SATW Livestream 2026-03-21: Every System Needs a Heretic
Davis Aurini and Big L dissect the vernal equinox, linking Iran's "brain trust" elimination to Roman collapse and questioning carrier viability against drones. They debate Templar innocence, ISIS rebranding, and Nick Fuentes' edgelord status while theorizing Charlie Kirk's assassination as a systemic blood sacrifice. The hosts argue every system requires a heretic to break materialist illusions, citing Gödel's theorem as proof of a simulated universe needing a creator. Ultimately, they advocate reaching Spiral Dynamics Level 8 to see reality as holograms, urging listeners to fix their internal states before seeking external magic or alliances with nature spirits like Bigfoot. [Automatically generated summary]
But because we're doing this through OBS, I can't set it up beforehand.
At least I don't know how to set it up beforehand.
And so I don't have a link to it just yet.
By the way, folks, we are here with Big L who is driving.
He's driving.
So hopefully the audio quality isn't too bad.
Yeah, I'm driving in the boonies.
So cut out.
But anyway.
Call back if you do once you're back in stable internet areas.
Yeah.
I want to get this link so I can share it.
How soon.
Hey, don't you could attract a hater.
Be careful.
Oh, yeah.
Somebody's got to find me on the road.
They might.
AI can analyze what sort of engine it's listening to.
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
You never know.
Okay, there we go.
I've got the link to it now.
Let's.
Which one?
I want to copy link.
These live streams start out so great.
I mean, it's.
I'm not even planning to use OBS, which is the ironic thing.
So, like, maybe I should have just streamed through the webcam.
You know, that's a useful thought to have now.
So, live now.
Every system needs a heretic.
Let me just make sure there's no typos.
That looks good.
Alrighty, I think we're finally ready to get started.
Guys, how is the audio coming from Big L?
I don't want to destroy the stream with road audio, so you guys got to tell me that.
If it's bad, I'm going to hang up on him.
And I should do Gab as well.
I'm not on Gab very much.
Like, I'd like to be, but then again, I'm not on Twitter very much either.
Back to the live stream.
Wait a minute, can I also just go?
Oh my god.
Not that yeah, I think we're getting a lot of road noise from you right now Like, as soon as we start the stream, that's when the hail starts, right?
It's Ben8747 is here.
Fantastic.
And we got six watching so far.
Big L, you want to say something?
How's the road noise?
Not as bad when you speak.
Gotta love that.
I guess I'll.
I'll just have to keep talking and don't shut up.
Oh, yeah, you do wicked.
You talk way too much.
Yeah.
Not like me.
I keep my feelings to myself.
So, topic of the stream.
Every system needs a heretic.
Just basic, you know, basic alchemy.
We're going to be talking alchemy.
We're going to be talking world events right now.
We just entered.
What day is it, Big L?
Well, I think it's the 21st, isn't it?
Yeah.
Or is it the 22nd?
It's the 21st.
Yeah.
What happens on the 21st of March?
Uh, you get you have your last day at work and you gotta drive home.
The vernal equinox?
Calgary?
Okay.
Knights Templar Secrets00:15:30
It's when the astrological horror, like the astrological signs restart at Aries.
And it is right after the day that Chuck Norris decided to leave the planet.
What an appropriate time for Chuck Norris to go to the next world.
Oh, yeah.
Right before Aries, the battle sign, the Cardinal Fire sign.
So What have we got going on right now?
What's your take on this whole Iranian war?
Me?
I don't get in the weeds, but I think getting rid of the Ayla Tolla was probably a pretty good thing.
I think this shock and awe casualties on the Americans taking up the brain trust is like a really good strategy.
And it reminds me of reminds me of like a certain narrative I learned in high school about the collapse of Rome and how it basically happened because the emperor started to get assassinated so quickly that nobody wanted to be an emperor.
And basically Rome fell apart very quickly when nobody wanted to be the leader.
So that's what I think of when I think of the strategy to take Iran Iran down.
Seems like a very efficient way of doing it.
Apparently the United States has taken over ensuring oil shipments through the Strait of Hormuz.
Although they're not shipping anything there right now.
I'll tell you what, man, we are.
So one of the things I would tentatively observe, and yeah, I'd really like to be wrong about this, but so the American military has not been promoting competent generals for a very long time.
The best and brightest officers don't make it past Colonel.
And another thing is there's been really strong evidence for a while now that aircraft carriers are just shit just sitting targets.
And that was before we had drone warfare.
And so, now they've mined the whole strait with, uh...
Are they drone mines, or are they just regular mines?
Do you know?
Oh, I have no idea.
I know they're also doing a lot of drone attacks, supposedly underground factories making them.
Although who knows?
Who knows?
It's all fog of war.
Oh, yeah.
And they fired on that base in the Indian Ocean.
That's 5,000 miles away.
They previously claimed, Iran had claimed they only had 2,000 miles of range.
Sneed Preem says, loitering munitions.
No loiter.
We called it the UXO Gnome.
The UXO troll in the Canadian forces.
Because when you go into the training area, there's unexploded ordnance all over the damn place.
Or sometimes exploded ordnance, but you don't really know that.
So, you just keep your distance when you're in the training area.
UXO NOM playing pranks on us.
Yeah, drone torpedoes is one of the things they're using.
And so, we're just entering this completely new era of warfare.
And we have no idea what we're getting into.
And I don't think we have the best leaders either.
Could be wrong about that.
I hope.
I don't know.
I hope we're wrong, Sam.
Okay, you know, if you're like bastard, like the same thing with your Iranian, um, the Ukraine war, you hear both sides like Ukraine's done, Russia's done.
So, you hear a lot about that with our Iran, too, but uh, I kind of tend to think that things seem to be going very well there for America.
I'm not even really clear on why this war is happening, like what the strategic objectives are.
Um, oh, actually, I want to just mention something.
One of my favorite YouTubers, Pilgrim Pass, he is serving right now with Ukraine.
Um, God bless that heroic bastard.
It's making me feel like a coward, although if I probably would have served on the other side, I'm glad I didn't volunteer.
I'd hate to go up against that guy.
The narrative Emperor 2 is that Iran has been consistently the number one funder of terrorism, of Islamic terrorism.
I thought that was a CIA.
Especially when you think about Barry Obama, you know, sending crates of cash to Iran.
Remember that weird thing?
No, not offhand.
I don't.
I mean, sounds par for the court.
There's so many damn conspiracies I can't keep track of them.
Oh, I remember that.
I remember when that happened.
It was like, why is he sending bombers full of cash to Iran?
And then that whole thing, too, where he was like calling them ISIL instead of ISIS seemed like I don't know when the Islamic terrorism really hits its crescendo, but was it around that time or slightly after the Obama years?
I've got no clue.
I assume the ISIL thing was just for some reason, Democrats love changing words.
Like, it's not Kiev, it's Kiev.
Yeah.
Get bent, it's Kiev.
Oh, yeah, well, I always assumed that was because, you know, they wanted to rebrand it, right?
Make it sound like, you know, you get an emotional attachment to a word, and then if you just change the pronunciation of it, you have like a somewhat wipe the slate clean.
So I'm always suspicious when somebody wants to change the name of something.
Names always have a certain cultural, emotional baggage, right?
Yeah, why did they need to change it from ISIS to ISIL?
And I mean, like, I could literally Google this right now, but I don't believe that answer.
Like, whatever the answer, the official answer, is not the real answer.
Whatever the answer is.
Of course, it's got to be like, oh, well.
They translate to this, and this is technically more accurate.
Well, that's always what it comes down to.
Oh, yeah, that's the excuse.
Progressive way is technically more accurate, so let's just be accurate.
Why not be accurate?
By the way, speaking of the first day of Aries, you know what Iran comes from?
No?
It derives from the root Aryan.
And you know the relationship between Aryan and Aries?
There's no relationship whatsoever.
Completely separate words.
They just kind of sound the same.
Okay.
Which becomes a pain when you're talking trying to talk about, like, if you talk about the Piscean age, okay, what do we call the age of Aries?
Because, like, it just gets confusing.
And we don't want to get those.
Well, we don't want anyone that follows the ridiculous, you know, the Nazi theories of Rays.
Like, don't get those people excited.
No, we're not talking about that.
Yeah.
I want my esoteric theology to be well-founded, please.
Yeah.
So we've just gone through a period.
The past six months were the Solve, the dissolution.
The two blood moons we've had.
The first blood moon, we have the assassination of Charlie Kirk and the murder of Irina Zarutsky.
I hope I'm pronouncing her name correctly.
Which those two events.
First, the assassination of Irania.
That really just blew the top of the kettle off.
That you and I were talking about.
We were talking about the Crusades right before the stream.
And I posted on Substack recently that you people need to understand that raping and murdering white girls is a foundational not tenet, but it's primordial in Islam.
That's not an exaggeration.
Yeah, there's so many stories.
I'm listening to.
I'll recommend the book.
It's called The Two Swords of Christ.
Base.
Primarily about the Templars.
The Knights Templar and the Knights Hospitaller.
Who I didn't even know about it.
I should know.
Have you heard about the Knights Hospitaler?
I have.
Yeah.
So the long, very, very long story short is the Night Templar were formed to defend pilgrims, making a, going to Jerusalem, doing a pilgrimage.
The hospitalers were formed as basically a hospital.
Keep in mind, before I started multi-classing as an alchemist, I was taking levels of Paladin.
Yeah.
So they were complimentary.
Two different organizations, but very complimentary.
The Knights Templar were very militaristic from the get-go.
The Hospitallers became militaristic over time.
As you have to in Islamic lands.
Yes.
Really fascinating.
Like, I had no idea.
So many fascinating things.
Like, did you know the Knights Templar became a huge banking empire at one point?
Yeah, which is why they, which is probably, like, see, I'm part of the school that the Knights Templar did nothing wrong.
I just think that the king didn't want to pay his debts.
Although who knows?
User is a dangerous substance to play with.
Yeah, actually, the book, of course, that I'm reading is definitely skewed towards the Knights being super bass jads.
And it hasn't mentioned anything about the user.
It mentioned about the king owing a ton of money to the knights.
That chapter was basically, in a nutshell, was king owed the Templars a bunch of money.
He tried to get the other kings in Europe to do like a Order in Star Wars, where you could die at once.
I think it was Order 66.
Order 66, yeah, you tried to get an Order 66 for everywhere, and the King of England was like, nah, dude, I like the Templars, they've been good to me, and I think you should rethink this action.
So the Knights in England went scot-free with all the ones in France were summarily captured and tortured to death and had a lot of forced confessions and it was very awful.
That's the thing.
All of the black magic stuff they confessed to was confessed to under torture.
Now, you know what?
I'm thinking about this.
Honestly, you know what usury is.
It's a combination of Mercury and Saturn.
That's why it's so damn dangerous, man.
Lead and Mercury are lead and quicksilver.
Those are like the two most dangerous metals to mess with.
Do you know that they used usury or not?
Like, I didn't know that.
Well, they lend money.
They didn't lend money at zero interest.
Why not?
Because money has time value.
Here's the thing.
The definition of usury.
If the money is not very high, then the time value wouldn't be as high either, right?
So there's a way to lend money that is not usurious, which is you charge for the time and energy it takes to process it.
Like you get a wage being an accountant.
And you charge for the time value of the money.
And you charge for the non-repayment rate.
Right?
So the better your credit, the lower your interest rate.
And that's not usurious.
But trying to figure out what is and isn't usury, it's like you need an advanced, like you need something like a master's or a PhD degree to actually determine that.
And when the king of France, when the king of France owes a lot of money, you know, it's like you hire a scientist and you say, hey, what does this evidence show?
The scientist is going to say, well, what do you want it to show?
You know.
You can kind of understand.
That's a very good question.
I wish I could look it up.
What, the definition of usury?
I kind of doubt that they had usury, but they might have charged an holding fee because I mean, they also would protect visible gold, right?
That was one of the reasons why they were became the Empire was because, a big banking empire, because they were badass knights that had big castles where they could hide all their gold.
Well, and they could protect the deposits.
You know, given, you know, like, I'm thinking about this, you can almost you can almost have sympathy for the Rothschilds wanting, because after the kings have betrayed bankers so often, you know, like anytime a king owns a bunch of money, you just declare that, oh, you're doing usury or you're heretics or whatever.
Any excuse to get out of paying.
You can see why the Rothschilds would want to hold on to the royal family by the shortened curlies.
Yeah.
Or you could be the king of France and accuse the Knights Templars of greeting each other by kissing each other on the penis and butt.
Yep.
I only do that with people I really like.
See, I'm definitely on the side that they did nothing wrong.
Yeah, I don't think they did that either.
Rothschild Empire Allegations00:12:14
No, I don't think that was a common thing.
Another one was that they sacrificed children to Satan and speared themselves with the fat of the children.
No, only Jews did that.
Pretty sure.
No.
So.
It's a question I'd like to learn more about, though.
I'm really interested in it now.
However, I am pretty sure they were into a lot of esoteric stuff.
And I don't know.
I'm pretty sure they were.
Like, I mean, we're...
Okay, not an expert on the Rosicrucians, but I'm pretty sure they came out of the Knights Templar.
And I think there probably were a lot of connections to the Masons as well.
To which, again, I think the Catholic Church completely overreacted to the Masons.
The fact that the Masons are largely falling apart right now, it's...
So certainly, like, modern Masons aren't really up to anything.
You know, what's cool about the whole story of the Templars, another thing I didn't know is that, so the Pope kind of did a Pontius pilot move with the Templars whenever the King France did that.
He was like, alright, whatever.
And then he disbanded the Knights, and he basically merged them into the Knights Hospital.
And the Knights Hospitalers actually still exist in Malta.
They're called the Knights of Malta.
So I wonder what that organization is up to.
That's a good question.
I haven't heard anything from them, so that suggests they haven't been skin-suited like the rest of the Catholic Church.
Yeah.
Armored Ghost asks, could things go nuclear with Iran?
I don't know.
Sure that anything could go nuclear, but will it probably?
I don't think so.
I mean, anything's possible with Bush in the White House.
Yeah.
I did see somebody speculating.
I mean, if they've got these drones or these missiles that go 5,000 kilometers, do they have nukes?
Yeah.
They might.
But yeah, the other leg of the strategy I think is really interesting.
They take out the Brain Trust, and apparently they're trying to get Starlink established there so that people can have the internet back, right?
The end goal is to have a ground-up revolution where the Americans don't do anything.
See, I like that strategy.
What's that?
I like that strategy.
It's a brilliant strategy.
If you recall my reading on the United States over the next five years, the card that came up was, is it the Five of Swords?
Anyway, it's the guy sneaking into the enemy camp and sneaking out with half of their swords.
It's six of swords, I think.
Yeah.
Suggesting that we're actually going to see very clever foreign policy from the United States.
Which, like, I don't want to be one of these 5D Trump guys.
But, I don't know.
This might be 5G chess.
And there's the question of Israel.
Like, how's this turning out for Israel?
How is the war that Israel tricked us into fighting for them?
How's it turning out for them?
Yeah, I don't know.
I heard that they bombed some Iranian refineries, which was, like, fucking retarded.
When the Americans said, don't do that.
It's incredible how they like to do that.
Which is interesting, too.
There's also the possibility that the Americans sanctioned that, but Israel's being the Paul guy, but I don't think so.
The Jews that I know hated him.
So...
I heard about that conspiracy theory.
It seemed funk to me, but I don't follow it too closely.
He's dead, do you think?
I think he is.
Or at least they're posting AI videos of him.
They canceled some conference he was supposed to speak at, which sounds like he's dead to me.
I'm kind of leaning that way.
Okay.
Or at least they're pretending he's dead.
Who knows?
Yeah.
They've certainly had a lot of bombs land in Israel.
Alright, Zach says turn up the volume a bit.
Let's see.
testing testing testing uh the volume seemed uh should i turn up i you know what I can turn up.
I'll turn up your volume.
Okay.
Alright, how's that, guys?
Is that any better?
Yeah.
I won't say anything about how it's going.
All I can say is that the strategy seems very brilliant to me.
Same as Venezuela.
The whole American military strategy seems to have leapt forward.
Yeah, they got exactly what they wanted out of Venezuela.
Yeah.
And this whole Alberta separation thing is probably going to turn out giving them exactly what they want.
I'm okay with that.
Yeah, me too.
you know, as an Albertan, I am just so angry at Ontario for voting for Mark Carney.
Like...
Yeah.
How stupid are you?
Yeah, angry.
I am too.
I'm angry at boomers.
Sneet brings up the Belt and Road plan.
There's an angle that you should be looking all of this through, is that there's an eternal struggle on this planet between naval empires and land empires.
And, for instance, the Nord Stream pipeline, the reason they blew that up is because the UK and American strategy for the entire past 150 years has been to prevent an alliance between Russia and Germany.
