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April 15, 2025 - Project Camelot
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This is Tina Bird.
Please welcome her.
Thank you very much everybody.
My name is Tina Bird and I come from St Hampton and my talk today will be about the human side of alien abduction.
So just before we start, a little about me.
I'm now 52 years old and I only speak about my experience.
I've been interviewed by many people around the world.
I've spoken to Grant Cameron from the White House, Linda Moulton Howe interviewed me.
I've spoken to the head of ExoPolitics for Portugal and Spain, who came to speak to me, and many other people.
So, yeah, this has profoundly affected my life in many ways across the board.
And I only came forward in 2016-17 because of the ill health of me and my partner.
And my partner was affected drastically to the point that he was admitted to hospital and they said it might be the end.
And then sadly, not long after, I lost my dog to radiation poisoning when I was suffering radiation burns and my teeth were crumbling.
So what was an abductee?
So people think you're a crazy person.
You're not.
These things happen to everyday normal people.
I'm just a normal person.
There's nothing special about me.
And I have seen hundreds of people up there from all races, ethnicities, ages.
They've been all awake but asleep, like they're paralysed with their eyes open.
So I know I'm not the only one.
And I recently went to one of the UK's biggest support meetings for abductees in Birmingham, run by David Hodrum.
And I met a lady there who saw some of my pictures and was absolutely shocked.
She was there talking about her son's encounter because it was a closed session for abductees.
It was a support group.
And it turns out she's had the same experience as me.
She saw the black pods that I saw.
And she has exactly the same holes in her right leg as I do at the same distance apart.
They're identical.
So I was pretty amazed that there are other people out there that do share the same experience.
So what is an abductee?
So abductees are human beings that are taken from their natural settings by an unidentified extraterrestrial species.
Now, not just from the UK, but from around the globe, there is much more overwhelming evidence, and not just from modern times, but from documented times in the past, from which we learn more each day.
Abductees are just in two categories.
We're male and female, and can be of any age.
The most common traits for abduction now that they found out with all their collective evidences over the years is not inclusive to family lines, blood types, highly reported areas of UFO sightings and the same method of abduction.
Now I come from Southampton, so I live about 35-45 minutes from Stonehenge and I live about 20 minutes, 19 minutes from the big reported UFO sighting in Gosport in Southampton.
That hovered over the houses and it was seen for many hours.
And there's also a military base there, a submarine nuclear attachment in Southampton, an American army base, the biggest depot in the UK for SO, and a British army base.
So I do live within a quite highly reported area of UFOs.
And I've seen a few things in the skies in Southampton now So
As an abductee, people wonder why you come forward and people say about contact and when contact is happening, oh, it's going to be announced and contact's coming to us.
Contact has already happened.
It's probably happened thousands of years ago.
It's just your perception of what you call contact.
So a definition of contact is when any animal...
Or mammal chooses to touch another species or get within close proximity as to communicate.
So when they take you, that is deliberate contact.
When they look over you, when they're leaning into your face and they're looking over at you, that is to see if you can talk to them.
That is not to intimidate you, frighten you or anything else.
It's just to see if you can talk to them.
And I learned that over many years.
You know, you can, so contact, when these people say, oh, I can't wait for it, it's all going to be breaking the news and contactees.
The government has known about this for many, many years and they've done nothing, nothing at all.
And that makes me really angry.
So, moving on from that, when you're showing images in your head when they take you, that is contact.
When they choose to share parts of their history or put you in their link or speak to you, that is contact.
And each different ship or location, they take you on.
The closest I can, people say, what's it like being abducted?
It's absolutely horrifying.
You can't move, you can't think, you can't do anything.
You can only just look at what's happening to you.
And it's terrible.
You've got no response, no protection, no help.
So when they choose to take you these places, they're showing, they're communicating.
I don't think they actually, from what I understand, they don't really like human beings.
They don't like our behaviour.
And the reason I think they subdue humans is because, you know, I could easily grab hold of one.
That's close to many of them.
I could easily overcome them, you know.
But anyway, when you're on a ship and they take you, when they communicate with you, I call it like a link, it's like a grey mist.
So you can go to bed and you see a bright white flash and the next thing you know, you're wide awake on this metal bed.
You've either got, you're naked or you've got this rag they put on you.
And I was set up at a 30 degree angle so I could just see down my body.
And I couldn't see much because it was really bright light.
It looked black in the distance.
So when you're up close to these creatures, if one of them comes close to you, I've learnt now that when they come close to you, I could pick up, you stop seeing out of your eyes and you're in a private Wi-Fi link.
So if there's a Wi-Fi in the room anywhere.
And I was here.
It's like I'm a receptor.
You stop seeing out your eyes and it was just like a private link between me and the one that knows me.
I don't know its name, where it comes from.
All I call it is the one that knows me.
And I don't know for some reason why people call them greys.
They are glowing white beings.
When they're stood away from the white light and nearer the dark, so when they're stood far away from the light, they do look kind of grey.
But when they're close to you, they do look glowing white.
You're there in the link, but when you're on a different ship or a different location, it's like a different scent in your head.
So just suppose when I went in one room and I could smell my Auntie Pat's cooking, I'd never be in my Auntie Pat's house.
And they have a wider link.
I've only ever been in it once or twice, and it was absolutely terrifying.
I couldn't comprehend a lot of it.
I just got bits.
It was so quick.
It was like someone pulling a silver cord through your head.
And it's very fast how they communicate.
They kind of dumb it down, I think.
But when you're actually in their link, It goes quite fast.
So you can communicate with one.
I can communicate with about eight or nine in one go.
But once there's more of a group or there's about 16 of them, no chances.
It's incomprehensible.
It goes so fast and you can't understand what they're saying because it is so quick.
When they choose to show you something, it's very quickly.
So they are amazed that we can understand them.
But abductees hold so much more information than what government know or understand.
I mean, I learnt that they can't make embryonic fluid to the same level as a human.
I learnt that they've been doing this a long time and that others have come here and they're not supposed to.
And that there's something in the water that they like on our planet.
And they like volcanism.
So there's something about volcanoes and things like that.
So it backs up what Kerry was saying about volcanoes.
And they also showed me this is not a home.
We didn't come from here.
It's something they did to the planet we were on that we wound up here.
But we get to that.
So impacting factors.
Alien abduction is reported and viewed by humans in a negative way.
People must start looking at the whole picture as to why, who and what makes a person qualified to say that this doesn't happen.
If my word is good enough to send someone to prison...
And I made a statement because I saw a bank robbery, then that is justifiable in court and that is witness evidence.
But I could stand up and say, I've been abducted by a UFO, and laugh at you.
That's not credible.
You're not a credible witness.
So what does it take just for me to put uniform on to be a credible witness?
So, you know, but I could stand up and be a person and witness a bank robbery, but I couldn't tell them about my own abduction.
Okay, so abductees have absolutely no recourse whatsoever.
There's nowhere to report abduction, no medical help.
There's no other way of getting out of it.
And most of all, there's no other way of stopping it happening to you.
So the way I look at it is people, I don't like to say...
So the word experience really annoys me.
It annoys the hell out of me.
And the reason is, I think...
Abduction is abduction.
There's no way of diluting it down to experience.
You could have a lollipop and that would be a good experience.
This is something that you've got an alien species coming to our airspace, uninvited, unimpeded.
They bypass our military, homeland security.
They then come into your local airspace.
They then invade and break into your home against your parents' wishes because I certainly know that my parents didn't invite them in my house to take me and torture me.
They take innocent children under the guise of night, which is what happened to me.
Then you wake up and they're drilling holes in your leg.
And they won't stop.
They don't care that they're harring you.
You can't do nothing.
So where is the good intent in these glowing, really nice people that these other people talk about?
It absolutely mystifies me.
I must be the most unluckiest person or abductee in the world.
