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I'm literally just going to be a fly on the wall and let Cricket do all the talking.
Well, let you do all the talking and Cricket will do all the questions.
It's fascinating to me because as I was reading up on this thing, it's essentially you come to the same realm that I came to through like spiritual path and meditation and everything.
You get to the same destination through like a scientific method and see.
I feel like if I could learn this other cheat code, I could teach more people because not everybody is willing to take the psychedelic experience route or the ego destruction route.
If I could have a quicker path to the same destination, that would be wonderful.
I literally love this.
I love this.
That's amazing.
Cricket, you should get on the Monroe Institute website and get some tapes and stuff and dive into some of that.
Maybe you are an astral projector and you can do some time travel.
I have pulled off a bit of that successfully recently.
Much to my horror, but...
We won't go into that part, but yeah, it was a bit unpleasant.
Oh, it was that thing you were telling me.
Yeah, I told you the story.
I projected to bad places.
But at the same time, though, as I was reading through it, it really struck me.
I thought, that's it.
That's Focus 15. That's where I went.
The Focus 15 realm.
I was there.
I was traveling down that avenue, effectively.
And it was really amazing.
Seeing this, well, like I said, this destination that I'd gone to through a completely different road and getting to the same spot in the end.
Exactly. And that's exactly why I feel so called to talk about it because I went through the same experience you did.
I didn't use psychedelics.
I was using binaural beats and was just doing my own meditation and came to the same realizations.
Um, that, you know, a lot of spiritualists and Vedic science is based in and then started down the rabbit hole and found the, you know, the, uh, the papers on the CIA document papers on the gateway process.
And so that's actually based on the Monroe Institute, um, uh, on their process on the gateway process.
So he just goes through and that's really, I pulled information on.
On the gateway process and transcendental meditation to compare the two and talk about what their differences is, like what their end goals are.
And I think for me personally, transcendental meditation is better than the gateway process because it allows us to reach higher levels of self-awareness.
That puts us into like a unity consciousness, which is more, you know, better for the environment, better for the earth, better for what?
What we'd like to see and have change on Earth for better.
Where like the gateway process is like what you said.
Yes, you can reach a self-actualization state where you kind of just realize all of these patterns that are coming up to you within your life are just aspects of something within your own conscious mind that's creating and developing that reality,
which is kind of what the CIA documents go into.
And instead, you're, you know, the transcendental meditation is allowing you to perceive from a much higher perspective, from a much higher expanded state of consciousness awareness, where you're...
Not only perceiving things at an elevated state as everything is really good and happy, despite you can still see the diversities and the issues and the problems, but you can see it from a state of, well, how do we come together to fix this?
How do we come together to rise above these problems?
Where, as most people are still kind of stuck in this waking state where they're just stuck to their emotions, their ego, their...
You know, anxieties.
And that's where their mind's being led by.
It's not being led by their pure consciousness.
It's being led by all the bullshit that they've been through in their life.
Man, we've been through a lot.
And maybe a lot of that carries over through past lives.
Yeah, absolutely.
A lot of that trauma.
I believe it does.
But before we go any further, I want to do an introduction here.
So today, well, welcome to the show, first of all.
Today we have with us Brittany Vaughn, an Army veteran, single mother who is now a mindfulness coach that has published two books to help people raise their self-awareness to create new habits and break old ones.
And I have one of those books here, Into the Shadows, working on myself.
What's the other one?
The other one is It's My Annual Tracker, and it's basically just 12 months worth of different trackers to build better habits and build better routines.
Awesome. Cool.
And where can people find those?
Those are both linked in, or both on Amazon, and they're linked in my Facebook and my TikTok accounts, if anyone's on those as well.
Okay, perfect.
And that, just under your name, Brittany Vaughn?
Yeah, just, no, actually under It's Coaching.
It's Coaching.
Okay, It's Coaching.
ITS Coaching, yeah.
Awesome. So you also, you do workshops, journaling, meditation, sound bowl healing, which is awesome.
I love that stuff.
Yes. Yeah, absolutely.
Welcome to the show.
I mean, this should be very interesting because I know pretty much nothing about any of this.
Maybe little bits and pieces.
Cricket here, he's just an expert.
So this should be interesting.
Accidental expert.
So why don't we just go ahead?
Accidental expert.
I did want to ask you a quick question, though.
What is the difference between transcendental meditation and the gateway process?
So, I actually have a whole write-up about it.
About the differences.
So, let me start where they're the same.
That way I can go into where they differentiate afterwards.
Both the Gateway Process and Transcendental Meditation state that there's three standard levels of consciousness.
So there's the waking state, the sleeping state, and the dreaming state.
And what both processes aim to do is expand those states of awareness so that your mind is essentially breaking free from the limitations and the shackles that's basically been placed upon our mind throughout our experiences.
So that's basically everything that's shaped and molded and conformed our mind or conditioned our mind into a certain way of thinking.
And each one of us have our own conditioned perspective, our own set of beliefs, our own limiting beliefs that we have within ourselves.
But underneath all of that, we have our pure consciousness, which is our pure self.
And that is really the goal of Transcendental Meditation is to bring you beyond all of those top levels or top layers of thinking deeper and deeper and deeper all the way into your pure consciousness.
And so over time, Transcendental Meditation and in your mind, your mind absorbs that pure consciousness and your body is given, your nervous system is given the chance to rest.
So deeply while in this active state that it actually is able to come out of dysregulation where you're in a state of survival mode and it becomes regulated.
And this puts you into that self-actualization state of mind frame.
The gateway process works a little different.
It uses FFR, which is...
Frequency following response, which basically is when you listen to sounds repetitively over and over, the mind starts to mimic that sound.
And so the gateway process uses different binarial beats and frequencies that were actually the same tune as the Earth's frequency.
It was between 7 and 7.5.
What I just saw earlier was that it roughly is frequency at 7.83 hertz.
So it's funny that they are using the state or the frequency of Earth where Transcendental Meditation is coming to this state of absolute consciousness.
And quantum physics is where that unites and comes together.
But, um, so what it's doing, what the gateway process is doing is these frequencies are changing the brainwave frequencies and they're creating it for the left and the right hemisphere to come into synchronization, which ultimately does the same thing,
puts you into that self-actualization mode.
And both of those things, there's a process where your mind starts to just, you know, let go of all the hardships and all the things that you've been through.
Both documents reference coming into the transcendental state of consciousness or entering a kundalini awakening, which maybe Cricket you are familiar with.
A little bit.
I'm starting to learn connecting to the 8D pathways and everything.
It's a very beautiful feeling.
I started realizing actually that The sensation is actually not chemically derived.
It actually comes from having that connection.
Once I managed to naturally achieve it, it was pretty amazing.
I always think so much of our problems right now come from the fact that...
Some of you people's frequencies are singing in tune with the Earth, so we aren't connected with one another.
That connection is so severed between so many.
What's the feeling you feel?
Is that the frequencies of the Earth?
What feels good?
That sensation of being connected to everyone.
Being effectively a part of the life stream, absorbed into the world tree.
You feel as if you connect via your roots to every other living thing upon the earth.
It's a very fascinating experience.
Whenever I go to a festival, I instantly feel that way.
You instantly feel...
That, like, worldly connection.
They're generating that sensation via their mass consciousness experience.
Yeah, they collect consciousness.
That's why those places are so magical.
Collect consciousness, dude.
I was going to ask you, Brittany, so you were getting into, well, the frequency of the earth being around 7.8 hertz, whatever.
I was reading into how the body, the heartbeat, needs to, like, sink as well, and it's the blood flow that kind of...
It goes down to your feet and as it comes back up and it hits the other blood coming down from each heartbeat and it creates a wave.
And it's something like if you need to get rid of any sort of blood clot or anything like that to make the blood flow perfectly and you get that perfect balance of the seven hertz to be in tune with the earth.
That's insanely interesting.
It really is.
I honestly, so I don't know, like, a super extensive amount of the physiology aspect of it.
Mine is more just through my personal experience and, you know, what I have learned over time.
But I haven't dove much into the heart, but they did state exactly what you said, to come into that full...
Like balance and harmony is.
The heart and the nervous system will come into that balanced state and the mind comes into that balanced state.
And what 3TM says is that your brain waves are no longer operating through the beta waves, operating through alpha waves, through high potency of alpha waves,
which... Alpha waves are equated with feelings of serenity and peace and bliss, which is kind of what Maharishi experiences, this absolute field that exists not only within us, but like Cricket was saying, it is the field that unites everything,
the field that creates and allows life to exist, to grow, to be experienced, to experience it.
Allows for everything.
Actually, there's a really good book.
Dr. Tony Nader, he's a neuroscientist.
He just wrote, consciousness is all that there is.
And he goes really deep into the entire awakening process and elevating your awareness step-by-step through this transcendental.
Transcendental meditation process going from, you know, basically the awakening state all the way to the unity consciousness state like cricket was explaining how we are all connected.
We are all all one really just all a singular aspect Connected to that one It's why no matter how angry you are with someone, you just have to accept that you can't hate them for it because it's a portion of yourself that you're hating in the end.
And of course, the whole it can cure disease through this makes perfect sense because of course, I remember reading a book actually where they split apart the whole Spelling and words are magic thing and points out,
you know, what is disease?
Dis-ease.
Dis-ease, a lack of calm, a lack of centering, a lack of stability.
When you're off kilter, you don't feel right.
And people can actually stress themselves into expressing psychosomatic symptoms, which can then actually manifest into real symptoms of illness over time by...
Well, depriving your immune system of its balance.
Because once you lose balance in one aspect, you lose balance in all of it.
Yeah. Homeostasis.
You've got to find that balance.
Get your electrolytes, right?
Get your meditation on.
Meditation. Meditation has been so hard for me.
I've tried it.
I used to study Theravada Buddhism a little bit.
And I tried a lot of meditative techniques.
My mind just rolls constantly.
It's so hard to turn off.
And I've only achieved a couple of successes, I guess I can call it.
One time, I was meditating the typical lotus position, all of that, and lowered my heart rate down, and it just was pretty calm.
My eyes are closed and, like, I just, a light, like, everything just became very bright with my eyes closed.
And I was like, whoa, what is happening?
What is this?
Did I reach a point?
Is this something?
And I don't remember feeling anything other than, like, why am I seeing this light?
It was just, like, emanating.
I don't know.
There was no source of it.
It was just there.
My eyes were closed.
I don't know.
It was really weird.
No, that's super exciting.
And I've had a very similar experience.
So, and I know a lot of people have had experiences where they'll see like a purple, mine was a purple oval that I would see, and a lot of people have referenced that as to being your third eye chakra.
And for the light, the white light, I would think would be your trap chakra.
So it could have been that you did, you were receiving.
That energy in that moment and, you know, feeling that and seeing that because your mind had been so relaxed to be able to kind of receive that energy.
After I tried a little bit of the gateway process, I did have another experience where I had a bright, bright light that was just in front of me and a celestial being.
Basically came out of nowhere and, like, came down and kissed me on my forehead.
