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June 18, 2025 - Stay Free - Russel Brand
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Terrence Howard’s SHOCKING New Theory of Reality - SF599
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Am I the white Terrence Howard, or is Terrence Howard the Black Russell brand?
It's a brilliant conversation.
Geometry, mathematics.
Terrence Howard is having a second career, not as an actor, but as an extraordinary, sort of, spiritual entrepreneur.
Like, I know a lot of cynical people would attack him, but I can't help but think they're the same kind of cynical people that would attack me.
I think he's an open-hearted, good-hearted, and brilliant man.
But let me know what you think in the comments and chat.
First 15 minutes will be...
But ultimately, you've got to join us on Rumble Premium for a fantastic conversation.
Haters are gonna love hating this because this is two men of scant education using a lot of very, very long words.
It's an ontological discourse that's part rap and part rhapsody.
You're gonna love it.
Let me know what you think in the comments and the chat.
All right, Terence Howard, thanks so much for joining me for Stay Free with Russell Brand.
Amen.
Thank you for having me on this, man.
I've enjoyed your platform and everything you've been doing with it.
Do you know what?
Man, I'll tell you this.
I'm exhausted.
I'm exhausted.
I can't cope with the news cycle.
I can't cope with the pressure of generating content on social media.
How are you doing?
Thanks for the compliment, by the way, on keeping my weight down.
You've put me in a really good frame of mind.
Now, I'm down for life with you.
I'm ride or die now.
You've complimented me physically.
This is just going to be me.
My questions will be, why are you so great?
Why are you so fantastic?
how do you maintain your brilliance?
But one thing I will say is that you, like me, have entered into a more kind of, Well, I look at it like, you know, if you're not being criticized, if you're not facing some kind of headwind, then you're headed in the wrong direction.
You have to have some kind of resistance.
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and that reaction creates the resistance, and that resistance creates our character.
So the more light that's shone upon me, even whether it be negative or be positive, it's still going to, at the end of the day, we're all going to end up back as the creator in the full circle of all things.
The creator, perfection can't.
Turn itself into imperfection.
Perfection can only beget perfection.
So our perception is off.
Because how could the universe be so perfectly made and yet we'd be so flawed?
It is just our understanding that's flawed.
So no matter what's happening to me, I was just watching a long, and I'm sorry to go on like this, but the New Zealand one and they were in Tasmania.
And this woman, Gina, who had lost her child many years before when she had cancer, she had this beautiful mental attitude.
That never once, even though she broke down and cried, never once did she curse or blame the gods or blame life.
She just dealt with it from a happy and grateful place.
And I mean, I took a great lesson from that because at the end of the day, we're just gods unaware of our divinity.
It's important, I think, that your foundation is a spiritual one because me, when I get pulled into the temporary, and it happens to me most days and a lot of the time, I end up mired in this kind of selfishness, Terrence, that I can't really understand.
Like, I have surrendered to Christ.
I've become Christian after, for a long time, having a kind of somewhat diffuse and autodidactic spiritual perspective.
You know, like, I just was watching saying, I was watching a YouTube video clip of some people called Minority Report, I think is what they're called, criticizing me and stuff.
And I watched it because I thought, I want to watch things where people are attacking me and see if I can stay in my kindness.
One of the things they were attacking is the way that I talk.
And I reckon you, like me, are probably from a normal background.
You've educated yourself.
You've not gone to some fancy university or anything like that.
So all the stuff you know is probably personal experimentation.
Based on the early part of our conversation and other podcasts and interviews I've watched you in, it seems to me that you've done some sort of psychedelic experimentation.
At least that's my guess.
I hope I'm not mischaracterizing you there.
When you're following your own path, there's a lot of pitfalls in that.
It sounds to me like you've got a somewhat pantheonistic view of spirituality.
The divine is in all things.
God is everywhere.
God is everything.
And I dig it and I like it.
But the collapse into Christianity for me was important because in surrendering to Christ, I feel like I'm surrendering to a man and my resistance to that as well as a God, a man as well as a God.
Before that, I felt like I was the centre of my own personal cosmos.
And that was the problem for me with a kind of new age approach to reality.
Like that me being at the centre, Terence, has messed me up.
Me recognising, oh wow, as a Christian, I just believe the same thing as a bunch of grandmas and crazy people.
Poor people and people that have just took it as given to them in church.
I believe the same thing they believe, that Christ is king.
He died for our sins.
I will know eternal life through faith in him.
So when you're in this sort of space that you're...
Do you sometimes feel a bit stranded out there and afraid out there?
And do you not run out of resources sometimes, personal resources?
No.
One of the things that happened to me early on, as I spoke about when I did the Joe Rogan interview, And received a great deal of vitriol about it was the fact that I was awakened and I awoke inside my mother's womb.
I woke up there and was aware like, oh shit, I'm here.
I'm here.
Okay, okay.
Don't forget, don't forget, don't forget.
Don't forget what?
It was don't forget that everything comes down to how many bubbles fit in a given space and under what pressure and motion conditions.
I say that because my path, My path, I'm not following my own way.
Like, I did the Christianity thing.
My father, I started with the Bible from five, six years old.
And when I was five and I awoke in the middle of the night and this entity had a conversation, took me down this watery path and asked me if I could have anything I wanted.
And we were very poor at the time.
