Ryan Ladymaga Woods and Chase Geiser dissect the conservatorship of Britney Spears as occult abuse and debate transgender activism, contrasting individualism with collective conformity. Woods recounts his firing from Delta Airlines after attending a January 6th rally with open-carry patriots, framing it as cancel culture targeting conservative drag queens. He details his history as a gay Mormon who left BYU over honor code conflicts and now leads Log Cabin Republicans in Utah despite financial struggles. Ultimately, the episode highlights the severe repercussions faced by LGBTQ conservatives challenging mainstream narratives while promoting Woods' website as a safe hub for her activism. [Automatically generated summary]
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Verdict upon it.
You have heard the testimony of the state's witnesses.
The confession of Peter Keating has made clear that Howard Rourke is a ruthless egoist who has destroyed Kirkland Holmes for his own selfish motive.
The issue which you are to decide is the crucial issue of our age.
Has man any right to exist if he refuses to serve society?
Let your verdict give us the answer.
The state rests.
The defense may proceed.
Your Honor, I shall call no witnesses.
This will be my testimony and my summation.
Take the oath.
Do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, or nothing but the truth, so help you, God?
I do.
Thousands of years ago, the first man discovered how to make fire.
He was probably burned at the stake he had taught his brothers to light, but he left them a gift they had not conceived, and he lifted darkness off the earth.
Throughout the centuries, there were men who took first steps down new roads, armed with nothing but their own vision.
The great creators, the thinkers, the artists, the scientists, the inventors, stood alone against the men of their time.
Every new thought was opposed.
Every new invention was denounced.
But the men of unborrowed vision went ahead.
They fought, they suffered, and they paid, but they won.
No creator was prompted by a desire to please his brothers.
His brothers hated the gift he offered.
His truth was his only motive.
His work was his only goal.
His work, not those who used it.
His creation, not the benefits others derived from it.
The creation which gave form to his truth.
He held his truth above all things and against all men.
He went ahead, whether others agreed with him or not, with his integrity as his only banner.
He served nothing and no one.
He lived for himself.
And only by living for himself was he able to achieve the things which are the glory of mankind.
Such is the nature of achievement.
Man cannot survive except through his mind.
He comes on earth unarmed.
His brain is his only weapon.
But the mind is an attribute of the individual.
There is no such thing as a collective brain.
The man who thinks must think and act on his own.
The reasoning mind cannot work under any form of compulsion.
It cannot be subordinated to the needs, opinions, or wishes of others.
It is not an object of sacrifice.
The creator stands on his own judgment.
The parasite follows the opinions of others.
The creator thinks.
The parasite copies.
The creator produces.
The parasite loots.
The creator's concern is the conquest of nature.
The parasite's concern is the conquest of man.
The creator requires independence.
He neither serves nor rules.
He deals with men by free exchange and voluntary choice.
The parasite seeks power.
He wants to bind all men together in common action and common slavery.
He claims that man is only a tool for the use of others.
That he must think as they think, act as they act, and live in selfless, joyless servitude to any need but his own.
Look at history.
Everything we have, every great achievement has come from the independent work of some independent mind.
Every horror and destruction came from attempts to force men into a herd of brainless, soulless robots without personal rights, without personal ambition, without will, hope, or dignity.
It is an ancient conflict.
It has another name: the individual against the collective.
Our country, the noblest country in the history of men, was based on the principle of individualism, the principle of man's inalienable rights.
It was a country where a man was free to seek his own happiness, to gain and produce, not to give up and renounce.
I, you know, my whole room here, I go to sleep thinking about Davey Crockett over here and the Wild West right here with my dead cowhead and my eagle sculpture up there.
It goes so much deeper than just the conservatorship.
It's like the Illuminati and the occult and abuse and all that.
And I don't care if I sound like a conspiracy theorist because as we have seen in this country, conspiracy theories are no longer conspiracy theories after about one year.
He was the one that had the schizophrenia and the mental health issues.
And I think that he was in a situation.
The Britney thing kind of reminds me of that because I think he was in a situation where his psychiatrist was basically calling all the shots with what houses he could buy and what was happening with his money.
And it's like, uh, you know, I understand, I understand how, you know, there's problems with mental illness in that once somebody becomes an adult, you can't force them to take their medicine anymore.
But at the same time, it's like you can't have, you don't want to ever be in a situation where healthy people are just totally being taken advantage of by, you know, mommagers.