It was literally the most, like, profound experience I'd ever had.
Like, I felt so whole, so, like, complete.
And I was just, like, crying.
I was, like, crying there, meditating.
But I can't even, I forget what it's called, but, like, I can't even see, like, an apple.
Like, if you tell me to close my eyes and picture an apple, like, I have whatever that's called.
Or you can't see anything when you close your eyes.
So for me to, like, experience that, it was so just, like, out of this world completely.
And for me, it makes, you know, everything that these documents say so true and so real.
It's like, how do you argue it after you've experienced it?
You know what I mean?
These CIA documents are, they're mind-blowing.
They really are mind-blowing.
I've been digging into them and it's like, what?
What the hell?
So all this is legit.
You know, Ingo Swann and all this stuff.
But what was that entity like?
Did you get a view of the entity?
Did you see it?
Yeah, she was gorgeous.
Basically just flawless skin, but it was blue and shimmery, bright.
It was just light all around her.
Really long hair and these pointy ears.
Interesting. Very angelic.
She definitely didn't feel like a negative or an evil or lower vibrational entity, which I think for like...
When you look at everything as energy, you know, wherever your mindset is, it's the same in the astral realm as it is in the physical realm.
So if your energy is low and you're vibrating like at a lower frequency, you're going to attract kind of like shitty situations where in the astral realm you're going to attract lower vibrational beings.
But like as you meditate and heal and refine your mind and refine your body and start to connect to nature and connect to wholeness, I feel like you do begin to attract these, like, energetic high-frequency beings that are here to kind of help heal the planet and help change the way that,
you know, the direction that things are going right now because, let's be honest.
Yeah, let's be honest here.
Much negative energy persists.
It's really interesting you say that because, like, it got me thinking, like, a lot of people like the Satanists and Luciferians and these type of people.
How they meditate, but they just do rituals.
And they call up these more malevolent demonic spirits.
These negative, low vibrational energies.
But then people like you and Cricket here bringing in positive energies.
And that's the spiritual warfare we're in.
Yes, they're countering each other indirectly.
The good people calling in the angels and the bad people.
Yeah, the bad people calling in the freaking negative energies and they're battling out there somewhere in that astral realm, I guess.
That's just a weird thought I had.
I've always had the cheat code and been a little bit spiritually inclined, so to speak, where things would just approach me as a whole.
I would often make the mistake of acknowledging that I notice, and then, of course, you attract their attention from there.
And I've met many, I would describe them as celestial and diabolical creatures, respectively, positive, pro-evolutionary, and negative, de-evolutionary entities.
But then I've also met a couple almost significantly higher dimension creatures or entities that I would describe as neutral energy.
As in, they're not really pulling either direction.
They just simply want everything to return to the source of energy and restore a balance.
There's been a bit of that entering in as of late.
In a sort of attempt to balance these forces, because part of this isn't necessarily that negative energy exists or is growing stronger, but rather that the imbalance is growing greater,
And thus the chaos between the two, the conflict between the two is getting more pronounced.
And the expression of that thus leads...
Yeah. Absolutely.
Wait, say that again?
The last part?
They want to effectively pacify the negative energy as well.
Make peace.
Bury the hatchet in the spirit world, so to speak.
Gotcha. Okay.
I can get behind these theories.
I like this.
I don't know if I've encountered...
Like, how do you, what are these neutral, you know, entities or beings like?
Because I don't know, I'm trying to like reflect, like, have I experienced any just in my like day to day?
I've been...
I've only ever encountered two, and it was the oddest thing, because when I go to read Intentions, I don't find any necessarily, I want to help you or anything, or I want to hurt you.
You get these general sensations of...
Effectively, well, I want you to evolve or I want you to devolve.
And these ones are more so, I want to bring all of the energies closer to neutral and settle this down.
This spiritual maelstrom that's being generated by all of this negative energy, which is then being countered with positive energy.
And trying to create some kind of celestial event as a result.
They're trying to pacify that so it doesn't turn into as drastic an event.
It kind of sounds like that wraps up my last relationship and how it ended.
That literally wraps it up.
So maybe it was like a neutral just, all right, we figured it out.
Now let's go our separate ways.
Could be just a life's moment, just a learning moment there.
Yeah, absolutely.
For sure.
Well, because everyone's always looking for the big win and the victory and the triumph of good over evil.
And then, of course, people that are negative and angry and bitter and decide they want a negative triumph of evil over good.
But at the same time, we all got to live and evolve in the same universe and we all have to share it together.
And if the soul is infinite, we can't simply...
You know, outlive our problems.
They're going to stay with us.
We've got to heal from this.
Exactly. Do you want to get into the actual CIA files?
I mean, because the program was under Stargate, right?
So, the program itself was initiated by Bob Monroe and the Monroe Institute.
I think there were like six...
Major programs.
And then Stargate was the last one, which is where the Gateway process and Bob Monroe came in.
So, I don't know, because what I was reading about it was Bob Monroe kind of just had been exploring different paths of consciousness.
And then that's when he had come up with, in the 70s, I think it was like the 71, that he came up with this process.
I do have, I have, there's another whole document just on the Gateway process itself that I think came from the Monroe Institute that I still haven't finished reading.
I'm working on that one and the remote viewing documents right now.
I don't know if you've read those ones yet.
Yeah, I was getting into a bunch of that stuff.
I have that, I think I have that document.
It was the, let's see here.
A U.S. Army operational group at Fort Meade, Maryland.
Yeah, what was his name?
It was a commander or something, and he wrote a paper on this.
So, if it was the CIA document, it probably was a commander.
I know the commander that wrote this one was...
Let's see.
Yeah. Commander...
Oh, what the heck?
His name's not on it.
It literally just...
Yeah. So, he did write a letter.
Actually, I have it downstairs if you want me to grab it.
Or I can just Google it.
Think of this guy's name.
I have all these documents up about it.
Well, what's the guy's name?
I know!
That's the problem with this.
There's just so much information.
And then it's like each little string leads to a whole other string of documents and a whole other theory and a whole other physicist.
It just goes in down the rabbit hole, man.
It really does.
And that's why I'm like, I just try to stay where I know what I've experienced, I guess I should say.
Because some of this can just, yeah, I don't want to dig too deep down.
I don't want to expose how much of a conspiracy theorist I am.
Oh, yes.
Yes. Oh, here we go.
CIA website.
It's okay.
I feel like conspiracy theories are more popular than advertised.
Yeah, absolutely.
Quite a bit at this point.
Man, this is weird because now it's not even popping up on...
The letter he wrote isn't popping up on the website that has this document.
Gateway process document commander download process consciousness gateway process configure...
Was it McDonald?
Yes. Wayne McDonald.
Yeah, Lieutenant Colonel Wayne M. McDonald.
Okay. Now we're back in session.
Rock on.
So... Okay, so we went over where they're basically the same, and then what I want to talk about is just the physics part of it.
So how is it even possible that, you know, we can create this within ourselves or through listening to music, essentially, right?
And so both the Vedic science and the Gateway process supports the theory, and I'll quote it from the CIA's assessment.
Is that energy creates, stores, and retrieves meaning into the universe by projecting or expanding at certain frequencies in a three-dimensional mode that creates a living pattern called a hologram.
And there's another quote through Dr. Tony Nader, who I mentioned earlier.
And he says...
There is no evidence that the ultimate reality is actually physical or material.
Man, that's straight from the CIA.
The first one was, the second one is through Dr. Tony Nader.
He's a neuroscientist.
He practices transcendental meditation and talks a lot about the conscious mind.
Well, all the evidence is written on paper that's not real.
I mean, and also, please do your own research, because I'm no means, like, a quantum physicist.
I just am simply projecting, like, what I have learned at this point.
But so while classical physics looks at, like, the macro and the microscopics of reality, the quantum physics breaks it down into the subatomic particles and the makeups of atoms.
So when we break down our physical reality into the quantum reality reviewing...
The finest aspect, which is the force fields, the electromagnetic, the strong, the weak, the gravitational, and the matter fields, so the electrons, the quarks, the neutrinos, which is what makes up the particles and matter.
And when physicists looked even closer at these subparticles in the 1800s to the double-slit experiment, they discovered that particles can behave both like a wave and like a particle.
Meaning that particles, the things that make up our physical matter, including our bodies, behave in energetic waves, interacting with all the force fields that are letting everything basically exist, or creating it,
you know, letting it flow in existence.
All of these, except for gravity being the only exception to the rule.
But Albert Einstein was the one who first theorized, or one of the first theorists, to attempt the unified field theory, which theorizes that basically there is an underlying field that's allowing all the forces and matter to not only exist, but to exist in union.
The Taurus field?
The unified field.
To exist in union, basically.
So it's a force field.
That basically allows for all of the other fields to exist.
And not only exist, but to exist in union.
So to exist in a way that allows our world to operate the way it does.
That exists in a way that allows our body to operate the way that it does.
In a way that allows our mind to think and perceive and project the way that it does.
Yeah, so I was looking at, uh, because the Taurus field, it's kind of the Earth, like, where we are in the universe is kind of, we are at the entrance.
Yes, the Taurus field.
Yeah. So, is what they're referring to in the CIA document, yes.
So in my field where I study in, so I actually am going to school for consciousness and human potential at Maharishi International University.
And so they teach this exact field, and they mention it in the CIA documents, is the absolute field, the field of pure consciousness.
So in the CIA documents, they reference it as the tourist field.
And then later on they say the absolute.
Oh, that's so crazy.
Which is kind of cool that it's referenced as both in both Vedic science and in, you know, what has been referenced to the government.
Right, yeah.
Ah, the government.
Jeez. It's like the galactic ley line.
Yeah. I mean, really, it has to make a lot of people question that if they have this information, You know, how are they using it?
Because they're clearly not using it to benefit society.
Oh, they're not for sure.
And I wonder how they feel about people who are, like, jumping in, who are clicking out, whatever it's called.
Exactly. And they're, like, worried about those people because those people are going in and the government can't control them.
And so that's a threat.
That's going to be national security.
They're going to lock down the world.
You can have a camera right on somebody and they can go anywhere.
Staring right at them the whole time.
And they don't make a move, but they just traveled across the universe.
So how does that work?
Take us through a process of connecting and clicking out.
So really, for me, I have never actually projected.
The closest that I've gotten to it is I started to see like a tunnel.
Uh, basically.
And my heart was like, during that experience, my heart would just start pounding and pounding and pounding.
Um, and I just like, it would be like a tunnel of almost like light streaming like at me.
Um, and then as soon as I, it's almost like I was too anxious to continue to go through with it.
And that's honestly why I just stopped with the gateway process because it just, it didn't feel right to me.
It felt like I was manipulating energy that I shouldn't have been manipulating.
Where transcendental meditation felt more like a natural internal process of me just growing back to source.
So I didn't really feel comfortable going forward with the gateway process.
But that's just my own experience.
I know that a lot of other people and you'll see on like TikTok, a lot of people talk about, you know, being able to just travel throughout time and space, essentially, which is what the CIA document refers to as traveling outside of time and space.
