Killed While Logging
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This fall, during hunting season, I was getting a slice of pizza at a general store in a small town in the mountains of western Maine.
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And I was standing in line, and I ran into a guy I know, a guy I like a lot, called Esau Cooper, who was a local excavator.
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And he said, I've been watching you, interviewing all these people.
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Why don't you interview me?
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I've got interesting stuff to say.
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And I thought, you know, I bet he does.
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Esau Cooper is an interesting person.
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Esau Cooper is not only...
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A good upstanding citizen of his town, to remain unnamed, in the Western Maine Mountains, but he's also the local lawnmower racing champ.
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Every year, this town, in August, has a lawnmower race, and Esau Cooper often wins it, sometimes at great personal risk.
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Here's a video of it.
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Esau is the one in the green John Deere that runs into the camera.
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We'll be right back.
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We'll be right back.
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It's dangerous.
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That video, by the way, is shot by Toby Wenzel.
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Esau Cooper, the man on the green John Deere, joins us now in studio.
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Esau, it's great to see you.
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Good to be here.
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Wasn't joking.
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So, first lawnmower racing, how fast do those go?
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The sky's the limit.
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It depends on...
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How fast you make it go.
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Our particular track in Andover, 25-30 miles an hour is probably too fast to make turn one.
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So not particularly fast, but because the track's small and tight, it looks like you're flying.
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It certainly does.
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I've seen it.
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The straight stretch is only 100 feet long.
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So if you gear your tractor to pull for 100 feet, you're good.
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So how do you get a ride-on mower to go 30 miles an hour?
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Change the pulleys.
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And get rid of the governor.
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How do you get rid of the governor?
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You just unhook a few springs and pull it back.
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And so the motor turns, pushes as fast as it can all the time.
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It's not good for longevity of the motor, but...
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Yeah.
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Could you do that in any vehicle?
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You can get rid of the governor.
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On a lawnmower engine, yeah.
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Wow.
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So you do that over the where?
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No.
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Winter, I log, snowmobile, hunt.
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Oh.
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It's springtime when you can't cut wood and it's too early to start digging.
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That's when the lawnmowers come out and we start tinkering them up.
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For people who don't live in an area where logging's big, why can't you log in the spring?
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It's mud season.
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They post the roads so you can't drive big trucks on the roads and the snow melts and the ground gets really soft.
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The frost goes out and it's just the ground is soft.
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You can't do much other than go in the garage and fix equipment.
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Tinker on lawnmowers.
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How long have you been logging?
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30 years.
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A guy from your town got killed last year logging.
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Good friend of mine.
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How'd that happen and how do people get killed logging?
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Well, generally speaking, people get complacent.
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He was actually taught logging and he knew how to do it.
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He was considered a considerable logger.
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I looked at the site.
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Yeah.
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He went and cut another tree while a tree got hung up.
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Yeah.
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And he went and cut another tree in the line of sight of that tree that was hung up, and the tree fell on him and killed him.
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So he, I mean, by reputation was, and you just said, knew exactly what he was doing.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Do you ever worry about getting herd logging?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, you just...
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I mean, especially after that, you just don't take those chances.
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Yeah.
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But this is all, you know, everybody takes chances now and then, you know.
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So how did you end up living in a little town in western Maine?
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Oh.
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Well...
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My mom is from Livermore Falls area.
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She grew up in Maine.
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My dad was from all over the Northeast.
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I was born in New London, Connecticut.
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We moved to a little trailer park in Peru when I was really young.
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Peru, Maine.
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Yes.
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And then we moved to another small town in Western Maine.
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What town?
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Rumford Center.
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Yep.
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Very small town.
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Yep.
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And when I was 10 years old, my father died when I was 6. And shortly thereafter, my mom got remarried and we moved to Andover when I was 10. And I was disgusted.
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I actually ran away from home.
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Where'd you go?
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An old Girl Scout camp on the Whip-Wool Road, me and a buddy of mine.
