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Oct. 28, 2021 - Davis Aurini

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20211022 And the Gyre Widens

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	Good evening, folks.
	How are all of y'all doing out there?
	That was MegaCorp, the final lap, which you can find on New Retrowave's YouTube channel.
	And we are here with another live stream.
	The topic of which is, yeah, the Guyer is widening.
	The Guyer is widening.
	I do want to transition to talking about some bit more light-hearted topics as the stream goes on.
	But well, I guess we've got to start where we're going to start.
	Whew.
	It's chilly in my place, and so I'm wearing a new shanka.
	But I find that if I have it covering my ears, it creates a weird resonance in my head, and that's no good.
	So, glad to have you with me.
	How are y'all doing?
	Leave some comments, and the topic.
	So I really got sparked thinking about all this because of Donald Trump's new Facebook that he's released.
	Which I'm really not interested in.
	I don't know, maybe everyone else is going to be interested, and I'll join in two years once it blows up or whatever.
	Interesting rumor going around, rumor, claim, statement that the software running it is based upon Mastodon, which is, I'm not really familiar with it.
	It's like an open source Twitter, host your own Twitter sort of a thing.
	Neat idea.
	Don't really know what it is.
	But Donald Trump was basing his off of the software from that.
	And part of the license agreement for running that open source software is that you make your code open source to the developers.
	Something like that.
	I'm not a computer scientist.
	And apparently, this means that Donald Trump is in violation of his team is in violation of it.
	Turner and Hooch, Soilenial, glad to have you.
	And thank you very much to Rourke for following.
	Yeah, now Fox Day had some harsh words to say about that, that it's abundantly evident that the MAGA movement has no idea how technology works.
	And quite frankly, Donald Trump had plenty of time to deal with the big tech company censorship while he was president, and he didn't do anything.
	Now I know, I know my buddy Big L, who has just left the city, and he won't be coming back for a few years.
	I'm going to miss him.
	But he did leave me a box full of liqueurs.
	So I'm going to be periodically experimenting with drinks during this live stream.
	Right now I'm drinking vodka with some Le Moncellot, some sort of lemon liqueur.
	It's kind of good.
	It's not too shabby.
	But yeah, he's a fan of Donald Trump.
	I'm you know, I agree with Vox Day.
	He was the best president since the man on the $20 bill.
	But he was still awful.
	And thank you.
	Speaking of lemons, thank you very much for the Lemon Turner and Hooch.
	He had plenty of time to deal with the tech censorship while he was president.
	Instead of building a wall, he could have just enforced the immigration laws on the books and reduced the number of legal immigrants as opposed to increasing it.
	Which actually, you know what?
	The immigration thing kind of relates to what I'm talking about with the Geyer, which I'll be getting to.
	But you know, it's like just to clarify again, I'm not anti-immigration.
	I'm anti-the entire population of the country being doubled in 10 years because that's not immigration, that's a multicultural invasion.
	That's a destruction of the social norms, destruction of the culture of the country.
	There's nothing good about that.
	There's no justification.
	It's not magic soil.
	It's the culture that makes the country great.
	And if you double the population, you dilute the culture so much you've got nothing left.
	Not to mention that it's a huge brain drain on the countries they're coming from.
	Here's the idea.
	Let's take the developing world and take the highest IQ, highest educated people in those countries and transport them to North America.
	Let's see how that turns out.
	Ow.
	This free speech platform.
	So my immediate question when I found out, because I'd heard about it, wasn't really paying attention, and then it launched the other day.
	I'm like, okay, what are you not allowed to discuss on that website?
	Because if it's a free speech platform, then you're allowed to discuss everything.
	And you're allowed to discuss everything on Gab, and we all know what they call Gab.
	Will you be able to discuss a particular minority group who has major supremacist tendencies to them?
	Will you be able to discuss some offensive passages in religious texts aside from Christianity?
	And as you can see, I'm tiptoeing around these topics.
	By the way, I found out recently that you can stream on Odyssey.
	And oh, look, we got 19 people here.
	I know it's really hard for you guys to keep track of me, for me to tell you where to find me, all of that.
	I know it's freaking terrible.
	But I found out you can stream on Odyssey.
	And from what I gather, this is according to Devon Stack.
	D-Live was opening it to everybody to get the user base, and they're probably going to be kicking everybody off.
	They're not a genuine free speech platform.
	Odyssey seems like it is.
	And besides, I have a few videos up there anyway, so you know, here, I'm going to toss the link in there.
	I think next week, if I can figure it out, in time for next week, we will be streaming on Odyssey.
	Hey, oh, Pinkerton's ghost.
	By the way, Pinkerton's ghost, go check him out on Twitter.
	In fact, let me get his Twitter out there because I am going to be doing a narration of my SCP article for his Halloween stream.
	Which, by the way, could you toss out when the Halloween stream is?
	And I will likely jump on a call with him as well.
	Anyway, yeah, he does a go check him out.
	Check him out.
	But yeah, it looks like 31st, 6 p.m. Central Time.
	So that's going to be next Sunday, guys.
	And I will be jumping on for a little bit.
	Probably.
	Probably.
	He might be really backed up with nothing but horror stories.
	We're still figuring out.
	I don't want to put words in his mouth, but there we go.
	6 PM till midnight, the 31st.
	And hey, maybe I'll wear my Darkwing Duck with Pants outfit.
	Why not?
	Anyway, back to the topic at hand.
	How much free speech is allowed on this free speech platform?
	Horror stories.
	You know, horror stories are literally like cheerful compared to this dreary, slow grind in towards death that we have right now.
	My God, so who's that?
	What is that guy?
	What is that guy's name?
	Nicokado Avocado.
	Nicokado Avocado.
	Do you guys know who this is?
	You heard of this guy?
	I guarantee you've seen him.
	I made the mistake of looking him up on Know You're Mean.
	Should I tell you why I was looking?
	I should tell you why I was looking him up on Know Your Meme.
	So a friend of mine has a broken vagina and she sent me a picture of it.
	And it was not wasn't a sexy pick, but she's like a sister to me anyway.
	But what it was, it looked a lot like the shoop de whoop meme.
	So I sent her that because I was pretty sure she didn't know what that was and I thought it would irritate her a little bit.
	Irritate her and distract her from her broken vagina.
	So I sent her the shoop de whoop meme.
	And then in the corner, there's Nicokado Avocado.
	I know that's the irony.
	Avocados are actually really healthy for you.
	The crazy thing about Nikokado is that he used to be a really good looking guy.
	Like it's like really like just skinny, cute, fantastic looking guy.
	And then he became a professional YouTube eater.
	And so now he sits down in front of this mass of fast food.
	It's just disgusting.
	Like he took a bunch of French fries from McDonald's and took the Thousand Island dressing that they use on the Big Macs and squirt that on them and just was eating the big slimy greasy mess.
	About a year ago he was famous because he'd occasionally lose control of his bowels while recording himself eating disgusting amounts of food Rark, thank you for subscribing.
	Is this what you subscribed for?
	But now the most recent news about him is that he got so fat that his fatness broke three of his ribs before and after YouTube.
	Not even once, folks, not even once.
	But honestly, I was looking at this guy and I was thinking, man, look, this is just this is good lord, we're just descending straight into hell, aren't we?
	Like the like people just this is a suicide.
	This is like it's not even like it's gluttony without the sexy part.
	Alright?
	Like an actual glutton.
	There's a sexiness to gluttony.
	There's a sexiness to eating cake every once in a while, to eating avocado oil, avocado toast.
	Glad to have you, Laramie Hirsch.
	Perfect diamond.
	Alright, the same thing.
	There's a sexiness to lust.
	There's, you know, you could do this for pride, right?
	There's a sexiness to a guy that, like, um actually you know what?
	Rick from Rick and Morty.
	Smartest man in the world?
	Except he's puke is constantly drooling from his mouth.
	It's like we've taken the seven deadly sins and removed all the sexiness.
	Lust is now just these anonymous hookups on Tinder.
	Pride is some smarmy old man with puke dribbling from his mouth, who just insults everybody all the time.
	And gluttony is eating awful fast food until you get so fat you break three ribs when you used to be incredibly good looking Public Frog says I only buy mayonnaise that's made from avocado oil.
	I got bad news, public frog.
	There is rapeseed oil in that stuff usually usually, but I like to buy it as well.
	Picture sent.
	You don't need sexiness, people will do it.
	Just because it's like the difference between the, the sexy vampire, the Anne Rice vampire, and the and the Nosferatu, where it's just this, this pathetic wizened corpse that's preying upon the young and the innocent just to maintain its existence.
	Oh hey, baby boomers, my god, it's just.
	Yeah, this is the world we're in folks, this is the.
	I mean, maybe you should go look up this guy just to motivate you to do some push-ups.
	But no, this is...
	This is sort of related.
	What was I was talking about?
	The guy, the guy and the free speech platform, where I think we can all assume that Trump's associates won't allow certain types of speech on his platform.
	But the big one that I was thinking about was the trainer question, because I think I can talk about that one fairly safely on this channel, on this platform, especially since I have.
	I am an avowed supporter of the Trans movement, especially the cute ones.
	But that being said, So I'm just kind of sitting back right now.
	Right?
	I'm not I'm not picking aside in this battle because it's just a battle spiraling out of control.
	Forces of order on one side, forces of chaos on the other.
	And I'll elaborate a little bit on my perspective.
	It's that and actually like order chaos, it's like not the best labels for it, maybe.
	It's left brain, right brain.
	It's it's logical thinking versus holistic thinking.
	And by the way, we evolved these two brains so that you know our ancestors like the one brain would focus on what was right in front of us, where's the food that we can eat, while the other brain would be scanning the entire environment and getting a feel for the energy of the place.
	So we have one brain that would look and see a predator, and we have another that would just be scanning the whole environment and notice that the birds stop chirping and suddenly get a little bit freaked out.
	And ordered thinking has its limits.
	Mathematics is unable to prove itself.
	And the categories we assign to things are fuzzy at the edges.
	Even with really, really hard categories, right?
	Like male, female is a pretty hard category.
	And yet it's fuzzy.
	In a pure biological sense, you have intersex people as one of the fuzzy exceptions to the rule.
	You also have androgenic women, and you have very pretty men like Nicocato Avocado before he started eating McDonald's.
	So there's this blurriness right in there.
	And the same way that we need both the left brain and the right brain in our heads, we need the order and the chaos in society.
	We need the people that are out there experimenting with things.
	This goes right back to, I know, Gurgle's incompleteness there.
	Reeney's talking about Gödel's incompleteness theorem again.
	It doesn't just apply to mathematics.
	Like, if something so incredibly profound applies to mathematics, it applies to any logical system that we have.
	And one of the consequences, one of the consequences of Gurgels' incompleteness theorem is that even if we lived in the perfect society, so we happened to be born in the perfect society where all of the tax code was perfect,
	and all of the laws were perfect, and all of the gender roles were perfect, and we'd...
	the school system had been broken down in what like five subjects, eight subjects, seventeen subject, we found the perfect divisor of subjects.
	That's lovely, Orabil.
	Mm.
	Laramie, you nailed it.
	I'm going to get to that.
	Even if we were in the perfect society, we would have no way of knowing that.
	Because a jar can't contain itself.
	No system of reason, of predicate logic, can confirm that it is true.
	It all starts with an axiom.
	And so even in the perfect society, we would need people that were breaking the rules to test those rules.
	As Laramie said, innovation is the result of a society that has order and stability so that we can have chaos.
	We need both of those elements.
	And yeah, it's true.
	Most of the people that are doing the chaos thing are doing the experimental thing or doing the entrepreneurship thing.
	99% of them are wrong, but it's the 1% that are right.
	So people that deny the gender conventions.
	We need these people.
	We really, really need the weirdos.
	But just as much as we need the weirdos, the weirdos need the order.
	And we currently have this, like the, every, like we have legislated chaos at this point.
	Everything is chaos.
	So we now have a transgender general, four-star general in the American forces.
	Yeah, it's got the Chinese shaking in their boots.
	I don't think I need to justify the fact that the military is one of society's storehouses of tradition and order.
	Admiral.
	Oh, hey, you know, public frog, in the army we like things tight.
	In the navy, they like things loose.
	Four-star admiral.
	Not even like a not even not even like one of those porn trannies either.
	just an abomination.
	Like, I don't even want to call it a tranny.
	It's just an absolute abomination.
	And so we are cracking down, then the military needs to be a source of order and stability for society.
	Like you really don't want soldiers that don't follow the rules.
	So one of these things we figured out thousands of years ago, that those most capable and willing to do violence also need to be the most disciplined and orderly.
	You want violence to be as predictable as possible, basically.
