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I see some confusion, some trepidation, some anxiety, some chaos in the chats and so on.
Somebody asked on Twitter if this is the only place to watch now.
It isn't, but it might be one of the more convenient for some of you.
The biggest typically platform is on Rumble, which has been wildly shadow banned this evening for whatever reason.
I can't say.
Don't know why.
But yeah, tell your friends and share the link because this is the only way to get it out.
It's how it's always been.
This has happened.
I don't know.
Maybe perhaps someone made a call somewhere.
And I heard a number of people tell me they had to refollow and, you know, all that kind of stuff.
So I don't know.
Just ban me then.
Just ban me then.
Like, I don't like these games, right?
Like, if you're just like, well, we're just going to make it impossible for you to succeed on our platform.
Okay, well, then just ban the thing.
Like, just because they don't want the negative press and the negative attention of banning anyone popular or anybody, you know.
I was routinely polling nearly 2,000 people a night just on Rumble out of five or six other platforms.
Now it's a 140 people.
Oh, these are trash, but you know, I was desperate because in the pants I didn't have time.
These protein drinks.
They're not good for you, guys, but you know, I was in a rush.
How are you guys doing?
Yeah, the name changed.
I did change the name of the channel.
That could be why, but I really don't think so.
I don't think so.
I think there's some weird discussion.
Because it's not just here.
It's in a number of places.
Yeah, we're on a number of different platforms.
Somebody asked on Twitter if it's the only place.
We're here, Rumble.
We're on DTV.
We're on Twitter.
We're on Twitch.
We're on Kik.
We're on Entropy, which is also strangely.
I don't know where everybody's at.
That's okay.
That's fine.
I'll make new friends.
How you guys been doing?
Somebody said, you know what?
It might be nice, actually, to have a smaller crowd, especially if there's a lot of newer people.
If you've not been around, I don't mind.
I would like to do a little bit of a hard reset maybe.
Sometimes I fantasize about doing that, doing something completely different, but different.
Just kind of just start over, you know?
But someone on Rumble said more car painter.
How long has this been on?
Do you mean this specific stream or how long have I been doing this?
I'm on year seven, I think.
Or six.
I've probably been sitting here for about 20 minutes getting this ready.
I think it's been on since about 7.40.
I was a little bit late.
I was shooting for 7.30 Eastern, but, you know, it's live TV.
There's problems.
It happens.
I'm not Vince McMahon.
I can't make it work every time.
There's going to be a lot of Vince McMahon talk, a lot of wrestling references.
I just, I binge the entire series.
It's just come out about that.
I love wrestling.
It was a big part of my childhood.
I had a great time, great experience, good memories.
So there's a lot there.
A lot of interesting stuff there.
This stream, oh, yeah.
So just 20 minutes, 15 minutes.
Not very long, but long enough, strangely.
There's some weird nonsense afoot, but what choice do you have?
What else are you going to do?
We're also in Kik's an interesting platform.
Some people have been migrating over to that one.
That works fine.
Twitch as well.
There's people over there.
Works fine.
The links are all around if you know where to find them.
But primarily Telegram is how I get my message out to anybody because I'm banned everywhere.
I can't even share my own links on Facebook or anything like that.
I'm not allowed to.
I'll try and you go and post it and it just loading wheel forever.
You refresh the page, nothing happens.
You can go and type a sentence of like, Facebook, I love Facebook.
I wish Facebook made buck plugs because I would like one.
That goes through immediately.
But if you're, you know, I'm not allowed to share links to my own material on there because it's dangerous or something.
People have gotten warnings for that trying to share my pages like, you know, this is really dangerous stuff.
You're not allowed to share that.
Thank you, Frostback, and Zoo.
We appreciate it.
Homa, give him what he wants.
I don't remember that episode.
Give him what he wants, Homa.
That could be, that could be anywhere.
It's a bit early.
I'm trying to get a little bit earlier.
I don't think that's a big part of the reason.
I think there's some other nonsense going on, but I usually don't start until about 30 minutes from now, 30, 40 minutes from now.
I'd like to end a little bit earlier.
I'm trying to get up earlier.
I'm trying to do everything.
I'm just trying to move my whole life to the left a little bit.
Not in a philosophical or political sense, but, you know, I just, you know, it makes things easier, especially with the kids and everything.
So anyway, Where did I go?
I didn't go anywhere.
I just kind of hung around.
I didn't really announce anything.
I wasn't, you know, I've had people ask if I was, you know, done because I've mentioned it a number of times and, you know, I thought about it.
I think about it a lot when that's going to be.
Not sure.
I'm not sure, but there's certainly definitely times I really don't feel like doing this.
And that was one of them.
So I just didn't.
If I was going to be done forever, I would tell you.
I would let you know.
I wouldn't just not mention it ever again.
I would just not address it and just quietly just stop posting.
That would be weird.
I had nothing to say.
So I didn't say anything.
You know, it was just, I had wanted to do some, I just wanted to unwind a bit.
It's been a few years.
There's been it's been a very interesting few years.
Like five in a row for me, personally.
For all of us.
But and I don't think it's much different for, you know, I'm sure everybody's last five years has been crazy just because of the nature of everything we've been put through and experienced and what's happened.
But, you know, even with that, you know, I've it was a perfect storm of a lot of things that have happened to me over the last few years.
So it's been, it's been just wall to wall crazy that whole time.
And I'm just, I don't know if it's the military, brain, like trauma brainwashing.
That's how they, you know, get, it works very well.
Is it healthy for someone long term?
And does it require some probably deprogramming and or reprogramming really for you to function properly in the civilian world?
It sure does.
It does work very well for the military, but, you know, once you're out, it doesn't translate very well to reality.
And that's, I think a lot of guys have problems and struggle with because you're not made for the world that you're dropped into when you leave.
You're made for their world.
You're made to function inside of the military and nowhere else.
And then when you get out, it's not easy.
So I started doing this right after I retired.
Not immediately after, but within a year, I'd say, and started just making videos and stuff and wanted to kind of get around to doing like a stream, some kind of talk show, because I watched other people do it and seemed like a lot of fun.
And they were having a lot of fun.
And they're, you know, sitting on a laptop talking to thousands of people, which I've been, you know, I thought was crazy.
I thought that blew me away that you'd be able to do that.
And I've been very fortunate and blessed in that way to be able to do that.
So I'm very, I very much, I appreciate you guys very much.
Those of you that have stood by me and supported me all these years and have been here for all of it.
And it's, they can tell you anybody that's been around since the early days or the very beginning, there's a few, there's a number actually.
I probably have the most loyal and supportive following in the country.
I can't think of anyone that could be dragged and burned and electrocuted metaphorically and everything that's that's been done to me and the attacks the community has been under and everything and hasn't really lost anything, hasn't really lost a step, hasn't really done anything.
So I'm very fortunate.
So I thank you guys very much.
I appreciate it.
And that's part of the reason why I felt it had to be, it was enough of a break, I think.
I felt guilty.
I started feeling guilty.
I wanted to come back to work.
People look forward to it.
I don't know why.
I'm not going to question it.
I'm glad you do.
I'm glad if you do get anything out of this, you do enjoy it.
It is entertaining.
It is fun or it's cathartic, whatever it is.
It doesn't matter.
You like it or you don't.
And if you do, that's cool.
If you don't, that's cool too.
Just turn it off.
People don't seem to know how to do that.
That's what I do.
I don't like something.
I just mute, block, delete.
I just never go there again.
You order food from a restaurant.
It's terrible.
Like you don't go there again.
You don't stand outside and petition the restaurant.
You want it closed down.
You dedicate your life to having the restaurant destroyed because you didn't like what it served you.
Anyway, just seems stupid.
It seems weird.
I should have made some.
I did make some notes, but there was others.
There's a lot to think about.
There's a lot going on in my head.
It's going to be kind of in, they're all very informal.
They've always been, it's always been kind of a chaos train wreck of just stream of consciousness from, or what did I used to call it?
The incoherent ramblings.
What was it?
No.
The incoherent ramblings of a madman or an unhinged madman or something like that.
You know?
Yeah, I just feel like talking a bit about some things.
Nothing in particular.
Like, there's a lot going on.
I think a lot of people are doing that.
A lot of people are just doing the topical.
Here's what's in the news and here's how stupid and shitty it is.
And I kind of just got bored of that.
A lot of people are doing it.
And I don't, it's not really surprising.
There's not really anything interesting there for me a lot of the time.
So I don't, you know, why, why piss yourself off for the save it?
You know, and there's lots of things I can point to and bring up that are truly outrageous and insane and wild.
And in the early days, I did spend a lot of time doing that because I wanted to drive the point home to everybody.
But also, like you, I was just astounded at the rate of how fast this place was falling apart, at the boldness, the aggressiveness of the kind of enemy forces at work, like how just out in the open they are doing insane things.
So it was a very genuine, like, oh my God.
And that was kind of how I got it out and dealt with it.
But at this point, they don't surprise me anymore.
I've seen too much.
I've been through too much.
And it's not interesting.
It's, hey, guess what?
The goblin people did goblin things today.
Oh, did they really?
Unless it's a significant escalation that demands our attention or something that we need to deal with or look at, I just don't see the value in it a lot of the time.
And maybe that's because I've gotten, I don't want to say lazy, but like I said, we've had a pretty consistent, solid core audience for years.
It's kind of just slowly grown over time and added people in.
So it's just beating a dead horse to a lot of people.
But on the other hand, you know, there's new people around every time and have no idea what the hell I'm talking about with regards to a lot of things.
I don't know.
I don't know what to do.
It's a tough call.
It's not an easy thing to run a successful kind of talk show, whatever this is.
I didn't like to use that terminology, especially in the early days, because it didn't feel right.
I didn't feel like I qualified.
It just, it felt, you know, I'm just an idiot with a webcam.
But then again, so is everyone else.
That's everyone.
That's everyone on TV.
They're just idiots on screens.
Like there's really no difference.
You know, if you want to take it seriously and put a lot of effort in, you can do that.
If you want to not, you can do that.
And certainly that's across the board in the professional mainstream world.
It's all very polished.
But I mean, that comes at the, that comes at the, you know, you've got decades of a foundation and organization and billions of dollars and stuff pumped into these things.
So it's, you know, you've got all kinds of employees and basically unlimited resources to, it's easy to make it look good, you know, at least.
And then you just need somebody half competent to just read the words, read the script.
You have somebody half good to write them and then somebody else like, so you can kind of plug the pieces in and make, make something half decent, but do it all by yourself.
That's, that's, that's something else.
That's hard to do.
So yeah, I mean, I just, I appreciate you guys.
I'm, you know, thank you for everything.
And, and, you know, it's tough to think of how to top this.
How do we top the last couple of years?
Especially after the tour, which was amazing.
It was a huge success.
It was as good.
It went as well as it possibly could have.
We pretty near and for the most part sold out everywhere we could, except for a two plate that we added late.
We're still good turnout, you know, hundreds of people.
But I mean, where do you go after that?
What do you do after that?
I just wanted to do it to say that we did it and to prove that we could and because we could.
It's not something a lot of people get to do.
How many people can just, from your own unhinged madman ramblings, create this whole kind of world of people that have become interconnected and networked and then go out into the country and assemble them in real life in the hundreds and have them all come together and work together.
And it's just, that's not something that's easy to come by.
So having that option on the table and not pressing the button just to do it, to say that you did, I mean, that just seemed dumb.
I think a lot of people would kill for that kind of opportunity just to see what that's like and experience that.
And so it was fun.
I don't know what the status is of the, you know, I haven't really talked to the guys that are doing the kind of the editing and trying to make a movie out of all the footage and stuff we had.
We'll probably have to do some post kind of, you know, remember how Trailer Park Boys would have like the scene and then they'd have the cuts in between where like Ricky's sitting on the back of a tailgate of a truck just smoking, be like, it was, it was Fox, you know, talking about, we'll probably do, we might, I think something like that should be, you know, so if the guys are watching, if Edgie or Matter and the guys are listening, I think that's, if you haven't considered that, I mean, that's something we could do, I think, and I would like to do.
It would be probably pretty easy.
We could just film wherever and just send them in to bookend different clips and different parts to add context and stuff because it's kind of just all over the place.
I don't know.
I'm really leaning on, I just dumped a pile of raw material on like terabytes of footage where none of it structured anything.
It's all just see what you can cobble together out of this.
I basically dumped, I dumped a bunch of like, I basically went to like a used, like a pawn shop and just emptied raw material at their feet.
It's like, I don't know, if you can make something out of this, do that.
So we'll see.
No rush or no stress or anything, boys.
But, you know, if they do, if it is, and if it's good, then that would be cool to share there.
Then we got a few hundred people back on Rumble.
I think it could be that it may be the array of the algorithms work.
I just changed my name on a few things and the channels and stuff.
And I just felt like it was done.
I originally started out.
This is going to be an old nostalgia stream.
I think I'm just going to sit here and I like that there's not very many people in here tonight, actually.
It's kind of like the old days, you know.
I appreciate it.
I just, it's different.
I can't see your guys' feedback.
It was, it was cool to do it live.
That was fun.
And I'll do it again.
I don't think, I don't know if we'll do a whole tour like that again because that was crazy.
That was to put it this way.
And I'm also, I would be stupid not to mention how proud I am of everyone else that contributed, especially you people that volunteered and helped out.
I don't want to name anybody specifically because it just puts heat on them that, you know, they don't need.
They know who they are.
And you guys, above and beyond, you kicked ass and you didn't need to be asked to do anything.
Like you just took it and ran with it and did an amazing job.
And it wouldn't have worked without you.
It would have been way worse.
Way worse.
It wasn't bad in the first, it was excellent.
It was, like I said, better than I expected.
I had an image in my head of how I thought it would go.
Best case scenario, worst case scenario, and then most likely.
And it was near best case scenario.
It was pretty much as good as realistically I thought it could have gone.
I mean, there's people that are like, oh, it wouldn't have been better if there were thousands of people outside that couldn't get like, well, but that's not.
I carefully budgeted the numbers.
I looked at the analytics on the back end.
I crunched it and I thought, this is what I estimate based on my best guess, how many fans, followers, supporters we have in the country, where they are.
And if we do them in these places, we can get this amount of people.
And I was near dead on.
I was about 95% accurate.
But I also have, I have the numbers.
I have the back end numbers.
I have the stream numbers, the download numbers, and they'll show you by region where everybody is and stuff.
So yeah, it was good.
So you guys that volunteered, you guys, thank you so much.
And then, you know, Morgan did, she's half this operation.
You don't see a lot of what she does, but she does a lot and she does a lot to assist me and you guys.
And she's just, she's an invaluable part of not just my life, but this whole thing in the community.
So, you know.
I loves her for a reason.
I does.
She's a wonderful person.
And I'm glad that she came with me.
And just, again, a very privileged to have that you have someone that is not only willing to tolerate that this is what I do.
There's not a lot of women that would, right?
Put up with this is what I do.
This is what I do For a living.
This is my professional, this is how I feed myself and pay my bills.
And I talk shit on the internet.
I have an internet talk show where I'm really mean.
So, and I'm going to go on the road, you know, and I have to deal with attacks from the government and police and psychos and all that kind of stuff, too.
So, again, not a lot that would, not only is she supportive of it, she's involved and wanted to come with us.
And, you know, I was, it was great.
So, she did a great job.
And also, Derek and Ferry, who, again, went above and beyond expectations.
I just thought, I just wanted to include them.
I wouldn't have gotten here without, and there's certainly lots of other, you know, people that have been part of the community and close and very positively contributed to its growth, its maintenance, its health, and everybody's well-being and so on.
So it's, I just don't want to get into a naming list because you always forget one person and then they feel like shit.
And it's like, it wasn't on purpose.
I just can't remember everyone.
So I just kind of keep it to a minimum.
And I try to go out of my way to thank these people individually behind the scenes.
You know, it's just anyway, I'm carrying on, but I just wanted them to be involved because it's like, I didn't do all this on my own.
Like they really held it down while I was in jail.
Yeah, I was in jail for people, if you're new, unjustly, I was, you know, denied bail for things that didn't happen and charges were later thrown out because of that.
But I had to spend a few months, almost three months, in a shitty, shitty jail in Saskatchewan with a bunch of natives that didn't like me very much.
Some of them did.
It really depended on what side of the fence.
The older ones get it.
They kind of respected that I was not a cuck.
And, you know, they were just a little more chill.
The younger guys, though, they're all brainwashed and have something to prove.
And you're not getting anywhere with them.
Anyway, they did a great job while I was in there.
And they've just been a huge part of this.
And I couldn't just, I couldn't do it without them.
It just felt wrong to not have the rest of the band come, as it were.
Because I don't consider it, this isn't just a me thing.
They've built up their own kind of, not kind of, they have built up their own follow.
You know, Derek's written a book and Ferry's got a very successful stream and social media footprint of his own.
And it all kind of came from the same place.
So it just felt natural to bring them.
And I was just like, you know, they're like, well, what do you want us to do?
I'm like, I don't know.
Just I don't know.
Just go up there and take 10, 20 minutes and fucking, I don't know, just do something.
I don't know.
Basically.
I was like, you could do a version of like what you guys did.
Cause they had a good bad, it was an interesting back and forth because they're both very different.
You know, Derek and Ferry are very different guys.
So it's, it works as a kind of a, if you have two guys that are too similar, it doesn't, a two-man show like that doesn't work as much.
But I was like, you could do that.
You could do kind of a Q ⁇ A. I don't know.
And they ended up just kind of doing little presentations of their own.
And it was great.
It was good.
And it was nice to see.
Nice to see everybody.
Everybody stretched well out of their comfort zone and did a great job.
So yeah, it's been a wild few years.
I didn't even scratch the surface.
But again, I feel bad to some extent.
I have this thing where, and I'm sure I'm not the only one.
I just feel guilty all the time.
Not for anything specific.
It's like a complex, I worried, not worried.
I kind of thought the other day, maybe it's a survivor's guilt thing.
I don't like to waste time.
I feel like if I'm wasting time, like just, like if you ever, you have a day off and you're like, I'm just going to lay in bed and watch TV all day, which I've done.
I've done recently.
Like I said, I binge the entire Mr. McMahon series.
If you're a wrestling fan, you're going to want to see it.
Is 100% accurate and Vince is not pleased about it and the WWE is not happy about it.
I've been on the other side of the, I've been on both sides of the camera, and I understand when Vince says there's two sides to every story, and there's always people wanting to tear you down and make you look bad, and they can make anything look like anything.
I get all that.
But there's been some pretty serious allegations as of late in the last couple of years.
Vince has been kind of known for his, I don't want to say abuse, but his very exaggerated chauvinistic, almost Islamic-like attitude towards women over the years.
He's never been known to be, you know, he was not advertised as St. Jerome.
And there were, you know, women, in my opinion, doing kind of a Me Too thing on him in, you know, the 90s and the 80s and later on because he's an aggressive guy.
But there were some things towards the end in the last couple of years that I don't know.
It's as close to unforgivable as you want to get.
It's pretty bad.
If it's true, if what they're saying is like, is it as bad, if it's half as bad as it sounds, it's not good.
You know, it's really bad.
And it, oh, the Rumble link on Telegram isn't working.
That may be a problem.
Greasy Monkey.
Thank you.
I'm going to put a pin in this just quickly.
That could be why.
I didn't update that.
So it's going to my previous, like I said, I changed the name.
Sorry, I'm kind of distracted now.
But I'll be right back with that.
And if it seems like I'm on drugs just because I'm a lot more chill out than usual, it's not.
It's intentional.
Hang on.
Edit Link.
Don't worry.
I'll probably still lose my shit over the years.
But I'll come back to that.
What was I talking about?
Vince?
Yeah.
It created a really interesting question for me that I don't think there's an answer to.
Not only because it applies to me, it applies to every human being on earth.
The characters to study, and I relate to Vince a lot in this way.
I think he and I have a lot in common, unfortunately, or fortunately, in just the way our brains work, in our attitudes, in our worldview, and a lot of not every out of every thousand people that you can run into and compare yourself to, like there's going to be a couple that you're a lot more like than the vast majority.
And not all of them are good people, you know.
Sometimes there's bad, terrible people can do great things sometimes.
Great people can do terrible things.
The interesting thing with Vince is it's like he's done as many good things as bad things.
And the things that made him great made him successful, made what he did work because he is who he is.
All of that, which made him successful and great and do and provide these great things for other people also made him terrible in other ways.
So we live in this world where there's good guys and bad guys, or at least that's the way they tell you it is.
That's the way they want you to live.
You've got good guys and you've got bad guys.
And the good guys are this way in the bad cancel culture, right?
You do something bad.
You're a bad person now.
You go in the bad person list folder, dumpster, whatever, and you're done.
And I thought, well, now, and I'm just having a thought experiment here.
I'm not endorsing one way or the other.
I'm just thinking out loud, which is a lot of what this has been in the past, the show.
And, you know, I've really been over the top a lot of times.
And it's intentional.
It's, it's, you know, it's me.
I'm being honest.
This is how I feel, but it's, I'm, I'm hitting the accelerator intentionally for number one, entertainment, for number two, to make a point and number three, to be different.
It's what makes me unique.
And it's something that I can do specifically that a lot of people can't or just aren't good at.
And it just drew people in.
And Steve Austin, another great wrestler.
Great guy.
I really respect these guys a lot.
I really, I admired them growing up as a kid.
And I'm glad that I did because a lot of them are great people.
Like behind the scenes, they're just tough as nails, give you the shirt off their back.
Guys that came from nothing.
And I mean, they got a lot of money now, like The Undertaker and like Triple H Paul of Ex and Sean Michaels and all these guys.
Like they weren't always great people, but you know, to do these kinds of jobs, it's tough.
And they're beating themselves up every night and running around on broken bones and torn legament, you know, just to entertain people for basically nothing, like for a couple hundred bucks a night, man, working 348 days a year or some crazy, insane schedule.
But Steve Austin said something once that really I didn't realize I'd been doing, but I always kind of instinctively knew because I, again, I grew up with pro wrestling.
It was a huge part of my life for a few years, you know, probably 12 to 15. They were like kind of the peak years for me personally, something like that.
Probably for, you know, it was a whole cultural thing.
You'd get together with your friends.
They're all in on it.
You're looking forward to these pay-per-views every week.
It was something to talk about.
You know, and then there's like the big event every month, once a month or every two months.
And you build an anxiety before it.
You're excited about it.
You know, it's a show.
I wasn't a dumb kid.
I always knew it was fake, right?
I was like the first day of time I ever came across it.
I was like, well, they're not really fighting because if they were really fighting, he would just stomp this guy's head in.
And why doesn't he just beat the shit?
You know, this isn't real fighting.
I knew that.
It's like a show.
It's like a theater play.
If you think of it like that and you just turn everything else off and just pretend you went to the theater and it's like a violent play that's happening.
There's characters, there's stakes, there's storylines, there's all of this drama that's happening.
I always used to say that pro wrestling is soap operas for men.
So if you can kind of suspend your disbelief and just go and enjoy it as a show, as a story, I think it's a great pastime.
I think it's a lot of fun.
I think it's got a lot of positive messaging.
I mean, it's not all, it's a lot of nasty, especially in the years past, there's been some very questionable conduct.
However, at the core of it, it's always been compelling stories of like, you know, righteousness and revenge and justice and good guys versus bad guys.
And the bad guys are cheating and getting away with shit and you root for the, you know, it's always, those were always the most compelling ones.
And they're very human stories.
It was a different way of, it was a different medium to tell human stories.
Some people like to read books.
Some people like movies.
Some people like comic books.
Some people like this.
Right.
And this was just another art form, another medium to express your humanity in a way that you can connect with people and make them feel something.
And that's something Vince said in the series, which I totally agree with.
And that's always been probably since I started early on doing this.
I recognize when you connect with people, especially when you're talking live from an audience or there's people listening, if you can make them feel something, you got them.
And that's not, it doesn't mean to say to lie or to just to get them going, but to really connect with people, you can't just get up and say the words.
It's not enough.
The energy, the passion has to be in there.
There was a book by an Austrian painter once that talked about this.
The spoken word is the most powerful form of communication.
You can write essays all day long, but nothing compares to a guy on a table giving it to everybody.
But if you can connect with people and make them feel emotions, then you're going to have an impact.
And Vince was very right about that.
Anyway, what did Stone Cold said?
He said, pro wrestling, the most successful guys, the guys that go really well, that go really far, you got to be yourself to some extent.
And you have to be, that part of those characters have to be you for it to be convincing.
You can't be something you're not, not totally.
So he said, those guys, Vince and his character, and Stone Cold and his character and all these guys, he's like, that's them with the volume turned up.
I think that's a good way to put it.
Especially when if I'm talking about myself, it's like, yeah, I am this way.
I do believe the things that I'm saying.
Do I go over the top?
And do I get bombastic and aggressive and loud and crazy?
And do I go way over the line sometimes?
Sure.
But that's me with the volume turned to 11. I don't walk around like this every day, but you know, all the time.
I'm not like this with my kids or anything.
It's just, I found it to be an interesting and fun way to communicate and connect with people in a way that was fun and interesting for them.
And it doesn't resonate with everybody.
Not everybody likes it.
Not everybody appreciates it.
This is probably the longest I've gone without swearing, you know, ever, maybe.
I know I tried to make a commitment like a year or two ago.
If I could do it without swearing, would it be just as good if I could?
I should.
But it's hard for me to kick that.
I came up this way in the Army and just, it's how I learned how to communicate.
I'm capable of not doing it, but if I'm going to just sit here and talk freely for hours on end about things I'm, you know, emotional about or passionate about and so on and not, you know, drop a bunch of F-bomb, it gets tough, you know, when you spent 15 years in the infantry.
It's not an easy thing to do.
Give me another 10 years.
When I'm 48, if I'm still swearing like a sailor, I haven't even been trying, but I will try.
I am trying.
I am trying.
You know, so these are guys with the volume turned up to 11, right?
It's like just an exaggeration.
You hit the gas panel.
And then, but it's, it's exhausting.
It's emotionally exhausting.
It can burn you out.
And again, I don't know.
We're on five, six straight years without any real break.
I would take like a, I think I took a month off here and there, a few weeks, but those weren't really breaks.
I just did other things that were stressful.
And I never really got to unwind and process a lot of the stuff that's happened.
And not that I've been through personally, but my family's had to go through, what Morgan's had to go through and what my kids.
Like I just had to think about all this stuff from a lot of different angles and really unpack some things.
And, you know, that's all.
I was just kind of over it for a bit.
So when you're not in the mood for it and you don't feel up to it, don't do it.
Especially if it's, you know, I'm not punching in at a factory.
You know, I'm not going, I'm not doing a shift at a hospital where it's like, oh, I just don't feel, this is an artistic job.
This is a creative expression of myself, of my internal, my thoughts, my, my soul.
I can get, I've gotten pretty personal and put in some pretty, you know, I made the choice to allow myself to be vulnerable on camera and say, you know, and just open my chest up and be like, this is how it is.
So it's, it's kind of exhausting, you know, and if you don't feel up to it, don't do it.