I was like, So I thought for a moment, and then without hesitation it seemed, I said, I want to know how everything works.
And that being opened up a door and took me into this room that had a crystalline flower and started handing me all these incredible shapes that I had never seen before.
And then that being, from that moment onward, I was able to wake up in my dreams like in Inception.
So I would see if I was in a classroom and I didn't have no fucking pants on.
I didn't sit there and say, oh, I don't have pants on.
I would ask myself, how did I get here?
If I didn't know how I got there.
And I'd ask myself, where am I going?
And I didn't know where I was going.
Then I would know that I'm dreaming and that I can control it.
And I had access to the Akashic Record.
And therefore, I was able to compare.
I was a Jehovah's Witness for over 25 years.
I went around teaching everyone as much as I could about the Bible until I learned that according to the Bible, mankind has only been in existence for just over 5,000 years.
Just over 5,000, 6,000 years, 6,048 years based on biblical chronology.
But we know that there were Aborigines that have been around for over 60,000 to 100,000 years.
And then I began to add up.
If everything in the Bible, if the Bible claims to be God's word, God's word, Therefore, if you find one fault in it, you have to throw the entire thing out because the entire thing claims to be inspired by God.
And one of the things that Jesus was saying constantly was that you are to become like me and behold like me with my father, to become Christ-like.
And God said we are God.
So what does that mean?
That means when God looks in the mirror, he should see us.
And when we look in the mirror, we should see the creator.
And we do not need, me as a father, I don't need my son to go through some other person in order to have conversation with me.
We are all equal to the creator because we share the creator's image.
And once we recognize that, then that same divine spirit that led us to the egg.
Against 500 million of our own brothers and sisters that allowed that instinct that got us to the egg?
If that got us to life, then what are we doing trying to decide where we're going from here?
That's why Alan Watts said the Wu Wei.
Follow the wu-wei, the least resistance, and that's the universe pulling you.
So that's my guide.
That's what keeps me when everything else feels like it's coming apart.
And then moments like this where people are responding to the truth.
That makes it okay for me.
I'm not here to prove anything to anybody.
I'm here to open the door for enlightenment to anyone that wants it.
I'd like to get high with you, Terence.
If I got high, I'd get high with you.
You're a mystic.
I can see why you're causing so much trouble.
I had this realisation relatively recently that amidst the undifferentiated super state, there may be two paths.
The path of the bridge, I have many teachers, many, I've got a few teachers that are kind of druidic, you know, or even atheistic.
People that are able to operate in the undifferentiated state, the super state, where before it collapses from wave into the particular, it could go everywhere.
within me, within you, there is this limitless consciousness that is actualized outside of time, this atemporal, eternal aspect of us.
Now, what I started to, what I found and what I've been granted through Christ, and I agree with what you're saying, is that the hallmark and the signature of the Almighty is in the human face.
We are made in His image.
We are expressions of Him.
Why would the triune God create us?
That there is this relational aspect in Christian theology that's absolutely vital and necessary.
And I liked what you said even before we came online.
I think it was before we came online.
That we are perfection already.
That perfection is available.
And if there's a problem, it must be a problem of perception.
But I recognize, too, that there's this requirement for humility.
And one of the ways I've sort of understood this, Terrence, is...
It wouldn't matter if I didn't exist or if you didn't exist.
And yet all reality, as far as I can tell, or as far as you can tell, exists entirely within my consciousness.
So there is this sort of tension between infinitesimally small and so vast that all reality is encompassed within us.
And for me, this idea of humility, this idea that how do I live in?
this world and not make myself my own God.
When I make Russell my God, I'm in trouble, man.
Because then Russell's urges, Russell's wants and desires and needs and fears get...
And because I've lived a hedonistic life in the past, I bet you've had a phase of that where I've been able to sleep around a bunch, been able to do a bunch of drugs.
Like I've realized I don't mean nothing.
It's sort of somehow hollow and empty.
And so, you know, like the path of Christ, Christ comes to me in pain, in serious, serious pain.
I'll be honest with you, there are days when I still feel adrift still.
I feel like I'm suffering, man.
There's days where I'm suffering, where I feel like, how can I, what have I got to say for anyone?
To anyone.
Why should I even have a podcast or a platform?
Because, you know, I'm just suffering.
So I wonder how you deal with, if you sort of see yourself as a, and I understand it and appreciate it, a realization of the divine, that the holy divinity is within you, that you awoke in your mother's womb, that you're able to lucid dream, and if you're able to exist on different levels of reality, and all of us do in our dreams, and certainly in hallucinogenic states, and maybe reality itself is a type of chemical construct, certainly it's difficult to argue against it.
How do you not fall into, well, what Terence wants is all that matters and become kind of hubristic?
Well, when you put your finger, if Terence, if I take my finger and put it inside the Pacific Ocean, back to the idea of infinitesimal and our contribution, the entire ocean has to register that change of motion and pressure condition.
That's how necessary we are.
None of us is superfluous because in order for one thing to happen, every waveform in the universe must co-sign that thing's existence because every waveform is going to be adjusted and have to change its pressure and motion conditions based on that movement and motion.
That's why we know it is good to follow.
The universal flow.
That's why we know that to follow the Russell way is actually following the universal way.
Because even Russell in fear...
is still accomplishing balance in the universe.