Even if you have made terrible mistakes, like, I'm no feminist, but I will point out the discrepancy between Charlie Sheen and Britney Spears.
He has total.
He is a wacko, total freedom to do whatever he wants, makes all his decisions.
And Britney Spears is under control.
But yeah.
So anyway, I know we have other things to talk about, but anybody watching this, please go on Twitter, go on Facebook, tweet at Britney Spears, tweet at Matt Gates, because we need to free this woman.
She doesn't want to work anymore.
Her manager just said she wants to retire.
Brittany wants to drive pickup trucks in Louisiana and smoke cigarettes.
If you're an adult and you want to be transgender and cut off your cajunies, none of my business.
Just don't ask me to pay for it and keep away from kids with all that drugs and all that.
But Caitlin, you know what?
Anyone who stands up against Gavin Newsom and gets canceled the way that Caitlin has been, because everybody always asks me about that because they think I'm transgender.
I'm like, nope, Harry Chest.
I am not a woman.
I'm just a theatrical person and I love to dress up and I love to just draw attention to the cause by being a drag queen who's a conservative.
But you know what?
Caitlin Jenner so far speaking up for businesses, speaking out against the COVID 1984 lockdowns, speaking out against Gavin Newsom.
So power to her.
And I will call her her as long as I'm not, as long as I'm not legislated into calling her her, as long as it's my personal choice.
And that's where it gets dangerous is they make it illegal for someone to call him him.
So I skirt the issue and just call that person Caitlin.
I'm an Eagle Scout, definitely raised with conservative values.
But after I came out of the closet and walked away from Mormonism, I definitely identified with the liberals because I thought they were the only ones who would accept me.
So I met Al Gore, I met Tipper Gore because I was heavily involved in the Human Rights Campaign, which is a very deceitful name because they're just LGBT.
They're not human rights.
But I, you know, I went, they flew me.
Was in college and they flew me to DC, put me up in a hotel, gave me a limo because I was in leadership at my University of Utah, where I transferred after I left the Mormon university.
So I definitely thought that, oh, I'm a liberal and I loved, I loved the VIP treatment as this ex-Mormon gay man who went through so much.
The Mormon church did not officially send me to conversion therapy.
A family member convinced me to go to a conversion therapist of our own accord.
And he wasn't a monster.
He wasn't like doing electroshock or whatever you hear about, but he definitely thought that, you know, you can just marry a woman and we'll work this out.
And the irony of this is the LGBTQIA plus plus plus rainbow Gestapo is constantly, they're constantly harping on the conversion therapy.
It's so evil.
No conversion therapy.
But they're also telling you you're heterosexual, right?
Well, yeah, yeah, a little bit, but you never know these days.
You know, everybody's LGBTQIA plus.
For all I know, you're going to be one of those plus people, which is, but they go against conversion therapy.
And they're at the same time telling you, a heterosexual man, that you are transphobic if you don't want to date a transgender woman.
Meaning, a transgender woman is exactly the same as a biological woman.
And you're transphobic if you won't date them.
It's the same thing like within the gay community.
They're like, unless you're willing to date a transgender woman of color, your preferences for a biological man.
And, you know, on the, on the, on the dating sites like match.com, they usually include race or whatever.
And if you fall in love with only Asian people or only black people or only white people, that's just your feelings.
It doesn't mean you're racist.
But they want to cancel conversion therapy and yet perform their own conversion therapy on everybody in regards to their sexual orientation and their sexual feelings.
Um, I, we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, but I'm really fascinated with the whole conversion therapy thing.
Yeah, there was that great movie.
I can't remember what it was called, but it had maybe.
It had Russell Crowe in it.
Russell Crowe was the dad and he was a preacher.
And he sent his son to conversion therapy, but it was like a camp where he went for like two weeks or whatever.
And, you know, I think there's a difference between seeing it.
Obviously, I don't, I don't think that conversion therapy is effective or legitimate, but there's a difference between sending somebody to a camp where they're just kind of shamed for who they are and feel like they have to go deeper into the closet versus like, hey, you know, I have a moral problem with some of these feelings that I'm having.
So I want to see somebody to see if I can work through it.
You know what I mean?
And so I'm not by any means an advocate for conversion therapy, but I don't think it's like necessarily some bigoted thing.
