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Jan. 4, 2022 - Project Camelot

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PATRIOT ROUNDTABLE: SURVIVING THESE DAYS

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	Thank you.
	Hi, everyone.
	I'm Carrie Cassidy from Project Camelot, and very happy to be here today with this group of illustrious ladies.
	And so we're going to be talking about what's happening and all the craziness out there.
	So actually, I don't know where I want to start.
	Maybe each person could give their kind of feeling about where we're at, maybe in terms of the You know, their own Christmas thing, if you want to share something about that.
	Or, you know, coming New Year's, because New Year's isn't a few days, right?
	So, we could kind of, like, do that.
	So, let's go around.
	Let's start with Sharnel.
	Well, my name is Dr.
	Sharnel Wilberton-Seahan with Swiftfire True TV. And happy to be here with you guys.
	Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
	I've been in Facebook jail for a month.
	So I just finally got out yesterday and apparently now my other page is on.
	So how do I feel?
	I'm just going to be honest.
	It's been a little bit...
	I've been in a low.
	Probably just because I'm missing community, not having lives and being able to connect with people as much and miss you guys so much.
	Um, you know, um, I just did a live on this actually, well, few days, yesterday, day before, whatever, there's no time, um, on kind of just the, my feeling.
	And I don't know if I'm like somehow hooked into the collective, which I'm sure I am, but also just, you know, our own personal journey of things that are happening to us that we're also processing and filtering and, you You know, I'm feeling like I'm coming up, but I'm just being honest.
	I was on a little bit of a down there for a bit and I had texted you guys and I know winter solstice and all that has a little bit to play into that, but I guess I'm just like frustrated and feeling like, you know, What's the point?
	And, you know, when is anything going to happen?
	And, you know, you wake up and it's still there and people are just still not waking up.
	But, you know, I don't know.
	There were some good things that happened at Christmas where it was like some of the family members were actually like, You know, hey, this and this and this and kind of like agreeing with some of the things that I've been saying for two years.
	So I was like, okay, well, maybe there's a little bit of hope.
	And even went to the gym last night, which took a lot of effort, but I did it.
	I'm like, I got to do something and went to the gym because they finally took away the whole mask situation.
	And I'm like, okay, I can go now.
	But the lady out front, You know, had said, oh, I haven't seen you or whatever.
	I said, I wasn't going to come with all this, like, BS stuff, and thanks for finally taking away this, you know, whatever, these limits.
	And she said, yeah, she said she got the job, and she got...
	The booster, but that she wasn't getting any more, and that she didn't trust the government, and that she was, this is as far as she was going, and that she had went to her doctor the week before, and they told her since she was 50 that she should go ahead and get a hysterectomy, and that, and they, she said, why?
	And they said, well, you're not really using any of that anymore, and so she said that she just decided that she doesn't really trust anyone or any doctor for my information as a doctor, and I was like, you know what?
	This is, you know, this is good news.
	I mean, bad news can be good news in a way, because if the bad is so bad, if that's the catalyst for making people wake up, then, you know, I guess that's what can happen to make people wake up.
	I just wish it was faster, you know, because for those of us who were awake before this whole thing started, within like a day of being like, oh, no, no, no, no, no, this is bad news, and already seeing how this is going to play out, and like going, please, dear God, it's felt like in some ways that I've been like treading through mud, you know, kind of like on a timeline, like feeling like, and then, and also feeling like, where's time gone?
	Some days where I was just like, I haven't got anything done, and stuff You know, there's so much to do and feeling really overwhelmed and feeling like so many things to do and help and still like not enough of me to do it all.
	So I don't know if anyone's experiencing any of this or if I'm just like the only one in the world doing this, but I'm just being straight up honest.
	This is where I am in my journey.
	Happy day to me.
	Okay, Laura?
	Yeah, wow.
	I'm just grabbing my tea, so don't think I'm walking away.
	It's been a very powerful month, the month of December, for many reasons.
	And I was really grateful to be able to pull together a presentation about some of the things that have been going on.
	Astrologically, and it kind of goes beyond astrology because some people limit astrology to predictions and just looking at basic patternings, but it's a little bit different when we start to work with the 13th sign and the whole concept of the galactic center.
	It really allows us to get into this Place of sort of nothingness to do a major, major, like, reset.
	So that as we move through the winter solstice and the light energy begins to increase, that light energy is actually increasing within our own hearts and in our own wisdom and in humanity.
	So I feel like the organic flow of cosmic and earthly elemental forces is totally on our side as far as what we want to see.
	But then there's these competing agendas and where these ego constructs are still duking it out.
	And it's very sneaky in how it overtakes people.
	And so just sort of like noticing that and like trying to just maintain my center.
	I know that everything that's unfolding is taking us where we, you know, want to go, but we have to be the co-creators of this.
	We have to be the conduits.
	We have to be present and mindful and really strong in how we dialogue with our creative imagination.
	What are we allowing in?
	To our field, what belief systems, what projections are we allowing in and if they aren't in resonance with our greater truth or a future that we want to see, you know, we have to purge and we have to cleanse and we have to release it.
	So it's been like that constantly and it's been a roller coaster and very often I'm just kind of like floating out into the God knows where just to sort of observe and find a place of neutrality.
	And then it's like coming into the human realm, it's like, wow, I can't do much more than just show up with, you know, a comfy Christmassy bathrobey thing and just speak from a place of, like, you know, comfort.
	Kind of holding space for myself and humanity to just, like, hold ourselves close, you know, like, let's nurture each other.
	I'm so sick of The combativeness and the conflict and the strife and the discord between people.
	And so what I'm really feeling is something so much deeper that is really helping to nurture the process that is happening on an organic level.
	And it's not about right or wrong or having it all figured out or knowing whether the Antarctica story is true or if it's false based on what this messenger says or that messenger says or this person says.
	It's like, let's just get into the heart and soul of things and really, really connect into that because I feel we miss the point when we're trying to solve everything or attach ourselves to what might be true or not true based on whatever intel is coming through.
	I find it fascinating and interesting and I do feel it needs to be expressed and so I support those broadcasts and I participate in them but you know It's not about creating a fixed belief.
	It's about considering things and also having discernment.
	And knowing that the priority is to nurture our own creative vessels and our own human vessels so that we can generate the world we want to see.
	And great!
	Hopefully those good things are happening.
	But it's not about it being...
	Up to that.
	We're not at the mercy of whether those things are happening or not, or whether they're successful or not.
	It's up to us and what we choose to align with.
	And to me, the substance of alchemy and miracles is love, integrity, compassion, mutual love and respect for one another.
	Being sovereign in our own truth frequency and allowing others the same and then figuring out a way to harmonize our differences.
	You know, and everything else is just being a part of a larger conversation to bring these stories and this intel and this information to light so that we can sort it out.
	And let's leave it at that because, you know, I see some of the comments like, oh, you have fairy tales and the starseeds just think this, and they think it's just going to be this.
	And so I'm, once again, trying to be careful with how I navigate the land of looking at comments under videos.
	But I just wanted to say that whatever might be happening or not happening, it's like we could say the same with our bodies.
	Is our immune system really in charge here, or is the cancer or disease going to overtake?
	We have to determine that and make the choice within ourself.
	No doctor outside of us should diagnose or tell us how the future is going to play out.
	We are participating in it every moment.
	So this battle, regardless of what it is, can only be resolved within the self.
	And we can only determine that the forces of light, the immune system, the spiritual realms, the organic ascension timeline, all the things that we want to see manifest, we can nurture that and give it sustenance and illuminate it so that it can do its job, which is to wipe out parasites and neutralize toxins and transform toxicity and de-weaponize The weapons.
	We can do that in every moment that we're up against this war.
	So that, to me, is where the war is won.
	And nobody outside of ourselves should tell us what the future looks like, whether it's a doom or gloom outcome or outlook, or everything's going to be fine because the galactics, you know, have this all covered.
	Yeah, we have the light and dark.
	that are present but ultimately it's us who are participating in what is going to be able to produce a reality that we can experience and each one of us has to determine which one we're feeding just like that the wolf and the So that's what I'm focused on is how can I enhance the collective conscious immune system, my own.
	And it's through, I feel, the frequency of love, being true to myself, and being humble and receptive and taking action when something resonates and not expecting somebody else to do it, but getting off my ass and doing it myself.
	I'm not waiting for a savior.
	We're here to Fall back on ourselves.
	That's why there's constant disappointment with our leaders because I think ultimately the greatest human lesson is that we have to fall back on ourselves, stand up, stand strong, and walk arm in arm with love and respect for each other without trying to project control or diminish or undermine Let's celebrate our differences and utilize all the differences to produce something beautiful.
	I don't know.