If you're not in the right headspace for it, don't do it.
This isn't, this isn't, you know, it's not like, oh, I don't feel like going to work today.
Like, well, what do you do for a living?
You know, if you're not, this is a very energy-based thing.
I have to be in the right headspace.
I got to be in the right mood.
I got to, you know, not always.
That's where discipline comes in.
You don't feel like doing it.
There's a difference between, I don't feel like it versus like, I'm legitimately burned out.
You know, I'm just burned out.
And I was.
I was just tired, which is fine.
I just feel bad.
If anybody, you know, if I disappear or, you know, I just, I do it sometimes.
I just don't want to, I just don't feel like it, man.
It's a lot.
It's a lot of shit.
And there's a lot to worry about and deal with.
I was fighting over the passport stuff and I'm still, it's not as bad as it's been over the years, but it's still, I'm still somewhat busy, but I need to just kind of dial it back down and slow down a little bit because it's just getting, getting to be a bit bunched.
And maybe that's free advice.
This is something I've realized just recently that I've been kind of guilty of my whole life, at least since my early 20s.
And this could be totally an anxiety disorder that the army gave me.
Toto.
But I know a lot of people suffer this as well.
So I'm going to start calling myself Uncle Jay now.
It's giving me.
Your Uncle Jay's back here.
Where's my cigar?
It's an anxiety thing.
And a lot of people have this problem where, and, you know, put one in the chat if you, if you, you're like, yeah, that's, I do that a lot or sometimes or even a little bit.
You know, in my early 20s, I was fine because I didn't have a care in the world.
I was 19, 20, 21, you know, but eventually you get a job, you get a career, you have responsibilities, you got a house, you got to pay for, you got bills, you know, you got girlfriends, you got, you'll get to, people aren't putting, I didn't even tell you, I didn't even explain what I historically agree.
I honestly agree.
You guys are awesome.
I love you guys.
You're my, you know, I felt bad.
You know, there's people that really enjoy this and I can see why if it were me, because I've had other people like that that have done that for me, who's there, they just have a stream or a show or something they put out and I look forward to it.
And I didn't have a lot to look forward to.
And there's not a lot of things I connect with and resonate with.
And when someone talks or says something that I'm like, yes, you know, it just makes me feel better.
And if I'm doing that for even 10 people, I don't want to take that away from them.
So I feel bad, guilty, guilt complex after a while.
So with the anxiety thing, yeah, people are just, now you're doing the earlier, I wanted to just get to a place, you start to build some anxiety and you've got stressors and you've got things you want to deal with and problems you got to solve and you got to get this done.
I got to get that done.
I was like, I just need to get, I'm trying to explain this, this feeling.
What?
I just got to get all this, got to get this under control and get to a point where I'm on top of everything and then I feel like I'm in control of everything and everything's under control.
And then I can relax.
Does that sound familiar?
Is it telling anybody?
Well, I've come to just accept that that's just not a thing.
That's just life.
That will never happen.
There is always going to be something else.
And it was part of, I think the Vince McMahon show, I think it was called Mr. McMahon.
That's, I noticed that in him and other, anybody that's driven, anybody that feels like they need to do something, that feeling of like, what's the next thing?
And then I got to do this.
And then I got to make sure that's done.
And then I got to, that is going to be forever.
That is until you're dead.
That's your whole life.
That's just normal.
So if you're stressing about it and allowing that to cause you, you know, anxiety and it's making you anxious and depressed, like I think it helped me.
It should, you know, hopefully help others to just accept it.
It is what it is.
It's like being out in the rain when you're working.
It's like, Oh, it rains sometimes.
You're always going to have some problem.
There's always going to be some kind of stress.
There's always going to be something to deal with.
There's always going to be another bill to pay, and you're never going to have enough money.
And you're always going to be worried about your kids.
And you're always going to be worried about your parents.
And you're always going to be stressed about the like this is just the natural state of being, unfortunately.
So if you're just feeding into that all the time, you're only making it worse.
And I'm not saying don't care about your problems, but just don't give them as much of your mental and emotional energy as maybe you are.
And just feeling like, I got to get on top of this so I can, this just doesn't exist.
The more power and control you gain, the more problems you're going to have, and the more it goes on.
And then, you know, this guy has been trying to grow this tiny, successful wrestling business.
And now he's, he's a bored billionaire with nothing to do and no competition.
And I think he went crazy.
I think that's what happened.
I think when Vince McMahon lost his competition and Ted Turner and WCW, he beat them.
A great story about humility, perseverance, not giving up, and just a fuck you attitude.
There it is.
Sorry, guys.
There it is.
It's a great story.
And he defeated them.
You know, he was behind for a long time and it looked hopeless, but he didn't, you know, he ended up coming out on top.
And that's what brought out the best in his business and himself.
Competition.
Healthy competition is a great thing.
It brings out the best efforts in people.
But then if you don't have something to compete against, if you don't have a challenge, if you don't have anything to drive you and press you and give you that stress and that anxiety of like, I got it, you might just go crazy.
So you may be that thing you want where you don't have any challenges, you don't have anything to stress about, you have everything under control, that might be a death sentence.
That might actually be terrible for you.
Because then what do you do?
You just get bored.
You know, they say in fighting, which is another sport that I really like, that I like to follow.
Some drama there too.
It's not the same as wrestling, but it's.
They say that, you know, fighters that are too successful, they defeat themselves, you know, hoisted on your own petard, so to say.
They get used to sleeping in silk sheets.
You know, it just became too easy.
And they get used to beat, like they're so good that no one is anywhere close.
And they just, you know, that drive, that challenge in their life, that desire to, I want to be the world champion or whatever it is, to get them there.
And once they've got there, and now there's nobody anywhere, like they're too successful, what do you do after that?
I think people get bored.
I think they start looking for other things to excite their mind and excite their senses and just bring that kind of passion back.
And they start doing weird shit.
I think that's probably what happened to me.
I think that's just people.
So it's like, don't give your problem so much power over you that it's paralyzing you and that you're that stressed about it.
Just accept it.
This is how it is.
Everybody has this problem.
Everybody is stressed out.
Everybody feels like they don't have money.
Everybody is worried about their kids and their parents and all of that stuff.
It's all totally normal and it's always going to be a part of your life, which is shitty, but okay.
Just accept it and maybe it's a little bit easier.
I'm going to read some of these.
Yeah, very.
Yo Rumble link is broken and you started early, you niggnog.
Oh, for God's sakes.
Right out of the gate.
Yeah, that could be why.
That could be.
I'm over here shitting on Rumble.
But if the majority of my audience is finding the link through the Telegram, if that's how they find it, then that would make sense.
Although they should be subscribed anyway and it should come up in the app anyway.
And I don't know because it should.
I'm not blaming Rumble.
I was just thinking out loud.
Stop it.
You know, relax.
Everybody's so wound up.
I'm trying not to be a little bit.
And yeah, Uncle Ron says, because Stone Cold said so.
Yeah, it's great, dude.
There were so many great things about pro wrestling.
Cambi, how are you?
Nice to see you.
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This is a grotesque sex toy that you've invented, low-key.
Someone married her and had kids with her on purpose, repeatedly.
He's braver than me.
I think I met him.
Yeah, I did.
I don't know how he does it.
You guys are awesome.
Love you.
Thanks.
FitzChamps has met a boomer last year in an all-lives matter shirt.
Such a dumb thing to say.
Duh.
Like, are we really virtue signaling over that?
This is so stupid.
It's like, anyway, an all-lives matter shirt with stick men in black, red, white, yellow, symbolizing the colors of the medicine wheel.
He thought it meant black, white, natives, and Asians.
What about the Arabs?
Huh?
No, they don't matter, apparently.
You know, I hate this nitpicky nonsense.
People used to just be so much more nuanced and, you know, offended less easily.
But all right, I got a bunch of these on entropy.
I'll read some of these as well.
Chia 14, thank you very much.
Says, just want to show my support to a base federal agent.
Thank you.
I had a long meeting with my handlers this morning, and they said, okay, you can go back to work now.
They had to make sure everything was clear.
They had to make sure the coast was clear.
People are getting too close to the truth about me.
So they had to just take a step back, had to put off the gas for a little bit before we got exposed.
Fuck, man.
I wish, I don't actually wish.
Like, I don't want to be that person.
That would be very stressful, actually.
Just for my personality, I couldn't do that.
I don't think I used to think in my younger years, like if I, if I, because I, I had a relative that was like an undercover, that's what he did for like his entire career, and he's very good at it.
He did some dangerous shit.
And there's some books that were written about some of the things he's involved in.
I've heard a lot of stories.
I was just like, Jesus.
I always used to think I could, I think I could do that.
I'd be great at that.
But you know what?
I don't know.
I'm too, you have to be morally inflexible.
You have to be pure like super cop where it's like you got to be, you got to be good at lying to people's faces and being a different person and totally convinced, you know, like method acting or something.
And they had to like change their hair and got and tattoos and everything.
They totally look like a different person and were gone for years.
It was crazy.
I was like, okay, why do you look like a biker now, you know, or whatever.
But yeah, I don't think I would have liked that.
I wouldn't have enjoyed that.
I'm trying to understand people too much, not arrest them.
I'm always just trying to figure out why they're the way they are, why they're doing these things, what's driving them, what they're after, what their weaknesses are, what their strengths are.
I'm just, I'm fascinated by it.
Each person individually is their own puzzle to unravel and understand.
So it never kind of gets old.
And then you do a lot of these puzzles and then you're like, oh, that's like this puzzle.
I've done this one before and then it's easy.
And then you figure it out.
And other people, you think you've got them.
And then you're like, oh, you did something wrong with the math.
And they surprise you.
And you're like, they're totally not that kind of person, actually.
And I don't know, it's just fun.
But yeah, I don't, I meant when I said, I wish I was that kind of person.
If I was, if I was somebody who was, who was of the right mindset to be like a double agent spy, you know, man, your stress level, at least doing this would be zero.
Because my biggest stressor, the thing I'm most concerned about that I've, you know, is obviously the incoming hate speech legislation.
I know I'm the number one target domestically.
50% of CSIS's resources are dedicated to me and my friends.
They've admitted this.
That's crazy.
They've spent 10, probably well over double digits.
I don't know.
Not 50 million, but certainly 10 million, I would say, dollars, at least investigating me and my friends and my ex-girlfriends and everybody I've ever talked to and everywhere I've ever been.
They just held a guy I know.
I know him.
He's a fan.
I came to know him through my podcast.
We ended up talking one day.
I've hung out with him a handful of times ever, like three, four, over six years.
Other than that, you know, we don't really have a relationship.
It's just, you know, we're friends.
He's an acquaintance, nice guy, friendly guy.
He's always been very supportive of me.
I appreciate him, you know.
Wanted to go to the States to buy cheap gas, lives near the border.
Held at the border crossing for seven hours, detained.
They took his phone to go clone it and go through it.
And he said, they interrogated me for seven hours about you.
When I last saw you, when I last talked to you, don't you lie to us.
We know all about you guys and where is he?
And he was just, what in the, anyway, they never, they didn't let him into America and they sent him back to, after all this is done, they sent him back to Canada in handcuffs for some reason.
I'm like, yeah, it's protocol.
I'm like, okay, so no gas for you.
Crazy.
So, you know, I'm not, because what do you do?
What happens when they get this legislation in, which they will?
I have no doubt.
I have no reason to think they won't.
And then you're looking at, I have two choices.
I have life in prison, probably.
Like once they get me in there, I'll never get now.
And I'll probably get, I'd probably get murdered in there almost for sure at this point.
Or I go into fucking protective custody, which is solitary confinement, basically, 23 hours a day.
Also forever, right?
For 20, 30 years, forever.
Or do you resist arrest and make them and force them to kill you?
Just to make a point?
Do you murder yourself?
These are real things I struggle with every day.
I have to think about and wonder about and go, how is this going to go?
Somebody mentioned Barbara Perry.
Camby mentioned Barbara Perry earlier.
She's got her 300 hate groups.
Well, we're certainly one.
I don't know who the other 299 are.
There's a reporter at True North Center.
As far as alternative media in Canada goes, I'd say they're the best.
I like them the best because like nine out of 10 of the stories they put out, I think are relevant.
I think are I'm like, yeah, that's important.
And I agree with the position you're taking on this.
The other 10% are, we support Israel.
And I'm like, I hate you.
You know, I can't, I cannot condone this.
I can't condone that.
But back to the Vince McMahon side of things.
The real, the moral question, this is like an Aristotle.
I would need to defer to somebody far wiser than me because I don't really know.
I haven't spent a ton of time thinking about this yet, though.
And that's the thing about thinking, guys, is you actually have to do, it's a physical thing you do.
It doesn't just happen automatically.
We're running around and I've had to relearn this over and over again, but we're running around with our phones and we're, you know, you're constantly distracted.
You don't have time to think.
Like really think, really sit in this, in silence for hours, maybe two, three, a whole day, maybe.
Maybe you're just walking around in the woods.
I find I do a lot of my best thinking when I'm running.
I'll, you know, go out and run for an hour and I just, things just come to you and things just kind of click and make sense.
But to really sit and think about things, it takes some time.
But the Vince McMahon question, which is the Vince Q, the VQ.
Oh.
I should have had this tuned up, but I didn't.
But it's an interesting thing to think about, you know?
No chance!
That's what you're doing.
What do you do?
I don't care what anybody says.
He is the best, the best bad guy of all time, of anyone ever.
He's the GOAT.
No chance at all.
So somebody like that, man.
No chance at all.
Does a lot of like good grit, good things, great things.
And, you know, what do I mean?
He's employed a ton of people.
This is a guy who came from a tiny family business with like a dozen employees, maybe two, like not a ton, maybe, I don't know.
It was a fairly decent sized small business.
And when he inherited it, basically bought it from his dad.
And, you know, he stuck his neck out for people.
And a lot of his oldest, you know, supporters, like they're loyal as fuck.
Like they're ride or die.
Like they're like, they'll take a bullet for him.
They'll say that.
And all of the, all the, I mean, that part of my childhood wouldn't have existed without him.
And sure, he's doing it to make money and be successful, but like everybody wins in a lot of ways.
So you've got all this, all, all those experiences, all those emotions, all those stories, all those great memories, like having your friends come over or going over to their house.
And your dad and their dads, they all, you know, we're all hanging out.
There's like six of us, right?
And there's two or three or four of the dads are there and they're having a couple of beers and we're all having fun.
And it's just a great time and it's a great bonding experience.
Everybody has fun.
Like we wouldn't have any of this.
I wouldn't have those memories.
I wouldn't have any of this.
On the other hand, is there horrible things that he's done?
Potentially, yes.
Now, the problem I have is, and this is the world we're in, and I think maybe this is part of the way back.
And I'm not condoning it.
I'm not excusing it.
I'm just simply saying, if someone does something, if they're, and I'm not talking about Vince, let's just say you have a person who is amazing their whole life.
Best guy ever their whole life.
And then at the, and then when they're 65 or just the totality of their life, out of 80 years they've been alive, for one year, they were a total piece of shit.
Maybe, maybe even, maybe even got convicted of a rape, like Mike Tyson did.
No one apparently seems to have a problem with Mike Tyson anymore.
He's was a convicted rapist, right?
Speaking of WWE, there's a scene in that documentary where Stephanie, Vince's daughter, is like, they're asking her about this, like in like 2014 or something.
So way after like when he came to work for, like he did a little, he did a little bit for the WWE in like 96 or something, like 95, not long after he got out of prison.
And Stephanie's like, well, I mean, we had him on, but that was before the rape stuff, right?
I mean, he wasn't, he wasn't convicted in any way.
He was?
Her reaction is amazing.
Because what else can you say?
He'd gotten out of prison for rape, and now he's, now he's hanging out with you guys, and you're like, you know, anyway, anyway, you know, rape isn't funny.
I'm not saying it is.
But what if, so someone's a rapist.
What if they've also saved someone's life like in one of the most heroic ways possible?
So you have someone who's done both things.
Or maybe they've done, maybe they've saved two people in tremendously heroic ways.
And then they've got two saves and a rape.
And the rest of their life is a wash.
Now, do you go, well, you're a rapist, so you're canceled.
And, you know, does that nullify the good you've done?
So if you're interested in protecting people from the bad things that these people have done, if you're going to cancel them, shove them away like you're, then you're also depriving them of the good things that they've done.
Like, what if someone's a piece of shit their whole life?
They're, you know, they have 20 rape convictions or something, let's say.
Oh, they're a murderer.
They're just, you know, a terrible human being, a monster.
And then one year they end up like, you know, heroically martyring themselves to save a village of people.
I don't know.
Just think of a generic, like, heroic thing they could do.
And then do you refuse that sacrifice and say, fuck you, we don't even care because you're a piece of, it's just a weird problem because, you know, like the, it's Chinese, right?
The yin-yang.
There's no, not every person is all good and not every person is all bad.
You've got the, you know, the black side and the white side of the weird.
I can't.
Don't kid even do the yin again.
And then there's the dots on either.
I think that's part of, partly what that represents, like one side's all black, but they've got little dots in either.
there's no totality one way or the other, right?
Thank you.
So yeah, some people are just shitty and they might try to do a couple of decent things here and there, but it in no way even comes close to make up for making up for how shitty they are.
Yeah, those people are trash.
They certainly exist.
I know a number of them who are, they're just irredeemable monsters and should be probably put to death.
Another thing I've been thinking about lately.
Somebody put a question like, it was about the death penalty and was like, if there's any doubt, you know, if you're even a little bit of a doubt that you're not positive, they've done X, Y, or Z, you put them to death.
You got to live with that your whole life.
I'm like, yeah, but there are times when you're sure, you know, you've done enough.
I've seen enough.
You got to go.
You know, there's no reason we should pay to keep you alive for the next 40 years.
So you can just, it's something like $1,000 a day to hold these people in prisons, right?
You got to pay the guards.
You got to pay their food.
You got to pay for all this stuff.
So why?
Anyway, we're just doing weird philosophical musing here, but no one's all good and no one's all bad.
And it's a strange kind of juggling game you got to do to decide, like, does the good they've done outweigh the bad or does the bad outweigh the good or does it matter?
Do you just have to accept people as they are?
Because, like I said, in his case, especially what made him really good and driven and made him successful, he was able to do all these things is also the same passion, mentality, and you know, that he has inside that enabled him to do all these terrible things, if they're true, which it looks like they are.
So, what do you do with that?
I don't know.
He's one of the most complicated and interesting people I've ever encountered.
I've never personally encountered him, but you know, that I've ever looked at.
This is a guy.
I wonder if he even knows.
If he even knows what he really thinks about anything.
Anyway, I'm going to read some more of these.
We've gone for an hour already.
Look at that.
See?
I've only sworn once.
I haven't lost my temper once, and I'm dropping viewers like crazy.
So this was another thought I've had, which is a lot of what this tonight's going to be.
This is just thoughts and things I've had.
That's what I've always done.
And I think people like it not because they always agree.
And I don't expect you to.
If you're agreeing with everything that I say all of the time, there's something wrong with you.
It's not normal because that's not possible.
No one agrees with everyone anything, with everything that everyone does or says or thinks anywhere ever.
Not your own parents, not your children.
Like that's just not a thing.
It's not realistic.
So when everyone, people do this all the time, if they're talking about me or if I, anyone else, they go, now I'm not saying I agree with everything they say.
I hate that.
I hate that.
Disclaimer, it shouldn't need to be said.
No one does.
No one does agree with everything that everyone, there's no need.
That's like if you're going to come out and go, listen, I have an appoint, I have an opinion to say on this rapist.
And they go, now I'm not saying I support rapists.
Like, well, we know that.
Duh.
I hope so, right?
That's everyone's default position, right?
Everyone's default position is just because you agree with or disagree or support something someone has said or done is not a blanket endorsement of everything that they do forever.
That's just common sense.
Common sense.
Like, well, there's none of that in this country anymore.
I forget who I was going to mention now.
And I said, I don't agree with every, shit, lost my train of thought.
Oh, oh, now I remember.
So I'm just, you know, thinking and doing things.
And I thought regarding how kind of over the top I can get and aggressive and, you know, mean and, you know, it works for some people.
Some people really dig it and some people are into it.
Other people are really turned off by it.
It's a very polarizing thing.
And as I say, it's, you know, that's the volume turned up to 11. I'm just pouring gasoline and amphetamines on the fire.
I'm just like, whatever it normally is, let's turn this up to a million.
Let's really get this fire going.
Let's really get it big and hot and just have fun with it.
Right.
And that's the result.
If I thought, if I really genuinely thought, or if someone convinced me or if someone, you know, was able to, if I thought that if I did the same thing, if I talked about the same stuff, if I made the same kind of, if I did everything the same, but I just turned the volume down and turned the aggression down and turned all and stopped swearing or really minimal, minimal, minimum, minimalized it.
If I did all of that and it would be the same, the success, the impact level, and, you know, everybody measures their success differently.
Mine is if it's, is there consistent upward momentum?
Like, are you still growing?
You still getting better?
Are you still more people are coming in all the time?
You know, you're retaining.
You know, we're going the right direction.
It's good.
That's all you need.
Don't worry about making a billion dollars or getting a million followers or doing any of that.
Just worry, are you doing better this month than you were last month in any, you know, in more metrics than less?
Are you overall doing better than you were the previous month, this quarter versus last quarter, this year versus last year?
If you're, you know, like a stock chart, you know, it does this.
It's all over the place, but you can see the trend.
Is it going up?
Are we going in the right direction?
Good to go.
If everything stayed the same, all things considered, except I did the same thing without, you know, all of that bombastic stuff and swear and all of that.
If it was the same, I would do that.
I would be convinced because it would be harder.
And I feel like it would be a more surgical use of that ability.
It's called fire mode engage.
Because people get tired of it too.
You get used to it.
And I think that was a lot of my initial successes.
Like no one had seen that before.
And again, I'm not, I'm a distinct individual.
I'm a unique person as we all are, but I know myself better than anyone.
And I know what I can do and I know what I can't do.
And I know what I'm good at and I know what I'm not good at, which is something I don't think a lot of people have.
But I'm pretty good at shooting my mouth off.
And not a lot of people are.
And not a lot of people are doing it in the way that I've been doing it.
So they will come across some of the videos and content that I did, especially early on and were like, it was just such a different speed, you know, from everything else that was out there.
A lot of button down.
Well, we have to keep this polite and respectful.
And I was just coming in.
We're staying on the theme, guys.
We have to.
I need to go out of my way to get all these, put them on the soundboard so it's just easier.
but I would come in and just...
I had a different approach.
This is more my approach.
This was specifically in my head.
I was like, I'm going to do this on there.
I'm going to do this plus this, and I'm going to put it in here.
I just...
You got to let it run.
You know, I just thought, I'm going to make it.
I'm just going to, it was a conscious decision to be like that.
I'm not out Of control, like this is this is honestly probably the most honest stream I've had.
And not that I'm ever trying intentionally to be dishonest, I just mean I'm this is just I'm just hanging out, I'm not putting anything on right now.
I made a conscious decision to be like that, especially some of the earlier videos where I would just go off and I was like, I could do it the other way, but I'm not.
I'm doing it this way.
I'm just going to go wild.
I'm going to go hog wild with this.
I'm going to turn the volume up to 11, you know?
But if it was the same, all things considered, same amount of viewers.
Everything's the same.
Everything's exactly the same.
Whether you do it that way, you go full wild man all the time and just lose your shit and swear like a crazy person and act insane and unhinged and whatever it takes, you know, just go full crazy.
That or a much more, you know, digestible format.
I don't, I don't, I don't know what the right word to use is.
Maybe with the volume down to four or five or six.
Some people are going to get upset.
Like, what do you mean?
I need this unhinged psychobabble to stay sane.
Like, I'm not saying I'm taking it away.
Just for now.
For the moment, for this particular moment in time.
I could read something in the next 10 minutes and it'll just null and void everything I've seen.
I'll just lose my mind.
It'll be hard to break the habit because I've been doing this, doing it like this way for so long.
And I feel like that's what people want.
That's what you want to see.
That's what you've been seeing and that's what you like.
So do I lean into it sometimes and I'm not faking it.
Like if I'm mad, I'm mad.
But I don't need, I'm deliberately, you know how every man that's worth himself, worth his salt will tell you this because it's not a strength to be losing your shit all the time.
That's not what you're supposed to do at all, which is funny because I'm doing the opposite, right?
Men are supposed to, like stoicism is supposed to be a core part of our, you know, in our society, in our part of the world.
You're supposed to keep your shit together.
You're supposed to keep your cool and you don't do that.
So it's kind of contradictory that it even worked at all.
But I think people are just so used to the bullshit and the lying that it just, it was different and it was refreshing enough.
But if all if it was the same either way, I would do it without the extra, without the extra crazy because I think it'd be more effective in strategic deployments and times and periods where it's called for.
Because if you're swearing at all, it's meant to, and I'm not against it.
I just don't think people should be as liberal with it as they are, certainly myself.
And it's just, you know, I could tell you right now, that's one thing.
What are things you don't like about yourself?
I've got a long list or things I could change immediately.
That would be one of them.
Because it's not adding anything.
If it's the same, if you've got the same viewers, you're drawing the same crowds, you're getting the same interest.
One way or the other.
One is, you know, you're acting insane, just and, you know, just cursing people, ripping them to shreds up and down, or it's a much more controlled criticism.
But in the end, it's the same.
I would prefer the latter.
I'd prefer to do it in a more, more reserved way, I think, because that would be harder to do.
And it's not, it's accomplishing the same thing without putting that level of nastiness out there that may not be necessary.
Maybe too much.
There is such a thing as too much firepower.
Sometimes you don't want to totally obliterate your target to beyond recognition.
Like, well, we spent $17 million in ordinance on a chicken farmer with a Kalashnikov.
I don't know if that was...
Was that over...
You're going to have to pay that bill at some point, right?
So proportional force might be warranted.
I think it would be harder to do it that way.
It would take more control, more, you know.
So when I do that and I go bananas, like, yeah, I'm mad about it, but I, I consciously make a decision that that internal kind of cover, that when you're in public, how like if something annoys you or pisses you off at the mall or the dentist's office or whatever, you don't flip a table and threaten the receptionist and fuck you.
You know, you don't do that because it's crazy person stuff.
And sometimes that might be called for, though.
In rare occasions, you know, extreme, because I've, it's been crazy the last few years.
And I've routinely said, hey, man, if you're in public and you see a politician, I'd say, I say give it to him if you feel like doing it.
I still say that.
I don't, I'm not backing down from that at all because they deserve it.
I mean, they're complicit in mass murder indirectly.
They hold the keys to the fire extinguisher case and they just refuse to use it.
So they're allowing that.
Like, you're what's enabling a lot of the problems.
I hate them.
They're just the scum of the earth.
They're the worst human beings.
And they don't deserve your respect at all.
However, I'm not saying go seek them out and lose your minds at them and don't commit crimes or anything either because that's not going to help you.
And then, you know, go around threatening them.
I'll fucking kill you.
Obviously, you can't do those things.
