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Oct. 28, 2021 - Davis Aurini
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20211015 The Moral Crucible

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Good.
Evening, folks.
And look at that, we got the webcam working.
I told you guys, this thing is an absolutely awful webcam.
First of all, we've got the 4x3 perspective on all of this.
And second, this is the same basic light level that you have for my regular videos.
But it looks like I'm broadcasting to you from the bunker, which we are not presently.
And that music.
It's ICU.
You know, the place that they murder you if you get a little koof.
It's the ICU by Radar.
R-A-Y-D-A-R.
It is not a palindrome.
So, go check it out.
New Retrowave, man.
I love that track.
I got a sexy robot girl for the image.
Oh, yeah, I know it's so dark in here.
And we're just lucky the sun has set, or that it's setting right now.
Sky's still a little bit red.
But yeah, that looks like streetlight.
That's sun.
It's absurd.
Utterly absurd.
Well, it looks like we got a bunch of people here.
We do not have Big L, who is playing his own stupid game with border people and whatnot involving the COVID.
I told him he should just go tell them to go fuck themselves.
They apparently wanted to get tested and do some isolation.
I just say go get go fuck yourself.
No, not getting tested.
No, I don't have COVID.
No, I'm not an 85-year-old overweight person that's dying.
I don't need to be ventrilated.
You're not going to make me bleed from the eyeball by shoving a q-tip up my nose.
Screw you.
Not doing it.
And what are they going to do?
What the hell are they going to do?
Are you going to show up to his door and kill him?
Get out of here.
Man, God bless that Chan artist that did that fantastic rendition of I Hate the Antichrist.
Just in case you missed it, I'm going to scrap it for you guys at home.
It's.
Is this it?
Nope.
There we go.
There's this meme going around where they just used the old, oh, like before the Wojacks, what do we call the troll face?
Yeah, they used the troll face from way back in the day.
And there's a couple of UN guards and just this guy in a bunker saying, I hate the Antichrist, I hate the Antichrist.
And this one of the Chan artists decided to put it together into a fully realized image where there's the 4channer.
He's floating in the air with holy fire screaming, I hate the Antichrist, sending electric zaps out to the UN officers.
They're trying to arrest him for not being vaccinated.
And in the foreground, there's a UN officer going type green into the radio with an upside-down pentagram on his helmet and, you know, physics written across his uniform because obviously he was turned into a cyber demon in the Hadron Particle Collider.
Just absolutely inspirational image.
I love it.
Just absolutely love it.
So, title of the stream is The Moral Crucible.
But, you know, I like to mess around a little bit.
Sometimes people don't show up right away.
And do I have 16 viewers already?
Not bad.
So the first thing I'm going to do is recommend an anthology series for y'all.
It's.
It doesn't really have a name.
It is by Oates Studios.
Actually, you know what?
I've got the computer right here.
I can just copy this.
Best part is, it's not just on Netflix.
It's on YouTube as well.
Right?
Oats Studios.
Oats, like the breakfast oats, the horse paste.
So, let's see.
Can I copy that?
Will they let me?
There we go.
And so each one, they're just these short little vignettes, like 20 minutes long, of apocalyptic visions.
Right?
The first one is, you know, aliens take over the earth.
And they mind rape us.
And it's the whole thing's extremely reminiscent of the whole COVID thing.
Second one is Vietnam and Rage.
And they don't really have a conclusion.
They're a lot of dream imagery.
Each one is like the intro to a movie.
And then the rest of the movie is just, you know, alpha male protagonist, you know, running and gunning.
It's like, you know, we don't even need the rest of the movie.
Like, the intro is everything we need.
It contains all the really good concepts, and that's all he's doing.
So I quite enjoy those.
And I guess the next thing, just to pad out the start of the stream, is my complaints with the movie industry.
So I was watching Alice in Borderland.
So I think everybody's heard of Squid Games.
Squid Games is pretty good.
Squid Games is fun.
Right?
It's one of these weird Korean, what if people were put into a death game together?
The Asians really love to explore game theory concepts.
Right?
Like there's that, what was it called?
The parasite?
Parasite with a Y?
About the guy got, like, his hand got infected with a parasite and the parasites are battling one another.
And the whole thing's an exploration of game theory, essentially.
And this one, it's people get kidnapped, put into a death game against one another.
What happens to human morality?
What happens to, like, how do you strategize the game to win?
Right, it's like, if you think about rock paper scissors oh it's traded, says son was showing me squid game as well.
What's great is it's actually funny like somehow they turned a show about being in a death game into a lighthearted comedy at the same time.
I'm not really sure how they did that, but it's.
Yeah, adults play kids games and die, and the interesting thing about kids games is there is potentially a lot of strategic depth to them.
If you've ever played an iterated game of rock paper scissors, there's strategy to it.
There is.
There's a lot of mind game going on, a lot of bluffing, a lot of like you know, I know that, you know that, I know that, you know that, I know that you're no great fool.
So yeah, that these, these shows really explore that squid game is awesome.
Then you have Alice In Borderland, and it's the same kind of concept right, people get somehow kidnapped and transported to an empty Tokyo and forced to participate in games, or a laser from the sky kills them, And I watched about eight episodes.
And like, honestly, the I think they only had like three games that they actually played.
Right?
Like, the Squid game, half the narrative is about the games themselves.
Like, how do you strategize this whole thing?
But with this other one, there's almost no game playing.
So it becomes quite about the characters trying to survive.
And it's just not good.
That's not what caused me to turn it off because I was only like, eh, just vetging.
I wasn't looking for anything really good.
I'll tell you what caused me to turn it off.
See, there's this character, this girl that's been going around in a bikini.
And she winds up fighting with, you know, like, of course it does the whole, oh, what is that?
The kids trapped on the island and they start murdering one another, right?
It's like, there's the game murdering people, but then the people playing the game start murdering one another.
That whole thing.
So, like, the bad guys are murdering people.
So, so, Chicken the Bikini winds up getting into a fight with Yakuza Swordman.
And she does not immediately die.
And why does she not immediately die?
Well, we have a five-minute flashback to how her father was a ninja who trained her in ninjutsu back when she was a boy.
Oh, big reveal.
She was a boy.
She was trans and got kicked out of the house by her bigoted father for being trans.
Five-minute cutscene.
Like, episode six of the standard.
Like, this doesn't matter.
Like, her father was a ninja.
That's the only part that matters, but no, no, she's also trans and her father was a bigot.
No son of mine will take female hormones.
Right, right, Lord of the Flags.
Thank you.
I mean, it's just like, get the fuck out of here, man.
No, it's not that I'm like, you don't want any trans characters.
Hey, guys, let's watch, shoot, what's that?
About the transsexual in Transylvania?
What the heck is that called?
Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I mean, that's a fantastic movie.
I would love to get stoned and watch that movie with somebody.
It's weird, it's hilarious, it's got a great musical track to it.
And yeah, I'm not upset because there's a transsexual character.
I'm upset that you're just ham-fisting this transsexual character into it for no narrative reason whatsoever.
And after that, I watched for another 15 minutes, I think, after that scene.
And then they had a scene where one of the characters got bullied.
How did he get bullied?
Like that back in high school, he got bullied.
So the kids in high school would make him stand in one place while they took a baseball and then baseball batted it into his face.
Things that never happened for $400, Alex.
Like, baseball batting somebody in the face like that could potentially kill them.
And it's one of these things.
Like, first of all, I don't even care that he was bullied.
Who even cares?
Why are you putting this in?
I want to see the Death Games.
For some damned reason, a lot of these movie writers, and it's not just Hollywood, because this is another Asian series.
I don't know if it's, I think it's Japanese.
It's happening in Tokyo, right?
But a lot of these people that wind up writing for movies, they've got this persecution mentality.
They seem to like they write all of these scenes into movies, and you've seen them, all right?
We've all seen them.
These clips from high school where some sort of vicious, over-the-top, insane amount of bullying was going on.
Things that did not happen.
Here's the thing about high school, okay?
First of all, you've got all of these emotionally immature and overreactive teenagers all over the damn place.
Right?
Everybody's tetchy.
Everybody takes offense at everything.
Everybody's self-conscious.
Everybody thinks they're being bullied all the damn time.
All those people that you thought were bullying you, they thought you were bullying them.
Okay?
It's like it's just a vicious environment.
And high school is totally Lord of the Flies.
It's a really screwed up social environment.
Teenagers do not belong trying to organically socialize like that.
Okay?
They need to be inducted into adulthood, as opposed to just like cut adrift, form your own damn society.
And see, those of us that are mentally healthy, we get over it.
Right?
We grow as people.
Like, if we felt like people were picking on us in high school, we go lift some weights, Sigma Male Grind Set.
And then we look back and say, you know what?
I kind of bullied people too.
Nobody got out of there alive.
It's just a really vicious, vicious environment.
whole high school thing screwed up.
But nope, not these writers.
Not these writers.
These writers are 25, 30, 40 years old, and they're still harboring grudges over perceived slights and imagined things.
Right?
It's like nobody baseball batted you in the face.
A kid that did that would wind up in juvie.
Okay, like that kid's a psycho.
There's something really wrong with that kid.
He probably needs to be taken out of his household because chances are his dad's raping him or something.
Right?
It's yeah, kids are kind of nasty because they don't know how to behave, but nobody baseball batted you in the face.
like, get out of here.
It also shows the complete abandonment of the Christian perspective on things.
Writers are gamma.
TV and movie writers are gamma.
I don't know what it is.
But yeah, you're right.
That's a scamma behavior.
I'm not sure.
I think to be a good novelist, well, I don't know.
There's a lot of gamma novelists now, too.
I mean, there's some really good novelists, right?
Like, I'd like to put myself on that list, but take Michael Connolly, right?
Or Orson Scott Card.
There's a lot of really good novelists.
But yeah, there's so many Gamma writers, it's just, and they pollute the stream.
Sort of like because we're always seeing this, we're always being bombarded with these narratives about bullies and jocks and whatnot.
That it distorts our own perceptions of reality, you know, because we're listening to gammas.
One of the things I think is very important is to there's a there's a saying in writing, a mode of writing called unreliable narrator.
And this is when you adopt the first person, the first person, it was a perspective, whatever, where it's rather than like third person is the protagonist went and did this.
Luke Skywalker fought Darth Vader.
First person is I fought Darth Vader.
I ran and looked for my cigarettes.
And there's an unreliable first person narrator.
That's where the author drops these little hints every so often that the story you're being told is an extremely biased story from the perspective of the character telling it.
So when you watch something like How I Met Your Mother, which I've never seen the damn thing, but I know about it.
The TV show involves these very good-looking people.
The person actually telling that story was a doofus, right?
And his wife is not very like this.
This is not something to model your behavior on.