	And we just made an admiral out of somebody who embodies belligerent chaos.
	Then you've got the, Stephen Crowder was talking about this, and he got knocked off of YouTube for a week.
	So I'm going to be a bit circumspect.
	I think you all know about it already.
	You know that slippery slope fallacy that all the Conservatives were making about the washroom issue?
	We don't say bathroom in Canada, that's rude.
	I don't want to imply that you're such a filthy creature that you need to bathe yourself.
	You're just going to wash your hands in there.
	Well, yeah, it happened.
	Somebody alleging to be a transsexual went and interfered with a child.
	And so, oh boy.
	So like the slang term on 4chan these days is trunes.
	Referring to referring to the shills that come and try and usurp every thread or try and start stupid threads.
	Right?
	Like if you go to a 4chan poll and you see a thread, why are women like this?
	And it brings up some stupid thing that annoying girls on TikTok do.
	That's probably a trune.
	That is probably somebody that they're just trying to distract you and waste your time and get you to complain about women, not so you can solve any problems, but just so you can hate women a little bit, and so that women feel hated.
	And so trunes, it doesn't exclusively mean tranners, but tranners are a huge part of it.
	It basically means any of these any of these people trying to subvert our conversations that aren't like us in some sort of manner.
	Can't say what I really mean.
	And so there's developed a huge, it's funny, actually, because like 4chan ten years ago, it's like all the tranner porn on B, which was excessive.
	But now it's like every other thread is, you know, go kill yourself.
	And I'm seeing the exact same thing happen with conservatives in general.
	As recently as two or three years ago, the whole Tranner thing didn't really come up with conservatives.
	But now it comes up all the damn time.
	Because there's supposed to be this respect between order and chaos.
	It's like that line in the wire where his name Maloney?
	I can't even remember.
	Where the Irish cop, the drunk Irish cop, he goes on about how there's this, you know, there's this law about no drinking in public.
	But in the black communities, like after work, they just wanted to sit on their front step and have a beer and chat with their neighbors, which was technically illegal.
	And the cops didn't want to enforce it, but it was technically illegal.
	And then there's a brilliant good Samaritan came up with the fantastic idea of putting his bottle of beer in a paper bag.
	And so the cop walked by and says, I don't know what he's drinking.
	He's probably drinking pop.
	I'll leave him alone, because I don't want to bother that guy.
	And that's the detente between order and chaos.
	Like order must order everything, but it knows it can't.
	And so order will look the other way when chaos is up to chaos.
	And if order goes into chaos's territory, it just expects that it's not going to get mugged and that, you know, the world won't go upside down, but it accepts it in chaos's territory.
	And so we maintain this fragile peace between the two, because they can never agree.
	And we need both.
	And good lord, this is exactly this is exactly I did a video about this.
	Of course it's been taken down by now, but I did a video, oh, 2015 when the whole this was when they started passing laws about who was allowed in the washroom, but the laws had no penalty.
	Interesting, isn't that?
	All these right-wing conservative states were passing laws saying no trainers in the bathroom, but the penalty for disobeying that was zero.
	It was literally a toothless law.
	And I pointed out in my video that the reason we have men's and women's rooms, it's not to protect anybody from normal people, from people that under it's to protect us from insane people, schizophrenic people.
	Like it's a fairly arbitrary rule.
	Like we do the same things in the washroom, presumably.
	There isn't really any good reason.
	Like we've got stalls with the doors that close.
	Why do we need separate washrooms?
	Adult men and women could use the washroom together, right?
	If you're in a Starbucks, and like, you know, Starbucks, they only have one seat in the restroom.
	You go to Starbucks and the men's room is busy.
	It's like, you know, knock on the ladies' room.
	Do you want to stand there like a creep breathing heavily while there's a guy in the guy?
	Or just use the women's room.
	It's the exact same water closet.
	And yet we feel that hesitation.
	oh, I hope they don't think I'm being creepy.
	It was to protect us from the schizophrenics.
	Because the schizophrenics, like, rules like that, they treat them like platonic solids.
	But what's been happening is that the, the Tranner thing has become a, it's a, oh my God, Tyre.
	No, not Tyre.
	Just, East of Greece.
	Trojan War.
	Trojan, Trojan Horse.
	It's become a Trojan horse for demonic insanity.
	Like, before this demonic insanity in the Trojan horse of Tranners showed up, men would use the men's room, women would use the women's room.
	If one was super busy, we'd pop into the other.
	And Tranners would use the one that they were comfortable with.
	And it was such an almost never happened issue, and the Tranners were super polite, a little bit embarrassed, you know, it's like I'm not trying to be weird, I'm just trying to whatever.
	It wasn't a new shit.
	We had the rule and we had the exceptions.
	And everybody understood that.
	And the guy that was out on a day pass from the sanitarium didn't wind up walking in on a room full of naked little girls.
	Tranner is one of the Trojan horses.
	And I'm going to reiterate again.
	There are people, a very small number of people that are on the fringe where the gender identities, body is more, whatever, they really don't fit into your standard categories very well.
	And those people are not the problem.
	Roughly one out of 50 people are homosexual.
	And it's about one out of fifty of them that are trans.
	So you're talking one out of twenty five hundred people.
	So let's say let's say you went back to ancient Babylon, not Babylon, Sumeria.
	Ancient Sumeria, the first city at its height.
	Right after the deluge, the Atlanteans moved north and met the Assyrians, the ones speaking the Semitic people.
	And we got this weird Sumerian language that was half Atlantean and half Semitic.
	I'm pretty sure those are the Atlanteans, by the way.
	In the city of Sumer, at its height, you would have had four transsexuals.
	10,000 people, four transsexuals.
	It's like finding a transsexual is like finding somebody that can make you plus one armor in a D and D game.
	Pretty damn hard to do.
	And those are the ones.
	I'm on their side, man.
	I'm on their side.
	Keep being weird.
	We need weird.
	But these days you can't swing a dead cat without hitting five trans people.
	Yeah, I posted this joke on Facebook that this year, instead of decorating for Halloween, I'm just going to post an ad.
	At the local high school, looking for a half dozen or so soft humans who are all gender queer with murder paraphernalia and too socially awkward to ask for an extra order of ranch dressing at a restaurant.
	I want them to just stand on my front lawn and text one another, and that will scare the crap out of people.
	I wrote in my article a while back about the story of how the pharmaceutical, not the pharmaceutical, the beautician industry.
	I can never remember what the name for that is.
	Well, makeup industry was trying out a new marketing campaign in Brazil where they're trying to market beauty as a commodity.
	Restructure beauty not as something innate or a product of good function, but something that you can merely purchase.
	And it worked like wildfire.
	All of a sudden, cosmetic surgery boomed, but not just cosmetic surgery, also transsexualism.
	Because suddenly all these men that were pursuing female beauty now viewed beauty as something they could purchase for themselves and slap onto their body.
	You know, it's no different.
	Like, I know all of you guys, you've seen one of those stupid Honda Civics going around with the Mechano set spoiler on the back of it.
	As if, I mean, the irony is, sports cars actually are a consumer product that you can purchase.
	But these people don't want a sports car, they want a car that looks like a sports car.
	And so they purchased the Mechanoset spoiler to put on the back.
	Yeah, I once had a guy tell me I should get one of those black hoods for my car to make it into more of a sports car.
	And like I've always thought that those I those are fiberglass hoods, okay?
	From what I gather, the fiberglass is lighter than metal, right?
	Your metal hood, it weighs maybe 10 pounds, maybe 20 pounds.
	It's really big and awkward.
	I've changed a hood once.
	Huge pain in the ass.
	I don't recommend it.
	It's just big and awkward.
	Have a buddy to help you with that if you got to do it.
	But he thought they were just black hoods.
	That if you had a spoof, you got a black hood for your sports cards.
	It's cool.
	That's exactly the same as a lot of these people purchasing that trainer identity in Brazil.
	It's absolutely phenomenal.
	How few people are actually controlling our public discourse.
	Again, the actual trainers, one out of 2,500 people.
	And they have about as much community as diabetics do.
	Actually, I think this is a fantastic metaphor.
	Because I've got a friend who's type 1 diabetes.
	That used to be called childhood diabetes, and type 2 was adult onset diabetes.
	But then kids start getting type two because we were feeding them all sorts of garbage.
	She's type one.
	And there's a little bit of a diabetic community.
	Because first of all, you got all have these similar health challenges.
	Figuring out what you can eat, looking at the different treatment options, discussing this.
	You have when you're a patient, you need to have self-advocacy.
	Right?
	You need to stand up for yourself to the doctors.
	And having this group helps them do that.
	And so there's a little bit of a community, but it's not like they go for picnics every weekend.
	No, they just have like forums, discords where they chat about all of this stuff.
	And then all the fat people started rolling in with their McDonald's burgers and their type two diabetes.
	And there's a major difference between type one and type two.
	Because type one people are typically obsessed with health, right?
	Because they have to be.
	If they don't pay really good attention to their health, they might die.
	So they tend to be in really, really good shape.
	Whereas the type two s are the exact opposite.
	They got diabetes because they don't care about their health.
	And a very similar thing seems to have happened to the Tranner movement.
	Originally, you had the real weirdos, right?
	And God bless the weirdos.
	But now it's become a consumer product that everybody's binging on, and so now everyone and their kid six sister, they're all gender queer these days.
	It's like you're not gender queer, you just listen to too many sociology lectures.
	By the way, fun fact, I gotta brag about this.
	So my got a friend's sister who up until this year was radical, radical left.
	This year she's been getting red pilled super hard.
	In fact, she's even been saying things, I'm like, that sounds like something I said five years ago.
	And yeah, it really does.
	She says the sort of things that I can't say on D Live.
	Anyway, this girl went to one of her sociology professors in Britain, I believe, and mentioned my name, and her sociology professor knew who I was and hated me.
	I might not make much money doing this, but when PhDs know my name and hate me, oh, good lord, that's something to be proud of.
	Yeah, like, I know, wow, I knew that my name's been mentioned at libertarian conferences.
	I know that psychologists that have seen my work have approved.
	They said, like, it's obviously he doesn't have a formal degree in psychology, but he knows what he's talking about.
	But, yeah, sociologists, they hate me.
	Let's see.
	Laramie.
	Been a depressing, difficult few months.
	A lot of time spent with local organizing, anti-mandate.
	Oh God, it's and keep resisting the lockdowns, guys.
	The moment we stop resisting is when they get really tyrannical.
	Okay, people like this don't back off when you give them what they want.
	These people are so desperately looking for a demon to slay.
	Like they're looking everywhere for a Nazi.
	The moment you start resisting them, they'll really get cranked up.
	They're not going to be happy until they find somebody to torture to death.
	So, okay, so here's what's...
	The question is, you got the regular trainers who are weird but fun.
	And they're mostly just trying to do their own thing.
	They're not trying to be part of some huge social movement.
	Unless if it's something like Occupy Wall Street.
	Occupy Wall Street was set up by a bunch of trannies originally before it got fucked.
	It was the trannies that set it up attacking Wall Street as a left-wing complement to the Tea Party.
	And then it got taken over by the progressive stack, who are, in this case, this would be the type 2 diabetes people.
	These are the people who consume ideology like it's a consumer product.
	There was an infiltration, recently reported, where one of the Anons managed to weasel his way into some of these radical left groups.
	The ones that are constantly doing political activism.
	And the results, I read this on the last stream.
	They're just sad, lonely, broken, perverted people.
	They're unemployed.
	They're of course they've all adopted, like 60% of them have adopted the whole Tranner thing.
	They're not really transsexual anymore.
	They're really into cannibalism porn.
	Like, no, you weren't, like, some people are just born, like, I like the small breastuses, right?
	I just like the small breastuses.
	What can I say?
	Big ones are all right.
	I like the small ones.
	It's just something genetic about it.
	Nobody's genetically into cannibalism porn.
	You've just stared into that abyss too many times.
	They're alienated from their families.
	They're unemployed.
	They're living in awful basement apartments.
	And without the internet, these people would just, they used to be that weird shut-in down the street.
	But nope, these people are extremely, extremely active.
	These are the ones putting together the Trojan horse, and transsexualism is just the avatar for it.
	When really it's just hatred and anger at society for them being a weird shut-in.
	When they were never a victim, they chose to be a shut-in.
	Plenty of people have reached out and tried to lift them up.
	They chose the shut-in life.
	That's the thing, guys.
	On the internet, nobody knows that you're a dog.
	There's this correlation I saw way back in the day.
	It was the correlation of methamphetamine use to the prevalence of conspiracy theories in society at large.
	Now, conspiracy theories might be true or false.
	Most of them are true.
	But people, most people don't believe in things.
	Only insane people like me believe in things because of evidence.
