Pearly Things - Pearl Davis - Dating Divorced Men Aired: 2025-12-24 Duration: 01:40:39 === Warm in Texas (06:49) === [00:00:05] Making my way downtown, walking fast, and I'm homebound. [00:00:12] Hold on, guys, one second. [00:00:14] Welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily here on the Audacity Network. [00:00:19] Guess what? [00:00:20] Guess what? [00:00:21] Hold on. [00:00:26] It is Christmas Eve and I'm in Texas this year. [00:00:31] And in Chicago, it's freezing. [00:00:34] But in Texas, it is warm. [00:00:39] I hope all of you Midwesterners are having a terrible time because I moved to Texas and I was miserable in the summers. [00:00:47] But right now, it's 80. [00:00:50] It's 80. [00:00:51] I hope you guys are having a terrible day. [00:00:54] I was just, I'm in a tank top. [00:00:58] I'm in a tank top because I'm warm. [00:01:03] I forgot to turn on my piano before the stream. [00:01:08] Hold on, hold on, hold on. [00:01:11] Here we go. [00:01:15] I hope you're having the worst day ever. [00:01:18] And I know, I think as your, as your host, I should be telling you to have a great day, right? [00:01:24] I mean, you guys are my supporters, my followers. [00:01:26] I should want what's best for you. [00:01:28] But today I just want to brag. [00:01:30] I was like, do you know what? [00:01:31] I'm in a tank top right now. [00:01:34] And I want to rub it in somewhere. [00:01:35] So I went live and I decided I'm going to rub it in. [00:01:41] You said, did I get rid of the bangs? [00:01:43] Do you know what's so crazy? [00:01:45] I have never gotten more comments on anything. [00:01:48] I used to have hair extensions down to here. [00:01:51] And the bangs have been more like people commenting. [00:01:55] They're still there. [00:01:56] It's just sometimes I brush them to the side. [00:02:01] I hope you're having a terrible day. [00:02:08] Cause I'm warm in Texas today. [00:02:14] I hope you're having a terrible day. [00:02:20] Cause I'm pretty warm in Texas today. [00:02:24] Oh. [00:02:28] Thank you. [00:02:30] Thank you. [00:02:31] Did I, the scale went up? [00:02:33] Actually, the scale kind of did go up. [00:02:35] Thanks for rubbing it in. [00:02:38] Well, it went down from yesterday. [00:02:39] I don't know how. [00:02:41] So I did kind of an extreme fast like two weeks ago. [00:02:46] a little too extreme but i was like i was kind of experimenting here um and then um the weight went up because i told you i drank And then yesterday I went to order, I ordered like takeout from a restaurant and I accidentally ordered it from like a really expensive restaurant. [00:03:11] I was like, I got a huge bill because I called and I didn't look. [00:03:15] And I was like, oh, wow. [00:03:17] But it was, it was a pretty good steak. [00:03:19] So I thought I was going to be fat today because I ate a lot of the bread that it came with. [00:03:29] It was so good. [00:03:31] And I'm at 162 this morning. [00:03:33] So I'm like, I'm really trying to get to 155. [00:03:38] That's my goal. [00:03:39] But I kind of have messed it up this week a little bit. [00:03:42] Do any other ladies in the chat like check your weight every day? [00:03:45] You know, men think about money and sex every day. [00:03:49] Women think about our weight every day. [00:03:51] You think you're, it's kind of surprising considering the obesity in America. [00:03:59] But we do think about it a lot. [00:04:01] And I'm really tired. [00:04:02] Stop telling me not to lose any more weight. [00:04:05] I'm going to lose more weight. [00:04:06] Like, I'm going to get to 145 whether it's the last thing I do. [00:04:13] Whether it's the last thing I do. [00:04:16] And then, do you know what I'll do? [00:04:20] There's no way I'm 162. [00:04:21] Do you think I'm fatter or thinner? [00:04:25] Are you saying I'm fatter or thinner? [00:04:27] I have a very athletic background. [00:04:29] Like, I think I have muscle, right? [00:04:30] I mean, I've been working out since I was 16. [00:04:35] But I want to get to, I should tone up. [00:04:39] All right. [00:04:41] All right. [00:04:41] Do you know what? [00:04:42] This is what, this is why I don't want to include you guys in my journey. [00:04:45] I'm doing the best I can. [00:04:49] But I want to get to 145. [00:04:53] I'm six feet. [00:04:54] I want to get to 145 just to see what I look like. [00:04:57] And then if I'm fat, like I used to be 200 plus pounds. [00:05:05] So like I can just gain it back. [00:05:07] It's like not that bad. [00:05:08] Do you know what I mean? [00:05:10] I'm tired of people telling me not to lose weight. [00:05:14] It's like, oh, I'm going to lose it. [00:05:15] I'm going to lose it so hard. [00:05:17] It just takes me. [00:05:18] I'm one of those people. [00:05:19] It takes me forever. [00:05:20] I mean, this took me years to get this thin. [00:05:26] I started this like five years ago and I was like 10 pounds a year. [00:05:30] This is the most un This is the most this is the most un ineffective way to do it like I would not I could tell you how I did it, [00:05:53] but you guys are men and I think men would want a faster way $50 super William you shouldn't have is this because I'm thin do 150 and call it good I don't think I'll look sick at 145. [00:06:09] My aunt's 145 and she looks good. [00:06:14] Oh I hope you're having a bad day because I'm here in Texas and I'm tanning today. [00:06:28] I hope that you are cold. [00:06:31] Wait. [00:06:31] I hope, I hope that you are cold because I am going to be that bold. [00:06:51] Oh my God, that was bad. === Missing Kitchen Dreams (14:46) === [00:06:54] Everything is better in Texas. [00:06:58] Is that good or bad? [00:06:59] Was that bad? [00:07:00] Sometimes I really try to go for it. [00:07:06] I need a vocal coach. [00:07:08] I guess you guys could be my coach, you know. [00:07:11] Everything is better in Texas. [00:07:16] Too bad. [00:07:16] I got one or two axes. [00:07:19] Look, i've only been here six months, but I do like it. [00:07:48] Give me a song. [00:07:50] We're going to freestyle today. [00:07:53] You want me to play the dad song? [00:07:55] You know, it's crazy. [00:07:56] still hasn't heard it you taught me to shoot my first basket You made us fifth grade conference champions. [00:08:15] I never cared about the fans. [00:08:17] I just love seeing you in the stands. [00:08:20] Long walks on the ride home. [00:08:22] Wait, no. [00:08:23] Long talks on the ride home. [00:08:25] I miss them when we're on the phone. [00:08:28] Cause not all girls get a dad like you. [00:08:33] And I'm so lucky that I have you. [00:08:38] Oh, there's no way I can never thank you for all of the things you helped me to do. [00:08:48] I'm so happy, blood's thicker than water. [00:08:53] Cause damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter. [00:08:58] I used to hate green eyes. [00:08:59] I wanted blue. [00:09:02] But now I love them because I look like you. [00:09:07] They say I ain't pretty, but I don't care. [00:09:10] Cause I got your smile and red hair. [00:09:12] When I look in the mirror, I see you. [00:09:16] Oh, not all girls get a dad like you. [00:09:22] And I'm so lucky that I have you. [00:09:26] Oh, there's no way I could ever thank you for all of the things you helped me to do. [00:09:37] I'm so happy, blood, it's thicker than water. [00:09:41] Cause damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter. [00:09:47] I'm so happy, blood, it's thicker than water. [00:09:51] But damn it, I'm so proud to be your daughter. [00:09:57] Woo, you know, stop it. [00:10:00] Stop. [00:10:01] The applause is crazy. [00:10:09] Stop. [00:10:11] If you guys put up a song in the chat, I can freestyle though to it. [00:10:17] And I actually have a song. [00:10:19] If one day I get married, probably not, right? [00:10:22] I don't know if it's in the cards for me with this choppedness, but you never know. [00:10:27] The idea would be, I always loved my last name. [00:10:36] Davis, it gives me part of the fame. [00:10:40] Course, it reminds me of you. [00:10:43] Like something, this is rough, but I think of the storyline first. [00:10:49] And then I think of like, then I kind of, I get the lyrics better. [00:10:56] But the idea would be, I always loved my last name. [00:11:04] It kind of brought something about fame, small town. [00:11:09] In our small town, yeah, it's kind of famous. [00:11:14] And then it would be the idea would be, and I never, like, I never thought I would give up my last name. [00:11:22] But you make me want to take yours. [00:11:24] And it's like a romance. [00:11:25] Do you see the love? [00:11:32] Do you see what I'm saying? [00:11:36] I always loved my last name. [00:11:42] But sometimes you go, I don't know. [00:11:45] I don't know. [00:11:45] This is just a song idea I have. [00:11:48] But I'm like, I want it to be the first verses would be, I love being a Davis. [00:11:56] Something about how we're we chase the world like and um. [00:12:18] then the like before would say and I never wanted to give up my last name until I heard yours and then it would be a love song I, I haven't really, I haven't put it together yet, and this is gonna be a music studio in the next few months, so it's gonna be kind of exciting because, when you think about it, marriage is a bad investment. [00:12:44] I know. [00:12:45] I think the most romantic thing. [00:12:47] That's why I like the song I wrote. [00:12:49] That's like I always thought. [00:12:55] I always I always thought I couldn't. [00:12:59] I always thought I couldn't be bought. [00:13:04] At