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Aug. 3, 2023 - The Roseanne Barr Podcast
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The Roseanne Barr Podcast | #008 Blaire White
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Oh hi everybody!
Welcome to the Roseanne Barr podcast.
I'm so excited today because I went to Joe Rogan's doctor and I got these stem cells and it really did help my knees and my elbows.
Then I did a full panel of all my ins and outs on my blood panel and it came back, she
says, you never sleep at all.
I go, no shit, I never sleep.
She goes, well, you know what, because you're low on the testosterone and if you'll take
testosterone I promise you, you're going to get a lot more energy and during the day you
won't be so tired.
I'm like, oh my God, I'm not going to take testosterone because I know right away my IQ will decrease by half.
And I'll start peeing on toilet seats for no reason whatsoever.
I did do it and you know by God I did sleep better.
I've been sleeping so good and having good energy through the day, and my thoughts are not quite as jumbled as they were back when I was a woman, or whatever you call it.
But since I started taking the male hormones, I start thinking more clearly and less emotionally, I swear to God.
Yeah, it's called pragmatism.
I got more pragmatic.
Can I ask you a question?
They tested your testosterone because what about the beard?
Well that's they said is because of estrogen which they also want me to take but I'm afraid of estrogen because they said but you know what it'll bring back your libido and I'm like oh I don't want to fuck with that I just barely got over that and started living a good clean decent life.
Anyways, I like being more of a man.
And I started thinking I'm going to shoot something, you know, so I did I shot a six point buck access deer and turned him into sausage.
And I'm so excited to talk about hormones, man woman stuff with the with somebody who I love so much because she is a big ass bitch.
I love her Blair White.
Hi, Blair.
Hi, how are you?
I'm so glad to be here.
I have your sausage.
And you also, for context, I have my sunglasses on because you got me drunk before we started this.
That's how we do it here.
Those sunglasses are to die for!
I know, they're Louis Vuitton, you know, just a little, had to bring it to Roseanne's house.
You like Rihanna and A$AP Rocky if you like Louis Vuitton, am I right?
Um, I don't know.
I'm not so tuned in with, like, a lot of mainstream pop culture stuff, really.
Well, my mother has a crush on A$AP Rocky.
Do you really?
I do because he reminds me of Joe Ben Chacon, my neighbor.
The first male I saw naked from the pants up in the street was a real male body.
And I looked at him out the window and I about shit myself because I says, where's his big-ass beer gut and all that hair all over him?
What's wrong with him?
This is not the story I was expecting at all.
I didn't know where that was going the entire time he went through it.
He was gorgeous, but I thought... I mean, I knew I liked boys right then, but I thought something was wrong with him because he was an Adonis and not a diabetic old bitter Jew.
It was amazing.
But, you know, I'm not attracted to, like, men who are perfect like that.
Like, I don't like Adonis types.
I don't like men who look too pretty or too chiseled, anything like that.
I like imperfections.
Well, I didn't think there was ever a prayer that I was going to get him, you know, unless I kidnapped him and tied him up like that other Mormon girl in our hometown.
She did that, you know.
That did cross my mind.
Well, you should probably slide into A$AP Rocky's GMs because you're famous, so he'll see it.
No, I already did.
Oh, you did?
Yeah.
Was there a response?
No.
Of course not.
Not at all.
That sucks.
I'm like, you know, if you're ever tired of Let's try it again, Ma.
Let's try it now.
Should I try the sausage?
Yeah, try the sausage.
I killed it myself!
How long has it been dead?
Um, it's been two months.
We've had these frozen for two months.
They're safe.
I know, I believe it.
They're frozen.
Do you want to do a call to A$AP Rocky with the sausage on camera?
No, I just want them not to come after him and Rihanna because I want to, I don't want them to harass them like they did with me and my husbands to break us up because that's what they want to break them up.
You know, leave them to their own business.
Let him be happy.
That's why I'm very private with, like, my relationships and stuff because once it's in the public, the public feels like they own it, right?
So there's just a lot of bullshit that comes with it.
There's really no gain to being super public about relationships.
I used to be.
I used to flaunt it all the time, but the older I get and the more into living this life I live now, it's, like, not a good idea.
Unless you're with ASAP Rocky.
You should flaunt that.
How good is that?
It's actually so good.
What do you think?
I'm obsessed and you know what?
I need it because I had not eaten all day when you gave me the multiple margaritas.
But it feels good.
Ain't it good though?
My granddaughter loves it.
She calls it the steak.
She goes, I want more of the steak.
All I know is you're creating very quality content because you have a tranny eating a sausage on your show right now and I'm going to assume that's a first.
I don't think you've done that before, so try new things.
How does that word make you feel?
The word tranny?
Yeah, because I always forget, oh yeah, because I'm like, here's this brilliant thinker who thinks deeply about things.
You know what I mean?
But I know you.
That's like a big compliment from you because I consider you obviously a deep thinker as well.
I feel like the hour that we just spent outside drinking these margaritas was like a whole podcast in itself we should have been filming that but yeah that was the good shit but we tried to save a lot for here but yeah how does the word tranny make me feel um it doesn't make you feel really any type of way you know i say it a lot um and i feel like even if someone were to say it in like a negative way to me it'd be more so funny like really that's the insult like i don't know
I would do something worse, like call someone a piece of shit or an asshole or, you know.
Yeah.
Tranny is just like a funny word to me.
Yeah.
But I think that the modern trans movement is all about policing language and that's why I have such a big problem with it and that's why I'm kind of known as like the black sheep trans person where I'm always critiquing that shit because it's crazy, the shit that's happening now.
I mean it wasn't even happening when I started transitioning.
This is a new kind of thing, so.
When did you start transitioning?
Um, I was 20 and I'm 29 now, so... Wow, that would be uncommon.
Yeah, yeah.
And you know, it wasn't back then like it is now, you know, there wasn't all these non-binary people, there wasn't the like cultural and political, like push that there is now.
In fact, it was relatively under the radar.
People kind of inherently knew it was a thing like, Oh, yeah, some people do that.
But now it's so in your face all the time.
And it's become like a main cultural football, which is so crazy to me.
Do you feel put at risk by all that shit?
What shit?
Like the fact that it's so focused on?
You know that trans activism which is like pissing everybody off?
Oh yeah!
I say this all the time.
I see that as way more of a threat than someone who maybe just doesn't understand the fact that I'm trans and maybe is predisposed to disliking me for it because those people can always be swayed once they understand that I'm a normal person and I'm kind and all those good things.
Whereas the way leftists deal with it, they don't talk about that shit because they care about trans people.
They talk about it because they can use it to their benefit.
Because there were always trans women in the bathrooms, but they didn't stand there with their dicks and stuff.
They just went to the bathroom, washed their hands, and left.
The good old days.
That's why I always say, if it was really a problem with real transsexuals, then it would have always been a problem, but it wasn't.
It's this new thing because We're in this culture now where if someone says they're something, then they just are.
So a lot of women will look at that and be like, oh, all these trans people are saying they're women so I have to believe them.
That's fucked up.
And I, on another level, look at like all the trans people who say that just because they're trans, I have to believe them because I look at them up and down and I'm like, You're actually a fetishist.
You're actually a predator.
You're actually a crossdresser.
And that's very different than a transsexual.
And there was once a time where that was understood even among transsexuals.
We were like, there's a difference between crossdressers and this because their purpose is a fetish.
It's sexual.
They're attracted to women.
Whereas, you know, people like me, it's like, I just like dudes.
So, you know, it's like a whole thing.
Yeah.
And nobody can understand anybody, can they?
Not really.
No, no, and you know what?
The older I get, the more I understand that everyone's kind of like just mentally ill in a different way, you know?
Like everyone is crazy and... But everybody saying draws the line at kids, right?
Right, but what's so crazy is that that line is now being taken away, right?
It's like... They're trying to.
Yeah, you have the corporate press attacking the Sound of Freedom, you have To anyone with a set of two eyes and two brain cells to rub together, you can see that there's absolutely a coordinated push to normalize pedophilia, you know.
So, you know, there's the trans surgeries, that's one front, but like on a bigger scale.
it's, you know, the pedophilia. Because also the trans kid thing, I think, is explained in a lot
of ways by like the over-medicalization of children in general. Like, you know, a kid who
is restless in class, so all of a sudden he has to put on Adderall at nine years old.
You know? So we always medicalize kids. It's always big pharma getting their big
old claws in the government money. Putting their big fucking dick in
everyone's ass with no lube, you know?
No shit.
Yeah, and it's... But what's crazy is, there was also a time where people understood that, that Big Pharma was, you know, you couldn't say that without a negative connotation.
And now, you know, you have Libs supporting Big Pharma.
Yeah.
They're pro-war.
Predator... They support predatories, predatory businesses.
But you saw even during lockdowns and COVID where all the libs supported the biggest transfer of wealth in human history, which was every local business gets to be shut down for three years and their lives get to be ruined, but Walmart's open, Target's open, Amazon's still shipping faster than ever.
It's scary how fast stuff from Amazon gets to you.
Well, because they were all children of rich people.
The whole left is privileged.
Oh for sure. And that's another thing, bringing it back to like the trans shit, the way they've
co-opted the trans shit and made that like their frontier.
It's not because they care.
They got tired of using the black people.
And the gays got old.
Uh-huh, the gays got old, yeah.
Right.
But it's also like, you know, it's not born out of care.
We're warming up the Palestinians that are here now.
Right, right.
