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Nov. 30, 2022 - Viva & Barnes
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Answers 4 Sean: Dan Hartman Speak About the Post-Jab Death of his Son - Viva Frei Live
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Canada, as you know, has a very, very large Chinese-Canadian community, and we have had long, long ties across the Pacific to China and other countries, and it means we're watching very, very closely.
Obviously, it's really important that citizens be able to make themselves heard, that they're protesting, yes, on a specific issue that touches on so many others of government control of authoritarian states.
We, of course, stand with those protesters.
We know how important it is for people to express themselves, for journalists to be able to do their jobs.
And we're going to continue to consistently stand up for human rights and the things that people in China and people all around the world are continuing to fight for.
It's an impossible, it's an impossible level of gaslighting that cannot be, it can't be accidental.
It can't be that he says, I'm going to make this one minute, we stand up for people's right to speak.
It can't be that he thinks he's going to say that and doesn't know exactly what everyone is going to say in response.
Biggest hypocrite on the face of the planet.
But it's like, he can't not know that people are going to look at him and say, you're a gaslighting hypocrite, amoral.
Immoral, unethical liar.
It's impossible.
And so he gets out and says it anyhow.
And says it as though anybody on God's green earth or God's blue earth, depending on which way you see it, is going to believe that he has the audacity to say this.
Like, there's no one who believes him.
There's no one who thinks that that's sincere.
No one on earth.
And he gets up there and lies as though he thinks people are going to believe it.
It's preposterous.
The people have the right to be heard, except Canadians.
Chinese protesters, they have the right to be heard.
They have the right to protest to affect policy change, but not Canadians.
Indian farmers, they have the right to protest, but not Canadians.
And they have the right to be heard, but not Canadians.
Oh, I mean, as if that is not enough of the...
Outrageous, gaslighting hypocrisy that's coming from these politicians.
I don't know if you saw this one.
It's not Trudeau.
We'll have a break from the gagging of Trudeau.
The gag reflex that is Justin Trudeau.
Rochelle Walensky, the head of the CDC, actually tweeted this.
I put the montage together.
Actually tweeted this two days ago?
What day is it today?
This year marks the 50th anniversary.
Of the end of the Tuskegee syphilis study.
She calls experimentation on humans without enlightened consent through deceit.
She calls it a study.
The Tuskegee syphilis experiment might have been a study by the standards of the Third Reich.
It was experimentation on unwitting humans.
Mostly black Americans.
Tomorrow, I will be joined by colleagues at Public Health Leaders as we honor the 623 African-American men, their suffering and sacrifice.
I mean, is she talking about how they were sacrificed like children to a volcano?
Or is she suggesting that it was an honor that they had the privilege of participating in unwitting human experimentation and our commitment to ethical research and practice, like what they're doing right now?
Two years ago, by the way, she says, participating in clinical trial benefits, each of us read more about why and how African-American communities can be represented in COVID-19 vaccine research.
Those who don't understand history are bound to repeat it, and those who do understand history are bound to watch others repeat it as they stand there helplessly, screaming into the void.
Sorry, this...
Didn't see that that comment was still there.
Sorry.
Everyone has a right to be heard, except if you have views against Trudeau.
So, I'm just looking at my Wi-Fi signal.
Seems to be giving me...
There it goes.
Going better now.
Tonight, we have someone.
It's one of those stories that makes you sick to your stomach.
You can find whatever explanation you want that might try to allow people who are not...
It's an anomaly.
We can forget about it.
Just go on with life.
It's one of those stories that's just horrific by its nature, exacerbated by the response or lack thereof, and dare say even ostracizing or mockery from another element of the government.
Dan Hartman, we're going to get into this, Sun.
Son passed away roughly a month after having gotten his first jab.
He had an immediate reaction or within a few days reaction was hospitalized.
Son passes away 30 days, give or take later.
And no answers.
He's been doing interviews, but no meaningful interest from...
From what I can tell from government officials.
And not just that.
I presume Dan, who we're going to speak to, gets ostracized by raising what he thinks was at issue here.
Gets called names.
And insults to injury.
I got flagged on a tweet on this a couple of days ago.
I hadn't heard of this particular story or this specific story.
We're going to get into it.