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I ran away on my 10th speed and disappeared for a day or two until they finally found us, you know.
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At that time, we were into Rambo.
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Outdoor survivalists and stuff.
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I don't know what we were thinking.
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I just was making a statement, I guess.
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This town sucks.
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I'm from Rumpet, and I'm going back to Rumpet.
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You thought Andover was bad.
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Yeah, it was not.
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I didn't know anybody.
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Shortly thereafter, though, I met two guys that I consider brothers.
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Now, one of them's gone to heaven.
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Yeah.
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But the other one I consider a brother, you know.
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It was the three of us, me, Mike, and Mike.
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And we grew up together, and one of the Mikes died when I was 19. Oof.
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Died in a car accident.
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Yeah?
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Yeah.
Rehab and Relapse
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So, yeah, that changes you.
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Yeah, it does.
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Yep.
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Did you stay in the town?
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Yep, I did, until I was 25. Where'd you go?
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Traveled all over the country.
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Putting in natural gas pipelines.
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Really?
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Yeah.
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Running from myself.
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What do you mean?
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Well, I was, you know, I played too hard, you know, work hard and drink even harder on the weekends.
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Yeah.
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Each town, there were temporary jobs.
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You go into a town, you lay a pipe and you leave.
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And each time I go into a town, I say, it's going to be different this time, you know.
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And it was never any different.
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Just the partying?
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Yeah, the partying and it progressed.
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Yeah.
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I started just drinking and then got into drugs and just, you know, it was a time in my life when at one time I was going to make a career of pipelining.
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Yeah.
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And then at 31 I sobered up and I tried to keep pipelining.
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Yeah.
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And I realized that it's just, when I quit drinking, I had to let things go.
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How'd you sober up?
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Well, they first tried to put me in rehab at 13, and I wouldn't go.
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13 years old?
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Yes, yes.
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They wouldn't take me up to Bangor because the doctor says, the doctor's talking to me, so I don't got a problem with alcohol.
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I love alcohol.
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At that time, it was just drinking at that time, I believe.
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Yeah.
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And then at 15, I went in and I spent...
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Three or four days in detox because I ate too many Valiums.
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Yeah.
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Ended up in rehab for a month.
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It's a 28-day program.
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On the 21st day, I got kicked out.
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For what?
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Well, I had been reprimanded for something.
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I don't remember what.
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But one of the ways they punished you was at that time, you could smoke right in rehab.
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Yeah.
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No cigarettes for you.
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So I was like, yeah, okay.
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And so I got in the line to get my daily cigarette or whatever it was a long time ago.
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And got up the line, got the cigarette, went back to the smoking area and had a lighter.
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I was just about to light it.
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And the nurse realized that I wasn't supposed to have a cigarette.
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So she bolted over to me and took my cigarette and said, you can't have that.
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You're being punished.
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I said, oh, really?
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And she's walking away.
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I said, take your effing lighter, too.
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And I threw it at her.
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And had I hit her with that lighter, I would have had to go to NYC, Maine Youth Center.
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Oh.
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I missed.
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Thank God.
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And they booted me.
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That was the end of that.
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Damn.
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Yeah.
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Did you go to rehab again after that?
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Ten years later.
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Yeah.
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Twenty-five.
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And I checked myself in.
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I had a massive cocaine problem.
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And all I really wanted to do was quit that.
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Yeah.
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So when I got out of there, I stayed sober for a little while and of course started back.
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And that's when I started Pipeline.
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Yeah.
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I actually got hired.
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I got hired in the paper mill in Rumford while I was in rehab.
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And I told them, I said, well, I'm in rehab right now because I had passed all their testing and they wanted me and they called me up and said, okay, let's come to work.
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I said, well, small problem.
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I'm in rehab right now.
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Oh, that's okay when you get out.
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Come on.
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So I did.
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I went to work from where I lasted 10 days and quit.
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Why?
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I went backlogging.
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I couldn't stand it.
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Yeah.
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It was inside.
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It was toxic.
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Yeah.