You need to take all of that and process it through these people are idiots.
Very few of these sitcoms have the honesty or an integrity of something like Seinfeld, where, like, first of all, none of the characters come across as heroic, right?
You're not supposed to admire these characters.
They're very good at banter.
They're witty, but they are not good people.
And they really emphasize that in the final episode where they get sent to jail for being assholes.
But something like Friends, something like The Office.
Right, right, I was thinking about The Office because there was a fantastic stream by Blackpilt on The Office, where he was simply pointing out that the alpha male character is a simp beta bitch.
Jim Halpern, he's simping and pursuing this woman who's engaged to another guy.
He's just sniffing around, trying to get the girl that belongs to somebody else.
And the alpha male always puts him in his place.
And so in his beta rage, he takes it out on Dwight.
Now, Dwight is characterized as a ridiculous person in the series, but at the same time, you know, take a step back, right?
Like, don't accept the patina being painted on the series.
Take a step back and look at Dwight.
And Dwight, he's extremely principled.
He is extremely successful with women.
That's the funny thing, is Dwight is always dating different women.
Sigma male grindset, right?
None of them are good enough for him.
Hey, Turner and Hooch, thank you for the lemon.
Remember, viewer appreciation cannot be taken to the bank.
But lemons in crypto definitely can.
That's a funny thing.
Like Dwight is actually a very well-rounded person.
He has his own farm.
He's yeah, he likes to talk about Battlestar Galactica.
Who the hell doesn't though?
Very successful with women.
And it's only within this office environment that he's not allowed to punch Jim in the face that Jim can bully him.
And so like Jim is the cool guy?
He's not cool.
He's this sniveling little office weasel.
Grandpa always said, I can't spend a thank you.
Your grandfather was a wise man.
If the writers aren't gamma, they have been dead for decades and their stuff is being gammified.
Oh boy, we have such a nasty little gamma takeover of society, don't we?
Just to finish off the thought with the movie, or with the TV series, and turning it off, is I'm not looking.
I wasn't looking for like Shakespeare, right?
I'm not nitpicking, I'm not being some sort of moral prude.
I'm just like, don't shove your stupid narrative into the like it doesn't belong here.
Doesn't belong here.
Have an organic series.
You know what?
In Squid Games, in Squid Games actually does subtly touch on racism in a really effective way.
Like I don't know if it's racism or not.
Or if it's just, you know, survival or whatever, but you've got the one character who's a Muslim immigrant who's just trying to earn money for his family.
And he gets completely betrayed by the Japanese guy, or Korean, I should say, the Korean guy that went to their equivalent of Harvard.
So you have this, basically you have this extremely privileged guy that's native to the country, and you've got this other guy, economic immigrant, good guy, family man, who's getting screwed over by his boss because he's technically a second class citizen, and then he gets screwed over by the powerful guy.
It's part of his villain turn.
And it's subtle.
Nobody screams racism.
Nobody screams privilege or anything like that.
It's just really good storytelling.
It really humanizes the character and it's it doesn't beat you over the head with the narrative.
It's organic.
But no, these people just need to shove their their social justice into everything.
Uncle Samberg says social change belongs everywhere.
Oh my god.
Yeah, Lester Goldstein, eh?
Especially on the age of consent, right, Lester?
Now there's a I don't know if I'm gonna read you all of this.
It is a little bit long.
But it was a a post made back in Oh recently.
Sorry, I'm gonna mute that.
So this poster writes about how starting earlier this year I began to infiltrate leftist online spaces just out of sheer curiosity.
What are they really like?
Are are the bunker chan trannies really real?
What goes on in those types of places?
He says, well, most, if not all of the most ardent, warlike leftist spaces are up to something like 70% transgender, or at least some variation thereof.
And when I say ardent, I mean actively engaging in raiding, shilling, and spamming of other communities like 4chan.
These places are also very difficult to find and penetrate, because we're going to let me just, I don't want to get to the big part.
So, what are these lefty, SJW, tranny, woke spaces actually like?
They are, in my eyes, more than anything, unfathomably sad, to the point of being quite disturbing.
The darkness in these places is like black sludge.
It's almost asphyxiating.
Hard drug use, suicidal ideation, severe pornography addictions, cornucopias of unresolved mental illnesses.
All politics aside, these are people who are completely and utterly lost and know it.
Even just being in these spaces was enough to depress me, as if the sheer misery was contagious.
The state of nihilism manifest is almost literally in its profundity, is almost literary in its profundity.
The mental space these people inhabit is just a pitch black, meaningless void, which is then filled with ephemeral hedonism, the nature of which is predominantly self-destructive.
I'm not religious, but I still can't help but think of the allegory of God forsakenness.
It's a phenomenological hell.
Across all the different spaces, talk of depression and suicide is commonplace.
When they're not busy masturbating to the most pathological pornography imaginable, they'll share how their parents hate them or how they are disappointing their parents, their catastrophic social failings, their unemployment status, their disabilities, their hate for humanity, or some variation of humanity, or other crippling afflictions.
And whereas having a space to talk about your issues is in theory a good thing, these are not group counseling sessions.
Quite the contrary.
Every single issue that is brought up is validated.
A member vents about how they're a complete social failure?
It's society's fault and fuck society.
Person literally lost their job because of their pornography addiction?
That's okay, you don't need a job.
You just need to consume more pornography.
Let's see.
So where does the leftism really come in?
What's the connection?
This is only my personal conjecture.
Why is that word so hard to say?
But I find the connection rather starkly evident.
These are people who have been so immiserated by whatever circumstances of environment or birth that they can only imagine happiness in an imaginary world.
To them, a world that would treat them fairly is one that would elevate them up to the same level of status and worth as someone who is responsible and productive.
They scorn themselves, their situation, and project that self-hatred onto the world as a defense mechanism.
This is why, when asked questions such as, what would you do in the communist utopia?
The response is often something completely delusional, like, I'd start a theory club and do knitting, or I'd mostly read books and tend to my plants.
Because they are, again, completely and utterly removed from the realities of harsh, tangible reality, to the point where they have, in large part, legitimately escaped it.
Let's see, they live on government assistance or their parents or what have for you.
And let's see.
So he mentions, yeah, 70% of them are transgender, whereas invite-only leftist theory groups have an over-representation of them as well.
It's in particular the most toxic, destructive communities where this figure is fully realized.
And seeing what I've seen, I'm beginning to truly understand why nearly half of transgender people commit suicide.
Although that's actually a bullshit statistic.
The darkness they live in, both in community and mental space.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Basically, these are self-inflicted wounds, people.
And the crazy thing about this is it's not like we've always had people that self-isolate like that.
The crazy thing is, they still have this communication medium where they, first of all, network with their fellow crazies, right?
So the reality is you need to do something productive, right?
I would even say that part of the part of the biggest stress from the lockdowns has been that people have lacked productive things to do.
I mean, like that's the number one cause of opiate addiction is losing your job for crying out loud, right?
Lose your job, you get chronic pain, so you go on opiates.
And they've just, yeah, they lock everybody in solitary confinement, like the lack of productive things to do.
The people that kept sane, the people that have kept sane over all of it, have found projects for themselves.
And so these people, that's their number one thing, is they're not productive members of society.
They're not contributing anything.
And rather than address that, rather than go and find a job or chop some damn wood or something like that, they engage in increasingly masturbatory activities.
Literal masturbation or knitting that you just, you know, they're not knitting a sweater for somebody in their family.
They're knitting something stupid that nobody wants.
They're making garbage.
So yeah, you get this vicious thing where it exacerbates the whole circle.
But then, because they still have this communication medium, they can affect social policy.
And so all of the new standards being pushed by YouTube, being pushed by Twitter, by Facebook, all of these community standards, right?
I was listening to a good Tim Cool bit where he's pointing out that, you know, first it was I'm a victim because I'm harassed.
He had some stages.
I forget what it was, but it used to be like actual harassment, right?
Like somebody is targeting me and sending bullshit.
And now it's somebody said mean about, said something mean about the label I identify with.
So Louder with Crowder got a week's suspension because he said something that hurt the feelings of transsexuals, even though he wasn't targeting a specific transsexual and he was talking about an actual court case.
That's going a kid was abused in a washroom, apparently.
But merely talking about that got him in trouble for potentially bullying, for a pattern of behavior that upsets this group who are all mentally ill, who are getting worse by the day.
Like if these people were just, you know, living in some hovel somewhere, we wouldn't be bending over backwards to try and accommodate them.
And yet we are, we are as a society, because we're acting like they're normal people.
Tread Des says, civil rights continues until the dignity, safety, and prosperity of working class is transferred to, yeah, not the, not the working class.
It's.
It's pathetic, it's sad, and it's self-inflicted.
All of this stuff is self-inflicted.
One of the things that this poster pointed out is that it's pretty much 99% white people.
Like there's no subversive element in these groups.
It is a self-selected group.
You can't blame doctor Money for this.
And yeah, these are the demons we're dealing with.
For some reason, we've decided to give these people power over what you're allowed to say.
We've decided to legislate based upon these groups, right?
These and like I'm not talking about your actual transsexual, right?
Like I you know, gender dysphoria is a really real thing.
Like these guys, okay, this is autogynophilia.
This is they can't get a woman, so they fetishize the concept of them being a sexually attractive woman and run absolutely hog wild to the point of pure insanity with it.
They don't have gender dysphoria.
Okay, they've got autogynophilia.
Gender dysphoria seems to be a real thing.
Who knows what it is?
Maybe it's the chemicals in the water turning the frogs gay.
But most trans or not, I don't know, most.
Some transsexuals are not this.
These people are just pits of self-loathing and despair.
It's the juice.
It's the soy.
Who knows?
What these people need is intervention.
What they need is mental, like they need to be locked up in a mental asylum, quite frankly.
And yet we're pandering to them.
Even though they have no money to spend.
Right?
It's like quite it's Christchan.
These people are Christian, just slightly more functional.
Anyway, all that said, we're one-third of the way in.
Might as well get to the actual topic of this dream, which is, well, and this is this is all sort of related to it.
The moral crucible.
I'll tell you where the genesis for this stream came from.
Saw this meme I decided to share on Facebook.
I forget what it was, but basically I just say, yeah, yeah, most people are absolute demons.
Like there's sin and then there's sin.
You know, somebody ghosts on you and breaks your heart.
Somebody calls you an asshole, right?
That's just like that's just normal Mundane stuff that happens.
Plenty of that has happened to me.
It hurts, it sucks, whatever.
That's just normal.
But then you have these people that you just try and be nothing but good to them.
And for no reason whatsoever, for no sane reason, they just decide they're going to do everything in their power to ruin your life.
Like, not even to profit, right?
Like, stealing from somebody, guy that stole my bike, at least he's got a bike now.
