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Dec. 2, 2025 - Raging Dissident

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	Son of a bitch God likes me I am the best suck on my deck
	I am the best to my life and wants us this way all the time
	Angie believe it Phil he can't nobody
	probably why everybody's just letting it all happen everybody welcome back it's the first of December we're almost done 2025 with only only a lot of casualties we only lost like 20% of the population it's fine You got at least two more years before the killer songs through my life.
	It wants us to think we're down to like weeks like now.
	We got at least two more years before it's over December 1st 2025.
	I often...
	Seven years of this.
	A lot of things have changed, probably me the most.
	In some ways she's new, I mean relatively.
	She's been here for half of it.
	Just go, are you doing my laundry?
	Good girl, right on, love you sweetheart.
	Um, did you guys hear that?
	You know that's just the way that door closes.
	So often I'll be.
	She's always up before me and then that happens and I'm like the raid.
	It always sounds like the special forces are here, like damn, I'm not ready, I'm not in my good underwear.
	You know, don't have the red panties.
	On seven years of this, and you know, every once in a while, you just, you have to think about, you know, reflect on it a little bit.
	I just wanted to say thank you to all the people that have been with me as long as they have, you know, through thick and thin.
	And it's rare that people will do that.
	And, uh, you know, you guys are, uh, you guys are very, you know, special group of people to me, especially, um, and to each other, I'm sure, especially because it's just so rare that, uh, I didn't.
	have to pander.
	I didn't have to, You know, contort myself into this box to fit expectations of some fucking people who don't matter and don't even give a shit about me.
	You know, I didn't have to do any of those things.
	I could just be exactly who I wanted to be all the time, say whatever the fuck I wanted all the time, and just, you know, it, and you guys were just like the witnesses.
	And, you know, because of that, like, you've allowed me to do all these things in the first place.
	If it wasn't for your support, I, you know, I couldn't.
	So, um, you know, I just wanted to make sure you guys knew that.
	I appreciate that.
	And I think about it often as much as this.
	This has changed over the years as have I. Is there an ambient noise?
	Is this thing?
	It's picking up the fan on my computer.
	Okay, so I'm trying to do a nice thing and you're doing this shit.
	I have a noise gate.
	Is it just not working?
	It's just over now.
	It just does nothing.
	It does nothing now.
	And it's not what it's supposed to do.
	It's supposed to do something, nothing.
	This is crazy.
	Can you guys not hear that?
	That's astronomically loud to me.
	It's not really that loud in real life, but it's amplified through the microphone.
	And in my head, it's like I'm inside the engine room of a very quiet electric submarine.
	It's kind of, it's kind of just, I'll ignore it if you guys do.
	I just want to make sure I'm not the only one because if everybody else is hearing it, then I'm like, I don't want to be responsible for that's going to trigger someone's MK Ultra frequency.
	Like, for sure, I'll be blamed.
	And I don't have, I can't do this many, you know, I have a very good record in courts, but I can't be in there all the time, not constantly.
	It's been every year.
	Don't say muted.
	Don't say this.
	You see, it's lucky.
	I mean, Jenstein's allowed.
	He's allowed to abuse things, but mic volume is low.
	It doesn't sound like, I don't understand what is.
	I changed nothing.
	I changed absolutely nothing about anything.
	And now nothing works, you know.
	I don't, I don't want advice.
	I don't even want to describe the problem sometimes because, like, yeah, I don't know.
	I'd have to, I would have to listen to it back.
	And oftentimes people are like, no, it's, it was fine.
	Like, I knew it was fine.
	I knew it always was fine.
	But wait a second.
	No, this is all correct.
	Let's just.
	Oh, that's so loud, though.
	I can't, I can't.
	You see, this is what I was trying to avoid.
	I have no idea.
	It's like a compressor.
	Why?
	I had all this set up and now it doesn't work.
	And, you know, somebody asked me earlier, which is what I was getting to.
	I was like, I don't think I don't appreciate everybody, but I just, I like making fun of people in the chat sometimes.
	This is funny.
	Because what are you supposed to do when you're on this side of the screen?
	You look at you read some of this stuff and you're like, you know, as far as I know, that's some guy in clown makeup and his underwear drinking a pint of whiskey in like somebody else's apartment that he doesn't pay for, you know.
	I have no idea who's saying anything, right?
	So I'm just like, I have to for my own sanity, right?
	Just like you need to abuse strangers on the internet from anonymous accounts like me.
	I all in kind have to, you know, this is a give and take.
	This is what we do.
	You're not mature enough to handle that, then just go wear clown makeup and be an obsessed lunatic somewhere else.
	I don't have, I have enough stands.
	It's terrible.
	You get all of the negatives.
	Like I have all of the negatives of being like a well-known person, but none of the positives of it.
	You don't get money.
	You don't, you know, like nobody really knows.
	It's just it's funny, you know.
	You can't have bank accounts.
	You can't travel to most places.
	You can't, you know, expect problems with everything all the time.
	You're basically a super villain.
	You know, you're just like the world is literally engineered to make it harder for you.
	Like, do you know what that's like?
	It's very, it's, it's kind of fucked.
	And it's crazy.
	It's remarkable how easy it is to do.
	You know, all I did was talk shit, and now this happened.
	All this has happened.
	I don't know if I'll ever understand it.
	And I wish I could figure out how to make this compressor work.
	I don't even think it's what it is.
	Oh, the limiter.
	No, it's not the limiter.
	It didn't used to do this.
	It didn't used to pick all this shit up.
	It wasn't this sensitive.
	And I have no idea why it is now.
	And it's very, very distracting.
	It literally was not like this yesterday.
	Now it is.
	I didn't do anything.
	I got up today and I spent all day running around doing errands, mailing like hundreds of pounds of boxes is probably literally 200 and like separate.
	I mean, but still, you know, it wasn't that.
	It's so, it's, it's, it's getting to the point where, I mean, this is time-consuming enough.
	It's, it's not a crazy amount of time, but it's, it's a significant amount of time out of your week in the run of a week.
	And then the club stuff on top of this is also not an insignificant amount of time.
	They're both like part-time jobs and a bit more, plus one.
	So I'm like, I'm at like a 10% overload.
	So I'm very slowly like, maybe 5%.
	So, I mean, it's getting to the point where it's going to have to be one or the other or something.
	I mean, we know that is going to go.
	Yeah, it just, it's.
	And I'm not the only one.
	Like, there's other guys doing just as much who have full-time jobs and families the same as I do.
	And it's just, I get so mad on their behalf when people like talk shit.
	And like, you have no idea what it takes to make any of this even happen and exist.
	You have no, you can't even imagine it.
	You can't even, you don't have the cognitive power to make that Lego set assemble in your own head.
	You don't have the horsepower to do that.
	You just invent nonsense to fill in the gaps where your brain is supposed to be.
	And I'm hearing the noises, the diarrhea noises coming out of your face, and they go into my ear.
	And then I'm, you know, at the same time, cross-referencing it with all my memories and current, known, and past thoughts and experiences that, you know, contradict these things in hilarious ways.
	And I just kind of sit here and nod and go, yo.
	Oh, really?
	And you just, you know, you get tired of it eventually, and it just, who cares anymore?
	I really don't care.
	People send me, you know, things all the time.
	People are saying this and that.
	I don't read any of it.
	I literally don't care.
	I chose not to a long time ago.
	I don't give a shit.
	It's irrelevant to me.
	It doesn't help me do anything.
	It's not.
	Oh, this is not making the machine go faster.
	I don't give a shit about any of that.
	And it's irrelevant.
	It's like, you know, crazy people and morons and drunks and drug addicts and fat communists.
	And, you know, you're like, I it's like, you know, like a fucking life and death struggle.
	And somebody's like, oh, excuse me.
	You're like, what?
	I don't know if you know this, but like, you know, Antifa in Seattle just tweeted that you're like, I don't fucking care.
	Like, why would if Elon Musk tweets about me, let me know.
	Other than that, I don't really care if it's, you know, I don't give a shit.
	And all I can do is play with them.
	Like, I just do different things as much.
	I never know what they're what's going to.
	I mean, I know how to push their buttons really easily.
	And sometimes I just do it just to see where they're, you know.
	Yeah, unfortunately.
	I mean, I really wanted to get into the Blendell battle, we were going to call it, but Bloody Blendell, bloody, bloody, just shit like that all the time, you know, from these fucking people.
	You're like, I'm like, should I, should I just, I literally thought of it, I almost did.
	I mean, I didn't almost, but it was like, I was like a 35% probability I'm thinking about doing this.
	Like, I might just go ahead and rent everything and pay for everything and create posters and do the whole fucking thing just to create a huge thing out of it.
	Just to be a dickhead, just to prove a fucking point.
	Because he's the one that said that.
	I didn't fucking say it.
	I was busy minding my own business.
	And he's out here screeching like an effeminate high school girl.
	Imagine like a week later, there's a full-blown commercial.
	I'd pay for it to be played on the radio in Toronto.
	He's like, what?
	I didn't agree to.
	Oh, yes, you did.
	Like, I'll make you do this in public.
	I'll make you address this on TV.
	You're not, and you're too scared.
	You won't do it.
	Like, I would win either way.
	But it's like, I don't have, but also, I don't have time.
	That's primarily why.
	The old me might have done that because I was just clowning around.
	I was mad and making fun of stupid people.
	And it was fun.
	And, you know, we all had a good time.
	And then I would just go enjoy my 200 bucks and live my life.
	You know, that was that.
	Because back then I would have had time to do that, but now I don't.
	That means I have to not spend time on other more important things.
	Like this, you guys, the club, my children, Morgan.
	It's like, which one of these things loses so I can entertain the worst people in the world?
	Yeah, none of that's just a terrible thing.
	Why?
	I don't know.
	Just don't drink and tweet.
	No one's ever done that and saved the world.
	No one ever drank and tweeted and then woke up and been like, I'm a genius.
	Who's got that hungover story?
	They woke up and found out they saved the world.
	They woke up and they found out I have made so much money in my blackout.
	Or I woke up from my hangover and somehow I fixed my marriage.
	And you know what I mean?
	These aren't the answers.
	It's never that.
	I woke up and I had my pockets were full of diamonds and women's phone numbers.
	No, that didn't happen.
	Something extreme like that may have happened, but on the other end of the spectrum.
	It's such a thing.
	I was thinking about it today.
	I was like, should it just be illegal?
	Like, I understand the prohibition argument.
	I understand it.
	But I mean, it's been tried and it just creates.
	People are willing to die over it.
	Like, people are willing to die for liquor.
	Like, what do you do about that?
	They will run smuggling operations and right?
	They'll get in gunfights with the police.
	They've already done this over booze.
	So it's like, how do you, but it's really money they're after.
	But, you know, people don't have principles like they say they do.
	That's another thing I've learned over the last seven years is people will say a lot of shit, but very few people are actually about anything that they fucking say.
	Very few.
	Like way less than you're thinking.
	Well, it's probably like half.
	No.
	Oh, it's a quarter.
	No, 10%.
	No, man.
	It's like 1%.
	There's like 1 to 3% of the population I would estimate are like pretty good people.
	And then outside of that, it starts to get really weird.
	And I don't mean just, you know, politically.
	I'm sure there's, I haven't really thought about it.
	But I'm absolutely positive.
	There would be some people of fairly oppositional political beliefs, but it's out of a number of reasons.
	Ignorance, upbringing, incentive, lifestyle.
	Like, there's so many reasons why people do the things that they do.
	I'm doing this because I'm compelled.
	Very seriously important to me.
	It's not about anything else.
	But I know that about them, right?
	They're just saying these things.
	Like, I have people in my family.
	There's friends of ours.
	Like, there's people that we know that are just like, you know, libtarded.
	Like, they're just absolutely functionally broken.
	But we love them.
	And we're like, you know, we'll just try to keep you alive as long as we can.
	But they don't.
	They didn't earn these beliefs, really.
	They didn't fight for them in jail.
	They didn't do any of that stuff.
	They didn't burn down their life.
	They didn't do those things to agree with the hordes.
	And, you know, I mean, they just kind of picked it up at the store, not to be, you know, mean.
	I'm not trying to be, but I'm trying.
	I mean, really.
	But when you compare it to how people come to be the way they are, what's their backstory?
	And it's, I'm much more inclined to take seriously and respect somebody who's had to really suffer and fight for what it is they have and what they're doing.
	And they tend to be more serious people anyway.
	You know, I can talk to these people.
	And they're generally, they're decent people.
	Like, they're not bad.
	They're not fundamentally bad people like a lot of the enemies we have, who certainly are.
	They're not.
	They're just, it's like they're soft.
	They've got a computer virus, basically.
	You ever use a computer or a device?
	I mean, it's been a long time for me, but this was something that happened a lot in the 90s.
	It's like, ah, I got to fight.
	You would just be stuck until you figured out how to fix it.
	It's like your computer is just a nightmare now.
	It's just hard.
	Ba-bling, bo-bling, bo-bling for no.
	You're like, why?
	You know, there's things like that.
	But you're still going to use it.
	You're not going to.
	There's just something, you know, to a point.
	Some people are just fucking complete nightmares to be around, but I feel like if you're that rigid with people, with everybody, like you hold them to this impossible standard, like they listen to the wrong fucking music one day and you're like, fuck that, man.
	Did you just burn your friend down because you listened to a song you didn't like?
	That's pretty feminine.
	Right?
	That's a very weak, immediate, you know, the opposite of that.
	Like the Stoics are like, you know, mountain rocks.
	They're just like, I will beat time.
	I will age.
	Time will die before me.
	Like they're just it's hard to really do that to them.
	And if it's your friends and family, you have to give them, I mean, that's what that means.
	That's what having a better, you know, a more serious relationship with somebody means if they're your friend or they're, then they get a wider latitude.
	You know, because if you care about each other, which is what that really means, then that's good because that's rare.
	There's not a lot of people that will care about, give a fuck about you, especially each other.
	So it's like, okay, good.
	We got a small team here.
	That's good.
	You want to maintain that.
	So if they listen to a country song one day, you don't like stop being friends with, like, that's retarded.
	I mean, that didn't happen.
	I'm just giving examples.
	Like, some people will do this.
	People are looking for reasons to do that sometimes.
	Just to, just because they're internally fucked up.
	They start hitting people around them, basically.
	But if you're that rigid in your thinking and ability to talk to people and relate to people, you're not going to get very far.
	And you're probably going to break some shit because you're not.
	You're too sticky.
	You got to be a little loose.
	You've got to be flexible a bit to an extent so you can deal with the world.
	I don't think anything is that.
	You know, we don't, unfortunately, we don't live in a Lego world.
	Things do not just snap together perfectly.
	It just doesn't.
	That's never worked in my opinion.
	I've never seen that happen in my whole life.
	And I've been in several large organizations, small, like different working in teams to do things.
	I've been doing that a long time.
	And it's never just an Ikea shelf, like, there, look at that.
	never really the will to get it done is the most important thing and And then the strength to, you know, do it while, you know, not compromising on the things that are important, which is what it will try to get you to do.
	System we live in is set up that way.
	There's incentives to do what it wants.
	Financial incentives, primarily.
	And that's how easy it is.
	People are bought very easily.
	COVID bought people $20,000.
	Government of Canada paid people $20,000 to make COVID videos.
	Like, go get your vaccine.
	We'll be 20, this program.
	I shared it on the stream, and I don't remember which one.
	I think it was 2021.
	I was in Saskatchewan.
	I remember where I was sitting looking at.
	And so many people did it.
	I saw the program.
	It was on a government contracting website.
	I think it's called buyandsell.ca.
	There's all kinds of contracts you can bid on right now if you want.
	If you have a company, like, I'll do that for whatever money.
	And there was one up there for like a program to pay people to just say, hey, can you just shill the needles for us?
	We'll pay you.
	And I showed everybody.
	And we all went, well, that's fucked up.
	Six weeks later or so, guys, was it?
	Very long.
	Six or so weeks later, all kinds of trailer park boys did it.
	And then you saw QuickCoin McSchill doing it.
	And all these Canadian people started coming out going, oh, you know what you should do?
	Let's go get vaccinated bubbles.
	I'm like, they took the fuck up.
	But the trailer park boys blew me away because I was like, I saw the contract.
	It was on the website.
	I think the top prize was like $30,000, $40,000.
	You can't even buy a new truck with that.
	You guys are worth like, don't you have like 20 million dollars?
	I would turn it down just because I'm like, it's not worth it for me to go there and spend the day doing that for fucking why.
	I'll pay you $50,000 to never call me again.
	Like, that's the kind of guy I'd be with that kind of money.
	But I don't love money, you know, and that's weird, man.
	It's not even a lot.
	That's what, you know, kind of.
	And they're already rich, and they did it anyway.
	And even if people aren't rich, which is most of Canada, almost everybody in the country is very poor.
	I'm going to read somebody's message speaking.
	I'm sorry.
	Thanks, guys.
	You know, 40 grand is like...
	That used to be a lot, a significant amount of money.
	I mean, it's depending on where you're at, but like anywhere, even if you're at the very bottom, like you're basically homeless, like 40 grand, what is that really going to do for you?
	That's going to buy you six months?
	Then what?
	Like, that's not that much money.
	You know what I mean?
	It's not like, woohoo, my fucking life is saved.
	I don't even need to worry anymore.
	Bro, that's like $10 million these days.
	Five at least.
	Even if you found $2 million, I'd be like, well, you can take it easy for at least 10 years, but then, I mean, it's not.
	You're not a billionaire.
	You're not Elon Musk.
	You cannot just do whatever you want.
	It's not like, I don't think people understand how much money you need to do anything anymore.
	So like 40.
	And then they just, that's all it took, man.
	And then they were bribing Pete Kids with ice cream.
	They literally did come get an ice cream out of the fucking ice cream truck that drove around downtown Toronto playing the ice cream song for kids.
	And they'd come run out and get their vaccine for an ice cream.
	That happened in Canada.
	We're in the most fucked up place in the world, I think.
	I think Canada is going to be one of the most talked about countries in the world very soon.
	Like we're going to take a big jump in the ratings because you know, I used to say Canada is the best dark comedy that nobody knows about.
	Nobody's watching.
	Well, it's like when it's like when America discovered Japanese cartoons or something, it's like, here comes the flood.
	Next thing you know, it's everywhere.