I'm sure it's really cool and maybe I'll give it a try again, but right now my concerns are what's going on on planet Earth.
It's frightening.
I can't imagine not really being prepared and you go over that edge.
Exactly. You know what I mean?
And sometimes I feel like just, I don't know if I'm like somehow just mentally doing mindfulness techniques or whatever, but sometimes I'll just feel like I'm about to just click out, like just jet somewhere else in some dimension.
Like it's so weird because it's just a matter of a split second.
I feel such a weird feeling come over me really quick, like I'm about to like go somewhere else.
And then I'll snap to and be like, whoa, that's not fun.
Yeah, it's scary.
And that's kind of why I just kind of listened more, I guess, on my intuition on that and just felt like, you know, if it's that, like, terrifying, maybe it's something I shouldn't be doing.
I don't know.
But, I mean, everyone's different with it, so.
Yeah. And it's just like, I guess it's the thought of, like, what if I don't come back?
Right, yeah.
What if I get stuck in the absolute?
But I guess...
That's where we're going to go anyway when we die, right?
Back to the absolute?
I know, but I'm still living.
Potential, yeah.
Potential for dying of your ego and getting stuck out there is very real.
You've got to be careful.
Holy crap.
Imagine just being stuck with no ego.
Holy crap.
Well, and then you end up back in your body.
Scary. Effectively a template.
I've done some of this stuff.
I've always been fascinated in the concept of reality not being this determinate thing.
Ever since, as just a little kid, I was looking at the floor and noticing that if I concentrated hard enough, I could tell that parts of the floor weren't exactly where they were.
You could make it move slightly.
There was an indeterminacy to that.
In terms of going places, I guess the best place I could say I have ever gone is the celestial being that's connected to me.
Jalalwen took me up to his palace or realm or whatever it would be.
It was this magical celestial heaven-like place of light.
Effectively, it looked like you were up in the sky.
A sense of being far above and ascended.
It was a very beautiful place, this realm.
I have to say, I feel like that's part of this attempt at distorting reality because part of this splitting that we're dealing with, with the pulling up and dragging down at the same time,
Is effectively an application of that as above, so below motto.
Because what that actually is, is a heresy of spirituality.
Because everything has its own realm and you can go there.
But if you're dragged down and held down too much in the lower realms by baser desires and stuck in your...
Obsessions and can't get above it.
You just want to pull that celestial realm down to you.
You want to drag the divine into the physical by causing this disparity to effectively crash it all into itself and drag the dimensions together.
The restoration of neutrality is effectively a loosening of that knot that's being tightened.
What I said makes any sense.
I don't feel like...
It makes sense to somebody.
I feel like I just confused myself.
I was with you for the most part, Cricket.
I feel like...
Did I describe that well?
Cricket, you said something about Focus 15?
Yeah, say that.
Focus 15 was...
It's, well, astral projecting and clicking out into the past.
And you've done that?
Yeah, very recently, actually.
Dude, alright, well tell us about your time travel into the past.
Focus 15, what happened?
Well, I went to a very dark and bad place in one event.
I mean, I did a few different ones.
I've always been able...
But I guess to avoid the darker part, I'll just go over the whole thing because I don't want to necessarily attract negative entities with this.
Positive moment.
Yeah, exactly.
Well, I was just thinking to approach it more generally, way back when I was talking to my spiritual mentor and I had no real affinity at all, I was effectively just borrowing it from her.
I did past life regression, and I figured out a few different ways in which I died and everything.
I remember having images and moments and visions pop into my mind of those times.
One of them I was dealing with was being killed in battle, which eventually I went back to.
It was a fight with Francesca.
It was eventually how we determined what period it was.
It would have been some period in the late Dark Ages, like in the Rise of Charlemagne and all that, effectively that period.
You were battling the Medicis?
Well, the Francesco was a traditional weapon of the Franks.
It's actually why they got the name from.
They would use this throwing axe.
That they would carry multiples of.
And you would throw a couple and run up with the last one.
Terrible way to die.
And reclaim them as you went.
So, yeah, I imagine that would have been an extremely brutal fight.
Oh, man, I can't imagine.
And it's always funny because you always hear the stories about princes and kings and stuff.
And it's like, I was...
A slightly higher-ranked soldier.
Like, I had armor.
That was effectively, well, you weren't just a peasant.
You were slightly over that.
You made three times what the peasants did.
I was probably just some little slave boy for a king or something, dude.
It was probably a horrible...
I got the fancy armor.
Horrible previous life.
I actually did.
So yeah, a little unpleasant, but I guess not that unpleasant.
But now.
And that was with Focus 15, you said?
Yeah, you said Focus 15. Yeah, that's when I first realized that I could do it, because I was going through several lifetimes, and each one would give me these visions where I would just automatically go back through as I was having it described.
It would play almost like a...
Yeah, that's exactly what happened to me.
And it was like I was watching myself and then during certain points, usually the ones that were more dramatic, it would generally be first person.
As if I was more connected to my body because of the things that were happening.
Yeah. So you like dissociate and be first person.
Brittany, tell us about you.
You wanted to tell your experience.
Yeah, it's so wild because, you know, it wasn't until I started reading all of these documents that I realized listening to the binaural frequencies that I was listening to for so long is probably what allowed for some of these experiences to happen, like my past life regression experience,
because I never went to Focus 15. So I started receiving these flashback imageries.
As if I had lived them firsthand, but it was never something that I had experienced in this lifetime of basically myself driving in like a 1920s car, super fast, down the rain.
Yeah, pretty bridge.
And it was just me and my daughter.
And of course, 1920s, women don't normally break free from their husbands or from their life cycles or get a job or do any of that, you know?
Yeah, you're wild.
In the house.
So yeah, I was a wild one.
But I felt very strongly in my memories that I was escaping him, that he wasn't, you know, he was a horrible man.
And so as I'm driving in a panic, I end up hitting the car vehicle in front of me and driving off the cliff.
And that was how I died.
Oh my God.
Which, you know, is wild because then here I am in this life, single mom from day one, haven't had a great life.
Haven't had great experiences with men.
And it's like, how wild is it that it really just brought to fruition that whole concept for me of having past lives and us living through this karmic cycle of learning lessons and growing on a conscious, you know, journey,
basically. Because I think that's how I died in my last life anyway.
Are you ever afraid when you're driving with your daughter over a bridge or near a cliff anywhere?
For a little while I was, and I started going to Reiki, which basically they kind of help you move your energy around to release pent-up or stored energy that you haven't been able to process yet.
And what we did was she kind of went in and helped me to dive my energy.
Back into that past life's energy to re-feel it and re-experience it.
And just saying it doesn't convey it, but when you actually go through and re-feel...
How traumatic that event was and how scared you were and how all you wanted to do was save your daughter.
And you re-feel those experiences.
It literally allowed me to let go of whatever it was that my soul was still holding onto from the past.
And I felt it from my whole body.
I was shaking at the core.
I was blowing my eyes out.
I was sweating profusely.
And this is an experience that I haven't even lived in this lifetime.
So it was just wild.
I mean, it's definitely a very emotional situation.
It really was.
I can totally understand because I had a much more recent, more profound Focus 15 experience, but I'm reluctant to even recount that one because I'm going to start crying and blubbering and the episode is going to get extremely dark and I feel like we're going to have way too much.
I feel like we're going for a positive vibe here.
I don't know if you want to go there.
Let's shine the light in the dark before you can have more light to come.
That's how it works.
You can't have light without dark.
I can try.
I just don't want to start crying on air.
It's okay, man.
I'll just enhance it.
So it's fine.
Just crying.
Healthy is a good way to release all the negative energy that's stored in your body.
Maybe we'll all start crying together in unison.
Yeah, we'll have a group cry.
Okay, it's just this episode's about you and I don't want to make it about me.
No, it's okay, Cricket.
I'm here to share.
Okay. Alright, so a little backstory first off.
I've connected to the Arcturians.
I had a whole reading done spiritually when I was young.
I originally came onto this show to announce this whole termination of the contract that the Arcturians had with others.
He did only come on here to discuss that one thing and he became a co-host immediately.
Then he asked me if I wanted back and I thought, well, my voice is out there now.
Pop the cork.
I guess I better do it.
My guide told me that I would be helping troubled spirits and needed different souls to come to me.
I thought, well, here's an opportunity to talk to people and find out who he's talking about.
I came on here.
More recently, I've been having these revelations as time goes on, like the Phoenix encounter with the neutral thing.
Jop and Pak, Ta and Yak, which is the other neutral entity that I encountered, which are the two that are working on this.
And then more recently, I got another revelation from him about my previous life.
So the one that I kind of glossed over was I died as a...
I was a young Chinese boy at one point at 14 from a horse riding accident, which was tragic, but not necessarily too messed up or anything.
I then came back again, because of course I'm not done at this point, and I'm kind of tied to the earth from my accident, not getting things finished.
But then I came back in my next life as a young German boy, and my spirit guide told me long ago, That I was that I had was killed by like the devil worshiper or something or demon Satan or someone in 1940s Germany.
Basically a satanic sacrifice.
During that story originally I had this vision in my head as some kind of facility I don't know what the hell it is with like an American flag over it.
So anyways, I got...
I had that...
I'm getting...
Give me a sec.
I'm a little scared to talk about it.
So, I was apparently given away or something, and I was a ritual victim of...
A lot of occult stuff.
And I was forced to do some pretty awful things.
Betray a close friend.
All of these things were basically done to taint my soul and tie me to this earth.
And then I was sacrificed to die for a second time in a row at the age of 14. Which then brought me back to here.
I had some kind of...
Demon is tied to this.
I don't want to mention their name.
I looked it up, but I still won't say it.
You can look it up, but if you say it, it won't have the same effect as if I do, I presume.
You want to spell it out?
It's of calamity.
If you look up the Demon of Calamity, it starts with an A. I don't want to say it, though.
But I believe that's why I had this Ja'owen assigned to me, is effectively to protect me from this other spirit who I've heard a few times also throughout my life,
much darker, much more negative, nasty, nasty thing.
And he tries to make himself sound like the other one.
But you can tell from intentions and the energy that comes from the difference between the two.
But at the same time, you have to have discernment.
Absolutely. And there, I managed to get through that without crying or revealing anything that'll get me murdered, I think.
I mean, I think people can put the pieces together.
He was basically a ritual sacrifice as a child.
SRA happened, a bunch of crazy stuff.
It was like in Germany, being liberated after the Second World War.
Yeah. And I was, well, I was very upset afterwards.
And I actually told my guide, I need this.
I need a break.
I need a break now.
I just cried for like 20, 30 minutes.
I was like, damn.
So much of my psyche of treating every situation as someone's going to attack me and that fear of success because anytime you were successful it was turned upon you and you were attacked and betrayed and not wanting to trust anyone because anyone you trusted was then used against you.
So much of that mentality which didn't make sense with my...
Well, frankly, extremely beautiful and very loving and nurturing upbringing, which I always wondered, like, why the hell am I so nutty?
I'm right there with you.