Kind of sucks that he stole that from me.
But no, it's like they'll just go and destroy your bike without even stealing it.
And so, like, my former, the people I've associated with over the years, right?
There's that damn documentary that literally me and my partner, all we had to do was finish the damn thing.
It was just some editing, some music, maybe get some animations in there.
Thing was in the bag, and we'd already received a lot of money from people to do this thing.
We had lines of access to getting it onto Netflix.
And then, what, me and him hate each other?
That's fine.
We can go our separate ways.
We both make a lot of money and we fulfill our obligations.
Instead, the guy destroys the whole damn thing in a fit of peak, betrays all the people that gave us money in the first place, lies about me all over the damned internet, and for what?
He didn't make any money off of it.
Like, it was the stupidest case of embezzling that ever happened.
Right?
Like, at least embezzlers usually make money.
It's like, no, he just went out of his way to try and ruin me.
He ruined himself and like he cut off his nose to spite his face.
It's like, why would you do this?
Then other people that I thought were friends that I'd promoted just like went out of my way, went out of their way to constantly harass me, constantly spread lies about me, dox me, figure out where I work, try and get me fired from my job.
And like these are people, like I never did any, like whatever.
We got into a fucking argument.
That's it.
And I said, listen, if we're just going to argue, I'm not going to argue with you anymore.
But man, like the gammas.
The like the utterly demonic gammas.
And it was painful to go through.
Treachery, betrayal, it's extremely painful.
But it was also very enlightening, illuminating.
This is the reason that I don't believe that we're going to vote our way out of it.
Because we've got too much of this.
You know, the Catholic Church talks about how there's venial sins and mortal sins, right?
And well, I'm not going to really be talking about the Catholic definition, but like there's the petty, stupid, evil stuff that you do that you're going to pay for one day.
But it's just you being stupid.
Like if you don't show up for work, you are going to get fired from your job.
If you eat a garbage diet, you are going to have your legs amputated because you've got type 2 diabetes when you're old, right?
You decide to just blindly trust the government that, oh yeah, take this vaccine.
Well, you get ADE.
The red deer prophecy is starting to come true right now.
We are finally seeing it.
The numbers are beginning to pop up.
Yeah, you exported your moral thought onto somebody else.
Now you're paying for it.
You spend all your twenties sleeping around.
You're probably not going to find somebody to love and cherish you.
You're probably not going to get to have kids.
You're going to die miserable and alone.
Wages of sin or death.
But then you have the evil that people do that is just so like inexcusable.
It's like utterly there's literally no reason to do that.
Hurting a kid.
Torturing an innocence.
Betraying for zero profit whatsoever.
Right?
And hey, like I'm not the person that keeps the moral account books, right?
But I think you guys all know what I'm talking about.
There's evil in the pursuit of good.
Right?
You're lazy because you want leisure.
Well, it actually makes you poorer in the future, but that's in the pursuit of good.
You steal something because you want the thing.
Well, the thing is good, just the stealing is bad.
Our society is absolutely rife with people that pursue evil for the sake of evil.
Not for personal profit, not because they're weak, just a spit in the face of God.
And see, this is why we're not voting our way out of this.
There is too much moral chaff that needs to be burned off in the crucible before we can get a semblance of normality again.
A world where people ghost on you and people are jerks and if you don't keep an eye on it, somebody steals it.
like that paradise, we've got a long ways to go to get from here to there.
And that's why we need all of this suffering.
We need all of this.
Wages of sin and death.
If these people, if they're not going to start taking responsibility, well R versus K.
I wouldn't, you know what?
No, I wouldn't even say R versus K, Amadi.
Because that is too disrespectful to our type species.
You know, one of the most interesting science fiction aliens out there is the Puppeteers by Niven.
The Puppeteers are a prey species.
And like, I don't think he read about RK selection theory, but he developed prey moral behavior.
And so the puppeteers are absolutely our like they're in our species, but they have a very well worked out set of social rules.
Right?
In fact, blackmail is a cornerstone of their legal system.
For a K species, we make it illegal to blackmail.
For them, it's a cornerstone.
It's one of the most noble things you can do.
Their leader is called the hindmost.
This is just evil for the sake of evil.
This is like these discords that these radical lefties are just hiding on and they're addicted to the most awful types of pornography out there and trying to get worse.
That's not even our behavior.
That's just pure demonic evil.
Rourke says, and I love this saying.
I love it.
I mean, the first time you heard it growing up, hey kid, I paid for all 18 inches of that saw, not just the three you're using.
But it's a really good saying.
You choose the behavior, you choose the consequences.
Love that.
Old Drill Sergeant Major used to say that at Meeford.
Or is it the Regiment Sergeant Major?
Whatever.
There is no political, economic, scientific, technological, medical, etc. solutions to a fundamentally spiritual problem, and that's yes.
The only answer is suffering.
The only answer is consequences.
And Red Deer, if you guys don't know, the Red Deer prophecy was a poster on poll back in July or August saying that we're going to start seeing the consequences of this mRNA technology.
We're going to start seeing it in mid to late September.
And we have been.
Now, the thing is, it takes at least a month for numbers to start showing up.
Right?
Like, they have to get reported, tabulated, etc.
So you aren't going to find out about the numbers in mid-September.
And a lot of other things are just anecdotal.
There's a lot of rumors about bad drivers.
I'm not entirely certain about those, but yeah, I've seen a lot of really, really bad drivers on the road.
And it's been long enough at this point that you can't justify that by saying that, oh, they just forgot how to drive during the lockdown.
But no, we're in, yeah, mid-October.
Bang on, mid-October.
And we're now at the point.
We're at the point where, yeah, we've had the numbers from Scotland.
Why are so many people dying in Scotland?
They all got vaccinated.
They should be perfectly safe.
So yeah, Red Deer is coming true.
Took us a few weeks to see it.
It's coming true.
One of the parts of it that really gets me is How the boomers are just rolling along with the vaccine passports.
Now, if you're out there working, right, there's a lot of people working that are being pressured by their employer to get vaccinated, pressured to get the passport, and you know, you got a mortgage, maybe you got some kids that you're paying for, you're just trying to figure out how the hell do I survive.
You still shouldn't.
It's like, no, no, the blood inside my body is not the property of the government.
The government does not get to determine what goes in and out of my body.
You still shouldn't do it.
But see, that's one of those venial sins.
That's one of those understandable sins.
Like, you're going to pay for it, but it's forgivable.
Whereas the boomers, the retired boomers, are getting vaccine passports just so they can go see a damned sports ball game.
They are handing over the medical freedom of their grandchildren so that they can see a live sports ball game.
bald nonce says i'm a nonce that i certainly am it's just so it's utterly shocking isn't it I think one of the deeper problems with the boomers is they want to believe in nice morality.
They want to think that the afterlife is you meet Saint Peter and he's like, You were a bit of a meanie a few times.
You say, I'm sorry, Jesus, and then you're in heaven.
They don't want to take full moral accountability for everything they did.
And they were never bluntly challenged with a moral problem.
And yeah, Turner Hooch, you're not wrong.
Richer than their parents, richer than their kids.
They always ignored all the moral consequences of the things they did.
They always got away with the moral consequences.
Let's go back to what I was saying about these Hollywood writers that are still obsessed over perceived slights from high school.
Again, the mature person grows up and realizes, you know what, I got bullied, but I bullied people too.
And I was probably overreacting to the bullying because I was an emotionally immature teenager.
And you know what?
I've been a shitty person so many times.
I've sent out so many bad ripples of karma into the universe that eventually, oh, somebody did a hit and run on my car in the parking lot.
Yeah, they shouldn't have done that, but I shouldn't have done that evil thing way back when.
Or, you know, maybe I don't deserve to get yelled at by this person or honked at in traffic or whatever.
But you know what?
I'm going to let this one slide.
Because maybe I didn't deserve that, but I certainly deserved other bullshit in my life.
Right?
And I didn't get that bullshit.
I sent out bad karma to people that didn't deserve it.
So you know what?
This buck's going to stop with me.
I'm going to eat this one.
Because I might not deserve it, but I deserve something.
And when you really try and tally up all the evil you've done in your life, it's like, you know what?
Jesus, I really do deserve hell, don't I?
Like, all of the suffering that I endure in my life, I deserve actually a lot more than that.
And so rather than obsess and be resentful and hold on to things, you know what, I'm going to let it go.
I'm going to let it go, and I'm going to try and be positive to other people in the future.
Speaking of bald nods, I presume it's a compliment.
I mean, look, that's kind of fundamental.
Like, that's the whole, that's why Christ got crucified on the cross.
He decided to eat up all the evil.
And because somebody's got to do it, otherwise it just keeps getting worse.
just keeps getting worse.
But you can't have the repentance.
You can't.
You can't do that until you admit that you've been a cause of so much evil in the world.
You've sent out so many bad vibrations, man.
And the boomers just don't want to admit that.
The boomers basically had two big moral challenges.
The first was, I'd say it was Vietnam.
And how'd they respond to it?
They called the soldiers baby killers.
They blamed the soldiers.
They othered the soldiers.
So on the one hand, they're protesting a government that is conscripting people and forcing them to fight in this war, which, well, that's a whole other issue.
Like, obedience is a virtue to a certain extent.
But then, okay, these kids get sent off to war.
And guys, war is hell.
What do you think war is?
Do you think it's cupcakes and rainbows?
It's trying to kill that guy before he kills you.
And it's sometimes you shoot at the wrong target.
But rather than say, this is part of the evil manifest in humanity that we all have within us, this potential that we all have.
Nope, they blamed it on the soldiers.
The soldiers came back, all screwed up from PTSD, and rather than being embraced and brought back into the community, and, you know, like, I'm so sorry that you got conscripted.
I can only imagine what you went through.
You know, hey, you're still one of us.
No, no, you're a baby killer.
Fuck you.
This is the thing.
They weren't protesting.
Good lord.
I have been I served seven years.
I've been opposed to the war in Iraq since the damn thing started because Iraq had nothing to do with 9-11.
Right?
I have been in protest of this war.
I never hated on the soldiers.
Never hated on the Americans.
Oh, fuck America.
No, it had absolutely nothing to do with protesting the policies that led to Vietnam.
Vietnam, there were actually major justifications for that war.
Were they good enough?
Well, you can argue about that.
There's an argument to be had about whether or not they were satisfactory.
They probably weren't.
But then you're, it's now you're in the political realm.
Now you're admitting that all of us are imperfect people trying to make the best decisions that we can.
And I might be wrong as well.
Nope.
Other them.
Other the whole concept of war.
Oh, we don't need war.
Oh, guess what?
As long as we're on this planet, we do.
And Maddie says they also went to Woodstock during the Hong Kong pandemic.
