, oh, how the heck did you get on that?
You know, tell me more.
And he said, there's men's clinics, legit men's clinics all over the country, some online, some in person.
This is totally legal.
He's not doing any scams or anything like that.
And he said, you know, some of them are like Indian chop shops where they'll write you a script for whatever.
And others are actually more scientifically and medically diligent.
And he said he feels better than he ever has before.
I don't think his T was particularly low.
He's just getting a little bit of a boost.
So then I looked around for men's health clinics in my area and lo and behold, I am in a men's health clinic desert.
Just like those black people with no grocery stores.
I'm not driving two and a half hours a couple of weeks, you know, just get a little treatment or dab of this and that.
But anyway, something to think about.
Go back and visit the testosterone episode if you are seriously concerned.
The first step would just to be like, you know, I want to get my t-tested.
Please do that and get your numbers and see where you are appropriate for your age.
Real quick, Sam, I realized that in Give Send Go, people had been leaving a few prayers for us.
I had no idea that they did not come through the email like the glorious, beneficent, benevolent donors occasionally do.
So I just wanted to read a couple here real quick to give credit to those guys who took the time to send prayers for us.
And this is the biggest one.
With fervent hope and eternal gratitude, O powerful and benevolent God, we humbly beseech thee that you may continue to bless the creators of this program with wisdom, knowledge, and eloquence so they might continue to be a beacon of your light in these dark and troubled times.
I'm actually getting a little bit of goosebumps that somebody talked about.
Excellent.
Excellent.
Continue to grant unto them the integrity and righteousness they hold as exemplars of your divine truth and providence, and that we may all share in lightening the burden that all men who speak with honesty and forthrightness must come to bear in a world so utterly consumed by greed and perversion.
Lord Jesus Christ, we ask in your holy name, grant to each of us an illumination of the path that we might walk to grow in faith, love, and wisdom.
Amen.
And that was from Friend Father.
Thank you so much, pal.
Friend.
Powerful.
Father.
Yeah, anytime I use give send go, I always see they got the pray thing, and I'll always put some very little prayer, not as wonderful as those, but something.
Yeah.
I had never seen these.
I logged into the control panel and saw that there were prayers.
Two more quick ones.
Thank you so much for this show, brothers.
It seriously makes my week every week.
Y'all keep it up.
It doesn't go unnoticed.
That's from Al.
Not exactly a prayer, Al.
More of a thanks, but thank you all the same.
We'll take it.
Yep.
Maybe he was talking to the big man, not us.
And then finally, may God bless you and your people.
And that's from Hawk.
So thank you guys.
I felt terrible that those were just sitting there in the digital purgatory of sorts.
Sam, back to you and your stack.
Next hottest thing under your hat.
Yeah, let's see here.
Well, you know, Valentine's Day fell on Ash Wednesday this year.
So we didn't do anything, my wife and I, for that day.
And also I had a birthday somewhere back in there.
And because Lent and things going on, we just didn't do anything for that.
But we are going to make a run to the Sybaris coming up.
Yeah.
So I just thought I'd throw that in there.
It's always a nice relaxing, you know, day, day and a half where we can swim and you sit by the pool.
You got your cocktail there and go in the sauna.
Maybe you sit in the jacuzzi.
They got a big screen TV.
You watch a movie.
You got Bluetooth.
You play your music and, you know, do the deed if you at some point.
Well, you know, we don't have, we don't have, we don't have Sybaris near us, Sam, but there is a very haunted, decrepit looking roadside motel.
I'm not even not even joking.
I don't even know if it's in operation because like there's a sign and there's always like a truck or two nearby, but I don't know if they're abandoned or whatever.
You know, there's not too many humans in sight.
And I always think, ooh, that would be fun to take.
Well, you do have that.
You do have that one wonderful motel I stayed in your area.
Beautiful.
I won't say the name of it, but it was beautiful, beautifully done from a certain period.
And yeah, absolutely.
Nobody's ever complained about that.
What a wonderful concept, basically a classy, clean, kitschy, affordable kitchen.
That's a good word for it.
Yeah, that's exactly it.
Um uh I I, I did uh have a.
Um, let's see here, I did have some.
I'm sorry for the, the 80s movies.
What about the 80s movies?
We didn't get to talk about that.
Yeah, that was prompted by that was prompted by the.
It was some post that just, you know, jam-packed what was probably like 25 different 80 movies in one screen.
Like you can only, you can only pick three.
Or Mary Buff, Kill those 80s movies.
I don't know that.
That was an interesting discussion for me and my wife, because my wife is uh uh, enough years younger than me that that was more relevant to her than to me.
