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May 19, 2021 - Davis Aurini
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20210429 Clearing the Trauma

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Good evening folks Guess who forgot to charge their tablet again Wouldn't be a live stream if we had everything prepared now would it and Yes This could also be titled the It's Thursday and Nobody wants to hang out with Davis Stream
The Davis has a lot of energy.
Nobody wants to hang out with him stream.
Sad, isn't it?
So I'll tell you what.
I was just getting into the mood for live stream Typically put on some music right before I get started and I was listening to a bunch of old house music from the the 90s and the early aughts and you know what, Sandstorm.
I had never actually seen the video for Sandstorm before and The video it's kind of interesting with these old music videos these days You've got such amazing production qualities in them, like really good narrative to the video, a lot of imagery symbolism, all of that.
Whereas back then it was kind of like it was really low budget right you're talking like I don't know like a $5,000 budget maybe and it's pretty pretty bare bones And so the video for Sandstorm it's a heist video and what got me thinking Got me thinking about heists and yeah isn't it funny?
It's like as much, like I really despise thieves, and yet there's the soft spot we all have for the Robin Hood character.
Okay, like I'd like you to work tablet.
Like there's something about the heist movie that it's like, yeah, it's technically stealing, but it's like poor people stealing from some rich asshole bank or casino or or whatever it might be.
And, oh man, battery at 8.
You don't charge very fast, do you tablet?
let's just make sure this is actually broadcasting yeah looks like it is so Eleniel or Rebel Ella Watermelon season is almost here and you have a perfectly good watermelon slicing axe.
I do, and Firehats glad to have you guys here.
And you know right, I think the um, the heist thing.
I think part of the reason that heists are popular as well is that historically, a lot of these Robin Hood types have actually had a fair amount of success.
Now sadly, most of them have gone down in a blaze of glory, but they had years of success before it got to that point.
And um right, no one to hold them and no one to fold them and no one to walk away.
I'm just saying if society gets to the point that you and a couple of amigos decide that you know gotta do something to pay the bills, I think the problem with it is it gets addictive the, the adrenaline high of it you gotta be able to walk away from it.
You know, if you go down that route not that I'm recommending that as a career path, but I'm just kind of thinking.
I'm always thinking about this stuff.
I mean, the problem isn't the sniping, the problem is getting away afterwards.
That's the hard part.
Sniping is easy.
But I was watching these videos, and if I were going to take like a really cynical view of these things, I might say they were cucky, but no, I'm not going to be cynical.
In fact, they're not cucky at all.
They're playful.
That one, the Sandstorm video, actually has a little bit of Charlie's Angels vibe to it.
Because there's this dude with sunglasses, and he's got the big headphones, right?
Back in the 90s, that was the thing.
If you were a super cool dude with a Walkman that had the anti-skip feature on it, you'd walk around these giant headphones that are like, I think they come default with the first computer the government issues to you these days.
So it's no big deal now.
But back then, a guy with headphones was pretty cool.
And he's kind of sitting in the background watching the women outsmart the cops and then they jump on his yacht and they, you know, they boat away.
They shipped themselves away with whatever loot it is that they stole.
And after that, I was watching the, uh, the, which one is it?
Totally addicted to Bates by Pure Tone.
And for that one, I actually really like that video.
That one had really high production quality.
And they went for a Mad Max spin-off.
And not Mad Max 2, the one that everybody watched.
They did Mad Max 1, which is just fantastic.
Because I'm pretty sure the two girls in the video are the girls in the actual band.
So bravo to them for actually seeing that movie with its terrible, terrible audio.
And you know what?
Like, they get away in the end, but it's not cucky at all.
It's playful.
Right?
We've just been through 15 years of the cold period of culture.
And so it's hard to remember what playful women are like.
We've had angry women for 15 years.
This is back when they were still fun and playful.
And so, yeah, they deke out the two douchey, like the two, like the two doughy, not attractive cops.
They totally outmaneuver them.
But then the Alpha Chad cop shows up, right?
And first of all, he wins the game of chicken.
They're the ones that puss out at the last minute.
And then when they finally get him at the end, it's typical female trickery that they use to do it.
They distract him with their beautiful eyes.
And actually, one of my favorite bits is where they're riding next to each other on the road and they slam into him in that playful way that women will do.
When they like you and they'll just push you a little bit harder than they should because it means they like you.
And we're entering in to another such period of culture.
Good news, everybody.
The angry feminist period.
It's really coming to a close right now.
And I was kind of watching these videos and you got stuff like Tank Girl, which is another one of these silly pink tank girl power movies, but a lot of fun.
You're not supposed to be taking it seriously, right?
It's not a political agenda.
It's look at girl with tank.
Stuff goes boom.
It's a fun movie.
And we've gone from that to like, oh, Captain Marvel.
I don't think I need to say anything more about that one.
Just these, all these movies, they're just really angry, bitter, stronger than everybody, no character flaws, self-righteous.
Yeah.
along with you know i'll mention this along with the why can't we have women super here we There have been plenty of women superheroes.
Why can't we have black superheroes?
Yeah, Blade.
Blade is the one that enabled the Marvel Cinematic Universe.
Blade was a huge success.
It was the, I mean, Tim Burton's Batman did pretty well, but Blade was the movie that really kick-started the modern superhero genre.
So there's your black superhero right there.
What are you complaining about?
Again, just people that don't actually watch, like, they don't enjoy the medium.
It's like all these female video game critics.
don't play video games, they just, oh wait, video games make money?
I think I'll complain about that.
Typical.
Good news is that period's coming to an end.
Women are getting fun and playful again.
And I think, okay, maybe a little bit of optimism here, but these lockdowns have everybody so.
It's not repressed.
It's suppressed.
Everybody's been so suppressed for the last year that people are just really chomping at the bit to get out there again.
And yeah, you still see a few Karens wandering around with their face masks.
Oh, God, we got this whole generation of women that they pursued the career instead of the family and they're just so bitter.
Yeah, we got them, unfortunately.
Ignore them.
I mean, if you're anywhere close to my age, like you just turned to Master Roshi from Dragon Ball C.
And I just don't ask me to explain it.
Young women still like you.
I guess it is the confidence.
You know, if I compare myself to where I used to, like, yeah, I was way better looking 20 years ago.
Good lord, I was pretty.
But it is the confidence.
And I suppose that can't really be fake.
Now, can it?
Let's see.
Aurobille, one woman.
Thank you, sir.
I'm assuming, sir.
I'm sorry, I've assumed your gender.
I don't really blame Daisy.
Actually, Daisy, whatever.
Whatever.
She didn't write her script for the movie or for real life.
I mean, they came down pretty hard to Mark Hamill for saying what he actually thought.
So, yeah, I don't really blame Daisy Ridley.
I think it'd be funny.
I'm too lazy.
Like, I do the occasional meme in Photoshop, and I'm too lazy for this.
Feel free to steal the idea.
But who's the best serial killer in cinema?
And I have like Hannibal Lecter, Dexter, and then J.J. Abrams.
Oh, my God.
That guy, he is such a hack.
Anyway, that's not what I'm going to be talking about tonight.
I'm going to tell you what's been on my mind.
Is individualism and family.
And I'm going to start with the YouTube channel Think Before You Sleep.
By the way, do you guys think this hat goes with the jacket?
Or do I like?
Should I get one with like a silver brim or something?
I think I should maybe, this one's too dark for the jacket.
But I mean, I love the hat.
I don't think it quite meshes with this jacket.
Needs a little bit more fanciness.
Man, we get older.
Be the Fat Boy Slim weapon of choice.
That's what you're aiming for, fellas.
By the way, I can't remember his name.
He actually started in dance.