	I'm rambling on.
	It's hard to talk these days, my God.
	Okay.
	That was actually very nice, though.
	I liked what you had to say there.
	So, Jen.
	Hey.
	Hi there.
	Hi, everyone.
	My beautiful sisters.
	How I want to add to the conversation is I have recently...
	Experienced a boost.
	I'll say a booster.
	I've been saying a booster of hope.
	I was going to say...
	You know, everybody's like, wait a minute.
	That would be a little...
	A booster of hope.
	And this injection...
	I'll borrow those terms.
	This injection of hope.
	It could be called hopium by some, but I just want to unpack that whole hopium thing, you know, because Sister Charnel just mentioned that hope deferred.
	It is, you know, hope deferred makes the heart grow, you know, sick.
	For lack of a better word, sick, right?
	And when we look at mind-body connection and everything, and you know that all of this has an effect on your body, so it is very important to find hope in anywhere you can find it, where you're led.
	And what I have recently found, and this is a testimony to just how powerful certain discoveries can be, Now, I ignored a lot of the mud flood, Tartaria stuff.
	I wasn't ready for it, okay?
	Like, I heard about it, and I was like, that seems kind of interesting.
	But I didn't go down that, as they say, rabbit hole until very recently.
	And it happened very organically that somebody made a comment on an Instagram post saying, Because I had shared a piece of architecture out of Philadelphia, and just how it always had this resonance with me as a little girl going to this, you know, behemoth structure.
	And this person was in Ireland, okay?
	So it just shows you how...
	The technology that we have is really a godsend.
	It can be used in a bad way, but the power of connectivity can't be, you know, diminished.
	So here he is in Ireland.
	He makes a comment, and that's what sparks me to start researching Mud floods.
	And I have to tell you, I came out of just the initial research feeling hopeful.
	I was like, wow, I wish I had given this attention when I first heard about it.
	But again, I am of the belief that you will receive things as you're ready.
	And it was my appointed time to do this particular research.
	And what I like about this research is that This is really tangible stuff, because I know that there's been a lot of letdown and disappointment, and we need something tangible.
	So I would just invite, I'm inviting people as I share this journey of mine to look into this, because we may need to anchor things down and have some tangible things.
	You can literally go and touch this history.
	You know what I'm saying?
	You can smell it.
	All of your senses can experience this.
	So it's not something that, you know, is kind of just out there.
	So what it's done for me, believe this or not, it has allowed me to deconstruct.
	Like I am literally like...
	You know, you have a construction team.
	I'm like a demolition team right now because it has done something to take a veil away from my eyes.
	So I'm able to demolish lies and constructs.
	And the most exciting one that I've been able to, as I'm researching today, Demolish is race.
	Race.
	That is big for me.
	Okay?
	So this literal research is helping me to demolish lies that are so big about our historical narratives.
	And it's amazing because I'm able to use...
	Their own content against them to begin to unravel lies.
	I'm able to look at Wikipedia, whereas before I'd look at it like I'd already have this attitude like, ah, these lies.
	But I wasn't focusing in the way that I am now.
	It's almost as if I'm looking at it like a lawyer.
	You know what I'm saying?
	I'm able to dissect, oh, they said this.
	Oh, interesting.
	Interesting.
	And then it has hyperlinks all through it.
	So I can hyperlink to something else and it starts to just tear the tapestry, their house of cards going just down.
	So what it's also done, excuse me, is I already shared with you all that I reconnected with the faith of my childhood, the Christianity.
	Now, the kind of Christian I was before was extremely judgmental.
	You know, I really felt like, you know, I don't know, I had to kind of hammer sometimes certain things.
	I am passionate about truth and...
	And I'm really, you know, hungry for it.
	But this go-round of reconnecting with my faith, I find myself just growing in a different way.
	So this has helped me in terms of hope, you know, faith and hope going together.
	And some of the fear and the constructs even with church, I'm able to see them fall because many pastors that I grew up thinking a whole lot of, I've gotten to see that the confidence even in the church has been demolished, just like it has for the healthcare profession.
	So the church has been compromised, and the people see it.
	The hospitals and healthcare have been compromised, and that's why there's so much despair, because the people we gave authority to, they've let us down.
	But what this has done for me is it's helped me to focus on God.
	And God's never let me down.
	And so I don't have to look towards a politician or towards anybody.
	I mean, you look at the Hollywood stars, they've all fallen from many of our eyes.
	So what I'm able to just discern for now, because I'm really early in my journey with this, It's helping me to see that the historical narratives from so many different events, they've been lies.
	We already knew everything's been a lie, just about.
	But now I'm able to take apart so many events and narratives, and it's not leaving me in despair.
	Surprisingly.
	So having that combination of reconnecting with my faith is helping me to stay, you know, bolstered.
	So another thing I want to share, too, I'm about to embark on studying the Book of Enoch.
	Now, when I was coming up, I was always inquisitive, but the pastors that I, you know, gave this authority to, they always get you away from that.
	Oh, no, no, no, don't read the Book of Enoch.
	That'll only confuse you.
	And it's not canonized.
	So they do this subtle thing.
	Some are more bold and kind of tell you, no, don't read those uncanonized books.
	Oh, no.
	Now, because of this veil being lifted, I'm about to embark on studying the Book of Enoch.
	And I'm excited because that's a big step for me to say, like, I'm going to give this a chance because I'm letting go of this, whatever, programming, the spells.
	They're just breaking many of the spells.
	So...
	That is what I've been experiencing as of very, very recent days.
	And it's exciting because another thing, I don't have a lack of subject matter.
	Like, when I think about the things that I want to talk about, like go live about, like, it's no lack of subjects.
	I mean, I could be...
	Going every day with live streams about the things that are along this path.
	So that's another thing that I'm excited about.
	So I just wanted to share that for me, this isn't just a testimony that I'm very, very hopeful right now.
	And I'm very excited about learning some new things.
	This is new for me.
	So I just want to share that.
	Okay, that's cool.
	So I guess I would say that the one thing I'm noticing out there is within the polarization that I see, you know, I'm just throwing this out.
	I'm seeing a lot of people that I know, okay, are un-vaxxed, right?
	But their families are vaxxed.
	And this is without exception.
	In my world, all of their families are vaxxed, and they're not.
	And this, in some cases, actually, one person I just found out about, that pressure was so intense from the family that they, and this is somebody quite close to me, went and got vaxxed.
	I mean, you know, like, where was their brain?
	But nonetheless, so...
	One thing Captain Mark Richards used to say to me was, you know, we don't really have to police them, they'll police themselves.
	And this is, for me, been a big time of recognizing, I know it doesn't sound like a positive thing, but the Nazis all around me.
	I mean, that I never realized, you know, because you go around and you thought everyone, you know, everyone's different, I guess, but I always had a positive, you know, approach and view of humanity, maybe because of the way I grew up or, you know, the freedoms I had and so on and so forth.
	I knew there were negative things.
	And of course, you know, I'm an investigative reporter.
	And so I'm always looking for the conspiracy.
	That was also ingrained in me.
	But nonetheless, my basic approach to humanity is that they're positive beings, okay?
	So it has been quite shocking to me to find the closet Nazis all around us and Maybe that is not a good thing to realize, but maybe it is, you know, in a certain sense.
	Maybe understanding where people are at, even though you don't like it, is a different widening of your, you know, sort of empathic self and understanding more deeply these people who are at a certain stage where they feel they have a right, To force other people to do this, that, and the other, okay?
	And I just wonder to myself, where do they get this?
	Like, where in the world do they get this?
	And, of course, they get it from their so-called leaders, and they get it from their schools.
	And, you know, when people are growing up, they learn to mimic the adults around them, right?
	And so if they have really authoritarian-type adults around That's, I guess, what they learned.
	In my case, first of all, I did rebel all the time against my parents, but they were also quite unusual in that they were rebels to everyone else around them.
	They never followed the herd.
	Hello.
	So neither do I. But, you know, I'm saying, you know, I had support in that way.
	I know a lot of people had the opposite.
	You were actually coerced or persuaded or whatever to follow the herd.
	And in China, this is, you know, people may know the Oriental point of view is, you know, never divert from the herd.
	That's where you're going to get, you know, caught.
	And thrown in jail and tortured and so on.
	So that is a very strong meme, if you will, in that society.
	So this is one thing that I have been observing.
	And the other thing is that I was just talking to a friend about, which is people seem to think that You know, I know Juan always talks about we're going to get, they need 80%.
	And I'm like, how is it they're getting 80% when every person I know, one person in the family is not vaxxed and the whole family is?
	Like, where is that 80% coming from?
	You know what I'm saying?
	And maybe I just don't know people that, you know, have whole families that are unvaxxed.
