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	You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch.
	You really are a heel.
	You're as cuddly as a cactus and as charming as an eel, Mr. Grinch.
	You're a bad banana with a greasy black peel.
	Your heart's an empty hole.
	Your brain is full of spiders.
	You got garlic in your soul, Mr. Grinch.
	I would insert you in the 39 and a half foot ball.
	You're a fire one, Mr. Grinch.
	You got termites in your smile.
	You have all the tender sweetness of a sissy crocodile, Mr. Grinch.
	Well, given the choice between the two of you, I would take the season.
	You're a nasty, wasty of a Christmas doggy.
	Your heart is full of unwashed self-government.
	Soul is full of gunk, Mr. Grinch.
	The three best words I would use to describe you are as follows, and I quote: Stag, stag stagger, just against the terms of service.
	Am I ruining your terms of service?
	Might as well have finished it, I suppose.
	How are you guys doing on this wonderful Thursday evening?
	Staying alive, hopefully.
	Not that it's easy to do.
	This is hard mode.
	Canada's probably one of the worst places to live right now.
	Oh my God.
	What is this thing made out of?
	It just will not stop burning.
	This is crazy.
	I've never seen this before.
	It's like accelerating.
	I have it lit and down pressed into the ashtray.
	And it's like, no, I'm going to just keep burning.
	These fucking Cuban cigars are something else.
	Like, they just can't go out.
	Is that how?
	Look at it.
	Is that what happens?
	I'm not.
	Look, it set the ashtray on fire now.
	What is this?
	Who gave me this?
	You know, it would be so easy to kill me.
	I just, I take stuff from people all the time.
	And I have no, like, who gave me?
	I don't know where this came from.
	I have no idea.
	And I'm like, I'm just going to, it could be art.
	It could be fentanyl.
	I don't know.
	Fuck it.
	It's a cigar that doesn't.
	I mean, I have never seen anything like this in my life.
	And this is still burning.
	This is, I probably shouldn't be smoking this.
	What is going on here?
	It's a strange smell.
	What is happening?
	Hey, at least it's on stream.
	So that would be good for somebody's content, I guess.
	Idiot dies smoking fentanyl cigar.
	Massad's new tricks.
	Find out more.
	Like and subscribe for our fucking content.
	I'm sorry, I just kind of want to put this fire out before I...
	It's going to really distract me.
	My autism.
	Are you like, can you guys see the smoke coming out of this thing?
	What did you give me, boys?
	Like, should my, my lungs feel fine, though, too, right?
	And I don't know why.
	Like, they probably shouldn't be.
	Somebody's watching in horror.
	Like, he should be, he should be so dead.
	He's supposed to burst into flame from the inside out.
	That cigar was made out of experimental alien space incendiary technology that we've developed specifically to kill him.
	And that doesn't, this is a mind-blowing.
	Okay, this is outrageous.
	There's the top of this thing.
	Fine.
	No oxygen.
	See how you burn now.
	Let's see how magic you are now.
	Fight white man science.
	Burn without oxygen.
	We'll see about that.
	Just think.
	Oh.
	All right.
	I don't know where to put this now because my ashtray is covered up because it's a toxic waste hazard and could potentially be a crime scene.
	Phil, you hang on to this for me, will you?
	Put this over there.
	Can I trust you with this?
	Put that there.
	Is that your jeet in the tree?
	How did he get in the?
	Why is he in the tree?
	Elf on a shelf, right?
	I know about elf on a shelf.
	Yeetin ajit.
	I don't know what that means.
	Is that Indian for something?
	Yeetin.
	Yeetin ajit?
	Yeetin ajit.
	What does that mean?
	Yeetin?
	Oh, it's three.
	Yeetin a jeet.
	Oh, okay.
	So that's it.
	That's his, what he does for the holidays.
	Some traditional, some families.
	You know what I realized?
	If this elf on a shelf thing continues forever, because all of the Christmas traditions and stuff we have started somewhere.
	Somebody just did something one time and it never ended.
	And I'm realizing now that elf on a shelf might be one of those.
	I remember when it started and I said, what the fuck is wrong with you people?
	Like, why are you in?
	Christmas is so much shit already.
	It is so fucking much already.
	And you're inventing more work to do, more things to do.
	Oh, also, mom and dad, before you go to bed, also, the elves have to have an elaborate adventure every day, every night, all the time.
	Because all the other parents, idiots, they're doing, so our kids like, why?
	So now, right?
	Like, that happened to everyone.
	Who else has been a victim of this?
	Secondhand, you know, women with too much time on their hands, bullshit.
	Because that's where that came from.
	Or actually, you know what?
	I bet elf on a shelf was invented, I mean, by the gender of a male, not a man.
	But that's probably where that came from.
	Initially, I wanted to say a gay man, but I don't think so.
	I think it's a guy who's not gay, but he's too afraid of women to talk to them.
	So he's in some kind of weird limbo zone.
	And elf on a shelf was his way of coping with that.
	So, but like, you know, Rudolph the Red-Nosed Ring.
	They just invented that, right?
	I think that's a Jewish guy wrote that song.
	He just made that up.
	That was just, like, that's not, it has nothing to do with Christmas.
	Think about it.
	There was no Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reign.
	It didn't exist.
	There was no such thing.
	And then all of a sudden, it exists and it's marketed everywhere because it's a fucking thing.
	And now it's synonymous with Christmas.
	It's here forever.
	I guarantee there were people in the first five years that go, are we still doing this fucking stupid Rudolph the Red?
	What are you talking about?
	This was hard.
	Are we all still doing this?
	Elf on a shelf.
	Elf on a shelf.
	Eating a Jeet.
	Jews in your pockets.
	There's all kinds of things going on around this time of year.
	Indians in the cupboard.
	Indians on the highway.
	Indians in an 18-wheeler.
	Crashing through the snow right into your home house, your own house.
	Some of the kids are dead.
	And the Jeets, they ran away.
	Be on the lookout for a guy who looks like this.
	And I just turned to my wife and said, holy shit, they all look the same.
	They all look the same.
	Everyone's the same.
	I'm making this up as I go.
	They all look the same.
	How would I know?
	That's a real thing, though.
	I don't know the word.
	This is a scientific term for this, but people of different races basically can't remember what anyone looks like from another one.
	It's almost impossible.
	It's very, it's crazy hard.
	Unless they're a celebrity or someone, like if I could pick out 50 cents out of a lineup, let's say, pretty sure.
	If it's like a, like, as of right now, because I know what he looks like, because I've seen him my whole life, you know, but some random black guy I met one time for five minutes, I would, I'd be like, I, it'd be hard.
	And it's the same family guy made a joke about this when the, I think Peter said something like that.
	Like, oh, you know, you're racist.
	You can't say that.
	And then there's a Japanese tourist in America and he's like, oh, look, Ethan Hulk.
	Oh, my God.
	Ethan Hulk.
	Everyone looks like Ethan Hawk.
	Like, white people all look the same.
	They say the same shit.
	Can you guys tell Japanese guys apart?
	Shut the fuck up.
	The same way you can other white guys.
	The difference between that is like, like the difference in one guy I know and another, if they're both white guys, like how my brain separates them visually, like how different their appearance is is as dramatic as like An Asian guy or a black guy.
	Like, it's pretty obvious they're not the same guy.
	Like, it's, I mean, I feel dumb even trying to have him to explain this.
	But for outside, you know, for other races, you know, I don't know if it's just because the way you grew up, you typically grow up amongst your own tribe, I guess.
	And then maybe your brain forms these kinds of what it does when it's filling out its pattern recognition software.
	But anyway, yeah, it's really hard.
	And it's like notoriously unreliable in court and stuff.
	They try to get people to pick witnesses out of it or get them out of the lineup.
	And they're like, I don't, you know, it's totally normal.
	It's just part of how the brain works.
	And, you know, they take advantage of it.
	But anyway, basically, elf on a shelf is a scam, I think, meant to destroy the nuclear family and empower the Jews.
	That's what I think that is.
	So I don't have a plan.
	I didn't even advertise this stream because I'm going to be totally honest.
	I didn't want to do it at all at all.
	So I was like, or I can just, I can just go in with nothing and say, fuck it.
	And it's Christmas.
	I can do whatever the hell I want.
	And so I'm going to smoke a cigar and maybe I'll smoke some weed and do whatever the fuck I want for a couple hours.
	And that's pretty much that's pretty much all this is going to be.
	And it's not for any particular reason.
	It's just because I mean, I'll probably might even just delete the stream.
	Like I've totally separated whatever this is from everything else today because I just sometimes I forget that I'm in charge.
	You know?
	I'm like, I got to do this and I got to do that fucking bad.
	Like, and then I, and then later in the day, I'll be, you know, still like, fucking all the shit I got to do.
	And I'm like, you know, hitting a bag or something.
	And I'm like, you know, it's you that's, you know, making you do these things.
	I'm like, Jay, he's a fucking, you know, you could just not do.
	I guess so.
	Like, what is wrong with me?
	Do you guys, does anybody else do that?
	Like, you know, I have to go to work, but like, I don't.
	I can just not do it.
	Like, I don't, if I don't do the stream or if I don't do it the right way, like, if I don't do what I normally intended to do, you know, I'm not going to get fired.
	Like, so what?
	And it's probably like, there's like nobody in here right now because I didn't advertise it and I broke the routine.
	You see what I mean?
	So we're way off the tracks.
	We're in uncharted territory.
	We're an unexplainable.
	We're going to weird places now.
	And it's Christmas themed.
	And there's no fucking scroll bar anymore because it pisses.
	It pissed me off.
	So it's fucking gone now.
	I'm unhinged.
	It's Christmas and this is just water, but you're not wrong to consider I don't know what's going on in that cup right now, but it's fucking water.
	Like, this is this is me.
	You know, um, Rogan said this once.
	They're talking about cannabis and stuff.
	And he said, thank you, Albert.
	New York is starting a maid suicide program.
	Interesting.
	I'm going to check that in a second.
	Thank you, sir.
	I appreciate that.
	Merry Christmas.
	I don't remember what I was talking about.
	Rogan.
	Yeah, he said, and I think he's bright.
	I think he's very right because I've since experimented with this.
	And it's totally true.
	In smaller amounts.
	Like, if you get ripped out of your mind on weed, like you're, you might as well be shit fake.
	Like, you're not doing anything good.
	You're just existing and annoying.
	If there's other people around, you're annoying.
	And if you're by yourself, which hopefully, because you, you know, you're a mess.
	You think you're not, but you, you're like a retarded 80-year-old.
	Like, that's you're useless.
	You know, no one wants to be around.
	Oh, it's so fun.
	They're the funnest at parties.
	Like those guys, you know, when I was in high school, that's what they were like.
	So I was like, I never wanted to smoke weed ever.
	I was like, that doesn't look fun at all.
	You just turn into a raisin person and they're just like giggling and retarded and don't know anything.
	And then they get really suspicious of everyone.
	But in, you know, more normal amounts.
	It's kind of like a focus enhancer more than anything.
	You know, some people will say they get paranoid and they get anxious or they get whatever, which, you know, happens to me sometimes.
	And for a while, like a couple years ago, maybe, it just, it happened constantly every time.
	And I was like, what is going on?
	I used to do this to relax.
	And now I just, you know, everything, every one of my problems becomes that much more focused.
	And then I realized, or it was around the time he was talking about that.
	And he's like, yeah, it just, whatever you're already focused on, wherever your mind goes, it's going to be way more, it's like going from widescreen to narrowed vision, you know?
	Like other parts of your brain are completely oblivious to, you know, because you're kind of stoned.
	So you're kind of retarded.
	But whatever you are focusing on, it gets like extra.
	It's like you're drawing power from the rest of the ship to do this, only this now.
	But the thing is, like, that's up to you, though.
	You know, you can just think about something else and then it's over and then you're, it's doing something else.
	Like it's, it's that easy.
	And I thought that was funny because I was like, is that true?
	Like, yeah, you just, it's like, oh, wherever you want to take your own mind.
	And it's just going to kind of kind of do that.
	So if you're the type of person that worries a lot and, or, you know, if you're paranoid already, you know, it'll easily, you know, it will inhale, it will make everything that way.
	But anyway, the point is, you know, Ferry hates it, but I'm like, listen, I was suspicious.
	I was suspicious because I saw some things.
	I saw a Holocaust documentary that I thought was kind of hilarious and suspicious.
	And then I saw Ryan Dawson and he was saying some stuff.
	And I thought, you know what?
	This Ryan Dawson guy, that sounds what he's talking about sounds also suspicious.
	These are the kinds of suspicions that I was having.
	It was these suspicions.
	He's having also like a totally random, like that guy is saying, he's talking about the things I'm suspicious about.
	So I'm going to investigate more of what he's talking about.
	And, you know, and he's pointing things out.
	And then I thought, ooh, this is getting, this is getting crazy.
	I need to, I need to relax a little bit.
	So I, so right at that time in my life, I actually got a prescription from this from the military on my way out.
	And then I thought, well, now I'm really going to pay attention.
	And now I'm really, now I'm hardcore noticing.
	And like, there's literally a fog of hatred forming in front of my own face right now.
	So you could say that it's very anti-Semitic, this plant.
	This plant, I don't know how it got legal.
	Like, it's a, it's a double-edged sword, you know?
	They shouldn't have allowed this.
	It does definitely make some people, you know, lazy and, you know, unproductive and so on.
	I know some people that are fairly surprisingly, they seem fine.
	They work.
	They do, you know, which they seem to be okay.
	It really depends on the person, I guess.
	You know, and again, in like a nor not, you know, you're just sitting at home all day.
	It's you're an idiot.
	You know, I don't know how many people that are like that.
	I don't know that many.
	That's another thing about the kind of like a stereotype.
	There certainly are some.
	There are guys and there are people I know who just smoke weed all day and they're just, you know, never buried in bills and stress and problems.
	It's like you're high all the time.
	When do you do?
	When do you have time to fix anything that you're doing?
	You don't.
	You're just anyway.
	There's some, but a lot of people are just, it's more of a, you know, in the same way that some people will have a drink, you know.
	There are some people that do that, but there was a lot of there was a lot of suspicious things to be noticed.
	A lot.
	A lot.
	And more than suspicious things, there were things being said about me about, you know, indirectly, but like generally, like me, everyone around me by the suspicious people that I thought was like homicidal and wasn't basic.
	It was threats.
	They were threats and they were.
	They were celebrating death and and saying some really you know insane things about annihilating us and, and you know, using is Islam to as a broom to sweep Europe off the face of the earth, like I mean, that's pretty much a direct quote, it was something like that.
	So I'm like, oh man, I just if I notice any more of this I'm, and then you get down, and then you get down the the old WW rabbit hole and, oh man, there there's a lot of, a lot of suspicious stuff going on there.
	Yeah, and you know what's changed?
	All the complaining, I don't, I honestly don't care that there was a terrorist attack and a bunch of people got killed in Australia.
	That I don't, I don't give a shit, I don't care, like because I've been paying attention for a long time, and those people that get upset when I say something like that are idiots.
	You're a child who's not even living in real life.
	Okay, there's been people getting wiped out every minute of every day non-stop, for there's a war going on.
	Some people just recently, just last, whenever it was the uh, the Ukrainian girl on the bus who got slashed open and killed for no reason uh, people were like, oh my god.
	I was like I've seen hundreds of those.
	This is where.
	Where have you been?
	Oh, we need.
	We need anti-semitism yours.
	Maybe you shouldn't have just genocided them all, though.
	Like, let's consider that first.
	Let's put on the table at least that maybe if you try to annihilate people they might strive to strike back out of, even even if they can't win just out of you, because you're you're genociding them.
	You know what I mean?
	Um, is that possible at all?
	Could anyone?
	Could anyone conceive of that?
	Is that conceivable?
	Is it conceivable because, is that?
	Is that even remotely possible, that if you were being genocided off the face of the earth by an openly declared genocidal, you know maniac cult regime that to baby ding dongs and does all kinds of other suspicious things, do you think maybe some of them could go you and just shoot up a picnic and kill a bunch of people out of like?
	Because you, because the madness that your mind would eventually be driven to, being consumed by death and murder and war all the time, forever, like your entire life, maybe, especially if you were born in that part of the world and came from there.
	I mean, it's very conceived.
	You're desensitized to violence completely.
	Did you see the video of them just casually taking people out?
	Like, these guys were not their first rodeo, man.
	They were not in any, they were calm as a cucumber, not even really panting, not even really take, they're kind of just taking their time, standing there, like, I'm just going to shoot people until they get me.
	Like, straight up.
	Do you think that just happened overnight?
	Like, there's no awareness at all that any, I mean, there is.
	They fucking know exactly, right?
	But the gaslighting, they never accept responsibility for anything.
	Never have I heard it one time ever.
	You ever hear the Jews apologize about anything?
	Have you ever heard that in your life?
	Here's another thing I've never heard in my life.
	I have never heard in my life the Jews say, thank you so much, white people.
	You are our heroes without your epic sacrifices in Europe and around the world in the tens of millions of dead.
	And your countries and homes will never be the same.
	Entire generations of your best, strongest, most courageous men have been wiped out.
	Many of them before they were old enough to even produce children.
	Now you're left at home with the hiders and the bureaucrats and the I'm too important.
	I can't go to war.
	Those guys stay home and they get all the women because they go and they get to live and they get all the money and they're officers and stuff, right?
	All the brave, heroic, courage, they're dead or crippled and ruined.
	And nobody wants that.
	So who gets bread out of the blood there?
	Right.
	And that happened a couple of times.
	There was a couple of major wars.
	You maybe don't remember.
	So this is this.
	It's a huge, it's a huge, huge, huge loss that in terms of the quality of your population will take like we did not become stronger because of this.
	The United States became incredibly industrialized and made a pile of money.
	But at what cost?
	Have you seen America lately?
	Do you think that would have happened if that war had ever happened?
	If America had been left minded its own business and just like, why would we like even, you know, what did Canada lose?
	Like 67,000?
	60-something thousand.
	If they all have two children each, it's 120,000 plus the 60, so that's, you know, and they all have two children each and they all have, and that would be right around now, this today.
	And that's, I mean, that's a low number back then.
	I mean, people were having five, six, eight kids and stuff back then.
	So when you think about it, all the people that we lost then, if they had not been killed, it would have been maybe more like 500,000 people.
	Entire families.
	Entire families that never, entire Canadian families that never existed.
	You know why?
	Because we had to fight the Nazis.
	So you know what I'd like to hear for the first time in my life?
	I'd love to hear thank you, white people, for that incredible sacrifice of your families.
	Generations of damage, cities destroyed.
	I'd like to see a giant monument a hundred feet tall Of all kinds of things, I want to see the guys getting off of the boats at Juneau Beach.
	I want to see paratroopers landing into swamps and drowning to death because that happened to these fucking poor guys.
	I want to see all of the instances of the worst, scariest, most awful, oh my God, that our boys did.
	And I want you to put that up and say this is a gesture of our appreciation because we wouldn't exist without you.
	If it weren't for this, we would all be dead.
	We wouldn't even be alive because the Nazis and all of that, right?
	Gee, I just feel a little underappreciated at times.
	And they're going to go around finger wagging all the time saying, oh, you can and you got it.
	Hey, shut the fuck up, Jews, and say thank you for World War II.
	Until you say thank you, I say Merry Christmas.
	Okay, that's the kind of fucking mood I'm in today.
	We wish you a Merry Christmas.
	It's just one of those days.
	I'm just going to guilt you for decades.
	I'm just going to guilt you and ask for stuff and take money and guilt you and guilt you and say oh, I need this and I need that.
	I guilt you and guilt you and guilt you.
	Oh, and now I'm going to kill everybody right in front of you on live TV and say it's not happening.
	Oh!
	Oh, somebody shot some of our people!
	Oh, I'm the ultimate victim.
	No one's ever been victimized like me before.
	You wouldn't understand how much of a victim I am.
	It's beyond your capacity to understand, as a victim, how much of a victim that.
	It's just one of those days feeling like a freight train.
	First one people hey, one of them survived.
	You just locked up.
	That's been mine.
	To get up, your best bet is to stay away.
	Motherfucker, it's just one of those days.
	It's all about adhesive, Phil.
	You can't even take care of your own screen.
	Take care of your own screen, Phil.
	Why's yours?
	Yours didn't get updated.
	I, what do you even do?
	You're worse than Pierre Polyev.
	They're worse than the entire conservative party who doesn't do a fucking thing about anything.
	It's such a, like...
	I'll make you guys a deal.
	You guys pay me double and I'll just do.
	I'll do weed streams every time.
	You pay me double and we'll just do weird.
	That's the model I'm gonna have to use guys, because it's not working.
	I got to do an OnlyFans type subscription model.
	Now I got to do weird shit for money.
	I got to hold myself out because we, you know it just has to.
	It has to be like that now.
	So I don't know I'll, but you know I never.
	I am so sick of all this too, but sometimes I mean it does.
	It does make me feel better to just uh right, and I guess I guess that's what a lot of other people are doing.
	I guess that's why they listen to it.
	I have no idea why it's like a therapeutic thing, but it is.
	But, like, why hasn't anyone said that before?
	How has no one pointed this out before?