Because Russia and Germany are both land powers.
And if they get together, they're the megaland power.
And so that trade going on through the Nord Stream pipeline between the two was really bad for the naval empire.
World War I and World War II really should be interpreted through naval versus land.
The Punic Wars were naval versus land.
Rome being a land empire and Carthage being a sea empire.
Let's see.
Isfen says, I take it you've seen the Pierre Joe Rogan.
I have not because I think both of them are bottom-paid for.
I am not a Pierre Polyev fan.
I think he's a fake conservative.
I think he's, I mean, I, like, I don't vote.
Okay?
All the people we can vote for are actors.
So I'm just watching things and trying to figure out where they're going.
Every system needs a heritage.
That's the title of this stream.
What do you think I meant by that stream, Big L?
Or that title?
Because I got no idea.
Oh, wow.
Just seemed like a really good title.
I'm sure that'll make sense by the end of the stream.
Oh, wait.
Sorry.
I was talking about the Solve.
I only got like half of it out.
So we had the whole murder of Irene.
And since then, the false face of race relations has completely fallen apart.
Right, yeah, we start talking about Islam after that.
Islam's one example.
The, you know, I kind of love this Indian immigration because all of the left-wing liberal white girls, after meeting Indian men, are all turning extremely right-wing.
Yeah.
The, uh, there's Irenia murder.
And like, that's just one, man.
That was a particularly.
Like, the fact they released the video.
And the video was so crazy.
So unprovoked.
And that turns out it's a guy that's been let out dozens of times for violent crimes.
But it's not the only one.
It's like every week in America, there's some eight-year-old kid being murdered by a 25-year-old man of N-word descent.
Yeah.
We have in Britain, if you're white, you go away for 15 years for posting a mean tweet.
If you're not white and you abuse a child, community service.
Yeah.
Well, yeah, if you're Britain, you go to jail for praying outside of silently praying outside of an abortion clinic.
Like, it's insane.
It's there is.
There is a war going on.
And people finally started noticing.
So that's one of the, this is part of the solve, the disassembly, the dissolution.
So people finally noticed that, oh, well, you know, now that Obama's president, maybe we'll get into the post-racial era, Irini said back in 2008.
No, no, we're not in the post-racial era.
Quite the opposite, it turns out.
It's not that anything changed six months ago.
It's that the scales fell from our eyes.
And now everybody is finally seeing the thing that only right-wing hate speeches saw five years ago.
And then with the murder of Charlie Kirk, the fact that there is a segment of the left that is beyond dialogue.
The fact that they're celebrating the murder of a guy who, like, the worst thing that you could say about Charlie Kirk is sometimes he was a bit smarmy.
But he wanted to talk to people.
And so then we went through the Saturn-Neptunian conjunction at zero degrees Aries, which happened on February 20th.
Which is that's when the old illusions totally fell from our eyes.
We went through the second blood moon, and now bang, we are in the first day of Aries.
And this is going to be an interesting year.
Believe it.
Raw Milk Priorities00:15:19
Marcel McCeur says he's noticed something curious about Indian Men in Canada, but hesitates to type it.
Since it's rather inappropriate.
Yeah, it's, um, here's the thing.
Like, I am hesitant to talk about most of this stuff because of, like, the most banal description I could possibly provide involves, like, eight hate speech terms.
Yeah.
Hell yeah.
I, uh.
My wife was on a walk with my kids there, and some Pakistani guys wanted to take videos of them for some reason.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I think you told me about that.
Yeah.
I was actually surprised that they asked first.
I think that was testing the waters.
I think so too, yeah.
I read a post.
Why do you want to take videos of small children that aren't your own?
It's kind of weird.
I read this post talking about how, like, the way you get a girl to be an OnlyFans model is you don't ask her to be the OnlyFans model right off the bat.
You ask her something rather innocuous.
Would you, I don't know, take sexy French maid outfit photos?
And if she says yes to that, there's like a 90% chance she'll say yes to the 20th thing as well.
Yeah.
Because by the time you've done the 19th thing, you're already in for a penny.
You might as well be in for a pound, right?
It's not like you can walk away at step 19 and pretend that you're a virtuous maiden.
Yeah.
I think a lot of our problems.
I mean, basically all of our problems would be solved if everybody had kids.
Armored Ghost says that's innocuous.
I mean, like, not the way I put it.
Not the way I put it.
But when you ask, like, no, you can't go to jail for asking, can I take a picture of your kids?
You're not going to go to jail for that.
Or for, like, the French maid outfit wasn't the best one, but, you know, you just got to phrase it better.
I'm not a professional pimp.
Unlike some of my invitators.
When you have kids, you understand, like, the process of, can I have this thing?
And then if you say yes or no, and if you say yes, then it's going to escalate, right?
Camel with its nose in the tent.
Camel's nose in the tent, yeah.
So, you know, you say no right off the bat.
Yeah.
Can we watch Paw Patrol?
No, there's going to be gay gay propaganda on season three.
I already know.
Yeah.
I don't know that your kids have lots of Paw Patrol shit.
Paw Patrol's not too bad.
Sneak Bream says...
Do you love more things than Paw Patrol?
Sneak Bream says it's a bit like Saul Alinsky's playbook, but more cowardly.
Um...
More sneaky.
more sneaky i mean you know it's there's that song goddamn the pusher man which is all about the like there's no distinct line in the sand you can draw between the dealer and the pusher But you know it when you see it.
Yeah.
Like these flirtatious types of conversations, you know, well, that's how you get a wife.
Like, it's the same sort of skill set.
But one's a pusher and, you know, is exploiting the target.
Yeah.
He's looking for the target that will allow themselves to be exploited.
Steve says, really I think it's caused by multi-generational nutritional deficiencies breeding pliant slaves, while simultaneously seeing this as a moral strength.
Not wrong.
I told.
I'm sorry, I missed that part.
Oh, these arguments' nutritional deficiencies.
That wouldn't surprise me.
I was going to say, I told that story to some young guys here at work, and the righteous indignation and disgust was palpable.
I was like, nice.
Oh, God.
The young lads at my last job were showing me all of these videos of alleged.
I'm a little bit uncomfortable with street justice, but alleged pedophiles getting beat up by guys.
Yeah.
So, now I'm a little.
Again, I'm 44 and I'm suspicious of everything.
I'm suspicious that are these people actually pedophiles?
Because I heard one guy, there's like a 25-year-old dating an 18-year-old, and a gang of youths went after him for pedophilia.
Like, fuck off.
It's not pedophilia, idiots.
But also, are you doing this for the sake of justice, or are you doing it for the sake of YouTube clicks?
So that's, you know, it's a dangerous area.
There's a reason we want law and order.
However, that being said, that being said, I'm a little bit uncomfortable with the execution.
I am very, very comfortable with the spirit behind it.
Yeah, exactly, yeah.
Yeah, I was surprised.
I was working with this guy, he's 25, and after like five minutes of chat, he was full on Dev's fault.
He was full on.
Came up to me.
He's like, this war in Iran is bullshit if they make us go to war.
The only war I'm going to fight is the one we're taking Jerusalem.
Damn straight.
I just said that last week.
Like, I would sign up at the drop of a hat if we were taking either Constantinople or Jerusalem and installing a Christian monarch.
I would be totally down for that.
And we might be doing that with Iran.
I don't know.
I don't know.
There's so much high jingo.
There's so much.
You know, you can't tell who's on which side.
Do you know that the black programs in the United States are twice the size of the official federal budget?
No.
Didn't know that.
Yeah, they are.
So, given all of that, I have no idea what is going on.
I know that there is some degree of domestic surveillance.
I don't know to what degree they're integrated with the government.
All of this stuff is really hard to figure out.
But, yeah, to go back to those pedo-hunting gangs, given what's happening in the UK, which I also, I guarantee, I don't know if it's as bad here in Canada, but the same damn thing is happening in Canada.
The For various reasons, crime is not reported in Canada.
For a variety of reasons.
Part of it's privacy legislation.
But crime is not reported.
So we actually have no idea.
Yeah.
Go ahead.
Yeah.
Oh, you're all broken and distorted.
Alright, we didn't hear any of that.
And it broke.
He's probably going to.
Oh, wait, are you back already?
You tell me.
You're back?
Okay, what did you just say?
All of it.
I said I think the privacy laws in Canada are actually superior than America, but if they're being selectively enforced, then, of course, they're inferior, right?
Like, it's.
Well, okay, this is something I know because I follow missing person cases.
It's one of my hobbies, I guess.
Yeah, I got these boots now.
I need to sign up for the SAR, Search and Rescue.
I got my fucking good-based alchemy boots for alchemy and hiking.
They're like combat boots with twice as much leather.
I love them.
Anyway, so I follow the search and rescue thing.
And one of the things that comes up anytime there's a missing person case in Canada is due to privacy legislation, they can't release any information.
Even if the cops want to release the information, they're not allowed to.
Yeah.
And so because of that, we, you'll constantly read about, like just down the street from my old place, there was some shooting that happened at three in the morning.
And, like, two guys were arrested.
And that is the last you ever heard of it.
Shootings are up in Canada, by the way.
Shootings are way.
I never heard about shootings when I was a kid.
I actually drove past that East Indian fella that got shot on the side of the highway.
I was working in LaDuke at the time.
I actually drove past the car.
Okay.
That was a 95% chance that was gang bullshit.
That was East Indian drug dealer gang bullshit.
Because the East Indians come here and they start forming criminal gangs.
Yeah, the young guy was talking to me, he says he doesn't go to clubs anymore because it's just full of brown gangs.
And like, there's no point in going anymore.
And it's, oh, God, it's so frustrating because they are so much physically weaker than us.
But if you fight them, the book is thrown against you.
Yeah, yeah.
They're going to attack as a gang, right?
Exactly.
You can take one on.
You can take two or three on, maybe, but you can't take five.
And then you have to deal with the criminal justice system, which is probably going to be biased.
Like, the assumption is they're going to be biased against the white guy.
Maybe they won't, but you don't have an extended family worth of people who will all lie for your sake.
Yep.
So, you know, given that we do have these criminal gangs and they are exploiting white girls, yeah, I totally support the young buck vigilante groups.
Deus Volt.
Just don't go after the 25-year-old guy dating an 18-year-old, okay?
Like, chill out about that.
Yeah.
Like, go after the actual bad guys, okay?
Make sure it's actually a bad guy.
That's all I'm saying.
Yeah.
You know, back when I lived in Hamilton, there was this guy, Ed, who was, I think he was like 20 or something, but he was dating a, she was like 15 or 16 or 17, and so he got the nickname Edophile.
Yeah.
So like that's, like, that's one of those, like, that's kind of in the dark gray area.
If he'd spoken to me, I'd say, you shouldn't be doing this.
But that, he wasn't drugging her and bringing her to a trap house, okay?
So I'm like, guys, pick your battles.
Pick your battles, is what I'm saying.
Yeah.
I mean, that's pretty dark gray, but like, you know.
It's dark gray.
That would be like, oh, okay.
I hope he makes a good husband for her.
Well, it's different now.
Yeah, one of the things that was on my mind earlier was, God, you know, you know how there's certain elements of the right that love to talk about the age of consent?
Okay.
Listen, guys, the reason we need an age of consent in the year 2026, when 100 years ago, like, what was it, like, 12 or something?
Is because we now have cars and huge communities, and not everybody knows each other.
Okay, a hundred years ago, when you had a village of 50 people and everybody knew each other, everybody knew what was going on.
They knew who the abuser was, and he got dragged out behind the woodshed and dealt with back then.
Okay?
And it wasn't a problem.
But when you have a city of a million people and you have porn everywhere, and people are more immature than they've ever been, well, now we got to have some legal standards for all of this.
And the legal standard is somewhere between 16 and 18, depending on, etc., etc.
And that is a perfectly fine legal standard.
Alright?
Stop talking about age of consent, you freaking weirdos.
Yeah, I didn't know that was a big topic somewhere on the right.
I guess I do now.
Mostly Nick Fuentes.
Oh, okay, yeah.
Well, that's stupid.
It's definitely a losing, pointless battle.
it's kind of, you know, we were at, um, I don't know if you were there actually, but I was at, uh, uh, a thing for, for, um, the, the People's Party of Canada, and I don't think so.
Or maybe.
Yeah, Maxime Bernier rally.
And people were bringing up the raw milk thing.
Which I am completely for raw milk.
But when we're trying to get a party off the frickin' ground that stands up for Canadians, this is the wrong time to be bugging Maxime about raw milk.
How about we get rid of the immigrants first?
And then we can talk about raw milk.
Priorities.
Right?
Before we started the stream, I was talking about another video there in England and they were interviewing kids or young adults that are too young to vote, but soon will be.
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And basically, everybody he talked to was like, get the immigrant out.
That's the only thing I care about.
Get them out.
He was really shocked.
He was like, I thought that was a thing that only old people wanted.
Like, nope.
No, young people.
The young people are waking the fuck up.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, man, they're so racist.
It makes me blush.
First thing he said to me, he's like, yeah, buddy got me this job.
He's one of my best friends.
He's half black, but I don't hold it against him.
And he just paused and he said, fuck, I don't know which one's worse.
You know that base Jew?
You know my buddy base Jew?
Yeah.
He's actually half Jewish, half gypsy.
Oh shit.
I told him, don't worry, I won't tell Uncle Adolph.
Oh, boy.
But base Jew is base Jew.
Like, there are solid frickin' Indians out there, and I don't think, I don't, like, listen, the Nazis got seriously out of control.
There's a book, Manufacturing Hitler, which I haven't read, but, um, uh, there's the Living Opposites sub-stack, uh, back when he was neo-feudal, uh, neo-feudal review?
Anyway, he talks a lot about it.
And, yeah, Hitler was subsidized internationally to be the most ridiculous form of German nationalism to cause another war so they could crush the land empire, Germany and Russia.
Okay.
Like, we do not want to go.
You never go full retard, you never go full Hitler.
Right?
Hitler lost for a lot of good reasons.
They didn't want a moderate or a traditionalist monarchist taking over Germany.
They wanted the most, they want the Nick Fuentes taking over.
I freaking hate to say that, man.
He's a charismatic kid, but Jesus Christ, people, pay attention to who he hangs out with.
You know, there's this blog post of all the sex scandals connected to Fuentes.
And the blog post took five minutes to load on my fucking computer.
Because of all, like, all the photos took that long.
All the screenshots of, there's lots of weird stuff going on there.
He was telling people to invade the Capitol, and he's the only guy there that didn't go to prison.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
Well, I don't trust.
And I certainly don't trust that other one.
What's her name there?
Candace Owens?
Yeah, I she reeks of control opposition to me I don't really follow her.
So I'm agnostic on that.
Just a little bit.
Just a little bit's enough.
I haven't seen anything she's done.
Well, I mean, she started off with that.
What was that?
The app.
People.
I think she's been around so long now that a lot of young people don't realize that she tried to make that app.
Do you know what I'm talking about?
Oh, yeah, yeah.
She quit that, she actually quoted me talking about the SJWs.
Yeah, yeah, she did a 180.
I was like, that's really suspicious.
Well, apparently, the reason an anti-bullying tracking app.
And at first, all of the SJWs loved it until they saw what it did, and then they all turned on her.
And she came to the realization that it would expose.
It would expose that all of the anti-feminist bullying was being done by the feminists.
It's like that time Anita Sarkeesian posted all these tweets bullying her.
And the screenshot was she'd log.
Basically, she had posted the bullying tweets, logged out of Twitter, and then taken a screenshot.
And the latest one was like two minutes ago.
Yeah.
So what are the odds that she got a notification, saw it, logged out of her real account, and then took a screenshot?
Like, it makes more sense if she sent the tweets to herself.
And that's why the SJWs turned on Candace Owens.
Oh.
Which, I believe that story.
It is believable.
It's a good story, anyway.
But again, I haven't really investigated it either.
I do think Erica Kirk has been acting kind of weird.
It's the way she's so sloppy with her conspiracy.
He'd be like, I'm not saying anything.
This is possible.
It's like, well, fucking anything's possible.
Like, you're just muddying the water, so you just throw shit at the wall and hopefully it sticks.
Yeah, that is.
I mean, I guess I'm kind of doing that here.
Where I'm talking about, like, I know that there is a giant black operation.
There is a lot of domestic surveillance.
I don't know who's behind it, how big it is.
I could see it being as big as one in 20 Americans.
I think it's smaller here in Canada.
I don't know who it's aligned with.
NASA is kind of funny looking.
I guess I'm kind of doing that right now, where I'm saying there's a lot.
There is stuff that I'm certain something is going on, but I don't know to what extent.
Yeah.
But I'm also not accusing individuals.
For the most part.
I guess I'm accusing Nick Fuentes, but I mean, Jesus Christ.