least that's what I was taught. [00:13:07] I make my own money. [00:13:09] I do my own thing. [00:13:12] I never wanted a ring ring, strong and independent. [00:13:20] I don't need no man. [00:13:22] JET SENT lifestyle Instagram. [00:13:27] But then I met you, things started to change. [00:13:31] Maybe I don't need my last name. [00:13:35] Now I'm back in the kitchen. [00:13:40] Making his favorite blueberry pie. [00:13:44] Back in the kitchen. [00:13:48] Thinking one day maybe I'll be his wife. [00:13:53] And I never wanted the white picket fence. [00:13:57] But baby, with you, it makes sense. [00:14:00] I'm back in the kitchen. [00:14:10] So I like this song because it's more romantic if you don't go into a relationship wanting anything. [00:14:17] You know what I'm saying? [00:14:18] Like, I actually think it's more romantic to put a modern woman back in the kitchen. [00:14:25] Like a liberal, like a guy told me a story about how he took a vegan girl on a date and got her to drink bone broth the first date. [00:14:34] That's kind of romantic. [00:14:37] You know, but saying like intentional dating, that's not really romantic. [00:14:41] That's saying I want to get something out of this. [00:14:47] I'm going to, hold on. [00:14:48] I wrote the lyrics in my phone. [00:14:50] Let me let me do the rest. [00:14:51] You said you got tears. [00:14:53] Well, that's kind of simpy. [00:14:55] I mean, it's not that good. [00:15:01] I'm going to be streaming more and it's going to be, oh, here we go. [00:15:05] Here's the chorus. [00:15:10] I used to have my own dreams and things that I wanted. [00:15:14] Ever since I met you, my life's been haunted. [00:15:18] Two kids on the back porch with you and me. [00:15:22] Loving you is my wildest dream. [00:15:27] Now I'm back in, back in the kitchen. [00:15:32] Making his favorite blueberry pie. [00:15:36] Back in the kitchen. [00:15:39] Thinking one day maybe I'll be his wife. [00:15:44] And I never wanted the white picket fence. [00:15:48] Maybe with you it makes sense. [00:15:51] I'm back in the kitchen! [00:16:00] I thought that was cute! [00:16:07] Piano volume's got to be higher. [00:16:08] I don't know if it goes higher. [00:16:10] Let me see. [00:16:14] I don't know if it's like here. [00:16:18] I thought that was cute. [00:16:21] This one is another one I wrote. [00:16:26] I can't believe you guys are listening to me. [00:16:30] And just imagine I was a better piano player through these. [00:16:33] I understand my piano is not good. [00:16:45] How does the beginning go? [00:16:46] goes oh do you know it's another good one Hold on. [00:17:07] I wonder if this is still on YouTube anywhere. [00:17:09] Oh, here we go. [00:17:12] What the heck? [00:17:13] Okay. [00:17:15] Can someone explain? [00:17:16] This is not my YouTube channel. [00:17:23] I don't know who made this, but this is songs that I've put on Spotify, which is kind of crazy. [00:17:31] Okay, I'll show you my thought. [00:17:33] Why not? [00:17:34] F it. [00:17:35] Today's kind of just a mess around day. [00:17:49] I'm gonna leave. [00:18:02] It's not what I wanted, but sure no good for me. [00:18:08] But it's who I am, and I'm missing you. [00:18:13] And I find myself calling you. [00:18:18] Saying, babe, come over. [00:18:20] Let's do this over. [00:18:21] Come beat my shoulder to cry on. [00:18:25] Life really ain't been the same since you've been gone. [00:18:29] Cause you're addicted. [00:18:31] Side effects include missing you, loss of appetite, sleepless nights, and trust issues. [00:18:41] You're high risk. [00:18:43] I'm a love addict. [00:18:47] This feeling is fatal, mentally unstable. [00:18:52] You should have come with a warning label. [00:18:58] You should have come with a warning. [00:19:02] Okay, that is so clever. [00:19:04] And we just need, this is too long of a song. [00:19:07] If I had to do it, I wish I made it shorter. [00:19:09] I did this a few years ago. [00:19:13] Because you're addictive. [00:19:14] Side effects include missing you, loss of appetite, sleepless nights, and trust issues. [00:19:21] That is so clever. [00:19:22] You're high risk. [00:19:24] And I'm a love addict. [00:19:26] This feeling is fatal, mentally unstable. [00:19:31] You should have come with a warning label. [00:19:34] That's so clever. [00:19:37] Addictive warning label. [00:19:39] Oh my God. [00:19:40] Like, this was one of the most clever things I ever made. [00:19:44] It was after a break. [00:19:45] I won't lie. [00:19:46] I won't lie. [00:19:47] It was after I took an owl. [00:19:48] I wrote this song. [00:19:52] Am I going to show you guys my whole album today? [00:19:54] Fuck it. [00:19:56] You know what I mean? [00:19:58] This is my stuff I'm actually most excited about. [00:20:02] But I understand I'm like a subpar musician. [00:20:05] So I get a little nervous to show people because I am very proud of the things I made and I don't want to be roasted for eternity. [00:20:13] Do you know what I mean? [00:20:14] That's the tough thing. [00:20:15] We're wrapping for Christmas. [00:20:23] Remember if this is the one Save-O's on. [00:20:27] Saevo added a verse. [00:20:40] And I'm crying on the bathroom floor, wishing I didn't leave. [00:20:46] This love is expired, but I still desire a refill. [00:20:56] And by the way, that was, I wish, I'm going to rewrite. [00:20:58] If I ever re-record this and make it better, I will rewrite that lyric. [00:21:03] That's not my favorite. [00:21:06] It's not my favorite. [00:21:07] Because you're addictive. [00:21:09] Side effects include missing you. [00:21:13] Loss of appetite, sleepless nights, and trust issues. [00:21:19] Your high risk. [00:21:21] Thank you for the supers, guys. [00:21:24] I don't know. [00:21:25] I feel like I should pay you for listening to my mixtape today. [00:21:30] That's how I feel. [00:21:31] I'm like, if you guys are nice enough to listen to this stuff, I love it. [00:21:34] I'm so proud of this. [00:21:38] Yeah, so. [00:21:39] A love addict. === Need to Shorten It (02:51) === [00:21:41] This feeling is fatal. [00:21:45] Mentally unstable. [00:21:47] You should have come with a war. [00:21:53] With a war. [00:22:10] I ain't been addicted like this since I was alone and broke. [00:22:13] And had a woman holding me down like she was my only hope. [00:22:16] Like how we do in difficult times ensue. [00:22:18] We can only cope. [00:22:19] To say this was my lifeline. [00:22:20] I'm tugging on. [00:22:21] That's a lonely rope. [00:22:22] Addicted like Kelanopin. [00:22:23] Praying, asking has got a thing. [00:22:24] When taking L's with women, so Rolo tells me that's not a win. [00:22:27] Now, maybe there's a path that we walk in passing withholding passion. [00:22:30] Frightened of addiction to one another withhold attraction. [00:22:33] You don't let yourself fall. [00:22:34] You fight your feelings like South Paul. [00:22:36] And even the words we share with each other don't ever sound wrong. [00:22:38] And maybe repeat the cycle: like this ain't my only feature. [00:22:41] Recovery time in meetings. [00:22:42] Don't make me the only speaker. [00:22:44] Put my best foot forward. [00:22:45] Always gave you my best first. [00:22:47] You could be the reason I'm forever buried in step work. [00:22:49] And that's a risk I'm down to take because I've taken it many times. [00:22:52] You could read me this morning label as fatal for either side. [00:22:55] Is that a sucker? [00:22:58] Was that not clever? [00:23:00] His verse hit so hard. [00:23:04] It hits so hard. [00:23:07] That's Savo. [00:23:09] I'm like, I think this could be such a good song if I had the right tools. [00:23:15] I would need to shorten it, I think. [00:23:17] I think I need to shorten it. [00:23:56] You should have come with a warning label. [00:24:04] I mean, look it. [00:24:05] I know some people are saying they enjoy this more than my normal podcasts. [00:24:12] The viewership is not going to say that. [00:24:13] I'm going to be honest. [00:24:16] And I understand it. [00:24:17] I mean, I, again, I think I should be paying you to listen to this. [00:24:21] But I'm very proud of these. [00:24:22] So, but it's hard. [00:24:24] You know, sometimes you show something to the internet you're proud of and they just make fun of you forever. [00:24:29] And it's like, aw, I was kind of proud of it. === Better Days Through Prayer (04:06) === [00:24:32] I got an album actually. [00:24:34] This, this ex wrote an album about me. [00:24:38] And I, um, it's too bad. [00:24:40] It got, I think he took it down. [00:24:43] It's like, you know, it's over, but we should let the art be art. [00:24:46] You know, sing the commandments song by Miss Bashful. [00:24:51] I'm actually, okay, so the other songs I did, this one I did with Bryson Gray. [00:24:58] And the thought process behind it was my, my war with the church, right? [00:25:07] Because I always felt like, I've always felt like I could be a religious person, but yeah, I mean, I don't think there's a lot of money in music. [00:25:17] So I don't know if that'll. [00:25:22] And so I wanted to talk about how I felt about like God, because I do pray and I do believe in God, but I don't really think I'm that good of a person, right? [00:25:33] So, okay, I'll show you this one. [00:25:39] You found God at the bottom of a bottle. [00:25:44] You were out living life full throttle. [00:25:49] I found God at the end of a heartbreak. [00:25:53] I didn't think there was much more I could take. [00:25:58] I'm a sinner, this I know. [00:26:01] The Bible thumpers tell me so. [00:26:03] Life