	A lot of people are in places I didn't used to see them just memes about Canada being a being a like the standard for nightmare fuel.
	We're like up there.
	We're getting up.
	Right now it's the UK, I think.
	But I mean, we could overtake them and it's or very, I mean, at least get in, get on the get on the game board, which we don't want to be on.
	It's not a good place to be.
	The things happening in the UK I didn't think would have been possible.
	If you told me 10 years ago it would it would be at this stage already I would not see how they could have done that but I wouldn't have been able to anticipate and foresee everything that has happened the last five years.
	I wouldn't have believed it.
	Somebody told me six, seven years ago, this is what's about to happen.
	I would never have believed it.
	That's how naive I was.
	We have to rapidly catch up to them and how much they know about people, about what people will really do, what they're really like.
	They know better than fucking anybody.
	That's a big advantage they have over us.
	All the real truths and lessons about how this place really works and what really goes on and what's they keep that pretty close to the chest for a reason because information is powered.
	If you know how the game works, you know who the players are, you know what the stakes are, you know the consequences, you know the risks, all that.
	It's more close to fair than so they don't like.
	I think a lot of people don't really appreciate how nasty they really are.
	And they should, but a lot of people are also very, you know, they are there.
	They know how to manipulate them, which they do very well.
	And I, I, you know, one of the things that really, like, you know, one of the things that bothered me the most about the whole COVID thing, the whole period, the whole time period, like anything, like, I'm sure everybody's had a moment, if we're being honest, to look back on that, where you were like, I might have a nervous breakdown.
	Like, my heart's starting to pound in my chest and my head spinning with like crazier and crazier thoughts.
	And I feel, I'm thinking I'm going to freak out.
	The one that did it for me was the TikTok dancing that like after like a month of it or more, maybe.
	Do you guys remember before COVID?
	There was the stop, don't touch me there.
	This is my no-no square.
	They do this little choreographed dance that's supposed to stop Muslim rapists in like Finland or something.
	I laughed my fucking ass off.
	I watched, I was not, no, that was fake.
	I was like, this is the crazy.
	Think about it.
	Somebody wrote this, choreographed it, recorded, practiced it.
	Like a whole day, this whole office went into doing this, all believing this is a good, this is what we should do with our time.
	This is what we're going to stop.
	Don't touch me there.
	Like, this is.
	And at no point did anyone stop and look in the mirror and go, what the fuck am I doing?
	Nobody did that.
	That to me is crazy.
	It blew my mind.
	I laughed and laughed and laughed.
	And I didn't, I shouldn't have laughed.
	I should have been terrified because just a few months later, I mean, I laughed at first, but then I remember sitting there, not like, hmm, I wonder how dumb people are.
	Knowing now that millions and millions and millions and millions and millions of people are sharing and liking and enjoying and totally oblivious to what this even means.
	Endless choreographed dances of nurses and doctors and surgeons and professionals doing dances in their office in the middle of the worst health crisis in modern history, allegedly.
	And everybody was just, ha, I almost like, I literally almost lost my shit.
	I'm like, I live in, I am in hell.
	And they go, oh, why?
	They're just trying to make people happy and do dancing.
	I'm like, you.
	Okay.
	No one has time for that in real life.
	This is days.
	There's 60 people out there in a parking lot and then in the offices and then in the hall.
	Someone edited this.
	Just the dancing, choreographing alone.
	Never mind.
	This is days of work.
	How did they take days out of their fucking job now with this going on to do this?
	They either couldn't have, that didn't happen, like, or they just said, fuck all these people and let a pile of them die so they can take the entire, like Monday to Wednesday afternoon to choreograph, rehearse, practice, film, shoot, an entire dance sequence.
	The entire staff of the floor of the hospital is going to do this for a, like, think about it.
	So which is, which one's true?
	And everyone out there is sharing and liking.
	I fucking wanted to throw up, and that was five years ago.
	A lot has changed.
	I have, you know, we all have learned quite a lot about what people are capable of.
	About what people think.
	What about the people?
	Oh, yes, the people.
	Those people.
	Well, which people?
	There's different kinds, isn't there?
	There's the kind that call the police on children playing basketball.
	You know, there's those kinds of people.
	There's the kind of people who like punch a man at Canadian tire because that's how afraid he is because he's not following the rules that don't make any sense.
	Some of the people out there are judges who say things like, quote, the police don't lie, end quote.
	judge hartland um it's like i was not i wasn't led to believe i I was sure growing up and even into my early 20s that it took a degree of seriousness and professionalism to build and maintain a lot of this, of what we have.
	And I would do well to occupy a middle rung somewhere helping somebody, maybe a little, maybe important.
	Like, you know what I mean?
	That's kind of how I saw that playing out.
	And now I know that it did take those things to build them.
	And now they're occupied by buffoons.
	Everywhere you look, there's a Judge Hartland or a Gary.
	And you're like, if you're all here, where are all of the adults?
	What have you done with all of the grown-ups?
	Where are all of the sane adults?
	Where are they?
	Because they're not in the parliament building.
	They're not on television.
	They're not in the news.
	They're not in the schools.
	They're not in the police.
	They're not in the army.
	They don't seem to be anywhere.
	They're not in the hospitals.
	They're doing TikTok dances in the middle of the worst health crisis in history.
	A few times a year, actually.
	And they're competing with each other in TikTok dancing world.
	We're having a TikTok dance-off, and this is how sick it is.
	remember steven colbert's vaccine dancing routine like that was um you know we were people were making fun of it Like, how stupid is that?
	It is dumb, but it is working and it's working on purpose.
	Like, someone knew this.
	Someone knew that this would work.
	This was not organic.
	All of a sudden, like, none of these things were, these were tested on people.
	You remember the water, the ice bucket challenge and all this shit?
	Did you know a lot of these things were like psychop tests just to see?
	Like we're gauging what people will do.
	Like, there are certain parameters and attributes and characteristics of these video, these viral video trends that they've identified and have weaponized and can do it whenever the fuck they want.
	They know how people's minds work better than my, I know how this computer works.
	I know how it works pretty well, but they're even ahead of me on that.
	So it is funny, but like, it's so evil because they did it on purpose and because this will make people more compliant.
	I don't know the psychology of it.
	I never really sat down and thought about it.
	On surface level, I would assume the lightheartedness of it and the cheerful dancing and the synchronicity of it would imply some kind of subconscious sense of organization and safety and maybe openness and friendliness.
	It's going to give them some kind of positive feeling, which is going to encourage them to go that way within their, like there's some kind of magic trickery essentially to it.
	But I'm sure the psychology behind it is very fucking sinister.
	And when you figure it out, you're like, so they, you know, because it doesn't make any sense.
	You know, and manufacturing.
	Oh, everybody has to get a needle now.
	Well, my family worked in manufacturing.
	You know, my father, especially, and he said, this, this would have, how many, and we looked.
	He'd looked.
	How many factories exist that can make these products?
	And how many can they make per factory?
	And how long would it take to have made this many?
	23 years.
	Oh.
	Oh, so how.
	So they just discovered this virus last year, and now today they have enough for hundreds of millions of people.
	When did you make the, when did that, when that's miraculous.
	And all of these companies, five different companies, Pfizer, Mooderna, Johnson ⁇ Jackson, whatever the hell it was, the Avengers.
	The first time in history, the pharmaceutical company, by the way.
	They all sat around a big fucking table of money the size of the moon and said, hey, guys, let's just split it evenly.
	What do you say?
	Let's all share.
	Let's all share this proprietary product, this miracle product, the vaccine.
	Not one company came up with the mirror.
	Five of them did.
	Actually, more than that, because the Russians had their own, and so did the Chinese, which were not available over here.
	The Russians got a special one, and the Chinese got a special one.
	Did you not remember that?
	So just us, we get these special five ones, and they just happen to have hundreds of millions of doses on hand ready to go immediately, just like that, even though it would take a couple decades to make this many.
	Like, it would take a few years.
	And obviously it wasn't being made any of these.
	So where did it come from?
	There's obviously some sort of secret manufacturing plant somewhere that isn't on the books to account for this because they didn't fall out of the sky.
	And all of the other companies were already busy making all the other things they already make.
	So how did where did they fucking come from?
	No one knows.
	No one really knows the answer to that question.
	And if you ask that question, you were kicked off of YouTube and censored and suppressed everywhere.
	So literally the most important questions of our day in the last, in my lifetime, this is as important as 9-11.
	Maybe, probably worse, though.
	I think the damage and the repercussions and the consequences of McCovid is going to be way further reaching and more than we ever imagined.
	I don't think people have even said in yet how much fucking damage it's done.
	But now we sit here and these people will criticize us and question our loyalties and our motives.
	I've been in the ditch the whole time.
	I've been in the trench the whole time.
	I never left.
	I don't know where else to be.
	I'm too old.
	I don't understand how anything else works.
	I don't quite care.
	I understand fighting, though, and that's what I'm doing.
	And people will throw their little bullshit from the digital bushes who aren't fighting at all.
	You know, you've got.
	Now, you know the difference?
	I'll tell you a trick.
	You guys are secretly new guys in the army, let's say.
	they're new guys there's the guys that uh you know the regulars the veterans the hard dudes that have have some some ti some time in you know And then there's new guys who are like right out of school.
	They're just dorks.
	They're still going to the bar downtown with their fucking dog tags out.
	You know what I mean?
	They're getting the fucking high-end tight haircut like in the movies.
	Like, you look like such a loser.
	You don't even understand.
	You think you look really cool.
	I know.
	You're very excited to be a soldier.
	I understand that.
	I just want you to know you're not going to get laid.
	It's not.
	You look.
	Anyway.
	Right?
	You'll get over it.
	You'll grow out of it.
	Some guys don't, but most of them do.
	Generally, but there's, you know, there's the people that are in the game all the time.
	Like, there's just those guys that just keep going back and forth.
	They do nine tours.
	They're just going, And then there's people that don't really do a fucking thing.
	And they could get involved, but they don't really.
	They say they're helping.
	And it's like, you're in the reserves and you don't really, you know, you're kind of playing make-believe in the reserves.
	Like, you didn't really facilitate.
	If you helped facilitate any part of the war effort, it's like barely on the, you have to go to the bottom fucking line of the whole return and the bottom number, and it's like 0.000.
	almost nothing and those guys are you know some of them get cranky and so because they're jealous and they're intimidated and they don't like so they try to be like those guys are fucking whatever man If I fucking did that, you know, they say all this kind of shit about themselves, right?
	There's some parallels here.
	There's some metaphors here.
	And the biggest, you know, it's a visual difference there.
	The visual difference in the army, and it's a metaphysical kind of maybe subconscious, but maybe visual difference here in the public bullshit world.
	But there, you know, that's funny because the new guys think, or at least we all thought, we all wanted the brand new shit.
	You know, we all wanted the brand new, right out of the package, fucking perfect condition, everything jackets, boot, you know, helmets, Kevlar, all that stuff.
	Rifles fucking brain.
	We had the brand new C7A2s when they came out.
	They were brand, like, brand new.
	Like, literally, not a round had been.
	The one I'd been given, no one had ever fired it before.
	I was like, besides, you know, maybe the test factory.
	And I was like, this is my rifle.
	There aren't many like it.
	You know, and I carried it for years.
	That was in like, that was probably 2008, seven, six.
	I don't know, someone like that.
	But, you know, and they were, and we got the new coats, right?
	We had these old, all of drab green winter coats that the Canadian Army had had since probably the fucking 50s, so World War II, basically.
	Pretty much the same style.
	And the Cold War anyway, and probably into the 60s.
	And they got these new ones, the fucking camouflage ones, like the multi-cat, the multi-cam look kind of like the ones they have now, right?
	And they got the patches, the veil crowd shit on them, and they're all like, oh, fuck, you know.
	And they're giving us all these jackets.
	And you're like, these are fucking this and that.
	And then you get to the big time.
	You go to the real show.
	And all the cool, none of the cool guys look like that because they don't give a shit.
	And their gear looks terrible.
	And they look terrible.
	They haven't shaved in days.
	They don't seem to care.
	They're not even really trying or weeks or cut their hair or clearly have showered.
	There's holes in their pants.
	There is mind and things.
	They look like dog shit, you know.
	And it's like, those are the hardest dudes in the entire military right now.
	They literally just finished killing people this morning for the last six months in a row.
	And then, you know, through the years, all the all the everybody's got like old, it's got time on it.
	It's got memories.
	It's got stories.
	It's not brain out of the package and brand new and shiny and cool.
	It's like, that's not, that's not anything.
	Oh, look how polished and perfect and amazing it is.
	It's nothing.
	It has no that's not why it's interesting.
	That's not why people put things in museums.
	That's not what you buy.
	Like some of the memoirs and things I have.
	It's not because it's a there's a story to it.
	It's significant.
	It means something.
	It's got experience.
	You know.
	So I'm just saying, if you want to try and convince people, like you're fucking about some shit and you're in there in the trenches with the boys going to war, at least know how to dress.
	At least touch some mud on your shoes.
	Like the common piece.
	You know, put some on your face, get a little dirty, swear sometimes.
	People might even believe it.
	I felt the air as I've been me.
	Live down in Palestine.
	I wonder how you can't see.
	Inside Michelle, I wait temporary.
	You are a woman of our time.
	Everything is turning fast for me.
	My guess is drain off.
	There's another way I face the money.
	I can't control my shake.
	That's how I get here, Phil.
	I wish I didn't like this.
	Remember when this song Sorry to stop that abruptly because I want to go back for a second and reminisce because I'm very well aware that like 90% of my audience is basically my age to 10 years older than me.
	I don't know why that is, but we're all somewhere pretty much between 38 and 55.
	I have no idea why that is.
	It's just what it is.
	So let's just fucking leave it alone.
	There's like a handful of 20-year-olds, but remember the first time I was like, there's a few songs when I heard it and just stopped what I was doing and was like, what the fuck is this mute?
	What is this magicness?
	You know, we're the first creepy.
	Sounds creepy.
	So I'm already doing this, and then it's just...
	And then you're like, oh, okay, this is a good rock song.
	I think, wait a minute, it's doing something else.
	There's a third.
	It's final third.
	Everything is dirty fast for me.
	My hands are radical.
	The air is setting straight up.
	Oh, I want to kill people when I grow up.
	Corey Taylor radicalized me.
	It's all his fault.
	It was always his fault.
	That's what it was.
	It just all makes sense now.
	I was in ninth grade.
	I heard this song, and then all of a sudden I was like, like the guy from Full Metal.
	Was it Full Metal Jacket?
	Yeah.
	I wanted to be the first kid on my block with a confirmed kill.
	I mean, men are competitive, right?
	And it's like, as far as trophies go, as far as things you can say to people at parties, that's not a bad.
	I mean, that's you're.
	Hmm.
	That's a conversation.
	Young kid.
	Hmm.
	I mean, I could try that.
	Is there a safe way to do this?
	No, there's not.
	Oh, I do everything a hard way.
	I was a big baby.
	I was a little baby.
	Oh, I know.
	What I'm saying.
	And you're, you know, people that are struggling, especially.
	I'm excellent at that.
	I spend a lot of time doing that.
	Cambi says, Mike Jolly's, you're super low to the ground because you're just short.
	You think, yeah, and you should be shorter than that.
	There's other places I can take this joke, but it's not appropriate.
	We're not going to do it.
	CRJ says, seven years.
	What are we doing?
	You winning it, son.
	We're doing things have happened.
	We've crashed an entire government.
	We made a meme the subject of national security.
	The RCMP were thoroughly humiliated many times.
	The media has never still recovered.
	It's in full-blown DDS syndrome.
	Rachel's entire career.
	What are you talking about?
	Where have you been?
	There's lots going on.
	Maybe we should start meddling in other countries, dude.
	Nah, we're doing all right with this one.
	There is too much to do.
	We have work to do.
	What did he say?
	The guy in Lord of the Rings when they're digging up the monsters basically out of the pit.
	That's what it was.
	He's building his army.
	We have work to do.
	Man of the Mountain says, can you either start yelling?
	It's not that bad.
	Is it that bad?
	These were a long time ago.
	This was 12 after 10.
	It could be cool.
	Turn it up a little bit more, but I'm starting to get.
	I don't know.
	Gen C says, you need a fourth monitor.
	Probably need one less.
	I probably need less monitors.
	That would make more sense.
	The mic also could be close to death.
	It's totally possible that it's near the end of its life.
	I've been a little rough on this thing.
	I've had this since 21.
	This is five years old.
	I gifted my last one away.
	I held on to it for years.
	I was like, I don't know why.
	And I just thought, you know, I'm going to find somebody to give this to someday.
	Like, here, you can have.
	It's like a souvenir item.
	And I did.
	This is next.
	This will be the next.
	You guys are going to fight for it.
	We're going to have tryouts.
	Aggressive expansion.
	Yeah, we're going to fight to the death over this.
	It's worth, well, it was worth like 400 bucks, but now it's probably evidence in a crime.
	You could probably go to jail.
	You might get arrested for owning it, so that's cool.
	So I think it should be worth something.
	I think it should be worth it.
	Could you imagine?
	I mean, it's Canada.
	They're going to put me on trial for hate speech, and this is going to be the hate weapon that was used in the hate case.
	But if you guys, you know, throw it in a lake or bury it, and it's like, well, Your Honor, we don't even know that's true.
	Where is the microphone in said video?
	Where is that?
	We don't have.
	If there's no microphone, you got to let them go home.
	Hey, Smith, Johnny Cochran, 10 for 10.
	You know, we'll just come up with a clever rhyme like that.
	No microphone, let the man go home.
	No case.
	No face, no cakes, Phil.
	You see what I mean?
	Get into jail-free.
	Have you considered hiring?
	I'm not hiring any Indians.
	No, I can't afford to hire any white people.
	No one.
	Never mind.
	Be hiring.
	They're all driving BMWs and fucking.
	I don't know where they're working, but it seems to be doing well for them.
	Nutboy.
	Hey, how you doing, man?
	He says, just checking in, making my donation without taking the piss out of you.
	Well, it would be your funeral.
	People have been getting it tonight.
	Another 13-hour shift, and I'm exhausted.
	I guess we'll get guards for the coming day.
	Well, good luck, sir.
	Yeah, I've been the last, the last one, especially.
	The last two, I barely was like, I was dead.
	I'm still recovering.