So that feels like way too much tea, so thank you for coming to my therapy session.
Thank you for sharing it, though.
That's some deep shit.
And for you to be able to kind of link that experience with the way that you have perceived things in your life now is really huge.
That's something that not a lot of people have the ability to be able to link those patterns like that.
So that's really cool that you did that.
Yeah, see, it's like when I get in trouble for even the slightest thing or get criticism for things.
I start viewing it as a life or death situation and start looking for paths of escape.
Like, I look for paths of escape.
I try to see, okay, what can I weaponize in this room to knock this person out and run away?
What can I do?
And then I'm always like, you're not actually going to do any of these things.
Your brain's going through them, but you know you're not actually going to rationally do them.
But still, at the same time, why do your instincts just go to adrenaline mode?
That's crazy.
I mean, I do that when I walk into a store.
I'm like, where's the best exit for when there's a shooter?
I'm always thinking about that.
Where am I going to run?
Where am I going to hide?
That always goes to my head.
But yeah, I always thought it was strange that anytime I got an award, I'd be all happy, all excited and stuff about it.
And then I'd be really emotionally let down afterwards and feel like I was terrible and worse.
Yeah, and it's wild when you look at it based on really the way that our mind perceives these things and how our feelings, you know, rise and fall are based on what we've experienced in the past.
And kind of like how I said that when I processed that past memory and I was able to cry and really release it, That's kind of what allowed for a shift in my current perspective for the things and how I started perceiving situations.
And not only that, but the energy that I would experience was just totally different.
The way that I reacted was different.
The way I responded would be different.
And that's kind of one thing that meditation or transcendental meditation helps with is just to no longer carry those.
Response mechanisms that were created through either trauma or conditioning, and instead just being and existing and acting and responding out of this pure conscious, this pure source of being, this harmonious source that is in flow with the universe and in flow with Earth.
Natural law.
Yeah. And it's like, I feel like now that I've unrolled this whole...
Ball of twine.
I could actually be okay with succeeding at something.
Because I always had this sense that somewhere subconsciously I always wanted to fail because then I wouldn't have to deal with the horrors of success.
I mean, there's a lot of responsibilities that come with success.
So, I mean, it makes sense.
It's a scary thing.
Yeah, people expect you to keep being successful because otherwise then you're a failure.
But if you start out as a failure and you just keep seeing failure, well, then you're just damn consistent.
Yeah, I mean, people who win the lottery and they're not prepared for and they just ruin their lives after winning the lottery.
It's crazy.
That's true.
You can't just do things based off of what everyone else thinks, you know what I mean?
Because everyone else is in their own world worrying about themselves for the most part.
Sure, maybe they'll have a thought every now and then or an opinion, but who cares?
Because it's your journey and it's your path and it's your life.
So sure, you might succeed and then have a failure, but you're going to learn from that failure and then you're going to try again or do something different and you're going to succeed again.
It's just part of life, you know what I mean?
We all fail at something at some point in our lives and then we all get back up and try something else.
It's all you can do.
It's the power of will.
That's all you can do.
Brittany, can you explain what all these different focuses are?
Focus 15, focus 12, focus 10?
Are these just areas of meditation?
Pricky honestly probably knows more about the focus areas than I do.
Because I study more just on the transcendental meditation stuff.
And I wanted to see where they were the same.
What was similar between the two of them for me?
And with that, it was really just discovering that both theories wound up to the same point where we are all really just a holographic, you know, living in a holographic experience through our conscious mind that's connected through consciousness,
the source consciousness.
So I didn't dive super deep into all of the focuses, but I don't know, maybe Cricket might know more on that than I would.
Actually, I could just base it on...
9D meditation, because that's effectively the...
It's a more technical expression of the same thing, so we can go that way.
What we describe as 3D, which isn't really 3D, it's just the third dimension where we're projecting it out.
That's the physical realm, everything, the world, up, the down, everything around us, per se.
And then as you go up through the dimensions, you go up into the realm of general thought, which is the 4D, and then you go up into the realm of more creative and formative thought, which is the 5D.
And then 6D is conceptual.
I kind of compare it to...
I thought the comparison that was good was the 5D was imagining a beautiful cat named...
Milo that's orange and a tomcat and looks lovely and super tough.
And then the 6D would be effectively orange cats as a species in general.
And then you go up to the 7D, which is more the higher self and the concept of cats as a species, period.
You're going to be incarnated as a cat.
And then once you get up into the 8D, that's the Galactic Highways of Light, which that's where you get into the higher focuses beyond the projection and start dealing with time travel where you can actually project yourself into these further past realms.
And from what I understood from what they were saying was that the 21 focus is more like if you're completely connected with the Source, which is the 9D to 12D, beyond the...
Effectively beyond the black hole source of energy that fuels all of this.
Because at that point, you are experiencing all of reality as a whole.
Because each time you go up in level, you get a little bit more perception.
So yeah, think you're on a microscope, looking at the flea on the cat at the beginning.
And then you're looking at the hair that the flea is on on the cat.
And then you're looking at the cat itself.
And then you're looking at the name of the cat.
And then you're looking at somebody who wanted to have a cat that was named that.
And this is what it'll be like.
And then the concept of them putting that out there is the 60 of creating the cat.
So then the concept of cats.
And I want one.
And not to eat.
Let's not eat cats, people.
So we go from the barest subatomic nail-it-down-to-every-last-bit level all the way out to the everything-is-one-and-we-can-go-anywhere-and-experience-everything-at-once level.
And that's really the same.
That's in alignment with the transcendental meditation process.
Because he breaks it down, Maharishi Mahesh Yogi breaks it down into different levels of gaining conscious awareness.
And so the way that he breaks it down into is the transcendental state of consciousness, which then develops into The cosmic state,
which is when you're fully aware of your higher self, like I was saying, and you start to just really have more of these internal understandings, internal, I guess, downloads as to what is within alignment with yourself and what is in alignment with who you are as a person,
what it is that you need to kind of do.
To take the next steps for your own personal life, your own personal journey.
From there, it develops into the God state of consciousness, which is just where you kind of realize yourself at the same level in which God essentially created us all, where you're loving yourself to the point that God loved you,
where you're seeing yourself despite any flaws that you may have, and you just truly accept yourself.
And then moving from there on to The unity state of consciousness, which is where you realize that we are just all connected, that we are all just all one, and that is as within, so without, basically.
As we see ourselves is how we see the world.
And so when we see ourselves through the eyes of love and through the highest states of awareness, which, you know, maybe either path could get you there, but it is what really in turn creates like a more harmonious reality, which is pretty cool.
Absolutely cool.
I love that.
Like, I don't know what kind of person I'd be if I never, you know, did any meditation or took that path of trying to live a better life.
Because I used to drink alcohol a lot back in the day.
A lot.
Like, I was not grounded at all.
I just wanted to party and have a good time and not care about the world up until, like, mid-20s.
And then finally, you know, I would start practicing meditation, going to some classes.
And just doing at-home stuff and typical breathing exercises, typical meditation.
But I just got exhausted with it all.
I wasn't reaching any success points.
The world's crazy, chaotic.
I need to just focus on the world, I guess, which sucks because it just brings you down.
If you just focus on the state of the world and what we're going through all the time, it's like, man, why is it so negative?
Everything is so negative.
And it just comes down to the individual to bring out that positivity.
And this show probably comes down to a more negative show because we talk about all this negative stuff.
And it's good to have you on here to talk about some positive things, even though we're getting negative.
Yeah, we have to.
That's what I wanted to say, focused mostly on that.
Yeah. It's okay, though.
I mean, honestly, a huge part of my journey was going through all the negative shit that I've been through in my life.
Giving myself the time to process all of that.
I wouldn't have gained all of the new internal knowledge that I have about myself.
I wouldn't have regained my self-worth or my self-values or my self-trust or my self-love.
I would still be living in a mindset that is feeling like I'm not good enough or feeling like I'm not worthy of how Cricket was saying.
Succeeding or receiving money or being in a healthy relationship.
And a lot of us stay in that mindset and we stay stuck, you know, and we continue to receive those same patterns.
So that's why I just think this, like any journey that anyone takes, whether it's just meditation or listening to healing frequencies or journaling, it's going to help you grow in some way, shape or form.
So it doesn't have to be like a fast-tracked path like Transcendental Medical.
Meditation or the gateway process.
It's everyone's path is on their own.
You know what I mean?
As long as you're like continuously seeking fulfillment within yourself, then I think that's what the most important part is.
And as we kind of like gain more self-awareness, we do kind of help the entire environment as a whole because that one aspect, we are all connected.
But on the other aspect, the more, like, healthy our mind is, the healthier our behaviors are going to be and the more that we're going to act in ways that are of union and of, like, harmony and wholesomeness instead of acting from our ego or, like, from our wants or desires or from,
like, our fears.
So I guess in one way to help save the world, it almost is...
It is saving the world by focusing on yourself versus focusing on all the shit because in that aspect, you're just feeding all the shit more energy instead of refining your own and then creating harmony from there.
And if we all just do our part, then we all will create a life in union.
Absolutely. What was that thing?
I forget when it was.
I think it was in the 90s probably, but they had...
Like a worldwide meditation session and it was like over 100,000 people like at the same time started meditating all around the world.
Do you remember what I'm talking about?
Yeah, so it was probably Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.
He actually started doing group meditations all over the world.
He came to the United States from India in I think it was 1959.
And he brought, he's the one who brought Transcendental Meditation, but they do large, large groups.
They just recently had one, another one, this past, I think it was December, January timeframe in India, where just like thousands of people get together.
And Maharishi has, he is down to a science where it's like, if 1% of the population started to perform Transcendental Meditation.
That it would start to elevate the entire collective consciousness to start becoming more aware and aware of themselves.
And there's a whole other group called Transcendental Meditation Yogic Flyers, who when they're in a group together, it's even less.
It's like the square root of one of the population.
Worth of flyers can elevate that population's conscious awareness, which is pretty insane.
So that's why all these meditators get together in a group like that, because they're trying to create this huge influence of positive change.
Yeah, we need that.
It's so mind-blowing, the things that...
That we're capable of and what's possible within our conscious mind.
Yes, and the government wants us to not know about it.
They are actively keeping us away from our spiritual selves, man.
It's just horrible.
I mean, honestly, I've noticed much more benefit to just thinking about the world being better and imagining things being nicer than I ever did and getting all mad about stuff.
That never fixed anything and tended to make things worse.
It's crazy.
Did the CIA really astrally project to Mars in 1984?
I mean, they...
Did we actually do that?
They said they did, didn't they?
They said they did.
I don't know.
I've never been to Mars, so I don't know.
They did a project, yeah.
They had a bunch of those guys, like the big names, like Ingo Swann, you know, and Paul Smith, Joseph McGonigal.
Those Ed Games.
In 1984, yeah, they did a project and they astral projected to Mars, a certain area of Mars, and they explained what they were seeing.
That's wild.
I mean, these success stories are crazy.
Yeah, well, I imagine with enough level of concentration and disassociation from the body, you could effectively project your sensory input anywhere.