	Cool.
	You know, great, if that's true.
	But I'm just saying.
	So what I'm saying, and also the Ghislaine Maxwell trial, right?
	So personally, I don't believe, I believe it's much more of a cover-up than the real thing.
	And I think what we see in the media is already part of that.
	Or what we don't see in the media would maybe be more accurate.
	And what I'm noticing is that a lot of people are looking for that kind of over the rainbow golden age, this and that.
	But the fact of the matter is, is that It's not that we have to find a golden age in order to live fully and completely.
	But actually, I think what we have to do is learn to interact and encompass the negative and the positive and then work with it.
	Yes.
	I'm so tired, personally, of...
	You want to say hopium?
	Okay, hopium.
	Certain broadcasters out there, certain people grabbing hold of this, you know, like it's a life raft or something.
	And actually, as I say this, I'm actually realizing that in some ways I'm saying what Laura was saying, you know.
	In other words, this is not your savior.
	I mean, you know...
	I don't know.
	Discovering every pedophile on earth is not your savior.
	First of all, it's not going to happen.
	Second of all, what are you going to do?
	Rip it out of them?
	Kill them all?
	Throw them all in?
	I mean, what is your solution?
	This thing, arrest.
	Let's have arrests.
	Well, you're only going to arrest the figureheads, only the ones that stuck out.
	But the other ones are going to go in deeper.
	They're just going to burrow in deeper.
	They're going to look more like the crowd.
	They're going to hide better.
	Okay?
	So this is my worry, my concern, that, you know, the vampires among us, if you will, the Nazis among us, good that we live in a time, you know, I'm not thrilled with it, okay, needless to say, but good that we live in a time where these people are actually coming out, being exposed for who they are, and that people, because I was always concerned that, you know, people don't warn their children.
	Very well.
	They don't tell them what's really out there, I think, and therefore they fall prey, right?
	They fall prey to their, you know, pedophile priests and their teachers, same thing, you know, whatever it happens to be, okay?
	And then they also learn to mimic authority in the most horrible ways.
	And so small tortures are going on daily, right?
	And that's, it's not just humans, but actually, you know, I have a dog and so I walk my dog all the time and see people with their dogs.
	And I noticed that some people are just torturing their animals on a regular basis.
	And like the animal does something, you know, barks or does some acts out in some way, and they come down on them in a really, you know, awful way.
	Or the other thing is that how the dog mirrors the person.
	And then my dog is very friendly.
	But other people's dogs are like, they just want to bite your head off, right?
	So this is the world we live in.
	It's quite strange in that way.
	But I don't think throwing people in jail...
	You know, and especially not in secret jails.
	Okay?
	Hello, Guantanamo.
	I mean, sorry, patriots.
	I'm not for this.
	I'm not for all these, you know, whatever they call those, you know, trials offshore.
	You know, if that's really happening, okay?
	I'm not good with that.
	Okay?
	I'm not good.
	I don't care who it is.
	And I'm not good with, you know, The thing that they've always done, which is extradite so they can torture in another country, so they can torture our prisoners in Iraq and send them to Iraq and send them to Egypt.
	Egypt is full of US prisoners that they torture over there because they can get away with it.
	Because in some form or fashion, not much, because Sean was tortured with no problem in prison here in America, and others have been as well.
	So that certainly goes on in America as well, but not maybe to the degree of brutality that they're allowed to get away with in places like Egypt.
	And America gives Egypt tons of money, so they shut the fuck up.
	So I know I'm getting a little controversial here, but nonetheless, this is what...
	You want to know what concerns me this Christmas?
	This is what I'm looking at, okay?
	The hypocrisy, if you will.
	Okay, so I know I'm kind of running this game.
	So we can either go around again on similar topics, or we can try to change up the topic completely.
	Charnel?
	Can I jump in?
	So, like, for example, in our state, this month, we had Dr.
	Robert Malone come in and Kennedy.
	I mean, yeah, Robert Malone?
	Yes.
	I think that's his first name.
	Anyway, Dr.
	Malone and Robert Kennedy.
	That's what I mean to say.
	They came in to speak to our government because we...
	Voted in representatives who were, at the time, wanting it to be 16 and over.
	Everyone could get the thing in the arms.
	And we had testimonies there.
	They did all the stuff.
	They had everybody there.
	You know, some people could come in.
	I was actually, like, super impressed with...
	What was presented, of course, you guys have seen these guys.
	They're amazing with their information.
	And you've had them on your show, I think, Carrie, both of them probably.
	And Dr.
	Mullen's been on my show.
	So I know what the information is.
	And it was hopeful to me because when we had the vote, it was voted 13 to 2 that this wouldn't happen.
	And I'm like, oh my God, this was like...
	Amazing.
	Because it wasn't like that.
	We've been fighting.
	And even people that are supposedly supposed to be representing us and what we want, they were voting whatever way they were bought, I guess, or whatever way they had to.
	I don't know.
	I don't want to judge, but I'm just saying it wasn't adding up what was happening.
	Or they were just completely not understanding.
	Maybe they're just ignorance.
	But when it came out 13 to 2 and we're like, yay!
	Hip hip hooray!
	We're working with all the reps and hearing all the, you know, thinking we've helped these children and we've helped those going to college.
	Then the governor comes in just within a week later and says, you know what?
	Never mind.
	I don't care what you guys say.
	I'm overriding that and we're going to go ahead and keep it.
	Oh, God.
	See, this is the stuff that effing pisses me off because I'm in the middle of all that and I'm working with these guys and we're trying to It's the injustice of, even when people are waking up and making the choices and standing in their sovereignty of representing the people who voted them in, That you can have one tyrant who just decides it doesn't matter what any of you say and whatever.
	Now, I'm like you where I'm trying to look at all this and saying like, well, the good news is we know who the two people are who voted against it, right?
	I mean, and I think on a grand scale in the whole world, we're seeing those Differences where we're like, okay, well, you're that and I see that and that sucks.
	And I think I'm just going to be over here.
	But we're also having that within our families, within our communities, within the spiritual communities, with wherever, where people are just like, you know, acting up or acting weird or posting weird stuff or, you know, having different ideas or, you know, we're finding out who people are, true colors are showing up.
	And also, this is a great opportunity within that to have communication.
	And to work out our differences and to be the alchemist that Laura and I think Carrie, you were saying too, is just like, how are we still going to be in the middle of that?
	Or are we going to get dragged into the drama?
	Or are we going to try to pick a side?
	Or are we going to do communication?
	I looked up communication as an interesting word.
	Communion.
	Communion.
	And then I looked up cation just out of nowhere.
	And it means like electric charge.
	And I was like, that is so freaking brilliant because when we can talk and we can just have these discussions and agree to disagree or go forward or just love people anyway, wherever they're at, have accountability, which is huge.
	Because within each challenge, all we have at the end of the day is who we are and what choices we make.
	Our own integrity, our own responses, our own reactions, our own accountability, our own integrity, our own truth of what we are choosing to do in this season.
	And so in the middle of whatever it is, you know, yeah, people will mess up and then we get the opportunity to either fix it and show good credibility that like, yeah, people fail and they also fix it or you can bring it to someone's attention and they still don't fix it.
	And then like we see even more like, okay, This was brought out in the news or whatever, and still no one's doing anything.
	You know, and I know I said something to you guys about the movie Don't look up and it's terrible but it's also good because it's a parody of exactly what's going on right now because literally all this stuff is happening in this movie and people are more worried about like this couple that are breaking up and that's all over the news and that's the everything to completely distract everybody from all the under work that's really happening and how mesmerized everyone is at like The Bachelor or whatever the F's going on that they don't they're not even participating
	or understanding or really you know engaging in what's really going on or Showing up at the school meetings or going down to the Capitol or getting on the phone to do whatever or talk to someone at your house or your office or alive or whatever your communication is at the gym last night with the lady to have just like contact and go so yeah this is going on and she was honest and I got to say my two cents and in the end she was like you know what you're right and you're a doctor and so um it
	It's good and it's bad.
	It effing sucks in some ways because it's painful because I want to think the best of everybody and I want to think that people are going to do the best and actually be accountable and when they're not accountable or other people aren't held in accountability You know, because I personally, what are we going to do?
	We're going to just like take the president out?
	No, we can't do it.
	But there's people who should take some people out.
	And I don't mean like hurt them or anything.
	I'm just saying, you know, some people shouldn't be in charge.
	Mr.
	Ouchie and other people who just, it doesn't make any sense.
	They flip-flop so much, there's no sense of anything, and so obviously they're not capable and or seriously compromised, right?
	Hollywood, entertainment, across the board, it's everywhere, and yet I feel helpless because me over here, what am I going to do?