Cause if you have, if you're, you know, a devout Mormon and you're feeling guilty about these natural feelings that you're having, then it makes sense that you would try to seek healthy.
You know, you have to, we have to be empathetic for all sorts of people, even if we don't have the same values.
And I know, well, look at Milo Yiannopoulos, who hates me, by the way.
He's always on Telegram, like posting really unflattering pictures of me.
And he says, Lady MAGA will be the first to hang.
And if I knew that what I started would result in Lady MAGA USA and Rob Smith, I would have killed myself.
He he, but he says, I'm no longer a homosexual.
I'm a reformed homosexual.
And I know people who are in heterosexual marriages and they're Mormon and they have kids and they're living their life.
And I believe that as long as the woman they marry is aware that I'm married to somebody who is homosexual.
And I think they base their relationship more on friendship.
And I don't even know, but it's none of my business.
So I do defend and support people who say that because of my religious faith, my religious faith is more important to me than my sexuality.
And they'll marry a woman.
Personally, that was the path that I was on.
And I was dating a friend of mine and I loved her dearly, but I loved her like a sister.
And I wanted to do her hair more than I wanted to do her, which is a problem for a woman in a relationship.
So that's where I drew the line because I think that for me at least, a woman who is in love with me deserves romantic, physical, and sexual attraction for her to be fully happy.
That being said, and I broke up before I came out of the closet.
I saw a couple of different religious counselors and they bring up the Apostle Paul and the thorn in his side.
And many, many religious scholars believe that the thorn in his side was actually homosexual feelings.
So they just sort of coach you.
And there are a lot of theories as to what the origins of homosexual feelings are.
You know, overbearing mother or lack of a father figure or all that kind of stuff.
And I was a really late bloomer.
Like I had a girl voice till I was like 16.
It was humiliating.
But they told me that, you know, because you are such a late bloomer, you developed an infatuation with the male body as you got older.
And that was the ultimate ideal to you because you were this nerdy late bloomer.
And I was like, oh, okay, like, I'll go along with this.
Let's explore this.
And they told me, you know, you should date your friend and you do not discuss this issue with her.
And unfortunately, her father left their family because he's a homosexual.
And I realized at that moment, like, I'm not doing this to somebody.
I have no guarantee that I'll be able to suppress these feelings forever.
And I don't want to get married and have kids and then leave a family.
To me, that was the greater sin.
And thou shalt not bear false witness.
And I really felt like if I went forward with that, it would be it, it would be a certain level of dishonesty and lying.
And I'm honest to a T. That's one of the things I'm proud of.
I'm not proud that I'm gay.
I am proud that I'm honest.
So it was, it was a very rough road.
And also at that time in my life, I was just, I just really felt like I can be gay and still be a moral, upstanding person.
And I don't, I don't sleep around.
I don't, I believe that promiscuity is dangerous and harmful, whether you're gay or straight.
And I try to hold on to the moral foundation that I was given as a Mormon and use that to keep me safe, to keep me happy.
And, you know, I'm grateful for that upbringing, but I, you know, I'm gay and I'm not attracted to women.
And I'm not going to lie to some lady and try to convince her to go along with me so that I feel better about myself.
It just, it just didn't feel right.
So I came out of the closet and I left Brigham Young University.
And that's the Mormon College.
And they make you sign an honor code where, you know, there are all the rules, the moral, no, no members of the opposite sex in your dorms, no drinking, no smoking, no partying.
And they have the sexual moral code as well that everyone is expected to follow.
And I signed it.
And I wasn't willing to adhere to all of their should never assign that thing.
I would like to pursue, you know, a same-sex relationship when the opportunity comes up.
And my honor and my honesty is more important than my sexual satisfaction.
So the analogy I use is if you're director of a university for vegetarians, okay?
And you make everybody sign an honor code when they go to your university on your scholarships that you gave them because the Mormon church gives a lot of money so people can go to that school, heavily subsidized by Mormon tithing money.
So if you go to a school for vegetarians and you sign the honor code and you're getting money from vegetarians who really believe in vegetarianism and you're eating McDonald's hamburgers on the weekend, there's nothing wrong with McDonald's.
So that's why I decided to just leave and it was a total downgrade because I was in the journalism program and BYU was top 10 in the nation.
Every graduate would get an internship at like David Letterman and Fox News.
They would just rise to the top and they recruit very heavily at BYU, just like the military, because who doesn't want a good Mormon guy working for him?