has got me feeling kind of low. [00:26:08] I'm a sinner, this I know. [00:26:11] The Bible thumpers tell me so. [00:26:13] Life has got me feeling kind of low. [00:26:17] But that's why I pray. [00:26:20] So there'll be better days. [00:26:23] Maybe I won't be a sinner always. [00:26:27] That's why I pray. [00:26:30] God lead the way. [00:26:33] Maybe one day I won't be so afraid. [00:26:36] That's why I pray. [00:26:43] My favorite part, the doo-doo-doo. [00:26:50] Never did fit in with the Jesus phone. [00:26:55] They don't listen there, just like two toll. [00:27:00] But I believe in better days. [00:27:03] I believe that Jesus saves. [00:27:05] God, please show me the way. [00:27:08] That's why I pray. [00:27:12] So there will be better days. [00:27:14] Maybe I won't be a sinner always. [00:27:18] That's why I pray. [00:27:22] God lead the way. [00:27:24] Maybe one day I won't be so afraid. [00:27:28] That's why I pray Say you looking for better days You need to change from the old Jew to better ways. [00:27:44] Cause God was calling your name, but you ran away. [00:27:47] Then decided to bite them touch because she was led astray. [00:27:49] I cannot walk in the council of the wicked. [00:27:51] So I want one, but the closer guys to miss it. [00:27:54] Cause I'm being tricked by all these feminist witches. [00:27:56] I guess they don't get it. [00:27:58] That's why I pray. [00:28:01] So there'll be better days when I'll be your sweet. [00:28:07] So that's why I pray. [00:28:11] God lead the way. [00:28:13] Maybe one day I won't be so afraid. [00:28:18] I'm a sinner, this I know. [00:28:21] The Bible thumpers tell me so. [00:28:23] Life has got me feeling kind of low. [00:28:29] All right. [00:28:32] I wonder who made this YouTube channel because I did not make this one. [00:28:37] I mean, I appreciate it. === Falling For You, Denying It (15:52) === [00:28:38] You know what I mean? [00:28:38] We don't. [00:28:39] Okay, this one I wrote about. [00:28:42] I'm going to send you guys like a dollar on Cash App for listening to me. [00:28:48] This one I wrote about how I did not grow up. [00:28:53] I grew up when social media happened. [00:28:56] So I remember in eighth grade, I got my first smartphone. [00:28:59] And when I was in eighth grade, I realized that people were hanging out without me. [00:29:03] I couldn't believe it. [00:29:04] I had these two best friends, or I thought we were best friends. [00:29:06] And it turns out they hated me. [00:29:08] But I didn't know before because, you know, I didn't know I wasn't invited to all this stuff. [00:29:18] So I always wondered, ever since I've been alive, I've always, when I go to a party or something, I've always had to have that thought in the back of my head that someone can record me. [00:29:29] Like, no keg stands for Pearl. [00:29:33] No twerking for Pearl. [00:29:38] No getting, I mean, I'll still get, you know, occasionally I do get, you know. [00:29:42] But even like this Sunday, I told you guys I got pretty drunk for the first time in a while. [00:29:49] And I had to think, well, if there's a video that comes out of me doing God knows what, or someone says they saw me, or I don't know. [00:29:58] I just wanted to kind of say, hey, I did get lit. [00:30:03] I did it. [00:30:04] It happened. [00:30:05] I did it. [00:30:08] And I wouldn't, in the old days, there would be no phone. [00:30:12] So I wouldn't have to do that. [00:30:14] And so I've always wondered what would life be like if you could party like in 1992, which is before I was born. [00:30:22] I bet it was really fun. [00:30:24] Women getting drunk is gross. [00:30:26] Not if you're the one getting drunk with us. [00:30:28] It's pretty fun. [00:30:32] Yeah. [00:30:33] So here we go. [00:30:37] Take me back to 1992. [00:30:40] Everybody's acting brand new. [00:30:43] We're not looking across the room. [00:30:47] Everybody is looking down on their phones. [00:30:51] No one's around. [00:30:53] Yeah, we used to tear up the town. [00:30:56] Now I don't hear a sound. [00:31:01] People don't dance because somebody's watching. [00:31:04] Drink too much, everybody's talking. [00:31:07] You used to reach like there was no stopping. [00:31:11] So put your hands up, everybody's walking. [00:31:14] Put your phone down and get on the dance floor. [00:31:17] Shake that booty like you never did before. [00:31:20] You look real silly and raise your hands. [00:31:24] Let's get together and maybe just pants. [00:31:39] We used to snap a Polaroid. [00:31:42] Now the whole night's on record. [00:31:46] I used to know who my neighbor was. [00:31:49] Now we really don't do that stuff. [00:31:52] We used to go out and ding dong ditch. [00:31:55] Now that ring cam is the biggest snitch. [00:31:59] Okay, that was so clever. [00:32:00] And I wrote that myself. [00:32:02] We used to go out and ding dong ditch. [00:32:06] Now that ring cam is the biggest snitch. [00:32:10] If I don't know what's clever, if I that is clever, that is clever. [00:32:21] All these young kids do a stream on Twitch. [00:32:24] 2020s are the biggest glitch. [00:32:29] People don't dance because somebody's watching. [00:32:32] Drink too much, everybody's talking. [00:32:35] We used to rage like there was no stopping. [00:32:38] So put your hands up, everybody's walking. [00:32:42] Put your phone down and get on the dance floor. [00:32:45] Shake that booty like you never did before. [00:32:48] Look real silly, yeah. [00:32:50] Raise your hands. [00:32:51] Let's get together and baby just dance. [00:32:58] Take a shot, baby. [00:33:00] Get your move on. [00:33:01] Be like Stella and get your move on. [00:33:05] Be like Stella and get your groove on. [00:33:07] Take a shot and get your move on. [00:33:11] Be like Stella. [00:33:12] I don't know. [00:33:13] I think I play chestnut checkers. [00:33:15] They 15. [00:33:16] I don't know how I'm getting super chatted today. [00:33:18] This is, I again, I think I should be paying you guys. [00:33:25] Andrew, I mean, I don't know what the LP is. [00:33:29] I don't know anything about music. [00:33:33] I love that. [00:33:33] I love making music. [00:33:34] This is my favorite thing to do. [00:33:37] But I am aware that it's a very competitive industry and conservative media is less competitive. [00:33:42] I won't lie to you. [00:33:43] But this one I think is on Spotify. [00:33:49] If you look it up, if you're really, I mean, some of these are on. [00:33:53] I think all of these are on Spotify. [00:33:55] If you look up like either Hannah Pearl Davis or, I mean, just put it in Spotify. [00:33:59] It's on there. [00:34:02] You get like five views a month on it. [00:34:07] Take a shot, baby. [00:34:08] Get your move on. [00:34:10] Be like Stella and get your groove on. [00:34:13] There ain't nothing you can't do alone. [00:34:19] We don't party like we used to. [00:34:22] Take me back to 1992. [00:34:25] Everybody's acting brand new. [00:34:28] We're not looking across the room. [00:34:31] Yeah. [00:34:32] So those are my songs. [00:34:34] That one I got done in England. [00:34:37] I'm trying to think. [00:34:38] So there is another song that I wrote, and I wish I still had blessing here. [00:34:43] Blessing, I miss you. [00:34:45] Blessing. [00:34:45] Who remembers blessing? [00:34:46] One in the chat if you remember blessing. [00:34:49] I remember blessing. [00:34:50] We love you. [00:34:52] We miss you. [00:34:55] But I had another song. [00:34:57] I think I'm just going to force you to listen to my mixtape today. [00:35:00] Yep. [00:35:02] And I will do my monologue about divorced men. [00:35:04] That is going to happen. [00:35:08] That is, I do have some funny things to say about dating divorced men. [00:35:15] But, you know, since we're on the topic, I might as well. [00:35:22] Let me find it. [00:35:23] Let me find it. [00:35:25] So I had a different song that was what was it about? [00:35:32] You ever, okay, ladies in the chat, you ever go on a date with a guy and you think, Holy shit. [00:35:42] This guy has got everything. [00:35:45] Like this guy is perfect. [00:35:48] This is everything I want. [00:35:50] And if it doesn't, I don't almost want to fall for him because if I fall, like I am going to not recover. [00:35:59] Like I'm just not going to, you know, it's just going to be really, really bad. [00:36:10] Chicks date divorced men for the same reason they dig felons. [00:36:14] We both got out of prison. [00:36:15] No. [00:36:16] No, that's not going to be my monologue is going to come later after I force you to listen to my mixtape. [00:36:21] Yep. [00:36:22] I mean, you guys don't. [00:36:24] Sorry, you don't get the luxury of forcing me to stick to the topic. [00:36:27] You don't. [00:36:29] I am going to make you listen to all of it. [00:36:33] So I'm trying to hold back for now because I never felt like this before. [00:36:41] I wish I could remember how to play it on the piano, but I'll give you a, I'll give you an idea. [00:36:47] I remember Blessing used to play this. [00:36:50] I'm trying to hold back for now. [00:36:55] Cause I've never felt like this before. [00:37:01] You're too good for me, that's for sure. [00:37:09] You've got the upper hand and I can't hide it. [00:37:14] I'm falling for you, but trying to deny it. [00:37:20] Deny it. [00:37:22] Oh, deny it. [00:37:25] Cause that's a lot of power to give someone. [00:37:29] And I'm afraid you'll up and run. [00:37:32] I feel like I'm drunk, but I'm so sober. [00:37:38] If I fall in love with you, it's over. [00:37:43] You're the one I'll never get over. [00:37:49] If