I have spoken to many...
Other abductees I've spoken to, Travis Walton, I believe they took Travis by accident.
And recently this year, sorry, last year, Whitley Schrobert flew over from Canada and spoke to me.
So he's of the same thing.
It's not like that.
It doesn't work like that.
And people that say, you know, oh, you're an experiencer.
No, I'm not.
I'm an abductee.
The real human cost of alien abduction.
This is really about how abduction affects human beings and how it's reflected in society.
So the human cost of alien abduction is actually the loss of life.
I was quite shocked about the amount of people that has actually been reported as dying from being abducted.
There's been a remote village.
Does anyone know about the Calaris incident?
I think it was in the 70s, yeah.
So there was an island.
I think it was just about the war time, wasn't it?
And what happened was these primitive villagers just lived there, fishing village.
There's not many people on the island.
They had one American nurse.
They didn't have a doctor.
They didn't have an hospital.
And the Americans joined a medical centre there.
And they used that as a halfway stop over the islands.
And it was reported that a beam of light came down into someone's home and took him.
And they put him back and he had holes in his legs.
The next night, the light came back and took two or three more people.
Well, within a week, it had taken at least six or eight people, and sadly, one of the women died.
They found her outside her home, frozen.
She wasn't breathing, wasn't moving, paralysed.
Rigor mortis hadn't set in, and they couldn't understand her condition.
So they went and got the American nurse, and she was saying, why are you so frightened?
Because she knew the villagers.
And they were trying to save the bad lights coming into their homes and taking people.
This woman had holes in her stomach.
She had parts that had been internally missing.
There's no signs of blood.
So the nurse thought it was perhaps it was like a plague or they'd been coming down with some disease.
She didn't know what caused it, blistering or anything like that.
So two days later, they found another lady.
She'd suffered a stroke from it and died.
All she kept repeating was that the light had taken her.
So the nurse with two other villagers went to the next island, to the American hospital, where the US, United States Air Force and Marine Corps went to the island.
And I think, was it the Brazilian government or something went there?
Or the Portuguese government?
One of the other governments went there.
And they were there for a year.
And I think it was reported that I think it was 742 soldiers and villagers were affected by alien abduction.
And I think they had over 22 deaths reported.
This incident went over with fighting with the UFOs that were reported on the island for over a year.
And it took the US military and another military government to end this.
What you call invasion or experiment.
But it's called the Calaris Island incident and you can look it up anyway.
It's been well documented by many different militaries.
It's been all over the telly and things like that.
But it's not widely reported.
So they subdue humans.
I learnt, being in their link, that I learnt that they subdue humans by a frequency of light and a pheromone.
They put a pheromone in the light that subdues you.
And it paralyses you.
I had an incident of sleep paralysis one night.
My father was killed in 1987, and I went to bed, and it was horrifying.
And I went to bed, and I woke up, I was face down on the right-hand side of the bed, and as I couldn't move, I woke up, everything was blurry, and I had a horrible feeling that there was a presence in the room, and I started to panic because I knew I couldn't breathe.
I was struggling trying to breathe.
And then I kind of passed out and that was it.
That was an abduction.
When you've been abducted, people say it's sleep paralysis.
I've had sleep paralysis and it's not sleep paralysis.
The difference between sleep paralysis and abduction is you don't know you can't breathe.
You don't know you can't work.
Your brain isn't working.
It's just like your brain is on record mode and you're looking forward.
You can't even twitch your eyes.
So that is the absolute difference.
And you see people, as clear as I see this lady here, it's not blurred and you're not struggling for breath.
That is a complete difference.
So let's get back to this.
So the other cost of human abduction is to the loved ones.
So, you know, people that have been abducted, you can't tell.
People that have died, you can't tell.
It was documented by Phil Schreiber incident that they lost 19 doubter force in an underground cavern.
And that was in the United States.
But the military, the families never get the body back.
They just said that they died in service.
But they still lost family to this.
Why is this a threat to the human race when an alien species is coming down and taking people?
If there was a tiger on the loose and it was killing people, the government would do something.
If there was a plague, like SARS or anything else, the government would do something.
These things come into our world unimpeded, take people.
And nothing's done.
They don't warn the public.
Perhaps there's nothing they can do and don't want to frighten you, but they've learned over the years, and I think to cover it up, I hold them completely responsible for all the people that's had to undergo psychiatric evaluations and been locked up wrongly just for saying they've seen a UFO,
let alone to say that they've been abducted.
These people have been abducted.
What's happened to their families?
They've lost their lives, their humanity.
And they're never going to get that back.
So perhaps they don't want disclosure to happen because they would have to say sorry to so many families and people.
And that is the cost.
That is a true cost of abduction.
Now, another thing is infertility.
The human race, the birth rate is on the decline.
For these beings that are supposed to be technologically advanced, they're obviously not biologically advanced.
Why would they need humans?
So, again, you've got an enemy force.
Coming into this world under the guise of night that torture you and take your ovaries and take your sperm for whatever reason and then put it back.
So you're being tortured by another race.
If I was in Bosnia and said I've been tortured, those people come over and tie me down to a table and rip stuff out of my stomach and out of my chest.
You'd have, you know, they'd be out looking for them.
The loss of your humanity.
It's your vision of right and wrong.
And they tell you to come out when you're assaulted.
Come out and make reports if you've been raped or if you've been bullied.
As an abductee, you can't do that.
There is no recourse for abductees.
There is no help.
There is no one to report it to.
There is no hospital you can say, sorry, I think I was abducted yesterday.
You know, two days later, your teeth are falling out and you're vomiting blood.
Dog dies from radiation poisoning.
You know, government does nothing and you're powerless to do anything.
So most of all, you lose your human right.
We lose our own right in our country to speak out, to say, hold on, why isn't the government being held responsible for this?
All these people aren't mad.
You get millions of people, not just here across the UK, over centuries seeing these things in the sky.
They've been world documented.
The human race is not going on.
We're not kids.
We pay taxes to these people.
We trust them with our lives.
And they're not doing the job.
So in the end, like me, you lose the chance to be a parent.
I'm never going to be a parent again.
I'm never going to be a grandparent.
You lose family, friends.
You don't know who to trust.
There's nowhere to report an abduction.
When this happened to me, I only came forward because my partner was seriously ill.
We went to bed as normal one night.
And next thing I know, I wake up and there's this bluey-green light emanating from the side of the room.
I couldn't determine the source.
I was laid on my right-hand side with my eyes open.
They were fixed.
They were like they popped open from like a back.
And all of a sudden, there's this creature sat as close to me as this lady here is.
And it was stood there.
And I couldn't quite see its face.
It was bent forward at an angle.
It was about the size of an eight-year-old, really skinny eight-year-old.
It was so thin and its neck was in the middle of his head, in the middle of the body.
Like ours just comes forward a bit.
This thing was like set back and it was so thin.
But when it bent forward, I had three pictures of my huskies and a couple of dogs when I was a kid on the bedside cabinet.
And this thing bent like it crouched at the hip forward and then it realised I was awake.
My partner was missing.
And then everything went bright white light.
And the next thing I know, it's daylight and my partner is physically sat bolt upright holding his throat and his eyes.
He's blinking his eyes.
And I said, are you all right?
He said, my throat hurts.
My bottom hurts.
That's the first words out of his mouth.
I said, do you remember anything from last night?
He said, no.
I said, did you have a bad dream?
He's like, no.
And I thought, I remember.
Do I tell him?
He's going to think I'm mad.
I thought, no, leave it.
Because he's very religious, my partner.
So he's Italian, so he's very religious.
So I thought, oh God, I can't upset him.
But within days, we both became ill.
I started losing hair.
Blisters came up on my body.
I had problems with my teeth.
My dog started to become ill, and that's when I took him for a blood test to the vets.