But it's like, you know, with the trans shit in particular, when you look at a lot of the crazy shit like on Twitter when you see like a really bad take like You know, 12-year-olds should be able to have their dicks cut off.
It's like, sometimes there's trans people saying that, so there's no denying that, but 90% of the time it's some white, liberal, basic bitch.
No shit, girl.
Right, who's probably never met a trans person in her life, but feels so comfortable abdicating for things that she thinks, I have to believe in, which, you know, I... Because she's doing that reading your mind and becoming you, subsuming your personality like vampires do.
And that white guilt bullshit, that's why when you look at the non-binary and trans explosion among white kids, because they're raised in a culture now that is very like, you have to feel guilt for being white.
So they need some sort of minority status in the easiest way.
To feel as a victim.
Turns on your self-righteous indignation, which brings on your taking to the streets, which brings on your being mass-arrested and incarcerated, or shipped off to fight in the Ukraine, as planned.
Right, it's one big pipeline, you know?
But it's also, I think, it goes deeper than just needing to feel like a victim.
It's also, like, I think a lot of Straight white people genuinely feel when they're indoctrinated by, you know, when they're blue-pilled, they actually feel like bad about it.
They think they are a bad person because there are those things.
So they think they can, you know, sort of transition, for lack of a better term, into the good territory by having some sort of... The word is assuage.
They want to assuage their guilt.
Right, right, right.
You lived in Hollywood.
Oh yeah!
You know nothing but a bunch of devil worshiping bitches.
Right, and it's also just the energy in general is so demonic and it weighs you down and you don't realize it until you leave.
Like, when I got to Texas, it was like, I didn't know, I didn't remember what it was like to be around people who were nice.
I didn't either.
It blew my effin' mind.
Yeah, it was a crazy adjustment for me.
So I grew up in a really small Christian town, like very religious.
Where?
Northern California.
Which, for people who don't know, Northern California, at least back in my day, like 90s, early 2000s, that was Kansas, that was Arkansas, that was very rural.
And, you know, it's behind Southern California in a lot of ways.
Behind, you know.
Scariest fucking place I've ever been.
What's the name of the town?
Stockton?
Corning, California.
But Stockton is hell on earth.
No, I know.
Stockton's crazy.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Um, but so I grew up in a very like small Christian town and like, you know, I was getting called a faggot by five, you know, I was naturally my mannerisms were the same as they are now, you know, uh, the way I walked, et cetera.
And so people saw that in me before I saw it in myself.
And so I was bullied really heavily.
I fought a lot as a kid and you know, I was fighting religious Christian people and their, and their kids, not the adults, obviously.
Um, that'd be crazy.
I'm just getting beat up by parents.
I was fighting their snot-nosed little shitty kids.
So I kind of had, obviously until my young adulthood, a resentment towards that archetype of person.
And it wasn't until I saw the world start to get really, really dark that I understood You know, people like that are so necessary just to keep things going, you know?
Like maybe it's something like you're lost on your four-wheeler for five minutes or maybe it's like you've really been a victim of something and you're bloody on someone's like doorstep meeting house.
People like that keep society together in a lot of ways.
They sure do.
And when you see like true, and I'm not someone who actually does necessarily believe in God or not believe, I would like to be pilled on it, but you know, I feel like I have seen godlessness though.
Yeah, you have.
In the sense... We all have, yeah.
I don't want to keep bringing you back to COVID, but you know, like during that time period, I feel like is when I really saw it was, you know, I lived in Hollywood and people were like, what part of Hollywood?
I lived in Hollywood, Hollywood.
I was one street from the boulevard.
And you know, at one point there was like 40,000 people on the boulevard and I saw like the really scary, like mob mentality.
you know cop cars on fire military tanks on my street and you know it really woke me up to be like all of these people regardless of if they claim religion or not they are completely godless at least in the sense of they don't have anything there's no bigger picture for them there's no sense of good or evil for them and some people really need that to not I'm letting that sink in.
fucking cities down, which is what they were doing.
So you know, I don't know if I believe in God, but I believe in godlessness in the sense
of how it makes people behave.
I'm letting that sit there.
Yeah, I was going to say, you're kind of mind-blown there.
No, it's an interesting point of view.
100% accurate.
Yeah, I mean, I want to believe in God, actually.
I think I even have a tweet in my drafts right now where I'm like, can someone just convince me God is real?
Because I just feel like it'd be...
Settling in some ways to just believe in God, but I don't really know how.
My brain kind of blocks that off.
I do have moments where I inch closer towards believing in it.
It can sound corny, it can sound like I'm a crackhead or whatever, but when I do DMT sometimes, the picture starts to come. Everyone tells me to try that.
I think you should. I wanna. I think you should. You know it's only like a 10 minute experience
although it can feel like much longer and I actually have had really really profound realizations
about my life doing it.
And I'm so aware from the outside looking in that that sounds like this fucking crackhead bitch.
But I really have learned a lot about why I am the way I am.
Who I am from doing it.
And so I feel like you could have that experience as well, so I encourage it.
Not that I'm, you know, pushing drugs on you or anything.
I would love to do it.
Michael Malice said he could get me some.
He's the one who kind of told me to try it the first time too and, you know.
Have you ever done that ayahuasca like Ron White talks about?
I haven't done that because I've heard very mixed reviews.
I've heard, you know, that people... Well, they say you shouldn't vomit all over yourself.
And that's not even the bad part.
If you have a bad trip?
No.
If you have a bad trip, it's like a badass trip.
Shitting and puking yourself is getting off easy.
He had a miserable time.
I've heard it's bad sometimes.
I don't want to pay for a bad time.
Yeah, but DMT, you know.
Madonna loves it.
She looks great.
She did that whole album about MDMA.
Isn't that what that is?
No, no, no.
That's like Molly.
Oh, Molly.
That's like a party drug.
DMT is like you leave the planet and then you learn about the planet and your place on the planet and everything just kind of comes into full picture.
Oh, that would be good to know by 70.
I'd love to do that.
I'd like to know what the fuck I'm supposed to do.
It's very spiritual.
I said on Joe Rogan's podcast that it was the only spiritual experience in my adult life, because we've kind of been talking about I'm not such a spiritual person, but I felt spiritual doing it.
The only bad thing, and bad is kind of subjective here, is that it did unlock a lot of traumatic memories for me about my childhood.
Trauma.
It unlocked that and so for initially I was like oh wow I could have gone my whole life without knowing that but also I'm glad I do and I'm glad I know that that happened to me.
Yeah.
You know because I learned that your brain blocks a lot out.
It sure does and it brings things in and you know I had big brain disorder stuff.
When did you I wanted to go um Well, what did you find out?
Did you get molested?
Were you born this way?
I learned that my childhood was much more abusive than I had kind of realized.
And I think that all people who go through, and I think you kind of talked a little bit about like your childhood and like the struggles as well.
I think the first time we met we kind of talked about that a little bit.
I think that when you go through trauma as a young child, your brain does two things.
So your brain, first of all, will make you forget a lot of it.
And the parts that you do remember, your brain will entirely normalize it.
Especially because whatever happened in your life is kind of normal to you, no matter how crazy it is.
There's people who are, you know, tied up and kept in a closet and raped every day of their childhood, and that's normal for them.
So for me, I just realized the extent for how bad my childhood was and that it's further on the spectrum of bad than I thought.
Which has been both rewarding and painful to understand.
The rewarding part is I've learned a lot about why I have certain personality traits and I've been able to sort of work on them and adjust them.
And the painful is it ruins my view of certain individuals in my family and life and what they did, you know.
So it is what it is.
It's like that for everybody.
That's like just so human.
There's levels to it, and it's a lot, but you asked if I was born this way with the trans stuff.
That's an interesting question, because what is born this way, really?
If it's born this way, then that would mean you come out the womb like that.
Maybe it happened in the fetus, when you're in a fetus.
But then also, like, people don't really get memories until maybe three or four.
Yeah.
So it's like, maybe it's something that happens at three or four, and that would be perceived as born this way, because that's your first memory, so.
Yeah.
I don't really know.
At some point it doesn't even matter.
Yeah, I don't know.
I don't know.
Well, I mean, I think it could matter.
Do you think that on some level, if you are from an abusive childhood, that that would... I mean, you talk about this all the time, being disassociated.
Well, I know dissociation makes you... Do you think there's a link between disassociation and mental illness?
Well, yeah, all mental illness is dissociation.
I agree, but nobody talks about it.
You and I have talked about this before.
There's so much going on in America today that's PTSD.
It's post-traumatic stress disorder, and we see a lot of it.
And when we look at politics in America and all this stuff, nobody ever brings up the PTSD element, or the trans community, or gay, or straight, or whatever.
So much of it, I believe, and I've been in so much trouble for saying this for years, but I think PTSD is responsible for about 98% of every problem in America right now.
Well, I think they weaponized it, definitely.
Well, that's what MKUltra is.
Yeah, that's MKUltra.
That's what they do.
They traumatize you, and then after your PTSD, you become a perfect subject.
Trauma-based mind control.
And I believe it because we've seen it in real time, you know?
It's like, I really hate to keep harping on the lockdown COVID shit, but I do feel I endured trauma from that.
It was traumatic.
It was absolutely like I could almost cry talking about it and I witnessed the way it affected people in my life too, just loved ones and how it affected everyone in different ways.
is, you know, my mom became one of the crazy, you know, scared, scared of germs, you know,
getting every possible, every possible, you know, poke that is perfectly safe and everything,
you know, it's just, it's a lot.
