In this installment, Jordan welcomes back to the show author and podcaster Jon Ronson to discuss his show Things Fell Apart, which has a new season out now. Tune in to hear about bad doctors and Jon's thoughts about Friday Night Lights.
Well, my bright spot was going to be that Rafa Nadal is back playing tennis, and I woke up at 4 a.m. to watch his match this morning, but unfortunately he lost and might be injured again.
My bright spot is I'm watching for the first time Friday Night Lights, and I'm about to find out whether or not Coach Taylor can get East Dillon up to snuff enough that they can compete in state.
The whole season, I'm happy to say, they're going to be playing it week by week on BBC Radio 4, but they're also putting the entire thing out all at once on Tuesday, January the 9th, which is in the past as we speak.
Yes.
Yeah, so I'm so pleased.
You know, the weird thing, for some reason with me, every time I've done a podcast, it's always been...
It's been released in a slightly complicated way, which is always slightly frustrating for me.
So I'm so pleased that this is just being released in a kind of bingey, what do they call it?
Yeah, and they really should, because I'll let people know, I pitched you this, that we would do three interviews, because you graciously gave me an advance copy, which makes me feel real special, and like I'm an actual member of the media instead of a clown.
Well, the thing is, as I was listening to all of them, I realized that we can do a kind of, we could do a quick little promotional interview where we say, oh, it's great, and all the stories are interesting, and did you know that America's weird?
We could do that.
Or we could really, really kind of dig into it and there's eight episodes, which means, I mean, considering that the last time we talked there was about three hours of content and our interview was about three hours.
I don't want to sound like an old, you know, an old...
Idiot.
But one of the things that kind of changed a little bit in the culture around 2013-2014, I think, was there was much more of an impetus for people to say exactly what they mean, lest they be misunderstood and they get into trouble for being misunderstood.
But I've always been a really big fan of leaving things unsaid, because if you leave things unsaid, then the storytelling process becomes like a kind of partnership between the author and the reader.
And I've always loved that.
You know, I love shows that don't spell everything out, or musicians or whatever.
So yes, that's exactly what I try to do, and I've tried to do in this series, like everything I do.
Yeah, I mean, it is kind of always funny to me that...
People don't often share the same definition of words, and yet somehow people assume that cramming more of them into the same space will make it easier for people to understand.
If you are confused about the same definition of one word, imagine 40 of them and they say, ah, that's a whole mess.
Yeah, I've told the story, but my final product of my book was about 50,000 words, and I had 100,000 that I took scissors to, and my red pen was bleeding at the end of it.
Yeah, I would say sometimes it comes out of you and you just keep chasing that feeling, you know, where you go, oh, my God, look at all that that I put down.
And then you never see that much again.
Well, so what I wanted to talk to you about, in a way, respecting exactly what you described.
You know, this is something that you put in a lot of work on.
These are your kids.
So let's get into them and treat them like that instead of just being like, hey, listen on your own.
So I wanted to talk about the first two episodes as kind of a diptych to begin.
I don't know so much if we're like, because here's part of what I want to do is a lot of my questions really aren't necessarily about the content so much as they are I think if you compare these two stories together, there's a lot of weird things that kind of pop up on the side.
I think it'll be okay for them to listen to this because a lot of this also is going to be content that our listeners are going to be, if not like intimately familiar with.
this will all be in the realm of stuff that we've covered too, in a way.
You know, not the same way and not in that kind of narrative, Right.
And yeah, so, but, The two things that make, or no, the thing that makes episode one and two tie together for me so closely is that I think at the heart of both stories is a doctor, a lie, and how much trust we put into the word doctor.
Firstly, another body showed up of a 14-year-old girl called Antoinette Burns who wasn't a sex worker and she hadn't taken any cocaine.
But she was found in exactly the same position as all of the others.
So this was the first kink in the theory.
No cocaine in her system at all.