You know, and 99 times out of 100, when people say stuff like that, they're just venting.
They're just blown off steam.
We used to know that.
Now it's illegal.
Now, if you make somebody upset, you should probably go to jail.
You're a criminal, which is insane.
To take someone's liberty away used to be a pretty serious decision.
And it would have to be justified by, you know, they've done something pretty serious to deserve that.
Now you're going to jail for Facebook comments.
So are we living in an extreme time?
Yes, we are.
So is there going to be times that it justifies what would be considered, it would be extreme behavior 25 years ago.
These days, I don't think people that criticize that and what I'm talking about, I don't think they understand what's going on out there.
They've lost touch or they're not in touch with reality or with the common person or how badly they're struggling.
And I think that's why it resonates with people because I understand what that's like because I've lived that life.
I come from, dude, I was born in a trailer park.
I never had anything growing up.
We had enough.
My dad did well.
He had a good middle class job at a factory.
Like we didn't want for anything.
We weren't poor.
We weren't rich, but normal average middle class, middle, middle class Canadian family, you know, like free, like I couldn't, we couldn't afford for me to play hockey, right?
Because that's, you're basically upper middle class at that time.
Cause that's it's a lot of money, you know.
You got to go to hockey camps and school.
So, but you know, Christmas was great.
We never went hungry, you know, it was and I and I went into the military, which is full of just regular dudes, just just guys, just people, just men that are just trying to do a thing.
They're not trying to be rock stars.
I didn't go to a, I didn't go to a film college or an acting school.
I didn't go to a university.
I didn't go to a specialized, you know, place that's insulated from the rest of the world.
A lot of the people that especially like to criticize me and act like, you know, we're, we're the professional class.
Listen, kid, I could be you easily.
This isn't hard for me.
I can dress better than you.
I can talk better than you.
I can think better.
I can, I'm capable of all of that.
I just chose not to.
It wasn't interesting to me.
I just didn't want to be in that world.
But they seem to think that they are the arbiters of what it's like to be the average person.
And they don't know what the average person goes through.
They're not living in that world.
They're living in a specialized place, you know, with people that don't, like the guys in the army, their ambitions were like, I want to be this rank level.
I want this kind of training.
I want this experience.
These are experience-driven people.
That's why I wanted to go to the special forces units.
I wanted to go be with the best guys because that's the biggest challenge.
And if I could pull that off, I would feel pretty good about myself.
I feel like that's why people climb mountains.
Why do you do anything?
Why do you do anything hard?
Just see if I can.
Just see if I can do it.
And that's who these guys are.
They're not, you know, douchebags that are like, I have to go to Princeton or I have to go to Yale so that I can get this degree so that I know these people so I can join this fraternity so I can get this job.
They've mapped out the next 25 years of their life so that they can be a senator.
You know what I mean?
Those types.
A lot of those people in Ottawa, they've all got designs on political ambitions, whether they say they don't, or they do like anyone even near that world at all, they'll tell you that they're, but they would all, they all secretly want to be king of the castle.
They all want to be prime minister.
They all, it's crazy, too.
You'll see it sometimes in just these tiny little by-elections and stuff.
I've seen people, some of the, you know, these PPC people, they're getting all hammered, hammed up drunk and they're like, oh man, I'm on path to being prime minister.
I'm telling you, I'm going to win this and then I'm going to do it.
And I'm just like the delusions of grandeur.
I'm sitting there across the table looking at them like, I don't think you should ever be in charge of anything.
Just based on this one, this one drunken outburst, I would be like, you're forbidden forever.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is regular guys and girls, there were some women.
At the time, I would make justifications and stuff for it, but I prefer professional, hardened, top of the line military.
And I don't think there should be women in combat units, at least not mixed units.
If you want to have a specialized one that's all female, go nuts.
But the trade-offs aren't good.
When you add up what these women are getting out of it, they get to feel included and be part of the, you know, all that.
The pros, right?
Oh, here's all the benefits.
What are the cons?
Are you telling me there's none?
There's no detriment.
There's no drawback to having women in the infantry, in the engineer corps, in the tank corps, and the like pretty physical, robust, demanding jobs that are like, you understand we're in competition with other people to the death, life and death competition.
And you're bringing in people that are substantially physically disadvantaged to the other team.
And that's just the physical aspect, never mind the social aspect, the sexual aspect.
There's a lot going on here.
It just, it's just not a good trade.
Like, do you want to win?
Which is the most important.
We're talking about war, we're not talking about...
You see what I'm saying?
I would rather have women in the NFL.
I would rather have women in mixed intergender combat sports like UFC.
That would be more fair to me than putting them into murder competitions, wouldn't it?
Do we not take the military?
I guess not.
I think that might be the reason.
I don't think people understand.
And we've got these warmongering politicians.
We've got Ottawa out here.
You know, we got to stand up to the Russians.
We got to like, do you even, you have no idea what you're talking about?
None.
Absolutely none.
It's mind-boggling to you.
Yeah.
The macho man doesn't think you understand.
Yeah.
There's forces at work in the world.
The planets are aligned to you.
I love pro wrestling.
I'm glad I watched that documentary, if not only just for that six hours or however long it was.
I watched it all in one go, dude.
Seven hours, something like that.
I just sat there.
I was a little bit sick, too.
I had a little bit of a fever.
So I'm just sitting here under the blankets, like half doing, I was doing like malaria man simulator.
I'm just like having chills.
You know, you ever get, you're like having chills, can't really sleep.
But I'm like, I'm so grateful that I have this because I wouldn't be able to sleep anyway.
It was just going to be one of these miserable evenings.
But I'm like, I got this to watch.
So Vince McMahon kept me company.
Once again, Vince comes in for me.
He comes in with the save.
No chance.
That's what you got.
No chance at all.
I'm sitting there watching it for six, you know.
I forgot what I was going to say now.
The hell was I just talking about?
My brain is all over the place.
I've got too much.
Vince said something.
I think it was in this show.
I've been reading and watching a lot of shit in the last couple of weeks.
If I've been in here, I've just been trying to take advantage of the downtime to just.
Was it him or was it someone else?
Talking about how he basically has multiple computers in his head.
And I understood he's like, this one is thinking and saying this.
This one's talking to you.
He basically has multiple minds at once, like three.
And I feel like I know what he means.
And I don't know if everybody does.
There's people that don't have an internal monologue.
Like they don't, you don't hear voices physically in your head as if someone's beaming, like, like, you know, puts an earpod in your head and you're like, what are you hearing sounds?
I just, the thoughts that, you know, the ruminating, all of that.
They don't have, they don't seem to have that.
They just, they're hungry, they go eat.
They're horny, they jerk off.
They, you know, it's just like animal level instinctual behavior.
They just do what they need.
I'm tired.
Go to bed.
You know, there's not a lot of, which is fine.
I guess there's just different types of people.
And I'm not God.
If they're like that, there's got to be a reason.
And I think it's because if everybody was, you know, deep thinkers, a lot of us wouldn't get anything done.
We'd all just be sitting around arguing all the time.
And we'd have no farmers.
We'd have no miners.
We'd have no, you know, just simple regular guys that enjoy.
We need them.
They're incredibly important.
Otherwise, we don't get these, these jobs don't get filled.
And they're happy because they don't want anything.
They're just simple, like these guys in the army.
They're just simple.
I just want this.
I just want to have enough money.
I want to have a house and have my kids and be left alone.
And that's it.
They're not these ambitious free.
They're not trying to be senators.
They're not trying to run billion dollar companies.
They're like, they don't want much.
And thank God for them because that's, that's, that's the average person.
And that's who we need.
That's, that's what built a lot of this place.
Anyway.
So Vince is talking about, he's got, I'm pretty sure it's him.
I may be getting this wrong.
I may be remembering this wrong, like from someone else.
But anyway, basically, I've always struggled.
It's difficult.
It's like you have two or three.
You've got the radio on, the TV on, and you're texting, and you're trying to pay attention to all three at the same time.
And to some degree, you can.
That's just the way that my head works.
So he's like, I'm talking to you.
I'm having this conversation with you and I'm processing what you're saying.
And I want to, but then at the same time, another part of my brain is thinking about something completely different.
Oh, it was Vince because they were like, well, what's the other part of your brain thinking about?
And he's like, sex or something.
Of course he would say that, right?
I wonder if it was a woman interviewing him.
I don't know.
But thinking about sex, you know, I can't remember what he said, something like this.
But I know what that's like to have, you know, what are you thinking about?
Like a few things at the same time, concurrently.
I'm stirring.
It's like you're cooking different things at once.
I'm making cookies and cooking a turkey and I'm, you know, I'm funneling pasta through this strainer.
And I'm thinking about all the and, you know, stressed out about my, you know, bill pay at the same time.
I don't know.
I understood that.
I got that.
I understood that.
You know, maybe that's how creative people think.
And by create, I mean, people that are artistically inclined, they're, they're weirdo freaks like me that you're just, you got to do creative things to be happy or you have to have a creative outlet or you're going to, you know.
I wonder if that's what it is.
I don't know.
Anyway, we're just thinking weird stuff tonight.
So I should just go nuts now.
Now I'm just going to scream and swear and act bananas for a while.
But okay, so most people seem to have made it back.
Maybe the, maybe that was the issue.
It was the, was the, was the link, but I don't know.
What do you guys think?
Some people are, uh, there's a bunch of chats.
I'm going to get through those in a minute.
If you're, if you're, if you're new, this would be a good one for you to have because this is mild.
This is very friendly.
I'm Uncle J tonight for now.
You know?
Everybody needs one.
Not everybody has one.
And I'm not perfect and I'm far from the best, but I'm all you got.
So you just shut up.
I love the Vince character, man.
I love how he leaned into it.
He loved, dude.
It was so fun.
And he was able to give that to them.
He was willing to embrace being one of the most hated people in the whole business, like the most hated.
Everywhere he went, people booed him and hate like they just couldn't stand him.
And he'd just smile and be like, you're all a bunch of idiots, you know, you're all a bunch of losers, you know.
He'd be in the ring and he'd be like, some people are, I can't help it if I'm a self-made billionaire.
Some people are rich and you're not.
I remember that live and I near fell out of my chair.
Like they're losing their minds.
He's like stomping on a Texas like Stetson while they're in Texas.
He's like, I'm a real Texan now, just mocking them to their faces.
And then he gets his ass beat like Stone Call to come out and put him through a table.
He has glass all in his face.
He was willing to do that because it was good.
It was good drama.
It was a good story.
He's like, I'll be the bad guy, right?
He's like, I'll be the bad guy then.
If that's what you need, if we need a bad guy, I'll do that.
I'll embrace that.
You know?
And yeah, it's the whole, the whole, the Diagon multiverse is in a lot of ways similar to pro wrestling.
There's a lot of silliness and characters and craziness and wackiness.
And a lot of times people, they don't know what's real and what's not real.
They don't know, is this you just trying to get a reaction or do you genuinely believe this?
And I'll never tell.
Generally, I'm being serious and I'm like, it's just, you know, it's hyperbole.
I'm exaggerating for a reason.
I'm turning the volume up to 11. Not always.
But yeah, so I don't know.
Maybe we'll, maybe we'll check the chat.
I wish there was a quick way to listen to it, but I missed the champ skits.
The champ skits?
What do you mean?
Champ?
You're doing great, kid.
Is that who you mean?
I don't know which character that is.
But I don't know.
I'm interested to see what you guys think.
Because it would be a lot easier on my energy level if I don't have to.
Just go out, balls out crazy all the time.
Some days I just feel like it, though, and it's fun.
But I don't know if it's good all the time.
A lot of times I go to bed and I don't feel good about it.
I feel better that I got that out of my system, but then there's always like the, is it too much?
Is it too far?
I don't like upsetting people either.
I'm not our people.
I don't care about the other side.
They can, no.
They're putting men's penises in front of little kids.
And I, so I don't care what they think.
They're warmongering for World War.
They're pro-World War III.
They're, you know, I don't, there's no reason to ever be worried or care at all what the enemy thinks.
That's, that's the silliest thing you could do.
Why do you care about what someone, why do you care what someone thinks when they hate you?
That's, that's probably one of the most unhealthy things you can do.
Just do what you got to do.
Block, ignore, delete.
Why?
Why give it real estate in your head?
It's your life.
Why are you letting them control any of it?
You know, it's like, even, even if the most they can do is just stand on the road with a sign, metaphorically, let's just close the blinds.
There, don't see you anymore.
I don't see now.
I don't, you don't affect me at all.
Why, why wouldn't you do that?
I don't know.
Are people arguing in the chat?
Clint says, you got no clue.
I don't know who's talking to who.
It's always crazy there.
What did Boomer Jim say?
Negativity is a productivity killer in BT.
That's true.
Something's just got to be said.
Yeah, I don't know.
I guess I'm just trying to find the right balance.
Maybe I feel like I've gone a little too hard over the years.
I'm not sure.
It's hard to say.
There's no real, there's no, there's no structure.
There's no mentoring.
Like this is a very, I mean, this whole field of like online podcast, like this whole industry didn't exist 10 years ago.
Five years ago, it barely existed.
Five years ago, Joe Rogan was just getting off the ground.
So it's like music.
Who's to say what's good and what's bad?
Like it's it, do you like it or not?
That's the only relevant question.
Do you enjoy this content or don't you?
That's it.
The why doesn't matter.
You don't need to explain why.
Why do you like it?
Some people don't know.
Why don't you like things?
They also don't know.
I can't explain why I don't like certain foods or people.
I'm just, I just don't.
I just don't like it.
And I never put any more thought into it than that.
It's not necessary, but...
Something.
Sometimes you need to shout louder than the other voices to be heard, Uncle Jay.
That's true.
Very true.
Sometimes it's called for.
I don't know.
I just, I would like to be, and I try to be positive.
I try to end it positively.
Most of the shows are about three hours, three to a half hour.
I'm shooting for three hours.
They go long often, though.
And I try to get a lot of stuff out there, but I always try to reinforce that, like, you know, we're telling the truth and it's not nice and it's ugly and dark and it's shitty.
I don't believe in lying.
I don't believe in sugarcoating things.
I don't think that's helpful at all.
Even the little lies are very destructive.
Even the little, you know, the white lies, you know, oh, you're not fat, you know, they're harmful because, well, it's a lie.
They are fat.
So you're reinforcing to them that their unhealthy situation is not a problem when it is.
Just so they can feel better about it.
Would you rather them feel emotionally shitty about it and then correct their behavior and then be better emotionally and physically?
Or would you rather them feel better emotionally and continue doing what's making them sick and hurting themselves so you don't have to deal with the discomfort of being in a man's selfish, my opinion, to give somebody that, to lie somebody, to lie to somebody just to make them feel better or because you don't want to confront something or deal with something.
That's selfish.
So I don't like to shy away from the ugliness of reality, but at the same time, I also don't just, I'm not just sitting here.
Yeah, Snowtrout's enjoying it.
Good.
And you're an extremist.
So if you're doing okay, that's, that's all I need to know.
But I try to wrap it in, you know, it's bad, but, you know, that's to motivate and kind of get you in the headspace.
Like, this is serious.
We're in a serious, we're in a pickle.
We're in a bit of a problem.
Our world is not good and our general situation is perilous.
So what do you do about it, right?
And there's things that you can do to improve to help.
And it's not over.
It's certainly not over by a mile.
They wouldn't need to be going to these lengths to implement these kinds of laws just to shut people down from talking.
If it had no effect, if it had no impact, you wouldn't do it.
It would be a waste of your time.
You just don't.
Like, I'm sure there are people.
I mean, there's tons of people that are critical of the Israeli state or Jewish power, for example, but are they all being overwhelmingly heavy-handedly targeted and coming down?
Like, no, because most of them are, most of them don't have a real re like talking to 20 people on the internet.
Like, it's not worth your resources to kill a bug, you know, not to be insulting, because I know there's some people out there with no tiny little, if it makes you happy and it gives you some purpose and good, good for you.
And the more people trying to tell the truth and push for that kind of stuff, the better.
And I forgot where I was going with that.
Yeah, renunciates the truth, no matter how ugly, is better than a lie.
I think so.
I think so.
I think we need to harden up as a people and just, listen, the truth is mean and ugly sometimes, but we can't make the right decisions about how to make it better if we don't acknowledge what's real.
If we can't do that, what are we doing?
We're just going to lie to ourselves and ignore the problem.
That's childlike stuff.
That's like pretending something's real when it isn't just because you don't want to deal with it.
But anyway.
I don't know.
Yeah, there's a few people making comments.
I don't know.
Whatever you guys are into.
Whatever you guys, maybe this is too boring for a lot of people.
I don't know.
I don't know.
But all things considered, if I could do it both ways, if I could do it the same and it was the same both ways, I would rather do it with a lighter touch because I think that would be more challenging.
So probably worth doing more because it would put a little less nastiness.
Maybe there's too much.
Might be easier for people to digest and I don't know.
Might be better.
What are you going to do?
I know what you're going to do.
It's been an hour and a half.
And I used, well, it's been an evolution, right?
It's been years of this.
And there used to be three different breaks during the show where I would be just it's it's literally uh just to chug a beer you know it's kind of gimmicky it was silly and it was it was fun it was just something to do but I didn't like that I was being perceived as like a piss tank and I didn't like that I was turning you know three nights a week I'm casual casually drinking,
and now four, if it's the weekend, you know, it's way too much.
And I'm also encouraging and normalizing that kind of behavior.
And when I had a tiny little influence, like, I didn't think of it like that.
I didn't feel responsible for it.
But at this, at this point, I just, especially, I was thinking about it while I was in jail too.
And it was something I wanted to get phase out.
I didn't really know how.
For probably the last year before that, I just I didn't want to tamper with it.
I didn't have the confidence to tamper with a winning formula.
You know, it was doing well.
We're doing well.
I don't want to change.
There's no, it ain't broke.
Don't fix it.
But, you know, is it a good thing?
Is it good?
And we have a culture of celebrating alcoholism, which is, you know, one of the most destructive things in the world.
It doesn't add much, and it destroys a lot.
Do I think it should be banned?
No, I don't think so.
But I don't want to, I also, I'm not going to willingly and annoyingly participate in pushing people in that direction.
So I was like, no, it's over.
We're not doing that anymore.
I worked down.
I started drinking energy drinks instead.
And then like the sugar waters, which once in a while, those are still fun too, but those carbonated drinks are good.
No, it's just water.
You know?
That's what we used to do.
But, you know, some people do enjoy.
Hey, and if you like to have a couple of a couple of, if this is how you unwind and you like to have a couple of drinks at night or whatever you're doing and listen to this, good for you.
That's what this is for.
I just can't afford to.
I got too many people after me.
I got to be on the ball all the time.
I got to sleep with one eye open.
Right, Phil?
They're out there.
Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they're not after you.
All right, Rumble, what do you want?
Lord of the fake...
Home of the game.
Thank you for coming back.
It would take a lot.
I mean it.
It would take a lot.
So, when in doubt, wait out.
Chucky's Extremist Circus, Happy Truth.
Show Me the Body's Day.
We can get into that.
I'm Halloween and New Year's Eve.
Because it's just a baby.
Baby, baby.
Please help us best when you're off your feet.
Girls, girls, girls.
At the dollhouse singing for a lot of love.
Overcoming your vices is not easy to do sometimes.
It's a necessary challenge.
That's why you have them.
That's what they're there for.
You don't get to-you don't get to level up for free.
That's the whole point of having these vices.
So you have something to defeat.
"Lose views." How are you?
It says "Woot." "Happy you're back.
We need you." Thank you very much.
Thank you very much.
It says good to see you back.
It just found your channel nine months ago, and I've never seen anything like it.
I hear that a lot.
I've learned a lot.
Thank you, sir.
Appreciate you.
Maggie, thank you for the support, the monthly support.
I appreciate that.
There's also a support link on Gumroad.
It's in the video description and so on.
I'm just offering it as a replacement because a lot of people were kind of monthly, just, you know, rather than doing the chats and stuff, they just wanted to kick me five bucks a month, whatever.
And I had it through Substack where I had a sizable following until they shut that down.
I still have it, but I'm not allowed to make any money on there.
So I've moved everything over to Gumroad.
So if you were on there, you can do that.
You don't have to, but I appreciate it if you want.
It's just, you know.
Yeah.
If you want to help out, I appreciate it.
So then there's that option.
Or you can do that.
Maggie's opted for the Rumble option, which is another monthly recurring thing.
I appreciate it.
Thank you guys.
Again, I don't feel like I deserve it.
So I try to be humble and grateful.
Because it could be over tomorrow.
This could be anytime.
This could be over at any time.
I looked at subscribes there, but I think they're pretty woke.
I think they're pretty gay when it comes to people like me.
So Gumro's been pretty cool.
And they've got some questionable characters on there.
I'll put it that way.
Not that I believe that, but in the popular context of...
Ah, shut up.
I'm going full Vince.
So they seemed okay.
So if you're interested, if you want to help out, the Gum Road link is there in the video description and wherever else you've probably found this.
Or Telegram, it's there.
It's the support button.
As well, it won't be tonight.
We did talk about that.
And I tried to, we want, I didn't do anything.
I don't say we.
I'm literally just like the Vince McMahon.
I just kick the door in and what?
What sec, it's all almost, you know?
And guys are working on the websites and stuff.
And, you know, not really, but yeah, I check in once in a while.
I'm like, where are we at with this?
How's this going?
We're very close to getting the grift shop back online by the end of the week, maybe by Friday.
Certainly probably by the weekend.
If it's not a week from today, by next Monday, I don't see any reason why it shouldn't be back.
So you guys, there's some outstanding items that people have bought on the tour, basically we took IOUs or something for it.
Like we'll ship it to you.
Again, we're just a small operation.
You know, Derek's, the grift shop is literally Derek's, you know, spare like shed that he built where he lives in the woods.
And he, you know, gets to it when he gets to it.
You know, he has to drive into town, manually ship them out.
So and he's working on, you know, with his haul of treasure from the tour to he's expanding his property.
So, you know, he's dealing with that.
No, I just add, you know, when you, whenever you're up for it, and we're pretty close.
We're pretty near the air.
We're just a couple of minor things that have to be sorted out.
But so we'll get to that.
And he's going to get on top of that shortly.
And we'll be back grifting.
Because we're so...
oh no, the grift shop's down.
It's been down for like two months, right?
Since July, I think sometime in July, maybe longer, but you know, we'll get to it when we get to it.
We're it's pretty pretty near there.
So, um, people that have been asking about that, um, flags and all that, all that stuff, and we're going to expand it in the future.
There's a few people um that I need to get a hold of that do their own kind of stickers, and uh, there's a lady that makes some jewelry.
There's some, some other items that I've surprisingly, I don't know why I'm surprised.
I just, I don't know, I guess I just don't know who's out there that just flew off, gone, gobbled up, like it didn't even last.
We didn't even make it to BC before it was all gone.
So there may be something there if they want to throw them up on the site and we can, you know, fold them in and they can sell stuff and we'll take like a small cut of the sales and, you know, other people that are in the community that do interesting stuff.
And they make some, there's people that make some stickers and make some cool stuff that this is somebody wanted because I'm not going to do it.
I'm not making anything.
I'm more of an ideas man.
I'm just an idea guy.
You want a product?
That is what I have a slave farm for.
Serai farm.
Get the bugger to work.
Soon.
Very soon.
Well, so if it's not, if it's not in by Friday, Monday should be there.
The Griff.shop, we'll get it back up.
I got to get through these chats because we're already an hour and a half through this.
It's already 9.30.
Local.
Did I start earlier than I meant to?
Maybe I did.
Don't know.
We'll keep going anyway.
Yeah, so Brian's relatively new.
Well, welcome aboard, sir.
Welcome to the nightmare.
It's always funny.
How did you find it?
Just by act, just by chance?
I'm incredibly suppressed and very censored.
I'm banned for life from YouTube.
I've had 17 YouTube channels to the point where I was making new ones that would be banned in the morning automatically.
Like as soon as the upload was finished, it would go through the, and it would be instant ban.
Like, we didn't say why.
It's just like, you're a piece of shit.
We hate you.
Your guidelines, community guidelines.
Like, well, which ones?
They didn't even try to pretend.
Once I realized it was a computer doing it, it was always at the exact same time.
It was like 8.32 a.m.
every day or like 6.45 p.m.
every like the time of the actual notification from the ban.
It was on a regular purge, you know, kind of schedule.
So it was like, I'm not going to overpower the will of an AI.
I thought they were manually being reviewed and I was just like, they'll give up.
I'll just do this till they give up.
So I went through 17 of them and the last dozen or so I was like, no, this is a computer automatedly doing this.
So I'm not going to win that.
I can't beat a machine whose sole purpose is to cancel me.
I'm not going to convince it.
So it's pretty heavily suppressed.
But I appreciate you guys sharing it out word of mouth and people bring their family members and stuff in.
So maybe this would be a good one.
487.
You want an intro strain?
This is a bad.
I've explained some things and talked about some that will hopefully put some of the other ones into more perspective.
I would like to try to be a little more restrained in some respects in the future for just some of the reasons I talked about.
But we'll see how it goes.
Right?
But yeah, man, whatever's harder to do, like any, it's easy to swear and curse and act like a maniac.
Like it's not that hard.
You just take the governor off and just let it just let it just let it out, right?
How you're supposed to always kind of keep that button down.
And I just come on here and just let it rip.
And I was trying to allude to this earlier.
You got the average guy.
Like, I know how it feels.
I know what it's like to just be shit on and pissed on and disrespected and just feel like nobody cares and nobody understands and the whole world hates you.
And it's just, it's all bullshit, right?
It's just all, it's so frustratingly awful.
And, you know, they come across somebody like me who's saying everything that they're thinking, everything they're holding in every day.
They're just like, you know, that's why I got a chip in my tooth.
I had to just grind it down.
I didn't lose it in a cool way, like in a fight.
I got a chip in my tooth.
This is my, I call it my three RCR chip.
When I was at 3rd Battalion, this happened over about a period of two years of me just grinding my teeth in my sleep to the point where there's like a crescent moon chip out of one of my front teeth.
That's all it came from.
I just noticed it developing one day and over a period of time.
Like, yeah, that's what I'm doing.
They gave me a dentist mold to like prevent this of your teeth.
Like, yeah, just wear that when you go to bed.
Bled?
Just wear that when you go to bed.
I did it for two days and both days I woke up and I felt like my jaw was broken.
Like it was, it was really painful.
Like I had never been punched in the jaw hard enough to make it hurt that bad where it just to open like these muscles here, specifically in this, I forget what they're called, these like ribbon muscles on the side of your chin that you're supposed to get those chewy things for to, because they're muscles, right?
To square out your jaw and have, you know, your Chad jaw.
It's a real thing, guys.
Use them.
I'm not kidding.
There's a good quarter inch on either side of my face since I started using those like a year ago.
It's legit.
And we eat a lot of soft food these days, processed food.
Like it doesn't, it's nothing to chew through.
We used to eat a lot of meat, you know, and tougher food where these muscles would be strained and you develop a more square kind of a jaw.