But like, for me, so I don't know- How crazy is it gonna get?
Gonna?
I mean, okay, well, I'm saying that.
I mean, I- Here we are now, but how crazy is it gonna get?
I don't know.
Is it going to be like that movie with Liza Minnelli?
Cabaret?
Life is a cabaret.
I haven't seen that.
Oh, that's old.
No one has ever cited cabaret to talk about like a dystopian future before.
I was thinking you were going to go like they live or Orwell and you went to fucking cabaret.
Um, I don't know about like... You guys got way too high.
I am like really cross-faded.
So I don't know about like 98% of problems being from PTSD.
Where's that pan?
Did you hide it from me?
I could be off with my percentages.
But I don't think you're that far off is what I'm saying because... I usually am not, Blair, to be honest with you.
I want to ask you what's your bitchiest line you've ever... that you're the proudest of.
Where'd you put that pen?
I think it fell somewhere in the couch.
Alright, well you worked that out.
It had to.
My bitchiest lines.
I bet you put it away.
Maybe I did.
Because you're obsessive compulsive.
Did you cut my mother off?
We gotta get that pen.
No, it's not in here.
Well, you guys are just gonna have to do this podcast sober.
I'm so sorry.
No!
It's in the couch for sure.
If you'd like, you could chew into the microphone a little bit to get more comfortable.
No, if Roseanne wants to get high, we're gonna get high.
That's just how that works.
Yeah, bitches!
Do you see it on the floor?
I want to keep talking about disassociation and post-traumatic disorder.
Is it in my coochie?
I'm gonna have a panic attack.
You know what?
I'm gonna continue to try to say smart shit while I'm looking for it.
That's fine.
The 98% thing I think might be a bit high, but I do think you're not far off because I do consider me being trans a mental illness.
It is.
Absolutely.
Of course it is.
Everything is.
I have DID, dissociative identity disorder.
It's similar.
I was saying when I was seven, I thought I was a boy.
F it.
I didn't think I was a boy.
I was a boy.
Part of me was.
And had they been offering all this brainwashing horseshit that they're doing now, I would have signed up.
Not told my parents and went out there and got my arm amputated and made into a fake wiener.
And you wouldn't have Jake!
And I'd never have an orgasm.
You know?
And I never would have my five kids.
Which isn't much different than now.
Yeah, it's no different than now, but there was a world of joy in between.
Right.
At least you tried.
Well, you know that.
See, I don't want to take that estrogen because they said it'll bring back my libido.
Hold on, before we go there, I just want to say... I found the pen!
Nice.
I love you!
I found the pen!
There you go.
Transgenderism being a mental disorder is something that needs to be talked about because one of my favorite videos you ever did was when you talked about it and you cited the DSM.
Oh yeah, which you can't now because they took it out.
I know, but at the time you had cited it and you were just saying, look, by the DSM standards, which is, everyone knows what that is, right?
Mom, you all right?
The Diagnostic Statistical Manual.
Of course.
So she just did a video saying, just by definition, it is a mental disorder.
And she was almost canceled over that.
Well, gender dysphoria, at least.
I guess the word trans now can mean fucking anything, but gender dysphoria itself.
If we're going to say that, which we do say, which guess what's still in the GSM?
What?
Social anxiety, which everyone fucking has at some point to some level.
Well, I have anorexia dyslexia.
I never think I'm fat enough.
You're skinny and you can't read?
Same.
Trying to get skinnier and read less, actually.
When it says it's a mental disorder, this is one of my favorite points you've ever made.
I just want to say it.
I love mental disorder people.
It's not a negative connotation, right?
It's just a designation.
It is what it is.
Stupid.
Because again, I don't look at people with social anxiety and think that they're a bad person, that they're necessarily a fucking insane person.
Because at the end of the day, the people who claim to want to destigmatize all this shit...
What do you call it?
Spec?
It's on it.
There's levels to all of it.
Because someone will just stand there rubbing their crotch in the street all day.
Right.
But see, that is like, that's called autogynephilia.
That's a fetish.
And that's probably a mental disorder as well.
Definitely a mental disorder.
Right.
But it's hot as fuck.
Right?
Yeah.
But that's another interesting thing that a lot of people-
If they're rich.
Yeah.
If they got money, then yeah.
People don't really understand that because from the outside looking in,
I know that a lot of this stuff kind of blends in together, but there are people who are, you know,
trans, quote unquote, for sexual purposes.
I know, that was the sad thing.
I remember back in the day when I was alive, and you know-
I'm dead on the inside, sorry.
All the people that were trans were getting into, not all of them,
but I mean a lot of them that I knew, they were talking about how great being a prost-
you know, being in prostitution.
And that was like, the whole prostitution thing is such a deep, dark-
Yes.
A rabbit hole to go down in.
Of course, I did go down it.
And there's so many lies told about it, especially now.
It's being so mainstreamed.
It's being so normalized.
And it's like, wow, you know, because that's true.
You know, sex work is very common in the trans woman world.
And it's not even necessarily because they are autogynophiles, because those are attracted to women.
And those are the ones that are in bathrooms showing their fucking cocks.
But in the trans women, a lot of them get into sex work because they feel like that's the only thing they can do.
And at a certain point, maybe that was true.
Now Starbucks will hire you if you're fucking trans.
But at one point, that was how they made money.
And for them, you know, so I've known a lot of them who do that,
and all of them are damaged from it.
And this is the case with female, I've known a few female escorts in my life as well, and you endure so much trauma from decoupling sex from emotion, because this is another thing that we were kind of talking about.
This is something I learned because Taking estrogen has really changed my brain chemistry.
I completely associate sex and physical intimacy with emotion, love, a spiritual connection almost with a man.
So gay.
And so the idea of decoupling that and just treating it as this is a massage or this is just a physical act that has no emotion behind it, you have to shut a part of your brain off to do that.
And then they also start hating men, Which, you know, there are reasons to hate men, but they start fearing them in a way that's even more extreme than just the average woman's distrust of men.
I got a joke I used to tell.
Tell me.
Oh, they always say the lesbians hate the men.
How could that be?
They don't have to fuck them.
They don't have to deal with them, yeah.
That's a big thing for me, you know, is Over the years, transitioning has really changed the way I view men, even more so than the way it's changed the way I view myself and women.
It's men, and understanding their behavior from the other point of view, where now the estrogen is my predominant hormone.
It's actually wild.
I've taken the testosterone, as I said, and so now I'm kind of a man.
You're experiencing it.
I am, but I have much more I have a lot more empathy and respect for women than I ever did.
I get more every year.
That's a mind blower.
Every year I gain more of an empathy for women.
It's not in like a, you know, fucking libbed out feminist kind of way.
It's more so just like a every year that I'm kind of deeper in my transition even though I'll never understand what it is to be a biological woman and there are many aspects of that I'll never understand.
Pregnancy, periods, and so much more.
You ain't missing nothing.
Not being able to park.
Parallel parking.
I can't parallel park.
I can on a dime.
Jake keeps forgetting that I do a two-point parallel.
Do I need to bring up the tractor bucket and the faucet today that you broke and getting lost with my daughter before you start talking about it?
I'm talking about the days back when I was alive.
You can park, you can't drive, but you can park.
Blair, can I just ask you about that when you talk about your distrust in men, because I find this fascinating.
Well, disgust is a strong word, but a strong distrust.
No, I said distrust.
Oh, sorry, I thought you said disgusted, but sometimes it's disgusting.
Well, we hear what we want to hear, Blair.
Right.
No, but I find it interesting.
So you started your transition nine years ago.
What age were you?
Twenty.
So you were identifying as a man until 20?
Well, I find that whole language, like identifying as, kind of like new.
It's like, I was a boy.
You were a boy.
You just were like, okay with it?
No, no, no, hold on.
Shut up, you don't know.
This is important.
You were a man until you were 20.
Yes.
And now you've been transitioning.
Now you have distrust for men.
Did you have a distrust for men before you were 20?
No.
Okay.
So you think it's the estrogen?
Absolutely.
Um, just because it's, it's a good question.
You gotta let me talk.
Oh, I didn't get, that's where you were going.
Yeah.
I mean, my estrogen was missing.
Part of it is like, obviously the physical changes that I've undergone.
And so my interactions with men are going to be different based on that.
Um, and so just kind of seeing how those interactions did change and what they transformed into, has kind of made me like, oh, oh, wait, this is fascinating.
Okay. I think I'm thinking what you're saying. This is akin to kind of you becoming famous.
Are you saying that people, once you became a female and attractive, that men were
treating you different?
And that's what freaked me out.
That's where I want to go now.
It's so wild.
No, that's what we should talk about.
I remember, this is just my thing because you're the famous one, but I was in school, I used to get my ass kicked every day because I was a fat little chubby Jewish kid with like page boy haircut.
And right when Roseanne went number one, The kids that would kick my ass every day were putting their arms around me and biting me.
I didn't do shit.
I was still the same weird fuck that should have been bullied, to be honest.
And no, for real.
And it fractured me that day.
I was like, oh, people see me different by these external forces and they're treating me completely different.
It makes you not trust people at all in that split second.
Is that what happened?
Absolutely.
You start seeing how, you know, I went through a lot of bullying as well.
And so I went from every dude is a threat to beating my ass in a homophobic type of way to every dude is a threat because there's so much sexual tension that I did not initiate.
And when you don't initiate it at all and you don't want to engage in it at all, It's very disgusting.