We're going to get into it.
So without further ado, I'm going to bring in Dan Hartman.
Dan, you're coming in.
Oh, sorry.
Standard disclaimers, Super Chats.
We're going to keep this on Rumble and YouTube.
It's not going to be a marathon interview, so I don't want to break it up into sections.
Dan's going to tell his story, and we're going to listen.
Dan, coming in.
Three, two, one.
Sir, how you doing?
You can't hear me?
Hold on a second.
I can't hear him.
It was working before.
You can't hear me.
Chat.
Let me just make sure.
chat, you can hear me, correct?
That's weird.
Hold on a second.
Click out and click back in.
It was working before we got this.
Yeah, Dan, exit and then click back in.
Hold on.
I'm going to boot him from the remove.
Okay, let me see here.
Let me just tell him what to do here.
So give me one second.
Kick from studio.
Dan, I'm going to remove the studio if you want to prevent this.
Kick, yes.
Okay.
I'm going to kick him and ask him to come back in a second here.
Hold on.
Give me one second.
It's funny, this is the first time we've ever had this type of glitch.
And the audio was working before.
Click back in, period.
Close the window, comma, and click back in, period.
Okay, let's see here.
Okay, bring it in.
Can you hear me now?
How did this possibly just happen?
Maybe...
Okay, reboot your computer.
Okay.
It's very odd.
Kick from studio.
I'm going to ask him to reboot.
Reboot.
While he does that...
It's...
Rocks...
It's very weird.
We've been on a good roll in terms of tech stuff.
But his audio was working beforehand.
There we go.
I can hear you now.
Cool.
Okay, good.
Dan, so we're going to get into it in detail, but 30,000-foot overview.
Who are you?
My name is Dan Hartman.
I've been a truck driver for 18 years, and I'm here tonight to talk about my beautiful boy, Sean.
Born and raised in Canada.
Yep.
Truck driving for 18 years.
How old are you, if I may ask?
54. 54. Okay, we don't need to go into...
We're not going to go way back into the past.
So let's...
What happened?
I mean, let's start from the beginning.
What happened?
Well, Sean played hockey his whole life.
It was his passion.
It was his love.
It's all he ever thought about.
He played since he was a little kid, since he could first start playing.
But to continue playing in 2021, he had to have a vaccine.
So on August 25th, 2021, he had his first Pfizer shot.
Four days later, he went to emergency.
He had brown circles around his eyes and a rash on his face and neck and an extremely sore shoulder opposite to the injection site.
In my opinion, failed to do what he was supposed to do.
He didn't do a D-dimer test or a troponin test.
And I'll just stop you there so we can clarify that.
The D-dimer test I looked it up earlier today relates to checking for dissolved potential blood clots, something like that?
Yeah.
And troponin had to do with myocarditis, checking for heart inflammation.
Damage to the heart, yeah.
Okay, sorry.
Just so everybody appreciates that.
So he got sent home with a prescription for Advil and on the morning of September 27, Sean was found dead on the floor beside his bed.
um What happened in between The hospitalization and then the 30 days later.
What did that time frame look like?
He was tired, but that's about it.
Everything seemed okay.
He went to play hockey the night before.
Came home from hockey.
Everything seemed okay.
In the morning, he was gone.
Did you know that he had...
Been vaccinated at that time?
When did you figure that out?
I didn't find out until the day he died.
I begged him, please don't get it, Sean.
I said, just wait it out.
Hockey will be back.
You'll get to play again.
And I guess he didn't want me to be disappointed, so he never told me he got it.
I didn't find out until the day he died.
The coroner told me that he had Pfizer.
One shot.
Just before we go on, do you have earbuds?
Earphones?
No.
Trying to see if there's a way to...
We're hearing feedback on your end.
Hold on.
Let me see what I can do here.
People, we might hear feedback, and I'll just wait more for the answer.
Unless you can find headphones.
No, sorry, I don't have them.
Okay, don't worry about it.
Let me see.
Unless the chat has...
Oh, Dan, you can volume down your speaker as they say.
It might help.
Redirect his microphone.
How's that?
Is that any better?
No.
Serious echo.
Hold on.
Let me just think of what I can possibly do here.
