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Was Trump Assassin MKULTRA?! CIA Lets Truth Slip | Guest: Ian Crossland
As the days go by, the attempted assassination on Trump gets stranger and stranger — between new text messages dropped between the countersniper team, and now the CIA getting defensive about using MKULTRA on him.. What is the truth?Show more Also.. is JD Vance WEIRD? Is Kamala WEIRDER? Or is this all just political jousting to make the other side look marginally better than the others? Information warfare has been ramped up to 100 this election year..
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So we're out here with episode five of Slightly Offensive in Hollyweird, California, to find out what people think about Donald Trump earning the Nobel Peace Prize.
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Should he get one for ending the Korean War or should he not?
We're talking about an interesting story that happened, actually, particularly this.
The CIA denies conspiracy theory that it used MK Ultra on a Trump shooter.
But what the bizarre thing is, is that the CIA literally never, never comments, and I mean never comments on conspiracy theories.
They don't come out and say, no, we didn't kill JFK with the Mossad.
They don't come out and say, oh, no, no, no, no, we didn't, you know, introduce vaccine programs to kill children and to give them autism and stuff.
They don't say things like that.
But now they're coming out and they're like, hey, actually, you know, we really want to let you guys know that the attempted assassin had nothing to do with us.
And just like your drunk friend promising that you're for sure going to start a podcast and it's going to be really cool and it's going to, you're going to, you know, have the best ideas ever and it never comes to fruition.
That's still more reliable than the CIA saying that they're not involved in anything.
Anyway, my name is Ian Crossland.
My guest today is going to be Ian Crossland.
It is approximately 11.08 p.m. Eastern time in the United States.
We're trying a new time on the show at about 11 p.m.
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Let's go ahead and let's start the show.
If he's there, but he's not.
All right, my name is Ian Crossland, and I'm joined in the studio by my guest tonight, Ian Crossland.
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CIA denies conspiracy theory that it used MKUltra on a Trump shooter.
Now, Thomas Matthew Crooks wasn't part of some Manchurian candidate-like plot, according to the spy agency.
And I read this today on our publication on The Gateway Pundit.
And nobody cared about this.
And everyone just brushed it over.
And what I was thinking of, it's kind of like when Bono makes a public statement or when Michael Jackson says, that's ridiculous.
You know, I'm innocent.
And you listen to him and you want to hear what he has to say because what?
He's a superstar.
You don't hear him speak a lot, but when you do, you listen.
And when the CIA makes a statement, the agency, I feel like that should have been national news, but everybody brushed over the story today and wanted to talk about Trump being censored, which we'll get into a little bit about the plot to use like manipulation in the election.
But the fact that the CIA came out and made a statement, just hey, by the way, the shooter was not from our agency.
But you, you deflect to avoid an embarrassing moment.
You were jerking it, but you also just move it because maybe you didn't get to that level yet.
The weirdest part about this admission was, I think I'm going to go down.
Let me go down to this.
Oh, yeah.
So they said that he wasn't a part of MK Ultra.
Let me bring this up.
They said, so when it was revealed in the 1970s that the CIA had tried to develop a mind manipulation program called MKUltra, it sounded like the most absurd conspiracy theory around.
Fortunately, it turned out to be true, even if suggestive.
But it became quite a popular meme in the 2020s with many conspiracy theorists jumping into the fray after Trump was shot at the 20-year-old during a rally in Butler, Pennsylvania.
Now, what's interesting, if you go down here, is that what they do is they actually just deny.
They go, he wasn't a part of the MKUltra program that was that was debunked.
I mean, that was defunct like 40 years ago.
It's now declassified.
He had nothing to do with MKUltra.
So it's kind of like the porn deflection where it was like, they didn't say they didn't have involvement.
It was like when Christopher, I think it was Christopher Ray was on trial.
This is what's crazy because we don't know if there was a second shooter yet.
Why is it that we're living in such an unprecedented time that we keep living through so many historical events that we just got to admit, we're living at a very strange time, right?
We went through COVID.
We went through the 2020 election.
We went even through where on YouTube, you couldn't say it was rigged for years.
And now you can say it was rigged, right?
We went through like media manipulation and now they try to make us forget that what they did during COVID.
They try to, they try to tell us now they gaslight saying no one forced the vaccines or anything like that.
And they gaslight us.
And we're at like an era of gaslighting now that we've never seen where they're even saying that Trump didn't actually get shot at.
Like it was fake.
It was shards of glass and it was staged.
And that's not like fringe.
That's this is like MSNBC, right?
This is the mainstream CIA news outlets.
Am I wrong in feeling like we are in the most gaslit moment in all of history?
Like the way that things are collapsing, like the time, space-time is collapsing with the internet.
We don't have like, you don't have to wait till 8 p.m. to watch something.
You put a video on YouTube and it exists forever in that moment.
There is no time anymore on the internet.
Like it's always persistent.
Things are.
So all the data is available at all times and it's causing like this conflagration of consciousness in a way.
So we're seeing all this stuff that back in the day would have only been seen on Tuesday at 8 p.m.
Like in September, now it's every moment of every day.
You can see the thing.
And that kind of accounts for almost everything.
I'm being a little hyperbolic, but the way we perceive media has just been like, this is what I call the apocalypse.
The apo, it's a Greek word, I believe it's a Greek word, means apo is to remove and collypse is the veil.
And it's like this, this, this veil of control of the media has been lifted away.
And we're just seeing all this fucking shit spinning around.
And they're like, I don't know what to do other than say it's, they're not really seeing it.
Like that, George Orwell, whether the final command of the in his book 1984, they say the final command of the government was to disbelieve the proof that your own eyes and ears are seeing, or however he worded it, but like just disregard what you see.
And that was their most important commandment is they just tell people, and then it's like the emperor has no clothes.
Like the emperor walks out his book, the emperor walks out with no clothes on, and everyone's like, but he's like, oh, look at the emperor's new robe.
Isn't it beautiful, everyone?
And everyone's like, yes, beautiful robe, beautiful robe, because they're all conditioned to like just if the emperor tells you something is real, you have to agree with him or he's going to have your fucking head cut off.
And but that little kid's like, he doesn't have any clothes on.
Everyone's like, you know, and it definitely feels like that.
I heard there's these people called Holocaust deniers, but that's like a spin on the Holocaust revisionists.
They used to be called revisionists because they were like, well, they say six million Jews died in the Holocaust, but let's talk about why in the last weeks or months of the war, the Allies were bombing the fuck out of Germany, destroying the roads, destroying all the transportation systems where the Nazis were sending food into these camps.
And so the Nazis couldn't get any food into these prisoners anymore.
And so the prisoners started starving.
A lot of them, apparently, according to these people, died from starvation because the Allies had bombed the transportation network, not knowing that they were there.
Dude, I just, I watched, I was actually watching a Jewish documentary the other day.
It was like a, it was like a TikTok documentary, but it was actually from like a Holocaust museum.
And it was tripping me out because they were like, actually, there's only six camps that exterminated Jews, which is terrible.
And I'm sure, you know, the fact that they were exterminating people, it didn't make sense to me because I just don't understand with like prisoners like exterminating mass prisoners, especially when you could use slave labor or you could like put people to use, you know, like what the full point is.
A lot of people were killed and executed during that time, but I didn't think of like a camp that was just for those people.
Like that would also be inefficient to just have a camp for one group of people.
You'd want something for POWs, for everything.
And they admitted in this, they were like, well, you know, there was only so many crematoriums.
And I did the calculation.
I only came up with a number of a few hundred thousand that was possible in the time to like to incinerate the bodies.
But then they showed a giant grave of like mass graves.
And then they said, oh, but these mass graves were also like, you know, a lot of people died from like diphtheria and different like diseases.
So I don't, I don't, I think a lot of people died, right?
Like, I don't, I don't think, I think the war is 77, 80 million, depending on what you ask people, people died during the war.
And I think it's disrespectful to the dead to only give remembrance to one group.
And I do think Jews died during World War II.
I don't think there's any, you know, a lot of them were socialists and communists that were, you know, leading the political violence in Germany at the time.
So they were, you know, like they are today, right?
Like causing a lot of the mayhem.
So they're very left-leaning to this day.
90% are Democrat.
They vote very progressive, right?
They started communism.
It's, it's like, that's what they believe.
That's their political ideology.
I respect their right to believe that.
But I think, I think when you look at it, a lot of looks like a lot of people died, particularly like in a political fight to get rid of socialists and communists, because I didn't understand how in Germany, if they for years had like the night of broken glass and everything and kicked everyone out, they said they kicked most of the people out, how did they get to that number?
And, you know, I have a lot of questions.
You know what I mean?
I just have a lot of questions.
And I think that they use it to make white people feel guilty.
And as we're going to jump into, we're going to jump in this.
I want to go into the gaslighting.
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We were talking about the Holocaust, but I want to, but I, but I want to show some about gaslighting because we can talk about this.
And I think it's fascinating.
But check this out.
Okay.
So I have a friend named named Petey.
Okay.
He created the first major formula for babies that didn't have all the seed oils and stuff in it.
A $500 million idea that has made him very wealthy.
He just bought a fort in like a castle in Greece.
Okay.
Rich guy, but he's earned it.
He found a solution of providing healthy formula for women who can't produce milk.
Okay.
And what is going on?
The government's like trying to sue him over this, right?
For trying to make healthy formula, right?
This is diabolical shit.
On top of that, he was a major Airbnb host.
And because he talked about the fact how he needed to vet his clients, because oftentimes, sometimes young black women will try to throw, or blacks will try to throw parties at the residence, and it's off limits.
It's always black groups of people that try to throw parties that they have to make sure that people aren't trying to throw parties.
He didn't say the race of people, just that he has to make sure that no one's trying to throw parties because he keeps having a problem with young black Americans like throwing parties.
So Airbnb unlisted all of his properties, $100,000 in listings.
Even they canceled a woman's listing like the day before her wedding, okay?
Because he said it's discriminatory, these angry black employees.
Now, here's what's crazy about this.
Check this out.
I saw this video today where this, this girl, let me see if I can bring it up.
Yeah, check this out.
Okay.
So this girl, I said this.
This is the most fragile demographic.
This is the gaslighting, right?
These people complain about racism.
Everyone complains about racism.
Oh, you hate me.
You hate me.
But I said, there's a black girl who stays in Airbnb.
We'll watch the video in the South.
She says it's Virginia.
I don't think Virginia is really the South, but whatever.
Somehow she doesn't know they grow cotton down there.
The owner collects stuffed monkeys of the Airbnb.
You can see because one of the monkeys has a hat that says Costa Rica.
They have a Curious George monkey.
It's clearly a collection.
Right?
Clearly, a collection.
She gets the internet to mass report the listing that she voluntarily stayed at because they have decorations of cotton and monkeys in the house.
The people destroy, complain, tear down the small business over insane superstitions.
And so what I was going to say here is like these people they complain right now that there's a big complaint.
That's why they took action on my friend.
People are complaining that black people are being discriminated against on Airbnb because, oh, they assume that we're going to be bad tenants.
Yeah, I mean, it looked like someone just in the south having some cotton plants.
Like you'd have any plant in your house and some monkeys.
And they reported and got this person canceled.
And it's this big, this big thing because they're saying that it was racist to have monkeys.
She voluntarily stayed in someone's home.
And I was thinking about the gaslighting going on today.
It's like we live in a world where, like, I said, I said in my post, you're racist.
So if you told a black person, no, you don't want to stay here because we don't want black people to stay in our house because they could get easily offended and triggered, which is not all black people, but a lot of black people are like race hustlers today, like the BLM folk.
They're race hustling like anyone would, right?
Like they're playing fake victim, which I don't like.
And that sucks for all the cool black people that are chill that are not doing that shit.
But there's a lot of these race hustlers out there that are looking for ways to be offended so that they can, you know, I don't know, feel some sort of power.
It's like the people that told you to put on masks during COVID, right?
It was always the weirdest, ugliest people that were the most extreme about you wearing a mask, right?
Was like the Walgreens employee that you know grew up and never had power and was bullied and was a lesbian and fat and clearly had you know dysgenic facial features who would scream at you.
Um, you know what I mean?
Because she never had any, she never had any power or control.
So she took advantage of the moment.
So when this gaslighting, we live in a culture where like, if you discriminate and say, well, I don't want black people to stay at my property because they might get offended or might, you know, cancel me or something like that, you can get canceled.
But if you let a black person stay in your property, they get you canceled for your own personal decorations in your home.
I felt like this story made me really angry because this pissed me off.
This is, I just feel like this is a that we live in a world of professional victims where everyone's complaining about everything.
I was thinking earlier about victim culture and how like playing the victim kind of gives you short-term power, but not any kind of long-term success.
It doesn't seem like it anyway.
It's it's kind of a short-lived, bright, burning flame that gets your attention, but it weakens you in the eyes of like you're talking about the anger that it's arising in you as a result of her or victimhood culture in general.
And I think that does happen.
But what I don't like seeing is when someone goes in there of a certain race or hair length, and then all other people of that race or hair length get put into a bucket with that guy's behavior because of because he's a fucking asshole.