He was literally telling people to go into the Capitol building.
They were tracking down people's cell phones.
They were getting kids to rat out their parents just for being there.
They were throwing people in prison for years in abusive conditions.
And Nick Fuentes, who is a total edgelord, doesn't go.
No.
He was fine.
And there's a whole thing with him and Catboy Cammy, which I don't know.
Yeah, it's interesting.
Not like I'm a moral paragon or anything.
Yeah.
Well, it's interesting from my perspective.
Since I didn't listen to how he thought he was at Melt Coast, and like I know this already.
But when he died, it was like, holy shit.
I didn't expect Nick Fwent as well.
You're breaking apart again.
Got it.
Alright, we'll give you 30 seconds to see if it comes back.
There we go.
You're back.
Alright.
Yeah, I was just saying, I didn't learn to listen to Kirk much when he was alive.
And I just kind of thought of his mum toast.
But maybe he wasn't.
Actually, he was probably more base than I thought.
Anyway, long story short, I was really surprised that Nick Fuentes kind of like picked up the pieces in terms of viewership.
When you take out the moderate, the viewers are going to go to the extreme.
And maybe that was, you know, maybe that was the whole point.
If there's somebody behind killing Kirk, it is that.
I don't know.
It's interesting.
Well, I'll tell you, the more I look at Kirk, I don't believe for one second that a 21-year-old or 23, or whatever, when he started TPUSA, I do not believe for one second that a 23-year-old could build an organization that big purely on his own gumption.
My opinion is that Charlie Kirk was an unwitting Patsy.
I think he was scouted out beforehand.
He was trialed.
And then when they decided, oh, he's going to be our talking head, but we're going to let him think he's in charge.
I think that's what happened to Charlie Kirk.
Maybe.
And right before he got assassinated, he started getting red-pilled on the Juliet Keybeck, as the kids like to say.
And I believe he was a blood sacrifice.
Like, A, he was being a problem, but they also wanted to slaughter an innocent lamb.
Which is, it is one of the interesting things that his assassination was so moving.
Like, I was very, very moved by it.
When, like, I don't give a damn about Charlie Kirk.
I barely knew who he was before that.
I didn't hate him or anything, but I didn't give a shit.
But for some reason, his assassination, like, had me almost on the point of tears.
And the timing, right before the blood moon?
Although I do think it back.
I think it backfired.
I think it backfired.
Maybe.
This is the thing.
The frustrating thing about so much disinformation, or whatever you want to call it, these days is like you can't distinguish victory conditions.
Like, who the fuck knows what's the victory condition anymore?
Well, this is part of the failure condition.
It's just like plodding on every day.
So I was just live.
I did a pre-recorded live stream with Walt Bismarck.
Guys, if you don't know who Walt Bismarck is, look up some of his videos.
He is hilarious.
You won't find them on YouTube anymore.
You got to look elsewhere.
But he has a Substack blog.
I'll tweet the interview when it comes out.
But one of the things we were talking about is to go back to the Iranian conflict.
Now, back in the yonder year of 2002, during the Afghan and Iraq wars, the right was saying, oh, we have to fight them over here, so we don't fight them over here.
We've got to go fight the terrorists.
The left was saying, one, two, three, four, we don't want your racist war.
Just utter mass delusion on both sides.
Whereas what I'm hearing right now about the Iran conflict, it's the anti-war side is saying stuff like, oh, this is Israel's war or Trump has a bad strategy, yada yada.
The pro-war side is pointing out that we need to do this to maintain the petrodollar.
Just absolute geopolitical realism.
on both sides with this conflict.
Like, no ideological crap being promoted.
Alright, you're back.
Are you back?
I'm back now, yeah.
Okay.
But basically, no ideological crap with this war.
No narratives.
It's all, either it's about money, or it's, like, it's about this, it's not, oh, he's just invading Iraq for oil, that's a stupid take.
It's way more complex than that.
That's a very stupid take.
I'm not hearing stupid takes.
I'm hearing maybe wrong takes, but not stupid.
Yeah, if you said that, Trump would be like, yeah, okay, we'll take their oil.
Right?
He'll just shut it down.
Am I being honest?
You said that by Venezuela anyway.
Yeah, we want their oil.
Okay.
Sneed Preem says, intentional derealization.
What I call the information singularity.
Everything is true and false at the same time.
There's always two other sources claiming contradictory any data you can find.
I would say unless if you've been in the data trenches for at least 10 years, you probably will never be able to make sense of all this.
Yeah.
Goodness, my mom keeps sending me articles about the Iran war, and I'm like, why do I care?
I think I could probably figure out the Iran war.
There have been a few things over the past couple decades that I've figured out.
Like, you know, cases where there was something in the headlines, and that got me really suspicious, so I started digging down what wasn't in the headlines, and I'm like, oh, shit, that's really interesting right there.
And, you know, maybe I did a live stream about it.
A couple hundred people found out about it.
But, you know, you're not having any influence with any of that.
So I don't care that much about the Iran war.
What interests me is the perceptions of the Iran war.
Yep.
Thanks for the second mom, says Penumbra.
Now, my mom does send me some good stuff too, but sometimes she gets like really, you know, yeah, I'll say, I've said this to her plenty of times.
She falls for the emotional stuff.
And it's like, if somebody's telling me to panic, it's like, no, my life's already very stressful, and I'm doing the best I can.
So no, I refuse to panic.
But a lot of the stuff she sends me is really based.
About half of it is based.
other half is just like crazy panic stuff.
I love my mom, but sometimes she gets spun up on shit.
Whoever says this about Israel is a more, I think there is, Israel is definitely playing an angle in all of this.
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There's way too much Israel lobby in all of the Western countries.
And Israel is, they are too fucking selfish.
Oh, that to be true, and also that taking out the Iranian... Oil fields when Trump didn't want them to do that?
Totally broken into storage.
I'm going to give you 30 seconds.
Yeah, it's not.
To say it's only about Israel is ridiculous.
You know, goddamn, the problem with Israel is they are just too selfish.
They are too self-involved.
Like, they only care about Jewish people.
Like, just look at the founding of the ADL with Leo Frank for crying out loud.
And listen, base Jew will be the first one to call all this shit out, okay?
It's well, I don't know.
I don't know how many Jews do I know?
I know like two, okay?
And they're solid guys.
What's the percentage?
I don't know.
Don't know such a small country manipulated by such a big such a big country is just or manipulating such a big Do what it is: is that A, Jews can stealth as whites, and a certain number of them have an extreme amount of group interest.
There's a great video by IHypocrite about Jews taking over a neighborhood in, I think it's New York City.
And basically, they defund the public schools for everybody else and steal all the money for themselves.
And they're just, they are completely self-entitled, self-righteous, and selfish shit stains.
And that shit's unacceptable.
Islam's sort of like the same way, except they're not smart enough to do that, so they just rape all the white women.
My favorite stories from that book was the Templars were facing impossible numbers.
And so the Sultan said, basically surrender, and we'll kill you, but all of the women and children can go free.
And the Templars were like, okay.
And then as soon as they opened the walls, the first Muslims that came in started raping all the women and kids.
Of course.
Yeah.
So they shut the walls and killed all of them.
And then the Sultan was basically like, fuck.
Like.
Like, it seemed like it was not planned to be a betrayal.
It was just the Muslims were like, hey, Free women and children.
Nice.
You know, anyway.
I have a lot of respect for Asian religions.
Oh, Big L will have to be.
He'll be right back.
Yeah, I'm totally stealing this.
I think Homath said this on a recent stream, that when you take the levels by Ken Wilber, when you look at...
Oh, you're back.
You're back.
Yep.
So when you take the Ken Wilbur levels, you guys want to hear something funny?
Big L here, when I was talking about this, thought it was just something that came to me in a dream and I was making it all up.
It was like six months before I realized it's all developmental psychology.
It's like this is all like seriously based in reality.
Most of the religious leaders, the great prophets In most cultures, they were very spiritually profound men.
Oh, okay, he's probably going to call back in five minutes.
Buddha was an amazing individual.
Christ was an amazing individual.
One of the interesting things you see about Christ is, yeah, I mentioned this in the previous stream, but he actually is as he's written in the New Testament.
The character that is being written about is actually a very, very smart character.
So, you know, they try and get him.
He's preaching, and they're like, hey, this woman committed adultery.
Shouldn't we stone her?
Mr. High and Mighty, better than everybody preacher.
They're trying to get him into a trap.
And the way he gets out of the trap isn't like a really bad writer would have her young magician play soccer on a flying broom and then win the game by catching the golden snitch.
That's how a bad writer writes something.
They find a trick to get out of it.
Christ doesn't find, actually, I just figured out in the book of Enoch 2341.
No, Christ says, let he is who without sin throw the first stone.
Yeah, sorry, I can't stand Harry Potter.
Okay, I think it's garbage writing.
Whereas Christ, yeah, Christ is actually really, really intelligent.
Anytime he's baited into a trap, he doesn't use his magic powers to get out.
He actually uses his brain to get out.
In a way, only a smart person could write.
Or they're writing about an actual smart person.
The same thing goes for Buddha.
The same thing goes for Zoroaster and Kung Fuze.
Generally, when you look at these religions, you find very wise, smart men behind it.
And that they're speaking in parables because that's the only way you can talk to people when you're operating at a high level.
That does not hold true for Muhammad.
Muhammad is.
Muhammad is not even at level four in Spiral Dynamics.
Level four is like the traditional Christian, the rules.
Everybody needs to follow it.
Muhammad makes up rules on the spot that serves his ego and his agenda.
This is why, when you look at the Hadiths, they're so incoherent.
And he's just talking off the top of his head, being a warlord.
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You know, I should say something nice about Harry Potter.
Harry Potter is extremely well written.
I just don't like the narrative is very self-serving.
One of the things I love about the Chronicles of Narnia is that usually the main character looks like an idiot.
telling big l to call back when he can the chronicles of narnia are very profound regularly reread those books and, you know, as I got older, I discovered new things in them.
So I shouldn't dump on J.K. Rowling too much.
Mostly I'm just, you know, like I'm an antinomian by nature.
If everybody likes something, I have to dislike it.
Oh, there we go.
We got Big L back.
He's back!
And the call dropped.
I take C.S. Lewis over Harry Potter any day.
Anyway, shoot, now I'm all on my own.
I gotta frickin carry the stream.
There, he's doing it again.
He's doing it again!
Except it's only coming through on my phone for some reason.
Alright, we are you're on my phone because it wouldn't activate my computer for some reason.
Yeah, I can call back on the other one.
Oh!
Oh, you're calling on this thing.
Yeah, you better call back to the computer.
I think you're too quiet.
Bye.
Oh, yeah, we're super professional here.
Have I read the three-body problem?
I strongly, strongly recommend the three-body problem.
Okay.
I just got to ask if I'd read the three-body problem.
You've been watching the TV show, haven't you?
Yeah, I love it.
The book is even better.
Although the, well, actually, let me, let me rewind just a little bit.
There was something they did in the three-body problem that they kind of dumbed down for the TV show.
But in retrospect, it was smart that they did it, because you need, like, two paragraphs of explanation as to how telescopes work for the thing in the book to make sense.
And that's not a problem.
Two paragraphs is nothing in a book.
But in the show, they didn't use a telescope.
They just like saw the stars blink in the sky.
It was more subtle in the book.
You had to see it through a telescope, if I recall correctly.
But, you know, ain't nobody got time for that.
So they just did it to the sky.
But no, the three-body problem.
I did.
It's interesting.
I get a sense.
Like, you know how the old British literature, like, a Christmas tale, a Christmas story?
You know, Scrooge.
A Christmas Carol.
Thank you.
The original version, he got paid by the word.
it was probably longer than it needed to be and I got okay I got a similar feeling from the three body problem series that there's the main like the things that were best about that were uh like the tri-salarians the alien invasion the dark forest theory the crushing of dimensions like Like, those were the best frickin' parts of it.
And, but then he'll get totally sidetracked, writing about, like, in the year 2400, we live in underground vaults with fake trees and everybody lives in the leaves.
And it's like, okay, like, that's neat.
Like, listen, uh, is it Shinjing?
Shinjing?
Something like that, his name?
Listen, pal.
Like, that's a cool idea and all.
But can we get back to the Tricelarans?
Can we get back to the Dark Forest?
Like, there's a lot.
I think you could cut down those books by about 50%.
Because there's too many good ideas in them.
And, like, he has one idea about, like, creating an affirmation in the brain that you believe as an article of faith.
Like, really mind-fucking the brain into believing something.
Which is a cool idea, but not necessary for the story.
And so I would actually.
I think the book should have been half as long as they were.
Because, like, all these other ideas, they're not explored as well as they should be.
They deserve their own books all about those ideas.
But that said, I have never read anything that fully captured just how terrifying outer space is.
Like, absolute vacuum, and you've got a Delta V, and you have enough fuel to alter the Delta V this much.
And that's all you got.
And that is existentially terrible.
It's completely different from being on a boat.
But that's it.
The books are amazing.
The books are fantastic.
I'm just.
It's interesting.
I think the publishing industry in China is very, very different from here.
And like, I'm just observing.
Like, it's anyway, like, 19th century publishing is different than today's.
So, great books.
Strongly, strongly recommend them.
Yeah.
I haven't read them.
But, yeah, one season is fantastic.
I don't know if they're going to have a second.
I hope they do.
I really hope they do.
And I should read more of his stuff.
I am kind of disappointed.
Do you know the sad thing is they never actually tell you what the Trisolarans look like.
Oh, yeah.
It's implied that they might be some, like, they're kind of like insects of some sort.
And I suppose it doesn't matter what they look like.
They're.
Great series.
Great series.
I was working the patch at the time, and I'd like.
I was buying the physical copies.
But then it's like I'd go to work and I'd finish it.
I'm like, fuck, I need to get the, I need it right now.
I need to know what happens next.
You know.
Yeah, I haven't watched Foundation, but that book series was fantastic.
I imagine that the show is terrible, though.
Oh, yeah, they, from what I hear, they, they completely screwed up the show.
The problem with the show is that, like, the whole point of the Foundation series is that actually none of the characters matter.
Everything that happens is because of the forces of history.
And the characters themselves, nothing they do matters.
And that's not a satisfying.
Good luck selling that to a Hollywood executive in the era of Marvel movies.
Oh, well, things mattered in the book.
No, nothing the characters did mattered.
Nothing that did mattered.
Is it?
I don't know.
I didn't finish the whole series, but as far as I understood it, like, the sociology had advanced to a point where they could predict hundreds of years of social trends, but it couldn't predict individuals.
Like, when you get to the part about the mule, that's the one time it almost mattered, but then his empire crumbled for economic reasons.
But, like, the first two books are, it's like Han Solo and Luke Skywalker are going on this great adventure to go fight, like, to blow up the Death Star, and right before the Battle of Yavin, it turns out that the Death Star is economically unsustainable for the Empire, and there is no Battle of Yavin.
Yeah, and Triclop is right.
They did.
They did describe that they were something like tiny little bugs, tardigrades, or something.
But they didn't get deep into it.
Do you know what I want to read right now?
Is oh, shoot, what's that book?
There's a book about the concept that intelligence doesn't require self-reflection.
Yeah.
I doubt it, but yeah, okay.
Well, have you, there's a video game that came out.
need to play this video game it's it's about these little black alien things that are running all over the space station and and you're fighting against them And they actually are highly intelligent, but they have no concept of self whatsoever.
What is it?
But this reminds me of an interesting clip I watched there of Matt Walsh.
Apparently some CEO, billionaire CEO, is talking about, like, one of the secrets to his success is being, having no introspection.
Yeah, that's kind of, I think the guy that wrote this book.
Walsh was basically.
I think that's what he was thinking about.
Yeah.
How.
Just like.
I think that this is some sort of weird psyop thing that's being pulled.
Like, introspection is bad.
Well, it's not going to make you money.
Oh, no, the book makes it all sound incredibly horrifying.
The video game I'm talking about is Prey.
The new Prey video game.
It is all about that concept.
An intelligent alien species that has zero self-reflection or, like, it's not sentience.
In the game, they don't have mirror neurons.
They have zero empathy.
Yeah, I was the first one, too.
Oh, what?
Zero mirror neurons.
I didn't know they're making a second prey.
No, the one you're thinking about is the second prey, and it has absolutely nothing to do with the first prey aside from they borrowed the IP.
Oh, geez, what's that game where you play as the hacker?
Like that old, like, that fucking brick of a video game from, like, 1998 you play as a hacker?
Oh.
I don't know.
But yeah, so you haven't played Prey, the alien?
Yeah, that's the second one.
Have you played it?
No, I haven't.
I need to play it.
It's one of my favorite games of all time.
It's fantastic.
Yeah, I need to give it a go.
I think it's just my third favorite behind Portal 1 and 2.