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All my coworkers were overweight and bald and unhappy.
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Yeah.
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Do you think it makes you bald working on a paper mill?
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I don't know about that.
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I probably, you know, that was probably mean, but it just didn't look happy.
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No, I agree.
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I was an outdoor enthusiast, you know?
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Yeah.
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And I just, so I left, you know, I left.
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And I went back logging, and shortly thereafter, I jumped on.
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They were laying a natural gas pipeline in Peru.
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Yep.
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And I got hired on that, and that was a godsend.
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Yeah.
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The wages were high.
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The outdoor, it was grueling.
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It was hard work and the mud and equipment and laying pipe across, like, how are we going to lay a pipe across that, you know?
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Like a granite ledge or something?
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Swamp, yeah, river crossings, just unreal stuff.
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Tying crews, you know, where all the prestige is on a pipeline.
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Tying crew.
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They're the ones who connect the pipes.
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Connect the pipes in the hard spots.
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Mainline lays it in the easy spots, and the tying crews come in and connect the pipe in all the difficult areas, the swamps.
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Yeah.
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So, yeah, I got on that and started working that, and it was my thing.
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I loved it.
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I was going to make a career out of it.
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Yeah.
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And I did it for seven years until I realized it was killing me, you know.
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Not so much the work, but the nightlife.
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Because with Pipeline and in a different town every six months came bar life.
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Yeah.
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Living in a motel and lots of drugs.
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Do all the guys go out together at night?
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Not all of them.
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Not all of them, no.
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There was sober, good, hardworking, normal people.
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Yeah.
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But, you know, I wasn't one of them.
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I was a party animal and they liked that, you know?
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Yeah.
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They liked you to work hard and play even harder.
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Well, when you're working hard, you can party hard for a while.
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How did you end up stopping?
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It sounds like you've been trying to stop for a long time.
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Yeah, I knew.
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I don't know.
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I left South Chicago on a job and I headed east to another job.
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I quit.
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One job was headed to another.
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I wanted to make a change.
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When I got to the East Coast, it was either head south to that job or head home and try to straighten my ass out.
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And I was in trouble.
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I was afraid my mom was going to go to my funeral.
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Wow.
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It was really in my mind, you know.
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And at that time, I didn't know I had a heart condition.
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But you could just feel there was something wrong?
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Yeah, I was living hard, you know, doing a lot of drugs, snorting a lot of cocaine.
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Yeah.
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Putting chunks of, you know, graham chunks of cocaine in my coffee in the morning.
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Does that work?
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Party all night, smoke crack all night long, sleep for 10 minutes, go to work six days a week, sometimes seven.
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Wow.
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It was intense.
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It sounds intense.
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I made a ton of money.
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I had, at the end of it, I had my apartment, my room would be paid, my truck would be paid.
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I'd had top hours of working foreman.
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Yeah.
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And they'd just throw money at you.
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You try real hard and I just, I didn't want to die.
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I didn't want my mom going to my funeral because I knew it would kill her.
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So you've been to rehab three times at this point.
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Did you quit in rehab a fourth time?
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No.
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Really?
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No.
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By this time I had been taught enough I knew where the help was.
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It was a 12-step program that I had been to before.
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Yep.
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One Monday morning I woke up and things were different.
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I don't know.
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To this day, I don't know what happened, but things just were different.
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I knew I was in trouble.
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And instead of going to the store and buying beer, because that's what I wanted to do that morning, I woke up on my stepfather's couch.
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I was living at the time on my stepdad's couch.
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I had a pickup, and that's it.
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I didn't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out.
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Yeah.
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So I... I just went to a meeting.
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I went to a meeting that Monday night, and I've been sober ever since.
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That's amazing.
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How long has it been?
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It'll be 20 years in March.
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Wow.
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How have you been able to stay sober all that time?
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God.
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Yeah, I made a decision shortly after that.
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I met a gentleman.
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He's deceased now.
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His name was Kip Cummings, and he became my sponsor, and he saved my life.