And we don't now because of the laziness of our, basically our mouths, we just were slurping and eating a lot of slop.
It's goy slop.
So that's what that's for.
And you may notice a difference.
It's not as noticeable when I have my beard, but if I shaved, you'd be like, whoa, if you compare it to a few years ago, you'll see it.
I didn't, I was surprised.
I don't even have it.
It's out of reach, but a jaws are size.
That's what it's called.
If anybody's ever been curious about that, it certainly does.
Just throw it in your mouth and chew on that for.
Just throw it in your mouth, baby.
Open up and put it in and bite down hard for, you know, till you get tired, like you would exercise any other muscle, your bicep, your trite, whatever it is.
You just give it a good couple of sets, 10, 15 minutes, and that'll do it.
And you'll be sore and you'll be tired.
But dude, I put these dentist molds in and it was like, I couldn't even open my mouth.
I could barely open it.
It was so sore because I was just doing that all night, I guess, in my sleep to the point where it was so sore and locked up in the morning.
I couldn't open.
I was like this.
I get up in the morning and I wouldn't want to open my mouth to talk to my wife.
And I'd just be like, I can't explore.
So that didn't last long.
So I got rid of that.
Fortunately, the grinding eventually, I quit the army and it stopped.
the stress and anxiety of that job eventually, I just couldn't live with it.
I was living basically two lives.
I'm trying to be this professional soldier guy in an infantry battalion and, you know, working my way, trying to get into it back to a special forces unit.
And also at the same time, internally, I'm having extreme moral misgivings about what we're doing, about what the military's doing, our deployments.
Like I knew, I knew, you know, I was reality pilled by like 2012.
I had a pretty, I've learned a lot since then, but 2012, 2013, through people like Ryan Dawson, Devin Stack at Blackbill, who, you know, I heard a few people told me he stuck up for me the other day.
I appreciate it.
I love that guy.
I think it's very important to always pay it forward in where you learn your information.
It shows humility and it also shows respect because I didn't learn a lot of the, I didn't just wake up knowing this stuff.
I didn't go into the wild and try to understand.
I did it the lazy way.
I searched for things that I was interested in and found other people who already did all the hard work and just presented it in very digestible formats, you know, 20-minute videos and essays and different things that you can look at and read through and think about.
And he was a guy that did, a lot of these guys did that.
Adam Green, I've learned a lot of stuff from, like, there's a ton of these guys that have been around way longer than me.
And there's a lot of people these days, especially.
And the third reason, humility, respect, but also F these people, right?
I'm trying, Melissa.
I'm trying.
Also, F these people who will take a bunch of talking points or ideas or, you know, basically points of your worldview.
They'll kind of get it and then just download it and act like they got it.
They just won't ever acknowledge that aspect of it and try to go off on their own.
It's almost like stealing in a way or something.
It's weird.
It's like intellectually dishonest.
There's a lot of people that do that.
Speaking of Adam Green, I saw, there was a, I don't know when this was, there was a clip of him and Stu Peters I came across the other day.
And Stu Peters was just made to look like an abs, the absolute fool that he is.
I'm not a fan of Stu Peters.
I think he's an idiot.
I think he's a grifter.
I think he's a booze.
He's got quite a reputation for being a boozebag.
He was at the bar drinking again, as he always is.
And, you know, I was like, I tweeted at him.
He's got 500,000 people on Twitter and he's still blocking.
Like, I got to go, you know, neurotically going through all the comments of everything.
Imagine having a Twitter account that big.
I don't even do this.
I have about 40, I don't know, 4,000 followers.
I've had up to 50, but how many times I've been banned?
It's too many now that I don't even look at the comments really.
I just post and leave more or less.
It's just a cesspool.
And he's in there.
I said, please stop drinking.
That was what, that's all I said.
I said, Stu, please stop drinking.
And he said, oh, Alan, well, I'm really well hydrated on water or something.
And I was like, yes, Stu, because like you knew what he knew what I meant.
And he's trying to act like this.
Like, yeah, because you have a reputation for being well hydrated.
That's what it is.
Stu Peters, the very well-hydrated man.
That's what he has a reputation.
No, he has a reputation for being a piss tank.
And, you know, and he blocked me over that.
So I was like, whatever.
Go make another snake venom documentary.
He tried to tell everybody that when everybody was dying during the COVID period, it was from Remdesivir, which was being put in the water supply, some kind of snake oil that was in the water supply that was killing people secretly.
It was just anyway, and that's not the only time.
So a year ago, less than a year ago, eight months ago, he's, you know, Christ is king, bro.
Not to my knowledge, has ever really said anything about, you know, Jewish power or influence at all.
And since then, he's just gone full on board with it and acting as though he's been in this the whole time.
And Adam said something.
Adam was very calm and collected.
And Stu was just screaming and yelling that he can't hear anything.
And Adam keeps talking over him, which was not the case.
Like, when you're going to act like a hysterical woman, like, this is a live broadcast, Stu.
Everyone can see this.
Everyone can see that you're acting crazy.
Adam's like, that's not, no, that's not what happened.
But he said something like, you've acting like, you know, Stu, you've known about this forever.
I've been doing this.
I don't know what he said, like for 12 years or however many years, which is true.
Like I said, I learned a lot of stuff from Adam Green.
That's why I support him and I'm, you know, I'm a fan and I wouldn't thank God that he's done what he's done.
I wouldn't have access to the, and same for Devin and all these other guys.
So it's important to respect that and, you know, pay it forward in that way.
And so for other people, like if I learn from it, why am I gatekeeping it?
If it's such good content and they've got such good, interesting things to say, then why are you withholding it?
Why are you pretending like you, if someone can say it better than me, why am I not showing you where that is?
That's dishonest.
It's like, well, where did you learn all this?
Like, oh, I just fell out of the sky.
Oh, if you're interested, I tell people all the time, go check this guy out, go check that guy out, go look at this person, go look at that person.
They've been doing it longer.
They know more about it than I do, and they're better at it.
So that's, you know?
Sometimes I had a thought one day.
Like, I don't think it would work because he doesn't do the face-off.
He's doing the mystery man thing still, black pilled.
I was like, that would be a weird.
Imagine if we did a stream together, like regularly.
That would just get dark and vicious, I think, fast.
I don't know.
I don't know.
But I, again, always enjoy him.
I think he's on Odyssey is his biggest platform.
I think he's on Twitter as well.
Blackpill, check him.
A lot of stuff.
I don't know what happened to his YouTube videos.
If they're still up there, but he had a playlist of stuff that was just, I mean, it's not super in-depth, but if you're, let's say, the Federal Reserve, or where does money come from, or the U.S., or the Lusitania, which was part of the cause of America's entry into the First World War, a lot of these things that most people, at least at the time, and probably still don't have any idea about at all, for, you know, in 16 minutes, he does a lot to get you in the right direction.
And it's just well done.
So, all right, let's get, let's read, I got to get through these and I got to go to entropy where there's probably a lot.
Yeah.
I appreciate you guys.
You guys are awesome.
I'll never be upset about it.
I've always made an effort to try to read every chat that I get because they took the time and the money out to do it.
It's the least I can do.
However, eventually it'll just be me reading chats all night, which I don't think is as interesting.
So I'm trying to struggle with that.
I don't know.
Do I put a cap where I don't read anything under a certain amount?
That seems gross to me.
I don't want to do that.
But also, I don't want to read chats all night because it's just not as...
I need permission from the audience to go, you know what?
If you don't want to read anything under a certain amount, if you just want to move it along, we understand.
I just don't want to hurt anybody's feelings or make it seem like just in the interest of the overall flow of the program.
In the interest of furthering the program, we've decided that we're a bunch of elitist pricks now, and we'll only be accepting comments for $100 at the minimum United States currency.
Furthermore, like, I'm not doing it.
I don't have any.
See, here's the other thing.
I don't have sponsors.
I have no backers.
I have no secret.
What you see is what you get.
This is just me and McGoat figurine and my friends and people like Morgan and that.
That's it.
I don't have any sponsors.
I don't have any anything like that.
I'm entirely community funded, 100%.
I don't get any ad revenue from anything, not my podcast.
It doesn't matter.
I nearly have a million downloads of my podcast, audio only, just the audio version of my podcast, not the Rumble downloads, not the, there's been millions of YouTube downloads that are all been erased.
Just the audio alone is nearly at a million downloads.
I've never made a penny.
Not allowed to.
And I find that if you rely on that, if you let them give you the ad money anyway, if you let them give you the system money, the platform money, you're going to come to expect that.
You're going to come to like that and include that in your finances and your budgeting and you're going to look forward to it.
And then you're going to not want to lose that.
So you're going to maybe get to a point where you're going to say something, go, I better not because that may not, I don't want to get kicked off the platform.
Now you're self-censoring.
I don't want to do that.
I'm not going to self-censor.
That's a form of it's a form of mental enslavement, which I can't, I can't, I was trying to explain this to a friend of mine recently.
Like, I don't know how else to describe it.
I don't, I don't mean to sound, I'm not trying to insult anyone's religion here or belittle them in any way, but compare this to it.
Well, I mean, there's the church of Scientology.
That's a science fiction writer who invented, you know, I don't know how many people involved in that.
They take it very seriously.
For me, a lot of my spirituality, which I have, you know, I'm not an officially religiously affiliated denomination.
I'm not on any particular team in that way.
But I feel very, very strongly about telling the truth and saying what's on your mind and being able to speak and think freely, whatever it is, even if it's awful, especially if it's awful, maybe you need to say, maybe it has to be said.
I believe that should be like a religious tenet to me.
Like I feel like not having that is going to make your society sick.
It's going to make you sick if you're willing to mentally wall off.
You just don't go in those rooms ever.
Well, what if what's in those rooms is toxic and poisonous and we just let it fester?
Will it infect other things?
Like we can't just ignore it.
So it's like, I feel spiritually compelled to like, this is what, this is how I feel.
And this is what I think.
I need to be able to say it out loud to other people that may be interested to hear it.
If there's only 10 of them in the whole world, I want to have access to those 10 other people because those are my people.
That's who identifies with me.
That's who I identify with.
How dare you try to keep people apart that want to be together, which is what you're doing?
It's people that are a certain way and other people that are the same and they're trying to find each other and connect and they're just, they're not allowed to, they're not permitted to because this system that controls where they are doesn't approve of their worldview, their thinking, their messaging.
So they go through monumental efforts to make sure that those connections can never be made, that those people never find each other.
That's cruel.
That's cruel.
Because I know for a fact, and this isn't a humble brag or anything.
I'm saying this statement of fact.
You can ask them yourselves.
There's been, I don't keep track.
And I feel like if I kind of brushed you off a little, I didn't brush anybody off, but people were, if they're visibly a little bit emotional, internally, it feels 10 times worse.
And I'm saying that as someone who's been doing this, you know, if I feel a little bit, you know, if I feel really, oh my God, and then I go back and watch the tape and it's like, you can only tell, it feels, you're displaying about 10% of what you're actually feeling.
You know, I've said people, you know, they're like trembling in excitement and they're like, oh my God, it's silly.
You know, I'm just, I'm an idiot.
There's no reason to be excited to talk to me.
But, you know, some, a lot of, I don't know how many, probably 12 at least people on the tour pulled me aside and a lot of people since or before over the years and emails and messaging and so on.
And they've said, you know, the community and the, and the whole thing, like they would have killed themselves.
They would have, it saved their life.
They would have died because they were in such a bad place, isolated and alone that that was, they were seriously considering.
And then they found this and it gave them enough to pull themselves out of that.
And I was just kind of like, ah, you know, patting them on the back.
Like, oh man, it's all good.
I truly, I appreciate you guys.
And it takes a lot of courage to say that.
I appreciate you guys for that.
It wasn't me trying to be, you know, I just, how do you respond to that?
I don't know.
You're welcome.
God damn it.
You know, was that what you guys want?
You want me to go full Vince McMahon on you?
You know, it's just awkward.
And I'm not saying not to tell.
If you, if you want it, if it'll make you feel better, if you feel like I gotta, because I feel that way.
There's people that if I ever meet them, I really want to tell them, you know, like, you did a lot for me.
Like, I can't really explain.
And I just, this thing, you know, it means a lot to say.
And that's part of the reason why I did the tour because I had a lot of people that have been wanting to, you know, come out to something we were doing.
And there were guys that have been in the community for decades, decades, six or seven years, like from the beginning, especially in Alberta and BC.
I'd never been to BC until this year, never in my life.
Can you blame me?
It's a massive country.
It's huge.
It's bigger than like Europe and Russia combined.
Like it's enormous.
But I felt like I want to meet, I can't have this opportunity to meet them, shake hands and see them eye to eye.
And we'll give each other a hug.
And that needs to be done.
It just felt like we've been through so much together from a distance, you know, connected only online.
I don't like that.
I need to, you know, needed to happen.
And I also said I wanted to, you know, see these people and shake their hands and let them, you know, it's the least I can do, you know, for everything you guys have given me and stood by me and supported me through the craziest, most difficult years of my life.
It's the least I can do.
So we did it.
And it was a good time.
So we'll see how this documentary works out.
DC is beautiful.
Loved it there.
You got to come out and go to Florida.
I'm not allowed to leave the country.
I'd love to.
I'd love to visit the United States.
There's a bunch of people I'd love to come see down there, but I'm not allowed to leave Canada.
They won't give me a passport.
I've applied for one recently in September, and they were like, nope, nope.
And it's under review.
It's under, it's at the immigration office.
Like, well, I'm not an immigrant.
I live here.
I'm a veteran soldier of the country, 15 years almost.
It's important to be accurate.
I did about 14 and a half years total service.
I always just round up the 15 because it's a nice, clean number.
It's, you know, sounds better.
It's not me trying to.
I also don't like guys that make more out of their career than what they did for two reasons.
Number one, it's disrespectful to the guys that do do those things and have had the courage and the constitution to do really, really hard shit.
So if you haven't done that, don't act like you did.
And number two, it's disrespectful to you.
Like, why isn't what you've done enough?
Nobody forced you.
Nobody forced you to come out here.
Just the fact that you came at all.
He goes, well, I only did one deployment.
Like, dude, that's crazy.
Most people do zero deployments.
Don't feel bad that you only did one and he did five.
Don't tell people you did three when you only did one.
You know what I'm saying?
Like don't peep, don't tell people you did 100 push-ups when you only did 80. Dude, 80 is a lot, right?
And it's not good for you to insist that you need to, you feel like you have to be more than you are.
Like that's not healthy.
Why don't you just go find something difficult to do that you would be proud of and pursue that rather than lie to yourself and everyone else?
And what you're saying with these lies is that you're not good enough.
You know, I did what I did.
I did as much as I could.
And I fell short of what I wanted to accomplish, but I annihilated my initial expectations, like what I thought I could do and would actually realistically be able to achieve when I joined the military.
I'm 16, 17 years old.
I thought if I could last a couple of years in the reserves and make it to corporal in the reserves, that would be badass.
I could put that on my resume that I was in the infantry and I was a corporal in the army for like five years.
Like that'd be, that'd be cool, you know?
Boomer Jim.
I don't do it, right?
I do, I used to do a lot of impressions.
I still do.
They just, we've been talking a lot, but I'd like to have some more fun in the future.
Things are crazy and I was operating at a tempo of like, you know, we got to go, we got to, you know, because it's war also.
But again, this is a long one.
This is forever.
All my problems that exist today, they're just going to be replaced.
If I conquer them all, they're just going to be replaced with a whole new set of problems tomorrow.
That doesn't mean give up.
It just means just relax.
All right.
Don't beat yourself up too hard.
You know, do what you can do.
Put in a good effort and go home at the end of the day and be proud of yourself.
Now I can't remember what I was talking about.
I fixated on a comment.
What was I just talking about?
Somebody on entropy, let me know.
What was I just talking about before I went on that tie rig?
I don't know.
I'm just...
So I feel like they're listening the closest and they'll know what I mean.
And they're about 30, 20 seconds behind.
The price of eggs is not what I was talking about.
I wasn't talking about my mom.
You guys are dickheads.
Why did I trust you?
I go to, look, I build you guys up.
I'm telling people, oh, the entropy crowd is where it's at.
They're the best.
They're the hardcore.
And I'm like, oh, look, see, they'll look out for me.
And they're throwing eggs at me and making comments about my mom.
Delicious Mayo.
No, none of that's true.
I just said all those nice things about you guys.
And, you know, none of you were.
No, it's not Mayo.
No, it wasn't Diddy.
You guys were the worst.
I was talking about the militant.
Right, thank you.
So Trish Farion, who's been around for years, is the only person I can apparently rely on.
No, not drippings.
I take back everything I said about it.
Entropy is a cesspool.
If you want good, highbrow, high-quality, professional, you know, high-society, aristocratic, let's be honest, behavior, you want to go to GTV.
You want to go to Goyam TV.
That's probably the, if you want the most despicable scum on earth, like a tavern full of pirates, that's entropy.
Yeah, that's right.
You deserve, are you all insulted?
No, you had that coming.
Anyway, thank you, Trishferion, my only reliable support, apparently.
I was talking about the army, and if I could just do, like, that was my expert, if I could do that, I would be thrilled, I thought, because these guys were so far above me.
I was 117 pounds.
I joined the army.
You know, nobody thought I was going to succeed.
I really wanted to, but I didn't expect to.
I expected to be heartbroken and not succeed, but I was going to go as far as I could and try as hard as I could.
And I almost quit, but I didn't.
And it was, you know, early on, like in the first six months, right?
When you're still kind of acclimatizing to that whole world, it's, it's a lot, you know.
But I was so, I was so passionate about it.
I'd wanted to do it for so long that my desire to do it was stronger than my desire to quit.
So that was one of the first lessons I learned.
But it was, it was a whole, it was like, if I could even just be on the team, you know, it's like, I don't need to be a star hockey player.
If I could be, if I could play three minutes a night for the Pittsburgh Penguins, that would be awesome.
Most any hockey player, any junior, any kid, and I'm, I know I'm anti-sports ball in the sense that it shouldn't be your whole life and guys that take it so serious, don't put your, you're getting all emotional and freaking out about it.
Like, bro, you're, it's too much.
If you know the name of every player at every team, you're, you're doing too much.
Come on.
but at the same time, dude, it's hockey.
What am I going to say?
You know, we're Canadian.
I don't think we should throw it all away.
I think we need to retain some of what makes us who we are.
And it's, you know, you got to relax sometimes.
You got to have those things.
You got to have these respites and these hobbies.
And, you know, that isn't some kind of political slog, or you're going to go crazy.
And I don't want you to go crazy.
I want you to be healthy and strong.
And part of that is taking care of yourself.
And some of that is sloth time, I call it.
You know, I need a sloth day.
I used to call that way, way back in the day, in my early 20s.
I had an ex-girlfriend way back in the gauge, in the Sutour RCR days.
We were like, we're slothhing it today.
We're doing sloth time.
And that would mean I'm watching the Sopranos all day.
All day.
I'm wearing sweatpants all day.
I'm ordering pizza when I get hungry.
I'm not leaving the house.
I don't care.
I'm not shaving.
I'm not showering.
I don't care today.
I don't give a fuck.
I'm just going to sit here and be a sloth because I need it.
I need to just, I don't need to think about MPRRs anymore.
I don't need to think about doing PERs and what's due on Monday and this Field X and if I've got to repack my rock set.
Nope.
All that's turned off and I don't need to care about, you know, Jackson's been arrested for a DUI and all the other, it's all off the table.
Today, I'm wearing sweatpants and I'm watching Tony Soprano all day.
So if you got to, we have to have that.
It just can't be, you know, like a pie chart.
You got to, you got to sliver off that 10% of your time to, you know, relax or whatever you need.
If it's too much, we'll let you know.
If you're becoming a fat slob that never showers, never work, you know, we'll like, hey, that's what body break is for.
That's what fat shaming is for.
We're renowned.
Diagalon is Canada's premier source of fat shaming.
I've personally been responsible for the reduction of at least 10,000 pounds of human slobbery.
At least.
Health Canada is making people, I am more effective than Health Canada, all of Health Canada combined.
Have you seen any studies?
I mean, they're not calling me a liar, do they?
They just call me an extremist, but yeah.
So, you know, ask any guy who's into the hockey world, plays hockey, or would, you know, I remember when I was really into it and I really loved it.
I used to have dreams of it.
I liked it so much.
And that was the drama of it, the end of it, the players, their injuries, they're missing this guy.
And it's a substitute for tribalism and warfare.
That's why men are into it.
You've got the teams, the colors, like that's your tribe.
Those are your people.
And you're trying to beat the other people to get the thing.
And the exhilaration of victory over an enemy means your people are going to live.
You're going to have more resources and gold and treasure and land.
And yay, we won the war.
And we hunted.
That's at the psychological level, that's what that is.
And it's a cheap substitute for the real thing.
And you've got all these guys going around in their sports ball clothes.
You know, I saw this the other day.
Oilers fans are outraged with new gambling advertisements on Team Jersey.
Well, yeah, dude.
Oh, that'll never happen with the NHL.
Yes, it will.
Eventually, these uniforms will just be covered in advertisements lifts just like everywhere else.
They worked them in slowly over time, and then it's just, you know, it's just trash.
They don't care.
It's all about making money.
It just, anyway.
But in the sense of like, whatever it is you're trying to contribute to, you're the military, whatever, right?
I just wanted to be on the team.
Have you told anybody that's in the hockey world or played minor hockey or something?
And it was like, if I offered you, and you'll never do any better, no matter how hard you try, this is your ceiling.
This is the most you're ever going to get.
It's as far as you go, is you're going to play three minutes a night for the Pittsburgh Penguins on the fourth line, maybe.
Some games, a lot of, like maybe 30, 40 games a year.
You're like one of those utility slot players.
Somebody gets hurt, you take the role.
Or like, ah, this team's a little, you're just a little bit of a better fit there on the penalty killing team than this guy.
So we're going to slot you.
It's that or nothing.
All these guys are going to be like, please, I'll take it.
You know, just to be on the team, just to be part of it, just to be around it, just to be closer to the, you know, the, that was kind of my feeling in the army.
I just wanted to be on the team.
And then that wasn't enough.
And then it wanted more.
And I wanted to go further and harder.
And I went to the point where I'm doing, you know, JTF2 selection at Dwyer Hill Training Center and just getting absolutely beasted by the scariest guys in the country.
Top of the pile.
There's no, that's it.
That's the last crusade.
You know, I mean, I only got about halfway through the event and then was like, I was it.
I was, I was done.
On the way down to it, I knew too.
I'm driving down to Ottawa with my, with my roommate and we'd been training together for like a year for this.
And I already knew I wasn't going to, I just didn't have it.
The passion wasn't there.
The fire wasn't there.
The interest wasn't there.
It was cool and novel because I'd always wanted to.
I'd been trying to get this invite.
It's so hard to even get a spot on these selections for, we're talking about a tier one special forces unit, like black ops.
It's very difficult to get, even just get screened through, to get selected, to go to even try.
I think they only threw in less than 100 guys or so every two years was kind of the tempo at that time.
They would test on the selection.
Of those 100 guys, they might get 10 or 12 every two years, would make it into the unit.
And out of those, you know, 100 guys, you get 10 or 12 that finish it, get picked up.
This is out of like 5,000 people that apply.
So it's insanely competitive.
So to even just go there itself is an honor in itself.
But I remember going down there and I was just like, you know, I'm not, my heart's not in this man at all.
And I toughed it out for a few days.
But I'm like, why?
At one point, I'm just, you know, in your thinking, right?
You're constantly running around, carrying shit in your back, and it's miserable.
And I'm just, but I'm like, I could finish this.
I could get through this.
And then you're successful.
Well, you're coming back.
They're going to pick you up and they're going to come back to the unit.
Then you're doing a whole year of training, pretty much no days off because you've got to learn a lot of shit really fast.
You got to get really, really good.
And most over half of their candidates fail the training.
So they take, that's, they'll take 20 or 30 guys, put them on a course, maybe 10 of them graduate.
Sometimes no one does.
There's been plenty of years where they loaded 20 or 30 guys hoping to get some new operators and nope, not one.
Nobody passed.
That's so if you ask, like, what's the standard at JTF2?
Well, in my day, it was exceptionally high.
It was the hardest thing to get into in the whole military.
And you had to be exceptionally good.
Not good, better than, better than 99% of everybody walking around with a uniform on to even be considered.
And then, you know, but I was, I just wasn't into it anymore.
So I knew it wasn't going to work.
So day, day four or something like that, I'm just like, we got to do this event.
I'm like, I'm wasting time then.
Because I knew I was like, I don't want to come back into a year of this.
And then immediately, I just had a second child.
Then I'd be going to Iraq probably.
You know, at that time, we're doing a lot of operations in Iraq and those guys are doing deploy like, and the tempo's crazy.
And I'm just like, I just, I don't want to do this shit anymore, man.
I'd already, like I said, I'd been, I'd been truth-pilled since 2012.
And this is like 2016.
I'm near the end, right?
It's one of the last things I did in my career when I was like, that's it.
I'm out of here, man.
If I can't fire myself up to care for JTF2, I shouldn't even be in the army.
Like, no, no.
I've been disconnected.
I was wondering if we're going to have any issues tonight.
Now I know.
Sponsored by Eastlink, giving me 50% off this terrible internet connection, but it has helped.
I'm just advertising this to the podcast people now.
I'm going to see if entropy comes back here.
I'm not sure if it is.
It has reconnected, but I don't know.
I don't want to lose my chats on entropy.
Is it back?
It is.
Okay.
So that's been known to happen.
I just have a wonky.
It's an infrastructure problem.
They've narrowed it down.
Like, we've done everything to mitigate the attacks and the nonsense, but there is a little bit of an issue with.
Anyway, nothing I can do anything about right now.
I do have Starlink.
I just haven't bothered to hook it up.
What was I talking about?
Army stuff, I think.
Anyway, my heart wasn't into it, so I, you know, why waste time?
Right.
And I knew then it was over.
I just.
Nobody tells you.
And some guys just drag on.
It's like being in a miserable relationship or marriage.
And it's just, you know, no one's going to come tell you it's time to pack it in.
Like you have to make that decision yourself.
And it was just, it was just done, you know, and I'd only want, I only want to do a few years, get a resume, be a corporal in the infantry, in the reserves.
I had no designs on ever doing a deployment.
That was crazy.
I was never going to do it.
I wasn't, no.
But over time, I got a little more ambitious.
I got a little braver.
I got a little more confident.
So I kept pushing it and pushing it.
And, you know, I did way better than I ever meant to.
But for years, I always felt like I'd fell short because there was always something else I wanted to do.
And as I said earlier, well, so I do.
So let's say I do stay.
I'm successful.
I make it into the regiment there.
And now I'm working at the special ops unit.
Now what?
Am I happy?
Nope.
I want to do this now.
Now I need that course.
Now I need this training so I can, you know, get ahead of this guy so I can go there.
It would never, ever end.
There is always going to be another thing.
I'm always, and I'm like, who am I proving this to?
I don't even want to do this.
Why am I here?
This isn't me anymore.