No, not De- I'm not talking about Deus Ex, although I need to finish that one.
I've got to, um...
What?
What is.
System Shock!
System Shock 1 and 2. Oh, God.
System Shock 1 is...
You had like 15 control buttons for your character.
It was, um, geez, it was right in between, like, the Doom controls and the modern FPS controls.
And it's such, it's this weird alien artifact that it's it's I don't blame anybody if they can't play System Shock 1, but Shodan was a fantastic villain.
Yeah, so Prey is actually more of a spiritual inheritor of the System Shock series.
It's a better System Shock 3 than Bioshock.
Like, Bioshock was okay.
Like.
Bioshock.
Like, there's some interesting arguments in that.
There's a lot of Jewish hatred of the goys in Bioshock.
Yeah.
Like, guys, go replay Bioshock and just keep in mind that the producer, writer, that he's Jewish.
And all of the major characters are Jewish.
Well, no, not all of them.
Like that one.
Do you remember the actor?
Like, the crazy actor that subjects his apprentices to horrors?
He's not fully condemned by the narrative.
You can let him live.
And also, you're playing as somebody of Jewish heritage in that game.
You're playing as a child of Andrew Ryan.
Whereas, like, the one person truly condemned is the goi that thinks that he should have the power of Andrew Ryan.
And then when you play Bioshock, Bioshock 2, it's, oh, look how evil the Goy religion is.
And your solution, like the ending of the game of Bioshock 2, is destroy yourself in history because goys don't deserve to live.
I was talking about the Wolfenstein series the other day.
Am I coming in?
Can you hear me?
Yes.
Yeah, somebody's asking why.
Why?
Big L, why do I laugh like some posh British aristocrat?
Born that way?
I mean, I am.
I'm Scottish aristocrat on my mother's side.
Steve Cream is a poper who laughs like a yacht owner.
Sorry, what were you just saying, Big L?
I was thinking about an interesting thought about Wolfenstein series a couple days ago about how the Nazis, I think it's been made before, like, the argument why Wolfenstein sucks down is because the Nazis, they used to be big, bad, scaries, and now they're painted as kind of incompetent.
Panzer Klein Gameplay00:04:37
Oh, yeah, the same thing they did to the Empire in the new Star Wars movies, where they just, like, they made the new order.
Yeah.
Like they're just clowns.
I think it's a little bit deeper than that.
Like the original Wolfensteins, the Nazis were highly intelligent, highly capable, and into like Gnostic occult mysticism and technology and like base.
And I was thinking about how like the new ones, they inverted it.
So instead of fighting against like this occult, you're they got all their occult powers from the Jews.
Remember?
Did they?
I didn't play any of the new ones.
I played like Wolfenstein 2008.
That was it.
It's a complete inversion of the old Wolfenstein, where it's like, not only the Nazis are incompetent, but they look down and they stole the Jewish secrets, right?
Oh, jeez.
They can't even...
It's a special technology.
I'm pretty sure...
Listen.
Listen, I was literally just talking shit about the Nazis.
For the record, I literally start talking shit about the Nazis and their ridiculous metaphysics at the start of the stream.
They didn't steal anything from the Jews.
Like, Jesus Christ.
Like, they even have to take the Nazis from us, right?
Like.
Which I guess that's what the Indiana Jones movies.
That's what happens in those, right?
Where it's like, oh, the Nazis are burning Bibles.
No, actually, they're burning pornography.
And they're trying to steal the Ark of the Covenant.
No, they're not.
They're trying to increase the Vrill levels of the German people.
Like, the Nazis were wacky about a lot of stuff.
They weren't trying to steal the Ark of the Covenant.
I don't buy that for one second.
So, like, don't steal.
Listen, the Nazis were cranked, but like, the Jews need to steal everything.
Actually, we invented the pyramid said the African.
Jewish women and African men.
A match made in heaven?
Jesus Christ.
Yeah, I think it's an interesting inversion.
Back to Wolfenstein.
How it's like you become the defender of the Gnostic secrets rather than the aggressor against them.
You know, the smartest thing that Hitler ever did.
Smartest thing he ever did was hire Hugo Boss to make the uniforms.
Like, you, God, the Nazis look cool.
Like, you just, you can't get that out of the head, can you?
That's why they make such wonderful villains, but, you know.
Well, like, everybody wants to be the villain.
All the ladies, they desperately want to go for Loki from the Marvel movies.
The SS had drip.
Damn straight.
There's a Yodrasha Kvzade.
I have no idea what that means.
You can say a lot of things, but you can't say the Nazis didn't have drip.
If you like tactical RPGs, guys, you gotta play...
Oh, what is the game?
Look up Panzer Kleins.
So it's this tactical RPG where you can play as the Nazis or the Allied, and actually you're going after the secret people organizing the war.
Do you know the game I'm talking about?
I've seen clips of it.
I didn't know that's the storyline.
Oh, yeah, like there's an evil secret organization playing the Allied and the Axie against one another for world domination.
And they've got Panzer Kleins.
They've got like robotic diesel tanks.
Like they've got like mech armor with a six-stroke diesel engine on the back of it.
The game is so cool.
It's got the cheesiest voice acting.
The voice acting is hilariously bad.
In a good way.
I gotta tell you guys the name of this game.
Robotic Diesel Tanks00:12:09
I think it's, does it start with an S?
Silent Storm!
Silent Storm!
Guys, go spend $5 on Silent Storm on Steam and play the crap out of it.
It's so much fun.
And it's a pretty solid game, too.
Okay, his username is Random Mix of Hebrew and Hindi.
that explains it marcel mercure says correct me if i'm wrong but q f and zed are all loan words from hindi Man, I've got no...
I probably should know that, but I don't.
Um, we should probably wrap back around to the title of the stream, don't you think, Big L?
Well, you gotta figure out what you want to say.
Okay, so every system needs a heretic.
There was a YouTube video I was just, it was a young lad.
I should probably post this video on Twitter.
He's very much going down the same route I've been going down.
He said in the stream, there's probably no perfect system.
I'm like, ah, yes, young Padwan.
You need to study Gerdel's incompleteness theorem.
We have mathematically proven that there is no perfect system.
We are leaving the Age of Pisces, which the Age of Pisces was built on a completely false premise.
There is no Prisca theologia.
There is no ancient truth to uncover.
Man, the Bible was written in 500 BC.
It was based upon the works of Plato.
But we all believed it was true.
And by believing it was true, we built the modern social sciences, we built the scientific method, like we built cathedrals, and we built all of this stuff off of all of that.
But it turns out all of that was only tentatively true.
Any system you can design by your rational mind is necessarily incomplete.
You're trying to square the circle.
Big L, you're familiar with the difference between how the right brain and the left brain think?
Yeah.
Right brain is holistic.
It can take in the entire thing.
But when you try and break the thing down into logic, instead of a circle, you just get a bunch of pixels with hard edges.
And also every system.
I always think of the old philosophical adage that they spoke of a lot in the Middle Ages about how thinking splits being, right?
Go on.
Thought basically that being can never be incorporated by thought because thought always splits it into into beings, which makes it intelligible.
So there's always something outside the system, right?
Yes, it creates the false dichotomy of I-thou, like the false dualism.
Another way of thinking of it is that, like, if one side of the brain is synthesizing, the other one is analyzing, as soon as you analyze that whole, the synthesis, it becomes something different, right?
It becomes analytic.
That makes sense.
I don't know.
That's very clear in my mind, but I have a different background in language than a lot of people.
The duality is an illusion.
The duality is the false illusion necessary for reality itself to exist.
Well, I would just put it that in thinking being, you change it.
It doesn't mean that being isn't whole and real.
It just means the reality can't be grasped by the human mind.
And the fact that we can have language and communication attests to the fact that it is objectively there, that we can cooperate in any way.
That's how I think of it.
Not that the world's an illusion, or it's just that or that when you analyze things, you create illusions.
It's just that there's always something outside of thought.
You can't grasp existence.
Well, when you analyze things, you create a model.
And the map is not the territory.
Yeah.
That's another way of putting it.
Yeah.
You know, but the map is related to the territory, right?
Yeah, it's a model of the territory.
It's used to explain the territory and predict the territory.
But, well, this is why you have multiple types of maps.
Like in the simplest sense, you know, like when you're using Google Maps, you've got the one version that just shows you where all the streets are, and the other which is a photograph of the terrain itself.
And both these maps have different uses.
There's lots of different maps that you can use to explain territory, and you have to pick the right map, understanding it is not the territory.
Men are prone to building abstract models to explain everything.
Whereas women...
Yeah.
Fuck.
Women are far more prone to focusing on the individual experience, the individual apprehension of the environment.
Which is one of the things that leads to so much disagreement between men and women.
Yeah.
No, that sounds about right.
I mean, if men want to objectify the world so you can create projects and work together, right?
Yes.
If you're just looking at everything individualistically, that that's nice and respects everybody's individuality, but at the same time, you can't build on it, right?
You can just respect it.
What are we drinking tonight?
drinking Wiser's my go-to let's see Marcel McCure says culture is becoming more and more feminized.
I think it's actually becoming both extremes.
Where one of the things I dislike so much about the modern world is how ugly industrial environments look.
Because that's got to be the extreme of the abstract space that only serves the function.
Well, I was actually watching a bunch of interesting videos on that modern architecture and how everybody's doing studies on it now.
I think it's called environmental.
You're falling away again.
There we go.
So, to go back to the Toddler's dream, that, like, every system needs a heritage.
Oh, you're back.
You're back.
I know.
Every time I talk, I cut out.
It's friggin'.
Why?
Anyway.
It's like having a YouTube channel.
Environmental psychology.
We totally missed that.
Yeah, it's interesting in architecture.
They're doing studies.
They call it environmental psychology.
Like, they just show why people hate modern architecture.
One of the reasons being that houses in classical architecture have a sort of face, like a focal point that is abstractly a face.
And that modern architecture has so many lines, straight lines, that it's bewildering.
It's basically like backrooms, right?
It's kind of uncanny, unlike in nature where you've got variation.
It's too much system.
Begging for a heretic.
It is, yeah.
Well, like, if you look at the history of architecture, I think a lot of it is done because it was hard to do.
Like, classical architects couldn't make such uniformity, and it was like an architectural or more of an engineering team.
They had these big skyscrapers that are completely uniform.
But we don't like it.
We don't like the way it looks.
They look terrible.
And it's kind of passe.
Yeah, it's passe blase that we can do it now.
So, like, who cares?
Right?
Rebranded 2024 asks, I just got my first serious girlfriend at age 30.
Am I behind at all?
I mean, well, yes, but is that a problem?
Yeah, exactly.
Yeah, it's a good way of putting it.
Like, if you got into your first fish fight at 30, yeah, you're kind of behind, but, well, you got there.
What's the problem?
Is she cool?
Does she do it?
No.
You like her?
What's that?
I better go because my wife who's in the hospital is calling.
Oh, shit.
Okay, that's important.
Okay.
Bye.
See ya.
Jesus, he bails on me just when I need a chance to go get more ice for my drink.
What a guy.
So let's lean a bit deeper into this title.
Every system needs a heretic.
Every system generates a heretic.
Every system that claims to be perfect creates a backdraft.
It creates a current under the ice that knocks the whole thing over.
Butterfly Ballerina says he's right on time with a girlfriend at 30.
Perfect!
Perfect!
She's a good Christian girl.
There you freaking go, man.
There you go.
Marry her.
Knock her up.
Make her miserable.
It'll be great.
Collapsing System Illusions00:14:27
Entering some pretty wild times right now.
As I was saying earlier about the old system of illusions is falling apart.
In fact, one of the greatest illusions that they've been perpetrating upon us is the materialist illusion.
Now, one of the things, when it comes to psychic ability, like okay, Jesus Christ himself said that no man is a prophet in his hometown.
Pointing out that, like, when Christ went back to his hometown, nobody believed he was a prophet, and his miraculous powers were not as miraculous as they normally were.
I know to the scientific mind, this sounds like a dodge.
It sounds like an excuse.
But in conditions of extreme skepticism, it doesn't work.
Because the act of skepticism, it's not merely skepticism.
It's willing the trick to not work.
And so the great materialist delusion that we've been under for the past century has been part of the trick.
It's been part of the groundwork.
The reason that they wanted everybody to be an atheist, to be a materialist, is so that the illusion spells work that much better.
And thus we have, 20 years ago, people arguing about the War on Terror, which was manufactured from day one.
Like, how many people still believe the official, like, well, the official narrative of 9-11.
Which official narrative?
Because there are several and none of them are coherent with one another.
But everybody believes there must be some official narrative.
Okay, I'm not responding to those comments.
Those are funny, though.
The material of the spell is falling apart right now.
It's...
It's not working anymore.
We don't believe in the idea.
Like the ideology, that is the illusion spell.
You know, let me give you a perfect example of this.
How many of you are sick of hearing about capitalism?
Because I am very, very sick of it.
I am sick of hearing every left-wing commentator blaming things on capitalism and patriarchy and all this crap.
Like, what do you even mean by that?
What even is capitalism?
Like, there really is no coherent definition behind these words.
It's not a meaningless goddamn term.
What is the war on terror?
What is terror?
Like, if we talk about non-state actors, that means something.
If we talk about non-uniformed operatives, that means something.
But what is a war on terror?
And capital, like, what the hell is capitalism?
Is...
Is the current structure of corporations where they are required to show a profit for their shareholders?
And that goes back to Henry Ford versus Chrysler Motors?
It wasn't Chrysler.
Was it Dodge?
I think it was Dodge.
Basically, Dodge sued Henry Ford because Henry Ford was giving his workers a living wage so that they could buy his cars.
And Dodge sued the Ford Corporation saying you have to make profit for your shareholders.
So the psychopathic business style that has dominated corporate life ever since was not inherent to the corporation.
Nor was the corporation as permanent entity inherent to the free market.
Corporation is something that really started coming online in the, what, 18th, 19th centuries?
So what the hell is capitalism?
Is capitalism when the company doesn't pay for your daycare?
It's a meaningless goddamn concept.
It's a boogeyman.
It's a boogeyman the same way that Islamic terror is a boogeyman.
Cheers, super chat from Agent, Agent in the Fold.
I can't see your full name.
Oh, hell, you listen to Bachelor Pad Economics.
Thank you very much for chipping in.
It's a fantastic book.
I strongly recommend Bachelor Pad Economics.
Aaron Clary definitely knows his shit when he's talking finances.
See, capitalism is about as meaningful of a concept as when we talk about Islamic terrorism.
The grooming gangs in Britain are those as that though that's not Islamic terrorism.
It is a product of Islam.
Islam has always been about the sexual subjugation and humiliation of Europeans.
It's been a vehicle for a racial vendetta against Europeans.
But Islamic terrorism is as meaningless as capitalism.
Marcel says the fact that the ruling classes have not shut down the anti-capitalist talk means that they are not afraid of these people.
Yes, it.
I mean, look at every single Amazon series.
Like, when you actually, Amazon's interesting.
On the one hand, it is a very monopolistic corporation.
Like, if it fits every definition of capitalism as bad.
Although, possibly, like, I Amazon hasn't really done anything to cause me harm.
Yeah, they're kind of monopolistic, but it's not like the bookstores beforehand weren't also monopolistic.
So, yeah, the whole capitalism thing, it means absolutely nothing.
It's an empty phrase.
And I'm so anytime somebody says capitalism, I just sigh in exhaustion because it doesn't mean anything.
These illusions are collapsing.
Nostash Nietzsche says the book Hagarism by Patricia Crohn is essential for understanding the origins of Islam.
Look for the PDF online because the hard copy is impossible to get.
Yeah, Islam does not deserve to be called a religion.
Not that there aren't Islamic scholars worthy of studying.
Not that there aren't like that the Sufis are very interesting.
This is not to denounce every single Muslim on the planet.
There are people that come out of Islam that are very wise and intelligent.
But Islam itself is not a wise or intelligent religion.
But if you're wise and intelligent, you're going to take that trash and turn it into something good.
So the Age of Pisces was all about founding religions upon this certitude and simplifying them.
Simplifying them, creating a canon, creating a certitude about them.
You know what?
What we're seeing in fandom these days is a reflection of what we're seeing in religion.
So I'm going to go with Star Wars because this is the stuff I know about.
There is a God, you should look up into canonicity of Star Wars.
And there's all the movies are canon, and there's other parts that are partially canon.
And there's this whole pyramid trying to get all the Star Wars to agree with all the other Star Wars.
To pretend that there's some sort of coherence between the movies and the video games and the novels and the comic books.
There's even this huge thing trying to rationalize when I think Han Solo said that the Millennium Falcon will do 0.4 past light speed.
Which in the first movie, when he said that, it was just a throwaway science fiction line.