And he got into movies by accident just because he's so creepy looking.
So wonderfully creepy and off-putting.
But yeah, him doing the dance, not the aberration.
Him acting was the aberration.
Anyway, sorry, family.
and the individual and think before you sleep.
Now, I've seen a few videos from this guy before, but I kind of did a dive with him.
A deep dive the other day.
Watched a bunch of his stuff.
And now, these were the MGTOW community, which is something I think they focus on the negative too much.
At least for myself, this is all stuff I know already.
And I don't need to hear that.
Whatever.
I don't need to hear the bad news constantly.
Women are not a monolith.
They're a demographic.
And as important as it is to acknowledge the situation, I don't think you should obsess over negative things.
Like, that doesn't get you anywhere.
And there's also the fact that every idea wants to become a cause, and every cause wants to become a cult.
And so, I mean, this is mop theory, right?
If you look into the music mop theory, how you get a cool new sound, then the mops show up, then the psychopath managers show up, and then they dumb it down to be just like the old sound so that more people will buy it.
And they absolutely ruin everything that's good about the new sound.
Same thing goes for ideas.
They want to turn themselves into cults.
And that happened with the Manosphere, it happened with the alt-right, it happens with MAGA, with absolutely everything.
Turns into this ridiculous cult.
And if you signed up at the beginning, right?
Back when it was the cool new sound, you signed up at the beginning, you know, before you know it, it's the old sound and it's really stupid and everybody hates you for being a part of that, even though you were a part of it back when it was cool.
So, yeah, be careful about joining causes.
It usually doesn't turn out too well.
And MGTOW, a lot of it's turned into a cause, into a cult, where it's, you know, just remember to hate women.
But with that out of the way, Think Before You Sleep approaches things from a very psychologically informed perspective.
And most of his videos, most of his, these are, he's a, they're critiques, okay?
The videos are critical of somebody or some movement.
And he uses the paradigm of feminism for like 90, 99% of his videos.
Alright?
But that's not actually what he's talking about.
I think his latest video was they had these three girls come on this.
There's a separate live stream, this entrepreneurial live stream, where these girls came on, and all three of them were running OnlyFans accounts.
And they had no idea what they were talking about.
Like they, like, you're not really an entrepreneur.
Okay?
Like, if you're just selling pictures of yourself, it's like, yeah, you get that initial rush of success, but then it's going to fade away eventually.
You're not running a business and figuring out where am I going to get new clients, what new things am I going to do, what am I going to invest in, how am I going to diversify?
What's my marketing budget?
They weren't doing any of that.
Okay, so it's like, I'm sorry, you're not a business person when you're doing that.
And yet, they wanted the respect of calling themselves entrepreneurs.
And so, and here's the thing: the core takeaway, if you watch this video, which I recommend, the core takeaway should not be that girls on OnlyFans are stupid.
Okay, if that's what you took away from it, then good luck when you start a business.
The takeaway, and this is what Think Before You Sleep really gets into, is that these girls are showing a lot of signs of childhood trauma because they can't take criticism, right?
They want to achieve, they want to call themselves an entrepreneur.
They want to be that individual.
They want to be that special individual, but they can't take the criticism that would actually help them improve.
And see, if you're one of those guys that looks at these women and like they made in the past year, they made some really good money, but not that good, okay?
Like, they didn't make a million dollars, they might have made 50,000 or 100,000 or something like that, which is nothing to sneeze at.
But that's not, that's not fuck you money.
And the and so if you're if you're bitter and cynical, you might look at those women and say, well, they could only do that because they're women and women get a cheat card in life.
And it's like, okay, yeah, you kind of got a point there.
But do you realize the people that have this cheat card never actually learn survival skills?
They never learn how to get better and to build upon themselves and learn from their mistakes.
It's, well, to use a video game metaphor.
It's sort of like when you play on hard mode and you get 30% more XP.
Yeah, you might have to take five runs at that first goblin before you can beat it and get the XP.
But in the long run, you are doing so much better.
And so there's really not anything to be envious of, right?
Would you rather have a one-time payout of $100,000 when you're 20?
Or would you rather have mentorship and acquire a skill that could earn you a million dollars by the time you're 40?
Should be a pretty safe gamma.
There's that meme going around where it's like, would you rather have would you rather go back in 10 years or have a million dollars right now?
I'd rather be 10 years younger, you know?
Especially if I could go back to 2011, knowing everything I know now.
It's like, yeah, just put it in Bitcoin.
Put it in Bitcoin.
No, I'm not going to complain about like feminism or Anita Sarkeesia.
I'm just going to put it in Bitcoin.
Screw y'all.
I'm going to work on the docks and put the money in Bitcoin.
that's way better than a million dollars.
And all of his videos are like that.
He- He really addresses how So much of the dysfunction that you see in some of the radical feminists, it is clearly signs of childhood trauma.
And the guy has, like, I study psychology a lot, all right?
I'm pretty good with psychology.
I mean, I've worked in sales.
You need to be good at psychology to be good at sales.
But he's actually practiced psychology, from what I understand.
He certainly sounds like he's practiced it.
And he really knows what he's talking about.
And what I really like about his videos is, man, he's criticizing other people, but everything he's saying, I'm like, oh, geez, I make those stupid mistakes.
I do that stupid stuff all the time.
And there's a lot of this stuff that comes, and this is the family part, okay?
A lot of this stuff comes from the trauma that you had as a child.
Now, let's see.
Should be a dress code at Jim's Planet Fitness is practically a bathhouse.
What was that, what was that Disenchanted episode where Tia Beanie needed to get into the bathhouse to steal something?
Right?
And then the guy at the dust said, oh, go ahead, lady, it's really dark in there.
Oh, God, everybody in there was really old, so it's just, you know, beautiful, beautiful imagery.
By the way, if you don't like high gas prices, go to lemonparty.org.
That's Devin O just followed.
to have yeah so okay to reiterate go watch his videos Think before you sleep.
But don't do the, like, oh, look at all these stupid women.
Look at this evil feminism.
Look at all this.
No, no, no.
Watch his videos because there's a lot that's going to apply to you.
Right?
And pay attention to the parts that apply to you.
Now, as to the childhood drama thing, like going back to the family.
Now, like, I wish I could speak a little bit more openly, like, give you, like, some personal examples.
But number one, my family's still alive.
And number two, and this is actually the point I want to make right here, is, like, my, yeah, my parents screwed me up in all sorts of ways.
But their parents screwed them up.
And grandparents, great-grandparents, etc.
So, on the one hand, you need to figure out what did my mother, what did my father, what did they do that screwed me up?
And you need to identify those things.
Yeah, I'll give you one example.
This is just the stupidest example.
I was at, I was with my dad at some, it was like a concert for kids.
And the guy on stage said, take your parents' keys and jingle them along with the song.
And I asked my dad, but he wouldn't give me his keys because they had rubber coatings and they wouldn't jingle very well, and it really hurt my feelings.
Now, like, what a stupid thing.
Like, of all the memories from my childhood, why the hell do I remember that one?
Right?
Like, he took me to a damn concert for kids.
Right?
He's clearly being a devoted father.
Probably bored out of his skull and really irritated by the whole thing.
And I ask for his keys, which I'm probably a kid, I'm going to drop them and lose them, and it's stupid, and they don't jingle anyway.
He's like, nah, son, don't.
And that's the thing I remember, right?
And so, even though he's being a good parent right there, overall, he's being a good parent.
It's like that one little thing, you know, it puts a little bit of trauma into you.
So it's like, like, not even, like, parents without even trying are going to screw you up as a kid.
They're just going to.
I don't know.
I don't know.
It's like somebody called you fat at school, and there's a kid on TV, and they say, look at that little fatty.