Like, so like that I get.
I would never find it right to say like, if you're of a certain race, you can't partake, but everyone else can.
Yeah, but I'm still saying like it's it's still it's a tough it's a tough region all the way that the western part down to the south itself.
And there's a lot of poverty, you know, a lot of white poverty that no one talks about.
There's a lot of people who are just trying to make it.
And I don't like this victimhood thing because what I was saying is that I was, I saw this and it drove fury into me because I'm sick and tired of having to always explain myself.
I don't want to do it anymore.
Like, I don't want to have to say you've got to vet black people because they have a serious accountability problem in their community that they're not checking.
And they don't, a lot of black people don't respect things.
And so it ruins it for the good black people.
We know that.
We know not all black people are bad.
Everyone knows good black people.
We shouldn't have to say that.
We're not retarded.
We're not children.
Like when I say that, it's like, okay, yeah.
Are all homeless people a threat?
No.
Most homeless people are cool.
But that doesn't mean that it's not wrong to say, hey, in certain streets, and because there's homeless people in San Francisco, you got to watch your ass, you got to watch your back.
And am I saying that all homeless people are going to jump you?
No, but it's a true general statement that that's a dangerous place and that there's dangerous people and you've got to be careful and assume that everyone could be a threat.
And I feel like we live in a culture now where we're told, we're told to police ourselves and to care so much about what we say and that we don't offend people.
But everybody else except for white men gets to do whatever the fuck they want.
Our intelligence agencies, our government, the black community, gays, everyone gets away with everything.
You know, like you see with Dr. Disrespect and the Chris Tyson stuff.
Yeah, it's like, you need to wait one more hour and then it would have been legal.
It's like, look, I'm not defending.
Look, if it was illegal, if it was illegal, that's fine.
Then we're fine.
But my point is, is I think that he got more shit because we're trained to hate white men.
And so he got held to a different standard, but everyone wanted to protect the trans community.
So even if Chris Tyson's shit was worse, everybody was willing to defend or not speak out because they didn't want to piss off the trans community.
And that's what I mean.
It's like, I'm tired of only white men getting held to the highest standard when like most mass shooters are black, but we're still, we still think in media that mass shooters are white because we're all trained to think that.
And then if you say mass shooters are white, you don't have to make a defense and say, well, I know not all white people are violent.
But if you say all blacks, most mass shooters are black, and you go, and I know most blacks are not violent.
Why do we have to make exceptions for every group except for guys like you and me?
Why do we have to take full responsibility in a culture our ancestors created while everyone else gets cut loose?
I'm thinking like the metaphor of like the smelly kid in school that is the poor kid and they come in and they stink and like you don't throw them out of school because they stink, although they might get pushed around by their peers.
The teachers can't really be like, that kid can't come.
And so a lot of the problems in society come from like desperation and like cultural desperation.
Like if like slavery in the United States where they took all these African, a lot of these African people and they shipped them over and they happened to have the dark skin and that was the culture, but then they had poor nutrition.
Their kids had poor nutrition.
They didn't know how to read a lot of them.
They had, then their kids also still, they barely knew how to read, poor nutrition.
These slaves get freed.
They get dumped out on the streets.
They didn't have education, bad nutrition.
So their brains weren't developing the right way.
Because without the nutrition, I'm not saying all of them.
I'm just saying that because of the desperation and the poverty of that culture and class of person at that time in history in this country, those their ancestors are some of them may have been suffering nutritionally and so mentally.
And so you see aspects of that culture still permeating.
It doesn't mean throughout all time that it was the people with the dark skin were the problem.
Like there were probably periods of history where the people with the light skin were the problem because they were the ones that had been enslaved by the people with the darker skin who had the power at that time.
We're just in a phase right now where we're seeing the descendants of these slaves.
A lot of people are, some of them.
And then they just, they're still, and so people want to come in with what they call equity and give them things to bring them up to where everyone else is.
Because like the smelly kid at school, you want to give him some soap maybe and let him come in an hour late because he doesn't have a ride.
Okay, that's equity.
And maybe that'll actually help that kid.
But in sociological, all across the board, no, you do not want to do that because that is kneecapping the best of us.
And that's if you have to kneecap the best of us in order to give them like communistically wealth distribution, fuck that.
If you got to let them commit crimes, that's taking it too far.
It's one thing if they're showing up late because they don't have a car, but it's another thing.
And if the business is suffering and they're showing up late because they don't have a car, well, you got to make an economic decision at that point, harshly.
But that's the reality of nature.
You can't always be kind.
Like that's, it can become very toxic to constantly be compassionate to people that, for whatever reason, aren't at a certain place.
Well, you, well, like, dude, this is the way that I think about it with the equity stuff is it's really simple to me.
You know, like, like I have friends now who are finished with their PhDs and with their MDs, their, you know, DOs and whatever.
And, you know, when it comes to something that is really intricate, like brain surgery, the reason why you require a lot of years of schooling is literally to weed out fucking retards because it's such a sensitive job.
And even with the schooling that we have with these jobs, because we don't work on preventative medicine, it's all about treatment because of who funds it.
You still have one of the leading causes of death in the world to be medical treatment, right?
I mean, malpractice remains one of the issues with all the schoolings people have, just because of who funds their schooling and the approach they have, they're not taught to like think critically.
They're taught to follow procedure.
I'm very familiar with the, you know, allopathic medical approach.
We still have massive death and casualty rate, which is again, they call it medical practice because they're practicing.
They don't, they're not mastered at anything.
And so when you look at something like that, you look at how just changing one little variable, like corrupting the way and the way it's funded leads to half a million or so people dying, you know, in like a year or something like that.
And just, I think in America, maybe I'm way higher, maybe it's way less than that.
You guys can let me know.
But realistically, it's a huge amount of people.
You know, when you start taking intricate jobs, like you go, well, what's the point of like putting all this DEI hires, you know, in the airports?
Well, when there's a crowd strike software that goes down and suddenly the automated system is down, now you have a bunch of DEI hires who like can't critically think.
They don't know how to do math.
They don't know how to manually board people.
They don't know how to problem solve.
Now you have a real crisis on your hand where, okay, computers are down.
You have competent people.
Competent people can communicate.
We can still talk.
We can still pass notes.
We can write things down.
We can board manually.
But when you have a competency crisis, then you end up, every little issue becomes that much more exaggerated, you know?
And so like people don't realize how easy it is to fuck up a culture, reminding people that Argentina, Buenos Aires, up until about 70 years ago, had the same per capita GDP growth rate and standard of living as the United States.
And it remains one of the most beautiful European cultural centers.
But just 70 years of switching over into socialism and disruption turned Buenos Aires into a fuck shit place that became dangerous and uninhabitable.
And I'm not talking about that.
I'm not talking shit on people.
It's kind of like American cities today.
You know, I mean, I'm not talking shit because now you go to American cities like LA and Chicago and New York.
And it's scary, man.
It's actually scary.
And so I'm saying people don't realize how important it is to use a meritocracy or to establish that because you think I'm just giving a retarded black woman a job at an airport and it's not a big deal.
These are planes, man.
If the planes don't run on time, if things don't work on time, then you can't even function.
If people can't guarantee that they'll be in the right place at the right time, you've disrupted scheduling, you know, and you've screwed up the entire function of civilization.
So everyone thinks it's just nonchalant, but these little nodes are massively disruptive.
Roman Salute said, Suicide Boy and Ghostman are huge rap artists and they attract huge crowds.
But because they are white boys, they are looked down in the rap industry solely for being white.
You know, that's, I mean, I don't want to get into whether or not what I think about white rappers.
I just think I'm not into this whole cultural appropriation thing, but I wish white people would, I wish white men and women would act like white people.
And what I mean by that is, I just wish parents would stop letting their kids like listen to, you know, degrading music and stuff.
And I think it really promotes degeneracy and whoreness and stuff.
And you have all these girls trying to twerk and stuff.
And it's like, can we just not have that, you know, sort of like, you know, African tribal music?
Like, can we be a little more sophisticated, please?
Like, you know what I mean?
Like, it's, I mean, you see the Paris-France stuff.
And then we also have, he also said, hail Schaefer, which is like, hell yeah.
So what we're talking about is with the, with the, growing up, right?
The way it was growing up.
I think, yeah, I think, I think I was really, I've talked about this with other people, but I thought the world was going to end in the year 2000 because my dad told me it was going to end.
So we got water barrels and we stocked up for the Y2K.
And I thought that the world was going to end.
And then someone said that the crowd strike attack was worse than the Y2K was going to be.
So they actually, they spent like billions of dollars and they fixed all the computers.
I read about it.
Apparently they fixed it all, but we were in the era.
That's that's about the programming of like where it was just network television and network television was telling our parents like the world's gonna end.
So they believed that shit and then they held on to it and they got us freaked out.
Like I grew up watching Ted Koppel on Nightline, you know?
But I think I'm going to take a little bit of a different road because my parents didn't let me do anything.
And I, like, the first time I tasted freedom, I didn't know what to do with it.
Right.
So like, I didn't do the like weed pathway.
I just started like using ecstasy the moment I started drinking, the moment I started doing drugs.
Like it was just like, and I, in ecstasy, it blew my mind because I was told that drugs were like demonic, which I do think there's a level of spiritual aspect to them that's true.
But then I just felt really good and my dick shriveled up and I just wanted to rub the felt on a pool table, you know?
And I'd never felt that.
And a lot of times I think when you, when your parents lie to you, it really blew my mind because then I stopped believing them.
And I always had blind trust with my kid right now.
I mean, he's a little bit young.
So I hate to talk about how I'm parenting him.
But already, like, we use more of my wife's parents' technique because none of them were vaccinated and they were all raised differently and more like, you know, like they weren't raised to like be afraid of alcohol or be afraid of things.
So they had no use to abuse it.
And like, so none of them have serious problems.
Like none of, you know, the family members have any, they're all close.
They're all friends still.
They were all happy and married and everything.
The family is like really, really quality family.
And they didn't, and they're really Christian though, right?
They were missionaries in Africa.
They're very Christian, but they didn't take the approach of that American Christianity, evangelical Christianity, which was to like censor everyone.
Because no one knows before 2001, the average American family was very conservative.
Do you know the value of a pair of tits at that time?
It was like, like, that was like back in the day.
If an R-rated movie had nipple action, pause it and watch it in real slow emotion on the VHS, right?
And try to keep it, you know, if you could, because it would go fast.
But I mean, like, that's like, that was like that.
People don't realize how much more innocent everyone was.
And this is grown men were like that too.
Like, it was like, and it was like, if, if, if a dad had R-rated movies that had boobs, for instance, if those videos were like out on the VHS tray or on the DVD tray, that could be precedent for someone not letting their kids hang out another person's life.
You want to hear something crazy last about growing up censored is with I'm like, I joined this.
I got like a mentor.
Like I joined, I joined discipleship because I'm spiritually immature.
Okay.
So I'm immature spiritually.
I have knowledge, but I don't have understanding.
So there's a difference.
And I grew up, my parents gave me knowledge, but the differences of being censored is if your parents give you knowledge, but don't give you the ability to understand it, to like understand the why, you really don't gain maturity.
You just know a lot of what not to do and what things are, but you don't understand the depth.
So it doesn't imprint personally, right?
So you end up going through the rest of your life, sort of learning a lot, which is why you find a lot of people who grew up like that are successful but dysfunctional, you know?
Because the censorship gives you the ability to acquire knowledge, you get degrees, you can get married, you can do all these things, but you can live kind of a fucked up internal life because you didn't gain understanding.
Dude, and I'm with you on that because, oh, by the way, someone said a super chat pronoun base badass at magic the gathering.
He was given a thumbs up to that.
And someone also chimed in, just let us know how they grew up.
Roman Salute said, growing up, my parents let me watch everything, House of Thousand Corpses and Songs, worrying about Mothman and aliens growing up.
So I realized the real threat was the Browns and not the gays.
And then Duke of Memes said, I really hope that places I go to will get mass flagged for racism.
Black people stop attending places after they get offended for no reason.
Imagine going to a water park with no minorities.
That doesn't exist.
But I will say this.
So look, I'm with you on that of like, of like, you know, sort of like the confusion.
But you know what's crazy is I was saying, like, so I was, I was talking to my mentor and he's, he's putting me through like a three month intensive program to try to try to help me to grow, you know, in some really key areas of my life and to try to mature and then walk with me, you know, over the next couple of years to like help me to mature because it takes time.
And he sent me this video to watch that he put together.
And I watched it and you know what tripped me out?
50% of pastors report regularly watching porn, which is not even a judgment.
Like we've gotten into such deep territories with our flesh that even our spiritual, you know, shepherds, they're not really our guides, our shepherds are not only struggling with the same things, but that our systems, like our religion and our institutions are so unequipped to handle these things that people are being thrust into leadership without being first, without having the pathway to mature.
And also even more sad, what broke my heart about that is that that means that a lot of people who have a heart to serve people, I'm going to assume obviously some bad people with bad intentions, but let's assume most of them are, you know, you don't make a lot of money working in ministry.