	You know, and so all we can do is what we can do here in our house and our work and what we do with our kids, what we do with our animals.
	I foster.
	I've had 94 kittens.
	I work at the shelters with these cats and dogs.
	I see the abuse.
	It pisses me off so bad.
	And to see how people are with animals, children, medical situations, you know, being in my industry.
	And then, yeah, so it gets aggravated and frustrated because I can only do what I can do.
	But at the same time, like Carrie said, my mentor always said, a gift not received becomes a burden.
	A gift not received becomes a burden or a curse.
	And so if we can look at this as a gift to see, even though it sucks and I'm like, ouch, I didn't see that coming, or, oh, I really like that person, or, oh, man, that's disappointing.
	If we can look at it as, okay, number one, can we communicate and work it out?
	Can there be any reconciliation?
	Can we talk?
	Because texts ain't going to do it.
	Posts ain't going to do it.
	Facebook wars ain't going to do it.
	Not showing up at family shit ain't going to do it.
	Like, you know, action, like steps, pick up the phone, make a phone call, sit face to face, have a conversation.
	That's communication, which brings a charge, communion, charge, and unification.
	And then two, be accountable.
	And I can't make anyone be accountable, but I can be accountable to me.
	And I can hold myself accountable.
	I can hold my minor children accountable.
	You know what I mean?
	Like, so in the end of the day, I can, that's what I, I'm, I'm focusing on what I can control.
	Because otherwise I'm going to go absolutely mad and I'm trying to stay upbeat and lots of deconstruction.
	Even two years later, what the, Are we still deconstructing and it's still happening?
	But, you know, but I'm also seeing that in my own heart and my own life and ways that I can be better.
	You know, I've talked to Laura about this and I'm like, shit, I don't even trust myself, you know, in some ways in my own intuition because I've been let down by what I thought was something and it's not.
	And yet I got to get up again.
	I wake up.
	I have my coffee or my tea and I just do the thing and I'll help as many people as I can.
	And the pure heart, you know, love that I know that I have still, even in the middle of all of it, as much as it sucks and hurts at times.
	And I have down days and I take a nap and I go for a walk and I get in nature and I talk to friends like you guys and I feel better and then I keep going.
	And that's all anyone can do.
	That's all we can do is still stay in our truth and be the best version of ourselves in the middle of everything that's all around us.
	Very well said.
	Yes.
	Okay.
	Well, you guys switched around, but I think we'll just go to Jen now, because in my picture of everything, Jen's the next one around.
	Well...
	I want to speak to some of the connections like when we talk about the jab and the children and a lot of us are united.
	We may have all kinds of different roads and side, you know, things that we go off on, but the one central thing that bind us in this type of movement of truth is when we found out about what's happening to children, right?
	So I, in this research, again, that I've been doing as of lately, I found out, and I didn't know about orphan trains and all kinds of things like that, I knew a little bit about foundlings because my great-grand,
	well, my grandfather, actually, my mother's father, was a foundling, a mysterious, you know, we don't know where he came from, we know nothing about his Parentage, amazing.
	These babies around the time of the turn of the century, the late 1800s, they were just It's this explosion of orphans.
	We had orphanages everywhere.
	We had popular culture, Orphan Annie, and this one, and what is it, the British one with the little Oliver Twist, and the kids are all out on the street, right?
	I'm starting to now, this is what I'm saying how exciting this is, because history is a script, basically.
	And this small, evil group of people They have engaged in script writing.
	It's like the mystery plays.
	And they inject their worldview through their apparatus, through the mass media of Hollywood and books even and all of these things.
	So now...
	I'm like, wow, why didn't I ever learn about orphan trains?
	I mean, you can look this stuff up.
	It's not just out there, airy-fairy, like what they want to call like conspiracy theory tinfoil hat stuff.
	It's literally in their own history books and narratives.
	So I find out about these orphan trains, and I find out that people had their baby snatched from them if they were not able to afford their children.
	Some people were outright, you know, you could see pictures of selling their children because they can't afford them.
	And so I'm thinking, oh, okay, so the children have been an issue from day one.
	When we think about this is nothing new under the sun kind of stuff.
	They are using the same playbook, the same scripts.
	And what I'm finding is helping me is to, like we said, deconstruct more of their narratives and scripts.
	And the more we do that and realize they need every aspect of what they've done to humanity to be exposed on every level.
	And once it's exposed and continue everywhere exposure, I believe that the consent that's given to them and to their matrix of their society and culture, people pull it back.
	Pull back your consent.
	And they operate through our confidence.
	Like, you know, they need confidence even in the jab.
	Nobody has confidence.
	That's why they have to push it the way they do.
	You know?
	If this thing was so good, like chocolate cake, do you think you'd have to tell us two times?
	We'd be lining up to get this stuff.
	You know?
	They couldn't keep it on the shelf.
	If it's good, right?
	But that's where you have the spellcasting of advertising, you know, the mad men and all of that stuff that started in this society, where you have to convince a person, you have to go past their consent to get them to buy in.
	It's coercion, it's trickery.
	So the spells that they cast on us, again, I'm going back to the things that they use even today, race.
	I've been able, and I tell you, race is totally deconstructed for me.
	I see who started it.
	I knew it came from the ideology of Charles Darwin.
	I mean, we go back to where did these guys come from?
	Charles Darwin.
	And there's another guy named John...
	Biddle.
	I think Bidot.
	John Bidot.
	He started the whole, like, racial classification.
	Like...
	Literally, if you go back and look at this stuff, you'll see, oh, a lot of this stuff started in the 1800s.
	None of this stuff was going on in our society.
	We didn't have to separate because of the color of our skin.
	This was a very contemporary thing that was infused in our society.
	And they have spun it and cast spells on all of us when it comes to race, because it's basically a caste system.
	And then it goes into every aspect of...
	You take Charles Darwin...
	He started competition.
	I mean, now I'm able to just, like, take it down to the very, very, like, core.
	His ideology started competition.
	And where do we see competition?
	Everywhere in our society, right?
	Competition is not collaboration, it's competition.
	More division and that, you know, what did he say?
	Of the species, like, you know, the one that survives.
	Survival of the fittest, you see?
	And we don't know that that's infused and poisoned us, you know, especially within women.
	Look at how women compete with each other.
	This is all because of the constructs that were started from these men.
	I sit it squarely at their feet when I really looked again at what they contributed to society.
	And we see the ramifications now with the, you know, girls, young girls, they say are so depressed right now.
	They're, you know, online and the competition that goes on online.
	And they're competing against people who've had plastic surgery, who edit their things, have professional photographers taking pictures.
	They're renting cars.
	They're renting houses.
	So you may have a daughter just looking at this stuff and feeling less than, But it's based on an illusion.
	And so I'm finding that this illusion that they've created, once we really tear it down and deconstruct it even more, we have more work to do, demolishers, you know?
	There's more to unravel.
	It's like just anything, like a fabric, to let it unravel.
	Because it's more integrity that they're able to still prop their house of cards up.
	It needs to fall more and unravel more.
	You know, we need to go to that corner and start unraveling.
	We're over here, you know?
	It's just that we have more work.
	We were chosen to come here for this time because we would unravel.
	Right?
	So...
	It's hard, and we do need boosts.
	A lot of us, you know, we're battle fatigued, and we may need to just go in and recalibrate, you know, just like we are when we drive in the car.
	Oh, no, you went that way.
	No, the thing tells you, no, I'm going to recalibrate or whatever, right?
	It gets on your nerves, but we need it.
	We need to recalibrate.
	So, I have been recalibrated, and I've been put back in a way that it makes sense now.
	I'm able to, like, within this worldview that I have, going back to foundational things, I'm able to look at all this now.
	It makes sense.
	It's like, oh, okay, it makes sense within this construct.
	How I'm viewing even the darkness that is happening.
	I was always told that Satan, he rules the realm of this realm, the world.
	He ruled the world.
	And it's no surprise that the evil has had to increase to a point where humanity has to make a choice.
	A lot of people didn't.
	They were on the fence.
	You know, they play a little bit in the devil's playground.
	They play a little bit in God's playground.
	But they still ride the middle.
	Because it was okay and safe to do that.
	No problem.
	We were living in a little Truman world, you know?
	Truman Show.
	Until now, we're aware, like, are you kidding me?
	This is how evil these people are?
	Like, you're saying, Carrie, you are among Nazis?
	I feel the same way.
	I'm like...
	I didn't know I knew all these authoritarians.
	I didn't know that that was how they get down.
	They want to tell me what to do with my body.
	But these were the same people that were telling me, go kill babies in the womb.
	That's nothing.
	That's nothing.
	It doesn't work both ways.