And now you're all upset and you become anorexic or something, right?
It's like it's trauma is inevitable.
There's also the fact that your parents were traumatized too, and they worked really hard to not be as bad as their parents were.
I think pretty much, well, maybe not all parents, but most parents do try and be better than their parents.
So blaming them is no good.
You need to identify what sort of traumas you got from your parents so that you can figure out how that behavior is manifesting in your life.
And not just your parents, okay?
There's also, like, I mean, the school system.
Let's not even get started on the school system.
You know, like, figure out what's the relationship there.
Identify the beginning.
Forgive your parents.
Right?
Like, you need to forgive your parents before you can actually do anything about it.
And embrace the saying, and Haith Room used to say this back when we live streamed together.
It's not your responsibility, or sorry, it's not your fault that this happened to you, but it is your responsibility to deal with it.
It is your problem.
No one else is going to fix it for you.
Daddy Trump ain't going to save us.
Nobody's coming to save us.
You got to do it yourself.
And that's the interesting thing about Think Before You Sleep.
Anytime he's analyzing these out-of-control feminists, it's he points out a lot of the symptoms of trauma in them.
really interesting observation he points out and I think that this is he's the first time I heard it I'm going to repeat it because I think there's a lot of truth to it.
Girls that speak in baby voices, when a now he says, he says he doesn't know if this happens with boys.
In fact, I think the opposite happens with boys.
I think boys that get traumatized, they artificially lower their voices, right?
They never get sing-songy.
They artificially lower them.
But with girls, it seems as if their voice locks in at the age where they got traumatized.
So if you meet a girl and she is speaking like a baby, and he's provided several examples of this, there's a good chance that is unresolved trauma right there.
And that she is going to reenact this whatever happened.
She's going to try and reenact that with you.
And well, I'll tell you guys this much.
I am such a chump for getting sucked into that, okay?
To somebody that has unresolved issues.
I don't know if it's because I'm bald or because I have like I have a relatively deep voice.
And they, like, I get girls angry at their father that are attracted to me, but then they're angry at me because I remind them of their father.
It's just absolutely toxic.
And there's probably a part of me that wants to, you know, I want to be the guy that, like, nobody was there to protect me, so I want to take care of and protect them.
And, you know, now it just turns into a completely toxic, codependent, awful, awful situation.
Now let me top off this drink with individualism.
Man, we got dad vibes.
Right, I mean, that's why the young ladies love me.
Now the drama comes from negative tweets and unforgiven student debt.
You know what, man?
The.
Jordan Peterson has pointed this out.
The.
The way you get past this stuff is you become stronger.
Not insulate yourself from it.
One of the huge issues is that we have trigger warnings now for things that should not trigger anybody.
like clapping.
Now, if you're going to post, if you're gonna post on a video of a car accident, right?
That's where you post a trigger warning.
Right?
Because you know what?
Maybe I don't want to see a mangled corpse.
Or if you're going to tell a really dark story and you don't want to shock people, right?
You say, like, listen, you know, trigger warning, this is about something terrible.
So prepare yourself.
We're going to hear an awful, awful story.
Clapping does not need a trigger warning.
And when you give a trigger warning for that, instead of trying to make people stronger, you're trying to make the world safer.
And you can't make the world safe.
All you can do, all you do by doing that is you make people hypersensitive to the point where tweets traumatize them.
And this is, well, this is one of the tools that the system applies.
The system.
Think of the welfare system.
If everybody on welfare managed to get their act together, get their house in order, clean their bedroom, wash their penis, and find a really good job, what the hell would the welfare people do?
Yeah, like therapists Isn't it funny how your problem is cured right before you run out of insurance to pay the therapist?
What would this system do without people that were dependent upon it?
And so, purely, like, that's one angle, purely out of self-interest, the welfare system wants more people to be on welfare.
Again, I'm not saying there's a massive conspiracy with the to keep them coming to the welfare.
No, it's just it's incentives.
It's just incentives.
And the welfare system is just one aspect of the system, of the matrix, of, you know, like we live in a society.
That's one aspect of it.
And we're going to keep coming back to this.
The system promotes radical individualism because nobody is more dependent than an individual.
And this is part of the reason you resolve the issues with your family to the best of your ability.
I've got one sister that won't talk to me.
The universities did a really, really good job on her.
And so she won't even talk to my mom.
My mom is like the biggest fuzzball you ever met.
Good God, she can put up with me for crying out loud.
So it's like, I'm waiting, I'm patient, I'm not.
I mean, I vent about her sometimes to my siblings, but it's like I'm not holding a grudge against her, but there's nothing I can do to rebuild that relationship.
But yeah, like part of the way you stop being an atomized, isolated, broken, and weak individual that's dependent upon the system is you rebuild the relationship with your family.
To the best of your ability.
None of these things are absolutes, guys.
None of these are absolutes.
you got to make your own choices in life now sorry where was i just now System, man.
Individualism.
I think I'm just going to keep bouncing back and forth between these topics.
There is this coherent thread to the whole thing, but the individual segments are going to be very unrelated from one another.
Things that we see in the movies these days.
It's always the lone hero that takes on the society.
What's that, What's that movie about the white people in space?
And I think Ben Affleck has to steal the space station for all the brown people because the space station's racist.
That's an example where it's like he's just like this guy getting he mouths off robots so the robot beats him up and it's like his life sucks.
Everything sucks.
It's terrible.
He's oppressed.
But then he gets a magic power.
He gets some sort of bio suit implant or something that makes him a badass.
And so then he goes up and he goes and beats up all the evil racist white people and all the evil racist cops and gives the space station to the brown people.
Right?
And so you get the one man winning against society.
All the Marvel superheroes, similar sort of thing.
Like they are not.
They are never combating the evil in themselves.
Right?
There's always this external evil.
There's this group that is evil.
Society is evil.
And all by themselves, they go and punch evil until evil doesn't exist anymore.
That is not how reality works.
Reality is that very often the individual does need to stand up to a corrupt society.
The individual needs to stand up and say, no, I'm not going to go along with this.
This is not right.
And that individual usually gets crushed.
Kafka's The Trial is a far more accurate depiction.
Jesus Christ is a far more accurate depiction of what happens when you go up against evil.
when you go up against an evil society it's not that you don't win The individual does not win against the mob.
And yet, so many of these movies promote that narrative.
They promote that idea that you can be this lone guy that stands up to the mob and wins.
Which is perfect.
If that's what you think you are, well, you become one of those girls that I mentioned on the interview with the entrepreneurs.
One of those girls on OnlyFans.
Who is too smart to take advice, who storms out of the room if they feel insulted.
And by the way, like OnlyFans is not necessarily a dead end.
Or if you're just doing OnlyFans part-time, like I'm not criticizing anybody for what they're doing.
Alright?
Like, hey, you know what?
If that stripper actually is stripping her way through college, good for her.
She stripped for a few years.
Now she's got a law degree or whatever.
She never treated it as a business.
She was just an employee.
And the same thing, like, most of the girls on OnlyFans, they're just employees.
Or they don't have a direct supervisor, but they're not.
They're not doing the work to.
Like, here's it.
You could go from OnlyFans.
If you were super popular in OnlyFans, you could be in music videos, right?
Background dancer girl.
You could be, I don't know, video game award shows.
You're one of those Twitch streamer girls.
Right?
Like there's lots of ways to expand, to network if you're humble, if you're like obviously, if you're on OnlyFans, you've got the looks, you've got the energy, the charisma, and you've probably got the dance moves too.
There's a lot of places you could go from there.
But you can't call yourself an entrepreneur just because you're on OnlyFans.