Yeah, I mean, that's what the documents say anywhere in the universe.
It's outside of time and space.
So, I mean, if you want to be inside time and space, why not go to Mars?
Yeah, in 1979, the viewer, Joseph McGonigal, he was a psychic spy.
He found a massive Soviet submarine that had been sunk.
He found that.
Another remote viewer in 1974...
Described a large airfield with a crane and gantry at one end.
It turned out to be a Soviet testing site.
So this guy found a secret Soviet testing nuclear site.
That's crazy.
Another person found a Soviet bomber that crashed in Africa doing a remote view.
Found the crash site, apparently within a couple of miles.
In 1988, some of these viewers...
We're able to find the kidnapped Marine, Colonel William Higgins, who was being held in Lebanon.
They remotely found him, his location.
Unfortunately, by the time they got there, the people had killed him.
So that's unfortunate.
Yeah, the CIA, man, they've had all these success stories.
Another one, they remote viewed where Saddam Hussein was hiding during the Gulf War.
I haven't seen that one.
That's wild.
Yeah, they've done a lot of stuff.
That program apparently was...
Terminated in 1995, though.
Yes. Project Stargate.
Yeah, so I wonder why they terminated it.
Well, I mean, they probably terminated that program.
They just gave it a new name and continued it, because there's no way in hell they would stop doing something with that much success.
You know what I mean?
Exactly. Not much power.
I don't know how unoriginal they are.
They probably just called it something different.
It's like Starburst.
It's Project Starburst now.
They'll never know.
They found new information, and it's in a new classified document.
Oh, it's got to be.
It's got to be.
They never stop.
Why would they ever stop?
They just continue going.
They want to keep progressing.
Exactly. Damn.
I wonder...
What if everybody could connect into this?
Why do they not want people to connect to it?
Why don't they want people to be able to connect to it?
When you do this, you're gaining your conscious power back.
You're gaining your energy back.
I've heard you talk about in your other episodes about how...
The government wants our energy.
They want that part of our mind to be paying attention to them, to have our focus on them or on, you know, whatever else is going on, all the catastrophes, all the diseases, all of the stuff that's going on that's basically been man-made and man-created,
essentially, right?
All of our problems.
And instead of focusing on ourself because When we realign ourselves with the natural flow of the pure, absolute field, we're going to receive everything in life that is naturally abundant to us.
So we're not going to need to rely on the government for certain things.
Our body isn't going to need pharmaceuticals as much as it does now.
Our body isn't going to want to eat the shitty food that they have on...
Because it's going to request that we eat refined ingredients, natural ingredients that best feed our mind, that best feed our nervous system and our gut and that allow our body to operate in the highest manner because the shitty food that everyone's consuming is just bogging the mind and the body down and slowing our energy down and making us confused and keeping us stuck.
And it's the same with a lot of the medicine.
We take this medicine and Half the time we get more sick than we were to begin with, or now we have a new issue, or you know what I mean?
And it's like, where does it stop?
And so when we start to heal ourselves, in a sense, we're basically taking their power away.
We're taking away their power to continue to control, to continue to lead and manipulate people to the extent that they have, because unfortunately this country has been heavily, heavily conditioned.
And what this process does is it releases all the conditions on the mind.
So that's why they don't want us to know.
In my humble opinion.
I fully, fully agree.
They are soul harvesters.
And as long as they could control us, we're just little automatons.
We are programmed.
A good substitute for oneness in a pinch is a bit of product consumption.
Right. Such a,
like, materialistic type of life where everything has to be like this flashy great thing.
Well, maybe we can start to experience things that actually come from the heart or come from actual creativity, you know what I mean, between a person and connection with each other instead of glamorizing all of these things that media and the TV and everything else has glamorized.
Instead, we're going to, you know, seek.
This more of a connected related market, I think, instead of one that's controlled by these billionaires that are living in the high life.
Oh, yeah.
Entertainment is the real advertising.
Because, yeah, they throw ads at you and try to get you to buy even more stuff.
But first, they have to get you sold on the lifestyle of, I need this for my life to be good.
I have to have this thing or I'm a loser.
If I don't have the nice car, if I'm making payments on a used car that's 10 years old, well, that's just shameful.
I need the new car.
I need the new shiny thing.
I need the brand new TV.
I need all these things.
And I definitely don't need entertainment.
That glorifies experiencing all of life rather than just this survival mode thing because then I might be sold on thinking about not spending as much on those things.
It's strange.
Ever since I was a little kid, I've talked about this a lot, but I've always had this adverse view toward the entertainment industry, the whole movies, all that stuff, the government.
Anything that was popular?
People loved.
I was like, I don't like that.
That is so dumb.
I did not like that.
I've always been against the status quo, I guess.
It's just so weird.
Because the more I learned about this stuff, it's like, oh, no wonder why.
I just had a natural aversion to this stuff.
Yes, absolutely.
I think most people do, but they're not connected into it.
They don't realize it.
From a kid, I was already tapped into that.
I don't know.
It's just weird.
Yeah, for sure.
That's just weird.
For sure.
Yep, nerd stuff was more fun when I got made fun of for it.
Yeah, some people being, you know, good job, buddy.
You're like, oh, that's not fun.
Call me a nerd.
Shove me in a locker.
Wait, you approve of this?
I'm done.
I find it really interesting, though, because people who can connect it to different realms or whatever, but you're talking about entertainment industry.
These different celebrities like Lady Gaga or Beyonce or whatever, they have altered egos that they get into when they go on stage.
They literally become a different person when they go on stage.
Madonna, too.
And they've been vocal about it.
Beyonce's alter is Sasha Fierce when she goes on stage.
She's not Beyonce anymore.
She's Sasha Fierce.
So that's really interesting.
What do you think about that?
Are they really...
Do they have altered egos?
I feel like, so I guess my theory on it is that they are embodying that spirit or basically letting that spirit enter their body and kind of like take over their conscious mind.
And the only reason that I say that is because I have experienced a similar experience where I felt like an external Negative energy had entered my body that came from somebody else and I had felt it like within me take over and it was super scary.
And I didn't really know what was going on at first until I started reading more about how this is, I guess, a thing where, you know, energies can take over your body.
So I don't know if that's what Beyonce and them do, but I wouldn't put it past them.
I know that they do a lot of seances and rituals and sacrifices.
Marina Abramovich, yeah, yeah, yeah.
What, Melanie Michelle LeMay?
They're inviting a lot of stuff around.
There's a lot of things to go in there.
You look at these people, they're going to some messed up parties, doing some messed up stuff.
Like, I forget.
I forget the two super famous people.
It's a guy and a woman, black.
They're both black.
They were asked a question, what's your craziest moment, whatever, and the lady, oh my god, I forget her name, but you know who I'm talking about.
She's like, oh, what was that thing at Obama's house?
Or the White House with Obama?
And the guy's like, oh, shut up.
No, I'm not talking about that.
It's like, okay, what are you talking about there?
And she's also the same person as posted on her Instagram about She should be in jail for pedophilia.
Like, she is, like, open about this stuff.
It's not Will and Jada.
And she gets a lot of crap for it.
Not Will and Jada, right?
Because they're always talking.
They're always in the house.
No, but it's...
It's almost them.
It's in that realm.
You're getting closer.
It's right there.
But yeah, it's crazy.
Because these people do a lot of weird shit.
And they are open about it.
Yeah. And so it's like, okay.
What are they doing?
I mean, the Germans did it with the real society.
They connected into it.
United States government, CIA connected into it.
You had people like the general, what was his name?
The crazy eyebrows.
He was a Church of Satan guy, but he's a commander in the Navy or whatever.
He's a general.
Oh my god, there's so many Satanists.
Yeah, he was an acting general who was like a high master of a satanic church.
Aquino! Thomas Aquino, I think.
Or not Thomas Aquino.
Michael Aquino?
And he was connected with that Presidio child molestation case on the army base.
I know, I'm trying to look up his name.
Presidio army base.
Temple of Set is what he was doing, yeah.
He was a high-ranking member of Anton LaVey's Church of Satan.
But he was an acting mother-effing military officer.
And he's like, yeah.
I worship Satan.
We all do.
Yeah, see?
And that's the thing.
I feel like a lot of them really do.
Like, at the top, upper, you know, the top 1% that's running everything, I feel like that is...
Literally, like...
Oh, I see his eyebrows.
Aren't those crazy?
Like, dude...
Yeah, those are wild.
Trim those things.
You're, like, sticking up in this picture.
Like, devil horns.
Oh, that's probably why you did that.
Yeah, he did.
I mean, the guy was creepy.
Creepy, creepy, creepy.
Gotta pay homage.
They were molesting children and doing satanic ritual abuse at the Presidio child school.
They got caught for it, but you know what?
Nothing happens.
That's insane.
Have you ever heard, either of you ever heard of Tony Rodriguez and the 20 and Back program?
The name sounds familiar, but please do tell.
So he has a whole theory and experience where he, I guess, came into counter with some government agents who essentially took his consciousness and took it outside of time and space somewhere else into another dimension for 20 years where he had to serve.
Oh, I have heard of this.
After having a lot of meditation and just starting to dive deeper into them.
But it kind of made me think of what Cricket was saying, you know, with his experiences.
And there was, I did, when I was a child, I had a reoccurring dream that I had always had.
But I had never gone through any physical experiences in this life that would have created that dream to occur.
And so it, like, makes me wonder, and I'm trying to, like, link these two stories to see if it helps me on my journey.
But it makes me wonder if there is, you know, how deep this satanic sexual industry goes and on how many layers of realms is it going?
And, you know, like, how deep really does it go?
It's just wild.
The deeper you get into it, the more obvious it is.
It's like, wow!
This is just openly happening.
People are bringing children to Disney.
They dress them in yellow dresses.
It signifies this kid is portrayed, so the person who's going to get the kid is like, oh, yellow dress, that's the person.
It's insane, man.
They have drop-off points.
They have these underground tunnels.
For some reason, tunnels are a big thing for these rituals.
They're all over the world.
All over the world.
Fiona Barnett, Kathy O'Brien.
You have these victims of this SRA as children up until 14, 15, whatever.
And they tell stories about having to go into woods, deep woods in these huge rich people estates, right?
In Europe or whatever.
And they literally put the kids out there naked and they're like, okay, either fight to the death or we're going to chase you with our dogs.
And they do that to get the most fear out of these kids.
And then once they catch them, they take the adrenochrome.
And they literally cannibalize.
And they force these people...
I mean, these victims have told stories where they have forced them to kill other children.
As children!
And it's just like...
My god, and they live through this, and they get out of it, and they go through lifelong therapy.
I'm a friend on Twitter of someone, I don't want to say her name right now, she's going to be on the show.
She is a victim of some of this stuff, and she's talked to a lot of these other victims, and it's like, that's got to be the most difficult fucking shit to go through.
I just can't imagine years of that sort of abuse.
Tunnels in caves.
Represented ascent into lower dimensions.
There you go.
So they're effectively dragging them down through these processes and tethering them to the earth through these traumas.