And they've built a whole edifice on top of it trying to explain how that makes sense.
or how the Kessel Run was measured in parsecs, which is a measurement of distance.
The fact that the first three movies went together so amazingly well is, like, that's lightning in a bottle right there.
It's epic that that worked so well.
The fact that the next three movies, despite a lot of problems, were still actually good at the end of the day.
You know, that really says something.
Really says something.
But what we're dealing with is a mythology.
A mythology that's riffing upon itself.
And so, if you look at the Mandalorian, The Mandalorian is a great riffing off of the Star Wars mythology.
But to try and sit back and rationalize how all of this fits together and all of it makes sense is a fool's errand.
There's, you know, I saw a Star Wars comic book cover back when I was a kid.
Like I said, back when I was huge into Star Wars, but I looked at this comic book cover and said, yeah, I'm not buying that.
And it was a picture of Luke Skywalker standing on an asteroid as 100 meters away, the Millennium Falcon zooped by with all the Starfighters, and Luke Skywalker is thinking, oh no, Han Solo is headed to an ambush, and I'm stranded on an asteroid.
I looked at that cover and I said, this is beyond ridiculous.
Like, I understand that Star Wars is a little bit loosey-goosey with the physics.
But this is beyond ridiculous.
Now here's the brutal realization.
That all systems of human knowledge are just as loosey-goosey as the Star Wars canon.
Age Of Aquarius Arrival00:07:02
We are now entering an age of Aquarius.
Aquarius is the water bearer.
It's the fixed air sign.
It's heavy air.
Think about the heavy air of a library.
Not the cardinal air of Libra, but the fixed heavy air.
It's also the water bearer, where everybody's going to have to be bearing their own water.
And this is going to drive a lot of people insane.
The current Iranian conflict, it's not heavily divided between left and right.
At least, not from what I can tell.
I haven't seen a stupid left-wing narrative and a stupid right-wing narrative.
I've seen lots of different takes, all of which are politically realistic on it.
They might be wrong, but they're politically realistic.
The current system is no longer providing these one-size-fits-all narratives.
The illusion is breaking down.
the heretics are taking over no support for the Epstein war.
And that's the thing underlying all of this.
Like the great reveal of the Epstein.
That's all been fake the entire time.
And so what are people going to do next?
Are they going to embrace the next illusion?
A lot of them will.
But the illusions, it's not going to be two versions of the same illusion.
Like the previous left-right dynamic, they were the two versions of the same illusion.
Like when you get right down to it, either the war was racist, or we have to fight the terrorists over there.
Those are the two versions of the same thing.
Whereas now, what the hell is going on?
Nobody even knows.
Operation APAC Fury.
So my most recent video was Revelation of the Method.
And one of the things I've been one of the questions that's been I don't fully grok this yet.
And by the way, that's a term from Robert Heinlein.
I'm not talking about the AI based upon Robert Heinlein.
But one of the things I am trying to grok is that stage magic and actual magic are the same thing.
It's just about the methodology.
Part of the big problems people have with actual magic is that there is this foundational trigger.
It's tricking people into finding the truth.
It's the you know maybe the real Gnosis was the friends we made along the way like that that's kind of the trick to actual magic to actual reality manipulation Which I know in the current paradigm that is simultaneously derivative and unsatisfying.
Which is why I'm having trouble putting it into words in the right manner.
One of the things that really blew my mind with the Epstein reveal, the revelation of the method, with the prestige of releasing the Epstein files, was that it wasn't compromised.
The compromise was implied.
But it wasn't about the Compromat.
You know, I once played in a Call of Cthulhu campaign where the setup was there were 666 people brought to this island where they were going to summon Cthulhu and...
And the 666 were thrown into a battle royale to all murder one another.
And we were trying to figure out, oh, 666?
What's going on?
It had nothing to do with anything.
In fact, the Battle Royale wasn't even necessary to summon Cthulhu.
Right?
Like, the whole summoning Cthulhu had already been taken care of.
The 666 that was just like Arduffs.
That was just an ironic joke.
Like, the Christian symbolism had nothing to do with Cthulhu.
The people summoning Cthulhu just thought it would be funny to also sacrifice 666 people while they summoned Cthulhu.
And that's kind of what the child abuse is in the Epstein files.
It wasn't about child abuse.
It was about networking.
By the way, here's a free 12-year-old.
So much worse.
The entire 20th century feels like a psyop looking back.
And yes, exactly, it was.
It was all a goddamn psyop.
It was all a manufactured reality.
like the whole materialist presumptions of the 20th century.
The Epstein Psyop00:02:23
Now, why might that be?
He said, says, before he goes to get more ice, I will be back as quickly as possible.
Century.
So, in the 18th century, we saw the consolidation of Europe.
Creating Heretics Faster00:14:55
We saw the end game of the Game of Thrones, the establishment of international rules, and the ascension of the banking cartels, who, as we discussed at the start of this stream, bankers had been betrayed so many times by the European monarchs that they kind of came to the conclusion that, well, if they're going to betray us all the time,
I guess we had better rule this shit.
Cool.
Big L's going to call back.
The 19th century is when the bankers began consolidating.
The Napoleonic Wars were a consolidation.
They were used as consolidation.
We also saw these philosophies taking over human rights, etc.
But the bankers started consolidating.
They played both sides of Napoleon versus Britain, and whoever won, they worked for the bankers.
Then, after taking such great control of Britain, of the naval empire, the bankers then made sure through World War I and II that the land empire would never be a problem.
So they destroyed Russia with communism, and they goaded Germany into destroying itself twice in two world wars.
So we actually had a world empire at this point.
But.
But every system needs a heretic.
Every principle needs an anti-principle.
The alchemical formula needs to be balanced on both sides.
And simultaneously, we're developing all these new technologies, mostly psychological.
We're developing the way to manipulate the population to control what people think in a far more effective way than religion used to.
So we got rid of religion and developed ideology.
And we've been maintaining a pendulum swing between left and right, masculine and feminine, communist capitalist.
But the pendulum has gotten so violent that it has begun to break.
Which is kind of where we're finding ourselves now.
And at the same time, we are definitely reaching some limits upon what we can harvest from the natural world.
And we're also getting the problem that we have so many unfunded liabilities.
We have, how much of our frickin' money goes to fund 80 IQ children going through school?
How much money do we devote trying to lift up people that can't be uplifted?
And yes, Marcel, Westphalia.
As soon as the game of thrones becomes codified into law, that's when you know that it's over.
Westphalia was the beginning of the end of intra-European monarch competition.
It was no longer kings competing with one another.
It was now the system competing.
Which group of alliances can out-alliance the others?
Jesus, the next few years are going to be really interesting, guys.
The past two blood moons have been the most interesting time.
Like, in the past six months, everything's fallen apart.
Like, the hangover, like, the hangover from the COVID overreaction is finally settling home.
Yeah, we're the the Cold War.
Yeah, we've got nuclear fucking bombs.
We've got weapons that can destroy the planet.
We've got AI algorithms that can nudge tactic you into everything.
The uh listen, the great society worked.
Okay, following World War II, the great society worked.
Except it didn't.
It made everything worse.
And the UN right now is just trying to be the Great Society 2.0 with AI nudge tactics and universal socialism and open borders.
One of the great puzzles I keep trying to figure out is why do these people not understand that not all human capital is made the same?
that IQ is a real thing, and replacing Europeans with third-worlders is not going to make things great.
There's an argument that what the elite are trying to do right now is turn humanity into a eusocial species, to turn us into slave-making ant colonies, where the small number of elites reproduce and control, while the rest of us are worker ants, and thus they're replacing the independent...
creative European populations with the slave societies of the second and third world.
But I don't...
That's not.
It's not gonna happen.
I really don't think it's gonna happen.
AI is already eating its own tail, and what's the point of being an elite when your slaves don't even know how to wash their own hands?
I don't even think it's that they consciously want to be a eusocial insect species.
I think it's a product of the innate structures of their control systems, and thus we finally get to the point of this title, that this system is creating heretics faster than it's creating useful slaves.
You got back just at the right time.
This system is creating heretics faster than it's creating useful slaves, faster than it's creating useful.
What slaves like the?
It seems like the inherent structure of, of the, the inherent goal of the structures that the elites are using, is to attempt to create a you social version of the human species.
This is part of the reason why there's such a push to replace whites with third worlders, because the third worlders are much closer to being you social worker ants, yeah.
However, this system creates its own heretics.
Yeah, I think we just need a return of Christendom.
I worry that Christendom is the white man's spirit dance.
I don't think so.
Are we still online or are you just chatting now?
No, no, we're still streaming.
Okay.
I mean, Christianity has been mostly skin-suited.
I don't know.
We'll see.
It's been mostly what?
It's been mostly skin-suited.
We'll see if Archbishop Figano manages to retake Rome.
I'd fight in that man's army.
Like, if our Archbishop...
I would agree with that ur-human thing.
But it's just like, the more I read about the history about the Crusades and things like that, it's just like, of course the rulers don't want this.
They don't want fervent believers in Christ.
Like, the kill-to-death ratio of Saracens to Crusaders is always like 10 to 1, 20 to 1.
Oh, God.
Oh, God.
That would be so glorious.
They know what they're fighting for.
What's that?
That'd be so glorious.
Well, it just makes so much.
And they always get betrayed from within, right?
That's what happens.
It's like there's always some traitor that fucks everything up.
Whenever the Christians are unified, it's just like, there's just no contest.
And why wouldn't it be, right?
What are your options to be a slave?
The Christian slaves, of course, were worse treated than the average everyday Muslim.
But, you know, the power structure is so oppressive in those regimes.
You know, individual human dignity is a very Christian concept.
And they try to ape at it with secular humanism, but it just doesn't stick.
Because if there's no, like, glorious afterlife, then why bother?
You really just want to get toys, a whole bunch of toys, and then not bring them with you?
Like, what's the incentive?
Oh, yeah, that's not a competing structure.
The big difficulty we have with Christianity is that it doesn't deal with level 6 very well.
It's been traditionally very hostile to people at very, very high states.
Because Christianity itself has been a control structure.
I don't really remember all the levels.
It's too many of them.
There's only like nine.
I mean, there's 15 if you want to expand it, but there's only nine basic levels.
Yeah.
I think what we need to do is get more people at level eight.
So, level eight is like seeing everything as holograms.
Like when you start talking to a person, it's like you're looking at a stained glass window.
Like you can't quite see what's behind the stained glass window, but as you move left to right and you have experience with the person, you start glimpsing more and more of the things behind them.
And you're very well aware of all the stuff behind you and that you are just a stained glass window.
And you realize that there's certain angles of refraction where communication can happen.
We need to get more people up to level 8.
Yeah, I think it gets more people Christ-filled.
How about that one?
Well, that's level 4.
Oh, okay.
Oh, Jeevers.
Gotta get way higher than that.
Level 5 is capitalism.
Level 6 is being a hippie.
Level 7 is being a responsible, mature right-winger.
And level eight is beyond good and evil.
Everything's...
Okay, so there's...
Level 3 is nice.
Level 4 is mean.
Level 5 is nice.
Well, level 6 is even nicer.
Level 7 is mean.
Level 8 is beyond nice and mean.
Who is a high-level person whom Christianity wasn't kind to?
Well, who is a high-level person, Aquinas?
Like, Christ?
I'm like, what is he?
What?
Yeah, Christ was.
Genius.
Christ was max level.
Okay.
Christ was max state and max level.
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Aquinas was.
I don't know if he was high state.
He wasn't high level.
Who was it meeting to, though?
Um...
Very mean to the last master of the Order of the Templars, that's for sure.
Yes, actually, the Templars were actually starting to get into some high-state shit.
Oh, yeah.
One of my favorite facts from that book was the Pope wanted to canonize some of the Templars, but they all refused because the Templars were one.
Any of them.
Sainthood was not proper.
So, what the Catholic Church kind of did was create the monasteries as a place to.
The monasteries were full of losers and extremely high-level people who would disrupt the equilibrium.
Because, yeah, like when you start getting to a high state, when Christians start getting to a high state, they start realizing that they are also Christ.
Which sounds a lot like heresy when you're trying to hold the fucking king of France accountable for whatever the hell is in the interest of the Catholic Church.
So, Christianity created a place for high-state people, but they mostly got pushed into it.
Here's an example.
Who's the guy that does all the prophecies?
Oh, I forget.
Joan of Arc.
There you go.
Joan of Arc.
Joan of Arc is an example of a person at a very high state level that was punished by the church for it.
Christianity doesn't really know what to do with high state people.
History of Christianity has a lot of episodes of people that are very Christ-like being persecuted by Christians.
Tons of examples.
And the problem with stage six is, or level six, is like level six is where you have to make your own mistakes.
And Christianity isn't very good with people making their own mistakes.
Which is kind of the difficulty we're dealing with right now.
Yeah, I haven't seen The Last Temptation of Christ.
I should watch that movie.
What I would like to see is people getting up to level 8, where they move beyond.
Level 8 is beyond good and evil.
Level 8 is a lot like when you have the chemical formula in front of you, you know, like, damn, I need to look up what the hell this is called.
But you remember in high school, you have the chemical formula on the one side, you have the hydrogen atoms and the oxygen atoms.
On the other side, you have H2O plus heat.
Mass balance equation.
Yeah.
Level 8's a lot like that.
Where this situation, like this situation contains these chemical elements, and these are the different ways these chemical elements can be combined or dissolved.
Solve et coecula.
And which will lead to the next situation, the next situation.
Like, now the level 3 is that, like, that's the first level where you figure out that you can do things.
And they tend to be fairly psychopathic and manipulative about shit.
Whereas level 8, you're seeing all of the chemical equations all at once.
And you're making destiny choices.
You're choosing between destinies.
Like, if you make the, if you turn the hydrogen and oxygen, if you turn that into water, well, there's going to be a lot of heat released.
Okay, do you want the heat released?
Do you want water?
Where does it go after that?
And so this is not a good-evil question.
This is not a nice, not nice question.
It's a question of what are we going to do with this situation.
And what are you going to manifest in yourself?
What part of you are you going to bring forth to create this or the other?
This is.
Homath kind of describes it as level 8 is realizing I am not the camera, I'm the spotlight.
Another way of putting this is, well, I heard a great description.
The ego.
The ego is a barking dog that can't tell the difference between a criminal and the mailman.
The ego is a barking dog protecting the property.
Well, okay, so what's the property?
Well, the property would be the higher self.
And one of the things I've been leaning into lately is that, like, the person talking right now, the voice talking, that's not me.
That's my ego.
This is the barking dog talking right now.
I'm actually not the person.
I am the ego.
And when you realize that you are the ego.
Okay, alright, let me rewind a bit.
So, Big L.
Yeah.
Your body is having experiences right now.
You've been driving for a while.
Maybe your knees are sore, etc., etc.
Maybe you're hungry.
Maybe you got a sore stomach.
You are not your body.
You inhabit your body, but you are not your body.
Yeah, if you believe in the separation of the soul and your body's part of you.
It's an absolutely crucial thing to consider.
It's not an either-or.
It's an and.
But you're not your body.
Like, if you're hungry, if you're grumpy, if you're tired, if you are these things, but they're not you.
Then you get the emotional state.
You are not your emotions.
Emotions are things you experience.
Emotions are waves moving over your mind.
You are not your ideas or beliefs.
Ideas are waveforms moving over the mind.
Next level, you are not your goals.
You can change your goals.
If you can change your goals, you are not your goals.
You are the eternal observer.
And yes, so Yodreshi points out what the body does affects the soul, and what the soul does affects the body.
As above, so below, as within, so without.
Exactly.
That's level 7.
Level 7 is when you realize that I am.
There's part of me that's physical.
Yeah, I was just talking to the Bohemian Art Ho about this.
That, like, there's a level of the relationship.
There's the gross physical attraction.
Right?
So you, like, physical attraction.
Emotional congruence.
Intellectual agreement.
Goal alignment.
And, I mean, if you really know what you're doing, telepathy and union of self and self.
As above, so below.
As below, so above.
As within, so without, as without, so within.
You alter the internal, you alter the external.
You alter the external, you alter the internal.
That's level seven.
Where you see all of this.
And level eight is when you realize they're all holograms.
The smallest piece contains the largest piece, and the largest piece contains the smallest piece.
What do you think, Big L?
Yeah.
Yeah, it's alright, I guess.
I don't go in on the whole math as hard as you do, but yeah, it kind of goes back to what we were talking about with the synthesis and the analysis.
You're at.
The thing about saying you're not all these things is you're just carving up pieces of the self.
And if you carve up enough pieces, then there's no self left.
And you'd be like, what is it?
Thou art God.
You lose what.
Yeah, well.
Okay.
Or the temple that God dwells in.
Can dwell in.
So, your waifu, John Ciri, said, you will know who you are by knowing who you are not.
That is the shadow right there.
Who you are and who you are not.