	I'm almost over it now, but like yesterday was the first day I woke up.
	I was like, I don't feel worse today.
	This is the first day.
	I was like, I actually feel better.
	Like, holy shit.
	This has been a while, like three weeks of this.
	Don't get a lung infection.
	It's not a good time.
	Good luck, sir.
	Good luck today.
	Zanel says it's impossible to take people seriously when they got their political opinions from the retard store.
	Yeah, I don't shop there.
	I try not to shop there.
	I don't like the selection.
	I don't like the uniforms.
	I don't like anything.
	I don't like the retard store.
	It's not my favorite place to go.
	Dagtastic says Jeremy is Ricky.
	I think Derek is Ricky.
	I mean, if there's compare, if they're, if they're, I mean, he literally talks and riddles backwards riddles sometimes.
	I think I would be Julian of the three of them.
	I mean, very, just because he's kind of a circus of himself.
	Like, he's gigantic, right?
	He's not normal.
	He's huge.
	He's a freak, you know?
	And Bubbles is weird.
	Like, so that's.
	The other two guys are just fucked up retards, not freaks, you know.
	But so that's the only.
	I'm just saying.
	I think.
	I used to be able to fucking put rum away, too.
	So, I mean, I think I'm, and I'm always scheming.
	I'm coming up with schemes.
	Yeah, no.
	I'm John Julian.
	Derek is Ricky.
	What are you talking about?
	Don't be, don't be trying to do to me.
	I got to get some tear away pants.
	Those will be very popular.
	I got to watch what I say here.
	I was talking to Morgan the other night, and she was like, Yeah, my mom was watching your show the other day.
	I was like, What?
	Something I was talking about.
	I'm like, Your mom, I got to be careful what I say on there.
	I didn't like her mom.
	I got to rein it in.
	It's entertainment.
	I'm trying to make people like it's me a weird Christmas, I think.
	Give me an awkward Christmas.
	I've done this before.
	What you do is you create a new scandal.
	You need a new scandal.
	Some people forget about a more preferable one.
	So that way they just, you know, the Jews do it all the time.
	They'll just create a new current thing of some sort, and you'll move on.
	I don't know how I'll do it yet, but I'll fuck him up with something.
	Okay.
	Before the end of the stream, I'll have to do something.
	Jenstine says, in an Asian lady voice, Mark Mirror.
	Mark Mirror.
	He's back.
	He is back.
	He's the witch minister now.
	He was the immigration minister.
	He's just a how.
	He will do whatever the Chinese wants for anything.
	Ever see $20 Amazon.
	Keep coming.
	Mark Miller.
	Like, there's no one else.
	It's a revolving door.
	It's musical chairs over there, except no one takes any chairs away.
	They just keep changing them.
	It's the same people for decades.
	elizabeth may is still fucking in there guys they they're just fundamentally broken at the core level they're they're they're Those people are meant to be middle management bureaucrats and nothing more.
	And our enemies have very skillfully identified that.
	And let's cross this wire with that wire.
	Boom.
	Like, how do you rewire and brainwash the Terminator?
	You know, like in Terminator 2, that's essentially what has happened.
	This is not what it was meant to do.
	You have to kill John Carlo.
	No, we're doing something else.
	No, kill John Carlo.
	No, you got to do this now.
	You got to mutilate your children and you got to send everything to the Middle East.
	And all of India has to live here.
	No, John Carner.
	No, you got to do this now.
	So we just cross the wires and we put middle management bureaucrats with tiny heads and no brains who will do anything for like 10 grand.
	They're so, so slutty and cheap.
	It's insane.
	They'll sell out for next to nothing.
	Put them in charge, and it'll be easy as hell to just manipulate everyone because they're the levers of power.
	Like a piano, they just have to manipulate that key, and that key does all the rest of the work.
	They don't have to do anything to you.
	You don't have any power that rests with that chair that these fucking fools are sitting in.
	They only need to apply pressure to those fools and make sure they comply.
	And all of you will have to follow them because that's, you know, the chair has power over you.
	And so we just make sure those people are, you know, like light bulbs.
	Like we can take one out and put another one in tomorrow.
	It won't make any difference.
	We're going to keep chugging along.
	Like Mark Carney replaced Justin Trudeau.
	He's a light bulb out with another light bulb.
	What has changed?
	When you look outside, when you walk around, when you just experience life here in this country, I mean, Trudeau's been gone for quite a while now.
	What has changed?
	Nothing.
	Nothing.
	Everything's just about six months worse than it was.
	How long has he been here?
	I don't even know.
	Less than a year, right?
	It's about that much worse.
	Imagine if he were still here.
	What would be any different?
	Nothing would be any different.
	And we all, I think, know that.
	I don't think we really are given the time on purpose.
	And I don't think most people have the time.
	And there's so many things and distractions to pay attention to and spend with your time that are more fun and exciting and interesting and gratifying and, you know, whatever than to sit around and consider and talk about who's making decisions that affects your life, your town, your family, what's happening, what's going on.
	You know, boring, especially the younger people.
	So you just keep it in front of that box.
	You just keep the box with the shiny lights on it.
	Just keep playing scary tones and give them a new scandal and a new current thing to download and just keep it going.
	That way the money keeps flowing.
	You ever see the movie Alien?
	The 1970s science fiction movie with Sigourney Weaver.
	There's a scene in it where there's a creature.
	Latstone is on his face.
	And it's got him unconscious.
	And it's feeding, laying eggs into this person, which will then obviously be the end of them.
	But there's a metaphor there for kind of how it works around here, what's going on and what the end result's going to be if we don't react appropriately.
	And it's frustrating because it's going to be harder than it needs to be because of laziness and weakness and selfishness and stupidity and all of these totally avoidable things that if people were just less shitty and self, we would.
	it wouldn't be as bad as it's going to be.
	And that's just always going to piss me off.
	I mean, how does it not?
	Like, we could get out of here faster and we'd lose less people, but you don't feel like pushing.
	We still have to, don't we?
	Because I can't stop and fight with you.
	That's just going to make it even worse.
	Now two of us aren't pushing because I'm fighting with you.
	We have to keep going.
	You know, there's literally barrages of arrows coming down.
	Everybody's trying to push the wagon out of the valley of death.
	And there's a whole bunch of people that are just like, I'm just going to sit on it.
	I don't want to.
	I'm not going to.
	Fuck you.
	You're a fed, you know?
	And we just have to, because what are we going to do?
	Then we all die.
	So we have to ignore them, endure their fucking miserable, pointless existence and being a dead weight distraction while dealing with everything else.
	And you guys are in a fucking bad mood pushing that wagon.
	You need a fucking like.
	Oh, yes.
	I'm sorry.
	You're right.
	I'm such a sour puss.
	It's just a cranky old man.
	Jenstein says, my elderly neighbor told me her friend died immediately after getting the shot.
	I watched someone do that.
	I watched someone die right in front of me in a Walmart.
	I think it was a Walmart.
	Grocery store.
	It was a store that had a pharmacy attached to it.
	It might have been a grocery store in Saskatchewan.
	Or it was a Walmart.
	Yeah.
	Saskatoon.
	And, you know, you're walking by to go get groceries.
	And there's a line over there of all the pharmacy people.
	And I'm watching this woman walking away, rubbing her heart where she just got, and she goes, boom.
	I watched her do it.
	And they went, oh, and I stopped and kind of was like, you know, a couple people started going over to check her out.
	Other people watched this and then went back to looking at their phones and stayed in line to get the thing that she just died for.
	Like, she never recovered.
	She did die.
	It was in the news.
	I looked on the news all day.
	The next day, there was no story, no story, no story.
	And then eventually there was something like, oh, this woman, she collapsed in a Walmart and she said some kind of medical emergency.
	Like, oh, yeah, I know what the emergency was.
	She got vaccinated and died immediately.
	I watched it.
	Oh, well, you know, guess I'll get some fish.
	Like, what are you supposed to do?
	Go over there and make a scene scream at people and get arrested.
	And they're all going to do it anyway.
	I'm going to do it twice just because fuck you.
	And I'm like, right on.
	Okay.
	So we were forced to just watch this all the time, too.
	There's very little respect by the public, the people who didn't fight for the people who did.
	Like, there's no fucking respect at all, and I'm not having it.
	I'm not having a second of that shit.
	All right.
	We're not equal anymore, motherfucker, okay?
	You don't get to criticize us or me or anybody.
	You don't get to be a Johnny Cumb lately or shy away from the biggest fight there ever was and then to become a fucking Sunday morning quarterback or whatever it is, armchair general, backseat driver.
	I don't care.
	Where were you when it mattered?
	You have any fucking idea what it just did to people?
	The people that resisted were punished and suffered and lost their families and jobs and careers and killed themselves and shit like that.
	You don't get to say anything to those people ever.
	And they did it to protect you while you were hiding and being monetized on YouTube, whatever the fuck it is you're doing.
	They were out there risking jail and ridiculing and attacked.
	People got hit by cars, dude.
	Like assaulted and beaten by police and trampled by horse.
	You know what I mean?
	You don't get to fucking say anything.
	I don't know why people think this is over.
	Like, oh, well, we're just going to move on.
	It's not over.
	It's ongoing.
	You just quit.
	You tapped out and went to go talk about ostriches.
	You took your eye off the ball entirely.
	Because it's the middle rounds and you're tired.
	You want to lean on stuff.
	You want to take breaks and you want to, the fighting's 20 kilometers down the road.
	I'll just put my picnic basket down here and I'll just talk and take pictures of my feet and sell them on the internet maybe.
	That's what you're going to do?
	Go make some American election videos because that's what everybody's talking about.
	Whatever everybody's talking about right now, go do that shit.
	Go do that shit.
	You just leave the integrity and the grown-up stuff to us over here.
	We're literally leading the fucking way over here.
	Other countries are now looking at us here, doing what we're doing.
	Do you know that?
	It's funny because, like, I would love to.
	I would.
	I would love to neutral party.
	I'll debate any of these people anywhere, anytime.
	But it'll never happen.
	And it doesn't need to happen because we all know what's self-evident and what's true.
	I'm right, and they're full of shit.
	And it would be very easy.
	It would be very quick.
	And rather than admit they were wrong, rather than accept reality, rather than help anyone do anything real, they're more interested in soothing their bruised egos.
	That's more of a priority than the innocent people being gunned down, trying to push a wagon that they're fucking sitting in.
	I don't care.
	That's why I'm not arguing with these people.
	I don't give a shit because it's not.
	There's nothing to argue with.
	Your inferiority is self-evident.
	doesn't even need to be said and the fucking it's the same It's the same kind of shit as when I was in the Army and you had these people in the rear who like to fancy themselves something impressive, but will never,
	never walk the roads we did.
	They wouldn't step foot in those fucking fields.
	They've all got an opinion.
	Don't want to talk shit.
	And they have no idea that I've seen it.
	I've seen people like that ham themselves up and talking like unaware that there's people around them who really did do a lot of these things.
	And they're just.
	Like it's so offensive.
	Like you're making a mockery of my own pain.
	Like my pain is not your costume.
	Like we live with this every day.
	This is something that's here all the time.
	Like you break a pelvis, you can heal, but it's going to hurt when it rains and when you run every day for the rest of your fucking life.
	You understand?
	That's the kind of injury you're going to have.
	You'll heal.
	You'll be fine.
	But there's scars and the scar tissue and you just feel it.
	That's all.
	Never had a serious injury, a bad injury, and it heals, but you'll feel it forever.
	It's how it is.
	All right.
	There's lions walking around with one eye.
	You know what I mean?
	they're fine but you know there's people out there that will you know criticize all these people and and the guys in the in the club and everything and they just like do you They take a real risk.
	Not like the fake shit you're doing.
	They're literally taking risks just to make a point, just to say something with their own presence.
	And they become the targets of freaks and psychopaths who then set out to hurt them and their families.
	And you have government agents sniffing around and threatening people and coming to their houses and stuff like that.
	This is the world we fucking live in while you're over there with your YouTube plaques and you're fucking around money.
	And you dare, you have no idea what you're talking about.
	And I'm not going to sit here and allow inferior worm men to talk like that about people who are going to take risks on their behalf because they're too scared to do it themselves.
	shut up to all fucking governments die up.
	Yeah.
	Yeah, why don't you just come show up then?
	Nobody's stopping you.
	you'll come find out see for yourself a lot of people these fucking kinds of guys especially they'll share the meme all the time I just think it in my head and kind of smirk to myself as it's happening.
	Russell Crowe and Gladiator, are you not entertaining?
	Like, basically, fuck all of you.
	You like that?
	Fuck you.
	This is what you wanted to see?
	You know what I mean?
	Feels like that sometimes.
	We're all out there talking shit.
	Like, not one of you would fucking get in here, though, would you?
	I dare them to all the time.
	I walk right up to the cage and open the door.
	They want in here.
	I mean, I'm really proud of a lot of these guys, man.
	Some of them have really done some fucking wild shit and sacrificed some things.
	They just put their fucking head down and keep going and you're like, and they get, you know, criticized by people who could buy that if they could, but you can't.
	You'll never have those experiences or those people or those relationships or those.
	You'll never have any of those things because your shoulders are too brittle.
	You're too small and weak of a man to carry the weight of it.
	It would destroy you.
	Anyway.
	Yeah, that's about there's always a segment where I have to demoralize our enemies.
	It's just to, you know, it's not to be mean, but it is true.
	It's just the truth.
	And that's why it's easy to say.
	I don't have a script.
	I don't have to write anything.
	I just can.
	Come on in.
	Anybody at any time?
	Speaking of, no, not exactly.
	It's not an adversarial event, let's say.
	Just speaking of, since I've been talking about it, but this is on Wednesday, so two days from now, two evenings from now.
	I'm not going to get into the inception effect.
	Again, the tomorrow crew, the replay crew, which is now for them, but it's actually now for me, but it's later for them.
	But they're listening to it now, so it's there now.
	It's my yesterday.
	Time travel is confusing.
	But on Wednesday, if you do have a Twitter account, X account.
	I wish they'd stop changing the names.
	I think at 9, 8 p.m. Eastern.
	Yes.
	8 p.m. Eastern, we are going to have, because we've gotten so many emails and questions about so many different things.
	A lot of them are very similar.
	It's like 90% of the same questions a lot.
	So, you know, it would be easier to just do something like this.
	And we'll have just kind of a community QA.
	And Alex and I will, you know, sit with you guys for a few hours.
	Anybody that wants to, you know, ask away, whatever you're interested in, whatever you want to know, whatever you'd like to discuss.
	You know, that's what we'll be there for for a few hours this Wednesday, December the 3rd.
	And you can find it if you're on Twitter.
	You can go at Second Sons CA club account.
	We'll be hosting it there, and we'll just see you then.
	Talk to your local Imperial Stormtrooper.
	Is that the music we should use?
	They're currently stormtroopers.
	Where did you just make that up?
	Like, I don't even.
	That's funny to me that they have the just brazenness to like, I'm just going to make up.
	They're thought to be smuggling in surface-to-air missiles from Venezuela.
	Like, why not say that?
	If you're just going to start saying crazy stuff, you know, why not say, why start there?
	Why go big?
	If you're going to just start saying crazy stuff, why are you doing little silly, dumb lies like that when you could say crazy stuff?
	Way crazier stuff than that.
	It's just as true.
	Like 0%.
	So why not say whatever?
	People not believe you.
	I wonder why they wouldn't do that.
	Anyway, I just want to remind people if that's something you're interested in.
	So QA, Little Community Town Hall, Wednesday, December 3rd, 8 p.m. Eastern on the Twitter account, Club Quitter.
	And you can find it on secondsons.org as all of our social media stuff there.
	But I also wanted to say this is not a, you know, this, what are we, seven-year-running, I guess, podcast thing, whatever this is, is essentially a virtual diary/slash nervous breakdown/slash infotainment product.
	This is not, you know, a club-sanctioned messaging board.
	This is my own personal mess.
	And I am, I do happen to be the president of that organization.
	So at times, sometimes they intersect as, you know, I have several hats now.
	As you can see, as you can see, I'm a collector of hats.
	I have that hat.
	I have children, so I have a hat for that.
	You know, got a hat for that.
	You got to put on different hats.
	You can't be a one-hat guy.
	What kind of guy has one hat or no hats?
	What do you do?
	Nothing.
	I do nothing.
	I've never done anything.
	I missed some of these on the Ko-fi account, which is not there for some reason.
	Holy shit.
	I didn't.
	That's funny.
	I took all of this stuff off.
	You can.
	Oh, look at that.
	I Disable it because I was recording a video for something else, video message.
	And just took all this down.
	And I forgot to put the only thing I forgot to reactivate was the grift link where I can, you know, afford to not eat, you know.
	If I forget anything, that's the one I don't reactivate.
	But that's where those messages come in from.
	The K-O-F-I.com forward slash JMAC and or Rumble, I'll get on.
	And everybody else can go to hell.
	I don't really pay.
	I just can't.
	There's too many chat rooms.
	It's insane.
	And the stuff is being said in there.
	It's probably a weak.
	I don't know.
	It's not my problem.
	I'm not.
	You know, this is being fed out through all kinds of different channels and places.
	If my song gets played on somebody else's radio station or radio, that's not my problem.
	I didn't ask for that.
	I didn't tell him to do that.
	Albert says, I thought of something funny for you, Donald Trump take, talking in an Alberta accent.
	Oh, my God.
	I don't know how that.
	That's hard.
	That's impossible.
	That's almost.
	I can't even.
	He is his own accent.
	I don't know how you could mix those.
	When you have your own accent, it's hard to beat that.
	He has his own unique.
	Everyone knows what he sounds like in the whole world.
	You know what I mean?
	That's not common.
	I don't know how you do that.
	I wonder if Daniel Smith sounds kind of like a man, though.
	And I bet when they're banging in bed, that's probably the closest thing you're going to get.
	Their collective noises intertwined MAGA-ing and Alberta-ing together.
	They're quite cozy, you know.
	Awful lot of American interest in Alberta lately, as has there always been.
	It's funny that Fortisax had shared this.
	He's like, who could have imagined?
	I thought, I don't know.
	I don't know who could have imagined this.
	All of the pro Alberta secession accounts and stuff on their fucking all-made in the United States.
	This is bewildering.
	Charlie?
	Do you guys know?
	You know what the CIA is, right?
	Are you new?