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Like, I still smoke cigarettes.
I know it's harmful for me, but I know not to do it all day long.
I still take pot, like I sat up and smoked with Bill Maher.
I rarely smoke in public with anybody, but if Bill offers me a joint, I have to take it because that's a sign of great disrespect, not to share a moment with somebody.
So I just follow the natural way.
I just follow what I know at the end of the day.
My intentions are good.
I have my lust.
I love my lust.
And I don't want to lose any of it because I've gone years fighting against my lust and then I chose to realize I was just fighting against myself.
But it's accepting, like Carl Jung said, accepting the dark side of us.
That's when we become whole and we can walk in any way.
And like I was thinking about what you said about Jesus, you have to think, according to the scriptures, for 30 years Jesus knew that he was the Son of God.
For 30 years before anyone else was aware.
He knew that, and do you think that he had walked on water for the first time at the Sea of Galilee?
It was probably something he did when he was 12, 13 years old.
There were so many races that he could have won that he chose to allow other people to win because he was a sure foot, but he knew that they needed to win them.
It was only when he was baptized.
According to the scriptures, that he remembered the trillions of years that had occurred before him.
And that's the reason, perhaps, that he needed to go and fast for 40 days.
He didn't say, I'm not going to eat for 40 days.
He just remembered his pre-human existence.
He remembered sending Gabriel forward, you know, when he was talking to Daniel in the lion's den, 700 years before.
He remembered Gabriel going and talking to Elizabeth and Zachariah and telling them you're going to give birth to John the Baptist.
Then he remembered Gabriel going and talking to Mary and Joseph.
And guess what?
Once he was If not, Gabriel, who had the assignment from 1,700 years before, said, I've done just as you've commanded.
Not through hardship, not through I've got to do this job, not through pain.
It was he found joy in what he was doing.
And that's what we do when you're serving the Creator, which is ourselves, and all things are the Creator.
Everything is made in God's image.
Because if you look at chlorophyll, the blood of the plants, it has the same chemical organization that our hemoglobin has.
The only difference is you have iron in ours as a base with the same carbon, the hydrogen and nitrogen bonds.
And in the chlorophyll, you just have magnesium in the same exact position.
With the same benefits.
So you think that plants don't dream, don't love, don't hope, don't think, don't lust?
That's why I don't kill plants anymore.
I don't give flowers to somebody because you're cutting off their genitals.
The plant is finally falling in love, getting swole up, ready to make.
And we cut off its damn genitals and like, here, I love you.
Just a quick break from our conversation with Terrence Tooze.
To let you know, we're leaving YouTube now.
The rest of this conversation is major.
We talk about Hollywood insights.
We talk about geometry.
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It makes sense, Terrence, though, that you would give the genitals of a plant to someone that you aspire after and are romantically intrigued by.
I never saw it that way.
Man, I was thinking while you were talking, I was like, this guy better be telling the truth because I know that I'm going to remember some of this because you're telling the stories I don't want to find out that you'd not research that because I'm relying on this information, Terrence.
Look it up.
Just look it up.
Just look at chlorophyll and hemoglobin and look at them next to each other.
And octopi or cephalopods, they have the same organization.
The only difference is now they have copper as their base.
Why?
Because of the pressure condition.
Because they're in a lower area and need greater electrical conductivity.
Because they're in a high pressure condition in comparison.
To us and plants.
It's just adjusting.
It's just consciousness dealing with different pressure and motion conditions.
But everything I'm telling you in research, everything I'm telling you is 100% true.
I was thinking today about velocity.
I had the idea of velocity.
Someone just put their head around a coat and go, and he's telling the truth.
But my position is not I'm cynical.
My position is I'm open, and I believe you.
But I was thinking a lot about velocity today.
The thing that probably part of my gift has been velocity.
Like it moves fast inside my mind.
But I had a problem to equate...
And, you know, intelligence, I reckon, maybe, is pattern recognition.
You know?
Like, if you're good at recognizing patterns, you can kind of call it intelligence.
I figure, though, like me, you've gotten this raw material of your ability, this grace of your ability, and you've put it to work in a bunch of ways.
Most notably, you've experienced extraordinary success as an entertainer.
You think of all the people that go into the entertainment game.
Not many of them end up in big movies and all that stuff, end up in Hollywood.
You are like, I've been at a point.
I wonder, mate, how do you...
And actually, I've got some follow-up stuff on pleasure and that, because I think that the pursuit of pleasure, hedonism, like, in extremist, the pursuit of pleasure, I see its destructiveness.
Like, I'm an addict.
I'm an addict in recovery.
Whatever it is, you might have some, obviously, some qualities that I do not have.
But me, when I start engaging with pleasure I mean, as a result of my hedonism and pleasure-seeking crazy Epicureanism, I've got a lot of people that I've had sex with in the past, some of whom, it seems, are prepared under pressure to make untrue claims about the nature of those private exchanges.
So that's like one consequence.
But even beyond the untrue allegations, there have been other consequences for me, like closer to home, like realizing, A lot of people are left kind of somewhat feeling objectified or used or exploited in one way or another.
You know, like, I don't know what your game's been.
I know that you're a married man now.
And that's, in a way, it's not particularly what interests me, because, like you, I've been in Hollywood, so I know that any person you want to name, probably, unless they're a very sort of straight-down-the-middle dude, has had to deal with people making allegations.