	Most people believe in things because of social consensus.
	And so the reason most people don't believe in conspiracy theories and the reason we call them conspiracy theories is because they're not mainstream beliefs.
	That's it.
	That's the definition of a conspiracy theory.
	A non-mainstream belief.
	Classic example, Earth is flat is now a conspiracy theory and used to not be a conspiracy theory.
	Earth is round used to be a conspiracy theory.
	So what's up with this correlation between amphetamine abuse and widespread belief in conspiracy theories?
	Well, quite simply, the internet allows amphetamine abusers to go online and you don't know that they're a dog.
	See, the amphetamines, amphetamines, they crank up your gain.
	So think of a radar.
	You got the radar boop, boop, boop.
	Like when you look around the room, you're not actually seeing the room all around you.
	You know what?
	I'm going to point this out.
	You might start doing it after I point it out.
	You're not actually listening to every single phoneme, I'm saying.
	You're hearing the words.
	But you know, every so often, like there will be a radio commercial where the announcer forgets to use a phoneme.
	For instance, we have the word Toronto, and the guy on the radio commercial only said Oronto.
	He did not enunciate the T at the beginning.
	And I didn't notice the first 20 times I heard this commercial, but on the 21st I heard it, and I can't unhear it.
	every time the commercial comes on my hackles go up we have a when we scan the environment with our senses we have an extremely simple view of it a very cartoony view of it that our brain just interprets as being for what's the fancy term for tv these days High definition, whatever.
	It just interprets it as HDTV.
	It isn't.
	And amphetamines cause you to pay a lot more attention to things.
	This is why they're really good for studying.
	The downside is that when you start paying too much attention, well, the data you're receiving is inconsistent.
	You know, chances are that right now, as you're listening to me, you're sitting in a fairly dark place.
	It is later in the evening if you're catching this live.
	And if you look into the darker corner of the room, right?
	If I look into the, yeah, I've got this one corner that if I look at, it's shadowed enough that I can't actually clearly distinguish where the roof and the two walls meet.
	In fact, what really delineates the wall for me is a graphical artifact.
	The line, which should be the darkest where the two walls meet, looks lighter.
	And I've done enough screwing around in Photoshop to know what a graphical artifact is.
	And if I look at that corner in general, it's actually static and white noise that's just slightly whitish yellow tinted.
	But if I wasn't paying attention to it, my brain would smooth over all that excess data and say yellow wall.
	But if I look at it, it looks like a staticky moving fuzzy wall.
	And so these people that are abusing amphetamines constantly, like they never get down from them.
	Think about like we get drunk and we say, you know, man, tomorrow I'm going to walk up to my boss and tell him what I think.
	And then we sober up the next day and are like, you know what?
	Don't think I'm going to do that.
	The guy that's drunk all the time, that gets drunk every night.
	And he sobers up a little bit in the morning, but he's still got the drunk thoughts.
	That guy tells his boss what he thinks.
	He's always in drunk mode.
	And so the amphetamine abuser is always in gain mode to the point where they become obsessed with the static in the background and they start making stories out of all of it.
	They start making hallucinations out of all of it.
	And so these people pick up conspiracy theories the way a dog picks up ticks in the field.
	But then they go on the internet and you can't tell that they're a dog with a methamphetamine problem.
	And so they start spreading their ideas and you just think it's this guy that's had interesting insights in the past on the forum that you're on.
	And so you're listening to what he's saying.
	Well, if this guy believes in UFOs, I should believe in UFOs.
	It increases the it decreases the social cost, increases the probability that UFOs are true.
	And the exact same effect is happening with these weird radical lefties that are sitting in their basements, alienated from their families on government assistance, masturbating to the most weird and foul pornography you can even imagine.
	These people are going on internet forums and you can't tell that they're a dog.
	You think that they are a normal person, or at least a somewhat normal person, at least as normal as your incredibly handsome host.
	And Rourke says this is why the internet is dangerous.
	And you are bang freaking on.
	And so if you're wondering why are there trainers all over the place?
	These people.
	Because these people are out there normalizing it, and eighty percent of the population believes in things because it's socially acceptable to believe in things.
	Larry Hirsch says, I hate to say it, but it sounds like Jordan Peterson.
	Which sounds like Jordan Peterson?
	Do I sound or like I'm could you elaborate, please, my good friend?
	I disavow Vox Day because he doesn't believe in Atlantis.
	How dare he not agree with my schizophrenic rambling?
	Here's the crazy thing.
	Like if I had started the stream by saying I disavowed Fox Day because he doesn't believe in Atlantis, and then I talked semi-reasonably about it, that would have shifted your priors, like you guys in the audience.
	Right?
	And you guys aren't even like the 80% that believes whatever they're told, right?
	It would have shifted your opinion a little bit.
	And for all you know, I was doing acid.
	You can still speak coherently when you're on acid.
	I'm not on acid.
	I'm just drinking vodka and limonceillo.
	In fact, I'm done, and we're going to experiment with something.
	Oh, my description of geniuses who are actually on meth?
	Mmm.
	I know Fox Days made that accusation.
	I just think he's crazy like I am, honestly.
	But Marquette, we're going to try something now.
	We're going to try something.
	gonna wash the sugar out of the cup.
	Now, this is, uh, this might be awful.
	We're going to see that first.
	Some ice cubes, a cup has ice cubes.
	Now, I need another supply here.
	All right.
	So you've got ice cubes.
	We're going to do vodka.
	Because, I mean, that's the only base I have.
	Not about to follow up whiskey by mixing with things.
	We're going to do some vermouth.
	And to top it off, this is where you guys are going to be upset.
	A few black olives.
	And then some for me.
	Got it look.
	Holy shit, olives taste so good.
	And we're going to see if this ghetto martini is any good.
	Yeah, it's not bad.
	I might start drinking ghetto martinis just to piss out.
	Like, is that offensive?
	Is using black olives in a martini and having ice in your martini, it's neither shaken nor stirred.
	Is that offensive?
	Because I do like being offensive.
	What a disgusting drink.
	Ha ha ha ha!
	But I'm enjoying it.
	Although I do think a green olive would be better.
	Yeah, you know what?
	Black olives actually aren't strong enough tasting.
	I'm gonna put some extra black olives in it.
	These aren't even like proper olives, they're the sliced olives because I'm uh one of those burger Canadian people.
	Don't want to slice my own olives.
	Get the store to do it for me.
	Come for the pullet pontification, stay for the ASMR drink mixing.
	Jeez, you know, I didn't even intend to go here.
	But the stream just naturally went here.
	It goes back to that quote from A4, God rest his soul that with all the marketing technology we have, Different people are fighting to control the steering wheel and the gas pedal of this bus that we're all on.
	But nobody knows what the hell they're doing and the windows are all blacked out.
	The crazy thing is, the psychological warfare works just as well on the people doing it.
	It's like Frank Herbert said that psychological warfare is impossible because any psychological weapon that would be perfect, any truly effective psychological weapon would work, it would be like a double-edged blade with no handle.
	It would kill the wielder as well as the person they used it against.
	And isn't that exactly what we are seeing?
	The U.S. Navy in particular, Naval Intelligence.
	Oh, I haven't seen Dune yet.
	I have not seen the new Dune.
	I should check it out.
	Mike still has me on her Netflix.
	should see if it's on there but the naval intelligence has like this is just you know crazy old uncle leo the conspiracy theorist But there's so many goddamn connections between mind control operations and naval intelligence.
	The Navy, for whatever reason, seems to be particularly interested in mind control.
	For instance, the doors.
	The doors.
	Jim Morrison.
	Both of his parents were high level admiralty within the United States Navy.
	And I've just lots of other connections.
	Now maybe, I don't know if they're still in, they're probably still interested in it.
	Tons and tons of psychological operations in the US Navy.
	And now, all right, we have a four-star admiral who is a product of psychological operations.
	Physician, heal thyself.
	Yeah, I read a report.
	I think I read it about a year or so ago.
	I read it, and it just struck me as par for the course, and I kind of dumped it.
	Maybe I should go, you know, if I had one criticism of Alex Jones, it's that he makes mountains out of molehills.
	But you know, maybe if you live in the prairies, foothills are mountains to you.
	Anyway, I heard this report.
	The Canadian forces released false reports of ravenous wolves in Manitoba, I believe, just to see what the effect on the population would be.
	And I read about that a year ago.
	I'm like, well, that's deeply unethical, and they should be prosecuted, but they won't be, and it seems like pretty standard military intelligence operation.
	Seems like the sort of rat fucking that those rat fuckers would do.
	And so I just ignored it.
	Then my buddy Big L brought it up recently.
	Did you hear about that?
	They're doing like, yeah, they're doing psychological experiments on us, man.
	This is why I don't read the news.
	Number one way to protect yourself from psychological operations is do not read the news.
	And if you make the mistake of reading the news, ignore it.
	But yeah, these people, they are playing around.
	They're playing around with biological warfare.
	Here's the problem with biological warfare.
	Any single time it has ever been attempted, it has backfired on people.
	You cannot do biological warfare.
	It gets both sides sick, and psychological warfare is no different.
	The marketing companies, the military intelligence, just these psychological operations to manipulate people.
	But it manipulates them at the exact same time.
	The razor companies paid porn stars back in the eighties to start shaving their genitals.
	Because that way they could sell more razors when everybody else started shaving their genitals.
	Now, do you suspect for one minute that any of the executives at Gillette have a big hairy bush downstairs?
	It works on them as well.
	You know, the thing that's kind of worrying me, that's why I said the gyre widens.
	Guy Wide, that's from a poem, by the way.
	Why don't I read that poem?
	What is it?
	It's called the End of Days or Wedding Widens.
	Anytime I trust right brain to write something, right brain just screws it all up.
	Guy widens.
	Wedding and widens are only vaguely similar.
	The second coming, that's the name of it.
	Oh, look, it's purple because I've looked at it before.
	Turning and turning in the widening gyre, the falcon cannot hear the falconer.
	Things fall apart, the center cannot hold, mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
	The blood dim tide is loosed and everywhere the ceremony of innocence is drowned.
	The best lack off conviction while the worst are full of passionate intensity.
	Surely some revelation is at hand.
	Surely the second coming is at hand, the second coming, hardly those words out, when a vast image of spiritus mundi troubles my sight.
	Somewhere in sands of the desert, a shape with lion body and the head of a man, a gaze blank and pitiless as the sun is moving its slow thighs while all about it reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
	The darkness drops again, but now I know that twenty centuries of stony sleep were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle, and what rough beast its hour come round at last slouches towards Bethlehem to be born.
	Damn straight, Yeats Damned straight.
	I'm working on a similar musical piece right now with my good buddy there Turner and Hooch They'll be released soon.
	It's equally nonsensical but also about this stupid psychopath culture The gyre widens.
	This backlash against the troons, against the tranners.
	It worries, concerns, makes me feel apprehensive.
	I don't like things headed in that direction.
	And yet I certainly can't blame anybody for things headed in that direction Like we literally just had a kid molested because of the demands of chaos
	See, I come from a place where I don't like legislating morality.
	One of my early moral experiences was when I first joined the army.
	After you finished basic training, even when you were on course, you were allowed to go to the mess and drink and every so often somebody would show up drunk at formation in the morning and you know, we'd run them until they puked and they would learn their lesson.
	The only course that was a dry course was the driver wheeled course, because I mean, they didn't want to take any chances with drunk drivers.
	That's pretty reasonable.
	Maybe before the live fire machine gun shoot, you know, banning drinking the night before, that's reasonable.
	I don't even think anyone would complain about that.
	Like everyone would be too excited to shoot machine guns.
	Who wants to get drunk?
	I want to go to sleep so I can shoot machine guns.
	But after about five years, they started turning all the courses dry.
	Even senior level courses.
	So you got guys that are 25, 30 years old doing these courses, and they're dry courses.
	That just struck me wrong.
	It's like you treat people like children, they're going to act like children.
	The way to get better moral behavior is not to make it mandatory, it's to educate people, it's to look out for one another.
	You know what?
	If there was, like, if I were a master jack and there'd been problems on base with people showing up drunk when they were on course, I'd say to my troops, troopies, you're all trained soldiers, and you've got privileges at the mess.
	And there's nothing wrong with having a couple wobbly pops after the end of a long day.
	But I want you here in the morning ready to do work.
	And I also want you looking out for one another.
	Right?
	I don't want to be the one that comes down on you and tells you what to do.
	I want you all here sober.
	And so if one of your buddies is having a little bit too much, you help out your buddy.
	You look out for your buddy.
	And you say, no, buddy, put it down.
	You're not having anymore.
	Go tell the bartender, don't serve this guy anymore.
	He's got formation.