	Like, why haven't I seen that all over the time?
	I could just, I think I said it or thought it a couple of times, but like this time, I'm just like, okay, this is the whole world right now.
	Oh, the Jews!
	Oh, did you forget there's like mass murdering?
	Like, what are, what are you doing?
	Oh, they shocked how many, like 20 people?
	Ooh.
	Yeah, that's been happening.
	That's where have you been?
	That's, that's something that's been going on for a minute.
	Yeah.
	Yeah.
	At one time, one of them was in a truck is shooting a machine gun out the window into crowds of hundreds of people and just throwing grenades.
	It's crazy.
	It was in France.
	Remember that one?
	No?
	Oh, there's a lot of these.
	This is happening all the time.
	We were actually overdue, to be honest.
	I was surprised.
	It hasn't been, it's been a while, but it's getting close to Christmas time.
	And Canada's been warned several times.
	So I expect there's a very high probability of an attack in Canada because there have been two articles printed in the National Post and the other one was the maybe the Globe and Mail.
	No.
	Or maybe it was.
	Snoop Dogg.
	Weeds Free Fun.
	Well, we're getting there.
	Thank you, sir.
	And Albert as well.
	And I don't even know if I was not paying attention to Rumble, but nobody's, I didn't advertise anything, so it's probably nobody.
	Oh, there's one.
	Nutboy.
	I want to wish you and your family Merry Christmas.
	Thank you for everything.
	See you next year.
	Cheers.
	Thank you, man.
	Yeah, I'm going to be taking a break after this for a while.
	I've got a lot to do, and I'm very demand.
	I don't know how to do everything at once.
	Where is there?
	Yeah, I didn't, I didn't plan any of this today so, and I don't believe in I mean to a point the idea that you should always maintain like this, you know um, it's like
	a caricature or a uh, it's fake.
	That's what it is, um.
	Attitude of just, you know, perpetual optimism and just all the time.
	It's not normal.
	It's not real.
	And, you know, it's really bad for a lot of people, man.
	Like, things are really awful.
	And I don't feel like telling everybody everything's great and it's all going to work out.
	I don't think that's helpful.
	Because to me, it would not be helpful.
	because I know that's not true, but the, you know, the other side of it is you do not also just become this anchor on morale either, because that's terrible.
	You know, you got to shoot that guy.
	It's going to get everybody else messed up.
	But I think it's better to just acknowledge it, that it is difficult.
	And persevere anyway, rather than pretend like it's a, you know, everything's a piece of cake.
	Everything's awesome.
	Because I've also, I've been that, um, the other guy, I've been the type of person who would I need to, I need to believe it, you know, I can't just hear it and go, oh, well, good.
	Um, if I don't believe it myself in my own head, like it doesn't work.
	Like I would not believe somebody who behaves that way and acts that way.
	I just, it's not relatable.
	Or worse, you know, I've also been, you know, a person, you know, weaker than that, that then in the face of that, I, you know, feel inferior or there's something wrong with me.
	How, how, how are these guys like, you know, fine and I am not fine.
	So how oh, piece of cake.
	Like, okay.
	You say so.
	But the truth is in the middle, it's, you know, you had to, I had to learn this.
	You know, it's, it's part of the mentality, you know, you have to, you're saying it out loud and projecting that attitude and doing these things because it kind of, it kind of generates its own outcome.
	There's a weird, and it's, it's in, it's in, it's in weird places in life, intense places, but in the warrior, you know, kind of culture world, there's that, it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy.
	Like you're not supposed to dwell on, do not think or dwell on negative things.
	Like you're going to die or you're going to this or you're going to like do literally do not think those things.
	Don't talk about, don't even because it, I mean, you know, old soldierly live sales kind of thing.
	Like it, it will happen.
	And I experienced that.
	That happened to my roommate.
	He was petrified.
	I mean, he didn't say this, but he brought it up to me three or four different times over a year.
	So it's on his mind.
	So how many times did he actually think about it that he didn't bring it up?
	Do you always think about like what it would be like to get smashed in one of these IEDs?
	Like, right?
	I was like, I just don't even think about it, man.
	Like, I try not to.
	Like, why would you?
	And he just couldn't stop, you know.
	And he would get into real detail about it.
	So he was really, you know, he's like, I think this would happen and that would happen and then this and that.
	And that's exactly what happened to him.
	I'm not saying he caused it, but I mean, it's like you're attracting that fate to yourself and you to it, like, like a magnet, like you're pulling it out of the ether or bringing them closer together or whatever.
	Like you're already going there.
	Don't, you're already playing in the tiger den.
	Like, don't start throwing that out into the universe.
	They've done studies on water.
	Frozen water, technically.
	I don't remember the name of this experiment, but there was a Japanese guy, I think.
	And he labeled a bunch of different water samples with different words.
	Good word, positive words, bad words.
	Fuck you.
	I'll kill you.
	Shit like this.
	I love you.
	All these different things.
	And then, you know, let them sit for a while.
	They froze them.
	And then under a microscope, they all formed different patterns corresponding to the frequency of the communication.
	Like something, somehow they did this.
	Like with sound, you can put a bunch of salt or sand or something on one of these one of these little vibrational devices they have, and you can turn the frequency and they'll move into different geometric shapes depending on what the frequency is.
	It'll just rearrange itself like a magic.
	So they did it again, but with verbal, they didn't just write it on the water.
	They like said it to the and like yelled it at it or something or like, you know, and they, and the results were way more pronounced.
	So they're like, okay, so that's even more powerful than thinking it or writing it.
	Saying it out loud is like a whole thing.
	And, you know, I was like, fuck.
	That's creepy.
	Wait a minute.
	I'm remembering like weird, like random Bible verses and like just odd shit I've seen throughout the world.
	It's like, watch your tongue, watch them.
	What?
	Guard your mouth.
	What?
	What is why?
	What is what's going on?
	What are they not telling me?
	Whoa, I made a lot of mistakes.
	I have not been careful at all.
	I've sprecked so many things.
	A mouth of mass destruction.
	Anyway, I just, you know, you have to, I don't believe in this just, you know, Superman persona that some people try to pull out because it's just not real.
	And, you know, real people need other real people to connect and relate to and, you know, you can't – and plus you'll go crazy, you know.
	But, yeah, it's really not good out there.
	I remember the first one of these I did.
	I remember I played that song.
	I've been playing it every year since.
	This is like the seventh year now.
	I heard it, I think on the radio on like one of these satellite radio channels or something.
	I remember where it was on the way to the gym and it was around Christmas time.
	And I actually used it like days later on this, on the, on like one of these streams, like the fourth or fifth one I think I ever did.
	I was like, I'm going to use that song.
	It's a great song.
	I love that song.
	The guy's voice is just incredible.
	But I remember thinking, like, I'm just going to play this song every year.
	And I've just kept doing it.
	And it's been seven years, I think, or six.
	I'm not really counting.
	And it's hard to, it's hard to, you lose track of time.
	You know, it's Canada.
	It's dark most of the year.
	Then you go to jail sometimes.
	And like, who knows what's going on, really?
	I don't know.
	You know what goddamn day it is.
	Good morning, Sergeant Major.
	How do you know what kind of goddamn day it is?
	Awful nice hour today, Sergeant Major.
	Awful nice hour today, Sergeant Major.
	What are you, the fucking weatherman now?
	Guys love that stereotype because it makes them feel safe.
	He's on our side.
	He's crazy, you know.
	He looks very hard to kill.
	I like him.
	I like that he's on our team.
	He scares me a little bit.
	Me too.
	That's the best Sergeant Major.
	If you're not a little bit afraid of your Sergeant Major, he's not a very good Sergeant Major.
	He needs to be kind of frightening.
	He needs to be kind of unhinged.
	He needs to be, he needs to, he needs to exude, like he could kill any of you at any time he wants to.
	He might.
	Like he's a little volatile.
	He seems Intense seems to he seems determined, you know.
	Like, I don't, I don't think I want to.
	I don't think if he, if he says, go do this shit, I'll be like, yeah, I got it.
	Yep, I'm just going to go do that immediately because he might do things.
	There was a guy there was in the second battalion, which was right before I got there, who used to just like smash, like, probably maybe a while before I got there, maybe like late 90s.
	But like, huge dude with, and he would just whack them with this pay stick and he was like a monster.
	Like, what are you going to do?
	Fight him?
	Like, you're like, fuck.
	He was just this tyrant.
	And funny enough, one of the guys I just visited in Newfoundland who's buried there, who was killed on my deployment, was a guy like that.
	But he was a little guy.
	He was tiny, like not tiny.
	He's about my size, a little smaller than me.
	And I was like, probably 140, 45 pounds at the time.
	He was short.
	He's probably like 5'8, 5'7.
	He wasn't a tall big, but he was fucked dude.
	He was intense.
	He just, you know, nobody wanted to, you know, everyone kind of just avoided him a bit because it's like, I don't want him to come over here.
	Because if he sees him doing something wrong, he's going to fucking lose his mind.
	He might murder me.
	He had no time for shit.
	He was just, ah, you know, it's the principals coming, basically, you know, you're like, fuck.
	But he was this little guy.
	That always kind of fascinated me, you know, because it's like, what was it about him that made him give off that impression versus, you know, any of these other guys, you know?
	Because he wasn't physically intimidating, but he was kind of intimidating anyway.
	He was in great shape, also.
	He wasn't like a slob, but he wasn't like that.
	He wasn't Brock Lesnar, you know what I mean?
	But there's just this, you know, intensity about him.
	And I think, I mean, there's people like that in all kinds of different areas in life, but I think that comes from people who have really truly like they are exactly where they're supposed to be.
	You know, they're doing exactly what they want to be doing.
	Not for money or kind of, it's bigger than that, right?
	And that's, he was definitely that guy.
	You know, this, this guy was the army.
	Okay.
	Like he should have been the RSM.
	Like he would have been.
	He would have been the fucking, he would have been the top on the list of guy in the whole regiment, probably.
	Like he would have been in the conversation for sure.
	He was just that guy.
	He was a young sergeant.
	You know, I'm almost nine years older than he ever got to be already.
	Like, and that's something else they should say thank you for.
	I don't hear a lot of thank yous.
	I hear a lot of complaints.
	I hear a lot of complaints from a lot of people about us all the time.
	And it occurs to me that I don't hear a lot of gratitude.
	Because that's just one instance of many examples where our folks were kind enough to sacrifice their lives in the pursuit of some form of righteousness or some form of perceived justice or something.
	And not too many other people were doing that.
	Nobody else in the world actually was doing that.
	Like, hey, you can come live at our house.
	We'll feed you.
	For the first time ever, you could, here, have education.
	Here, have science.
	Have food.
	Have stuff.
	Hey, there you go.
	That's sort of the, oh, are you, are you guys enslaved by a cannibalistic nightmare cult?
	Ooh.
	Jesus, this is mental.
	They're eating people.
	This is an unholy, massive, nightmarish ghoul crazy.
	They're eating hearts right out of being.
	I think we got to stop these people.
	We got to get rid of it.
	I think we better liberate these people from living like that.
	Were we supposed to leave them that way?
	The Spanish were such bastards.
	They were such bastards to annihilate the regime of a cult that ate human people and cut hearts out of their chests and sacrificed potentially tens of millions of people.
	It's an insane, you know.
	Are we, I guess, good thing that's not here anymore?
	Good thing that's wish that was still here.
	Oh, man.
	Wish we had the Aztecs back or whoever that was.
	I can't remember which one.
	I think it was the Aztecs.
	Colonial Union.
	Like, it's all the shaming and the guilting is so stupid.
	Like, no, no, that's not what happened.
	And I don't care what you say because you know what?
	Everybody's got an opinion.
	And there's thousands of opinions about everything out there.
	And I know what I know.
	And you're wrong.
	And I don't care what you think.
	Right.
	I'm at peace with all of that.
	I don't.
	It's like people say, you know, don't go that way.
	Like, I'm already going this way.
	I don't care.
	I've already independent of anything you've ever could or would say or do.
	I'm going this way.
	I don't.
	Goodbye, blocked elite, basically.
	Like, I don't care.
	I don't know if I'm at that kind of level, but that he was, or, you know, some other people I've met who are just, they've, they've.
	They've pretty much fully or have fully become who they're supposed to be.
	You know, people like that are very strong.
	I've noticed.
	And I think everybody's path to getting there is different.
	I think it's deliberately different.
	And it has to be because if it was all the same thing, it would be easy.
	We would all.
	But you're born and you're not immediately who you're supposed to be.
	You have to get there.
	There is a job.
	There is a map of sorts.
	There's an instruction.
	There are things you have to do.
	There are going to be inbuilt in challenges and difficulties and problems in your life that are there deliberately, right?
	Intentionally, because on the other side of those, if you are successful, you become closer to where you're supposed to be going, to becoming the person you're supposed to be.
	And then when you get there or the further you go, I don't know if you ever get there.
	I think it might just keep going forever.
	But the further you go, the stronger and better they seem to become, in my opinion.
	And I don't think people are here to suppose to be a piece of shit.
	I don't think it works that way, but whatever it is, whatever the deficiency or problem or whatever it is, you know, holding somebody back or whatever phobia, whatever, whatever it is is wrong with them or something, or, you know, maybe a lot of things.
	That's the, that's the job, you know.
	Like I was a weak person, and I didn't like that.
	I didn't want to be that.
	I knew I was, though.
	You're 16, 17, and I didn't grow up on a farm or in a fishing boat or anything like that.
	I played video games and, you know, did judo for a couple of weeks.
	You know, I'm looking to join the army, right?
	I was very, I was very non-confrontational, if you can believe that.
	I took a lot of shit.
	So it's a very empathetic, sensitive, you could say, child in person.
	So I got taken advantage of a lot.
	I got abused a lot by a lot of people.
	And I didn't want to make it worse so I wouldn't confront or I just got, you know, fucked around a lot.
	And nobody respects you when you're weak.
	And that's why they do it to you.
	I don't know how to fix that.
	But I always, you know, I always admired the guys in the military.
	They're like my heroes.
	That was the most heroic.
	That was the coolest thing anyone could do to me at that time as a kid.
	To me, there was nothing more awesome than that.
	That if there was a problem that required lethal for, like, we're at war or what did you have?
	The guys going to actually do that job, to do the real fight, not like, oh, I was in the army and I fucking, oh, did you take spreadsheets?
	Oh, geez, was the lobster dry?
	Oh, did you fucking look at air data from a weather balloon?
	Nobody makes movies about you.
	Nobody gives a shit.
	There's not usually, you know, a lineup around the block and down the street.
	And it's like, oh, no vacancy to get into like the infantry, you know, on the first wave that hits the beach or something, you know?
	So I just immediately, that whole thing was like, holy shit.
	I just grasped like the gravity of what was about to happen.
	You know, I think I watched, when did Saving Private Ryan come out?
	I probably watched that when he came out.
	I was probably 12 or 13.
	Jesus, you know, I think I went with my dad and he's like, fuck, this is way too crazy.
	Oh, boy.
	Oh, well, he's ruined now.
	So I was like 11, maybe.
	My son is like, I can't imagine.
	Oh, my God.
	No way.
	Oh, no.
	I guess now I got to traumatize my son with hardcore violent movies because otherwise he's going to grow up soft.
	You know, I barely made it, right?
	So I got to at least give him the same ruin now.
	But I'm like, I'm, again, like an empath kind of a person.
	I'm like putting myself in the position of all these individual people involved.
	And I'm just like, this is, you know, probably, this is the most serious thing happening in the fucking world, obviously, at that point in time, right?
	Like, this is it.
	This is the Super Bowl of all things going on.
	Oh, is there a fucking horse race today?
	Nobody gives a shit.
	Civilization is on the line.
	It's like, it's like return of the Jedi over there.
	What are you talking about?
	Who gives a fuck?
	So you obviously have to be involved.
	And if you're going to be involved, I want to push pencils.
	No, I want to be like right there.
	Like, where is the war?
	Do you know where the war is?
	It's when these two guys are trying to kill each other.
	They're in like a hand-to-hand struggle for a bayonet on the ground.
	That's the war.
	That's where it is.
	Machine gunning fucking six people from the side of a rooftop in a great field.
	That's where it is.
	That's where the war, right there, where their bodies are coming apart.
	Like chunks of stuff is flying off of them and spattering all over that.
	That's where the war is.
	That's where it is.
	It's not on your fucking boat.
	It's not in your fucking command bunker.
	It's not in your fucking aircraft.
	It's not in the fucking Coast Guard aero tool.
	It's right there.
	That's where it is.
	Okay.
	That's where the war is.
	And everything else further away than that is less pure.
	It's less.
	You're further away.
	It's a place.
	It's a dimension of unto itself that you have to be there to understand fully.
	It's like a weird time and space are different.
	It slows down.
	It's bizarre.
	It's fucked.
	It's a very intense experience.
	It's not something that General Jenny or any of these idiots would know anything about.
	And they're talking about going to war with this army that doesn't exist.
	You're all going to die.
	Just letting you know you're being sent to your desk.
	But I really wanted to be a part of that somehow or in a safe way.
	You know, I was not rushing forward into any kind of situation.
	And I joined the reserves first.
	And it was right after 9-11, though.
	But we weren't really, I mean, it's Canada.
	We don't even have, you know.
	But we did start to get involved.
	And a few years later, they asked for volunteers to go on a fighting deployment, you know, in Kandahar, where it was the Wild West, we were told.
	And it was when they were asking about, you know, talking about like it was rumored that it was coming and that they would have to, you know, fan out the troops and say, who wants sin on, you know, whatever.
	And I was just kind of listening to this in the CQ office there.
	And there's a couple of Patricia sergeants from the PPCLI out west and they're doing their reserve gig, like retirement posting.
	They're on the way out.
	They're my age, you know, early 40s, late 30s.
	And we're like, I was like 17.
	No, I would have been 19, I guess.
	And these guys are like, you know, the coolest dudes in the world to us.
	You know what I mean?
	They're like, when you have guys like that, especially in the reserves or like, it's different a lot of play.
	Or like I say, it depends on the level.
	Like a regular force airborne veteran Patricia sergeant with, you know, five, six, seven deployments in a reserve unit full of teenagers is fucking, he can do whatever he wants now.
	He, he's their, he's their god now.
	And then, you know, and you go to like a regular force unit.
	If like some legendary badass from like JTF2 shows up, like he is now God.
	Like he is the god.
	They were.
	It's this weird like warrior hierarchy where they all, it's like pyramids up to like the scariest man.
	So, like, and under him, there's other pockets of scary, less scary men who follow a less scary guy and all the way down to me who's like impressed with these, you know.
	And they were, they were great dudes.
	They were honestly like solid, hard, you know, pretty sick dudes.
	So, but it was my first experience with like man world, really.
	You know, I just just legally able to drink.
	And I'm, you know, a soft kid from Picto, really.
	I haven't really.
	And these two guys are talking about this deployment that they heard is coming.
	And I, and they're like, I heard one of them say, Ken Har.
	He's like, yeah.
	The other guy said, in a tone that was like, yeah, you know.
	And he goes, that's the fucking, that's cowboy town, man.
	That's the Wild West.
	And he's like, yep.
	I thought, whoa, uh-oh.
	So I was like, oh, shit.
	You were like, this is, this is it.
	I was just so excited.
	There was no question in my mind.
	Like, I had to do it.
	I was, it was happening.
	I was going.
	It was like, I wonder what's going to happen.
	It was never like, should I go?
	I'm too scared.
	I just was doing it.
	It wasn't up to me.
	It's like, I had to now.
	And they asked for volunteers, and those of us that went, we went.
	But I remember the, yeah, just the tone.
	I'd never heard that before.
	Like grown men, tough guys, serious guys that you respect, talk in a way that they sounded concerned, you know?
	They were right to be concerned.
	Thanks, Brian.
	Man, it says you're appreciated.
	I want to wish you and Morgan and your family a Merry Christmas.
	Thank you.
	You too.
	I didn't see the.
	Oh, yeah, Al was telling me about a made program or something.
	Oh, there's a bunch over here on Rumble.
	Sorry, I'm ignoring you guys.
	Not on purpose.
	I'm going to pretend that it is, though, because it just makes it more interesting.
	Fucking Rumble's gum.
	Rumble and the entropy refugees.
	The remnants of all these different channels I've had over the years.
	I haven't even.
	Are the lights on?
	They are.
	I didn't.
	You guys like my shirt?
	Yeah.
	This is what I'm doing now.
	I'm not, I would never do this, right?
	I would never do this kind of shit.
	The lights, the whole decorate, like this is Morgan, obviously.
	I hope that's obvious.
	And the way, and if the girls are like, how did you get him to do it?
	Listen, you have to make it almost, you have to make it so easy for us to do this that it's, it's only, it's hardly any extra work at all.
	Like, it's barely anything.
	And then we'll do it.
	Most of the deck, she already did all that.
	All I had to do is turn this on.
	This was already like hung up right in my face.
	I'm like, mother of God.
	You know?
	But without that, if I had to go source it, I would never do that.
	So if it wasn't for her, I'd just be sitting here around a milk crate.
	I might have got one of these from the dollar store, maybe.
	And this is, I don't even know if this fits.
	And I'd be like, whatever.