Yes. There are victims who were at the Presidio and hundreds of them were like, yes, we were taken down into these tunnels.
And they did rituals.
They sacrificed kids and animals.
And, you know, this is doing the whole satanic panic thing, right?
And so they're like, this doesn't exist.
This is not real, you guys.
It's mass hysteria.
They should have kept panicking.
And then, you know, years later, whatever, they actually did go down, authorities did go down underneath the Presidio daycare, and they found bones, like piles of bones down there.
And big pentagrams.
And it's like, okay, so you're telling us that never happened.
That's insane.
Cricket, do you feel called or within you to speak on these things with that experience that you've been through?
Do you feel called to bring exposure to this type of stuff?
Well, I mean, I was originally called on here to deliver a message from my spirit guides.
Then I was told that I had to administer to wounded souls afterwards.
So I'd say a significant portion of that would be helping people who have been affected by one of the worst traumas you could possibly infect on a human being.
Absolutely. I think that's probably the worst experience any human could possibly go through.
You are being brought next to Satan.
Like, how is that?
You are being brought down to the most negative point of your life.
To most people, they can't even comprehend what that means.
Dude, no.
How do you come out of that and not be shattered by it?
You're a really strong soul.
I feel like in helping others find healing, I'm hoping that I can do the same for myself.
I think we're all damaged souls.
That's why we're stuck here.
We're going to get out, man.
We're going to get out.
I promise you, we'll get out.
We'll make it out of here one way or the other.
Yes. When this karmic cycle is over, we'll go back to the absolute.
That's right.
Maybe. I don't know.
Do you think that we'll go just back?
Or do you think we'll go to another realm?
Some people I've heard think that we'll create our own reality after we've ascended so far.
What do you think?
Yeah, I don't know.
I think about it a lot.
Like, I don't know if there's this, like, out there and, like, that's where the one giant spirit is, the one giant soul that we're all connected to and, like, we're, you know, string, we're connected to it.
So when we die, we go back there into this Akashic Record or something.
I've thought about that.
Or, like, as you're dying, it's almost like your dream.
Like, as you're dreaming, if you die...
And whatever you're dreaming of, that's now your new reality.
That's the realm you're in now, so that's where you're going.
Hopefully you're not having a nightmare, right?
I long for the day I can dive into the anime waifu multiverse.
Oh, you'd love it.
You'd love it.
I don't know.
What do you think?
Like, what do you think happens when we die?
I don't know.
I think, so, one thing that I have read that I kind of resonate with is that after you experience these higher levels and you're starting to break through all your karmic cycles, I've read that you come back for another cycle.
To just actually enjoy Earth and not have to go through all this shittiness, which could explain, you know, some of the people on Earth that do live a really great life and that don't seem to have any problems and challenges, you know what I mean?
And usually those people are really in tune with themselves and probably yogis of some sort or whatever because they've already, you know, they've already returned enlightened to some degree.
But then after that, it's like, I don't know.
Part of me thinks that we probably do go on to another realm that's of higher energy frequency, where we're no longer in a physical body, but we're just energetic beings.
Yeah, a consciousness of energetic beings.
A consciousness.
You know, with other things that we learn, our soul maybe learns and grows from there, and then continuously going up and up and up until we return back to the source.
Yeah. Yeah, I've heard that.
You come back until you resolve all your past problems and you just perfect life or something and then you move on to Shambhala or wherever it may be.
Gotta come back and kick the dog that bit you.
A thousand years later.
I've also read that when you get into things like the Kabbalah I've done a lot of reading to magic and the Kabbalah and all these different things.
Oh, Transcendental Magic.
Actually, I have this right here.
Eliphas Levy.
Oh, okay.
Transcendental Magic.
The Doctrine and Ritual.
This is an astounding book.
This guy, Eliphas Levy, have you heard about him?
I've heard of him.
I haven't read it, though.
He's an 1800s, 1900s bishop type.
Not bishop.
He's a priest of some sort.
He got bored of it because he found, like, I don't want to say dark magic because his stuff isn't really dark.
He's more of like a chronicler of magic is what he started getting into.
He started collecting all these works and started writing about it.
He's like, wow, there's something here.
And he became one of the world's most renowned experts in magic and stuff.
So when you read this sort of thing and, and other authors, of course, um, the Kabbalah and stuff, you talk about how your spirit goes to these other planets, like other planets are different energies.
And like earth is this physical realm where we're here and we get to feel everything.
We get to feel emotion and empathy and anger and all these different emotions.
And it's almost like this is a level we have to come to at some point on part of our journey.
And eventually when we leave this, we go to like Mars or Venus or wherever.
And each of those has its own like weird shit going on.
Venus is in turmoil.
So, I mean, I've, I've heard so many different ideas through all this, all the different stuff.
like, an energetic influence over Wherever it is that you were born during that time, your energy is aligned with the stars during that time.
So those planets hold the similar influence, you know, depending on where it's at and who you are, it's going to influence you differently.
I mean, I wouldn't necessarily go on Google and believe everything that's posted on there.
Not a thing!
Don't use Google.
How about Star Scrolls?
They got 100% accuracy.
Yes. Great fact checkers, too.
Great fact checkers.
Yeah, right.
I'd be really concerned if my gas station were to sell something deceptive about the stars.
Gas station?
Gas station astrology has got to be accurate.
It's so accurate you can get it at 3 in the morning.
You've got the back room palm reading thing at the gas station.
24-7 predictions.
Guaranteed accurate or...
It was right in some way.
No money back.
No money back.
It was right in spirit.
See, I fully believe astrology and all that stuff.
I think there's something to it because billionaires have said, you know, millionaires, they don't believe in astrology.
Billionaires, they believe astrology.
So there's something to it, especially since day one of humanity, we've mapped the stars and have used them.
I mean, it's a timetable.
It tells you the time, the months, the days, weeks, whatever.
But it's like, there's so much power there.
And have you heard of the Black Cube of Saturn?
No. Because Saturn is apparently the...
He's wearing a crown.
...god of planets.
Like, it is the most powerful entity in the solar system.
It rules over all other planets, even Jupiter.
The Black Cube of Saturn, so it's very satanic.
It's very Luciferian.
It's like the most satanic.
You look at, like, the...
Maybe this is why I haven't heard of it.
Look it up.
Black Cube of Saturn.
I have a PDF of a book.
It's been banned.
It's so hard to find.
I can send it to you.
But there's a lot about Black Cube of Saturn.
You should definitely read into it.
It's extremely crazy because these rich assholes in power, the elite, they're all into this stuff.
All of them are into this stuff.
For sure.
You look at the Kaaba in Jerusalem, the Black Cube of Saturn.
And you have a black cube in Washington, D.C., in New York, I don't know, Chicago probably, San Francisco.
They're all over the world.
Giant black cubes.
Very interesting stuff.
Cricket, what do you know about the black cube of Saturn?
Other than that it's the religious symbolism you're already pointing out, not terribly much.
It's extremely important to all kinds of...
I'd say on a symbolic level that it would represent rigidity and effectively, well, not stillness, but rather being stuck and static.
See, when you're told to be like water, the exact opposite of that would be a solid cube.
If you look in the chat right now, I just sent you a link to a PDF of the book I was talking about, Dr. Arthur Moros, The Cult of the Black Cube of Saturn.
Thank you.
Yeah, I definitely want to read more into this.
Yeah, it's mind-blowing.
It's simply mind-blowing.
It really is.
I'm aware of all of the evil things they do, but I never really put too much thought into how deep into astrology that they are.
You know, using it for their power.
And, you know, meanwhile, they're just smearing it, you know, saying, oh, this is just such a wackadoo or voodoo, like, you know, something that's just so stupid that no one should pay any attention to when really it's like...
Oh, you're just a witch?
Yeah. Exactly.
I mean, is that what it's going to come back down to now that more people are speaking out about this?
Are we going to have another witch trial?
No shit, huh?
Holy crap.
Salem Witch Trial 2.0.
Yeah. Dude, what?
It's just all conspiracy theorists?
That's all they're going after?
Right? Oh, that's a huge population.
Well, their concern is that people are going to regain their personal power because these entities don't actually have any power.
They're stealing it from people.
Yeah. So as soon as that power is diverted towards people's individual goals, there isn't any spiritual fight that has to happen.
They just disappear.
I did want to mention, I talked to this on a previous show with Cricket, I think one or two shows ago, but these elites, how they always seem to be in power.
It's the same family lineages.
They just always seem to stay in power.
You look all throughout, all the presidents are related in one way or the other.
All of them.
And most of these congressmen, all these senators and stuff, they're all sort of related and come from the same family line.
So it's like...
And I've read into this, I firmly believe that these people in power, they're connected to that source of being able to reincarnate into the same family lineage, however that works, but they're somehow able to do that.
And that's why they just keep coming into powers, like Catherine the Great, and then, you know, Hillary Clinton is...
I know, I wondered about...
Because have you gone down the theories of them being able to make clones of celebrities?
And then it's like, well...
Can they transfer consciousness?
Can they somehow?
You know?
And I almost feel like there has to be a way if, like what you're saying, going from the whole presidential line, it's like, how not?
And with these clone theories, it's like, how not?
I mean, they definitely can clone.
We know that for a fact.
And you see all these, yeah, there's got to be clones.
There are just too many celebrities and politicians that just, that's not the same person, and that's definitely not them.
And, like, they do use lookalikes a lot of the time, but you know the difference between a lookalike and a clone, you know?
The clone is just, like, kind of clueless and, like, almost not really there.
And so, yeah, they just transfer that consciousness.
I know.
There was a really good movie that just came out.
Is that Neuralink?
That's just about that.
It's about a box that she, like, takes.
There's a doctor, a neuroscientist, and she takes consciousness and puts it into a box.
And then, I guess, her son, I think it was, was, like, dying.
And so she took somebody else's body and tried to put her son's conscious mind into it.
It was really good.
I don't remember what it was called.
It was on Netflix.
Like, the black box or something.
I mean...
You gotta know that they are definitely doing something along those lines.
If they're not doing that, they're at least trying to do that.
Exactly. They don't come up with this stuff from nowhere.
All the movies just basically show what's going on.
Yeah, it's predictive programming and stuff.
They just tell you what...
It's really going to happen.
Exactly. Get ready for it.
Spelling in the words.
Television. Television programs.
Channels. Energies.
All of it.
That goes deeper into the understanding that everything is frequency.
If they have the ability to...
Put our music at a frequency that helps us to heal and gain higher levels of awareness.
Who's to say that they're not using lower levels of sound frequency to further derive anger or chaos or confusion or, you know what I'm saying?
How do we know that that's not in these mainstream musics that Beyonce is over here channeling in saucer fears?
You know what I mean?
How do we know we're not putting these negative vibes into...
And that's what's kind of creating more tension and into our TV programming.
And it's just wild how deep these theories can really run and how true they continuously kind of appear to be the more deeper you get into it.
I mean, you can definitely feel positive and negative energies when you listen to music.
Yeah, it's about the hurts.
