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Jan. 10, 2026 - Clif High
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Cancer is all in our minds.

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Hello humans, hello humans.
Saturday, January 10, 1223 p.m.
Yeah, this is the second one today.
So I had received some emails from some people with cancer that are running out of the, have run up to the limit of what they can achieve with the TBM, the traditional butthead medicine.
And they're being offered the extremities of that, chemo and radiation.
And both of them were interested in my thoughts on this, right?
And so here's the thing.
I personally would never take chemo.
I'd never take radiation.
I don't think it's necessary.
I've seen people that have gone through radiation.
I've seen that their cancer has been in remission.
This is over like a number of years, decades, because some of the people that I grew up with were in many ways damaged, got cancer from experiences in Vietnam and the military per se.
So I've seen these guys, and they survive, they come out, the cancer is in, quote, remission, and they're fragile.
It seems as though their basic key, their key force, their life force, is in some way damaged.
Just my opinion, okay?
And so, but I wouldn't take it, not for that reason, but for these other reasons, all right?
And so here's the thing.
This is my understanding, and it's grown over time, so it'll continue to grow, continue to mature and get more refined over time.
But cancer is all in our minds.
So my cancers, all three of them, the one that killed me and the others, were all in my mind.
I know this factually.
Now, this is where it gets really complex, okay?
Because we live in a highly complex eternal now with all of these different kind of interlinkings between ourselves, networks, if you will.
And so this is a complex reality, and we have complex relationships within that reality.
Some of these complex relationships are with ourselves.
So I can ask a series of questions.
I don't think we'll find out if he gets pissed at me, but I would so for Jay Weidner had colon cancer.
I think a few months before his was discovered a few months before mine.
And I would invite Jay to consider, you know, how much of his colon cancer was not caused, but impacted by his dealings with the great deceiver, Corey Good, right?
So Jay was mired in a negative environment.
How much of that negativity did his mind absorb and impact the cancer?
We see these kind of things all the time.
And I have to, you know, acknowledge the same thing.
I've had cancer three times.
So I've had lots of internal conflicts within my mind throughout my entire life.
And those internal conflicts undoubtedly precipitated the cancer.
Had I not had those internal conflicts, I likely would not have had the cancer because the cancer agents that were introduced to me by diet and vaccines and such would not have been effective without that internal state existing.
This is where it gets really complex.
So they could give you every fucking vaccine on the planet and they would never harm you if you were in a positive mental environment that was unwavering, right?
And that explains why they need to have you in this dystopian view constantly.
They need your mind jittery, jagged with fear about all these other things so that they can manipulate you.
They need you up at a higher vibration in which you are unsteady such that you can be manipulated into these other conditions.
You know, if you find out who's doing it all, let me know.
I'm not particularly interested in trying to pursue that aspect of things.
You know, who's the ultimate fuck-tard.
Anyway, though, this is the reality in which we are, our common shared reality.
So I had cancer.
I undoubtedly participated in that cancer.
That cancer was created in my mind.
I know this as a fact because my mind creates my body.
Without my consciousness, this body does not exist.
Ergo, anything that happens within this body must be participated in by that consciousness.
And so it was karma, right?
If you want to think of it that way.
So here's other aspects of this.
So to get into it in finer and finer degrees, okay?
So this message is for two specific individuals.
They're in particular states at the moment.
And they, in my opinion, they need to rethink their state before they pursue other avenues.
And here's the thing, guys.
So when you die, your consciousness is not affected.
It goes on, you get another body.
You're always in the eternal now.
There is no other time.
You'll get this new body in this eternal now.
You'll be born into it.
And so the consciousness is still there.
The consciousness carries over some aspect.
That's why all cultures have some aspect, some level of the population that is concerned with such things as like past lives, okay?
That's a bunch of horseshit that you could ever figure out anything that was in any of your past lives from within this life.
It's a necessary barrier that must exist for this illusion to exist.
So universe isn't going to allow that to be degraded.
So everything, anybody telling you, oh, you know, you were a goat herder in a previous life, well, probably, very likely, possibly, maybe, and they've got no proof of that anywhere.
And why bother with their opinion of whether or not you were hurting goats 500 years ago in some other body?
How is it in any way meaningful, right?
Anyway, though, so cancer is all in our minds.
I think that there is a complexity involved.
I think that the SV40, the simian virus 40, extracted from green monkey blood plasma in Switzerland in 1947 by two people that would later go on to become Israelis and found its way into the salk and other polio vaccines in the 1950s was put there to deliberately cause cancers.
And it currently, and it continues to pollute all vaccines.
Its only purpose is to cause human cancer.
There's no other function that it has.
It's in no way in, you know, it doesn't make your immune system work better or anything like this.
It's just there to cause the cancer for their cancer industry.