	Merry ho-ho or whatever the shit.
	Whatever the fuck.
	Where's my nuclear cigar?
	I want that back.
	It's gone.
	How has it gone?
	This is terrible, man.
	Do you think people tuned into this for the news, Phil?
	I've never, people used to say that.
	Well, I get in the news for you.
	I'm not the news.
	Where did it go?
	This is getting.
	Oh, I left it with him.
	Oh, I forgot about that.
	Well, you're right.
	I did say that.
	And he said, yeah, I told you it affects your brain and your memory.
	And I said, well, we argued about it.
	And I said, he's wrong.
	And stop.
	I just fuck him, though.
	Fuck him, though, right?
	He gets enough as it is.
	He's more popular than me.
	People like him better than me.
	He never gets arrested.
	He does all kinds of horrible shit.
	Never pays for it.
	Never once.
	I go to jail for months for shit that he allegedly did, you know, and I was in jail.
	He spent a bunch of my money, too.
	Hey, you know what?
	Him and Morgan have been weird too.
	I've caught them a couple of times.
	Just, I'm not saying anything.
	I'm just, I probably should leave it at that.
	I shouldn't say anything else.
	I feel like it's better if I just don't ask, you know?
	It's...
	It's like no one is going to be happy.
	Everything works right now.
	And I know if I go in there, it's not going to.
	And no one's going to win.
	So let's just fucking move on.
	There's no point.
	He's supernatural.
	What the fuck do you want me to do?
	He's got supernatural powers, okay?
	I have a fucking cigar.
	And this, I don't know where this came from.
	This shirt. Merry Christmas.
	I don't know.
	What do you want from me, guys?
	This is the experience tonight.
	This is what I'm doing today.
	I don't care otherwise.
	I just, this place is a fucking mess.
	We're here to survive, okay?
	What else is there to talk about?
	I don't know.
	There's a lot going on.
	But it's not any different than any other day.
	Jenstine says, hey, man.
	Thanks for the laughs.
	Thank you.
	Love you.
	Love you too, man.
	Thank you.
	Zeus says, don't shoot the messenger.
	For fuck's sakes.
	Don't talk for him.
	He's gagged for a reason.
	Your sweater is the same color as no.
	That's disgusting.
	This is not... The Rumble...
	the rumble people can see it and they're, and they're not going to be okay.
	And I can't say that because there's all kinds of other people that can't see that, but they'll hear it if I say it.
	And then they won't be okay.
	And it's already really bad.
	And you come in with this.
	And again, there's a reason why you're not allowed to speak.
	You're supposed to be in your cage.
	He is going to ruin Christmas.
	Phil thinks he's going to ruin Christmas.
	I think he might.
	That was horrible.
	Now, introducing our club support flag.
	On that note, this is old Blackie.
	It's a Canadian red end sign.
	However, it has our club shield on it.
	And it's in black and white, and it's very cool and very based.
	And we'll be selling them for, I don't know, like 60 bucks.
	And you can buy them at some point whenever I get around to that.
	But I'm high now, and I'm smoking a cigar.
	And I'm just here to, I'm just screwing around now.
	Because if I don't, bad things will happen.
	Bad things will happen to CRJ first.
	Because if he's around after, when the really bad things happen, they'll be that much worse because he's going to make them that much worse.
	Because he started it all in the first place.
	So I can't stop what's begun, but I can only, I can try to lean us away from it, you know?
	I can deploy the airbags, but he fucking did this to us.
	Everybody's sad for Christmas now.
	This is my sad flagged Christmas advertisement.
	No, guys, don't talk about old people incontinence in the chat.
	Come on.
	This is outrageous.
	I'm 39.
	We're not 65.
	Does that happen?
	I don't want to know.
	It's going to be one of these people that believes that they're perpetually 37 years old forever.
	I don't know.
	I did.
	I started telling people I was 40 years ago.
	Recently, last little while.
	You try it out first.
	That's how you get used to it.
	You don't just hang on to the last second and then you have a nervous breakdown.
	You can't do that.
	When I turned 30, I started saying I was 30 when I was 27.
	They're like, really?
	Yeah.
	Yeah, I'm 30.
	I'm 30.
	Say when I was 30, I'd already been 30 for three years.
	I mean, it wasn't a big deal.
	In my mind, it was real.
	In my mind, I've been 40 for about a year or two.
	I don't know, but that's close enough.
	And there's no escaping it.
	Just lean into the wind, you know, and if I ever feel sorry for myself about being 40, I think Donnie never got to be 30s one.
	32.
	Kevin never made it to 21.
	Right?
	And then I feel like a dick.
	And then I go back to being gratitude, thankful.
	Because that's what you should be.
	It only applies to us, though.
	Because apparently nobody upstairs is very grateful for anything.
	I...
	I just, I don't think, I think that's the best argument.
	I don't think nothing would have swayed me faster, actually, than that.
	Why aren't they thankful?
	Why don't you say thank you for that?
	Insane amount of sacrifice that went on.
	And I would tell the guys in the army who were like, no, what are you talking about?
	I'm like, how many Israeli battalions came with us into Kandahar in Iraq?
	How many Israeli special forces debts came with us any of those places?
	How many air sorties were flown by Israeli aircraft?
	How many close air support did the Israeli, how many?
	In fact, I think the only time Israeli artillery and air power was used in conjunction with Canadian forces is to kill them.
	To kill that poor major, UN outpost.
	Weird.
	Never heard of it?
	That was in 2006.
	Yeah, they bombed him with artillery and a bomb, and a 200 or 500-pound bomb, laser-guided.
	Oops.
	Oops.
	Killed three other, I think three other people at the UN outpost marked on a map.
	It had been there for years.
	It was very obvious.
	But it was another oopsie, another Jewish oopsie.
	So Haas von Krudner was his name.
	He was a Patricia captain, and he's dead also.
	He did.
	He was noting and reporting Israeli war crimes at the time, though.
	So something like that was going on.
	And anyway, they oopsied him with artillery and a bomb just to make sure they were really sure about their mistake.
	Suspicious, you know, I found it to be suspicious.
	I'm suspicious about that event.
	I suppose that will be illegal soon.
	I suppose having suspicions about very strange occurrences that, you know, people go, yeah, I don't know what that feeling is.
	That feeling is called the bullshit alarm.
	When someone tells you a story that doesn't make any sense and you're like, what?
	That means it doesn't make sense because they're lying to you.
	Because the truth makes sense, usually.
	Sometimes it can be very strange, but when you hear it, it's not what you're expecting.
	But then when you line it up, it's, oh, look at that.
	Like two sides of a court, right?
	It's not this looking, oh, it's shot all over the map.
	No, it kind of just, there we go.
	Huh.
	Yep.
	That seems to check out.
	That's a match.
	Look at that.
	A lot of that going on.
	A lot of confusing, a lot of things that don't make any sense.
	A lot of double standards, a lot of hypocrisy.
	A lot of holier than now, condescending, finger-wagging.
	You know, why should I give a shit about people who apparently think I'm the worst person in the world for existing, you know, trying to orchestrate my demise and all the, you know, like me generally, like us generally and me individually as a person, I've been targeted by these groups.
	Is it supposed to help my perception?
	Is that supposed to be made me less suspicious?
	Oh, I see.
	It's not.
	It's not making me less suspicious.
	So anyway, there I was, being a weak person and didn't like it.
	And I really wanted to be in the army.
	I really wanted to be in the infantry.
	And I was not equipped for that.
	I was very small and very not strong mentally, physically, nothing.
	I had no bare, I had my will to want to do it.
	That's all I had.
	And my autistic attention to I love that stuff anyway.
	Like if I care if I'm into something, I'm all in.
	And I was, you know, soaking it all up.
	I was a good student, but that's all I had.
	I suffered physically.
	It was very hard.
	First few years in the army were very hard.
	But they weren't now.
	Like looking back to see the exact same things that took place that at that time I thought, oh, this is a joke to me now.
	It's the same kind of distance as if I was 20 years old.
	Like when I would have been doing this 19, 18, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, starting around 20, I started to kind of figure it out a bit, but I'm still, it was, it was, I was hanging in there by 2021, but it was not, it wasn't easy.
	So to become a stronger person mentally, those are the kinds of things you have to do because that's all you have.
	You don't have, you know, athletically, I mean, I could run kind of fast, but you, you're not on a track team.
	You're wearing 90 fucking pounds of equipment everywhere.
	You're digging holes and you're hauling shit around and it's fucking grueling.
	You're like a, you know, you're better off being built like a football player than anything.
	Maybe not that big, but, you know, you need to have some, it's helpful to have some meat on you for sure, especially when it gets cold at night, which is every night almost without fail, you know, because you're freezing, you're soaking wet or you're sweaty or whatever.
	It just sucks.
	And it was just abuse, you know.
	And I was putting myself through it voluntarily over and over and over, year after year after year.
	And then, but that was necessary.
	That's what training is.
	It prepares you for the next stage.
	You know, you get used to the reserves, which is kind of a joke, but not at first.
	If you're not used to that kind of thing, it can be hard.
	Then you go to the regular army, which is going to be harder and so on and so on.
	And then you go do the real dance itself.
	And that's a whole other level.
	You know, like, ooh, training and shit is, yeah, it can be hard, but it's not that, it's a different kind of hard.
	This is the kind of hard that tests your sanity and your soul, really.
	It is going to, it's going to jack you up, man.
	You're going to feel some pain probably.
	Maybe physically, maybe all of it, you know, maybe you die, actually.
	That's a whole other thing you need to live with.
	And you'll feel shitty if you don't die because other guys did die and you didn't.
	And you're going to always feel kind of shitty about that.
	That's forever.
	It's like lifting weights, you know.
	How do you get, how do you get a bigger, physically stronger body?
	You got to, you got to stack it with stress.
	It can do what it can do, and that's why it looks like what it looks like.
	If you want it to do more, you have to give it more to do.
	If you want the arms to be bigger, you have to make them carry and make them work harder than they currently are because whatever you're doing is apparently, that's all it's worth.
	That's why you look like that, or that's why you have chicken legs because you don't use them for anything.
	Why wouldn't they look like that?
	Right?
	Why can't I fucking barely move my body?
	Because you never do.
	Why would you suddenly just be able to do like these big fat guys that think they're going to beat anybody up?
	It's hilarious.
	Like anybody, all you got to do is just keep him busy for 30 seconds and he's going to be exhausted.
	And do you have any idea how hard it is to fight when you're exhausted?
	It's not possible.
	You can't really hold up your hands.
	You can't move your feet.
	You're a sit and duck.
	It's horrible.
	And you'll just get beat the fuck up.
	So just hang in there for, I mean, within reason.
	Don't be Jake Paul.
	He's not going to gas out in 30.
	That's like Homer Simpson, that episode.
	He's not going to get tired, Homer.
	Yeah, no shit.
	He was in the Olympics, and he won the gold medal.
	He's pretty good.
	You're probably going to die.
	So I feel bad for him.
	He might be, unless he wins, then I'll be like, wow, if he wins, it literally would be the biggest upset in boxing history.
	That's correct.
	He's right about that.
	But that doesn't mean it's going to happen.
	Anyway, you got to apply stress.
	You got to make it stretch and do more than it currently has.
	And if you stop doing difficult, challenging things, it will regress.
	It'll shrink.
	Like that Huberman interview with Goggins, he was talking about this, the neuroscience of this.
	Doing things you don't want to do, doing difficult things and challenging things.
	It also maintains and grows your will to live.
	Like that's that part of your brain, the fighting part of your brain is not, you know, necessarily just there on its own.
	And this is why it's important that, you know, we do these things.
	This is part of the reason why the club exists.
	And it's not to, you know, I mean, it is kind of, there's a lot of fighting, yeah.
	But that's not why.
	That's not what it's for.
	These, these fools, these stupid people, these idiotic, effeminate, they have no idea what they're talking about.
	They're just hysterical, clucking chickens.
	It's like, it's very embarrassing for them if they knew what they looked like.
	If they appreciated how severely out of touch they were, they would probably die of humiliation.
	But they're too stupid to understand that.
	They'll never understand why that's true because they're not mentally fast enough.
	They don't have the upstairs horsepower to put that together.
	But it's not about the fighting.
	It's the it's what it produces.
	It's what it does for you.
	It's what kind of person you become through doing physically challenging mentally, spiritually.
	And this is one of the best ones.
	Every man that has never been in a fight is afraid to get in a fight.
	Every single one that lives.
	Being afraid of a fight your whole life means you will always be at the mercy of men who are not afraid to fight you.
	They will intimidate you and you will be pushed around and bullied in a situation when otherwise you may not have needed to be.
	You will miss out on better parts of life because you were intimidated, because you were easily intimidated.
	There are 15-year-olds, 14, 15-year-olds that I've trained with at boxing clubs who are more confident and intimidating than grown men that I know.
	This one kid's 15 and could probably break my jaw.
	He's probably 145, 150 pounds, but he walks around and carries himself like he's 30.
	And he's been doing this his whole life.
	The discipline, the training, the pain, the anxiety, the fear, all of that stuff.
	And it's turned him into a capable guy.
	And he's a child.
	He's only 15.
	It has nothing to do with your age.
	The reason he's like that, and the kids, other kids his age are like no spine, having weirdos fucking purple, pink, Pokemon cards.
	Like, will you choose which trajectory you want to be?
	Why is he like that?
	And why is he like that?
	Well, what has he been doing with his time?
	You know, it's it builds you up.
	And you need, you need to have some of that.
	The people we have in the country are just, there's so many weak people that can't stand up for themselves.
	They can't say no.
	They hate themselves.
	They're just, it's everywhere, man.
	Because I used to, again, used to be one of those people.
	And, you know, you get out of there and then it's, it's just, it's everywhere.
	Because we are when you're in, when you're down there in the pit trying to escape, you can't really see very far.
	There's just other people around you also try to escape the pit of I suck, you know, I if you get the higher you get the further you get out of there, you get some room.
	You can look around.
	You can see it all down there.
	And you're like, holy shit.
	Oh my God.
	There's only a few people up here.
	Guess we're going to get some ropes, you know.
	And it's not really that difficult.
	I mean, it is difficult, but that's the point.
	It's not complicated.
	It's simple.
	You have to do the hard things that you don't want to do, but should do.
	You know, you should, you know, all of those things.
	Anything that, and that's what discipline means.
	Discipline is the key to life, man.
	It is, it is the number one.
	If you can teach your kids anything, that must be, that's the one because it'll, if you can become disciplined about whatever it is you're trying to achieve, you're going to get there.
	It's just out.
	It's just mathematically possible that you won't unless someone kills you.
	Otherwise, it will happen.
	And we have the society we live in.
	Nobody has any discipline whatsoever.
	Nobody can dress themselves.
	Nobody can feed themselves.
	Take care of themselves.
	Everybody's fat, gross, sick, weak, fucked up.
	I've got pills.
	I've got syndromes.
	I've got it.
	It didn't used to be like this.
	Every generation successively, since World War II, is it, man, what this place is going to hell.
	Everything's getting worse.
	Everybody's getting.
	Yeah, you're right because we have developed this culture of avoiding difficulty.
	Everything has to be comfortable and convenient.
	An instant, and now, now, now, and this, this, this, or it's not good enough.
	We've become children.
	This is how all of this has been allowed and been permitted to go on because they're ruling over a bunch of children.
	It's Lord of the Flies.
	I just spanked Aaron O'Toole in public.
	He was the leader of the Conservative Party.
	And the views I think I got was over 100,000 plus people saw him get punked by me easily.
	The comments were not kind to him, as they should not be.
	That shouldn't be possible.
	Do you like how I dummied him with his own quote?
	One of the guys doings pulled that one up.
	Like, oh, did you see this?
	I'm like, no, I didn't.
	Let's hear this speech from Aaron O'Toole, where he talks about not tweeting in frustration.
	We have to have open debate, or else that will be the end of our democracy, basically.
	That was him that said that.
	And I made sure to remind him of that in the video after he refused to fucking stand by anything that he said and hid like a coward.
	Put up five grand.
	Like, he has something better to do.
	He's retired.
	He's tweeting all day at me.
	This is what he's been doing on Twitter, shooting off about me and other people like me and other guys.
	That's what he does with his time.
	So since he's here anyway, I thought, hey, let's just do this in public then, like men, if that's what you want to do.
	But he's not a man and he neglected to do that.
	And he wears high heels on occasion and bungled a very winnable election.
	He's a weak person.
	And because of that, a lot of Canadians are now dead.
	Because, like them or not, I hate them.
	I think the conservatives are garbage.
	But they have to appease their, you know, the people they're grifting to continue their grift.
	So many of the policies and things that would have been stopped or never occurred since 2021, because the conservatives aren't that insane, they wouldn't have been here.
	They wouldn't have been in place.
	So those people would still be alive.
	So your failure to achieve victory has resulted in the continued destruction of our home.
	And here you are tweeting like you're some kind of good guy and great big success when you are primarily the reason that this country has fallen into ruin.
	You are the reason that Justin Trudeau ruled with reckless abandon, untouched and unmolested and unbothered by anyone.
	You, Aaron O'Toole, are the reason you failed.
	Everyone handed you the ball and you fucking stepped over your own dick.
	And now 200,000 people have been killed since 2016 by this government.
	Pierre neglected to even have an election.
	He thought, oh, no, not now.
	We're not a good time.
	Let's not vote the budget down.
	And now everybody's abandoning ship off his own party.
	They're polling.
	It's like, oh, he's, yeah, it's 50-50.
	Like, yeah, 50-50 wasn't a good enough shot to try and save the lives of people all over this country.
	That's a terrible idea.
	Let's not do that.
	Let's wait until more of them are dead and displaced and suicided and overdosed.
	And yeah, let's do that.
	So you guys can secure your paychecks and your lifestyles, can't you?
	That's what's important, isn't it?
	It is the Christmas season, right, Pierre?
	You want to make sure you're taken care of.
	Right, Aaron?
	You guys aren't going to exist soon.
	Do you understand?
	I mean, you'll exist, but not in the way you think.
	This is like post-Marcus Aurelia Rome.
	You know, it's have you noticed the air looks a little different?
	Have you noticed it?
	Have you noticed the bricks are getting a little crumbly?
	Have you noticed the roads are kind of starting to?
	You're on the way out.
	You don't offer anything to the country.
	You are never going to win another election.
	It's never going to happen.
	You're on a terminal decline.
	They're actively stealing your MPs right now.
	More of them are on the way.
	They're already laughing about it.
	And the result is going to be that for the next five years, you will become less and less influential.
	You will matter less and less.
	You already don't matter.
	They do whatever they want and you can't stop them.
	And you will matter less and less for another five years until you're a laughing stock.
	And basically, you're going to be sitting next to Elizabeth May in the NDP saying, Mr. Speaker, once in a while for no reason, for just to hear yourself talk.
	And you're going to have slogans about getting the libs out, but it's never going to happen.
	Is it?
	It can't happen because you don't have what it takes.
	Besides, they'll cheat.
	Of course they will.
	They cheated in America.
	They've got proof.
	That's coming out too.
	They proved that the January 6th plot was the FBI all along.
	Everyone knew that.
	We've known this since day fucking one.
	All of us maintain that from day one.
	I'm like, there's no way.
	Like, what the fuck is going on?
	Are you serious?
	Like, oh, no, nobody had everybody just let them in.
	There's no security.
	Oh, come on, Indo.
	There's their own video.
	Like, oh, this way.
	It was obvious from day one.
	And now people are acting surprised.
	Oh, my God.
	Did you see that their arrest?
	It was, it turns out the FBI was planting the pipe bombs and the FBI was letting people into the building.
	Yeah, no shit.
	And Dan Bongino just resigned because he's horrified and humiliated now that he works for an organization that did that after he just went on fucking years and years and years defending them.
	America.
	I feel bad for Dan Bongino.
	I think he was very naive.
	And there's a quote that he said, or somebody said something like, basically, he was put in charge.
	He's the attorney general or the deputy director of the FBI.
	And he was going to get to the bottom of the Epstein files.
	He was there nine months and he just quit in like three sentences.
	And people are like, oh, he saw what was really going on and threw up in a trash can and had to resign.
	Yeah.
	Duh.
	So that was always true.
	Like it's the same, the same crooks.
	It's the same criminal gang of crooks that are fucking around in America.
	They're everywhere.
	They're international.
	They're not tied to a bus route.
	They have private fleets of planes.
	They can go wherever they want.
	They're all over the place.
	They're not like you and I who have an old used vehicle we have to share and carpool to work.
	They own airlines.
	You understand?
	So they're everywhere and they've got money everywhere and they've got people everywhere.
	And yeah, they fuck around here too.
	And I guarantee you that even if you were going to win, you wouldn't win because they would make sure that you didn't win because they would lose because you would cheat.
	And everyone knows that's true, though, right?
	If we're being, if we're being honest, if we're being candid, if you could somehow get everybody in the room at once.
	How many people think there's probably cheating going on?
	Like that they would probably do it.
	Quite a few people would agree.
	So that means then they would probably cheat if you were going to win.
	So how are you going to stop them from?
	How are you going to prevent that?
	What's your plan?
	You don't have one.
	What are you willing to do?
	I guarantee you they're willing to go three steps further than that already.