Absolutely. When you're listening to a song and you can feel whether or not it makes you feel more positive, more connected to people, more loving.
Depressed. I mean, part of what you're referencing in the music festivals that you're going through with the connectedness is the music that's playing is conducive to connectedness.
There's not music that's getting everybody arguing and debating with each other.
It gets everyone to make the same movement.
It's everybody flowing in the exact same energetic flow.
Think about, like, the Travis Scott concerts, though.
That's, like, the complete opposite energy, right?
Yeah, that was, like, completely satanic negative energy.
That was a ritual.
I mean, as much as I loved them when I was younger, think about, like, Slipknot music.
Yeah, for sure.
Very negative.
I want the bad to win.
And now you think back to it, and it's very, things are bad.
Everything's bad.
Bad things, bad, bad.
Bad stuff.
Bad stuff.
Yeah, and it's just filling your mind.
Nothing bad stuff!
And then we put her on something catchy, so you repeat it.
Repeat the negative mantra.
It's like Taylor Swift, right?
So that's a whole thing going on, PsyUp, right?
Have you heard about this?
The most recent thing?
About the planned breakup with that Kelsey guy?
Oh, I saw that.
September 28th.
Not on September 28th, though.
Yeah, I don't know.
That's just weird.
The contract's over.
I wonder if there's something astrologically connected on that day.
Dude, there's got to be.
They always do it.
They use the dates for something.
I mean, there's astrology.
I mean, the whole thing plays out like a computer program more than it does a scheme.
Like, you look at it, it doesn't look like there's some kind of centralizing, plotting, overarching authority over everything.
It's more so that everyone is afflicted with this frequency.
As I've called it a few times, soul sickness, where you're effectively trying to work...
I'm in control.
I run everything.
The earth is my domain.
Reality is my domain.
What you're really doing is you're trapping yourself in hell because you're disconnecting yourself from those higher dimensions that you could be tapping into.
But because you don't want anyone else in there, you shut it all out.
So then in an effort to keep everyone out, Of heaven, you keep yourself out.
Self-censorship.
So in the end, they think they're celebrating and making life heaven, but all they're really doing is making the world hell.
Man, they really are.
For sure.
They really are.
Alright, Brittany, what do you think is going to happen here?
I don't know if you're political or not.
I hate politics.
Hate them.
But we talk about it all the time.
What do you think is going to happen this year?
We got, I don't know, 50-something days until the election, and that debate was just ridiculous.
I don't know if you watched it.
I didn't even watch it because I was mostly just so rooting for, oh my gosh, what's his name?
The third-party guy.
Kennedy Jr.
Oh yeah.
It's who I wanted to see because he brings light to the truth with meditation.
He brings light to the truth with all the shit in our foods.
You know what I mean?
He talks about all these things and I'm like, he's here to bring the truth.
And next thing you see is that, oh, he's now endorsing Trump and he's no longer running.
Like, what happened there?
And it's hard because 100% I don't trust Biden or Harris.
In any way, shape, or form.
And I would like to try to trust Trump, but, you know, it's like all that money and power and ego, it's hard to believe that he's really, truly here for us.
So, it just kind of, it's going to come down to whatever part of the conscious collective is more, you know, awakened to.
I think it always comes down to one of those two.
Unless there is a revolution, which is what I'm here for.
So if anyone else wants to start, let's go.
Let's go!
Yeah, yeah.
I'm pretty sure, I mean, with the immigration thing, they're going to really fire up this immigration riot, regardless of who gets into power.
I think the whole immigration riot is going to happen.
They're not afraid of the standard revolution.
They're afraid of what's happening, which is this whole mental revolution.
Because as you were saying with everybody doing their part and everything, part of what has to be done is as you obtain understanding, the people that think they're getting favored, being set up to be in power, are going to come to the realization that they're being suckered.
And then in actuality, the people that they're trying to be pitted against and that are then be pitting against them are not their enemies.
Yeah. They're actually just as connected to them.
And they're being thrown against one another so that as long as they can maintain that survival, be afraid of your neighbor.
Your neighbor is your enemy.
Don't listen to him or even take in a single word he has to say.
He's a bastard.
Keep away from him and poke him with a stick if he comes near.
As long as you can keep that mentality.
You never have to worry about people talking and realizing, wait.
You get hungry, too.
You get frustrated, too.
Now that you mention it, that is pretty awful.
That is pretty frustrating.
Wow, you feel the same way about a lot of stuff than I do.
Why were we arguing before?
They do not want those conversations to happen.
As much as they're scared of everybody revolting, that's not really what they're afraid of because they can deal with kinetic attacks and everything.
What they're scared of is that the real revolution happening is mental.
And as people's thought process, because you can't point a stick and poke that away.
You can't smack that upside the head and swat it out of somebody.
And there's no way to even point at who's doing it or how it's happening because it's happening in the collective consciousness and not upon the earth.
So I agree with you, but what is the threat that they perceive?
What would we do?
It's going to be like a crumbling effect, really.
It's a gradual dissolution of their power instead of the big, dramatic shift that they want to seize power back.
It's almost like the collective consciousness.
We're all like, dude, we know what you're up to.
Mental power is so powerful that they're like, oh shit, and they cowered, and they're like, fuck, we're fucked.
Well, and the more that things become aware, the more that we're exposing what the CIA is doing, or what is going on in the deep state, or what's going on, the more that people are going to be like, hey, fuck this shit.
I'm not even going to start, you know, I'm not going to give my energy to this anymore.
I'm not going to give my energy or money to these companies or organizations that support this stuff anymore.
And not only that, but now there's more attention on...
The negativity that's going on within these organizations.
So it's going to need to be addressed at some level.
It's being brought to the light, essentially, to be taken care of.
And through that process, things will eventually...
It's like the rise and fall of life.
The evolutionary cycle of birth and life and death, right?
So everything comes into that full cycle.
And that's kind of like the same thing that this revolution is going to create is like the more that we're bringing these things to light allows for them to then die and we can recreate new and recreate better and just kind of create a better reality
based on our healthier conscious mindset based versus what they've been creating this world, you know, on which is just money and greed and power and sex and drugs and alcohol.
Mirka! Mirka!
As you withdraw that energy, all the false gods fall away, and the only thing that remains and persists is the actual source, because that's the only thing that doesn't need energy pushed into it to persist.
Because when something is natural...
It doesn't need this energetic force pushing it forward.
The fact that it needs the force demonstrates that it's not natural.
You don't need to push the waterfall over the cliff.
The waterfall is going to flow over the cliff because that's the natural effect of gravity expressed over time.
And that's like the similar idea of just the conscious mind itself, that it's naturally always...
Expanding and growing and gaining higher levels of awareness, but these processes that we've talked about are just a faster way of that evolutionary process and growing process.
Well, we certainly need to step it up.
I feel like what we're doing here is accelerating it a lot.
You just can't get behind all 8 billion people and kick them in the butt and make sure they do the same.
They all have to kick themselves in the butt and make themselves do the same.
That is the hard part about it.
All we can do is lead 8 billion horses to water and then they gotta drink.
Can't force them to drink.
They gotta learn how to drink.
Everyone's at their own pace and it's really sad because some people just don't want to get it.
They just don't.
Allow themselves to accept anything other than the illusion.
Man, that's how deep that programming is for a lot of people.
But I guess at least now I'm trying to do something.
For the longest time, I was just content with being miserable and sad that things were bad.
So I feel like any amount of positive energy is probably better than that.
Absolutely, man.
Absolutely. I've been through hell in my life.
My girlfriend's like, I don't understand how you're such a positive person.
I don't feel like I'm a positive person.
I have to be strong.
I have to survive this.
That's what I'm doing with this podcast.
I'm trying to get great guests like you, Brittany Vaughn, on here to talk about awesome things.
We talk about all sorts of different stuff.
Everything. Every different topic.
Absolutely. Yeah, this has been awesome.
We're coming to a close here.
Yeah, no, it's been great.
This has been one of the best episodes.
I've had a great conversation here.
This has been a great time, Brady.
Loved it.
This has been great.
Thank you for coming on.
I learned a lot.
Awesome. I'm so glad to hear.
I thank you for having me.
Like I said, I was nervous in the beginning, but you guys feel so comfortable and welcome, so thank you so much.
I really appreciate it.
I know Cricket was like, we have to make her feel so nervous and uncomfortable.
We just have to...
No, Cricket!
No, he didn't say that.
I was nervous.
I was like, I don't know.
Ex-Army, she's going to come on here.
I'm similar to you.
I was thinking, you know, we should have a mostly positive episode and not be bummed out all the time.
Wouldn't that be nice?
Yeah. That'd be great.
So this worked out awesome.
Just end each episode on a positive note.
But I'm a lot like you, Coop.
I've been through a lot of shitty stuff, but that's kind of helped me to be able to see...
You know, what's real in life and not only what's real, but to be able to search for the good in life.
And I think a lot of people fail to do that.
So I think it's a really good quality to have, for sure.
Well, the whole of the human experience is the good and the bad, the positive and the negative.
In the end, you can't even know what good is without experiencing at least some bads.
And that's what we're here for.
You know what I think helped me in my childhood and just in life in general is I grew up...
In the woods, like, we grew up, I grew up in this tiny little town, like, outside of any big population, about 20 minutes away, whatever, from a big population.
We had woods all around us, just forests, and I gotta be there all the time.
I gotta be within the trees and the plants, and I would, like, make little gardens out in the woods, like, this is a cool little spot.
I'd plant little plants, dude.
I used, I don't know, I just loved it, and I think that really helped me, and we had mountain lions and bears that I never got attacked, but they were there.
There were a couple times.
We were close.
My mom was like, no, you do not go out there.
There is a mountain lion.
We'd set traps.
We'd catch shit all the time.
But I think being connected and grounded with the world like that and not having a bunch of friends being interested in video games and toy soldiers and this and that, I was able to just focus on the universe.
And I experienced UFOs, ghosts.
I've experienced all this weird stuff.
And, you know, later in life, my mom's just like, you know, you were just different.
You were a wild child.
We could not control you, so we just let you be you, and this is how you turned out.
And, like, I thank them for that, partly.
I partly blame them for not being a little more, like, putting me in line, you know?
I think they could have been a little more hands-on, but they did pretty well.
I don't know.
I'm just looking for goodness.
For sure.
Goodness in life, man.
I don't know.
Life is crazy.
I want to tell this one last thing, and I really did not want to talk about this because it's very, very personal, but this is so connected to this.
More sharing!
Woohoo! Yeah, this is really crazy.
So about three months ago, I had a horrible dream.
And I never dream.
I very rarely dream.
I woke up...
The dream was...
In my dream, I didn't know what was happening, but I was super depressed.
And my family was super depressed.
And my dad wasn't there.
And I knew in the dream something happened to my dad.
That he died.
And I was like, what happened though?
What happened?
And nobody knew.
Everybody was just so sad.
It was just so depressing.
And I woke up with the most overwhelming depression I've had.
I call him up and...
I love you, Dad.
Is something wrong?
And they're both like, no, we're fine.
What's up?