So now we come into this idea of the cancer activators, all right?
So if your mind is jagged with fear, even if you're not aware of it in the sense that you live in a very unstable emotionally tense environment with lots of fear, you know, threat of nuclear war and all of this kind of stuff, threat of, you know, economic degradation and destruction and these kind of things, then you live in a state of higher anxiety, right?
You still have your same consciousness, but your consciousness works through an awareness that is now vibrating at an unacceptably high level, and it can be thought of as like jittery or jangled, right?
Anxious.
And that, in my opinion, is a necessary component of these cancer triggers.
And so had I not lived in such an environment, encountering SB40 probably wouldn't have impacted me at all.
But because I did live in that environment, I ended up with these cancers.
And I participate in the cancers to some degree if I believe the bullshit that comes out of medicine.
I'm not saying don't disbelieve, you know, go disbelieve your doctor or anything.
Do as you need, right?
What you do as a cancer patient or someone who is dealing with cancer in their life, that is entirely within your, your, within your life, within your choice.
But you, in my opinion, it helps to be aware of all of those factors that influence what decisions you make, right?
So I can see how doctors and others who make money off of it could put you in a state of fear to influence you to take chemo.
They make a lot of money on chemo and radiation, just as they do on the COVID jazz, right?
Now, you still have a real problem.
Well, you still have a problem either way.
Say that you take their chemo and their radiation or their radiation and or both, right?
Absolutely no change in your situation.
You're still faced with mass amounts of uncertainty.
There may be briefly a quiescence of your fear, of your existential fear of dying of the cancer, but I bet you it doesn't last.
That is if you take this, right?
If you take the chemo or you take the radiation, there'll be a part of your mind that says, phew, I'm safe now.
Well, it's their last resort.
And so if cancer pops back up again, your mind's going to shatter.
I'm not being cruel or anything.
I'm being somewhat factual.
That you will have a situation in your mind, a state in your mind that will fracture.
And then you'll be left back with the anxiety and back with the uncertainty.
So I can tell people what I did won't necessarily be meaningful, right?
We are not the same individual.
We don't have the same body.
We don't have the same experience and the same mind and stuff.
But I can tell you that there are pathways out of the cancer problem that do not involve chemo and radiation.
And they're all going to be difficult.
There's no question about that.
Some of them are fraught more with uncertainty and so on than others.
And some of them are, even out in the alternative medicine areas, they are extreme, extreme.
So like in my opinion, Jay and I both participated in our cancers, right?
In my opinion, Sean David Morton participated in the cancers that killed him.
And I talked with Sean David Morton repeatedly over the years.
We were more than casual acquaintances, okay?
So anyway, though, he had a particular kind of cancer that arose from his situation.
In my opinion, it came from all of his actions leading up to his incarceration for tax fraud or whatever they got him on.
And so he, and then it manifested when he was in prison where it would have the maximum impact on him.
That's the way this reality works, right?
It's sparse in the sense of energy.
It's not going to give you a cancer that will simply annoy you over a number of years.
It will provide you with a number of annoyances and then a cancer at a discovery level that will be quite frightening because it needs maximum impact out of every little bit of energy that it puts into this materium.
That's just the way that this materium is structured, in my opinion, right?
Don't take my word for the shit.
Think about it.
Anyway, though, so Sean David Morton participated and in essence, in my opinion, and I warned him about it at the time, he took the alternative medicine equivalent of radiation in the form of this salve, this salve that will corrode the tumor right off of you, but who knows what other damage it's going to do along the way.
And Sean ended up passing from this, right?
He's off in the eternal now somewhere, likely in a long sleep, and will be getting a new body soon, or soon-ish.
Anyway, though, so there are things, all right, so here's how we have to, here's how I think of this, right?
You can think about cancer in any way that makes sense to you, but here's how I think about it.
That had I understood what was going on with me in year 2000 and had I had the availability of fenbendazole, I could have used fenbendazole to corrode the tumor I had.
And that probably could have worked out any time in the subsequent 25 years.
I could have corroded the tumor, or 18 years, corroded the tumor with fenbendazole, because it would act as an agent within my body being directed by my consciousness to that end.
So a lot of people say that belief is an aspect of this, all right?
And that's true, okay?
You have to understand the thought processes because you can indeed sabotage yourself.
Belief means I wish, all right?
That's the core of the word, bay leaf, ancient or old English, meaning I wish.
So I believe in something, it means I wish this to be true.
And you can wish yourself well, but it is not simply by saying I wish myself well.
What you end up having to do in such a thing is you have to get the state of belief, very much like Neville Goddard talks about in manifestation.
Now, I don't want to get too far afield, but I am using Neville Goddard's kind of approach.