	So you will never win.
	They are willing to do anything, and you are not willing to say what a Canadian is.
	You are no match for these people at all.
	They will run you over and eat you alive.
	And they are.
	They're stealing your MPs.
	So they don't even.
	Do you know the beauty of this?
	They didn't even have to run their own people.
	They didn't even have to spend their own money.
	The conservatives spent their money electing liberal MPs.
	Isn't this brilliant?
	I mean, it's evil and deceitful and underhanded, but that's what you're dealing with.
	And you, once again, the liberal, the conservatives are on the short end of the stick, looking like suckers, yet again, late to the party, late to the punch, didn't get the girl, Pierre.
	Isn't that you?
	I don't even think those are his kids, to be honest.
	I like making fun of them because, again, I blame them for a lot of death because I'm a military man, and that's how it is.
	If you're the guy in charge and it happens on your watch, that's your responsibility.
	If you fail, and because of your failure, the situation has become worse, that is your responsibility.
	If you are campaigning yourself as the leader of the country and you lose to that and people die in massive numbers, that's your responsibility because you decided to do that.
	No one forced you.
	If you didn't do it, someone else would have, but you had to do it.
	You were the guy, remember?
	You said, you put your hand up and said, me, I'm him.
	I'm the guy.
	You did that.
	And you failed.
	And we just had an opportunity for you to try again and you said no because it was only 50-50.
	So more will die as a result of things they're doing and continue to do that you could stop, but you didn't because it was only 50-50.
	So, yeah, I might make a rape joke once in a while, if that's okay.
	Sorry, you're so sensitive and it hurts your feelings, but I was putting pieces of people away in garbage bags when I was 20, 21 years old.
	You know, on your behalf, actually.
	Because that's where you sent us.
	That's where you sent 20-year-old me.
	Naive, romantic, idealist, sensitive little me.
	That's where you sent me when you didn't ask any questions, when you didn't say, this was my job as a kid.
	And no one said, what are we doing over there?
	What is happening?
	Can you explain this?
	Yes, I know 9-11, but that was also very unclear.
	And invading foreign countries on just literally the word of the United States seems risky to me.
	And boy, did that turn out to be the wrong move.
	So you can say sorry or you can shut up because I don't want to hear anything else you have to say until you do that.
	First of all, then you can say thank you for World War II.
	And then maybe we can have a conversation.
	I feel like that's never going to be forthcoming and I you know believe me when I tell you it does it takes a little bit of you have to develop some different kind of inner strength to endure the kind of abuse that you get leveled you know from these from these insect people who because of their idiocy and complacency and weakness and just self-centered narcissism, that keeps fucking happening.
	We keep sending young kids off to nightmares.
	And then when they become hardened by it and return and try to continue and try to help, they become attacked and vilified for the hardness that they now cannot separate from themselves because they were baptized in a cauldron of death that you sent them to.
	So I will say again, I may make a rude joke at times.
	I think I've earned it.
	I think I've earned the right to piss people off if I want to.
	It's not illegal.
	I actually fought for my rights, though, didn't I?
	I actually did do that.
	Did you?
	Did you?
	Mr. Know-it-all?
	Did you there, Johnny High Horse?
	No, no, no, you were in the Air Force.
	No, you were in the Air Force.
	Was there a lot of air-to-air combat?
	Were you a chopper pilot?
	Were you flying Chinooks or gunships like into landing zones and then out of enemy fire?
	You weren't doing that?
	I don't care.
	How in danger were you?
	How much risk did you take on?
	How big of the shadow?
	How big was the shadow that you stood in front of?
	Was it death?
	Because it's a big one.
	I've seen him.
	He's scary.
	Have you seen him?
	You ever met him before?
	Most of the guys in chat know what I'm talking about.
	They've met him.
	You guys remember him?
	The funny thing about him is, once you meet him, he never goes away.
	Isn't that weird?
	Reminding me of this creepy old song.
	Christmas.
	This is a Christmas episode.
	I was talking to Jen Steener the other day, and he's like, yeah.
	He's like, I like dark.
	I like dark.
	You.
	I'm like, oh, you should fucking see what goes on here.
	You ever hear this song?
	Oh, death.
	Oh, death.
	Won't you spare me over another?
	Yeah, Phil.
	Remember that guy?
	See, once you get to meet him in person, I mean like you could touch him.
	He's right there in the room with you.
	You can feel it.
	It's like there's a thinness between being alive and being dead.
	It could be at any, it could happen at any second.
	And you know, there's like ghosts floating.
	There's dead bodies everywhere.
	Recently, like minutes ago.
	And there's still fucking rounds and shit going back and forth at different places.
	You get intimately familiar with immortality.
	And that never really goes away.
	And it's always kind of in the back of your mind.
	And if you think about it, if you focus on it and really think about it, you can almost, like, that feeling starts to creep back.
	Like you can, like to remind you, like, we have an appointment, remember?
	No silver, no gold, nothing satisfies me.
	You don't get to know when it is.
	So he's my friend, though.
	He's all of our friend.
	Actually.
	Because I had this idea.
	I said it, you know what PTSD is at the time?
	Not PTSD, but like a like an idea for an art painting I had.
	It was like a damaged veteran kind of thing, you know?
	It was like a guy at a picnic with his family, kids, and whatever, nice sunny day, beautiful park, people around.
	And they're all just kind of there eating and something.
	He's kind of like looking over his wife's shoulder in the distance.
	And she's like, what are you, you know?
	She's like, what are you looking at?
	And up on the hill under the tree, there's just fucking, like, like this guy.
	He's like, what are you looking at?
	Nothing.
	But what is this that I can't see with ice cold hands taking hold of me?
	It's like a.
	Yeah, remember me.
	We got an appointment.
	I'll see you soon.
	And the devil takes home tomorrow.
	20 years in an hour.
	He's your friend because it's important to remember.
	The Romans used to embrace this.
	They have these little coins.
	I saw them going around one year as a Christmas.
	Somebody gave me one.
	Memento Mori.
	It's like, you can die anytime.
	That's not a bad thing to think about because otherwise, what kind of life are you living?
	No wealth, no ruin, no silver, no gold.
	Nothing satisfies me but your soul.
	It's another great quote the other day.
	It's like all great things require sacrifice, even heaven requires death.
	But, you know, those guys, if you've been to that kind of place before and you've had a kind of experience like that, you can use it to your advantage because I think that's what it's there to teach you.
	I think people are afraid of it and they get traumatized and they get fucked up and they, you know, it's not, it's like a ghost, but they're not necessarily bad.
	It's just something you're not comfortable with.
	But I think everybody should live that way.
	I think everybody should appreciate and be grateful for every day that you have because you're not guaranteed shit.
	You don't need to be here.
	None of us needed to be here.
	I could be the one.
	I could have gone home in a garbage bag, but I didn't.
	So I have a responsibility too, don't I?
	They literally took our place.
	And I mean, not metaphorically, like we literally switched places.
	But in any conflict or thing like that, like police, you know, all kinds of people go through stuff like this where, you know, why them instead of you?
	It's like, wrong place, wrong time.
	It just, it's just the way it went.
	Had to be somebody, right?
	It's like being one of the other bullets in the gun in Russian roulette.
	Like, somebody's getting banged out here.
	It's you.
	I had a five and six chance of it not being me, but it is.
	Bang.
	That's what you, that's what you have to accept to do that job.
	So this is not, this is not for, you know, kids.
	And there were people that were deluding themselves about that.
	I knew immediately.
	Like, we were getting ready to go.
	And some of the training, some of the people, I was like, I don't know, man, this is fucking not good.
	Some of these people are right the fuck out of her.
	Like, I'm not confident on some of the leadership and some of the people.
	You got a bad attitude.
	And they were trying to tell me, like, oh, the lab is like indestructible.
	No one's ever been killed in a light armored vehicle for you before.
	Well, they'd never been there before.
	I mean, they've only been there recently.
	And they'll just make bigger bombs.
	And they did.
	And they got killed.
	And a lot of guys eventually started getting killed.
	And just, it was just, you know, I was a kid, naive.
	And, you know, I was like, what the fuck are you talking about?
	And then when that happened, those guys cracked.
	Those guys that said, don't worry about it.
	Everything's going to be fine.
	Blah, blah, blah.
	They didn't, they are not okay in the head to this day.
	I knew it was going to be nasty.
	Like, we were going to get fucked up.
	There's going to be, there's going to be, like, if you're going into a fight or you're maybe training a fight.
	I don't know.
	My brain just works around boxing now because that's all I really give a fuck about sight of this shit anymore.
	And you're like, you're going to train them the best you can, but they're going out to fight.
	Like they're going to get, it's going to be ugly, you know?
	This is not going to be a smooth ride for them.
	Like, this is, this is not, your feet are real slow.
	You're going to get hit.
	It's going to happen.
	Like, if all, would you just train?
	Like, nah, I don't need to.
	I'm like, you really should.
	But we have people in, you know, positions that shouldn't have been there.
	And they were dumb.
	And they made reckless, careless mistakes, and people got killed.
	And that's how it works all the time.
	And that's the big reason why I didn't want to be in the army anymore.
	I want to go to the special forces after that.
	Not because I didn't want to die.
	I was like, I don't want to be around.
	If I'm going to do this, I'm not working for idiots.
	I can't do that.
	I can't do that again.
	I can't find myself in a minefield because some fat fucking moron can't read a map.
	That's unacceptable to me.
	I mean, the stakes are very high, man.
	Like, I could die and you're an idiot.
	Like, I kind of want to beat the shit out of you or shoot you in the face or something.
	So I better.
	Like, if you get killed in some of these elite units, it's like, fuck.
	What do you want, man?
	Like, you want to talk about trying your best?
	Like, that was it.
	Like, those guys are the best we have.
	And it didn't work out.
	It wasn't meant to be.
	You don't have to be like, it's easier.
	It's easier to accept than, you know, you or he or she or somebody's dead because I was sleeping.
	Like, fuck, right?
	I couldn't do it.
	But, you know, I got introduced to that at a young age, and it never really leaves you.
	And you're always kind of, it was always there in the back of your mind.
	It makes you not want to waste your life as much.
	And that's the deal.
	None of us are immortal.
	We're not supposed to be.
	It's, you know, you show up, you have a limited amount of time to do what you're supposed to do and get to it because you don't get told when it's over.
	So, you know, you hear people say that, you know, what would you do if you had, you know, one year to live, right?
	You've got a year to live.
	What would you do?
	It should be the same as whatever you're doing right now.
	If somebody told you you had a year to live, what would you do?
	That should be what you're doing right now anyway.
	If it's not, what are you doing?
	Because you could be dead in a year or next week or whatever.
	And you're not, you're not doing with your life what you want while you're alive.
	Like that's insane.
	I don't mean in a self-serving, like be a hedonist.
	I mean, you know, pursue your life and do things.
	Do, you know, have experiences.
	Challenge yourself.
	And there's people that just won't, and they're afraid.
	They're afraid of everything.
	Our society has made them that way.
	They've coddled them and they've babied them and they've made everything scary.
	Toxic masculinity.
	Everything is a threat.
	Everything is violence.
	It's preposterous.
	It's a giant daycare system where you can get fired from your job for like, you know, breaking a keyboard at work.
	You know, I don't know how many times I've seen, not a lot, like maybe two or three times, but it's not a reason to call HR and get the police involved and fucking, it's what happened.
	Pissed him off and he broke it.
	Fuck.
	Well, you got to pay for another one.
	No, that's it.
	That's that's it.
	You idiot feminine, like Wyatt Claypools who have turned it into an international incident and I was traumatizing therapy.
	He even looked at me and I could see the murder in his eyes.
	If you've used these, this shit is frustrating as hell, you know.
	Their version has court dates and news stories and Twitter threads.
	And oh, did this happen?
	The man version is, the fuck are you doing?
	Well, you gotta buy it on.
	Fuck psycho fucking.
	What are you doing after work?
	That's it.
	That was done.
	It was a 30-second exchange, and you turned it into fucking 18 months of an Allie McBeal season because you're a fucking pussy.
	Oh my God.
	Oh my fuck.
	Like that's and that's why that's this interesting to me because it it drives me insane.
	And that's one of the things I've been trying my whole life not to be because I was when I was began and I didn't want to be.
	So the only way for me to not be was to be one and fight your way out.
	You have to earn it to appreciate it and for you to become that thing anyway.
	So if that's something you want to do, that's how you do it.
	You just have to do hard, challenging, difficult things.
	I wouldn't recommend doing what I did, but anything that takes a certain amount of guts, it could be there's a lot of things that people can do.
	But we have a society that's averse to risk and being uncomfortable.
	They will put up with anything.
	They will just exit.
	Like I don't think too many people would know who I'm talking about.
	I'm going to be careful what I say because I don't want to be mean to people unnecessarily.
	It's such a small, you know.
	I got to be so careful what I say.
	It's crazy to me.
	You say this one time, blah, blah, blah.
	I'm like, fucking, I don't know.
	Maybe.
	Did I?
	But I even, I shouldn't even say this because they're all going to think it's them.
	With as very little detail as possible at a girl as with once.
	And I just was not into it, but just was there anyway because I didn't want to be mean.
	I didn't want to have a confrontation.
	I didn't want to like that's that's crazy to me now, right?
	But I did that.
	And it's like, what are you doing?
	And I know lots of guys like that.
	They never, they were never given an opportunity to, you know, like level up in any way.
	There's no, I mean, what is there?
	Especially for guys in these, these, like hockey, like if you're a rich kid, like nobody can afford to play hockey anymore.
	When my dad was a kid, it was like basically free.
	And now you have to be a, you know, your parents have to make $1.7 million for you to play hockey, basically now.
	And even that is like, listen, it's not war.
	It's something, though.
	There's some, it can get physical.
	There's, you know, it's not, it's not, it's not golf.
	Okay.
	It's not, you know, again, boxing is the best, but, you know, hockey is not.
	It didn't use, it's, it's full of pansies now, but that's a reflection of the society we're in.
	The old NHL, before they were gay and started calling it the chill, and, you know, just being.
	I think, I think you have to be gay to play hockey now, it seems like.
	But back in those days, it was just an excuse to get drunk and beat each other up almost.
	So some serious injuries.
	There was some.
	I watched Jeremy Roanick get like three concussions in like a five-day span and just refuse to go down.
	He's like all yellow looking in the feet.
	He looks fucked.
	They would never let that happen today.
	He was going out there drooling, like, I'm fucking never going to die.
	And he scored the winning goal and knocked him out of the playoffs.
	I was like, this son of a bitch, he's indestructible.
	But that's the kind of attitude men are supposed to have for war, not sports puckball.
	You know what I mean?
	But it's tapping into something.
	Being a part of a team, having an objective, struggling against an opponent, an enemy, in a physical content.
	Like this, this goes right to our core.
	Like, that's, you know, now you're talking man stuff.
	And that's why they get drunk and fight each other in parking lots and act crazy and burn cities down over the NHL because their instincts are engaged.
	It's not about hockey.
	They believe their instincts are telling them that their tribe has just been foiled and ruined.
	And ah, you know, we've been betrayed.
	We've been defeated.
	And they're furious and all these kinds of things.
	Because when that used to happen, the results were not good.
	And they get like heartbroken, like, oh my God, because there's a little piece of that instinct coming through.
	It's just totally misplaced.
	That's the kind of passion and feeling you're supposed to have for like things that matter, not sports.
	And that's why women in your communities are being chased around and raped and disappeared by criminals and third world maniacs because all the males, men's energy is in watching 19-year-olds play children's games for millions of dollars.
	All the men are doing that instead.
	They've been hypnotized by the sports puck ball.
	And I used to do that too.
	I was all about it.
	I remember one, a couple of years.
	There's two, three years there that went there.
	I watched like, I think it was 82 games in the NHL season.
	I probably watched 70 Leafs games over, like all of them almost.
	And it's not because I was, you know, a bad guy or didn't care.
	I just didn't know.
	Didn't really know what was going on.
	Very naive.
	And I just, I trusted it was under control.
	I didn't see any immediate cause for alarm until probably around 2012, 13, things started to get weird.
	And then we started like importing.
	In the very first YouTube video I did, it was they wanted to bring in like 100,000, maybe not even 75,000 Syrian refugees or something on top of the amount of people we were already bringing in, which was like 100,000.
	It was nothing compared to today.
	It was 10, 15 times less than it is now.
	And at that time, the conservatives were like, what are you talking about?
	It was a huge thing.
	This is like 2015, 14.
	I don't remember.
	But they were like, yeah, we're going to bring all the fucking shit.
	I was like, you know, we've been at war with that part of the world for like 15, 17 years straight now.
	Hey, we have a lot of this.
	This is not a good idea.
	There's terrorist attacks happening all over the world, England, France, all the time.
	I'll talk about it.
	Like, yeah, let's import.
	They're like, no, no, no, it's going to be fine.
	We're going to vet them.
	There's no vetting whatsoever that took place.
	And a few of them tried to blow.
	A few of them did try to kill people and were caught.
	And Trudeau said, I'll personally take responsibility for it.
	No, of course he didn't.
	That's what started to get weird.
	Because I have a child at that point.
	And he and his mom live in the, and they were like, yeah, we might put them on the base with you because we have somewhere to put them.
	And I'm like, you, what?
	No.
	No, no.
	Like, my family lives there and no.
	And a lot of guys were pretty upset about that to eventually didn't do that.
	But that was an option that was floating.
	Like, oh, we'll put them in these empty PMQs or in that empty, abandoned school there in Pettawa.
	And we'll fucking, oh, excuse me.
	And this is, again, 2014.
	It's been 10, 12 years later.
	And that kind of thing is now just happening without anybody even raising up.
	They just like, whatever.
	Like, entire towns in Ireland are being taken over.
	They're going to start doing this here as well.
	That's how, that's how beaten down everyone's become.
	What 10, 12 years ago would almost start a riot is now just discipline, eradicated, destroyed.
	No one cares.
	Everyone's fat, grow.
	Like, look at the population.
	They look sick.
	Everyone's not supposed to be 40 pounds overweight, guys.
	Everyone, everyone.
	Everyone.
	Go look at pictures of anything from the 60s and see if you notice anything.
	This isn't normal.
	We're not well.
	It's not okay.
	It's not fine.
	And look at all the sickness.
	Look at all the heart disease.
	Look at all the healthcare costs so much.
	I wonder why.
	Oh, I need all these pills.
	I wonder why.
	I wonder why.
	You're drinking sugar tar.
	You're drinking liters of melted sugar tar.
	You're going to die.
	It's like boil that on a stove.
	It turns into black sludge.
	And that's what you're putting in there.
	And you're like, I don't feel good.
	Like, you ate toxic sludge.
	I don't imagine you would feel good.
	I eat shit too, but I fucking keep it under control.
	I'll go eat a fucking candy bar or whatever.
	But I'm like, I also will do PT for an hour and a half and I'll burn fucking 900 calories.
	Do you understand this?
	Like, you have to do this.
	You have to, you know, move and use your body or you will be sick.
	There's parts of your brain that don't function properly if you don't exercise.
	And it doesn't even need to be a lot.
	Like, it's a laughably easy amount.
	It's not a ton.
	And no, you know, can't be bothered.
	Can people be bothered to read anything?
	No, not enough time.
	Fast.
	You think faster than nine seconds?
	Hello, this video is two minutes long.
	I have time for that.
	Seven years ago, people were sharing videos that were four hours long.
	And they would go, well, okay.
	And then they would get back.
	I'll get back to you in so many hours.
	Oh, if it's more than two minutes, forget it.
	Nobody has time for that anymore.
	Within 10 years, within 10 years, we went from a functional society to the fucking Knight of the Living Dead.
	Half the people out there are zombies.
	And they're oblivious.
	I feel like I watched it happen and fast forward.
	And there's, you know, some of you guys, like, there's very few of us alive still.
	They're like, what the is going on?
	I got 15, 13.
	What the fuck is going on?
	Oh, it's got strength.
	That's strength.
	Yeah, you don't look strong, man.
	For all these strong things that are being done to us, the diversity strength, the multicultural strength, the strength to fight the climate change, the strength of anti-racism.
	This is the strength.
	We're so strong looking.
	Everyone feels so strong.
	Everything feels fucking sturdy and rock solid these days, doesn't it?
	Weakness begets evil.
	Okay.
	And weakness is a choice.
	That's what I learned in the Army.
	And then when I got what I needed out of that lifestyle, I no longer had any interest in it because it wasn't what I was here to do.
	It maybe was for a little while, but I was convinced that was going to be my whole life.
	That's all I wanted to do.
	And it wasn't true.
	There were pieces of myself I needed in there to get.
	Think of it like that.
	Think of it like you're a Mr. Potato Head when you're born.
	Or the guy, remember the Operation Game?
	I'm so old now.
	Fuck this.
	How do I talk to people that are 17?
	What do you do?
	You have apps?
	The fuck do you do on those things?
	I don't know.
	Zibbity Zorp.
	Shit's cooked, broski.
	Like, what the fuck?
	I don't know.
	But you, you, you're born.
	You have all these pieces you need, but you don't have them.
	You have to go out and get them.
	They're in different places.
	Like, not everybody's born that way.