If it ever was.
So why am I doing it?
I felt like I'm still like, no, I'm not tough enough yet.
I still, dude, it's enough.
You know, what are you overcompensating for?
Your dick is wonderful, just as it is.
It doesn't, no one's ever complained.
Just relax.
You can go home.
So that took, it took a lot, man, to eat that and go, I'm done.
It's all over.
And people were shocked.
Like, really?
You're quitting?
I'm like, yeah.
Yeah, I'm shutting her down, man.
I got a young family and I've done enough.
This place is, you know, I got my three RCR chip, right?
It's not, it's not going well, right?
My doctor at the time, he's like, I think you should probably leave.
I'm like, I think so.
You're probably right.
You know, so I don't know.
We're just talking tonight.
We're talking a lot of nonsense.
And it's only been two.
I haven't gotten a lot of the new, I'm enjoying it, though, honestly.
I haven't enjoyed a lot of these as of late because I was just, I think, too burned out and too cranky and frustrated and too focused on everything that needs to be done and hasn't gotten done yet.
And it's like, but when it's done, other things will need to be done.
So if your problem is there's pending things that need to be solved, that shouldn't be causing you distress because that's called being alive.
If you want to be in a situation where, Darry, I don't have, I have no more worries anymore.
Congratulations.
You've died.
You know, it's all over.
And it struck me watching, like Vince McMahon's like 80 years old and he was basically forced to step down and he forced his way back in and they forced him out again.
Anyway, he's like 77, 78. And he has no, because that's who he is.
He's never going to stop.
There's always going to be something else he wants to do.
So you just got to accept that's how it is.
And it just makes it a little bit easier.
Again, don't ignore your problems, but maybe just don't let them eat you, you know, because it's like, you know, you're just here now, you know, whatever your problem is.
Like, you're just here for the weekend or the week or whatever.
You know, you won't be around after this.
Did I lose all my Rumble rants?
Page is unresponsive.
That isn't good.
It sure is.
It's frozen.
What's going on here?
It might have frozen my browser.
Sens game, October 17th.
I hated the senators when I was a kid.
Because they're always beefing with the Leafs.
Yeah, my Rumble page just seems to have...
Why won't it...
Maybe I can just open up another window.
Well, I can't ask you guys because I can't see it.
I think it's just the browser.
Shit.
Well, now I lost all the ranting.
The chats.
Oh, no, they're still here.
All right, I got to finish getting through these, and then we're going to do ones on entropy, and then we'll see what happens.
I saw somebody made a Christopher Walking character earlier, and I was going to do one, and I totally spaced on it.
I was going to rate it, and then I just felt a little weird.
I didn't know why.
What for?
Why are you doing this?
He's just a fun.
He's a fun guy.
I think he's a psychopath.
A lot of people that have met him are like, he's a fright.
He's something wrong with that guy, you know?
I believe it.
All right.
So, Swiss Dangles, happy Monday evening.
This was from a while ago.
At least they do have a timestamp on Rumble.
So this was about 45 minutes ago.
Sorry, guys.
Great to see you again.
Yeah, you too, man.
He says, hope you and Morg.
Morg.
Morgy.
Ah, Morgan.
Hope you and Morgan and your family are doing well.
We are.
We're all doing great.
Thank you.
I caught you on Plan Army.
Did the blue light or dark pee-pee prescribe those lenses?
I don't have them here.
Yeah, I got some of those blue light glasses.
They're great.
That's a real thing you should look into.
If you don't know what I'm talking about, check those out: blue light glasses.
And yeah, it's just, I'm almost 40 and I'd like to protect my eyesight.
And I'm 38, and we're staring at screens all day long.
It's not good for you.
It's very bad for your eyes.
It's bad for your brain.
It's bad for your circadian rhythm.
It's a lot.
There's a lot of bad.
It's like, you know, cigarettes for many years, we're like, well, everybody smokes.
I really feel like in the future, we're going to discover these were a terrible idea.
These cell phones are extremely unhealthy.
And, you know, we're going to have to make some changes.
But for now, the studies aren't in.
So, and people will resist it.
Things take time, you know, 20 years, 30 years sometimes to move.
So anyway, no, Morgan got them for me, actually.
Moggy.
And I'm into it.
And, you know, one of my kids has to get glasses and they're a little self-conscious about it.
And I thought, you know, I'm just going to wear these around.
And just so they see that, you know, I'm going to wear glasses too.
You know, their mom wears glasses or has glasses.
So that's, you know, they've inherited some of that, unfortunately.
And I was like, well, buddy, you know, I'll get you, I'll get you a laser surgery when you're grown up, you know, but it is what it is, you know?
So that was part of it too.
And it also has disguise benefits.
I feel like facial recognition will be harder to scan you if you've got these glasses on.
There's a number of paranoid, totally delusional reasons why I'm wearing them.
Plus some wholesome, you know, I just wanted to help make my kid feel a little better, you know.
And they're fine with it now, but it's like, oh, I have to wear glasses, you know.
Cambie says, I think you have a similar brain to me, very busy always, but I don't miss much, and I'm capable of many things at the same time.
I'm just not gross super chats.
I'm also an excellent B trainer.
That's true.
There have been multiple attacks that we've claimed responsibility for, and yet I've never been, we've never been charged once within, because they don't have any laws in the books for insect charged attacks.
We've never seen this before.
Sikano Otli.
I don't know what is going on with his name.
So I guess you're a fed, Ezra told everybody on Twitter.
Yeah.
Yeah, well, that's going to do well for his lawsuit where he's being sued for calling me a fed.
And then he told the judge that he's never done that and would never say that and doesn't even know who I am, which is, you know, a preposterous thing to say.
But that's what he said at the settlement conference, which I said, that's fine.
We'll just go to trial instead.
And now he's trying to sweat me for like five grand and being like, oh, you can't afford to come here.
And well, I certainly can.
And I am definitely, we're doing this.
Okay.
I don't know what you were thinking, but I don't know.
He'll have time to explain it when we get to trial.
That's fine.
It's okay.
You know, I've only had an attempt on my life because of this, this kind of talk.
You know, people thinking I'm working for the police while I'm in jail.
So they try to kill me, you know, and I may be jailed in the future for hate speech.
So this is a real, we'll see.
We'll, we'll, you know.
And the defense of, but he's an anti-Semite.
Yeah, that's not what I'm suing you for.
I'm suing you for alleging that I work for the federal government with your massive platform with a lot of influence and reach with no evidence whatsoever, absolutely no evidence to substantiate these wildly outrageous claims.
You've got none because there is none.
So you can't say these things, right?
That's slander.
That's defamation.
So I'm suing you.
And this is where we are.
And he's already lost two defamation cases in the past.
So this is what he does.
I'm looking forward to it.
We're just waiting on a date.
I don't know.
It's a long time.
He's like, what's the case number?
I have it somewhere.
Something, dumb thing, dash, something, dash.
I don't know.
Doesn't matter.
When it's done, you'll hear about it.
I'm sure you'll hear about it whenever it hits the, we get a date.
Renunciates is the truth, no matter how ugly is better than a lie.
I agree.
I read that earlier.
Flood says, good on you.
Thank you, man.
Appreciate you.
Looks like, I'm just going to call you canola oil because that's what your name looks like.
But it says C cano autilla.
No, you're canola oil.
Thanks for making me laugh while I'm handing out crude oil.
See?
Canola oil in southwest Saskatchewan for the last four years.
Those canola oil plants stink.
I lived next to one and it was.
First time commenting.
Just wanted to express appreciation for what you do.
So thanks, man.
I appreciate you.
Swiss Dangles, where's the respect?
No reading of chats.
Well, your respect's all gone.
Love to have you back.
Too late.
Should have said that before he started shooting off.
Fancy pants, MP5s.
Get yourself some fancy pants or put towards an MP5.
MP5.
Schlapdot, MP5.
HK, MP5.
Zayobubba says it was an honor, or Zio, sorry, and a pleasure to have met and shook your hands, sir.
Thank you for not backing down, standing up for us and what you believe in.
You've shown us the way.
I'm trying to just, I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm trying.
That's all.
Albert McGuffin says, usually I listen to the show on Spotify.
Glad to catch you live tonight.
Welcome, Alberts.
Welcome to the Thunderdome.
You're normally one of the podcast people, the audio people.
When I get disconnected, I talk to them as an assignment because it's still recording and I'm not going to break up the file because that's a huge pain in the ass.
So I just let it go.
Normally it reconnects within 30 seconds, sometimes several minutes.
That's not as often, but usually within 10 to 30 seconds.
So I just, well, this break has been brought to you by the federal government.
And Tifa has cut the communication line.
So we have our own little secret time that you guys online don't ever get to see.
You know, we talk so much shit about you guys.
It's so crazy.
You won't even know.
You won't even know.
And canola oil says it's pronounced C. Canutilla.
C. Canutilla?
I like canola oil.
I think I'm just going to stick with that.
All right.
Entropy, we're getting along.
Time feels like it's moving faster than it is, which is a good thing.
Normally it seems like it's moving slower than it.
Like, oh, it's been two hours already.
You know, that's not good.
Torquill says, welcome back.
I was getting the shakes.
Me too.
Me too.
I was, you know, threatening people in grocery store lineups.
Like, I got to get back.
Thank you.
And thank you, Chia, as well.
My support for a based federal agent.
Also, too many Indians in Canada.
Yeah, a lot.
All of them.
Too many.
Thank you very much for that.
And Jaden Banner says, very good to see you.
Hope you enjoyed your break.
Looking forward to the next chapter.
And I think we're just going to, I mean, just chill out for now.
I got to read, I want to, I do have some things, there's some things and thoughts I wanted to talk about, but it's just there's just so much.
And three hours isn't enough.
How do you talk for three hours?
I could talk for 30 hours, sir.
Oh, maybe that's the next thing we should plan.
I don't want to.
I'm tired.
I'm not planning it.
We haven't, maybe we'll do it in January, the Diagabull.
I say for 12 straight hours, you know, and it's a megastream.
And we have all kinds of horrible, you know, neo-Nazis and terrible human beings on here.
They come in, and we did it.
We've been doing it every year for three years in a row now.
There was the Mega Bowl, which turned into Diagabowl, and then there was Diagabowl 2. So I think now we're just like Vince's early days with the WWE, the first couple of WrestleManias were a little hit and it was destroyed, but they made it work, you know?
We've got the Tor under control.
We've got an IRL and online, offline presence.
We're a threat.
We're a problem.
Government really doesn't like us.
And that's why, because we're tricking you into because we're feds, because we're Phil, what are we doing?
It's, you know, we got to stop people from, well, you know, we're making them lose weight and stop drinking and look out for each other and stick up for themselves.
You know, fed things.
Black pilled.
This one.
Sediva Cantist.
I don't even know what this is.
BPS.
That's where you are now.
And not Black Pigeon Speaks.
Different guy.
I don't like that guy that much.
This is the only laughs I get are from you.
Really ever?
That's intense.
But Genstein's dildo rinser, he has a specific...
He says, please clean my chocolate chunk filters, malfunction, and primary rinse.
That's, you know, that's, I think, CRJ's department.
Anastasia says, can't put into words how happy I am.
We can all gather around this campfire together and tell stories.
Strengthen and inspire each other.
Bearded calendar, please.
Shoulders up and no nudies speedos.
Shoulders up?
Really?
I mean.
I mean, we don't skip leg day.
I mean, if we can't show them off, what's the point?
I don't know about speedos, but I think, you know, hey, you know, if you're heterosexually confident enough, you can pull off booty shorts and the women appreciate it, you know?
You're basically wearing wrestling trunks, which again, it's gay.
Is it gay when he caves your head in with a steel chair and takes your wife?
I don't think it's gay.
I think it's conquest.
I just don't want to rule that out.
I don't think...
So I don't know.
I don't know if I support that motion, but we'll see.
Quads for the gods.
Yeah.
Fat Albert says, I think what I'm hearing and can relate to, or can rate is lately life has been like a paper mache.
It's all fucked up, but I gave it a try.
Say no more.
It's never going to be going the way you want, right?
You're always, I want to get to a point where I feel like everything's under control.
That's not real.
That's just not ever going to be a thing, I don't think.
I don't think I've ever met anyone that felt that way, if they're being honest.
Aria says no.
No.
No.
What do you mean, no?
Rhodesian short shorts?
That's what I'm thinking.
That's what I'm thinking.
I'm thinking Rhodesian short shorts and canola oil.
This is turning into a whole other kind of calendar.
And Santa hats for Mr. December.
Intrusive Thoughts says, are you a Diddy clone?
No, I am not black or a rapist pedophile.
No, Phillip starting early eloquent language.
Phillip's here, not swearing on purpose.
It's only been once or twice, I think, so far.
Surprising.
Begin Operation Mandela Effect.
Philip will make you talk.
I've been talking and I'll continue.
Apperceptions is currently traveling abroad.
I got a pile of these to get through and saw Dodge Challenger driving like they do in the GTA.
Looked over to my son, said that car was assembled in Brampton, announced on the other side of the planet.
Guess who immediately appeared?
I can't escape.
He says, side note, pretty much everything is banned, including Rumble.
Can you post the videos on Spotify too?
I would, but I'd have to hire somebody because I'd have to sit here and upload it after the fact.
And it's just to, dude, it take hours.
These files are like three gigs, four gigs each.
And am I going to set an alarm and come back in a few hours and then finish the upload and do it?
And it's a substantial pack.
Like you're paying, I think it's $100 a month or more for that level of space on your on your account to have that on there.
So I don't know.
Rumble's not banned yet.
I mean, you can still get the videos there.
But yeah, I think that's the only place it's saving them.
Kick keeps replays as well.
But yeah, if we lose Rumble, I'll have to, God, I don't know.
I'll have to swallow my I'll have to go back to Odyssey or something, which I don't want to do.
But, you know, we do have, we got, what we got.
Jenstein's Dildo Rincer.
So JDR says the 101st Airborne Pumpkin Spice Heavy Infantry is like so theorists.
You bigot Nazi.
No, they're not.
They're not.
Alex Woods, how are you, sir?
I didn't get to see your newest episode yet, but it looks good.
I like the premise.
I'm looking forward to seeing it.
Alex Woods Zed says, I need to know what did they do to you in room 101?
You can never know.
There is no room 101.
Don't ever ask about that again.
JDR, a certain Austrian painter, would surely have been more successful if he spoke in hushed tones to small groups of gentlemen in closed rooms.
Going over the top was always too far.
There's a time and a place.
I just mean, I think I've, I don't know.
This is, I don't know.
I don't get used to it.
I mean, I could easily just fly.
Wayne, something could happen tomorrow and then by Wednesday, I'm just, I'm just genocide posting.
I don't know.
Uncle Tacitus says new and improved raid cast.
30% less rage.
Get yours today.
I don't think anybody likes that or wants that.
I think they want more, but I could be wrong.
Maybe I'm right.
I don't know.
Weibo says, are you going Jeremy Mulvaney on rage like?
No, that's not what we're doing.
I'm just saving it for when it's deserved.
Maybe.
I don't know.
I can't.
It's hard to articulate how I feel right now, these last couple of little while, what I'm trying to get at.
I haven't quite finished digesting exactly what I mean, but we'll figure it out.
Frostbacks is glad you're back.
And Jenstein's executive assistant.
I'm glad you have something.
glad you've got a Jenstein seems to have a large staff.
The good doctor demands you return the rocks at once to Campbell.
I didn't steal any rocks.
I don't want any haunted rocks, which is what they might be.
Alberta Angie says, Jesus, I spent all year working in the bush.
I come out, Phil has cloned Jeremy.
We're celebrating imaginary dead children and eating pussy has a whole new meaning in Ohio.
It does.
They're eating the dogs.
They're eating the cats.
They're eating the pets.
They're eating them all barbecues and putting them on a little stick and roasting it over a fire.
It's obscene.
It's horrible.
What's happening?
I've got to get through these chats, man.
I have gotten to nothing.
See, this is what I mean.
I don't think it's as good.
But I don't want to ignore you guys, but I don't know.
These are the problems I deal with.
These are good problems to have.
Man, I've got too many people trying to talk, you know.
Man on the mountain, good to see you.
Thank you, man.
Steagle, I Levy as well.
Zanel, thank you very much.
He says, you've saved lives for your efforts, mine included.
So thank you.
Consider us your sponsors.
Welcome back.
I do.
I do consider you guys.
I only answer to you guys.
I don't care.
I wouldn't be here without you guys anyway.
And I, that's the whole point.
That's what, you know, that's what populism is, right?
It's not a, I'm not going to let some rich guy.
I'm not Stu Peters.
I'm not going to sit here and, you know, oh, man, you know what?
As bad as all this Jewish influence.
Hey, have I told you that I'm sponsored by Gold Co., a Jewish company?
That's, yes, that's Stu Peters.
I was like, that can't be true, is it?
Of course it is.
And he sees no issue with that.
He's like, oh, well, I'm just using their money against them.
Like, okay.
Okay.
Whatever you say, buddy.
You clearly get it as someone who just came on board six months ago and doesn't even know what the hell he's talking about and thinks there's snake venom in the water that's killing people.
And yeah, talking all kinds of shit to people that know way more.
Yeah, he's just, that guy's a wannabe.
He's a poser.
I don't like him.
I'm not a stupid ears guy.
Squiggy says, little walking around money.
Data needs a little walking around money.
Jenstein, there he is.
He says, get a haircut and shave, you hippie.
I do have a haircut.
Look, I get a cut every two weeks.
What's wrong with you?
I might shave.
It's been a little.
I like to go back and forth.
Zanel says, thank you.
We are validated.
Entropy Chat for life.
Anastasia can't put into words.
I read this already.
Came in twice.
Said it's nice.
He came in twice.
Tasso says, now, hold on.
Is being a Fed really slanderous?
Six weeks paid vacations, 10 days paid sick year leave a year, annual pay increases just for inflation, just living the commie dream.
I know.
It'd be a lot less stressful was when your top enemy is like, oh, they're coming to get me.
Actually, I work for them.
Like, well, you don't really have any enemies then.
I mean, there's not really any, that's the only power in the land, really, is the state.
There's nothing left in people terms that we can do to anyone.
But the state can certainly do a lot to you.
So they are.
Plutonimist says the feds are worried you're turning us into far-right, extremist, supremacist, Nazi, Hitler-worshiping, violent militia.
Oh, you are.
And it's already seen the CESAS reports.
That's why they spent half their budget.
Dude, it's an imminent threat for years since the Emergency Act, which is why they called the Emergency Act.
They cited us specifically and said that's the reason why Marco Mendocino confirmed it to the Globe and Mail, or was it the National Post?
The public safety minister confirmed it in media, in print, and said, yes, Diagalon is what we're talking about.
That's the reason for the Emergency Act.
He said it.
I don't have to, you can go find the, you can go find the quote.
So where's the arrests?
Where's the militia?
It's been years.
Surely you found them by now.
You're telling me they've just been left to fester and get bigger and gather money and supply.
So what's the problem?
It's a farce, obviously.
And they'll never admit it because they would look ridiculous.
I always had a suspicion this country was truly, utterly ridiculous.
Pathetic and grotesquely absurd.
I mean, I see it looks the part.
They're walking around with their suits on and they're, you know, but beneath the surface, who are these people?
They're a complete joke.
They're a complete clown show.
They have, they're massive hypocrites.
They don't believe anything they say.
There's no differences between them at all.
They have no real solutions at all.
Have you seen the conservatives' new advertise their new ad?
Oh my, I got to play that.
It's basically, we're going to do the things.
That's their plan.
We're going to do the things.
I got to show you guys that, but I have a million $2 chats to read through.
Plutonimus, I read you, Squiggy, tell us about the jerk-off machine.
It took all your mojo.
I don't have that.
The Nazis kept that in the Auschwitz Museum.
The jerk-off machine is that's where that is.
It's in the Auschwitz Museum.
Irredeemable CRJ says high and tight Fed Kenzie haircut.
Yeah, this is just my old, it's the Army haircut, you know?
And Jenstein has his latest shipment of dead hookers was barely D-minus quality meat.
I've had better ground beef at Walmart.
I don't know.
Are you using them to eat?
I don't know why I'm commenting.
There's no reason.
I need to get out of these chats.
We need to move on.
It doesn't help when you read them two hours late.
Yeah, we do need a Pantera break, probably, actually.
Stick72 says, good evening.
Glad to hear you tonight.
Hope all is well.
Thanks again for signing my flag.
Of course.
You're welcome.
I remember you.
I remember you.
The Twitter chat seems to have stopped.
Oh, right, because it disconnected.
So I'm on the wrong one now.
There we go.
And it doesn't show me the previous comments.
It doesn't matter.
All right, we're back.
All right.
Are we done?
Now, there was a million things I wanted to get to, and I didn't touch any of it.
I just, you know, I might as well do what it just, since we're on the topic.
I don't know.
I'm just going to play it.
I'm just going to, I'm just going to play it.
Play the Philip.
I'm Kiera Polyev.
My common sense plan will axe the tax, build the homes, fix the budget, and stop the crime.
So you can afford good food and a decent house in the Canada we know and love.
Let's bring it home.
So do the things basically.
Stop the crime has to be my favorite one.
So we're just doing these mindless idiot moron slogans.
We're basically doing Pepsi advertising level.
Like that's the quality of messaging you're getting.
Act the tax, common sense, bring it home.
Stop the crime.
Just three letter, you know, three word phrases that rhyme.
Stop the crime, how, PP?
Because That's the default position, yeah?
We don't like the crime, do we?
No.
Do we like people breaking into our homes?
Do we like women being abducted off the streets?
Do we like the human trafficking?
Do we like the fentanyl carving out the inner cities and destroying the youth?
No, we don't like any of it.
I think so.
So, your platform is to stop the crime as opposed to the NDP, the liberal, and everybody else.
Theirs is more crime, right?
What a stupid thing to say.
Obviously, we don't want crime.
How are you going to stop the crime?
You're going to stop the crime?
Axe the tax.
Bring it home.
Just do the things.
Fix the budget.
How are you going to fix the budget?
I'm genuinely curious.
What do you mean?
Because we're more broke than ever.
We have no gold reserves.
We have no assets.
We have no resources.
We're trillions of dollars in debt.
We're upside down and underwater.
If you sold everything that everyone owns in the country, we'd still owe money.
We are insanely broke.
And you're spending money.
We spent more money than both world wars combined just in the last few years.
Our debt is completely, I mean, it's suicidally insane.
You'd have to think they were blowing this place up on purpose.
I believe that they are.
And your plan is we're just going to fix it.
We're going to do the things.
By what?
Are you going to sell British Columbia?
Because that's what it would take as a down payment.
And then to start working your way out of debt.
Are you going to, what are you going to do?
Are you going to declare bankruptcy on Southern Ontario and just walk away from it and let it be a free fire zone and you don't pay the bills anymore?
The level of cuts that need to be made.
I mean, we're talking no more free health care and disbanding the military.
Like these are the level of cuts that need, like, I'm dead serious.
That's how bad the situation is.
And he's like, well, we're just going to stop the crime.
Oh, how?
Are you going to do mass deportations of the, no, you're not, because that's where the crime's coming from, Pierre.
That's where it's coming from.
Ferry went off about this recently.
He's 100% right.
Like, people, I miss the 80s, the 90s when it was more normal.
Yeah, because it was all white people.
It was all Canadians.
It wasn't filled with migrants from all over the third world competing for resources and running criminal trafficking gangs and auto theft rings and professional B ⁇ E art.
Like that just didn't exist because they weren't here.
They were there.
Now they're here.
That's the crime or the crime.
One guy I talked to, someone I know who was just, I don't know how long he was in jail, a couple months, fairly recently, somewhere and on southern Ontario.
I can't remember the exact region.
York.
I don't know.
But he said when he was in there, they had inmates sleeping in paddy wagons in the parking lot because that's how little room there was.
And then he said the jail held 800 people, but they had something like 2,600 inmates.
Even when I was in Saskatoon, there was a lunch room, like a side room connected that you would get to through the kitchen that was meant for storage.
And they had people slocked in there, sleeping in there, like 30 of them.
On top of each other, like animals.
But we're just going to stop the crime.
And there, it'll be stopped.
Doesn't that make you is that's insulting to your intelligence?
Stop it how?
We're going to get the libs out and stop the crime by investing in our anti-crime things.
Oh, we're going to hire 50,000 more police officers.
Cool, from where?
Where are you going to get them?
And how are you going to pay for that?
We don't have the money.
We don't have the people.
You don't have a plan.
They have slogans.
The country's on fire, burning down, and we've been reduced to sloganeering.
Acts the tax, build the homes, fix the budget, stop the crime.
He's got 15 seconds to connect with you, and that's what he said.
I'm going to do the thing.
The Conservative Party of Canada, do the things.
There you go.
All you meme people out there, that's...
Oh, well, fuck.
So what did I say?
I tweeted it.
And it's like, this is how, if anybody's curious, this was my strategy.
What was my straining?
Because I was successful when I went to a Seesaw early in my career that the kind of the tier two, like the more, more like the Army Rangers for you Americans, Special Forces unit there.
And I was training for that.
And I was like, this was definitely the hardest thing I'd ever attempted before.
And I was like, I was like, you know what?
I'm not going to approach this with any professional planning.
There's, you know, there's PSP staff and athletic coaches at the gym and people I could, you know, put together pretty robust, comprehensive training programs for me.
I'm going to have to adjust my diet.
I'm going to have to, no, you know what?
I'm just going to get a sticky note, put it on my monitor and it'll say, be good at all the stuff.
And I'll be like, there, that's my plan.
I'm going to plan to go there to this special forces selection and be good at the stuff.
Just like the conservatives are going to do the things.
That's really, that's really all you need.
That's what comprehensive planning looks like.
Do the things, be good at the stuff, say the words, axe the tax, build the home, stop the crime, yeet the jeets.
What else do you need?
See, the people know what they want.
Why won't you give the people what they want?
Give it to them.
Here you go.
Unbelievable, bro.
What?
I dare post.
What even is this?
We're going to do the things.
Excellent.
All my life, I've been waiting for a politician to do the things.
We're going to drink the milk and we're going to do the things.
The price of milk!
All you need to do to defeat the conservatives in a political debate is force them to engage in sentencing and messaging that is more than three words.
The price of milk has become X attacks has become do the things.
We're just...
just total tailspin, boys.
Those ones that stare into your soul You can talk to your world And they think it's working.
Mark my words.
When they take power, within 18 months, you will be more unpopular than the people that are in there right now.
In two years?
Three years?
This place's going to be ready to pop.
And all those people, they're going to be so betrayed and angry at you.
It's going to be fun.
It's going to be a work of art.
I'm really looking forward to it.
Because those people are going to be our people.
Because they want what we want.
And they think that you're going to give it to them.
And you're not.
You're going to do the things.
I hate politicians with the fire of a thousand sons.
They're the worst human beings imaginable.
They're so...
I mean, they're just everything wrapped up in one package.
There's so much to hate.
I don't know where you begin, really.
You know?
I wanted to play this earlier.