	Do you know who's down there?
	I don't think so.
	Maybe they don't.
	A lot of people not know what we're dealing with, maybe.
	Margo.
	Oh, boy.
	Cheap.
	You're a cheap girl.
	You're a cheap girl, Agent Starling.
	With your cheap purse and your cheap dress.
	Well dressed.
	But you've got no class.
	I can't remember what he said.
	I just wish I could be.
	He doesn't seem to give a shit.
	He seems very content a lot of the time.
	You know, I kind of envy him.
	So you've got to eat people and stuff.
	There's worse things you could do.
	You could be forced to live in Canada for an extended.
	Jake, how are you, sir?
	He says, would you be interested in having.
	I don't really do.
	I mean, I don't really do that very often.
	I'm not good at.
	I used to.
	I did it for a little while.
	You host people and stuff and just kind of shoot the shit about whatever.
	But, I mean, I don't know.
	I'm not, I don't know why.
	I don't dislike talking.
	I'll talk to other people, but I just, for some reason, I don't, you know, I don't know.
	If they want to talk to me, I'll be like, sure, you know, but I'm not like, I'll sit here and eat a bag of chips in the corner and have a great time.
	And everybody's like, well, you don't go talk to anybody?
	Like, I'm good.
	I'm all right.
	I'll just sit here and fucking sit here with my rum and coke and my cigar and my bag of chips.
	Watch the girls dance.
	You know what I mean?
	What's wrong with that?
	You can fucking come sit over here if you want.
	I'm not fucking chasing you around.
	I don't know, man.
	I think I just, the internet stopped being interesting to me a long time ago.
	But yeah, I talk to anybody.
	I don't care.
	Yeah, that guy's got that guy's got a wild.
	There's so many of them out there.
	There's so many different people who just can't handle it and need to do something.
	You know, it's like their dignity and pride as a man will not allow you to just sit here and not even say anything.
	It's just too much, you know.
	I get it, you know.
	And if many of us knew what else to do, we would be doing that, you know.
	And it's funny because the people I do know that are kind of in this game, I suppose.
	I don't really know how to say it.
	They're doing pretty much everything they can.
	There's just, I don't, people don't appreciate how much time and effort and energy and everything goes into it.
	And, you know, if they're making, you know, a fair amount of money, I guess, but a lot of them aren't.
	I don't know what people think, but it's not.
	That's one of the accusations people get.
	Like, oh, these far-right grifters and all the name.
	Who do you, what do you think they're, you think they're making like 50 grand a month or something?
	Like, what do you think is going on over here?
	No.
	No, not, not, not even close.
	If you want to make money, you go play for the other team.
	That's where all the money is.
	What are you talking about?
	You go say what they want you to hear.
	You go say what they want you to tell everybody.
	Tell them what they want to hear.
	And whatever you want to do.
	You can be Mr. Beast.
	You can get $20 million.
	I mean, the sky's a limit.
	It's unlimited.
	They do whatever.
	They have unlimited money.
	And how much do you want?
	People don't realize that's a real thing.
	Like selling out is a total, it's a totally real thing.
	It's not like somebody approaches you and gives you a contract, like somebody dressed like me.
	Oh, the devil is here.
	Would you like to sign the contract, young man?
	It's not really how that goes.
	But if you're savvy enough and smart enough to see where the wind blows and what the signs, what the boundaries are and what the teams are, and you just quietly step onto one side with all the money and all the stuff and the things, and you just start going, yeah, yeah, me too.
	Yeah.
	And they'll go, oh, good job, young fella.
	And they'll start feeding you.
	And the better you do, the more you get.
	I watched it.
	It's very, very straightforward.
	Just be half decent at what you do.
	You can't be terrible.
	Can't be wide claypool.
	You know, you can't be an unlikable buffoon.
	You can't be just horrible.
	If you have anything going at all, or even a halfway decent, just play the game, just toe the line.
	Just stay home and stay safe.
	In other words, just do your part.
	Just trust the science.
	Just stay monetized on YouTube.
	Just comply.
	The more victims you bring in, the more money there is in it for you.
	The more people you can pimp out into believing this fucking nonsense.
	You're like a salesman.
	Do you understand?
	You're basically a salesman.
	Your job is not to make your job is not to like your job is to make people believe it.
	Keep them in the plantation.
	Keep them on the team.
	Keep them buying Republican and Conservative Party memberships and vote.
	Keep them doing all the things that led them to their own.
	Just keep them fixed in place.
	Be a leg of that giant alien parasite, and you just fucking grip onto that real hard, as hard as you can.
	And make sure they don't ever let you go.
	That's really how easy it is.
	It's not hard.
	ask Tim pool, you know?
	Um, and they'll say a lot.
	They'll be like, I didn't have a deal.
	Somebody showed up and offered you a lot of money, and you know why.
	You know, we really like what you're doing.
	I bet you do, right?
	A lot of this is unsaid.
	You know, people think that a lot of the things I say are talk about or are not real because they've never heard anyone say it and it's not, they can't see it written down.
	Link, bro.
	Like, I, the things I'm trying to teach you and show you are literally unsaid, unsaid things in most games.
	Not always, but a lot of times it's not the less information, the better, man.
	Think about it like gangsters, like criminals, right?
	You don't just pick up a phone and say, hey, man, I need you to kill 17 people.
	Can you drop off 14 kilograms of heroin at my house?
	I'm having a party.
	There's always people listening to you.
	There's always, you know, you got to be very fucking careful.
	I mean, I've never been a drug kingpin.
	But I've floated around some nefarious characters and things before.
	It's, you know, it's very subtle.
	It's a world where the less you say, the better.
	So it's a whole different kind of communication challenge, which I kind of thought was interesting.
	So there's a lot of this kind of implied instinctual suggestion and inference, and it's your job to figure that out or suffer the consequences or just not get another phone call.
	you know what i'm saying you have to really win the trust of people for them to tell you openly how they're operating internally and what they really think about this or that or whatever in any kind of setting or like like not just you know gangsters and criminals government people anybody at some level where there's stakes of what they say and do all the fucking, they have to have, you need to understand what these people have to have two personalities.
	They have to have them.
	I mean, everybody has them, but there also has to be a crafted outer shell of a fake fucking person to play the game they're playing and manipulate the pieces they need to manipulate in order to function and live the life that they have.
	They cannot be this open and transparent.
	It just, the world they're in does not allow that.
	You will suffer.
	You will not make it very far.
	So that's why politicians and criminals get like they're so interchangeable because it's basically the same fucking thing.
	It's professional lying.
	Are you good at tricking people and lying?
	Be a drug dealer, be the prime minister.
	It's the same.
	The same skill set is required in both.
	You don't need to be good at organizing a lot of things.
	You need to be able to manage a small team.
	That's about it.
	And they'll do a lot of the rest of that shit for you.
	They have people and they have people and so on.
	It's not surprising to me that there are so many really shitty, basically criminal people in the government and vice versa.
	They're just, they change the laws to benefit their crime and their stealing and they're killing.
	Right?
	Because when organized crime at mid-level, let's say, because I consider that, you know, government is organized crime at this point.
	Canadian government, are you kidding me?
	It's everywhere.
	I just saw Indian trucking companies are making deals with narco-terrorists in the United States, who apparently Trump's going to go to war with, or is he going to war with the CIA?
	There's a lot to that Venezuela story I've been looking into since somebody mentioned it the other day.
	But that's going on.
	There's massive billion-dollar fentanyl labs.
	Indians running those.
	You know, Cesis is like, yeah, all of the prime ministers have been sold out since the 80s.
	Police stations, interference.
	Dude, it's almost insulting that they pretend like they have any credibility.
	And I almost feel like people can feel it.
	And I think they can feel it at this point.
	I think they're starting to get a little nervous.
	No one really thinks there's any credibility to the state anymore.
	They killed it.
	There's no coming back from the last few years.
	It's just, it's over.
	Those people need to change radically.
	They need to be something completely different to win any, to even get anybody's attention.
	Everyone's checked out and just.
	But anyway, largely, I mean, they're just smooth talking manipulators.
	I mean, that's the job.
	Right?
	Lying to people and making them believe it.
	But there's a counter to a lot of those people.
	You know, there's, I've seen this meme too, and it's funny because I think it's true.
	It explains my obsession with them for some reason because there's a lot of bad people in the world, but I have a certain, there's certain ones that I really just push my buttons.
	And those are like high, like very, very successful narcissists that are good at lying to people.
	But I can see you playing as fucking day, you know?
	Like, they've got a mask on.
	Like, Barack Obama is a great example.
	Justin Trudeau's pretty obvious.
	I mean, I hope it's very obvious that this guy's like a malignant narcissist.
	Like a lot of these people, they're just completely detached from reality, all about themselves, couldn't give a shit about it.
	But they're very good at making other people believe that's not true and lying to people.
	Oh, they're so nice.
	Like, you're an idiot.
	It's a game to them.
	They go home and laugh at you and smoke crack.
	I'm dead serious.
	They're just playing a part.
	And the part is professional politician, which there's a script.
	There's a way you act.
	There's a certain way that you talk.
	There's a certain way you do everything.
	And that's what the people expect.
	And when they get what they expect, they relax and they stay calm and they do what you want because everything's going the way that it's supposed to.
	Just like the Joker in that movie.
	It's true.
	Everything goes according to plan.
	Nobody freaks out.
	What do you say?
	If he bustlow of soldiers blows up, who cares?
	Mayor gets killed.
	Everyone loses their minds.
	Yep.
	It's not supposed to happen.
	They reinforce their sense of familiar.
	Everything's fine.
	Look, see, I'm the character.
	I'm the professional.
	That's what they literally did with Mark Carney, all these fucking liberal idiots.
	He's like a, he's so, he is so good.
	He's just an old guy.
	But he seems so much more.
	Standing next to Trudeau, he seems like a fucking rocket scientist.
	And that's all it took to people.
	Give them the character of in-charge guy.
	Give them in-charge guy model 19C1EF33487.
	There, there he is.
	Oh, my God, you're meaning.
	He's the fucking same as every other one.
	Oh, it's painful, man.
	But the meme is.
	Who doesn't love the movie?
	The Inglorious Bastards movie.
	It's the Interrogator.
	Nah, it's the Interrogator.
	And he's just like.
	You know?
	And it says like, it's like, well, something about autism, which is, whatever that I have, whatever that is.
	And that was like the high-functioning narcissist guy's just like sweating.
	He's like, everybody else, you have fools, but not me.
	I couldn't see under your mask.
	You are a disgusting creature.
	Make me feel dirty.
	And I, you know, like I can't help it.
	I didn't know this about myself.
	I didn't know this until very recently, like in the last couple of years.
	I even suspected anything like that.
	And then I looked it up and they're like, oh, yeah, no, you fucking.
	One of the things is I don't like when things don't work the way they're supposed to.
	Obviously, it bothers me, doesn't it?
	I fucking complain about it all the time.
	And that's part of it.
	Like, there's a way there's things are supposed to be, obviously.
	And when things deviate from what is normal, natural, efficient, prop, you know, it just I don't like it.
	And I don't like people in authority positions lying about the kind of person they are to everybody and using it to enrich themselves while people literally get hurt and killed because they're fucking selfish.
	And I can see it right in front of my face.
	Like I'm watching it.
	I'm as sure I'm seeing what I'm seeing is like the first time I saw a woman's, you know, amazing tits.
	You know, I'm like, I'm positive I know what I'm looking at right now.
	I'm that positive.
	And they're just, it's enraging.
	It's infuriating.
	And like anything that feels like injustice is like physically fucking painful to me.
	I don't want to hear it.
	I don't want to listen to it.
	And it's everywhere, you know, in this world.
	So it's hard not to see all the time once you start noticing these things.
	i think a lot i think a lot more people are like that than we than we realize and and they get a bad uh they get a lot of shit i mean I mean, I don't care.
	Everybody hates me.
	I kind of enjoy.
	I don't know whatever.
	I'm the boogeyman.
	But, you know, I'm a 39-year-old man.
	I was 33, I think, when I started, or maybe younger than that.
	But there's kids that have been, when I was younger, I was a child.
	I was like 16, 15.
	I've told this story before.
	I was 15 and I was in high school when 9-11 happened.
	And over that, as you can imagine, I was fascinated by all of that stuff.
	And I spent a great amount of time reading and listening and trying to, you know, understand what was happening.
	Most people weren't.
	They were just kind of riding the Cali Yuga.
	And I'm schizo, you know, being 15.
	And a lot of it didn't make sense.
	Still doesn't make sense.
	And I was right.
	And I went to school and they were talking some shit.
	And I went, you know, no, that's not true.
	That didn't happen.
	And second of all, this happened.
	What the fuck is going on?
	Like, is anybody else, you know, I was just innocently asking.
	They nearly like, they threw me out of school for the day, first of all.
	And that was my introduction to sharing my concerns with people I cared about.
	They spit on me for doing it.
	When I was a kid, I was 15.
	If somebody did that to my son, I would have fucking lost my mind.
	I would have, I didn't tell him.
	I didn't tell my parents.
	They didn't know.
	I mean, I would have probably gone to the school and I don't know.
	I don't know.
	I don't want to say, I know what I want to do.
	I know what I would want to do.
	And I know what I could have fucking done in like 1990.
	Even 2005, you probably could get away with it, but not now.
	You can't even raise your voice now.
	You go to jail forever.
	But back then, if it was because people were moral, they're more demoralized now.
	If somebody did something, you know, like that, and then somebody else, their father shows up and there's a fucking heated discussion that may get a little physical.
	Maybe somebody gets slapped literally a couple of times and says, you ever fucking do that again?
	You know, and then they leave and no one calls the cops and no one has a crisis.
	Everyone just has their head down because they're like, yeah, that was kind of fucked up.
	I mean, what are you yelling at a kid for?
	Like, what are you doing?
	What did you think he was going to do?
	Like, don't do that.
	Like, everyone basically agreed, and that was the end of it.
	Now it's revenge of the nerds.
	Now, now fucking losers like that are running the world.
	Because all the men have been distracted by video games and digital boobs, and it's fucking horrible.
	But I mean, there's so many other kids and people like that that are like treated like fucking shit because they can't like because they're trying to help.
	How fucked up is that?
	What am I trying to ruin somebody?
	Am I trying to help the terrorists?
	Am I obviously not?
	I went and joined that whole class of people by the fucking way who all of them, I remember a lot of their faces.
	I remember the team were all like, nah, you fucking man.
	Oh my God.
	I'm the only fucking one that went and fought the war though.
	Remember, what the fuck did any of you do?
	Nothing.
	Sat home and got fat.
	Yellow and got fat and went into fucking triple single mom mode or whatever the fuck it is you did.
	Shut up.
	So like I've, this has been going on forever.
	I see something and I'll go, I don't, I'm pretty sure something fucked up is going on.
	And then everyone goes, no, you're an idiot.
	You're a stupid idiot.
	And I know I'm telling the same, this story probably applies to half the fucking people listening to me.
	That's probably why a lot of them are here because we're all the same in a lot in some ways.
	Like I said, I've not pandered.
	I'm just me.
	I've just always tried to be me in an entertaining way.
	But you have the fucking courage to ask and address something everybody's, you know, and that's how they treat you.
	That's how it works here.
	Step on your face.
	Even if you're a kid.
	Mind a grown man, a grown white man.
	What do they do then?
	They'll try to kill you.
	Or they will kill you.
	They will if they can.
	If they can figure out a way to do it, not get away with it.
	They'll do it.
	There's probably, I'd say at least 100 people in this country that if they knew they could and they knew they were promised, like, you will get away with it.
	Everything will fine.
	There's probably 100 different people that would kill me today, but none of them will.
	None of them have the courage or the guts.
	It's just, but they're out there.
	There's a lot of nasty fucks out there who would rather kill you than entertain the idea that you're right because that's too scary, which is what that is.
	That fear of that potential.
	They don't even want to look in that direction.
	They'd rather murder you than ever even glance that way.
	All weakness begets horrible things.
	Nothing good ever came from weakness.
	I don't mean physical weakness.
	I mean weakness, the real kind that matters.
	Because you can be 89 years old and be a very strong fucking person, but you're not picking anything up.
	You're not deadlifting 700 pounds when you're 80.
	There's a guy, I think his name is Frank Guilfeather.
	He's a boxer.
	I follow on Instagram.
	He's like 80 years old, and he's still banging away every day.
	He's still, like, he looks pretty good.
	Like, he's 79.
	He looks better than you do, and he's 79.
	But, I mean, he's not obviously what he was.
	But the real strength is inside you, is the things that you can endure and beat and accomplish and suffer through.
	Because it takes strength to say no to money.
	Money and adulation, they're going to turn you into a hero.
	They gave a...
	They invented awards that didn't exist to give them to doctors who murdered people like Strang.
	That's what's over there.
	And they'll give you money for it.
	They'll pat you on the back.
	They'll take you out to a fucking hockey game.
	Everyone's going to clap for you.
	That takes courage to do.
	That doesn't require anything.
	I've never, I don't think ever.
	I've noticed this about myself too when I was younger, that some kids were really impressed, literally impressed, and I realized they were the stupid ones.
	Same school.
	Same school full of shitheads.
	They were like, they were literally impressed the way I was impressed with like legendary warriors or, you know.
	here like real heroes like william wallace like people like they They were that impressed with like Puff Daddy.
	I was like, because he had so much money and stuff and there's girls around.
	I'm like, that's.
	Oh my God.
	Are you retarded?
	Am I?
	Where am I?
	You know, I was like 13, 14, like clearly, okay, there's clearly a divide happening.
	A lot of these kids are dumb as meaningless.
	I don't respect that.
	That's whoop-de-doo.
	I mean, it's lots of people are rich and they don't deserve to be, and way more people are poor as fuck and should be rich.
	But that's not where we live.
	I mean, there's girls now.
	Oh, you're 18, pull your pants down.
	You're going to make $10 million that fast.
	There's tons of them doing this.
	I mean, most of them aren't making that much money, but a lot of them are doing it and it's easy.
	Does that take courage?
	Is that hard to do when everyone's doing it and there's tons of money in it for you?
	No.
	That's not what courage is.
	What do you think it is?
	That's when you do really hard, difficult things that no one else wants to do because it sucks and scary or dangerous, which many controversial things tend to be.
	I was a very, very afraid person for a long time.