It was Donald Trump because I did vote conservative before I came out as a conservative, but I clearly did not want to express my views because I viewed myself as a member of the so-called LGBT community.
And I didn't want to lose those friendships.
I didn't want to lose that safety net, which was not a safety net looking back.
I started my drag artistry in 2016 and I love to perform.
And I grew up performing and singing and dancing since I was a tiny tot.
I've always been a theatrical person.
So the drag world really was an opportunity for fashion, hair, makeup, dancing, choreography, lip syncing, theater.
So I joined it.
And at every show, every show, they would do something really sexually explicit.
And being the Mormon boy at heart that I am, I never felt fully comfortable with it.
But I thought I'm adding light to the darkness.
And my performances were like Britney Spears or Disney Princess or whatever it was.
And it was all like I say, I like to keep my drag uplifting and not sexualized.
But as the election came up with Donald Trump, I was in a show, a professional show.
I was paid to be a professional Britney Spears impersonator and Rapunzel impersonator from the film Tangled and did elaborate numbers and I loved it.
But in every show, the host would bash Donald Trump.
And then I would do other shows in Utah, professional shows where I was paid.
And at my very last one, I did Carrie Underwood, Jesus Take the Wheel, Cowboy Casanova, and Before He Cheats with a lot of choreography.
And I went up to the dressing room and on the wall, there was this giant poster and it said F Trump.
And I realized at that moment, I am back in the closet, even worse than I was as a gay Mormon.
I was back in the closet 100%.
I could never wear this to a rehearsal.
I could never express my appreciation for what Donald Trump was saying and presenting in the election.
I could never express that I was happy when he won because I knew I would be rejected.
I did not know that I would be rejected and persecuted on the level that I was because I made a video with a split screen.
And this was my former drag persona, Rayanna Woods.
This was my Lady MAGA.
And I did a back and forth, like using the parent trap song.
Like, here we are, you know, we're twins and I have a twin sister and her name is Lady MAGA.
And if you're not interested in those politics, I'm still here and you don't have to be interested.
And I thought that would cover my bases, but it didn't.
They, they, I'm a garbage person.
You're no longer welcome in the LGBTQ community.
You'll never perform again in Utah.
You're disgusting.
Hang yourself.
They just mocked me.
They shut down my events in Utah and tried to humiliate me.
And people that I had helped through suicidal tendencies, birthday parties, gifts, they cut me off.
And I really didn't see that coming.
But I'm glad I came out of the closet a second time.
And coming out as a Trump supporting conservative drag queen was literally a thousand times more difficult than coming out as a gay Mormon because it was hard.
You know, I often wonder how the left was able to brand Trump that way, because he never really did or said anything racist, sexist, or homophobic explicitly.
Now, he definitely has a chauvinist attitude, right?
So you could say that, you know, he's behaved in ways that are a little bombastic, you know, with journalists and stuff.
So I'm not discounting that, but the dude has never explicitly advocated for, you know, women staying in the kitchen or not being able to vote.
He's never explicitly said anything associating race with inferiority or superiority or any number of things that we would consider to be traditionally bigoted.
So, how the hell did why are they so convinced?
And the voters, like they're really convinced that he is like this evil human being in terms of his character.
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And, you know, obviously he's not a saint, but he's not a Nazi.
Well, we know exactly where they're getting it from.
They're getting specific quotes that have been cut in half or misrepresented, like the whole they're fine people.
He was simply talking about, you know, tearing down historical monuments and it's controversial.
And there are fine people on both sides with good intentions.
They have ran with that narrative this entire time.
And it's just a blatant lie.
And these people don't do their homework.
They don't go to YouTube to watch the full speech.
And all of the LGBTQIA people who think that President Trump wants them dead and President Trump is such a homophobe and all of that.
I did an entire podcast called Debunking the Lies About the Trump administration, specifically as it applies to LGBT people.
He was the most pro-gay, pro-LGBT president in American history.
He's the only one who entered office who supported gay marriage.
He's the only, and this is why it is such a lie that he hates LGBT people.
He is the only president in American history to go in front of the United Nations, looking in the eyes of evil Middle Eastern leaders who would castrate, imprison, and torture somebody like me.
He looked all of them in the eyes and says, We condemn the criminalization of homosexuality.
We condemn the killing and torture of LGBT people across the globe.
He did that.
Nobody even knows that because it goes against their narrative.