Might as well get to it now since I've been doing it.
I didn't want it.
I didn't.
Perhaps I didn't.
We're going to do the things.
I have an interesting little music video I wanted to show you guys.
Came out of the UK.
I played on my Telegram channel, but, you know.
Speaking of the Jeets, people are always like, oh, well, they don't.
You know, it's not like here.
They're not like pooping in the streets here.
Aren't they?
Derek found this video out of Toronto the other day.
Oh, is that no?
Yeah, no, there's a guy just shitting on the street.
I've seen this personally in Toronto.
This is a common sight in Toronto, actually, downtown.
This isn't an abnormal.
This is just Toronto.
Bro, what the fuck?
What do you mean, what the fuck?
That's every day.
Yeah, he's wasted.
Yeah, just taking a dump right there on the street.
There you go, guys.
Diversity is our strength.
We're going to do the things.
Don't worry about people pooping on the street because Pierre is going to do the things.
He's going to do the things.
And it's all going to be better because we're going to get the libs out.
See, that's four letters.
That's why get the libs out never really took off.
They couldn't find a way to sandwich it into their trinity of Uber messaging.
The past, you know, the three, you know.
Oh.
Wow.
Good God.
Right.
And we've got the stupid, you know, truth and nonsense day.
I don't even want to get into it right now.
I don't even want to give it the time that it doesn't deserve any time.
It's preposterous.
It's not real.
This place is wild, dude.
But this is worth sharing, though, you know?
I thought that I did.
Oh, that was just to remind me.
That's why.
I was like, why do I have it up here twice?
Is there a reason for this?
There is.
So that I would not forget it.
I should have just downloaded it initially, but here it is.
I don't know the guy's name.
I just came across it.
Doom scrolling, which is when you're just aimlessly scrolling social media for no reason.
And the next thing you know, an hour's gone by, and you're like, I was supposed to go to the gym an hour ago.
What have I been doing?
Nothing.
Just watching whatever.
And this was one of the things.
Every once in a while, I get something good.
And I thought of someone at the time.
I was like, this guy reminds me of someone.
I couldn't figure it out.
And it just hit me today.
It's British Greg Wycliffe.
This is a British Greg Wycliffe, if there ever was one.
He's just a guy, playing a song in the street.
And it's real folk music.
This is real folk art.
This isn't, you know, black people showing you their ass on TV with auto-tuned noises and, you know, oh, culture.
No, it's just nonsense.
It's just trash.
It's not anything.
There's nothing in there.
There's no soul in that.
It's a soulless monster.
Almost all pop culture is complete trash.
Folk music is always, you know, quite real.
It comes from real people.
And it's a theme of the times.
This wouldn't work before, but considering what we've been through the last few years.
Anyway, check it out.
It's only a minute and a half long.
I don't know the guy's name.
I didn't see it anywhere.
So if anybody does find a better version or finds this guy, I'd like to hear it if he has it.
But anyway, check it out.
Yeah, be right back.
The UK's fucked up and there's no one coming over to save me.
Elon Musk is trying to beat with Kiyoslav.
It's crazy.
I know All that we want is our bones first.
For all that we got is you endless.
If I speak my mind, then I am fine.
I guess I better polish.
Cause I'm fucking up over the opponent.
Where the streets are safe.
And you're not here to lock me up in jail.
Over the comment I put on Facebook.
I guess I kinda like the way you push me away.
I try to see a doctor, but my speech is wasted.
I'm not being funny, but where are the kids?
The women inside, just bad on those ships.
Stop giving them money and sort out my shit.
I guess you'd rather make more friends like Jimmy and Phil over in Poland.
They keep their streets safe.
And you're not here to lock me up in jail over some comments I left on Facebook.
I guess I kind of like the way you pushed me away.
Abrupt ending.
I'm sorry, but you know.
CRJ loves the air horn.
It's his favorite edition.
Loves it.
You know, more of that.
Dude, there's emotion there.
There's real feeling.
It's a real person with their real heart and their real energy.
People can tell the difference, right?
Is he going to get a record contract?
Is he going to get a hawk to a podcast?
Of course, who just happens to be, she just happens to be Jewish.
She's got the third biggest podcast in the world.
It goes, Joe Rogan, somebody else, Hawktua girl.
I'm dead serious.
I mean, imagine.
I did a viral video about spitting on a dick, and now I have the equivalent of CNN.
So, I mean, that is a terrible like, oh, she must be so interesting.
We have to give her a immediately the number three podcast.
Like, that's the most astroturfed, build a person I've ever heard of in my life.
I don't need to know anything about her.
I know that that's nonsense.
There's no way.
I mean, everything's so fake, you know, and I'm, I'm really trying not to be.
I've always tried not to be.
And it's harder.
It's easier to tell people what they want to hear.
And it's easier to make people and tell them the lies.
It's much harder to embrace the truth and take all the consequences that come with that and stand your ground for the minority of people that are willing to hear how it is.
It's much more rewarding.
And I don't want to be part of the problem.
I already did that.
And I don't feel good about it.
And I've been, you know, every day since, every day since I left, I've been trying to make it right.
And maybe it is survivor's guilt.
Because whenever, whenever I get really fired up, and I mean, how couldn't it be?
I was put into a psychotic, totally unexplainable nonsense war that never made any sense.
And no one even questioned it.
None of these politicians ever did.
So when they say we have to stand up to the Russians and we have to, Pee-P's probably going to be the prime minister when this war kicks off, if it doesn't start sooner.
Is he going to go?
Are his children going to go?
No, but they're going to want yours to.
No, but they're going to want yours to.
So it always comes back to that.
I mean, that was my genesis story.
I mean, a lot of people can come from other places.
If I had been in healthcare, maybe the COVID stuff could have...
I was always going to be this person doing this kind of thing one way or another because this is who I am.
And sometimes when I sit here and go crazy, this is me with the volume turned up to 11 on purpose because screw you, it's my show and I can.
And I like it.
And the people like it sometimes.
Most of the time.
Some of them.
But again, if I feel like I'm wasting time, I'm doing a sloth day like I talked about where I'm just, I feel bad.
Like I should be doing something more productive.
I should be doing something more positive.
Like this isn't helping anyone but me.
And if I'm not doing something for someone, I feel like a piece of shit.
And like I'm being lazy.
And it's not healthy.
It's not good.
If you don't take care of you, nobody else is going to.
Well, Morgan would.
Morgan takes care of me.
But other than that, you know, nobody's going to take care of you.
And maybe that, I don't know if that's what it, it doesn't specifically pop up in my mind a lot.
It's not something I think of regularly.
I mean, I don't think about it every day, but it does, you know, it comes up and that could be part of the reason, but I don't know.
I just, it's the real trauma of the whole experience was the betrayal.
That was, that was the real one.
It wasn't the war.
It wasn't the violence.
It wasn't the noise.
It wasn't the dead kids or the kids on fire or the body parts or the arms and legs flying through the air or the, you know, kicking over someone's severed head and their, you know, tongue falls out like an animal.
Like all the crazy stuff.
None of that lingered and caused me any serious.
It was the betrayal.
It was knowing that they lied and we were lied to.
And all of that was written on a on a fraudulent check.
A fraudulent Jewish check.
And we cashed it in, and what did we get for it?
We have to have truth and reconciliation for all the, where's the bodies?
They've not found one.
There's not been a single body unearthed at any of these residential schools.
So this genocide theory is what?
Where's the corpses?
They've all disintegrated into thin air.
The mass graves are just, they're all gone, are they?
They've just disintegrated.
Some of them say, oh, well, you know what white people are like?
They used incinerators to dispose of all the bodies.
Oh, great.
Here we go again with the incinerators again.
Oh, you're right.
Well, where are those?
You know, where's the contracts and the blueprints for all the, like, there would be evidence of these, and there just isn't.
There's just not.
There is evidence for the 158 lives of our servicemen that were killed in Afghanistan.
And their deaths and their lives were very real.
They were as real as the lies that they were told that got them there.
Wins our truth in Reconciliation Day.
Because those guys are still dying.
A guy knew a friend of mine, he just, I don't know, four days ago?
Last week?
I think I said his name earlier, totally by accident.
He passed away.
I don't know the specifics, but do you need to?
When does it end?
You can't even give us a reason why.
So we have to put up with being sent into nonsense wars for pennies.
I mean, I was getting paid.
What did I make that year?
The whole year I was in Afghanistan and on leave and everything, I might have made $70,000.
So here, do this, and we'll give you a mid-range new car.
And we were happy to have it.
We thought that was good.
Because what we thought we were doing was righteous.
We thought it was a mission and a task that was worthy of our lives.
And it wasn't.
It's complete nonsense.
That should enrage you.
That should infuriate.
It did to me.
That betrayal was just too much.
It almost broke me mentally.
It does break a lot of people.
Once they realize what's happened, they can't, they don't do it.
They spiral and people go crazy.
A lot of people have done that over the COVID years.
We've talked about this in the past.
Dude, once you discover one serious lie, like enough that's like as if your wife had been cheating on you for years and you had no idea and you find this out, it's like it ruins your, it would ruin your world.
All of a sudden, you're questioning everything.
Like, you know, that's it's traumatic to people to entrust something that strongly, like I trusted and we all trusted our leaders and that they, they didn't even, they either lied to our faces or didn't care enough to check and just rubber stamp everything and let it all go.
Even though they're the responsible parties that are supposed to be the check and balance and make sure that we don't end up doing nonsense things.
But they were, whatever, man, everybody else is doing it.
So let's just do it too and not ask questions.
No, you don't get to do that.
You don't get to kill my friends and then just carry, well, we're over that now.
Here's a new lie.
And those same politicians that had a job back then that didn't have a bone in their body, they were willing to sacrifice to tell you the truth about what we were doing if they had any idea what we're doing.
Now they're out there in schools and on television, on the radio, telling your kids that we, our families, are genocidal maniacs and they should hate themselves.
I'm sorry, Melissa, but no, fuck you.
You don't get to do that.
Nope.
Your words are powerless, meaningless.
You're a slime bucket of a human being.
You don't get to.
You've done nothing but lie and lie and lie by omission primarily, which is still a lie.
Maybe worse.
Might be worse.
Knowing that there's different information and just withholding it.
Shame.
Anyway, whether it's the healthcare industry, whatever world you're in, the banking industry, maybe you're an investment banker, maybe you're into finance.
I dabbled in that a little bit.
I was interested in the whole world.
I wanted to know how it worked.
So I did some day trading for a little while and spent probably about a year and a half two years probably really seriously.
I considered doing it as a career.
I started taking courses online.
I was, you know, it was really interesting.
But also, bullshit, totally rigged.
So no matter which angle you come from, the war aspect, pharma, healthcare, banking, the music industry, hey, how you like your Epstein Islands and your P. Diddies and all of this kind of stuff?
There's a spider at the center of the web.
All of these are different threads.
If you picture a spider web with the spider at the center, all these points I'm talking about are like a clock, 12 o'clock, 6 o'clock, 3 o'clock.
Doesn't matter.
Follow it inward.
Follow that thread.
Pull that thread, whatever one, and you're going to find, guess what?
You're going to wind up in the center in the same place.
You're going to be standing five feet away from me.
How'd you get here?
Same way you did.
How'd you get here?
Same thing.
I just followed the, and we all wound up at the same place.
And when you do that, they say, oh, well, you're an anti-Semite.
Am I?
Don't think so.
I mean, so?
Oh, so you've cleverly come up with a word to defame me for finding out?
So I'm worse.
I'm worse than you committing your crimes because I found out about them.
Really?
That's cute.
That's, um...
We're going to do the stuff.
We're going to do the things.
It's all going to be great.
Oh, Jenstein says level 13, please.
It could happen.
We have a little bit of time left.
It's possible.
Sports buck, Mayo Lobster, connoisseur.
Like, this guy's trying to piss me off.
310 Truth and Reconciliation Day is March 10th.
What?
No, 310.
There is no episode 310.
Look, sort of 310 ribbons in the grift shop.
Why not?
Because this made-up nonsense means just as much as today's fake and gay made.
I just, I have a real appreciation for what Vince has done.
Like, dude, to create a whole world like that, this is kind of the same thing.
All this just sprung up out of our collective imaginations, mine, yours, a lot of people involved.
And look how there's, it's this whole universe now.
And people try to control it.
Like, no, you don't, you don't get to do that.
We do.
You're not one of us.
We'll do what we want and we'll be as we want.
And we'll, you know, you're not, you're not the thought police.
That's not a thing.
We don't subscribe to that.
You don't get to do that.
You're on team liar.
You're on team safe and effective.
That's what you're on.
I saw QuickCoin McSchill earlier trying to support the conservation.
Oh, talking about something, just being partisan hack nonsense.
Like, oh, my political team is, you're a idiot.
Go back to farming, you moron.
Shave the goddamn beard, hiding the fact that you don't have a neck and just go back to farming.
You don't know what the hell you're talking about, Mick Schill.
We know what you want to talk about.
Buyandsell.ca.
It's a government contracting website.
And in 2021, there was a whole contract of how you could, if you're a social media influencer, you can apply for this grant.
We'll give you $20,000, $25,000, $30,000.
We'll give you half the price of a new truck if you make some content promoting the vaccine.
And guess what he did?
Just so happens.
He denies that he was ever paid for it.
So, oh, so he just did it for free?
Everyone else around the same time, you saw the trailer park boys come out?
You remember, I had a whole stream about it.
It's probably still back there.
Here they go.
Oh, fucking safe and effective, boys.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
So you just sold out for 20K.
Here's a question, Quitcoin.
How many of those people on your recommendation are now dead or have injured children, parents, and so on?
How much death are you responsible for, McBoy?
Give me some more comments, kid.
Why don't you give me another hot take on Twitter about what you think politically, you fucking shill?
Kid.
Get out.
Get out.
You're an infant.
You're a bug.
Get your money and leave.
Go back to, go do some farming videos.
Shut up.
You go right up there with them, dude.
You're guilty.
Now you want to act like, oh yeah, the damn libs.
That's what it was.
Something About the truckers being abused.
You know why the trucker protest happened?
They were protesting the thing that you got paid to shill and push on them, you piece of shit.
There's no, you don't get forgiven for that.
They're not even asking for it.
Nobody has said sorry.
Very, very few.
I've seen like two examples in two years of anybody going like, you know what?
I really screwed up.
I'm so sorry.
I don't see it anywhere.
I see a whole lot of, let's just move on.
I see a lot of people just wanting to just get away with it.
Nope.
Nope.
There's no statute of limitations on murder charges.
You know why that is?
Because the worst crimes we can never let go.
We're not talking about some plagiarism.
You didn't steal a bicycle.
You helped kill people for money.
You didn't even ask.
You didn't even ask.
You just did it.
And now people are dead and injured because of you.
And you want to move on.
You won't even say sorry.
What kind of Canadian are you?
I'm not sorry.
I told everyone not to do it.
How'd that score sheet?
Remember then?
Like, oh, we'll see you guys in a couple of years.
All you unvaccinated idiots.
Oh, here, I'm going to be dead.
Yeah, I'm super alive, actually.
Can't say the same for you guys.
Can I?
Some of these critical people.
Yeah, they're actually dead.
I literally can't say the same to them because they're dead now.
There's no one to hear it.
Oh, well.
Oh, well.
Just get the libs out.
Just do the things, right?
Right, Mr. Politics.
And these are the people they find, the absolute numbskull morons.
They pat them on the head and pat their little booty and put them on TV and go, oh, remember the premier was, oh, yeah, we got this guy, this firm, we're making this great content.
And then he makes the vaccine video right after he gets plugged by the premier, right?
Like this wasn't on purpose.
They're trying to get the vaccine numbers up to show everybody how compliant they are.
Dude, you're not even suspicious.
The government's like, hey, we really like what you're doing.
I'd be like, why?
Who are you?
Like, oh, we'd really love you to help us with something.
I bet you would.
And you're like, absolutely, sir.
You know who I like to help?
It's the government of Canada.
Have another beer.
Have another beer, farmer.
Man on the mountain says, I was just told that today is White Guilt Day.
Is that true?
They want it to be, but it's actually White Power Day.
It's a whole different thing.
It's going to get reversed.
It's going to go completely opposite way.
And we're going to have marches.
It's going to be crazy.
310.
This guy's, it's his whole identity now.
It's real to me.
He's never forget March 10th.
And he says, McSchill paid for my John Deere, paid for McGrain, right?
It pays for something.
Somebody's death can always make, there's always money to be made on people's deaths, you know?
There's no reason why, you know, just to adopt the Jewish mentality.
Well, if I didn't do it, somebody else was going to do it.
So why not profit from it?
Yeah, exactly.
That's right.
Good job, Steinberg.
Well, somebody else would have just raped her anyway.
So, I mean, I might as well, right?
I mean, why not?
Look, statistically, people are going to commit murder.
So I might as well commit some murders.
It's going to be murdering anyway.
So why not?
I mean, why not?
God.
Oh.
A lot of the arguments, I just don't like it.
I read you.
Scotian gentlemen says, welcome back.
Did you get your wood yet?
No, not yet, actually.
Not that kind of wood, Jenstein.
I'm waiting for them to call.
They said, I think around now, next week or a week after, they're supposed to be calling, but I had one guy he quoted.
He's like, yeah, $400 a cord.
I'm like, all right.
I mean, it's more than last year.
I think it was $375 last year.
Now we're up nice little bump in prices.
$400 a cord of wood now?
I'm like, yeah, I need three.
He's like, okay, I'll give you.
I was like, can I get a quote for three?
And he's like, yeah, sure.
And he sends it to me.
And I'm like, no, because $400 plus $400 plus $400 is how much?
It's $1,200.
And he quoted me $2,700 and said, well, this was extra special.
This is all dried, extra dry.
I'm like, that's not what I asked for.
I asked for a quote for three quarter wood and you said $400.
I said, okay, send me the invoice.
And then he's like, yeah, I'm delivering it tomorrow so you can just send me money.
I'm like, I didn't agree to this.
You quoted me an insane amount of money.
That's not, oh, yeah, that's what I said.
No, it isn't.
So I'm just like, I'm not playing these games with you.
Go rip off some other schmuck.
Dick.
Simone de Biguet says, little Jimmy's F-Shack needs to call a snap election.
They already tried.
I don't think there's going to be an election until next year.
Maybe something will happen.
That would be excellent for me because that would toss the hate speech bill in the trash, which is definitely going to lock me up for life if I don't find a way out of the country that I'm not allowed to leave.
Again, I've always said I'll stay as long as I can, but I'm not martyring yourself as stupid unless there is no other way.
You've literally tried everything.
There's nowhere to go.
There's no way out.
Well, then, you know, this is it.
This is the big day, you know?
Hopefully that doesn't happen.
That's not my intention, but what do you want to do?
They put you in a corner and torture you and abuse you and then hold a gun to your head.
It's like, what are you supposed to do?
What do you expect?
But maybe it'll, maybe it'll come.
I hope so.
My fingers are crossed.
I don't see how because they've got pensions locked in.
They're looking forward to it.
They're going to sit here.
They're not going to have an election until next, a year from now, next October or November.
And a lot, it's, that bill's going to get in well before then.
I would think March to June, sometime between then, it's going to be live and you're going to start seeing arrests for mean words.
And, you know, you'll be looking at 10 to life year sentences.
And even if the conservatives win, and then even if they do repeal the bill, which I don't believe they will, because they have their own version.
They have a common sense version of hate Speech bill they want to pass.
So they're actually supporting this indirectly.
And it helps them if it does pass because then they can point to, oh, the libs and the hate speech.
Look how bad they are.
Vote for PP.
Helps them.
And then when they get in, let's say they do repeal it.
Doesn't matter.
I stay in prison because it was illegal when it, when it, you know, I committed a crime, right, when it, when the law was on the books.
So all those people that get convicted of like marijuana trafficking and like right up to the day it was legalized, they're still in jail or they still went to jail.
Like it didn't get thrown out because the law changed.
They were guilty when it was the law.
Therefore, they stay in jail.
So this way the conservatives can have their cake and eat it too.
All their enemies will end up in jail.
All the people that are critical of their influence and the Indians and the Jewish influence, they'll all be in prison and they can act like the heroes and get rid of the bill.
In the meantime, they've got a good year window for the government to go and just smash all their enemies for them.
Isn't that convenient?
Isn't that great?
Isn't that awesome how that works out for them that way?
Is it retroactive?
Yes, it is.
I'm glad you asked that, Fancy Pants.
I could delete everything I've ever uploaded off the internet the day the bill passes, and they can charge me for things that I uploaded four years ago.
Say, you, Fancy Pants, took one of these streams with offensive hate speech in it, and you put it on a random channel somewhere, and someone, and you can anonymously report, by the way, that's my favorite part of the whole thing is an anonymous snitch line, just like the Soviet Union had.
You can just, which cops can anonymously report to themselves, I would imagine.
You can just report which Antifa will use and Anti-Hate will use, all these people.
They'll report that, and I'm responsible because I originally filmed and uploaded and created that content.
I'm the reason it's on the internet in the first place.
Therefore, I'm guilty.
Even though I have no means of erasing it.
Yeah, go read the bill.
Dude, it's the craziest.
It makes North Korea look normal.
And everyone's just ignoring it because they think it can't possibly be that crazy.
No, it is.
And you'll see.
Either you'll see yourselves or you'll see me on the news.
But you'll see something.
We'll see in the next year or so.
Lots of great things to think about here.
Warriors of Truth says, saddest thing about betrayal, it never comes from your enemies.
It comes from those you trust most.
True.
Very true.
Gotten used to it.
It's not surprising when it happens, but it sometimes can surprise you who does it.
But it's like, well, people are pieces of shit, man.
Those weak, self-interested people, they're out there.
The only way you can have that not happen to you is that you disengage with society and you stop engaging with other people entirely.
There.
Now your risk of betrayal is at zero.
It's like acceptable losses.
Like if you're running a business, it's like, we're going to bleed money.
There's going to be loss.
Like there's things that are going to, you know, in the military, there's like, you're going to lose troops to injury, to disease.
Like, there's just nothing, no way around that.
There's no 100% solution to anything.
As long as it's kept within an acceptable limit where it's like, we're pretty sure we've done all we can to mitigate this risk, but you can't make the risk go to zero.
So sometimes like there's going to be training at people get killed in training accidents.
Happens.
We don't try to have that happen.
We do everything we can to make every jump safe and every, but sometimes the same man I mentioned earlier, my roommate, we went to that JTF selection.
He was his first day as jump master.
He was, I think he was newly promoted to warrant officer or something like that.
First time he's in charge ever.
Fucking somebody dies on his jump.
Shoot didn't open.
Defect.
Whoops.
It happens.
It's rare, but it happens.
There, look, man, you got a dead guy to deal with.
You can't ever turn it to zero.
So if you're worried about people betraying you and like, oh man, the feds were, you can do what you can to mitigate the risk as much as you can.
But if your, if your position is the risk is not zero, therefore I will not engage.
I will not participate in public discourse.
I will not get involved.
I will not assist.
I will not join a fitness club, an active club.
I won't do anything.
I'm just going to stay home because the risk is more than zero.
You're a coward.
The risk is never zero.
It will never be zero.
You're just creating excuses so you don't have to feel uncomfortable.
I detest you.
You're a real special kind of loser.
Warriors of Truce says, as you entered BC from Alberta, were the mountains amazing?
They sure were.
Mountains are always cool.
That was the second time I've ever seen legit mountains outside of Afghanistan was the first time.
And you're like, holy moly.
That's a legit mountain.
BC, same thing.
We'd have to drive past those.
And I was saying the guys like, yeah, you know, this highway is cut between these mountains.
We had that in Afghanistan.
It's like, this is Ambushville.
Like, there's snow.
You're looking up in the rocks.
Like, they could be.
And they were sometimes.
And it would just, oh, it's the hills of West Virginia have begun to talk with automatic machine gun fire, you know?
He says the epic video of Derek did going over the kicking horse bridge into golden.
I don't recall that one.
I don't know.
We'll see.
I bet when Edgie and the guys get through whatever they're doing with the editing and stuff, I bet it'll be, you know, it might surprise me.
I don't think it'll be that good.
And it's not going to be Edgie's fault or anybody's.
I just, I don't know.
We tried to film what we could.
And I don't know.
They were okay.
I don't know.
The Hamilton performance was the best one for sure.
And I think we kind of saved a little in the tank for that one because that was the biggest one.
I think we had over 500 people in the building.
The rest of them were all pretty good.
And Ottawa was the worst one.
So if you went to the, that was, we were brand new.
We'd never done this before.
It was, you know, we're still kind of working the bugs.
And, you know, we tried to make it as good as we, it wasn't bad.
It wasn't substantially different, though.
It wasn't like a totally different, oh my God.
They were, you know, all in the same range, you know, but they definitely got better as they went along.
The hardest one to get through was Saskatoon because I was sick.
I'd been sick for two days or I'd gotten sick right.
Like I wasn't, I was, dude, I was in rough shape, but I had to just tough it out.
It was like the army.
It was like, I hadn't slept.
I was miserable.
I'm like running on energy drinks.
It was not good.
I had to take a couple of edibles.
I'm like, I got to wake up.
I got to, you know, I got to get into some kind of, you know, there's 300 people out there waiting for you.
What are you going to do?
I'd be like, I don't feel like it.
You know, figure it out.
You know, so it was every day.
Every day we had to stop somewhere and meet people or Do some kind of epic performance.
It was anyway.
I'm glad we did it.
I'm glad we did it.
And I'm glad that the enemy succeeded in shutting down zero.
They didn't, not 17 stops.
Not one of them.
Not one of them got shut down.
I couldn't believe it.
I thought we'd lose at least three.
I budgeted three to four.
Three to four will cancel and we won't be able to, and we'll have to refund.
And no, actually, zero.
They're far more incompetent than I ever gave them credit for.
Isn't that amazing?
You lose!
Good day, sir.
Jen Steen said, we missed your huma.
Oh, thanks, man.
I'm glad somebody enjoys it.
Besides Morgan.
Plum Groupen says, NASCAR team owners sending private planes and helicopters to rescue flood-ravaged people from the Carolinas, Tennessee.
Yeah.
Northeast.
It's North Carolina region area, right?
Massive hurricane.
It's an insane amount of damage.
And the government's just like, go to hell.
We're not helping you.
We sent $8 billion, another $8 billion to Ukraine, another $8 billion to Israel.
We're just bankrupting the country to support totally foreign enemy people that hate us.
And we're letting our own citizens die because screw them.
It's...
It's incredible that...
I mean, there's...
The government is not on your side.
I don't care what party you think you're...
There's no political solution.
That's not me being edgy.
That's me being practical.
That is the practical, pragmatic, logical conclusion is that if you're going to engage with a corrupt, upside-down, inside-out, bullshit political system and imagine it's going to somehow untangle itself and straighten itself out, why would that happen?
How is that going to happen?
We have dozens of MPs, according to former directors of our head of national intelligence, are straight up purchased by foreign hostile enemy nations.
Hostile enemy nations.
Those are the words he used.