	I was afraid of everything.
	Everything that there is to be afraid of.
	I was afraid of all of those things and other things that weren't real.
	I remember there was a, there was this girl I liked and I had her phone number and I couldn't dial it.
	I was too scared to push the last digit.
	Like that fear that I had felt is the same fear I felt being marched up a flight of stairs in a blacked out gas mask at a special forces selection with these guys suggesting they're going to throw me off a roof.
	And I'm not sure.
	I don't think they will, but this is, I'm on the roof.
	So that fear, you know, there's a moderate amount of anxiety where you're like, I don't like heights either.
	You know?
	Oh, they're just going to hang upside down from helicopter.
	Helicopters kid.
	Read a number under a box, suspended 20 stories.
	He's not a big deal.
	Right?
	And I don't like heights.
	But fear is fear, you know, and it's whatever you're not used to.
	But I was afraid of everything.
	I was afraid of all kinds of stuff.
	I remember the first time I got beat up was like the most terrifying fucking experience of my life.
	I was like 10, 10 years old, just getting walloped, just getting fed, like, nah.
	I didn't really know what to do.
	I'm just kind of like, just getting beat up.
	I would only say things in class or in front of other people because I knew it would land.
	Like, I knew this is fun.
	I know that's funny.
	It's going to work.
	You know, I was just very careful.
	i would try to i would let people say horrible shit to my face like right but i didn't i wouldn't want i would just i felt like it's this is better than whatever the confrontation would be I don't want to deal with that either.
	So I'm just going to let, I mean, I was afraid of the dark, you know?
	I was like 14.
	Other kids claimed there was a monster in the woods nearby.
	And I didn't believe it outright, but part of me was like, I mean, it's not impossible that there's monsters.
	You know what I mean?
	be right um i mean i could go on and on There's so many of these stupid fucking, I'm just like, they're just coming to me one after the other.
	And all I can do is laugh, I guess, and kind of smile.
	And I do smile.
	I do smirk because I get called that all the time.
	I have so many of these fucking people.
	You guys are fucking cowards.
	You're a coward.
	I'm like, actually, I probably have one of the better educations in that field than anyone right now.
	Country, anyway.
	I mean, I wasn't born in the Middle Ages and fucking the Byzantine Empire on crusade or anything.
	But, you know, we're all a product of our environment.
	I spent a lot of time at fear school, buddy.
	A lot.
	So, like, to the point that I started looking for things to do that scared me because I was getting bored and I'm running out of things to do.
	And I can't describe it for you.
	It's like trying to explain a place that there's no pictures of or a song that there's no recording of, and I can't repeat.
	The difference from being someone who's afraid all the time to someone who's not.
	It's immense.
	It enables you to do so much.
	Good things.
	Because everything worth doing I've ever done.
	Every time I was ever rewarded or felt like things worked out finally, you know, the barrier was always scary.
	Not a single time was it comfortable or convenient or easy.
	I didn't, you know, I'm not that physically tough.
	I don't think there is apparently some genetic thing about redheads and Scotch, Irish, Danish people where there's some, I mean, they literally don't feel as much pain.
	I don't know, but I don't think that's me.
	I'm kind of a baby.
	I'm probably tougher than most guys, but not a psycho in that way.
	I mean, if I get a couple of broken ribs and a draw in a fight, I'm probably going to give up.
	I'm probably like, that's enough.
	I'm not going to the death for this for a hamburger.
	I guess it's crazy.
	But as far as spiritual and emotional pain goes and mental suffering and pain, I'm pretty sure I've gone as far as you can go.
	I'm pretty sure.
	The amount of time you spend there, though, is what determines how much you get out of that or how insane you become.
	Some people spend way too much time there.
	But anybody who's been there knows exactly what I'm talking about.
	It's worse, I think.
	It's definitely worse than any kind of physical pain because you can't get away.
	There's nothing you can do.
	There's no drugs you can take.
	And sometimes the prospect of continuing and not giving up is more terrifying.
	But you have to do that also.
	So it just continues.
	It continues, and it continues.
	So I find it amusing.
	Like we're in a whole world full of these people.
	There's a whole fucking pile of them that are completely delusional.
	I'm like, I don't know what to say.
	They think they know what fear is.
	They think they know what cowardice is or courage is.
	They don't know a fucking thing.
	Nothing.
	And I do.
	So, but I earned it, you know, and I have this.
	I have these experiences and I have this.
	They never will.
	They'll never understand it.
	They'll always be fucked.
	And this is the best they can do is be like bugs on the windshield.
	But I mean, that's something I wish somebody told me earlier.
	Everything you want to do.
	Everything, it's on the other side of scary.
	So if you're living a life where you're, you know, I don't like being scared.
	I don't do anything scary ever.
	Well, you're just going to stay exactly where you landed when you were born, and that's it.
	I was scared of the high dive at the pool.
	Some kids loved it.
	I felt like I was going to fucking die climbing that thing.
	I couldn't feel my legs, literally.
	Said it.
	I still didn't like even in the army the first few years.
	I still don't like it.
	If I had to do it right now, I'd be like, fucking Christ.
	I would do it, but I would say that, and I'd be like hanging onto the fucking thing on the rappel harness or whatever, getting ready to jump on anything.
	Somebody would look at me and be like, you're going to fucking honk, aren't you?
	You fucking bitch.
	I'd go, shut up, fucking fuck you, gay, you know.
	i'm gonna puke on your fucking mother you know like but yeah i don't like it but that's how you do anything That's how you grow anything or build anything.
	It's always like that.
	That's, this is how it is.
	And we, the whole, it's like our society, why am I talking like that?
	Our society has placed some sort of value on being an obedient slave person.
	The more behaved you are and compliant, it's as though you're a better, you're a good person.
	That's what's impressive to them.
	The more that you agree and comply with things, which takes no courage to do at all.
	None.
	It takes a deficit, and that's what's so strange to me.
	It's so funny to me that they don't even have the self-awareness to know that they don't have something they tell themselves that they have.
	You know, like somebody who's in brutally, terribly pathetic out of shape.
	Somebody who's built like Dean Blundell thinks he can fight someone like me.
	And like, do you believe this?
	Are you that out of your mind?
	Like, you people think that you're courageous?
	You're going to, we're going to bash the fish.
	You're going to agree with the most powerful entity on earth and lick its buttonhole for it.
	And that makes you what?
	And your main target are the individual people, not rich people, not famous people, just regular people from small towns and, you know, suburbs of cities in the middle of nowhere.
	And the thing they have in common is, you know, each other because they all recognize we're all basically the same here, aren't we?
	Like, we're the home team.
	And nothing but sticks and stones.
	Bones and bones.
	Nothing but that.
	We're going to roll up and fight, you know, go fucking fight the monster.
	And you're going to call them cowards.
	I mean, in some ways, this stuff is more intense than what we did in the Army.
	I mean, statistically, you're not likely to die for sure.
	And a lot of the guys just tell themselves it's going to be somebody else anyway.
	And there's a lot of backup, you know.
	Like, I fought the Taliban.
	That was kind of like beating up a retarded kid.
	You know, that wasn't even.
	We had satellite images and balloons going over with drones and high-res footage and C-130 giant, like floating battleships in the sky, nuking people from far away.
	Artillery batteries set up all over the goddamn place.
	Fast air, helicopters, tanks, APCs, rockets.
	Like, what do you want?
	And these guys in sandals and shoes, and they're stones and bones.
	And we're like, fucking, we're heroes.
	I mean, it was pretty intense.
	It was pretty fucked.
	I mean, it was a fight to the death is a fight to the death, and both people are going to get buddied on both sides.
	It is what it is.
	But that was not.
	I'll put it to you this way.
	There was never a day I was in Afghanistan.
	There was never an hour.
	There was never a moment, a second in time, where I was worried that we could lose.
	Like we might lose the war.
	Like they're going to get us.
	They're going to fucking get us all.
	Like, we're going to get wiped out and the whole thing.
	That was never going to happen.
	There was no chance of that whatsoever.
	It was not a fair fight on those terms at all.
	Like, they had no ability.
	They weren't going to overrun the Kandahar airfield and wipe out 50,000 allied soldiers with all the American fights.
	Like, that was never, ever, ever going to happen.
	I mean, you might get killed.
	But as far as that, this isn't like a major serious engagement where it's like we could lose everything.
	They could take over.
	They could kill us all or will be prisoners.
	They're going to take over our homes.
	They'll maybe kill some of our family members and slay them.
	We don't know what the fuck's going to happen.
	Like, that was never a risk like it has been for people in other wars and other types.
	Can you imagine that on top of everything else?
	Not only might you die, but if you fail, your wife and kids could be next if you don't stop this fucking invasion from getting through.
	Like that's fucking high stakes, man.
	And, you know, the war we fought was not, that wasn't this, but in this one, like just showing up here, just showing up and getting involved with us puts you on the target list.
	And they know that.
	Everybody knows that.
	that's just what it is like you're Potential for problems is moderate to high.
	This is, you know, you're actively picking a side in an ongoing fight.
	You know, they might come after you.
	They do to some people, and some people's lives get fucked up.
	Some people go to jail.
	Some people get killed.
	Some people lose everything.
	They get their lives destroyed and they end up committing suicide.
	Like, this is not a fucking game, buddy.
	Did you think it was with your little YouTube channel or whatever else is going on out there?
	Because I'm down here in the trenches, like I said, and you don't know the fucking half of it.
	I don't have time to tell you because I'm busy out there.
	Yeah, they're hurting people and shit's going on all the time.
	Real consequences, real like real life-ruining shit or worse.
	And people call them cowards, you know?
	It's like, well, coming from you.
	That's really the only measurement tool you need.
	Oh, they were calling you a coward.
	Who did?
	Them?
	So?
	They say all kinds of things.
	They're ridiculous.
	They're inherently powerless, gutless, fish people.
	Boneless.
	They won't even stick up for their own families while they're getting abused right in front of them.
	They tell them to comply harder.
	Just bend over and just smile, honey, and it won't hurt as much.
	I promise.
	Those are the people calling you a coward.
	You see what I mean?
	They don't even matter, guys.
	They don't even make, they're just birds making noise.
	Do you stop your whole run because there's birds in the trees as you run by?
	Crows fucking give me shit all the time.
	I just, whatever.
	I'll be like, whatever, crows, I think you're cool.
	And they're like, fuck you, fuck you.
	I'm like, whatever.
	They don't like it that I don't, I don't take the bait, but, you know, it doesn't bother me.
	Because they're not going to stop me.
	They're not involved.
	They're just there.
	If I just don't pay any attention to them, they might as well not exist.
	You see how that works?
	Because they don't have any effect on what I'm doing.
	And they can't.
	They're not even really here.
	When you think about it.
	Just you.
	And that.
	everything else is just noise but that's also you know i'm not trying to scare people um is My life is a story of not being scared.
	I remember when I first sat down and started doing this, I thought, would I go to jail for this?
	Like, is that something I'm willing to do?
	And I thought, no, fucking, no.
	I'll talk shit and make people mad, but when they start really getting upset, I'm not going to fucking push it.
	I believed what I was saying and I knew what they were doing was wrong.
	And some people were listening to me, and they believed in what I was saying and what the rest of us were saying.
	And if I give up, what does that say to them?
	It will too.
	You know that you can't there and down 15 years in prison.
	You know?
	You ever do that?
	I just went right back to it while I was on bail because it was more important that I do that and people see me do that.
	That's how dark it was out there while you were getting your YouTube clicks.
	Please ever kick your door in.
	They didn't kick it in.
	You know what I mean?
	Surprise.
	Hi.
	Time to go to the box.
	You're a bad boy.
	You've been saying some things.
	Time to go away for a while.
	We'll see.
	We'll see what happens to you.
	Say goodbye to your family, maybe forever.
	You know, you're not getting out anytime soon.
	We're going to try to keep you here forever, actually.
	And there's going to be a couple attempts on your life.
	If you've ever been here for 15 years, we can try and kill you at least once a year.
	This is going to be a while.
	Like, that's how far I was willing to go for this.
	And there are people out there who question whether or not I'm sincere.
	Say, okay, show me your resume.
	And they show me this.
	A blank page.
	So, you know, does it bother you when people say not really?
	It's just annoying.
	It's the same kind of annoying when I have to clean my windshield in the summertime when you're driving at night and it's warm and there's just bugs just dummying your windshield.
	And every 100 kilometers or so, it's a couple hundred kilometers.
	You're like, I got to get the squeegee stick out here and scrub all that slime off of the windshield of my beautiful life.
	It's annoying.
	Trying to see it, trying to see around it, like I don't, I don't everything i've ever read about anybody.
	I've ever respected any, any stories i've ever considered like wow, like how did you do that?
	Pull that off, survive that, get there um.
	When I was younger, I always used to think these people were just made out of something else.
	They were just different than me.
	They were just amazing, and I'm shitty.
	Like, I'm just a shitty little afraid shit person, and they're just amazing, glorious, you know, perfect fucking.
	And that's never been true.
	That was never true.
	And I sure now, again, I've had some experience in life, and I've been around some tough guys, and I've watched tougher guys than me pack it in, and that scares me.
	But I know that all of those people, life never guarantees you anything.
	And there's definitely a lot of times in those, all any pick one, pick any of these stories where it was pretty dark looking, and they were ready to just, they're going entirely on just in the dark.
	Free falling in the dark.
	Like, hopefully I don't hit a tree, you know, just.
	But if you do, there's no other way, though.
	You don't get to know what happens.
	You only get to decide if you jump or not.
	And then the rest is the dice roll.
	It's the universe is going to do what it's going to do.
	But that's how you, that's why and how, especially as men, but I think everyone, I think women do.
	That's how you become you, the best, better, improved, stronger version of you by jumping into the dark.
	That's how you earn that.
	And everybody wants a guarantee.
	They want to be told how it's going to end and how it's going to.
	Well, if I do this, is that going to happen?
	It's like, you don't get to know.
	Well, that's fucking uncomfortable and unsettling.
	Yeah, that's the game we're all playing since the beginning of time.
	So that means that we're not different.
	And all those people are not super amazing, statue-worthy, incredible works of art of human beings that were just unconquerable and amazing.
	They were just people and the product, their environment, their time.
	And they're the ones that didn't give up.
	And they just fucking chose to suffer it and endure it and push on.
	Because what else can you do?
	Give up and die or continue.
	Those are the only choices.
	Those are the people who said, I'll just keep going then, I guess.
	And that's it.
	That's all you guys have to do.
	Because that's all we can do.
	And when you understand that, you're done.
	I can't worry about what they're going to do or he does or what any of these people do.
	I can't worry about who's lying, who's trying to fuck me over, who's a fed, who's a fucking.
	I have no control over those things.
	I can only control me and what I do or don't do and what decisions I make.
	The rest of that is up to the game and I can't.
	So there's nothing like, why worry about it?
	I mean, you can worry about it, but don't not.
	It shouldn't keep you up at night.
	It's just you you got to worry about.
	Just your own, you know, conquering your own fear, beating your own fear and being your own man, being your own woman, being your own human being, making your own.
	This is now you're driving your own life.
	I'm in charge.
	I do what I want.
	They can't beat you when you do that.
	Just done.
	The whole game is to manipulate you into deciding to do things that they want.
	When you don't do that, you're done.
	That's all there is that you can do.
	That's the only thing that you can work on.
	You can't control other people.
	You can control you.
	So once you've got a good handle on that, you know, that's how you kind of calm down and you can just smile and watch these idiots run around and throw shit at each other and become bugs in the windshield because they haven't figured any of that out yet and they probably never will.
	And they're scared all the time, and they're petrified all the time, and they're worried all the time, and they're freaking out all the time.
	And there's always a new crisis, and there's always a new thing, and there's always a new emergency, and there's always a new prescription that they need, and there's always a new safe space and comfort animal.
	There's always a new all it just never ends.
	Drink, smoke, chips.
	I'm good.
	I'm just gonna sit here and watch the girls dance.
	I'm all right.
	I'm not going out of my way to fuck with people.
	Just that.
	That's what I came for.
	I'm a nice guy, but if you get in my way and fuck with me, I will cut you up because it's again, it's not about me.
	There's too many, it's too important.
	Friends of mine are dead now because of this thing, and it continues.
	And you're getting in the way of that.
	You're getting in the way of people I care about being okay.
	So I will fuck you up.
	I have no reservations whatsoever.
	Terminator, fucking enemy target identified.
	That's it.
	It's very just cold.
	Your weakness is not my problem.
	Your insecurity is not my problem.
	Your inability to pick a thing and stay on target or keep your eye on the ball or ignore the fucking ostriches.
	That's not my problem.
	I don't have any.
	That's nothing to do with me.
	You want to be on the windshield?
	That's on you.
	I wasn't even driving in your direction.
	You flew into me.
	You saw the shiny lights on the truck, and you just had to.
	You had to, didn't you?
	I don't care.
	I don't care about you.
	You don't care about anything but money and bullshit.
	They measure their worth in their lives by how many subscribers and views they have.
	I have millions of views.
	I don't give a shit.
	I don't even think about it.
	Never.
	Sometimes I did it to make a point when I hit it.
	It was just the downloads, the audio for the podcast.
	I hit a million last year, earlier this year.
	And I was like, wow, look at that.
	Some of these guys, some of these people hang on to those numbers and figures like their own children or like some kind of grand accomplishment when it, you know, it doesn't even mean anything.
	It's just a participation trophy for being a cheerleader with the claw.
	And it's all over for those people, whether they know it or not.
	Fuentes will do his best to hang on to the bitter end.
	But this is over.
	Like the political grift era is ending because things are evolving.
	They are moving beyond memes and chat rooms.
	There is real on-the-ground consequences now in real life.
	People can see it when they walk outside their door.
	They can see it when they drop their kids off.
	It's everywhere.
	It's all over the place.
	So now there's real fear accumulating.
	All right.
	You know where you guys thrive?
	You know, you did really well was in the pretend fear world, like the COVID world, where the only real fear, you pretended to be afraid of Mavirus and no fatality rate.
	It was as harmless as a fucking flu and a cold.
	Okay?
	So if you're going to sit here and get all butthurt about, so-and-so died from COVID, people die from the flu and colds all the time.
	It's no different than that.
	It's statistically the same.
	You don't give a shit about any of those people.
	You just give a shit about winning an argument.