	Help one another out.
	Become responsible.
	That's how you build morality.
	And what's happening?
	Oh, God.
	Yeah, and yeah, Laramie, yeah, this is why this was on my mind.
	The exact same thing is going on with all these mandates.
	They are treating everybody like children.
	I'll tell you, it's absolutely shocking to me.
	I was at the mall the other day.
	I was picking up a oh, good lord, here, public service announcement.
	If you are in Canada and if you have some basic first aid, like it doesn't have to be current.
	If you know what you're doing with first aid, please go down.
	At least this is for Alberta.
	I don't know about the whole of Canada.
	Pick up a naloxone injection kit.
	They give these out for free.
	You go to your local pharmacy, you go to your local Safeway.
	It's not every single location, but it's most of them.
	And they give out free naloxone kits.
	And they last about four years.
	One of the problems with opioids is that they will shut down your lungs.
	Right?
	Like your heart will still be working, but they depress the lungs to the point where you can't breathe.
	Your lungs won't work.
	And you'll occasionally, and this actually happened to a friend of mine, ran across a woman that was laying in a bus shelter at the verge of consciousness because her lungs weren't working.
	And he had naloxone on him, and so he injected her, and naloxone kills the opioids.
	It's also, from what I understand, it's perfectly safe to use with anything else.
	Like if they're not on opioids, if it's some other problem, naloxone won't hurt them.
	These are free kits and you might save a life with them.
	So, if you're in Alberta, I don't know about the rest of Canada or America, but if you're in Alberta, they are free.
	If you know first aid, if you know how to do an injection, get a naloxone kit.
	You might save a life.
	are free anyway I'm sorry where was I Just a public service announcement.
	But yeah, they are treating everybody like children.
	Right, I was at the mall.
	That's what I say.
	I said at the mall, I had to pick up the naloxone kit.
	I had to get a driver's abstract.
	I did some grocery shopping.
	And also, just looked around a little bit.
	Not wearing a mask the whole time, nobody said a damned thing.
	Nobody said a damn thing.
	Break these rules, guys.
	Nobody says a damned thing.
	They are all cowed cowards.
	And by you not wearing a mask, by you disobeying these rules, you make them acknowledge their own cowardice, or you inspire them to heroism.
	All right, Bill Wentz, when are your fire teammates and you're handling machine guns the next day?
	That's the here's the thing: if your buddy is out of control, if he's drunk and out of control, then he's acting like a fucking child.
	You pick him up and you drag him home.
	There's a line.
	There's a line where you say he's got a right to behave like that.
	But other times, like, no, that's my buddy, and he's a little bit silly right now, and I'm going to look out for him.
	Anyway, that's how you handle it.
	You teach responsibility.
	Right?
	You look out for one another.
	learn to handle your drinks responsibly.
	Here's one thing you could do if you're drinking with your buddy and he's drinking too much is say, you know what?
	It's a late hour.
	I'm going to switch to water.
	I got to sober up.
	I got to drive home.
	Do you want me to get you a water too?
	That way you're not telling him what to do, but you're nudging him in the right direction.
	To quote Confucius, friendship is one of those weird relationships where there is no superior in it.
	Most of the relationships, there's a clear hierarchy, not friendship.
	Oh, gotcha.
	Public frog, I hate going a week without a drink.
	I can do it, but I really hate it.
	And a course is like four to six weeks.
	Like a guy shouldn't be able to have a couple of beers on a Friday night because on Monday he's going to be driving a truck.
	That's silly.
	Anyway, the point is, it wasn't about teaching moral behavior.
	It was about legislating moral error.
	Preventative moral error.
	And that's horseshit.
	And all of these mask mandates, all of this crap is very, very similar.
	We rely upon people to try and be hygienic with one another.
	Like if I'm sick, I might say, ah, good to meet you, sir.
	I'm not going to shake your hand.
	I've got a bit of a head cold right now.
	Don't want you to get sick.
	And that's a really good way of doing it if people are responsible.
	And as I said a year ago, we could have taken advantage of the panic to strengthen the culture of if you are sick, stay home.
	And bosses, if your employee is sick, don't bully them into coming to work.
	Let them have, don't give them one day off.
	Say, listen, you got a genuine head cold.
	You take three days off.
	You chill out and you get healthy.
	I don't want you coming back when you're half sick and making everybody else sick.
	Mandating a mask doesn't do shit.
	Encouraging responsible moral behavior does a lot.
	They're treating us like children.
	And when you treat people like children, you get children.
	And you know what, Laramie?
	You mentioned Jordan Peterson.
	One of the things Peterson points out is just how important responsibility is to everybody.
	There is nothing better in life than actually having responsibility over something.
	It's stressful.
	But like my one friend, Special Kay, her baby is just about a year old.
	She asked me to help her get another one.
	And I'm like, I mean, do you want me to buy your husband sexy underwear?
	Or because the other thing sounds inappropriate to me.
	And she said, no, you asshole, you're a Catholic.
	Pray.
	I'm like, I don't know if he listens to me, but I'll try.
	And she's loving it.
	She is having such a blast, and she is such a good mother.
	And Big L Big L's turning into quite the badass now that he's a father.
	They have meaningful responsibility.
	They're doing the most meaningful thing ever.
	And you know, there's something very manly about going out for a couple of drinks and then saying, Man, I would like to stay and shoot the shit all night.
	I would like to have about five more, but I got to shoot some machine guns in the morning.
	I'm headed back to barracks.
	Turner and Hooch says, responsibility sounds like ownership, and ownership is now forbidden.
	You'll have nothing and be happy.
	So these people that are disappearing into the nihilistic abyss, right?
	Nicocato Avocado being the perfect example of that.
	Just this is this sheer nihilistic, like you're not even being a sexy glutton.
	You're just a pathetic glutton who can't control his bowels and who got so fat you broke three ribs just from being fat.
	And he announced that on a video.
	And he was talking about, by the way, when you break a rib, I broke a rib once.
	I fell down a flight of stairs.
	Yeah, stairs and me don't get along.
	Stares, me, and alcohol don't get along.
	When you cough with a broken rib, it hurts.
	And see, I had only broken, like, I had a nice healthy break on the back.
	Right?
	A manly break from drinking whiskey.
	Walking downstairs to smoke a cigarette.
	He had three broken ribs from being fat.
	And he announced this on a video where he coughed and cried, and then he ate 20 tacos.
	Manny says, I feel so bad for Nico Avocado.
	I mean, I would like to feel bad for him, but like you feel bad for somebody that, I don't know, their girlfriend cheats on them, so they drink too much and they lose their job and they get evicted, etc.
	Did anything bad actually like it's like he did a face-first dive into the abyss.
	I feel horrified when I look at him.
	Like, it's not like he's eating somebody that eats because they were abused and they get fat and sick, you feel bad for that person.
	But I feel like with this guy, getting fat and sick is the goal, and eating is just the mechanism to achieve that goal.
	I'm glad you guys could share my sense of humor.
	Most people don't.
	This is why I have a dark sense of humor.
	You gotta in Clown World.
	No, no, Aura Bill, I'm with you on that.
	I think we're just speaking crosswise, is all.
	Like, you don't force your buddy, but you give him a shoulder to lean on sometimes.
	You direct your buddy towards the light, but you don't force your buddy.
	And he says he is gay.
	He might have been abused.
	Yeah, maybe.
	It could be, eh. I hope so.
	hope that this is a coping mechanism.
	I don't know. I really just No, I really just, I would like to be wrong, but I don't think this is a coping mechanism.
	It's not a cry for help.
	You know, I've seen this with social media before.
	There was this anorexic girl that would post these like quote-unquote sexy pictures of herself.
	Like this girl was just a skeleton.
	And she'd post these pictures of herself.
	The clothes would hang off her so you could, you know, see the sex organs and whatnot.
	Which is like, I can't even call it a pussy.
	It's a sex organ.
	When it's like that emaciated, it's a sex organ because it's just hanging out of the panties.
	And I was just hit with this revulsion of like this is a demon.
	This is not.
	There's a lot of anorexic girls that are suffering, okay?
	I'm not bashing anorexic girls.
	I'm not bashing people that overeat because of abuse.
	I'm just my gut instinct says he's not overeating or under eating and posting it on social media as a cry for help.
	In fact, there's far too many people that are wasting sympathy on him.
	No, no, he's doing it to scandalize you, to scandalize us.
	Oh, there's plenty of ways he could make money.
	He's gay.
	He could get into the rough trade.
	Plenty of money he could make just bottoming.
	Probably better money than YouTube as well.
	Or at least better bet than YouTube.
	I think it's darker than that.
	Peterson's description of being left alone in a padded room in a straitjacket was really emotional and powerful.
	Don't do benzodiazepines, folks.
	Yeah, actually, you know what?
	One of the things I will strongly disagree with Peterson on is benzos.
	Benzos are dark pharmacology.
	They are dark sorcery.
	The purpose, and yeah, and Laramie just wrote an article about this referencing Anne Barnhart.
	The purpose of the alchemist, the true purpose of alchemy is to transmute poison into the cure.
	All cures come from poisons.
	All wisdom comes from pain.
	And transmutation is the highest calling of the alchemist.
	Isn't it...
	It's so interesting.
	It's so interesting how, well, let me get to that in a second.
	There's a book, Psychology Under the Influence.
	It's the title of the book.
	Excellent book.
	Under the influence of materialism is what sorry, psychiatry under the influence.
	Psychiatry is one of the names for alchemy.
	Alchemy is absolutely fundamental to our nature as physical beings.
	Like God made us to be affected by alchemy.
	Even like there, they're actually, guys, do you?
	There is no line between what is a drug and what isn't a drug.
	Everything has drug-like properties.
	Food will alter your mood.
	Different foods will alter your mood in different manners.
	Now, you know, we like to imagine that these things like, I mean, I'm on alcohol right now.
	You've got caffeine.
	That's a fantastic drug.
	nicotine certainly there's no fine line though It's not like you can teetotal.
	I mean, I think this is the great error the Mormons make.
	They think that they could be teetotalers.
	No, you can't.
	You're still doing drugs.
	You're still engaged in alchemical practices, just shitty ones, and you're pretending that you're better than everybody else.
	The problem is not alchemy it is dark alchemy and this is where I would deeply deeply disagree with Peterson.
	I think that Peterson, first of all, that book, Psychiatry Under the Influence, it was all about exposing lies that psychiatry was telling itself.
	One of the common things you'll hear from psychiatrists these days is that, oh, nobody ever said it was a chemical imbalance in the brain.
	I should elaborate on this.
	If behavior pattern XYZ causes or is caused by a lack of chemicals in the brain, then you can cure behavior X, Y, Z by inserting chemicals.
	Now, the issue with this, if you're going to claim that depression is caused by lack of chemicals, then adding chemicals will cure depression.
	The same way, if you have weak bones because you don't have enough calcium in your diet, then adding chemicals will cure your bones.
	And yet when we look at the benzodiazepines, when we look at the current crop of alchemical substances that they're applying to people's brains, applying, not I should say, applying to people.
	They're applying to the people for the sake of the brain, allegedly.
	If depression medicine worked, as soon as you took it, you would not be depressed.
	And when the book was, it was about 10 years the book was published, 10 years ago.
	Psychiatry is saying, oh, no, no, never, nobody ever claimed that.
	Well, this book by a psychiatrist went on to say, yeah, yeah, they all did because there was big fucking money in it.
	And I would even go so far to say that claim is not incorrect.
	I stumbled upon something a few months back that a major cause of depression, lack of magnesium in your diet.
	And so then I went to the store to pick up some magnesium.
	And do you know what comes bundled with magnesium?
	A quick question for the audience.
	I want to do an audience.
	What is the other major cause of depression?
	What other chemical is lacking?
	Chemical/slash nutrient.
	What is lacking in your physical self that causes depression?
	And we'll get back to this.
	Well, five minutes or if somebody gives me the right answer.
	I don't think it's zinc.
	Pinkerton's ghost said zinc.
	I don't think lack of zinc causes depression.
	It does cause lack of energy.
	Zinc is very important.
	Zinc certainly protects you against COVID and the flu in general.
	Zinc is fantastic for your health.
	B6 for better uptake of magnesium.
	Yes, but what is lacking that causes depression?
	Turn on whoch nailed it.
	Vitamin D. Vitamin D, seasonal affective disorder.
	When there's less sun in the sky, people get depressed.
	It might even be an evolutionary response to go hide in your cave and stay warm because it's not like going outside is going to be useful anyway.
	So magnesium comes bundled with vitamin D because they basically knew that people buying magnesium are suffering depression.
	Magnesium and vitamin D will cure a lot of depression because it literally is a chemical imbalance.