I don't know about the Hong Kong pandemic, but typical selfish boomer behavior.
So that was the one moral crisis.
And rather than confront it honestly, you know, like when we're talking about the radical left discords, where they just they hate the whole world and they demand communism and communism, I'll sit around and read books.
That was the boomer response to the evils of warfare.
Instead of admit that life is complex and we're competing for scarce resources and sometimes there winds up being a conflict that has no obvious answer.
Right?
Like, hey, if I've got two vanilla cupcakes and you've got two chocolate cupcakes, let's trade a couple of cupcakes so we get one of each.
Problem solved.
But, you know, you're playing the squid game and there might not be a really obvious or good solution.
And we've been working on this for thousands of years for Christ's sake.
Right?
The whole concept of just war, all of this, thousands of years, and we're trying to get better at it.
We're trying to find a good middle ground between you have a right to defend yourself, but you also shouldn't shoot somebody that's running away because human life is precious, even that of a thief.
It's a tough situation that we're dealing with.
But rather than admit that it's a tough situation, nope, high and mighty, we're opposed to war and we even hate the kids that were conscripted.
Boomers always seem to be othering unvaccinated against vaccinated.
Well, and the other big moral crisis, they othered again.
And that moral crisis was manufacturing.
The fact is that working sucks.
And it's often dangerous.
And so what happened under Boomer rule was that most of the menu, most of the ugly, unpleasant, dangerous jobs were exported to Southeast Asia.
And so instead of having, you know, workers in North America losing limbs or getting poisoned or what have you, we're just going to send it, we're going to in a country with maybe not perfect safety legislation, We're going to send it to another country with zero safety legislation, and we're just going to look the other way because we've got all of our stuff coming in.
Johnny Sin says bald nonce.
Brother, please contribute a little bit more to the conversation.
And, again, I don't want to be all, like, self-concredited.
Generation X is a piece of shit too, right?
We're all shitty human beings.
But there were actually major protests against Nike doing this with Gen X. Even our like the leftists we used to have were fighting against that.
And like we even got Nike to supposedly fix what they were doing.
And then they, of course, they corporatized it.
They put a label on it.
You can get your fair trade organic coffee, which is probably bullshit.
But, you know, boomers just look the other way.
You are on the same moral level as the butcher.
So don't pretend you aren't a killer.
We all eat meat.
We are all sinners.
Exactly.
The whole point is like the stack of our sins.
There was a really good webcomic.
It was that this old man dies and it's like you have to make up for all the lives you've taken and he runs into the guy he fought in Vietnam and he's like, man, I'm so sorry.
We were just kids and he hugs him.
It's really touching.
And then there's a huge line of all the animals he killed and it's like, but yeah, that's it.
You do not get out of this life with a clean conscience.
Like, yeah, the animals are there for us to eat.
Like, that's the reality.
You got to eat.
There is no virtue in being a vegetarian.
I think this is the reason people despise vegetarians so vehemently.
It's because of the faux moral righteousness that they exhibit.
I mean, not to quote Maddox, because he's a little bit of a bald nonce, isn't he, Baldnce?
But Maddox rightly pointed out that factory farming kills animals too.
Hell, farming, period.
You got to dig up the ground and you're going to kill a few earthworms doing that.
It's not like these people don't use gasoline in their cars or natural gas for heating in the winter.
And guess what?
We have to go rip up all of this wildlife and deny them a place to live to go mine that oil.
So no, refusing to eat meat doesn't mean that you're not killing animals to survive.
You are killing animals to survive.
We all are.
And it's not like plants aren't life forms too.
They might not have a complex neural network, but they've got some sort of awareness.
They've got something going on.
But no, no, you don't eat meat, so you're better than everybody else.
And don't get me wrong, man.
I absolutely hate killing animals.
I am a total pussy.
I could never work in an abattoir.
Even shooting the ground squirrels for my mummy.
Man, I almost cry doing it.
They're such sweet little critters.
I hate, hate, hate taking life.
But when done righteously, it's a chore like any other.
And I'm not above it.
I'm not better than the butcher.
I mean, I'll certainly do what I can to avoid eating meat that was killed cruelly, but I'm not these self-righteous niceness prigs.
That's part of the interesting thing about shows like Squid Game where you see people competing for their lives What is the correct way to play the game?
You know, no rules in love and war.
And yet yet we still have this conscience saying there ought to be rules.
What are we supposed to do?
So yeah, Moral Crucible.
Do what it is.
It's about burning away the people who don't want to admit that they're sinners.
The people, the people that want to pretend that they're innocent.
Turnin' Hooch says, Boomers are all about getting the rocks off of everyone else.
Be damned.
Yeah.
I mean, again, the questions are really complex.
What the hell are we supposed to do about China?
China really treats their workers like shit.
But if we just embargoed all of them, then the workers would have no jobs.
They'd be starving to death.
What can we do to try and make the world a better place?
To make an incremental step forward in things.
See, that's morally difficult because as soon as you start trying to make an incremental step, you're taking accountability for the fact that you're participating in a system that's fundamentally flawed.
You know, this is the sort of thing we see in that Vosh fellow.
Vosh is always going on about how capitalism is so fundamentally evil that he doesn't, but he's forced to participate in it.
So he doesn't even care that there's child labor.
In fact, you know, it's no different than child prostitution, according to him.
Until we get communism, everything is flawed.
It is this pie in the sky perfection morality.
That, oh, until we get perfection, ain't my fault, everything's allowed.
Whereas incrementalism forces you to take accountability.
Like, yeah, I know things ain't perfect.
I'm doing what I can.
Bernie Powers says the best way to play the squid game is to do everything you can to avoid playing in the first place.
It's to seek out mutually beneficial relationships.
It's to well, it's to build.
You know, the squid game, it's nothing but a it's a zero sum game.
The series doesn't necessitate that only one person ultimately win the squid game.
Although I think maybe it does.
Maybe that's how like I don't understand how the squid game works.
It's some Japanese schoolyard game.
Maybe only one person could win at the end.
And they dramatically had it between the two characters.
But it's nonetheless, it's a zero sum.
Like there's nothing being built by the squid game.
It's competing for a particular trophy, as opposed to building and creating and trying to expand the circle of wealth.
You know it's funny folks I was I was actually pretty worked up about this stuff last night, but I'm in a good mood today, so I'm having trouble getting angry about all of this.
Don't know why I'm in a good mood.
Just look really good.
I guess that's why.
I guess part of it is the red deer coming.
I'm just so damn sick of living in this fake bullshit world, right?
One of the most infuriating things about this world is that you get ahead.
One of the best ways to get ahead is telling people what they want to hear.
Oh!
Oh, Bernie, just like Bernie Powers said, I would love to watch something like Battle Royale or Squid Game where a strong leader is able to take control and save as many people as possible.
So not a zero sum game.
You know what?
There was a Call of Cthulhu campaign that I played back in the day.
That it was like my buddy that used to run these put so much effort into it.
And now, of course, everybody died at the end because it's Call of Cthulhu.
But we died and gave a huge fuck you to Cthulhu at the end of it.
Oh, and the setting was Battle Royale.
They took 666 people and made them Battle Royale.
Not because it mattered.
It was just like icing on the cake for Cthulhu.
So, I don't know, maybe I'll write that.
It was one hell of a game session.
It was a, like, man, it was really, really good.
So maybe I'll, that would be, that might be a good series.
Maybe I'll pitch that to Netflix.
Might even be able to...
Hmm.
Might be able to do young adult novels with it as well.
Like it's no major sexual themes came up in it.
Right?
Cthulhu's great for high school kids.
Anyway, sorry, what was I saying?
Why was I saying this before that?
Again, I'm just kind of in a chilled-out mood tonight.
Usually I'm full of piss and vinegar.
just angry all the time but i'm actually just in a i'm just mellow just in a good mood so all right we're talking about squid game we're We're talking about Hollywood making a lot of crap.
You know, Oat Studios.
You gotta check this out.
This guy is so schizotypal.
The schizotypal grind set.
My one buddy saw the first episode he did and thought it was predictive programming.
No, I don't think it is.
i don't think it is it's i think a lot of what people think is predictive programming it's actually just schizotypal thinking the the schizotypal line of thought it's like schizotypals will like make six ridiculous leaps of assumption and somehow have the right answer you
It's like prophets are schizotypals.
Okay?
Like, that's the madness that is, like, the divine madness is the schizotypal line of thought.
You know, I was posting some memes earlier.
All right, perfect example.
Like the constant, like meta-level irony, the perfectly circular, owberous irony of the schizotypal.
I absolutely love those Sigma male grind set memes.
Which they're an ironic series of memes, right?
I just posted the Sigma Male Grind Set of Buzz Lightyear, right?
Sigma male grind set.
It's absolutely retarded to watch Toy Story from 20 years ago and be inspired to be a Sigma male by Buzz Lightyear.
It's utterly retarded.
And yet it's not retarded.
Right?
Buzz Lightyear's a pretty cool dude.
And if it inspires you, it inspires you.
Be inspired, man.
Like, get on top of your game.
Lift some weights.
You know, disregard women.
to acquire finances.
Turner Hooch.
Thank you again for that lemon.
Folks, no reason you can't toss me lemons too if you feel like it.
He just posted a link to our latest track together, The Man Who Wanted to Be Left Alone.
And yeah, it's actually getting a lot of views.
very happy about that and I'm gonna reiterate anybody that wants to use that in any of the the anti lockdown contacts or any like it's right there in the video description If you're using this because you're resisting government tyranny, go ahead, man.
All yours.
Would appreciate a link to the original, but, you know, go right ahead.
It's a funny game with the digital rights on the internet, right?
On the one hand, like I was playing some music at the very beginning by radar, ICU by radar, and it's DRM free, or it's fair use, or whatever it is.
Free for you to use for a live stream, right?
It's like people are just going to use the damn thing anyway.
But at the same time, you don't want to give up creative control on it because you sure as heck don't want your musical track showing up in a billion-dollar Hollywood movie and you get nothing out of it.
So it's one of these new things that we're figuring out.
I'll tell you what's really interesting.
Facebook must have signed some sort of agreement with all the production companies because you never get law firms going after you for sharing images on Facebook.
Now, if you try and use an image on a live stream or whatever, and if you're remotely popular, you're going to have lawyers harassing you.
Oh, you stole that image.
No, it was fair use, you stupid prick.
I'm very careful to only do fair use.
But they'll still go after you.
Even SF Debris, he just actually had one of his Star Trek videos taken off of YouTube.
Because, you know, oh, this belongs to Paramount Pictures.
No, it's critique.
He is doing fair use with this video.
And also, it just, it's.
The thing is, you're not stealing a Star Trek episode, okay?
If anything, he's promoting Star Trek.