Within like a week, my partner was drastically starting to lose weight, and he was vomiting.
Within two weeks, I was vomiting blood.
And not a little bit, it was like the exorcist type of thing.
I went to see the doctor and I was having breathing problems.
And he said, we're concerned, we'll give you a laparoscopy, you know, down the throat of the camera.
So I went to the hospital, the doctors, and within a week they got an appointment, went there, and you can lay there now in front of it and they've got a screen like that and they put the camera down and you can see it on the camera at Southampton General Hospital.
And I'm allergic to anaesthetics, so they didn't put me to sleep, and they put a thing in my mouth, put the camera down, and everything's normal, and all of a sudden he says, oh, oh, stop, what's that?
He goes, Tina, have you ever been abroad?
He says, have you been abroad lately?
I'm like, no.
He said, have you had any operations lately?
I'm like, no.
He said, oh, are you sure?
I'm like, yeah.
He said, when did you start becoming ill?
I said, a few weeks ago.
So then he moved the camera down a bit, and then there was this black stuff in my stomach, and normally you think it's blood and things like that.
He said, that's not blood, because he took eight biopsies of it.
And he goes, get pictures, get pictures.
And he was telling him to take pictures.
And in the end, he said it was giving me like five, ten minutes.
I was there like 18, 20 minutes, and it was hurting.
I was becoming uncomfortable.
He took it out.
And all he could give me was ulcer medication.
He said, Tina, we're going to biopsy you out as soon as possible.
I'm going to give you some...
It's all I can give you until we can find out what it is.
So he sent me home.
He said, I want to see you at the end of the month to see how you're doing.
He said, if this vomiting episode of blood happens again, come straight back and I'll see you any time.
So this is Professor Brian from Sir Hampton General Hospital.
So I took my partner down at the same time, but his appointment was a week later.
So a week later, I'm back in there and the professor walks in.
He said, Tina, are you mad?
I said, no, you'll see my partner today.
He said, sorry?
I said, yeah, you'll see my partner today.
He said, he doesn't look very well.
I said, no, he's not.
He said, do you two live together?
I said, yeah, he's my partner.
We live together.
And he said, wait there.
Took him off.
And he was gone a long time.
I think about 40 minutes later, he came out with a printing.
And you could get a readout when you have these scans done now.
And it turns out that me and my partner both have identical scarring at the same distance inside both of our bodies from that night.
He said, I'm going to have blood tests on you both.
We were both sent that day there and then.
He said, could you come back in two hours?
He said, we need to see you both.
So he said, could you have your bloods done now?
So I went down, had my blood done at Southampton General Hospital, as in my partner.
And then we went back two hours later and he called us in and there was like two nurses, an assistant, another doctor and the professor.
And he said, we want to prepare you for the worst, but hope for the best.
He said, we think you don't have long to live.
He was telling my partner.
He said, we were going to admit you tonight.
We'll do a couple of scans and see how you're going.
Both of your liver enzymes are off the chart.
He said, you're very poorly.
And he gave him a few days.
He said, you've got a few days, maybe a couple of weeks.
He said, we think you've got liver cancer and it's spread.
So they gave him a scan.
He went in a CT scan and they gave him a scan on top of his belly and that.
And they said, we couldn't find any evidence of that.
He said, but we think you've got cancer.
We just can't find it.
So that's when I came forward.
So I came forward and I looked on the internet.
There's nowhere in England to report abduction.
There's no one to say, or a government body, I need help.
My dog's just died from radiation poisoning.
I've been told I'm suffering from radiation poisoning.
I've been losing hair, now it's teeth, got brands on my skin.
There's no one.
There's no treatment, no help.
No one's going to believe you, not even your GP.
So I came forward and I looked and looked and it took me about three months and somebody gave me the name of Gary Hesseltine, he's a policeman, he's just wrote a book called Non-Human.
And he said,"Look Tina, I don't deal with abduction, you need to make an abduction report." I said,"What's that?" He said,"You need to speak to this gentleman called David Hodron and he runs the Birmingham, he's chairman of the Birmingham UFO Group." Anyway, when I spoke to him, he spoke to me on the phone for about three hours,
and I said,"Look, what can I do?
Is there a doctor I can see?
Is there a specialist I can see?
Where's the help?" And he said,"I'll investigate places." He said,"I think there's a gentleman in Australia who's had the same thing." And it kind of went on from there.
I'll show you all the pictures in a minute, but let's go back to effects.
I digress.
So apart from being infertile and painful infertility treatment they have, the trauma of being abducted, trauma of being tortured, waking up in the middle of the night, not being able to move, waking up when there's three little beings next to you and they've put a hole in your chest and they're freaking out because my blood was on one and they just freaked out.
And then they put me back to sleep.
It's the mental health damage, the biological damage, the physiological damage, and as you get older, pain doesn't get any better, it gets worse.
So who to trust, who to tell, and you can't come forward, so people don't, and that's why people don't speak out.
It's not because they're frightened.
Yes, you've got people that ostracise you and take the mickey, but in modern day times, things need to change.
And the other thing is, I love environmentalists.
Is there any environmentalists in today?
Where are the protesters today?
Where's these just oil people?
You've got an alien spaceship coming in from another dimension or outer space, punching holes into our atmosphere.
Is that affecting our breathing air?
These things have radiation on them.
So they're coming into our atmosphere, through our troposphere.
They're coming into your local area.
They're leaving bacteria, bacteria from space.
They then crash in the ocean, the same ocean where you and your children go on holiday swimming.
Are they releasing radiation into the ocean?
Are they killing the whales?
Are they bleaching the coral?
Are they living underground?
They've got parts falling off of them.
They don't do too well in our atmosphere because they crash.
Are they poisoning the ground, leaving radiation?
Anyone got any answers to that?
I'd love to see the government environmental report for this.
Because they keep tallies now.
I believe last year it was announced by the US government that China had come forward with Russia, even though the war was going on.
The UK and I think it was another company, another country, I can't remember what it was now, are all now publishing their encounters with UFOs, but only the ones that they go to shoot at.
The British government, now their policy is to shoot at UFOs.
They shot at two UFOs and the outcome was that there was an explosion and UFOs gone.
So Russia apparently shot down two UFOs.
The British have been told not to shoot them down.
And I think China and another country have published how many that they've actually chased to shoot down.
I know the Americans, like, it took them many years for...
All of their go-fast things and things like that, they do keep a tally.
But it was announced last year, so you can look that information up.
OK, other evidence in cases from the government.
We've just been through the Calaris Island incident, so we probably won't need to go through that again.
Right. In 2010, this is from Fox News Nation.
In 2010, I believe, I'm not sure what group it was.
It could have been Mufon Global, I'm not sure.
Asked for a Freedom of Information Act because some information, I think, in America is time-lapsed.
You've got 50 years where you can see it or what have you.
And it was released on Fox News Nation that...
Now, I want to know where they got this information from.
So this is a Pentagon report.
It was a 1,500-page report to say the effects of radiation, burns, abduction, paralysation, brain damage and sexual encounters.
So if the military aren't looking into abduction, where do they get that report from?
Is that just a military report from people in services from around the world?
So if the government don't investigate UFOs or abduction, where do they get that information from?
Well, you don't need to worry because now the government have even known you can have a brain scan.
So the actual effects and long-term effects from being abducted, brain damage, burns, psychological effects.
So this is actually documented that abductees do suffer this.
Where did they get that information from?
Who did they test?
So the 1,500-page report to report all these different effects.
Who did they test?
Because they don't take the public interest at heart.
They don't look at public alien abduction encounters.
I want to know whether they got the information.
So that brings you to close encounters.
So again, Fox News Nation, it was released.
It was a scientific study done.
You can look it up yourself.
And you can have a brain scan that tells you you've been abducted.