You have to be networking, you have to be learning, you have to be humble, you have to be putting work into it.
But you notice the Marvel superheroes, they don't put work into it.
They just get gifted their powers.
And this is something one of the entrepreneur guys was saying.
No, no, sorry.
Whatever.
You guys can find the video.
Go watch the video.
It's fantastic.
Nobody gets handed success.
Nobody gets discovered until they've put tons of work into it already.
Whereas the Marvel superheroes, they don't put tons of work into it.
Right?
You got Tony Stark was born a genius with lots of money.
Superman got born to the right family.
Etc.
There's no ramp-up period.
There's no real-life analog for any of this.
And so if you pursue that individual life, you're going to be the perfect slave.
Right?
Because you're too good to learn.
You're too good to develop your skills.
You're just waiting for that day where the blue fairy comes and waves her magic wand.
you're a real boy.
And while you're doing that, life is passing you by.
Then you've got the family.
Now, part of what got me thinking about all of this, yeah, I've been listening to Devin Stack's stream.
And he did a review recently of Gran Torino.
And now, like, I reviewed that movie way back in the day.
And he's got a really similar thing to what I said about how Gran Torino is the story of, oh goodness, what's his name?
The real badass.
I want to say Clive Barker, but that's the author.
Check Stevens?
No, that's the musician.
what's the stupid name um oh god it's driving me up the wall Anyway, basically, he's this old bitter man, and the neighborhood's transformed because, you know, diversity.
His kids are alienated, and they just want to mooch off him, take all of his stuff when he dies.
But then he winds up mentoring the Hammong kid next door and going on this big blaze of glory.
And yeah, my big critique at the time was: it's like, yeah, his son is a total douchebag.
His granddaughter is a total bunt cake in Minecraft.
Who raised them?
Right?
Like, that's the one thing.
It's.
He does a good job raising the Hamong kid, but he never raised his own kid to be a decent human being.
And what Devin Stack added to that is that, you know, like his son and his granddaughter, like, they are so materialistic, so's he.
he cared more about his stupid car than he cared about his own family and see i think there's a major connection here between family and dynasty and individualism and consumerism
Consumerism always has you running on that damned treadmill.
Always trying to get the new better thing.
The latest model.
Trying to.
Yeah, the one thing I was saying to the young lad of my discord is like all those.
Alright, like take these Instagram girls, right?
They made 80, 100 grand their first year on Instagram, and they're like, they're in their 20s or something.
Did they invest in Bitcoin?
No, one bought herself a new car, then a nice apartment in Los Angeles.
And it's like, wait a minute, why are you living in Los Angeles?
I mean, if you're an OnlyFans girl, and you're not trying to network into Hollywood, you're not trying to do any of that, why the hell are you in Hollywood?
you could do that in Omaha like you know guys if I was making really good money doing this live streaming I maybe would move to you know to Yukon I might move to Yukon, actually.
I mean, it's cold there in the winter, but there's only 40,000 people in the entire province.
Right?
I could get to know everybody pretty quickly and make sure I got left alone.
Like, if I was making 50, 100 grand on the videos here, it's like, yeah, I would move somewhere.
Like, I run somewhere with a nice coffee shop.
But you better believe I'd be moving.
I wouldn't be, you know, staying in the most expensive part of Calgary.
And I'm not even right now.
I mean, pretty cheap part of Calgary.
But they're the consumer.
They're consuming, and so all this money they're making is immediately blown away.
And so, you know, you might see those guys.
Like, back when I was 20, it's like, I want to be the guy with the cool riser car and the whatever, the money to go out and drink every night.
Almost nobody is born that wealthy.
Right?
There's like, okay, a few, a very, very small percent of people are born that wealthy.
But 99.9% of the people that you see living that lifestyle are mortgaging their future.
I mean, the fact that the OnlyFans girl bought a nice car for herself, you don't need a car.
You work from home.
Your car is not part, it's not part of your business.
It has nothing to do with it.
Don't need a nice car.
Why do you have a nice car?
Right?
You just need a reliable car.
$10,000 will easily buy you an extremely reliable car that you can drive that for the next 10 years.
But no, they blew it all.
And so they sacrificed their future.
And this is what the wage slaves are always doing.
Right?
They're always upgrading the model of their car.
They're always upgrading their home.
on and on and yeah clint eastwood so that's that's the guy's name Clint Eastwood.
And by the way, he's a great guy, okay?
I'm not attacking Clint Eastwood.
But in this movie, he's not leaving anything for his family.
He's, it takes him until like the age of 70 to actually start investing in a community.
and he invests in this immigrant community that just showed up.
People that invest in their family...
Like, do you buy knickknacks if you're investing in your family?
I mean, you know, God willing, I would like my son to inherit the sword one day.
I don't really have many knickknacks.
It's.
And this is fun.
This is something that really struck me at a really young age.
Devin Stack mentioned something, and I don't think my parents ever said this to me, but I certainly heard it in movies quite a bit.
It was a very common thing to hear from boomers back in the 90s.
No, don't you be expecting any inheritance.
Why not?
Are we not trying to build a dynasty here?
Are we not trying to build something for the future so that each generation has a little bit more, a little bit more stability, a little bit more access, network with people you can trust, have a family that you can trust?
It was this idea imprinted into the boomers and onto us that you should lift yourself up by your own bootstraps.
You should be your own man.
stand on your own two feet.
Now, and to be fair, the trauma of World War II, by which I don't just mean the psychological trauma, I mean the economic trauma, that wasn't...
We'll just say economic trauma.
So the whole world is like a boom, hard reset after World War II.
Like psycholog, like the world was completely, a completely different place after World War II.
It was a major, major event on every avenue.
A lot of people wound up breaking off the past and moving on to something new.
they had to because like things just there was such a reset technological reset economic reset geographic reset psychological reset but the whole standing on your own two feet became this radical individualism Became this, you're not going to get an inheritance.
And if you're not going to get to an inheritance, what the hell is the point of having kids?
Like, if you're not building something that's bigger than yourself, if you're not planting saplings so that your grandkids will have trees to give them shade, what the hell are you doing?
Why would you have kids?
work hard enough to have casual sex and buy the latest model like there's a major connect None of the ruling families, and it is ruling families.
Right, like that's that's not a conspiracy theory, okay?
It's ruling families.
The look at Donald Trump's family.
Look at the Clintons, look at the bushes.
Okay, and you go back, go back a few generations with the bushes.
It was Prescott Bush, he managed to take over the CIA.
So, if you're wondering about George Bush and George W, it's because it's because George W. Bush's grandfather took over the CIA that he got to be president.
Do you think they're not getting an inheritance?
Do you think they're not being introduced into networks?
They're not being developed.
Ridiculous.
Individualism is for the plebs.
Because, much like the welfare system wants to have you dependent and broken and getting medication every single week, the ruling system, the Matrix, doesn't want you building dynasties.
It doesn't want you having functional families.
It wants you alienated and alone, because then you're no threat.
The movies will tell you that one person can take on the world.
And that's not the truth.
Truth is, one person gets crushed against the world.
Let's catch up with some of these comments.
Jehovah's Witnesses just followed you.
Glad to have you, man.
Disagree with your theology, but I've known some damn fine Jehovah's Witnesses in my time.
I can tell this guy lives in or near California.
Well, I used to live in Vegas, and I miss Vegas.
Actually, Vegas is a very cheap city to live in.
As long as you don't pay car insurance since I was only technically visiting I'm still technically in Alberta Hashtag dirtbag shuffle God, I love that term.
Yeah, I'm um one of the things like in my life, I cannot deal with guys that do the dirtbag shuffle.
They are very good at scamming me.
So, any guy that starts doing the dirtbag shuffle around me, it's like, nope, you're gone.