More people are going to watch your stupid Star Trek episodes from the 1990s because he's critiquing them.
But it's a, yeah, we're figuring it out.
We're figuring it out.
I mean, at the end of the day, it's about people that are sharing something in a spirit of goodwill, or at least in the spirit of genuine critique.
You know, somebody that's quoting you out of context, right?
Well, now you can get into libel territory with that, but somebody that's stealing it to make money off of it, right?
Like that image I posted at the beginning of the screen here.
I'm going to toss it up again because it's just so fantastic.
God, I love this image.
Look at that.
What a heroic freaking image.
I'm getting some more eyes.
That image just absolutely inspires me.
I hate the Antichrist.
Burn, you soldiers of Satan, you cyber demons.
You're not welcome.
This earth is for good people.
I got no idea who the heck drew that thing.
And it's improving the quality of the live stream a little bit, right?
And I'm making a few shekels, not a lot of shekels, but a few of them.
Like, I don't know how I like, how do you calculate what this guy is out?
No, I'm just sharing it.
I'm sharing it in good faith, and we're on the same side here.
Right, I'm sure that guy does not mind me using that image at all.
I mean, if he did, he would have put a stamp on it saying it was his image.
Anyway, just one of these things we've got to figure out.
But yeah, the man who wanted to be left alone.
If you haven't listened to it, go check it out.
It is starting to get popular.
I like this.
And our next track, it's we're gonna see.
It might be a little bit too abstract.
I don't think it's gonna, it's not as to the point.
It's not as obvious as The Man Who Wanted to be Left Alone.
It's the will to power.
And it's right now.
I remember what I was talking about.
This whole artificiality, the artifice of modern civilization.
It's about that, but it's really abstract.
I don't know if it's going to be as popular.
I have something simpler planned for the one after that.
Yeah, the Artifice.
The artifice of the civilization.
We live in a society.
And in this society, people constantly want to be complimented.
To the point where it's becoming illegal to not compliment people.
So that's what I'm saying.
You want to go ahead?
Flatter people.
Tell them what they want to hear.
I saw this.
I saw this post by a girl.
Basically, this girl was posting that, you know, like she was getting close to 30 and looking to settle down.
And she couldn't find anybody that would date her when they found out that she had an OnlyFans.
And that she'd been, whatever, she'd been in pornography when she was younger.
Now nobody would date her.
And she said, I don't get it.
All of the men on my OnlyFans say they'd be happy to date somebody that had worked in pornography.
Why do I go on all these dates and the guys don't want to date me?
Oh, honey.
Because they were lying.
But more than just lying, because they're not allowed to disagree with you.
You know, I posted a long ramble about that.
You know, I actually have some sympathy for this girl, right?
She's just been in this hug box her entire life, approving of everything she does, never getting reprimanded, never getting corrected.
And how was she to know better?
Well, how were the boomers to know better?
But once again, me being way too sympathetic to other people.
Of course, they knew better.
Of course, she knew better.
And then a couple of days later, I stumbled into a meme about, oh, what was it?
It was on relationships on Reddit.
And it's a woman saying, why can't I, whatever?
And a guy wrote a 500-word response that was very thoughtful and polite.
And he was just trying to explain that men used to have this role as being the provider protector for the family.
But with women entering the workforce, it undermines that role.
And people want to have a meaningful role in society.
They want to be useful.
Right?
So if the woman is earning her own damn income and she's ordering skip the dishes every single night, then the guy no longer feels like a hero.
He no longer feels great for taking a woman out to dinner.
Like he wasn't trying to oppress her, sweetie.
He was trying to do something nice for her.
And so it was just this long post explaining that, yeah, the blurring of the gender roles and the kind of like the undermining of the masculine role is leaving men really adrift.
They don't know how to attract women, etc.
And this is leading to bitterness.
Got banned.
Got banned because you can't deny the hugbox.
And really, like the boomers were the first version of this.
It is just absolutely absurd how you, they just won't listen.
I stumbled into this meme, which it's a 10-year-old meme, but it's still being posted.
It's the boomer meme.
Had a great union job.
Unions are ruining the country.
Becomes homeowner at 22.
Tells son's generation it's lucky because it can afford a $200 smartphone.
Finances boat at 3.9%.
Makes you borrow tuition money at 8.9%.
Etc ad nauseum.
Bought a house in his twenties with a nine to five job that didn't require a bachelor's degree.
Kids these days have it easy.
This is ten years ago.
This is ten freaking years ago that this damn meme was posted, and it's even more relevant today than it was then.
Oh my goodness, like I am still having boomers tell me that what you need you need to knock on doors.
It's not how you find jobs these days.
You tell try and tell them something about the economy.
Well back in my day and I yeah, back in your day, we're not in your day.
Would you listen for five minutes?
They just won't listen.
They just won't listen.
They want the hugbox.
They want the affirmation.
One of my friends put it, and I don't think he's wrong, that they actually want the younger generations to be poorer than them because they want to be the most important generation.
They want to be the generation that had it all figured out.
Not just one more step in the eternal ascent towards God that our species is making, but the generation.
And so the idea that any of the kids that came after them would have their own perspectives or their own things to contribute just insulting to them.
And that does not seem like a The shoe fits, wear it.
Turner and Hooch says, New normal rebranded is our past blended and smashed into substandard garbage.
Take Ghost Kitchen as an example.
What is that?
He says, 100 years of TV and here we are.
Tell a boomer what they want to hear, and they love it.
And like, hey, there is something to be said for appreciating your elders.
Elders want to...
No, no, we're not talking about, like, geez.
You know, like, I talk to younger kids all the time.
Not just when I'm sleeping with them either.
But I talk to the millennials, zoomers, and you know, like, I try and do what I can to impart a little bit of wisdom.
Like, I try and but the way I do that, well, first of all, I ask them what's going on.
Like, what advice do you actually need?
They don't need advice on how to run a DOS operating system, for crying out loud.
If I tell them stories of the past, it's more for their erudition.
Right?
Like, I don't know.
If you if you're hanging out with a millennial or zoomer that plays video games, you know, like showing them some of the classic video games, which are just frickin' unplayable today.
They are unplayable.
There's a great video on YouTube: A Zoomer is Broken by Fallout.
He tried to play the first Fallout and just couldn't do it.
It was just because the damn game's too broken by modern standards.
Yeah, you could introduce them to that, you know, and help them appreciate it without forcing them to play the damn thing.
So there's that, their erudition.
Or to help them figure out where their place in history is.
But generally, I want to listen to them too.
Like, what's going on with your generation?
Why are they all soft people with murder paraphernalia that are too socially awkward to ask for extra ranch dressing?
Oh man, here's a prediction for you.
Sell your subway stock because asking for the sub to be made how you want it is too nerve-wracking for the zoomers.
They'd rather just sit in a McDonald's and write treaties about how they're genderqueer.
Ah, no, they aren't that bad.
Just well, some of them are.
Oh my god, that and these are the people dictating what we're allowed to say.
So, folks, I'm going to say, you know what, toss in some comments.
I feel like keep going, but I want to go at least another half hour.
I also feel like I'm running out of things to say.
How am I mellow?
I'm just mellow.
I look really good.
I smell really good.
Oh, you guys are missing out.
You can't smell me.
smell fantastic right now normally I'm all worked up and angry on the streams but I'm just I'm I'm kind of chill today The red deer is happening, which is like finally some come up and all right.
Here's one of the things that pisses me off: the Gen Xers that decided to be little toadies for the system.
I can't stand these people.
The people that they went along with the system to enrich themselves.
But like the boomer, like the boomer, they pretend the system is all good, that there's no flaws, that it doesn't need to be improved or critiqued or anything.
I'll give you a personal example.
It's actually funny.
So I got that gig selling cars, right?
And those people that I used to be friends with, that I used to promote and whatnot, that were trying to get me fired for my job selling cars, thankfully I was a top salesman, they tried to turn it into some giant moral hypocrisy that not only did I sell cars, I also leased vehicles because I do not like usurious banking practices.
Uh-huh, but I'm also not some sort of sovereign citizen, right?
It's like, yeah, I do not like the financial system that we have.
There's major moral flaws in the financial system.
Although, really, the biggest one, they're trying to the centralized currency controlled by somebody that's not electable, that's not responsible, that's not a member of the government, and big banks getting bailed out all the time.
Yeah, that's an issue.
How is me leasing a vehicle an issue?
Like, I don't, yeah, there's kind of two sides to that thing.
I don't like this move towards the rental society, but at the same time, I mean, like, everything has a timeline on it.
Houses don't last forever.
Not even property stays the same over the years.
Like, you can buy a really nice little plot of land a short drive out of the city, and in 30 years, you're going to sell it to a real estate developer that wants to turn it into a townhouse because the city expanded over that time.
So, not everything stays the same.
Everything we own is temporary in a way.
And so, if you are living in the city and you're just kind of commuting back and forth to work, then leasing a vehicle actually does make a lot of financial sense.
It's not like owning a vehicle is some sort of righteous mark of pride, right?
And so, is this the best system?
Well, the thing is, technology is improving so damn fast that yeah, it actually does make a lot of sense.
If vehicles had stayed the same for the past 20 years, then it would make no sense to lease a vehicle.
That would be a scam.
But a vehicle in five years, well, we'll see now that we've crashed the economy.
But a vehicle in five years actually is going to be so much technologically superior that, like, hell, you buy a 20-year-old vehicle top the line, and it's the equivalent of a low-end vehicle today on gas mileage, on features, on all of that.
So, is it a perfect system?
No, but yeah, I tried to find the right solution for people.
Now maybe I'm a giant hypocrite then turner and hooch.
I still need to know what ghost kitchen is 25 viewers, none of you leaving comments.
You're all just, you're playing Minecraft, probably.
All right, I was ranting about the Gen Xers that just go along.
Right?
Like, yeah, we're all trapped in the system.
We're all stuck in this system.
Right?
And do you want to, you know, rebel against the demiurge and just burn it all down?
Or do you want to make the system better?
But there's so many of these Gen Xers that they managed to get this high-level position, sucking up to boomers, and they affirm that the situation is perfect.
Fox 70 says, playing EU4, thank you very much.
Who are you playing as?
I've only gotten like halfway through that game, playing as Spain.
I'm still learning the game.
Good lord, that game's so fantastically complex.
I would have, man, in my 20s, I would have just headfirst into that damn thing.
Russia, no, now that's interesting.
Never played as Russia.
But yeah, the Gen X sellouts.
Gen X sell us.
not stand the gen x sellouts do the gen x sellouts are they're that uh They're that guy in the Matrix who wants to climb back into the Matrix.
And Red Deer is finally those people getting their comeuppance.
Good riddance.
Oh, yeah, yeah, guys.
EU4 is civilization on steroids.