And then another woman showed up who was alive and said that she was a sex worker and she was with a guy and he went from being a gentleman into a damn maniac and started to choke her.
So they got a description of the guy, and they did some more investigating, and his name was Charlie Williams, and it turned out, of course, that it wasn't Excited Delirium, it was a serial killer.
I mean, yeah, I read the two words, Excited Delirium, and that is where it was like, in the back of my mind, I'm just hearing copaganda, and then it's like, he might as well have said, oh, they died of a broken heart.
You know, like, you're so full of shit.
What are you talking about?
You know, they had too much fun!
So then, naturally, you go, how is it possible that this guy can get away with saying, oh, all of these women had too much fun to death?
There was undoubtedly a misogynistic element to this, but there was also a racist element, maybe not least because he was promoting a corresponding theory of male deaths from excited delirium.
He said women die in relation to sex, whereas men just go berserk.
They run through traffic, they rip their clothes off, and then they spontaneously drop dead of excited delirium after taking cocaine.
So, at one point, Dr. Wettley addressed the fact that most cocaine users were white, whereas 70% of the men who died in police custody and were then diagnosed as having excited delirium were black.
And his answer wasn't, maybe this was racism, maybe this was police brutality.
His answer was, maybe black people are just more prone to spontaneously dropping dead of excited to live.
I'm not sure at what point to stop this story, whether you want to go all the way to the end or whether you think it's worth stopping on a cliffhanger and letting people listen to the episode.
But I want to say that because we go from there to the future.
So we've stayed in this 1980s era situation where there is a doctor who is allowed to say these things, not just because he's a doctor, but because everyone around him is just like, oh...
The passive racism that's there.
That says, well, yeah, I mean, obviously, black sex workers, they're just going to die from having some cocaine.
Medicine at the time, you know, as our next kind of character that pops up is going to be involved with around this time, with the AIDS epidemic, with all of these people, and the medical establishment at that time could not have been more white men are the only people that matter, right?
I mean, when you look at kind of true crime, I mean, the cliche about true crime podcasting today is that it's white women.
Sure.
This idea of, you know, the damsel in distress that, you know, and, you know, obviously people have, many people before me have pointed out that all the most popular true crime podcasting tends to be about white women, not black women.
What I find interesting here is that in one case we have the respected, this is just a medical examiner, this is a doctor, we just take this guy's opinion.
And how that spirals out into a professional career for him that lasts a good long while.
And then we have Dr. Judy Bykovitz, who has her...
I would say almost similar origin story and then follow-up career, right?
That's happening in like every episode this season.
Somebody tells a lie or something that isn't quite true and the ripples are kind of extraordinary.
But yeah, this kind of doctor connection I didn't really think of until just now.
For me, Judy Mikevitz is really the reason why I wanted to make things fell apart right from the beginning of season one because I'm really interested in this phenomenon.
Of why so many people are just falling down rabbit holes that they can't get out of.
And so many of them are smart people.
Judy Makovits is a very smart person.
And that's always been at the forefront of why I wanted to make things fell apart, because I've got friends who it's happened to.
I think everyone by now has got friends who it's happened to.
But between this tweet and that tweet a week later, they've gone insane.
And so I've been fascinated by that.
And so finding, you know, stumbling on Judy Makovits' story was perfect, because this is a perfect story.
About somebody who tumbles down a rabbit hole.
And as a consequence, I think, you know, influences many, many people to tumble down their own rabbit holes.
Yeah, I think that's something that I find really fascinating about her and the way that these two stories kind of do weave together is that how is it that people can trust her?
That kind of how is it possible?
And yet, in the first story, my question is, how is it that people don't go into a rabbit hole on Dr. Wheatley?
How is it possible that people will accept Dr. Wheatley saying, it's just this, without going into a rabbit hole, but Dr. Judy will say nonsense, and then people will go?
So he managed to escape the scandal in Miami and start going to forensic pathology conferences around America, promoting his theory of excited delirium.