Probably they've had to deal with stuff, sign stuff.
I've seen you publicly talk about Diddy, and it really made me laugh when you were talking about them acting lessons.
That really, really cracked me up, man.
Sort of meeting up, going around there.
Because I did one movie with Diddy, so I was around him.
And I was fascinated by him.
This person is super successful.
He was asking me if he could reach out to Katie Perry, who I was married to back then, and do a collaboration.
I didn't feel super cool about it.
I'll actually tell you the truth.
And I don't know quite why.
But what do you make of that aspect of Hollywood?
Him in particular, and the whole way that pleasure is kind of obviously curated, controlled.
Offered.
Let's say when you see someone like that guy that was a child, it's Corey Feldman, I think, saying Hollywood's got a paedophile problem.
Or Elijah Wood saying Hollywood's got a paedophile problem.
There seemed to me that there's normal levels of hedonism, i.e.
parties, good-looking people hooking up.
No big deal.
That's what I thought what we were supposed to be doing.
Then it seems that there's some other layers to that stuff.
How do you aggregate and understand that as a person that's seen more than most people or would know more than most people?
Well, like you, I've partied.
I've partied.
And most of the times that I was partying and participating in the hedonism, I was judging myself and hating myself at the time.
I forgot that as a male, I produced 1,500 sperm per heartbeat as a healthy male.
1,500 sperm per heartbeat based on 1970.
Today's rates of sperm production is so much lower.
I mean, today, it used to be in a healthy ejaculation, it was 250 to 500 million sperm back in 1970.
Today, a healthy ejaculation is anywhere from 10 to 15 million sperm.
So that's a 2.64% reduction drop per year.
Sperm production.
So if this continues by 2045, there won't be a male on the planet able to produce sperm.
And this is all because of the plastics and all of that.
But I digress.
The point I was making, when I started overindulging, I was doing it because of insecurity.
I was doing it like I became an actor because I didn't feel like I was getting loved enough by my mother.
We all come into this business because of some hole we're trying to fill within ourselves.
And some people, when they get to a position of great status, and yet they've been taught that they are imperfect.
And we're always taught we're imperfect and you're sinners.
That's our default.
We go back to being a sinner.
We go back to doing that.
And then we think, well, since I can't get these thoughts out of my head, I must just be this evil person instead of rewiring our thoughts.
No, I am the perfect reflection of God, so let me do the things that I think God does.
I know as an extension of the Creator, when I do good, then God is good.
When I do bad, then God works in mysterious ways.
And I take God's nature on as a personal thing.
Because the Creator told me that I was made in its image.
So I hold to that.
But for a young man, we're 98.7% identical to chimpanzees and simians.
98.7.
There's a 1.3% differentiation between us and them genetically.
And with that 1.3% differentiation, we are supposed to be monogamous and deny the $15 per heartbeat?
No.
No, we should live in a harem.
But that's not acceptable in our society based on our biological.
We should have a harem and multiple wives.
And so when we try and carry those out by sleeping with multiple people, if all of those women were our own women within our situation that weren't sleeping with other men, they wouldn't have these diseases.
But our society doesn't allow that today.
And we have rules based on religion that tells us that what is natural is.
And so you have people that are in high positions that now they're just going to go against everything that makes any sense.
And they go the complete hedonistic route.
They want to defile.
Because who they're really defiling, Peter Green told me this a long time ago.
I don't know if you remember Peter Green, this really great actor.
He was in...
He was the one that was like, okay, give me the shot.
Shoot me.
Telling Denzel to shoot him.
And he took the shot.
But we were at the coffee shop on Beverly in West Hollywood.
And I was talking to him because all this stuff I was doing to women sexually.
And he told me, he said, you know who you're actually doing that to?
Is it yourself?
Is it the things that's coming out of your mouth, what you're saying to them?
You're not defiling them.
You're really defiling yourself.
Some sacred place that you're destroying.
And we do it more greedily because we're trying to destroy that thing that's judging us.
Until the moment you start judging and you start accepting, well, I like this.
Okay, is that natural?
Yeah.
Okay, it works out.
Okay, I like that.
Well, no, that's not natural because it doesn't benefit everyone else.
And once you start thinking about benefiting the whole, then you're more modest about pursuing your pleasures because you don't want your pleasures to impede on anybody else's rights.
Yes, and I agree with what you said early in your article.
answer was that when we behave like God, then God is real, that we are meaningful and active participants in the divine and the holy.
Now, it seems to me the institutions of human power have been, as it says in scripture, corrupted into false light, that they stimulate needlessly the worship of pleasure, that they erect false idols.
And those idols, If Terence Howard's trapped in self and I'm trapped in self, and if the system in general encourages people to revere and worship their own impulses, that to me is neither a kind of divine hedonic, neither is it a kind of innocent simian behavior.
It's something diabolical, Terrence.
And I suppose what I'm trying to understand and bring together as a person,
ancient aliens and intergalactic species and interdimensional beings and false light and Luciferianism.
And now that I've come to scripture as an adult, I see that when it talks about a Now that to me don't seem like fairy tale, that seems to me like mythology.
See the thing that you've mentioned Jung before now, and you can see that there's a sort of a microcosmic struggle within the individual that's playing out across eternity.