It's steroids and methamphetamine.
It's just, it's fantastic.
I've figured out about 70% of the mechanics in the game.
And I'm good at 50% of the mechanics.
Not great, good.
I know what I'm doing with half of them.
Okay, and I watched hours of tutorials on that thing.
Fantastic.
Absolutely fantastic.
Yeah, that guy in the Matrix that wants to climb back in.
wants to believe in the pretty lie.
And I think it's the belief.
The belief is the big thing.
How to put this?
Yeah, Cypher, thank you.
Cypher's a character.
It's when you see the truth, you can't pretend you don't see it anymore.
Now, that doesn't mean you immediately become a Bodhisattva.
It doesn't mean that you immediately become Christ consciousness.
In fact, well, you know, just my experience, trying to LARP as a Bodhisattva is the like that is that like, oh man, pride cometh before the fall, right?
Like that's going to screw you up more than just being ignorant.
There's this weird, you got to be in it, but not of it.
You got to study all the evil and poison in the world so that you can transmute the poison into an elixir.
You have to visit the underworld.
Obi-Wan gets to warn about the dark side, not Luke Skywalker.
Luke Skywalker actually needs to go encounter it.
He needs to find out that it's within himself so that he can become Obi-Wan.
Seeing the truth, but also being a fallible human being.
You have to be able to do both at once.
And the boomer archetype is this individual that refuses to see the truth while also claiming to be a Bodhisattva.
Right?
Like the Gen X sellout is this person that has advanced their career through nepotism and stabbing people in the back and theft, but simultaneously says that they're an honest person.
Like, just admit that you're not.
To go back to Cypher, if Cypher were to say to Lawrence Fishburne, to Morpheus, I can't deal with this crap sack world.
Plug my brain in and put me on an opium drip, please.
Morpheus, well, first it would have tried to talk him out of it, but if he couldn't have talked him out of it, he would have said, all right, buddy, if this is what you want, I'll plug you back into the Matrix.
But that's not what Morpheus did.
That's not what Cypher did.
Instead, Cypher sells out his whole damn crew just so he can pretend to eat a steak.
And that's the Gen X sellout.
I swear, if there is a face for Generation X, it's Keanu Reeves.
It really is.
And you know, we started talking off, we started off the stream talking about people who say they are transsexuals but are actually just mentally ill.
Well, look at the Wachowski brothers.
All right, so this is okay, so you guys don't know this.
I was digging into this.
And the do you know why both of the Wachowski brothers are transsexuals these days?
Why it's the Wachowski sisters?
It's because they were both visiting a dominatrix that engaged in emasculation fetishes.
Seriously, Google it.
Look it up.
They actually had a really interesting concept for the original Matrix, which they didn't put into it, which they should have.
It was a great concept.
That one girl, the blondie one, in the Matrix, she was a woman.
She was supposed to be biologically male in the real world.
And so she suffered from transsexualism while inside the Matrix, only to wake up outside the Matrix to find out, oh, I've always been a boy the entire time.
That would have been really, really interesting.
But they pussed out and didn't show it.
But yeah, those two are, I am not their counselor or therapist, but I do not buy that those are legitimate cases of transsexualism.
I think a huge part of it, it's like cutting.
Right?
Part of the reason that people cut themselves, self-harm.
It's a way of asserting control over themselves and their environment.
And it strikes me that the Wachowski brothers are like obviously, I mean, they're writers, creators.
They're sensitive guys.
Right?
Sensitive guys with big ideas dumped into the Hollywood scene who then start fetishizing their own weakness.
They've got, again, they've got that writer thing where they're pussies, right?
Where they're, I don't want to call them gammas, exactly.
They're not spiteful and vengeful like a gamma.
Let's say Omega.
Omega would make more sense for them.
So they're omega men, omega males, who aren't as cool and good looking as the actors, aren't as powerful as the directors.
And so rather than build themselves up, they decide to fetishize self-destruction.
And so then, for them, transsexualism becomes a statement of control over their own body.
That's my theory with those guys.
Bernie Power says, what do you think of people being groomed into being traps via RSK, R9K and Discord?
Is R9K grooming people?
Didn't know that.
But that being said, no, the grooming is a major, major, major issue.
In fact, I've spoken with transsexuals that are furious about all the grooming.
Wonder if it is a similar process.
No, it absolutely is.
Like, there are people that are transsexual and they seem to be well adjusted.
They're living productive lives.
They hang out with their parents in a positive manner all the time.
They have a job.
They have a lover.
They, I mean, for the current year, that's pretty fucking well adjusted, right?
And I talk to those people.
And they will be the first ones to point out the grooming gangs.
Or the autogynephilics, right?
Autogynephilia.
We didn't actually have a reverse.
We now have autoandrophilia.
Okay, so I'll explain autogynophilia first, which is, you know, I'm male, most of you are male, a little bit easier to grasp.
So every single one of us at some point, I mean, like me, like every goddamn day, but we've looked in the mirror and said, oh my god, I look so sexy.
Right?
You know, you do a little bit of this, a little bit of that, and you're like, man, I look good.
I look really good right now.
And it's just, it's really, you know, you get a nice dopamine burst in your brain for looking at a picture of yourself looking good.
Right?
It's like, check out me in my suit.
I look so freaking cool.
Yeah, I'm a.
Yeah, I've got a bit of self-love.
What can I say?
You would, too, if you looked this good.
Now, the thing is that the best-looking man on the planet...
Oh man, I just had a mental flash.
It was a mix between.
Do you guys know that series Final Space?
It's kind of a total nonsense series, but it's still really enjoyable.
Anyway, they do this cool face that I'm not even going to try and imitate, don't worry.
Where it's like they take the blocky character drawings.
It's a cartoon.
So they take the blocky character drawings, but then they suddenly do one with a big sparkle in the eye and the lips all, you know, defined and hair blowing in the wind.
They do the cool guy, the sexy guy face.
Right, R9K is old stories.
I really ought to know that.
The best looking guy on the planet is about as sexy as a mediocre woman.
A five out of ten female that puts in a little bit of effort is sexier than the sexiest guy on the planet.
Because part of the division of the sexes is that women were the beautiful ones.
Men are handsome and handsome is good.
And, you know, a man in a suit looks fantastic.
Very nice to see a man in a suit.
You know, all those, you know, those marble statues of Roman gods, they're fantastic.
But, like, a woman just sitting there, not doing anything, it's just mind-blowingly sexy.
It's not even like this is even a heterosexual, homosexual thing either.
Like, most of the fashion designers are gay guys.
And who do they want to design clothing for?
I mean, like, they designed some really nice suits, but, you know, no, designing for women is where it's at.
There's this saying, rumor, trope that most of the women in fashion have the bodies of 12-year-old boys because it's all gay fashion designers.
No, I think that's actually wrong.
I think it's that a sexually mature, voluptuous woman, it's too easy to make that look sexy.
There's no skill or talent in making a voluptuous, full-breasted woman sexy.
Right?
That's like, think about movies for a moment.
Think about Tomb Raider while I get some ice.
Angelina Jolie, that's her name.
Angelina Jolie.
Big tits, big butt, long hair.
It's like, yes, we get it.
She's sexy.
It's almost like she's pro-level sexy.
You know, it's so sexy that it's tawdry.
Whereas if you take a skinny woman with small breasts, and like she has hips, they're not obvious, and you make her sexy, it's like, eh.
Maybe it's just my own preference, but sports, like, yeah, it's the sports illustrated has the big boobs, big butts, because it's blunt and to the point.
It's the sunshine girl.
But gango, those sexy, stylish women, you want the skin, you want the ones where it's non-obvious, and you want the subtlety to all of it.
So, anyway, that was a tangent.
So, we all get a dope mean reward for seeing ourselves looking good, for looking at ourselves and saying, man, I look sexy today.
Like, not even you're going on a date, just like, I look sexy, good.
That's why we surround ourselves with artwork, right?
Artwork doesn't do anything aside from making us feel good because it looks good.
And so, autogynophilia is this: it's when said male starts fetishizing the concept of himself being so sexy he's a sexy woman.
Autogynophilics, they will ape a little bit of the sexual, like, mannerism.
They are so obvious because they're like caricatures of women.
And really, what's going on is they're just they get off to the idea of themselves being sexually desired.
Not even necessarily sexually desired by men.
Okay, so it's not even a homosexual thing per se.
It's the a female stripper is better than a male stripper, period.
Look at how much money they make.
I think we're going into an auto-androphilia thing as well.
Which is a lot of these young girls are because they are sexually attracted.
That's not even the right word.
Not sexually.
They are.
Because even part of the reason I get along really well with lesbians, I actually really enjoy hanging out with lesbians is because there's the fact that they're lesbian and it's obvious that they're lesbian and it's obvious that I realize that they're a lesbian.
So immediately there's no sexual awkwardness.
You know, like this one time I was where I was doing this temp job.
And one of the girls that worked next to me, she was going down for a coffee.
I'm like, oh, you want some company?
And she said, oh, no, I gotta do some texting.
And then I heard afterwards she thought I was hitting on her.
It's like, I'm not hitting on you.
It's offering you company.
It's like, you know, you're making this sexually weird.
I'm just here to do a job and be friendly to people, sweetheart.
But no, you make friends with a lesbian.
It's like, yeah, they know that you're not interested, that they're not like that problem.
There's no sexual awkwardness.
And yet they also appreciate that masculine energy.
It's what Freud was talking about with penis envy.
It's that the lesbian doesn't have any penis envy.
She's cool with being a lesbian.
She's cool with being a chick.
Even if she's kind of a, you know, a brawny chick, she's still a chick.
And so a guy that's cool with her being a lesbian can have that male-female energy going on, that polarity without any sexual awkwardness.
It's, yeah, I like lesbian friends.
But the autogonophilic, or the auto, sorry, the auto-androphilic.
What's happening with so many of these Zoomer girls is that they are utterly terrified of masculinity.
You know, 20 years of feminism has scared women of masculinity, even though they still want masculinity.
And they feel like the only way they can approach masculinity is by becoming men.
So, you know, I posted this thing on Facebook there about Zoomer girls be like, when I grow up, I want to be a homosexual man.
Or disappearing into these narcissistic shells.
As opposed to being the best version of ourselves and desiring a compliment.
We are trying to become our own complements.
And that's psychotic.
That's unhealthy.
That is.
Yeah.
Yeah, so that's what's going on.
Bernie Powers says, I should debate Bronze Age Pervert on this.
What's his stance in all of this?
I mean, I've been meaning to read his book.
I have not got around to reading his book yet.
But I'm not even that familiar with him.
I'm ashamed to say I haven't read much of his stuff, but I'm familiar with his basic stances.
And man, that guy's cool.