It's vile.
Oh, no shit.
Oh, I can't even tell you.
No, let's talk about it.
It makes you sick!
No one ever wanted to fuck me, but they still tried.
Check that out!
Bet you've never lived a day like that.
Well, it's weird too because also, because I do come from living a portion of my life with testosterone as my main drug, I also remember what it's like to have that male libido.
That must disgust you when you see it coming at you.
How come guys don't even fucking know how disgusting they appear to women?
We do.
I'll answer that for you.
We totally know.
We just don't give a fuck.
Do you remember?
Is that true?
I think that's true.
No, 100% true.
I think that's true.
I'm the man on the panel still taking testosterone, naturally.
I'm a bigger man than both of you bitches.
Well, you're bigger.
She's skinny and she can't read.
But you went through puberty with testosterone, so you remember what it's like.
Yeah, crazy.
nuts no pun when you say you don't you distrust men you know how lecherous they are you were a
man going through puberty with testosterone pumping through you probably got boners the whole deal
how and you must remember right how'd you hide your boner No, hold on.
How do you not feel like some sort of empathy to men?
Oh, no, I do.
Of course she does.
I'm not void of empathy.
I actually started my channel.
She says sorry for him.
Of course.
I actually do.
She's trying to save him from going straight to hell like I'm trying to do with the Jews.
Right.
I'm trying to save all these motherfuckers from going to hell.
But were you lecherous as a 13-year-old?
Was I what?
Were you horny as a 15-year-old?
Oh, for sure, for sure.
Like anyone through puberty.
It's not that I lack empathy for men, because I actually have a lot.
I actually started my channel making videos about men's issues, like the male suicide rate and all that.
That's actually how I got my start.
Because you love men.
I love men at the same time.
That's the thing.
There's the duality to it.
It's like I actually get along with men, when they're good men, way better than women in a lot of ways.
That's what I was going to say.
Because you were talking about how men change when you change.
But one time I lost 120 pounds, and I talked to a friend of mine who'd lost 150, and here's what she said to me.
Nobody, you know, I was prepared for how the men would be, how they would be different to me, you know, because, you know, before it was like, you know, they acted like they, well, at least they laughed at your jokes when you're fat.
I don't know if they respected you more or less, but at least they laughed at your jokes.
But then when you were skinny, they didn't laugh at your jokes, but they kept on trying to have sex with you.
You were saying the women were different.
But I expected all that, but nobody prepared me for the women.
Right.
Let's talk about that.
And I said, oh shit, you are so right.
Women are evil.
Because the women are just fucking nothing but witches.
They're so evil.
Dirty hoes and witches.
They can't find their way to what I call The sanctity of the bitch.
You see, the bitch is the one who gets things done.
But they're nothing but hoes and witches.
And just cunts.
And cunts.
We're definitely going to get cut off on what's it called?
I think YouTube, you can say cunts.
I think you can say cunts.
Maybe not a bleep, just to be careful.
You just can't talk bad about the Ukraine war, but you can say cunts.
Right.
Or, you know, transjet, but I'm here so we can pass.
Or trafficking.
Oh, let's go into that, how they're trying to talk about that movie, Sound of Freedom.
Wait, hold on.
You were going to ask Blair now that she's female and attractive, we're women.
Yeah, I want to hear that.
Well, also, I just want to clarify really quick.
So it's not that I don't have an envy for men, it's that I am distrustful of men only based on the data that I've accrued through my transition, which is, you know, there was a time where I didn't necessarily believe that Catcalling was a thing, and I would look at people online talking about it.
Feminists, oh, catcalling is such a problem.
And I was like, that's so stupid.
You're not getting fucking catcalled.
I didn't believe it.
The same way a lot of people don't believe that kind of stuff.
I moved to Hollywood.
Hello.
You got catcalled.
Hello.
Not just catcalled.
I would get followed.
There was a time that I had to call Joey because I'm on the street, and there's just some crazy half-naked man following me, screaming why I didn't match with him on Tinder as if I've ever been on Tinder.
Like, nuts.
Literally, I should have told him I have nuts.
I'm always tempted to do that when they're like too aggressive.
It's like, I'm a man, so don't come near me, but then I don't want to get my ass beat.
But actually, I carry guns.
That's why we love Texas.
Absolutely!
I had maybe one gun before I moved here.
I had just like a little baby Glock in LA and now I have I think 20 guns.
Yes!
I think literally like 19 or 20 and I've customized all of them.
Have you seen them?
Yeah.
No, I ain't seen your guns.
Yeah, I have like pink guns, pink AR.
Sweet!
I have a red KSG.
Do you have an AK?
I do.
It's colored purple and blue and yellow.
Oh, how cute!
We want to go shooting with you.
Any fucking time.
We should film for my channel a shooting somewhere.
That'd be so fun.
Let's go shoot some shit up.
Yeah, she'll kill a living thing for buck sticks.
I mean, you're on that.
I'll eat it.
You're on that testosterone.
I'll kill and eat the motherfucker.
She'll eat it right there.
She'll rip the heart out.
No, I won't.
I'm not Hillary Clinton.
Hello.
Hey, what's the worst, bitchiest, meanest shit you've ever said that you laugh about at night before you fall asleep?
Oh my god.
That is so hard because I feel like most of what I say is bitchy.
You know, I love to comment on how I assume people smell, like there's just one bitch.
Because sometimes you can see through the camera, it's like, you know that bitch smells.
You can see it.
It's like hot dog water coming through.
You know, I love people, I love telling people they're just not it.
I always say it's a rancid ketchup mixed with lard.
Right, right.
But you know, I just love telling people they're not it.
You know, because so many people think they're it.
So many people go into everything and they say the stupidest shit and they think that it's justified by them being it and really doing the thing and it's like you're not.
It's like you're musty, you're crusty, you're not it and you can't speak that way.
If you were it, you could probably get away with saying fucking anything because I say crazy shit and I get away with it.
That's how I know I'm kind of it.
I see the shit you say, but you know it's true.
I try to be.
There's just a certain point where if it's true, I mean, they'll probably end up killing you.
But, you know, they can't silence you, but I guess they can kill you.
Well, we said this before, no one ever really dies anymore.
You know, it's like... That's true.
You can kill me, but I've accrued, you know, a cult fan base of, you know, over a million people now that live for what I do, and the shit I've said will always live on, and it doesn't... And, you know, the main thing I get hate for is, like, criticizing... Because you're immortal.
Right.
Right.
That's right.
Right.
When you're it.
When you're it, you're always fucking it, bitch.
Right.
You can't take it away from somebody who was it.
And will remain it.
And I will remain it for fucking ever.
Right.
Long after you and your spawn are buried and fucking dead in the sea.
Period.
Because you ain't it.
You couldn't do this.
No.
You couldn't do what I did.
You ain't got the brains or the muscle, the know-how or the nothing.
The talent, the strength.
The talent, the strength, the goddamn gumption or the fucking goddamn...
The favor.
It's divine favor as well.
Yeah, you believe in God.
Well, see, you do believe in God.
Well, you know what, here's the thing.
When I say I don't believe in – Because I think it's divine favor for sure.
It's a gift.
I didn't come up with this shit.
He just jiggles my eyeballs back and forth and I go, hey, that's incongruent.
And I go, incongruent, incongruent, That's a joke!
I can get a joke out of that incongruent bullshit they try to shove down our throat, such as saying, the Dems saying that the Republicans are just impeach-happy.
That's fucking funny shit!
But you know what?
That's what I was saying earlier.
It's like, okay, so, I was having this conversation yesterday.
that like the whole like a lot of people talk about disinformation campaigns and how the government
puts out false information all the time to lead you astray from certain things and like
that's true to an extent but i think about that chef on the obamas well oh yeah for sure
But that's the thing.
I think that it's less about putting out disinformation because I don't think they actually even care.
They put it right in your face.
And if you don't blindly believe in it, you are no longer a participant in society.
So that's actually their campaign.
It's like, I don't necessarily know if they put out like false stuff sometimes for sure.
But like, they don't care.
They will tell you making it pregnant to your face.
And if you don't believe that you're fired.
Yeah, what is that?
That's a good point.
Right.
They don't need to put out fake information about how men can get pregnant.
They just give the same information that's always been there in biology 101, high fourth grade, and you're just supposed to psychically read it as something else.
And if you don't, you are fucking gone.
But don't forget that that's the show.
Mm-hmm.
and all of America is watching it.
And they're going, hey, wait a minute.
These fucking guys that are telling us that, that are saying we're offensive
are walking down the street, waving their dicks in the little children's face.
Wait a minute.
I wasn't ready for that one.
Mom just comes right in.
Incongruent.
Incongruent is a great fucking word for that.
Your whole spirit is incongruent.
How dare you?
Yeah, how fucking dare you, stupid bitch.
You think God don't see you?
That's why I believe in God, because God is retribution, bitch.
The Bible is all about retribution against Sodom and Gomorrah and against evil and the snakey snake snakey that got a hold of them women and made them worship the erect phallus.
I love when sentences start so good.
They start good.
There's been like three sentences in a row that I wasn't prepared for the second half of the sentence.
But you know what?
That's why you're it.
So it's whatever.
That's her thing.
Don't tell me I ain't it, right, bitches?
They tried to kill me because I was it.
You know what?
They've tried to kill me my whole life.
Yeah, my whole life too, yeah.
I was four years old with preschoolers calling me a faggot.
Like what is that?