That within each of us is the capacity for grace and for kindness and for charity and honour, but also within us is the potential for selfishness and even cruelty.
So even, you know, like when I used to feel like, yeah, I'm a person that can probably financially maintain and certainly I would have believed then sexually satisfy a harem.
Why shouldn't I live like that?
I don't have the inhibitors that some people do.
I have access to females.
Women are throwing themselves
in fact, that only activated once I started getting real outspoken about a bunch of political stuff and corruption in media, you know, like those that I've supplied them with the raw material in order to sort of bring about that downfall.
But the part that I want to take responsibility for is you shouldn't be sleeping around with everybody.
It's like people are like you said yourself, you talk about that defilement and that.
So I can take responsibility for what I did.
I can't take responsibility for what I didn't do, but I wonder how you characterize You, presumably, as an optimistic young man with a dream, want to make it, got a gift, can string a sentence together, charismatic as all hell.
And you find yourself in institutions that, I think, tend towards evil.
And I wonder how you characterize them.
Yeah, I mean, these are dark days.
These are dark corridors because they are always covering over the light so that no one will see the way out of it.
They want to keep it into the seeming place of mystery and painfulness.
Because when I came into the business, we came in hopeful.
We came in like, oh my God, we're going to do this.
I'm going to make this money.
People are going to love me.
Next thing you know, I'm going to be able to have a billion dollars and can buy a billion acres and open up all of the veterinarian offices And you see people bending rules for their own selfish needs.
And after a while, you don't see anything happen to them.
So you're like, hey, I'll try that for a minute.
I'll try that myself.
But for people with a conscience, it's hard for us.
It doesn't feel right.
And so we have to go and now got to do some drugs to overcome this thing that I shouldn't have done.
And then I'm gonna go do it again, you know, and damn, it still doesn't feel right.
They do more drugs and everybody else around us is doing it.
So I think it's about recognizing back to self what someone else can handle.
I can't jump out of airplanes, even though I think it's coming.
I know I can't do that.
So I don't go up in airplanes where people are about to jump out of.
I like walking on the ground.
I like taking hikes.
Anybody taking a hike, I'm down to do that with you.
But if I know that you're about to hop up in a plane and jump out and do some stuff that I'm not comfortable with, because I can't handle it.
My constitution can't handle it.
I can't say it's wrong.
Because everything happens in the universe for the universe to find balance.
And the tearing apart of things is necessary in order for things to come back together.
But I do not have to be a part of the tearing apart.
Even though quietly, I may tear some things apart.
But I will do it in a manner that is comfortable and doesn't come with itself.
And like you, unlike you, I have gone through that fire.
I've already been attacked and had my name thrown to the ground and for years looked upon as a wife beater.
And then it was later on that they came to realize I walk around with it.
I walk around with it, because I didn't defend it early on.
And it has strengthened me, because with it, I didn't make any money.
But it was during that time that that angel appeared to me again.
And reminded me, and then I went off and patented all these things and invented a new form of flight and invented and discovered that one times one actually equals two because of curved multiplication, because nothing multiplies.
You can't multiply something by, it has to increase a number in order to multiply.
It means to make more.
But we forgot about the volume metric that things come back.
It goes out and it breathes back in.
It comes out and comes back in.
All of these principles that led me to solving the three body problems, solving all seven millennial problems, all seven of those millennial problems.
The only reason I haven't received the money for it yet is because they will not review it.
Because I don't have a PhD and it's not published inside of some peer-reviewed journal.
But the truth is out there.
I didn't do it for the money.
I came out there to say, hey, this truth that I was shared, told by this angel, that I've made all these patents from, this came to me, this is for you, so that mankind can benefit itself.
Now, if I'd still been making the money, if I hadn't had those allegations, I would still be asleep.
And I wouldn't have the understanding that I've been here since the beginning.
I was not born.
I was not created.
I've always been here, just as you have always been here, just as all things have always been here.
And all of this was necessary, so I am so grateful.
And down the line, you're going to be so grateful for the fire you're going through, because it's refining your character.
And what you'll have at the end of it, you're a genius in order to be able to speak and to have mastery of so many different fields at real.
You've always had that.
Not because you're average, no.
They attack you because you're a god.
And you have to handle it like a god.
And I'll be quiet after this one thing.
I used to get on these planes.
Traveling back and forth, and I remember being 33, and it's going to give me two minutes and I'll be quiet.
When I was 33, I was on a plane headed to Amsterdam, and I remember asking the man that was sitting next to me, and as we were flying, the pilot said, I just asked him, what's the best advice you can give a young man at 33 so he can be successful in life?
And at that moment, the pilot said, if you look out the right side of the window, you'll see the island of Ibiza.
Going by.
The man was quiet for like a minute.
And this is 20 years ago.
So he said, afterwards, he looked at me.
He said, have as much sex as you can now.
This is before Viagra.
Because he had fond memories of the island of Ibiza.
And I took that to heart.
And I did for a long time.
And then at 36, I was on my way coming back from Frankfurt, from Cologne, Germany.
And I asked the gentleman sitting next to me the same advice.
And he was quiet for six hours and talked about other things.
And then at the end of it, the plane ride, when he was getting his baggage from up top, he said, Remembering the question I'd asked him, he said, you've got to remember in every person you meet, there's a little piece of God in them.