You don't make a lot of money doing this stuff.
You get judged by everyone.
Everyone thinks you should, you know, be doing this and that.
That they want to serve God and that there's not even mechanisms to like help people or to be real and to be raw.
Like our culture becomes so degenerated and so disgusting and so like porn is so addicting and so problematic that not even the pastors are safe, you know?
And that's what's scary.
And so if you're a pastor, you're supposed to be mature and stuff and 50% are looking at porn.
What happens when you give that shit to a nine-year-old?
You know what I mean?
That's what I was thinking about.
Like someone who knows the Bible and knows truth and knows morality and everything.
One out of two are not immune to that.
What are we doing?
No wonder why our girls are all whores and our boys are all confused.
And I grew up in the porn culture too, and it fried my brain, man.
Sexually, it makes you like view women sometimes as like, you know, objects or like you don't, you know, you have to like, it skews your perspective when you learn sex through porn.
Yeah, I would use my, I was lucky in that I had to use my imagination to beat off for all of high school.
I didn't have access to any porn.
So I had a strong, I still do have the strong ability just to think about a girl and work it.
And then there I go, off to the races.
So I don't have to use that fucking porn.
And if I'm thinking about my girlfriend, when I ejaculate, I feel closer to her.
When I'm thinking about some other woman, I feel closer to that woman.
Not during this, the work in it, but when I come.
It's particularly that association to the orgasm of who I'm thinking of when I'm doing it.
So if it's some fictitious video on the on the movie screen, that is like just drains my, my, what, erotic love into some other fantasy realm.
And another thing about porn, not all videotaped sex is the same.
Sometimes two people really love each other and you just have a video on it or someone has a video on it and then you watch it and you're like, wow, that was really loving.
And she had a crazy orgasm and so did he.
And now they're laughing and it's over.
And some porns is like, the woman's like, just getting hurt by this guy who doesn't pay attention to what he's doing.
And so for someone to think that that's all the same, we need to have a serious conversation about the different types of sex.
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And how do you have that conversation with the fucking nine-year-old that's seen?
I mean, like, here's the problem: I think there's a few things.
So I'll notice this.
So I don't know if people know, but in South Florida, there's a lot of Russians and a lot of Jews.
Okay.
And so we noticed that, you know, at the pool where we live, you know, the young guys, the young kids that are like just my son's age, they're so much more active and aggressive when they have an older brother.
So even if they're like 16, 18 months, they run more.
They like, they're more aggressive and not in a positive way when they have an older brother.
And like young guys or young babies who don't have an older brother, they're not like, it just takes them a little more time to get accustomed to like, it takes them, you know, like 10 minutes, five minutes to like acclimate to the rough housing, right?
And they get a little like, but this is a little baby.
We're not talking about a kid yet.
This is like 16, 18 month old.
They get like, and then all of a sudden now they're rough housing or whatever.
But we notice is that my son is that like, like the little, the little Russian boy, his older brother are like pouring water on a tree.
I don't know why.
They're like watering the tree with buckets from the pool, which I think is probably killix of chlorine.
But then after like 10 minutes, all of a sudden my son is watering, going over and starts watering it, right?
And so as men, we're really impressionable.
And men don't like to think that we like to feel like very independent that we're our own men and it's our own destiny.
And you see that because on the internet, you know, girls are always like, what would it be like if you ever were criticized the way women are criticized?
No, but I was going to say, like, it's interesting, like you said, about how I'm going to raise them because no matter what you do, you got to remember these are little human beings and they're observing and they're automatically going to just copy some of the some of what they see.
And so I think a really key thing is to make sure that what they're seeing is an example, not what you're saying, right?
And so it's what you're doing.
And I have a, I have a dad mentor named Mark Loebliner who's really raised his kids well.
And, and, you know, he's really healthy and he works out and he doesn't push his kids to do anything.
He just makes sure that they're healthy and they all want to work out and be healthy.
They don't drink and they don't do anything because he doesn't do that.
And so that's kind of why I'm going down this path of like working on spiritual maturity and getting accountability because I've tried it before, but then I get, I get lost, you know, you try to become a spiritual mature, but then you start going on your own path.
So now I need like stronger men to keep me accountable and help me down like a straight and narrow path to like confront some of my issues and you know insecurities and things as a man.
Those are important.
And it's not, I'm not going through counseling or, you know, psychology.
They're just Christian men who are like coming alongside as older men to be like, yo, I'm going to call it more like coaching.
I'm going to help, you know, coach you out of some immaturity into being a more mature man.
I realized I was told all the right things.
But what I saw was like a lot of people who say, don't drink, but they were morbidly obese.
You know, people say, oh, you've really got to follow God, but they're unsuccessful.
They're not working hard.
They're lazy.
And it's like, you know, you have all these fat pastors who are telling you, don't look at porn.
And it's like, yeah, but you're fat and you're glutton.
And so now I, and then I would look at everyone who's successful and thin and stuff.
So I chase down the wrong paths.
I think environment is more important than anything.
And it's better to explain what they're observing and seeing and control that rather than trying to give them all the knowledge.
Like when you talk about the birds and the bees, I mean, I think it's going to be different for every kid, you know?
And I wish we thought of individual kids as human beings and as their own identity and taking them one by one.
You know, you might have a daughter who matures more quickly.
All of a sudden she's 14, you know, which may be normal, 14 to 16.
She's maturing physically.
Okay.
Maybe now's the time as a dad to come in and try to teach her.
But are you going to wait till she's 14 or 16?
Or are you going to show her how you respect her mother and how you respect her growing up and the way that you treat her?
And I think like rather than telling her, oh, don't sleep with the guy on the first date and stuff, go date, you know, your daughter.
Go take her out.
Go take her to dinner.
Treat her respectfully.
Make sure that if she's old enough to date, maybe you do friend, you go dates with them.
It's never alone, you know?
You don't follow the culture.
It's like, well, everyone goes on dates.
No, I don't let 16 year old boys hang out alone with my 16 year old daughter because 16 year old boys want to fuck.
And you don't have to say it like that to your daughter, but you know, to your wife at least, you know, so we're not doing that.
And it's like, you have to be a little extreme in that way.
But maybe you don't have to be so extreme to not let a 17 year old date or at least get to know someone.
You have to say, no, we don't date till we're 21.
But you control the situation more of what they're seeing and how they're presented.
That's what I'm learning from these men is like, you want to make sure that the example is there.
And so you've got to be living it yourself.
And if you're not living it, you're going to be a bad parent.
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As you know, this show, we're not trying to be the biggest.
We're not trying to be the baddest.
We intentionally keep the show uncensored.
We don't, you know, put topics off limits.
That hurts our financial end goal.
It causes censorship.
But, you know, it's a lot of fun being able to say whatever you want, whatever's on your mind, and never having to tell your guests that they can't say certain things.
Now, here's the interesting thing: is so the reason why we could start here.
One of the things that got me really interested in this Zionist political movement is my childhood.
This is a good segue, actually.
So, I grew up in a fundamental evangelical church that was to this day.
When I talk to people from that movement, they have such a low understanding of the reality of Israel, its history, the people that are there.
It's this really strange, you know, apocalyptic, dispensational view of Christianity that we're in the end times and those are God's chosen people.
And they think of themselves as lesser than them, like they're special and we're not.
And it's a really, it's a really destructive Christian force that has an ideology that's so common in America.
And it almost worships and romanticizes Israel.
This is like the Calvary Chapel movement in these churches.
They have this idea of Zion, and this is a very religious view of things.
It's anti-biblical.
It goes against the entire history of the church, both the Catholic and with the Orthodox, the original split, but it goes against church teachings.
It goes against the Protestant teachings, right?
Like Martin Luther, the original thesis writer who basically is credited, you know, with Calvin and others of creating modern Christianity, you know, wrote the book of Jews and their lives.
Like it was, they were, they were, they were against Jews and this idea.
We, Christians were captured, you know, I found out by Schofield and the Schofield Bible to sort of create this Christian support in America for Jews when that was never the case.
And one of the things that I started learning about that, about how I was sort of like taught this sacrilegious support for Israel.
And if you talk to these people, I don't know if you've seen this, but this is a good place to start.
If you talk to a lot of Christians in America, it's almost superstitious and it's almost frightening the way that they view their support for Israel.
That it's like they defend it like it is more important than their salvation.
And I mean this, I'm not mocking these people because they're really good people and they are Christians and I'm not discounting their faith.
And they're probably better people than me.
So let me discredit myself and just say they're probably morally much better people than I am.
So I don't, I don't, I don't, I'm not judging their character or anything.
But theologically, you know, I grew up in this in this very fundamental sect of modern Christianity, which is the most prevalent type, I would say, in evangelical Protestant Christianity that puts Israel on such a pedestal that to question support for or to even call out the crimes of or to even say anything is doesn't just make you a critic.
It makes you on the side of the devil, which makes you evil.
And I think I was raised with such a fundamental support for Israel and Jews that going down this path we're about to talk about, talking about this stuff to this day feels dirty sometimes.
Like I'm, even though I talk about it openly because I challenge my own worldview, I was trained to feel like a whore for like, you know what I mean?
It's like I'm like, it's like a scarlet letter.
And when you go down this road, I want to warn you, you stop getting invited on shows and people don't want to work with you because they're afraid that you'll talk about it on their show because it can hurt their end financial goal.
So I'm just warning you on that.
You know, it's, there's nothing that has hurt my career more than going down the road of understanding this topic.
And nothing has caused me more financial harm or more issues than exploring this topic and caused more personal relationship problems.
I wonder, I was just talking about Zionism last night.
And like, from as far as I can tell, it's a somewhat educated view.
A lot of the conflation is between global banking and Judaism and Zionism.
There's a mixed pot of these people.
People are confused as to what's what.
Like there are global bankers that don't give a fuck about Zion or bullshit religion.
They're just rich as fuck and they're using, and they'd love to see Jews be blamed as a boogeyman or Zionists be blamed as a boogeyman so that who gives a fuck, they're making money.
And I think that the root cause is greed.
A lot of the problems are greed.
And that the Zionists got stuck in that, like there were greedy people that followed the Zionist political movement, but it's the greedy people that are the problem, not the Zionists, not the Jewish people, not the these and them.
It's that behavior that's the problem.
And I just want to know, like, Zionism was a political movement starting in the 1850s.
Like, so I would, I would trace it back to prophecy, back all the way to several hundred AD.
When you're talking about the diaspora and you're talking about, you know, even to 80 AD, or you go, you go around to these eras when Jews were actually exiled from their kingdom.
And, you know, when you're talking historically, I mean, there's, okay, there's many diasporas, many exiles.
There's over 200.
People say 109.
There was over 109 countries, but over 200 provincial regions and empires.
So it's actually 200 that I've seen.
And I think we're going to be at 201 very soon.
But since they were exiled and you have Adam or you have, you know, us, right?
The Roman Empire, as they view us today, taking the holy relics from the temple, which many believe are hidden in the Vatican or are in France.
Some of them believe their ultimate goal is vengeance is to not only, not only rebuild the Temple on The Mount and to you know where the antichrist will come, and create a one world government.
So they, they'll center their own world to think it's the coming of the messiah, they're going to think that the messiah is actually the antichrist.
So the antichrist will come, but they're going to think it's the messiah, it's going to be the, because they don't believe in Jesus.
But in the midst of that, their also goals to subvert the Goyam, or to actually destroy and subvert Christianity and Christian empire by bringing in filth, degeneracy as vengeance.
And eventually they, they want back their relics and their artifacts.
Um, so it's a, it's a social, cultural movement.
But actually, if you're talking about like Zionism in, like the 1800s, like the like to get to the Belford Agreement and to actually establish the state of Zion, that's a part of it right, because you need the state of Zion in order to get control of the region, in order to get the, the temple, right from the river to the sea.
They need, they need all of the area and the land.
They want, they want it right, Euphrates they want, they want Lebanon it, they don't just want Gaza, they want everything.
Okay, they want.
They want their original land back from Judah and Israel, the two kingdoms before it split right into that.
They want, they want the, the unified land.
So this is a that like 16, 1800 year old ideology that maybe formed into a more accurate political movement in the 16 1700s and up.
But I want to remind you when you say, is it?
Is it greedy Jews?
Yes and no.
What the the difference is is in my, in my personal opinion and i'm not highly educated on this topic, like i'm not obsessed with it, I don't go into it in into such detail but the biggest issue that I see and remains, the way that we fight this ideology is if we got rid of the Federal Reserve and went back to our currency being backed by gold and got rid of our income tax and the compound interest, we made it illegal to charge interest the way that they do.
What these Zionist Jews did is they kind of capture these western countries by introducing their own private or fractional banking systems, which then create an inflationary value on our currency, which then causes a disruption in male leadership and the ability for men alone to provide, which requires women to work, which then leads way for feminists and feminism movements, which then takes the, the woman, out of the home, then creates an ability for the, the children, to have to go to state sponsored school, and then gets the state to control the children.
And then the parents and the woman eventually stop marrying and the birth rate goes down and it collapses the whole culture.
And that all happens from taking control of the money.