I mean, I was a teenager in the in the 80s and in college in the 80s.
But uh and, and I but it it, she did force me to pick what would be my favorite soft there and then she wrote down and insisted that I say on the show here what her favorites are.
But I think Rollo especially would be good.
On this uh question.
And coach yep, I just popped them in the chat let's not geek out too much here because this is really fine storm but but there are.
You know, there's some like legitimate social observations to be made from these and I and the, the First, like they, they don't make them like they used to.
Of course, for Rollo and Me, perhaps those films have just the obvious sentimental value of you know, watching them when we were younger.
But I, but there there's like like, could you, could you come up with a list like that from the 2000s or the 2010?
Yeah yeah, I guess from the from the 2000s it would just be a Fellowship Of The Ring, Two Towers.
Return To The Right.
Very good yeah yeah yeah, I mean like uh, stand by me, Teen Wolf.
Uh, everybody had their own preferences.
Top Gun, Back To The, Back To The Future.
Empire Strikes Back.
Short Circuit, The Fly.
That's kind of an outlier.
Big Beetle, Beetle juices well mask, mask is the biggest outlier.
Stinker yeah yeah, everybody's like I didn't know Jim Carry.
I didn't know Jim Carry and uh Diaz or yeah, one the one with the guy who has elephantitis of the face.
Hilarious movie, especially the ending.
Yeah, not to be confused with the elephant man, because there was a separate movie about like a guy with a jacked up face wasn't there.
Yeah, it was all over.
Well, that was all over his body.
Yeah, his face is messed up, but that yeah, that was his whole body that was messed up.
It started with a lump on his shoulder.
Most people don't know that.
Well, actually he was born like that in utero.
Yeah, you know, it's just.
Uh it's, it's a fun exercise.
That's been up on the UH Telegram thing here.
Well, let me go ahead roll, if you would like to say something about.
Okay, my choices are Teen Wolf and I gotta go with Back To the Future just because that is a spectacular film and I can rewatch that and still enjoy it every time.
And then, as tempted as I am to go with weird science, because I remember being a kid and going, oh my god, I could design my perfect woman on a computer, that would be awesome.
Uh, the never ending story was formative for me and my kids have enjoyed it too, although I think they find it a little bit creepier.
Uh than I did nothing, man than nothing.
Yeah, it's scary.
Yeah, the mark and all that.
But uh rolla, what are your tell?
Tell us what your top three are.
On that one, please.
All right, because there there's some of them that I just have to.
Uh I, I have to, I have to discount because, like I, I could never, ever in good conscience, pick something like Raiders Of The Lost Arc.
It's like I, I it's culturally relevant, but it's just, it is just literally Jewish revenge fantasy.
Yeah I, I liked actually the one, the one with all the Nazis, much better.
Uh, the Last Crusade anyway, go ahead.
Well, I like, well that.
I like that movie too, but I just like, I like the girl in that one mostly.
Uh, okay.
So uh, who framed Roger Rabbit?
You know that one kind of hit hit close to home for me.
Um, after your 20 years in Los Angeles uh uh, Evil Dead.
But then Nightmare On Elm Street.
Just because you knew that was going to be on your list yeah, just because it gave me Nightmare On Elm Street, part two, which I recommend everyone watch.
It is one of the greatest movies you'll ever see.
You'll never see anything that is more latently anti-gay.
It is the most anti-gay thing ever made.
I will check it out.
Oh, it's so good.
We rented the Outsiders.
Uh, partially because of this list, partially because we were at the library, we got a bunch of books and we were like we can get one movie.
And it's so weird.
Uh like, I really did not enjoy it.
It's like a bizarre.
But it has Tom Cruise who looks like a rat.
Yeah, he looks like a rat in it.
He's always got stuff on his face.
I think he must have gotten like his nose or his teeth fixed after that.
He's like one of the worst actors in that.
And uh see Thomas How uh, really good, but it's just a bizarre film.
The outsiders anyway um, the director of the Godfather too much yeah, Francis Ford Coploo, of course, but also I, I have to.
I have to point one thing out uh, because there is the the, the stupid lie that the black guy always dies first in horror movies.
And I went through all of like my very vast, over 800 movie horror collection and I found three movies where the black guy died first, and one of them was Gremlins, very good well, um.
So my wife wanted me to definitely say what her, her picks were, which were pretty, pretty in pink, the Karate Kid and Beetle Juice.
And for me I, I honestly I was already too cynical to really be what's the word impressed or or or affected by these types of movies.