Where did they hear that?
Right, but but you know, it's like they were right, of course, but you know, I've always faced, you know, crazy opposition.
Did you hear it in your own family?
Not the word specifically, but I have been disowned by you know, my dad's half of the family.
So that's interesting.
Shout out to y'all.
Pieces of shit.
That's just so foul to me.
There's people who stick by, like, their family members who, like, molest kids.
Oh, they all do that.
Oh, Stevie got out of prison for 15 years.
He molested his cousin, but that's our family.
It's like, oh, but so because I got tits, I'm out?
Get the fuck out of here!
Yeah, it's that self-righteous shit.
They're also self-righteous.
Right.
That pride goes before a fall.
That's why I say it's weird they call it the pride parade.
I've never liked that.
I've never liked that.
Nobody who's real liked that.
Hey, you know what?
I started that motherfucking thing, you know, that GLAAD.
They put that up on my back.
Did they?
Well they're evil.
against me they're the ones that took me off TV. I started that glad shit and you know what they
would fight oh every year they would fight about whether they should honor me or not. When I was on
number one on the Roseanne show I kicked them off and the Trevor foundation and both of them
turned me into the Nazis. You know how fucking evil they are?
People don't understand how evil they are.
I do.
Right?
I have a personal story as well about them.
So, obviously, you know, I'm someone who is very much in, like, LGBT media, news sites, all that, very, you know, demonized, which is to be expected.
But what you don't expect is for these organizations to try to interfere with your real life.
At least, you know, until you're blackmailed like me on some things.
You understand how evil they are.
Alright, well, I have one thing to ask you, because last night you did those gummies that they sent?
Yeah, I took a red one.
Well, they give you, they had ones with caffeine, they had ones with different milligrams, which one did you take?
I took the sleeper one.
And did you sleep?
I slept like a damn baby, all night long.
Did you take the other one that had more THC in it, that got you all fucked up, or you haven't done that yet?
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Alright.
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I said this in my last video.
I said, everyone seems to be seeking all of this external validation all of the time.
All of the time.
The entire culture is based on external validation now.
Narcissism for sure.
And a lot of this fucking, you know, non-binary shit is based on narcissism, you know.
Imagine telling someone, you have to call me Zeezer.
I'm the narcissist in that situation.
Absolutely.
But you would be perceived by, you know, whatever, as the narcissist for not doing it, or only caring about yourself and not me.
And it's like, that's backwards.
But the thing about the external validation is like... I'm changing my name to Zsor.
You should.
No, It and Itself.
That's a good one, because you're It.
Yeah.
It.
It and Itself.
Your pronouns are It and Itself.
Right.
That's good.
It and Itself?
Yeah.
Okay.
Those are my pronouns.
It in itself.
It slash itself.
The older I get, I'm kind of at this point in my life right now.
I'm 29 about to be 30.
You know, I might be maybe like two months away from being 30.
And I feel like I've done a lot of obviously like physical work.
I've made a lot of changes on that front.
And that's only that only takes you so far in terms of your being.
In fact, it doesn't take you far at all.
Who are we talking about Madonna and her plastic surgeries?
Yeah, she looks crazy.
But I feel like I will probably look similarly crazy by that time because I've gotten so much already.
Are you going to keep doing stuff?
Oh, for sure.
That's when you look crazy, though.
I know.
You have to stop.
You've got to stop her at some point.
I know.
I just feel like there's something about being really old and really done up that kind of gives wealth at the same time.
Yeah.
Well, it's just in moderation.
My mother looks better than ever.
She's 70.
The last plastic surgery you had was probably 25 years ago.
What all have you gotten done?
You said you got work done earlier.
Head to toe, bitch.
Let's hear it.
I'll tell you all mine, too.
I have some crazy ones.
Well, first of all, let's start at the head.
This isn't even my head.
I just realized you've had your sunglasses on the whole time.
I forgot.
Yeah, because Jake's trying to blind me with that.
And I'm already blind.
So am I. I just want you to look pretty.
But eyelids.
That's number one.
I have very heavily hooded eyes because we're Cossacks.
I have hooded eyes too.
Did you do your eyelids?
No, but that's one I've thought about because, you know, hooded eyes.
Maybe you want to fix them?
Your eyes look perfect.
What's your parentage or your nationalities?
I'm everything, and I learned that when I did a DNA test recently.
How would you find out?
I thought I was just half white, half Hispanic because my mom is Mexican and my dad is white, but I learned that I'm also maybe a little 6% black, so that's like a whole pinky finger, right?
Oh, you get the N-word pass.
Right, I'm gonna do it right now.
And cute.
Right, right, right.
You know, that's like a whole pinky finger, 6% of your body, maybe.
Yeah, more than that.
Yeah, so maybe like a foot.
So that was shocking.
Didn't expect that.
I am all types of European.
I think I even had like a little tiny drop of Asian up in that bitch.
So maybe a little bit of that.
I'm seeing all of that on you because you know I read the head shapes.
Yeah.
Well, I've changed my head shape, which is crazy.
No, you can't change your head bones.
I did.
You changed your head bones?
Yeah.
What head bones?
What head bones?
Um, I got my brow bone done, which is, okay, so this is a little, um, transsexual 101 for you.
Um, this is real transsexuals.
You don't hear about this because the days of the real transsexuals are gone and it's just these people who don't transition now, but pick your dicks out in front of kids.
Um, the brow bone meant biological males have more of a brow bone here.
So you shaved that down?
Yeah, I had to get like, I think it was like 40 staples all along my head.
So they cut your... They pulled my whole face off.
Yeah, yeah.
And then they shaved it down and stitched me back up.
The actual skull?
The actual skull.
Jesus.
Because... Good God.
Yeah, yeah.
But that was also a really rewarding surgery because the results were really great.
Like in terms of like, that's one of those things on a subconscious level.
You might not know men have brow bones, but when you see a bitch with a heavy brow bone, she reads those very manly.
Well, then I did the nose.
But yeah, so, but keep going with yours. I want to hear yours because I'm so interested because you look so natural.
You did the, you did the facelift?
Well, then I did the nose. And then you had... I had my nose narrowed and debulbed.
Debulbed.
They put like a piece of chicken meat, chicken cartilage right in here.
Oh, really?
Yeah, it's weird how it goes.
Wow.
And then they file this part down and my nose has never stopped running since.
Oh, that sucks.
It just runs 24-7.
Oh, that sucks.
So that's the price.
Everything has a price.
You did all three chins at one point.
All three chins.
Fucker.
And I got a face lift.
Yeah.
39 years old I got.
They said if you get it before 40, you'll only need one in your life.
You only did need one.
You look great.
And you did your butt cheeks.
Nice!
I was just getting down to the neck.
What did you do on your neck?
I didn't do none on my neck, but that facelift neck lift thing.
No, you look great.
You had the breast reduction.
Then I did the boob job.
You've gotten good work.
It's very natural.
When you told me you got a lot of stuff done, I was like, great.
Then I had the tummy tuck.
Okay.
That I remember.
Then I got all the fat sucked out of my stomach and put into my butt.
A BBL.
That's awesome.
Yeah, I kind of want a BBL, but I don't want to gain weight for it because I'm pretty thin, so I don't want to.
Well, mom will lend you some.
I just live scared of being like a fat fuck on camera for like four months just to get a surgery and then have to lose it all again.
Because I'm from here up on camera it's like I'm gaining weight for BBL but all you see is this.
Remember them old drag queens?
You probably don't remember back because you're so young.
But they used to be just injecting silicone plain up into their ass and shit.
Yeah a lot of trans women do that but that kills you.
No, but we'd tell them, like, that's gonna kill you.
Well, I don't care.
They'd say, I'm making the money now.
Yeah, they're here for a good time, not a long time.
Yeah, good time, not a long time.
Yeah, but that does kill you because the difference between silicone injections is that it's free-flowing, whereas, like, silicone breast implants or implants anywhere else, like I have, you know, they're encased in something.
So that shit can move anywhere, you know.
I've met, you know, people that have had that done and it's, like, going down their leg type shit.
So it's bad, yeah.
Well, I had the implants and one of them turned into a brick.
Breast implants?
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
And reduction.
First I got the reduction, then it went like two pancakes.
Versus two french fries.
So I had them shortened to pancakes.
So they said, well, you can inflate them up.
I thought, why not?
Right.
Always the goal for me is I didn't want to wear a brassiere.
I hate brassieres.
Yeah, I don't wear bras.
I hate bras.
God, and I don't want my big sagging tits flopping around.
Right.
So the happy medium is... So you get surgery.
Get surgery.
Yeah.
I went from a G to a D.
Gee that's oh my god, it's fucking huge. I would assume.
Yeah, it's long. Oh long I nursed a ton of brats. Yeah, is that everything you've
had done or anything? Huh? Anything else you've had done.
Is that it?
That's it I think so.
I think that's it.
Well, my knee.
I broke my knee.
I had that put back together.
Oh, that's not plastic surgery.
That's like a necessary... Well, it was.
It was an artist that did it.
Yeah, but we're talking cosmetic surgery now.
Like surgery because you... Oh, I had a stomach bypass.
Yeah.
Okay.
Phobie pouch.
Hmm.
And then I had... I think that's it.
The tummy tuck.
Those was the worst because I remember they pulled your stomach down and then they cut it and stitched it and then they poked you a new belly button.
Oh, Lord.
Yeah.
Then I had IVF and they went back to that belly button to impregnate me.