And because usury is illegal in Christian countries, it was always illegal.
And we didn't have contracts.
That's that's a lawyer's that's very Jewish and Zion.
That's a Jewish thing.
Contracts, why it's censored, we don't do contracts because we don't believe in like the Jewish system.
We do a handshake, right?
And my other company, we don't do, we don't do any contracts to all handshake because we don't believe in the Jewish system of that.
We believe Christian men at their word and that should mean everything.
That's why you should swear on the Bible, right?
You swear on the truth.
You swear on the Bible because your word matters more.
The word of God is above any contract.
But now we're in a Jewish system where we're about lawsuits.
So we have a low trust society because they introduced this idea of suing and lawsuits.
So we have low trust.
Everything's on contract and technicalities.
And then our money system is based on fractional lending.
So it has no real value.
It's not backed by gold.
It's fiat.
And we have the ability to prey on people.
So all the systems are broken.
They enslave people with student loans, you know, that they can never pay back.
You get people with credit cards that they can never pay back with 29.9% interest.
We're never teaching them how to use them, unlimited borrowing power.
It's an enslavement.
So they come in and enslave our people financially, use that to destroy the home internally while legalizing a lot of smut and pornography and these things.
And then it destroys the culture, low trust.
And that includes also open borders and moving people.
So that's sort of like the whole movement is building up their country while using and destroying ours.
I heard that in the early days when for some reason the Jewish people were the money lenders.
I don't know if they were all moneylenders or if all the moneylenders were Jewish or if obviously not all the Jews were moneylenders, but for some reason, they were lending money, but they weren't, they didn't have contracts.
In the very early days, they didn't have contracts.
And what would happen is people were like, we don't have any contracts.
The only debt I owe is at their word.
So they'd go murder the guy.
They'd go murder the Jewish moneylender.
And then all their debt would be, they would no longer owe anybody anything.
So then they were like, fuck, the Jewish guys were like, we need contracts.
We need, or they'd go burn their house down and be like, see, there's no evidence.
I don't owe anybody anything.
So that's where the contracts started coming from is this like, oh shit, if we don't have contracts, they're going to come kill us so they don't have to pay us back.
And that, that was why, that was like the early days of why I was reading about this.
It's supposed to lend to your brother without interest, is what it says.
Supposed to lend without interest.
So, I mean, I don't like, for instance, if someone asked me to borrow money, I don't let anyone borrow money, right?
I just give them money.
And if they want to pay it back, this is different than lending, like professionally.
But, you know, obviously, that's what the low trust society is.
If there is an issue, then you would take it before the church or you would figure that out.
And there would be a real question on like, hey, they borrowed money.
A lot of times you would just take, you know, a portion of crops.
Maybe you would take, you would have them, you know, for 10 years, you give me, you know, a 10% yield of your crops or something like that, which is still like, it's not monetary interest, though, right?
You're talking about like a product-based like bartering and trading.
Now, of course, there's like low interest, which could be just like a guarantee of debt, like 1%, just so that it's valuable.
But even then, that was frowned upon, right?
So the point was, is like, maybe there's, it's like, that's like where you get into sins of commission omission and also like into the gray areas where like, you know, like, like I would say this, like, like, if a kid were to ask me, um, is it a sin to drink alcohol?
I would say no.
And if they asked me, should I drink alcohol?
I would say no.
Well, but if it's not a sin, then why shouldn't I go?
Because, you know, every time I drink, I don't make a mistake.
But every mistake I've made, usually I was drinking.
And so it's not the fact that all that this direct substance is going to cause problems every time you use it.
But I can guarantee if you're one of the unlucky people, which is the majority of people that has a major fuck up in their life, sleep with someone they don't like, they do something they regret, they were probably drunk.
And so if you want to avoid 100% of the problems, then don't drink at all.
And I would tell someone young that, don't even get into it.
Because once you know about it, I just, I wouldn't.
And I wouldn't say, don't do it because it's evil.
Oh, don't do it because you're going to, you're going to, you're going to rape someone.
I wouldn't say that.
I would just say, look, just, it could be anything, you know, you say something stupid, a risky text, whatever.
Like, if you want to, you should, you should, the best way to live is being in control of your faculties.
And if you want to take the risk, then take the risk.
You might be totally fine.
You may never have a problem.
That's totally fine.
But I would say 80% of people who drink have done something fucked up when they're drunk and you are betting against the odds.
And so I think the same thing goes with like usury, where it's like, so, so you would say, like, well, is loaning on interest a sin?
That's debatable.
I don't know if the Bible said it's clearly like you're doing something wrong, but it definitely condemns it's not something you should be doing and definitely not for believers.
You know, it's not something, especially as Christians, it does frown upon it.
Some people say it fully is a sin.
And I think it leans towards the fact that, yeah, like we're not supposed to have a system of bankers and banking and interest.
Our vision of a Christian society and culture is about cultivating a proper high trust society and building like they're doing in Aranya in South South Africa, you know, where like you sort of like you pay back the society and the culture with something in the future or you know, you're bringing kids, you're having children.
Like, you know, and I'm not opposed to fractional percentage.
Like, for instance, like, you know, I'm not opposed to almost like having a tax on people who don't have kids, you know, and then giving people who have four kids zero taxes.
Like, I'm not opposed to that kind of stuff, like rewarding good behavior in having a compromise with some of the non-Christians and stuff like that, you know, like, because not everyone's Christian anymore.
But I think it's a slippery slope like gay marriage or anything when everyone goes, oh, gay marriage, what are the chances?
What's going to happen?
We're going to start teaching your kids about butt fucking in school.
And then like 10 years later, that's what they're doing.
And then they're calling us bigots for being against it.
I think with usury, it's like, is it a sin?
Maybe a little bit is not if you're really just doing it for accountability.
But if it turns into a system of money lending, not just individuals, then it can quickly become problematic.
And God knows the love of money corrupts.
And when you start realizing you can make money by simply the exchange of money, that's really corrupting because it's, it's no work.
And so now you're just a fucking asshole.
And now you're just manipulating people and you're using people.
And the people need money to build houses and to do things.
Now you're taking advantage of people.
And if there's only so many people involved, now you're manipulating markets and it leads to a fucked up society.
So I think that's what usury is.
It's like, it's like taking advantage.
It's like unfair interest.
And that's what we live in today.
And it never started that way.
And it was, didn't start that way.
But I think, you know, Wilson and the others out there knew they fucked up when they handed our because I think he was blackmailed for an affair or something like that.
I don't, I mean, people have other theories, but I think, you know, there was a time if you had an affair, it could ruin your whole life.
You know what I mean?
And now people are just like, oh, that's crazy.
That's, you know, whatever.
No one, no one cares about anything anymore.
It's really, everyone's jaded, right?
It's, it's not good.
Everything's, but there was a time in life where like, you know, one thing could ruin your whole life.
And I think he got blackmailed.
And I think there was also promises too about, you know, I mean, just the kind of way they got us involved in World War I and everything.
It's like a politician in his power and he wants to stay in power.
And when you talk about, you know, I mean, it gets really in detail.
You can go down the rabbit, the rabbit hole there.
But, but I think I think it's ignorance.
I think, didn't he, didn't he say that it was his greatest regret?
I don't know how fucked up really he was, but he said he was fucked up about it.
He was like, I have sold out my men, my country.
He, there's a really interesting quote that he said, um, where I have made the biggest mistake.
That's not the words he used, but it was something along those lines: I really fucked everybody up.
This is really, really bad.
What just happened?
This Federal Reserve thing is a mess.
Um, it is, dude.
And that's just a private company siphoning off our money with interest.
I've never known another system, so I can't fathom a system where there's a set amount of money that we all trade around with more and more people entering the system.
Bitcoin, yeah, technically, technically, but you can always make more crypto.
They can, that's true, but with Bitcoins, they can constantly be divided in half up to one Satoshi, which we've never seen.
What's the value of one Satoshi is like one trillionth of a cent or something at this moment?
I don't know, it's very, very, very, very small.
But eventually it'll hit a cap where, like, if one Satoshi is a trillion dollars, that money is no longer usable.
We need a new currency, but you could always spin up another crypto, but then like you could just constantly spin up new crypto where there's a set amount of it coming out.
I want to see a crypto that deflates on its own, where the longer it sits in your account, the less of it you have.
So, you're encouraged to spend the fucking shit like current.
They call it currency because it's supposed to move around like a current, like an electrical current.
By the way, Shadow Fong dropped a super chat that prior to having this conversation, we should all take a moment to reflect on the fact that Jews make 40% of all campaign contributions to both parties.
And that's like 4% of the population or 1.3% or something like that.
This is right, Amshel Rothschild, the Baron from the 1500s, what is the Austrian Bears of Baron in like the in Europe somewhere, and he was Jewish, so he started a banking family, sent his three sons to London, Paris.
Uh, because so we've talked about this on the show, and I finally got my dad to agree with me on this.
Is I said this on Tim's show too, though, was that in the last days, the Bible predicts that Israel would be reformed.
Okay, the nation.
It predicted this would happen after they it says that it'll come back together and they'll return to their land.
And the only reason why Jews were ever the, and I don't even believe these are really Jews, by the way, but whenever Jews were Kicked out is because they were disobedient to God.
And he would say that they were hardened and that their hearts were hardened because they were far from God.
And I'm not going to just judge Jews.
If any of us are far from God, our hearts get hardened.
I just went through a season right now, just a lot of stress and problems, and I realized I was far from God.
It's really easy to get far from God, right?
It doesn't require any work.
It just requires not doing work.
It's like getting fat.
You just have to stop paying attention.
And then you get fat automatically because the food's designed to do it.
So that's how the sickness of sin works.
You just stop paying attention and focusing on God.
You focus on yourself, your work, anything else, and you become corrupted.
And the issue is then you look back and you don't, you know, like God's an anchor.
He's like, he's like a point.
You don't realize how far you drifted until you look back at God and you go, oh my gosh, I'm so far.
Luckily, he can draw us back.
But I look at this and so I don't want to judge the Jews because, you know, after they killed Jesus, as the Bible says, in the Jews, they killed Jesus.
Even though the Romans ordered the execution, it was at their request.
The Bible uses the phrase they killed him.
It says that after they lied to deceive about his body being stolen, that God hardened their hearts, right?
One day they would repent, but he'd harden their hearts.
Now, it doesn't say that he ever softens their hearts or when they come back that they repent.
Whenever they came back in the last days or in the end times, they were going to come back and it wasn't going to be in a state of repentance.
They were going to be in a still state of hard-heartedness.
And when anyone like you or I, which I want to make it personal, has a hard heart.
If we're, if we're deep in sin, you know, if you're in like a sexual degeneracy cocaine binge or you're in a deep porn, you know, hole where you're looking at fucked up shit all the time, or, you know, or you're just, you know, pursuing money and you're stepping on people or you're gossiping.
That's what a lot of people suffer with.
You're just gossiping about people and just creating train wrecks in your relationships.
Okay.
When you're in that position, further and further you go, sin doesn't, sin always keeps you longer than you wanted to stay, takes you further than you wanted to go and costs you more than you wanted to spend.
Nobody just gets into heroin.
Nobody just gets into infidelity.
Nobody just gets into fucked up porn.
Nobody just starts committing robberies.
Like it always starts with something small and then eventually you get more and more numb to your actions and then you suddenly can do greater and greater sins, right?
It's like, that's why porn's dangerous.
It leads you to more and more, you know, to acting out on it.
Or that's why, you know, petty theft, you have to stop your kids when they're young because it can turn into bigger issues.
And so when they, we've had like, you know, nearly two millennia of the Jews being away from God and they've been serving witchcraft, right?
You have all this, you know, Kabbalah and all this strange stuff, the Talmud, this very satanic stuff, the Antichrist.
They've been following like anti-anti-God, you know, doctrine for like nearly 2,000 years now.
And they've rejected their savior.
They've rejected the Messiah.
And now they're coming back into society into power in the last couple hundred years and enough power to even start a few, well, orchestrate a few world wars and fund them and get their country back.
Whether or not they're the real Hebrew Israelites or they're sort of a sect of something, that's up to the debate.
That's pretty severe.
Christians got to realize that.
You have people whose hearts are hardened against Christ and you're defending these people and you're, you know, think they're like you, but they want your destruction.
You got to be careful, man.
It's, you know, it's like, it's like looking at white women who hate racism and then get shot in South Chicago.
You don't need to be a racist and call people the N-word to know that if you're a white, pretty white woman walking around two in the morning in South Chicago, you might get into some trouble.
That's, you're retarded if you don't know how black communities are, you know?
So just because you don't like racism doesn't mean that it isn't true.
Those places are violent and dangerous, even if all black people aren't.
So even if a lot of Jews are good and not all Jews are evil and there's not every Jew is a part of a conspiracy, there is a conspiracy of Jews that are working together to bring about this end and to bring about the temple and bring about the antichrist.
And they take advantage of a lot of Jews who, you know, they tell them they're anti-Semitic.
Shield themselves using the average stupid Jew to make them think that kind of like if you come after Kamala, you're sexist or racist rather than just you know, whatever.