And the more you are who you are, the more your shadow grows.
Which I think you understand this, John Ciri.
I think you get this.
But the you need to dance with your shadow.
You need to.
Who you are needs to dance with who you are not.
It can't be your enemy.
The dualism of self and other.
Solve et coecula.
You need to bring them back together.
When you bring back self and other, that's when you possess the Philosopher's Stone.
Is this too far out, Big L?
Well, there's a bunch of stuff that I'm too big on.
My heart was removed during the last blood moon and replaced with the Philosopher's Stone.
I've got liquid rock where my heart used to be.
It allows me to transmute lead into gold.
Strange place to be, I will admit.
Solve et coecula is Yodreshi asks, Solve et coecula.
It's Latin for dissolve and reform.
So, to purify steel, you melt it, which is the.
Well, you heat it.
That's the Negretto.
You melt and purify it.
You remove all the foreign elements.
That's the albedo.
And then you re-solidify it.
That's the rubetto.
And Baphomet, for the record, is a mistranslation of Muhammad.
Early Crusaders heard Muhammad and mistranslate as Baphomet.
Muhammad, Baphomet.
Baphomet is not an.
Do you know what they call the Tartars?
Oh, the whole Tartarian thing?
Yep.
Yeah, I didn't know that.
Tartars.
That was the Mongols.
They called them the Tartars because they thought they were from hell.
You might as well be from Hell.
They were so vicious.
Oh, the anti-civilizer.
There's a whole thing about the Tartaria conspiracy, which is so far more nonsensical than Flat Earth.
It is literally more nonsensical than flat earth.
So Solvay Coagula is one of the principles of alchemy.
And alchemy is not opposed to Christianity at all.
Hermes Trismegistus is reputed to be a contemporary of Moses.
There both is and isn't a Prisca Theosophia.
What there is is an infinite fractal abyss.
And yeah, I don't know what you do with that.
There's an infinite fractal abyss.
On one side is great intimacy.
On the other side is confrontation with the divine.
And I don't think either of those things are evil.
I mean, alright, Big L, have you seen God's thumbprint?
I think you mentioned that before.
Is that like the Mandelbrot set or something like that?
Yes, the Mandelbrot set.
Is that good or evil?
It's just a pattern.
And yet it's infinite, and it's everywhere, and it's everything, and nothing can escape it.
So you've got the, like, the original conception of monotheism comes from, sorry, give me a sec.
I can never remember his name.
Pythagoras.
How familiar are you with the Pythagorean cult?
Pretty familiar.
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I think it was Paramedides before that, though.
Yeah, the original concept of monotheism comes from, well, to sum it up, irrational numbers.
So, one of the ridiculous concepts that's been popular these days is the idea of simulation theory, that we're in a simulated universe.
How could you fit irrational numbers in a simulated universe?
I don't know.
So, irrational numbers, irrational numbers are really interesting because they cannot be expressed as a fraction.
Now, when you pull out your pocket calculator and you pull out the number pi, actually what you're getting is a fraction.
There's a few fractions, I forget what they are, like is it like 22 over 8 or something like that?
No, no, not it's something like that.
Where if you if you make this fraction, or 22 over 7, I don't know, it gets really, really close to pi.
Yeah.
And there's there's other and pi is everywhere.
Like, anytime you have a circle, you have pi.
And there's other fractions.
There's the golden ratio, which is the square root of 2, which is also an irrational number.
And you don't get to have a nautilus shell without square root of 2.
You get things like the Fibonacci sequence are the extroverted version.
I believe it's the extroverted version of root 2.
Could be wrong on that.
Don't quote me.
And the Fibonacci sequence is how trees grow leaves.
Like, the Fibonacci sequence is absolutely everywhere.
Nature constantly uses irrational numbers as a shortcut to be economically efficient.
And so all these plants are tapping into a number with an infinite number of digits behind it.
Like the building blocks of reality involve an infinite number of digits.
How the hell do you build a synthetic reality where things are constantly tapping into an infinite number of digits?
You see what I'm saying, Big L?
Yeah.
Like when you're making a video game, you only use pi to like to five digits or something.
Not infinity.
Yeah.
I think the whole simulation theory is just a backlash against science showing that things like evolutionary theory has large problems and our current scientific paradigm has large problems.
So that could point to a creator.
Well, this is what Pythagoras was pointing towards.
So it's like, oh.
Because I mean, simulation is basically saying that we're created beings, but you're taking God out of the equation.
So.
Or at least having an empty player with no character being the God that created it.
Well, what Pythagoras is pointing out is that the simulation could only be created by God.
Like, a human or a super genius human creating a simulation would not use pi with infinite digits.
They would not use root 2 with infinite digits.
There would be no irrational numbers.
And so when we look at irrational numbers, when we look at the Mandelbrot equation, that is glimpsing God.
At the end of that infinite tunnel is where you find the eye of God watching us.
The problem is this is not particularly satisfying, especially not to people in the Bronze Age.
So they took the Mandelbrot equation, gave it a beard and a golden throne, and called that God.
And when guys like the night...
Huh?
Sorry, what's that?
I was going to say, I don't get into the math that much, but I do remember seeing something about how pi can be turned into a rational number.
We used a different base system in our math.
It can't.
Which I thought was kind of interesting.
It can't.
That guy's a liar.
I'm.
My brother, I know that that is true.
I have faith and I believe that Christ came back from the dead.
I know, as a matter of fact, that's true.
That's false.
Irrational numbers seriously fuck up reality.
And Gerdo's incompleteness theorem.
I don't really have a.
I don't really have a dog in the game or whatever you call it.
Yeah.
Okay.
Gerdo's incompleteness theorem is another aspect of this.
There are.
This reality requires something beyond the infinite for this reality to exist.
And that is God.
That eternal watcher is God.
And every action we perform is a sacrifice upon the altar of what we show God.
And the question becomes: what do we put upon that altar?
Do we put holy things or profane things?
Do we create cathedrals or do we build ugly box houses?
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Yeah.
Cave cave deus v. Deck.
You know, it's it.
Yeah, it's interesting, though.
I think there is a renaissance of beautiful buildings coming.
I think so too.
I did see it where I was living last.
I won't say where I was living, but I was living in a place where they were all new builds, and they were all perfectly traditional, but it was definitely like a fusion of modern space efficiency and old classical design.
That makes sense.
No, that didn't.
But like big apartment buildings that still had beautiful facades that kind of look like classical buildings.
I mean, well, Sol Vancouver.
Like, bring the opposites together.
I was just going to say.
Just going to say they're still a bit foxy, but whatever.
You know, I was just reading some prophecies about the horrors that are in store for us.
By early morning light, I see the pains that are reserved for me.
How's that song go?
Oh, I don't know.
I'm gonna.
I gotta look this up.
I'm getting hotlines.
Lyrics!
I want the lyrics!
Worth me.
It's going to be worth it.
These are not lyrics.
This is some.
Oh my fucking God.
You just want the freaking lyrics to a song.
It has to make sure I'm human first.
Clicking that.
There you go.
Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be.
The pains that are withheld for me.
I realize and I can see that suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes.
And I can take or leave it if I please.
You know the song, right?
The game of love is hard to play.
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The losing card I'll someday lay.
So this is all I have to say.
The sword of time will pierce our skin.
It doesn't hurt when it begins.
But as it works its way on in, the pain grows stronger.
Watch it grin.
A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key.
Is it to be or not to be?
And I replied, oh, why ask me?
Cause suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes.
And I can take or leave it if I please.
Holy shit, that's a fantastic song, isn't it?
That is the MASH theme song for the record.
Oh It was on to something deep.
It was on something profound.
We are entering a very dark time right now, but I feel nothing but joy.
Our Great Depression is our lives.
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I'm used to it.
What are you going to do about it?
Are you going to find a Bohemian art ho?
Turn her into a wife?
That's my plan.
Yeah, I don't know.
I just learned more and more about history and how awful things used to be.
that makes me feel better.
I mean, like, it's the ultimate.
I certainly wouldn't want to be a...
Sorry, I keep going.
Go ahead.
Well, I mean, I don't want to keep coming back to it.
I got it on my brain, this book.
I certainly wouldn't want to be a captured Christian from the Saracens.
That was pretty bad.
I was just reading about one guy that a very fervent Muslim that liked to tear out his slaves' throats with his teeth because he thought that was just fine and dandy.
It was a cool thing to do.
What a wonderful religion.
This is the world we live in, right?
It's still, we still have a pretty good time considering.
It just sucks to see everything degrading our whole lives.
I'm pretty hopeful just because I think things will get to a certain point and there'll be a backlash.
I think this is part of what I'm trying to say, is that every action you perform is an offering on God's altar.
Yep, I like that.
That was a good analogy.
That's whatever, a good thing to say.
That Saracen that decided to tear out the throats of Christian captives with his teeth.
That's the offering he made.
That's what he wanted to show God.
Yeah.
Yeah.
What do you want to show God?
Do you want to show God, as the civilization dies, how many girls you can have sex with?
Do you want to...
What do you want to show God?
that's an interesting question.
Like you can, what's that line from the, uh, the, the doors movie.
Uh, I, I have this telephone, and they tell me I can talk to God on it, but I don't know what I want to say to him.
Okay, what do you want to say to God?
Uh-oh.
Yeah.
Okay, so you've got your environment right now.
You've got the place you live.
You've got the people that are close to you.
You've got the job opportunities.
You also have the giant mystery of all the things you don't know and don't understand.
Okay.
What do you want to show with God with that?
What adventure do you want to go on?
Europa Universalis 4.
The game starts in the year 1350 and ends in the 19th century.
What are you going to do during that time?
You're born.
You're born and you die usually somewhere between 60 and 90.
You meet your end.
And now, like, the basics are, like, you go to school, you get a wife, you get a career.
Okay, those are the basics.
Those are the basics.
What do you want to do with those things?
Like, the basics, you can't really ignore the basics.
I mean, you can if you want, but, you know, you got the basics.
Alright, do the basics.
What do you want to show God?
You could do the opposite.
You could go on OnlyFans, or you could become a drug addict, or you could, you know, like, steal money from a bunch of convenience stores and go to jail.
Like, you do have other options.
But generally speaking, the accepted game strategy is that you marry some girl, you make her miserable, you get her pregnant.
What do you want to do with that?
Starts in 1444.
I just got called out.
It starts in 1444.
Europa Universalis 4.
Thank you for calling me out.
You make your own project.
Right?
Wait, Big L, have you played Europa Universe Halice 4?
No.
Is that the one though where you're a king and you have to find a wife and then have a kid and then you play with a kid whenever you die or something like that?
No, it's a game that starts in 1444.
And it's run on the Carl von Clauswitz game engine.
And you pick any political polity in the entire world.
You pick whoever.
You could be a Native American tribe.
You could play as Spain.
And then you make your own goals.
You could try and prevent the Protestant Reformation.
Or you could play as the Incans and try and create a slave empire on the entire planet.
You make your own goals with the game.
And then the game just ends.
It doesn't have a victory condition.
It just, it ends in the 19th century.
Okay.
And it takes about 12 hours of tutorials to even play the fucking game.
It's like civilization on Vivance.
Yay.
But the game starts, the game ends, and you make your own goals while you play it.
Which is, that's kind of what life is.
You know, like you can do, you could, you can go to, you know, you can go to IHOP, you can wear a hat, you can kind of, you can do whatever you want within the limits of life.
What are you gonna offer us?
You could like make it so the Protestant Reformation never happens.
Like, that was one of your goals, wasn't it?
Oh, God, that is one of my goals, but I haven't, I'm not that good at the game.
You never was able to make it happen, other people have that.
It's glorious.
I mean, I would like to play that and see if they can make the Crusaders win, like, retain all their roads and tire and all those strongholds.
That'd be pretty cool.
Have you played?
Like, listen, I've played about a hundred years of the game, and I did conquer most of North Africa for the sake of the Spanish Empire.
Can you play as the Templars?
Or well, that's not a poem.
They're like not a non-government.
Yeah, they're not a non-governmental organization, right?
So you can't play as them?
Not exactly.
I don't think so, but I'm sure there's parts that involve the Templars.
Yeah.
Okay.
Can you play as the church?
I actually don't know that you can.
You can play as various Italian states.
Okay.
Fuck, I want to play Universalis 4.
Um...
Yeah.
Every system needs a heretic.
Every established truth creates a shadow.
You can play as Malta, says Psalmshade 009.
Oh.
Okay.
Also, that'd be pretty cool.
And you can play as the Papal State.
Okay, yeah, you can play as the Papal State.
That would be fun.
The game is.
You can't even play as the Papal States, though.
Surprised you haven't done that.
Man, I can barely play as Spain, okay?
Man, I was doing so well.
And then I started a war with France because I didn't realize there was a table where you could look up military strengths.
And then, like, France raped me.
They totally raped me.
Does chat know about if you can at the Templars, how they play into it?
Um, that's a good question.
Chat, do the Templars play into it?
Butterfly Ballerina wants me to sing something else.
I'm working on the singing voice.
I am.
I think if I finally get a grip on it, I might be a decent singer.
I am going.
I'm hoping to buy a saxophone.
I'm planning to buy a saxophone later this summer.
And me and JT are going to be doing some more music together.
Suicide is painless.
What a great song that is.
Yeah, that's the song you drank every time you've had a couple of lot of whiskeys.
That's what I used to sing when I was working for BJs.
Just fucking grinding at that miserable job.
Huh?
How many whiskeys have you had?
Only like half a bottle.
Okay.
Unfortunately, I can't partake.
Yeah, I think we've live stream is grinding down.
Guys, if you have questions, comments, concerns, please toss them into the chat there.
Yadresha actually said, what do I want to show to God?
Good question.
Maybe I've been doing a good job at that.
And that's, God just kind of watches.
I will.
I want to show the best children.
Produce the best children possible.
I think your children are a worthy thing to show to God.
But Chad, he's got the best fucking kids.
They are.
Lily curled up to me last time I was over and said, Uncle Davis, I love you, Uncle Davis.
Like, oh my god, you're the best thing ever.
Your children are a worthy accomplishment.
So is your wife, by the way.
Your wife is a fan.
She is a testament to both herself and to you as a husband.
Yeah.
His wife has not had the easiest life, and she has really made a woman out of herself.
Yeah.
And now health problems and everything.
Oh, goodness.
I am very blessed not to have health problems.
We'll see about my bohemian art hoe wife.
At least you can end the stream so I can start eating chips on the road.
Yeah.
Alright, tell you what, I'm going to kick you off.
And folks, I'm going to go for 10 more minutes.
I'm just going to reflect on the stream.
But if you taught me good questions, give me stuff to respond to.
I love responding to you guys.
Alright, Big L. Drive safe.
And hey, maybe come visit me sometime, you prick.
Alright.
Talk to you later.
Eckhart Tolle states that getting drunk causes a significant drop in consciousness, which lowers your presence and can allow your pain body to take control, potentially leading to unconscious or negative behaviors.
Probably.
Don't want to disagree with him.
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Don't want to say he's wrong.
It also does create a mental fluidity, though.
It's a trade-off.
Everything is a trade-off How feasible says DC Pagan.
Hey, glad to have you, brother.
How feasible do you reckon is establishing a monarchy in America?
An actual monarchy, zero.
There are major foundations in America against monarchy, even though America also has ruling families.
Monarchy is a nice, it's a nice right-wing fantasy because, like at least, like the monarchy is responsible at least.
At least we know who to blame for things.
America does have ruling families, though.
But everything is up for grabs.
Like, you know, look at the British ruling family.
The British ruling family has virtually zero control.
They're completely owned by the Rothschilds.
It's a giant, like Canada is just a giant British LARP when you get right down to it.
Canada is just a giant British LARP when you get right down to it.
The question is not, is monarchy the best form of government?
The...
The question is, what are our options moving forward?
Are we being spied on by the Russians along the coasts?
I mean, like, probably not.
Probably no more than normal.
Why are white men the best at alchemy and alcoholism?
I think being good at one makes you better at the other.
It's an interesting question.
Like, my knee-jerk reaction is that one of the things that I find is that I'm often too sober to deal with things.
I mean, there's a reason I drink during live streams.
It loosens up the brain a little bit.
It allows a bit of fluidity.
Living In Social Pods00:04:43
Although, obviously, too much of the spirits overwhelms.
Alcohol does serve a useful function.
And so perhaps this vacillation between hyper-sobriety and hyper-drunkenness, experiencing both worlds, being aware of the way that you cogitate differently while under the influence of alcohol.
maybe there are advantages to that just saying these strange lights in the skies aren't planes and plants ain't stars they're just strange lights I still don't know what I think about UFOs.
I don't know what they were.
So I've got no stance on that just yet.
I've got no stance on that just yet.
Evola enters the chat.