I had like maggots crawling in and out of it for a little while.
Ew, dude.
You know what this means?
You guys need to be eating that sausage.
Wait, was that a joke?
No, that was true.
Yeah.
You had what?
Maggots crawling in my belly button because it got infected.
Oh, my God.
No good.
I've almost never heard anything more horrific about a surgery.
That's crazy.
All my surgeries went fucking rotten bad.
Really?
Yeah, they all was no good.
Wow.
I mean that sounds like worse than no good.
I had to be on the pain pills for years.
I'd be on any pill to fix maggots.
Holy shit.
Well, they came and poured some solution over it.
Right.
And they killed them all.
Oh my God.
And I did get pregnant, so that's good.
Oh my God, this is the craziest... I've never heard of something so fucked up!
Jesus!
I told you, Blair, you should stop.
Oh my God.
It gets worse.
It gets worse.
I've been very lucky.
I've never had any issues with surgery.
Everything's gone how I wanted it to, surprisingly.
Well, continue on what you did.
You didn't even get down.
You just said the tits.
Come on, you did your butt.
Yeah, if we do top to bottom.
I know you did your butt.
We're gonna go top to bottom.
Your butt is so perfect.
I am so jealous of that butt.
We could trade.
We could trade.
I'm too old for a butt like that now.
So I've had my hairline lowered.
Oh, really?
Yeah, but that was done at the same time as the brow bone because it was easy for them to, while they were already cutting me, they're just like, we can just pull that out a little bit.
So I'm like, let's do it.
They also lifted the brow with that because they could do that easily too because they're all in there.
I've gotten my nose, of course.
You know, I have maybe no more nose jobs left in me.
They took almost all of it off.
And then I have had That reminds me of Morgan Fairchild in the dressing room when she's a guest on my TV show.
I go in there and she's looking in the mirror ratting her hair.
Jesus Christ, I have almost no nose left.
Yeah, I love how it came out, but I also am fully aware that that was a one and done because anything else is, you know, we're pushing it.
It's just not cute after that.
Yeah, and I wouldn't want it any different anyway.
No, because you know you're cute.
Thank you.
I mean, I do know that.
I'm not even a cocky way.
I'm big on being software.
Like, if I wasn't, then I wouldn't get a lot of them.
I love how you do your eyeliner.
I did mine like that in high school.
I guess that means I'm really immature because I'm almost 30.
No, but that was art in high school to do your eyeliner.
Yeah.
I'm trying to get more into makeup lately.
How fun is makeup?
It's fun.
You get to change your face.
It's great.
I'm all about that, clearly.
So I've had my nose, my brow, brow lift, hairline, my tits, obviously.
I got that done at the same time as all of that.
Oh my God.
How long are you in the hospital?
Um, like 30 minutes, like they did it.
And then I was, they did it.
And then I was wheeled, like when I woke up, obviously the surgery took longer, but I was wheeled out into an Uber to go back to my hotel.
About 30 minutes.
Are you shitting me?
Nope.
How long did you have to recover at home?
I was out of town at the time.
I had to fly out for it, and I was in a hotel for a week before I could fly home because I had 40 staples.
It's actually on YouTube.
People can see it.
I looked fucking nuts.
I looked like Frankenstein.
It was just crazy.
But I got my tits done at the same time, and no one prepared me for how bad that would hurt.
I went from this wall Knock knock to like sizable tits.
So it's like no one told me that would feel really bad.
But I'm happy with how it all came out.
And then I've also done like a lot of fillers.
You know, I've had my cheeks filled, my chin filled.
I've had like Botox in a lot of places to do different things.
Like I've had like the sides of my jaw snatched with Botox.
Like there used to be big muscle there.
So I killed all that.
Had a Botox brow lift.
That's it.
That's it actually, yeah.
I've only ever done anything to my face and my chest.
You didn't do the butt.
You didn't do the butt?
I did not do the butt.
Damn.
That's estrogen.
That does a lot too.
Well, your butt is a perfect butt.
Thank you.
I've sought after a perfect butt for myself this whole lifetime I've lived.
You're almost obsessed with it.
Well, I've always been obsessed with it because I was born with no ass.
I had no ass.
I say I was assless in an ass based economy.
It is an ass based economy.
And I had nothing going for me and plus I was fat and had no waist either.
Well, you know, I didn't have any of the shit I have now.
So you can always get it somehow.
You can still fight for it.
Well, I think I have.
I'm 70.
Well, when you get your sex drive back, you might want to start doing this stuff.
No, I won't.
I don't ever want a sex drive back.
You don't have a sex drive?
No, it's repulsive.
Is that because of the hormones?
It's just who she is.
It's partly that too, because actually, even before I transitioned, I didn't have the highest sex drive.
I actually lost my virginity after I transitioned.
No wonder you think dudes are creeps.
Yeah.
Are you asexual?
No, no, no.
I have some, but it's not a lot.
And I associate it with emotion and love, so I have to be in that headspace.
I can't just be turned on physically by something.
Nothing turns me on physically like that.
You've got to stimulate me here.
Mine requires a fucking candlelight dinner.
By yourself.
Two plates by yourself.
And then watching a show on forensic solving a murder.
Something gory.
Been sleeping for four hours.
I mean honestly we're kind of similar in that run.
It has to be just like in bed all day.
Are you scared of what's happening in our country though?
Yeah, let's talk about that.
Let's get into that.
You must be scared shitless.
China's taking over our whole fucking country while these people are dancing their way into hell.
Literally the pits of motherfucking hell.
Yeah.
And you know, again, to take it back to the fucking nightmare that was 2020, I feel like there's a different experience between people who lived in big cities at the time, like Los Angeles, like I did, and, you know, suburbs, you know, again, you're like a fucking white lib who doesn't understand how fucking crazy it got.
There were military tanks on my street.
Right.
There were guards keeping you from entering the beach.
There were every single business shut down while Hollywood actors were still going to work.
In fact, I lived one block away from where they filmed the Oscars every year.
I have a very distinct memory of, you know, deep in 2020, the whole world's as fucked as it was.
It was like peak fucked and the Oscars was filming in the fucking next block and I could hear the fucking, you know, whatever the noise was.
And I was like, oh, so it's just communism.
It's just destroying the fucking lower middle class, and it's just demoralizing us as a fucking people, and everything else is just the bullshit sprinkled on top because no one goes below that.
Everyone accepts the sprinkles on top, oh it's a virus.
And then all the other shit, they never fucking stretch their mind to even I guess that it might be that.
I always say, I'm more scared of the people who didn't see anything sinister about that entire experience than I am of the people who enacted all the sinister-ness.
I know, they're the perfect Germans.
Because they're the reason it happens.
They are the perfect Germans.
There were hotlines in LA snitching on your fucking neighbor.
So, am I scared of the trajectory of the country?
Yeah.
Can we talk about how Obama killed his chef?
Hi, good morning.
Do you think Michelle's a tran?
Oh yeah, 100%.
I think that she... Not you.
I think that she has a very unfortunate look that makes her appear that way, but my tranny senses say that she is a naturally born woman, but a roughly naturally born woman, that's all.
But you know, I don't fucking know either.
That's the thing.
I start off with everything just being a lie in my mind and then I work from there.
Yeah.
The older I get, that's where I start out always.
So like, you know, I got in an argument with my friend recently about like, should I even say this on camera?
Dinosaurs.
I know you don't believe there was dinosaurs.
Well, okay.
No.
So I don't, I don't necessarily believe in dinosaurs, but I don't necessarily not believe in dinosaurs.
And the reason for that.
is that I've never really looked into it like that.
And so for me to blindly just believe it because, what, in third grade we did a lesson on dinosaurs?
Or because in high school we had another class that touched on it?
So you're saying that you haven't really searched into the subject and you have no opinion as yet.
Yeah, it's not in my sphere of care.
That's okay to say that.
Right, but in a way... My sphere of care!
It's not in my sphere of care.
I'm busy getting fucking surgeries and fucking, you know, running my mouth on YouTube.
I'm not looking up fucking dinosaurs.
What do I look like?
Do you think there's ever been a scene of me Googling a brontosaurus?
I've never done that.
So, for me, it's like, too many people are comfortable just blindly believing things because they are supposed to, and that's on the list of things you are supposed to believe, whether or not you've ever cared to look into it.
Among other things, some of them, which really are bullshit theories, like, you know, I'm not a flat earther.
But there is something about the fact that you're supposed to believe in it that makes me be like, I don't know.
No, you want to question everything.
Absolutely, and you want to be red-pilled and not take the whole bottle, but take one or two, maybe three times a day based on your doctor's suggestions.
Oh, I'm all the way red-pilled, bitches.
My whole thing is, like, I know that we are lied to so much, and we are lied to from birth until we die.
And, you know, The theme of my entire mindset tonight seems to be COVID, but we witness so many things told incorrectly in real time about COVID, and you just know the history books are not going to reflect what the fuck we went through.
No, they're not.
We have to keep it alive.
Right.
I mean, people's parents and children died.
Right.
And the hospitals were getting paid to let them die.
And they're not going to put that in there.
No.
Right.
And they're not going to put down that maybe the beaches were closed and maybe the, you know, so my whole thing is, If I'm watching history be told inaccurately in real time, then how the fuck do I trust literally anything, even a hundred years ago, 150 years ago?
And it's not that I go into it being like dinosaurs aren't fucking real.
I go into it being like, I don't fucking know.
And I'm not going to be... You think they went to the moon?
I don't know.