They use Jews as a shield to keep your eyes off the ones who are really orchestrating shit.
So, if you try to go after, like, you know, like the ADL or something, you know, like these terrible people, Jonathan Greenblatt, then you're an anti-Semite and all the Jews start attacking you and they're just useful idiots.
That's my opinion.
The average Jew is a useful idiot for the orchestrators.
I'm going to go to a two-minute break real fast and go put my kid in the bedroom.
So we'll see you guys in two minutes.
Hold up.
I got to go do this one second.
All right, we're back.
No, I was going to say, I think you're confusing.
This is what I think, and I mean this respectfully to you.
I think this is where I got really confused and the way I was taught incorrectly, but why I think we get confused.
So Jesus was a Hebrew.
He was an Israelite, right?
He's a king of the Jews, but he wasn't like a Kazarian European Talmudic religious Jew, right?
He didn't, the Talmud didn't exist and he didn't serve the current.
The religion of Judaism today was invented later after Jesus, right?
So there was no Judaism.
There was just, there was the Pentateuch, there was Mosaic law, which is what you're talking about, the Ten Commandments, which is the Bible.
But now they follow the Talmud, which is a different book.
So Christians is Judaism as what it should have been.
It's the continuation of the line of David.
And then we share it and we're grafted in it says, as like we, there's neither Jew nor Greek.
The Bible is clear on that now.
There's neither, we're all one in Christ.
And so, you know, the first Christians were Bible, were were Hebrews.
They were Israelites, right?
They were from Israel.
These are the first Christians.
So I don't hate them.
But the reality was, is also the greatest persecutor of Christians from the very beginning has been Jews because one of the most prolific Jewish, maybe people, semantics, some people disagree with my word Jewish there, but one of the first, you know, Paul, who wrote the majority of the New Testament, Jewish, right?
Or Hebrew.
And he was famous for what?
Killing all the Christians.
He was named Saul, and he led the martyrdom to murder all the believers.
And then he ended up becoming through a radical transformation on the road to Emmaus or whatever.
He ended up seeing the like and the scales in his eyes, you know, ended up having the hands laid on him.
He ended up becoming one of the greatest apostles of all time.
Even then, he had problems because he wasn't technically following Christ at the same time.
I don't think anyone can hear what's going on in the background.
Yeah, he's feeling it.
But he's sick actually right now.
So that's why he's waking up a little bit of like, he's like teething and stuff.
No, but so like, so my point is, is that from the beginning, we saw that Jews were persecuting Christians and they still are to this day.
And it's only recently in the last like 70, 80 years with the, you know, the movement of this non-denominational Christianity did Christians start thinking Jews were on the same side when in reality, they think the Talmuds that Jesus is burning in like feces and like, he's like, he's like, they, they mock Christ.
I mean, if you hear Ben Shapiro, Ben Shapiro has said the most detestable things about Jesus.
It makes me sick.
So, I mean, like, I'm saying they're not, Talmudic Jews are not the same thing as Messianic Jews, which there are Messianic Jews, which is a lot of them, that believe in the Bible and follow Jesus and are still Jews.
And then there's Talmudic Jews, which are satanic, which is like a witchcraft, which is what Ben Shapiro.
I love that stuff, like learning about that stuff.
I love like shapes and patterns because they say the word of God is important.
And I think if you ever study cymatics, the scientific branch of science where vibration will cause matter to change shape.
So like they'll put sand on a membrane and then they'll turn the frequency up and every certain frequencies and the sand will like change and you'll see like a star pattern and then they'll up the frequency and it'll like change into like seven star pattern.
They'll keep going and the vibration itself.
So I think what happened was a long time ago, dudes were sitting around on the beach and they stretched out some goat skin and threw some sand on and they're going um, and they're all humming, and the sounds they make create these patterns, and then they take the pattern and they write it down and then they say, this is the letter.
Oh, this is the letter that makes this sound.
Oh, because that sound makes this letter so literally, it's like the word, and I think the Kabbalah is tapping into that, like reverse engineering of God's word, of cymatics.
I guess I would think that your relationship with god it permeates transcends the three-dimensional realm that you could worship him in, in the pits of a volcano or on the top of a mountain, it doesn't really matter where or him.
I called god, him which I normally just considered a shape, a vibration or sense of an aura or something.
But but there is sense, memory and matter like, like patterns of recognition and matter.
So I can see how, like a temple where people worshiped for 10 000 years and experienced god's presence for 10 000 years would be a place that you could go and more readily tap into that vibration.
So I can see that, but I would hope that you'd still feel confident enough to be able to tap into it elsewhere.
Well yeah because well, the Bible is clear that he's omniscient, he's Omnipotent, right?
He's everywhere.
He's all-knowing.
So they do believe that, but like, but we're talking about not, this isn't Genesis or Exodus.
We're talking about like Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy, like the law, right?
So set out, it's very clear that, like, basically, that where the presence of God was, that there was, you know, there's it's very ritualistic and it's very clear.
About, I don't know if you've ever read all the rituals, have you?
No, it's really ritualistic.
It's fascinating.
Like, just the intricacy of the jewels that have to be on the high priest's outfit and you know, the idea of like the fact that it's, it was so severe to go in the Holy of Holies.
The high priest, only the high priest could go in.
That's where the present, the spirit of God was.
And he had to have bells on him because if like if you got, if you, if you even touched, you know, the wrong part of the area, you would be struggling.
You don't think, you don't think God is you don't think God like the force of God.
I would like to pontificate this with you because I don't claim to understand this.
But if God's like presence or anointing, right?
If God is all powerful, which I believe he is, and God is perfect, and there's no fault in him at all.
It's really comforting, by the way, guys.
If you ever feel a lot of shame and guilt because of your own mistakes, and then you feel like you can't get close to God or come to God because he's so perfect, you need to reposition your heart because it's actually comforting because it's like no matter how much you screw up, God's character is the same.
Yeah, but I'm saying, but it also could be if we took it literally, if we took this literally, which I do, and I will get to the super chats later, guys.
I know you guys sent a lot of good ones, and I will read them.
What the heck?
Okay, I'm going down here.
I wonder.
So obviously, the Trinity is difficult for a lot of people to understand, like the three in one, one and three.
And there were these three spirits and they were a woman.
It was these energy beings, like high-frequency people.
They were like personas.
They had persona and they were high frequency.
That was it.
It was like, I was seeing a higher frequency because that thing was tilted away.
I could perceive it.
And I asked the guy, there was a feminine energy persona and then a masculine one and another masculine one further back.
And later I asked him with my thoughts, are you God?
And he no.
I was like, what is God?
And he showed me a vortex, like a tornado, and that it was the center of the universe, this black, super massive black hole.
He didn't know.
He was guessing.
And then you look at every proton, according to Nassim Harriman's short style proton equation that he's figured out is that every proton is two protons revolving around each other at the speed of light.
These vortexes, they're everywhere, man.
It's like permeating reality.
So God is both one, this universal core structure, and it's everything spinning around all of us, like through us.
And you can see it from different perspectives, like just different levels.
But so I started, I've ceased to call God a spirit.
Yes, it's the spirit of God, but there's also, so the God the Father, God the Son, and then the Holy Spirit.
So there's like the spirit of God, and there's the Father, and then there's the Son.
And it's like, to me, trying to, I wonder if we're limited, if we're like parameters put on a computer system, right?
It can only compute what it's programmed to do.
It's not AI.
I think that there's parameters put on our consciousness.
And that's why we have to have faith or different concepts were created like faith, because reasoning alone is not enough to grasp certain concepts.
And, you know, that's why people think they're smart.
It's pride and ego.
And they only believe in reasoning.
People that don't believe in God or spiritual world, they think they're better than everyone, right?
It's a form of ego.
They're like, they think they're intelligent or they've somehow ascertained something.
But in reality, they're just, they're just part of them is dead, right?
You just haven't awakened a certain part of your life yet.
You don't know what's really going on.
And there's a spiritual life.
I know that because I was agnostic for like most of my life.
And then I didn't become spiritually awake until I was 19, right?
So, and I'm only 31 now.
So I spent more time spiritually dead than alive.
Of course, I did mushrooms and stuff, but and I saw demons and things like that in like forms.
And I started becoming awake.
I started becoming familiar with it.
But then when I had that transformation, like when I, when I realized I was created, not by accident, but on purpose.
And therefore, because I was created, all designs have a purpose.
Then there was a reason for my existence.
It changed my whole world.
And then that's when the devil started really fighting for my soul, you know, because I think that's when darkness, I think, I think they, I think they see, I think we're marked with something.
I personally believe that we're marked spiritually.
And I think that the demons and the, and there's more than just demons, by the way, the Bible is clear on this.
There's like principalities, spirits, which like, there's like, you know, dominion, you know, demons, there's demons and fallen angels locked under rivers, right?
That are two, they control plagues, right?
So there's like, they, they cause illnesses, right?
And the Bible talks about demons causing bent backs and stuff.
So there's illnesses related to possession.
And also there's obviously like, you know, there's spirit of lust and all these types of things, right, that are out there.
Some people call it the Jezebel spirit, but related to sins.
And then because of principalities, that's why there's different temptations, different places you go.
Because that's why like porn tends to take like a, like a city and then they produce it somewhere because there's like demonic principalities that control that stuff.
And then so there's portals.
That means there's portals.
That means there's places only spirits can go.
So it like, so like this stuff's really important, right?
Which is why there's like satanic holy spots.
You know, and if you read church teachings and things over the years, this stuff is, you know, not always just in the Bible, but it's been taught for thousands of years and people know about this stuff.
It's, it's scary to me because no matter where you go in the world, no matter what religion you hit, no matter where you go, everybody knows that there's a spiritual world out there.
And everyone's had encounters and it's not by accident.
Like it's not by, it's because we're spiritual people.
And only recently we've used, we've, we've pushed that out.
I thought you said that when you realize you're created by God for a purpose, that's when Satan or evil really started to tug at you.
It's like they say power corrupts and it is so powerful to understand that you are created with a purpose.
And when you realize there's a reason for your creation, that's like, yo, now I've got the power and now I'm tempted because that power is wanted elsewhere.
Maybe it's just a vacuous force of nature that's like, I need to fill the vacuum of space with your energy now that you have it and it wants it and it wants you to go there.
This is actually what, this is, this is what freaked me out and put me on a spiritual path towards being trying to understand if I had had a creator because like, okay, I'm not going to say, I've said it before on previous shows, but now because of just how many people hate me and stuff, I'm going to try to leave as many.
It was someone close to me and I was young and I was a teenager and I was in my house and something was like happening to the person and I thought maybe they were going through a bad trip or something like that.
So I put my hands on them to like help them and then some spirit entered into my body and I fell in a hole.
So my soul left control of my, so I got possessed and someone took over my consciousness and I lost control of my consciousness.
And I describe it as a physical depression because this is what gave me, people wonder where I came up with the example of what's depression like depression is like when someone removes the floor from you and you're falling, but there's no ground to stand on.
I learned that from when I got possessed because I experienced total despair.
It was like you were falling.
Your spirit was like shriveled and falling in an abyss with no, with no floor.
So you and there was nothing to grab.
You were just in darkness and your consciousness was in a free fall.
And that's what happens when you detach, right?
You can, the spirit can take over.
And I think I didn't realize, even though I did see demons and stuff on shrooms at my old friend Brian's house and stuff, I didn't, I didn't know if I was just tripping out or if it was like real, right?
You know, people say like, I saw the devil in the me and you're young, you're like 14, you don't really know what's going on.
But it was when I actually had a spirit in my body that, you know, and I gained nothing from this stuff.
Like, dude, I work in news media and stuff.
Like, this shit only discredits me, right?
This only discredits my reputation, only discredits my reliability.
So there's no reason to say it.
Like, I, yeah, it just, it's a discrediting thing, right?
Like, it stopped me from getting jobs.
It makes me seem like crazy.
But, but I feel in, you know, in my heart of hearts that I've never experienced anything like that.
It wasn't the drugs.
It wasn't anything.
I think I opened up into a portal and into like a spiritual realm.
And that really scared me because I realized that evil was real.
You know, and that's that before I knew the light, I knew the darkness.
I got familiar with darkness, but the caveat is, guys, and I remind people of this, I was experimenting with satanic occult ritualism at the time.
Going to satanic holy sites like Hell's Gates, going in like the Whittier Hills to the seance circles and stuff.
And like, you know, that's one of the holy sites right there in the Whittier Hills in LA.
And, you know, they drag satanic people kill women and drag their bodies, dump them.
There's a lot of crazy shit that happens there.
You can still go up there probably to this, not probably, you can go up to this day, Hell's Gates, and you can go, see, there's all these weird, you know, bones and skulls.
And there's all, it's one of the top holy sites in the satanic world.
What's that called?
It's Hell's Gates.
They call it near Hell's Gates because of this secure perimeter area.
But you can go to the Whittier Hills, type in Hell's Gates.
There's a direct name for it, but I don't want to invoke the name.
I'm just giving the slang names.