I'm using the Gospel of Thomas kind of an approach to rebuild my body, to actually restructure it for the demands that will be coming forward in these next couple of years and beyond.
And you can do this, even at my age, even with much chopped up gut and corroded systems everywhere.
Your mind can take control and redo the underlying body.
It is a fact that every cell in your body is replaced at least once every seven years.
In that process, your mind has the ability to get in there and alter things.
You will see cancer treatments where the most effective thing that you, all right, so in my opinion, go ahead, take some of the medicines, take fenbendazole, take all of these products, but I wouldn't take radiation, I wouldn't take chemo, and there's some kind of anti-cancer drugs and stuff I would not take because I would investigate them and see what the hell is in them and how they're supposed to work and stuff.
But in any event, though, my point being, you're in a grit world.
Your body is made of these materials, but it's the end process.
So you can affect whether or not you have cancer, but it's not the fenbendazole per se that corrodes the tumor, right?
It is the effect of the fenbendazole upon your consciousness or being worked by your consciousness and its effect on your co-creation of your body that gets rid of the cancer.
And so in a weird, wacky sense, you could say that the fenbendazole is like, quote, a good chemical, and your mind harmonizes with that good chemical, and a harmonious good result comes from it.
In my opinion, a lot of that occurs because of the effects on your mind.
Positive thinking, placebo effect are big examples of this, right?
And so you can placebo your effect out of cancer.
Now, it helps, in almost a ritualistic sense, to use these anti-cancer agents.
So I take a lot of anti-cancer agents just by happenstance.
I'm not trying to do so, but it's because I've been taking certain tonics and stuff in order to supply my frame those chemicals that it's going to need in order to recreate the body in a much different fashion here.
So basically what I do is I use the manifestation process.
Now I have chosen a particular set of goals and physical skills and put them in my mind as my target, right?
As that that I wish to have, that that I believe I will demonstrate, right?
And I don't care about the time, how long it takes.
One of these things is that I want to go and do a slow unfold full plunge.
And I also want to do the same thing with a hanging front lever, two calisthenics moves.
And this, of course, means that my body has to be fit in order to have the skills to do those.
So if I imagine myself doing those, so I imagine myself completing this full-on plunge on these dip bar things, right?
And that's all I have to do is I just have to put an image of my body in that position.
I love isometrics, by the way, because it allows this kind of thing.
You know, I'm not moving, I'm just holding the plunge.
Full body exercise, every muscle that can be involved is involved.
And I just put that in my mind and let it go.
But that, in my mind, is the visualized goal.
It is the imagineering.
And then I put behind that the emotion that this too shall exist.
I just have an assumption.
I just know that I will do this, right?
It will happen.
And I don't have to worry about it beyond that.
And then I go in, you know, over this last month or so.
Let me see.
All of November and all of December.
So two months and then two months and 10 days.
Every so often I go and I do the precursors into this plunge.
And then every time I do them, I get a little bit better, you know, every day.
It's incremental.
And I'm progressing and I should have a full-on plunge here by say, yeah, March, right?
And so at my age, 72, from no ability to do a plunge for even a second, and now I can hang there.
basically as long as I'm willing to tough it out, but minutes and minutes and minutes, right?
And so I'll have that in like five months.
That is an example of the imagineering of the manifestation process.
And here's how it sort of underlyingly works.
When I go to sleep at night, I put that image in my head.
Just before I go to sleep, I put that image in my head, and then I say, I am now this.
In other words, I am now that, that my body, I am now this, that is able to accomplish this goal.
Then I go to sleep and I don't let my body, I don't let my mind worry about the stuff my body's going to have to do.
I just let that part of my consciousness start the co-creation on it all, and it's working.
So it basically is all in our minds, negative and positive.
In my opinion, it's possible to deal with cancer this way.
So you could put images in your mind of the cancer being gone.
You could maintain that image.
You could put the stuff behind it, the emotion behind it, and then let it go.
Give it up as any kind of anxiety because it's already occurred that you've gotten rid of it.
Now, a powerful mind can do this.
Less powerful minds may need such things as Fenbendazole and other props in our theater here in order for that to be accomplished.
And I think to some degree, that's what the chaga mushroom is to the natives, right?
So native populations all up and down the west coast trade chaga mushroom, right, which is harvested up here in Washington State in the birch forest.
They'd also extend up into Canada.
So this goes up into the Canada as well.
A lot of the native populations, the men are smokers.
A lot of them will smoke the, or used to, smoke the commercial tobaccos, and they would get all kinds of mouth cancers as a result of this.
Again, these things are triggers to their consciousness, rebelling against that, having a conflict with those chemicals in the mouth that the body it's trying to co-create.
And so it, you know, provides the mechanism for not having those, which is the cancer, right?
Saying basically to the mind that is inhabiting that body that, you know, yo dude, I don't like this.