And the biological effects of being abducted.
How it affects your brain.
So I have a lump in the back of my left eye.
They don't know what it is.
It's about the size of a bolt, and it has three lumps in it, and they can see something in it, but they don't know what it is.
They said sometimes it's some type of build-up, but they said it's too far back to get to.
And I also have a sack at your brain with fluid in.
I don't have any of mine.
Apparently it's from my last brain scan to the one I had now.
It's just not there.
So you can have a brain scan, and whether the doctors tell you that you've been abducted, I don't know, but who did they scan to get this report?
How many times have a repetitive scientific experiment that has to be repeatable?
Where did they get information from, again, if they don't test the public?
So these are pictures of me.
I think David Hodron blanked them out.
I was having problems with eye scanners at airports.
Apparently my eye scans don't match when I go to airports for some reason.
Yeah, so it's just what it is.
So the picture's here on the right.
And it was like today.
So I was nursing at the time and I just thought I'd pop into the post office with my mum because I didn't have to work till the afternoon.
And it was a bit in Southampton, and I thought, I've got to get my passport photos done.
So I went to the passport bit in the post office, put my £4.75 in, put my pictures in, and it's like a couple of minutes to wait.
So I said to my mum, come on, we'll have a quick look around the post office, buy a couple of cards or something.
And then a minute or two went by, and all I could hear across the other side of the post office was, oh my effing God, what the hell?
And I thought, that's my mum.
My mum never swears.
I run right round to the machine and my mum's holding these pictures.
She pulls my hair backwards and she's yanking at my clothes.
She said, Mum, what's the matter?
She said, what's the matter with you?
I said, what?
And you can see all the bruising.
I'm just going to cross in front of the camera.
I do apologise.
You can see the bruising here.
Now, there was nothing.
It was like now.
You can't see anything.
So my mum said, there's something wrong with the camera.
I said, there's something wrong with the camera.
And she freaked out when she saw it.
We're going to go to Woolworths in Woolston in Southampton, Victoria Road.
So it's about 5-10 minutes.
It's on the straight road straight down from Southampton.
So we go down there.
I put my £4.75 in Woolworths.
They're little booths when it was out.
And exactly the same pictures come out.
This is the one from Woolworths.
The one from the post office my GP had.
So there's two sets and I still have these originals.
What sadly you can't see is both just make out, there's a great big red mark there and there's one there, like two sucker marks.
So when they take you, I'll explain that in a minute.
So I couldn't, there's no markings on me, you couldn't see anything.
So my mum said, you're going to the doctors, you're going to the doctors, there's something wrong with you.
So I said, right, okay, I cancelled my work, phone my GP and he said, come straight down.
He said, what's the matter, Tina?
And I said, look, I'm not being funny.
I said, I've got something to show you.
And he thought it was me, and I pulled out these pictures.
He didn't touch them.
He didn't look surprised.
He got a pencil and pushed them on the desk.
And back towards me, I said, I've just taken them today.
I said, I didn't want to tell him that, you know, two days before that I'd had an experience.
You know, I've been taken by little men, they're not going to believe you.
He said, Tina, what I can tell you is, I'm going to check you first.
He looked in my ears, down my throat, under my armpits, at my chest, at my back.
He listened to my heart, looked in my eyes.
And he said, I can't send you to A&E based on the fact of pictures because you're not suffering any effects.
He said, but I think I know what's happened.
And he wouldn't say.
He said, my suggestion to you is wait five days, go back five days later and take another picture.
I said, what for?
What causes this?
I said, is it like an infection or something?
He said, no.
When you have serious operations and severe bruising like that comes from operations.
I'm like, okay.
I said, looks like I've been strangled.
He said, no, it's too late for strangulation because it's got to be above the part that we can breathe from.
So it was down here.
So he said, it's not that.
He said, go back in five days.
He said, if I was you, I'd go and take your clothes off in the booth and take a picture.
I thought, I'm not standing.
I'm always naked.
No way, I'd be arrested.
So five days later, eagerly, I'll go back.
And this is the picture five days later.
And he was right.
It was healing.
She said, if you have the picture five days later and it's healing, you know that something's happened.
But it's healing.
It's getting better.
He said, if you have chest pain, come straight back and I'll send you to intensive care.
So, yeah.
So, again, you can still tinily just see the red marks each side.
They did go after about five, six months.
But, yeah, the bruising lasted a little while.
So, what happened before that is I was in bed, just woke up, and I felt so really alive, and I just felt something was wrong.
I was sitting at a place.
I got up.
I went downstairs.
I turned all the lights on, checked all the doors, all the windows.
Everyone was in bed.
So I went back up, and I just sat there for a couple of minutes, and I just drifted back off.
Neatest thing I know, bright white light, and I'm in this...
I want to say room, but it wasn't the kind of room.
It was absolutely huge.
I didn't realise how big it was until I was in there.
And I was woke up.
I don't like being laid down.
I must have been at about a 30-degree angle, just slightly sat up.
And I couldn't move.
I was just looking forward, and all of a sudden...
This thing leant over my eyes from the right.
It was so close to me.
If I could have reached out and touched or spat at it, I would have hit it.
That's how close it was to my face.
The second I saw it, I felt relaxed.
I didn't feel frightened.
I didn't feel anything.
I stopped seeing that in my eyes.
The next thing I know, I could feel this Wi-Fi, like something pushing against it in your head.
It stopped and I woke up and I came round and I was in a different location.
And just over to the far left, I could see they'd sat me up.
I was still at a 30 degree angle.
And I'd never been in this position before.
It was the first time they let me get up and walk round.
Never happened before.
Never happened.
Because when they took me as a child, they just burnt holes in my legs.
It wasn't nothing like that.
So I'm there.
And I had to agree to behave.
And I looked down my body and had this rag.
Over just the top half of my body.
And the one that knows me was next to me.
It reassured me that I was there.
I don't know why.
Don't know it.
There wasn't no love, no feeling, nothing like that.
It was just not calmness.
And he said to me, you have to agree to behave.
If you agree to behave, we'll set you up.
Right up.
I said, okay, so I agree to behave.
He set me up.
And that's when I saw...
There's probably about 16 in these little ones there.
So little ones, I call them like slightly tiny little jelly baby things.
I've done some drawings, you'll see in a minute.
And these little ones are about two to three feet tall.
They're going white.
They do have some patches of very slightly different skin tone, but you wouldn't notice that until you got close to one of them.
And if they were in a line-up, you couldn't really pick them out.
And then I saw these black pods.
They're about...
It looked like something alien, but it was on a little stem, about that tall.
And then it came up and it was like a...
You know, in the 70s, you used to have coffee cups that were like black glass.
And if you put coffee in them, they went like a black glassy colour.
It looked exactly like that.
And I don't know what was going on or what was expected, because there was...
When there's a link, you can feel when there's another link.
So me and the one that knows me was having a link.
He was being...
He was being watched, I believe, by, there was others behind me, I couldn't see them, you could feel them.
The little ones were in the corner, they didn't want to know.
And it was definitely an experiment, I was definitely like a dog on a lead and it was going to be over more ways than one if I didn't behave, that's the message I got.
And he goes, we're going to allow you to get up.
He said, but you have to agree to behave.
I'm like, yeah.
But the second, I'm not sure what happened, from being laid on this bench.
To being stood up.
I'm allergic to anaesthetics.
I've had a few operations while I've been awake.
And drugs don't work on me like they're supposed to do.
But when they give me morphine or they give me painkillers or anything like that, I get a bitter taste and I can actually taste it like a vapour in your chest.
I don't know if anyone's ever had that.
You can taste it.
And I tasted this bitterness in my chest.
And I felt really woozy, and I was stood up.
I couldn't feel anything.
I was not in control of my body.
They were controlling me from behind.