I don't, I don't like to say it, you know, like you don't want to, but you can look up Whittier Hills, Hell's Gate, and you'll see the real name for it and the valley and everything.
But, but yeah, so I think, and I think that sometimes, I think sometimes it scares me even more when I do wrong now because you realize how dark darkness is and you wonder why you don't learn or why you're not living your life to be as close to the light as possible.
If you know how dark the world can be, why do you even dabble or toy with sin?
Why do you even dabble and play with darkness when you when you yourself know you met spirits, right?
I mean, you've you've seen them and they're not fake.
Those are real, right?
Those are the, are those like the guides that typically meet people in the world?
I was perceiving a higher frequency, but I was also still in this realm because I hadn't, I only vaped a little bit.
I didn't break through.
So I knew I was still in the bed, but I was sensing them as well.
And I was like, oh, this is so beautiful.
And they want me.
This is a good one.
And I think what happens is whatever temper your body is at is the spirit you teleport to when you go in.
Like you were tempering your body in those dark places.
So when you attached to this dark energy, it for whatever reason, either overpowered because I used to do body work on people for a living and I would get exhausted.
This was the extent of what I was experiencing because I would go and not tripping in any way, not using the drugs at the time.
And I would just come out feeling tired and like, oh, I feel like I'm taking on energy.
But had I had my spirit open, my eye, spirit eye open when I went, I'm sure I would have experienced like what you're talking about, this depressive conduit where it's like you're falling into an abyss that's in, there is no end.
There's no floor to it.
It's like, it's like, I don't even know how to explain it with words.
Like you're, you're, the void has, it's, it's almost transcendent.
Like I want to, I want to use the right words here.
Like what I'm getting from what you're saying and sort of how I've interpreted some of this has been is well, we can get a little metaphysical here, right?
The string theory, the intersecting parallel universes, you know, multiplicity, sort of like the idea that for every type of molecule we see, there's like, you know, there's matter, there's antimatter.
Can kind of detect it and see its movement in the way it actually has an effect on matter.
Or, like, you know, we don't exactly, we, we know about molecules and how they stay together, but really, we don't know how the forces at hand really do stick together at a proton level, proton, neutron, how it all kind of goes together in a particulate matter, right?
We can only see so far into this stuff.
And we don't, we, we, well, we do know nanoparticles, it goes down even more, but but meaning every time we think we know something, we find out it's deeper and it's deeper.
And it's always fascinated me about the idea of like antimatter and parallel universe, the idea of intersecting different forms of matter.
Because obviously, the best way to understand this for an average person, because it still blows my mind today, is like the color spectrum.
Like, we can detect other colors, but we still cannot see it.
No matter how much we can detect it, no matter how much we can create instruments that can see, no matter how much we can explain that other animals, you know, explain things or see things, like we can never force our eyes to see in the infrared.
And we still, we still have to, on different scales or different spectrums, we still have to convert colors to what our eyes can see because they're just colors that we cannot see because the frequencies cannot be detected.
And so, there's, there's things that we understand exist, but, but cannot be, can only be proven through detection, not through experience.
And so, to me, it's like with drugs, it's kind of like the same thing.
It's like you kind of have to do it to experience it.
You can't really prove it to someone or like explain it.
It's like it can only be detected.
And then, when you see that, to me, I always thought it was less like you're going to another world, as people say, like, oh, you're going to this world to the fact that you're actually, like you said, your eyes are opening to something else.
Like, there's another frequency or something.
You're opening up a part of your brain to receive light or energy that you normally are unable to detect.
So, you're seeing a parallel universe that almost exists on top of what you're already in.
I sensed them, as you were saying, that I could feel that opening into that realm of frequency.
I, once I woke up and my phone was at eye level, and I saw infrared going, it looked like it was going into the phone because my perception was closing around it.
And like, I felt like the front of my brain twisted shut and it went into, and it disappeared and it was back to normal light.
And I had been smoking pot before I fell asleep.
So, I was obviously some drugs had changed some chemistry in my brain to see that perception, but it was definitely infrared.
It was not just red light, it was infrared light.
Only time I've ever perceived it.
So, it is, we can perceive it, but I think we're blocked off to it for a reason so that we can feed these bodies.
Like, we have to desensitize to this high frequency in order to survive this realm to feed these things so that we can.
Because here's, here's my contention with this: is I think some of these things, like I, I believe that the story of Adam and Eve, which I believe is true, you know, everyone talks about the apple, right?
But there's no such, there's no mention of an apple in the Bible.
That's just a child thing.
There's a tree of knowledge of good and evil, so a plant.
And when you do these drugs, it sort of wakens you up spiritually, maybe in a way that, you know, God seems to use it.
Like a lot of people tend to awaken spiritually, but I think more people go down confusing paths from psychedelics when they get too into it.
I think psychedelics can be used as medication to cure depression and different things.
I think that God created these plants for a purpose.
And I think that, you know, just like ecstasy was created, what, to help with, you know, marriage counseling, right, to open people up.
And I don't see there's anything wrong with that.
If you, you know, if you're, if you're really far away using drugs to try to open each other up because you've got decades of hardship, I don't see anything wrong with experimenting with medications.
You know, I mean, I think SSRIs are psychedelics and all that stuff too.
I don't, I don't like that stuff.
But I think that, you know, I think mushrooms is a great cure for depression.
Micro-dosing mushrooms.
That's how I cured mine, man.
It fixed the chemistry in my brain.
Forever, I don't suffer with depression.
Get into depression sometimes, like, you know, like, like, but that's just my actions.
Like, oh, I'm just not eating well and I'm just not exercising.
And so I get in this like depressive state, but I just change my actions.
But I had like medical, like, I couldn't get it out.
I'd exercise, I ate healthy for years, and I just couldn't.
I felt like, you know, debilitated.
And shrooms fixed that.
I read about it and it fixed it.
So I'm not against that.
But this idea of are these good entities, are they of God?
Is what I want your opinion on.
Are they from God?
Because if they're not from God, are they from the devil?
Or is this something in between?
Like the Bible says where there's like, like, like there are demons, there are, there are spiritual powers, they're powers of the air, right?
Like the Bible uses this.
This is, this is biblical terminology, you know, like they're powers of the air.
Like, I might have been seeing my own spirit in that realm when I was looking at them and talking to them.
We have spirits.
We have energy fields around us.
They're called, what do you call it?
Like the human dynamo.
You have a dynamo, this magnetic field that surrounds your body, which is essentially a high-frequency energy field.
If a spirit, maybe the spirit can see that when it looks at you, I don't know.
But like with mushrooms, the way you go into the experience is determining whether or not it's going to be evil or good, whether it's of the devil or of God.
Like I've had mushroom experiences where I've been very open in a state of love and had the healing.
And I've had them when I'm stressed and I go in and I'm angry and it's like the devil realm.
And like, it just depends on what I've done to myself to temper my body before I experience the free.
Because really like hell on earth, hell and heaven are right here right now.
How we treat our reality is determining whether we live in a sense of hell or heaven on earth.
Like this is a kind of a heaven that we're in right now.
This, this, this, this level is, is very, very good.
It's very calm.
It's very generous.
It's very warm.
We're helping people as far as I can tell.
And it could easily be out there in the rain and starving in like a hell.
So like that, and that transpires, it just kind of is a fractal into the spirit realm.
Some people can be in a, I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't want to talk about some people and assume things.
Like I was going to say that you could be in a bad state of mind and go into the spirit realm and be in heaven, but I don't know if that's really the case.
Yeah, like look, look, listen to some of these verses.
I mean, like, these are just picturesque, right?
Like, Ezekiel 1.4, you should just read through this one up.
It's like, I looked and I saw a windstorm coming out of the north, an immense cloud flashing with lightning and surrounded by a brilliant light.
The center of the fire looked like a glowing metal.
And in the fire was that looked like a four living creatures.
In appearance, the form was that of a man.
He goes on to mention, but each of them had four faces and four wings.
The creature sped back and forth like flashing light.
This was the appearance and structure of the wheels.
They sparkled like crystallite, and all four looked like each appeared to be made like a wheel intersecting a wheel.
It's like the angels that we're looking at.
And like, it's like, I don't want to, that's not what I was looking.
I was looking at Ezekiel.
But like, he's explaining that he gets, they get visions into heaven and things and like see what the world's really like and what the spirits are like.
And it's nothing like some, you know, studly white guy, you know, with some wings.
And it's like, and it's like, I don't know why in Christianity, we have this such watered down, like, you know, like Adam and Eve and fig leafs, you know, with an apple and then like a little nice guy with wings.
Like, why don't we present Christianity lore, which I believe is true, but we present it like the way it is?
Why do we, why do we present Greek mythology?
Like it's this great thing, right?
When Greek mythology just comes from Christianity, because all of these, you know, half God, half men, and, you know, all these things just come from, this is just Nephilim, right?
This is just the, you know, the angels having sex with humans and creating these super gods and maybe even having sex with animals and creating like centaurs and stuff.
Like this stuff is probably real, right?
I mean, this is this is this is a different corruption age, right?
When like they were in, you know, in interacting with beasts.
Yeah, like weird, because we can do that now today.
Chimeras, we can, we can create, you know, hybrid animals.
So it could, it could happen back then too with spiritual DNA.
It's like, I don't know why Christianity doesn't go after like this stuff.
Like show people.
Something like angels, like angels are there.
It's like, dude, angels are beings that would terrify you and kill you if you looked at them maybe because you might have a heart attack from just the experience.
Like, why don't people say the truth about like God, like how grand God is in his creation?
Why is it we always have to make God like frufy and gay?
Yeah, to claim you know what God is is hubris, in my opinion.
Like it's, it's something.
I believe it's real.
If the spirits don't even know, I'm like, it just, I don't know.
I think of it as the subatomic spin, all this, all these spinners that are spinning up molecules or protons and neutrons and electrons like fermions and bosons.
Like I picture trillions of spinners all moving at once, kind of gestating and squeezing this reality.
And that's like my, whenever I want to meditate, I align and visualize all these spinning particles.
But that's just one way to look at it.
But with the angels, like, are they scary or not?
It's up to you.
When I went into that realm the last time, first it was just, I saw ribbons of like alphanumeric patterns.
I vaped the DMT and I was like, oh, I saw the alphanumeric pattern shapes of like an A and like a sideways L. Some of them were real letters.
Some were like numbers, a four on its side.
They weren't real numbers or letters, but they were shapes like them.
And they were in a ribbon pattern.
Then the ribbon was moving.
And then the ribbon was flowing around three-dimensionally and took on the outline of this woman's arm.
And then the woman appeared through that, was waving me towards her.
And then I saw the other beings and then they started to kind of take on a shimmering color, like all the colors shimmering into this one white shimmer that became kind of a burst of white light.
And then I needed more of the chemical to see them more clearly.
And that was like, and I felt like I could be afraid, but I will choose not to.
I'll choose to be calm.
That was DMT or asked DMT.
And I chose to be calm.
I could have picked.
I could have went the fear route and then they would have taken on demonic fear shapes because I've had friends that smoke DMT and they're like, I saw a jester with jagged teeth, impatient.
And I'm like, well, that's you.
That's an aspect of you.
If you go into it in that state of mind, impatient with the fear of yourself or your think that you're being laughed at your whole life.
But when you're calm, I was calm and then they took on these beings of love.
So it's like how you experience them is defines what you're going to experience.
I also think that that goes on to explain all of life.
Like I watched this great video I showed my wife where I was, she was like, someone's like, I don't have an anger problem.
Everyone just needs to stop pissing me off.
And it's sort of that's a human condition.
Like I've noticed where it's really easy.
Here's my recommendation to men.
When you start hyper-focusing on what your wife's not doing, it usually means you have problems in your own life that you need to get in order.
Because if you are of your life in order, you can usually control your wife, you know, in terms of like as a leader and not in terms of like what people think it is, but you can, you, you are the energy of your family as a husband and you do set the tone.
You are the headship.
You're the leader.
And so if you're safe and secure and you're leading well, they'll feel safe and secure and you'll have a good marriage and they'll be more obedient.
They'll be more submissive and you'll have a really great marriage with great dynamics because they feel what?
What do they want?
Protection and provision, right?
They want stability and they want that so that they can feel nurtured and that they can let that soft side out.
If you're not getting sex, if you're not getting what these things, there's a problem with the way that you're leading the marriage.
And of course, obviously there are, there are, you know, exceptions to this because a lot of modern women are really fucking ass.
But I'm talking about more traditional, good, good girls and stuff, right?
We're talking about not corrupted people.
Maybe your bitch is just crazy, but maybe you're crazy, right?
And that's what I think is interesting.
We always think everyone else is crazy.
It's everyone else's fault.
And sometimes I've seen people in miserable situations still have a great life because why?
They focused on refining who they are.
Because sometimes I think that we spend so much outwardly.
This is why it's dangerous running a political cultural podcast because you get a lot of people who are really invested in external problems, but they are their personal lives are a mess and they don't really work on their own life.
Like you get a lot of people who are invested in this in this industry that are really pro-family and really believe in people having a lot of kids and like furthering the right race or something.