The feedback is on your end, not his.
No, it's not.
It can't be me because I have my headphones in.
Give me one second.
Try it again.
It's not my end because...
It's not me because I...
Mic check.
No, it's...
It's not my end, people, because I can turn the volume down on Dan's end.
We're just going to have to hear it like this.
like this.
It's just people, it's You hear me echoing because it's coming off of the speaker on the other end.
It doesn't matter.
I don't hear you echoing at all.
No, you wouldn't hear it.
Okay, it doesn't matter.
We'll just have to wait until my question's over.
When he was hospitalized, you knew about that?
No.
Didn't know until the day he died.
Now, what happens after he dies?
It's not every day that a young, healthy 18-year-old just suddenly passes away.
Well, I had to wait until December to get autopsy results, and the autopsy came back with the finding of cause of death unascertained.
They don't know why he died.
Thank you.
Okay, hold up.
Okay, now if I ask the question, nobody's going to hear echoing while I ask the question, so I'm just going to lower the volume every time and then bring it back up when it's Dan going to answer.
So no cause of death ascertained.
You find out he had had the jab a month earlier upon passing.
So what do you do?
I mean, what do you do right after that?
Who do you see?
What questions do you ask?
Well, I had a feeling it was the vaccine right from the beginning.
There's no other logical explanation, really.
Dr. Drew had brown circles around his eyes, too.
He had the same thing.
And I've heard lots of stories about it.
So it only makes sense that that's what it was.
The When did you find out that the hospital had not done these two tests when he was admitted shortly after the jab?
Not until I got the autopsy.
It's in the autopsy report what happened at the hospital.
So you find they didn't do these tests.
They basically give him a stronger dose of ibuprofen, send him home.
This happens 30 days later.
And so how long did it take to get the autopsy from...
From the date of death?
From September 27th till a few days before Christmas.
Merry Christmas.
That's when I got the results.
And the autopsy concludes, can't determine anything.
But were there any numerical findings in there that you could make some sense of?
And did you have anybody else look at the autopsy to see if they can determine anything?
I had a second opinion done by another pathologist.
And unfortunately, he doesn't want to give out his name.
But in his opinion, it was the vaccine.
People in the chat are asking.
This is in 2021.
This is just a little over a year ago.
Who did you go see after this happens?
You get the autopsy.
It takes nearly two months to get.
But do you go to speak to members of parliament, the press, anybody?
Who do you have to talk to right after this happens?
I tried calling.
Members of Parliament, nobody returned my call.
I haven't heard from anybody.
So I didn't know what to do.
I started a Twitter page with hopes to get answers and truth.
And it has connected me with some very valuable people.
So I think I'm on the road to the truth.
And when you say the autopsy, inconclusive.
No internal bleeding.
No definitive swollen heart, no stroke, no clots that it comes to the finding of.
Are there things that you now know, having discussed with other people, that are not in the autopsy report?
Thank you.
Not really.
All I have is what they've shown me.
It doesn't make sense to me.
For a healthy boy to just die, it doesn't happen.
I've had people say to me, it's not the vaccine, Dan, it was SADS.
Oh, okay, well, he's only 17, so what's that?
Sudden teenage death syndrome?
And people just don't want to believe that it could happen.
The second opinion that you've consulted who doesn't yet want to reveal their name, can you elaborate on that?
Why not?
I think we can all understand, but flesh that out a little bit and explain what that second opinion is looking for in the report.
Well, I sent him the full autopsy.
He saw everything, all the findings, and he said in his opinion it is, but because he could lose his job, that's why.
That's the only reason I can think of why he doesn't want to come public.
We're working on trying to get him to come public now, and hopefully that works.
But he's worried about losing his job.
That's what this crap has been.
If you do your job, you might lose your job.
It's insane.
And we'll go back to the first.
He's admitted to the hospital four days after the jab, brown circles around the eyes.
Dr. Drew explained a similar circumstance.
Did anybody give you any idea as to what the brown circles meant or what was the reason for that first hospitalization?
No, they're not sure.
In the autopsy report, the doctor at the emergency, he put at the bottom of the report query.
Vaccine infection or vaccine reaction.
So even the emergency room doctor was asking, is this a vaccine reaction?