I've seen videos giving some pretty good points on either side.
I will say Is there anyone with two brain cells to rub together or two eyes that doesn't think the government is capable in the very least of faking something like that or lying in that manner?
Because even if you don't believe that it is a lie, you gotta believe they're capable of such a lie.
Absolutely, during the space race.
I'll go one better from all of y'all.
I weaseled my way into the top echelon of the echelons and got drunk with the best of them.
I believe that.
You know it's true.
Absolutely.
And I asked the best of them some real questions when we was drunk.
You were talking about upper echelons?
You were talking about people in Hollywood?
Oh no, in the government of the world.
And I said, now did we go to the moon or not?
What did he say?
No.
Hello.
Who was this?
I'm not going to name that.
Buzz Aldrin?
Huh?
Buzz Aldrin?
Ooh.
Who's Buzz Aldrin?
Oh.
Never met the man.
Good morning.
Who else did you meet on the moon?
Whatever.
I met all the astronauts that went on the moon except Buzz Aldrin.
Is Hilary Clinton a lesbian?
I feel like she is.
Are you joking?
Who?
I mean, Hilary Clinton, she's clearly a fucking lesbian, right?
Clearly?
Yeah, yeah.
Right, mom?
Or wait, show her the picture.
She's got the lesbo neck.
I don't know what she is.
Right there, mom, grab it.
Do you know what lesbo neck is, Blair?
No, they have a certain neck?
Yeah, their necks are thicker.
Oh, well, there's gay face, too.
I don't know what she is, but, well, I think she's beyond a sexuality.
Well, she's not even human, so can a human be a lesbian?
I don't know.
Well, you know, there was a UFO hearing this week that we're not even talking about, which is like the biggest news story ever.
And they basically admitted that there's UFOs.
Not even basically, it was just literally.
Did you see it?
I can't believe we're not even talking about this.
And there is this very weird thing that humanity does with aliens that We have this huge buildup of, like, decades and decades of, like, pop culture focusing on it and movies and theories and documentaries and, like, at one point it was just the hugest topic and now the government's putting it out there and everyone's like, meh.
I don't care.
Which is strange.
It's all a psy-op.
Well, we're so brainwashed and politically fucking crazy.
It's all just a psy-op.
And we're like, eh, aliens.
Who's gonna react to what and what kind of... No, there really are aliens.
Who's gonna react to what and what kind of...
A fucking device they will purchase as a result.
No.
Or what they'll face.
This is a total Marxist marketing society.
People don't care that there's aliens.
They don't care that Congress admitted to aliens.
It's like the biggest story in the history of humanity and nobody gives a shit.
You know what it is?
I just figured it out.
Because we're brainwashed.
That's what I think.
It's not even the brainwashed year.
We're going to take it all the way back to what you said about PTSD.
All right.
I'm with you.
I love this.
Everything we fucking went through, through the pandemic?
Mm-hmm.
I think people forget that before that, if you would have told me ever that a fraction of those things were going to happen to society in my lifetime, that society was going to crumble that way, and you know, whatever, I would not have believed you.
Same.
In fact, I would have said that'd make a great movie.
Yeah, sci-fi.
Yeah, right, sci-fi.
So I think we're so fucking broken from that and so desensitized and there's so much trauma that was endured that we haven't been processed from that.
How the fuck are we going to process aliens?
Yeah, that's probably true.
We can't process them.
Well, that's the next step in the sci-op.
I've heard that.
The fake alien thing.
But I don't know if they're fake.
First of all, I think it's more believable that there are extraterrestrials than there are not.
Yeah.
Right?
So this would be a weird sign.
Well, they're already here is what I think.
They've been here for a million years.
Isn't that, that's what I'm asking, isn't that what reptilians are?
Yeah, they just want to come out of the closet.
But isn't that what reptilians are?
Are extraterrestrials?
I don't know they're reptilians.
Yeah, they are extraterrestrials that came here through the pharaonic line.
Okay, so they're basically admitting that that's true.
Okay.
Right?
Yeah.
But no one cares.
It's so fucking crazy.
Nobody cares!
It's like, of course there's reptiles.
Well, that's because they don't read the Bible, because it's right there in black and white in the Bible.
And nobody reads the Bible.
Are you talking about Planet X?
Because they're all friggin' numbskull idiots.
that have been brainwashed by rome but they'll say reading the bible is brainwashed that's that's the other side of that argument yeah but it's also like but that would be what would be said if like the truth was just being censored like that too so it's like it's all well luckily for you the bible is encoded at about 18 different levels so
for one load of bullshit it throws it shows how to throw that off and get to
the next level but how do you throw off riptiles? They can't stop
intelligence.
so there's aliens here among us There always was.
I believe that.
Since the Garden of Eden with the serpent.
I believe that.
Yeah.
Okay.
The serpent is the alien.
Okay.
So the serpent's here to just fuck with us?
Because that's what it did with Adam and Eve, right?
They tempt you.
Serpent and Satan.
The serpent tempted the woman.
Yeah.
It's always the woman.
No guy's gonna do it.
We're smarter.
Well, the serpent is a symbol of the phallus.
So Satan is a phallus.
Is an erect penis.
I believe that as well.
Yeah, I speak from personal experience.
Because the whole Torah is written for the ear of the woman, but they don't want you to hear that.
Because once you hear that, you'll actually stop being a bitch and then there'll be world peace.
I do believe women are responsible for all the turmoil.
Everything is women's fault.
I believe that.
And they want to deny that.
And they're causing all the shit in the world.
A thousand percent.
Because you're not it.
Because you ain't it.
That's what I'm trying to say.
Never been, never gonna be, could never maintain the status of that, never gonna happen.
Some girls can, some girls can't.
Right?
And I did.
And I did it twice.
And you will continue to do it.
And I will continue to do it because they're not gonna slap me down.
And it's not even a choice.
You can't choose to not do it.
It's innate.
It's like breathing.
It's God.
It's like breathing.
It's God.
Get out there, Roseanne, because, you know, get out there, bitch.
I wonder if that one bitch on the plane saw her reptilian.
That's what we taught.
Thank you.
That bitch on the plane where she was like, I'm telling you right now.
Yeah.
That motherfucker's not real.
Yeah, people are seeing the demons.
Did they ever find her?
They can't find her, right?
No, she disappeared.
And that's weird because you can find anyone in 2023.
There's no hiding from anything.
They never found her or Amber Lamps.
Do you remember Amber Lamps?
No.
No, I'm not even going to get into it.
Okay.
Two people have never been found.
Remember, anybody can turn any of us into a video game at any second.
AI is pretty fucking terrifying.
So, you know, you don't know if anything's true or not or not.
We might be AI.
We could be AI.
In fact, Oh my god, I just got the best idea.
The only way I know I'm not AI is because I only talk about the Torah.
Yeah.
That's how you know I ain't AI.
No one would program that.
Dude, we could use deep fakes to get out of getting in trouble.
They wouldn't dare program the Torah into the beast.
You're either AI or you're it.
You're either A.I.
or you're it.
All of them are A.I.
We figured it the fuck out.
We did.
Thank you.
Hello, life.
We figured you out.
Deepfakes, too, you can use that if you actually get in trouble.
You could just say it's a deepfake, too.
We're not thinking about the other side.
We're like, this is so scary.
But think about it.
If you get caught on tape saying something really untoward that's going to get canceled, you can just say it's a deepfake and hire a couple of guys to put little graphs on your face.
You can say anything.
There's a positive to it.
That's what's scary.
We're at the very end of anything being real, really.
Do you believe in hell as part of your overall worldview of creation?
You believe in hell as well?
You mean do I believe in what I see on this earth?
Right.
And under the ground?
Oh yeah, I believe in what I see.
The terrors and the horrors of what I've seen on this earth.
In war and all that.
Oh yeah, I think that's hell.
Okay.
Do you?
Yeah.
There's nothing worse.
Yeah, I was saying earlier at the top of the podcast, you know, I haven't seen God necessarily, but I've seen godlessness.
So yeah, that's... Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, if you see godlessness, then that means you... Then the opposite has to be... Yeah.
Yeah, I guess... There you go.
You're welcome.
I told you I would do it.
Yeah.
I mean, I do feel like an inherent...
You know how, like, when you're hungry, when you're thirsty, yeah, when you just have some meat.
Well, just go like this right now.
Look up through your eye sockets as far as you can.
She can go further now because her brow's been shaved.
Right, my eyes are really big.
Look all the way up to where your head hurts, or your eye strain.
All the way up there.
I feel like I'm going to throw up, I've been drinking for hours.
Do it, and then breathe.
We're going to talk about God, smoking and drinking.
Breathe in, breathe in while you're doing it.
Okay, okay, sorry.
Rise way up there, breathe in, contain it.
Up there.
Cool.
It's cool up there.
I don't think I'm trans anymore.
It works.
This has been Conversion Therapy with Roseanne Barr and Blake.
You don't think you'll ever regret what you did, do you?
No.
No, because before I transitioned, I was the biggest piece of shit.
And that's how I always know, like, when I see these, like, younger people transitioning and, you know, they regret it, it's like, the difference is, like, it either enhanced your life or it didn't, you know?
And for me, there was no way, there was no path for me to necessarily be, like, a participating member of society, if that makes sense, you know?
It was like, you know, as a teenager, I was, like, drinking and partying and making no good decisions, couldn't hold a job, had no motivation.
And then I started transitioning and suddenly I had a path.