I, do you see how clever that is? [00:37:52] I'm trying to hold back for now because I've never felt like this before. [00:37:56] You're too good for me, that's for sure. [00:38:03] You've got the upper hand and I can't hide it. [00:38:06] I'm falling for you, but I'm trying to deny it. [00:38:09] Because that's a lot of power to give someone. [00:38:12] And I'm afraid you'll up and run. [00:38:14] I feel like I'm drunk, but I'm so sober. [00:38:17] Because if I fall in love with you, it's over. [00:38:20] You're the one I'll never get over. [00:38:24] I mean, if that's not poetry, I don't know what is. [00:38:28] I got to remember. [00:38:29] I wrote these lyrics in my phone. [00:38:42] It's tough because when women feel this way about you, we will crash out. [00:38:47] So it's like men want a chill girl, but the chill girl doesn't like you that much. [00:38:55] But if you, if you want a girl that really likes you, there will be a crash out if it goes bad. [00:39:02] Let me see. [00:39:06] I got to, let me look up the lyrics in my phone because I've never felt like this before. [00:39:11] You're too good for me. [00:39:13] It's for sure. [00:39:36] Oh, here it is. [00:39:37] Okay. [00:39:37] Did I write the chords that I wrote this to? [00:39:40] I'm trying to hold back for now. [00:39:46] Cause I've never felt like this before. [00:39:53] You're too good for, you're too good for me, that's for sure, this love is so divine. [00:40:11] You make me want to take my time. [00:40:17] A guy like you is hard to find. [00:40:23] You got the upper hand, and I can't hide it. [00:40:29] I'm falling for you, but trying to deny it. [00:40:35] Oh, deny it. [00:40:38] Cause that's a lot of power to give someone. [00:40:42] And I'm afraid you'll up and run. [00:40:45] I feel like I'm drunk when I'm so sober. [00:40:52] If I fall in love with you, it's over. [00:40:58] You're the one I'll never get over. [00:41:03] Okay, ready? [00:41:04] Oh, this was a good lyric. [00:41:06] I could fall in love, but damn, I shouldn't. [00:41:12] I'd give you my heart, but I wish I wouldn't. [00:41:18] And maybe I am too closed off. [00:41:23] Maybe I am too close. [00:41:25] Wait, what did I do? [00:41:26] But is the risk worth the cost? [00:41:29] You've got the upper hand and I can't fight it. [00:41:35] I wish I could play these better, but I just want you guys to see the vision. [00:41:40] I can't really, I'm like an amateur pianist. [00:41:43] Cause that's a lot of part to give someone. [00:41:48] I'm afraid you'll up and run. [00:41:51] I feel like I'm drunk, but I'm so sober. [00:41:57] If I fall in love with you, it's over. [00:42:03] You're the one I'll never get over. [00:42:07] Do you see the vision? [00:42:08] Okay, I look. [00:42:10] I understand the vocal, like whatever. [00:42:13] I wish I could have. [00:42:15] All right. [00:42:16] If you guys want to leave, it's totally cool. [00:42:22] I think I really want to pay the people to be here, to be honest. [00:42:47] Thank you, guys. [00:42:48] Thank you. [00:42:48] Do you know what I mean? [00:42:49] I mean, I think some of these are clever. [00:42:53] Trying to see what else I had. [00:42:55] I've had a lot of clever ones over the years, to be honest. [00:43:01] Aw, you guys are so nice. [00:43:07] See what else I got. [00:43:14] Oh, my Bruno Mars cover. [00:43:16] I could do that. [00:43:18] I rewrote Bruno Mars. [00:43:22] I am going to get a prime rib that's going to be here soon. [00:43:25] So I might have to take a second. [00:43:28] play my divorce documentary while I go hmm hmm [00:43:59] Let's see. [00:44:01] Now, here's the women nagging me in the chat. [00:44:04] They say, Pearl, you're no better than other women. [00:44:07] I know. [00:44:10] I wanted to drop the N-word. [00:44:12] It's like, I fell in love with it, too. [00:44:17] You know, I mean, look, there's women in all of us. [00:44:21] Women. [00:44:23] Okay, let's see. [00:44:24] What else do I got? [00:44:27] I think that's most of my like. === Hate Closer to Love (03:52) === [00:44:31] Oh, there's one I wrote about hate being closer to love, where it's like, We both know, let me see what chord proof. [00:44:39] We both know that hate's closer to love. [00:44:44] No. [00:44:44] Both know that hate's closer to love. [00:44:49] We both know that hate's closer to love. [00:44:54] And I hate the way you know you can mess me up. [00:45:01] I shouldn't chase after you. [00:45:04] You don't care. [00:45:07] But damn it, I miss you when you're not there. [00:45:13] Damn it, damn it. [00:45:14] You got me again. [00:45:18] I wish that me and you could be different. [00:45:24] I shouldn't get so emotional. [00:45:29] But when I'm with you, I lose control. [00:45:34] Something like that. [00:45:35] You see, because I was thinking about how if you hate him, that's that's who's dangerous. [00:45:41] Whoever the heck you hate. [00:45:44] Oh, I got to take off my headphones in case they get here. [00:45:51] Yeah, so what I want to do is upstairs. [00:45:54] I have the this is my streaming station, and I want to turn this into a music studio, which will be pretty cool. [00:46:01] Um, and then I can like easily, I'd ideally be really cool to get someone who I could pay to help me like produce and stuff that has like experience in this kind of stuff. [00:46:16] Brianna wants to nag me today. [00:46:18] Nagging her boyfriend was not enough. [00:46:22] So, do you know what that gets you? [00:46:26] Banned. [00:46:28] Banned. [00:46:31] Look, you don't have to be here, I promise. [00:46:54] Yeah, you know, it's like the black woman comes in here and is a bitch. [00:46:59] It's like shocker. [00:47:00] She says, Pearl, why don't you tell us how you really feel about black people? [00:47:04] I did. [00:47:05] I'm fatigued. [00:47:06] I love black people. [00:47:07] If I'm being honest, I think they're fun. [00:47:11] I like, I think I could go to a cookout and fit in. [00:47:14] I always talk to black people, but I just wish they would just stop doing certain things. [00:47:20] You know what I mean? [00:47:22] That's how I feel. [00:47:23] I'm very honest about this. [00:47:27] I wish they would stop calling you racist whenever they could. [00:47:30] You know, that would be amazing. [00:47:37] I mean, I can even freestyle. [00:47:38] Can I freestyle for you guys? [00:47:40] Should I freestyle? [00:47:42] All right, one in the chat if you want to hear me freestyle. [00:47:44] Two of two in the chat. [00:47:47] If and then you guys could put words in the chat and I'll freestyle to a beat. [00:47:51] Who wants to hear me? [00:47:53] if you want to hear it. [00:47:55] Two, if you want me to shut the fuck up. [00:48:03] I mean, hell no. [00:48:09] I understand if you want me to shut up. [00:48:12] I do understand that. [00:48:13] My address is confusing. [00:48:15] How is it confusing? [00:48:17] Oh my gosh. [00:48:19] It's really not confusing at all. === The Complexity of Men's Rights (05:04) === [00:48:24] It's just crazy. [00:48:25] Sometimes Uber like delivery drivers, it's like I know it's not confusing because there's been 10 other delivery drivers and none had this problem. [00:48:37] You see what I'm saying? [00:48:38] Like I'm like the problem, it might be you. [00:48:45] What? [00:48:47] Okay, what is confusing? [00:48:50] But I think it would be cool. [00:48:51] Like, imagine if I could start my shows with you guys and I could record a song easily every single day, even a rap, and just put it on Spotify easily. [00:49:01] Like, I just want, I don't know if I need to learn this stuff, if it's easy or what, but there is a prime rib here. [00:49:09] Oh, I'm at your door. [00:49:10] Okay. [00:49:11] I don't want you guys seeing how short this dress is. [00:49:13] I'm going to be honest. [00:49:17] So we're going to play a commercial. [00:49:20] This is, it was warm out. [00:49:21] It was dressed today. [00:49:25] So we're not. [00:49:26] Yeah. [00:49:29] This clip going viral online of a dozen women being asked the following question: Do we need men? [00:49:37] Most answered very quickly, no, because men are useless. [00:49:43] This headline from the hill, it caught my eye. [00:49:45] Most young men are single, most young women are not. [00:49:48] Young men have fallen faster than any demographic in America over the last 40 years. [00:49:53] It's a different world now. [00:49:54] Like we don't need men the way that they used to. [00:49:57] The future is female. [00:50:00] Men and women are drifting further apart, and society is crumbling because of it. [00:50:07] A fascinating debate has broken out about the value of marriage. [00:50:10] You've kind of got the TradCon versus Red Pill thing. [00:50:13] This men's rights crowd that sometimes just goes too far the other way. [00:50:16] Oh, you need to stop acting like grown boys and infants and actually become men. [00:50:20] Marriage is a bond and it's a sacred bond. [00:50:23] It's a machine designed to extract resources from you. [00:50:26] Now many of the red-pilled have taken the position that it's bad for men to get married. [00:50:31] Hannah Pearl Davis or just pearly things. [00:50:35] One of the most controversial faces in all of the internet. [00:50:38] She goes on to say that marriage is a terrible deal for men. [00:50:41] Because if me and you were in a business contract, you would never sign a contract where I am paid to leave. [00:50:46] Gee, what could go wrong there? [00:50:48] 74% or something of divorces are initiated by women. [00:50:52] Men have everything to lose, primarily their own