Sorry, I'm going to turn my volume down again.
You see that in the report, and we don't need to get into it, but you didn't know that this hospitalization had occurred, but it's a note in the report, and nothing more than that.
A note in the report, and they send them home, and they don't do...
Any meaningful tests?
Well, they did toxicology.
They did a complete autopsy.
I don't doubt that they tried their hardest to find the cause, but they didn't.
In the autopsy, that's one thing, but do you know what tests they ran?
They didn't run the D-dimer, they didn't run the troponin, but did they do blood work?
Did they do urine work?
Anything?
Hi, what's going on?
And here's some ibuprofen.
Go home.
That he didn't do any lab tests at all.
He gave him ibuprofen and sent him home.
And I filed a complaint against him with the College of Physicians and Surgeons in Toronto.
Because, in my opinion, he clearly didn't do his job.
And they found him not guilty.
We don't need to know the name because I don't want anyone accusing that the purpose of this is to dox the doctor.
Dox the doc.
What was the basis of that ethics complaint?
What did you allege and what was the hearing like or any investigation like before they dismissed it as baseless?
I didn't get invited to the hearing.
I guess they did it without me.
I filed the complaint.
I did all the paperwork I needed to do.
I said that this doctor failed to do a D-dimer test and a troponin test.
I've had other doctors tell me he should have done that.
He didn't.
He sent Sean home and Sean died.
I want to understand.
You fill out the forms, and do they dismiss before investigation?
Do they dismiss after investigation?
Do they dismiss after a hearing?
Was there any sort of hearing, or you just get noticed that your complaint is not being treated?
But I didn't hear anything about it.
I wasn't invited to attend.
They just do their own little hearing, I guess, in their little magical room.
Come up with a decision that he was not guilty.
I'm not saying the doctor caused my son to die, but he should have done those tests, and he didn't.
If I may ask, who told you that he should have done a D-dimer and he should have done a troponin test?
Another doctor who has had his license suspended.
I don't want to ask the name of the doctor either, but this is another doctor who you've consulted who in Canada has had his license suspended for issuing too many exemptions or for After being reviewed by the board.
He lost his license.
I spoke to him on the phone for over an hour.
And he told me because Sean's pain was in the opposite shoulder that he was injected, he said if there was a heart problem, the pain could easily travel over to that shoulder.
And that's why he was there initially.
For a very bad, painful shoulder.
The brown circles and the vomiting the night before.
That's not a normal reaction.
They've been telling us all you'll get is a sore arm in the spot where they give it to you.
No one's saying anything about brown circles or vomiting or rash.
That's not normal.
I'm not a doctor, but that's not normal.
Is this in the Toronto, Greater Toronto Area?
It's north of Toronto.
And in between, so he goes home and...
As far as you know, there was nothing eventful between going home, he starts to feel better, plays hockey, and then just like that.
He played hockey the night before, and I'm thinking if he had a heart problem, then playing hockey the night before probably really did it.
And he went home, went to bed, and in the morning he was gone.
He was laying on the floor beside his bed, and he was dead.
It's incomprehensible.
It's inhumane.
And you've reached out.
Which members of parliament...
I don't mind putting members of parliament on blast.
Which members of parliament have you reached out to with your story?
And from whom have you heard back from or not heard back from?
Well, I tried to contact Doug Ford.
Called his office.
Left a message with his secretary.
Didn't get a call back.
I tried to reach out to Justin Trudeau.
Didn't get a call back.
I haven't heard from...
One single mainstream media person.
They've been tagged in my posts over and over and over again.
Nothing.
Not one word.
I'm gonna ask the stupid question.
So, CBC, No Interest, Global News, Radio Canada, who else can I think of?
Nothing.
Not a call, not a story, not a report.
So you don't want to reveal the name of the second person who's reviewing the autopsy.
Have you been looking to get any of the more vocal critics to look it over?
I mean, I can think of a few, but they might not be practicing MDs.
But have you reached out to the bigger names who have been vocal opponents or proponents of vaccine rights?
That's exactly what we're doing now.
We're trying to get a pathologist who can tell me for sure, who's willing to go on record and say it was.
Have you reached out to Tucker Carlson, just asking one name in particular?