But I will say this, the John Hughes movies, the Breakfast Club, Pretty In Pink, and 16 Candles, those were touching, and that's because I'm from that area, Chicago area, and I've bought records out of the record store from pretty in pink, so I you know those I think were touching.
But as far as to say they are great movies to me, like if I happen to see a bit of those on TV or something like that, that to me, like I couldn't watch the entire movie, like that again, but to see it the first time, I do remember them being kind of touching and kind of capture the culture of the area, either in certain neighborhoods in the city or even certain suburbs did have that kind of a feel and they are kind of touching.
As far as to pick three movies off this list was very tough for me but my wife forced me to.
So well, I would just say I like the, I like the John Hughes movies, but I suppose I like Tron.
Uh, if I had to pick another one off that list, I thought Tron was, was kind of fun, but I'll just leave it at that.
The, you know, those three John Hughes movies yeah, if I had to knock any of them off, obviously it would be Purple Rain.
I don't think I don't consider Betelgeuse really an 80s movie.
That's very close.
It came out in 1988.
Yeah it just it just, I don't know.
To me it feels like a not like a perfect movie coming to America.
I'll have to, I'll have to rewatch it.
And then the Dark, The Dark Crystal, was sort of like, uh Labyrinth, it was just so weird and offbeat with the animatronic, you know, evil muppets, and my wife said, how come Labyrinth is not on this list?
Why is mask on there?
Yeah mask yeah, I never even saw a mask.
Yeah, it just is weird.
Um, I would say Alpine Yeager gave us five questions.
Uh, too much to tackle now, but I didn't want him to be ignored and I think the most, the most fun one that he asked was, should a guy be worried to reproduce with a very short woman?
Interesting, Alpine Yeager has been, uh yeah I, i'd like, i'd like to answer this one okay uh, both of my parents are very short and you are not.
Well yeah, and I, I would only say this, uh it's, it has been observed like that people were getting too tall and you have to ask yourself how many like really tall old people do you see, like being being much more than about six foot tall?
You start to have health problems later in life and things like that.
I I don't think it's necessarily the thing to lionize this really tall person or to aspire like that's the thing, that that the ideal should be held up right right, like you date a tall woman so that you have big tall, you know sons, etc.
Yeah, I don't get it.
I personally this will not be a secret my wife is not tall.
I have always found shorter women more attractive, and the thought that the idea of like, staring straight into my woman's eyes or god forbid, looking up at her would be a total boner killer yeah uh, you know, you know, you don't.
I mean, you are what you are, I mean it's, you don't have any control over it.
But but as far as you know, I I don't think that being really tall is is, you know it's, it's causes problems.
I think maybe later on also four or five or six f's yeah Well, she may have tall people in her family.
Like, granted, if a woman is like 4'10 and her dad is 5'2 and her mom is like 4'5, like, you know, you may genuinely be reproducing with the dwarf.
But like if a woman is like 5'3, but her dad is like 6' or something, or like, or maybe like her uncle is like 6'2.
It's kind of a, you know.
Use your best judgment on that.
But if you're like, this woman is 5'2, I don't want to have a son who's less than 7'9.
How dare you?
Yeah, yeah.
It should not be a deal breaker unless you're, you know, not attracted to her whatsoever.
There is a short woman who's not ugly, who I see fairly regularly, but she does have sort of a cherubic-like face thing going on that makes me think there might be a hormone imbalance or like a touch of dwarfism.
So, you know, if your spidey sense tingles that there might be a chromosome or two out of whack as opposed to just a normal, you know, short lady.
Yeah, don't worry about that, Alpine Jaeger.
He had a bunch of other interesting ones.
I'm not going to talk about the farmers protests in Europe just because I'm kind of one, I don't know enough about that.
It's sort of like the Canadian truckers and all the rest of it.
I welcome it.
Remember the path?
Yeah.
Pal, who is over there, has sent us footage from a certain country.
I welcome all forms of civil unrest.
I guess I'm just, you know, just like not getting excited about it because Europe, at least in recent decades, has sort of a tendency to have these like peasant unrests that the government either squashes or ameliorates, appeases, and then things go back to normal.
But a real serious question, thank you, Alpine Jaeger.
Is joining an active club the best a young man can do in the movement?
A lot of different ways to take that.
And I'll be candid in being a little bit, not suspicious, not lukewarm or whatever, but just like, I like to see it.
It's better than nothing.
But again, going back to the first half and having seen several groups, either with my own eyes or through digital eyes, get formed, get going, and then either fade away or collapse or not necessarily do anything.
I don't know is the answer.
You could do worse.