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I could relate to him.
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He was a grumpy old man, and he was black and white.
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If you do this, you get that result, and I responded to that.
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He'd say, there are clear-cut directions in this book, and you'll get this result.
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I've always been able to read directions and do something.
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That's how my mind works.
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And it made sense to me.
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And he reminded me of like my grandfather or my father.
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Yeah.
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I kind of, you know, I like old, mean old men who are, you know, you can tell they've worked hard.
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Yeah.
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And they've been through the ringer and I could relate to them.
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Yeah.
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I've always been around people like that.
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So he helped me.
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He just taught me how to become a man, how to stay sober.
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He died a few years back, but he just taught me how to be a grown-up.
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Was he right?
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I mean, did your life change for the better once you got sober?
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Well, it slowly has.
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I'm in the process of changing my life.
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It's been a long journey.
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Yeah.
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I quit drinking, doing drugs.
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I was straight up for a year and a half.
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And not everybody knows this.
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But I couldn't take the pressure of life.
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I started smoking pot.
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Yeah.
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So it took me a long time.
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I didn't want to be.
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I felt like a hypocrite trying to help people get sober.
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You know, talk at a meeting.
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Then get high on the ride home.
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Yeah.
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So I had a lot of hypocritical feelings towards myself.
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But...
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March 13th, 2021, I was able to kick that.
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Shortly after they legalized it.
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I was about to say, it's legal in your state.
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It's the worst idea ever.
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I voted no.
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Why?
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It's just not sending a good message.
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It's just not.
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Do we want to promote drugs?
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Do we really want to?
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Or do we want to just...
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I don't know what the answer is.
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I don't want to chase around a bunch of potheads and spend a bunch of money on it.
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I also don't want to just have it be okay.
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You know the tobacco campaigns that they have?
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Why don't we have weed campaigns?
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Well, you tell me.
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You've used a lot of drugs.
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You've smoked a lot of weed in your life.
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It made me dumber.
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It put me in a little bubble so I couldn't relate with people.
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Instead of relying on my higher power, God, Jesus Christ, I relied on marijuana.
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And before that it was alcohol, before that it was cocaine, all this stuff.
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My higher power now is God.
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God.
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God.
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That has evolved.
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It started out as I wasn't a godly person when I quit drinking.
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Yeah.
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But I learned through a 12-step program and eventually through the Bible that that is the answer to all our problems, I believe.
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Yes.
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Yes.
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I agree.
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So, as someone who smoked a lot of marijuana, you think it is bad for people.
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Yes, I do.
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That's an unpopular thing to say.
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Yeah.
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Why?
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Because people don't want to hear it.
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They don't want to hear it.
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I have a lot of successful friends that smoke daily.
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If you don't ever see the insanity, it's like cigarettes.
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Where's the insanity?
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It's easy to see how bad alcohol is for you, or cocaine, or crack, or heroin.
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But marijuana is so insidious.
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It's so mild.
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It's hard to see how it's holding you back.
Uncle Esau's Influence
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I mean, myself personally, I became a better businessman, a better parent.
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I can remember numbers now.
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It's just better.
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I'm not in that bubble.
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I can relate to people.
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I can see people in mills market and start up a conversation with them instead of running out the door because I smell like a skunk.
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Yeah.
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You know?
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Where did you get your politics from?
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I'd say my Uncle Esau.
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Your Uncle Esau?
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My Uncle Esau.
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I think that's a song, isn't it?
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I don't know.
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I don't know.
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You know, it's funny.
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I have never met another Esau except for people in my family.
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And then just the other day, I was listening to a podcast on the radio, and there was this dude named Esau.
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A black guy named Esau who was a pastor, and he's in, like, Massachusetts.
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And I was listening to Bible-thumping radio, and this dude was on there.
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His name was Esau, and I was like, wow.
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That was amazing.
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The first time ever.
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What was your Uncle Esau like?
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He was a staunch Republican, free market guy.
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Yeah?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Where is he from?
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Auburn.