Yes, I was speaking with them, but I never heard back, so I don't know.
So you have one autopsy.
Who conducted the autopsy?
This is a public health worker autopsy, not a private one?
It's the chief coroner's office in Toronto.
Where the autopsy was done, it's a big, huge government building.
And it was done by one of the top pathologists in Canada.
So there's one autopsy report now.
And I mean, if you're going to have this looked at again, do you know what evidence is left in terms of what they can look at?
They have the autopsy report, but do they have access to other materials?
I think you mentioned tissues.
Do they have access to something to conduct their own studies if you get an independent second, third opinion?
Yes, they will have to definitely look at tissues.
And apparently there's only 10 pathologists in the world right now who can tell us for sure.
So I've reached out to Germany.
I've reached out to America.
I have a good feeling something will happen.
And how, I mean, I'll ask, it's not a question that can have a possible answer.
How are you doing?
He was your only son?
Yes, he was.
How do you possibly cope with this on a daily basis?
I don't really.
I feel like I'm breathing, but I'm not alive.
It's weird, but that's how I feel.
I cry multiple times a day.
I can't sleep.
I'm awake every hour of the night.
It's just too much to process, and he was such a special boy.
So good and pure.
If anyone deserves to go to heaven, it's Sean.
He never gave me one day of grief, never talked back to me.
I never even heard him swear in 17 years.
He was just a really great boy.
And he was my life, and I feel they took him from me.
There's no more future memories.
I don't do Christmas anymore.
I refuse to.
It's just December 25th.
I won't get any grandchildren.
I won't get to watch him get married.
It's hell.
Have you, in the pursuit now...
In the pursuit of what you're doing now, you have a lot of people reaching out to you with similar stories?
Yes.
I talked to three other sets of parents from around the world who have lost their kids.
The exact same thing.
Took a shot and died.
One's in Australia, one's in South Africa, one's in America.
Exact situation.
Took a vaccine and died.
The answer's just like me.
And locally, I think there's the element of the insult to an injury beyond comprehension.
Do people online call you names?
Do people doubt your story?
Do people ostracize you for having come forward with this?
I've been told I should be in jail for murder because I let my son get a shot.
I've been told I'm the worst father in the world because I let him get a shot.
People tell me they don't believe me.
One person just yesterday saw a video I just recently posted where I was very, very angry.
And his comment was, Sean's dad is a good actor.
Like I'm acting about this or something.
People...
Don't seem to understand that this is happening.
There's parents, another young hockey player just died here in Ontario not long ago, captain of a hockey team, in a tournament.
First period's over, he's going back to the dressing room, collapses and dies.
And these parents, they don't even ask questions.
It's mind-boggling.
What kind of parent wouldn't ask what the hell happened?
It's mind-boggling.
They're just silent.
What, is it just like, uh, oh, I don't know, fuck, I guess he's dead.
Like, speak up, do something.
Your child just didn't die.
And people are talking about this sudden death syndrome.
That's funny, I never heard of that before until the last two years.
My son didn't just suddenly die.
He's perfectly healthy and had no underlying conditions.
The only thing that changed in his life is he got the vaccine.
And died 33 days later.
So what the hell am I supposed to think?
I can't prove it was, but they can't prove that it wasn't.
And that's pretty important.
If someone could prove to me that it wasn't, I would shut up.
But not until that day.
The proving correlation is immensely difficult, but being hospitalized four days...
People think that the mockery comes from one side only, but there are people who genuinely believe that the jab is poison to begin with and then will call all people all sorts of names for having decided to do it or submitted to doing it.
Then you got the other side who will call you an anti-vaxxing liar because you're going to scare other people.
If they hear this story, other people might get scared and be deterred from getting it.
So you get it from both sides and both far ends of the spectrum on both sides.
But I forget which doctor it was.
He said at some point you presumed that it was the cause until proof to the contrary because being hospitalized for the symptoms your kid was hospitalized with three to four days afterwards is an indication and the doctor, by the sounds of it, even suspected it.
And you're continuing to work on a daily basis now?
You don't take time off?
It's not a luxury that you have in all of this?
No.
I took three weeks off when Sean died.
I had to go back to work because the government doesn't give you any money to stay home and the bills don't stop.