And they just have this Trump derangement syndrome where even if he cured cancer, they would call it racist and say he only wanted to cure cancer for white people.
I mean, it's just if you do any homework, if you just step outside of your Trump derangement bubble and watch a full speech, which none of them have ever done, they get the news on CNN or MSNBC where they show one clip and the lie about the insurrection.
I mean, they're blind and it's so dangerous.
And I honestly don't know what the solution is.
I just tweeted, anybody who hates me on the left, come on my podcast.
Let's have a health.
Yeah.
And a guy did.
He's a Republican who left the Republican Party because of the insurrection.
And he resigned from working for DeSantis.
And now he's a never Trump, never DeSantis Democrat.
And he messaged me.
He was like, hey, I'll debate you.
And I was like, you know what?
We're just going to have a conversation as gentlemen.
And I will say that, you know, the extent of my echo chamber is who I follow on social media, but my actual what I do outside of social media is very diverse.
She's a lesbian woman and she says, I've been erased.
We, as just regular old-fashioned gay people, we have been erased.
But it's because the billion-dollar transgender medication industry, the hormone therapy industry, is soon going to reach billions and billions of dollars.
And everybody knows, you and I know, that if you've got some gay neighbors, some lesbian neighbors, it's no big deal.
When the white supremacist, white gay men gentrify a neighborhood, it literally transforms.
And you got boutiques, you got a little cupcake dot, you got a little interior decorating place, the yards are clean, property values go up.
But anyway, everybody knows that gay and lesbian and bisexual people, there's no persecution.
In fact, we have the upper hand.
We have special treatment because the legislation for hate crimes makes it so that if you and me are walking down the street and we both get murdered, one murder is a hate crime and one isn't.
Well, and the thing, the whole gay rights movement was, hey, we just want to get married.
Like, you know, all these asks that are happening now in the community in the LGBTQI, whatever community, are way beyond giving people the right to do what they want with their own lives.
And they're going into things like, we want you to pay for these operations.
We want you to pay for our kids to have these operations.
It's like, wait, wait, wait, wait.
Like, you know, if you want to get married, that makes sense.
There was actually a good argument for, you know, people should be able to marry whoever they want.
That was the gay rights movement.
That was what the whole pride parade stuff started.
It was like, let us get married.
We're in love.
And it's gotten so far beyond that where it's almost just like a branding trick where they're trying to brand any opposition as just bigoted.
It's a very deliberate effort to create a new victim narrative.
And the new victim narrative is transgender people, specifically transgender children.
So by creating this new victim narrative, organizations like the Human Rights Campaign and GLAD and the Democrat Party, they are able to present themselves as the caring, loving saviors of this new victim narrative.
The reality is there is no victim narrative there.
They're creating it because they're telling simple little kids who might grow up gay, you like pink?
Well, and the crazy thing to me about it is, you know, political parties traditionally speaking don't care about minorities, minority groups.
And it's because the whole point of a political party is to get the majority of votes, right?
So parties are inherently trying to get as much support as possible, right?
And the fact that you see the Democrats advocating so much on behalf of the trans community, it's not because they want the trans vote, because the trans vote itself is very inconsequential.
It's because they want to shame the opposition and turn people off supporting the opposition or make people on the opposition feel guilty about their views so that they might switch, right?
So this whole entire thing is not about actually supporting the trans community.
It's about condemning anyone who isn't totally on board with the party narrative.
Yeah, it's about us virtue signaling and presenting ourselves, like us, the Democrats, presenting themselves as the moral saviors.
And organizations like the Human Rights Campaign and GLAAD, they realize, oh, no, we're not going to get funding for talking about gays and lesbians anymore.
What can we do to continue our multi-million dollar nonprofit organizations?
And it's presenting children who are crying, presenting young teenagers who are crying, saying, let me be who I want to be.
And it's just the most predatorial, terrifying movement in the history of the United States because they're going after kids like I was.
I've always loved Barbie.
I've always been light on my feet.
I've always just been like this kind of girly kid.
And they would take a child like me today and tell me you are in the wrong body.
And if I went to a psychiatrist and I've spoken to doctors who have been forced to deny science.
And if a doctor just tells that little kid who's probably just gay, oh, you know, I think that maybe you're not in the wrong body.
Maybe we just need to kind of work around the idea that you're a boy who loves pink.
You're a boy who loves Barbie and Cinderella.