	Like that, what do you think alchemy is?
	You're applying chemicals to the brain.
	You're altering the balance of the chemicals.
	Oh, Lion's Mane is, by the way, yeah, it's fantastic.
	It helped me regrow brain cells.
	I'm looking to milk thistle right now.
	Apparently it helps cure hangovers.
	Yeah, lack of vitamin D, you get depressed.
	And apparently, and by the way, I looked this up.
	There was so much evidence on this.
	And I had never heard of this before.
	There is so much evidence.
	This is not like milk thistle is good for your liver and it helps your body build.
	I don't know if there's much evidence on that.
	I just, you know, sure, why not?
	Magnesium, no, there is so much hard evidence.
	And yet I'd never heard that before 4chan.
	And, you know, to be perfectly frank with you guys, I suffer a fair bit of depression.
	So, yeah, it is.
	First of all, does the damn drug help or not?
	They're material...
	Maybe I'm a holistic thinker.
	I guess in this sense, I'm a holistic thinker.
	Oh, apparently, the argument for milk thistle, by the way, Ilya, is that when you've got bodybuilding, you have a lot of poisons to get rid of.
	And so milk thistle helps your liver get rid of the poisons that you're getting rid of when you're bodybuilding.
	Apparently, one of the original bodybuilders, that's all he took.
	He ate a lot and he took milk thistle.
	That was his secret.
	Everybody thought he was on steroids.
	Like, nope, milk thistle.
	It's industry.
	Just during the stream, man, the guy are widens.
	That is a strange title.
	What goes on here?
	Well, we were just reading the second coming by William Butler Yeats.
	I'm just going to read the first verse, folks.
	Turning and turning in the widening gyre, the falcon cannot hear the falconer.
	Things fall apart, the center cannot hold, mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.
	The blood dim tide is loosed, and everywhere the ceremony of innocence is drowned.
	The best like all conviction, while the worst are full of passionate intensity.
	Fantastic poem.
	I'll toss it into the comments here so you can read that for yourself, my friend.
	But yeah, back to alchemy.
	And I'm I'm almost speaking of alchemy, I'm almost out of this drink.
	I think I think I like the lemon liqueur better with the whiskey.
	Um Zinistry I just did something awful.
	I put ice in a glass, added vodka, and vermouth, and then some chopped up black olives.
	I'm really hoping somebody's upset by that.
	Tasted okay, but I like the lemon liqueur a little bit better.
	You know what, guys?
	I'm going to give you a game going to give you a little treat of the poem that the song music, whatever that me and Turner and Hooch are working on right now.
	Zinistry, we have or poetry and music.
	I think they call them songs or something.
	First two verses of this one, it's called The Will to Power.
	Let me tell you about power.
	Nothing else is so desperately sought, despite having no use whatsoever.
	A great game of liars outlying one another, heuristic eating theory, only an infinite regress remains.
	The wild beasts are beholden, survive and perhaps you'll thrive.
	Else pain, pain, pain and extinction.
	No time for flattering lies.
	Only man has evolved into his own creation, a void of fractal dominance.
	That is a classic stand-up ashtray.
	What are you looking at?
	Oh, it's not.
	There's no video right now.
	Didn't feel like getting dressed, man.
	have a really shitty webcam.
	Maybe dominance is too harsh of a, what do you call an anti-rhyme?
	Turner and Hooch keeps screwing around with the music.
	I don't know what he's doing.
	He's pissing me off.
	I might need to rewrite the lyrics.
	Yeah, we'll see.
	We'll see.
	That's a 1950 stand-up ashtray with a glowing bass, A bottle of whiskey and my long sword.
	Anyway, alchemy.
	Alchemy.
	Applied directly to the forehead.
	I have never done a benzo And I don't think I like I would never do a benzo.
	Benzos seriously scare the crap out of me.
	I had a friend that a brilliant artist.
	I've mentioned her before.
	I'm going to tell the story again.
	I had this friend.
	She was this crazy artist.
	I've got this painting she did for me one year for my birthday, I believe.
	And so it's this weird she did on this brown crackly paper with multiple layers and just black inks, a little bit of red.
	And it's kind of like all these like there's some parts that are like clearly it's sort of like a hand and there's an eyeball and oh that's definitely a penis.
	But it's just kind of like this weird noise.
	Right?
	Just this weird artistic noise, right guys?
	Until the first time I dropped acid.
	And then I could actually see the painting.
	Like all of it.
	Every piece of it made sense.
	Before I could only see like there's a hand, a couple of hands, an eyeball, whatever, and then just like weird sort of lines like you draw in a life drawing.
	But as soon as I dropped acid, the whole thing like popped into four dimensions.
	And I could see all of it.
	Oh my fucking god, you're this good of an artist?
	Or at least like maybe not this good of an artist.
	If she were that good of an artist, I would have been able to see it when I was sober.
	That's what great artists are.
	Great artists are able to show you their crazy ideas when you are sober.
	But this is how good your vision was.
	That you could envision this four-dimensional object and try and force it into two and come so damn close to forcing it into two dimensions that all it took was a tab of acid for me to see it.
	That girl went on Benzos, and the light of God disappeared from her eyes.
	As soon as she went on benzo, it just flatline.
	Just an absolute flatline.
	Vox Day thinks that Jordan Peterson's on...
	He's not on meth.
	He's on benzos.
	He's on something far, far worse than meth.
	Meth ain't all that bad.
	I mean like the big problem with meth is that you stay up for like five days in a row and you get no sleep.
	And it's really hard to hold down a job when you're up for five days straight.
	That's the big problem with meth.
	I mean that the Germans were all doing meth for like three or four years before it really kicked in, you know?
	Meth ain't that bad.
	Oh, though, I don't think we should be giving it to school children the way we do.
	No, benzos, though, benzos.
	And I have not read.
	Let me actually, I'm gonna Google this for tomorrow.
	Jordan Peterson straightjacket.
	I wanna read that story.
	And I get an a rec a t-shirt with a lobster on it.
	Shit.
	Whatever, I'll apply the Google Foo tomorrow.
	I mean, I'm a really shitty programmer's industry.
	GIS degree.
	I'm more a mathematician.
	You know, okay, I'm going to, all right, now I'm just going to be talking off the top of my dick at this point.
	I always had a really strong reaction against psychology growing up.
	Like, just a visceral gut reaction against it.
	And then my thirties, I think actually maybe because I ran into Jordan Peterson look it up 2013.
	I wrote an article about that guy before anybody else knew about him I started paying attention to psychology.
	I started really digging into psychology.
	Actually the same thing.
	I was digging into cluster B's like hey, psychology has something useful to say networks.
	You know, once I once cracked the Wi-Fi password of the business next to me for free internet, but I'm just a script kitty and now I'm coming back around to it again.
	I think it's the benzos, or what are benzos?
	What is the?
	What is the purpose of benzos?
	Why do they exist?
	Why does alcohol exist?
	Well, to get us drunk.
	why does marijuana exist to chill us out and let us see colors
	why does acid exist so that we might achieve profound spiritual insight and achieve oneness with the universe why do benzos exist
	Benzos exist to encourage compliant behavior.
	Oh, Sinistry, I'm happy to define a trillion if you will define what one of something is.
	To find one, you've already got a trillion.
	There's two...
	Again, I'm just riffing off the top of my dick right now, folks.
	I don't...
	Don't crack down on me too hard for this.
	But there's like there's like two approaches to psychology.
	Approach number one is curiosity.
	What are people like?
	What do they do?
	And do they do things?
	It's a Bojack Horseman reference.
	But like what's up with people?
	Why do they like what's going on inside their heads?
	What's going on inside my head?
	What's happening?
	Can we do scientific studies to make meaningful inferences and start categorizing things within the human mind so that we can know ourselves even better?
	Oh, in that case, Sinistry, a trillion is just one trillion ones.
	The other approach of psychology is that somebody's not doing what we want.
	They're not doing what we want.
	Ergo, they're disordered.
	How can we make them do what we want them to do?
	We'll call it type 1 and type 2 psychology.
	So type one psychology.
	Somebody is depressed.
	Hmm.
	I wonder why they're depressed.
	Is it that the recent breakup with their girlfriend echoed and evocated memories of their childhood and their relationship with their mother and, to this point out a fundamental weakness, that if we identified that weakness, we could bolster them up and help them not be depressed and help them take on the world and achieve their dreams.
	That's type one, curiosity psychology.
	Type two is person's depressed so they didn't show up for work.
	We don't like that.
	Can we find a numbing agent?
	And from what I've been able to tell, that's all that benzos do.
	Benzos are pretty good at numbing you out and making you conform, making you behave.
	Orabil says $4 million into the bank account would cure 95% of world depression.
	Stats don't back you up on that, my friend.
	Poor people are less likely to suffer from depression.
	One of the, I think one of the foundational, eh, not foundational.
	One of the frequent causes of depression in Western societies is a lack of meaningful avenues of action.
	And Amadi just nailed it.
	Squid game shows how depressed and then depraved the rich become.
	You know what really stood out to me about squid games is that it didn't really villainize the rich people.
	Like I didn't even, I didn't even really hate the rich people.
	It's like I get it, they're bored and they don't know how to fix the economic system.
	So they set up the squid game so at least they'd be amused and at least people would have meaningful behavior to achieve riches and cure their debt problems.
	Like say what you will about the squid game, at least it was interesting.
	Squid game is a huge step in the right direction from Dr. Fauci.
	It's not lack of money that makes people depressed, it's lack of meaningful action.
	And it's time for a new drink.
	I am gonna eat all these whiskey-soaked, uh, olives.
	Mmm.
	Mmm.
	They're better without the vodka.
	But all of them are always good.
	I'm going to get more ice for a bathroom
	break.
	Please enjoy the royalty-free music.
	Well, I'm quickly in the bathroom.
	Are there other people here?
	Not at my location.
	But yeah, we got 29 people listening live right now, which is pretty good for not being on YouTube.
	All right, so we are doing vodka.
	I think I'm feeling like I should mix it with a different liqueur.
	I told my buddy I'm probably gonna have these liqueurs when he comes back to Canada.
	I don't really do fancy drinks.
	Luxiardo Fabrizia Excelsior Terelia.
	Don't know what this is.
	It appears to have looks like it has a clear color.
	This isn't triple suck, is it?
	I don't know what this is.
	We just added it to vodka.
	We're gonna find out.
	Oh, well, that's hmm.
	It adds some snap to it.
	Oh, it's maraschino.
	Is it?
	It's made according with the original recipe and possession of the Luxiardo family since 1821.
	Oh, uh it's delicious on fruit salads, apparently.
	I think this is maraschino cherry liqueur.
	We're gonna add a little bit more.
	You know what?
	Maraschino cherry with vodka?
	Not bad.
	Not bad at all.
	Alrighty.
	So, let me just catch up with the comments quickly.
	The problem with depressed people is they just go to a psychologist and just sit and talk about boring, depressing shit.
	Heck, even I would want to kill myself doing that several times a week.
	All right, Night Pinkston's Ghost, thanks for joining tonight.
	Hey guys, check out his YouTube channel.
	And also check out Starving Vampires.
	Actually, oh god.
	No wonder fuck.
	Sorry, this tastes so goddamn foul I need to a little kick was good, but no, let's water that out with the lemon.
	Ugh, no wonder he liked that shitty whiskey I bought.
	Yeah, the real problem with depression is lack of meaningful action that one is able to take.
	When we compare the global rich to the global poor, the global poor have a pretty shitty situation, but they've also got a really simple situation with really obvious solutions.
	And so you might not enjoy digging a ditch for eight hours, but digging a ditch gets you closer to your goal in a very measurable material sense.
	Whereas one of the big issues that we have with modernity, with the past 20 years, to be specific, is that you've got 20 irons in 20 different fires.
	And none of them are obviously bearing fruit.
	And every year over the past two decades, probably before that, but especially since the year 2000, is the inflation setting in.
	Every year you have to run a little bit faster just to stay in the same place.
	And so I think the depression is that people in the West feel like they're just flailing about with nothing to make contact with.
	And you know, rather than try and fix that fundamental problem, we make even less of a machine to rage against.
	Do what I love seeing.
	I love seeing the guys driving around the cars giving tickets to people because that's somebody for me to rage against.
	Anytime I see one of these meter maids driving around, you know, if they're oh god, if they're stopped at a red light and I'm crossing the crosswalk, I'll just bang on the hood of their car.
	Or I'll yell at them from across the street.
	Somebody nice and direct to rage against right there.
	increasingly we're divorcing the person enforcing the law from the law itself and so yeah this profound feeling of impotence impotency The society is always just the walls are crushing in around you, and there's not even anybody you can directly attack for doing that.