children. [00:50:55] Men get killed by the courts and by divorce laws. [00:50:58] I had no idea that courts of family law were courts of equity, not courts of law. [00:51:03] Because in family court, you don't need evidence to accuse someone of abuse. [00:51:06] You need no evidence. [00:51:07] When you guys say get married young, a lot of these men don't know what they're signing up for, and you're not going to be there when their entire life falls apart. [00:51:14] I interview them on the other side. [00:51:16] I didn't meet my son until he was 15 months old. [00:51:19] How much did you spend trying to get him back? [00:51:21] On legal fees alone was about 200,000. [00:51:23] Before you know it, you're homeless. [00:51:25] You're literally just thrown out onto the street. [00:51:27] We absolutely reinforce bad behavior from women. [00:51:29] Wives are taught to leave their husbands. [00:51:31] And then daughters grow up without their fathers. [00:51:33] Family is the foundation of society. [00:51:35] Every problem in society comes from single mother homes. [00:51:38] A lot of women will just chase this negative rabbit hole of happiness, endless happiness. [00:51:42] Feminism's biggest failures is it lies to women. [00:51:44] We tell women to date as many guys as possible. [00:51:46] We tell them to put off family into marriage. [00:51:48] You are allowed to leave your perfect husband. [00:51:51] You are allowed to end a relationship with a really great boyfriend. [00:51:55] Oh, freeze your ex, have an abortion. [00:51:57] What? [00:51:57] You're evil. [00:51:58] I don't think there's anything else in life that we actually ever go into preparing to fail. [00:52:02] Right. [00:52:02] Like if you have the mentality of this is going to go wrong and be pessimistic, naturally the outcome is going to be that it's going to fail anyway. [00:52:09] It's self-sabotage. [00:52:10] And that's the thing. [00:52:10] Like women are so willing to leave marriages because they're not happy. [00:52:14] This is not about happiness. [00:52:15] The most important thing is the children. [00:52:18] And the problem is we have a modern society where it's me, me, me, my feelings, leave when I feel like it instead of doing what's best for the kids. [00:52:26] This myth that we live in an age of male privilege. [00:52:29] Where's my male privilege? [00:52:30] They think, well, men have all the rights. [00:52:32] They have all the power. [00:52:33] Privilege patriarchal system that we have. [00:52:35] Why doesn't our society care about men's rights? [00:52:38] I have no friends, no wife, and no social life. [00:52:41] Men are alone in this situation. [00:52:43] Men are homeless. [00:52:44] Men are thinking about eating guns. [00:52:46] I've seen so many men on the brink of suicide and they didn't do anything wrong. [00:52:50] How are you equal if the men are the ones that have to fight and die to defend the country? [00:52:56] The men are the ones that build and maintain all the infrastructure. [00:53:00] Women are helplessly dependent upon men. [00:53:02] The so-called deaths of despair from suicide, overdose, or alcohol, three times higher among men than among women. [00:53:09] Culture is telling men, you are no good. [00:53:11] You got to get your act together. [00:53:12] I think men have failed themselves. [00:53:14] What kind of a man are you? [00:53:15] What kind of a woman are you going to attract? [00:53:17] If men are in trouble, so are women. [00:53:20] Everybody knows this is a huge problem, but nobody wants to admit it. [00:53:23] Every single woman at the table said they wanted a man. [00:53:26] 500K, 500, 500K, 300K, 200K. === Men's Struggle Unheard (15:12) === [00:53:28] Am I crazy? [00:53:29] Everything is really set up against you to fail as a man. [00:53:31] If men make less than women, women don't want to marry them. [00:53:35] So you know who wants more economically and emotionally viable men? [00:53:39] Women. [00:53:40] I don't want to be an independent woman anymore. [00:53:42] I don't want to be a strong, independent woman. [00:53:45] I'm over it. [00:53:46] When is it going to be my turn? [00:53:47] Where are we meeting the men that don't? [00:53:49] I can't keep having these same conversations. [00:53:52] The only simp here is you, Pearl. [00:53:53] You sent for women. [00:53:54] I think you sent for women. [00:53:55] She's a provocateur. [00:53:56] She says stupid stuff, but Pearl is right about this. [00:53:58] It's already happening. [00:53:59] It's just not out in the open yet. [00:54:01] Now it's just hookup culture is going to be our fairy tale ending because men don't want a wife and women can't find a husband. [00:54:07] The future, if everybody follows your path, is there is no future. [00:54:11] You go into population decline and our economy goes into decline. [00:54:15] Civilization will crumble. [00:54:16] The American story does not end well. [00:54:19] This is an existential crisis failing young men. [00:54:28] What up guys? [00:54:29] All right. [00:54:30] So if anyone feels like donating, the link to that is at the GoFundMe in the description. [00:54:38] I just need like 200K to finish it. [00:54:42] So yeah, if you have that, feel free to just skirt. [00:54:46] You know what I mean? [00:54:46] Like, feel free. [00:54:49] You know what I mean? [00:54:52] Okay. [00:54:54] Freestyling. [00:54:56] We're going to freestyle, huh? [00:54:59] Freestyle beat. [00:55:00] And you guys can put words in the chat. [00:55:02] I haven't done it in a while. [00:55:06] I think there's more people that want me to embarrass myself. [00:55:11] No, it's 250K. [00:55:13] So I did raise 50K. [00:55:17] So, I mean, I don't know what to tell you guys. [00:55:20] There's expenses here. [00:55:21] You know, it's like I was demonetized for two years. [00:55:26] I know exactly where the money will go if I get it, but I just can't. [00:55:30] And I understand you guys have real jobs. [00:55:32] You don't want to donate. [00:55:33] I mean, I get it. [00:55:34] It's just a tough, like, it's kind of just a tough situation, you know, because I even have really big distribution places. [00:55:46] Like, like I talked, I was in talks with Tucker's team, but about distributing it on his platform. [00:55:55] The challenge is the challenge is that a lot of people just don't want a fund to get it like made and it's expensive. [00:56:07] And I, like, I have expenses that, yeah, so, like, you know, the editors and whatnot. [00:56:22] Okay, but let's go to freestyling. [00:56:25] Freestyle beat chill, maybe? [00:56:29] Okay, let's see. [00:56:34] All right, put in a thing in the chat. [00:56:36] I'll see how good I can do. [00:56:49] Put a word in the chat and I'll see what I can make. [00:57:08] I have to do a word generator as my art. [00:57:18] I think I need more of a hold on. [00:57:21] Rap. [00:57:22] Let me do because it's chill rap. [00:57:25] Hold on. [00:57:26] Sing a version of Everyone Has AIDS from Team America. [00:57:30] All right, we'll do about AIDS. [00:57:32] BBL. [00:57:34] Okay, now we got some good words. [00:57:43] All right. [00:57:46] I mean, you sensation described as bad as orange. [00:57:53] I don't know, but it ain't what I do. [00:57:55] I don't know. [00:57:56] I know you are slow. [00:58:08] You guys know how that goes. [00:58:11] He's coming home. [00:58:13] Oh, these bitches are good. [00:58:17] I'm trying to do it. [00:58:19] Guys, you know what? [00:58:20] I couldn't do it. [00:58:21] I'm in Texas. [00:58:24] I see a lot of tangos. [00:58:27] You know how it knows and I love it. [00:58:35] I'm going and I'm modeling. [00:58:38] I shouldn't have such a structure. [00:58:44] It's too loud. [00:58:46] I got that video in the graduation video. [00:58:50] I'm looking too loud. [00:58:56] You want me to do? [00:59:01] All right, let's see. [00:59:11] Can you hear me now? [00:59:12] Is it better? [00:59:17] still can't hear it how about now better All right, do the words again. [00:59:32] I'll try to be confident. [00:59:33] I'm not very confident in my rapping, but I know I'm okay for a girl. [00:59:40] We'll start over. [00:59:48] Just make sure you put words in the beginning. [00:59:54] Turn it up a little bit. [00:59:56] Okay. [01:00:00] Okay. [01:00:00] Let me try this party for one second. [01:00:03] all right let's see talk a lot about red pill I talk a lot about prescription pills. [01:00:24] I talk a lot about Dr. Phil in the YouTube nation just at the train station. [01:00:33] Alienate from shark. [01:00:36] Oh my God, I can't do it. [01:00:37] I'm getting nervous. [01:00:40] Oh, I'm getting nervous. [01:00:43] Please don't clip me. [01:00:46] Hold on. [01:00:50] I'm kind of afraid of sharks. [01:00:52] And I know that. [01:00:53] Hold on. [01:00:58] Let me try again. [01:01:00] I'm kind of afraid of sharks. [01:01:03] And I know that that's kind of dark. [01:01:05] But it's not just a walk in the park. [01:01:08] Trying to swim. [01:01:09] It makes me feel dark. [01:01:10] And look at shark juice. [01:01:12] Calibration. [01:01:14] The best in the whole damn nation. [01:01:16] We're talking about red pill and blue pill. [01:01:19] We're talking about red pill and dark pill. [01:01:21] He's kind of blue pill. [01:01:23] And I don't like it. [01:01:24] But I'm a white chick. [01:01:25] And I don't really understand how we keep riding. [01:01:28] And I don't really understand what we are driving. [01:01:30] Now, baby reindeer is just something your mama tells you when you live in fear. [01:01:37] Shark juice, porce. [01:01:40] I'm talking about