I would be worried that I would be careful about joining an active club, you know, one that just springs up on Telegram or Twitter.
Hey, we're the Boise Active Club.
Come join us.
You know, the feds are paying attention to that as the newest thing to worry about.
Nazis learning to fight and working out.
Heaven forbid, that is not a Fed jacket or a dissuasion at all.
I guess I would just say be careful.
If you're not in good shape and you're serious about getting in good shape, certainly consider it.
And I feel like someone's going to accuse me of being striker, but simply getting in shape and going for hikes and forming bonds of brotherhood will not necessarily change the dial on society.
I think we can say that, but forming bonds of brotherhood and getting in good shape and learning how to defend yourself, you could do a hell of a lot worse.
Sam Arolo, any thoughts, thoughts on active clubs?
It's certainly a good opportunity.
You know, some people have their own routines that they benefit from and that are working.
And regardless, it's one way or another.
Sometimes people really achieve more when they're pushed ahead by the group or, you know, it gets people going and it's fun to do group activities and all that.
I think maybe what I've seen is I know that our local community here, there is an active group that that guys go and do and that's coming from all people that you already know.
If you're in the group already, then these guys are going and doing their active club things and you already know them.
So, you know, something like that is the best opportunity.
So if it's an opportunity that will suit you and benefit you, definitely go for it.
Yeah, it depends on what's what's available, how old you are.
You know, being 23 versus 43 is a massive difference.
If there was a an SDAP boise versus a, you know, get in shape boise, it would be more tempting to join the former, I'd think.
I think there's a certain like lessons learned and, oh man, you know, alt-right didn't work out and National Alliance didn't work out and American Nazi Party didn't work out.
Let's let's do this now.
We're always going to be experimenting and trying new things.
So I certainly am not casting shade.
I just can't say in honesty and sincerity that I'm like super pumped about.
And I've had this conversation with good Patriot Front buddies too.
It's not a panacea.
It's an opportunity that may work out for you.
If you force me to guess, this thing is going down, whether we run to the hills or whether we rally in the streets every single day.
I don't think there's been a situation like this in the United States or in the West writ large where governments were so corrupted, our countries and our racial identities and demographics were so bastardized and polluted, our debt so out of whack and with war on the horizon.
But that could just be me being like, I'm too old.
I'm not going out and hiking in the woods every weekend.
Right.
Yeah, the trends in the world have a life of their own, so to speak.
There's, in a certain sense, there's nothing you can do to speed it up or slow it down.
These things are many decades or centuries even in the making.
And we are riding a wave.
If you want to take credit that way, we can ride a wave into change and upheaval, but these factors are operating on a very big scale.
Yeah, running to the hills with your family will not impact society, but it is better than like staying in a dangerous city and sending your kids to public school.
There's all these sorts of degrees.
Even if you run to the hills, you can still be friends with your neighbors and trade cows and milk and meat and exchange and do all that sort of stuff.
The level of judgmentalism that goes around is pretty severe.
But Rolo serious question, if there were an active club in your area of operations, you're younger and fitter than me.
I'll say, I won't say it on behalf of Sam.
Would that be something up your alley?
And if not, why not?
It all depends.
I am pretty big into who I associate with.
And if my options are people that are a bunch of Spergs, then I would have to decline.
I mean, it's as simple as that.
Like if they seemed like good, solid, normal people, like, all right, let's rock and roll.
If they seemed like weirdo Spurgs, like, you know, I'm out.
Like the idea for it is cool, but it all comes down to is what is your vetting?
Who's running it?
Who's in it?
And another important thing to remember is that people who are newly red-pilled are also newly invigorated and hyperactive.
And let's take over the world.
Let's do this.
Let's do that.
And they have not been through.
And they may have read or heard about the struggles from before, but when you have a couple of those scars already under your belt, you are almost by nature a little bit more skeptical and wary of new efforts and new initiatives.
Whereas for a young guy who's just coming into awareness of how the world is, he's like, hell yeah, let's do it.
Let's start with the active club and then move on to total galaxy domination.
And may it be so.
Well, I have a story because I knew a guy.
He was new to the thing and he said, you know, screw optics.
Optics are gay.
And then not too long after that, a warrant out for his arrest.
Yep.
And it wasn't because he was smoking crack or stealing cars.
It was for nationalist related activity.
Right.
There's a fine line that we, it's not that we have to walk it.
It's just that we do walk it here between being a little bit older and wiser and having these lessons under our belt, but also not saying, ah, there's no hope or don't do this, don't do that.
Tis, tis, tisk, Jr.