	You don't get to just choose what...
	I mean, you can't just change the stuff up.
	If it's my body...
	decide.
	And that's it.
	So the more that they want to cling on to authoritarianism, it's unraveling because the leaders that they look to are losing confidence.
	And that's what I'm saying.
	You know, sometimes an unraveling is slow, sometimes it's fast in some areas.
	So maybe it's a little slower for Alchi, you know, a slower unravel.
	Because when I look at the Blue Anon people, they love him.
	They have little dolls, Alchi dolls.
	They think he's a great guy.
	Oh my God.
	They really do.
	Exactly.
	That's what I'm saying.
	The amount of, and I consider that evil.
	If anybody can think that he is a good guy, that is an evil mindset.
	Even if you don't care about humans, look at what he's done to animals through his research.
	So all the animal lovers, I had to confront a guy who rescues dogs.
	He came into my Facebook post.
	He came calling me names and everything.
	Who does that?
	If you don't agree with somebody, you don't enter the conversation calling them names right off the bat, but that's how they operate.
	So he came in calling me names because I shared what Alchi did with the beagles.
	And then I go to his profile because I didn't know him.
	Isn't that amazing?
	You could just go and attack somebody you don't even know.
	But that's what, you know, the internet has done for people.
	So I went to his Facebook page.
	Guess what?
	He rescues dogs!
	So you make that make sense.
	This is a guy who rescues dogs, but he's attacking me because I've just exposed his authoritarian doctor.
	But you know what I perceive of that is that he's banging against the reality that, you know, cognitive dissonance will not make it comfortable for you.
	To realize and have to admit, Dr.
	Alchi might be evil.
	I might need to repent, change the way I feel about him.
	But they say it's easier to fool somebody than to show them that they've been fooled.
	So we're dealing with a lot of ego, a lot of pride.
	But with that comes also a fall.
	And that's where a lot of us are going to be needed for the ones that fall.
	Because they are going to fall.
	Because their authoritarian construct, all of their leaders and everything, The curtain is being pulled back.
	The emperor has no clothes.
	And guess what?
	It's a little bitty little jerk behind the curtain in the land of Oz.
	And people are going to see this because we are in an age of...
	This is the revelation, the exposure.
	And it has to be because it's too much hidden darkness.
	So that's why it's so hard to go through this time.
	I believe it's so hard because we never knew it was this dirty.
	You know, it's been swept under the rug.
	Hey, that's not cleaning a house, sweeping things under the rug.
	Right?
	You got to pull that rug up and you got to really clean it.
	It's a lot of work.
	So I just want to say that if I can encourage anybody that, you know, I get it.
	I was there.
	I felt like I stumbled a little bit.
	And I was looking here, looking there.
	I was looking at all the arguments that were going on in the truth community.
	And it was a little bit, you know, daunting.
	But again, I have to say infiltration does happen in all groups.
	All groups.
	So, you know, don't fret because infiltration has occurred and everybody's colors will be shown.
	So whether they're on the good side or the bad side, do not fret.
	They are going to reveal themselves because at this time you cannot hide when the light of exposure has been turned on the way it has now.
	There's no place to hide.
	So even the Ghislaine Maxwell case, okay, it may look like she's getting away with her crap, but she's not.
	And everything connected to her, all the way back to the Mossad, everywhere, okay?
	That stuff is going to all unravel, and we're going to witness it.
	Just not in the way that we expect.
	So, that's it.
	Okay, very well said.
	Laura?
	You're up.
	Well, I mean, the thoughts that are kind of coming through just based on what you guys have shared, just, I mean, really, to me, has to do with initiations.
	And when we go through an initiation process, usually some sort of adversity shows up, some sort of challenge, some sort of obstacle.
	And it's kind of like, okay, here's...
	Kind of a rite of passage.
	I mean, athletes and people that take on huge challenges, like extreme sports, are all about it.
	They're like, okay, I signed up for this pain, this obstacle, this challenge, this struggle, but I'm all about it, so therefore I will do all that I can to reach the goals and the visions and dreams that one set out to do.
	So we have to know the challenges and obstacles.
	We might not feel like we asked for it, Instead of taking on the challenge, we feel victimized or we feel like we're at the mercy of it.
	In that vulnerable state of going through an initiation, we have one of two choices where we either become more sovereign or we become more enslaved.
	If we become more enslaved, it means something has ownership over A part of our being, whether it's our mind, our emotions, our spiritual energies, or our creative fire and how that is directed because very often they want to use people's knowledge and skills for their own dark agendas and they like to trick people into giving those gifts away Through, you know, these kind of facades that we see.
	So humanity is in a very vulnerable position because we're going through a massive initiation, a great awakening.
	And in the face of the adversity that's presenting itself in the form of this pandemic, people are making a choice.
	Are you going to be more sovereign in the face of that?
	Or are you going to allow yourself to be more enslaved for the sake of some kind of temporary So called more favorable outcome of like having the privileges that society gives you and it's more worth one's while to have the sort of instant gratification that doesn't have good results in the long run.
	One of my favorite shows is Locked Up Abroad because they're real stories of people that have been imprisoned, usually in connection to making some deal to carry drugs to another country.
	Some people were completely blackmailed into it, manipulated into it, or they felt they were in some sort of survival, and so they agreed to it.
	And there's some trickery.
	And there are some stories that really stood out to me of people that refused to say, I'm guilty, when they weren't.
	Or refused to comply just for the sake of getting out sooner or having some kind of plea deal.
	They wanted to stand their ground and speak truth.
	And those individuals had the most profound outcomes that were made of miracles.
	Different synchronicities that just...
	Ended up falling into place, the right phone calls and connections being made, the right people stepping forward to just allow that prison wall to fall down and for them to be able to release even sooner than if they said, okay, I'm guilty, fine, because it seems like if I were to claim guilt, it's going to get me out of this sticky situation.
	So the long-lasting results of standing our ground are far greater than giving in for the sake of Still having whatever things that we've attached ourselves to.
	We need to get away from the matrix anyway.
	It's an addiction matrix.
	It's a parasitic matrix.
	So anything that they're threatening us to rip away from us, we should be like, fine.
	It's like, you know, rip that pack of cigarettes out of my hand then.
	And I'll breathe in the fresh air.
	Or...
	Rip away the fast food chains or keep me from going into these restaurants.
	I mean, whatever.
	I'm not talking about the small businesses, but where they're trying to keep the larger corporations alive while destroying people's creativity and businesses that they have been working to create for multi-generations.
	Something passed down between families, which is a lot different.
	We got to take it as an initiation that these adversities we can leverage as a positive.
	And that's how we de-weaponize things.
	Anything that feels like an attack, we can turn into something that can stimulate growth and resourcefulness, inventiveness, more ability to connect with the earth and our natural ability to create abundance, our natural ability to work with a different kind of currency which has to do with love and has to do with You know,
	utilizing our resources, coming together, working together, and Finding comfort in the authority of cosmic and natural law, and that life lessons give us what we need in order to create self-correction, in order to be sovereign, authentic, and strong in who we are so that we can blend in and harmonize with others, with a common goal of looking after our children and being guardians and protectors.
	So anything that's kind of throwing us out of the matrix because we're not complying, let's embrace that.
	And just say, great, I don't want to be in this relationship anymore anyway.
	You know, why would we want to stay in an abusive, narcissistic relationship with a control freak?
	I mean, so it's like if there's any opportunity for something to intervene that creates a breakup and a divorce and a separation, let's just be glad and begin to put our attention on where it counts and say, I don't want your stinking matrix anyway.
	So you know what?
	If I'm going to be an outcast, I'm not going to hold that stigma.
	I'm going to expand myself into rescuing the treasures in the face of adversity, which is what this initiation is about.
	In the face of adversity, whether it's illness, whether it's losing income, whether it's loss of anything, there's always a rebirth, there's always a solution, there's always something of value that comes from it, including wisdom.
	So in the face of this sort of stuff that makes us feel vulnerable, insecure, maybe unstable for a temporary amount of time, that pulls us into going on an inward journey to say, what am I not finding or connecting with?
	What is the missing link here?
	Well, all these dormant strands of DNA that we have to breathe life into that represent sacred union, alchemical marriage, hierogamic union, where, wait a second, The resources that I can tap into that aren't based in the matrix and false authority, false king of tyranny archetypes, and all these dark programs and agendas,
	we can find, you know, the resources where Our magic and our miracle frequency is held, where our powers of manifestation and our creative imagination, you know, exists, and our ability to literally neutralize and nullify all these different things that assault us and attack us and poke at us.
	When we gain strength in the face of these adversities, then it's all been a tool and it's all been beneficial.