I had the worst dream that something happened to you, Dad.
Something horrible happened to you and you died.
And I've never had a dream like that.
And then just a month and a half ago or so, he's diagnosed with lung cancer.
And right now, he did his second radiation treatment, whatever, just like on Tuesday, I think.
Yeah, dude, it's crazy.
The diagnosis is crazy.
I told my mom that, and she's like, you're connected.
You have that connection.
She had that connection, too.
She would talk about it all the time growing up.
She's like, you have that.
You have it.
You've got to learn how to deal with it and use it.
It's just really messed up.
It's really messed up.
Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that.
It's nuts.
The most overwhelming dream in my life.
And it turned out to be real.
You know what I mean?
Like a premonition.
Yeah. A premonition.
Wow. It's a lot easier to go Focus 21 in your dream state because you're far more connected with your higher self at that point.
I would love to be at Focus 21. I would love that.
I mean, you went there for a bit.
So you can get there.
Yeah, that was like a little...
You went there.
Yeah. Yeah, you made it.
You're effectively there.
I didn't want to put that personal information out there, but you know what?
It's kind of pertinent to the show.
It's pretty naughty.
For sure.
And I think, like you had said, connecting with nature is so huge in that.
And I think that's why they chose to use the frequency of Earth to get our mind to be in that hemi-sync through the gateway process.
And it's like, it is just that reconnection with Earth.
That allows us to, you know, be connected.
And it's kind of scary that you say that because my daughter is raised very similar to that.
We live in the woods out here in Maine and we homeschool.
She's just like outside.
Yeah, it is.
And she, you know, she's so 100% her authentic self.
She is so, so tapped in to just like, to be able to say the things that she says at nine is like mind blowing to me.
And it's incredible.
Yeah, but she just had a dream.
That was really vivid, and she said that we were going to be selling her house and living inside of my dad's, like, rundown camp.
Oh, no.
I'm hoping that's not the case.
Oh, no.
Get prepared.
Manifest good luck for me.
That's cool that she is, you know, she's connected, and I'm glad you're homeschooling.
And not doing Rockefeller bullshit.
Yeah, I wish I could.
Yeah, for sure.
No, after my awakening, I was kind of like, we're going to pull back from everything.
I used to be a federal employee.
And after I kind of woke up to everything, I was like, I just dipped out.
I stopped working for the government.
I stopped doing public school and started doing homeschooling.
And I just feel so much better overall.
Like, I feel way better.
I've, you know, control and power over my life.
So it feels pretty amazing.
You get to be close to your kid.
Like, that's number one.
Like, that is the number one thing.
It's just so sad that people send their kids to school for eight hours a day, five days a week, and it's like, man, why?
Why do you?
No, I want to be next to my kids five days a week.
They lose so much connection.
And their kids are so, you know, their minds at that age are just so easy to influence, and there's just nothing...
It's like a prison in the public school system.
It's nothing that is going to allow the mind to flourish into its own creative intelligence and its own self.
It's not designed for that.
I'm a firm believer in not going down that path.
The best you can do otherwise is just instill skepticism in them.
The more you get them to question, the more likely they're going to come home and ask you if something's right or not.
Yeah, that's what's weird about me is, like, my parents, like I said, I didn't have any, like, formal training to be who I am, whatever.
Like, my parents never forced anything on me.
Like, they never told me.
I can't remember them being like, don't trust authority, don't trust the school system, whatever, you know?
I don't think they were ever like that.
My dad's ex-army.
My mom's not.
But I don't know how this happened to me.
Why? I became some weirdo.
My folks always do.
You're just really in tune.
You're in tune with nature.
Yeah, I need to get out.
Like, I live right next to this lake, and it's like, I hardly go there.
I have a kayak, but man, I'm just busy.
But it is good to get grounded.
Get your feet on the ground.
Feet on the ground.
Have you tried paddleboarding?
Oh, man.
I have.
I am not good at it.
All right?
Not good at it.
I'm a skateboarder and snowboarder.
Paddleboarding? No, I'm not good.
I'll sit down and kayak.
It's hard.
I do it on my knees.
I just have to either sit or go on my knees and do it that way.
It's hard to balance.
Standing, I fall.
I don't even drink alcohol and I fall.
Exactly. It's fun, though.
It's fun.
I like paddleboarding.
Anything to get out.
Anything. And I did, man, I know we're closing on time here, but I really wanted to ask you, what was that awakening?
Because you're a federal employee and you had an awakening and boom.
Yeah. What happened?
It was pretty intense.
So for me, it didn't start out with any of these processes.
It just started out with me listening to binarial frequencies every night while I slept, which kind of led me into wanting to start.
I'm going to ask you really quick.
Sorry to interrupt you.
Which binaural beats do you listen to?
Where do you listen to those?
Honestly, I went to YouTube and I would type in different healing frequencies.
There was not one in particular I would pick over the other.
I was just wondering if you had a special one.
I was just on the journey.
Experimenting with different things.
So that, I did that for about a year, and it kind of led to this huge change in me.
I wanted to move from, I was located in Texas, I was working for the Department of Justice, and I wanted to just all of a sudden move.
Yeah, and so I ended up, me...
What was your job?
I was, honestly, I was just an admin, so I, yes, I did read a lot of documents.
I didn't, and there's some that I obviously can't talk about, but I was more so involved in the acquisitions and procurement, so managing goods and services.
Were you in there taking pictures?
No, I couldn't.
I couldn't.
We'll see, and I shouldn't tell you this, but when I was in the Army, I actually worked for a research lab.
It's a research lab for Air Force, Army.
And some of the stuff that they were working on was like directed energy weapons.
Okay, we didn't even get into that.
I wanted to talk about that.
I can just say what they were working on.
Dude, that's awesome.
I did want to talk about the do's because we were talking about frequencies and they use do's to control us.
They can use it as a higher frequency to burn things.
Or they can use a low frequency to disperse groups of protesters.
I mean, my patron species effectively uses harmonics for everything.
When they came and threatened the Earth, they threatened to attack them with harmonic weaponry.
So, yeah, it could be used for just about anything.
Yeah, exactly.
Killing them softly or not so softly with your song.
That's the scary part about it.
Okay, so that was your awakening.
You worked for goddamn Research Lab.
Holy hell in a handbasket.
Or the army.
And I think what happened, I just became aware to, you know, it was, the awakening itself was just becoming so aware to everything that was happening, not just, like, every layer of conditioning that had been put on my mind, I was becoming awakened to almost,
like, simultaneously.
And so it's like I was realizing that, you know, the government is conditioning us.
I was realizing that My mind had been conditioned based on how my dad treated me, based on how my mom treated me, based on how...
So it was like every little conditioning that my mind was becoming aware to all at once.
It was like super overwhelming, as you can imagine, but also super relieving because it was all this pent-up energy and unprocessed and suppressed memories that I had never really given the time or thought to.
To think about a process that was just exiting my body and I literally physically dropped to my knees with some of these memories that were coming back and stuff.
But that's what ultimately led me on to continue healing and doing what they call the shadow work, digging deeper into your subconscious mind or your shadows and just letting go of them, freeing them and letting go and coming to a higher sense of mind.
Higher place of love and light.
That's awesome.
So you're, like, not connected with the Army anymore, though.
You are discharged?
I was actually medically retired, which, thank God.
How the hell are you medically retired?
How old are you?
I'm 33. Oh, my goodness.
Yeah. They retired me in 2018.
Just for a bunch of different issues.
Like, my neck got messed up, my shoulder, my hip, my back.
And then, of course, I claimed, like, my anxiety and depression on there, which could have came from the Army.
Could have not.
Probably definitely added more to it, for sure.
What the hell happened?
You blow yourself up in an experiment?
What happened?
No, just through, like, their everyday, like, bullshit that they put us through.
Like, my body just was not equipped to handle it.
My hip, like, started getting really bad.
Well, and going on like 10 mile ruck marches with, you know, 50 pounds on my back, like my body just wasn't.
But, you know, they put your body through the extremes.
And when you kind of look at it in an energetic sense, like Krika was saying earlier, these things manifest themselves.
Well, a lot of spiritual beliefs is that if you have been like carrying the weight of your family or carrying the weight and burdens of other people, you're going to manifest with hip problems and neck problems.
And it's like, I have all of the above.
Yeah, exactly.
My back is messed up.
And when you look into it, into the energy, how it manifests, there's some good books on the spiritual meaning of, and they'll talk about each different part, how it can manifest and what could have been the cause of that, what could have been the cause that created your mind and your energy to manifest it.
Which is pretty interesting.
By the time I got angry at my mom when I was seven years old, now my back hurts.
She was mean to me!
She wouldn't let me eat ice cream!
I don't know.
I might be a little deeper than that.
Instead of finding yourself connected to the Earth, the Earth's all resting on you.
It inverts everything and you find yourself Atlas.
Instead of sitting on the Earth, you're sitting on your shoulders.
Weight of the world.
Who is the statue of?
Atlas, right?
Is it Atlas?
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, Atlas, the bearer of the heavens.
Man, this has been a fantastic episode, Brittany.
Yes, thank you for coming on.
I appreciate you having me.
This has been really fun.
And I, you know, I post a whole bunch of variety of things from meditation to spirituality-based stuff to just energy and frequency healing stuff.
So manifestation, sometimes I'll talk about that.
So it's kind of just, it's my outlet, really.
Do you have a bowl right now next to you?
You can give us a little...
I don't, actually.
They're not even here right now.
I know.
Otherwise, I would.
But I will be doing webinars on my Facebook for Sound Bowl Healing in October.
And right now, I do webinars on Facebook for just meditating and journaling.
So, a lot of self-awareness stuff.
But if anyone's interested in that...
They are free all of September.
It's every Monday at 7 Eastern Time.
Alright, I'll put that in the show notes.
Boost all of this stuff.
I want to see positive things trend.
Yeah, you don't see positive things trend in the news cycles.
Ever. Ever.
No, positive energy does not trend.
It doesn't go viral.
Who owns the news?
You know what I mean?
People who don't want positive trends.
Yeah, exactly.
Goddamn George Soros.
That's why they want to ban TikTok so much.
All this information just flows around on TikTok.
It's crazy how much...
I thought they were protecting our data.
Well, shucks.
They're like, we are protecting your data.
We were going to steal it first and we're super mad they took it before us.
That meeting was...
Oh my god.
Yeah. An embarrassment.
Absolutely. Well, alright.
We'll finish this out.
Thanks everybody for tuning in.
Brittany Vaughn has been awesome.
Been freaking incredible.
You can follow us at...
At Paranatica on Twitter.
TikTok, Instagram, all the same.
Facebook, the Paranatica Podcast.
Cricket, where can they find you?
www.theindividual.com or on Twitter at individual with an E. You made it so complicated.
I don't know why you did that.
Theindividual.com.
There you go.
We'll just do Twitter thing.
The whole individual, the...
It's because my original account I still have not bothered to retrieve.
Apparently, the individual is also me, but I lost that login.
Well, it's just really hard to tag you because it's complicated.