And nobody knew about the scandal in Miami because there was no media, there was no internet.
It just stayed in Miami.
To this day, I mean, the Miami connection to excited delirium is still...
Totally unknown.
I interviewed this woman called Julia Sherwin, who's a civil rights lawyer.
She said that she gave a talk at a forensic pathology conference in 2020, where she talked about the Miami murders and the junk science origins of excited delirium.
And she said they still didn't know, even in 2020, a room full of forensic pathologists.
I gave a talk in Belgium at a podcast festival in Ostend, Belgium in November.
And I told a little bit of the excited delirium story on stage.
And afterwards, a woman from Death Standard, which is, you know, the big paper in Belgium, came up to me and said there was two cases of people having died in police custody that were ongoing, that are ongoing now in Belgium.
And excited delirium is listed as a cause of death in both of them.
So even though, you know, the American Medical Association, the American Psychiatric Association don't recognise excited delirium, there are places in the world where it's still being used.
There might be some people listening to this thinking, okay, you know, I've seen videos of some guy in Florida who's clearly, you know, on drugs, ripping off his clothes and running down the street.
Like, is that not excited delirium?
And I had that thought too.
So I put that to forensic pathologist Joy Carter.
And her answer was...
It could be all sorts of things.
It could be diabetes mellitus.
It could be an overdose.
It could be intoxication.
It could be these spice drugs that come from Asia.
And her point was that putting it all in the same box and calling it excited delirium with all of the implications that this is like a thing that happens to black men because they have superhuman strength and they're impervious to pain.
And that's the other thing that I come back to with these two stories is there are people still publishing obviously bogus studies about how excited delirium is the cause that are, you know, commissioned by either law enforcement or Taser.
The companies that make those, specifically for the purpose of obfuscating and lying about police murder and allowing it to continue.
Yeah, my personal feeling on that is with so many laws, like...
People are being put into jail for life for being in the same car as somebody who shot somebody later, and yet we're still, like, splitting hairs on, well, the cops also beat him to death.
It wasn't just Taser.
Like, I don't care.
I don't give a shit about disambiguating whether or not it was exactly Taser's fault.
The whole purpose of Taser is to facilitate shit like that.
And several other scientists, I think there were 15 authors on the paper, but she was the lead author, announced that they had determined the cause of chronic fatigue syndrome and it was a little-known mouse virus called XMRV.
And science published this and it became like an enormous thing because her point was not only was XMRV found in the samples of all of these people with chronic...
Fatigue syndrome, it was also found in a large proportion of asymptomatic people walking around.
So the point she was making was that huge numbers of people, millions and millions of Americans, were walking around with an infectious disease asymptomatically, which was a mouse virus called XMRV.
It does make you think, oh my God, am I being like hacked into by playful people?
Yeah.
So anyway, so yes, Science published this paper.
And then it was huge.
The government spent millions trying to replicate the study because this was like a big deal.
And nobody could replicate Judy's findings.
And Judy doubled down and refused to retract the paper.
And then things went...
Crazy.
I think people who know a lot about Judy Makovits know what happened with her ending up being a fugitive from justice and hiding out on a boat and science on the phone.
You know, saying, retract!
You've got to retract!
And she's like, no, I'm not going to retract!
And she's hiding, and she's, you know, all these, like, charges, you know, fugitive from justice, and then she ends up going to prison.
Like, I think if you're kind of a knowledge-fired listener and you're really in the weeds about this stuff, you may know this, but I think most people don't know this story.
I would say most people are somewhat familiar with Judy Mikovits' general, like, but in Alex's term, they would rather hear it from you, because you'll be telling, as far as you know, Whereas Alex's version is...
She was trapped by the FBI after they got a fraudulent warrant and then there's blood.
It's a whole thing.
Axe's version is the super evil telephone version of the truth.