Like we'll talk about that, but you're probably not in the wrong body.
It is now becoming illegal for them to say that.
They must push the transgender narrative medically and legally.
I talked to a doctor at a Republican convention and he said, I have been forced to deny science and sign documents in order to keep my license.
You know, things like men can have children, erasing the erasing the biological realities of men and women in conversations.
And it's just, it's ludicrous and it breaks my heart because I was one of those kids that today would have been told I'm in the wrong body.
And they always emotionally blackmail conservatives.
They emotionally blackmail medical professionals and say, if you don't agree with our interpretation of transgender children, you are responsible for their suicides.
And they always throw the transgender youth suicides, suicide narrative out there.
And it's a form of emotional blackmail.
Why are they suicidal?
Why are they killing themselves?
Because they were told you're in the wrong body.
And I cannot imagine anything more difficult and traumatizing at age nine to 14 to 17 than believing my fingers, my brain, my legs, my genitalia, I am a mistake.
Everything about me is wrong.
So I have to take these hormones.
And we all know that hormonal imbalances cause emotional turmoil.
And if I'm a young 14-year-old with raging hormones, because I'm going through my male puberty and they try to stop that puberty with estrogen and these dangerous, irreversible drugs, of course I'm going to end up emotionally distraught and suicidal.
But you can't even talk about that.
You can't even mention the consequences.
And my transgender friends who are Trump supporting conservatives, they try like we've testified at the Utah state legislature.
We've made videos about women's sports and trans procedures on children.
And these adult transgender people explain the realities of how traumatizing it is, whether you're a child or an adult to actually go through this process.
They chose to deal with the trauma of going through the process, but they're honest about it.
They went through suicidal times.
It's very difficult.
And if you're an adult, you know, you got to do what you got to do.
Just don't ask me to pay for it.
And if you want me to call you, Caitlin, God bless you.
You know, you're doing your best in life.
And if that's what you want to do as an adult, that's okay.
But children up until the age 18 are incapable of giving informed consent.
They're allowed to alter their genitalia before they're even legally allowed to have sex or get a tattoo.
It's so scary.
And so that's one of the motivating factors that I think of when I'm going out there because I get a lot of messages from closeted gay conservatives.
One of them was a teenager who said, hey, I'm 16 years old and my parents are leftists and I don't agree with them.
And so by seeing you being out there, being a flamboyant gay guy who talks common sense, I want to know how much you've inspired me.
And that actually gives me a lot of hope because he was going against his leftist parents.
It wasn't a gay kid rebelling against, you know, his right-wing bigoted parents.
They all have a gay brother, gay son, gay cousin, and their hearts are hurting because they believe that that family member often believes that you hate me.
And so at every single rally I've been to, every single event, I always have mothers come up to me and spill their heart to me saying, please talk to me of how I can relate to my gay son or my transgender whatever, because they feel like I hate them.
And, you know, how can I deal with this?
Conservatives are not evil homophobes.
They're just realistic about some of the consequences of the LGBTQIA plus radicalism.
Well, I think the conservative party as a whole, the Republican Party, rather, because there are conservatives who aren't Republicans, but I think that the Republican Party is shifting from a time 30 years ago where it was very evangelically evangelical in its backing.
And obviously, the evangelicals are still Republicans, but I think the party has moved from like a moral dogmatism toward a freedom emphasis.
And I think that's why you don't really hear Republicans making any complaints about whether or not you don't hear the gay marriage argument anymore.
It's done.
It's over.
So it's voting for a Republican is not going to infringe on gay rights.
We don't care.
Now we're worried about things like taxes and the Second Amendment and whether or not we're going to be allowed to go to church because of a fake pandemic.
But that's why the LGBTQIA plus Gestapo pushes this transgender narrative.
And conservatives are speaking out against the transgender narrative.
And I'm not going to say that I don't have my detractors on the right.
There are people who just really hate me.
And they tried to humiliate me once at a rally in DC.
That was the one and only time.
It was Nick Fuentes and his minions and whatever.
Free speech, go for it.
I don't care.
But they were all just chanting shame at me.
So there is a tiny fraction of the so-called conservative community who still hates gay people.
But what I want people to understand is the reason y'all hate me is because you think that I'm part of the LGBTQIA radicalism that's trying to make it illegal for you to have your viewpoints in your church.
But they are a small, very vocal minority.
But like you just said, my concern is not gay issues.