You know, we've, we've been through it all and seen it all.
By all means, go for it.
Just be aware that there is a trail of unfortunate, you know, wreckage, lives ruined, families broken up, life imprisonments by people who either got screwed or were not smart or, you know, got betrayed by this, that, or the other thing.
It's not, yeah, at bare minimum, it's not something to jump into without thinking very hard and carefully and evaluating what you're joining or what you're starting.
Yeah.
Start it carefully and join something carefully.
Not saying you shouldn't do either of those things, but good God, do the homework.
Think first.
Maybe that's my conservative priors coming in.
I will stop there.
I've got some other stuff, but I'll leave it.
Sam Rollo, last call before we try to land this puppy.
Well, I thought I would, if you think we have time, I'd talk about my article for just a minute or two.
Yes, sir.
Yep.
Christian identity and Roman Catholicism.
Please do that.
Yeah, I wrote this thing and just wrote a little article because some people asked me some questions and I said, you know, I'm going to write a little article about that type of thing.
And it turned into a very weird experience.
And by that, I mean, I almost, this is like almost a personal message to me because this is really hard to explain to somebody else or even to give somebody else the thing and say, read this and look how weird this is.
So I'm going to try to do it justice without rambling on more than a couple minutes.
And just to get it off my chest, the weird experience I had with this.
And I'm not going to read from the article or read any of the texts that I cited, which is almost really necessary to appreciate this.
But so I wrote this article and I was just talking about some ideas because I am interested in the Christian identity narrative, I'll call it, which for many years I've been interested in.
But I'm also equally interested in the trad Catholicism, which I think is very interesting and beneficial.
And some people think there's some sort of problem between those two or something.
And I would say, no, not necessarily.
And so I wrote this little article.
And what I was in my mind, I wanted to refer to something I had read many years ago.
There's a book written by Saint Alphonsus de Laguri, who was born in the late 1600s and he wrote in the 1700s.
And he wrote one of what is regarded as one of the greatest Catholic books ever written.
It's called The Glories of Mary.
And it's something like maybe a good 900 or 1,000 pages.
It's a real brick.
And I read it many years ago, and I've been rereading it over the course of the last, you know, five or more years.
It's a real project to read it.
But I know that there was this part in there where he talks about the exact fundamental concept of Christian identity, which is that the fall of man, the original sin, was a sexual transgression between Eve and a fallen angel.
And that's where we get all the other races is from that union.
And then, of course, the offspring of Adam and Eve are our people.
That's the concept of Christian identity.
And I know that St. Alphonsus de la Guri, he alluded to that in there.
And I knew approximately where it was in the book.
But as I mentioned to you, it's a really big book.
So it's hard to find it.
And I've, and I, I was trying to leaf through and find it where I had an approximate idea where it was.
Nope, couldn't find it.
And I said, hmm.
And so I just did like a first draft of my article and just mentioned that there was a passage like this.
But then I thought, you know, I really want to find the passage because I was listening to this recent episode of this show called The Godcast.
And they had a Christian identity guy on there.
And he was talking about he was debating this with the Godcast guys.
And when he got to this issue of like the church fathers or references in church history where people believe like this, the guy came up kind of flat because a lot of Christian identity people that are not Catholic or they don't, they certainly don't esteem like Catholic authors and stuff like that.
But the fact is, this concept is in there.
And I kind of felt bad for the guy.
I would almost, if I could track him down and reach out to him, you know, for the next debate he's in, at least he could make this good reference.
So I said, I got to find this thing.
So I thought, I can't find it.
I know what I'm going to do.
I'm going to go to archive.org and I'm going to download the PDF version of this book, The Glories of Mary.
And sure enough, it was there.
I downloaded it.
I said, okay, cool.
So now I just got to do like a word search and try to find up, you know, fallen angel, Eve, original sin, Eden, something.
You know, I can't remember it because it's been years since I actually read it, but I know I know it's in there.
So I'm searching.
I can't find it.
And it's certainly a searchable document.
I'm able to find other things in it.
I said, somehow I don't have the wording right.
And so I start flipping through my book again, can't find it.
And then I was going to bed one night and some little tiny notion or voice said, try one more time.
And I said, okay, well, if I'm going to look through this, start reading random pages in this book again.
I'm going to ask for my friend St. Anthony's help on this, help me to find this thing.
And I'm not kidding you at all.
I literally flipped right to the page and there it was.
There was the quote, the exact one.
Beautiful.
It was even better than I remembered it because it's not even just Saint Alphonsus de Liguri saying this.
He's quoting Saint Arenaus, who's one of the early church fathers.