She was arguably treated unfairly, I would say, at this moment.
So after she refused to retract the paper, then she's hiding out on a boat and she's charged with...
Because what happened was she gets into a terrible conflict with her employers.
They want her to hand over...
What's called a cell line.
This is like the materials that she was using in her experiments.
Now, from what I could understand, the reason why they wanted her to hand over a cell line was because a theory was forming among the people who couldn't replicate her findings that this XMRV, this mouse virus, was there in the cell line.
And it was just a genuine mistake.
It had infected the cell line and she genuinely mistakenly thought it was...
In the blood samples and not the cell line.
But she was refusing to hand it over in a very angry way, from what I can tell.
So she was fired and then a colleague of hers, I think one of her interns or co-workers, took her notebooks from the lab.
We've talked about that on our show, and that was something that I listened to again, and I was still like, well, first of all, it's easy to kind of overlook that, or at least overlook looking into it too deeper beyond saying, well, yeah, the cops are fucking awful.
That's the type of shit they do to people, and we're all just going to live with it until we die.
But the more I looked into it, the more I thought, why...
Did this happen?
That seems so strange to me that there would even be this scenario for stealing notes, right?
Like, people steal way more stuff with way less consequences all the time.
You can steal a car in Chicago and have fun.
It's great.
So I looked into it and I was trying to find, okay, well, where did all of this stuff come from?
And it said the warrant came from the university police.
It's, you know, as an outsider to America who's been living here for 12 years, like, I do really notice how sometimes the American law enforcement, you know, can be very...
You know, obviously we approached her for an interview and she declined.
But yeah, so she was wounded and it was a wound.
You know, Naomi Klein talks about this in Doppelganger, that when somebody's ejected from the community, they don't just vanish, they don't just dissolve.
They join a different community where, you know, frequently they're more popular, more successful.
No, I mean, I'm looking at the timeline here, and her meteoric rise includes words from people seeming like, she seemed like a savior, that kind of thing.
And if you are even slightly narcissistically inclined, the moment someone calls you a savior, you're gone for good.
Because that's the other part of this, that people with chronic fatigue syndrome, rightly, are disillusioned by the mainstream medical establishment because they've been told for years that it's all in their heads.
And I mean, that's where we get back to Dr. Whetley.
You know, it is asking myself over and over and over again.
Or all too often, the narrative is like, oh, how do these people go over to the other side?
How is this possible?
And in your first two episodes, I feel like you've definitively proven...
A conspiracy between the government, big weapons, and a captive medical establishment to maintain the process by which they murder American citizens often.
And in your second episode, you've proven all too much.
The reason behind all of this stuff is not like, oh, why do people believe outlandish stuff?
It is like, well, we believe the wrong stuff in every direction.
People shouldn't have believed Dr. Wellesley for a second.
We mentioned this sort of in passing, but the fact is...
Dr. Wettley and other exponents of excited delirium say that, you know, these primarily black men, because even though excited delirium started with women, it's pretty much entirely about men now.
It's almost like the male...
Sometimes I think it's almost like the kind of male version of hysteria.
Because yes, taking these male traits, you know, these sort of cliched male traits, and especially the kind of racist black male traits of superhuman strength and perviousness to pain, and then they say these are symptoms of excited delirium, so you have to restrain them, you have to treat them harder than you otherwise might have done, and so on.
You know, I diagnosed myself immediately with like 12 mental disorders from reading it, including parent-child relational problems, which, by the way, I blame my parents for.
That is so much the long dark tea time of the soul.
I think there's a moment where Kate Schechter is going through a mental hospital, and it is, yeah, I mean, it is so much like these people are so banal in their absolute nonsense sayings, like, well, I might be able to see the future, but who knows?
No, all I was going to say was the way that DSM, I come up with this was DSM-3 or DSM-4, but with one of them, the way, because DSM-1 and DSM-2 were tiny, they were like pamphlets, there was almost no mental disorders in the 50s and 60s, and then it just grew and grew and grew.