	I was, you know, I didn't like being a non-confrontational doormat.
	So I had to go out of my way to fix that.
	And because that's who I wanted to be.
	If I wanted to be that person, I would have been fine with it.
	Or if I didn't care, I didn't get, but I didn't, like, I did care.
	It's like you have a skeleton of what you're supposed to be.
	You're like, where's all my shit?
	What's this?
	This sucks.
	And you're like, hey, hey, hey, hey.
	And fucking some goblin shakes some dust on you and then you become a baby and that's it.
	And you're like, oh, fuck.
	And then you got to go find all your pieces again.
	That's what Philip told me.
	That's how he's, I mean, he's, his religion is really confusing, but it sounds like a lot of trickery and jestery behavior.
	And there's goblins and there's a lot of fuckery and everything's hilarious, even when it's not hilarious.
	Because they're like, all life is eternal anyway.
	So nothing is really like they think it's funny because it's like, ha ha, look at all the explosions and dead people.
	Because they're just going to get recycled somewhere else.
	They're just going to get debriefed back in the big back in the big light ball.
	They're going to be fine.
	They're going to be happy.
	They're like, the goat got you.
	Ah, again.
	You know, he thinks we're taking it all entirely too seriously.
	I don't know.
	Maybe I'm just tired.
	He may just be beating me down.
	I think so.
	But I learned that one of the things is whatever it is you're afraid of, things that you're afraid of, you have to go fight those things.
	That's.
	That's what it means.
	That's why you're afraid.
	That fear feeling is like an indicator on your mini-map in your video game.
	That's where the side quest is.
	Oh, what's in there?
	I don't like that feeling.
	Exactly.
	Otherwise, it's not a challenge, dummy.
	How is it supposed to be?
	What challenges are you supposed to have in life?
	The ones you want?
	The easy, like, I wonder how much cake I can eat today.
	Yeah, that's, that's not, that's not anything, actually.
	What about my rum drinks I could have?
	That's not a lot.
	That doesn't require any skill.
	That was funny, too.
	Um, because I grew up in a drinking town.
	I'm from Pictou, Nova Scotia.
	Like, uh, if you didn't drink, you were weird.
	Like, there was something wrong with you.
	If you weren't an alcoholic, there was what's why?
	What, you know, all of a sudden everyone stops the who the fuck's that drink?
	Well, what do you mean's that drink?
	I don't have a drink.
	I gotta fuck something drinks there, buddy.
	And you're fucking thrown.
	You're getting in a fight quickly.
	So just to stay safe, you had to be at least appear to be because they don't like that you'd have an advantage.
	If we're all kind of fucked up, it's fair.
	But if you're sober, like, hey, no, You got to be what you got to be.
	We got to do this.
	You're in here too.
	Fucking.
	And then they would, and then we'd like, here's how much I can drink.
	It's not an achievement.
	It doesn't require, like, I've done challenging things that required, like, when you're finished, you're like, I did it.
	That's not, you don't wake up and go, I fucking did it.
	Like, yeah, I drank the whole thing.
	I had 32 beers.
	I did it.
	You fucking, you want to die because it was poison and you almost did die when you feel in your hang hungover.
	Like, oh my God, I feel like I almost died.
	You did.
	You did.
	If you drink too much alcohol, you die.
	It's called alcohol poisoning.
	Before that, it's like a severe hangover.
	We're like, oh, my God, I almost drank myself to death.
	Yes.
	And we would do that every weekend for fun because we were fucked.
	And no one, no one, no one dared aspire for anything beyond that.
	That was the pinnacle of fuck, we're just getting loaded, boys.
	And that was who could get the most loaded.
	That's how big that world was.
	So about six feet by six feet.
	You can go to one corner and touch the other corner.
	That's it.
	That's all that's in there.
	So I got bored of that very, very quickly, but I liked, I'm competitive.
	So I did my best.
	I did good.
	I was on the, I was actually used to tell people, I was actually on the Canadian Olympic drinking team.
	I think 2010 to 2012, 2009.
	Oh, definitely.
	2007, 2008, 2010.
	And yeah, those three years.
	Seven, eight, and ten.
	Eleven and to ten.
	Those, um...
	I can't tell you much about those because I don't remember a lot of them.
	I remember not remembering a lot of it.
	You know, I remember the Cole's notes, the stats, but I, but as for the details, I couldn't tell you.
	It's so bad for you, though.
	And it doesn't give you anything.
	You don't get anything out of it.
	It doesn't provide you with anything.
	It only takes things from you.
	So if you're, again, if you're a man and you're serious, like, why am I doing this?
	What is this giving me?
	Because that's how you should be thinking.
	You should not be thinking like, well, just to fucking let it go with everything.
	Everybody just piss in my mouth.
	Like if you identify something in your life, like, wait a minute, it's draining my resources, my time, my health, my all that.
	What are you doing for me?
	Nothing.
	I'm a goblin.
	Begone.
	You know, get out of here.
	I need it to relax.
	No, you don't.
	It's fun.
	Until it isn't.
	And it's not.
	Like, it stopped being fun a long time ago.
	I understand why they tried to make it.
	They did make it illegal, but it didn't work because people are just, I don't know.
	But now it's all owned by special boys, all the liquor companies.
	Seagram's whiskey, you know, I used to drink that back in the day.
	And then I found out that they were involved in the Nexium sex cult in New York and human trafficking and stuff and the Bronsman family.
	And then again, I was just like, oh, there's all this suspicious stuff again.
	What is going on up there in suspicious world?
	I can see it and I can see stuff going on, but I can't tell exactly what they're doing.
	But it looks, it's, it's fucking suspicious, boys.
	Mac, is this you talking or the rum?
	It could be either, but we know the stats.
	You know, it's better to go and do what the rum says.
	He's fucking talking sense to me, boys.
	This is how military operations get planned sometimes.
	The best of the best.
	Like, what do you think?
	They were just up drinking and fucking, they might have been.
	Yeah, actually.
	You know, and definitely in World War II, a lot of drunken decisions were made.
	A lot of drinking took place in those days.
	And after.
	It was crazy.
	And I was a kid.
	I just assumed it's how it was.
	And, oh, you know, this must be, this is cool.
	I get whatever.
	Because, you know, you get in the army and it's just like you're not an alcoholic.
	You have to be.
	Like, that's part of the job.
	And it kind of is because that's what everybody, that's what all the guys are doing.
	And if you're not doing that, you don't socialize with them and they don't get to know you at all.
	And you end up ostracizing this weirdo that nobody trusts and you're fucked and your life is miserable.
	So you kind of have to.
	And especially in that culture, that's where a lot of the relationships are actually formed and cemented and broken.
	There's like, you know, the senior NCO's mess, the junior NCO's mess, the officers, there's entire rooms and buildings dedicated to getting in there and getting shit faced.
	And that's where a lot of decisions are made and who's getting promoted and this or that or who's going to take this up and all that shit.
	And it, you know, should that, should these be things we're considering while we're hammered, boys?
	I don't know.
	This is the army.
	It's a pretty serious place.
	I don't know if we should be drinking at all, but it's pretty destructive.
	I've seen it destroy quite a few guys.
	I'm just wondering, I'm just saying, maybe we should not, maybe we shouldn't be encouraging this.
	It was so widespread.
	It was nuts in the, like when I got in there early, early, early 2000s.
	And in the 90s, I guess was way worse in the 80s.
	Basically, the rule, the rule was basically, as long as you're not causing a scene and you can do your job and you're not a problem and you're not slowing anybody up.
	You know what I mean?
	They didn't give a shit.
	So there were guys that were just drunk at work, like straight up, but functional.
	So whatever.
	That was middle of the day, lunchtime, fucking couple of shots.
	Well, you want some whiskey, buddy?
	No, I'm good.
	With the machine gun.
	You know, you're young.
	You're like, it's just cool.
	You know, yeah, like, this, you know, it was cool at first.
	Now I'm like, Jesus Christ.
	Same unit.
	Now I'm the sergeant major.
	My reaction is, Jesus fucking Christ.
	Just looking down there with the binos.
	Where's the platoon sergeant?
	For fuck's sakes.
	He's fucking hitting the bottle.
	Larry!
	Not again.
	You fucking said go south.
	No, I didn't.
	You're drunk.
	Fuck.
	Imagine how much more damage we could have done.
	And it's not good for war anyway.
	Speed is the white man's drug.
	It's amphetamines is what you guys.
	If you're going to be abusing drugs and alcohol and substances in the army, amphetamines, amphetamines and steroids is what I'd be giving them because that at least complements their lifestyle and their job.
	You need to be awake for crazy stretches of time.
	Like I've stayed awake for five days straight once.
	It was hell.
	It was one of the worst experiences of my life.
	Have you ever not slept for five fucking days?
	And not just awake at your house, play a video game.
	You're on your feet with a rucksack on digging holes and doing night attacks and daytime defenses and fucking reconnaissance patrols.
	It's horrible.
	Horrible.
	Five days.
	It was like, and maybe longer.
	Speed would be very helpful.
	Amphetamines would be very helpful because you could just, you'd be still, I'm awake anyway, but now I actually have my shit together and I don't feel like I want to die.
	So, there, that's good, right?
	We've got that covered.
	And just prescribe them just, you know, a moderate amount of steroids.
	So, that way, the older guys take way longer to wear down and break, which is good.
	You save money there and you get to keep the experience around a little bit longer.
	The younger guys catch up faster.
	You know, the doctors will fucking make sure they're all on.
	It's not that big of a deal.
	You know, their job is the murder Olympics, right?
	Do you want to be good at this or not?
	I'm guaranteeing you, an amped-up, juiced-up company is going to fucking annihilate your stupid, bitch-ass fucking, you know, clean and drunk bunch of fat fucks.
	You're going to get destroyed.
	You're going to get, you're going to get bum rushed and not in a good, not in the way you like.
	They're going to save that for your wives after you're annihilated, is what's going to happen, okay?
	Look at these dudes.
	Are you serious?
	Fucking platoon of Captain America's over here.
	They haven't slept in five days.
	Johnny, how many ammo cans we got left?
	7,436.
	See what I mean?
	He's sharp as a fucking tack.
	He hasn't slept since Tuesday.
	And he's pissed.
	Like, he's ready to go, right?
	Because they get to go to bed after this.
	The math's going to wear off soon.
	I mean, amphetamines.
	None, meth.
	Don't give them meth.
	Did you give him meth?
	Philip, you want to make the Canadian Army stronger?
	There.
	Amphetamines, you know, when required and a moderate amount of access to anabolic steroids.
	There you go.
	And now you've got 55-year-old sergeants that actually are, you know what?
	They're still getting it done.
	You know?
	And everybody would just be in a better mood.
	It sucks we haven't slept for five days.
	It's horrible.
	They're going to be awake for five days.
	At least have them up on drugs that make them feel great and unstoppable.
	And then when it crashes, they just shut them down and unplug them and put them right to bed.
	Give them like a week off.
	That's the way to do it.
	That's what you want.
	Short bursts of intense violence and psychopathic, you know, of perfection.
	And then you put them back.
	And then you recharge the battery.
	You put it back in the battery bay and you let them relax.
	For every week of destruction, they need four weeks of sleep.
	And you just rotate them around.
	So you need at least four destruction teams.
	And that way, one of them is always destroying at all times.
	And you're just swapping out teams of amped up, fucking roited out, you know, 18 to fucking 60-year-old murderers.
	And they all just look like the Vikings and they just are unstoppable.
	And every time they've got to be slowing down, no, here comes Bravo team again.
	And they're fucking right back in the game.
	Because they just had a great three weeks in Greece.
	They spent all their money at the strip club and they're fucking ready to go.
	And they're back.
	They're back, baby.
	Jenny Kerrigan thinks the army's ready to go as it is.
	Well, fucking whatever.
	Whatever you guys think is the best way to go.
	Put that in your CBC article.
	Oh, yeah, we got another one of those coming soon, by the way.
	Looking forward to not caring or giving a shit about that at all.
	But before everyone sends me a million, did you see that?
	I don't care.
	I don't care at all.
	I've never cared.
	I used to care.
	I don't care.
	I've not cared in a couple of years.
	It's like, do I care what a high school yearbook says about me?
	Do I care what a tabloids?
	They're basically a tabloid.
	Nobody respects them.
	They don't have any real support.
	They only exist on government welfare money.
	They're bums.
	So literally, who cares?
	It's not like, I don't know.
	I'm trying to think of somebody really credible and respectable.
	I don't know.
	I think somebody, some, some don't need this country.
	How many respectable, fucking incredible, incredible authority figures do we have left?
	Is there any?
	I can't, nothing's coming to mind, but let's just pretend there is one.
	And that guy was like, this guy sucks.
	You fucking suck.
	Like, that would not be good because they matter.
	Like, that's someone who is respected.
	And if their opinion is not good of you, but you know, CBC is like, you're like the flyers people throw out immediately when they get their mail.
	They're like, fucking get this shit away.
	I want to get my mail.
	I don't want to put it in the fire.
	I'll use it as fire.
	I'll use it to heat my house.
	That's CBC.
	That's what, that's what they are.
	There's no one.
	And they're so mad at me.
	It's hilarious.
	I'm glad you guys took debate.
	I'm glad you guys are having fun.
	And I want you to.
	I hope you play it.
	I hope it's great.
	I hope you play it on Saturday night.
	And it's primetime Saturday night.
	And I hope you run it every day, every night at nine between 9 and 10 p.m. in every time zone, every night for a month.
	I hope you do.
	Please do.
	Why would I want that?
	You'll see.
	You will see.
	You think you know what you're doing, but you don't.
	Just like when I was in Afghanistan, I thought I knew what I was doing, but I didn't.
	Now it's your turn to not know what you're doing.
	Isn't it fun?
	You guys like, do you guys like the game we're playing or do you not like?
	Because I like, do you like my outfit?
	Look, I've even got even my even my evil goat, he's got, he's happy.
	Pinder's in the tree.
	He's having a good time.
	Do you even have one of these trees?
	You probably don't.
	You're probably some kind of heathen psycho.
	You're probably living at home in your bachelor apartment, broke as a joke with your bullshit CBC job.
	You can't even afford real clothes.
	I've seen you guys.
	You can't afford to dress yourself.
	You look terrible.
	You all look like you sleep in cars.
	What are they even paying you?
	And then you got to live in these cities where it's like, I got to be fucking $5,000 a month to live in the closet, please.
	And you're like, okay, here I better make this for my TikTok.
	I got to hold my elbows in so they don't touch the sides of my apartment.
	Did you not see this on the news?
	Holy shit, man.
	Are you serious?
	Are you serious, man?
	Bro.
	Woof.
	Oh, holy shit.
	I imagine being you for a second.
	I almost died.
	Fuck.
	Yeah.
	Nobody's jealous.
	I don't think.
	Like, think about it seriously.
	Think about the people who work there.
	Have you ever met them?
	Have you ever talked to them?
	like the quality of the minds that you're, that we're dealing with.
	It's, it's like a second childhood.
	This is like my second childhood.
	When I was a kid, I was able to quickly kind of ascertain where I was amongst the other kids.
	And some kids you come across and you're like, oh, you know, they ask you a question or they don't understand something.
	You're like about to make a joke and see that they're serious and then realize they're significantly less intelligent than you are and honestly don't understand what's happening, which is crazy.
	And you're like, but you feel bad and you don't want to make fun of them because so you're like, you have to kind of stop yourself.
	I was a kid when I figured this out.
	And, um, but I always assumed that, you know, well, I mean, we're all kids, you know, kids and young people are dumb, but yeah, it doesn't change.
	Um, I'm almost 40 and it's the same ratio.
	It's the same thing.
	You'll see and run into people who are like in some position or job, but you're like conflict once I met enough of these, I realized a lot of the world is bullshit.
	Um, because there shouldn't be dumb fucks who are lawyers and judges and cops and teachers and professors and politicians and prime ministers and cabinet ministers and mayors and city councilors and chiefs of the military.
	Like it's, it's astonishing that there is this many buffoons in places that shouldn't be, but there are.
	It just, it, I couldn't believe that.
	I thought it would have been so much because you, because you can't do things if you're an idiot, can you?
	I was wrong.
	Yeah, you can.
	Oh, yes.
	Because there's very little accountability for anyone.
	I was trapped in the army.
	I grew up in the army where you had to show up and do your job or you got fired.
	Like if you didn't, if you did a bad job, you got you paid.
	One, you know what, one of my worst offenses, I never got charged with anything.
	I was never demoted.
	I was never, you know, I've, you know, my record is, you know, amazing, actually.
	As far as that goes, I never had an issue.
	One time, this is one of the worst things.
	A couple times I was late, but one day I was not just late.
	I fucking, I was my first day at a new company.
	First day, I'd met the platoon sergeant the day before.
	And he's like, you know, hey, we fucking do the back and forth and, you know, seem like a good dude.
	Like, we're going to get along fine.
	Good.
	Reon.
	And I'm like, go home and go to, you know, eat my chicken dinner.
	I'm watching like The Walking Dead at like 11 o'clock.
	You know, oh, it's fucking one in the morning.
	I better go to bed.
	I got to get up in five hours.
	Go to bed.
	I wake up and it's like, it's like 10:30.
	There's a feeling when you wake up late for work in the army, especially, and you're like, oh, no, like you have to move so fast now.
	And it is beaten into you with fear in basic training because if you are not, you know, they make you afraid of clocks.
	You will fear time itself.
	There's no helping it.
	You, you want to go be in the infantry?
	You will learn to fear a clock.
	You will learn to respect a clock like it's fucking God.
	It holds the power of life and death over you.
	You better fucking never.
	So there's late and you got a boogie and you're like speeding and you're driving 70 in town.
	Like, come on, come on, come on.
	Come on, stay green, stay green.
	And then there's like, there's no way you're making it and they know you've been missing for hours.
	I woke up and went, well, might as well look good.
	So I fucking went and got showered, shaved.
	Like, there was no why rush now.
	You know what I mean?
	There's no point.
	So I fucking can't shine my boots up and everything and came in.
	And he was like, and he's like, at least you took the time to get dressed properly.
	And I was like, I did do that.
	Yes.
	I did do that.
	He's like, what the fuck?
	I slept it.
	I never have.
	I did it, just totally slept in.
	I was like, fuck.
	First day.
	And then, and then I had to work all weekend, like two in a row.
	So like four days of my life are now as a slave where I sit in a box and answer a phone that usually doesn't ring and look at surveillance cameras that do, like, and you're just there.
	Because I slept in one time.
	So if they did that to anyone now in where, oh, where do you work?
	I was at work.
	It was so horrible.
	I'm on my boss.
	He slammed the door and I felt unsafe.
	And I fucking, I slept in once by accident and I got, I got put in a box for four days.
	I couldn't see my girlfriend.
	I was sequestered.
	You're not allowed to leave.
	You're the duty guy.
	And that's how they pick them.
	That's how they decide the shifts is who fucked up this week.
	Who's an idiot now?
	Oh, you get in there.
	Now you're dry.
	Now you're the driver, the duty driver.
	And then you get a co-prisoner.
	There's the duty NCO and then there's the duty driver.
	I've been both.
	One, just because it was my turn.
	He's a new guy.
	What did I do?
	Like, nothing.
	You're just new.
	And fuck you.
	We've all been here longer than you.
	Get in the box.
	And the duty NCO is usually the duty NCO because, well, you ask him.
	And if you're not too afraid to, and there's worse punishments.
	I mean, they can send you to army jail for months, which is not fun.
	It's worse than real jail.
	You're not allowed to talk.
	It's ruthless.
	They can make you, yeah, you're going to do the butts party on the range all week overnight with the fucking with the other company there as punishment for like you forgot something.
	So you forgot something?
	Cool.
	So you're going to go to, you're going to go die freeze to death now.
	You're going to go into the, into the field in New Brunswick in February and you're going to live out there in the worst cold you've ever.
	I mean, it's outrageously horrible.
	And we're just going to leave you there for a week and you're just going to sit there and make sure nothing happens to the ammo ammunition.
	Just freeze out there for a week to think about how you forgot something.
	This is such a toxic fucking ringing treatment.
	Like, I don't respect any of these people, right?
	Because you're just, you're just pathetic.
	You're just weak.
	You're not, you're not normal.
	I'm normal.
	You're not normal.
	You never developed.
	You're still an egg egglet of a person.
	Okay.
	Our ancestors got on wooden, wooden rickety boats with fucking boat sails made out of bed sheets and went, fucking, let's go cross you.
	Have you seen the Atlantic Ocean?
	Like, have you ever been on a boat in the ocean?
	I've been on Navy warships in the ocean and never in a storm, never in a crazy situation, but like a bit of a little bit of weather.
	And I was like, like, I remember saying to one of the Navy, the Australian Navy guys, I was like, this you can fucking really get going if it wants.
	And he was like, yep.
	Like, it's scary as fuck, I guess.
	Like, hopefully we don't catch like in storms and shit.
	And then these are like big steel warships.
	Like the Americans have like nuclear power craft.
	They're like, rickety wooden boat.
	Like, you're fucking insane.
	It's like, oh, it's only like a 19% death rate.
	Something like that.
	What was the rate of ships just getting?
	Yeah, they went.