today. [01:01:42] Now, we got Zubiya on the chat. [01:01:49] I'm getting nervous, Scott. [01:01:57] Hold on, hold on. [01:02:01] Now, I come from a place that there's not a lot of violence, but we speed the momentum. [01:02:11] I come from a place that there's not a lot of violence, but we go speedy into the island. [01:02:17] I know that I'm talking with a lot of momentum. [01:02:20] I know that I'm talking with a lot of pretendum. [01:02:22] I don't really understand why I keep rapping. [01:02:25] I'm a white girl from the suburbs. [01:02:27] It's Administration. [01:02:28] What's Lay, day? [01:02:30] Bold, ticket today. [01:02:33] Billy Wonka's in the chocolate factory. [01:02:35] He's the type of guy that talks to me. [01:02:38] I'm divorced and I want to date. [01:02:40] Well, what is your rate? [01:02:43] Freestyle rappers. [01:02:55] All right, present, child. [01:02:59] I asked my parents for a lot of presents, but all I wanted was their presence. [01:03:05] That's kind of clever, right? [01:03:09] I asked my parents for a lot of presents, but all I really wanted was their presence. [01:03:14] Please come home and stay with me. [01:03:17] That's really how I feel. [01:03:20] Now it's all love, not hate. [01:03:23] i'm the best in the gate he's talking how he's gonna take me off the market You got to stop them and bark it. [01:03:40] Okay, let's do the next one. [01:03:48] i'll do one more and then i might monologue in the topic chat says i'm dumb because i like to rap but i don't about how you like to throw it back [01:04:18] That says I'm dumb because I got black fatigue. [01:04:22] And it's the woman in me. [01:04:24] Yeah, I'm kind of tired of this ghetto shit, but I still love. [01:04:31] Yeah, I'm kind of tired of this ghetto shit. [01:04:33] But all these bitches come at me and they want to get hit. [01:04:37] I know that this is kind of weird and silly. [01:04:40] I know that this is kind of weird and silly. [01:04:46] Okay, dude. [01:04:49] Let's talk about how these bitches have weaved. [01:04:54] Please leave. [01:05:06] Now Santa Claus had an evil elephant. [01:05:17] It's the elf that's on yourself. [01:05:20] And everybody thought that he was good. [01:05:22] But really, that man was really from the hood. [01:05:26] Got a gingerbread snowman, and I don't really get it. [01:05:29] But I'm the type of girl where you can't forget it. [01:05:33] Maybe this ain't great, but I'm the type of girl that's gonna roll her skate. [01:05:38] And I keep on going. [01:05:40] I guess I got it. [01:05:42] Like all these girls, they keep on thought and don't stay, obey, Dr. DLS, disrespect. [01:05:50] Okay. [01:05:51] I know that I'm not second best. [01:05:54] I know I'm different than the rest because I'm the best YouTuber in the whole damn nation. [01:06:00] I went to Chicago and took a vacation. [01:06:03] I talk about parental alienation and talk about Satan. [01:06:09] I know that I can't keep going like this. [01:06:12] I'm in the rap game and I'm talking about this left right. [01:06:19] Not bad for a white girl. [01:06:22] Not bad for a right girl. [01:06:25] Not bad for a white girl. [01:06:27] Now they're saying I'm getting better and I think I am. [01:06:31] Baby, can you hold my hand? [01:06:34] LOL, go, go, go. [01:06:37] I guess I'm going to put on a show. [01:06:40] Hey, tic-tac-toe. [01:06:44] Ro, row, row. [01:06:46] I get kind of nervous and I'm sorry about that, but I'm over here just spitting these facts. [01:06:52] And maybe I got talent, maybe I don't. [01:06:56] But I'll tell you what I ain't gonna do. [01:06:59] This black shit ghetto shit. [01:07:01] No, I can't do it anymore. [01:07:05] I can't deal with these weeds and all these fat bitches that really believe they're 10. [01:07:12] And they're not. [01:07:14] They're just a bunch of bad thoughts, and I just can't get it. [01:07:18] And I don't understand. [01:07:20] But there's always gonna be a man that's gonna hit her from behind, and we know what they're gonna do. [01:07:26] And I'm tired of pew, pew, pew on the south side of Chicago. [01:07:30] They keep on fighting. [01:07:33] And I tell you, why don't you keep on whiting? [01:07:36] And it would be better than you manifest it. [01:07:41] Why are these women keep coming in my chat? [01:07:43] This is way too many women. [01:07:46] All right, keep going. [01:07:48] I'm gonna, maybe I'll freestyle. [01:07:50] I'll keep going. [01:07:54] They want to know if I'm okay. [01:07:56] No. [01:07:59] Am I okay? [01:08:07] No, I'm not. [01:08:09] Where are you? [01:08:10] I'm higher. [01:08:12] I need an easier one. [01:08:13] I don't pee. [01:08:31] O-N-O-M-A-T-O-P-O-E-I-A. [01:08:36] On the monopoly. [01:08:37] That's what my second-grade spelling teacher told me to spell. === Lindsay's Plea (05:49) === [01:08:41] And to this day, I still can spell it. [01:08:43] I know I'm going to tell you my audience and tell it. [01:08:47] Oh my God. [01:08:48] Apparently, women are watching my show. [01:08:50] Bitches, I don't want you here. [01:08:52] Please go, go, go. [01:08:54] Please keep it on the low, low, low. [01:08:55] Because these women will come and nag me to death. [01:08:58] And I really, I wish you the best. [01:09:00] But please go, go. [01:09:04] Keep it on the low. [01:09:06] Keep it on the low. [01:09:09] I already know you come here to nag when I'm just here trying to get this bag. [01:09:13] I keep talking and I'm walking. [01:09:16] And you're over here stalking. [01:09:24] You say I'm an inspiration, but I'm not. [01:09:29] I got past just like these other thoughts. [01:09:34] Earl is tall and I got red hair in the fall. [01:09:39] I keep on speaking. [01:09:41] I keep on tweaking. [01:09:44] I don't want you, ho, here. [01:09:47] And maybe I'm in tears. [01:09:49] Maybe that's what is my worst fear. [01:09:54] But I really admire you. [01:09:56] I want to be with you. [01:09:59] I really admire you. [01:10:03] Now they say I'm dumb because I like to freestyle. [01:10:07] And I do it every once in a while. [01:10:09] And I didn't mean to do it like this. [01:10:12] I didn't mean to be that. [01:10:14] I didn't mean to be that chick. [01:10:30] I don't want you here. [01:10:34] Lindsay says, go see a doctor. [01:10:37] He says, you're sick. [01:10:41] Bitch, do you want to get hit? [01:10:44] I feel fine. [01:10:46] I can drink wine and I can show up to my show on time. [01:10:49] But you're here in my chat making me want to change all that. [01:10:54] I don't want to go to jail fighting you. [01:10:57] I don't want to do that. [01:11:00] But you women keep coming at me. [01:11:10] Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. [01:11:16] A two-hour jam session. [01:11:25] Do I keep going? [01:11:26] Are you guys bored? [01:11:29] All right, we're going to, I'll let you guys decide. [01:11:31] One in the chat if I keep going, two if you're bored. [01:11:34] And I can go into my monologue. [01:11:44] All right, we got one, one. [01:11:47] Two, one. [01:11:50] Lindsay, no one cares. [01:11:52] You're a woman. [01:11:52] No one, you're voting. [01:11:53] We're 50-50. [01:11:57] Lindsay doesn't. [01:12:00] Two, one, okay. [01:12:04] I'll do one more. [01:12:06] I'll do one more. [01:12:07] F it. [01:12:08] And then I'll move on. [01:12:18] They say... Wait. [01:12:20] Hold on. [01:12:21] Hold on. [01:12:21] Let me. [01:12:23] I want this one, actually. [01:12:34] Okay. [01:12:37] They say I'm racist, but I'm not. [01:12:40] I just really hate thoughts. [01:12:42] I can freestyle better than a lot. [01:12:48] And maybe I got to stop talking. [01:12:50] And maybe I got to stop walking. [01:12:53] And maybe I got to keep going. [01:12:55] But Mary Christmas is showing. [01:12:58] Pearl, I need a hug from you. [01:13:02] That's kind of weird. [01:13:04] But I guess maybe one day it'll be true. [01:13:06] Merry Christmas. [01:13:08] Thank God. [01:13:09] Thank your high school heartthrob. [01:13:12] One, two, three, four. [01:13:15] All these bitches coming through the door. [01:13:24] Acoustic. [01:13:25] Oh, everybody has AIDS. [01:13:27] Everybody has AIDS. [01:13:30] Everybody gets paid. [01:13:32] I'm in the gayborrude and everybody really has AIDS. [01:13:38] There's signs everywhere talking about the medications fair. [01:13:42] I guess they can live a long time, but if I had AIDS, I'd drink wine. [01:13:48] And I'm not judging, you know? [01:13:50] I mean, gay people are kind of hoes, but you see what they do? [01:13:55] One, two, three, me. [01:14:00] Okay, I think that's all the freestyle I got today. [01:14:03] I don't, I'll look that up for next show, but thank you for the supers. [01:14:08] Lindsay says she'll pray for my soul. [01:14:10] Well, then I'm going to pray that I never speak to you again because your personality is so bad. [01:14:16] See, banned forever. [01:14:22] Banned forever. [01:14:23] I mean, it's so great because I really don't have to listen. === Dating Divorced Men (14:51) === [01:14:30] I mean, let's never talk again. [01:14:46] Let's never talk again. [01:14:49] Not great. [01:14:53] I mean, it's just so easy to not nag. [01:14:56] I get it. [01:14:57] I understand. [01:15:27] All right. [01:15:29] All right. [01:15:30] Let's talk, everybody. [01:15:34] Let's talk about dating divorced men. [01:15:39] Now, the last time I was in the dating market, I had noticed a trend with divorced men. [01:15:52] And I want to talk about the pros and cons of dating divorced men for the women in the chat. [01:15:58] Because there's some women that I think have it in them to date a divorced