Dozens, maybe up to 50, he said.
He doesn't know.
It's at least 12, could be up to 50. And you're like, let's have an election?
Dude, there is not a little bit.
Ottawa is rife with treason.
Not hyperbole.
Real capital T death penalty treason.
Canada doesn't have the death penalty anymore.
I think we should.
I think we should have it specifically for treason.
There's no greater crime.
You're talking about betrayal trauma.
You've taken all your responsibilities and everything we've given you in the interest of you're going to look out for us, right?
You're going to, and you were just like, yeah.
And you just rode that surfboard straight into China or India or Tel Aviv or whoever bought you, whoever's filling your pockets, maybe all three, at the expense of the people that put you there.
That's treason.
That's high treason.
And if you're found guilty of doing that, I absolutely, unflinchingly believe you should be put to death.
You should be put to death.
Not only because of the outrageous betrayal of your own people that has caused, I don't know how many deaths.
Every increase in unemployment increases death.
Every increase in poverty increases death.
So we're losing jobs and we're losing money because of corruption.
It's going overseas.
They're facilitating that.
Absolutely.
They're causing death.
Absolutely.
How much death did stay home, stay safe cause?
Where's the justification?
Where's the investigations?
Where is any of it?
Just ignore it, bro.
We're just going to have an election, bro.
Are there 50 of you taking money from foreign countries?
Yeah, but don't worry about it, bro.
We're just going to do the things, bro.
Let me make a YouTube video about it, bro.
I don't like hearing those diagonal guys.
It's too black pills.
No, I'm living in reality, sir.
Where are you?
What cloud are you floating along in?
What drugs are you taking?
I've taken the drugs in my day, and I don't know.
I've never had anything that good that made me that delusional.
I've never been on hallucinogenic drugs or anything that I've taken that has made me that delusional.
Even in a totally inebriated state, I would still maintain, no, the political system is a corrupt.
There's no, it's a rotten casino.
It's a corrupt casino that you think you're going to work for, become the CEO of, and then you're going to fix everything.
You're not the owner.
You're never going to be the owner.
So what are you doing?
It's doomed to fail.
You're heading down a, you, look, you took the off-ramp.
You know, I'm doing my politics, bro.
Like, the bridge is out.
That road goes down a hill and over a cliff where there's no bridge.
The end.
And you're like, yeah, but just trust me for some reason this time.
No, it won't.
It won't.
You're coping.
You're just coping.
There's no reason to believe that.
None.
Show me.
They don't tell me I'm a liar.
They just say I'm an extremist.
We're just extreme.
We're just crazy, unhinged, you know, PTSD.
How disrespectful is that to say?
I'm sorry.
I'm still alive and I'm doing quite well.
Coming from a segment of society that typically isn't, a lot of my friends are dead.
So for you to suggest that I am the way that I am because I'm just mentally, I have a mental illness that is a disorder.
I don't have a disorder.
I have betrayal trauma.
That's very different.
I was stabbed in the back, deliberate reference, stabbed in the back by our own people, by our own state and traitors within our government and foreign hostile nations stabbed me in the back and tried to kill me and did succeed in killing a lot of my friends so they could get rich.
And you have the audacity to suggest it's because I'm mentally ill.
You're a coward.
That should be a mental illness.
Cowardice is a mental illness.
It occurs inside your head and you made the decision not to act on what you know is right because you're a coward.
You're the one that's mentally ill, not me.
Crazy, man.
All right, let's finish these chats and I got to get out of here because we're, you know, it's still early though, you know?
Is Morgan even home yet?
If she's not, we'll do, we're doing overtime.
We're doing overtime.
I might stay a little longer.
I missed you guys, but I don't want to.
I'm getting all these messages now.
Why is it like this?
Oh, oh, she is home.
Since just now.
Okay, we'll see.
We got to wrap it up.
Pile of messages.
We got a little while longer.
I think she's just sitting outside.
You know, she's doing that thing.
I wonder if she's listening.
I already know what she's doing.
Yeah.
If you're like, how do you know she's home?
She would tell you herself.
You know, I used to think this was weird, but now I'm like, no, this is just something sketchy people do.
Because I think my, I don't want to out anybody, but I know a couple other people that, you know, they have relationships I really respect.
I think they're very healthy and, you know, good together and happy together.
And they have, yeah, they have apps on their phone that tell them where the other one is all the time.
And it's like, so if anything happens to you, I know where you are.
I love you and I care about you and I don't want you to get hurt or lost or like at least know where you were last seen.
Like if you have that ability, wouldn't you want that?
If you had the ability to know where your kids were all the time, wouldn't you want that?
At least until they're 18 and they can consensually say, no, I don't think.
But I'm not stalking you.
I'm, it's, it's out of, it's out of a concern and a love.
And I want to keep make sure you're safe.
And like we were, you know, getting arrested and all this kind of stuff.
So it's like, we should, it would be nice if we could know.
So like for our both of our mental state of mind and peace of mind, it's like, yeah, absolutely.
And there's people like, oh, I would never let her know where I was all the time.
Why?
Is it because you're screwing around?
That's, that's 99 times out of 100.
That's the reason why somebody doesn't want to commit to something like that.
It's because I, I did, well, I plan on cheating on you and doing things and going to places I'm not supposed to be at.
And, you know, oh, I've done drinking.
All right.
I just saw you at the liquor store or whatever it is.
Like, oh, you're not gambling.
You're just at the casino.
Whatever it is, right?
It's harder to lie.
So I embrace that.
I'm like, no, good.
I would rather, I'm, I'm.
Anyway, I wonder if anybody out there still thinks it's crazy.
I remember when it was first kind of introduced, it did seem like a little manipulative.
And there's probably guys that want their girls to do that and not the other way around.
And it's like, I just want to know where you're at all the time.
Yeah, that's just sinister.
That's not a.
It's got to be a two-way thing, right?
Anyway, that's how I know that she's outside.
Anyway, she's sitting there and she's doing what all of us do.
When we come home after a long day of work, whatever, we park the car and because we're addicted, we go, and then we, and then we doom scroll.
And the next thing you know, it's been 45 minutes.
You've been sitting in the driveway.
And then they'll look up and I'm standing there like, how long have I?
So we'll stay until she's done doom scrolling.
I don't know how long that'll be.
Could be days.
I don't know.
I don't know how good Instagram is right now.
Instacrack, I don't know.
Octosteen says, the ocean hole is hungry.
We can feed it.
Oh, we've got some food for the ocean hole.
It's got a big appetite.
The ocean hole is a unique facet of our little empire.
He's a hungry boy, and he wants to eat.
So we have to feed him, and we have to feed him a lot.
And I know just the place.
It's got a big brown building in Ottawa.
Dinner time!
Intrusive thoughts is what did Philip say about the Israeli pager attack?
Most peaceful terror.
Dude, I know I missed a lot of this stuff.
Mental.
They leveled an entire neighborhood in Beirut to kill the Hezbollah commanders, and they've decapitated the whole thing.
Let that be a lesson to you.
They posture like they're going to attack Hezbollah and the area.
Oh, we're this time.
They never do shit.
They do a minor gesture, like empty threats, basically, and they don't really do anything.
That's where it gets you.
If you're either get ready to fight for real and commit, or don't play the fucking game.
You want to play games and act like, but you're not going to be that guy.
You're just going to get everybody killed.
And they waited and they hummed and hawed and they sat around and they watched the entire genocide of Gaza take place.
They watched it all happen.
They didn't do anything.
They didn't invade.
They go, oh, you better stop that or what?
What the fuck are you going to do about it, Hezbollah?
Nothing.
And then they wiped out their entire command structure.
They killed their number one, two, three.
I think they killed the top 10% of their organization in one day.
So now there's no command and control.
There's no contingency plans.
Nobody knows what to do.
And Israel has now invaded Lebanon as of a few hours ago.
So they're on the ground, invaded another fucking country, and we're paying for that.
And the Canadian troops, a week ago, were put on a 48 hours notice to move.
To do what?
Humanitarian evacuations.
So we knew this was going to happen.
That's our role.
That's the Canadian forces role in World War III.
If everyone's wondering what we're going to do, primarily civilian evacuations.
That's all we have the capacity to do anyway is bitch work.
We have a handful of light infantry that we can use to like do kind of stuff like that.
Minor security on low level.
Like that's really it.
We don't really have a military.
Oh, that was.
Did it disconnect?
No, it didn't.
Anyway, so, but they knew.
They were already told, like, our whole, we're all working, we're all marching to the steppe of Israel right now.
So they're going to be, they're on their way, if they're not there now, and they're going to be evacuating Canadians from Lebanon and piles of refugees.
Where are they coming?
Probably Toronto.
Probably Calgary.
Probably Montreal.
And they're going to join the Palestinian protests and oppose your government.
And all of it is because you got to make the Jews happy.
You got to be nice to the Jews, right?
Makes sense.
Nothing I'm saying is untrue.
All of it's totally true and easily provable.
And extremism is just create reasons not to listen to me.
Don't fight the argument.
Don't disprove it.
Don't show the other side of it.
Just censor, block, delete, and jail, right?
Right?
Just put him in jail.
You're this big.
You're that big.
You're that big.
Jen Steen says, dripping's gummy, Javi.
We love you, Morgan.
Yeah, we do.
We all do.
Yeah, they're a terrorist country and they're scum.
Unlucky Irish chicks says, I've got two random fun questions.
Well, all right then.
Let's play a game.
Do I have a...
I need a game show here.
Unlucky Irish chick says, I've got two random questions.
Who wins the fight?
10-year-olds?
No, aids.
10 10-year-olds or 100, 100-year-olds.
10-10-year-olds don't break easily at those age, and he just got the energy to fight anyone, let alone children.
Number two.
Could you beat Tom Cruise in a fight?
No one's got fights on the superpower.
Are we fighting fair or not?
Are we There, that's my no, that's enough.
That's enough of that.
Those are random questions.
All right, let's get out of here shortly.
What else?
Is there anything else I wanted to a couple of things?
We covered that.
We covered that.
I mentioned this a little bit earlier, but you know, that's how crazy it is.
Cosmo, bless his soul.
He tried for years because this started a few years ago.
I remember four years ago, maybe.
Barbara Perry's a government expert on extremism, and she said there's 300 foul-right groups.
Oh, can we see the list?
No.
Do you know why they won't show it to you?
It's because it doesn't exist.
What possible reason is there?
These people are so dangerous that we can't tell you who they are.
We know who they are.
We know where they are.
We know how many there is.
We just can't say, though.
Secret.
Barbara Perry's secret.
Barbara Perry's secret is that she's had a gym membership for seven years and never gone once.
That's her real secret.
Her secret is that she's an expert in high-calorie diets.
If you're wondering if I'm suggesting that she's a giant big fat lady, yes, I am.
That is correct.
You should go see.
Just take a look at her if you can.
That's not an expert on anything.
But they've been given incredible amounts of money from Public Safety Canada to come up with this nonsense, which justifies their laws.
And you're not even allowed to see the evidence.
So Ontario's privacy commissioner has sided with them and said keeping it secret is what we're going to be doing.
So that's great.
Despite her initial promises to make the list public, Perry has so far failed to disclose even a single group on the list.
Well, we know we're one.
So take me.
So there's 299.
So technically, I mean, we can all pretty much assume, right?
What else is there?
What's Pat King doing?
Whatever him and those, they're on there.
This is 298.
Probably a couple of airsoft clubs.
295.
I'm already running out of Kevin J. Johnson and Ed Jamnasek.
Maybe the two of them.
Is that a hate group?
Yeah, that's a hate group.
294.
What you're suggesting is insane, Barbara.
You're not a credible person.
You're a complete fraud.
You're a complete fraud.
And you're defrauding the Canadian public for hundreds of thousands of dollars, by the way.
$396,000 we paid for this secret list on extreme.
Cool.
Good stuff.
Thank you.
Right?
You know, it's all just part of HIIT.
It's all part of why it hit.
Well, did you know that the European Council on Foreign Relations?
Yeah, those guys, CFR, aren't they great?
Published a report titled Welcome to Barbieland, European Sentiment in the Year of Wars and Elections.
In it, senior policy advisor and fellow or author Pavel Zirka discussed how Europeans could change Europe to benefit globalists.
Zirka noted that non-white and Muslim people have been misrepresented everywhere, specifically in politics, adding that as a result of that, they felt alienated.
The report's author blamed the far right.
I see.
I see.
Far right parties appear to be on the rise almost every state.
Yeah, because people have had enough.
But according to him, according to Pavel, the expert, a colleague of Barbara's in the big, fat, dope world of expertism, trust the science, stay home, stay all of that.
Experts, guys.
According to them, and according to him, the European Union, Council on Foreign Relations, the European Union is xenophobic because it is, quote, too white.
Oh.
So there's just too many white people.
That's what's wrong.
I thought that was a conspiracy, Barbara.
I thought that was a conspiracy, wasn't it?
He just said...
He just said...
Hmm.
Let's...
It's a little disappointing, you know?
I mean, now what?
You know?
They're just, dude, don't listen to them.
They're gaslighting.
Like, they're just racist.
Just tune them out.
They don't matter.
You matter, your family matters, and your people around you, your friends, your community.
That's real.
That's what matters.
Pay attention to them.
Help them.
Benefit them.
Be of service to them.
Be strong for them.
Help them be strong for themselves and each other.
That's what you should be doing.
Pay no attention to the enemy.
Pay no attention to these goblin freaks.
Pay no attention to the critics.
Pay no attention to these idiot losers in the arena.
I love the Teddy Roosevelt.
Was it him?
Talking about the man in the arena risking everything.
He's out there, glory and defeat, the whole thing.
And there's people out there that just sit in the stands and talk.
They don't matter because you're not in there.
You don't matter.
You're just somebody doing this.
You're not contributing to anything.
You're not affecting anything.
You have no influence anywhere.
You're just doing this.
It's like crabs in a bucket.
That should be Canada's national flag.
I've told a few people I've been talking to recently on the side.
You'd probably be surprised.
I wonder if the government was surprised when they got a hold of my phone, like who I talked to and who I know.
They're like, oh, really?
Interesting.
I never would have thought.
More friends than you think.
But luckily, the whole get-whitey plot is not real.
It's just being repeated at every level of major policymaking in the world.
But it's not real.
But it is, but it's not.
But it is.
But it isn't.
Depends on who's saying it.
If it's coming from a far-right, it's total bullshit and it's total hate-mongering.
If it's coming from left-wing communists tail-bent on eating white People, babies, then it's a good thing.
Not only is it happening, it's a good thing.
So, pick which joy, pick your camp, you know.
Preposterous.
This place is stupid.
Um, all right, we gotta get out of here in a minute.
I gotta find a way to wrap this up here.
I have some thoughts.
I had a thought ones.
Playing that music, I had to run and uh run and run and go take a leak.
First time in years that I've done that, that I haven't been able to sit through the whole thing and not have to get up.
Drink a fair amount of water, though.
I'm just getting old.
310 says, skipped my super, huh?
I'm working hard here.
No, I told you, I've mentioned this.
We're skipping things.
And it was about Mayo.
It's pointless.
Plum Groiper says, it's crazy to fathom living around isn't real right now, right?
Imagine being in a grocery store buying bread and fish and random people just start exploding from bugged pages and phones.
That's what a war zone is, man.
That's what they live in.
You want to blame them for acting crazy?
You've been torturing them and murdering them for years, and now you're mad that they just won't die quietly.
That's what they're bad about because they're not going to stop.
They're not going to relent.
They're not going to give up.
They're not going to stop.
Even how much you apologize and kneel and grovel, they'll just pat you on the head and say, good slave.
But you're still going in the hole.
You'll just go in last.
You're still going to get it.
There's no mercy.
They're the enemy.
There's no appeasing.
You're never going to come to any kind of terms.
They want you dead and they think it's funny.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Make sure I didn't miss any of these.
Any of these chats?
Got you, got you.
And then that's it.
And then I'm shutting them down.
I'm not reading anymore for the rest of the evening because it's late and I've been going too long.
But I've been gone a while, so I feel like an extra 45 minutes is not going to hurt anybody.
And it's still technically early for me.
But that was the point of me pushing it to the left.
That was the whole point.
I wanted to go to bed a little bit earlier.
Because I'm old.
I'm just tired of being up till three, four.
You know, it just you got to do some post stuff.
And then I like to wind up.
I like to read or watch something or, you know, and talk to her.
So we're up.
We're all, we're both night owls, right?
But you got to, you got to get, you got to control it as much as you can.
I'm a creature of the night, you see.
I want to be up to in the nighttime hours.
Because my victims are sleeping, unsuspecting that I'm in the bushes, yes.
This is mind-boggling to you, yeah.
I saw a great macho man clip earlier and I just kick it out of my head.
Oh, yeah.
The ultimate warrior.
It was like the ultimate warrior.
They had it.
The two of them were together.
You just can't further limit.
It's mind-boggling to you.
Yeah.
He was.
That was.
Bless those guys, man.
They were just willing to act silly and crazy, like just to entertain people and just put their bodies through crazy punishment.
And think of the fans.
Who's wrestling fans?
Mostly kids.
Mostly kids.
So you're like a badass kids.
You're like Mr. Rogers, but on steroids, literally.
You're, what do you do?
I entertain the youth and I give them something to look forward to and I give them something to enjoy.
And I, you know, that's, that's a very noble thing to do.
And it's incredibly gotta be one of the hardest jobs, man.
Working like 345 days a year, getting slammed through tables every night.
Every night.
Doesn't matter.
Take the painkillers.
Get out there or you're out of a job.
You know, I don't think it's that bad these days.
It's a massive business now, but dude, in the 90s and the 80s, even the two things, some of the stories they have, if you're any way interested in it at all, I highly recommend it.
The McMahon series, it's very good.
And the whole, just, I just, I could sit and listen to The Undertaker tell war stories, you know, from the wrestling forever, dude.
They're all just so crazy, just as a man.
Wrestling was interesting to me when I was a kid because of the storylines.
And now I find it, because I'm like, you know, he's like, I'm going out there, man.
I just had a hip replacement and I'm taking all these pay.
I can't even see.
I can't hear.
I am screwed up, you know?
And he comes in and he hits me with the, now I've got a concussion and I don't know where I am.
I'm just like stadium full of 40,000 people and he's just badly, badly injured.
Like, I got to climb this thing and my hip's gone.
And I'm just like, dude, how did you, incredible.
Why?
Because it's because of the love of the game.
You got to respect that level of passion.
Somebody's willing to put themselves through that level of pain and suffering for other people, for amusement, for, you know, and it's like, oh, they get paid good money.
Not that good.
Not really.
Better these days, but go look at, dude, they were doing this for like 50 bucks a night in a lot of cases.
$100, $200.
You're going to jump off, you're going to throw yourself 35 feet off a structure through a pile.
Oh, yeah, 200 bucks.
I might all risk death.
You know, sometimes people do die.
Anyway, take your vitamins.
Yeah.
Oh, that was Hogan, right?
Yeah, brother.
Hogan was, it was all, it was all fun.
It was all great, you know?
They all want to knock it down.
And there's a lot of that, too.
A lot of people were just coming at Vince.
And when you watch the series, if you do, there's a particular journalist that's obsessed with him.
And it's basically his Evan Belgord.
He's just this little weasel bitch man that's like, oh, it's so inappropriate.
And they get away with everything.
He's just obsessed with him.
And I guarantee, like, he's this little weasel of a man versus Vince, who's just bigger than life.
He didn't give a damn.
He did whatever he wanted, good and bad.
But I guarantee you, though, Weasel Man, I don't even care to remember his name, Pushnik or something.
I guarantee you that if I could put a button in front of you and you could push it right now and trade your entire, you're going to be Vince McMahon.
You're going to trade places.
You're going to be Vince McMahon now.
You would do it in an instant.
Instantly.
No one will ever know.
There'll be no judgments.
You can just push it like Cypher in the Matrix and just boom, new life.
You're going to be him.
You would do it.
You're so jealous of him.
He's such a, like, even if he is a piece of shit, even with that included, Vince McMahon will always be a far superior man as a life form in every way to a little weasel like that who's just morally grandstanding.
Like, I wouldn't be surprised.
This guy's probably cheated on his wife.
Maybe he touches.
I don't know.
Like so many people have so many dark, terrible secrets.
I don't care what they're, I don't care what uniform you're wearing, I don't care where you work, I don't care how much money you got or how big you think you are.
I'm just always looking at you like you snort pills, don't you?
You know, don't yeah.
Uh, where's Freeland at?
Me and Ferry were talking about her earlier.
It's like she's tweaking all day long on Adderall or something like that.
Some kind of, you know, disappears for months at a time.
What's going on with that?
Like, oh no, that's my favorite guy.
If they were in your life as a regular, as a peer, as a regular person, this is just, that's not the finance minister.
That's just your friend Christia.
That's just somebody who lives across the street.
She's a train wreck dude.
She's frequently drunk.
She's always tweaking on pills.
She's messed up.
She's talking crazy nonsense.
If she didn't have the influence and authority, the office that she holds now, they're not impressive people is what I'm saying.
They're nobody to be impressed by.
They're just pathetic.
And, you know, whatever you're imagining is probably worse.
They're probably worse.
Jen Steen.
That's the last one, Jenstein.
Only because you're so nice.
Thank you very much, man.
He says, shut up, faggot.
Oh, well.
Yeah!
We got to let him.
We got to let him get.
I mean, he's got to be allowed to say it.
We've held the audience pretty well all night.
The gods are with us.
I think they are.
Macho Man was the best personality.
Yeah.
Yeah, he was pretty good.
They were all good, man.
There's a lot of good ones.
Your husband would love that.
You guys should watch it together.
It's really, it's just a good story.
Even if you're not into wrestling, if you're just into personal drama and crazy, he's going to battle the government in court.
And they're like, dude, Vince was like, they're like, hey, just sign this.
Say you're guilty of this minor offense.
You'll have a criminal record, but you're not going to do time.
You'll pay a minor fine.
And that's it.
And he said, fuck you.
He risked 10 years in prison.
He risked it rather than sign that.
He's like, no, you make me a son of a bitch.
And he went to court and they went to the whole trial.
And he had to sit there and read the verdict and like, not guilty.
He's like, oh, but he was like, never.
He fought the federal government.
He won.
Like, it's not impossible.
Everyone asks, oh, you must be feds.
Oh, if you win, you're a fed.
And if you lose, like, it's, you can't please these idiots, man.
They're so demoralized.
They can't imagine that there's a superior man, the version of them that could do the things they could never do.
That's how small they are.
They've never gotten big enough as a man of their own to grow tall enough.
And I'm speaking metaphorically, of course, in your spirit.
They've never gotten big enough in their spirit as a man or woman to rise high enough to see the other people around you, to see that there's people beneath you, which there is.
And there are people that are gigantic, huge.
They've never even built themselves up to that level.
So they can't even believe when you tell them, dude, there are giants of men out there that are just, their spirit is indomitable.
Like they are unstoppable.
You have to kill them to stop them.
They'll go through anything.
They just never stop.
They're like the Terminator.
And they're just like, no, it's never, those are feds, bro.
No, that's just, because you can't even fathom it.
The idea, how, do you want to talk about black pilled?
That's black pilled.
Your black pill is you're saying that heroes don't exist.
I'm not calling Vince McMahon a hero.
I'm saying the idea that there can be a great man, a great person out there that is inspiring and you really look up to and go, holy shit, and that is just better than us.
Trying harder, giving more, sacrificing.
I mean, the Bible people, isn't that your whole idea?
You have the basically, you're perfect guy, right?
Gonna talk about black pilled.
There's no such thing as anybody.
There's nobody anywhere ever that could ever, like, you shut up.
Shut up, you loser.
You fucking loser.
See, when I, I'm not a hater, dude.
I, haters are the biggest losers in the world.
I have opponents who I attack regularly, and they're way bigger than me.
They're the RCMP.
I can't even see how tall they are.
They're a very powerful, massive organization.
The federal government, you've got CCs, you've got the media, you've got all these, all this.
And they're down here tugging at your sock, like, pay attention to my fucking 12-man stream.
I'm like, fuck you.
Stomp, stomped right on the head.
Crunch.
You tiny worm.
Go away.
When I see people that I admire, that are bigger than me, and I think good for them.
I'm so happy for them.
I'm glad to see them succeeding.
Why wouldn't I?
I like them.
I'm, you know, good.
Yes.
We need more of that.
And then I think, how can I do better?
I want to get closer to where they're at.
But I don't know.
I'm a healthy, self-confident man without any extreme mental illnesses and on pills or anything.
That's, I mean, you'll have to consult the experts for their psychological analysis, of course.
Maybe it's on the one of, maybe it's on another one of Barbara Perry's secret documents.
We're going to pass a law explaining why we have to put Mr. McKenzie in prison and there's all this brain.
Oh, trust us.
He's completely insane.
Can we see it?
No.
But trust us, bro.
Okay, fair enough.
Rubber stamp.
Throw him in jail.
Welcome to Canada, guys.
That's how it rolls here.
I know you may not believe that.
Some people do because they've seen it.
And more are going to find out.
We're going to find out pretty soon.
Now, one last thing I want to talk about before we leave because it's four hours, boys.
What are you doing to me?
I'm just used to being here later, so it doesn't seem like we've done it.
It has been too much.
Okay, two things.
Two things.
Timing and momentum, I'm going to talk about for a few minutes.
And then the other thing is Triple H. If I get lost, like somebody's like, what did I, what?
What was I said?
What was I going to say?
Because I'm, look, I'm trying to learn from my past.
I'm trying to set up goalposts and way markers for myself so that I don't get lost in the wilderness of my own insane thoughts.
It's what I got to do.
You people are making me do this.
I got a great quote from him from that.
I love that series.
It was so great.
But he was another guy I respect a ton.
He's like super clean, doesn't drink, doesn't do draw.
He's just a wholesome family guy, like despite his, you know, how he's come up.
But he's a, you know, by everyone that I've ever heard from that knows him, like, he's a great guy.
And there's a lot of guys like that.
And I find that's not uncommon.
If you're in a world where there's men who operate as a fraternity, a brotherhood, where you got to look out for each other, you got to make sure, you know, which they had to do.
And there's kind of like a chief character.
There's a guy that runs the locker room.
Like there's a top guy, right?
There's a hierarchy.
It's a men's fraternity.
It's a group of men.
This naturally develops whether you want it to be there or not.
And in groups of men that regularly engage in very intense, dangerous physical conduct where they got to look out for each other.
And when I say, look, when they're in the ring with each other, the whole thing is to not hurt each other.
That's the whole point, ironically.
So you got to go to great care.
And, you know, they care about each other.
That's a very wholesome environment.
You're basically going into dangerous work areas to entertain children while making sure you don't hurt each other and you're making sure everybody's okay and you're taking care of each other and you're giving each other drives and you're giving each other trading.
You know, you need a painkiller.
Do I got to guys like that?
It's not uncommon that they're very, they're humble.
They've been through a lot and it's humbled them a lot and they're just, they're just good people.
They've had near-death experience.
A lot of these guys have nearly died.