	They just, no one knows whatever happened to them.
	They went out.
	Who knows?
	They're dead.
	I don't know.
	It wasn't zero.
	People are afraid of like, oh, I hope I don't get fucking sunburned.
	The ozone layer is not talking.
	I have to leave or the king will massacre my family.
	Off to the new world, they say allegedly exists on this rickety wooden boat into the unknown darkness of the Atlantic with some people who have language I don't speak.
	I need to survive this so my great, grandchildren can complain on TikTok about a toxic work environment and how hard it is.
	How fucking hard it is, said great, grandpappy McGregor or whoever, right?
	Obviously.
	Like, it's not our fault that you remained an eglet and never developed as a person that you cannot handle levels of stress that are imperceptible to people like us.
	We don't even see it.
	It's that minor.
	Okay?
	Like a veteran machine gunner.
	He's up there and fucking two guys run by and he does nothing.
	And his number two, this kid's like, what are you doing?
	Another two guys run by.
	He does nothing.
	Why are you shooting him?
	He's like, he's wait.
	And then 40 of them try to run by and he's like, and just marks the whole company because they were, see, he knows the drill.
	He knows what they're doing.
	Run a couple across.
	Run a couple more.
	Okay, it's probably safe.
	Yeah, that's what you think, motherfucker.
	And then they're all dead.
	Watch and learn.
	It's better to be on the machine gun than in front of it.
	I wasn't like a gun guy, but once you learn how to shoot a rifle, there's nothing like it.
	You always miss that.
	But man, fucking machine gun.
	The C6 machine gun, the M240 in the States.
	That thing, that thing was all right.
	I miss that girl.
	You know?
	That's like when some guy's like 60 and he's like, oh man, when I was 23, I had this girl.
	She was so hot.
	Oh, my God.
	What a crazy summer that was.
	That's me and that machine gun when I think about it.
	Somebody said I ruined this song for him.
	So I'm going to.
	I don't even think I have it.
	Oh, no, I know.
	I ruined it for him.
	That's what men are like, though.
	I just, I'm trying to be honest.
	And the women need to know that sometimes we think about weapons like old girlfriends.
	Some good times.
	That leads us to who knows where.
	I remember all those people we killed.
	That's right.
	That's right.
	Yeah.
	Right.
	Oh, man.
	No, I gotta.
	It was a long time ago.
	It's a long time ago.
	I'm happy in my life now, but we both know what happened.
	Are you singing to your guns again?
	I've...
	I only do it at Christmas that you know about.
	I can feel it in my hands.
	I can.
	I can.
	It's probably part of being a little autistic too, but I can feel the feed tray I can.
	I can smell the gun oil.
	That thing was powerful, man.
	If you, if you know how to, if you know how to use one properly uh, you can do a lot of damage.
	You know, a skilled machine gunner is a fucking scary thing, man.
	They're very you need to be good at certain things, the best ones.
	You don't have to tell them what to do at all, they just they go off like assassins.
	They're already scanning for the best place to be like a, like a place to to bang.
	You're like a dude looking for a place to take a chick at a party.
	You're like fucking, where do we do?
	That's a good spot up there.
	And then, once that's locked in, you're on a mission to.
	No one's gonna see you get in or out of there.
	So you need to be you're.
	You get all this shit, but you're just like they have no idea what's.
	Oh, they have no idea.
	And then, once you get in there, oh man, and then you gotta, then you gotta scoot, you gotta be crafty.
	You can't, you know, can't be in one place.
	Stupid people.
	Just run to the front and go.
	You're worthless.
	What are you doing?
	Find an angle and destroy everything.
	Just kill everyone.
	You have this, you can kill everyone, like that's the right mindset.
	That was my mindset.
	It's like, how do I kill everyone?
	I was very aggressive and then it was a weapons deck commander.
	I love, I would just kill every.
	Let's kill every.
	Now I have two machine guns.
	You kill all those people and you kill them and we'll come with all the bombs.
	Kill the ones in the middle, everyone will be dead.
	Yay, that was my favorite job coming.
	Weapons deck commander was the best job.
	I have all the deadliest weapons.
	They're like, let's give Mackenzie all of the deadliest weapons.
	It's like yes, give them to me 40 millimeter automatic grenade launchers, machine guns mortars, rockets.
	So many will die.
	Oh man, and you've got 10 dudes who are just loaded with all this destruction and they're like, what do we do?
	Wait, you know?
	Oh, it's not a.
	It's not a, it's not a curse, it's a blessing.
	You know the way they always come.
	Oh, it's fucking, because when you're new you don't want all the heavy weapons.
	This is horrible, but it's like.
	But you don't understand what you're, it's a gift.
	You're looking at.
	You're looking at it like a heavy, terrible burden.
	It's not a burden, this is the, the honor of pain that you get to inherit as you deliver on I mean unimaginable levels of destruction.
	When they first brought out the machine guns and i'm just totally on a wild, this is this.
	Is this the Christmas, you know, nightmare stream.
	Um, when they first invented machine guns, like people were traumatized, like broken mentally because war up until that point was like bang, bang, bang, bang, bang.
	There's bangs back and forth.
	And then somebody shows up with like, you know, a thousand times that kind of power and everyone's dead in seconds.
	And they're like, what?
	know?
	That's, that's crazy.
	That's the kind of power that men didn't used to have.
	Like in a, in a battle, right?
	You'd have to, how many men could you kill?
	As many as you could kill in the time, you know, one at a time because you're one guy.
	No, no, I can, I, there's some of these machine gunners in like World War II have killed thousands of people.
	Like previously, you would have to be Genghis Khan to do this.
	And now it's like, ah, I just said it was just pretty good with the machine gun.
	Because that's the main, that's the main weapon system of the infantry unit.
	Like the whole point is to like get you into like fighting, is to get you fixed somewhere and then annihilate you with the weapon.
	And that's what it is.
	Like I'm going to get you stuck and get an angle on you and just massacre you with these fucking insane devices that we've crafted, which shoot, you know, like supernatural beings of death.
	I have to play the song again.
	Here he comes.
	I'm just, I can't imagine.
	I mean, some of these like human wave charges and shit that happened.
	I can't imagine being on the opposite end of it.
	Like you just killed like 170 people.
	They just ran right at you and you just look pretty, didn't take long.
	A minute or two.
	And that was that.
	fuck.
	But I bet psychologically it would be the same as probably just killing one, you know, one guy all at once.
	Like, I don't know what that would do to your head.
	I don't have no idea.
	don't know i know that i know that people that uh see and participate and have like too much death in their life life becomes cheap and they are very undisturbed by it And it's unsettling.
	There's a lot of that over there as well because those people were just fucking, you know, kill you for nothing.
	People die all the time.
	And it was just, they weren't too bothered by it.
	It was kind of, it's kind of unsettling, you know.
	It's probably got probably a lot of guys in Ukraine like that about now.
	Thanks, everybody.
	Thanks, government.
	Great job.
	What was the quote?
	I don't have to mention that because it's a great one.
	The mythology of war persists because those who engage in it rarely suffer its consequences.
	Oh, it's close.
	Lieutenant Lewis Poehler Jr.
	I've not heard this one.
	The mythology of war survives because the people who create it rarely experience the consequences.
	Yeah, like General Jenny, we're ready for war.
	What the fuck would you know about it?
	I'm genuinely asking, what do you know about it?
	I'll tell you what I know about it, and then you tell everybody what you know about it.
	And well, let's see who people think knows what they're talking about.
	That's all I have to do.
	And I know I know what I'm talking about to the degree that I do.
	It's like a lake of half-frozen water.
	Hypothermia when you get in there.
	I got in up to my knees enough to know, yep, that's fucking hypothermically frozen, ice cold water, and what that feels like on your body and how that fucking, you know, maybe up to your, you know, waist.
	Oh, my God.
	And there's other guys that are like swimming way out there in it and are like near death.
	But it's the same.
	I have some degree of an idea of what, but that's, you know, it's just more and worse and more intense.
	And it just, I know what two drinks of tequila feels like.
	What's 200?
	The same, but maxed out to 200 times as much.
	Obviously, right?
	And then you, and then you have people who have never been wet, let alone cold and wet, let alone they're lecturing the nation on what war is and how we're ready for it when they know nothing, nothing ran away, actually.
	Had to be restrained by American officers in Iraq.
	The Iraqi Ivaki, they called it.
	Very embarrassing.
	She's the top, top soldier of the day.
	Yeah, probably.
	That probably is the top soldier from what I've seen.
	She probably is.
	We're ready for war.
	Okay.
	If you're ready to be killed in a war, you're right.
	Yes, that's correct.
	There is no, like, with who?
	That would be my question.
	Yes, General.
	With who?
	You're ready for war with who exactly?
	What do you mean?
	Which threat, which nation are you anticipating we're going to war with?
	So just casually talking about war and like with no fucking thoughts whatsoever.
	Why, where, when?
	It was just like, I live in a fucking sanitarium.
	80% of the people in this place are mentally handicapped.
	Go write your fucking article.
	Go.
	Oh, yeah.
	Let's just casually do some fucking war posting.
	Not like Afghanistan, like, you know, nation-ending war.
	Like, let's get into a, they're talking about the Russians, obviously.
	And they're gearing up to fight them in about three years.
	Is it 29, I think?
	So a little over three years.
	Or was it 27?
	It's not law.
	That's why they're trying to, you know, order and build all these fucking weapon systems.
	And we need 300,000 soldiers.
	They're just blatantly like, let's.
	Why?
	Have you ever heard anybody ask that question?
	Tell me why.
	You know, Pierre's going to bring back the warrior culture.
	You tell me, tell me why, with all your experience in war, why we're doing this one.
	What's the justification?
	Because in my experience, it is very important what that is.
	It is very fucking important what that is.
	Because if it's not correct, it will scramble and destroy the minds of the men who participate in it, and they will be ruined forever.
	A lot of them.
	I was almost one.
	You almost got me.
	You can't, you can't just, and despite what they say, you know, it's not our job, which is true.
	It's not your job.
	You're not a politician.
	You're not supposed to know.
	You're not supposed to.
	It's not what's important.
	Important is you're going to defeat whoever the enemy is.
	But you trust that that is done with an understanding that we will be used for righteous purposes.
	Like if we have to fight someone, it's because we had to.
	Like there was obviously no question.
	And you fucking people have never been right.
	You've wasted this gift of their lives on nonsense my entire life and before.
	So why should we listen to you now?
	What do you know?
	What are you talking about?
	Why is anyone lit?
	Why is anyone going along with this?
	Why is everyone such a coward?
	Why am I one of the bravest men in the country?
	That's not a brag.
	I'm asking.
	That's not correct.
	That should not be.
	I should not be one of the only men in this country willing to say what's true out loud with my fucking face exposed.
	I should not be, but I am.
	Maybe that's the reason.
	Maybe instead of embracing your childish little witch hunts and your little, it's crabs in a bucket here, guys.
	The amount of infighting and dog shit and stupidity and fucking egotistical, the backstabbing and the fuck, it's horrendous.
	I could write a small book about the people I've not burned, but could and maybe should, but there's no, it's just a distraction.
	But it's just, you know, it just turns into a big, oh, get him!
	Everybody, get him.
	Yeah, why are they getting them?
	Who cares?
	He's bad.
	We got to get him.
	Yeah, like we had to get Saddam Hussein, right?
	Everybody, we got to get him.
	We got to get the bad guys.
	We're going to go get him.
	We're going to get him.
	Yeah, I remember that story.
	I was like a seven-year-old when I believed that story.
	I was like seven to 10 years old when I believed it was as simple as we just got to go get him.
	We got to get the bad guys.
	We got to get them.
	Bad guys.
	We got to get them bad guys.
	Yeah.
	So I guess when I was 10, I was smarter than you.
	What's that like?
	It's not, it sucks for me because most people are like idiots, like you fucking warmongering retards.
	And you're walking around with your heads up your asses, talking about things you don't know anything about, making horrible decisions all the time.
	Incompetence everywhere, but there's way more of you.
	And because of your numbers, you think you know what you're doing.
	And the saddest thing of all is that people suffer unnecessarily innocent people because of that, because you're too fucking full of, you're too stupid to realize that you're stupid.
	And like, here's an example.
	When pharmaceutical freaks like Bill Gates and eugenicists like Bill Gates and known bad guys, like known scum like Bill Gates, say, I have to give, you have to take all of these medical all of a sudden.
	I'm back.
	I'm back from being Bill Gates.
	I'm back now.
	And everybody, now I'm a doctor.
	And everybody has to take these now and do all that.
	And that's obviously weird.
	And how?
	And how did you do this so fast?
	And how is there five different companies?
	What's going on?
	Instead of asking those questions, you attack the people who ask those questions.
	And you said, get them.
	We got to get them.
	Why are we getting them?
	I don't know.
	We just got to get them.
	We're going to get them.
	There's damn anti-vaxxers.
	We got to get them.
	That's right.
	Because you're too stupid to realize that you're stupid.
	And you attack the smart people.
	And the saddest thing of all is lots of innocent people got hurt and died.
	And cancer is up like 800% now.
	Rare forms of aggressive cancer have skyrocketed all over the place.
	And we all know why that is.
	Because you're too stupid to know that you're stupid.
	It just keeps going.
	It's just more and more and more dumb, dumb, dumb.
	And now, yeah, let's do World War III.
	Let's do that because we can win that, first of all.
	Nope.
	And let's destroy what's left.
	Let's just destroy what's left of everything.
	You're on the wrong team.
	You're on the bad guy team.
	The bad guy team is destroying the world.
	That's you.
	These people are so brainwashed.
	I know it's confusing because sometimes I'm talking to them and sometimes I'm talking to you guys.
	And it's just, you're just fill in the blanks.
	You'll catch up.
	You'll figure it out.
	You'll understand.
	Autism, ADHD, and retarded concussions.
	War.
	You know, used to drink a lot.
	There's lots of, I don't know, screws loose, damage, dense, used car.
	You see what I'm saying?
	You get it.
	They're so deep in the demoralization and the brainwashing now that they're cheering on World War III when we were all kids.
	right?
	And these people are my age.
	Like the people making decisions and running society now are my age.
	They're in their 40s.
	You're not doing it when you're 20.
	Like you're new.
	You're an intern.
	But between 40 and 50, like you're, you know, those are the when we were kids, it was universally understood that World War III is the end of the world.
	Like it's just, it is unthinkable.
	No one in their right mind would do that.
	And everyone was always concerned, like some kind of mad situation, some kind of madman would somehow try to, but, and now we're openly discussing it like it's something that we're probably going to do, you know, for summer vacation next year.
	We're going to start making plans and we're going to start booking Airbnbs and we're going to like if you don't see that you are on the side of death and ruin and mayhem and evil, I don't, there is no greater example I could give you than other than you are in support of a mass destruction of all life on earth and you know an attempt at eradicating the human race.
	That's that's the side you're on and you're justifying it.
	And it's Christmas, which is also evil now, apparently.
	Are you okay, man?
	You got to go home.
	This is this is going to stop.
	This is insane.
	What are you doing?
	You don't know what you're doing.
	Imagine the regret if you live.
	I guess Muslim don't have a soul, do they?
	They don't care about what happened with COVID, but this would be much harder to ignore and pretend isn't happening.
	Like I saw, I don't know where I, I saved all these things from Instagram and they didn't load up as the same ones at all.
	They're completely different videos than the ones I've saved, but they're not that much different than the ones I would have played.
	Like, I did not save this to play.
	However, black dude, Jews have declared war on Americans.
	That's something I probably would have watched and been like, hmm, let's see what Ogundade, what's his name?
	I don't know.
	Let's see what he's up to.
	Let's see what he's talking.
	Is he talking about them boys?
	You better be careful.
	But I don't know where they went.
	But one of these videos was Canada was the number four in the world for standard of living just like 20 years ago.
	Maybe it was three.
	Only like Finland was number one.
	Sweden might have been number two, and I think we were three or maybe four on earth.
	When I did that speech in front of CBC, I said our small towns and communities used to be the world's envy.
	I was not lying.
	They were the fourth most desirable places to live in the world.
	The country that we made, that our parents and grandparents built.
	They made the nation that was the fourth highest standard of living on Earth.
	Good job, Dad.
	You know?
	You know what we are now?
	27.
	We are behind Eastern Soviet bloc countries, countries in the Middle East.
	27.
	That's a lot of death.
	We're going in the wrong direction.
	Quality of life is going down.
	And it's going down because crime is going up.
	Cost of living is going up.
	Every bad thing is going up.
	Which equals a lot of death, despair, addiction, violence, crime, human trafficking, things like this.
	You noticed anything?
	Does it feel like we're becoming a third world country to you?
	It's because we are.
	The statistics all say that that is correct.
	That is what's happening.
	And that will be the case.
	We will be like South Africa soon.
	It's just, that's what the numbers say.
	And it's reflected outside, and it's accurate.
	To rent an apartment around here, not long ago was like 800 bucks, like a one-bedroom, you know.
	It's $2,000 now.
	Do you think people's pay have quadrupled in 15 years?
	No.
	So where are they living?
	And where are they going to keep living?
	because eventually the bills outpace the income, and everybody's running out of money and resources.
	This is what came, because you failed, Aaron O'Toole, Pierre, Paul, the great leaders of the Canadian people.
	They're great leaders.
	They are the great leaders of the Canadian people.
	When the Canadian people faced its most difficult time in its history, the past five years and the next 15 for certain, the great leaders of the Canadian people sat on their hands and did nothing.
	They failed and failed and hid and they wore costumes and they played dress up and they pandered and they wore high heels and they were at Del Wally celebrations and they said, Mr. Speaker, and they tweeted a lot.
	They did a lot of tweeting.
	They tweeted so many good tweets as we went from four to 27.
	200 plus thousand people gone.
	Government-sponsored murder program has killed over 80,000 organ-harvesting billion-dollar fentanyl laboratories, coast-to-coast human trafficking.
	Halifax is one of the top in the country.
	Canada is one of the top in the world.
	Vancouver is the methamphetamine capital of the earth.
	But they tweeted.
	And Pierre said bring it home a couple times.
	Did you remember when he said bring it home?
	Wasn't that helpful when he said the phrases?
	Remember when Pierre said the phrases?
	That was great.
	Remember when Pleb talked about Pierre saying the phrases and how they were going to bring it home?
	And see, because in war, there's consequences.
	And that's what this kind of is, guys.
	If idiot people make idiot decisions that affect the rest of us, then we suffer.
	I went to these, I tried to go to the special forces units because I wanted to live at a higher standard.
	I want it to be better.
	I want it to be better myself.
	I wanted the other people around me to be better.
	I just wanted to, because it could be.
	There was room.
	It's possible.
	So why, if it could be better, why isn't it better?
	What am I doing?
	Do I have pizza to eat somewhere?
	Like, what a dumb and I'm right back there again.
	Except you can't escape this military.
	This military is called Ottawa, and they're going to make dumbass, self-destructive, insanely dangerous decisions all the time.
	And we're helpless to do anything about it except listen to Andrew Lawton talk about it.
	And Larry Brock is going to tweet, and Pierre is going to have a slogan, and Aaron O'Toole is going to have snappy comebacks on Twitter that no one likes or watches and has no, no one pays any attention to him.
	And they're going to bring it home.
	What do you guys think?
	More and more, they will become less and less relevant.
	They're obsolete and they're already dead and they don't know it.
	They had a chance in 21 and they've refused.
	And then the last time, that was their last chance, and they refused.
	And now it's too late.
	They will never win an election.
	I don't think it's mathematically possible.
	And the other side's got the money.
	They've got the dirt.
	They've got the goods.
	Look, they're pulling people from left and right.
	You think they don't have stuff on them?
	Leverage money, opportunity, incentives, whatever it is.
	They've got shit that your people want, Pierre, and you don't.
	And you're losing them, and you're going to lose more.
	I'm sure they're already talking about it.
	You know, I believe them.
	The internet die?
	Oh, well, let me.
	It's doing the fun thing, right?
	I switch to another screen and then it goes, or we just lock up inexplicably for minutes at a time.
	Oh, no, not.
	I know going from one browser to the next is a very CPU intensive.
	I mean, I need to get several other graphic unit cards.
	I need a whole deck of NVIDIA GeForce cards because I'm switching.
	I clicked on a browser.
	So, holy shit, you know, this is getting crazy.
	Basically rendering a Pixar movie in real time while I'm doing the stream, apparently.
	Holy shit.
	Are you serious?
	This is nuts.
	I need to get a new machine.
	This is outrageous.
	Anyway, here we go.
	He won't even say himself, won't rule out whether more of them will ban and ship.
	He's a strong leader, you guys.
	He's the best.
	Why?
	Like, I can't even get the sound on.
	This is painful trying to use this.
	To do the opposite of what the liberals have done, which is to drive up inflation, double the deficit, unleash crime.
	And so anybody who has crossed the floor has gone against the affordable safety.
	Can I play the thing now?
	He's still doing it.
	He has slogans.
	Unleash crime.
	They unleashed it.
	No, they imported it, largely imported.
	When you helped.
	To make this an affordable, safe country and to do the opposite of what the liberals have done, which is to drive up inflation, double the deficit, double crime.