And it's hard to work every day.
It's hard to get up and drive a truck every day.
Because every day I don't even want to get out of bed.
I just want to stay home for like a year away from everybody and do nothing.
Just think about Sean.
Your plan now, the strategy.
One thing is people can look at some of your videos and write you off as enraged to the point of irrational.
To anybody who might say that, they can never know.
They can never know.
I don't know how people can possibly be expected to live with this, to deal with this.
People going through what you're going through.
Do you have something of a plan?
You're going to try to get some of the big...
What's the word for them?
Hold on, sorry.
Say that again.
Pathologists.
You're going to try to get one of the prominent pathologists to look this over.
But no one from any part of Canadian government has come to talk to you, look into it, apologize for anything?
Nothing.
Not a word.
And in terms of the reluctance of other doctors, I mean, you've explained one who doesn't want to release his name.
Have you thought about suing?
Have people said, I'm not touching this with a 10-foot pole?
That's exactly what's happened.
I've called five different powerful law firms and none of them said they could help me.
And I don't understand that.
There's things that are wrong here.
What happened at the hospital was wrong.
Hockey forcing him to get a needle to play a game was wrong.
It just seems that everybody is protected under this crap.
No lawyer wants to help me.
I don't know if they're warned not to, like the doctors are warned not to speak out or they'll lose their job.
I don't know what it is.
But when a healthy child dies, there should be some justice somewhere, I think.
Have you encountered other Canadians, anybody from Ontario who comes to you and says, my kid didn't die, but we've had adverse reactions and we have nowhere to go as well?
Anybody else locally having similar experiences?
I get messages like that every day.
Every single day from people who know someone.
It's like everybody knows someone now who's been affected by this.
That's what it's like.
I hear horror stories of what they're going through and I try to comfort them.
I don't know what to say to them.
It's an...
I try not to rely too much on anecdotal stuff.
When you reach a lot of people, you get a lot of people giving you their stories, but anecdotally, in a family friend milieu, I have known of several incidents, and some people are just too embarrassed to come out.
They don't want to be the object of ridicule.
They don't want to be called names.
They don't want to be the nail that sticks up.
They just want to...
Take the lumps and move on.
We will accept you in.
We've been ostracized by the vaccine people who call us crazy and anti-vaxxers.
But I've had vaccines in my life.
I'm not an anti-vaxxer.
I mean, we will accept you.
It's them who aren't accepting us.
We don't want you to die, but we've had messages sent to us wishing we would die.
It's insane.
I forgot to ask, which shot did your son take?
Pfizer.
And it was only one shot, not two shots.
Because everyone was saying, look up the batch number.
And I was thinking, well, what the hell?
What do you mean?
There's different batches?
Some are good, some are bad.
Like, that in itself is insane.
But I looked up his batch number and it said it only had one adverse reaction.
Now, how am I supposed to believe that?
Yeah, it was when I had Dr. Malone on, he mentioned that thing.
I mean, I don't know how many...
How many doses were in the batch?
I don't know how that stuff works.
And the bottom line of all of this is you'll have someone say, okay, it was the one in a million.
It happens.
And you're expected to have to live with this for some greater good concept when it was unnecessary if there's a correlation.
And if there wasn't, like you say, just let me know definitively.
That's why my page is called Answers for Sean.
I just want the answer.
Then I'll go away.
I want someone to tell me the truth.
How can I grieve my son when people say, "How'd your son die, Dan?" And I have to answer.
I don't know.
They don't know.
It's horrible.
If it was the vaccine, and it is rare, like, who knows?
I don't think it's as rare as they say.
There's 30,000 reported deaths.
Even if a quarter of them are true, we got a big problem here.
When they stopped the swine flu after 52 deaths, they stopped that vaccine.
I'm sure there's been more than 52. And it just keeps going and going and going.
The truth is how many have died from it.
And anyone who thinks there hasn't been one, then you're too far gone.
we can't help you.
How much of a...
I presume...
You didn't want him to get the vax beforehand, so you were sort of familiar with some of the issues.
How much of your knowledge came before versus after?
Before, I was hearing of kids dying.
I was hearing of young kids dying, and I even said that to him.