And I definitely felt drugged, but I couldn't look down.
I could just see in front of me.
And it was like an urge to move forward, but I was dragging myself.
And it was like a brittle, grey kind of concrete, the floor.
That's all I can describe it as.
As I moved closer, it seemed to be, I felt like I had slightly more movement.
And then I was, where this gentleman sat in the second row, I stopped and in front of me where he was, there's rows and rows and rows, hundreds of these black pods, just all look black.
And then I stopped and then the little one said, the one that knows me, when they talk to you, don't see out of your eyes.
So I stopped seeing out of my eyes and he obviously answered a question.
You don't ask questions.
It's not a variable thing.
They take it.
The way you feel, your feeling, they read that as a question or your emotion.
That's a question to them.
So he goes, no, she's just inquisitive.
She wants to look.
And he's going, go closer, kind of look.
So I took another step closer and I peered down.
I'm right in front of these black pods, about arm's length.
And as I peer down, this thing's about two foot wide, about two and a half feet long.
I see a baby.
There's a red light in there.
And there's a baby in there.
And I'm not sure what I thought it was a flash.
And all of a sudden I stopped, stopped seeing that in my eyes again.
And he said, something obviously went on.
And he tried to calm me down.
If you're distressed, which is why I think they subdue you, if you're distressed, they can't manipulate you, they can't do anything, so they try and calm you immediately.
So he's like, no.
He said, they're fine.
He said, I'm not sure what happened, but they let me touch the pod.
And just before I could touch the pot, it felt cold.
It was the first time I could feel anything.
Normally you can't feel anything.
And I just went like that and I felt cold.
And again, I didn't say anything.
It was like a feeling, oh my God, the babies are cold.
And he's like, no.
See the red light?
He said it's keeping them warm.
The red light is regulating the temperature.
He said something about fluid.
He said, and the water you see is embryonic fluid.
We can't make it to the same level as a human.
And that was like in a flash, so that's when I knew that they couldn't make, that's how you learn things.
But what happened next was a bit, not horrifying, but as I touched the pod, it instantly broke the link with the one that knows me.
I wasn't in the ship's link.
There was an instant link between me and hundreds of these little babies, all little girls.
The tiny, like, pipsqueak voices, all these babies that were talking to each other in their own link.
They're all female, they're only female.
And I'm not sure what happened, whether they pulled me back to break the link because they can't do anything.
I think they pulled me back.
I'm not sure about that.
But when I kind of opened my eyes or stood back and this creature, one of these little jelly baby ones, it ran forward.
They were so fast and it stood in front of the pod.
It did not want me there.
It saw me as a direct threat and it was ordered to stand back.
He's like, no, stand back.
It was obviously an experiment, and it did want to, it saw me as a threat to these pods straight away.
But within a second, something happened, and I said, oh, they're only growing females.
And then it was, I don't know what happened.
next thing I know I was yanked back on this bed and they were all in my head like a single link like they were rushing like metal ants turning everything over in my head never mattered if you told a
I don't know how I knew that.
I just knew it the second I touched it and they were all female voices.
That's the only thing I knew.
But they freaked out because I knew they were only female.
So what happened after that was...
I said, what happened?
He said, we're going to do something else now.
He said, but you have to agree to behave.
I'm like, yeah.
He said, but you will not be allowed to move.
He said, you have to agree.
So they sat me up.
And I'm sat there, and it's the first time I could have feeling again.
Normally when you're there, you don't feel anything, so I felt really hot.
And then this thing, the one that saw me as a threat, had a rag, and it stood at the foot of this...
So I'm sat up like this, and this thing stood by that lady.
My feet is here, and it's holding this thing like that in front of it.
It didn't want to be near me.
It didn't want to be near me at all.
And all of a sudden, the link seemed to open up, and there was quietness in the link.
Bit of rag back and I freaked out.
It was a baby.
It was me.
It was a cone of me.
It was me as a baby.
She looked bright pink.
It didn't look like white.
She looked like bright pink.
The hair wasn't right.
It was like black because I've got really thick hair.
It was like black hair.
It wasn't right.
But when she opened her eyes to look at me, she had their eyes.
It wasn't my eyes.
It was a cone of me.
If you put a picture of me as a baby next to her, you couldn't tell the difference until she opened her eyes.
Her eyes were like black with the lens.
And I'm not sure what happened.
It was so quick.
These things move so fast.
I was yanked back down.
Everything went bright, bright, light.
And then when I woke up...
I was staring straight up into this light and then I'm not sure what happened.
The one that knows me was close because I was linked to him.
And I must have asked the question because he said, no, you frightened the baby.
So it's perceived as a threat against the baby.
And he said, and I'm like, what's going on?
He goes, the baby wants to see you.
I said, what do you mean the baby wants to see me kind of thing?
You're confused?
He said, the baby wants to meet you, but you have to agree to it.
I'm like, I didn't know what was going on.
She said, you sat up, you will not be allowed to move.
He said, if you agree, we will sit you up.
If not, we will just bring the baby over.
I'm like, sit me up.
I don't like being laid down.
So everything went bright white light.
When I woke up, I was sat up right last bit of my head.
It felt like someone had turned my head like that.
My head was stuck this way.
I could see it over my shoulder.
And this thing, the bit of rag wasn't on me.
It was just covering the top of my breast.
And it was only down to here.
So I could see a bit more.
And this thing was next to me where this gentleman was.
And it was holding the baby at arm's length at the time.
It didn't want to be near me.
The baby was a tiny bit further away.
And as I looked at it, we had an instant bond like a link.
But in that second, I realised she had all my memories up to a few years ago.
Between months and years, there was a cut-off point.
So this baby that looked about six to eight months old had all my memories of a 30, 40-year-old woman as a baby.
And then it just went black.
There was like a cut-off point and there was nothing else.
But she was me on the outside but them on the inside.
She was black like them on the inside.
When I said black, there's no feeling, no nothing.
And I said, why do you want to see me?
She said, can I take a picture?
Can you take a picture?
And I'm like, yeah.
And it was like, like she blinked her eyes, but in her mind, and I said, can I see?
So I looked out my eyes for a couple of seconds, and the baby was next to me, and then the next thing on, I shut my eyes.
And she showed me this image, and I looked horrendous.
I looked like I'd been dragged through books backwards.
I looked bright pink in the face.
I was sweating.
I looked awful.
But that photograph also contained...
Look, my heartbeat has contained my pheromones, how I felt, how I smell, everything.
Like your blood pressure, how you're feeling, the smell of your head, everything captured in this picture.
And I said, why have you done that?
What do you want it for?
And she said, to show the others.
I said, they're all others.
She said, they're us.
She said, and when they're ready, when they take them out, they want to know they need a bond.
So that's why I've called it The Bonded.
My book is called The Bonded, The Truth About Alien Abduction.
So they take females, or males, usually they visit males in the home, but they take females, and the reason they show you this baby is because this baby needs a biological bond.
Normally everything, hormones, and that pass from mother to baby, and if they're not giving the babies, this is just my assumption, if they're not bringing the babies up in human embryonic fluid and they're giving them artificial fluid, then they're not going to have that bond.
But for the babies to grow, they had to have that bond.
And every baby after that could look at it.
So anyone that's ever been abducted or said they've been abducted will be in that link.
You can travel up and down that link.
It's like they put you in a bubble and they can move you up and down the link.
Anyone that's ever been taken will be in that link.
Yes, sir?
It was human.
It was exactly the same as me.
It was just like a baby.
But once she opened her eyes, it just had the same size human eyes.
It was completely black where your eyes would be.
It was completely black.
But you could see like a lens.
Yeah, so I said, boy, so she said, yeah, everyone.
So when these babies come out, each one of them can look at you.
So it's like a catalogue, like a digital catalogue.
They can look at it in their link and they flick the pages and they know who I am.