My late mother was convinced that cadet branches of European noble families were actually running the USA completely unnoticed.
And there is some strong evidence of this.
There's an article by Neoliberal Feudalism.
To sum it up, I already said it, that the nature of the control systems are naturally leading towards attempting to create a you social insect species planet.
Heck, I had an idea for a science fiction short story.
I couldn't figure out how to write it.
But the idea was that it's on a planet where everybody lives in the pod.
This is way before Lives in the Pod.
Everybody had their entertainment pod, and they went to their grind job.
But the protagonist would eventually go to the public library and discover that all the humans that were awake took rocket ships off the planet.
And that Earth was just a giant slave colony to keep the slaves happy.
Like it wasn't even tyrannical control.
There was nobody profiting, but that he had his, like, live in the pod, eat the bugs, like, that whole lifestyle was just there to keep people satiated.
I had that idea probably, like, 2005, 2006.
I didn't know how to write it into an entertaining story.
But it does, like, that is a reflection off of what we're seeing by the whole thing.
Like, the Funko Pops.
Like, why the fuck would you buy a Funko Pop?
It just, like, God, they're, so plastic is completely made out of oil, and we're using this precious resource to make Funko Pops, which are the ugliest, stupidest pieces of crap ever.
just to keep people satiated.
So is it that the elites are evil, and they want us to live in pods?
Or is it that people want to live in pods and the elites are just giving people what they want?
Half dozen of one, six of the other?
Which one is it?
Like, the solution I keep coming towards.
It's something like this.
It's if you want to be Neo in the Matrix, you are going to find the Matrix fighting you every step.
But because that's a meaningful story.
Fighting The Matrix System00:03:04
It's a meaningful story to be fighting against Agent Smith, to constantly have the Matrix oppressing you.
Or you can sidestep the whole thing.
Like, yes, there are Agent Smiths running around.
This is kind of the nature of reality.
It's all cops versus robbers.
It's cowboys versus Indians.
Left versus right.
Men versus women.
You can fight in that battle, or you can.
You can make your own game.
To go back to your Europa Universalis 4, you can, like, obviously there's a military aspect to it.
If you're playing as Spain, you're going to have to fight France at some point.
There is that aspect to it.
But is that the only reason you're playing the game?
Or do you engage in the game for a greater purpose, a greater story?
Let me go to the washroom quickly, folks, for
the delay.
Let me catch up on statements and butterfly ballerina.
good on you for quitting drinking.
You know, giving up, giving up addictions is actually one of the cooler things you can do because it really is an assertion of autonomy.
Asserting Personal Autonomy00:07:52
I do cook with wine.
Oh, there's nothing wrong with cooking with wine.
If you make chili, one of the big secrets to making amazing chili is soak the ground beef in beer for a while.
It just falls apart.
It's so delicious.
And you're not, obviously you're not going to get drunk from that.
This is in your...
Tom Johnson says it's a shame.
For those of us who have bipolar disorder, it's like throwing gas on the fire.
I almost get that.
I don't have a lot to say about bipolar disorder, unfortunately.
As an Aries with a son in Aries, I definitely can drink the app.
That makes sense.
You've got that natural, competitive, like that hyper-aggressive thing.
That hyper-manic thing.
That, yeah, you gotta be careful.
Apple users are like cultists in my I won't disagree with you.
I just don't want to accuse all of them.
Oh, god, yeah, Funko Pop.
Listen, I've got a collection of Star Wars action figures, okay, but they're not Funko Pops.
They're actually works of art.
I'm not saying you don't get to enjoy anything, but Funko Pops just really grind me.
They're so ugly.
They're so basic.
They contribute nothing.
We're going to die out.
I don't think we are.
I don't think.
Actually, I think we're heading to a point where the useless eaters actually have a huge fucking problem.
We are entering a resource choke point.
And we're replacing a lot of useless jobs with AI, maybe.
I'd feel more sympathy for the useless eaters right now, as opposed to the productive, smart people.
Yes, please fund my alcoholism via GoFundMe.
But he has a stream twice a week.
Guys, so right now, I am, uh, I've been working my ass off, turning lead into gold, at a very difficult job where I swing a sledgehammer more often than I might like.
My plan is for the next two years to just grind and build resources and really, really get on top of things.
Obviously, I would like to be doing this sort of stuff.
I am.
I am working on a grimoire.
It's just a basic introductory grimoire.
It's gonna, I want it to be a reference manual.
Like, I hope, like, I would use it as a reference manual.
Right?
It's not a self-help book.
It's not a slop for the audience.
It's, like, literally a book that I want so I can open it up and use it as a manual for looking up Oum terms, for looking up your...
I've started using runes for prophecy.
For all the things.
All the basics are going to be in there.
as well as a few essays of my own, obviously, you know, I've been listening to think before you sleep.
Think Before You Sleep is a really cool YouTube channel.
My Bohemian Art Ho girlfriend was asking me about right-wing channels I'd recommend.
And I think Think Before You Sleep is one of them, because he.
He used to be MGTOW or Red Pill or something, but he's actually really, really graduated into being about responsibility.
About not just hating on women, not just being one side of the political divide, but talking about being a responsible human being.
And a lot of what he posts causes me to reflect, because a lot of the red pill manosphere communities that I came from, much of it became very exploitative, became very affirming, like self-affirming, circle jerk sort of thing.
And I want nothing to do with that.
i publish a book it has to be a good book so that's uh we're working towards that guys We're working towards that.
There's a link to Patreon down below.
You can offer super chats on here.
They're all appreciated.
But I am trying to build a solid foundation where I can be a little bit more experimental.
Watching his penis religious purification.
Let's see.
I used to.
I used to drink and get in my car.
I had to stop for real.
Yeah.
Like, guys, you can have a couple drinks and drink.
You don't need to be a Nazi.
I don't like how the drinking laws have turned people into Nazis, okay?
For the record.
However, don't drink and drive.
Do not drink and drive.
A, cars are really expensive.
B, you might kill somebody.
Don't drink and drive.
Be radically responsible.
Okay, I'm drinking tonight, but I'm safely asconced at home.
I'm not driving anywhere.
I've got food.
I've got medical supply.
Like, I'm on top of my shit.
Be on top of your shit.
Radical Responsibility Rules00:05:03
There's the four S's.
Don't do stupid things at stupid times with stupid people in stupid places.
You can do two of them.
You can do stupid things with stupid people.
You can be stupid.
Do stupid things at stupid times.
But don't do all four.
Like, keep it below three.
Stay out of trouble.
If you keep poking the bear, eventually the bear bites back.
So stay smart.
I'm a huge advocate of having an occasional drink of whiskey.
Not a teetotaler, but don't be an idiot.
And actually, don't be the guy that never does anything stupid, but sits in the basement doing cannabis.
Mr. Chuck the Bucknor says race realism also applies to whites.
Uncomfortable truth.
Yes.
A hundred percent.
Us whites have our own way.
Be aware of it.
be aware of the pitfalls.
Let's see.
Productive smart people will be called zookeepers for the human zoo.
Yeah, don't be a consumer.
Be an enjoyer.
That's lovely butterfly ballerina.
That's interesting.
So PDX Eddie says, spells and such?
Dude, thought you were a rational agnostic type.
No, I'm not anymore, because I ran into Girdle's incompleteness theorem.
And Girdle's Gödel's incompleteness theorem.
Gerdell tried to prove set theory of mathematics to be true.
And what he accidentally proved is that you can mathematically prove that you can't prove mathematics true.
And after he proved that, it blew his mind so hard that he wrote an ontological proof of God.
And I didn't even know about that, by the way.
The second part.
Like, I ran into Girdle's incompleteness theorem, and I was punch-drunk for a week.
I was like, holy shit, God exists.
As soon as I groked the incompleteness theorem.
Major mind fuck.
So, no, I'm not anymore.
I was once upon a time.
I'm not anymore.
and girls in the completeness theorem is why i'm also not the sort of uh superstitious type that you looked out upon so So...
I don't know.
Look into Girdle's incompleteness theorem.
Go grok that.
then it's a mindfuck buddy.
Mr. Chuck the Buck Norris never had a person of color rant on me during the COVID hysteria.
It was all white women and white men.
100% correct.
In fact, I just had a lovely conversation with a black lady about the COVID hysteria like two days ago.
I certainly have zero tolerance for the BLM crap, for the black supremacy crap, but you know when you meet one of those little old black ladies that's like her bullshit detector is fucking fantastic.
Like one of those ladies.
I love those ladies.
I might be tired.
I might be exhausted.
I might be fatigued about a few things.
But I do love little old black ladies with good bullshit detectors.
Psalm J says I'm a wizard.
No, I'm an alchemist.
Okay?
I just changed one thing into another.
Tarot And Divination00:04:36
Tom Johnson says runes, from what I've read, can be extremely dangerous if misused.
Um.
i suppose most things could be couldn't they like as obnoxious as stephen king is he half of his books are about christianity being misused Half of his books are about Christianity being misused.
I will say that with any form of divination, you are looking in a mirror and seeing what you see.
So, if the way you're supposed to use a mirror is, you know, you wake up in the morning, you shower, you do your hair if you have any.
You know, you're looking in the mirror.
Am I, oh, did I miss shaving a spot right here?
And you're doing that for the service of other people.
You're like, I'm trying to look like a civilized human being today.
Am I a civilized human being?
But you only see what you see in the mirror.
And divination, there's something very, very similar to divination, where nine times out of ten, you already know the answer to your question.
What's a stereotypical question for divination?
Will I find love?
Well, nobody asked that question.
Will I find love with that particular person?
And when you do divination, it actually gives you the answer.
And it kind of cuts through your own bullshit.
And generally the answer, it's not a yes or a no.
Good lord.
Of course it's not a yes or a no.
It's like, okay, you want, really, nigga, you want a relationship with that person?
Okay, well, here's their astrological chart.
Here's your astrological chart.
Here are the dangers that you're going to deal with.
Here are the temptations to sabotage the whole thing.
And that's what it is.
Are the two of you going to try?
Here is how the challenges are going to appear.
That's what divination is.
Divination is clearing out the bullshit.
It's not a yes or a no.
There is no such thing as a soulmate.
A soulmate is something that you and she work together to create.
You become soulmates.
You aren't given a soulmate.
And so if you're looking in the mirror, if you're looking into the tea leaves, if you're looking at the tarot cards, if you're looking at the runes, if you're looking at the Oum, whatever divination technique you're using, if you're looking at it to validate yourself, you will get the narcissist's response.
And it doesn't matter if it's a physical mirror or if it's tarot cards.
the danger and also free will is eternally an element in all of this the The reading is not a promise.
Simplifying Life Aspects00:05:34
It's helping you simplify what aspects are important right now.
Let's see.
More comments.
PDX Eddie, glad to have you here, brother.
Let me.
Sorry, I'm trying.
Like, what happened?
I scroll down and then it pops to the bottom, and then I have to.
Oh, is Danger Dog still around?
No, I broke up with that girl.
Holy fuck, I love Danger Dog.
Let's see.
Ahem.
Runes are what they are.
Any divination is what it is.
And you are morally responsible for what you choose.
Like I said, everything you do is an offering on God's altar.
Raymond Persuikosev, I think the Masons were infiltrated by the Jesuits, basically stealing the Templar energy, took over the movement.
Yeah, and that's actually, that's kind of what I'm saying.
That but they only took over part of it, and they took it over so it's God.
It's such a mess trying to track this stuff because it's all, by its very nature, hidden.
Like, what has the CIA been up to?
We were just, we were talking earlier about the Shah of Iran being a bad dude and putting him to death was probably a good idea, which, yeah, probably.
But it was the CIA that put him in charge in the first place.
This is the problem with all these secret societies: that they're always up to secret shit.
Which is why I prefer alchemy.
I prefer spiritual paths.
Like, you can't.
You can't properly explain alchemy until you get alchemy.
But it is ultimately for, if not the good, at least the interesting.
As opposed to the dishonest, the low-level, like the secret societies that use blackmail and child prostitution.
Like, that's gross.
That's disgusting.
Look higher, right?
Anyway, you're probably right, though.
You are probably correct.
I'm very suspicious of the Jesuits.
And actually, the big reason...
One of the big reasons I believe Christ rose from the dead is the Shroud of Turin.
So my crazy.
I think most people could rise from the dead.
Only Jesus was crazy enough to actually do it.
Like, why would anybody want to do that?
Alcohol and driving is like pre-crime?
That's a good way of putting it.
That's a good way of putting it.
Like, alcohol and driving is pre-crime.
In fact, a lot of drugs, most drugs, drugs in the right environment are righteous.
Drugs in the irresponsible environment are pre-crime.
Like, if you drink a bottle of whiskey, get in your car, that's basically you're committing pre-crime, which may or may not, like, it might not be illegal.
Actually, I guess it is if you get caught, but you're being deeply irresponsible.
Most of the problems with drugs, uh.
Yeah, we'll just say drugs.
Most of the problems with drugs come from that creep, that pre-crime aspect.
If you do them with your wife, probably not pre-crime.
Probably.
User discretion is advised.
And Butterfly Ballerina says, you can't do that.
I've met people like this.
Okay?
It's if you have a low alcohol tolerance, if you do two drinks, you wake up three days later, five towns over, in a drunk tank with no idea where your pants or your car are.
And if you're that person, then you shouldn't do them.
100%.
Do you see any merit in using ancient mythology applied to modern mundane life?
I wonder how useful it could be if it used as a sort of chaos magic.
Turning Life Into Myth00:03:09
Dude, 100%.
The human condition hasn't changed, just the circumstances have changed.
One of the reasons I love Star Wars so much is because it is the pre-modern mythology rebuilt for a modern era.
A huge part of what I've been trying to do with my YouTube channel is to reignite that Olympic flame of mythology.
Is to be a mythologic figure and to turn you into a mythologic figure.
Is to turn life into mythology.
100%.
That's a truer way to live our lives.
Be mythological.
Be heroic.
legendary the the only caveat i would say is that the social media era has people have mistaken being popular on instagram for being mythological No, don't be mythological for people on Instagram.
Be mythological for yourself.
Oh, who's in completeness?
Gerdell.
G-O-D-E-L.
I can't do the...
It's a mathematical proof.
Um...
I can't do it justice right now, but it's utterly mind-blowing.
G-O-D-E-L, Gerdell.
Gerdell's incompleteness theorem.
It will.
What it proves is that we can't prove that math is true.
We have to take math as an article of faith.
And that's mind-blowing.
Gödel's Uncompleteness Theorem is when I became a theist.
Okay, it really rocked my world.
Honestly, fat white chicks are almost more of a problem at my store than the Mexican ladies.
What they give them is they know how to be nice.
White women could learn from this.
Okay, I'm actually not sure what you meant by that, but that was pretty fucking funny.
White Women Archetypes00:03:17
Oh, and hey, PDX Eddie, like, no offense.
No offense taken whatsoever.
I still am highly skeptical.
I am still constantly demanding rational explanation.
I've grown, I haven't changed.
Butterfly Ballerina says, I want to be the little old lady with the squeaky clean house.
Just make sure it has a little bit of room for chaos.
You always need room for chaos.
Oh, Tom John says, maybe that Blackley, the one I spoke to at the optometrist's office, maybe she was like the Oracle, like the one in the Matrix.
That was...
The Matrix Oracle is a very true and a very righteous black archetype.
Like that, that is a persona that little old black ladies very frequently manifest.
As fatigued as I am, it's not based upon hatred of the black race.
There are very righteous, very righteous and impressive idealizations of the black race, of personifications.
I would like to see more of her.
The Mexicans are only nice because of deportations.
You know, all the races do have really good ways of being.
I think that they've been using this strategy to turn us against each other.
Left versus right, men versus women, white versus black.
And all of us desperately trying to be the archetype as opposed to being ourselves.
And when you be yourself, you can naturally become the archetype.
Like, you gotta get comfortable in your own skin, but instead of being comfortable in our own skin, we are trying to imitate people on the movie screen.
PDX just said, here's the secret.
To love, be the person you want to attract.
Yeah, get comfortable in your own skin.
Becoming Your Own Archetype00:04:41
Marcel says he once used a rune to get a guy to back off it.
It worked out too well.
Yeah, guys, this stuff works.
Magic works.
Prayer works.
It all works.
use it responsibly I think that's the big warning is that yes this stuff actually works if
If you start studying alchemy, if you start studying Kabbalah, if you start studying the tree of life, if you start studying tarot, if you get serious in the Catholic prayer traditions, all of this stuff actually works.
Use it responsibly.
Start small.
Start getting your own life in order.
Star Wars was the great initiatory force.
Like, honest to God.
Star Wars is what took what Blavatsky did and brought it back into a mass initiation.
nail the basics if your life is all fucked up if you you don't know what your career is you don't like your friends you don't like the city you're living in if you
if your life is a giant cluster fuck.