You know, because obviously it goes without saying that there's an awful lot of new diagnoses that came along which have been nothing but good, nothing but beneficial.
But then there's other occasions where you could argue not so good.
But yeah, the way that a lot of these new diagnoses happened was that Spitzer rented out a room at Columbia.
And all these people were like yelling, you know, all these different psychologists with their special interests were like yelling.
But the way it was described to me was that it was like a noisy free-for-all, and the people with the loudest voices got listened to the most, and out of this kind of cacophony, all of these new mental disorders emerged.
Oh, I mean, yeah, I've been fascinated since, I mean, I diagnosed myself as bipolar type 1. When I was 16, I was pretty sure for a long time, but I couldn't go to a doctor because my parents were so super religious, I wasn't going to get an accurate or even close to accurate diagnosis.
Well, so because things went great, seven years later, I went to a psychiatrist, the appropriate amount of time between when you know something.
And it was something that has kind of informed this conversation, and it's kind of what I've gone back to a lot while thinking about this, is that at first, I put a lot of trust in the idea of the doctor.
You know?
Doctor knows.
And it is through the experiences that I've had with psychiatry and with...
This type of medicine and the economy built around it, that makes me question so much of like, well, I get why people don't believe you.
Because a lot of people put too much trust in a doctor's expertise.
But that's kind of what I'm saying with, and this is what gets us back to Things Fell Apart, is we've got doctors, we've got authority figures, and people just assume so much about them.
Even while they're looking up other stuff, you know, like all of this stuff about Judy.
And let me say again, by the way, because the last thing I want to do is say that and somebody listening decides not to have a biopsy and then the next thing they know they die of prostate cancer.
Like, don't take my story as any sort of guidance for what you should or shouldn't do.
But that is what happened to me and it was a real thing.
No, and the thing that I find so interesting about it is at one point she says they were telling me about stuff and I said I knew it was a virus and then I went to Nevada.
This is stuff that it's like, there are these little assumptions that I feel like are being made that are like lies that are covered up by the surface lies, if that makes sense, you know?
So much so that you don't even ask the question.
Like, there's no way, there's no way that she would just make up the whole thing, right?
That would take place that would happen to a reasonable person that leads to stuff happening, right?
To me, that sounds crazy.
You're telling me that the person who is in Plandemic, who's lied about her biography over and over and over again, who's lied over and over and over and over and over again, is somehow telling the truth about one thing?
Well, and I looked into it and it says she has this thing in her biography where she thinks she's fought against bovine growth hormone stuff, you know?
I was in the audience for his second show, Father Ted.
His third show, The IT Cloud.
Graham, you know, for much of his life was...
A genius, a comedy genius.
Now, I think he had some difficult personality traits back then.
I remember one time he got really angry with me.
Actually, I wrote something in Time Out magazine that he took offence to about him, and he got very angry with me, and I had to apologise to him over the phone.
So he definitely had that easily wounded side to him all the time.
But, you know, but now, you know, his behavior on Twitter now doesn't mean that he wasn't brilliant for most of his life.
Yeah, I'm thinking about what you're saying about kind of the 2004 Alex, because I've been guilty of that.
Like I've said many times, the Alex I knew in 1999 is a different Alex to the Alex of today.
But then I did that story for This American Life, which looks at how Alex was in middle school and high school before I knew him, when he exactly was the Alex of today.
So, yeah, maybe it just sometimes, maybe it lies dormant, or it manifests itself in a more likable way.
That's something I love about Things Fell Apart is that you go back to these.
And I love also working for the BBC because they don't, you know, they allow me to do these sort of experiments with narrative that, you know, 80% of some of these episodes have got nothing to do with lockdown, nothing to do with the culture wars.
It's only at the end that you understand the significance and the relevance of the story that you've just heard, which I love, you know, as a storyteller.