They have all my memories, everything.
And the bond between you and your family or your siblings and the baby, that's the thing because they don't have emotion.
I think that's the bit that they don't understand.
So with that, the next thing I know, they covered her up and took her off and I became really distressed.
And I kept asking what was going to happen to her.
The question was never answered.
I just took the baby and that was it.
And then I was yanked back down on this bed and then it all went bright white light.
Now, when I came round, it's normally like a smaller version of a room.
It's normally white, really white and your leg flat.
I think they get ready to put you back because the light is slightly different.
You can tell the different light frequency.
It's slightly different.
And I'm not sure if something went wrong or they couldn't put me back because I was in a distressed state.
And he's, and you've got to be calm.
You've got to be calm.
I think that's why they subdue you.
Anyway, next thing I know, they take me to his room and it's like a, I was just probably by that gentleman sat in the back and there was like a huge wall and it looked like cartoon strips along the wall, like TV pictures.
And he's going, look up there, like to the corner top left.
And as I looked up there, he's like, no, look.
And as you look, it's like they can put you in a bubble inside a film.
It's like going inside a film, but you were stood there.
And I must have asked a question.
And he said, I'll show you.
And I don't know what the question was.
And then next thing on, I'm in a bubble.
And then I'm in this bubble and he'll take me other places, but I'll get to it in a bit if we get through this and I'll come back to that.
So this is, after this episode, I became unwell.
And I became pregnant.
And the night before the baby died, I heard this little voice.
Wake me up in the night and it said, Mama, you're hurting me.
It turns out I was ores negative and I didn't know that until they took me into hospital.
And they had to give me the anti-D injection.
But yeah.
So anyway, then they said that I had cancer because my tummy kept swelling up and I had all these lumps and they couldn't explain what it was.
And this went on for years as a teenager and growing up.
I just thought I was a hypochondriac.
So I went to see the surgeon, very good surgeon.
And she says, I said, she wasn't British.
I think she was Maui.
She was a foreign lady.
And she said, no, they've got me to Southampton.
I'm on the centre here.
She said, I'm working here for like a year.
She said, so you'll be in my clinic.
Fine. Lovely lady.
I think Professor or Dr. Lukeman, I think her name was.
I'm not sure.
And she said, we're going to give you a hysterectomy, Tina.
It'll be half an hour.
She said, you're quite from the scans.
We can't determine what's going on.
Little, like six little holes.
It's going to be half an hour in a surgery, but take about an hour and a half.
If you've been in a recovery room in two or three hours, you'll be on the ward.
I was out in surgery.
Just the surgery took eight and a half hours.
My family was screaming upstairs.
This is all I've applied for the film because at Southampton General Hospital they film operations.
You have to sign a film and camera consent because they take pictures.
So I have applied for that.
I had to get a court order to go to court just to look at my records which they were supposed to supply and it took eight months for my solicitor to get a reply and have my records.
I'll go in for this operation.
They lay me down and there's three anaesthetists in the room.
Normally they put you out in that little room, but because I'm allergic to anaesthetic, they'd have three anaesthetists there.
And they let me put the mask on and off I went.
It took a little while and I went off.
And when I came round, there was about six or eight doctors in the room and they're all looking at me and they're trying to talk to me.
I wasn't with it.
I think the next day after that, three surgeons, I think one was from Africa, one was from Spain or Portugal and somewhere else.
I remember them being in the room, but this woman had operated.
And she said she was with them, and she came in and said, Tina, she said, we've had to give you a bilateral hysterectomy.
And she said, I had 267 stitches and 22 staples and a drain, and I'll show you the picture of that in a minute.
And she said, when we went in there, we couldn't believe what we found.
We had to take everything, and the compartment, the sac, it sits in your stomach, and we had to take some of your other bits.
We had to take the whole organ.
And she said, we found severe damage.
Have you ever had a transplant?
Have you ever been operated on before?
Have you been on holiday?
Have you donated organs?
And it was no to everything.
And on my discharge notes, when I was in there, she said, we're going to refer you to see a bone specialist and you have to have a DEXA scan.
I don't know how that was apparently.
It's like bone density.
And she said, your pelvis, which if you can see on the top line there, my pelvis is completely obliterated from right to left with over a thousand needle marks and drill holes in both sides of my pelvis.
Biological data, and that is my histology report, and that's actually on my medical release form for when they sent me home from hospital.
And they couldn't understand.
She said, your pelvis, we'd never seen anything.
We said, we took pictures.
We took pictures.
But the worst of it, she said, is that we found your womb encased in this black, grey webbing.
We couldn't identify it.
We got what we could.
She goes, at one point, there was a surgeon on one end holding your stomach open, always on the top end, pulling his stuff out with both hands.
She said, we've had to leave some of it in there.
We couldn't get it all.
She said, we sent that off to histology.
She said, you'd be here a good week.
I was supposed to be home in a day or two.
Yeah, so that was the finding.
So that is another consequence, an environment or biological consequence of being abducted.
What they don't tell you happens on the inside.
So the further effects for that is obviously I can't have children.
I've been on HRT for 12 years.
I've been told I've had cancer.
I've been told I've been dying.
I currently suffer with brachycardia.
But if we go back...
So this is the time when I woke up.
You see the little hole mark?
I woke up and my blood was spouting.
They had this little thing on my chest here when I woke up.
And that hole thing was like a finger thing was going into my chest.
And when I woke up, that was the hole.
And I still have the little three barren marks on my right wrist from that episode.
So that's another biological damage I suffered.
No one's given me compensation for that.
No one's giving me money back for years of pain and suffering and not being believed and painkillers and cream and crying in the night.
When you turn over at night, I wake up every night.
It's like someone's stabbing me in the pelvis.
I can't sleep.
I get a bit of pain.
I've still racked a full-time job.
No one's compensating me.
The government's not helping me.
I'm getting no medical help or attention.
What about these poor people in other countries that don't have access to internet or medical care?
That's who I feel sorry for.
People need to wake up.
So this is my operation.
So that was the outside there.
There's the staples, as you can see, in my tummy.
There's a drain in there because there was no organ or drain or sac to sit it in.
They had to sew it in the top of my stomach and sew it to the inside of my bowel.
But because I had to have it so long, I had to go home with that.
So you can imagine, I couldn't walk 50 steps for about four and a half months and I had a nurse in three or four times a day.
So other operations.
So when you wake up in the middle of the night and your leg is glowing red, stinging from the inside, you can't really see it here.
So this is another consequence of them drilling holes in your leg.
So this actually doesn't do it justice.
It's like a glowing red beacon.
And when I went to A&E, because I couldn't walk, couldn't bend my hand, couldn't bend my toes, they thought it was some type of, had I been swimming in the sea, some type of rare bacteria.
They didn't know, but my leg was glowing and they just sent me home with antibiotics.
After that, they tried to give me cancer treatment, but they couldn't identify the cancer, but they gave me the treatment anyway.
So there you go.
So we get to me and my partner's report.
So the night we were, my partner woke up with a bad throat and a bad bottom.
One of the first ones you'll find is mine.
It's just what's blanked out is my home address, contact details and personal things like that.
So this is mine.
Exact same depth in the body, and this is my partner's, exact same depth, exact same depth both in our bodies.
It's quite far down, and they give you the diameters of how far down, the damage, what they take, and how long you feel sedated.
This is a printout they give you.
So we have identical marks, a good foot and a half inside your body to two feet.
You can't make that shit up.
It just happens.
And a consequence of that is being on top result for the rest of your life.
Painkillers, having ulcers and unexplained treatment because they don't know what's wrong with you.
They just know that something's happened to your internal organs.
So they just try you with different drugs to try and just...
They're happy if you go in.
It doesn't matter that you're vomiting five times a day.
We start having no bleed.