	And so anybody who has crossed the floor has gone against the affordable safety platform that we put forward in the last election.
	And I think Canadians have a reasonable expectation that when you run on a platform to bring down the cost of living, to control spending, to not lie.
	Yes, that's correct.
	Walk up criminals, that you shouldn't then go and join the party that's doing precisely the opposite.
	Yeah, but to be fair, peeps, I mean, you tell people shit that you're going to do all the time and it never happens, like investigate all the COVID stuff and the vaccine problems.
	I mean, you said that to people's faces.
	I saw the video and you totally lied.
	And you and your bitch wife did that to all kinds of people.
	And you didn't mention anything about the Epstein nonsense with him.
	And there's so many things you could have taken shots at, and you never did.
	I don't even know what you're trying to win.
	I don't know what the hell your problem is.
	I think you're just a massive coward.
	I think that whole organization over there is just run by absolute fucking women.
	And I don't mean this in a bad, in a, you know, you know, women, not good women, like bad women.
	You know, bad women.
	That's what I mean when I say fucking the bad kind.
	It's run by bad women.
	That's the energy I'm getting out of there.
	I've got playing it safe, nervous, let's just hide under some coats kind of energy coming out of the conservatives.
	That's what scared women do.
	And he's like half asleep.
	Well, I mean, we're trying to bring down the cost of living and Canadians, you know, when they vote on the poll, they assume that what they're voting for is what, you know, the representatives.
	Holy fuck, man.
	Like, somebody get this man some amphetamines.
	You understand that expectation.
	And steroids.
	He needs testosterone now.
	Back in September of 2018, when Leona Alislav made the converse decision to leave the liberals, come to the conservatives.
	I remember the caucus rising and applauding her, giving her a standing ovation as she made her way into the room.
	I remember at the time that he needs, Andrew Tate needs to teach him how to not be creepy.
	That's the collab I want to see.
	If the conservatives are serious, they'll get Andrew Tate over here to fix Pierre Polyov.
	Give him a month.
	Give him a month.
	And if Tate can like make some kind of career, some something, for God's sake, you just got to find the most toxically masculine chauvinistic people on earth to see if they can rub off even 5% on him because it would go a long way.
	Anything you can be Dan Bilzerian, I don't care anybody.
	We got to bring the creep level down big time.
	House leader, then the leader of the party.
	Oh, God.
	Look at how he's looking at her.
	It's weird.
	Why was it okay then and terrible now?
	Well, first of all, I think there's my body language is very natural and comfortable.
	The party had ran a run on in the last election.
	Rather than them leaving the party, and that's not the case here.
	As I was just doing this, I'm done.
	I don't care.
	As I was doing that little impression of him, as I'm talking in my head, I thought, he doesn't stutter this much.
	I'm making him sound dumber than he is.
	And then he went and stuttered a whole bunch.
	So I'm fucking super vindicated again.
	Again, this isn't one of the videos I wanted to play, but it's here.
	So let's just watch it.
	And this looks like it's fun.
	It looks like a naked guy on Instagram.
	Why are there so many videos that start like this?
	And I did one recently as a test, but I just, I didn't test it.
	I was in the middle of, I was in the literally in the middle of doing something else.
	And I was like, I'm just going to do this now because I'm going to forget.
	And I just had, but so many of these videos start with like some guy's upper torso in it in a what looks like a hostage video in a room.
	Like, you got to fucking go.
	I don't know where I am.
	Like, that's what these all look like.
	And I think that's why people click on them.
	And any of the videos I've done like that, people, that one, though, they're always way more people are like, oh, fuck, has he been kidnapped?
	Like, no, it's a whole thing guys are doing, I think.
	That's my theory.
	Anyway, I'm sure this isn't a hostage video.
	It says the truth about COVID, but I just want you to know that if you're listening, if you're like, is this like one of those weird guys with no shirt on, like frantically running about a room?
	Like in some yes, that's exactly what it is.
	Several more questions to what comes next.
	Hang on.
	We got to reflect.
	We got to.
	Oh, no.
	I refreshed the page.
	My computer might crash.
	It might be way too much for it to go.
	I'm about to tell you is going to explain a lot about the current world, and we'll also open up several more questions to what comes next.
	First, we have to go back to 2009.
	A man named Joseph Mossy is arrested after an eight-hour standoff with Secret Service members in Los Angeles.
	Now, Joseph Mossy was a bioscientist and a massage agent.
	A lot of this has been wiped off the internet, but if you dig hard enough, you can find whispers.
	Anyway, in 2009, shortly before his standoff, if you dig, you can find whispers.
	Well, what is this?
	The police.
	He accused Baxter Labs of making a bioweapon disguised as a vaccine.
	Now, there are two interesting things about Baxter Labs here.
	One, in 1988, they sold their very profitable facility to the Tiva Pharmaceutical Industries, which is based in Israel.
	Two, it sold its entire autistic people.
	Are going to save the world.
	I mean, that's what this is.
	This is what I did with a number of topics until I was, you know, convinced where the monster was.
	He's doing the same thing in real time and posting it.
	It's fun to watch everybody's journey develop, you know?
	Autistic people.
	We're going to save the world.
	Entire vaccine business to Pfizer in 2014.
	Funnily enough, in 2009, Pfizer entered into a partnership with the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation to make vaccines available.
	Now that we have the vaccine out of the way, let's go to the virus.
	Ralph S. Barrick.
	This man is basically the inventor of COVID, right?
	Here's the Wuhan Institute everybody blames it came from.
	Here's their work combining two viruses to make a super adaptable, spreadable super virus.
	Basically, everything you need to show this man was behind it.
	Finally, that brings us to the coronavirus vaccines RD roadmap.
	It was a collaborative effort between a bunch of scientists, a bunch of different companies.
	Interestingly enough, Ralph Barrick was one of the main members of this group.
	What's for him?
	Who funded it, you asked?
	The Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and the Rockefeller Foundation.
	And for anybody wondering why I'm so worried about Bill Gates being involved in every step of COVID and its vaccine, let me remind you.
	Let me remind you.
	Let me remind you.
	What I'm about to tell you is that.
	All right, that was a brilliant one.
	You remember that?
	Benjamin Netanyahu has a vaccine needle.
	It was in the end of the video.
	In a trophy display case.
	Benjamin Netanyahu.
	You know, the evil guy has a vaccine trophy in a case on his desk.
	On his desk.
	Do you know what I have on my desk?
	I have this funny little fish toy that my daughter gave me because I had to have it for some reason.
	I have this handprint of my son as a baby.
	I don't have a needle in a trophy case like a fucking super villain on my desk.
	What in the need I remind you?
	Like, you don't need to explain more than that.
	I've seen enough, like, that one image alone makes me want to send Delta Force after him.
	I mean, my God, man.
	I remember, and when this was happening, too, I remember being like, all right, now I know my training is going to say that this is probably Jews, but I don't want to be caught off.
	You know, I don't want to just go off willy-nilly.
	And sure enough, oh, who yar?
	What's his name?
	Israel.
	Oh, boy.
	This isn't looking good.
	Who's the Pfizer guy?
	Oh, God.
	Gates and Epstein.
	Yeah.
	There's a femorgan.
	I'm not going to say it is, but authorities are looking for this suspect.
	This amateur sketch.
	This amateur sketch shows the suspect fleeing.
	If you knew.
	Yes.
	it's better with the music now that we know the destructive forces of the experimental gene therapy applied across the world in 2022 until present day its effects have been devastating And authorities are pursuing but one lead.
	If you have any information on this caricature, if you've seen, if you have any information, this suspect was seen fleeing the scene with gold coins falling out of his pockets.
	He was complaining about dry air and heat conditions.
	If you have any information, please call Jonathan Greenblatt and let him know where to pick up his son for super duper impossible to unravel mysteries that only super geniuses could see.
	I'm a regular guy with a pair of balls at work.
	And I'm apparently a dying breed.
	Merry Christmas, Phillip!
	He keeps moving the camera because he doesn't want to see all the cocaine he's doing.
	He doesn't want you guys to see that.
	It's at least better than, I mean, he used to be very, he didn't care at all.
	He would just.
	I was like, Phil, there's kids.
	And that kind of slowed him down for a minute, but then he thought that was funny.
	And I'm like, that's not.
	It's been a lot to live with.
	I don't think you guys understand.
	I just talked about a lot of random shit.
	I'm sorry.
	Did you come here for some reason particularly?
	I don't really have any of those tonight.
	It's Christmas and this place is a mess.
	What's the guy on my sweater?
	How do you not know who this is?
	That's kind of surprising.
	I'm going to keep an eye on you.
	You might be a spy.
	You might have given yourself away.
	Whoa, TB2.
	Okay.
	Says, my friend Brandon Taylor Moore was arrested yesterday by the Saskatoon hate crime unit for tweets.
	Oh, my God.
	Yeah, be careful what you say, guys, because they're looking for heads on sticks now.
	And they're openly threatening us in the media.
	Like I said, there's one in the National Post, one in the Globe and Mail about, oh, Kennedy's probably going to have a terror attack.
	Like, well, it probably is then, because you would know.
	I mean, that does seem to happen.
	There always seems to be, oh, I bet this will happen.
	And then it does.
	There's a strange, not every time, not all the time, but a high enough level that it's suspicious.
	There's some suspicious activity.
	There's some suspicious activity around certain folks for some reason, just getting exclusive access to national newspaper head, you know, op-eds, front, you know, big page whole long thing.
	And then that thing happens, you know, in the near future.
	It's almost like a, it's almost like a kind of low-key communication or signal of some kind.
	It's a strange, you know?
	I couldn't help but notice, I feel like I'm seeing a pattern emerge, but we know that pattern noticing is racist and it just indicates you have a very low IQ.
	If you notice patterns, it means you're stupid.
	Did you not know that?
	Everyone who knows, if you notice patterns, you're an idiot.
	Only idiots notice patterns.
	And not all of existence is built out of patterns and formulas.
	And it's not all different kind of codes and riddles.
	No.
	No, it's all random nonsense.
	Everything's random nonsense.
	So if you think there's patterns in anything anywhere, you're just a fucking idiot.
	How do you think they build rockets like with any kind of precision?
	They just guess.
	You just fucking let her rip, buddy.
	You fucking get her India.
	You fucking get some drinks, man, from fucking cities.
	You fucking let her rip, man.
	You got a fucking rocket ship, man.
	And you think fucking Elon got it done, man.
	Fucking two, four and a fucking bottle of rum is what he did, man.
	He fucking just pulled his fucking boots up and stopped being a little bitch.
	And he just fucking did it, man.
	I hated those guys.
	No, generally, the faster and quicker you can see patterns, the smarter.
	Like speaking of autistic people, like remember that guy Rayman in that movie with Tom Cruise?
	Like, that's extreme pattern recognition.
	He can tell where every position of a card is in the deck by looking at it one time because it's fucking instantly done.
	I feel like I'm noticing a pattern.
	No, you're just crazy.
	No, I think you're just stupid if you don't see it because it's there.
	How do you know?
	Oh, I don't know.
	All the smartest people who have ever lived have noticed it.
	There's that.
	There's like Chris Langen still alive.
	His IQ is very high.
	Remember Bobby Fisher, the chess player?
	Like, there's a lot of them.
	There's a lot of people who are like, I'm suspicious of some things.
	I'm pretty suspicious.
	And they're all stupid as fuck, apparently.
	They're all dumb.
	They're all just stupid, fucking retarded people who happen to also be geniuses, literally geniuses.
	I'm not, you know, being hyperbolic.
	I mean, genius level like you.
	They're all just stupid because they notice patterns that don't exist.
	Never forget that.
	Never forget that geniuses are stupid.
	And, you know, Nikki Minaj is smart.
	Tom Cruise is smart.
	Sean Penn is smart.
	Chris Langin is stupid.
	And Tom Cruise is smart.
	Will Smith is smart.
	And Bobby Fisher is stupid.
	War is peace.
	Ignorance is strength.
	Freedom is slavery.
	Holy fuck.
	Like it happened.
	You know, it was happening when we joked about it in like 2019, 2020.
	Like, we're going into this dystopian 1984 future.
	Like, we're in it now.
	We're in it right now.
	The fact that I'm even doing this is crazy that I can just sit down and have like an internationally broadcast live production, whatever, and there's thousands of people, you know, that's retarded.
	That shouldn't be a thing, but welcome to the future.
	And it's insane.
	It's crazy.
	Soon we're going to have people with implants.
	DNA designer babies for only rich people.
	It's like, we need a hard reset here soon, or things are going to get out of control.
	I heard the space rock is coming back.
	The three-eye Atlas is doing more fun stuff.
	And now it's coming back again.
	Now it's getting closer or somehow.
	It keeps changing directions like comets normally do that don't have a tail and change colors and glow and do bizarre things.
	And, you know, yeah, comets all do that.
	It's totally normal.
	And they're all just being like, oh, yeah, it's probably a comet.
	It's just a weird one.
	I'm like, yeah, of course.
	Of course.
	It's just not anything like a comet, but it is one.
	We don't know what it is.
	That's the truth.
	Isn't that wild?
	There's this giant thing in the solar system like pulling a fucking hard turn around the sun.
	So we're kind of like out, so we wouldn't see it.
	It's on the other side of the sun at the precise time that we would be here.
	And then by the time it, so that's fun.
	And nobody has any idea what it is.
	It's not like any known thing that's ever existed.
	And they're like, yeah, but it's a comet.
	Like, okay, sure.
	What is this?
	I don't have no idea what it is.
	I'm just going to admit that because I've seen a lot of astrophysicists be like, this is not.
	I have no idea what the fuck is going on.
	It's bizarre.
	And it's probably a comet, probably, but like they all, it's like they all have to say that.
	But listen to what they're saying.
	They're like, yeah, I mean, it's probably a comet.
	It just doesn't do anything like any comet I've ever seen ever.
	But I mean, what else could it be?
	I don't know.
	It's got to be a comet.
	It's good.
	Like, obviously, it's not.
	If it doesn't do any of the things that a comet does, then it's not a fucking comet.
	That's the weirdest dog I've ever seen.
	What?
	That's that dog?
	Yeah, it's flying around.
	It's got a big, long beak.
	It lays an egg.
	I have never seen a dog doing those things.
	I know, but it's a weird-looking dog.
	Are you sure it's a dog?
	Oh, yeah, that's a dog.
	This is a weird dog.
	Just doesn't do anything that dogs do at all.
	Okay.
	Are you all right, man?
	I keep asking you, but you keep saying things that make me know you're not all right.
	You're like, let's do World War III.
	Look at that dog.
	I don't know.
	I need another booster.
	I remember, I think it was Pfizer said one of the top side effects was brain damage to the frontal cortex of your brain.
	The part of your brain that makes you a human and not an animal.
	The part that thinks is brain damage there.
	Isn't that fun?
	Of this potentially Israeli developed bioweapon from 2009 goes back as far.
	Remember, I said, I said that was my top fear when it came out.
	I said, remember the movie Children of Men?
	I said, if they're, if they're going to, you know, well, they're just going to exterminate everybody with vaccines.
	I said, not exactly.
	I don't, I think they would sterilize everybody because by the time everybody figured it out, it would be too late and it can't be undone.
	And that's it.
	And fertility rates have dropped dramatically.
	And cancer has gone up quite a bit.
	So there's a fun side effect.
	And they made tons of money and they got all their research data because they couldn't do human trials for these vaccines or any this mRNA technology, rather.
	They couldn't get human trials for it because all the animals died.
	So they're like, okay, it's not safe enough.
	A lot of the animals died.
	So like, okay, it's not safe enough to use on people.
	And they're like, fuck that.
	Let's just, let's just pretend.
	So they were like, oh, no, it's an emergency.
	Oh, shit.
	I guess you got to take the thing.
	And that's the only case that you can.
	You can only use the only use experimental shit like that in an emergency.
	And it's an emergency if no other available treatments exist.
	There were, but they got banned.
	Like Iver Mecton got banned.
	And like, oh, no, it's all doesn't exist now.
	Now you got to, now you got to do this.
	And they got like an insane amount of research data for free and they made trillions of dollars.
	Like, what a dude, this is professional level, you know, scam.
	This is how you do it.
	Yeah.
	Because I was like, remember the movie Children of Men?
	Like, no one could have children anymore.
	And it was like the end of the world.
	It's like, fuck, that's how they would do it.
	It's like a soft genocide.
	You would never know.
	And people would be in denial the whole time.
	It's like, nobody's having kids anymore.
	And they'd just be like, oh, I don't know what's happening.
	They're already doing it.
	There are these doctors and people are going, I don't know what, what's with all the cancer?
	Cancer is just everywhere.
	I'm like, oh, geez, I have no idea.
	I wonder what it could be.
	What do you think, Doc?
	Hey, doctor.
	Hey, smart guy.
	Hey, super smart guy who's way smarter than me.
	You went to medical school.
	So you're smarter.
	Your pattern recognition could be like, I could have been you.
	If I wanted to be a doctor, I could have been a fucking doctor.
	I could have been a brain surgeon if I wanted to be.
	I didn't want to be.
	It wasn't interesting to me.
	If it was, that's what I would have did.
	If you wanted to be a fucking soldier and wanted to go fucking into special forces units, you would have did that, but you didn't.
	You're a doctor man.
	So good for you.
	Let's see how smart you are, Dr. Man.
	So we've got, you know, like a hundred years of data, right?
	For health, general health population status of, you know, where you live, age groups, median age, male, female.
	Whatever metric you want broken down.
	We got numbers for it, and we can track and trace all sorts of different things.
	We have historical data for diseases.
	We have historical data for kill rates of them and all sorts of things.
	Impact to the GDP, what it does to the economy, all of this.
	We have it all, right?
	And everything was status quo.
	Everything was the same, normal.
	And then something happened in 2022, 2021, and everything got fucked up.
	Everything got everything's off there.
	Everything's all scrambled and crazy now.
	Can you think of anything, Mr. Dr. Man, smart guy, who went to medical school that could have happened in 2021 to 2022 that may have impacted the health of the population at scale like this in a negative way?
	Can you think of anything?
	Did anything happen?
	I'm going to have to think about it, man.
	I wish I had like thinking music to play.
	Oh, I know.
	I know exactly the right thinking music to play for Christmas.
	What do you think, Dr. Man?
	Do I not have it?
	The long pause does not help.
	I don't know why it's not on there.
	This is fucking retarded.
	This is this is how CSIS is really screwing me.
	They're deleting all my best.
	Every time I used to play this song with like kind of ominous, you know, it always worked out for us.
	So I'm just going to do it again, you know?
	I'm just going to generate it and wheel it back into the world, just like the last confrontation.
	Every day it's a getting closer, going faster than a roller coaster.
	Love like yours will be a good idea.
	Hey, health expert.
	What did you do?
	Hey, huh?
	What'd you do?
	Every day.
	Because I see your data there.
	I see all the lines going down.
	Like, oh, no, what happened?
	All the bad stuff is going up and all the good stuff's going down.
	What happened there?
	It's right there.
	2021, 2022.
	What happened?
	Every day seems a little longer, everyone a little stronger, come what may, do you ever long for kids getting closer, going faster than a roller coaster, love like yours will, you know, I just, I don't know.
	It's a mystery.
	It's a total mystery.
	I don't know what could have affected the health of the entire population at scale like this in such a drastic, negative way in such a short period of time.
	I can't, I just cannot figure that out.
	I didn't go to medical school.
	I'm too stupid to even begin to know where to look.
	I couldn't even know where to look because I'm too stupid.
	Not like you.
	You're a genius.
	What's pancreatic cancer at now?
	800% increase.
	That's unusual.
	A lot of heart attacks, huh?
	Is that normal?
	Because in the status, you go back and there's none.
	There's no 20-year-olds having heart attacks.
	And then all of a sudden there's a shitload.
	What happened?
	Dr. Mann, what happened?
	Maybe next year.
	Maybe Santa will bring you a conscience and a brain for next year.
	You know?
	Because, I mean, all of our hopes are on you, experts, because you're the smart people that we trust.
	You're the experts who are geniuses, and we are just stupid fools who would, we have no, we didn't go to medical school.
	So therefore, we can't identify any kind of any, we just don't, you wouldn't even know how to interpret the data.
	Like, for example, in 2020 or 2021, Dr. Strang in Nova Scotia said that the flu doesn't exist anymore.
	There was no cases of the flu at all in the province that year.
	Isn't that crazy?
	Zero cases?
	There's usually like a thousand or fifteen hundred cases of people being hospitalized with influenza in Nova Scotia every year, up and down, 100, 20, you know, here and there.
	There's better years and worse years, but it's about the same.
	And then that year, it went to nobody.
	Absolutely no one had the flu.
	Isn't that strange?
	Coincidentally, I mean, what are the odds of this?
	About that many people of cases, 12, 13, 1,400.
	They were hospitalized with COVID, though.
	I mean, crazy.
	Like, the flu takes the year off and then COVID shows up to pick up the slack.
	What a nice guy.
	They must be working together.
	Do you think they're a team of some kind?
	Or maybe do you think it's the same fucking thing that you just mislabeled?
	Maybe that.
	No, right.
	You're a genius.
	I forgot Bobby Strang's a genius.