	I'd be very, very terrified to be a politician in today's world because that's eventually where this is all headed, isn't it?
	They're replacing the meter maids with cameras.
	You know, right now they have a guy driving around in a van with cameras all over it, snapping photos of your car to see if you need to get the $400 ticket.
	He can still smack on his hood.
	But how much longer until that guy's gone?
	That's just an automated car.
	Who do you take out the rage on?
	Now mister Avocado takes out the rage on himself and his audience.
	He embraces the rage.
	He embodies the rage.
	Not me.
	Not me.
	I like to embody greatness.
	So who are we going to be taking out all that rage on when there's no longer a cop giving us a parking ticket or a speeding ticket and refusing to let it slide?
	When it's some prick meter maid doing the ticket when it's just an algorithm, right?
	Like think about it, you remember 200 to 2010.
	There were all these dudes that chimped out because they couldn't get a date and they shot up these women's gyms, right?
	Like, at least when a woman's shutting you down, she's like, eh, no thank you.
	At least that's like a target for your rage.
	Maybe it's not a legitimate target, but it's a target, right?
	Maybe the meter maid is not a legitimate target.
	Maybe I shouldn't be harassing them.
	I still think they're dishonorable scum.
	But at least it's a target.
	At least I get to express my disgust with the civilization to a human being.
	What happens when it's just the algorithm?
	I hope the forest will be open.
	Oh man.
	Love getting out to the woods.
	Is this fucking liqueur literally nothing but a bottle of make your vodka taste like shitty whiskey?
	Like they've had that recipe since 1813.
	They shouldn't be proud of that.
	What happens when it's just the algorithm?
	Because I'll tell you folks, one of the I had to switch to my backup cell phone, and my backup cell phone has a really crappy hard drive.
	And to clear out space on it, I deleted all the dating apps because the dating apps are freaking worthless.
	Like, either I'm really bad at dating apps, or I'm not good at posting the sort of pictures girls like.
	I mean, I'm pretty good with women in person, but the dating apps just don't work for me.
	And I think, I think that the dating apps, they don't work well for most guys.
	It's interesting.
	I've got a friend.
	He's married now, but he did really, really well on the dating apps.
	And I think a huge part of the reason is that he's not photogenic.
	He is really good looking, but he's not photogenic.
	And so he's this weird mix of achievable but also ideal.
	Like it's this weird, extremely meta-level thing that I you could write an entire PhD paper on this, but the dating scene would change in two years, so why would you even bother?
	But the dating apps, they work for the dating app companies.
	They don't work for us.
	So what happens when you got nobody to take your rage out on?
	Right?
	Like if a woman, if you ask a woman out on the date and she says no, you can tell her to fuck off.
	If a meter maid gives you a ticket, you can tell him to fuck off.
	If a cop pulls you over for speeding, you can tell him to fuck off.
	What happens when the whole damn system is just automated?
	It's just the algorithm.
	Who the hell are we supposed to take out the rage of our meaningless existence upon at that point?
	Now, I'm not suggesting that we should take out our rage for having a meaningless existence.
	What I'm proposing is that we hack the damn system and we be survivalists and we live and we thrive underneath the radar.
	That's what I'm proposing.
	But I've only got 25 listeners.
	I've only got 25 people listening to me.
	I'm talking about the whole goddamn system itself.
	And if I were a politician right now, I would be fucking terrified for my life.
	Because I, like, I certainly don't have any...
	I mean, the thought comes to my head every so often, right?
	But I don't have any plans.
	I don't think any of you have plans.
	You should find something better to do with your time than plot against politicians.
	However, much as I was saying earlier, that, you know, you should help out your brother.
	If I found out that one of my neighbors was planning to assassinate a politician for destroying his union and putting him out of work.
	That's a hypothetical.
	I'm not talking about a particular.
	I'm talking about a hypothetical glowies.
	If I found that out, I would say to him, Bro, your life is worth 20 times what that scumbag politician's life is worth.
	I think you should do something meaningful with your life.
	And I'd offer suggestions, I'd offer to help him out.
	But if he was bound and determined to put a 762 round through the 9.98 centimeter skull of one of these scumbags ruling our society, I'd say, well, if you don't want to come shoot at archery with me, God's blessing on the task you've chosen.
	As long as you feel good about what you're doing, I'm okay with it.
	I would like you to come just shoot at archery targets with me, but if you're really bound and determined, then just make sure to check your windage.
	Just make sure you're on target, buddy.
	And take out as many cops as you can when they come for you.
	I will raise a glass in your honor.
	might write a song about you.
	I know, everybody else started playing video games.
	Somebody else is in chat right now because I really, really regret adding this liqueur to the drink.
	It just tastes so awful.
	I can't even begin to tell you.
	You know, I'm adding more vodka to it to try and make it taste less awful.
	And I'm going to move in a whole different direction now.
	We are probably going to finish off the stream by 10.
	And I want to talk for the remainder of the stream a little bit more lighthearted, a little bit less serious.
	Not that much, but a little bit.
	The subversion of narratives.
	Or what has happened to narratives?
	How do I even frame this?
	I don't want to frame this as accusatory because I'm going to be critiquing BioWare.
	BioWare, if you don't know, they write some of the best RPGs out there.
	And some of the faggiest.
	But some of the best.
	And yet I think they're actually.
	The fuck is that Orobell?
	Bill Gates vaccining the planet.
	If anybody ever deserved to be raped to death, I mean, like, you got Bill Gates.
	I mean, Superman's bisexual.
	If Superman were real, you're telling me he wouldn't rape Bill Gates to death with his super dick pretty sure he would.
	Anyway, BioWare.
	There's this YouTuber I follow by the name The Salt Factory.
	He does these video game analyses and retrospectives.
	He's a cool dude.
	I like him.
	He switched on.
	And he just did Dragon Age.
	Now, Dragon Age Origins.
	Ah, good lord.
	So I played Baldur's Gate and Baldur's Gate 2 way back in the day.
	Baldur's Gate 2 is fantastic.
	It's amazing.
	At least I say that these days.
	Actually, you know what?
	Big El's been encouraging me to do a let's play slash analysis slash whatever of the Fallout games going back to the originals and I think I might do that because the Fallouts are not Fallout is not as good as I remember
	But I replayed Dragon Age Dragon's Age Origins about five years back and the mechanics of the game were just way too transparent to me the grinding was too transparent and the narrative was too transparent
	And I was left very unimpressed on my second playthrough.
	Oh, shoot.
	It froze.
	Stream froze for Xenostry.
	Yeah, I'm going to reload the tab just to make sure it's still going.
	Please leave a comment if it froze for you.
	Still seems like it's performing, but who the hell knows.
	Leave a comment if you see this.
	I'm going to keep going under the assumption that you can hear me.
	So I was pretty nonplussed on my second playthrough of it.
	But then I watched The Salt Factory.
	Okay, people can see it.
	People can see it.
	Excellent.
	Sin Street, absolute pleasure.
	Sorry you joined the chat during a lull.
	Hope to have you here next time.
	Matty, I trust you're looking spicy as usual.
	So I listened to his analysis of the whole game, and...
	And I realized that you know what maybe maybe I wasn't being charitable enough to the game.
	See, I think I played the first, I played Dragon's Age, oh, I don't know, 2012, something like that before the political war became personal for me.
	And then I played it 2017 the second time, when the political war had become deeply personal for me.
	And then I just, you know, 2021, I should have said 2011, 2016, 2021, just made it perfect.
	2021, I watched the salt factory's review of it.
	And oh shit, they were just subverting tropes to try and surprise the player.
	So Dragon's Age.
	It is a fantasy RPG, a Western fantasy RPG about role-playing like you're a character in Lord of the Rings.
	but it's not Lord of the Rings.
	So instead of orcs, we have Darkspawn.
	Instead of Sauron, we've got the Black Dragon.
	And the fantasy setting is you've got humans and dwarves and elves, but we've decided to shake them up a little bit.
	So the humans are all Game of Thrones politics, which was original ten years ago.
	That was it's been done to death at this point.
	It was fresh ten years ago.
	The dwarves.
	See, the dwarves, like ten years ago, dwarves were nobody knew what the hell to do with dwarves.
	And so they said, wait, dwarves are like super rule following and loyal.
	What if we added politics to that, where they're super, like they're lawful neutral to the point of being psychotic?
	They're lawful neutral to the point where they backstab their own siblings for the sake of being lawful neutral.
	They said elves.
	Elves are usually on top.
	What if we made the elves slaves?
	The humans.
	And so when I played it in 2015, it was all of these...
	Let me rewind a little bit.
	2015, critical race theory had not yet crystallized into the agenda it has become, the movement, the hate crime it has become.
	One of the doctrines of critical race theory is that everybody with white skin is morally responsible for slavery.
	which is a psychotic and evil statement, potentially even a criminal statement.
	And yet that has become the statement of the critical race theory people.
	Now in Dragon's Age, the arrival of the humans in Ferelden, see the elves used to have they used to live forever.
	And the mere presence of the humans somehow infected the elves with mortality.
	And so the elves lashed out the humans in the war, and the humans fought back and the humans won and they enslaved the elves, and now the elves live in Jewish ghettos inside of the European cities.
	Now Davis 2016 wasn't Leo back then.
	Was I?
	No, actually I was Leo in 2016.
	Leo 2016 could be forgiven for seeing the clear corollaries to woke theory that would become crystallized in 2021.
	I mean that is however when that story was written back in 2011 was it written with a vicious agenda or was it written to keep the player on their toes
	One of the big things about computer RPGs, or tabletop RPGs, you name it, the illusion of choice.
	Oh man, I should write an article about the illusion of choice.
	The illusion of choice is one of the most powerful.
	What's above archetype, heuristic?
	The illusion of choice.
	Okay, here's a secret to selling cars.
	When you are selling cars and you're closing the deal, do what you say to mister Customer.
	You say to him, all right, so you like this package, it satisfies it.
	You like the car right, what is your favorite color?
	And then you give them three choices.
	you don't give them five you don't give them fifty you give them three choices So what's your favorite color, mister Customer?
	Do you like red, blue, or green?
	And the fact is that you actually have so many of these fucking cars on your lot, you're just desperate to get rid of them.
	You've got every single color under the sun.
	You sure as hell don't tell the customer that.
	Because twenty colors, I don't even I need to go home and talk to my mother and my wife and my I need to get a Ouija board.
	What color will make me happy as I don't even know
	You give them three fucking colors If they really really really want a particular color they say Oh you don't have any blue ones Say to them well we might be able to get a blue one from Edmonton are you real but it would take a couple of days Are you really into the blue color?
	Because, like, listen, my job is to make you happy.
	Don't give people too many choices.
	Create the illusion of choice Allow them meaningful decisions that are meaningless.
	Oh man now we're getting to dark alchemy Tell you the darkest bit of alchemy I ever read but was by Robert Aspirin that poor bastard if only he'd applied to this in his own life say some prayers for Robert Aspirin.
	I think he was a decent man Magician's Force Magician's Force is Hello Mark I've got two envelopes in my hand.
	One of them is empty, the other contains a fifty percent off coupon for this restaurant.
	Pick an envelope.
	And if they and obviously you want them to pick the envelope with the coupon because you want them to go buy a fucking sub and get addicted to your stupid restaurant.
	So if they pick the envelope with the coupon, you say aha, clearly you have the second sight, you have truly chosen the coupon envelope or whatever the shit.
	But what do you do if they pick the wrong envelope, mister Areney?
	Well, what you do is, aha, you called me out, you spotted the fake, we will burn it in the flame.
	And the true envelope is yours.
	magician's force you got two options but there's only one option and so this is the big challenge is you know the big challenge in writing an rpg is actually not that they use magician's force all the goddamn time
	There are so many times in these modern RPGs where you make a choice And the character gives you the exact same dialogue.
	But that's not the true brilliance.
	The true brilliance is when you can imply this is when you can make the choice seem meaningful.
	Like in Fallout 1, you have a choice to rescue the damsel in distress from the raiders by negotiating or by fighting them.
	You don't really have a choice about rescuing the damsel in distress.
	And Fallout 1, when you rescue her, she is literally an object on the barter screen that you drag over to your inventory.
	Man, like holy shit, I could be so much better at being Anita Sarkeesian than she is.
	Like you want to talk about damsel in distress being an object?
	Literally Fallout 1.
	Oh hey Laramie, you want to join?
	Could always use some Laramie on the stream.
	And yeah, like there's so many, these are just, they're binary switches being turned on and off.
	And whether or not you rescue damsel, whether or not you join the great cons, it doesn't fucking matter when you get to Barter Town.
	You are writing this narrative inside your own head.
	That's the trick.
	That's the real trick.