Bernie Powers just said, in regards to Angelina Jolie would overshadow the clothes.
That's exactly it.
Yeah, it's just put some jewelry on her.
She doesn't need clothes.
She's already sexy.
Same thing.
You know what those Greek statues, right?
Where it's like every chisel muscle.
There's this.
I read this bit on Michelangelo's David.
Where if there's this muscle, you probably can't see it on this awful webcam, but if you just twist this one, the ring finger, maybe you can sort of see the tendon rising and falling there.
And on Michelangelo's David, he's got kind of this funny hand gesture with the like all the muscles are absolutely perfectly defined because Da Vinci was a like he was an anatomist.
He took apart bodies to see how all the pieces connected to one another.
And so in Michelangelo's David, you've got this perfect illustration right there.
Like these aren't.
Ever seen one of those comic book superheroes where they have 20 abs down their stomach and it's like that's not biologically accurate.
The Renaissance statues are perfectly biologically accurate and idealized at the same time.
Like David is better looking than anybody actually is.
Anybody that tries to look as good as David winds up looking like an absolute freak.
And so you get these Mr. Universe contests that just look weird to me.
With all their veins coming out of their skin, it just creeps the absolute hell out of me.
And so if you took one of these perfect statues and you put a suit on it, the suit would be covering up the point of the statue.
Right?
The suit would look ugly compared to the statue.
It's sort of like concept cars.
So there's.
Mazda keeps teasing, possibly next year, though probably not with the economic situation, that they're going to release a new MX6.
My favorite car that ever existed.
And what they do is they release concept cars, right?
And concept cars are actually not practical vehicles.
They are a little bit too perfect.
Much like the Renaissance statues.
That's actually too perfect to be a real human being.
And, you know, one of the things when I used to deliver cars to my customers, because it's like they're meeting their bride, right, on their wedding night.
And so when the customer gets the new car, we just make it perfect.
Not a single smudge on any of the windows.
You know, just everything's waxed, everything's gleaming.
Just absolutely a perfect car.
Even though it's not.
Because every car has, like, there's always something that didn't fit 100% right.
Even with mass production, nothing fits 100% right.
At the end of the day, this is a mode of transportation.
it's not a piece of art.
We're creating the illusion for you that it's a perfect car.
Because you just dropped how much fucking money on this?
Of course we're going to do that.
Wait, we have a whole ceremony when you buy a new car, man.
What are we?
A bunch of degenerates?
We're just going to, here's the keys, get the fuck out of here.
No, man.
This is going to be a ceremony.
But we make it more perfect than it is.
And, you know, an actual human body is not as perfect as an artwork.
Can't be.
And so if the art being depicted is clothing, then you actually, you don't want a body that is approaching perfection.
They don't hire Mr. Universe models to wear suits for advertisements.
They hire guys like slightly better shape than me, but only a little bit.
And actually, even then, more on the skinny side.
You don't want the musculature outpacing the suit.
You want the suit to be the center of attention, not the body.
Danny Bonaduce was a fine-looking man.
I might have to look him up later.
I don't know who that is.
Sharon Stone.
Oh, there's another one.
Sharon Stone, it's like, doesn't even matter what the hell she wears.
She could wear a burlap sack, all right?
Would still look great.
Bernie says, I am prol in my taste of women.
Nothing wrong with that, man.
I know, I like nice hips, small tits.
That's what I'm all about.
And a little bit of androgenic features.
I like women with some androgens.
Like a woman with a little bit of a square jaw.
I was like, okay, that gets me going.
Skinny waist, square jaw.
Yeah, that's the sort of woman I like.
A hard woman is good to find.
Amadi says, still, it seems the designers don't bother to make something beautiful.
It's because, see, Amadi, I hate to be actually justifying the fashion industry, okay, but I'm about to do that.
The fashion industry is not like the fashion shows, where you see people walking along in these retarded-looking outfits.
It's not about creating good outfits.
It's about testing out wacky ideas.
You know that Simpsons where Homer gets hired to make a car and he makes the ugliest, most expensive frickin' car in the world?
That's what fashion shows are about.
Take the most ridiculous concept and yet somehow correlate that to the human form.
Because if you can make a person wearing a Christmas tree almost look good, then you can probably make a dress look really good.
And so it's more of a show-off of creativity, and their medium is clothing for the human being.
Now, wait, Maddie says, oh, not talking about fashion talk, cars, and architecture.
Look up Mazda.
Mazda makes beautiful fucking cars.
Um, I don't like Lexuses.
Just because they all look so damn generic to me.
Like the core Lexus concept is a good concept.
But the elaboration of it just feels really, really repetitive.
I could go on and on about Mazda's design process all night.
You don't want to hear it.
I think it's fantastic.
They carve them out of clay, you know?
I'm really impressed with the design on Mazda's.
Toyota went through an ugly phase, but Toyota's getting back together again.
They're making beautiful cars.
But you're right.
In general, the auto-manufacturers, like they're really lost.
They don't know what the hell they're doing.
And they're kind of all converging on a singular point where every single car looks exactly the same as every single other car.
And there's a lack of understanding of the beauty of ugliness.
To kind of go back to what I was saying about the Renaissance statues, the Renaissance statues are actually too perfect.
Like aside from teenage boys who will masturbate to a couple of conveniently placed hills, nobody masturbates to the Greek statue, to the Renaissance Greek statues.
Because they're too damn perfect.
They are so perfect, they're over the top in sexuality.
Like at 110%, it's the same as 10%, right?
You get a, you know, the cycle error.
It got to 257, you're back at one.
They're too damn perfect to be sexually attractive.
They're arousing and stunning, but the sexual attractive?
Not really.
What makes a real human being sexually attractive is the flaws, is the imperfections.
It's...
It's not a static image, a perfected image, but it's a four-dimensional construct.
It's a person moving through time with their heartbeating and their body is moving and they are digesting food.
They're sleeping.
They're laughing.
They're doing all of this.
Right?
And when you're laughing, you're not going to look sexy.
And when you're looking sexy, you're not eating food.
And so there's always something missing because you can only see one part of the four dimensions at any given moment in time.
And so it's that lack.
to quote lisa simpson no no listen to the notes he's not playing it's the the the beauty mark right A beauty mark is an ugly mole.
And it's the mole that sets off the entire face.
It's the like symmetry is beauty, but also it's the asymmetry that makes it real.
And it seems like the architecture and automobile industries are moving towards such perfect symmetry that they've forgotten what the hell they're doing.
And you know, okay, I'll criticize Mazda.
I'll criticize my baby.
The Mazda concept cars are absolutely stunning in their beauty.
And yet the production model cars, it now the Mazda 3 is really good.
Okay, it's really, it's so damn close.
But it's still ultimately a dumbed down version of the concept coop.
They need a bit more ugliness.
They need something distinct and it's like and unique.
Unique.
Part of the reason that you fall in love with a person is their uniqueness, is the imperfections that are unique to that person.
And think about the cars that are still with us in our memory.
And part of the reason they stick with us is that they are there's something almost ugly about them.
Like the fins on the old cars.
Like, why the fuck would a car have fins?
It's so stupid.
But it sticks with us.
It's that little bit of weirdness.
And they're distinctive.
And yeah, I think what cars and architecture, part of the reason we are so damn sick of architecture is it's all cookie cutter, it's all imitation.
It's so interesting that you do not get, you cannot have form without function.
At least in my opinion, maybe the abstract artist tried to create like Jackson Pollock form without function, right?
I don't buy it.
Maybe it was a noble attempt.
I think it was bullshit, but maybe, maybe I'm maybe I'm a narrow-minded bigot.
Maybe there was something of value there.
No, I think there's form and function.
I think form and function are hopelessly united.
Yin and yang, cringe and based, are just so fundamentally united.
They're polar opposites and yet they're fundamentally united.
Because again, think about Da Vinci and David with that one tendon or muscle or there's actually a funny way you can tense your hand and you get this one little muscle that pops up right there.
This teeny little muscle just like pops out of your fist.
It's so weird looking.
And yet he includes it.
So the idealized form of male beauty implicitly contains all the tendons and blood vessels and all the gross viscera and all the ugly functionality.
Functionality is ugly.
Brutalist architecture is functional.
Right?
Having a geez, having your asshole sewn shut and a stint for your shit to drain out the side of your stomach.
That's functional, right?
Beauty is non-functional.
Beauty exists for its own sake.
And yet, we find that the greatest beauty is also functional.
Cars are beautiful because they're aerodynamic.
David is beautiful because all of the implicit functionality exists within the stone.
And the reverse is also true, isn't it?
That the functional, like the truly elegantly functional is beautiful.
Now, I'm not some sort of great coder, okay?
I can sling a few lines of code, though.
And when I write a program with recursive properties, I am just so happy with the damn thing.
I want to show off the code to other people.
What I mean is if you have a bit of code that, let's say it asks you to enter a file name, rather than any time, like let's say you have five save game slots, right?
So you go to save in game one and it loop loop loads the code that asks you to input a save file name for it.
Now, and then if you there's two ways you could do this.
Number one is just copy the damn code.
Control C, control V.
So if I click on save file one, it loads that line of code.
If I go to save file two, it loads the second copied version of that.
But that's very inefficient.
Right?
There's no need for this.
I could reduce the length of this program by about 80, 90% by saying, instead of copying and pasting, just go visit this other code that I wrote earlier and use that code for this part.
Or load the text parser, right?
So when I'm playing XCOM, when I'm saving the game, load the text parser.
When I'm renaming the aquanauts, load the text parser.
And these days, nobody cares how big your stupid program is.
But there's elegance.
There is elegance and beauty of loading a single text parser.
So even in the functional, we find the beauty.
And the beauty we find the functional.
Yin and Yang, cringe and based.
Which is probably why I love those Sigma Male Grindset videos, because they are intentionally cringe, and yet also extremely, extremely based.
Now, that said, you know what, I'm going to go for 10 more minutes because I love you guys.
I love you guys.
That was a good point to end on, but we're going to do 10 more minutes.
Toss me some comments, give me some stuff to respond to.
Bernie Powers says, kind of think that's taste and can only change so drastically so often when it is forced.
I think it's more that um do what it is.
And Mandy pointed out, like the, the beautiful muscle, like the unique looking muscle cars.
I talk about how, like the, the Gen X sellouts are just like they're.
they're mini boomers they're mini me to the boomers well the designers the the architects like the people that get to top architectural positions don't do it by by actually having a creative vision
They do it by being sellouts for the boomers, for the boomer mentality.
Everything is fine, everything is perfect, we've got it all figured out, and so then, rather than create a new concept, we've really just been refining the old concept again and again and again and again, until it is so refined that all automobiles look exactly the same,
All houses now look exactly the same.
Take Minecraft for a moment.