I can't.
I know at some point, I'm going to be holding the wrong end of the stick around you.
So, no.
No, not happening.
I mean, that's an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.
Right?
If there's a person that you're, you know, just stay away from that type of person.
So I disagree with Molyneux on defooing?
Yes.
Yes.
I mean, okay, I'm...
Just my observation.
Could be wrong.
I'm not an expert.
I've watched my fair share of Molyneux videos, but I'm not like a scholar on Molyneux.
And I think Molyneux actually had a really bad and abusive childhood.
And if your childhood was that bad, then you need to de-foo.
But I think he projects that onto everybody else.
And that's the error.
Now, to argue out of both sides of my mouth.
See, what I was saying about the boomers, again, like all the TV shows, all the movies, indoctrinating them into stand on your own, make your own way, be an individual, don't like only like how many.
You know, somebody paid Devin Stack to do this.
I guarantee you, there were so many movies that the boomers were raised on where the privileged, entitled kids went nowhere in life, whereas the kids, the scrappy ones that had to make it on their own, they went somewhere in life.
Right?
So it's like they were indoctrinated to the anti-dynasty.
And yeah, like a trust fund is not a dynasty.
Okay?
And yeah, trust fund kid, it depends on the trust fund kid.
And ironically, the baby boomers that rebelled against that message became totalitarian dynasties.
So rather than like the Bush family, say what you will about them.
They're pretty evil people.
But the Bushes are very high-functioning.
Right?
Maybe not Jeb.
He's pretty low energy.
But the other Bushes, they are very high functioning.
Right?
Like, they manage to stay in politics, which is a very high-stress job.
So they're doing something right.
Whereas the dynasty-type families, most of the ones I've met are totalitarian and abusive.
And so rather than build up the son, help him network, help him become the best he can be, they became dictatorial and forced him to become things that he should never have been.
And he winds up being very broken from all of that.
There's a sweet middle where you pay attention to your kids and you encourage their interests and you develop them.
And you support them, but you also make sure they learn lessons.
See, the individualism promises us that if we just become individuals, like any of us could be the prime minister one day.
No, you can't.
Only the ruling families get to be prime minister.
Know your place.
Know your place.
Not that your family line is stuck in that place.
Okay?
We're not talking Indian caste system here.
But know where you are and know what you can realistically achieve.
So, yeah, I largely disagree with Molyneux on defuing.
I think it's one of the places where he's extremely biased in his opinions.
And he pushes people too far in the deep vooing.
But that being said, given that some families are dictatorial, there is something to be said for breaking away and finding yourself, figuring out who you are, and then coming back.
Right?
But it's the coming back.
You need to come back.
And, I mean, even if they're.
Even if your parents are so toxic that you can't deal with them.
Right?
Like, they were heavily, heavily abusive.
They're drug addicts.
you can't run away from it it's a problem but you still you carry it with you that you need to deal with it.
All the role models girls have now are sending the message to be a money-obsessed cynical salad.
say all the role models, period, are saying that.
The argument being made is that it is because of her participation in the system that we are afforded our lifestyle.
She, ostensibly, propagates the capitalist ideal.
I'm sorry, which woman is that?
It's probably obvious to you which woman it is, but it's.
you have to think fast on live streams also you have to be saying something next and you it's very easy Like half of your RAM is used to figure out what you're going to be saying next.
Let's see.
Meow, it's...
Sorry, I'm not sure what the context of this.
You shouldn't.
I'm not sure what the shouldn't is.
What's a powerful whammon?
Let's see.
Oh, yeah, guys.
And if we get to 200, something happens at 200.
I don't know.
I'm working on the re-upload thing.
such a pain in the ass.
I'm checking out with Odyssey and Libri which it's like learning a Linux operating distro for like which I guess is good It means that idiots aren't uploading, but it's also a massive pain in the ass.
Women rely on men.
Always have, always will.
Yes, but they're also, you know, there's a lot of people that will point out that women act very juvenile these days.
so do men people with a family network people who are humble enough to learn from their mistakes These people are extremely resilient.
You know what?
To go back to what I was saying about don't be envious about the people that get handouts.
If you go into the south, well, I mean, good luck meeting.
You won't meet them.
Right?
If you meet them, you might get your ass kicked.
You actually have to earn it.
But if you earn it, there's a lot of, you know, white trash that they're not.
I don't even like saying this.
They're not super intelligent.
They don't have law degrees, okay?
They're very handy.
They're not stupid either.
But they're not high IQ, rogue scholar, etc.
And they don't get any welfare.
Nobody's helping them.
And their cars, their houses might not look like all that.
But these people are extremely resilient because they've actually held on to family.
And if you compare the white trash, the black ghetto, you could be resentful that the black ghetto has all this money handed to them.
And, you know, there's a lot of really poor places that have brand new video game systems.
And the white trash can't afford.
But who's more resilient?
Who has the support network?
With the white trash, if they're hard up for cash, there's somebody that says, you know, I know somebody that needs you, needs a person to move lumber around.
You could make a hundred bucks doing that.
Right?
They're resilient.
They're not getting the handouts, but they can survive.
Country boy can survive.
Because they didn't disappear into this whole world of media and consumerism and style over substance and having the latest model.
So again, don't be jealous of the people that have it on easy.
And yeah, women typically are not next net tax contributors, but that's not women are here for.
If you're worried about tax contribution, man, you're doing the individualism thing, right?
The radical libertarianism thing.
the alpha consumer the alpha slave psychology where you're just trying to have bigger and better toys than everybody else a family is trying to build a dynasty is what are they going to be concerned about They're going to be concerned about the sort of items that they want to leave their descendants.
Rifles.
Property.
Tools.
Have you ever noticed that when you go and buy, when you buy MasterCraft, for example, Comes with a lifetime warranty.
You.
I'm not going to say you never buy tools twice.
Right?
10 mil wrenches disappear all the fucking time.
But when you buy a really good socket set, you don't buy a second one.
You don't typically buy new tools.
Once you have a tool, it has a lifetime warranty.
If you, as long as you, you know, don't leave it out in the rain or something stupid like that, the tool lasts pretty much forever, as long as it's not cheap Chinese junk.
I mean, I guess that's one of the things I'd leave to my kids if I get to have any.
Like, I've put together a pretty good set of tools.
In fact, my neighbor the other day, who is completely based, he's like 20 years older than me, asked if he could borrow some of my tools.
Like, of course you can.
I'm the guy people ask to borrow tools from now.
awesome is that that's the sort of stuff when you're building a dynasty You're looking at stuff that lasts 100 years.
And there's lots of stuff that lasts 100 years if you take care of it.
But if you're just looking for the moment, it's what have you done for me lately?
And yeah, like women aren't net tax contributors, typically.
The good women aren't.
The bad women are.
There are a lot of women that fell for the he who dies with the most toys wins mentality.
And now those women are in their 40s.
They are angry all the fucking time.
They're impossible to deal with.
And I'll tell you what gets really sad.
when they get to their 60s there's this article A couple of articles back to back from one of these internet feminists.
And the first one was, why do men keep cat calling me?
Five years later, why won't men cat call me anymore?
Well, just wait until a woman gets to be in her 60s.
If she's alone and single, 60-year-old women just, they annoy their neighbors all the time complaining about everything.
Because nobody gives them any attention anymore.
Now, if they're married and they've been contributing to a family and they're like, yeah, they're not a net tax contributor, but they're contributing to the family.
The family, the dynasty, the society, that's what actually matters.
Building something is what actually matters.
your 401k.
Imagine having your 401k all tucked away nicely and nobody is to spend your retirement with.
Nothing to do in your retirement.