That's who you talk to.
And then I added to it in my life, but you make sure they see it in you first.
And that's my model.
You make way for life.
Always look for the God in everyone, but make sure you're displaying it.
And so you become synonymous with the Creator.
People can talk all the mess they want.
But the animals and the plants and everything else sees me as the reflection of God.
Guess what?
That makes me eternal.
That makes me a necessary being.
I don't have to answer to somebody else.
Think of me what you like.
I have my proof.
And everybody else will come along as time goes on.
It will happen.
But you find your enlightenment.
Sit in the sun, enjoy it.
And don't worry about where everybody else is at because they're going to be where they're at because the universe needs them to be there right now.
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That first bit of advice, mate, that took you down a rabbit hole that have as much sex as you can.
I remember there's such a sort of like a easy path to get into if the opportunity comes your way because there's a kind of a loop of infinite regress.
Orgasm is a powerful fuel to keep feeding.
Someone said to me recently that that old man was afraid.
And he was telling me to be afraid that I won't be able to have sex when I'm young later on.
And I'm like, no, I don't have to be afraid because this isn't my only lifetime.
I'll become female in the next lifetime.
And what I did to the females in this lifetime happens to me.
And then the lifetime after that, I'm male again.
You go masculine, feminine.
But go ahead.
I'm so sorry.
I just wanted to clarify.
I like that.
That's your clarification.
It's an eternal binary switch between genders.
Just to clarify, there's an eternal binary switch between genders going on.
Man, I'm just thinking if it's truly atemporal and truly amaterial, then it's happening already everywhere continually.
And this is like just a frequency switch, isn't it?
But man, it feels so real to me.
I've got to tell you that nothing's real like suffering.
Nothing's real like suffering.
I always felt when I was a kid that bliss feels so fragile, so light and so transient.
That's why I always pursued the ecstasy.
You know, ecstasy versus joy.
I reckon, Terrence, is that ecstasy bursts the vessel.
Joy fills the vessel.
You know, when he says the cup runneth over.
I like the ecstasy.
I like to break the vessel.
That's what made me a drug addict for a long, long time.
Now, recently, this dude, a vet, said to me, everything's a burning bush.
Everything's a burning bush.
Now, I see you speak that burning bush language, meaning that you sort of drop down onto the liminal level of eternity in your communications and in the creations of nature.
that's where you will see eternity the antennae of botany reaching out from the temporal into the eternal participants in a system that's invisible to all but the shamanic and the druidic and earlier I in inferred to you how in a recent trip it was to costa rica actually i felt like it's the sudden access to the super state of potentiality like a sort of a pre-formed reality that shamanic Huh?
Was it, did you do DIY?
Was it an ayahuasca?
No.
So I'm not allowed to do that stuff no more.
I'm not allowed to.
Right.
All right.
I'll level with you.
I've been having this like a THC-free CBD.
It's meant to be less than 0.3 THC, but I don't know how they're regulating that stuff.
Anyway, I've been putting like pumps of it in, but less than 0.3 THC, that's non-psychoactive.
That's non-psychoactive.
But I'm an addict, so I'm gradually increasing the dosage because that's what I do with everything is I gradually increase the dosage, Terrence.
That's my way.
I've been increasing the dosage till the vessel bursts.
Anyway, while in this state, I claim that, you know, it's a normal state and that it's non-intervention and it certainly doesn't represent a breach in my unbroken sobriety that goes back to 2002, December 13th, no drink, no drugs.
I wouldn't include this as a, you know, as a drug, this CBD, less than 0.3 THC.
But that's the only stimulant that was involved.
Anyway, my wife says I'm not allowed to take it no more.
She says it makes me annoying, Terrence.
Maybe you can handle it, but my wife says it's annoying.
Anyway, so in that state, I felt the presence of this undifferentiated preformed state, and I felt like the difference between them that can handle the shamanic, and it seems like you're one of those, and me...
That there are other entities.
That there are non-human entities.
And to my earlier question, I believe that both political, technological, and entertainment institutions have been captured by these dark entities.
Or light entities.
False light entities.
Call them what you will.
Farianism suggests false light.
You can see that in any book by Alex Jones circa 1990 or David Icke around the same time.
And them dudes, they're willing to go right out there, aren't they, into the sort of the outlier territories of Rep.
And when you're involved in this kind of conversation, don't you feel like, whoa, there's only so much I can say without looking crazy.
In fact, you've obviously stopped caring.
I can see you've stopped caring about it.
But me, like when you're involved in an ongoing discourse, you've got to watch where them lines are, man.
When I was still playing in British media, I was on some British news show one time and they started asking me questions about, they were trying to trip me up because I was involved in this campaign for housing, for these women that were campaigning for their...
So I was involved in the campaign.
And even though the liberal media claim they care about all that stuff, when I was doing it, they did nothing but try to totally destroy me on the BBC.
Even though they claim you'd think that with everything that's going on around Me Too and BLM and all these identity politics things, that anyone that was like, hey, I just want to help these women keep their homes, this is like 10 years ago or whatever, they'd be, oh, this guy's a good guy.
But no, man, they were fully on the attack.
And when I was on some news show, right, they asked me a bunch of questions about economics and stuff that was way beyond my remit and my understanding.