guy. [01:16:04] And there's some women that don't. [01:16:08] Now, what I found in particular is men that were once divorced very much wanted to believe that it's not all women are like that and they just picked the wrong woman. [01:16:19] I mean, that was kind of the phrase that you would hear from a lot of, especially Christian divorced guys. [01:16:25] They really want to believe it was just I picked the wrong woman and they're very willing to do it again. [01:16:31] You would think that getting robbed and your kids stolen from you would make men not want to get married anymore. [01:16:37] And maybe it doesn't. [01:16:38] I don't know. [01:16:39] I can just speak to my experience. [01:16:43] Those are the guys that want to marry you immediately. [01:16:46] So for the ladies, dating divorced men, if they're dumb enough to do it once, they're dumb enough to do it again. [01:16:54] They are dumb enough to do it twice. [01:16:59] I'm going to eat these chips and it's going to be annoying and I don't care. [01:17:03] I don't. [01:17:06] I'm a little hungry. [01:17:15] After the second divorce, men are dehabilitated and have given up on love. [01:17:19] But if anything, I found that divorced men were actually very hopeful. [01:17:24] They're very hopeful that love is in the air and that it wasn't their, it was just a bad wife. [01:17:32] And they're very hopeful for you to be better. [01:17:37] The other great thing about dating divorced men is that generally speaking, it's very easy to exceed their expectations. [01:17:50] Like imagine you go into a job and you say, I'm applying for this job. [01:17:55] There's an open position. [01:17:56] And they say, well, my last employee robbed me. [01:18:01] My last employee actually robbed me, stole from me for years and made my life hell. [01:18:14] If all you have to do, if all you have to do is show up, not be fat and have sex, like really divorced men, the bar is like here. [01:18:31] It's so easy to exceed their expectations. [01:18:44] They're really willing to do it again. [01:18:46] They'll marry you. [01:18:48] I mean, I can't remember what percent of men remarry, but it's a very high percentage. [01:18:53] The majority are dumb enough to do it twice. [01:19:02] And so what happens is this previous employee was terrible. [01:19:10] God-awful. [01:19:13] And you come in and you're just not fat, has sex, maybe cooks every once in a while. [01:19:19] They're so grateful. [01:19:23] You're always going to be hotter than the X because you're probably 10 years younger. [01:19:39] Let me pull up my other notes. [01:19:52] The other great thing about dating divorced men is there's something fun about a guy that has nothing to lose. [01:19:57] Men with a lot to lose just are not fun. [01:20:00] You ever wonder how do these bouncers, these club promoters, how do they get these hot bitches? [01:20:08] How do you get like the hottest bitches around? [01:20:12] Like you'll see these men and they have nothing. [01:20:15] They're sleeping. [01:20:16] Like, you know, they say women care about money, and I just don't think that's true. [01:20:22] If anything, I think fathers care about money. [01:20:27] But if women, women might try to take your money, but when it comes to love, I mean, every romantic story ever is women picking hot guy over love. [01:20:47] I mean, think of Titanic, right? [01:20:51] I mean, Jack had nothing. [01:20:52] He's at the bottom of the ship and he's talking Rose out of her knickers. [01:20:57] She's cheating with Jack, the guy who is nothing, and her family saying, go with the rich guy. [01:21:02] I think dads care more about fathers care more about money than daughters. [01:21:10] And come on, ladies in the chat. [01:21:13] How many times has your father said, why are you dating that guy? [01:21:23] Why don't you go for a richer guy? [01:21:30] Because when women date rich men, it's more of a transaction. [01:21:33] It's not like those aren't the men we'll crawl through broken glass for and do anything for, right? [01:21:40] I mean, you know, the notebook, it's the same thing. [01:21:42] She has the rich husband and cheats with the broke. [01:21:46] I don't even think who's broke, but the broker guy from high school. [01:21:50] Zubia knows what I'm talking about. [01:21:52] She knows. [01:21:53] Now, how does this relate to rich men? [01:21:55] Sorry, not rich men, divorced men. [01:21:58] Well, divorced men usually have nothing. [01:22:01] They're broke. [01:22:02] They might be a lot of times they're really smart and really intelligent because women only rob intelligent, smart men. [01:22:08] I mean, you know, you're going to rob, I don't remember the other guy, but not Jack, obviously, the other guy you rob. [01:22:24] But there's something about having nothing to lose And I think you guys have kind of seen this transition for me. [01:22:31] I think I'm a little bit more fun now. [01:22:35] I lost everything when it comes to my YouTube career. [01:22:38] I mean, I have hit pieces completely disparaging to disparaging me. [01:22:44] I mean, I became all the things that I talked about, right? [01:22:47] I'm not that feminine. [01:22:48] I'm obviously not married. [01:22:50] Don't have kids. [01:22:55] And it's embarrassing, right? [01:22:58] It's very embarrassing to become the thing that you never thought you would be. [01:23:02] And I think a lot of divorced men are in this situation because married men are extremely arrogant. [01:23:07] Like there was a guy yesterday that came on my show telling me that his wife was special and different. [01:23:13] And you guys saw Crowder before he got divorced. [01:23:15] He was very arrogant, that he found this Christian trad wife and whatever. [01:23:22] And then you go through humiliation. [01:23:29] a failed relationship and divorced men have gone through usually the ringer, a very failed relationship where a lot of times they were very arrogant about that it was going to work out. [01:23:50] And so when they go through the divorce, their ego is gone. [01:23:56] And there's something, I think you can feel it when somebody's ego is gone, when somebody's been through the ringer. [01:24:02] And it was kind of similar to me. [01:24:03] You know, the hit pieces came, they took my channel, my friends turned on me. [01:24:08] And in a way, I got zeroed out. [01:24:10] I mean, not like men do, right? [01:24:12] I'm not trying to compare. [01:24:13] Obviously, I suck. [01:24:16] And I would say after I lost everything, you become a lot more grateful for the things you do have and you become a happier person. [01:24:27] When you're on the top, there's a lot of pressure. [01:24:30] There's a lot of stress. [01:24:33] And I would say that's the same thing with a marriage, right? [01:24:35] When you're responsible for a whole household, that's a lot of pressure and stress. [01:24:39] A lot of times they had a good job during the marriage, which a lot of times, you know, they might lose it or get a demotion because they're just so held back by the stress of it. [01:24:58] And so when you date a divorced man, you almost get the same vibe as the bartender, the bounce, like the reason women love bartenders, bouncers, athletes, whatever. [01:25:13] Partially the status, right? [01:25:15] But also because they're men that got nothing to lose. [01:25:18] When men have nothing, they don't act like they have things to lose. [01:25:22] You know, you ever been around a really high-stress guy? [01:25:26] You know, it's funny, my dad actually had a lot to lose, but he wasn't like this. [01:25:30] You know, he, my dad's an exception where he really is a fun guy. [01:25:36] And even though he had 10 kids, a big business, et cetera, he never really acted like he had a lot to lose. [01:25:48] So to be fair, you know, to be fair, this isn't all of them. [01:25:56] But a lot of men, I mean, they almost have to learn to be fun because they're very serious when they're young and they take everything seriously. [01:26:03] Like you go on a date and you feel like you're on an interview with a guy looking for his first wife. [01:26:09] What are your politics? [01:26:10] What are they? [01:26:10] What are that? [01:26:11] And you're like, I'm just trying to drink and have fun. [01:26:14] The divorced man, they already found their special someone and it didn't work out. [01:26:20] Now they're here to just have fun. [01:26:26] They don't have anything to lose anymore. [01:26:28] And that's the best version of a man. [01:26:31] Men with a lot to lose, they're always afraid you're going to take stuff from them. [01:26:36] And they treat you as a terrorist, as they should, right? [01:26:39] I mean, I think I've covered for years how I've covered for years how women are terrorists. [01:26:44] Necessarily blame them, but there's something I envy a little bit about men that just have no fear in them. [01:26:52] And I think everybody sort of envies this. [01:26:56] And I think that's why, like, they become the main characters, you know. [01:27:03] There's something about the people in the spotlight or the people may, I don't know how to describe, I'm trying to describe it in a different way. [01:27:11] You know, Leonardo DiCaprio is the main character, right? [01:27:15] He keeps banging 19-year-olds. [01:27:17] Nobody can shame him out of it. [01:27:19] And you could just tell he has no fear. [01:27:22] He does not fear these women. [01:27:24] He's going to bang. [01:27:25] I mean, I've heard he like puts music on to have sex with them. [01:27:29] Does not care. [01:27:30] And there's something about, you