	So it's not about those people.
	You're not a better person than me.
	You're not a philanthropist.
	It's about you winning an argument.
	You're a fucking narcissist.
	Get out of here.
	Get away from me.
	Those people are really good in fake fear, participating in the lie and the, oh, come on, guys.
	We got to stay safe.
	There was no bodies in the streets.
	There was none of that.
	There was no real pandemic.
	Nothing like that happened.
	The only real fear was from the government and the police.
	That was where the real fear came from.
	And who fucking stood in their face?
	Who stood in their face and told them no?
	Was it you?
	No, it fucking wasn't you.
	was it you were busy working on your master's thesis about courage i think Was that what it was?
	And how to be a strong man or something?
	Oh, is that what it was?
	What was the point of all of that?
	I don't know.
	Walk down memory lane, but this is something I've been repeating a lot lately because I think it's I believe it wholeheartedly.
	It's true.
	It's the whole everything that scares you a little bit.
	It's probably very important.
	that's the gate further and for all the religious people out there you know how many like i i felt i feel like 70 of the bible is just like stop being such a bitch Stop being afraid of everything all the time.
	That's basically.
	Do not be afraid is like everything.
	You can't live otherwise.
	Can't be you.
	You can't do anything because you have fear.
	You have fear of what other people will think or say or how you will be perceived.
	You'll have fear about what will happen, what will not happen.
	It's just all of every common denominator with all of these things you're thinking about are generations of fear.
	It's controlling you.
	It controls what you do, say, don't say, because you're a slave to that.
	When that feeling comes up, you just back down.
	You've got a handicap on your entire life because you won't do anything that makes you uncomfortable, which is actually where all of the best things are.
	That's where all the best experiences and the most, the biggest, hardest level-ups are, where all of the life-defining, character-defining, soul-building things are on the other side of fear and anxiety and uncertainty.
	And you think, you know, nobody in particular, this applies to a lot.
	They you think you can just make up for earning your own soul and your own self that it just will inherently be given to you.
	You will just be that person without ever having to earn it for some reason because you pay taxes and you work a steady job and you don't go to jail for selling drugs.
	So there, you're done.
	You're a complete adult.
	You lived your life to the fullest.
	You've become the best, strongest.
	You're an asset to your community because you showed up and did what everybody else did every day and didn't expose yourself to anything scared, didn't do anything really challenging or hard.
	Never, I mean, to the bone, I don't mean like, yeah, it's the consequences will change, but as you as you increase your ability to handle things, dialing a girl's phone number will be as scary as jumping out of an aircraft or fighting a man to the death or whatever, or facing down the police or something.
	But that feeling is always identical.
	What it is you're applied to depends on how far you are in your development.
	Do you think anybody like that?
	Do you think I'm scared to call a, you know, no.
	Last time I was afraid to talk to a girl, I was probably 17.
	But there's, you know, I was like everybody else.
	Some guys literally never do that.
	They're still afraid because they never finished that side quest that was issued to them in 1995.
	And they're just like, holy shit, man.
	And those people have anonymous internet accounts.
	Like, you fucking coward.
	Come here, I'll kill you.
	I'm like, you can't fucking, you can't kill your inner child that's afraid to talk to a girl, buddy.
	Let's not play any games here.
	You know.
	Like, all guys inherently think they know how to lift weights because it's a masculine thing they should know how to do it.
	So they just, oh, yeah, I know.
	They've all got opinions, right?
	They all know how to fight.
	I just see red, bro.
	I just, no, you don't.
	You don't know how to.
	They all, right?
	They just inherently want to think, like a child, like, I'm just going to have these qualities.
	I never earned them.
	I never did anything really hard and badass.
	I've never even really been beaten up.
	I've never even been, but I'm, I just assume that's a part of me because, you know, that's like rich boy privilege.
	You're basically Justin Trudeau.
	People who think like that, you're the same as him.
	You just assume this about your, you just assume you're capable because your fucking head is that big, right?
	I was a 12-year-old kid and knew better than you.
	I was like, I am not good at anything I want to be good at.
	I am not brave.
	I am not strong.
	I am afraid of everything.
	I am, I do not like who I am at all.
	And I'm the only person that can change any of that.
	So I have a lot of work to do.
	And I did.
	And I did all that fucking work and I earned it.
	And you don't.
	It's funny you think I can barely hear you from up here.
	You know?
	And it's not to, you know, sit here and gloat about what I'm not even being very specific.
	It doesn't matter.
	The point is, anybody can do any of these things.
	That's the point.
	That anybody can.
	If I was 17 and saw this, me now, I would have scared the shit out of me.
	I couldn't fathom it.
	Or just as a different person.
	I don't even recognize that as me.
	I wouldn't.
	I just look different for some reason.
	I'd be like, that's, let's just go over the story.
	I'd be like, no fucking way.
	I don't want any of that.
	I don't want a fucking minute of that.
	I don't want a minute of that life at all.
	Surprise, it's you.
	Okay, well, I didn't expect that.
	It's funny because I always felt so inadequate.
	I always compared myself.
	I would always compare myself to whoever the best guy was, whatever the top-level thing, whatever the best is.
	And if I can't get competitive with that, I'm fucking useless.
	And I just never stopped doing that.
	And I've always, you know, that's, you know, what it drives a lot of people.
	I don't think it's that uncommon.
	You know, it's funny because they'll be like, it's not arrogant.
	I earned every bit of this.
	I know exactly what I can do and what I cannot do.
	I am more in control of myself than I've ever been in my entire life.
	And I am very thankful for that to myself and for every opportunity I've been given to do those things.
	And a lot of you people that have helped me do it.
	But I earned it.
	I know what it is and where it is and what it's worth.
	And, you know, I know that one of the squealers when they know when somebody's full of shit.
	How do you know?
	You don't have any of the scars.
	What scars?
	Exactly.
	We don't see any.
	You wouldn't.
	You didn't go in there.
	Everybody that's been in there knows what I'm talking about.
	And we all recognize, we can all see each other.
	We always know.
	Men, especially, they can size each other up pretty well, especially if they've been through anything.
	And you can kind of get a sense for like this guy's a serious person.
	You know, he's a serious guy.
	Or he's a fucking joke of a human.
	Like, this is no one to worry.
	This guy's an idiot.
	He's a pussy.
	He's whatever, right?
	Yeah.
	On the internet, you can pretend to be anything and you don't have to prove shit.
	But I just, I just hang out here.
	I didn't, this is my whole life.
	I came from out there and just came here to make fun of these people on the internet and do better than them at everything while being the most suppressed and censored person in national history and attacked by everyone and had every single news outlet and organization you can imagine run some kind of hit piece and send people to my house.
	And I just fuck, I'm still here too, and I'm just doing better than ever.
	And, you know, I, you shit talking people.
	Can you even fathom it?
	Can you?
	What did I said in a tweet?
	I was like, if you had a dream just in it or a daydream, you just fantasized about carrying half of what I'm carrying around, you would come out of that paralyzed from the neck down.
	And this is, you know, when you go on and on and on, as so many of them do, it only further reinforces to me how far behind and how insecure and how threatened and afraid that you are because no one, no one who isn't cares.
	No one who isn't constantly afraid and freaked out and a little bitch, they're not spending this amount of time obsessing over what other people are doing.
	It has nothing to do with them.
	No grown man respectable is doing that, is sitting around having high school drama streams with each other about fucking, you know, go sell some ostrich.
	Sell some coffee.
	Go grift some more.
	Go prey on the fears and doubts and anxieties of everybody who are genuinely concerned and living in pain and real fear.
	While you've made all kinds of money and fled the fucking country a lot of the times, hey, the people who made you rich in the first place are dying here.
	You ran away after profiting off of their fears of their home being destroyed because you found a dollar in saying we got to gut the libs out while you profited from the fucking YouTube medicine time and never said a fucking word.
	Like, so, again, the point of this, there are a lot of people out there who don't like me or the guys or something we're saying because they, and they say it's divisive.
	It's division, right?
	You mean?
	That's correct.
	You're misunderstanding.
	You don't understand what's happening.
	You need to do some division, okay?
	If you have a garden and there are weeds in it, you must rip those out and throw those away so they don't strangle the healthy plants and take nutrients from them so they die.
	And then the weeds live who are useless, right?
	These people are weeds.
	There are weeds everywhere who are just here for themselves and they prove it every day.
	And I can prove it to you very fast and very easily just by their actions, their words, their statements, the things they do and how they live their lives.
	It can make it very obvious to you what they are, and they are weeds.
	And they can say any number.
	Oh, my God, he said a thing about it.
	Here's my reason to see my resume.
	Do you want to see how much shit I have sacrificed and given away?
	Because it's what I believe in.
	You don't even hold a candle.
	It's not even close.
	Not division.
	We're cleaning up.
	Should have been a long time ago.
	The real division that's happening is that the Canadian people are being consistently suppressed and divided away from those who actually care about them and will fight to help them.
	They are divided away from those people into the camps of approved lines of thought because it's profitable and it's controllable.
	Want to take it outside?
	Anybody wants to take it on Twitter?
	I'm here all the time.
	I'm not going anywhere.
	I've yet to encounter anybody who wants to after years and years.
	And so many people giving me shit and saying all kinds of things.
	Nobody will step up to the plate and just knock my head off, even though everybody wants to.
	I'm apparently the Jake Paul of the Canadian internet, but nobody, I can't find anyone to fight me.
	That's weird.
	Am I the Jake Paul?
	Or am I Mike Tyson?
	I don't know.
	I don't really care.
	I just, what's being done to this country and the people in it and not just this one.
	I just don't want to speak for other people in other countries because it's just, it feels a little inappropriate.
	But I'm sure we share almost, if not all, of the same sentiments.
	Get out there.
	I'm not speaking on your behalf, but what is being done is so wrong.
	Not wrong like stealing from a liquor, like a candy store bar, like not wrong like lying to somebody to not have a difficult conversation.
	It is offensive to the soul.
	It is literally challenging to the point of harmful to anyone with a brain.
	And I see it happening to them, and I know the kind of pain that they're in.
	And I wish I could fix it for them, but I can't.
	And there's nothing you can do.
	You just have to hope they fucking survive and they don't kill themselves because that's how bad it is.
	You know, those people are, they're making memes and making jokes and making it, because what else can you do?
	Well, what's the subject matter?
	What's the material of this?
	That we're broke and we're poor and we're afraid and we can't afford to feed ourselves and everything's illegal and are they going to kill us soon?
	That's generally the sentiment around everywhere.
	And do you think that's okay?
	That's the world we planned.
	That's what we wanted to grow up into.
	That's what the ideas we had way back then in the early 90s.
	Well, we're busy.
	We're too afraid.
	Should we call her or not call her?
	Oh, she doesn't call me back.
	You know what I want to grow up into?
	The Soviet archipelago gulag system.
	That's where I want to live.
	I can't wait.
	I'm looking forward to that.
	That's wrong.
	I still have the strength to see clearly.
	I don't care.
	You don't give a shit.
	Oh, there they're the, I don't believe.
	I don't like what they think.
	So let's kill all those people.
	I know you've given up a long time ago because you're fucking pathetic, but I know there's people that don't agree with it.
	There's probably people that even hate me.
	But I know for a fact, these second, a fucking millisecond you go against acting, it'll step all over you just the way it did me.
	And I'll feel bad for you because I'll know what you're going through.
	I might be one of the only people in the fucking world who do.
	How will you feel then?
	If you survive.
	I had talks with, and again, I'm not going to out anybody.
	I never have.
	I have never burned anybody that didn't fucking ask for it big time.
	But I've talked to a lot of people you probably find surprising, especially in Canada.
	I mean, the Americans have no idea what I'm talking about.
	in the canadian uh you'd probably be surprised to some of the people i've and you know some of them uh one of them said to me once uh in the middle of all the shit that was going on which has never really ended but for me it was once they got beat up as bad as they did in quarantine to me it just there's a reason they don't play They always, you know, oh my God, all the hateful things.
	Look at all the hateful.
	I did a 15-minute tirade outside your building and you didn't play one second of the hate that's so convincing.
	I'm such a terrible, powerfully evil human being.
	I mean, there's evidence right in front of your front door.
	Why don't you just show everybody how terrible I am and play the fucking video?
	Why won't you do that?
	That's weird.
	Isn't that strange?
	You know the reason why we both know why.
	And you'll say, oh, because it's just so awful.
	It's so awful.
	We can't show it to you.
	okay that's just the this is wrong Even if it was reversed, and I mean this from my fucking soul, everything's reversed.
	Ideologically, completely reversed, completely in the fucking reverse.
	And there are people who, I would believe, are just wrong.
	Brainwashed.
	They have all these ideas in their heads about how we're evil and have to be destroyed and all of this kind of shit that's going on.
	And if I saw, like, this is our team now, right?
	We're in total control.
	Complete, you know.
	And I saw them like doing this to them, number one, it's going to generate sympathy and people are going to feel bad for them and want to help them.
	And number two, what are you a fucking, that's cowardice.
	You're going to use the weight of the state and media to hurt private citizens because you're upset over what they said about you.
	Why don't you just go tell them why they're wrong?
	How many is there?
	10,000, 20,000?
	Bring them down here.
	We'll sort them out.
	This won't be hard.
	I mean, they'll be cranky and something about it, but listen, there's no reason to get like this.
	They're obviously upset.
	They're confused.
	They've got anxieties.
	They're been lied to.
	Something's obviously gone backwards, gone sideways.
	So why don't we just go talk to these people and calm them down and reassure?
	Like, look, we're not maniacs.
	We're not going to, no, we're not going to kill everybody that's not.
	What are you talking about?
	Whatever you're imagining in your head, it's 1,000% less bad than that.
	Like you don't, I just couldn't stomach it because it would be just raw.
	Like, it's like what the Israelis are doing to the Palestinians, you know?
	It's like, I don't, I'm not like, oh, no, the brown people.
	I'm just like, that's just, it offends me.
	That is wrong as a warrior and as a man.
	And it's just, they're fucking basically defenseless, and you're just having your way with them in slow motion like it's war porn time.
	And this is just gross.
	You know, I don't want to be a part of that.
	That stains my fucking legacy and my honor.
	Like, that's who you want to be.
	You want to be remembered as that guy?
	You can't just, which is what they're doing.
	That's what they do to these people.
	They can't defeat you in an argument.
	They can't win on facts.
	So they go, let's just hurt them.
	I don't like that they exist, and that pisses me off.
	So let's hurt them all.
	Let's kill them.
	If I had no skin in the game either way, and that was being done to the other side, just on that balance alone, I'd be like, listen, I don't care about their fucking fight.
	I don't care about their trannies and their whole.
	I don't give a shit.
	It doesn't have nothing to do with me.
	Are you trying to kill those people, though?
	I mean, that's kind of, don't do that.
	Are you an insane person?
	Now I'm interested.
	I wasn't interested.
	Now I am because I kind of like fighting.
	I'm kind of into that whole thing.
	And what makes a good fight?
	The story.
	Stakes.
	What's at risk?
	What are they fighting?
	Murderers?
	Are they fighting murderers that killed children?
	I don't even care who these people are.
	But that I care about very much.
	That's fucked up.
	They're annoying.
	Yeah, but that's this was being done to everybody all over the world.
	The 13-year-old girl was kicked out of school yesterday in the United Kingdom because her 31-year-old mother, who's been in jail for like two years for a Facebook post, the school found out about her mom's Facebook post that she went to jail for and kicked this 13-year-old kid out of her school.
	He said racism doesn't do well here.
	She's 13.
	Are you bashing the fashion?
	Is this how you do it?
	You see what I mean?
	This is not okay.
	This is wrong.
	You're doing wrong things to children.
	And that's putting it mildly.
	There was another guy in the States, Great Britain, took a photo, wasn't even touching it.
	A rifle on a table.
	It looked like a 22.
	It was a small rifle on a table in front of him.
	And he stood behind it and took a picture.
	When he got to the United Kingdom, come back from America.
	They arrested him.
	That's not wrong.
	That's fucking wrong.
	That's just wrong.
	I don't need to explain it to you.
	If you disagree with me, you're wrong.
	And now we're fighting.
	There's no middle ground here.
	People like that, there's no coming back.
	You've lost your humanity.
	You've lost your ability to see yourself as that other person and imagine what that might be like.
	You can't fucking do that anymore.
	You're not.
	You don't have any human.
	You don't get to judge mine.
	Mine's as bright as the fucking sun compared to yours.
	Aren't you tweeting, celebrating that Charlie Kirk get shot in front of his kids?
	What the fuck are you talking about?
	You hate me because I'm stronger than you.
	That's all that is.
	You never had the guts to do any of it yourself, and you resent yourself and hate yourself.
	And you just want to blame it.
	It's easier to blame the world, blame other people, and point, oh, they're bad, and they're bad and they're bad.
	So you just group together in a horde of freaks, and that's what you do.
	You know what?
	I am better than you.
	Because if they were doing this shit to you, I'd still be fucking fighting them because it's wrong.
	Can you say the same?
	No, you can't.
	Because you're not.
	Because I'm better than you.
	Go tweet about it.
	Where'd it go?
	Brian says, I ended up in a hospital in June 2020.
	Lost half my blood.
	It was totally ridiculous.
	I must have been a wee bit loopy because I kept escaping.
	And they catch me and tie me up.
	There was nobody I saw with COVID, just idiot hospital personnel.
	There was a hospital in Steinback, Manitoba that I would stop in Steinbach all the time when I would drive back and forth from Saskatchewan.
	It was just for whatever reason it worked out.
	That was just, I went there a lot.
	Or I would stop there.
	And I knew some people there.
	And they put on the news and said, oh, we're just absolutely swamped.
	And this nurse was like, there's no one here.
	There's no one here.
	She sent me pictures.
	I put them on the stream.
	I was like, look, no one in the waiting room.
	She goes, films, no cars in the parking lot.
	The day before, CBC said it was just, oh, it was just a graveyard.
	It's just overflowing with death.
	Everybody better stay in.
	It's so horrifying.
	And she's like, I'm here right now.
	There's no one in this hospital.
	That is completely a fake and made-up story.
	Right?
	And the media still, they fucking still send me messages like, oh, would you like to answer some comments about our story?
	I'm like, do you have like a five-second memory and not realize that we've been at war for like six years now or what?