I didn't go to university, I've not had a formal education of any kind, so as you can So what about 9-11?
Do you think that 9-11 was a conspiracy?
And I was like, I don't trust the American government.
I said something like that.
Anyway, that led to a lot of trouble and a lot of truculence and a lot of difficulty for me.
Anyway, this is a long winded way of saying that when with surrendering to Christ, I accept my own position.
I accept my fallibility.
I accept my selfishness and my brokenness and that perfection is attained through him.
Now, maybe you could say, Terence, through transubstantiation, through the drinking of his blood and the eating of his flesh, in the altar of the present moment, I can replace the second voice in my head, which is almost like a second voice of urges and selfishness or rationalism or whatever, with this divine and perfect voice.
That's where I can Sort of get psychedelic on Christianity and Christ.
But to my earlier point, when I was in that realm of feeling you're in the undifferentiated, I felt I need, I need the crucifix.
I need the flesh being to be sacrificed on the geometry of the cross, the vertical and the horizontal, because out there in the undifferentiated, I can't cope.
And I believe that Christ is the Son of God.
Thank you.
and conveyed these truths.
And whilst I would never foreclose on many of the sort of druidic or shamanic insights that you're sharing, I reckon there's some people can't handle it without the kind of the pact of God-made man, that in order to make myself the divine being that you claim we can become, I have to surrender to him.
Otherwise, I have the tendency, like you said, you can't jump out of planes, you want to stand terra firma.
I prang into hedonism and self to a degree that I can't handle.
So, in a way, that's not a question.
That's just a really long bunch of comments.
Yeah, I think because of your, like I have a friend who has Tourette's, and he always thought that Tourette's was a problem, and he's such a quick thinker, and I was like, what you're not recognizing is that some of us come from and form into this crystalline state.
Some of us come from slower states of motion to a faster pace.
Some of us have come from a faster pace to this slow pace, which I think is you.
You've come from a highly energetic state and trying to fit in at this temporal placement of time.
It's got to be nerve-wracking.
You're like the Flash.
That's watching everything go by so slowly and just have to interact.
And here you're stuck dealing with mankind at this temporal place, but it's the universe that said you needed to be here now.
But if we think about the term temporal, it still goes back to temperature.
Timing is based on temp, temperature.
What is taking place?
Temperature happens through oscillation, consistent oscillation, that frequency.
So you have to find the balance to where you're going or where you want to be.
But your temporal state is a much higher energetic state.
And therefore, you always burn through the flesh because you may be desiring to be out of this flesh because it is so powerful.
You are, what do you call it?
An irresistible force that is being met with this immovable object.
But your persistence, that tenacity, that's what's breaking through.
So whatever faults you have, they're not going to be remembered.
What's going to be remembered is the tenacity of Russell Brand.
It's the fact that Russell walked in the room and did what Russell needed to do, not for ego, but because it was necessary.
I don't see an egoic person with you.
I see a person that is going to be honest no matter what's taking place.
You know, and you can't be angry about that.
You're in the position right now that the universe needs you to be in.
If you want to be more pious, be more pious, but you're still going to be you.
You want to be more hedonistic, but you're still going to be you.
You're still going to still occupy the same place in the heavens and going to continue to do that, whether you enjoy it or dislike it, but just be you 100%.
With the goal of making way for life.
That's my motto.
Make way for life.
I know I have to kill, but do it responsibly.
I know I have to eat, but do it responsibly.
I know I have to take, but do it responsibly.
I need to get rid of 1,500 sperm per heartbeat, so I'm going to do that responsibly.
I'm not going to sit up there and load myself up and end up with testicular cancer trying to behave like someone I'm not.
You know, I'm not a woman.
I'm not born with 240 to 400,000 eggs in my ovaries already.
Not in this lifetime.
In the next lifetime, when my testicles go back up and become ovaries and my prostate goes back up and becomes the uterus, at that point, then I will be more modest about how I behave and think.
But as a male, I am the thing that pushes.
And I have to push.
And I'm going to do it respectfully and responsibly.
But my thought about, and I'm going to digress here, about going from male to female in each life.
If you think about it, breathing in is a masculine thing.
cycle.
Those are passages.
There's the cilia that gets charged when the air goes by, and that creates When we exhale, that's a feminine thing because it expands.
Masculine is to charge and feminine is to discharge.
I've never seen somebody breathe in twice without breathing out once or breathe out twice without breathing in once.
So in order for there to be equanimity in the universe, and it seems to happen naturally, the older we get, our testosterone increases.
And now estrogen is more prominent.
So what happens to the prostate that has the same fibritic tissue that the uterus has?
Now it does what the uterus does.
It swells and gets ready to shed.
That's what it's trying to do.
And so we end up with prostate cancer and all of that.
And a woman, what happens to her?
Her estrogen level drops.
Testosterone level rises.
She becomes more aggressive as she gets older.
She becomes more sexually applicable or sexually reasonable.
You know, the older she gets, as we get older, we're on our way to becoming feminine.
You know, we get calmer and the woman ends up taking over.
And it's just the natural ebb and flow that I believe takes place.
And from being aware of past lives and having walked through multiple past lives and seeing myself.
As a woman, I am the most homophobic person on the planet, in a sense, because you don't come on to me.
I'll take that as an affront.