So you have agreement all the way from the year 100 up to the year 1700 something, you know, between two authors.
So I thought, okay, great.
This is perfect.
So now I know where it is.
It's in book three, chapter five, whatever.
That's not the real numbers.
I'd have to look it up, but it's broken down into which part of this book.
I wrote that down.
I said, when I get to my computer, which is at work, actually, where I have the PDF, now I know, go exactly to that section.
I'm going to copy paste, copy pasta, as they say, the section out of the book.
And I'm going to put that in my article, right?
Because now my article is going to be really good.
Here's a authoritative quote from a saint, and he's quoting actually another saint.
So this is going to be real great addition to my article.
So I go and I look up the section in the PDF of the book and it's changed.
It's literally changed.
And I wish I could read it to you.
But like I say, this starts to get to be so inside baseball that it's people just tune out at this point if they haven't already.
And one has to assume, Sam, that not to spoil it, but I assume that Catholic priests or thought leaders did the editing.
Oh, it had to be.
Had to be.
So I get in there and I'm following it because it's like word for word almost.
You know, it's a different translation.
So there's slightly different.
And I'm reading it.
And so it gets to be to this point because St. Alphonsus de Liguri is quoting Saint Arenaeus to say, okay, you had Eve, who had relations with a fallen angel, produced Cain, right?
So in the same way, you know, this is the way biblical things work.
It's like, there's like a parallelism.
So you had the fall of man that came through Eve by contact with this angelic being, but then you have Mary who has her own relations, so to speak, with the angelic being, the divine being.
God himself is the father of Christ.
And that's how the original sin was corrected.
That's the point St. Alphonsus de Liguri is making.
It's right there, beautiful.
And so I get to the point and the whole part where he's talking about the fallen angel, it's a couple of sentences is completely taken out and it's literally replaced by this phrase, quote, and the idiot says, unquote, which is really bizarre, a really bizarre way.
Like if you read it, it almost doesn't make sense the way it's not.
Yeah, it's been so obviously edited and in such a weird way.
And I said, this, this cannot be.
I was literally, you ever have one of those moments where like, wait a minute, the world, the ground is shifting.
This is like my legs were numb.
It's like, this cannot be.
So I go to another website where they have the book as in chapters.
And it's not a PDF that you can download, but it's just like you can look up the chapter and the section because it's broken down into like this is one book, but there's even, it says like book one, book two, book three, the way it's broken up.
I get to the section and it's the same way there.
It's been the thing that I literally have a printed paper copy in my hand has been changed to take out this section.
So I hand typed it word by word.
And you know, these like 17th, 18th century authors, they're like one paragraph is over maybe two pages or for sure over a page.
I had to type all these sentences out, going one word by word, type it into my article.
But it was just the weirdest thing.
And it's almost, it's so hard to even explain this.
And it's hard to even get somebody to read what I wrote because it's like I wall texted it to Dark Enlightenment.
I said, oh, here's a Catholic guy.
He'll, he'll read what I wrote, but it's like he probably didn't read it because it was like so wordy.
You know, it's like, it's hard to even, this is, I felt like this is a personal message from God to me to say like, yeah, you, you know, this now.
And now you know that it's real because you see what they've done to take it out.
And was I, was I wrong.
Sorry, was I wrong, Sam in interpreting the core message that, you know, if Christianity or Roman Catholicism were today as it used to be, that would well, that's a good question.
Like people, many people will try to say, oh, well, this is like because of the corruption of the Catholic Church and they're suppressing this.
And I want to say like maybe it's almost like, would you tell this story to a child?
No, right?
Like if you're teaching children about morality, maybe it was like just part of the message that just kind of fell away a little bit or maybe was not the emphasis or in a different day and age was not needed to be emphasized.
I don't know.
I'm just guessing, but it's in there.
It's in there is the point.
And the thing is, like different aspects of the importance of the whole message comes out at different times in history.
You know, it's like a like a focus, right?
You're, you're looking at something.
It's out of focus.
You're looking at it like through a telescope or you're looking something in the distance.
Now you're looking at that thing's in focus.
Now you bring the focus closer.
You see something near, nearby.
I don't know what to say, but it's definitely in there.
And I'm giving you one example, but there's other examples that I could give.
I was just reading for Lent.
I was reading this book by blessed Anne.
Her name is, oh, geez, what is it?
Anne Ann Emmerich, Catherine Ann Emmerich.
She was a German nun in the late 1700s, and she was an invalid.
She was like confined to the bed for many, many years, maybe most of her life.
She only lived to maybe about 40-something years old.