It's the fact that you're going and complaining so much.
So, another consequence of being abducted...
As they do bone, men trying to get these little marks where they have bone marks in the ribs like a tick.
And I had, I don't know if people call it an implant or what it was.
What happened one day?
Just got up, fine, went to my mum's house, grabbed the door handle and I was in severe pain.
This pain is like a bee sting inside of your hand.
And this lung came up.
Not did it just come up, it moved in my hand.
So I thought, oh my god.
I thought it was like a swelling to come out.
I thought, no, I must have been seeing things.
Went down within like an hour and a half.
The pain was awful.
Within three days, grabbed something else, same thing happened again.
I thought, no.
Went to the doctors, the pain was so severe.
I couldn't pick up a bar of soap or anything.
It was really hurting.
And the doctor said, she pressed my hand.
She goes, I can't see anything.
Then she pressed my hand and his lump came up.
And she said, Tina, your hand's like an organ, so you've got to be very careful.
And when she went to push his lump again, it moved.
She freaked out.
She said, you're going to hospital?
I said, when?
She said, I'm going to ring them now.
She rang the hospital and they couldn't see me until the next morning, I think it was 8.40, went to Southampton General Hospital, the outside body scanner, and they taped a cod liver oil tablet to my hand, put me in the scanner.
I wasn't even in there.
Like a minute came out, they said, you've got an object in your hand.
We didn't know how it's got in there, but we have to have it removed.
So I live in Southampton, a place called Walston at the time.
So Southampton and Royal Southampton, my closest hospital.
I got a phone call saying that you're going to Livington Hospital, right next to the American Army base.
And you're going to have an operation.
You're going to have that thing out of your hand.
It could cause damage.
You could use your hand.
So I'll go over there with my mum.
And I get called into his room.
No one else is in there.
It's like a waiting room.
It's a really nice posh hospital, but there's no one about.
All of a sudden, this American general comes out with this little apron on with little green men on it, you know.
And I looked at him.
He said, oh, don't panic.
And another man come out.
And I said, oh, are somebody here for an operation?
He said, no, my name's...
General Radman, whatever his name was, he said, I'm based on one of the American ships that I recently ported in Southampton, and I volunteer and do surgeries for the NHS and for the government when I'm in the country to help him.
So he and his friend, I said, who's the gentleman?
He said, that's my bodyguard.
He comes with me everywhere.
So that lovely gentleman, and it's on my discharge notes from the hospital.
He signed my discharge notes, yeah.
So they laid me down.
Because I was actually an anaesthetic, he said we're going to have to put a tourniquet on your arm because of the pressure it's going to be on your archery in your hand.
So they laid me down.
They physically strapped me to the table with four ones and he was moving me in positions for my heart and that.
And he said, right, okay, we put this thing on and have my arm up.
Then he strapped it down.
There were all four or five women, I think they were nurses, behind the screen.
He comes in.
Totally come up and dug my...
I covered my arm in iodine, cut the hole there in my head, and straightaway looked at it, and it was the same, like a black webbing, like a membrane.
And he held it up, and I looked at it, and he said, oh, that's it there.
He said, we'll sew you up.
He said, I'm going to send it off to histology, and I said, and they'll get back to you.
So he puts this in the little jar, and they take it off, sewes my hand up, and he puts the big thing on my hand.
It was like Rocky Balboa, and it was like a pressurised bandage up to my elbow.
He said, take it off tomorrow.
Give it 24 hours.
He said, take it off.
He said, there's another bandage underneath that.
If you get bleeding, go straight to your doctors because you've got to be careful because it's come from your main artery.
I said, fine.
So he sent me home.
He said, we'll have the stitches out in like 10 days.
He said, go and see your GP or come back to the clinic.
So I went home that night.
Everything fine.
Goes to bed and a bright white light hits me.
Next thing I know, I wake up.
And my pain, because my hand was absolutely bloody killing me.
It was awful, terrible pain.
And mainly from the tourniquet they put on.
That really hurt.
And as I looked at my arm, I don't know why, there was no pain whatsoever.
The pain had gone and there was one single tiny drop of blood.
And I thought, oh Christ, I panicked because I thought my stitches had burst because the pain had stopped and I thought blood had run down the inside of the bandage.
So first thing in the morning, I phoned the doctors.
I said, could you just take a quick look at my arm?
I said, I had surgery yesterday.
I've come home.
It's only like day surgery.
I said, but I've got blood at the bottom of my pressurised bandage.
He said, come in.
He said, that needs to be looking at.
So I went straight down.
I saw him straight away.
I walked in.
I undid my bandage.
And this was a hole through the bottom of my arm, which is still there today.
It goes right through my arm.
He freaked out and sent me straight to A&E, put the bandage back on.
I said, you need to go to A&E.
So I went to intensive care.
This has only taken about two years again, but the whole actually goes through.
From one side, he said, you've been impelled.
Went to Aini with his letter, and he said, oh, Tina, yeah, your doctor's phone, we're waiting for you.
And he said, what, did you fall over?
I'm like, nothing, I had surgery yesterday.
He said, what, on your arm?
I'm like, no, up here, on my hand.
And he said, well, you've been impelled.
He said, it could be nerve damage, which is why they thought I had nerve damage.
He said, well, you can't feel anything.
So they checked my armpit, my breast, my shoulder, my back.
I had an x-ray on it.
He said it's a hole.
You can push a pencil, he said, but it's completely sealed.
There's no other, apart from that one drop of blood, he said there's no other internal leaking, no bacteria, no pain, nothing, nothing.
And they couldn't identify it.
But I had a follow-up scan when they took my stitches out and they found another object in the same place.
And it's now wedged between my...
Right against my nerve and the blood supply in my hand, they said they can't take it out, and they'd have to take too much of my hand out to get it out.
She said, unless it's hurting you, we're going to leave it there, and it's still there.
So this is when your teeth, you're just out, and we're out with my friends, and we have like a, when they take you, every now and then you get like a, you can't see, it's like you're sat down and anybody, it feels like someone's drilling your teeth, and it's like dry chalk in your mouth.
And then they've got a lot of robots putting it back together.
That's exactly what it feels like.
When you wake up, you come downstairs and you go to have your breakfast and you think, oh, something's not right.
Your teeth crumble and you think, oh, God, the root's stuck in there.
You're going to get the root out of nothing.
My teeth crumbled down to nothing.
Just started bleeding and stopped.
Went to see a dentist.
He said, not sure what that's about.
I have lost other teeth that have crumbled and come away and they couldn't find the root.
It was there a year before because I had an x-ray.
So, what happens?
Another cost of being abducted, this is one of, I've got hundreds of these pictures, absolutely hundreds.
So, this is my right and left leg.
So, when they take you and drill holes when you're a child, don't think nothing of it, you think, oh, that's going to hurt when you're older.
But when you're older and they do it and you have flashbacks, you get pains in your leg.
Of course, the older you get, the worse the pain gets.
If I knock my leg, if I move my leg, I'm not allowed to ride a bike anymore because if I fall off, I said it could kill me.
You get this.
Your vein will rupture in your leg.
You'll lose movement and you'll get significant swelling.
And see this lump here?
It's still on my leg.
It's like an egg.
It's not on my bone.
I don't know what it is.
It's actually here.
You can probably see it through my trousers there.
That just comes up every now and then, willy-nilly.
And that is very, very painful.
Believe you me.
When you're in a leg, this is another version.
This is what happens on the top of your knee if you just bang your knee.
And the swelling is quite bad.
This is the one.
So this is, you get one, my leg.
There's another picture as well.
So this is my other leg.
And your joints will just swell.
The bruising you get from little tiny drill sites.
It's got 86 little tiny holes in one leg.
You'll see it.
But the bruising is...
You get it on your feet and the soles of your feet.