	Are you retarded?
	You fucking murder people, media.
	Like you run around telling fake stories and lying all the time.
	Remember, I blew this one up.
	It was a dummy.
	It was a mannequin.
	And Edmonton Hospital was like, we're absolutely overflow.
	There's so many deaths here.
	Everybody better stay home.
	And I put it on Instagram.
	I was like, what is that?
	Zoomed in.
	It's a fucking mannequin in the ICU, respirator on, all this shit, which, I mean, is odd because they were so overflowing with death and mania and horrible that you'd think they wouldn't have any beds, machines, respirators, all that to spare for a mannequin.
	But apparently they did.
	And they had to retract the story and was like, oh, well, we just wanted to show you what it was like without showing any of the page.
	Bullshit.
	There was no one in there.
	Bullshit.
	I know.
	People told me that worked there and sent me pictures of an empty fucking hospital.
	Why are you talking to me?
	We're enemies.
	And you're a horrible, disgusting monster of a human being.
	Why don't you go lie some more?
	Why don't you go tell some fluff pieces about Ukraine?
	How many fucking people did you get in Ukraine killed, do you think?
	Specifically, the Canadian media, because I remember all the pieces and all the stories.
	Oh, Slava Slava, Slava, Slava.
	We got a Slava.
	We got a Slava.
	Something like 12 or 14 Canadians died in Ukraine because they went to volunteer to go over there.
	That shit fight they don't know anything about.
	Couldn't possibly be any more ignorant about.
	And they're dead now because of you, because you've fired them up.
	You gave them the idea.
	You've, oh, we got to fucking Might have been your story, the last one they read.
	They went, you know what?
	I'm going.
	And now they're dead.
	How many stories?
	I could go all day.
	And I do, but I'm running out of time, unfortunately.
	Don't ever fucking email me.
	Don't dirty up my inbox.
	CTV news, CBC news.
	Go to hell.
	No one respects you.
	No one even watches you.
	No one likes you.
	That's why you're losing money.
	That's why your companies are going bankrupt.
	Your only utility and purpose is to signal for the government that you don't actually have any fans or support at all.
	It's all just sycophants.
	It's all fake.
	It's all just people trying to get rub and get money.
	It's another thing.
	I have things that you can never buy.
	Which is why the media hates me.
	I'm better than them too.
	A lot of us are.
	This is like revenge of the decent humans.
	That's what this is.
	We're done.
	We're done with your shit.
	And, you know, the record speaks for itself.
	And that's when it's really going to turn, when people don't need to be convinced anymore.
	I've noticed this.
	I talked about this on an interview recently with a guy.
	No, not Blood satellite.
	Flood, yeah, that guy.
	And he said, especially in Canada, because I was like this, and I'm not that special.
	I feel like I had to build every piece of myself.
	I'm custom-made by myself.
	I was a long, and I'm not done.
	I've got a lot of work to do still.
	I didn't feel like I was on steady ground.
	You got your feet planted both righteous, perfect.
	And I'm like, no, it's fucking cop.
	I'm going to give it to you until I felt morally justified.
	If you're a little wobbly on, and that's why I, this is why I choose this road, because this is the most human and understandable, relatable, and true way to the center of the spiderweb.
	It doesn't matter.
	I mean, the politics you can do, you can argue this and that, and you can show graphs, and you can, you know, rhyme off names, and you can do all of these things.
	But that's all kind of, it's like studying.
	It's like a math test.
	What I'm going for is in here.
	It's in your soul, in your heart, if you have one.
	And when you feel that, and when you see what that is, when you understand what's really happening, you don't fucking care anymore.
	Imagine if you had like a really, imagine you're a cop.
	And there's a manhunt for like the biggest piece of shit in the world.
	Like, I don't want to get into details, but think of something next level horrifying.
	This guy needs to die, you know?
	Think of the difference.
	You're that cop, and you just round a corner or come or you're just kind of not even really looking for him.
	It's been going on for a long time.
	And you turn a corner.
	And the difference between that might be him and that's him.
	How hard are you going in?
	If you think it's him or you know it's him, you care anymore?
	If you know it's him, are you fucking worried about getting in trouble If you break this fucking guy in half, taking him down, it must be done because it's wrong what they're doing.
	And if we're not going to do that, if we're not going to be the kind of people who do that, what the fuck are any of us even doing here?
	Do you want your kids to even live in that world?
	I don't.
	That world, good people don't exist.
	It always does whatever it wants.
	It always gets away with it at the end.
	Fuck that.
	No.
	That feels pointless to me.
	I won't do it.
	They're the worst people in the world.
	They don't care.
	They're having fun.
	I don't need to see any graphs.
	I don't need to see anything.
	Because I can see them.
	It's like suspect picture.
	Yeah.
	That's the guy.
	Don't you want to read this 14-page-long Twitter thread about the latest?
	I don't need to know anything else.
	The whole point of that phase, information gathering and the whole thing, is to understand.
	Where are you?
	Who am I?
	What's happening?
	Is that thing trying to kill us all?
	Yes.
	Well, no, just keep reading the user manual a thousand times over and over again, coming to the same conclusions and treading the same ground over and over and over again.
	Oh, news.
	Did you hear the news?
	Rich cocksucking cult member lunatic maniac people and Jewish supremacists and red cow sacrificing maniacs.
	Or, oh, they're eating babies and they're fucking.
	I've already seen enough.
	don't need more i that's why i'm out with the guys in the dirt fighting and not on the internet grifting and and doing marketing selling coffee beans Because that's fucking happening.
	And nobody's doing anything about it.
	And I cannot live with myself.
	I'd rather do this and suffer than do nothing and be left alone or even rewarded because the fucking pain of that knowing that I betrayed everything that I believe in and the people I love and the things I care about, that I walked away, that I looked away, that I just plugged my ears and hid under the bed and fucking counted my money while the screaming went on in the street.
	I would rather be dead.
	That's worse than anything they'll ever do to me.
	That's way worse than anything they could ever do to me.
	So no, fuck you.
	I didn't get to choose when and where I was born.
	I'm just playing the, these are the cards I got.
	So this is the game I'm playing.
	You do what you got to do.
	And even for the bad guys to win requires that we don't fight them.
	Because if we do, they'll have to fight us.
	They can't live without us.
	They need us to comply and do what we're supposed to do and work the machines and put the numbers in the boxes and scan the thing and push the buttons and turn the knobs and generate all the fucking money and do all that they need to have to.
	There's every incentive to fight them really for me Don't fight them.
	Definitely lose and you hate yourself.
	You do fight them.
	No matter what happens, they definitely lose.
	I mean, it's that means their high watermark is like, how do you say it? Pyrrhic victory, where you win, but like at what cost?
	You won, but it costs so much, you might as well not.
	It's actually worse.
	It'd be worse if you lost.
	This is actually worse than if you'd lost.
	How much damage was done?
	That's the only outcome.
	And I think that is the outcome because it's going to become self-evident again to all these grifting fools.
	It's real now.
	Nobody wants to be entertained by fucking clip videos and soy faces pointing at things.
	Everybody's over it and bored and just mad and angry and worked up and scared and hungry.
	It's getting bad, and for this to work, everybody's got to be a good boy.
	And I don't see how they're going.
	That can work if you leave enough treats on the table, if you feed the slaves enough, and if you keep them fat and have, but the greed is too much.
	You can't even have them that.
	You can't even have a fucking house.
	You can't have a life.
	You can't have anything.
	You can't have dignity.
	You can't have privacy.
	You can't have your own thoughts.
	You can't express your own feeling.
	What can we fucking have?
	Oh, it's such a free, free country.
	Is it really?
	I'd be the wrong guy to talk to about that.
	I got some stories for you.
	Look, that wouldn't happen.
	That can't happen.
	Oh, you're saying that'll never happen, bro?
	Got a roll index.
	I got a whole calendar of those.
	These are all obsolete items.
	I got a smartphone with 20 gigs of memes about that.
	rule as long as people like us exist they can't have what they want It's like the last piece of the Lego castle.
	It just won't go in.
	You keep trying to fit, and it just keeps flying out the side.
	Now your hands are slippery.
	It just won't fucking.
	Who gives up first?
	Right?
	Can you imagine what this place would look like right now if none of you, all you guys, everybody in the community, everybody listening, even the people that hate us that at least were decent people and did try to do something.
	If none of us did shit, what would this place look like right now?
	You want to fucking sleep on Canada?
	Like, I'm sorry.
	Did somebody else do the convoy?
	No, that was us.
	We did that also.
	This is dark Canada now.
	Did you not see the?
	Are you not aware?
	Are you behind?
	The reputation now is there's kids on Instagram and TikTok making memes about how we invented war crimes because we did.
	Which is not exactly something to be proud of in the sense.
	But that hard-nosed fuck you version of Canada is a hell of a lot more popular and likable than the one we have now.
	Law of attraction and all that.
	Do you know how this shit works or don't you?
	You don't see where we're going?
	You don't see that?
	Are you sure?
	Okay, well, you got to tell yourself.
	I'm sure everyone will choose lay down and die.
	You're right.
	When their options are presented to them, they'll always choose that because it's just more fun.
	The real fear, and it's not even of us that a lot of the people on the other side have, that I can hear it in their voice and the things they say and how they say that they betray themselves all the time.
	It's not.
	What they're afraid of is that they're losing their grip on power, on the people, on the narrative, all of it.
	It's all falling apart.
	It's all starting to, and they can feel it.
	They're starting to notice, and they're not handling it well.
	And they're making videos about a mystery.
	Like, here's how they're doing it.
	They're doing it like we're doing some kind of magic trick.
	If what we're doing is a magic trick, it's some kind of scam, then I guess you'd be really blown away by watching a tree grow out of the ground.
	That must really rock your world.
	How life can manifest in a tiny thing and just refuse to die and embed itself somewhere.
	And then with enough time and access to sunlight and fresh air, it's like it came out of nowhere.
	How is it doing that?
	It doesn't know.
	Just is.
	What your side is doing is the other thing.
	When it starts to wither and shrink and collapse into itself, dying.
	Yes, that's the word.
	That's what your side's doing.
	And as one comes down and the other comes up, there will be a trigger point where it becomes shit fight time because it'll be desperate and they will not go quietly.
	And the fear will overtake.
	They will start to do more and more reckless and crazier and crazier things.
	They're going to try to do all the same shit here as they're doing in the UK.
	Or worse, if we let them, they will try.
	They'll try all of it because they're that fucking scared.
	They'll do whatever it takes to prevent the inevitable.
	They don't get to change.
	You're not God.
	All right.
	It's winter time.
	Winter is here.
	No!
	Yes.
	Not if we put up palm tree decorations all around the house and we turn the heat up to 35 and then we it's listen You're just living in a denial.
	You're going to have to go outside.
	No, it's not.
	It's not winter.
	Yes, it is.
	This is the conversation we're having.
	You know, and that's it.
	Again, do whatever you want to me.
	It doesn't matter.
	It's already done.
	The momentum is in place.
	This is the road we're on.
	Lila's hobo.
	And we're moving on.
	Maybe tomorrow.
	Maybe tomorrow.
	Somebody will believe you shit.
	Maybe tomorrow it'll be your fucking turn.
	I mean, think about it.
	Would you want to be on the other side right now?
	Honestly, look at it.
	Look at the ground.
	Look at everything.
	Look at the pattern.
	Look at the stats.
	Look at the ring.
	Look at it all.
	You like that side?
	Do you feel good there?
	I wouldn't.
	This feels like an over-the-hill fighter who stayed too long.
	This feels like the end of it, the on-the-tail, dying end of an empire.
	You know, it's not over yet, but the signs are like the cracks have formed and she's coming down soon.
	Yeah.
	the best days are over i bet i mean i don't know when it was When do we mark it?
	Remember when the it's ma'am?
	Remember that video?
	When that hit the internet, I mean, they were at peak.
	They probably thought it was going to go on forever.
	They probably thought the sky's the limit.
	Look at it now.
	Now the sky's falling.
	And it looks like me.
	It looks like me.
	They hate to see it, but I love to see it.
	A lot of people love to see it.
	Gonna be seeing bombs falling all over Venezuela very soon.
	And there's weird.
	What's going on there?
	I'm still investigating, and I don't really know, but I know there is a lot of evidence that the CIA's drug trafficking fund party time may have something to do with Venezuela.
	And what's really going on there?
	You know, there's America seems to be in chaos in a lot of ways in some places, and it's just hard to.
	I just rooting for you guys.
	Hopefully.
	Because if not, we're all fucked, and that would be bad.
	You know, totally full-blown communist evil America would be terrifying.
	So let's hope that doesn't happen.
	I'm not hopeful it'll sort itself out, but if the powers that be are as smart as they should be, serious concessions are going to have to be made or they're not going to survive.
	And at the minimum, that just buys us more time.
	And the inevitable will still be the inevitable.
	So I guess it depends on do they want to just burn it all down and go right for the neck now and lose, or do they want to stretch this out over another 30 years and lose then?
	Quietly, softly, maybe get left alone on an island somewhere.
	The ones who were helpful, you know, where's your Argentina going to be?
	We'll find you somewhere nice.
	Please come over and help daddy pack.
	We'll find you a nice place to live.
	Nice villa, cheap drinks.
	All the Spanish girls, they're nice.
	You're going to like it there.
	But you could never come back.
	Banished like in Lion King.
	You can never come back here.
	All right, I'm going to read the rest of these and get out of here.
	I don't know what that was.
	It was three hours of me just talking shit, which is what I do.
	And I had almost no stories, which is good because I was like, I don't know what I'm going to talk about.
	Apparently, all that.
	I don't remember any of it.
	Your Honor, I have no recollection of the events in question, nor do I have any statement to make at this time.
	I reserve the right to mental insanity and have no memory, hint, notes, or dreams of anything that took place this evening or any evenings previous or the ones in the future.
	I am out of control.
	I'm out of my mind, and I'm completely animated with the spirit of death from beyond dark dimensions from which you cannot possibly perceive.
	Please do not, please just leave us alone.
	It's for your own safety.
	You think it's a joke, but there's things that you don't understand.
	You can't possibly contend with.
	You don't want none of this.
	He's taken down.
	Have you seen what he's done?
	You don't want this.
	Wow.
	Okay, there's a whole bunch of these.
	Bloody Bay says, I refuse to administer China virus vaccine.
	My cousin had a massive stroke at 38 after the first.
	Jesus.
	Like, that's younger than me.
	It was obviously dangerous enough that, like, for, again, what's the fatality rate?
	Be worried if you're 86 and you have a lung problem.
	Like, okay, so the same as always.
	It was just, there was no need.
	Anyway, I'm preaching the choir.
	But hey, where else do you guys get to like, where else can you vent?
	Where else can you say any of this?
	No one else will entertain.
	Well, a friend of mine said, you know, for all the things they say about you guys, like the, you know, the Diagon people, like, you're the only people in Canada who are actually having any real conversations about anything.
	You're the only, where there's no, it's just anything goes, like, there's no sacred cows.
	There's no, like, we're the only ones.
	They're jealous of that, too.
	Scotian gentleman says, I've never had an IQ test, but how is it that smarter people than me fell for the shot?
	Well, it wasn't.
	Actually, it's actually a good question.
	It's fear.
	It has nothing to do with your intelligence.
	There's people who are very, very intelligent who did it anyway.
	People who were retarded who were like, hell no.
	It all depended on your ability to withstand fear and anxiety and uncertainty.
	If you have any bones at all, you have any guts, you have any ball, you'll be like.
	They literally were not willing to risk getting in trouble, having people get mad at them, or getting sick with something they didn't understand.
	That was too scary for them, so they did it.
	Period.
	Had nothing to do with your intelligence.
	It was all.
	This is how, again, weakness begets evil.
	If you are weak, you will pay the price.
	This is everywhere in my life.
	That's always been true.
	Every good, righteous thing is always difficult, painful, and requires sacrifice.
	Every evil thing is always easy, convenient, comfortable, and seemed like a good idea at the time.
	Every single fucking one.
	CRJ says, you guys wore relish.
	I wear mayonnaise.
	You do all over your face every Saturday night.
	Jen Cene told me all about it.
	Fucking.
	Didn't he?
	zane also crj's camo is manufactured by p diddy oh he's just getting well Is this what they call?
	Gangbang?
	Is that what this is?
	It's like that, I guess.
	Cambie Dredd says, fight me.
	Oh, well, now you're tall all of a sudden.
	What are these little birds?
	ducks what are these these little are these is that yoshi from from super mario Are you going to eat some Yoshis and grow up three sizes to fucking?
	Okay.
	She's going to stab me next time I see her.
	Justice for Father says, thank you.
	You're welcome, sir.
	The Love and Beloved says, no coincidence.
	You saw her fall.
	Maybe the universe knew somehow that you're one of the few people.
	I don't know, man.
	It was surreal.
	I can still see her face.
	She had brown hair.
	She had a mask on.
	She had like kind of, I don't know what kind of pants, like slacks.
	I don't know what kind of these pants are.
	She looked like maybe a teacher or something.
	Like that's Kosh Connaster's dress.
	And just right on her face.
	I couldn't tell how old she was.
	It was 40s, maybe?
	I don't know.
	Mask on, right?
	But just some woman, and down she went, and that was it.
	And I just, she didn't see it.
	It would have been creepier if I made eye contact with her.
	She wasn't looking at me.
	But wouldn't that have been weird if I was the last person she ever saw and then she died?
	You ever have that happen to you?
	You ever been the last person?
	Have you ever been the last person someone saw before they died?
	Raise your hand right before, you know.
	Hmm.
	That means I don't know, but it's something to think about.
	He says, Thank you, Morgan and France.
	Well, thank all of you guys.
	And that's why I met her.
	That's because of you guys.
	This whole thing has taken on a life of its own for years and spawned the club in itself.
	It's all branches of the same tree.
	It's all the same thing thrown out of the same hole in the ground.
	We all kind of collectivize together, right?
	And none of that would have been possible if we all had to do something.
	Thank you.
	Watch the collapse podcast.
	Tail Jeremy.
	Thank you, sir.
	In white America.
	What's left of it?
	What are you guys?
	percent now the next five years I don't know, man.
	I mean, I've been saying that, but it's been true.
	I've like, oh, the next five years are going to be even crazier.
	they always have been and i feel like we're in a ship It's like the perfect storm.