But she had like these elocutions of things that she would see, like, let's say things about the Last Supper, details about the type of bowls or cups they used or, you know, like visions, details that are not in the Bible, but maybe that kind of fill out the story a little bit.
And then she would ramble them and some priest wrote it down and he made it into this book.
It's called the, I should have it with me.
I don't know why I can't remember the exact name of it, but you can look by her name and you would find it.
But in there, even it says like that, you know, that Adam's sin was because of the concupiscence.
And if you look up the word concupiscence, that's not a word we use every day, but it means strong sexual lust.
So you see, you see, even there, they're talking about, you know, like people, they, they talk about Eve ate an apple.
Try that with your old lady next time, dear, dear audience.
Hey, baby, I'm feeling some concupience.
Concupiscence.
Yeah.
And, you know, but nowhere in the Bible does it say that Eve ate an apple even.
You know, it says she ate of the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, you know, and I'm not going to even attempt to explain that better.
But, you know, you see that authors are using, you know, they knew what it meant, you know, is my point.
And when you could believe whatever you want or not believe whatever you want, it doesn't bother me at all.
But when you try to ridicule somebody that is pointing out what it says and you, you don't want to believe it, that I think is terrible.
Fair enough.
I have been going through my own very weird dichotomy, Sam, recently when it comes to religion and God and faith, where I'm sort of more leaning back toward my skepticism and cynicism and say, this whole scene is so messed up.
And then, of course, in the back of my head, I'm like, well, it is so messed up because people have forsaken God and or Jesus Christ.
But then I've been having these, these like very like, you know, throughout the course of a day, any normal person goes through hundreds of decisions, most of them mundane or whatever.
And it's like, you know, the cat is whining again for food.
And it just had, and I'm like, well, you know what?
It would be a good deed to go spoil the old cat and give her some more food.
Or, you know, like there's some trash over there on the side of the road.
I could ignore it.
It's not my, I didn't put it there.
Or I could go over and pick it up.
Or, you know, like this rooster is a pain in the ass.
I don't need to close his section of the chicken coop tonight.
Or I could close the door and make him feel a little bit more cozy.
Sort of like the, you know, just like those very like minuscule day-to-day decisions where for some reason recently I've been thinking, well, just do the right thing, whatever, whether there's someone judging you.
Like I'm not actually trying to, you know, put points in the heaven access column for the big guy, come judgment day.
But it has been in the back of my mind.
And I think a lot of people, as they get older, as the end starts to come closer, certainly getting more religious is more common than getting less religious, I suspect.
But at the same time, I still have my standard typical hang-ups, which get aggravated by how incredibly fallen and messed up this world is.
And the classic thing of, well, you know, are you up there?
Could you lend us a hand, please?
You know, to which a faithful person would say, who the hell are you to ask for a hand, ye doubting telescope?
So evergreen, evergreen conflicts for the faithful and the non-faithful and the conflicted alike.
Sam, for the autobiography and the audio, the audio version of the article definitely going behind the paywall.
Rolo thought that your autobiography should go behind the paywall too.
I originally wanted to release that on a week when we didn't do a show.
So I just wanted to give you that heads up.
And the author of the yeah, I'm just sort of torn on it and we've been on a good weekly schedule.
Want it for me.
They can read it.
Right.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think there's even programs where you put the your article there and it reads it to you anyways.
So, you know, yeah, either way, you know, whatever.
It's, it's, I think especially the new one is kind of, well, maybe, maybe it's a tantalizer, tempt people.
Yeah, get behind the paywall.
Why not?
And listen to my reading of my article.
You know, it is a small thing in a sense.
And I think it's whether it's, I don't know what's even better to read it.
To read it takes more effort, but is that does that get the sense of it across better?
Or does listening to it?
I think, you know, people don't want to read things online or off of their computer.
I know I don't.
When there is something that is like a book or something like that, I print it off on paper because I don't like to read things.
You always see me wearing these my computer glasses.
I talked about this on the show.
They really, you know, if I'm going to look at something on the screen as I'm doing now, I wear these computer glasses.
And even with these, I don't like to just sit there and read page after page.
So you could print out my article and read it or just go behind the paywall.
You know what?
You try the paywall for a few months and you don't like it, just cancel.
There's no obligation.
It's not expensive.
And it's just be a nice thing to do, anyways.
There you go.
Just wanted to let you know, big guy, that I wasn't like sitting on it.
I just couldn't decide.
And when I can't decide, sometimes a lot of people feel rushed into decisions.
Like, I got to do this or that.
And the experience of a long life tells me sometimes you can, there's always tomorrow.