And isn't that where Clint Eastwood is in the movie?
He's retired, but he's alienated his family.
His wife is dead.
Like, he's got...
You got this house.
He could fix it.
Like, what the hell is he supposed to do with his time?
What is there worth doing?
But at least he has his 401k, right?
How is Molly meme?
I'm not sure what Molly Meme is.
Snap-on tool.
Yeah, exactly.
You buy three sets of tools in your life.
You buy the Chinese knockoffs, you buy Mastercraft, and then if you really get your act together, you buy Snap-On, and that's it.
So Molly Meany Mean Molyneux, right?
I get jokes.
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Every woman on the wealthiest list got it through divorce.
Two got it through inheritance.
And yes, this is satire, my friend.
I think this falls into liberalism and the cult of progress.
And if I know Help Me Man, he's going to write a bunch more.
So let me top off my drink.
Don't help
me manage writing.
Listen, Meowwitz.
Actually, that's a hilarious name.
I love that.
This is why you shouldn't call them holes.
Because the ones that act terribly are victims of this stupid system.
Like, they don't really get away with it.
Nobody gets away with anything.
Those girls that make $100,000 on OnlyFans and think that they are a successful superwoman, business person, whatever, they're mortgaging their present.
They're mortgaging their future to pay for the present.
Right?
Like, they don't.
It doesn't really go anywhere.
Doesn't turn out great for them.
And they wind up very bitter and neurotic if they don't catch on to what's actually going on.
And it's not like...
It's not like it's as simple as saying, oh, she hasn't OnlyFans, therefore she is terrible.
No, there are girls that have OnlyFans that are very switched on.
See, I think typically, in My hypothetical 1450s techno-utopia, right?
In a world where we didn't have all this really bad programming, women that were entrepreneurial would usually find a husband that was like that they vibed with, and they'd be investing in that.
So, yeah, like their tax contributions would be very low because they were helping the husband.
Take Mrs. Heinlein, for example.
For one of Heinlein's stories, he and the missus spent an entire day doing calculus to figure out the proper orbit around the moon or something like that.
And this is really reflected in Heinlein's writing.
Like, the females that he writes about are very adventurous, very intelligent, ambitious, but also very feminine.
Right?
Like, you can have both.
Ironically, the women that claim they're ambitious, like the career girls these days, are not ambitious.
they're just alpha slaves and there are girls with only fans that are very feminine very nurturing very down to earth that aren't afraid of getting there Good lord, Ella.
I don't know if she's still on the stream, but yeah, she's got an OnlyFans.
But she's a solid, solid person.
Like, I don't want to say too much, right?
But, like, publicly, and she's public about this, she works in an animal shelter, which is, like, that's like being a nurse only harder.
Not afraid to get her hands dirty, very decent, loving, intelligent person.
And she's got a little bit of the homestead thing going.
Like, I don't really know that many details about it.
And I wouldn't share them if I did.
But no, she's got things going on.
Like, Ella's solid.
There are solid women out there.
Ultimately, you do want a partner.
One of the things Peterson says to women all the time is: do you want a partner that's a child?
Or do you want a partner that's responsible?
And the same thing for men.
It's one thing to be upset that most women have been infantilized, right?
Like, they think that having an OnlyFans or working for a corporation means that they've, oh, you've got it all together.
You're just like one of those people on Seinfeld.
But that's not all women.
Okay?
Any more than, like, again, most men are infantilized.
Most men are absolutely addicted to these Marvel movies, to the cheap narcissism.
The good lord, they're addicted to ideologies.
You know, I think.
I think to a large extent, ideologies are an attempt to fill the hole that the family is supposed to be filling.
Abstracted into politics.
Alright, so let's read Help Me Man's novels.
He always has great comments.
I think that this, the individualism, the consumerism, the atomization, I think this falls into liberalism and the cult of progress.
Progress is a law unto itself, and to question progress is not only to question the good that progress is presumed to be, but to question the God that progress has become.
In the words of Joseph Pierce, progress is unstoppable, unstoppable.
It is omnipotent, omnipresent, and omniscient.
It has all the attributes of the divine.
It is inexorable, indestructible, and of course, benign.
Progress loves you.
It is not only an all-powerful god, but a good god.
Sorry, but the chat platform here is horrible for getting thoughts across.
No, no, I, yeah.
At least the stream doesn't drop, though.
And this would serve as an excellent segue for film analysis.
AI, artificial intelligence, 2001.
Even crime thrillers like Heat are excellent commentaries on the life we're leading.
Progressive thinkers' vision of progress is amorphously goalless.
2001 in particular highlights the dangers of relentless pursuit towards aimless ideals, as progress must be measured against the goal to which individuals or societies are striving.
To summarize Pierce once more, if the ideals aren't virtue, then we must be progressing towards virtue.
If such ideals are forsaken in the interest of self-gratification, we have to change our understanding of progress since it is no longer tied to growth and character, but the gratification of selfish desire.
Which ultimately boils down.
Like the gratification of selfish desire ultimately boils down to the wirehead, to the heroin drip.
I mean, what is the purpose of sex if not family?
And this, this is why you will never red pill the Buckman.
Imagine.
I don't have to imagine.
I worked with one of these guys.
Not going to say his name.
You might know it.
But imagine the most pathetic bugman you possibly can.
The most blue-pilled, sucks-up to women, total weasel of a man.
And imagine you try and say to this guy, you know, like if you learned a little bit of game, if you tried working out, if you learned just a little bit of fashion and stopped being so creepy looking all the time, you could actually have sex with real women.
Now to those of us here, that sounds like a fairly obvious proposition.
You know, assuming that it's a true claim, who wouldn't rather be having sex with beautiful women as opposed to being a wanker and watching pornhub videos?
Who wouldn't rather be doing that?
But this is why you don't understand the bugman.
See, the bugman, it's all about efficiency.
Right?
Same thing, liberalism, modernism, it's all about efficiency.
It's all about, um, oh shoot, utilitarianism.
And yeah, Mr. Bugman could spend the next three years going to the gym and not being a creep and all that other stuff and get a real woman.
Or he could open up Pornhub in a new tab.
And functionally, at the end of the day, your serotonin receptors don't know the difference between Pornhub and a real woman.
Same thing as Little Miss Career Girl.
She can go use her affirmative action to get, you know, fairly easy jobs.
She gets to scurry about doing tasks all day.
And then she can watch romantic movies, or having pet cats, or whatever utter nonsense that she's doing.
She can go do all of that.
And her dopamine levels, like, they're the same thing.
Why would she do anything else?
You're not going to red pill the bug man.
the Buckman is happy in his slavery.
You know, that's the thing that we really need to get over.
You're not going to red pill the normies.
There's a really good video by a guy called Charlemagne.
Were things always like this?
No, they weren't.
They weren't, and I say that with a very strong degree of confidence as a historian.
No, things weren't always like this and I will, you know, I'm gonna go on a huge tangent with all of this.
I was talking with an ideological leftist that I'm friends with, who's a good kid.
They're a good kid.
And they brought up the word white supremacy.
And so I was chatting with them, and I realized that when the left says white supremacy, they mean the system that I'm talking about in this stream.
They're talking about the fact that there are these rat fuckers who lie, who dehumanize other people, who feed them bullshit, who manipulate the system to get ahead.
They're psychopaths.
And they've always been psychopaths, okay?
We've always had psychopathic people running up the ladder of power and then screwing over entire regions, entire continents.
Okay, that's constant throughout human history.
I don't like the term white supremacy because it takes their crimes, which absolutely happened.
I mean look at the Napoleonic wars were driven by the Rothschilds, for example.
Hundreds of thousands of people dead so that they could control the banking of France and England.