And as far as gay marriage is concerned, I take a libertarian stance.
And I think the government shouldn't be involved in marriage at all.
It never should have been a debate whether I can legally marry someone with the government's approval.
No, I can go to a church and make my arrangements.
But we're at a point where our constitution, free speech, our Second Amendment, our border security, these are things that unless they are protected, we can't even have a debate about gay marriage.
Can't even have a debate about anything, especially free speech.
It's the most terrifying time in American history because our own president was deplatformed.
Like, I'm not, you know, the president, but I got kicked off of Instagram with 15,000 followers.
Officially, they said that I violated their social media policy and they opened an investigation on me on January 7th, the day after the so-called insurrection, which I have proof here in Utah.
Well, I feel bad, though, because I think some people actually thought it was okay because on some sections of the property, I think the cops were opening the gates.
I feel bad for those people who just sort of naively meandered in after the fact.
He's just, he was so powerful, and he happened to be there.
And of course, we know that Brandon Strzok, the director of the walk away campaign, I don't think he's in jail, but they have just harassed him, deplatformed him.
So just like with him, Delta finally had, in my opinion, they finally had a legitimate excuse to go after the dangerous radicals.
They showed me pictures of me at rallies way back in November with patriots who were open carrying.
Why did you take this picture?
Explain this.
And I'm like, I was supporting the Constitutional Second Amendment.
And I was taking pictures with these macho guys and me a drag queen to show diversity within America and to represent that we all have to come together to support our constitution.
Sometimes run for something that's a little less significant.
But I will say this in Utah, because of all the rallies I've gone to and events that I've organized, we just did the Freedom Fighter Awards where we had like this whole ceremony to replace the Oscars and we gave them beautiful Statue of Liberty statues and we honored the number one influencers and patriots here in Utah.
So I am well connected enough that if I decided to do that, it would be, it could be successful.
But right now I'm scrubbing toilets to make ends meet, a little house cleaning in the interim.
I have plans for my own career things going on, but this time I'm just going to keep it completely private because they'll try to cancel anything.
If I got a job at McDonald's, they would try to cancel me from McDonald's.
I guess it's the price of being a public figure.
But for right now, I'm proud to say I'm scrubbing toilets and I'm working hard and I'm making ends meet as I figure out the next chapter of my life.
And at first I was devastated, but then I just thought, stop crying.
But private jet, you're on call like all the time.
You never know when you're going to fly.
And I'm trying to share things so that I can do my new job, which I'm working on.
Not scrubbing toilets.
That's just for a time.
I want to do my new job like Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and then be able to dedicate evenings and Thursday and Friday to video editing or events or rallies or speaking, all those kinds of things.
So I'll figure it out.
I've let go of the fear.
I've let go of the trauma.
I was in bed for a time, just crying all the time.
And like, oh my gosh, it's the worst thing that ever happened.
But in the end, I have just had a huge slice of humble pie and realized that you really can't count on anything in life except your faith and the people who love you and nothing is forever.
And so it's just been a great humbling experience.
A very difficult humbling experience because I love being a flight attendant.
I just need help getting my message out there because I'm shadow banned.
And if anybody does want to like sign up for a monthly contribution, like five bucks or whatever on my website, they can do that through PayPal subscribe.
And I have like 35 people who signed up.
And so I figure if I keep producing content and I keep fighting, then if a lot of people donate five bucks a month, then they don't feel it.
And everybody who watches Chase, I did a little stalking of your channel.
All of the issues that he is covering are so critically important.
And I know there's a lot of influencers out there in the conservative movement who do really fun little edited videos, you know, man on the street stuff.
And we need all of that.
But somebody like Chase, who actually takes the time to have these in-depth conversations like we are right now, is critical.
So please share his content, tell people to follow what he's doing, because we live in a world of TikTok and Instagram and Twitter, where videos and messages are getting smaller and smaller and shorter and shorter.
And that is very harmful overall for us as people.
So please watch all of the other videos that Chase is.
These evil, homophobic, right-wing, far-right radicals walked away from the rally and didn't even talk to me.
They just stood about 20 feet away because they were worried that I'm over here in this costume and I might be hurt.
So, you know, and that's conservatives everywhere.
I've been to Trump rallies, I've been to everything, and conservative people are loving and kind and diverse and willing to be like, Hey, we don't really get why you're dressed up, but thank you for supporting the Constitution.