Don't pray for a wife.
Don't do magic for a wife.
You're in the wrong place to have a wife.
What you should be doing, again, as above, so below, as within, so without.
Without, it's a giant mess.
Okay.
What within is a giant mess.
Because without wouldn't be a giant mess if within weren't a giant mess.
So why don't you fix what is within and what is below?
Your below is: are you physically attractive?
Are you in shape?
Do you have style?
Like, do you have a nice car?
Like, the base levels, the animal levels of attraction.
You sorted that out because if you're all messed up on the low levels and you're all messed up within and you get a wife, Well, guess what?
You need to, like the, Yoda is constantly telling Luke Skywalker, get the basics right.
Get your footwork, learn the drills, do the basics right.
Don't try and do the high-level shit until you've got the basics.
Let's see here.
Making Boring Lives Interesting00:06:35
Be the person worthy of the person you want to attract.
Divination is of the devil, it'll lead you astray.
Um, it it can if you're being narcissistic.
So can Christianity.
Look at the Protestants.
Magic is about increasing your responsibility, not decreasing your responsibility.
Butterfly ballerinas, she's not totally wrong.
If you if you try and get something for nothing, well, that's called a credit card, you pay for it.
But if you finance a car, that's a different matter.
MPDX, I'm just glad you're back, brother.
Tom Johnson says, it feels lame trying to reenact the myths when aesthetically speaking, our lives are so lame in comparison.
Make them not lame.
So, what was it, three years ago?
Three years ago, I found a Bigfoot footprint.
That really blew my mind.
What would make your life non-lane?
What is lame about your life?
What do you want to achieve?
do you want to do?
I assure you my life is not lame.
My job is exhausting, but badass and dangerous.
And my free hours are interesting.
They're mentally challenging.
You know, at least.
Later this week, I am going to go back into the mountains.
I am going to go look for Bigfoot.
I'm probably going to find something.
Two nights ago, I had an experience that was mind-blowing.
And my life is not boring.
My life is very tiring.
It's exhausting.
But it's not boring.
If your life is boring, then you should make it more interesting.
What are you altering?
What are you offering on God's altar?
Actually, you know what?
I just bought Baldur's Gate 3 and have been wanting to play it, but I've been too damn tired.
Yeah, I might actually finish this bottle of whiskey and play Baldur's Gate 3 tonight.
If your life is boring, go back to the basics, nail those down, make it more interesting.
Scrolling back up here, I've not read Peterson's Grandmother Dream.
I have read it Young's Dead Child Dream.
I don't find that one offensive.
PGX 80 says, I look the same.
I don't actually, guys.
I actually do have some eye wrinkles.
They're kind of a mix between joy and sorrow, for the record.
I do look older than I used to, but I'm still carrying it well.
Reconciling Adam And Eve00:03:02
How do I reconcile Adam and Eve with evolution?
How do I reconcile Adam and Eve with Prometheus, Epimetheus, Pandora?
How do I deal with that with Pandora?
Pandora is the alternate explanation of the origin of humanity.
These are myths.
These are myths full of deep wisdom.
And you need to understand the deep wisdom.
You need to immerse yourself in the deep wisdom.
For a time, you need to completely believe in it.
And then you need to move past believing in it.
There is no Prisca Theosophia.
Theosophia.
There is no perfect truth.
Oh, and if it helps, the modern conception of evolution has been thoroughly discredited.
Evolution happens about 10,000 times faster than it should based upon random genetic selection.
We don't have all the answers.
The current scientific understanding of reality is not the ultimate scientific understanding of reality.
We've got some better guesses than they had 200 years ago.
And we should inform ourselves upon these guesses.
But don't design an entire social program based upon science that we just started believing in 20 years ago.
And we're going to disprove in five years.
Science is a tentative, aggregative process of understanding reality.
And it's very useful.
It's fantastic.
Religion leans more into the ancient myths that continually prove themselves true.
So believe in both.
Crucify yourself between the two opposites.
Be in both worlds.
Learn to be uncertain.
Learn to be imperfect.
Have faith in Christ, but be a sinner.
Is magic for the devil or God?
It's both.
Well, for okay.
Lucifer As A Role00:02:27
There is no devil in the Bible.
Lucifer is not a character in the Bible.
The term Lucifer only appears one time.
And it's by a Jewish prophet denouncing the high priest of Babylon.
The high priest of Babylon wasn't even calling himself Lucifer.
He was calling him the representation of the morning star, Venus.
And the Jewish prophet is calling him Lucifer sarcastically.
Satan is not a person.
Satan is a role, an occupation.
The name of this dream, every system requires a heretic.
Satan is the heretic to the established truth.
And you constantly need a Satan.
You constantly need an opponent.
And sometimes the opponent is Venus.
Sometimes it's Mars.
Sometimes it's Saturn.
Sometimes it's Jupiter.
Saturn likes being Satan.
Saturn is a really, really good Satan.
So is Venus.
Mercury?
Mercury's okay.
Mars and Jupiter, they're not the best Satans, but sometimes they are Satan.
You need an opponent.
You need an enemy.
You need a challenger.
Satan is not a character.
Satan is not a person.
Satan is a job.
All races do serve a purpose.
Some are better at some things than others.
If nothing else, they offer an alternative viewpoint on things.
Aleister Crowley Wisdom00:15:28
There's some moderately wise blacks.
They are very rare, and their wisdom hits the low IQ ceiling.
They can occasionally chime in with unique takes.
And they certainly are blessed when it comes to music and dancing.
Which, you know, maybe that sounds as condescending, but humans love music and dancing.
Like, as much as I dislike gangsta rap, I don't think it was entirely a controlled op that blacks have so thoroughly taken over the American music scene.
Like, it's not entirely black and white when it comes to race.
Pun intended.
I just acknowledge the difference and like to make fun of them.
Is that so bad?
No, bro.
Good lord.
making fun of is the best form of love let's see uh You know, at least, I don't know about Aleister Crowley, but at least he was interesting.
Like, if you're going to be evil, at least be evil like Aleister Crowley.
Okay?
Don't be evil like the guy that backstabs his buddy at work.
I mean, Alistair Crowley literally had his apprentice summon the spirit of Pan to possess him so that his apprentice would fuck Alistair Crowley in the ass.
so that he would abandon all ego so he could cross the void of nihilism.
Like, uh, based?
Alistair Crowley was a far out dude.
He was probably evil as shit.
Don't get me wrong, but at least he was interesting.
Let's see, Yadrash says, I'm pretty sure Jesus said not to use divination, didn't he?
Did he?
I mean, correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think he did.
Yeah, I still don't know where to stand on Candace Owens.
I don't.
I don't know.
I haven't paid enough attention.
I don't.
I don't care that much about what she's saying.
Oh, butterfly ballerina.
I'll be fine.
I had a conversation with two Bigfoots.
And I always go heavily armed.
I'll be fine.
I die at 97, okay?
Don't worry about me.
I don't know what Bigfoot is.
I think it's some sort of nature spirit, but it also leaves physical footprints, so that's weird.
Oh, yeah, so I got baptized in the Catholic Church ten years ago.
And I took the baptismal name of my grandfather and my great-grandfather and the Pope, which is Leo, but named after the saint that shattered chains.
You can call me Leo or Davis.
It's fine.
I'm going by Leo now because I've kind of, I made a conscious choice to break away from the left, right, male, female, manosphere stuff that I used to be involved with.
Leo and Davis are both my names.
You want to find Bigfoot?
You just got to look for him, man.
He likes the mountains.
Like, go out to the mountains.
Open up your chakras.
Listen for him.
You'll find him.
Oh, wait, is Dustin Cam...
Is that... Is that who I think it is?
Like, just be in town, brother.
We'll go find more Bigfoot footprints.
I don't think he likes your black girlfriends, though.
Um, alright, so PDX says magic and miraculous are the no, magic and the miraculous are the same thing.
But you can use them for either purpose.
You choose what you put on God's altar.
I would suggest a strong devotional life before you start messing with anything.
Use all of it to create glory.
Glory and integrity and honesty and depth.
create glorious things i mean okay yes alistair crowley was kind of a ding-dong but at least he was an interesting ding-dong I'll take an Aleister Crowley over Jeffrey Epstein any day.
Okay, so Ballerina says, Satan is God and man's enemy.
He hates God, he hates us, he hates great.
Yeah, but God needs somebody to do that.
Everything needs a shadow.
Every system needs a heretic.
I think God needs somebody to question him.
Let's see.
Tom Johnson says, I can imagine Young was up to some pretty strange Crowley and Shenaga's baton, except that Young was definitely dedicated to the good.
How did I find my day of death?
I just it just hit me.
Some of the things just hit me.
Some things I just know.
It's the same thing.
My cards are always true.
Ask Big Ally.
told him that he was having a son this time.
If he wrote the law, which I believe he did then, divination prohibition is just a given Well, no, reading a weather report is also divination.
I do like going by Leo.
But I respond to Davis as well, so it's fine.
Okay, so I think Dustin Cameron is who I think it is.
Oh, geez.
PDX, Eddie, the fallen angel stuff isn't what you think it is.
The Fallen Angel stuff is actually just due to Judaic racism against white people.
All right, good, wait.
We need to...
Bro, we need to hang out again.
We need to go find Bigfoot.
I talked to two of them.
They're sick of you dating black girls, by the way.
I think that's why they keep yelling at you every time you go out there.
I mean, I ain't your daddy or anything, but Jesus Christ.
Go knock up an Irish girl.
Bigfoot likes Irish girls, I think.
You can't open your chakras if you burn the coal.
Too bad, yeah.
Yeah, I had a conversation.
You know what?
I need to get base Jew here.
He was there for that, and he and I can sit down and describe our experiences.
Base Jew's actually a pretty decent person with a pretty clean soul.
I don't know.
I don't know how to be a righteous person.
I've made lots of sins in my life.
Base Jew has made a lot of sins.
Oh my god, I could tell you stories about this cocksucker.
But he's got a pretty clean soul.
I'll tell you that much.
Well, Jesus, Cameron, we'll go to the mountains together.
That's no problem.
I'm taking at least the next week off.
We're, what's that scary?
I.
Okay, so I opened up my chakras.
I said you were here, and that's when we heard the whistling.
And I was braced.
It was bracing.
It was, holy shit, is that actually fucking happening?
And Bass Jew felt the exact same way.
But scared?
No, not scared.
Shocked.
Shocked is the correct.
That would be the correct term.
We had a conversation with them, and it was very weird.
I owe you the full story told properly and told with Bass Jew.
The first time I found Bigfoot footprints was with Dustin Cameron.
And when I saw the Bigfoot footprint, it's on my Discord, by the way.
Or not my Discord, my substack.
The pictures are on my substack.
I wish the contrast was better.
They're hard to see, but it was 100% a Bigfoot footprint.
It was not a human footprint.
It was very shocking to me.
Cameron, have you tried opening up your chakras and talking to them psychically?
Like, they respond psychically.
I don't have the photo handy.
Yeah, go to my substack.
It's a recent post.
It looked female.
It looked very female to me.
It was missing the big toe.
It was a left footprint.
The time I met them, and I met two of them up on the ridge, they were both whistling at me and Bass Jew.
And yes, it was telepathic.
And I don't know quite what they are.
I think they're actually a nature spirit.
The native legends of Bigfoot don't align with the modern conception of Bigfoot.
I think they're...
I actually think they're a Western introduction to North America.
Though I don't know.
But yeah, based you and I, we had a psychic conversation where they whistled at us.
And then we kind of ran, like, we didn't even know what to say to Bigfoot, right?
What do you say to Bigfoot?
And then slowly the whistles receded into the distance.
And when they were gone, all of a sudden, all the bird chirps and the insects, they all appeared in the environment again.
We hadn't even noticed how quiet things were until the Bigfoots were seated.
We hadn't even noticed how quiet things were until the Bigfoots receded.
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And we were utterly shocked by it.
Utterly shocked.
It was quite bracing.
Tom, you're not wrong about opening your chakras, but, like, you do need a grounding in things.
You do need a grounding in who you are.
You need to grounding.
Let's put it this way.
If a 16-year-old does cocaine, that's a terrible idea.
A 26-year-old does cocaine, not as terrible of an idea.
I can't say that I've ever seen a UFO.
I've seen some strange lights in the sky, but who knows what those were?
Oh, geez, PDX Eddie, I don't know what that is.
One of Roll's stories was of a boy, a BF luring someone out into the tundra via mind control.
Hey, so don't get don't get lured into places that you don't have control over.
I go out heavily armed.
Folks, I should shut down the stream.
Bigfoot.
Oh, BF.
Bigfoot.
Now keep being weird.
Keep being weird.
Keep being responsible.
Keep being interesting.
Offer righteous things on God's altar.
We need more Jedi Knights.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
Alright, any final questions?
Alright, Cameron.
You and I can chat after this.
Wait to find me.
Um, I think we should make ally with Bigfoot.
That's why I'm going out to the hills when I go out.
I am trying to make ally with Bigfoot.
Try to understand what Bigfoot is, show respect to him, and build an alliance.
Religion is the training wheels.
Nail the base forms.
Like, get your base shit sorted out.
Are they hostile?
Did they approach?
Uh.
Dustin Cameron has had some hostile experiences with Bigfoot.
I have not.
When I was with Dustin Cameron, they didn't speak to us, but we did.
they were chill yeah you know in in empire strikes back where yoda says what's in there oh only what you bring with you Bigfoot responds to what you bring with you.
The funny thing is, based you and I have a lot of sins in our conscience.
But when we go into the woods, we're honest warriors.
It's really hard to explain.
They're hostile if you have unacknowledged sins.
For what sense that makes Greg Leveck says, I'm honestly worried for your safety.
Ever thought about a good mental health hospital?
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Oh, shit.
Oh, brother, I am.
I'm quite boringly sane.
I'm largely at peace these days.
I work hard.
I see the young kids I'm working with, and I try to understand them.
Don't you worry about me, I...
I would pass any psychological evaluation you care to subject me to.
I know Cameron, so...
By the way, I need to look up that job offer.
I haven't been ignoring it.
I've been working.
Actually, you know what's really interesting?
Um.
Missing Enigma.
Check out Missing Enigma on YouTube.
I really enjoy this guy.
And his latest video, he is a major skeptic, which you should be.
But his latest video involves a psychic that totally predicted a lot of shit.
Let's see.
Tom Jones.
Tom Johnson says, do you still have any hardship, grief?
Schopenhauer said, like, life swung between pain and board.
Oh, brother, when I say I can transmute lead into gold, that involves a lot of lead.
It involves a lot of lead.
It involves a lot of difficulty.
I've been working my ass off since December 18th.
I've barely had any days off.
That's why I haven't been making very many videos.
I'm taking two weeks off.
I've been working my ass off.
And things are slowly coming together.
So yes, I've got tons of hardship and grief.
But it's worth it.
What about Mothman?
I'm pretty sure Mothman was just some teenagers that saw a barn owl.
And then it got blown up to a huge thing.
I don't think Mothman is anything.
I see no reason to believe that Mothman is anything whatsoever.
And I didn't think Bigfoot was either until I found the footprints.
And then six months later, I had a conversation with him.
So, yeah, there is, guys, there's weird shit out there if you want to find it.
You gotta be an interesting person, though.
So go be an interesting person.
I think this has been too long of a live stream.
Oh, geez.
compared to losing parents, friends, pets.
Yeah.
I really miss Space Dog.
She was such a good girl as for friends, you're supposed to find a woman and make children with her.
And your children are your new friends.
What did Bigfoot say?
No.
Not a lot.
i mean what the hell do you even ask bigfoot i got the definite impression that bigfoot doesn't bigfoot has an understanding of privacy that they don't even really like being seen by one another They.
It's kind of like for us going to the bathroom.
Right?
Like, nobody likes being watched while they're in the bathroom.
Bigfoots are like that 24-7.
They're extremely private.
Even from one another.
The most you guys are a small family group.
And yeah, Danger Dog was amazing, too.
I'm a danger dog.
I'm still trying to learn more about Bigfoot.
It's an ongoing quest of mine.
I mean, it's still crazy to me that they're real.
Like, it blows my mind that they're real.
Yeah, Tom Jones, you're not wrong, but you aren't all those things, so.
So I'm still primarily focused upon making money, but I might have met my wife.
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We'll see.
We'll see how it turns out.
And Cameron, why don't you come over here?
We'll get a bottle of whiskey and then we'll do a live stream together.
It's not as Sisyphean as you think.
One of the great things Indians have done for us is turn white girls racist.
Anyway, we are out of things worth saying.
God, I love you guys.
But we need to shut this down.
Carpre futurum tenitriatum.
Guys, be weird.
Be interesting.
Be faithful.
Deus volt.
Be the best type of Christians you possibly can be.