You're welcome.
But the term white supremacy distracts from the people that actually did the crime and puts it onto the middle class.
Because many of the people in the middle, like Napoleonic Wars.
Now, a lot of the middle class wound up dead in shallow graves with no markers, but a lot of the middle class benefited from the Napoleonic Wars.
Not very much, but they benefited a little bit, didn't they?
Or you could look at the transatlantic slave trade.
Very small number of people benefited off of that.
You know, and definitely like the, I mean, the blacks got the worst part of it.
But it's one group got like 90% of the benefit, and the other group got like 10% of the benefit.
And what the word white supremacy does is it focuses all the attention on the middle class that got maybe 10% of the benefit and completely ignores the people that got 90% of the benefit and orchestrated the whole thing in the first place.
Same thing with the attacks on capitalism.
Right?
Like, is there a major problem with the wealth division right now?
Like, yeah, yeah, nobody's happy about this.
In fact, even a lot of the rich people are not happy about the wealth division.
Because most of them are not rap fuckers.
They're just lucky and smart.
They're right time, right place to capitalize on all of this.
But they recognize how bad the wealth division is, and they don't want it.
But when you start instituting anti-capitalist laws, it only affects the middle class, which is largely disappearing right now.
And it's the middle class the greatest enemy of the rat fuckers.
Now, was this always the case that all of our leaders were rat fuckers?
And I'm going to tell you it wasn't.
I'm going to give you one example.
Queen Elizabeth I.
So in the late days of the East India Company, a whole bunch of rebellions happened in India.
Now, the proximate cause of these rebellions was because they were allegedly using pork fat on the, on the rounds which needed to be bid off for the, not the rifles.
The uh, not blunderbusses, what's right?
What's right in between blunderbuss and rifle muskets?
They're using pork fat to to keep the gunpowder dry.
They had to bite it off, and this was deeply offensive to the Muslims.
I think there's also a rumor they had to.
They're using beef tallow, which is deeply offensive to the Hindus, and so it created this massive rebellion in India.
And Queen Elizabeth's response was that what like?
What it boiled down to.
Again, this was, this was 19th century language, so it's a little bit different from today.
What it boiled down to is, she said, like, you guys were there to administer the economic development of India, not to steamroll their culture, not to treat them like slaves, to treat them like subhumans, which is exactly what you did causing these two rebellions.
And so, I hereby disband your company because you guys are rat fuckers.
And now, India is going to be part of the empire, with all the rights of any other British citizen.
So no, it wasn't always rat fuckers all over the place.
You've always had the rat fuckers, okay?
And the rat fuckers, they always try and find some new way to fuck around.
But typically, you have adults in charge.
Now, what's been happening in society is part of it's journalism.
It's a lot easier to tell a lie than it is to tell the truth.
A lie goes along with preconceived notions, it serves the ego of your audience.
Like, it writes itself.
Writing the truth is hard.
And not only is writing lies easier than writing the truth, I mean, actually, like, just individualize this to your own life.
Why were you late for work?
Because my dog ate my homework.
Way easier to lie.
Telling the truth, much more difficult.
And furthermore, with this, the mass media environment, with that hypnotic wave that comes off the television, there is something about seeing these curated events happening on the silver screen that hypnotizes you,
puts you into a sleep mode, and makes you accept these as fundamental truths the same way that you understand your dreams as fundamentally true.
It becomes very useful to lie.
And so, what's been happening?
This is what Charlemagne was talking about in his video.
I'm actually going to re-watch that because I haven't completely absorbed it.
Apparently, based on the work of Pareto, we've gone from, to put it really simply, we've gone from an upper class of warriors to an upper class of shysters.
The elite no longer have balls.
They're no longer able to take a stand.
I mean, that's the reason everybody on the right liked Donald Trump.
Like, as silver spoon as that guy might be, at least he kind of had balls.
Kind of said what he thought.
But no, the journalist class, the professor class, the politician class, they now rely entirely upon lying.
And, you know, like, boil it down all the way down to the consumer level.
Some salesmen, and I'm one of them, Some salesmen actually get to know the client, figure out the client's needs, and find a product that works for them.
And I've done this in the automotive industry, I've done it in the fashion industry.
I'm like, I've had a lady trying on a jacket.
I'm like, wait one second.
Grabbed a scarf, try it now.
It's like, boom, boom, it pops.
she needs that jacket now people that bought for me got what they wanted and loved what they wanted But that's not how you be a top salesman.
The way you be a top salesman is you take somebody who looks awful and you tell them they look great.
You lie through your teeth to them.
And this person should be smart enough to know they're being lied to.
There's an Aesop's fable about that.
The fox and the crow.
There's this crow that has in its mouth a bundle of delicious grapes.
And the fox comes along.
And he sees the grapes and says, man, those grapes look really good.
And so he says, my goodness, look at the beautiful plumage.
Look at the shine of those dark feathers.
Doesn't that crow look absolutely fantastic?
The crow shuffles back and forth and goes, and look at that wingspan.
What a proud glider that bird must be.
And the crow, you know, spreads its plumage.
Ah, but the voice, says the fox, the voice.
Surely a bird that beautiful, that aquiline, that shiny and black.
There's no possible way that bird could have a beautiful voice.
At which point the crow goes, and the grapes fall out of its mouth, and the fox grabs them and runs off with them.
That's how you get good at sales in a consumerist society.
You lie to people and tell them what they want to hear, even though the crow should have known it might be a beautiful bird, but it does not have a beautiful voice, does it?
Thule and his money are soon parted.
Magnus von Thule!
I hope that means you're liking the stream.
slavery and mercantilism displaced the white farmers in the caribbean hence their high black population you know what That is such a fantastic observation.
That is such an absolutely fantastic observation.
Like, you want to, guys, you want to really look at the problem with consumerism.
Go back to mercantilism.
Go back to what DC Pagan just described.
The story of Haiti is just so absolutely evil on both sides.
So yeah, it started off as a French colony and it was the perfect place to grow sugar.
But sugarcane, much like cotton, by the way, picking cotton is awful because it has all of these thorns that come.
So like picking cotton, you just rip your hands apart picking the bloody stuff.
And sugarcane, absolutely backbreaking work.
So they found this perfect place to grow sugarcane, but did they want to pay for the European farmers to do it?
Did they want to pay for the Europeans to pick cotton?
No.
No, that wealthy elite decided that they're going to go employ slavery.
And then in Haiti, eventually there was a slave uprising.
And it was beyond unjust.
Okay, like slavery is a pretty bad institution, but what they did to the French slave owners is absolutely beyond the pale, right?
I'm not even going to describe it.
It's absolutely horrific what happened in Haiti.
If you wonder why, like you take a satellite photo and you got like Haiti on the left and can't even remember what's on the right, so Cuba?
No, I think Cuba is its own island.
Dominican Republic.
Eh, ain't that funny.
You know, where Catholicism was present, slavery wasn't allowed.
Or at least mitigated.
It was Catholics, by the way, who came up with the strongest arguments against slavery during that era.
Anyway, massive uprising in Haiti.
Absolutely brutal.
Like they were torturing children to death.
And Haiti to this day is still cursed.
whereas the Dominican Republic is beautiful.
But that mercantilism right there...
You see, if you want to be a noble, you owe something to your people.
And a lot of the nobility in Haiti and in the southern states said, instead of having peasants who have rights, who I have obligations towards, whom I treat well, I'm going to replace those with slaves.
And look how that turned out.
We're still paying for those cents.
Okay, it's what, seven generations?
It has not been seven generations yet.
Or maybe it just is.
We're getting pretty close to seven generations, I guess.
Gran Torino.
Instead of raising his family, he wants to buy a car.