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Maine.
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Yeah.
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What do you do?
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He's still in Auburn.
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He's a paver.
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Yep.
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Yep.
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My whole father's side of the family were all pavers.
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Really?
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Asphalt pavers.
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Yep.
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Cooper Paving.
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There's a whole bunch of them.
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Yep.
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Bred to pave.
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Pave driveways, paved roads, paved parking lots.
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Yep.
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Pave.
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Pave, pave, pave.
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I worked for them for two years out of us.
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When I first got sober, I went to work for my cousin, Cooper Paving, LLC. And I lasted a couple years and had to move on.
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Well, what happened, I bought an excavator to fix up a piece of land of mine, and it kind of evolved, and I started getting side jobs, and I finally said, you know what?
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Screw it.
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I'm going on my own.
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That's how I became, that's how I got into the business.
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Do you like it?
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The business I'm in?
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Yeah.
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I love what I do.
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I don't necessarily like the business aspect of it.
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But you like excavating?
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Yeah.
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Why?
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I like taking raw land.
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And creating something out of it.
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Yeah.
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I can stand on the side of a road and look at the contour of the land and some folks want it cleared and they want to put a house and I can see, you know, you can see, you know, how it should be and you get a vision and you do it and it's awesome.
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It's very rewarding.
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I believe that.
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Yeah.
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It's kind of artistic.
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Do you...
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Do you notice the difference between the town you grew up in, which you still live in, the way it was when you were a kid and it is now?
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Other than there's a lot of people I don't know now.
Why the Country Feels Different
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As far as the politics goes, it's basically the same.
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What about the country you grew up in?
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and how is it different? - Ugh.
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I'm distraught about my country.
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Why?
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Because...
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Our freedoms are just being taken away from us daily.
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What the federal government is doing to Mr. Trump with the political persecution and what is it called?
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Lawfare.
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Yeah.
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It's just gross.
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It's gross.
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It's gross.
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And I believe that this is what happened.
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This country has turned from God and now we're cursed.
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And this is what we got.
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That's my theory.
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Do most people you know like Trump?
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Most people I know?
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Yeah.
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Why is Trump so popular in rural America?
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Because of blue-collar workers.
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Yeah.
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There's very few educated elites.
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And actually, there's a couple in our town, and they don't like Trump.
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Really?
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Yeah.
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So it's a class thing, as far as you can tell.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I have a friend.
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She's a lady.
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She's a liberal, you know.
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She's a progressive.
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She loathes Trump.
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And that's cool.
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We're still friends.
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You know, I don't talk politics with her.
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Except sometimes I just kind of throw in a little jab, like, you know, just to get her goat.
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What do you say?
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Oh, she might try being...
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She may try to express...
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How do I put it?
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A desire to be compassionate of the gender baloney and stuff like that.
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And I'll totally state where I am.
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I guess I recent...
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She accused me of being a sexist, and I was like, yeah, I am, I guess, a sexist.
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Sorry.
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What did she say?
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She laughed, you know, she knows me.
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It's all good.
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You sure she wasn't trying to say sexy?
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No, I don't think so, because she's like 70-something.
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I don't think so.
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But she's...
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Yeah, I just think she's crazier than the shithouse rat.
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Yeah.
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And it's okay.
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There's a lot of crazy people in Andover.
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You know what I mean?
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I weren't supposed to use that name.
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What percentage of your town do you think will vote for Trump?
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I don't know.
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50, 60. Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I mean, there's a bunch of people that just refuse to see the truth.
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I have a...
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Someone in my family is all...
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H-Trump, gonna vote Democratic, and he just...
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I'm not gonna say his name, but it just...
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It's like...
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If you go principle, if you stand there and you talk on principle, okay, we believe in this, we believe in this, we believe in this, we're just the same.
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Yeah.
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But when it comes voting day, check the Democratic box.
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How do you...
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So a lot...
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You live in Maine, which is run by...
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Socialists.
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Oh, you don't like the leadership of the state?
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I don't like our current Secretary of State.