	That's the magic is that you wrote the story in your own head.
	And so when I look at Dragon's Age, all the subverted tropes, you know what?
	They weren't being toxic, they weren't being woke.
	I mean, they were sort of like precursor woke, but that's the interesting part actually.
	They were just trying to keep you on your toes.
	Like, oh my goodness, what if what if the guy, what if the paladin asking you to do a quest?
	What if he was actually the bad guy?
	But if you paid attention, you wouldn't be surprised.
	And like it just they took these standard tropes, flipped them on their head to keep the player interested in the game and thus writing their own story.
	Okay, now let's go to the second iteration.
	What happens when you have a whole generation of script writers who are not raised upon literature?
	They were raised upon video games that intentionally flip the script because like you don't have time to write a novel in a video game.
	Right?
	Like the Sopranos.
	The Sopranos is a really simple, basic story.
	It's just told in incredible detail.
	One of the things that strikes me about Shakespeare is that it's basic bitch storytelling.
	It's super basic bitch.
	He was a good guy that became bad.
	He's a bad guy that became good.
	It's super basic bitch storytelling, but it hammers all the important points.
	It tells the story in 30 minutes, well, three hours or less.
	It gets the point.
	It's crystallized.
	It's basically the best story you can do about being friends with a treacherous Jew.
	Is that going to get me banned off of D Live?
	We'll see.
	Just talking about the merchant of Venice.
	wrong with that like maybe you could refine the three-hour archetypal movie a little bit better I guess we have, we have with special effects.
	But yeah, Shakespeare is famous because it basically nails the three-hour narrative.
	In fact, it nails it so damn well that if you're going to do a three-hour play, it better be the opposite of a Shakespeare play.
	What a twist.
	What a twist.
	You need to add a fucking twist to it.
	Whereas video games are the opposite.
	Video games need a stupid story.
	90% of what you do in a video game is you just add plus one to some statistic.
	And so video games have lended themselves towards really...
	Go save the princess, a dragon, kidnapped her for some fucking reason and eat mushrooms.
	Yeah, sure, why the fuck not?
	And so I was too harsh on Dragon's Age for subverting expectations.
	No, they were trying to write an engaging narrative that would keep you on your toes.
	But inadvertently, the problem is that video games became big business.
	And so it's like Gen 1 video games were rescue princess from serpent.
	And so Gen 2 video games became rescue serpent from princess.
	And now anytime you go to the goddamn movies, it is elaboration on rescue serpent from princess.
	No, we want to rescue the princess asshole.
	We want a hero narrative.
	disappeared into your own asshole.
	Let's give us some good hero narratives.
	Hey, Arena, why don't you write some hero narratives?
	Come on.
	I've got really no excuses.
	Oh, good, good.
	My, my...
	My friend with a vagina that looks like shooting my lasers.
	They gave her actually the drugs I recommended she take.
	God damn, I am such, I'm such a good not not theurge.
	I am not a good theorge.
	Once in a while I can do theurgy.
	Alchemist.
	Alchemy.
	I'm a pretty good alchemist.
	Now, Laramie says he's going to join us.
	Are you joining, Laramie?
	You're joining on the Skypes there?
	Because I'm clearly getting to the point where I have very little useful to say.
	I have quite a bit to say.
	just not that useful I'll tell you folks I'm really sad that my buddy is moving out of town I mean I'm actually not that set.
	I'm actually kind of glad he is.
	Alright, alright.
	Laramie is joining us.
	Now, you're gonna be hearing him through the speakers, as well I, so it should work out okay this is a fancy thing about my live streams.
	You get to hear Skype calling bings during it.
	Not answering.
	You phone me, asshole.
	Yeah, I gotta say, I'm a little bit, a little bit pinkishly tickled.
	There he is.
	And there's okay, there we go.
	There we go.
	There we go.
	Alright, it worked.
	Can you hear me?
	I hear ya.
	I am pinkishly tickled that I've got this stream is so unprofessional And we just had that Skype bullshit broadcast live, and we hear your door.
	Close your fucking door.
	And sociology professors talk about how much they hate me.
	Like, these people make 60, 100 grand a year, and they hate me.
	I thought it was funny earlier when someone said, hey, let's listen to ASMR Davis drinking.
	Oh, my goodness.
	Yeah, so Big L left all of his liquor with me when he left.
	Oh, wow.
	But it's mostly really fancy gay shit that I don't even know what to do with it.
	Honestly, I wish I were just drinking vodka on the rocks right now.
	Yeah.
	I had a liquor cabinet in the first few years of my marriage.
	I really got into mixing drinks.
	God help me.
	I'm going to admit this live, man.
	I enjoy peppermint patties, okay?
	I'm just saying.
	I'm just saying.
	Do you know where mixed drinks came from?
	You tell me.
	Well, back during Prohibition days, the quality of alcohol you could get was so foul that you had to mix it with something to make it drinkable.
	Interesting.
	I'll be honest.
	I just like.
	In fact, you know, the rest of this bubble of vodka, I'm going to drink it on the rocks.
	I just like drinking vodka.
	I like drinking whiskey, and I like it being a little bit cool with, you know, some water to counteract the alcohol.
	I think I'm done trying to make fancy drinks at this point.
	So it's been, I don't know, 13 years.
	I've been married or so.
	In those days, like I said, I had a liquor cabinet.
	And one of the drinks I had was some Midori, which is a melon liqueur, okay?
	I still have the bottle.
	And I've just been, you know, shuffling it around as I moved and everything all this time.
	And currently it's like up on the top shelf above my fridge.
	And it just turned a brown.
	He just posted a mixed drinks list.
	Oh, God.
	I got this one friend, man.
	Every fucking time I go to his place.
	Every fucking time.
	It's like, what do you want?
	I'll have a whiskey on the rocks.
	It's like, I'll make you a Manhattan.
	And he just, he fucking, he goddamn takes a straight razor and he shaves off the goddamn grapefruit.
	How's that?
	And like, it's not a fucking whiskey.
	I just I like whiskey on the rocks and vodka is a close second.
	I don't like mixed drinks, man.
	I just I. He's like.
	I'm a trained bartender.
	Yeah, but I just want whiskey on the rocks.
	Scheiderbach is my staple.
	Although, I will say, during Oktoberfest, I really enjoy a good Oktoberfest Warsteiner.
	No, I like a good black pillsman, if you can find one.
	I don't think they sell any in this province.
	They used to.
	They had the greatest black pills in there.
	Oh, my goodness.
	I'm simple.
	I like whiskey that is smooth and punches you in the face.
	Much like I enjoy my women.
	I was a big whiskey drinker back in college, but I think during my last whiskey adventure, I just threw up so hard my eyeballs burst into bleeding.
	Oh my goodness.
	We need to spend.
	We need to do a three-week adventure together.
	Well, Canada needs to let you into the United States.
	I was going to say, come up here.
	We'll explore some ghost towns, man.
	Set off some explosives.
	Need to go see Bench National Park up there.
	I've always wanted to go up that way.
	Oh, that place is so faggoty.
	It is?
	Well, it's so pretending.
	Well, I mean, we'll go there.
	We'll go there just so you can see why I think it's faggoty.
	Then we'll go to Bright Creek.
	I'll put some rounds down range.
	And by then, I should have a very, very nice Halley Caliper sniper rifle.
	Although it won't, you know, you can't really do justice to it out there.
	I wanted to share an idea with you.
	Let's hear it.
	I have a theory.
	It's off topic.
	It's off topic from liquor and guns.
	Nothing is off topic from liquor and guns.
	They are the universal solvent.
	Yeah, yeah.
	Well, okay, so we got these mandates going on, okay?
	And what we see here is a purging.
	It's a purging of people who will be compliant and who will do whatever the state says.
	Alright?
	And punitive measures are being taken against the people who are not compliant.
	So they're weeding out people.
	And then we have this shipping container crisis.
	Shipping containers going out of the United States are having no problems.
	But if you go to the port, it's where shipping containers are supposed to be coming into the United States and delivering products.
	No trucks are coming into the mainland.
	There's no trucks leaving those ports.
	So what's going on here in the macro scale?
	Well, I think if you look at it, they're weeding out the troublemakers, and they're going to starve the country.
	They're going to create scarcity.
	And that way, you know, we will be completely dependent upon whoever is in charge of this mess.
	I think that's what's happening.
	I completely disagree with you.
	Okay, proceed.
	Because you are vastly overestimating the competency of our leaders.
	I don't mean Joe Biden.
	I mean the people that the best joke face man they could put in place was Joe Biden.
	I think, yes, yes, but I think he's there to be a fall guy.
	I think his purpose is to be disgraceful.
	And yes, but he is the best they could find.
	They are so incompetent that they could only find Joe Biden.
	And do you think these guys have ever picked up a box in their life?
	Do you think these guys even have motorcycle licenses?
	No.
	It's a bunch of men without chests and wide ants.
	Exactly.
	So think about Trudeau for a second.
	You know about how Justin Trudeau settled out of court, because apparently he can do that for fucking a 15-year-old?
	Yeah.
	So Justin Trudeau is very clever at being likable.
	He's very clever at navigating the legal system.
	Like, I'm actually really bad at navigating the legal system because I'm one of those stupid idiots that believes in the law.
	Like, I try and follow the law.
	The law?
	Whereas Trudeau just has this animal instinct for what laws do we enforce and what laws we don't enforce.
	Yeah.
	I don't have that instinct, man.
	I'm, like, if I try and buy drugs, everybody's like, you're a fed.
	You're a narc.
	Because I get all fucking tense.
	I'm breaking the law right now.
	I better not get caught.
	And so I stand out.
	Yeah.
	It's not that Trudeau is smarter than me.
	It's that, in fact, if anything, it's that he's stupider than me.
	It's, that's what we're dealing with.
	These people, they thought.
	Oh, good.
	I was talking to a friend of mine.
	I was talking to somebody, and they said, oh, my God, we're running out of microchips.
	I'm sure the Navy will have enough.
	I'm like, no, they won't, idiot.
	The Navy.
	Listen, the Navy has a huge supply of MREs, right?
	They have a huge supply of potatoes.
	They do not have a supply of rare earth metals.
	Yeah.
	And every single time you buy a drone, you're relying upon an extensive supply chain that goes all the way to Australia.
	Who's more fucked?
	Us normal, degenerate people?
	Or these masters that think they are in control of everything?
	I'll tell you, Vox Day on his dark stream yesterday was talking about having pity and emotional mercy on people who are just caught off guard by all of this because they never became outcasts.
	These people who are just getting caught in the middle of all this and can't deal with this.
	This is like the first time that they're having to that they're losing their jobs, that they're becoming like this, exiled, you know, ostracized.
	This is the first time they're experiencing this.
	And while the rest of us have been, you know, annealed and hardened and, you know, we learned that, you know, if a wind comes against a candle, the candle gets blown out.
	But with some fires, you know, if the wind comes against a candle.
	The wind doesn't do shit against a real fire, does it?
	Yeah.
	It only feeds it.
	So many people are getting a taste of this, and they're going to get used to being exiled and ostracized.
	But in the meantime, these people are just getting exposed to this kind of treatment.
	And everyone's going to harden up and figure out how to survive.
	But of course, a lot of snowflakes are going to just fall by the wayside and give in or just fail.
	Die out even.
	And I'm talking about older people.
	Oh, fuck them.
	No, seriously.
	I mean, like, if you haven't.
	Do what's actually really funny.
	I was mentioning earlier on the stream that a friend's sister was a radical leftist of her whole life Has started becoming red-pilled and started saying things you're not supposed to say and we can't say on live stream.
	Yeah, this is this is amazing to see to see all these uh former woke people figure out what we're on the same damn side.
	Yeah, all of us conspiracy theorists are being vindicated on a daily basis, I swear.
	Well, and you know what?
	I would rather be called conspiracy theorist than right-winger.
	Yeah, but also this this girl, this is the girl way like years ago She mentioned my name to her sociology professor and her sociologist professor said I fucking hate that guy.
	He's such a piece of shit Jeez.
	Yeah, that man, that that really makes the sap run through my blood.
	if you know what I'm saying.
	Maybe we should marry this girl.
	Jeez.
	Oh, goodness.
	Oh, goodness.
	Yeah, it's crazy the rates that we get.
	You know, but you know, I you know.
	But I come on and I'm sitting here talking about some crazy stuff going on but honestly like okay, I'll turn on some YouTube or BitChute and there's all sorts of podcasts talking about the issues, and they can just go on and on for hours.
	I can listen to this stuff while I'm doing laundry or something and I'm like, no, I can't do it.
	I can't deal with this.
	Let's listen to something fun.
	I need to veg out.
	No.