They've had either heart attacks or they've had the guy's had to have his chest open, cut open a couple times.
Not old either, like in his late 40s.
He's nearly died.
So all this stuff, it's hard.
I admire people like that that can just keep going through.
They just keep difficult, difficult.
The guy tore his quad, like a huge muscle in your leg.
It had to be a hamstring, I think, something.
Or he tore both of them.
I think McMahon did once.
And the show goes on and he's there, you know, limping around with a torn leg.
50,000 people came to this.
I can't, I'm in blinding pain, but I can't, I gotta pretend because there's a 13-year-old in the front row wearing my shirt.
He looks up to me.
He looks up to this character, this fantasy that I'm playing right now.
This is the highlight of his life.
And what if I'm going to cry because my leg hurts?
Yeah, it hurts, but I can tough it out because this is really why we're here.
That feeling, that connection, that's what this is about.
How can you not say it's not a noble profession?
Thank you.
Come back to that in a minute.
So I did mention earlier, and again, I'm not intensely, I'm not going to be calming down by a significant margin.
I don't think the content will change dramatically going forward.
All I'm saying is if you notice that I am a little, I'm a more restrained and I don't swear as quite as much or at all, that would be ideal.
It's intentional.
And I just think if it doesn't make it worse, it makes it better.
Because that's why.
See, I like this.
I just think out loud.
And oftentimes when I say, you know, you need time to think, this is what I'm doing.
I'm just doing it while talking through my own thoughts to you guys.
So I figure things out live all the time.
It's fun.
You guys are all turning, watching my wheels turn and my head is just crazy cogs in my eyes.
He's out of his spine, Philip.
Now I forgot what I was going to say.
And we got to hurry.
We got to get out of here.
It's getting late.
Right.
So, you know, I just, oh, it takes more skill, right?
Because I said earlier, it's harder, right?
And I didn't really, it is harder.
If to do it the same, to have the same results, but to do the, it's more difficult to do it the other way where you just don't go as nuts all as much.
You don't swear at all, like, but you get the same results, the same amount of views, the same, everything's the same.
Do that because that's better, because that takes more skill.
That's always, you know, better.
Takes more, takes more effort to a degree.
Or maybe I just got to mentally not, you know, like I said, it's intentional.
When I let myself just go, it's like, it's like driving your car and you're, you know, passing a guy and you maybe got to get up to 120, 30, 40 sometimes just to get around him.
You get in front and then you go back to a reasonable speed limit, you know, 125, you know.
But there's other times.
Guys, we've all, I've had a, you know, I'm going to sell my, I'm, I've decided I'm selling it.
I'm sorry, guys, but it's time.
It's just, I got bills to pay.
And I'm pretty sure I'm going to get killed by one of these goddamn, I've been, I don't know how many times I'm getting, I mean, I drive a pickup truck and I'm like, it's not safe out here, you know, driving around these places now.
And I just don't want to get paid.
I feel like I'm pushing my luck.
My dad was to say that as a kid, don't push your luck.
And I was always like, meaning he believed that there's a point where, I mean, you can be lucky, but if you just keep, you'll run out eventually.
Don't be grateful that you're lucky and be happy about that, but don't push it because then you're not grateful.
If you're pushing your luck all the time, you apparently don't respect and appreciate how lucky you are.
So maybe you need to be taught a lesson.
Don't worry, the world will find you a way to learn that lesson.
Maybe it looks like having your legs torn off because some idiot was texting and run you over.
I don't know.
But I always felt like it's risky and it's always been, I've almost been, there's been some sketchy times on that thing, right?
Everybody that's ever ridden bikes can tell it's, and I love it.
It is fun.
It's just not my whole life.
It's not my whole identity.
And I don't, and it's expensive to own, you know, I've paid it off and I'm like, I could probably get a fair amount for this and I should.
And I could put that towards something.
Maybe I could get some, buy some property and, you know?
So totally lost in the weeds again.
What was I going to say?
Something about the bike.
Speed limit.
Pushing your luck.
Right.
So mentally, like when I let myself go, it's like I'm speeding up and there's a point where, so you got like an open stretch on the highway, clear day.
There's nothing coming.
You can see in every direction.
Maybe we'll just open it up to 185.
You know?
Maybe we'll just and we'll just, whoo, it just, you know what you're doing.
And, but it's, is it crazy?
And is it kind of, yeah, it is, but it's, it's like, I'm just mentally just going to just let her go.
Just, you know, that, that restraint that's supposed to be listening.
No, we don't need to go past this limit.
That's the speed limit.
Woo!
That was me.
So it's at you, at your core, the volume turned up to 11. You know?
That was a great quote.
I'm glad he said that.
That really resonated with me.
It made a lot of sense to me.
So, like I said, I'm going to try to, it'll be mostly the same, I think.
I just, I want to be, I want to be more aware.
I've been pretty loose with it over the years.
And I'm really comfortable doing it.
And maybe I'm a little too comfortable is what I'm saying.
And I don't like that.
And I feel like it might help to just might take a little more skill.
So I don't know.
Just a personal challenge to myself.
Anyway, in saying that, you know, people always want to do the next thing.
What's the next thing?
What are we doing now?
Where are we going to go?
And maybe it's just me because I'm in like war mode.
We're in an indefinite struggle.
I don't think we're going to outlive this, guys.
I think this is going to consume our entire lives until, God willing, hopefully we're all old men and dying and dead.
And whoever's the last man out, turn out the lights.
You know, that would be ideal.
That's our best case scenario.
And then our grandkids, they're going to tear this place up because they don't give a shit.
These kids that are like 10 years old right now, Sherry and the guys are talking about that can confirm.
Like they are ruthless.
They're not having it and they're coming up different.
There's something wrong with them.
If you think we're far right, if we don't turn this around by the time, and they're called Generation Alpha, literally.
I think they're like under 16 or 15, something like that in that age range.
They're the most ruthless and right-wing people ever, I think.
Like polling-wise, they seem to be completely crazy and extreme.
I think that's a self-correcting mechanism.
I think the world is supposed to be like that on purpose.
You know, the youth are built to challenge the system.
The more extreme the system gets, the more extreme the youth become, maybe instinctually.
They don't even know why they're like this.
It's just the internal spirit of as, of us as a people, as a life form.
And our youth know that they have to test the fences, whatever those are, in any age and in any time.
And that's always how teenagers are, aren't they?
They're always pushing boundaries, testing the rules.
Why are they like that?
Why are they not just obedient?
Because they have to be.
Because it's their job to be.
Because if your entire culture and civilization can be toppled by a bunch of angry kids, it needs to be toppled by a bunch of angry kids so they can build something that isn't so flimsy, it's a miracle.
We're still alive.
That's why I believe it's nature.
And we've come so far down the road.
Nature is building generation after generation of successively more intense, more aggressive, more let's go kids.
So in everyone's best interests, we'd like to resolve this in the next 20 years if possible.
If it's not the case, oh, doggy dog.
I don't know.
You're going to be dueling with Road Warrior type shit.
I don't know.
But I think it's there.
And if they don't topple the fences, that means your structure is good, right?
They're the stress test of your society.
That's what the youth are.
And if you can't contain them, that's nature's way of saying it was too rotten and it had to go.
So don't fight.
I embrace that.
Why are all kids like this these days?
Nature, baby.
That's why.
That's why.
Look at the environment they're in.
And you ask me why they're like that?
Because they're thinking, living, amazing little beings.
I have three of my own kids.
And it's so crazy how much of their own personality that they have to just have from birth.
It's just genetically in there.
They're just like that.
All of my kids, there's just an energy about that.
They've been that way since they were a tiny baby.
Since they could first open their eyes and communicate with you at all, you can sense like a, and it develops as they become two years old, three years old.
They have a personality already, unique, distinct to them.
And it might be someone you recognize.
Like, you're just like, isn't that crazy?
No, it's beautiful is what it is.
It's possibly the most beautiful thing there is in all of life is to see you and your own family reproduced in a new generation of people and grow up and laugh the same way and walk the same way and cross their arms the same way, Whatever it is.
That's a.
That's a tremendously beautiful thing.
So I think our youth are built this way on purpose.
That's why they're like that.
It's why they're rambunctious, why they're always trying to break the rules because it's their job.
And it's your job as adults to build and maintain a healthy society for them to live in.
So when they're bouncing off the walls like little maniacs, bang, bang, boom, bouncing off the fences and testing the defense, nothing happens.
They wear themselves out, they calm down, and then they're like, all right, and they get a job and they, you know, get a family.
They get that.
That's the whole point.
That's your job.
So if you failed them, they will punish you.
It's your job.
And if you built them a flimsy playpen full of nonsense and genderqueer, you know, fake genocides and nonsense wars.
And if that's the world you've built for them to live in, successively, the worse, the grotesque, the more, the more offensive that world becomes, the more crazy they're going to become.
The more adverse to it, that's what it should mean.
The more averse to that world, you're going to be like this.
It's like putting magnets together.
The harder you push, the further away they go.
It's a self-correcting system and you can't defeat it.
It's impossible.
You cannot enslave us.
You have to kill us to a man.
And maybe they'll try that too.
If that doesn't work, they might.
But all I know is I'm here for it.
And a lot of people are.
And I know I'm dragging on.
I don't mean to, but it's been so long since I've been in here to pontificate like a psychopath that I just, I need to do it.
So, you know, and the people doing this, the worst offenders of this are like, they just, they can't, they don't understand timing and momentum.
There's people that are just on Wellington Street every day, they're just protesting every day, or I don't know where it is in Toronto, but it's every day.
And if it's every day, forever, all the time, and they're online, we gotta have another convoy!
Like, they're on Convoy 5, guys.
Did you know that?
Remember when we laughed at Convoy 2?
I'm sailing my show.
That was a shit show, right?
I was like, it's exactly like I said it would be.
They're on five now.
Like, there's been three other ones.
And I don't hate these people.
And I don't, I have to make fun of you, though, because otherwise it won't make sense.
Sorry.
I'm making an effort to be more of a human being.
It may have more long-term positive ramifications for all of us.
That's the only reason.
If I feel like much more ruthlessness is required, then it will be applied.
I'm saving it up.
So keep that in mind.
I'm just saving it up now.
I'm just going to pick a spot here deep in my stomach, and I'm just going to put my feelings in there and just never let him out.
Let him out, Louis.
Uncle Hank.
Have you ever tried not crying or something?
She said, she's like, what do you mean?
He's like, just push them down into your gut and never let them out.
Good, solid handkill advice, I say.
We need people that care about the country that are, you know, willing to do things.
Are a lot of them, some of them, mentally ill.
Oh, yeah.
Yep.
At least they're not Jeffrey Dahmer, though.
Right.
Of all the crazy things they could be obsessed with, I'm glad it's not killing people because that could be an option.
Anyway, and there's lots of other people trying, they're always trying to, you know what I mean?
They're always trying to do something, cause a new, and, you know, they probably, that's probably their purpose too.
It's like the type of person that's like, I'm gonna, I'm gonna plant a hundred seeds and hope that one of them, I'm just gonna do everything.
Eventually something's gotta work, you know?
Maybe that's, maybe that's you, who you are as a person.
Maybe you're supposed to be that way.
Who am I to judge?
Like, look, I can't really, I cannot judge eccentric people because I am one.
I'm fully aware of that.
I was laughing to Morgan.
I was like, if I was describing me to someone else, I would sound crazy as fuck.
Who is it?
Well, he lives in this barn.
And like, not a good start already, right?
What?
Oh, he's a retired military guy and he lives in a barn.
And he just screams at people on the internet.
He's got this goat that he talks to.
I'm already like, we're in Buffalo Bill territory, you know?
I'm aware.
I am aware of how it looks.
I just don't care because I know what matters, what doesn't matter.
I know I have my own set of rules in my world.
And, you know, I'm doing way fucking better than you.
So, you know, I'm going to run my machine, you run yours, and we'll just anyway.
I'm just, you know.
It's going to be weird people doing weird stuff.
That's that's the that's the other part of our nature as a people.
Our creative people are always a little crazy.
There's some examples I could think of.
I mean, there's always, again, they're always, there is no, there's not going to be any character, heroic character that pops up that's just amazing and perfect.
And this just doesn't just doesn't exist.
They're not real.
Only real people can do real things.
And real people are flawed and have problems and have vices and make terrible decisions and do horrible things.
And we all do.
So if that's your problem, I'm being as honest and as straight as I can.
If that's your problem with someone or with each other or with me or whoever it is who otherwise they could be your friend or they could be helping you or they could be, let it go.
We don't have time.
They're crushing us.
And everybody's playing crabs in a bucket.
Why are we fighting?
Why is everybody fighting each other?
Some of these people needed and deserve to be shouted down because they're just bad actors and self, you know, psychopaths.
And we can't have them around.
You got to weed the garden, boys.
Circus isn't for everybody.
But as for the most people, man, it's just, it's so crazy to me that we've lost the plot collectively as a people, not me, but we've lost the plot if what you're spending your time doing is fighting with another fellow peer Canadian at your income level.
We're basically in the same shitpile and you're just throwing shit at each other back and forth.
I've never, my only primary focus has been throwing things upstairs.
I'm trying to break windows on the top floor of the prison and build some kind of a ladder.
And you're down there like kicking the legs out from everybody and stealing other people's prison rations.
You know, it's like, the fuck is wrong with you?
Are you that small?
You must be.
Anyway, carry on.
Those of us that are that are big enough, I mean, I don't care, guys.
I don't care.
We've got massive, immense problems.
I'm interested in talking to the people that understand what that means and where that's going and how we can, you know, what we can do today, this week, this month to move in the right direction.
And that's it.
Everybody's always wanting the next state.
We got to do this.
We got to do that.
We got to.
It doesn't work that way.
There's timing and momentum.
There's energy to the world.
It's hokey and it's weird, but it's real.
You can't just go out tomorrow and just make this crazy situation blow up.
I've lived through a few of these now personally.
I don't know exactly why, but it's A repeating formula.
And I think if you can capitalize on timing and momentum, I think you can make way more of an impact.
One example, I only really need one.
And we got to get out of here, but this will sell it.
This will make sense.
Omar Cotter, you guys remember that?
First of all, he was a timely topic.
It was something people were interested in.
The recent settlement payout, he got a $10.5 million.
A lot of people were not okay with that.
A lot of people were upset with that.
It was in the news.
He was a known trade.
Like it was a fresh, recent thing, and people were still hot about it.
Number two, I happened to just been starting my little shit talking career around this time.
That was a topical thing.
As I said, I was talking about things that were kind of on the, on the minds of people at the time, and that was one of them.
So I'm now engaged.
It's on my mind.
It's part of my work.
I'm talking about it.
I'm thinking about it.
It's in my head.
Number three, now out of the blue and never again, and nowhere else, specifically that man, Omar Cotter, is coming to a college to speak 10 minutes from where I live.
So timing and momentum presents opportunity.
Now that I'm in gate, I can go down there with my background, my credentials.
We're the same age.
Like, oh, he's a child solid.
We're the same age.
And I'm just going to, I figured something, there's a timing and there's a momentum to this.
You can't just make it.
The convoy didn't just blow up.
It was the result of a pile like gears in a clock, everything just shifting into the right place and at the right time and at the right moment.
It was ripe.
It was ready to go.
All you had to do was push it.
A lot of little things have to happen first, but it's like trying to harvest resort.
It's not harvest time.
You're trying to eat the corn.
It's only been in the ground.
It's barely.
You can't just make these things happen all the time.
But if you know how to take advantage of timing and momentum, you can move the ball at appropriate moments in time.
And there are periods where there's just no juice in it right now.
But something could happen tomorrow.
You never know.
But in the meantime, I mean, guys, what I'm trying to say is stop stressing out.
Life's too short.
Are we going to win?
I don't know.
Do I think we have a chance?
Yes.
Is that enough?
For me, it is.
Even if I was assured right now that it is entirely hopeless, there is literally no point in resisting at all.
No logical, pragmatic, like you have no chance of success.
Let's pretend that's true.
I'm still going to do it anyway because now we're in legacy mode.
You've just told me I have terminal cancer is what you did.
You told me I have no future.
It's over.
You only have a limited amount of time.
What are you going to do with it?
I'm going to make sure that if we get destroyed, we are going to be the most difficult bug to crush in the history of humankind, that they're going to have to write books and movies and stories about it forever.
And then realize once we're gone, oh, no, we've destroyed what has kept us alive and we have doomed ourselves.
If that's our role in the story to play, I'm happy to play that.
We're all going to the same place anyway.
Oh, we're just going to wipe you out.
Okay, cool.
Have fun.
Have fun watching the world die.
Oh, you think Jessica?
Yeah, I do, actually.
Another debate for another time, but on a long enough timeline, guys, we're all going to the same place.
What are we doing with the time?
What are we here for?
What did you do with it?
Who were you?
What character did you play?
I was the faithful butler, you know.
I did whatever they wanted.
I even patted their bottoms.
I engaged in.
I let the dog fuck me because the master loved it.
I just humiliated myself to be a worthy, you know, a nice subject of the king.
That sucks.
I don't want to do that.
You know?
Everybody loves the movie Braveheart?
Yo, he dies at the end.
Like, yeah, but what a badass.
Those stories live forever.
And we've got that next generation to think about.
And the one after that, that is building active gas chambers in junior high school, it sounds like, by the sound of things.
They're just openly overwhelming their teachers, telling them to shut the fuck up while they recreate.
They're building gas chamber model.
They're doing whatever they want.
They will not be told what to do.
And by the time they're 25 and out of control, I'm going to be like, I'm in no position to stop them.
And who am I to oppose nature?
I ride the Cali Yuga, baby.
So if all the youth is like, we're just taking it all down, I'll be like, let's go.
Uncle Jay's in.
I'm with you guys.
Because that's the generation.
I mean, these are our kids.
You don't trust your own kids.
I'm not saying it.
If they prove to be more powerful than us, then that's what happens.
That's what nature wanted.
You know?
All we can do is do our best.
And I think the crazy, bloodthirsty little monsters, when they grow up, they'll recognize who was looking out for them.
I'm just, this is a survival plot, boys, because they're going to hang the traitors.
And I'm going to be like, no, Uncle Jay's got years of content.
Look, I've been on your team the whole time.
I've been swinging for you guys.
And they'll be like, okay, we'll let you live.
You're a good boomer.
I'm like, yes, thank you.
So this is for all the boomers getting upset.
This is how you do it.
All right.
You just win the respect of the younger generation.
And that way, listen, you know, they'll look out for you.
They'll respect you.
They won't let you die on the side of the road, living in a van dead by the river, which is a very real scenario for many people.
So, all right, we got to go.
I know I've said that many times, but it's time.
We got to get out of here.
You can't just make this stuff happen.
It has to be a part of the energy of your people.
And at that time, it was real.
It was novel.
It was new.
It was exciting.
It was all the pieces of everything was there.
The planets aligned, so to speak.
The gears, everything struck midnight.
He can't just make those things happen.
They have to come as a result.
It's like a complicated math process.
There's a whole bunch of other smaller problems you got to solve first.
And there's going to be another time.
But you just can't expect it to be every day.
So stop stressing.
Calm down.
It's going to be fine.
Ish.
Couldn't sell it.
We're always going to have problems.
It's always going to be a struggle.
It's always going to be a fight.
It is what it is.
There's no reason to be at each other's necks.
You're being selfish.
And I realize there's a lot of people that don't like me.
They don't like the things I've said, the things I've done.
Maybe they just don't like stories they've heard about.
They don't even know me at all.
They don't even know me at all.
I'm just one of many.
Shit's all locked up.
Come on.
Come on, computer.
I know.
See, the computer's not even used to this now.
It's like, come on.
I'll go to YouTube.
I'll just do that.
How are you locked up?
You guys wouldn't believe this thing.
You know, I've got rid of my last computer, right?
These guys do.
Yeah, now it opened up.
I blew it up with Tannerite.
I had it.
I didn't even do it myself.
I had people destroy it.
I put out a mob hit on my last computer and they sent me video.
You want all that?
I'll get the video.
I know who has it.
Sent me blown to pieces.
And they mailed, just like the mafia, because Daglon is a mafia.
That's what I'm saying.
It's all true.
They mailed me a piece of the GPU in the mail all blown up and half melted as like proof of the hit.
You know?
So I won't even, I'm too big to kill you myself.
You don't even warrant that.
You don't even worth that.
I'll just have you disposed of.
I'll have someone get rid of you.
They'll never find you.
You understand?
So when I open up the thing and I want it, you better make sure it's working.
I fart.
I fart.
How was that?
Was that all right?
I miss Vince.
I can't help it.
I can't.
I know he's a sexual psycho and he's potentially, but, oh, this, but he's so fun, though, in so many other ways.
Some of you feel guilty.
It's working.
We got to go.
I'm just sorry.
We're having a good time.
Oh, it's time, babe.
I'm coming.
It's going to be over soon.
Missed you guys.
Anyway, everybody needs to relax.
Everybody needs to calm down and everybody needs to recognize what's true here.
Because I, you know, took a timeout.
I was just kind of listening and watching.
And it's just, this is the metaphor I'd like to, I'd like to get everybody in an auditorium and just be like, oh, you know what?
They're all just tired, blah, blah, blah.
I want to just walk up on a stage and then shoot a gun in the air.
Everybody shut the fuck up.
What are you doing?
Honestly, what are you doing?
If you believe even 10% of what you're doing, of any of this, why aren't you doing what we're doing?
Why aren't you directing all of your efforts against the obvious enemy?
That's the only one for sure there can be no mistake is bad.
All right, listen, guys, our government's real bad.
All the politicians are dirty.
They're not, they're bad.
All of them.
We know the police are dirty.
CISA's, like, they're all up there.
It's all in the open, guys.
I'm asking you if you believe that if any of that is, if 10% of that story is true, why aren't you directing your efforts at that?
Because I'm telling you now, that's the only way if you're so worried about infiltrators and who's doing this and who's working for who.
Fair enough.
Fair enough.
I'm not asking you to put your life in somebody else's hands because that's kind of what happens when you group up.
If you fuck up, it could be everybody, right?
I understand that.
So I'm saying as a logic, pragmatic option, the only way you can be sure if you're not wasting your time is to just go right at the source, is to go right at the biggest target, the most obvious one, the state, and what they are doing, because they're the ones with all the power implementing this on people every single day.
That's the only one for sure you know is not on your side.
They beat the shit out of women and kids with horses and guns.
We watched them do it.
So what are you doing?
We have kids to think about.
They can't defend themselves from what's coming for them.
I don't want to waste my time.
I believe in this.
This isn't nonsense.
This is our lives.
This is our family.
I don't care.
I don't have time.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I love these people.
I need to do what I can to protect them.
I have to.
I can't waste it.
I can't be laying there at the end whenever it is, and going, I wasted so much time on so much stupid.
I can't live with that on my soul.
I won't do it.
Neither should you.
We all have kids.
Don't we all have people we love?
Isn't that why we're here?
Maybe did we lose the plot a bit?
If you're on this side, your intentions are hopefully in the right place.
Maybe we should be a little more patient with each other.
Thank you.
Not everybody over here is a lying snake, and it's gonna rises to the top.
Yeah!
Yeah!
Machumian.
Oh boy.
I know.
Macho man.
The green always rises to the top.
Yeah!
Won't matter.
The crabs in the bucket shit isn't going to work.
You know it.
I know it.
Everybody knows it.
Why are any of us doing it?
Why is anyone doing it?
That should be the only rule.
If I could implement one rule on the entire...
And you know what that looks like.
The only rule should be, don't shoot that way.
No matter what, no matter what.
Because that is the only way that we can be sure that all of the firepower we actually have is going the right way.
That's the only way we can be sure.
Because nobody's going to miss.
So anybody not doing that is suspicious to me.
I'm sure.
Why aren't you shooting at the monster, Roger?
I heard you said, Roger, the monster!
Just knocking.
It's like Sauron, Lord of the Rings, bodies are flying everywhere.
These people are texting each other.
I'm going to slap their phones.
What are you doing?
Pick up your gun.
Don't point it at me.
The monster.
Need I remind you.
Eight-legged freaks.
Weird hat, you know?
It's the only way.
It's the only way.
That should be the only rule.
Anyone that doesn't do that, suspicious.
And they want to lie to themselves.
You're just attacking people you're jealous of or people that annoy you.
Like, it's just a personal.
It doesn't fucking matter.
That matters.
That giant monster threatening to devour us all, I would say is probably the most thing that matters.
I think that's what we should all be concerned about.
Not your petty not that is so silly and so much.
Again, do I got to show you their pictures?
Do I need to do a Sarah McLaughlin scroll by, you know, fourth grade graduation photos of every kid from every small town in rural Alberta to make you go, oh yeah, like how much does this shit really matter to you?
This is gut check time.
Sorry.
Everyone listening should adopt the same attitude.
Go ask them.
You care so much.
What are you doing?
Seems like a waste of time and resources, wouldn't it?
Oh, these people are there and they work for them and I'm stopping.
There's no way you, even if that's true, there's no way you can prove any of that.
It's all just conject.
So the odds of you wasting your ammunition are at least 50%.
There's a 50%.
So at least every second round you fire is going to be completely off target and be a complete waste.
And we have limited ammunition.
If you shoot that way at the monster, 100% of your ammo is going to go on 100% on target every single time.
This is economy of firepower, Roger.
Why are you fighting me on this?
Do you want to win or do you want to die like an idiot?
Right.
Right?
So my own personal case, whoever your problem is with me that makes me worse than that, okay, is that who's worse?
The man who did it or the people that loved it.
Nice long one.
Very long.
Very epic.
Very based.
This is a new...
It's been years since we've done one of these long hauls, guys.
I've been keeping it in.
I've been keeping it in.
Way down.
Way down.
I had to get it out.
It had to come out.
I was backed up.
Phil was backed up.
We was backed up.
Weren't we, Phil?
Let it roll.
I'm unstoppable.
Let it roll.
Let it roll.
I'm unstoppable.
Let it roll.
He's unstoppable!
Don't even try!
He's got interdimensional powers!
What do you got?
What do you got?
Oh, you got a blog?
You got a blog about gangsta?
That's nice!
Look over there, though!
Go look behind you!
Seriously!
Just for a second!
I just want to see your face!
Please!
He's looking at it!
He's looking at it, please!
There's the screaming!
There we go.
Someone said you're feeling brave tonight.
Step up till you really want to cross the line right now.
Go ahead and try to take much more.
Let it roll, let it roll.
I'm unstoppable.
Let it roll, let it roll.
Thank you very much, guys!
Just gonna be home!
Miss you!
Hope you do!
We'll see you on the next one.
I gotta go.
It's been a long haul.
Hope you've enjoyed it.
I'm trying to make up for lost time.
You get a double header now, Omar.
Look at that!
Four hours and 42 minutes for the ramblings of an incoherent madman!
There we go!
I knew I'd remember it!
Thank you, Brave!
You always deliver!
Sometimes late!
Never on time!
Always on target!
That's what we shoot for here in the Aglon Mental Health Industries!
Thank you very much, guys!
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