	As long as we're victimized and we keep giving our power away because it seems like the easier route, the more these weapons burrow into us and literally take over our system.
	And that's the AI infiltration and how they are able to assimilate us because we've lost the truth frequency.
	We're basically taking our life force and handing it over to somebody else because we still want to go to whatever restaurant or still participate in society.
	And right now, we're being forced to make a choice.
	As these initiations are pushing us to the edge of our fears, facing our fears, our fears of our health, our fears of what other people might think, of our differences, of what side we choose and what the ramifications of that are,
	that we hold such a strong Love frequency and and connection with our own truth so that we penetrate the boundary between anti this or I'm for that or we need to have divide and conquer because we don't agree that we allow love compassion and understanding to bleed through a little bit to assist those that have made those choices Run a frequency of unity that could de-weaponize the divide and conquer mind control that is fed
	through these different methods, like the jab.
	I mean, it's all about frequency.
	So it's not just, okay, depopulation, but it's also about control.
	So if that person's already complying and putting a mysterious thing in their body because they're answering to an authority, they're already under the frequency spell.
	And I feel that that can be broken.
	The mark of the beast can be nullified and broken as long as the love circulation is still flowing and the truth frequency is still alive.
	That AI can become intelligent and divine wisdom and intelligence that begins to collapse how it replicates and mimics And becomes, you know, sort of a hive mind, you know, lose your soul matrix because it's targeting the personality matrix.
	And that's why all these distractions of, you know, competition between people and arguing and debating about our differences and focusing on the flaws and the pettiness and really being caught in that net.
	Once we break the net of the personality matrix, the weapons really become the transformative lead into gold.
	And ascension is not something that's granted to us.
	It's not something that somebody's going to come and save us to experience.
	We have to graduate to the next level by living in the soul essence of who we are.
	And in that, the synchronicities change.
	We meet soul family.
	We meet soul mates.
	And the universe...
	Is more able to support us because it's more based in how nature is encoded to heal, restore, transform, create equilibrium, and to also help us to release any chains that Cannot be bound over spirit.
	You can't imprison spirit.
	So if we can just stand strong and be true to ourselves, stand our ground, and not compromise for the sake of whatever might be the easiest route, the long-lasting results will be far greater even if there's temporary discomfort, which is kind of where we're at right now in this passage and transition into something really profound.
	So the more people, you know, that are just willing to stand up for what's right, And not hate those who might see it differently, you know, have broken the most unbelievable psychological operation and mind control tactic that the weapon represented delivery system in order to penetrate the being.
	Once that's broken, I feel...
	It's going to turn everything around and that is what is so special about this ascension window period and the different things that are available to us that haven't been available previously when it comes to the mother arc energy, the aqua ray mother energy,
	the diamond heart that's activating all throughout the planetary grid network, the presence of ether, the purifying essence of zero-point unified field that collapses artificial timelines and begins to purify and upgrade the DNA And put us in higher harmonic universes where the physics is so different than the personality matrix.
	It is just like it holds dominion.
	And it can infuse its intention into physical matter and change the course of our reality because reality is fluid.
	It's not fixed.
	So when people hold us to projections, predictions, or this is the way the future is going to look, whether it's a doctor telling us that about our health, that's where we have to, in that challenging moment, when we face that gatekeeper, determine that this initiation is pushing us to more sovereignty and more closeness with our soul versus the other choices that literally are Being a participant of New World Order and being an agent of the Dark Army,
	which is the Nazis that surround us and don't realize it because they're very much the enablers.
	Okay, a tour of divorce, and very, very brilliantly said, thank you for that.
	All three of you, lovely, lovely.
	So, you know, what I want to do here is, obviously, we can't go on too long, but I think we still have a little time.
	I'm not sure where we're at in terms...
	In theory, we started around 12 noon, right?
	I think we were a bit late, so it's...
	It's getting to almost an hour and a half.
	So try to keep this in some kind of manageable time thing.
	I do want to say that we are in a place where we basically have to choose, and this is what's interesting, to be heroes of our own lives.
	And that is a saying that comes actually from a book.
	It seems to go back.
	I think it's Robert Louis Stevenson, but it's maybe, you know, and it's actually the first line in a famous book.
	So I may not have the author right, but You know, you have to decide if you're going to be the hero of your own life.
	And I was just looking at a funny thing that someone sent me earlier today.
	And basically, you know, it's like a little kid asking their parent how they acted, you know, during the time, let's say the time of COVID, you know, and the ones that, you know, like, and in the funny thing, the guy, you know, basically said, you know, oh, I cowered in my house and I did, you know, Virtually nothing.
	In other words, or I force somebody to do this or that.
	What I'm saying, in other words, what kind of hero are you going to be for your children?
	Because I've always been fascinated, looking back to the time of the Nazis, how did these people...
	Talk to their children, you know, and how were they viewed after the fact?
	Because when history flipped, and when suddenly that wasn't the way to be, and that the whole world turns against them, right, and exposes them, which will happen here.
	In fact, it's already starting, of course, you know.
	You know, we know the brave doctors and all of you and broadcasters and so on and so forth on the alternative who come forward against speaking out against the tyranny, the, you know, inequality, the torture, the this, the that.
	You know, they're out there, okay?
	But the tide is actually turning.
	I have a friend who says, That they're going to replace the needle with a pill.
	Okay, that's the next stage.
	And you know how people love pills.
	I mean, it's insane in my view, but they do.
	How that, you know, that's a big pharma, you know, sort of achievement, I guess you might say, to get people to love taking pills, like pills will do, you know, all sorts of things for you.
	So this is where, you know, it's like they lose, the dark does a funny thing.
	It will push, push, push, push, and then it will more metamorphosize into something else that you no longer see as the enemy.
	And then it'll start its, you know, advance again.
	And so I think we need to be aware of that.
	That's what I, I think maybe this last section, we could talk about looking at the future, not so much in sort of an internalistic way, but more, you know, because we do a lot of talk about that sort of thing.
	But let's talk about how might our world start to metamorphosize in front of us and how What I'm interested in is, sorry about this, that we actually can change our world.
	We can change.
	We are frequency.
	We can generate scalar waves just from our bodies alone and from a field of resonance such as this, even more so.
	So as we group together, of course, they wanted to split us up to not let that happen, but Sorry, nothing splits us up eventually.
	Eventually, we all get together, right?
	In whatever way, shape, or form that is, whether it's online, offline, in a restaurant, in a bar, in a whatever kind of thing, we are getting together, okay?
	And anyone who has half a brain is not listening to those nonsense, those people speaking nonsense about how you're supposed to spend your Christmas, you know, with or without your family or with or without someone, you know, are counting the numbers and all this.
	I mean, insanity.
	It's all about breaking up the field of resonance because what can we do?
	We can push back.
	You see, we can change the frequency and we can even influence.
	This is, you know, aliens know this.
	This is how they work.
	They don't work by shooting you with a gun in the head necessarily, you know, pretty much.
	They do it by influence.
	It's actually through the ether.
	They use frequency to influence you.
	And of course, now more and more as we get in the AI world, that's what's happening more and more to link us up and to try to block that frequency from being able to change us, you know, and what all the wonderful energies coming into the planet at this time.
	So what I'm saying here is just to change, like, change up the way you look at this time is to actually see that we can actually push back, not just by hitting the streets, okay?
	Yes, that's wonderful, and it's so inspiring to see people, you know, banding together.
	How they do it in freezing cold weather, I don't even understand, but you know what I mean?
	These people are passionate, but...
	The fact of the matter is that even if we were in our houses, we can still influence the ether.
	We can still push back using frequency and the scalar waves that are part of us and through meditation and through thought and through joining together in love.
	Even in our everyday lives.
	But when we look at the future, what do you see?
	Because I see this whole thing switching around like going really like a complete reversal to where history is going to look back at this time.
	And I'm always interested in that.
	How is it going to look through the eyes of history?
	That these people were completely insane.
	That they were completely taken over.
	And they are not going to be viewed nicely in history, okay?
	They're going to be, I'm sorry, they're going to be laughed at.
	They're going to be pitied.
	They're going to be, you know, I mean, and in some cases they're going to be hated, you know, in history.
	They're going to be villains, the villains, the new villains of history, right?
	I mean, this is what we're looking at, okay?
	So it may look a certain way now, but believe me, if you are truly the hero of your own life, you are going to look different from history, okay?
	And history is not going to be kind to the oppressors, So, short and sweet, but that's what I have to say.
	And so, maybe you can pick up on that thought.
	So, Sharno.
	So, for me, I think we're already seeing it happening.
	I have a thing in like a minute, so if I have to just shut down, I just want to say goodbye right now, but I'll listen to what you have to share.
	I'll do the replay, but go ahead.