So this is what happens when your leg swells up to twice the size of your leg.
You can't pee and it goes right up into your pelvis.
So you try to soak in it, you can't get in the bath.
There's the holes in my legs.
Yeah, so that's another cost.
No one's compensating me for that.
It's time off work.
I don't get paid sick pay.
Absolutely unbelievable.
So this is taken when I was age 51. Now, I'd had a hysterectomy about 10 or 15 years before that.
Been on HRT.
This isn't the first time this happened.
So I went to bed.
So I'm 52 now.
This was about a year ago.
Went to bed, wake up, bright white light, don't remember anything.
But when I wake up in the morning, I can't turn over.
I think, oh my God, terrible back pain.
Awful back pain.
And I was a lot thinner then, a lot thinner than I am now.
And I wake up and I'm about nine months pregnant.
And I couldn't get my clothes on.
This is my dressing gown.
It was absolutely huge.
And I'm holding it together.
And I said to my partner, he couldn't believe it.
He's like, what the hell?
I went straight to hospital.
Hospital had a look.
Because it's not the first time I've been there or something like that.
And they said to me, they thought it was an allergy.
Give me a blood test.
It's not an allergy.
They said, it's a result of pregnancy.
I said, you do know that I've had a hysterectomy.
I'm on HRT.
I don't have a womb.
How can I be pregnant?
So when you have blood tests, it tells you the different counts up, how much you've got in your blood.
And yeah, the next day, all bright white light again, and I'm flat as a pancake.
So other questions.
So why are they doing this to us?
Why do they need to do this to us if they're biologically advanced?
Why dumb themselves dumb enough?
We can obviously do something.
They cannot.
They're not that technologically advanced because they can't make embryonic fluid to the same level as humans.
There's lots of things they can't do.
They like volcanism here and they like something in our water.
I learned that.
And they don't do too well, again, in our atmosphere.
They do tend to crash.
And then, again, why put us back?
Again, there's no laws, there's no help, there's no recourse for people.
So, yes, madam?
I was going to say I can explain all that to you.
Yeah? I was thinking when you were talking, I thought, is she really sensitive?
Yeah, yeah.
I've got my paper on here to show that.
My mum does.
My mum currently has lung cancer, which doesn't grow.
She hasn't noticed it every four months.
She's had a brain tumour for about eight years, an inaudible, left side canal brain tumour, which doesn't grow.
And she also every now and then grows an extra finger at the top of her hand, which she has burnt off at the GP's.
And we have pictures of that.
But the recess negative, it seems that most of the people who are being abducted are recess negative.
Do you have hazel or blue eyes?
I've got hazel.
All my brothers have blue eyes.
And also, is your husband resuscitate?
No, he's my third partner.
No, I don't think so.
I don't know what he is.
He's never had an operation.
Very often.
I've got traits, but I'm resuscitate, so I have an extra-long vertebra, a shreddy heart rate, you know, all the things that go with it.
My youngest sister is resuscitate.
So these people, what I've been told, the thing is if you look at the body, what we know now, our doctors look at you, that's all you are, just you standing there.
But what's really important is the fact, it's the soul that grows your body.
So when you're two inches long, they put the entity into your body and it's just so...
That makes sense.
I have seen...
It was very much the Indian chakra system that most of us completely ignore.
And so the chakra, those areas of bloom that you had on your legs, that is actually where suddenly the body's horses are not passing through.
They've damaged a lot more than that, but yeah.
You suddenly get this black mark, which means that the electricity that we work on is not going to fall.
So that's what these people feel.
Actually, I'll talk about it.
Yeah, we'll talk about it.
I'll cut you off there.
Yes, madam.
Right, so you mentioned about the soul.
The question I wanted to ask you, when you saw the clones of you and you had the connection, was it parts of your soul in those?
No, it didn't have my essence in them, no.
We're just vessels, whatever they use.
Perhaps it is something to do with a soul like that lady.
So I think there is something there.
But they don't possess a soul.
We do.
Perhaps that's something that we do.
Yes, sir?
I still have physical evidence from my encounter with the Graves and their little ones.
A blue gel and a white powder back in 2009 and 2010 because they were used hygiene.
Joe, another maladductee has said that to me.
I think if you contact David Hodrum from the UFO group, he might be able to elaborate that a bit further for you.
And pictures of their handprints on the wall are black, so I guess the blue gel and the powder protected them somewhere.
Possibly. Right, so, moving on, sorry.
So, it's in my case.
Just pretend I'm a soldier here now.
I'm not an abductee.
I'm not Tina.
I'm Tina the soldier.
So I put a United Nations uniform on me because I don't want to take sides on anybody.
I'm part of the UN.
So all of a sudden, I go into my CO's office and said, an invading force has come into our base.
It's invaded our airspace.
It invaded my cabin, took me, tortured me under the GV convention.
This is wrong.
And I have medical issues.
The first thing they're going to do is interview you, take you, get medical advice.
But most importantly, you'd have someone on your side.
You'd have the whole of the UN, whole of the British forces out there, seeking people who torture, a bit like the Nazis and Germany in the war that tortured people.
They would be holed up in The Hague.
They would then be held accountable for their actions.
Why is this not happening to the human race?
Why are these beings not being held accountable?
Who is accountable to what's happening to the human race and to abductees?
No one's protecting me.
The police aren't helping me.
The government's not helping me.
I pay my taxes.
The doctors aren't helping me.
So there's a big disparity somewhere.
So it depends on protection.
So today we have trillions of...
Taxpayers' money are spent on defence and new telescopes, radars, early warning systems, events in things in space, telemetry, satellites, and not one of them can take a picture of a UFO.
Does it even work?
But if you come into our atmosphere and you're on a ship or the Nimitz and you're a captain, you can take hundreds of pictures and see all this stuff.
So for not seeing outside and they spend all this money to, you know, this equipment is not warning us in any way whatsoever.
What's the purpose of us spending all this money on space if it's not working?
It's not helping us.
They can't shoot them down.
Apparently they can't connect to them, but they just keep coming here.
So, but apparently there's been losses of reports on both sides.
We've lost out of force.
We've lost pilots.
Human life's been reported, confirmed reports.
They've had pictures, scans, radars.
You know, there's lots of things.
These things are dangerous to human life.
Why isn't there a government warning on it?
If I went into a war zone, they'd tell me not to go there because I'll be captured, tortured.
Why are they not doing that?
So our big bear is justice and accountability.
So where does this leave us as abductees?
Right back at the beginning.
There is no recourse.
You're not believed.
There is no support.
There is no justice.
There's no accountability, no compensation, no protection.
Again, there's no one to report it to.
If I was a NATO member, I would be believed.
Again, they're not holed up in front of the Hague.
They're not compensated.
I get no protection.
There's no one fighting for me.
Most importantly, there's no one stopping this.
This has happened throughout my life.
This hasn't been one or two little occasions.
They've just popped along while they've taken me constantly.
People can find it funny and laugh, but it's not funny.
It does hurt.
There's no accountability and no one is helping me.
No one's stopping it.
If someone raped me, I could say to a policeman, you know, they're doing this to me.
I'm near my time, I think.
I'm going to have to leave it there, guys, but I'll just flick through some pictures that I've brought with me at the end of the day.
So there's pictures of other marks, other things I've seen, other humans up there, what they look like.
There's the pods.
That's their energy.
They showed me how they use that.
Different pictures.
Oh, that was when they took me and my mum and I saw two American gentlemen and bought a...
A craft.
Yeah. That's the hole in my pelvis.
They told me to remember the number 1359.
And this is about when the babies were in a spaceship.
That was man-made.
It was absolutely huge.
But thank you very much.
I've been Tina Byrd.
You can see me in the other very funny questions.
Thank you, Terry.
Thank you.
Very, very brave woman here.
Very brave woman.
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