	Oh, that'll turn into Leo's live stream.
	Yes.
	The dive bar of the internet.
	I like that.
	Yes.
	I thought you would.
	Man, I've always loved dive bars.
	You know, man.
	God, I don't know what the hell has happened to Vegas, but I used to know the greatest dive bar in Vegas.
	I've got three beer caps that won me three free beers at that dive bar.
	Neat.
	God, I love dive bars.
	Like, things are just honest at a dive bar.
	Yes.
	Yes, I used to think of your show as a kind of just chilling out on the back porch, you know, drinking.
	But no, you're a dive bar, I think.
	I think I've pinned it down.
	This is a dive bar show.
	We're just chilling.
	There's a coffee house down the street.
	There's a loud club around the corner, but this is the dive bar.
	With a lot of heavy ammunitions in the back.
	Oh my goodness.
	Why the fuck do I feel so good about this here, man?
	Why the fuck do I feel so good?
	I should feel awful.
	I actually like, let me be frank, okay?
	My personal life ain't all that great.
	I think I might have found a pretty good job, but my family is nothing but a ball of stress.
	Like, I really got nothing to feel good about.
	My life is definitely a lot worse than it was a year ago.
	But I'm actually feeling really good about everything these days.
	I am actually the same way.
	I know my tone doesn't come off that way in my writing sometimes, but so I've always known that we're about to have these troubles.
	You know, I've always known we were entering a dark period.
	But what have I been doing with myself personally?
	I've been going on vacations.
	You know, I've been just enjoying what we have while we have it, appreciating things, stopping, having conversations with God in prayer and say, look at that.
	Hey, look at my son there.
	Look at him walking.
	Hey, look at this thing growing behind my house, you know.
	What you know, and the the French word for this is joie de vie.
	Joa de vie.
	Love of life.
	And I've just been having all sorts of love of life as we proceed through this minefield, which is the opposite of vitality.
	I mean, go out happy.
	Go out with a good attitude, you know?
	That's how I see it.
	Smile.
	Smile at it.
	Oh, God.
	The abyss hates it when you laugh.
	Yeah, man.
	that's how i see it everybody's freaking out and wringing their hands and being nervous and and giving in with this injection and and they're all oh god don't give in And they're literally like, so seriously, guys.
	Guys.
	Nobody's doing shit.
	Nobody.
	It's all like the threat.
	People are going to laugh at you.
	Fuck you.
	I won't do it.
	So I'm going to tell the story again.
	So I spent the whole day at the mall and I went to all these different stores and I saw the security guard.
	I looked them all in the eyes and I smiled and I nodded at them.
	Not a single one asked me to wear a mask.
	And then I was at line getting groceries.
	And you know what I saw?
	I saw the weekly world.
	The weekly world news had something about Epstein didn't kill himself.
	And so there's a lady behind me.
	I said, what a fucking joke.
	The only newspaper talking about Epstein didn't kill himself is the weekly world news.
	And so she started non-committally chatting with me.
	And then some old fucking baby boomers way behind me in line said, Wow, you must be as crazy as you look.
	Fucking right I am, you son of a bitch.
	Davis, I uh I got home.
	My family is up.
	My children are waiting for me.
	It's late.
	I gotta find out.
	All right, let's kill.
	Let we're gonna kill the live stream.
	All right, Laramie, gonna kick you off.
	You God bless you, sir.
	And like five kids now.
	Six in December.
	Have you tried putting it in her butt?
	Yes, like I say, dive bar.
	Dive bar!
	Fuck you, Laramie.
	I love you.
	And you are always welcome here.
	Alrighty, I'll talk to you later.
	Talk to you soon.
	Bye.
	And folks, that fucking boomer.
	Do you know what upset me about that thing is I wasn't sure whether or not he was complimenting me.
	You must be as crazy as you look.
	I was wearing my long dark coat and my cowboy hat.
	And it had some Did it add some wood ash on it from when I was last chain sopping chain chain chain shopping?
	Chain sign wood It's a little bit dirty Wasn't sure if he was insulting me or not I was pretty sure he was insulting me but the last thing I want to do is be one of those dorks that thinks uh a tease is an insult I probably should have insulted him back.
	I mean, it's not hard to insult a baby boomer.
	The worst generation ever.
	So I didn't lash back at him.
	Just said, yeah, man, if you spent 20 years looking at the truth, you'd be as crazy as me.
	Just so funny how eager these boomers are to how dare you disrespect our democratic process it's so good things have turned out so fucking well The fuck is wrong with boomers man I do not get these people.
	I do not get the boomers not in a generational divide way.
	I don't understand why everybody's gender queer these days.
	Well, because it's fun.
	We get to have sex with everybody.
	It's kind of cool.
	No no, that's not what I don't understand.
	What I don't understand about the boomers is like, how about the price of bread doesn't get higher next week?
	What are you a communist?
	Good lord, that generation.
	What a useless generation like like, how fucking useless are you that you were?
	You were communist when capitalism was cool.
	And then you were anti-unionist when the bankers made money.
	And now you're anti-ethnic, anti-tribalist.
	Like, you are literally the sellout.
	generation.
	When Christianity was about to take over the world you became anti-Christian when capitalism was making everybody rich you became socialist and then when internationalism is impoverishing everybody you became internationalist.
	Good lord, they are such a shitty fucking generation.
	What the fuck good are they?
	Please go all right so I'm gonna sign out four more minutes.
	Please leave some comments, please questions, comments, concerns.
	Like seriously, fuck boomers.
	Fuck boomers.
	I do not know what to do with them.
	i do not know what good they are boomers have not interest in thinking
	I just don't get it.
	Like, are they afraid of admitting that they made errors?
	I mean, I've made a lot of errors in my life.
	I'm not about to go admit to all of them publicly, but good Lord, I've made so many mistakes in my life.
	There are so many things I wish I could go back in time and say, don't do that thing.
	Here's a lesson you're about to learn.
	Don't do that thing.
	And a lot of them would be don't do that evil thing to somebody else.
	Go accept your penance.
	Older Leo is telling younger Davis accept the penance.
	Your life will be better with the penance.
	As opposed to dodging the penance.
	Like, literally, I would go back in time and tell myself to suffer more if I had the power.
	And the fucking boomers, you try and tell them, my generation's suffering because of the choice.
	You just didn't do the right thing.
	You need more capitalism.
	Holy fuck, I hate boomers so much.
	Ilya says boomers have not interest in thinking.
	They're the tail end of their lives.
	They just want to ride out until death.
	They never had to think.
	This coasted on a massive boom after the war.
	Yeah. Yeah.
	You know, I back grade seven.
	Grade seven, one of my school teachers showed me this video about the hippie movement.
	And I remember it because I was looking down at my desk and he said, oops, you weren't supposed to see that.
	And I looked up.
	I looked up too late to see some naked fucking tits.
	There was a girl with naked fucking tits on the projector.
	I looked up too fucking late.
	I remember that to the rest of my life.
	I could have seen tits in grade seven.
	Good lord, I love tits.
	This fucking documentary Hollywood produced, obviously, with a bunch of dumbasses.
	Dumbasses at a music, it's a fucking music fest.
	You know, I actually had my folks try and argue that there was something respectable about what's it was a music festival.
	It was a music festival organized by a couple of banker elite New York psychopath assholes that multiple people died at.
	They would not have died if it was a proper music festival.
	It's a mu- No, it was a music festival.
	It was an entertainment medium.
	It was no different than a bar that has to have three exits if it wants more than 34 clients.
	You know, one of the humble pills I've been eating lately is that despite my incredible good looks,
	my wonderful scent, my great erudition, I'm just a stupid monkey too, And I would be really stupidly happy to have Stupid Monkey Job with Stupid Monkey Union.
	I mean, like, let's be frank.
	Folks.
	All I really want in life is an eight out of ten girlfriend who's kind of a pervert and a Mazda MX6 circa 2022.
	And you know, like a few guns and a few knives and a few swords and a few kids and a few whatever.
	I don't, that is literally all it takes to make me happy.
	Give me some swords and some property.
	Let me fight a wolf every once in a while.
	That's what Leo Arrini needs to be happy.
	But these fucking boomers, these fucking boomers need to act like a crappy music festival was a historic event.
	Listen, your shitty taste in music does not justify the child abuse.
	Is that it?
	Is that it with the boomers?
	They think that, well, true, I never taught my children how to change the oil on their car.
	I never taught them how to stand up for themselves.
	I never taught them how the economy works, but I, I made them listen to the Beatles.
	Goodness.
	What?
	Like, folks, I swear to God, every time you think, every time you think you are done being angry at the boomers, like, I'm going to forgive them.
	They're just the boomers.
	They come and boomer you again.
	You know, I'm going to bitch about this.
	I literally had a boomer.
	I literally had a boomer who hired me to do a job he couldn't do.
	It was actually a pretty simple job, but he thought what I did was genius.
	How do you do that?
	Like you open the command line terminal.
	It's super easy.
	So he hires me to do this job.
	And I'm super fucking good at this job, by the way.
	Best they ever had.
	And he contacts me out of nowhere and he says, I think you should have the expert, tradesman, do this thing.
	Like A, I don't know what the fuck you're talking about.
	B, there's no reason I should know what the fuck you're talking about.
	And C thing ain't causing a problem.
	How about we leave it alone?
	Oh, if you're going to do this line of work, you really ought to learn the terminology.
	Oh, should I, boomer?
	How many programming languages do you know, mister Boomer?
	Oh my fucking God, they are just so endlessly arrogant and useless at the same time.
	the number one skill the boomer has is access to finance.
	Literally, if we had a great reset right now and the boomers no longer had credit ratings, there's not a single millennial here that would ask a boomer for wisdom.
	They'd all be going to Gen X and Gen X would be going to Gen X and Gen X would be going to millennial because it's not like millennials are stupid.
	It's just that we've got a few skills they don't have.
	The only thing the boomers have is finance.
	Good lord, I am so fucking sick of that generation.
	Oh my, have I been ranting about boomers for 15 minutes?
	All right, well, we are going to get this live stream closed out.
	I wish I had something nice to say about the Boomers.
	I wish like anything, like boomers.
	Yeah, I know Fox Day likes to pick on the boomers all the time.
	I'm looking for an excuse to say something nice, and I ain't got no excuse to at least show us what not to do.
	Oh goodness.
	I do what I'm fast turning into.
	I'm you want to know the worst racist on the planet?
	The racist that wants to like other people.
	I'm fast turning into the guy that like I want to say nice things about other people.
	And the fact that I've got nothing to say whatsoever is the most damnable indictment you can imagine.
	You know, to go meta for a moment.
	Like I'm I'm just kind of bitching about the problems, aren't I?
	Do you guys remember that?
	Oh, who was he?
	Like, you remember all those really radical YouTubers back in the day that would say really radical stuff.
	Like we radically ought to do something about this.
	They live stream with loaded magazines.
	Mind you, the first time the cops show up, they don't use any of those loaded magazines, do they?
	There's a lot of people out there.
	They're getting pretty fucking sick of this system, aren't they?
	A lot of fucking people are getting sick.
	What people want they want to earn a fair wage.
	They want to they want a free market of relationships.
	Women don't want to be lied to by men and men don't want to be lied to by women.
	We want a credit check.
	We want to marry the thing that she said she was, or he said she was, right?
	Fair play for fairer dealing.
	Oh, great.
	And for the record, it's not like I'm looking for some 21-year-old waifu.
	I'm looking for some twenty seven, thirty year old woman that's a total fucking weirdo creep psycho that likes my psychoness.
	I'm just looking for a mutual psycho.
	We want a mutual psycho for a relationship.
	We want fair wage for fair dealings.
	We want to have some control not just over our lives, but also over the lives of our children.
	No, you gender queer, childless, lesbian high school teacher, you don't get to have control over our children.
	and how radical that moderate position is becoming.
	So next week I am going to try and stream on which what is it?
	Not bit shoot for crying out loud.
	We're going to try streaming on a different channel next week.
	Wish me the best of luck.
	It is an absolute nightmare.
	Thank you to everybody that backs me on Patreon, backs me with Bitcoin, backs me with dollars, all of it.
	It is guys, it's really appreciated.
	It really, really is.
	And you are very free to write me.
	If I'm an asshole, tell me fuck you asshole.
	I gave you a fucking lemon.
	Don't be an asshole.
	Then I will be less of an asshole after you do that.
	Sometimes you gotta call me out too.
	Don't be afraid to call me out.
	I'm just another shithead as well.
	And in honor of us shitheads, Carpe Futurum tenetratitum God bless every single one of you stupid motherfuckers that bothers to subscribe to the stream.
	I love you guys.
	And knock back a few for me.
	Sleep tight.

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