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He got on the bad side of me with the whole trying to take Mr. Trump off the primary ballot.
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But it seems like that's very far away from where you live.
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It's a totally different world.
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Well, not if you...
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I watch the news.
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Yeah?
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Yeah.
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I mean, if you watch the news, I'm kind of a news junkie.
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So where do you get your news?
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Like what?
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Yeah.
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I mean, you live hours from the nearest airport, so it's pretty far away, right?
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Mm-hmm.
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How do you find out what's going on in the world?
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What do you read?
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What do you watch?
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TV. Yeah.
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I used to watch a lot of Fox News.
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Yeah.
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As a matter of fact, I watched it as often as my family would let me.
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Yep.
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You know, I'd turn Fox on and my wife and my kids would be like, oh, here we go again!
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You know, because they just had it.
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They don't want it.
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But I listened to the news two, three nights a week, maybe four.
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So the day they fired your ass was the last day I have not watched.
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Ten seconds of Fox since they fired you.
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Have you caught your way for kids watching?
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Nope.
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Just on principle.
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Well, thank you.
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Just on principle.
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Just because I just think it was wrong.
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Because it was obvious that they were putting pressure.
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You were telling the truth.
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In my opinion, you were telling the truth about a bunch of stuff, and you got too close to the truth, and they got rid of you.
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So that's just my thing on that.
Embarrassing Crash in Canada
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So where do you go?
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Now I'm watching Newsmax.
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Now I'm a Newsmax guy.
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What do you think?
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Well, it's alright.
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It's grown on me.
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You go on the internet?
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No.
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Not for news.
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No.
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What's your shirt mean?
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This is a direct retort to Joe Biden's speech that he gave last week where he basically called all Trump supporters domestic terrorists.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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Let's brand domestic terrorism as cool.
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Huh?
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That's what I'm saying.
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Because I'm a Bible-thumping, hard-working, blue-collar, you know, I got a few guns.
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I'm no gun expert, but I got a few.
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You know, I hunt fish.
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I will die for my country.
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Oh, that's a good story.
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I tried to go into the service.
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Yeah.
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I scored, like, in the 99 percentile of my ASVABs.
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I believe it.
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My junior year.
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So my senior year, and I was all advanced entry or whatever you call it, right there in Desert Storm.
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So I was all enlisted my junior year.
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My senior year, this general...
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Where'd you go to high school?
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Telstra.
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Yep.
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Bethel, Maine.
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My senior year, this general comes in, and he wants to get inside my head and see what I'm good at.
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I'm like, yeah.
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So I get in the room with him, and I start being honest with the guy.
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I told him what I had going.
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I wanted to get out of here.
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I want to change my life.
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I told him I had, you know, I was partying and, you know, I was honest with him.
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And at the end of that meeting, he's like, we don't want you.
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Why?
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You know, the partying, the drugs, the drama, you know, yeah.
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It wouldn't take me.
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So...
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Their loss.
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Maybe that was God.
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Maybe he didn't want me to go because I might have popped.
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You know what I mean?
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I might have got in there and tried too hard and just exploded on the thing and I wouldn't be here sitting with you, talking with you, embarrassing my kids.
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Wow.
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So you partied too hard for the U.S. Army?
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Yes.
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Yeah, they wouldn't take it.
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I was honest.
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I didn't realize I was supposed to lie.
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If someone would have said, don't tell the guy that you, don't tell him about your personal things.
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Just say yes or no, sir.
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No one told me.
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I just, I told him what I had going on.
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It was my ticket to ride.
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I'm getting out of here.
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I'm going to go straighten my life out and be somebody.
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And he's like, no, we don't want you.
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So obviously you changed your view, though, because you did leave for a while in the pipeline, but then you came back to your town.
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Are you happy that you did that?
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Yeah.
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Well, mainly because my mom, she's aging.
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Yeah.
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And I live a thousand feet from her now.
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And that's why I live in Andover.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I found a few cool places in the country that I could have stayed at, you know.