He was in the backseat of my car.
We were driving, and I said, are you getting the vaccine, Sean?
He said, I'm thinking about it.
And I said, please don't.
I said, I'm hearing stories about young kids dying.
He said, well, I'm not really sure yet.
He did it because his love for hockey, he wanted to play.
And his biggest fear in life was needles, more than anything else.
So there's no way on this earth Sean would have took a needle if he didn't have to.
He just wanted to play hockey and be with his friends instead of sitting in the basement, rotting away like everybody's been doing.
Dan, so tomorrow, next week, What are you planning on?
It's just hour by hour, brother.
It really is.
It's not day by day.
It's hour by hour because sometimes I'm okay and sometimes I just start bawling my eyes out like in a split second when I'm not even thinking about it.
It'll just happen.
I don't know what to do.
I'm taking grief counseling now and it's helping quite a bit.
It's helping a lot more than I thought it would.
It's just not enough, though, because in my mind, my son was murdered.
And how am I supposed to get over that?
No one can understand this pain unless you lose a child.
He was my life.
He was everything to me.
We did so many things together.
His first go-karts, his first mini golf, his first batting cages.
We did so much stuff together.
And I always wanted to be a dad since I was 16 years old.
I wanted to be a dad more than anything.
And now my boy's gone.
But I have to live whatever time I have left without it.
We'll, we're going to, I mean, it's like, Even answers are going to, answers will satisfy, it'll quell one unanswered part of this.
It's going to be, even an answer is not going to resolve this.
The question is now, we'll see, your Twitter handle is what?
Answers, number four, Sean, S-E-A-N.
And now I'm going to see if, you know, I'm but one outlet here and, you know, people are labeling me as an anti-vaxxer despite the fact that I got two Pfizer jabs myself, but won't do it again.
So people might not take me as seriously or you here.
This is something that has to get even government subsidized Canadian mainstream media attention because it's an outrage.
It's not something you can say, we don't know what happened and carry on, especially given this timeline and especially given what you're describing as being an indication in the report.
Dan, I didn't mention this.
I just went to the ER last week for something and the doctor asked, have you recently gotten this?
And presumably asks it for a reason.
I don't understand how that part of your complaint gets dismissed so quickly.
It's Canada, and who knows?
Maybe there's no obligation to ask that or do those tests.
Don't understand how that gets dismissed.
Don't understand how someone might not want to look into this for a potential claim.
Have you filed a claim with the Vaccine Injury Program or with VAERS?
Have you filed any of those claims so that it's on the record?
Yes, I have.
And we'll see with this.
With this community, if we can't get one of those top ten pathologists to look at this and get some answers, the terrible thing is answers are not going to...
There's no way of writing this.
Answers are not going to write this wrong.
It'll just let you know if it was what you fear it might have been versus an anomaly that will still leave you with a life of grief.
So grief counseling, if I may ask, is that weekly?
How does that work?
On weekends, I do a Zoom call with a grief counselor, and she's teaching me techniques to use that I never thought were even possible.
Things with eye movements, and there's ways that it interacts with your brain somehow.
And it's helping.
I didn't think it would.
I was skeptical, but it's helping.
I'm going to probably talk to her again this weekend.
And now you have a Give, Send, Go, which I'm going to put up, and it's just so people are not under the wrong impression.
What's the Give, Send, Go for?
I mean, I know what it's for, but you should explain it, and I'll put the link so everybody can go and support if they want to.
Well, I only took three weeks off of work, and I haven't been able to really grieve him because I'm working every day, and when I get home at night, I'm operating my Twitter page.
It's like a second full-time job.
There's so many people to talk to and so many messages.
They're the greatest people I've ever met in my life, and I haven't even met half of them.
And I just want to take a leave of absence.
I just want to escape from this pain.
Even the internet.
I just want to take a leave of absence from work and just grieve Sean.
And I don't know how long I need, but I need more than the three weeks that I had.
That's for sure.
Because I'm still thinking about them all day long.
And it's distracting when you're trying to drive a truck.
I need to concentrate.
Someone in the chat asked, have you contacted Rebel News?
Yes, I've spoken to them a little bit.
Okay, well, we're going to work on getting this known.