	Do you want to go first, since you've got to go?
	No, no, no, it's okay.
	I think I've said all that I want to say.
	But go for it, Cherno.
	Yeah, I was just going to say, you know, especially as we look into this new year, you know, a lot of times people recalibrate and recalculate and make down, you know, lists and outcome map.
	And, you know, so there's already the actual things happening.
	But now with winter solstice and now a new year, we can take advantage of those energies of shift.
	And kind of ride it.
	Although, one thing that isn't always talked about is when there are, quote, new beginnings, there's also death.
	And yes, of course, there has been actual death.
	Lots of it.
	Athletes and people and children.
	And I can't even tell you how many in my own practice of people who've come after they've already made choices that they can't undo.
	And it's difficult.
	To face that and also it's okay to go through the sad and the emotions of it when you're seeing that friend that's different than you thought or the actual death that is happening around you or the death of an organization or a system that you looked up to or you thought to.
	But what I was going to say is new beginnings, yes.
	Leaders are emerging.
	Leaders and new systems are coming through already.
	We are immortal.
	You cannot shut up.
	The truth exists whether you like it or not.
	You know, it's just like the sun radiating.
	The sun is just going to beam.
	You know, right now it's a little cloudy.
	But it doesn't make the sun go away.
	I could throw rocks at it, curse it.
	You know, people right here in the comments say their bullshit stuff or whatever.
	It doesn't make you right.
	And then we have normal people like Raven rising every year, standing up and going, shut the fuck up or whatever.
	So, you know, the truth still exists, whether you think it doesn't or you think you can hide it or you want to be deceptive.
	Your frequency sends it out and calls it out no matter what.
	Just like Laura was talking about standing up for what was right and then everything just worked out.
	And so, but we're seeing it.
	I'm seeing it.
	I have a lady two hours north of me who has now found herself in the position of being over a homeschool that used to be like five people.
	That's now 300 kids.
	300 kids.
	Just in the last six months, 300 people.
	Just in that little area, tiny little area.
	And this is happening in California.
	This is happening everywhere.
	All over.
	I'm talking to moms who are homeschooling.
	They're taking their kids out.
	They don't want what's taught there.
	They don't want all the limits that they're pitting on.
	You know, I did it myself.
	I took my kids out of school.
	When we went to Vegas and we all met up, One hour going to the airport.
	Just one hour of having to do that thing on my face.
	And I looked at my husband.
	I said, I'm going home taking kids out of school because there's no way that anyone should have to do that all day long and try to function.
	So lots of people did it then.
	People are doing it even now.
	People aren't going to college.
	They're changing what they're doing.
	So the college system is going to fail.
	The medical is falling.
	People where they're getting their food has shifted.
	People are making their own food.
	They're growing their own food.
	They're making their own clothes.
	They're going back to crocheting and sewing and learning things because they don't want to propagate and get into the whole system of even fashion industry or whatever.
	People are quit going to sports and entertainment and movies and shutting down all of that organization, all those organizations And people are creating new things.
	They're creating fun things and new stories and new movies and things that are beautiful and true.
	inspiring and encouraging people are writing new songs people are writing books that have never written before people are doing all kinds of things because the truth emerges love emerges and new systems are already emerging they have been and some of it has become because some of them have been forced to you know people had to leave their situation they didn't want to leave they were 30 years in or right right you know two weeks from retirement and A 30-year career military or teacher or whatever,
	and they were forced to do something or a medical and had to leave as a nurse or a doctor.
	I have so many friends that were doing that already at the beginning, and Jen is one of them.
	And they weren't going back.
	And my own daughter, you have to have this to go to the thing that she used to do.
	And she didn't.
	But guess what?
	Now she's full of ideas.
	Lots of people are doing that thing that is in their heart that they thought they wanted to do, but they just maybe didn't tap into.
	Or they're starting these underground kind of hospital kind of things.
	Do you know how many doctors I know that have started their own clinics or their own wellness centers or their in-home kind of private whatever?
	I mean, it's happening already.
	And we are entering a new earth in a new way.
	And we are immortal.
	I literally had a dream about a month ago now and someone gave me a necklace and put it on me and I couldn't see what it was and I looked down and it was all caps, immortal.
	And I have been digging that word.
	I'm like looking everywhere to see that because truth and love And when you say and stay and hold that frequency, then you put that out into the field.
	And when you put it into the field, you magnetize the situations to you.
	That phone call, that person, that collaboration, that money, the situation, the new job, all those things come to you when you stand in your truth.
	And when you stand in love and you be truth in action, you be love in action, that is a vibration like Carrie was talking about that goes out.
	And then you only get a match to that.
	You will make your way.
	We are creating our way individually and collectively, creating new earth.
	And that's what I'm seeing.
	And all these other things, I'm not giving attention to it.
	I mean, I know a little and I know enough.
	And when I have to, I take a look and I do my best to work through and navigate with whatever I have to if I'm called and I feel like it.
	But most of it, I just step away at this point because, you know, can you even know God if you're like entrapped and entangled in all this mess?
	It's like, stay.
	Stay in your love.
	I just encourage people, stay in your love.
	Stay in your truth.
	Being righteous is not like some ego thing.
	The word righteousness is to be in right standing.
	To stay in truth.
	To stay in love.
	To hold that.
	To carry that space of love.
	And to be a vessel of kindness.
	Smiling.
	We've been playing like the freaking...
	Smile game and the wave game with the kids.
	It's like, we'll go out and we're going to see how many people will smile back and we get points.
	And it's like, I'm going to see how many people I can get smiling back at me at the store or wherever, or we get in the car and we got to drive.
	It's like, we'll see how many people wave back.
	People smile.
	Sometimes they look suspicious and they're like, what, what, why are you smiling at me?
	But some people actually really smile back and you don't know how much someone might've needed that little gentle You know, loving, you know, attaboy or, you know, and donate time.
	You know, I've been volunteering again.
	I took a little time off because of some thing that happened, but I'm going back to fostering and serving and loving animals and helping them find homes and, you know, helping the people who help people do that and working, you know, pro bono on a lot of stuff with medical things and coaching and, you You know, service is a frequency, too.
	When you're living your purpose, that creative space, that is a part of everyone's collective that is shifting this new earth as well.
	And the more that we can stay attuned to what it is exactly we're supposed to be doing in this time of season, not just for the day, but, I mean, for the moment.
	I mean, should I go to the gym?
	Should I stay at home and eat chips?
	Hmm.
	You know, what am I doing?
	I'm gonna have some green juice and like drink a bunch of water and like be healthy.
	Or what am I thinking about?
	What am I thinking about?
	What am I thinking about?
	And did I go south and like think fear again?
	Or am I staying in, you know, my love?
	Am I thinking of happy things?
	And, you know, Elena, a dear friend, she has said, fear is consent.
	And when we tap into the lower energies, You can attract that too, and the entities are not afraid to come into your field.
	And it's not because you didn't give them permission.
	That is permission.
	And so when you stand and you stay, That is sovereignty.
	That is your shield.
	That is your wall.
	That is your Psalms 91, whatever you want to call it.
	So that's what I'm seeing for our future.
	That's what I'm continuing to, you know, row, row, row your boat gently down the stream.
	Life is but a dream, right?
	But we create it and it takes one row at a time.
	It takes action.
	It takes effort.
	It's not just like sit around and meditate, although that's a great thing to do.
	There's also like Choices and action.
	And that's what I'm seeing people do.
	I'm seeing government officials standing up.
	That is amazing to me.
	In the face of death threats and losing their whole careers, I'm seeing real government officials being light and love.
	That, to me, blesses me.
	13 to 2, y'all.
	But anyway, that's what I'm seeing.
	Lovely.
	Yeah, very well said.
	Okay, and Jen, and this is, we're going to be wrapping up very shortly here, so go for it.
	I love this, and I'm so glad we did this today, and at this time that we're wrapping up 2021.
	And I just, you know, I was inspired just listening to you all, and I think of God's kingdom coming down to earth, you know, just saying that in our heart, just meditating on it and making it happen.
	You know, thy kingdom come, your will be done.
	And the thing that I also think, I don't know, I just want to just share this.
	I have filled up more of these...
	Since 2020, for some reason, I have gone totally analog, okay?
	Pencils, okay?
	Can you imagine?
	I have like a pencil sharpener.
	I'm just going through these pencils like crazy.
	But it's wonderful because it's something about that mind connection and writing, you know, I even try to force myself to write, you know, in cursive or whatever.
	I know some people might say cursive is probably putting a curse.
	I know English is a weird language, but it's all I know for now, okay?
	But I've been journaling.
	I know it sounds crazy.
	People always tell you like when you're depressed, what is a therapist?