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But I basically came and lived where I live because my mom.
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I have two sisters.
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Yeah.
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One's deceased.
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One's still with us.
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But they had moved away.
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One lived in New York.
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One lived in Virginia.
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And she, you know, my mom and my stepdad were getting age, up there in the age, and I felt obligated to come home and help them live out the rest of the years.
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Are you glad you did?
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Oh, absolutely.
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Absolutely.
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Yeah.
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What do you think of the cities now?
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Well, it's atrocious.
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It's atrocious.
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I don't even know what to say about it.
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They've gone so far crazy town that, you know, the real estate prices in our town are stupid now because everybody wants to get out of the city.
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Yeah.
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They're all moving up this way.
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And, you know, that's good for business, but don't bring your friggin' laws with you.
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You know what I mean?
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Yeah.
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I don't mind people.
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I like people.
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I actually do like people.
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Yeah.
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But I don't like their rules and regulations and all that.
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It creeps me out.
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It does.
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Do you think they'll bring them?
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Oh, most likely.
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You know.
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One thing you can count on in life and then it's gonna change.
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Yeah.
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And that liberals are going to show up and wreck everything.
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Yep, yep.
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Maybe we'll have to move north.
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You know, maybe we'll have to.
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You live pretty close to Canada already.
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Yeah.
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I had a cool story about Canada.
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What is it?
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I went to Canada on my 18th birthday.
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Yeah.
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We went to Shabrook.
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Yeah.
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Went to the, yeah.
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And had a really good time.
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That's all I'm going to.
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Did you wind up in jail?
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Can you go back to Canada?
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No, but I should have gone to jail, but I didn't get caught.
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Anything related to cows, or what did you do?
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No, no, no.
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No, just a bad parallel parking job and intoxicated behind the wheel.
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Nothing too serious.
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I think you can parallel park any way you want in Canada, I think.
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Is it okay to move the vehicle and take the spot?
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Not if it's not your vehicle, it's not.
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No.
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Yeah.
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There's just been so many things that have...
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I have a lot of lives.
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Not so much now, but back in the day, I am lucky to be alive.
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Well, now, though, too, though you're sober and you're going to church and you've got a family and thriving business and everything, ride-on-mower racing and then stock car racing?
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Yeah, yeah.
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So have you...
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You've had, like, just let's start with the ride of mowers.
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You've had mishaps, right?
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Yeah.
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What happened?
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Crashed, got hurt a little bit, and just kept doing it.
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You know what I mean?
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You just make pretend it don't hurt.
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Yeah.
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I don't know what happened.
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I mean, I got bum knee, bum arm, bum neck.
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But that's not just from that.
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I've crashed and smashed a lot on a lot of stuff.
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Like what?
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Snowmobiles.
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Back when I used to drink, I'd wreck a snowmobile every winter, just basically every winter, and have to get another one.
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On trees?
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Trees and rocks and brooks.
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A lot of people in Maine died in snowmobiles.
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People die on snowmobiles, yeah.
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I can't believe I'm not one of those people, actually.
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So, now you race at a big track in Oxford, Maine.
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Well, I used to.
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I did it for two years.
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They got rid of the trucks this year.
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They canned them.
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No more trucks racing at Oxford this year.
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Why?
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I don't know.
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My wife never really liked it, so I'm just kind of going to back away from it.
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You had a pretty bad crash, though, didn't you?
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Yeah, but it didn't hurt.
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It was really cool.
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I got out of the truck and did a bow, and the crowd loved it.
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What happened to your truck?
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Nothing.
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I mean, it dented it, but...
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Broke some bent spindles and broke a few rims and smashed a windshield.
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But my stepdad, in his garage, with one leg, fixed it in a week.
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We raced the following week.
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Really?
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Yeah.
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Yeah, while I worked.
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Yeah.
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At the end of the day, I'd go there in the evening.
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He'd be pounding and smashing on.
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He'd be all bloody knuckled.
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Got it ready.
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And we went and we raced again.