And people have to understand, like, Kieran Moore, the doctor out of Ontario, has come out and talked about certain risks, you know, one in 5,000.
It's known, certain risks.
They're now talking, you know, Pfizer's doing its trials.
This is not a one-off.
This is an issue.
The thing that I find most striking is the unwillingness to even acknowledge it and, worse still, to demonize the people who are suffering through it.
People deserve answers.
You deserve answers.
And we'll see if, you know, it's time for people to know what's going on and your story.
We'll leave some, I guess, final thought.
Where can people reach you and what do you want them to know?
I need all the support I can get.
I love everybody who supports me.
Some of these people have truly become great friends from my Twitter page.
We talk all the time.
I never thought I would meet such nice people.
The support means so much to me that people are behind me.
People are supporting what I'm going through.
I get messages every day saying I can't imagine the pain and I don't even know how to explain the pain.
It's unexplainable.
You can watch, you can come to my Twitter page and request to join.
Answers for Sean.
And if you're a good person, you come in.
My account's private for a reason because there's so many trolls calling my friends names and threatening my friends and saying Dan's a liar.
So I switched my account to private.
Now only good people are in there with me.
And anyone who's bad, I'll block their ass instantly.
Give me one second, Dan.
I'm going to turn the volume down as much as possible and go to see...
Someone said go to Rumble because I haven't been checking the comments there.
There's a book by Dr. Mary C. Neal called To Heaven and Back.
She lost her teenage son.
She wrote a book about a near-death experience where she was given a premonition about it.
Very powerful.
And that was from...
Michael Swade.
Sorry, there's a bit of an echo now.
That's as good as I can do now.
It still makes me mad at how primary physicians willingly handed their patients' care over to the government, washing their hands of their responsibility.
That's from Navy Nam Vet.
Ari Berry says, please tell him thank you so, so, so much for being someone who's finally willing to rightfully honor their son and speak up.
I'm so unbelievably angry with all the parents saying nothing.
And politicians just ignoring, just ignoring, and thinking they're virtuous by ignoring it.
Chet Chisholm said, any chest pain gets numerous 12 lead EKGs and cardiac monitoring, full blood work that is repeated every 30 minutes to check for potential rising troponin levels.
This is appalling.
And Chet Chisholm is Canadian.
Chet Chisholm also says, troponin is a protein used in cardiac muscle contraction.
Heart attacks and myocarditis cause large amounts of cellular death, releasing the protein into the blood stream in large quantities.
And Chet Chisholm says, Dan, I am so sorry for your loss.
Please know that you do not carry this pain alone.
Many others will be testifying at the inquiry demanding answers and that people are held accountable.
Okay, I'm going to go back here now.
Let's get the mic settings.
So, Dan, we're going to talk afterwards.
I'm going to see whatever I can do with this community to reach out to the pathologists to get this on blast.
Everyone watching this, snip and clip.
And this doesn't just happen and it doesn't just go away.
And this is not a question of being...
Anti-vax.
Dan, I've had both shots.
I won't do it again, but I'll get a tetanus shot.
Nobody here is anti-vax.
Full stop.
That does not mean people are not going to ask questions and get answers and understand things that are simply not being discussed and not being addressed right now.
So, Dan, I'm going to put all your links in the pinned comment, and I'm looking to the chat just to make sure that...
I haven't missed anything.
Sorry about the audio, but yeah, they say the word.
It doesn't matter.
Sorry about the audio.
Dan, you want to give us the final word?
I really appreciate you giving me this opportunity because a lot of people won't.
I can never thank you enough for this, my friend.
It means so much to me.
You are huge, and I know it will reach a lot of people, and that's what I wanted to do.
I can't do anything for Sean now, but if I can save someone else or get my truth out there, then that means something to me.
Thank you so much.
I'm going to do more and I'm going to do as much as I can.
And if we can reach out and try to get one of those top 10 pathologists and have somebody look at this because it looks like what it looks like.
And it's prevalent enough that even Dr. Moore acknowledges.
What are not-so-small risks?
Dan, stick around.
We're going to say our proper goodbyes.
Everybody in the chat, thank you.
Snip, clip, and share.
Get this out there.
And hopefully, some answers at some point in time.
Thank you all.
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