But I remember one of my past life dreams, and this is what really shocked me.
I was standing there in front of this person, and this isn't a dream, but it was one of those lucid dreams.
And I remember looking up.
And I remember this man leaning down and kissing me and me going up to kiss him.
And he had a beard and he had receding hairline.
And I remember thinking, my husband is not the most handsome man, but he's very kind.
And I knew we had two children.
And then as my husband walked away and I looked over and I saw a mirror reflection of me, like a store window, and I had on a jean.
A blue jean skirt, and I had brown hair.
And I looked down and I saw my hands, and I remembered my name at that moment, and then I woke up and was like, oh, shit.
And so it changed my perception of how I dealt with women, because I was like, oh, I mean, I felt like me until I saw my reflection.
And then I've gone into other lifetimes and seen the person that I was.
And that's what that ability of inception, of lucid dreaming.
If you can be still enough to ask, where am I going?
And where did I come from?
Then you can ask any question and you're guided through those lifetimes.
And the proof of what I'm saying is the 113 patents that I have.
98 patents granted.
All in technology.
All in geometry.
It was like finding a diamond in the dream and holding it, and when you wake up, the diamond is still in your hand.
So I'm not talking to you about hyperbole.
Everything I'm talking to you about is absolute truth.
It's so crazy that the microphone chose that moment to fall over.
You know, like nothing happened in that moment, as far as I could tell.
Literally, there was no sort of motion in the room.
It's really weird.
I don't know where that came from.
See, I want to ask you about them patterns and I want to ask you about them seven eternal truths or parallel something or another a minute ago.
I want to ask you about that.
But first I wonder if it relates in any way to this thing that I've been thinking about lately.
I go to a bunch of 12-step stuff, you know, that's how I stay off the drugs and the alcohol, and it gives me good connections with people, and it seems to be a good place for spiritual commune, Terrence.
Like, some of them people are obviously, obviously, maybe to a degree, of course, all of them, mentally ill.
Some more severely than others.
One time, there's this lady used to come in the meetings that I go to.
She would talk a lot about how there were machine entities.
She would start off saying regular things that you hear drug addicts and alcoholics chat about, like, you know, I'm doing my best, da-da-da-da-da, thanks to this program and this belief in a higher power.
I'm living a better life now.
Then over the course of her share, she would start saying, like, the government have got these machines and they're observing my consciousness and there are these machines, interdimensional machines floating above my head.
They're there right now and they're observing my consciousness.
It's always when she was talking.
One, I've heard people say stuff like that in other contexts.
Two, something about it struck me as intelligent and interesting and insightful.
It only kind of clicked when I was recently listening to some people talking about DMT experiences that now they can do DMT IVs.
They can sustain people in those states for longer and keep them in these states that seem to me interesting, Terence, in particular because people are describing archetypally consistent visions and realities when they're in these chemically, inverted commas, induced states.
One of the things I heard was this guy for these Imperial College experiments in London saying that they were observing him on MRI while he was in the DMT-IV state.
And the entities and beings that he was encountering within the hallucinogenic state were commenting on the MRIs.
They were going, what's going with the scanner and the observer that you've got?
Like, what's happening with the observation?
Normally, it's us that does that.
What struck me then, mate, is that...
And when I was doing some content recently about MKUltra and the experiments that they conducted on mentally ill people and the hallucinogens they give to mentally ill people, it struck me that perhaps the reason that mentally ill people frequently I don't know.
the government programs around hallucinogens and using mentally ill people to explore consciousness and different mind control techniques has historically included programs that are not that are still clandestine where people's consciousness is being observed and if you're able to move between states as you've just described of lucid dreaming recalling past lives aren't we in a way just describing what happens when the grip of the self which must be you know endocrine all and
synaptic on some level temporarily alleviates and you gain access to the eternal Now, if you are able to do that, and you are able to do that, I know you're telling the truth, that it's sort of, from another angle, mental illness.
And a lot of people can't handle it, basically.
A lot of people can't handle it.
People fall apart.
Sometimes, in fact, I feel I can't handle it.
Sometimes I feel like, I can't take it anymore.
I actually want to get out of the whole spaceship.
I want to get out of the vehicle.
You know?
I wonder how you manage communicating.
Most of the time, you're communicating with people that are like, well, you're just crazy saying all that.
I can even imagine, actually, Terrence, videos being made about our conversation where people go, oh, those two mentally ill idiots have found each other and are chatting shit.
You know, Terrence saying that he moves between dimensions and his prostate's a uterus.
Russell Brand talking about machine elves.
Well, a couple of idiots, right?
So how do you...
If you look at it from 10,000 years from now, it changes everything.
If you take the perspective of, okay, here we are today and this is our, this is what, if you live for this moment right here, then it's so heavy.
But when I'm looking at my life, From 10,000 years into the future and looking back at everything that's taking place with it.
And now I'm consciously having, I guess, what's that movie?
Not the movie, the book about A Christmas Carol Experience, where I'm coming from the future and dealing with me now, just to understand.
When they go bad, go crazy on me, I'm going to pull up something.
I'm not doing this for any other reason, just to be able to share with you.
One of the things that I had to do when I thought that I was being attacked by everyone, so I asked AI.
You know, that I've been working with.
I said, I said, please tell me how I will be remembered.
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