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And the following week, I did it again in practice.
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And that was embarrassing.
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That wasn't cool like the first time.
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The second time was embarrassing.
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What did you do the second time?
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We were in practice and a guy came underneath me and poked me.
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And I spun sideways and rolled like four times.
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Did an endo and crashed.
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You did an end over end?
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Yeah, I don't know.
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I didn't see it.
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But they told me if last week's crash was an 8.5, this week's was a 10. That's what one guy told me.
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So I was like, oh, alright, yeah.
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But it was embarrassing.
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This time it was embarrassing.
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So when you're in a vehicle on a track at high speed and it's going end over end or side over side, what are you thinking?
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Please stop before I run into something.
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That's what I was thinking the first time.
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When I was barrel rolling, I was barrel rolling down Victory Lane.
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Yeah.
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I was like, it took forever.
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You know what I mean?
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And then when I came to stop, I was on my roof.
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And I'm like, oh, okay.
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So...
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The lady come over and she said, you alright?
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I'm like, yeah, yeah, I'm fine.
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So I put my hand down.
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I could smell gas.
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I put my hand down and it was all wet with gas.
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So then I'm like trying to freak me out.
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Were you smoking?
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No, no.
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But I was afraid, you know, one little spark.
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You know, the truck's hot.
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You've been racing.
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Oh, yeah.
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There's a chance of fire.
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So I kind of got a little nerfed up.
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And I couldn't get my belt undone because I was kind of tripping out a little bit.
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And finally when I got done, I went smash down on the roof.
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And I got out and I was all covered with gas, but there was no fire and it was all good.
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And I got out.
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And I was a little discombobulated, and I turned towards the crowd, and I did a bow, and they just went nuts, and they loved it, and it was awesome.
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Was your wife there?
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Nope.
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She wasn't.
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So let me just ask you finally about Trump, a little more specifically.
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Okay.
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So I asked you what you were mad about in America, and the second thing you said was they're persecuting Trump on political grounds.
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What do you like about Trump?
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He tells it how it is.
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He's pro-business and he's anti-swamp.
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What do you mean anti-swamp?
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In our government, there's a bunch of people that all they do is keep making the government bigger and bigger and bigger to give themselves jobs.
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They have a budget and they make sure they spend every penny of it.
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So that they can get more.
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Instead of trying to save some money.
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Because they're all worried that they won't get as much in the next year's budget.
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So they spend every dime.
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Every year.
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All the time.
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And that's what happens to bureaucracy.
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Job one of a bureaucracy is to make itself bigger.
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And Trump recognized that.
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And he tried cleaning it out.
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Tried making it work right.
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Work like a decent business.
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And they...
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That's why they hate him so much.
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That's why the left hates Trump is because he was trying to make our government honest and work for the people.
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Beneficial to you and I. He wanted to do that and he exposed the lies.
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You know what I mean?
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He exposed the corruption and That's why they're doing what they're doing to him.
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Could you imagine how successful his presidency had been if he hadn't had all the pushback by the left, by the powers that be, by the press?
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Imagine what we could have gotten done in the past, because it would have been eight years.
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He would have got elected the second time if it weren't for the press.
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And that's another thing.
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I lay blame to them.
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There's no free press anymore.
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They're not...
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They used to be...
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They used to hold the politicians accountable.
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Now, only if you're a Republican do you get held accountable.
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If you're a Democrat, they just ignore you.
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Only talk about...
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It's so...
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It drives me up a wall.
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If Trump was here, what would you say to him?
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I'd shake his hand.
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I'd ask him if he was looking for any help.
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And then I'd tell him he's got my vote in the fall.
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I wouldn't bother making any suggestions on what I think he should do to win because I know he wouldn't listen.
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That's about it.
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Isak Cooper.
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It was great to see you at lunch.
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Yeah.
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And I'm glad you came.
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Thank you.
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Thanks for having me.
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I'm humbled.
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Well, I'm humbled that you will come.
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Yeah, it's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.