It isn't going to work.
And so anyway, these guys get a chaga mushroom and they put chaga in their mouth and they will, most of them, eventually stop smoking or chewing or whatever their form of tobacco consumption was.
The chaga seems to take over from that.
And so the saying around here is that if you get cancer, put a chunk of chaga in your mouth and never be without it.
It will corrode in your mouth.
Your body will absorb it and it gets all kinds of anti-cancer stuff out of it, right?
And so if I had mouth cancers, I would do that.
It just makes sense on a lot of different levels.
But a lot of that, too, is going to be up to that individual mind.
And so mental exercises, if you will, or mental strengthening is going to be particularly pertinent in battles against cancer and this sort of thing.
You can intrude in the manifestation process on your body reforming as it reforms over that seven-year period of time.
And I'm certain if you go on out and look, you'll find all kinds of people that have these sorts of stories.
One thing you could do to start changing your mind, because that's what you have to do, right?
So you can't change your consciousness, but you can change your awareness and you can change your mind about things.
When you change your mind about things, you're changing your perception of how you see the reality that you are co-creating.
So it's also part of that manifestation process.
So you can go and read Neville Goddard's books.
They're pretty cool.
One thing that you may really want to consider, though, is reading Nakamura's book, Japanese Yoga, in which he details how he arrived at these same kind of conclusions and cured his own body ills with his mind.
This is like pre-World War II.
And it is a fascinating perspective because he went to, because he took a different path to arrive at the same conclusions and learned a whole lot about the thinking about these things along those ways, along the way.
So I think that the Japanese yoga book, which is really a misnomer in my opinion, by Nakamura, which is available, I think they're PDFs free even.
I don't know.
I've got a physical copy, but anyway, so go and read that and think about it not from any of the physical exercises, although they're all good.
There aren't that many anyway, but from the mental side, right?
Because the idea is to control your mind such that you control your body in terms of how it is manifesting.
Now, there are physical limits to what we can do, right?
I'll never be able to control my body and grow to be six foot nine.
Ain't gonna happen.
So there are biological deterministic constraints.
But anything that you already had, you can recover.
And it's possible for you to sort of like dial the cancers and stuff out of your consciousness, and then they'll eventually go away from your body.
And again, you know, if it aids you to think about this is a positive thing, take the Fenbendazole.
It's not going to hurt you.
It may cause, you know, a little bit of stomach distress occasionally, but that's about it.
Or, you know, put a chunk of chaga mushroom in your mouth and just, you know, sort of chew on it all.
Not chew, but just sort of have it in there all day.
So there are these things, but I don't think that the chemicals and such cure the cancer.
I think that they provide an alteration in the environment in which your co-creation is operating.
And that's how they work.
This is because we have the situation where there are small children, right, that get cancer.
Very young, one and two years old and stuff.
Well, you know, their minds, you would say, aren't well formed enough to have huge conflicts in order to be able to cause the cancers within them.
And it doesn't quite work that way because no body's life is isolated from any other of your body's lives.
So when you transit from, when I leave this body, if I don't have a bunch of stuff cleaned up, so to speak, in my mind, I'll carry those things over into that next body.
And we'll call this an aspect of, you know, incarnated karma, you know, past life karma kind of stuff.
And that's the way that this works, because there, you know, you don't die.
There is no real separation that way.
You step out of one body, go into processing, so to speak, go into a sleep for a while, and then step into another.
All within the eternal now.
It gets real complicated, as I say, or it's really complex.
And there are complications within each of the aspects of the complexity.
But at its core, cancer is all in our minds, even if we're only two or three years old, because our minds are operating with a consciousness that is bringing forward those things it must deal with from previous lives.
And that's just the way that these things go.
So it's, you know, this is not a comprehensive discussion of cancer or any of that.
And by all means, you know, if you feel comfortable dealing with your doctor and their suggestions, take it.
And, you know, best of luck.
And it's still not going to hurt you to have a very positive attitude about things at a mental level and mentally alter your body to exclude the cancer.
Anyway, and there's all kinds of people that will, you know, train you, give you courses, and this kind of thing.
Some of those can be found in Japanese yoga, ways to strengthen your mind, to control your thoughts about all of this.
And at a bare minimum, such mental exercises would certainly allow you to get a handle on existential fear.
Right?
Anyway, guys, best of luck to you.
I don't have any Hail Marys, you know, got to save your ass.
You can always try things like Rick Simpson oil.
I would stay the hell away from the stuff that Sean David Morton had tried, which corroded the tumor off the side of his throat.
But the, because, you know, it's like difficult to get anyway, but these things are very dangerous to screw with.
Anyway, like I say, best of luck to you.
Been there, gone through it.
It's not easy, and you can get through it too.
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