But like I always joke, all the white supremacists I know are married to Asians.
And it's like, so you want to further the white race, but you marry Asians.
And then the joke is, is everyone I know that's the most pro-family doesn't have any kids.
And so sometimes you're so obsessed with the idea and the notion and the knowledge that you don't actually end up living out and like, you know, putting into practice what you, what you care about or like living out the life that you know is good for you.
And I think that's what drugs kind of do too, is it sort of like takes the inside.
I don't even like call psychedelics drugs.
It's more like a, like a, like an interaction.
It's like a chemical.
And it like it requires you for once to not look from the inside out, but from like the outside in.
And it sort of like invokes an internal, like you, you, your eyes flip and you see into your optic nerves and down into your heart.
And that's why like the eyes of the window to the soul.
So like it does it, it does a soul reversal.
And that soul reversal, that's what I see.
It's like you see yourself.
It's the people who don't do it, the visuals are like 10% of it.
It's the psychosomatic nature of what you experience where all of a sudden you're confronted with seeing who you are and that you often don't like it.
It's really scary.
You go, that's me.
Like I'm materialistic.
What's even the point of this?
Like, oh, I just grew up poor.
And like, I just like things because I have no value.
I don't have like good friends.
And so I find worth in things.
And you start seeing things like, oh my gosh.
And you, you understand that materialism's plagued your heart and you never thought about it, you know, like, and like that, that kind of stuff scares me, you know?
I've noticed that parasites in your body, because I think you are a colony of creatures, of bacteria, of fungus, of viruses, of pathogens, of protozoa or whatever, all kind of mind control you.
They're all vying for power and structure.
And like the, like, if you eat a piece of cheese, the bacteria that goes into you on that cheese gets in you and starts giving your body symbol, like electrical signals of I want more of what I eat, which is that cheese.
So you'll get a craving or something like that.
So you do the psychedelic and you see these demons or whatever the fuck, you're seeing your own parasites.
Like it's an aspect of your own self that you're seeing.
And that's why these cleanses are so amazing spiritually.
They lighten you.
I feel this lightness that is indescribable after the intestinal cleanse.
The mucoid plaque that came out of me, this lining of the inner intestine that you have that most people probably have.
Just in one six hours, it's just a hose, literally like a hose of mucus that's been in me for 20 years or God knows how long it's been building and growing, all flushed.
And that was amazing.
And then a liver flush where the bile ducts soften and open up from all these fluids we're taking on the fast and all these gallstones come out in like a matter of hours.
They're these little green like balls of cholesterol that are produced by your liver just flushed.
And I'm like, wow.
And that's you're encouraged before you do an ayahuasca ceremony to do these cleanses.
That's a big part of the cere of the experience itself is the cleansing.
Otherwise, you're going to fucking puke and feel like shit.
And then when you see the spirits, they're going to be angry because that's you, your own body, viscerally in pain that you didn't even know you had.
You're becoming sensitive to like the numbed, your numbed experience.
It was a company called Zen Cleanse that I did, and it was encouraged by a friend of mine.
And it was like a seven-day fast that we would, every hour, we would take like powder, which was like powdered fruit and vegetable powder, and drink this, this gel, this like vinegar juice and warm alkaline water for six days for five days.
And it was like day, well, the first day was with psyllium husk and the husk attached to the goo, the mucoid plaque, and just how'd you feel?
Find things that are acidic and stop putting them in your body, like wheat, sugar can produce a lot of acid because what will happen if the lymph gets the lymph is like your sewage system, your body's sewage system, whereas the blood is like the intake water that you would, that your body uses.
The lymph is the outflow.
And so if it gets too acidic, your cells can't shit into the lymph properly because it's too acidic.
They'll just hold it in.
They'll get really hot and then they'll split in half to survive.
That's what they call cancer.
So you want to make sure your lymphatic system is alkalized to the right pH so your cells can dump their waste in.
And like foods like orange melon and blueberry are two of the best lymph cleansing.
So we want to have a lot of kids because I think it's really important to create more spiritual beings or the vessels, right?
So to use your body to create the vessels and God puts the spirit in them.
I don't know how it all works, but there's a moment when the spirit meets.
I think it happens At insemination, like I think, not insemination, but uh, fertilization.
Sorry, um, I think it happens, like the spirit meets it, and that's why I think the argument about abortion is wrong because I think that people are arguing about when the being is awake and they're talking about when we're aware of the human body taking form, but I think the spirit's already there, and that's why I think plan B is a form of abortion.
But we'll die, I'll digress.
We're not gonna have an abortion debate.
My point is, it's a really important topic to me.
I've done like every sin in the book besides murdering people, but I technically murdered them because the Bible says you have it, you know, basically are guilty of murder, even if you have like hate in your heart type of thing.
You have to, you have to realize the truth, right?
Murder is an action that comes from hatred or comes from bitterness.
And so maybe I haven't gone full swing, but at least I've gone there.
Is that I really have a sensitivity towards children and towards babies.
And I always have, I was going to, my, my, I was working to become a pediatrician at first.
That was my original like life goal.
And having a kid, I want to have as many kids as possible.
I love, I love my son.
Like, I, I, because I'm a dude, I don't get sappy on the internet all the time.
You know, like, I don't, not Jordan Peterson.
I don't cry every 30 minutes, you know, which is good for him, but he's always crying.
He's crying.
I don't want to cry all the time.
I just think about my son like every day.
And I'm just like, this is the coolest thing.
I love him.
I'm so happy we're having a second one.
It was on accident.
So I don't know if I'm having a boy or a girl because we didn't do the boy thing.
We just had a kid on accident.
And I'm going like, like, I love this.
And I, I, I really was thinking, I'm like, you know, I need, we're going to need to adopt some kids.
I told my wife, we're going to have to adopt.
She's like, why?
I go, because a lot of people think that Christianity and loving God is about, it's narcissism.
So it's like, I need to not sin so I feel good and feel close to God.
But the reason why you want to be close to God is not just to honor him and to obey him because you love him.
That's true.
But there are also like commandments and things that the Bible recommends that are like oaths and vows, like long-term commitments to the spirit of God, things that force you to be close to God, even when you don't want to.
One of those is marriage, right?
Like an oath and a commitment that's spiritual between you, God, and someone, even if you don't like them or you're unattracted to them or they get fat or whatever happens in life, like you're committed till the end, right?
That's so that's that's that's like an oath that teaches you about God and his character, not only how to be a husband, but how a wife can be a wife and how that means something.
But also I was thinking of like the Bible, like he said, like, you know, when I was sick, you visited me.
You know, when I was in prison, you saw me.
And I was thinking about the heart of God about loving the innocence of children and these kids who don't have any choice of their own.
And they need love because I look at my son and man, he's so loved.
He's so, he's so well taken care of.
Like, like, and God's blessed us, you know, I make $90 a year.
That's great.
So he gets to eat once a month.
No, but I'm saying God's blessed us, right?
We run a shit podcast.
It does well.
And I get to live in South Florida, one of the greatest spots to live in the whole country.
And I get to stay.
God's blessed me that I get a wife to stay home.
Not everyone has, can do that.
And with that, I told my wife, I go, that's a responsibility.
You know, if God's put us in a position, and I want to remind people of this, if God's put us in a position where we have no excuses for something, maybe God's calling us to it.
Someone could say, oh, well, you know, we have no one to raise the adopted kids or we have no one to do anything.
Well, I have a stay-at-home wife.
Oh, well, we can't afford extra kids.
Well, I don't really believe in that.
I think you can make sacrifices.
You can afford a lot of kids.
I mean, my mindset is different.
And a lot of men don't want a lot of kids or women.
Me and my wife want a lot of kids.
And we unfortunately started having kids when she was like 26 or something.
So we started pretty late.
So we can only have so many.
And I was saying, like, when God puts you in a position to like where he gives you a heart that you love little kids and I care about their, they're like, I want to be a pediatrician.
I care about their well-being.
I really care when my son's healthy and good.
And we really care.
Your wife stays home.
She can raise them.
You believe in homeschooling and raising kids, right?
And you're able to do it financially.
Why would you not use your positioning that God put you another thing complaining and be like, oh, well, then we can spend more money and this and that.
Why wouldn't you say, well, God's blessed us, so why don't we use that those resources to try to carry out God's will in an oath to get us closer to God by like taking on life force that we didn't create and like stitching them into the family and sharing the love of God with them and giving them that commitment, you know,
where like maybe that's not your calling, not you, but someone watching, you know, but your calling then is to, you know, maybe go to prison and to create a lifelong relationship with someone with a lifelong sentence to go visit them weekly and to create a friendship and write them and provide them books and resources and to be there as a support for them while they spend the rest of their life in jail.
You know, like I feel like, I feel like I'm learning about God.
The reason why God wants us to be in a good place, if not so we can judge everyone.
But no, but I was, I was saying, I want to know what your thoughts on that is that I feel like we get caught up a lot in the spiritual talk, not you and I, but just people and like how to be better and be good.
But like, what is the destiny?
What is the path?
And why are you supposed to be on that?
And I think God wants us to be healthy and spiritually mature and aware and understanding because he wants to set us on like life missions and like paths that are sacrificial.
And I know that sounds really tough and I haven't adopted anyone yet.
So I'm not virtue signaling.
I'm not asking for any hoopla.
I haven't done it.
Maybe I'll never do it in my life.
But I'm like, I think God wants us to be stable and strong so we can do difficult things that he's calling us to do.
I feel like steam rooms are better for your lungs and then saunas are better for your heart.
So I'll do 20, 20, and then I'll go in and then I'll just go fill up a water bottle full of cold water, pour it all over my body, then walk into the sauna, reset, go in.
And it's been, it's dude, it's the steamroom sauna therapy has been changing my mood.
The red light, in fact, it could, I did the hot, the red light one, and the next day, my endodermis was still hot.
The skin under my was not a good sign.
It's like radiation.
So you got to be careful with radiating your skin.
It's an untested technology, but the hot rock sauna is where it's at.
And I got a shower, a cold shower right outside.
I walk out.
So I'll do 10, 15 minutes in the hot shit, 185 degrees, then out to the shower, blast myself with cold water, back, rinse off all the salt, back into the hot sauna for 15 more minutes, back out to the cold.
Fucking, dude, that's what I've been doing the last month.
And it's like, I wanted to stay up there, but now, because I didn't want to leave my sauna, but now apparently you've got a sauna.
Yeah, that's what I was going to say, not at night, but I can, I can get you an Uber up and we should go to Lifetime and hit the gym, do some weights, and then hit the steam room, then a sauna.
And there's a jacuzzi too.
But I've been going to the jacuzzi because there's a lot of sweaty Jewish people in there, fat Jewish people.
And not because they're Jewish, that doesn't matter, but they're just like, I just don't know if that's sanitary to like be in a jacuzzi.
Because obviously, Jesus is like a modern translation of like Yeshua or whatever.
So I know that it's like, I think it doesn't matter what language it's in.
I think it's like the name that you have for the one, like for the Son of God that died for your sins.
I think, I think that's where I'm not becoming, you know, Unitarian here and saying that you can define Jesus.
I'm saying, I know God knows, like you said, in our heart, from the fruit of the heart, the mouth speaks, right?
So when you're claiming and you're speaking and you're invoking the name of Jesus by authority, you know, by his authority, I think that demons flee because they're afraid of God.
And I don't think they're as strong.
I don't think that they don't think they're more powerful than the blood of God.
And I think that it's a really interesting thing that God has protected us from these spirits.
That's something that I think about too, of how good God is.
And I think maybe I'm going through a little bit of like a like I've gone through a lot of like spiritual awakenings over the years and then back into like my darkness.
I think I'm going into a moment of spiritual gratitude for realizing how unfaithful I've been to God, yet he still loves me.
It's like, it's mind-blowing.
Like I'm like, you really again, like I've gone back to the same issues, the same patterns, the same vices, the same problems, and yet you still love me.
You're still here.
And it's almost like I understand his love more now.
I'm like, it's your forgiveness is still here.
You know, I can still lay my sin at the cross.
Like, this is even more deep and fascinating than the last time that I was here.
And I don't want to make it give me agency to go do more wrong, but it's like I'm feeling like really at peace with God in these weeks and going in here going, oh my gosh, God's love is more powerful than I thought because I thought maybe I've gone too far away again and it's just the same.
And so it's like, wow, I didn't even understand God.
And now I am, you know, every time you like, God even uses your sin to like understand him, you know, it's wild.
It is like it's a level of comfort that comes from sensing that it wants you, if it is a want or if it's just a vibration that's moving you towards some goal that is seems wholesome.
It seems like it wants for me, I see it wants humanity to come together to create a space-faring civilization to better understand itself and God.
Like it seems like it wants us and it will inevitably have that happen.
And so you're always drawn back to it, whether you're in physical form or spirit form.
So when the Bible talks about the mind, you know, it talks about your thought as a war, right?
It's a battle in your mind.
And it uses the dominator and subjugator as the example, the metaphor for your thinking.
It doesn't just say you have to like control your thoughts.
It says you have to like take them captive, like almost like it's a city.