So that's what it kind of gave for me.
And it's, I would say cured like 95% of my gender dysphoria, which is supposed to be the goal, you know, and that's really the thing that it should be done for.
So that 5%, I don't think you can ever truly cure a mental illness.
I think you'll have little spikes.
But, you know, it used to be so bad I would like have breakdowns and not be able to leave my house and now I'm on a podcast with Roseanne Barr and not to say in like a career or whatever way but just I'm able to do shit now and sometimes really cool shit that I would have never been able to do because I was so Well, I had such body dysmorphia that I let my gut get like a goddamn suitcase and I could never wear a swimsuit because it was folded in half belly.
Right.
That's the other thing.
So I had to get that removed surgically.
I believe in that, though.
And it did change my life when I got that gut skin removed.
I mean, I felt renewed.
Brand new bitch.
That's how I felt.
I'm like, oh, my forehead got shaved.
Brand new bitch.
Yeah, so it helped me.
But that was after a lifetime of suffering with eating disorders, you know.
Now, like, everybody's just going, hey, I got an eating disorder.
And you better give me the thumbs up.
It blows my mind.
You know, being a fat fuck is an eating disorder as well.
That's what I'm saying.
Being fucking fat and proud of it and willing to continue that state of self-harm is definitely an eating disorder.
And by the way, I just want to say, just because I feel like this is important, I don't want to position transition as a cure for gender dysphoria just because it worked for me.
I think it's actually very rare cases that it works for someone.
And I think most of the people who transition are being led astray.
I think there was a time when there was a lot of gatekeeping of who could transition and a lot of really thorough assessment of who it would benefit and who it wouldn't.
Now the standard is if you woke up tomorrow and want to transition, They would just do it despite the fact that you're bald and tall and full beard and you're a fucking man.
I would look hot though as a woman.
I mean... But when you did it, did you still have to do the year of therapy?
Nope.
Okay, so that was gone by the time you started.
Because I remember, I'm so old, I remember when you used to have to, unless that's not true.
No, there was a time where you had to actually like socially transition first and you had to undergo a lot of like Mental assessments.
And now it's like you're 12 and you want to cut your tits off because you're a normal 12 year old who's uncomfortable with the fact that you're growing tits.
Okay, we'll make you a boy and we'll cut your tits off because we're gonna get fucking paid for it.
Every girl is uncomfortable when they get boobs.
I was uncomfortable when I got boobs.
Do you think it would be helpful to go back?
I mean that's a good question for both of you.
Because that used to be the standard.
You had to complete assessment and therapy before you could begin to transition.
Do you think, I'm going to ask you first obviously, do you think that would benefit society if we went back to that?
Or do you think that's archaic?
100%.
I mean, not only benefit, it would be saving lives, because these detransitioners, you know, oftentimes are very young, you know, 18, 19, 17 years old, because they had, you know, the sex change at 16.
And then by your time, I'm there getting on them hormones at 11.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And you can get double mastectomies in the US as early as like 12.
And I'm like, Do 12-year-olds even have breasts?
I don't really know.
I mean, what are they cutting off like a... But it would be helpful, you know, especially I think the solution is bar minors from doing it because all the studies that have been done on gender dysphoric children is that when you leave them alone and you let them develop naturally, the numbers range anywhere between like 70 and 90 percent in these studies kind of together that they grow out of it.
Yeah, look at Angelina Jolie's child.
And Megan Fox's, and you know, again, these fucking white libs that need a fucking minority status in their life somehow.
They probably feel even more guilt because they're rich, white, and straight.
But um, you know, minors should be banned from it.
There's simply no way you can, even if you know in your heart of hearts you're trans, even if I were to grant them that, there's no way you can know exactly what you want to do because, spoiler alert, I haven't gotten a full sex change because that shit's demented.
You're not going to do the full thing.
No, that shit is a lie.
You can never have a real vagina.
Yeah, you can't ever have sex again.
Not what we know as sex.
No, you can maybe put something in it if you're lucky, but it's not sex necessarily.
I mean, it's a lie.
And, uh, you know, if I was maybe a little more naive, I would have fallen for that lie, but I figured it out that that's a lie.
So I'm like, okay, well then I'll be happy with changing other things.
So the idea that a child can know not only their trans, but exactly what they want to do.
Yeah.
Oh, I've just seen what the mutilation that they do to little children.
Especially the girls.
I've seen pictures of it, yeah.
And it's so much like how they mutilate sex slaves.
It's like exactly the same thing.
Or, you know, a lot like the shit the Nazis were doing.
It's all the same.
Mm-hmm.
God Almighty, it's all just the same.
I always said, oh my God, they got a blueprint with Auschwitz.
Yeah.
They brought it to America.
Well, it's crazy because- They brought it to South America first, but it's heading up here now.
When you talk about like the bad side of like, okay, a kid wants to transition and you say, no, you're not going to do, you have to wait until you're 18.
And then if it's a boy and they get the Adam's apple, it's like, well, I feel bad for them because now they're 18.
They develop as a man and then they have to go back because of, which I don't know the percentages, but I imagine that's a small percent.
That's the whole reason for doing hormone blockers and surgery on kids.
So transgender is already a small group, and then within that group is another small group.
And it's like, okay, so we're going to base everything off this tiny group within a tiny group within a tiny group so that they don't feel bad.
So that's my whole thing about the bonus hole.
They're going to make everything about 0.002% with the bonus hole and ignore all women.
Now I really want to find God. Hearing that word, that phrase.
Have you not heard it?
No, I've heard it. I just, you know, maybe not ever out loud in person.
So just hearing it is just like, wow, you know, that's fucked up.
It's like so pedo.
It's everything.
It's everything bad.
It's dehumanization.
It's medicalization.
It's anti-women.
It's anti-human.
It's just fucked up.
No, it's like saying the butthole and the mouth is the primary holes.
It's the pedo-speak.
Yeah.
That's a clip.
Because that's what they do, you know.
They don't go for the little tiny vagina.
Well, some pervs do, sadly.
But most pedos like the butt and the mouth.
I didn't know that.
Yeah!
That's called opening the third portal in the devil worship cult.
What, putting it in their butthole or mouth?
The butthole.
That's what gives you the panda eyes that they worship, that Lady Gaga wears.
That's a clip too, right there, I think.
They're as dirty as you can dare to dream.
I always say that getting older is learning how many people do drugs and how many people are diddlers.
Yeah.
So way more people than you think doing coke, doing whatever the fuck, everyone's on something, when you're a kid you think everyone's raw dogging life, that's not the case, and you also learn how many people are fucking diddlers.
Like- No shit!
Yeah.
When you're a kid you find out though, don't ya?
In a way, yes, but in a way, no, because here's a small story.
So I used to hang out when I was like 15 or 16 with this like 30 year old man.
And when you're 15 or 16, you think that's fucking cool.
You know, I was getting alcohol bought for me and my friends.
I was getting to stay over at some guy's house and lie over where my mom was.
And you know, it's not until you look back as an adult and be like, that was a fucking pervert.
A couple years ago, I saw on Facebook, he got arrested for diddling like some 13 year old kid.
So he was, that's what that is.
So you learn as you get older, because when you're a kid, you think it's just cool when adults pay you attention.
That's why that's part of why it's so fucked up.
That's why it's called grooming.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Because it's because it's not just physical.
If it was physical, then it would be it would look like an attack under a bridge or an attack on the street.
What makes someone Like having the sickness is one thing, I can wrap my head around you have this sickness that makes you attracted to something in a fucked up way.
But like to put you in the mindset of like, I'm going to act upon it, is what's crazy to me.
And I think it's like, when you're so rich and powerful, and you've been around a lot of these motherfuckers, it's like, maybe you have less opportunities to really produce like genuine serotonin.
You've done it all, you've seen it all, you have access to it all.
You gotta start doing deviant shit, you know?
Yeah, the thrill for a psychopath and a sociopath is the thrill has to always increase.
They're never excited at the same thing for too long.
Right.
You know, like being in love with somebody.
Yeah, it's an escalation.
It has to escalate.
Wow.
You know, like serial killers are like that.
They start out as window peepers, you know?
And then the thrill has to get stronger and stronger of risk, you know?
Yeah.
And a lot of them, I mean, let's be real, it's PTSD.
A lot of them were doodled and abused as kids.
Then they got psychosexual pleasure out of it, which fucking cracks your mind open.
Like, part of you gets off when you're molested, and they don't ever talk about that.
And then you fucking go crazy.
Now you got PTSD.
PTSD, now you're fucking delusional.
Well, they do program kids and use their bodies against them, yeah.
They know how to get kids.
They do.
Well, they're the easiest to get.
They know how to enslave them and use them against... You know, they're satanic.
They know how to do everything.
It's fucking depressing.
Well, this podcast took a dark turn.
Well, we went all to the dark.
We went to the motherfucking gutters.
We did.
We really did.
Well, we came up from there, so what the hell.
Because we're it.
Because we are it.
And you can't fucking kill us.
You can't kill us.
You could try.
You could try.
But you will fail.
But you will fail.
Hello. Hello. Hello.
Well, I'd like to very much thank my fantastic, fantastically thinking and entertaining guest,
Blair White.
Thank you so much for being here.
It was a blast.
This was so fun.
I feel like whenever I hang out with you, I get like a little dose of maternal energy that I never have because I'm estranged from my mom.
So, I get a tiny bit of maternal vibes.
That's cool.
That's sweet.
You got off lucky.
Let's go eat.
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