know, the person that approaches the girl with no fear. [01:27:35] The person that goes for the promotion with no fear. [01:27:37] I think we envy people or we look up to people that can just go through life with no fear. [01:27:44] Trump, right? [01:27:45] I mean, that's a guy that lived life. [01:27:49] He got divorced. [01:27:50] He got married and divorced three times. [01:27:51] He lived it. [01:27:54] He ran for president. [01:27:57] He like you could just tell what, like, even Scott Adams, Scott Adams right now is dying. [01:28:02] He is, he is literally facing death at his door. [01:28:05] And every day, this gangster guy, I mean, I think he's a gangster. [01:28:08] Every day he comes up and says, I don't care. [01:28:11] I am going to do my show. [01:28:12] I love my show. [01:28:17] There's something about the guy, you know, that everybody says you have to apologize for this and that. [01:28:24] And he says, fuck him. [01:28:26] You know, there's just something about, that's why people love Nick F, right? [01:28:29] Nick F has no fear. [01:28:31] He says the N-word. [01:28:32] He goes up against conservative media. [01:28:34] There's something about a person that lives life with no fear. [01:28:40] And divorced men, they can live life with zero fear because the worst already happened. [01:28:54] There's a sense of peace that comes when the worst. [01:28:56] And you know, I kind of felt like that, which by the way, I'm not comparing my, I'm only going to say this story because I relate to it in a way. [01:29:08] But my story is nowhere near men's. [01:29:11] Men have it way worse. [01:29:14] But there was a situation that I could relate to. [01:29:16] You know, when I lost my YouTube channel for two years, what can I fear? === Sense of Freedom (10:47) === [01:29:22] I am now unemployed. [01:29:24] I have now ruined my reputation online because I'm unhirable. [01:29:36] This is a lot of drama to any guy I date's life. [01:29:43] And I thought to myself, I thought this, the worst just happened. [01:29:47] Like the worst, I mean, in my head, right? [01:29:49] Obviously, Sneeko got his channel deleted. [01:29:51] There's Nick F was on the no-fly list, but in my head, the worst happened. [01:29:57] I had to move home. [01:29:57] This is all humiliating. [01:30:00] I'm kind of fat now. [01:30:02] Like I've gained all this weight because I didn't have time the last few years. [01:30:11] And to me, it felt like the worst happened. [01:30:13] And sometimes when the worst happens, you have a sense of peace because nobody can do anything to you anymore. [01:30:25] And you start moving differently. [01:30:27] You don't care. [01:30:32] You know, and it's why I came on here now. [01:30:34] And I think you guys can feel it a little bit. [01:30:37] On Sunday, I came on. [01:30:39] I said, look guys, I got hammered. [01:30:40] I did. [01:30:48] Do you know what? [01:30:49] I failed in a lot of ways. [01:30:51] I did. [01:30:54] A lot of things I thought I was going to do, I didn't do. [01:31:00] A lot of things I thought were going to work out, didn't. [01:31:04] And I'm happier now. [01:31:19] I don't have the same fear of my reputation as I used to. [01:31:26] Because I really used to, it was almost dehubil, like it was almost when you're debating a lot of these topics, people think that they kind of put you on a pedestal that you can't live up to. [01:31:38] And I hated being on that pedestal. [01:31:40] I felt like I was enslaved to the pedestal. [01:31:46] And my fear is gone. [01:31:47] I got nothing left. [01:31:50] And I think that is what divorced men feel like. [01:31:56] They put marriage up on a pedestal and it's gone. [01:32:00] A lot of them are still dumb enough to do it again. [01:32:02] I won't lie. [01:32:03] I mean, they'll just keep letting women rob them. [01:32:05] It's like they just want to make money for women to take it. [01:32:08] don't really get it, but it's fine. [01:32:24] But divorced men have a sense of freedom that's fun and women love it. [01:32:34] They're the guys with the mattress on the floor. [01:32:37] They have no money. [01:32:38] And the only thing they have is who they are as a person. [01:32:41] And it's usually smart, intelligent, competent men. [01:32:45] And now that all of their accomplishments are taken from them, their money's taken, their house is taken, raising good kids, that's taken. [01:32:53] Everything's gone. [01:32:57] It's almost like they can just be who they are. [01:33:02] The nagging is gone. [01:33:04] They no longer are being henpecked by their wife, and they feel this new sense of freedom where they can just say and do whatever they want. [01:33:12] A freedom a lot of them never experienced. [01:33:13] A lot of men were in their mom's house till they were 18 and a few years later found their wife. [01:33:20] And you men speak differently when they're free from women. [01:33:26] It's kind of like how you know, like Pierce Morgan, the way he speaks, you just know he's being nagged, and his wife is in his ear. [01:33:33] Because the men, it's like they almost just talk in this way. [01:33:36] That's it's such wife guy talk. [01:33:38] And you guys know what I'm talking about. [01:33:46] And the wife stops nagging and now they can live in with no fear. [01:33:52] Like, imagine if she took, imagine if she ruined his reputation. [01:33:56] If Pierce Morgan, let's let's, God forbid, but let's imagine he's a wife guy. [01:34:01] Let's say she robs him, steals his kids, ruins his reputation, whatever. [01:34:07] And I think it happened to him once, but some men, they just need to learn like three times, two, three, whatever. [01:34:15] There's a sense of freedom that comes. [01:34:31] Imagine if he had nothing to lose. [01:34:32] Pierce talks like a guy with a lot to lose. [01:34:38] You can tell. [01:34:39] He doesn't want to lose his reputation. [01:34:40] He doesn't want to lose his show. [01:34:42] He doesn't want to lose his marriage. [01:34:44] You can tell. [01:34:44] You can men. [01:34:46] Pierce would not be a fun person to date. [01:34:48] You can just tell. [01:34:50] Crowder 2.0, that would be a fun person to date. [01:34:57] And Crowder might need to, but you guys see the difference, right? [01:35:02] Crowder lost everything. [01:35:06] His reputation. [01:35:08] His money, his wife, his kids. [01:35:11] He lost everything. [01:35:13] And you can see his ego dying in a way. [01:35:15] He does not have the same ego he had before. [01:35:21] He's still blue pilled. [01:35:23] Yeah, I know. [01:35:23] Still blue pill. [01:35:24] But do you see what I'm saying, though? [01:35:27] There's like an ego that's gone and that's what's great about dating divorced men. [01:35:55] They got nothing to lose. [01:36:01] A lot of times they're really smart and intelligent because women don't tend to marry dumb men. [01:36:05] We'll sleep with them. [01:36:13] And they have a lot of relationship skills. [01:36:16] They know how to live with a woman. [01:36:20] They're, you know, a lot of times if you're an older woman, they're easier to date because they don't, they have more of a normal life. [01:36:27] They don't really want to go to bars. [01:36:29] And so in a way, you can out-compete the younger women because the younger women just have a lifestyle that's just not like if a guy has kids, it's just a lot more difficult to date a woman without kids that's under a certain age because they just want to go out and party if you're a woman with kids. [01:36:58] They're more likely to accept that because you at least understand the lifestyle. [01:37:02] I know a divorced guy that looked for a single mother because he felt like a single mother was the only one who would give up her career to watch the kids. [01:37:10] His kids he already had. [01:37:11] And they didn't even have more kids. [01:37:14] She just, he married her and she watched all four. [01:37:26] The woman can hate the ex-wife instead of you. [01:37:34] They probably don't have a lot of sexual partners. [01:37:38] In terms of like historically, I would say they're probably less likely anecdotally to have an STD. [01:37:44] They're less likely to, you know. [01:37:50] They have the benefits of being a paternal father without the responsibility of the kids a lot of the time because she stole them. [01:37:57] So they're really only there every other weekend. [01:38:24] This is also the phase in life a lot of these men get into hobbies that they can bring you into. [01:38:37] You know, this is kind of when the guys rediscover themselves, and that's like a fun part of their life, you know. [01:38:43] Reb, you know, that's exciting for a woman to be well, be there while you rebuild yourself with knowing that he has the track record of building himself once. [01:38:55] I think that's all I really got. [01:39:43] So I think that's my two cents. [01:39:47] There's pros and cons to every group, but divorced men, there's a lot of pros, ladies. [01:39:53] So, if you're if you got kids, if you're an older woman, I really recommend going down that route. [01:39:59] Um, um, you just got to make sure they want more kids. === Let's Hear Your Feedback (00:30) === [01:40:09] So, anyways, um, make sure you like the video and subscribe to the channel. [01:40:21] And I will see you guys next time. [01:40:24] If you guys liked the music, let me know. [01:40:26] I would love to do that every show, but I won't torture you. [01:40:31] So, anyways, like the video, subscribe, and Merry Christmas. [01:40:37] I might be able to stream tomorrow. [01:40:38] We'll see.