Everybody's in a rush to do everything.
Just sit on it.
We got it.
It's going to be out there.
Rolo, I hope that you are not angry at me.
And you certainly know that I have abused all of the previous producers on this show.
I just, you know, when I cracked one of my things, you look like you were hurt.
I was like, oh, man, I'm sorry.
I don't mean to go.
Wasn't I smiling?
Don't I always do it?
No, no.
I feel like I always, yeah, yeah.
You have to smile at the camera and give me a thumbs up every time I crack a joke.
I feel like I do.
I'm pretty sure I know.
You just look set.
You look sad.
You look sad once.
And then I'm tired.
No, no.
No, it's just because today I am uncharacteristically tired.
I even had coughs.
I'm sorry to feel tired.
Oh, because I was so tired.
Yeah.
Couldn't tell.
Sam had three naps.
I had no naps.
Everything's checked.
Rolo's got an alien, alien growing in his shoulder.
He should possibly the world's greatest pimple just waiting to come out.
Yeah, it's on the muscle.
Strong, strong pimple.
Yeah.
All right, fam.
It is one o'clock on March 11th.
We, of course, started this puppy on March 10th, 2024.
You know where to follow us.
All the scoop is in the show notes.
And time flew by.
I enjoyed it.
I hope you did too.
And to take us out this week, it's long overdue.
I hope I don't regret this.
Rollo's had at least 10 minutes to think about it.
But the DJ booth is all yours.
Let us know what we're going to hear, big guy.
bug man blues by mr medicare i know mr medicare I have no idea what this song is.
Is Mr. Medeker back?
Speaking of cancer and illness.
I mean, he's still pretty much dying and he's, you know, one foot in the grave.
What does he have, Dana?
He explained it once.
It was some kind of rare cancer where when you get the diagnosis, you don't live more than 14 years.
And he showed his whole medical history.
And it was like, yeah, like he, he's like three or four inches shorter and he's in a wheelchair now.
And like he had four, four heart attacks at the same time.
He's like, there's like more, you're more likely to be struck by lightning than what he had.
Yeah.
The guy's a mess, but you know, he's, he's right now, he's outliving Ethan Ralph.
Certainly healthier.
Food for thought.
Yeah.
Hey, the older I get, the more I appreciate not just my health, but my wife's and my kids, as lame as that might sound, health first or whatever.
You know, parents getting older, grandparents, kids aging.
And the Reaper comes for all of us later, hopefully as opposed to sooner.
All right, Rolo.
Thank you.
Well, we love you, Sam.
We will talk to you next week for sure.
I've got a bevy of gardening, homesteading, farming, you name it.
And it's about time.
I have not gotten kraken yet.
I actually thought about taking a break from prodigious planting this year, partially because of the old knee, but also because I'm a little bit fatigued.
I don't feel the excitement this year that I did in the past.
But we'll talk about that and more on our gardening, homesteading extravaganza next week at some point.
So, Sam, thank you very much, big guy.
Always a pleasure.
Great.
It was a great discussion.
Rolo, wouldn't happen without you.
All sincere.
Thank you.
My pleasure.
You bet.
I just hope that Bugman Blues is not a total piece of crap by some crippled up dying man.
I am in a wheelchair that likes to be.
It's half of that.
All right.
It's by a crippled man in a wheelchair.
All right.
Well, there's a lot of stuff.
I don't care if he's retarded as long as this doesn't suck.
All right.
We love you.
We'll talk to you next week.
And I'm taking this one out.
See ya.
Oh, honey, thank you once again.
That frozen dinner came out perfectly.
I love it when you microwave for me.
I'm happy as can be.
It's 7.30 off to work.
Stump behind an endless line of cards.
I wish I didn't have to go so far.
I'm happy as can be told me that life was ever easy.
No one said it'd be this hard.
Try I might to come off light and breezy.
Play another round, take another card.
I'm happy as can be.
My keyboard is my only friend.
Guys at work, they don't speak English well.
They never talk much, so it's hard to tell.
I'm happy as can be, eight hours in this solid room.
I'm wearing khakis that don't fit me right.
At least I made it and my coal is white.
And happy as can be Daddy told me that life was what you made it.
He bought his house at 25 Hitman.
He showed me how you play it.
Take another drink just to feel alive.
I'm happy as can be, I send
my daughter off to school And there's this one girl that she calls a friend.
I can see how this is going to end.
I didn't make the football team Graduated with a 4.0 Where did my sense of a purpose go?
I'm happy it's in the
from these bug men doing everything they told me to, Everything that they would lie to.