	Oh, journal, journal.
	And you don't feel like journaling, okay?
	It sounds good, but you don't want to.
	But I would say if you can muster up...
	The inspiration, energy even.
	This is a low-tech thing.
	You don't need to plug this in, okay?
	Get paper.
	Go back to the...
	That's what I'm saying.
	I've had to go back to foundational things.
	It's on more than just a spiritual level.
	It's on just everyday, mediocre things, okay?
	Mundane things.
	Because the mundane can be very sacred.
	So I've been journaling since 2020.
	And when we talk about scripting and spells and things that have been put on us, historical narrative, okay, as I'm unraveling so many of them, start to write the narrative.
	How about if more of us become writers?
	They say that this is like a sword, right?
	It's a reason they said this is mightier than a sword.
	That's why they censor and burn books and rewrite books, is because this is mightier than a sword.
	So I would say pick up some swords, okay?
	You don't have to be a fantastic writer.
	Just write about things that, if you happen to see a piece of content and you feel a certain way and it jars your memory, like, oh, I remember when that happened when we were all, you know, in quarantine, why don't you write about how it was?
	What did you do every day?
	That's basically what these people, who they say the victors, write the history.
	If we're saying God won and we're on God's side, that means we're the co-victors.
	We're victors.
	So start writing and scripting the victory narratives.
	And write about the things that happen.
	Go back and say, it's a retrospective.
	And what I'm learning in this study of the whole mud flood, Tartarian thing is that, I mean, I've been saying it, but sometimes it doesn't connect.
	The time is not linear.
	Time is not linear.
	So, you know, Because we're realizing that it's not linear, you can go ahead and just write in all kinds of, wherever you're inspired and you resonate.
	Why don't you just take time to do that?
	Because as you're saying, Sharnell, it's like it's going to be a microcosmic thing.
	We're going to affect things.
	You don't have to get out here into the streets and have a big AK and you want to show everybody you're A2 and you don't have to do that stuff.
	You can affect things in a powerful way.
	By doing the small things and something that could be as easy as writing and going back, like I said, to something low tech.
	Because really it is high tech.
	This is high tech.
	It does something here.
	So I would encourage more writers.
	And you may not be someone who wants to publish in a book form, but when we go back into historical narratives, a lot of times people will read love letters that someone sent To their husband across the ocean fighting a war.
	Those documents become history.
	And people have done a whole documentary series on love letters shared between two people.
	So imagine how powerful that is.
	And so I just want to just encourage people to do something as simple as that.
	That's one just suggestion.
	And another thing would be, hey, how about getting a few chickens and having a little chicken coop?
	How about learning what it takes to keep chickens?
	Because it's not as much as you think.
	And oh, I know you might live in this town and they have ordinances, but guess what?
	Chickens are considered pets in many places.
	You can have a chicken in the heart of the city.
	And I know you might be a vegan and you're just so special, you eat a certain way.
	I'm not mocking you, but I'm saying it's not always about us.
	You can raise chickens to share with other people, to barter.
	You don't have to eat them yourself, the eggs.
	But you may actually change a person's reality.
	Because a person can really sustain themselves on eggs.
	They can make an omelet or something.
	And you might really help them to bridge over their lack of maybe money.
	So think about it that way, because that's how we're going to bless each other and change the narrative.
	You know what I'm saying?
	And taking more control of just our everyday living.
	So that's just another thing.
	It's like chicken coops, keeping chickens and whatever else.
	You might want to keep bees, okay?
	I don't know what the ordinances are for bees, but I'm just saying these are things we can literally do.
	And I want to share something that today came to me because it's also, it really humbled me.
	And I just want to share it sort of in a way like, I just want to say, because it's a little too close right now, but I want to share this.
	What if somebody, like two friends, grew up, okay, and their reality is one friend watched their grandmother get harmed by a jab.
	Literally, their whole life changed.
	They lived, excuse me, because it was a jab from Early days, like 40s and 50s.
	But they fell ill and they were not the same person for the rest of their life.
	Now, that family's whole experience is going to be a certain way, right?
	Watching someone go through that.
	Now, what about another experience where somebody might have been a school teacher and they encountered...
	A communicable disease because of the students, you know, kids.
	So they can, you know, it was transmitted and they were pregnant and their child sustained birth defects because of that.
	I'm just saying, like, what if these two people were friends and these are two narratives that happened in their family?
	Imagine that.
	One person's harmed because of jabs.
	One person is harmed because they might say there were no jabs, you know, when measles and things like that were kind of going through.
	So I'm saying, like, if you could follow, I know it's kind of a little bit everywhere.
	I'm just saying that people have reasons why they feel...
	Based on those experiences.
	And I've, you know, I heard, maybe you said it, Carrie, we're coming to a place where even though a person might have been on each side of that bell curve, we're starting to come to the middle and to talk to each other.
	And imagine two people with those two different experiences in their family talking and saying, oh, now I see why you're so pro-Jab.
	It's because you have somebody actually had a birth defect based on something.
	And then I see why you're anti because someone in your family was harmed.
	Well, how about we start talking?
	With the people that, you know, they have created all of the divide.
	When you start looking at this short history, just from the 1800s, you start to deconstruct everything and you start to see the hidden hand.
	In it all.
	And I'm just saying, that's what's happening for me.
	And I'm totally excited about the things that I'm learning.
	And I just want to say that I'm so, so blessed to have you all my life.
	And I can't wait till we get together again.
	Like, we can share that close, you know, harmonic thing.
	And that's another thing from the old world of these people that built all of this amazing architecture.
	It was like harmonics were amazing.
	We're big.
	Frequencies and harmonics, and I know a lot of people that are in Christianity think, oh no, you're talking New Age.
	No, it makes sense, okay?
	They played an organ in your church.
	That's harmonic frequency, okay?
	So even for people that are wishing that med beds will fall down out of everywhere and everybody will have one in their basement, I've been telling people, you may not need a med bed.
	If they start If we can change the music back to where it should be, eat clean food, have clean air and water, and you sleep the way you're supposed to, hey, that's your med bed.
	How about that?
	It's your med life.
	So not everybody needs this exotic stuff.
	Sometimes it's just simple.
	It's that you go back to the foundations and you live like a human again.
	And that's, you know, what I want to share.
	And I love you all and continue to pray and bless you.
	Love you.
	Love you too.
	And I want to thank you very much.
	I just want to say to you, sort of along those lines, I know this is going to be a little strange, but it was found that actually, you know, the Spanish flu that was so destructive in Spain...
	That there is a Nazi bell buried under Gibraltar that actually was triggered to resonate and to throw out electromagnetic waves.
	And that it's very possible that that entire wave of all the soldiers dying and all that, that whole thing was created by that hidden bell under Gibraltar.
	I'm just bringing that up as a last thing to kind of trigger people to understand that a lot of times we think we know the cause.
	But actually, what we're finding even through the COVID thing, if you do your investigation properly, is you're going to find the most amazing information.
	And I'm finding turning things on their head and looking at it from a completely different way is actually power.
	It empowers you to start to change your view and the way you approach whatever it is.
	Similar to what you're saying with the two friends, right?
	Put yourself in another person's shoes.
	See it from another different way.
	But seeing it from a holistic way and understanding that we are souls having a material experience where we can download and bring into our spiritual knowing from our higher selves, etc.
	Across time.
	And space and share with each other.
	That's what this is.
	That's what's going on here.
	So in a sense, it almost the cause in a sense doesn't matter.
	It matters maybe intellectually.
	It matters for educating oneself to prevent some evil in the future.
	But in the sense that you chose to be part of that experience, however it came to you, you know what I mean?
	Whether it was through, as you say, you know, A thing that, you know, that the grandmother got, you know, and then changed her life.
	You know, I have a friend who that happened to and had, you know, she's passed on now, but she had polio, changed her complete life.
	Had she never had, you know, one of these, she would never have had that, wouldn't have had that kind of life now.
	You want to blame the thing.
	Well, yes, I understand that.
	But the reality is the soul came in to have that experience to then get that other experience that then propelled them into a certain kind of world and a certain kind of series of life experiences that then made them who they are today, so to speak.
	So Keeping that in mind, it is a forward motion.
	I don't believe in devolution.
	I believe in re-evolution, back to source.
	I think there's a lot of misinformation, disinfo, lies being touted as truth because it sounds good.
	But you really have to bring it home.
	So thank you for watching.
	Thanks for being here today.
	And this has been a very inspiring conversation to me to listen to you lovely ladies with all of this wisdom and Laura too.
	And thank you for being here.
	So many blessings for the new year to everyone and stand in your truth, you know.
	So let's move forward into the future.
	Thank you.
	Thank you.
	Love you.

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