	And I'm just a moron that doesn't believe the flu took the year off to go find itself in hostels across Europe.
	I don't believe that.
	I think you just copy-pasted.
	I mean, are you fucking serious?
	This is like when people rob a bank with a fake mustache on.
	Like, is this really like the glasses with the fake, you know, nose and everything?
	Like, are you serious?
	Did you?
	And it worked.
	A lot of people, because it's fear, they just don't want to, they don't want the confrontation.
	It doesn't matter how absurd the lie is.
	If the people are cowards, it won't matter.
	You can say whatever.
	You can do whatever you want.
	Rulers have known this forever.
	If they're weak and they won't question anything.
	The emperor has no clothes.
	You ever hear that story?
	No one will say the emperor has no clothes.
	He makes people worship his outfit that doesn't exist.
	He's naked, but he's just so out of control of power and does whatever.
	Everybody's so fucking scared of him that everyone just goes along with it, even though it's insane.
	Until somebody goes, where the fuck are your clothes?
	And then they kill that guy.
	They say, get him.
	Get him.
	He doesn't like the emperor's clothes.
	Get him.
	What fucking clothes?
	You're insane.
	Oh my God.
	Can you believe he said that?
	Yeah.
	Can you believe you said that?
	Is the real question.
	And how many people die because idiots don't know they're stupid.
	And some of them do know what they're doing.
	And they're just criminals.
	Here's why it doesn't matter because the results are the same.
	The consequences of what they're doing and not doing are the same, whether they know what they're doing or they don't, or they're just too dumb to know what they're doing.
	Innocent people, bad things, negative outcomes are happening to all of us because of them.
	So people get focused on this, like if they, they're innocent or not.
	It doesn't matter if they're innocent or not.
	They're doing it.
	The mission is to stop this from happening.
	The abuse and the indignity and the stealing and the lying and the killing and that thing that's happening, the prey, the predatory behavior being applied to us by them, that must be stopped.
	It doesn't fucking matter if they know what they're doing or not.
	It's happening.
	It's like your house is on fire and you're worrying about who started it and if it was on purpose or not.
	Like put the fire out.
	Who cares about that?
	I'll worry about that later.
	You can worry about if they knew what they were doing or not when they're in handcuffs.
	When they're all chained to a fucking post, then you can, then you can say, okay, let's figure out exactly what the fuck went on here.
	But that would mean confrontation.
	And nobody has that in them in this country very much.
	Certainly not the people that are paid to.
	Not the people that are supposed to.
	What are they doing?
	Giving talk shows, half asleep.
	Well, I mean, Canadians expect it.
	You know, they like somebody and they are there as a platform that affordability.
	Oh, aren't you guys glad he got $35 million to play with this year?
	That's the $35 million buys, you guys.
	All the cop servitive.
	I just keep seeing them.
	Every other post.
	And I mean, Twitter is made to keep you engaged.
	So I try to limit my time when they're like 10 minutes at a time.
	It's just fucking.
	But it's made to keep you there.
	So it shows you things that you're going to want to, you know, Which is great to find shit for this, but not if you have other things to do.
	Like, don't, you're just going to get trapped in there.
	But every time I do see the, most of the time I see the conservatives lately, it's just coping about how great Pierre really is and they don't believe the lies and how it's all falling apart.
	I don't need to hear it.
	I can see it happening.
	I'm watching pieces of your fortress crumble to the ground and people defecting and running away.
	That's not a good sign.
	That's not a sign that you're doing well.
	And he's talking like he's half dead.
	They have no idea what to do.
	They're fucking completely.
	They're a rudderless ship.
	They're oblivious.
	They've got this leadership convention next month.
	And they're going to try and replace him with some chick.
	I mean, you're no, not more women is not your answer, first of all, conservatives.
	Not more women.
	No, no.
	Sorry.
	That place is, again, you need to start by paying, I don't know, Andrew Tate or someone.
	Dan Bilzerian, both of them might be enough to make, they're not going to exist.
	And they're never going to win another election.
	And in another few years, they're going to be as much of a joke as the NDP.
	They're just going to be there every year.
	Like there's no urgency.
	There's no sense of urgency.
	There is no spirit of nothing.
	They had a 50-50 shot and they said no.
	That's a fair fight.
	I'll take that.
	50-50, that's a winnable game.
	It's not like you're not rolling dice.
	Then you go fight.
	This is your chance.
	You may never get another chance.
	And that's the irony because if Pierre gets tossed next month, which he might, he'll never get another chance again.
	And he blew it.
	And he had one and he said no because he's a fucking coward.
	Just like I always said that he was.
	Always.
	It didn't take me long to peg that guy.
	He's like, he's a coward.
	And he's consistently proven me right every step of the way.
	And everyone fought me.
	Oh, no.
	How dare you?
	You said daddy baby.
	You were instead of get him, get me.
	You let that thing walk you down the garden path to death.
	How's everything going out there in conservative land right now?
	You guys happy with your choices?
	You doing well?
	Are you doing great, kid?
	Huh?
	Let's hear it for the Jews.
	Yeah, how are you feeling, guys?
	That's their only priority.
	Somebody asked the AI, because it's all on Twitter.
	It doesn't take long.
	How many times has he mentioned all these different religious groups?
	I think the Jews, like 45 times.
	Christians, maybe 12.
	And then, you know, 45 times.
	Something like that.
	Be nice if you could care about Canadians at all at any point would be nice.
	Just a simple boy from the prairie.
	You got that right?
	Yes, sir.
	You are that.
	You are a simple.
	He is very simple.
	He's simple Jack.
	Just fucking empty the dustbins, Pierre.
	You're just here to empty the trap.
	Just empty the dustbins at the end of the day.
	Just refill the water jugs.
	And if you want to bring coffees in every day at nine, that would be great.
	That'd be nice.
	If you want to take everybody's order, and that's all you're going to do.
	That's it.
	What about affordable housing?
	You don't listen.
	You don't talk anymore.
	You don't.
	No, no, no.
	No, you tried that.
	Remember?
	Remember how much of a horrible epic fail that was?
	Like you had a 20-something point lead and you like you had the biggest lead possible, realistically, and you lost.
	You're the Toronto Maple Leafs of politics.
	Sit down.
	You're fired.
	If they don't fire him, oh my god.
	Oh my god.
	But who are they going to replace him with?
	Honestly, I have no idea why the people of this country don't have any dignity and look at that and go, I am not funding this.
	What the fuck is this going to do?
	Are you serious?
	What is this?
	Who are you?
	What's with all the Indian guys?
	Why is there a lesbian rooster lady running the show?
	Why are there Israeli flags everywhere?
	What is this?
	Johnny McDonald had a vision, had a dream that was Canada.
	Cicero.
	Sorry, man.
	A few more years of this, and she's going to crack open like an egg, I think.
	Because they're going to dwindle down to nothing.
	They're going to get beat down to nothing.
	They have no response.
	They're not capable of responding.
	They're just going to flounder and flail like they are.
	And it's just going to keep getting worse.
	And the end.
	They're on the way out.
	They're getting beat up now.
	The momentum is firmly on the end.
	They totally blew it.
	And that's that.
	And now you've got separatists.
	Like, none of these movements are going to go anywhere.
	The only real option we have is to push together in one direction in here, in this country.
	And everybody's trying to look outside elsewhere for other people, other men, superior, stronger men who aren't afraid to fix their problems for them.
	Daddy Trump, come save Alberta.
	Oh, can we, you know, let's evaporate.
	I'm leaving.
	I'm moving to Columbia.
	Yeah, everybody, yeah, just run away, everybody.
	All you run away.
	Everybody, just give up and run away.
	You're all wearing the flag 10 minutes ago.
	I'm a patriot.
	I'm a voice.
	Hey, let's just blow it.
	I'll just throw away hundreds of years of hardship and pain and suffering that our ancestors gave us to bring us to the number four best fucking country in the world to live in.
	And let's throw it all away because it got a little tough.
	Good for fucking you.
	Get gone.
	Be gone from my sight.
	You're not worthy to live here, it turns out because you're too afraid.
	Running more.
	That will fix your problems.
	Do the same thing that got us here.
	Avoiding responsibility, hiding from challenging situations, not embracing.
	No, do that.
	Do more of evading and hiding from all the same shit you've been invading and hiding from your entire life.
	Do that.
	That will make it all.
	But this time it'll work for sure.
	And you won't have less and less and less places to run and hide to until eventually you can't anymore.
	And you've spent your whole life hiding from the inevitable.
	And when it finally arrives, you'll be all by yourself and have nothing but regrets.
	And you'll wish you'd been dead 20 fucking years ago.
	Then live through that kind of hell.
	Do that.
	Go do those things.
	I don't know what I'm talking about.
	I'm an idiot.
	Remember?
	I'm a dumb guy.
	I didn't even go to medical school.
	And you're smart.
	You're a smart guy.
	You're so smart.
	Go do smart people things.
	I'm smart about things you don't even know exist.
	And they're very important.
	But that's okay.
	All I can do is try to warn people.
	And they like to stab me in the back and fuck me over and lie and steal from me.
	And whatever, man.
	You know, it's not my problem that you're weak.
	Have fun.
	I'm not going to become a piece of shit because you're weak.
	I feel sorry for you.
	That sucks.
	Enjoy the rest of your life being weak.
	Brian says, I just finished watching an 8-hour documentary of World War I.
	It was so messed up.
	Was it James Corbett?
	He's got a good one.
	I don't know.
	It was that long though.
	Then they did it again, World War II.
	Now they're trying World War III as white people.
	When will we ever learn?
	Three strikes, you're out, you know?
	Like our entire lives, I got to get out of here shortly because it's getting late.
	But our entire lives have evolved around the shadow of these wars, World One, two, and the specter of a potential third, which would end the world.
	That has been my entire life.
	And probably the last hundred years, that's kind of been the central theme of all everything is revolving around those events.
	There is no World War II without World War I.
	And World War I was bullshit.
	It was created.
	It was crafted.
	It was engineered into being.
	It wasn't spontaneous.
	It was a business decision.
	There's agreements and documents.
	Okay, well, you'll do this.
	You do that.
	We'll give you this land and then we'll do that.
	And then fucking.
	And every step of the way, it's gotten worse and more horrific and insane.
	And we just keep, we don't learn.
	You're right.
	You've been given every chance.
	We've been given every chance to learn.
	So maybe that's, you know, maybe we're not supposed to learn.
	And it's just here for the fucking people who are brave enough to say no when the time comes and pay the price for it.
	And that's the whole purpose.
	That's the whole point.
	And maybe that's the whole reason I had to start off as a very weak, frightened person because the future is going to require a much different kind of person.
	And if I don't do the things that I'm supposed to do that I'm here to do, I can't be that person and I won't be when the time comes.
	And then it will be the failure and you'll be dead.
	Merry Christmas.
	Well, I'm going to get out of here, but Strange Bruce says he likes the sweater.
	Thanks, sir.
	Merry Christmas to everyone.
	Keep it up.
	You're motivating a lot of people.
	Oh, that's not good.
	They're going to say that's stochastic terrorism, sir.
	Yeah.
	Hope you guys enjoy my CBC feature at or whatever the hell they're coming out of.
	Should be out soon.
	I was informed.
	Like, oh, very nice.
	I literally don't have time to read your email, and I don't care.
	I honestly do not care, but good luck with all that.
	What's that?
	I should have responded with that.
	What's that response?
	When somebody writes like a big wall of text, you guys should see these emails.
	They send us.
	It's like 10.
	They send you a big wall of text like a schizo, like a crazy person.
	And then you, the response is, I'm not going to read all that, but congratulations.
	So so happy for you.
	Or I'm really sorry.
	Whichever one.
	Whatever it is, whichever one of these responses is applicable to your vomit of like all of that.
	Like, I don't, yay, or I'm sorry.
	I don't know, but I don't have time.
	I got to go.
	That's, that's what I should have sent them.
	I'm sure they're probably watching.
	They're looking for.
	We got to get more clips.
	We got to fucking.
	Yeah.
	Just remember that I want you to do it.
	And I know you will.
	So it's like, it's too, you know, you can't stop yourself.
	It's too late, right?
	It's, it's happening.
	So I'm like, good.
	I just want you to know that I'm looking forward to it.
	Because you're smart.
	Because you're a smart guy.
	Jenstein's leaving to go watch the ball game.
	There's nobody.
	It's December, sir.
	All right.
	You don't have anywhere else to be.
	Don't stop.
	Don't say these things.
	Nutvoy says PPC lied.
	Josh Graham told me horror stories of his service in Canada at the same time you were in country.
	They did nothing to help him after night raids when he came home.
	Graham.
	Josh Graham.
	PCLI.
	I don't think I know that guy's name, but yeah, there was a yeah, they had some unhappy times.
	Which one was it?
	Was it 2nd Battalion?
	No.
	They were air war guys because they were dismounted.
	They didn't have vehicles.
	It'd be one or three.
	It would have been three then, right?
	Yeah, it was a company of three PCLI.
	It must have been.
	I'm getting close.
	Oh, man, memories hanging in there.
	Stormy Heart.
	Sidorian Yates is one of the only bodybuilders whose name I could ever remember.
	So as please learn he's more than just a body and a pretty face.
	Is he?
	I don't remember who he looks.
	Oh, he's a great big.
	Yeah, yeah, yeah.
	Okay, I know Redordian Yates.
	Yeah, yeah, he knows what's going on.
	He doesn't give a fuck.
	thank you.
	so why don't you mind being so late for us time put him in the put him in the because i did it already I don't owe you anything.
	You didn't earn my degree of fucking time respect.
	Time kills people where I come from.
	You just fucking don't have enough time to play Call of Duty anymore.
	All right.
	You don't have to deal with this kind of shit.
	I can just show.
	You show up when I want you to.
	I press the button when we're all ready now.
	Okay.
	I am time now.
	I'm the fucking clock.
	You want to do it?
	Fucking get on the bus.
	They got 15 years of punishment.
	And then you can fucking be clockman.
	But until then, it's fucking time to bed.
	It's bedtime when I say it's bedtime.
	Daddy's home.
	Former member says, I have been across the equator twice and both 60-degree parallels.
	The Cape of Good Hope and Cape Horn.
	Try me, bro.
	I don't remember what we were talking about.
	This was a little while ago.
	Across the Equator twice in 60-degree parallels.
	Justice for Fathers, just, thanks, man.
	Jenstein says, if that bitch Morgan doesn't come on screen, oh my lord.
	They're not, I mean, why?
	How much are you willing to pay for a videotape?
	Let's just say, Jenstein.
	Let's just ask.
	I'm just going to ask him how much, hypothetically.
	As a, you know.
	You never know how things could.
	We'll talk later.
	Yeah.
	And he says material.
	Yeah, he wants, that's what he, yeah, he wants it.
	20, 20,000.
	Tear Torque says, Merry Christmas.
	Good Yule.
	Yeah, thanks, sir.
	You as well.
	Love and beloved.
	Merry Christmas to all the excellent Ragecast enjoyers across the land.
	Thanks, Jerry Morgan and the community for helping us get through these hilarifying times in clone world and joy time with family.
	Yes, that is the most important thing.
	That's the whole reason we're here.
	It doesn't, when you're young and a kid, it doesn't seem, I mean, of course, you love your family and it's important, but that's your whole world when you're young.
	And you want to go outside of that world and find the real world you think is out there.
	the exciting things are happening and all the cool stuff and shiny things and fun experiences and places and you know but you know these are all just these are all just things It's all.
	If you had everything in the world and no one to share it with, would you be happy?
	Just all by yourself?
	No one to talk to?
	No one to nothing.
	You're just completely alone.
	You have everything, but you can't talk to anyone and see anyone ever.
	Some people are like, oh, I love that.
	You would go insane, though.
	You do.
	That's what happens.
	People go nuts without that's how the Vikings used to exile people was their worst punishment.
	It wasn't murder.
	It wasn't like the broad eagle.
	The worst one was exile.
	Go live in the mountains by yourself forever.
	Don't ever come back.
	You'll eventually die if you, you know, you won't be able to keep up with the maintenance of just trying to keep yourself alive out there forever.
	And it's just endless silence.
	And, you know, I was very fortunate.
	I didn't get killed.
	People tried.
	There were some attempts and some recently, but you're having rockets shot at your head.
	It can be over quick.
	And when you're in genuine fear of your life, like you might die soon, like imminently within moments.
	And you're just kind of waiting to see what's going to happen.
	Like there's not really much you can do.
	It's either going to happen or you're not.
	You don't think about cars and money and stuff and things and video games and fucking, you don't.
	You think about your life and how much you want to be alive and the people in it that you care about, that make everything what it is.
	My experiences in the army wouldn't be what they were without the guys who were there with me.
	All of this I've done, you know, with you guys wouldn't have been the same without, you know, all of this, all of this stuff in the material world.
	These are all just byproducts of what we do together.
	This is the important thing.
	You know, each other and our families and our community, that's what's important.
	And that's where your purpose is and your fulfillment is and your satisfaction is and your life that's worth living is.
	Nobody that's doing this fucking circus is happy doing any of that.
	They're always just trying to get stuff and or some kind of thing or status or place and then they'll be happy, but it doesn't ever come because that's not how it works.
	It's the pursuit of something of the mission, the purpose.
	Purpose is give which gives you a contentment.
	I have a reason to be here.
	I have something to do.
	I have a place, something I'm trying to achieve or some kind of goal.
	I have some kind of reason.
	Without doubt, you're screwed.
	It doesn't matter what you have or don't have.
	If you don't have that, you don't have anything.
	And if you're a good guy, if you wanted some kind of noble purpose or some kind of reason to give a shit or, you know, to put your energy towards, because we're only here and then for a short time.
	And it could be over at any time.
	What did you do with your energy and time?
	You put it in video games?
	You put it like people, you could have helped people.
	Imagine thinking that.
	Imagine when you die, they show you what you could have did.
	Here's what you could have been.
	You want to see that?
	You want to see the best version of you that never existed, could have, but didn't, because you just chose not to?
	Because you were scared of things and you were intimidated by things.
	You didn't want to.
	All those things that could have happened didn't because you chose not to.
	Yikes.
	Right?
	Pretty sure.
	If you're at the end or, you know, whenever that comes, if you've made it about the other people in your life, and that's the reason that's why you're there.
	I don't think you're going to have any regrets.
	That would be hell.
	Thinking you like wasted your whole life.
	You never got to be you.
	You never got to be who you could have been.
	Oh, because you were too scared.
	You thought there's always tomorrow, there's always going to be another chance, there's always going to be another election.
	Pierre, maybe not.
	Somebody should have.
	Somebody should have introduced you to our old friend Death a long time ago.
	Maybe you wouldn't be such a pussy.
	You have some respect, have some respect for the life that you have and the situation that you're in and the responsibilities that you have.
	You have some respect for that and you show respect for it by putting all of it and the other people in ahead of you.
	You sacrifice yourself for that.
	That's how you show respect for it.
	That's that's how you show that you care, that you're a pre, that you have gratitude for this.
	and instead they just uh no no me it's all for me put it in my pocket i'll run on a different another time when i feel like it i'm not comfortable right now
	let me just steal my whole life let me just be a politician my life let me just take money and tweet things and could have i mean i have so much money and and capability and influence and so many there's so many things i could do but ah what about me though what's important for me I like that christmas ghost story.
	That's what I wish.
	That's what I want for christmas, because i'm the bad guy and i'm the boogeyman and Morgan's here fixing the fire and she's going to hear about my christmas wish.
	Do you know what my christmas wish is?
	Sincere, this is what I want.
	I want all of those people, all of these politicians pierre, all of our enemies, all of these, all these people.
	I want that ghost from the uh from the movie.
	He shows up with the chains and stuff and he's like Christmas Past, future guy.
	But instead of that he goes, hey here's, here's what you could have been.
	There's just this montage.
	It's like the most heroic based survival rescue of the nation anyone's ever seen.
	Amazing, move over William Wallace, you know, I mean, it's a legendary story.
	It's like that could have been you what you want to be, mad banana with uh.
	Better luck next time.
	Merry Christmas.
	You got got it in your soul, mr Grinch.
	I mean, that's motivating.
	Instead of complaining about the shitty men that they are, imagine if they could see the kind of men they could be.
	This could be.
	You're a firework.
	Does that get you off the couch?
	I mean, or you could get a new swimming pool, though, Pierre, and that's always cool.
	You could get a choice, but you could get a Range Rover.
	You want a Range Rover?
	Good Yule. Merry Christmas.
	I'll see you guys in the new year in some form.
	Could be on the news.
	It could be on a rampage.
	I might need a place to hide.
	I might be in a pickup truck full of guys with masks and say, get in, loser.
	We're doing stuff.
	Bring weapons.
	You're a firework.
	Bring pranks.
	Bring.
	Merry Christmas.
	Bring women.
	Because we're all probably going to die and we might as well.
	We have to decorate.
	We got to decorate socks at your party.
	All right.
	Where's I gotta go now?
	It's only one in the morning.
	Fucking.
	The three best words I would use to describe you are as follows.
	Stack!
	Stack!
	Stop!
	This is for you, apparently.
	Oh, it's nice.
	They're so thoughtful.
	That's nice.
	Thank you.

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