So Minecraft in its early iteration, right way before there was an end game, like ten years ago it had, It had a few materials that were obviously meant to be building materials.
You had cobblestone that looked almost exactly like an old castle.
You had bricks that looked like a brick house.
Shortly after that, they introduced fitted bricks, which were like gray bricks made out of stone that on and on.
So we see Minecraft imitating reality, the contemporary reality.
Minecraft was trying to provide you platforms.
It's Lego, basically.
So you've got the green Lego, you've got the blue Lego, you've got the red Lego, and you can build a house out of any color out of your Lego.
And that's what's become of architecture.
So you'll have in this neighborhood, we use stonework.
In this one, we use brickwork.
We're going to do this style here, that style there, as opposed to the new style.
Even the new styles are really just an eccentric old style.
Now, how many of you have read The Fountainhead?
You know, Atlas Shrugged, if you're past the age of 30, read the Coles notes of Atlas Shrugged.
But you know, The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand, that's really worth reading.
Because one of our big points in that book is that Henry Rourke, the renegade architect, would only build a house that was appropriate to the environment it was built in.
He would match the terrain.
He would make the house almost look like an organic outgrowth of the land in which it was founded.
He'd make it look like it belonged, like it had always been there.
Whereas modern architecture is the first thing you do is you dig up all the ground, you put the ground back in place, you flatten all of it, then you put sod on top of it, and then you build the damn house.
Which is just the absolute worst way.
I want a hobbit home built into the side of a hill.
Half of the fun in Minecraft is, you know, you spawn on an island, you punch a tree for a little while, and then you find you find an opportune-looking place to start mining for coal and iron.
And then you wind up building your initial home there.
And your home winds up being part of the terrain, something that fits in naturally to the terrain.
And now you also bring some of your own design elements into it.
You don't just dig a hole in the pile of dirt and slap it.
Well, you do for the first night, but then you accentuate a little bit, but you don't redesign everything from the ground up.
You integrate the house into the terrain.
And we're currently trying to integrate the terrain into the houses.
And there's absolutely a way to relate this to transsexualism.
Just trying to figure out what it is.
Could it be that we spend so much time worrying
about fake perfection?
I don't know, the Renaissance statues, like they are idealized perfection.
And yet they're not intimidating.
Bracing, maybe.
Challenging, perhaps.
But they're not intimidating.
Nobody looks at the works of Leonardo, Michelangelo, and feels the urge to cut themselves.
They don't feel self-hatred.
don't feel left out.
They feel inspired.
Or it's like modern art, by which I mean like modern architecture, Marvel movies, keeping up with the Kardashians, pornography, modern art leaves you feel like you're missing something.
Hey, Bernie, thank you.
I'm closing out pretty shortly anyway.
I'm just going to keep running with this train of thought until it runs out of steam.
Then I'm headed home as well.
God bless you.
Sleep well, sir.
You know, I'm lucky enough I look pretty good with a shaved head.
But it's not like that was my ambition in life was to be, you know, going bald.
It's kind of funny how on the one hand, you earn your face.
You earn your face, you earn your voice, you earn who you become.
And yet at the same time, there's all these parts of it that are thrust upon you.
You don't get to choose your height.
You don't get to choose whether or not you're going bald.
You don't get to choose your hair color.
You don't get to choose whether you have big tits or small tits.
It's just kind of thrust upon you.
It's sort of like the terrain in Minecraft.
Right?
I mean, you could load a game of Minecraft and spend eight hours leveling the terrain the way we do in modern architecture projects.
Or you could accept the terrain.
You could work with the terrain.
And this modern craze of all the Zoomers being demisexual, non-binary, et cetera, et cetera, really seems to mimic the attitude that we have in architecture.
This would be a great plot of land if only somebody would level it as opposed to working with it.
All right, you got small tips, roll with it.
You got big tits?
Roll with it.
You're losing your hair?
Roll with it.
You got a full head of hair?
Roll with that.
You know, my project for November, I'm going to see if we're going to make a good handlebar mustache.
We're going to see how that turns out.
I'm going to see if I really grow up, grow out this thing right here.
What do we wind up with?
It's probably going to look fucking awful.
Probably going to look awful.
Well, it might look good.
We'll see.
Beauty comes out of things that have constraints.
And we're trying to do this self-created reality, the self-actualized reality.
We're trying to be completely based without any cringe.
When within all based is cringe and within all cringe is based.
Within all form is function, and within all function is form.
They go together, man.
It's this Zen nature of reality.
And I guess ultimately it's the it's the cult of scientism.
It's the cult of materialism.
Acting as if, believing as if everything can be boiled down to a soul principle.
We can be self-created as if we did not have a pre-existent nature prior to being introduced in reality.
It's the free will determinism thing.
Like the answer is both.
It's both.
Like you do have free will.
And the choices that you make are going to determine who you become.
You earn your face.
But simultaneously, you also can't choose.
You are born into this time.
You are born with these genetics.
Like, you can't choose to be another race.
You can't choose to not have male pattern baldness.
You can develop your personality in particular directions, but you can't choose your basil personality, can you?
Oh, man, we got a windstorm here.
I don't know if you guys can hear that, but we got one heck of a windstorm anyway.
Just a you know the problem with pontificating on the philosophy of beauty is that there's never any obvious conclusions.
I guess maybe that goes for all knowledge.
It's like, what is the purpose of knowledge?
To get more knowledge.
What's the purpose of money?
To get more money.
First you get the money, then you get the respect, then you get the women.
Why not just get the money and get the women?
Skip the respect part.
Man, I'm sorry, you know, guys, I was hoping to have more of a firebrand.
The world is ending.
Like, literally, the world is ending.
And I feel okay.
I feel okay.
I hope all of you do too.
I mean, like, gee, man, do it be really fantastic?
Like, really, really fantastic?
Now, imagine.
Imagine if the red deer is so brutal that we have no cops or courthouses.
Holy shit.
We could actually go enact justice on the world.
Like, instead of, you know, your car gets broken into, you phone the police, they show up two days later, and then they accuse you of committing a crime.
Somebody breaks into your car, you cut off their left arm and say, go with God, repent, sinner.
Man, how fantastic would that be?
I mean, this fantasy, yeah, it's its fantasy world.
But I don't know, it's about damn time we had a shakeup.
It is about damned time.
And if people are not morally capable of dealing with this, and by morally capable, I don't mean that you're tough guy, Mad Max the Road Warrior.
That's not it at all.
I mean, we've got lovely Amadi here.
Maddie is absolute sweetheart.
And she's not about to be running up and down the street and the last of the V8 interceptors, shotgunning people that look at her crosswise.
That's not a Maddie.
Wish we had Ella tonight.
She's an even better example, or Ella's just an absolute sweetheart.
Absolute sweet.
I know Ella a little bit better.
And but Ella's gonna, she's got something useful to do.
She's got something useful to contribute.
I think just about all of you do God.
Like you got really you got stuff you're good at.
If nothing else, you could happily dig a ditch, right?
And ditches need to be dug.
The big frustration I have with modern society is that, like, I just want to dig a ditch, man.
Instead you want me to put on a hat and do a little dog and pony show, dance around and say a whole bunch of things.
Could we just build the damn car as opposed to dancing around and saying nice words?
Could we just build the damn car?
Well the people that want to dance around and say nice words, they all injected themselves.
And I've had about enough of that bullshit.
Like an honest thief, you know, I can deal with an honest thief.
You chop off their hand and you say go with God.
But these people that think that moral virtue is dancing around like an idiot like seriously fuck those people, man.
And if those people are about to off themselves this flu season, fan fucking testic.
Parking space has just got a lot cheaper.
It's like, oh, what about all those hey, listen, man, you play the game, you deal with the consequences.
You signed up for the squid game.
Don't complain if you got a laser beam to the head.
Welcome to life.
The one guarantee is that in the end you lose and die.
The goal in life is to get the high score while you're still here.
It's to do the fun, interesting things while you're on this damn planet.
And right now we just got this we got this log jam of and Matty says I guess I could bake it Matt you can do more than bake.
You've got like so much shit you're good at.
We got this log jam of people of the midwits trying to be important right, and they won't let anybody else be.
Like dude, I don't even want to be important, I don't even care, just want to do my thing.
Have fun, talk about philosophy, whatever man like.
It is so funny.
I was talking about talking about people that just do negative shit for no reason.
Like it doesn't even profit you to do negative shit.
And while I'm talking about people that do that, I I get a guy that registered an account on D Live called Baldwanker or Bald Faggot or something like that and called me a bunch of names.
It is Friday night, you could be doing anything.
No, you losers are listening to me, but this guy says, you know what?
I'm going to spend my Friday night making an account just to insult a guy so I can insult him.
See, those are the people I don't want on this planet anymore.
Not out of like like, not that I'm angry, I'm just like like we could.
There's, oh man, who's that Canadian that just died?
A Scottish name.
I can't remember it right now, but he had this.
He had this quip about the About, uh, well, it wasn't the extinction movement, but about these people that life is miserable, there's too many humans, and I said, No, no, man, life on this planet is so fucking amazing.
You can do whatever you want.
You could go eat at Denny's, you could wear a hat, you can do anything.
And I love that you could wear a hat.
Fuck it, wear a hat.
All you assholes should go and buy a damn hat and wear it just to be a prick.
And then go eat at Denny's.
Fuck it, why not?
Like, you can do whatever you want, man.
It's a fun fucking place.
There's lots of there's cool shit to be doing all the time.
I'm going to make fun of him for being bald.
Shit.
This is the best thing you got to do with your time.
Just like hate on strangers.
Yeah, dude, I'm a wanker.
I'm like the biggest of it.
Like, this is Sigma Male Grindset right here.
Number one wanker.
Calm your fucking tits, dude.
Why don't you go yell at a gasoline stain in a fucking parking lot?
Norm MacDonald, thank you very much.
Norm MacDonald.
You can go to Denny's, you can wear a hat, you can do whatever you want, man.
It's a pretty cool world.
It's a pretty cool world.
We just got a log jam of shitheads.
They're about to go kill themselves with this stupid vaccine.
So, I got no problem with that, man.
We aren't here for a long time.
We're here for a good time.
So try and make the most of your days.
And with that, I think 9:44 PM it says.
Perfect timing.
God bless all of you folk.
Just go be decent and go adventure.
Alright?
Like adventure, good luck these days, right?
Fucked up weird times that we're in.
And all the kids are fucked.
They're a bunch of soft gender queer weirdos, man.
I got who the fuck knows where things are going.
But yeah, tomorrow, we'll worry about tomorrow.
Worry about today.
And do today what you can.
Go Kicker House!
Go be awesome.
Go be the best version of you.
Carpe futurum.
Tenatraditum.
Seize the future.
Remember the past.
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