	You're like in the back of the ship, just getting thrown around in the middle of a goddamn shitstorm.
	It's been going on forever.
	You look up at the guy.
	I'm up trying to sail the boat.
	I'm up here like, ah, they're yelling in the back.
	Is it almost over?
	Can you see this?
	I'm just like, no.
	Oh, you don't want to just stay down there.
	That's what it feels like.
	Is it almost done?
	It looks like it's going to get a lot worse, actually.
	Ow!
	Just can I see if you're strong enough?
	I don't want you to have a nervous breakdown, though.
	I'm also not entirely kidding.
	I've seen it happen.
	If I could just take everything that I've seen and know it like here's and just into somebody's head who has no idea what's going on, it would probably break them.
	I had the advantage of having lots of time and to just digest things and really think about it and pick them apart and take my time.
	A lot of people got fire hosed in the last few years and they just went insane because you would.
	It's a lot of really disturbing and upsetting and difficult things to come around to.
	And not everybody makes it.
	So be careful with that stuff.
	Don't unplug somebody until they're, you know, simulation questioning, I guess is a metaphor.
	Matrix questioning.
	Driidle curious, you know.
	I mean, I think a lot of people know.
	Nutboy says, one for the road.
	You can't hate these people.
	There's some, some know, some of them you can't.
	But he says, off to bed.
	Thank you, sir.
	That was a while ago.
	I got to go to bed, too.
	DRJ says, you'd give up after a few broken ribs.
	I mean, what are we fighting over?
	It really depends.
	Like, is this to the death for the children?
	Or is this just like for bragging rights?
	You win.
	You know, obviously I'm losing badly.
	I'm not going to continue and make it way worse.
	Not an idiot.
	I'm going to get out of here, heal up, and find you in a dark parking lot someday and get revenge the old-fashioned way from behind with a bat.
	Um, just defeated by dirty sauna water.
	I didn't get defeated by the dirty sauna water.
	In fact, I've powered through it.
	Have you ever had a lot?
	I was still training every day, 30 minutes a day.
	That's all I could really handle because my lungs would explode and it felt like I was going to die.
	I'd get dizzy and want to fall down.
	I still did the streams.
	I fucking, well, sometimes you'll be a broken foot.
	Yeah, how dare you?
	Ryan says, it sure isn't Kofi donations is going through.
	It's not.
	I did get yours, but maybe I just didn't read it.
	It did.
	Sorry.
	I don't like to just, I used to just immediately stop and go, and then I go, what the hell was I just talking about?
	And it feels like it.
	Maybe it's worse.
	I don't know.
	I really don't know what I'm doing.
	I know I'm taking up way too much time.
	I got to go.
	Jen Stein says, Fairy is a pansy.
	Why are you picking feists with them?
	He'll just pick you up and throw you in a pool.
	And by the time you get out, he'll be gone.
	He's quick and quiet for somebody that size.
	He shouldn't be.
	That's unsettling.
	Like, you know, he'll just suddenly be somewhere else, and you don't even.
	It's kind of like Sasquatch.
	Have his DNA checked.
	Have you ever done this?
	Has no one done this?
	You might have to ask questions, DNA.
	Do we explain some things?
	The love of water.
	Like, there's a lot of this is coming back.
	He seemed really in his home environment in BC.
	It was a little strange that I think about it.
	Ed, what's up?
	Says Dean couldn't fight off a chipmunk.
	Life depended on it.
	Tiny petty mantra.
	I think he's about six feet, 225 pounds.
	He's a six-foot-tall fat guy, isn't he?
	57-year-old fat boomer who drinks during the day and goes on Twitter and thinks he's a tough guy.
	And, you know, I couldn't believe it.
	I was like, are you kidding me?
	Is he fucking serious?
	Okay.
	I mean, yeah.
	How embarrassing is that?
	You know, imagine you openly like, oh, fucking Rama.
	And the guy's like, all right, when?
	And then you just run away.
	Like.
	Ah, ow.
	Own goal.
	Jenstein says, you are the funny black-pilled guy.
	I'll take that.
	That's about right.
	I'm not saying I'm black-pilled.
	I'm just realistic pilled.
	I'm like Sergeant Barnes.
	Look at it!
	I am reality.
	It's almost time for my bedtime, so I might as well get to.
	I'll scape this to escape reality.
	Shit.
	I am reality.
	Pretty fucking.
	Pretty clogged up.
	I got nothing.
	Oh, well, there you go.
	YouTube terms deserve there.
	Violation.
	People used to get shot and killed for that.
	That's how much you should.
	That's how much you should really be.
	I don't know how old I was when I figured that out, but like, wait a minute.
	They just change the law all the time depending on what suits them.
	Yeah.
	Because that used to be like gunfight with the police to the death level.
	And now they just sell it at the store.
	Yeah, the government sells it at the store.
	So that's like a complete 180, then, isn't it?
	Oh, yeah, it happens all the time.
	Really?
	Okay.
	Well, I'm not going to.
	I'm not going to place any moral weight to their laws because apparently it's all just about money and power.
	So I don't.
	The only reason I was concerned, I didn't want to be a bad person.
	That's all I thought that's what that was for, but no, it's just money.
	Zanel says, there's not enough likes.
	Fix it, you ain't great.
	I don't even know how many there is.
	Doesn't show me, and it doesn't do anything for me, so it doesn't matter.
	All right, like it, don't like it.
	Just send me money so we can buy the trebuchets that we need to do the deportations.
	We've done the math, and it's not like one, we don't need, we need enough, and they're basically just going to play catch.
	We'll trebuchet them from one next to the next, and then when they reach the beach, we'll put them in a bigger one and we'll fling them all the way home.
	At least that's what we're going to tell people because they're not going to see where they land.
	And then, you know, no, they're fine.
	They went home.
	They're home now.
	I promise.
	Bye.
	And away they go.
	Off over the horizon and happily ever after.
	Just like in that video, just like in Alex Woods' video.
	I'll leave and go back and get in the van.
	Me and Ferry will be sitting there and be like, but those catapults are definitely not going to.
	Don't worry about it.
	The math doesn't add up.
	There's no way they may.
	I said, don't worry about it.
	It's taken care of.
	Put it down.
	Just have some cake.
	That's, you know, we'll be the cake regime.
	There's always a piece of cake on the desk.
	Do you want some cake?
	Very disarming.
	Sometimes it'll be drugged.
	We'll take our enemies out that way.
	Jen Steen says, John Fraser and Mark Miller turn me on.
	Well, you've got a violence fetish, I think.
	That's what I'm not going to investigate.
	Ed says hospitals had bad security guards to stop people from videoing empty hospitals.
	That's true.
	Or had security guards.
	They did.
	We don't want people knowing that we're lying all the time.
	We can't have that.
	Zeus says, man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor.
	That's true.
	Alexis Carroll, I've never heard that one.
	Who can do it?
	And it sucks and it hurts, and that's why nobody likes to do it.
	They act like they.
	I wouldn't do that.
	Why do you like it?
	No one likes it.
	It's not about if you like it or not.
	It's about where you're getting to, what you're achieving.
	Go put your furry costume on.
	Leave us alone.
	Jen Stein says, Gary Cheeks.
	No, we're not talking about this anymore.
	Or CRJ, CIA, same thing.
	No, they're not the same thing.
	I hope they're not the same thing.
	Daniel says, what's creepy is me sending this from the shower.
	I'm not at all surprised.
	It's probably not even close to the creepiest place someone sent me a super chat from.
	I wouldn't be surprised if somebody sent me one from inside a fucking sarcophagus with a dead body because they're busy grave robbing and doing weird things like the Indians were doing to all of our dead relatives in Ontario.
	I think someone could easily have done that.
	I wouldn't be so warm.
	You might have.
	There's people in this community.
	If they said that they did it, I'd say there's an 80% chance it's true.
	GB Max says, sounds like the Irish Citizens Army is setting the tone.
	The Irish Citizens are, is this new?
	I haven't seen any of that.
	Again, I can only control me.
	World's going to do what it's going to do.
	It is what it is.
	I'm not God.
	I'm not the emperor of the Holy Roman Empire.
	I can't fucking move mountains and make, I can only do what I can do, and I will do the best that I can.
	That's it.
	And that's all any of us can do.
	That's the other thing.
	The bad guys are trying to control everything.
	You're trying to control the uncontrollable.
	Fool.
	You're trying to control nature itself now.
	The AI.
	Yes, the AI.
	Don't worry.
	Either we win or you lose.
	There's no way this ends well.
	It can't.
	Because the world that you live in and want to live in, it needs to be a certain way for it to work.
	And you're ripping the guts out of it and ripping the life out of it and expecting it's going to still be there when you're done.
	Did I catch them all?
	Am I done with Pokemon?
	Oh, I'm not.
	Heller says you're a strange man, Usarian.
	What is that from, Usarian?
	You're a strange man.
	I am.
	So, but everybody I've ever liked is also strange.
	So, you know, you gotta like yourself.
	Don't you?
	How terrible things are.
	Bose, I have to eat and do so many things.
	Very physically uncomfortable, right?
	We're not done.
	I'm committed to the grift.
	Come on, load it.
	There we go.
	I don't know what's going to happen.
	Nobody does.
	Especially now.
	We're in the anything goes timeline.
	My entire life shouldn't even be possible.
	None of this should, none of this should even, but it is.
	I only know what I know, but I know that I was able to kind of claw.
	I didn't like myself.
	I didn't like who I was.
	And there's always things you want to improve and that could be better, you know.
	There's lots of things.
	I mean, you could stand there and look at yourself in the mirror and find all kinds of things you wish you could change or make different and do all these things.
	You know, sure, but I don't care.
	I'm not, I'm fine with it.
	mean nobody's perfect but I had to fight for every inch of this and that's what that's what if you like yourself that's what that means You respect yourself.
	If your own son or daughter had to go through what you've gone through and did the way that you did, how would you feel about it?
	Would you be proud?
	Would you be sad?
	Would you be happy?
	what people that are strong enough to do the things that scare them and face and confront the things that scare them without your knees can shake and you can blink and you can cry and you can do all kinds
	If your feet don't move and you don't look away, you win.
	Maybe it was scary.
	It wasn't scary enough.
	People that can do that, they become strong, and we have a lack of strong.
	We don't have enough strong people.
	Maybe we do, but we don't know where.
	They are.
	Not enough of them.
	We're working on that.
	In the meantime, I wasn't born this way.
	I'm not certainly saying I'm the fucking toughest guy in the world or anything like that, but I know where I am and I know where I was and I know how far that is apart and how hard that was.
	How many close calls there were and how many.
	But I did that manually.
	It wasn't, I didn't have to go get my genetics altered.
	I didn't have to, you know, exit game and start over with a new.
	It was all manual.
	And I had no advantages, really, besides a great home life and a very supportive family.
	I was not physically powerful, mentally, spiritually, emotionally.
	Nothing.
	I was, you know, low stats in every category except fucking around and being silly.
	But people would take pity on me.
	That was it.
	you know, and I was just stubborn.
	I never really felt like a guy that wanted to win necessarily.
	It was all about just not losing.
	Which is the same thing when you think about it because that's the game.
	They're trying to make you lose.
	And you lose by having no faith in yourself.
	You don't like yourself.
	You don't respect yourself because you're weak and you suck and you know it and you don't like these things.
	Well, the good news is that's all fixable.
	That's all actually.
	This is like taking parts out of a car and putting in new ones.
	This is all doable.
	This is just work.
	This is not the end of the world.
	This is totally doable.
	And you're in the perfect environment to do it.
	This is the hardest it's ever been to live here.
	There's problems and challenges everywhere.
	Everything is a struggle.
	Everything's a battle.
	You can't even find healthy food.
	You here die of diabetes.
	There's literally everywhere you go.
	There's some kind of temptation to drink or do drugs or to have all these things.
	This is like the what training partner do you want to have to try and toughen yourself up?
	Because there's everything you can imagine in every direction if you want to find it.
	And there's no shortage of scary, powerful, bad people doing wrong things that you can cut your teeth on.
	not suggesting you do what i did or do whatever but hey gotta march to the beat of the drum that we're uh that we hear you know and i mean two times in my life has happened And it probably doesn't, it's not going to go the way you would think.
	Didn't go the way I would have thought.
	That one time, I've told this story before, but maybe not in this context.
	On a force, it was a special forces selected.
	And I was sure I was fucked.
	You know, it was the last day, too.
	And I was convinced, like, I'm not going to make it.
	I'm fucking done.
	Like, we had some, we had like 36 kilometers to go.
	Like, some gargantuan amount of distance.
	I was hoping it was like three.
	I'm like, no, no, I said 33.
	I'm like, oh, my.
	You know what I mean?
	Like, I'm finished.
	My body's crushed.
	I have never done anything this hard.
	I can barely fucking, I'm falling down.
	My legs are gone.
	I've got blisters everywhere.
	I had to cut a toenail off my shoe, my foot to put it.
	The blood blister on my toe was so huge.
	The whole thing was a nightmare.
	And I just accepted it.
	I was like, well, I'm fucked.
	Might as well make, might as well make a show of it then.
	Might as well just go out hard.
	I'm just going to go until I literally fucking collapse, which I was certain was going to happen.
	I was like, I'm going to fall.
	I'm going to pass out.
	I thought I was going to.
	I'm just going to collapse.
	I can barely keep my feet up.
	And I'll just do that until I was almost angry about it.
	I was like, fine, let's fucking die then.
	Let's just.
	All right, fine.
	Let's just fucking go right to the ground.
	Because I couldn't go home otherwise.
	I would be too ashamed.
	Fine, I'll just die then.
	Fine.
	Fuck you.
	We'll see who, you know.
	But, you know, seven, eight hours later, it was over.
	I wasn't even thinking about how hard it was or anything anymore.
	I was just doing what was in front of me and trying to just run myself into the ground out of spite in some ways.
	I was like, huh, learn something there someday.
	And then the other time, it wasn't that long ago.
	But when you get to the point where you think logically, probably, statistically, it looks bad.
	Like, this is going to end bad.
	Well, guess I'm fucked.
	Might as well go out making a mess.
	Just accept it.
	You can't win.
	It's too impossible.
	Well, then, there's no expectations.
	I assume I'm going to fucking blow up and crash it.
	So might as well have a good time.
	Might as well make a mess.
	Might as well go hard and have fun.
	And that's the funny thing.
	That's actually what everybody's afraid of.
	They're afraid of failing and not making it, and it prevents them from attempting it because they're afraid of what will happen.
	what could happen will probably happen or what they're sure will happen and it seems at least for me counterintuitive but But the solution was to be like, yeah, but so do it anyway.
	But why?
	Because what they're doing is wrong.
	There are people that have lived their entire life and then died, probably hoping and wishing they would get an adversary or a cause or a reason for something to put their life and their energy into that mattered on any level like this does.
	And they would have killed for that.
	Like they're bad fucking people, man.
	they're sacrificing kids and chopping people up and erasing countries and stuff in their pockets and laughing about it you guys have something better to do Tell me about it.
	I'd love to know.
	That was later than I wanted it to be, but nothing ever works out the way I want it to.
	It just doesn't go.
	Don't try so hard.
	Just accept it's all fucked up, buddy.
	Who would have thought all this time the wisest thing anyone ever said?
	Brevity is the language of kings, they say.
	Is it Aristotle?
	Is it Plato?
	Is it Socrates?
	No.
	The ultimate life wisdom.
	It was Ric Flair.
	Woo!
	Woo!
	How do you do it, Rick?
	Woo!
	I'm a wife, Steelin!
	Damn, Dylan!
	Set him a gun!
	And I don't...
	Woo!
	Tell him, Phil!
	Doesn't mean you'll definitely win With that attitude but There's always a chance when that guy's around You know I'll take it.
	Thank you very much, guys.
	I appreciate the support.
	As always, you can go to the link at the bottom, ko-fi.com.
	Ford slash J-Mac.
	We appreciate it.
	Keep the goblins mad.
	Oh, there's you guys, just wait.
	We're just stretching out.
	I'm actually, well, I'll put it this way.
	Some of the ideas for next year are a little scary.
	I'm a little concerned.
	it'll be fine probably could It depends on what you mean.
	It depends on your...
	I should...
	Not before Christmas.
	Appreciate it, guys.
	JerryMackenzie.ca, my social media links, the Substack, all of that stuff is there.
	Tell your mom.
	She'd like me.
	She wouldn't.
	Tell your dad.
	Tell everybody.
	Because they banned it.
	Otherwise, they won't let us.
	You'll have to share it around.
	I appreciate it.
	Take care of each other.
	It starts with you, though.
	It starts with yourself.
	You're not strong enough to whiff yourself off off the ground.
	You can't help anybody else.
	And the beautiful thing about helping yourself up off the ground is now you can help somebody else.
	That's pretty bass.
	6-7-Tyrannis.
	Pro Patron.
	See you on the beach.
	You'll see me on the beach.
	I won't even be wearing anything.
	I don't care.
	I don't need to.
	He's going like Leonidas.
	It's a good idea.
	I just do you don't think people are gonna know I like yeah, they're synchronized.
	It's a lot of trebuchets, a lot of catapults.
	It's very impressive.
	I can't, it's the waves are really loud.
	Is that on purpose?
	You want to hear the script?
	Well, I don't, if people hear the screaming, Phil, they're not going to think this is voluntary.
	The whole point is that they think they'd like it.
	How do you think we got all those fucking moms on board?
	They all think they the Indians they think they're going to Phil.
	We well, I'm glad the I'm glad the ocean's loud because oh, because I'm sure you could no, you can hear them screaming.
	I can you wish you could are you aiming at the other people with new people water bowling?
	No, it's not water bowling.
	That doesn't even make any sense.
	Are you drunk?
	Why can't we just play beer pong like we used to?
	Why do you got to fling Indians into the ocean and then try to why are they floating anyway?
	They all have water wings on what do you mean you can collect them for later?
	What are you doing later?
	No, I don't want to know what zombie apocalypse means.
	What do you mean, Hanuman statue?
	You want to take bloated water corpses and stitch them together into a real-life zombie Hanuman statue.
	You have been drinking because this is too detailed and demented for it to come from anything else.
	I'm leaving now.
	Have fun at the beach.
	This isn't the kind of beach you're.
	Don't try to push me in the water.
	Go fling your Indians.

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