And the Bible talks about when it talks about self-control, the ability to control that oneself, right?
The ability to control one's thoughts.
It's thoughts from thoughts breed actions.
So the ability to control that.
It says like greater is a man who controls his own vessel, his own body, than a man who can take a city, right?
Then a man, it uses war.
Like it's less men are in control of their mind and their heart than there are men that are capable of conquering nations.
It's so rare.
It's such a strong thing.
It makes it stronger.
It's a greater battle, right?
The battle of the mind.
Like, because sometimes, like Romans says, Romans 5 and 6, that sometimes when you try to do good, evil is close at hand.
And when you try to do good, sometimes when your intentions do good, you actually do worse things.
You do them wrong, it says.
And it's this battle.
Like, you know, you, you, sometimes people aren't even, don't even have an addiction to porn.
And then they try to not look at porn and suddenly they're like constantly jerking off and looking at porn and they have this like massive battle because they're trying to battle it.
But I don't think like with our thoughts, let's take them captive.
Do you know what my first, you know what my first mentorship session was about?
He made me, he made me write down, and it wasn't even judgmental.
He just made me write down like all the things that make me feel shame that I've done in my life.
Rather than saying, like, write down everything you've done wrong, write down everything that's made you feel shame and guilt and just write it down and we're going to discuss it.
And that was the scariest thing.
Like, I mean, I can go speak in front of 10,000 people, you know, at turning point or something.
I can go on any show.
I can go on nightly news in front of millions of people.
I can go into riots.
I mean, I'm not, you know, brave or anything, but I can go do a lot of stuff.
And, but, like, sitting down and like having a piece of paper, man, I had like my computer.
Like, I didn't want anyone to look.
You know, I was like, I was like paranoid.
People were going to like read my paper.
Because when you get down to the heart of like who you are, that's scary shit.
Not everything you've done wrong, because I mean, you couldn't name it all, but the things that currently make you feel that you feel shame about in your life, things you've done that make you feel guilty and shameful.
And shame's a burden, man.
Shame is a huge burden.
And I think a lot of us are walking around with massive amounts of shame.
And I realized, I wasn't even thinking about it.
I was like, I walk around with a ton of shame.
You know what I mean?
Like, I carry the cost of my sin.
And like, I haven't captured that and surrendered it to God and confessed it.
And like, yeah, have I talked about it with friends or something, but have I really like, like, have I really captured it and taken it and given it to God?
Absolutely not.
So many things, right?
I just carry the burden because you feel like you have to punish yourself.
The human condition, humans feel like, you know, it's like, it's like if you move, you're gay.
It's like if you confess, then you're, you know, you're not a real man, right?
You keep that shit to yourself.
But the Bible's really clear on like, you know, confession.
And, and I think it's confessed to one another, too, it says, right?
Yeah, it's like, it saddens me to see that humanity, if someone confesses something they've done that's so horrible in the eyes of morality, they're like, I raped or whatever the fuck, you know, like the worst of the worst that you could imagine.
And if they would be then pigeonholed and thrown into a thing, they're like, dude, you need to allow people to express their shame in order to become better people.
And if we get to a place in the world where like lead by example, give your shame away, it's humiliating as fuck because like, but it just goes away.
Like if you own it, it goes away almost immediately, pretty much.
And it makes you stronger.
The ability to like say what you believe in in reality is becomes easier.
Well, yeah, I was going to say, like, I think what happens is, is what I notice is this is A lot of people, especially in the media industry, and this is the same in families and stuff.
Like, if you criticize them slightly, they get really defensive publicly and they go after, they go into personal attacks.
Maybe they like attack their work or something, even if they criticize it.
I think they just feel they're very nervous.
They live in fear and they look for public acceptance and for public, you know, relevance.
And maybe they use their sexual agency to get that, right?
Maybe they're sexy or they take sexual pictures or maybe they try to be cool and be seen as knowledgeable.
I mean, it depends who you are and what you're doing.
But I think, like, you know, I do really well with physical, I mean, with public attacks.
Like, when people come after me publicly, I never respond to anyone.
I don't even get involved because, you know, I don't really care.
Like, I just don't really, it doesn't really bother me because I typically deal with my own problems personally.
Like, if somebody's lying about me, I'm not going to get involved.
And if someone's telling the truth about me, I'm not going to get involved because I don't, I don't, I just kind of deal with my own problems personally.
I don't think my personal life is really anybody's agency or business.
Like, I don't think it is, right?
I don't go after anyone's personal life really or that kind of stuff.
But I think despite being able to deal with my problems over life, you know, with the people that I love, with my wife, with my family, with my friends, not everybody has that.
But I also think with the shame, what I didn't realize is in life, like with things from childhood on, is like the world's always talking about trauma, trauma.
But I think trauma is kind of like a retarded concept that makes people feel like they're victims.
I'm not, I don't mean to be rude.
Like, I understand.
Look, if you were like getting ass raped as a baby or something, like, I, yes, it's going to cause trauma in terms of like physical trauma and developmental trauma.
But I would call that more like damage.
You know, it's like, that's like actual developmental damage.
But most people, like, trauma's like the new Me Too movement.
Like, everyone's got trauma and autism, right?
That's like the new thing.
Everyone's got ADHD trauma and autism.
And they view the world through the bad that's happened to them.
This is a very egalitarian communist, you know, way of living.
And I don't think we need to see it like that.
I think that we need to realize, like, because trauma makes it seem like it's permanent.
But a lot of us focus on trauma because we don't want to deal with our shame.
That's my personal opinion.
So you want to focus on all the wrong that's been done to you and amplify it as if that's your defining factor rather than taking responsibility in your own life for the things that you've done that or that have that you've been involved in or could have avoided.
And I mean that with trauma is a lot of trauma is shame.
Like people will be like, oh, you know, like they're in a situation and they regret it later and then they accuse the person of rape or whatever, you know, that type of thing.
And it's like, they're really just shameful because they got involved in a situation.
This happened with Russell Brand, right?
These people were at his house.
They were doing drugs and they were in these sexual situations and you see the text messages and there was, you know, maybe it was questionable, but there was nothing like seriously illegal happening.
And then they see him getting popular and then they're bitter and then they claim that he, you know, did all these things to him.
Then, and they go after him, he gets demonetized.
They drag his name through.
Nothing even happened to him legally, by the way, from my understanding.
And they drag his name.
But really, what usually people are dealing with is they feel the shame of their past lifestyle.
And rather than trying to deal with it, take acceptance and whatever, then they turn it into trauma, blame Russell Brand, turn it into this big thing to try to deal with the shame that they feel.
And it never gets to the root of the problem.
Because you can sue people, you can deal with people.
Even if even if Russell Brand did do it and it was wrong, what are you doing being at somebody's house, you know, doing drugs and in this lifestyle?
That lifestyle is sinful and it's going to open you to being abused.
That's one of the dangers.
I'm not doing the, oh, she deserved it or anything that mode.
That's not, I'm not saying that.
Okay.
Real problems do happen.
But it's like, you know, sometimes we feel the shame because we get ourselves into situations where we are vulnerable and people really do hurt us or really do damage us or we really do damage to other people.
And yeah, that's trauma, but what did that come from?
It comes from living a shameful life of doing the wrong thing.
That's what I was trying to say is that God heals shame and he takes that shame.
And I think humans discuss and gossip and deal with trauma, but God gets to the root of the trauma, which is the shame that we carry.
That's where I've come to a conclusion in my life.
In another way to look at that metaphor or metaphorically look at it is like after a breakup to blame the other person is like the trauma of like what they did to me.
Whereas you're in actually what happened was I was in shame of the way I behaved and treated her and what I did in that relationship and the way I wasn't a man that I didn't step up to the plate.
And I want to blame her for not being there for me when it was like, oh, and she hurt me this way and that way.
No, take responsibility for what you did publicly.
And you might cry, but that's okay.
It's just really a healing mechanism.
And if you want to stop these cycles of abuse, stop being these, doing these subconscious abusive tactics, you need to own your behavior and acknowledge and identify your own behavior rather than live in subconscious shame of it.
That's probably a common thing where it's like, I want to feel the trauma from them.
I want to externalize what I, you know, my, but it's really rewarding if you can try and identify what you did wrong because that's, that's the only way to change these cycles.
Oh, and that's what I was going to say is like, I also noticed this too, is that in this world, you always hear, like, if you're in church, you hear testimonies, which is someone's life on what they did before Christ, but they don't talk a lot about the pain and the struggle once they accepted Christ.
When people talk a lot about life, they always talk about what's happened wrong to them, but not about the things they've done to other people because we like to look good to people.
And of course, we don't want to set ourselves up for a vulnerable position to be attacked.
And we don't want to release negative information about ourselves because it's important to have a good reputation for people to like you and respect you.
But I think, I think that's where I'm in a position where I look at all the shit that I've been involved in and I can point my finger.
Oh, that person, that person, that person, that person.
But really, this is where I take responsibility in my life.
Sometimes I'm like, well, that person lied and that person did this.
But really, let me ask you this, Elijah.
Sometimes I feel like this.
It's like, why did you even, why were you even friends with that person?
You were partying all the time, drinking a lot, and you were not living a life of God.
And so you allowed people in your life over years, you've allowed many people in your life that should have never been there.
And maybe you didn't respond well to them.
Maybe it's both your fault.
It doesn't matter.
But ultimately, if you really look at it, if you were walking with me, if you were walking with God, would you have even been at that place or been involved in that conversation?
And it's easy to get, well, but then, but them, but then, but them.
It's like, okay, but yeah, maybe they share half the guilt, right?
I mean, only men can admit that.
Women have a hard time sometimes admitting that, but maybe it is equal.
Let's just say, let's just take all of our situations.
No matter who's watching this, whatever your situation is, whether it's with family, with friends, with someone you didn't know, maybe it's a secret that nobody knows, a crazy thing, and nobody knows about it.
And you really are scared someone's going to find out.
It's like, okay, maybe it was someone else's fault.
But ultimately speaking, you can't control anyone.
And you can't sit around here and think like that.
You've got to figure out where's my responsibility in this and what led to that.
And that's how you've got to change yourself rather than living in fear because of the mistake that you made.
Try to not make it again.
And how are you going to do that?
By figuring out how the hell you got there and how the hell that led to that situation.
And how do you not get there again?
And a lot of times we spend so much time living in fear and shame, thinking about what we've done rather than trying to make sure that it never happens again and learning from our mistakes.
And I think that's because it's hard to do and it's hard to confront.
It's easier to just blame and hold on to bitterness and shame and these frustrating emotions.
But I genuinely see that spiritual enlightenment, spiritual growth comes from doing what's so fucking difficult and just admitting that you're a sinner, that you don't always do what's right.
And that, you know, it's like the idea of with women, right?
Men will know this that are married, you know, we're in a relationship.
It's like, well, I didn't mean it like that.
It's like, well, I felt the wife or the girlfriend's like, well, I felt like you.
It's like, well, I didn't mean it, right?
You're speaking objectively, but they feel a certain way or they took it a certain way.
And it's like, no matter how much you want to explain it, sometimes you've got to stop as a man and realize that women just perceive information differently.
They take situations differently.
You've got to get into their lens.
You've got to just sacrifice your logic and stuff to just get into their perspective and just say, okay, look, I understand where you're coming from.
I see that how it looks like that from your eyes.
And I know you think differently than me.
And so, look, let's come to a conclusion here.
I'm not apologizing.
I'm skinny now, but maybe you might even say sorry.
He's like, I'm sorry for not considering your perspective, right?
And that's really fucking hard as a man to say because you feel like a bitch, kind of, or you feel like you're cocking because you're like, you're going with logic and your perspective way God designed you.
And it's really hard to go to the weaker vessel form and go to a woman's side.
And I think that's when all situations, it's really hard to like sometimes accept the fact that you're the problem or that you could make the problem better if you would just lower your pride type of thing.
And myself included.
Just humble yourself and it will fix a lot of your issues type of thing.
It was really grounding to be able to go to the park and just that's why you have you have the luxury of having like a shitlib mindset probably of like black people where I grew up like in the ghetto in LA.
So I learned how to survive, right?
And I learned you avoid certain people and you stay safe, right?
Like, you know, there was like a hit on my dad.
We had to move, like that kind of stuff.
I grew up next to a gang, you know, like literally like a gang.
So I kind of like, oh, I don't want to be hateful, but I shouldn't have abandoned what the patterns I noticed because the patterns are important to apply.
So you don't have to hate anyone, but you should be aware of how certain groups behave in general to make educated decisions on where to raise your kids and things like that, you know?
But still loving everyone and not having any hate in your heart.
I've had, I've been held at gunpoint twice by black people.
Anyways, but I love them.
And we have a lot of black viewers.
So shout out to all of our black viewers.
You know, I love you.
You might, I'm just kidding.
I'm not going to say it.
Ian Crossland, thank you for coming on.
You've been amazing.
It's been great to the rest of you guys watching.
Thank you so much again for supporting slightly offensive here.
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I forgot my two other live reads.
So I don't even, I just forgot them.
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Ian, you have any last word or are you good to go?