And so in 1976, when His kids were young when they could have used a dad to raise them and teach them how to be men.
No, no, no, he decided to work at the factory so he could buy himself a car.
And yeah, Napoleonic Wars, Rothschild banking system.
That was the beginning of the mercantilist ethos, the atheist ethos, which has resulted in consumerism in the modern day.
Yeah, the Haitian Dominican border is like you can see it on a satellite map Green on one side, brown on the other.
And I'll tell you, okay, I'll tell you the really sad thing.
You know, at the beginning of the stream, I was talking about how in dealing with familial trauma, you have to forgive your parents.
It doesn't even matter how bad the trauma was.
And like, believe me, I know some people that went through absolute hell with their parents.
I didn't exactly have a nice time either, but I know people that went through even worse than me.
And even those people, and part of their healing process was forgiving their parents.
And if Haitia has any hope of rebuilding itself, of becoming a civilized country with plants, with a society, with roads.
with something other than raping and murder, it needs to repent.
And that's the other thing.
All the victimized peoples of the world.
Part of consumerism, part of turning you into a slave to the system, is fostering resentment.
Imagine, think about the slave system in the South.
How do you stop your slaves from rebelling?
You bribed them to rat out one another.
You keep them fighting amongst themselves.
You keep them resentful of one another, backstabbing one another.
And they're so busy backstabbing one another that they never think to backstab the owner.
You think about those girls on the entrepreneurial livestream who can admit they have something to learn.
Who...
Who want to play victim, who want to be resentful of Patriarchy of bad fathers of the capitalist economic system of whatever they are so resentful that they will never learn anything.
will never get ahead.
You know, the feminists will point out how all of these, these Hollywood movies with their, and all the video games, right?
Where they've got like the vaguely white protagonist with a scruffy beard who turns into the hero and it's all based upon like resentment that he doesn't have a place in society.
Yeah, what do you think feminism is?
What do you think Black Lives Matter is?
What do you think all of this is?
Right?
Everybody's the goddamn victim.
Never the victim of the people running the system.
Because that's the brilliant thing.
The people running the system, you volunteer to participate in it.
The system is not something you can attack.
The system is not something you can confront.
It's something you tune out of.
It's something you stop paying attention to.
But no, they've got all the great victims in the world blaming one another for everything.
Throwing their resentment at one another.
opposed to forgiving and learning.
Let me take a 30-second bathroom break.
I'll be right back folks.
I was going to top off ice just to really keep you guys to the laser.
Now there's one of my favorite songs.
One of my favorite songs.
Old classic rock tune.
My son's gonna play in the big leagues.
And it relates the story of a guy that's I think it's a baseball, one of the sports ball games anyway.
And it's like this guy that has like everything going for him.
He's about to make it big.
He's about to become like a real famous baseball player.
Then one night he gets into a car accident, screws up his body, he's never gonna play professionally.
And so that guy's dream becomes: my son is gonna play in the big leagues.
I mean, bad shit happens to you in life, man.
Like, none of us were born with a silver spoon in our mouths.
Maybe you get into a car accident.
Maybe you go to prison.
Whatever.
Like, bad shit happens.
Oh, it did light.
Bad shit that is completely random and unfair happens to you.
And guess what?
Nobody's going to give you a superpower so that you can fight the system.
You know, that's the character.
That's the carrot in front of your face.
Like, one day I will have the superpower.
One day I'll have a million dollars and I'll have a nice car and I'll be able to show all those people that thought I sucked.
Day never happens, man.
day never happens yeah imagine Imagine for a sec that this was an RPG.
And when you're in an RPG, you know, you set up your character, you put your base stats in, and usually you pick a background.
Right?
Like, or you pick some tag skills or whatever it is.
It's like this, this is the stuff your character spent 20, 30, 40 years specializing in this stuff right here.
If tomorrow is the day that the RPG starts, are you going to complain about where you woke up and how it's all unfair and how whatever the hell it might be?
Or are you going to go play the adventure?
Consumerism has you so busy dreaming about the day where everything works out that you never do any work to get there.
Now I guess to really boil it all down, what it comes down to is a focus on the present or the future.
The, uh...
The system that we have wants you eternally focused on the present.
Distracted by the present as opposed to seeing the possibility that exists and that and and obsessing over the past as well.
And if you want to be liberated, the path to liberation is letting go of the past, is forgiving the past, accepting the past, and overcoming it.
Now, I'm gonna get shutting down pretty shortly unless there's a lot of good comments coming in.
I'm good for going for another half hour, but I've largely run out of material that I don't want to save for tomorrow.
At which time we're going to be discussing...
I know, I'm supposed to be doing an alien stream.
People keep wanting a really good alien stream.
It's been kind of related to it.
We're going to be talking about how people seem to confuse physics, metaphysics, and narrative.
And that somewhere between the three is the truth.
No one of them is the truth.
But between the three of them, you kind of isolate, you vector in towards the truth.
Another metaphor.
Another thing to think about.
Because I was talking about how ideology tries to possess you.
Well, have you seen these people, especially in South America, it's like they get so angry over soccer games they go and murder somebody.
But not just South America.
It's like, imagine imagine the people that get really emotionally upset when the sports ball team loses.
Now, I mean, if it's just sports ball, you're just having fun.
you go like go right ahead right and I'm not not my thing What I'm getting at is that politics is the same fucking thing.
Every election is the most important election, and you have to be completely invested in it.
And if your guy doesn't win, then it's the end of the world.
Well, I've been around close to 40 years now, and the world hasn't ended.
And isn't it funny how the politician that doesn't get elected, but still makes millions of dollars, doesn't seem too upset when he loses the election.
Even though he was telling you a few months before, this is the most important election of your lifetime.
Yeah, he's cool with losing.
Nah, maybe he's just a good, good, good loser.
It should be abundantly clear by this point that elections are not the solution.
And if elections are not the solution, then why are you going to be upset about politics?
You know, this is part of the reason I get frustrated with MGTOW.
Because let's say...
Let's say, for sake of argument, all women are that awful.
Your dreams of having a loving wife, shattered.
Never going to happen.
Guess what?
You're never going to be president of America.
I know they promised you you could be if you worked hard when you were growing up, but you're never going to be president.
you're never going to have a loving wife you are you're never going to be Indiana Jones You're never going to be Spider-Man.
those things are impossible.
Now, you've got two options.
Option number one is you sit around and be angry.
Be really angry about that.
Angry at the people that promised it to you.
Angry at the world that doesn't allow it to happen.
You name it.
Or you accept that and move the fuck on.
I mean, if women really are that awful, and I mean this, I don't think they're that awful.
But it's not a gross exaggeration.
People are pretty awful these days.
Well, okay, so that fantasy, that daydream you had is never gonna never gonna manifest itself.
Okay.
What should you do instead?
A comment here from Help You Men's Headed Out.
Good night, my friend.
Yeah, I'll keep going for a little bit.
I think the really good content is finished with, though.
Okay, this is something I've been struggling with.
Is I don't know, I'm the sort of guy.
I want a mission to fight for.
I want a war to fight.
want something worth doing and your Trump oh shit what the hell are we supposed to do now I've been trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing with myself.
Well, you know what?
I'd like to own my own property one of the mistakes I made one of the big mistakes Because guys, the reason I say don't fall into ideology is because I fell into it.
And there were a lot of guys I used to associate with.
I tell you what, if you are over the age of 25, there is somebody that you dated.
And looking back, you're like, why the hell was I dating that person?
What was wrong with me that I was dating that absolute monster?
They treated me like garbage.
They weren't even good looking.
There's nothing going for that person.
What the hell was so short-sighted and stupid in me that I wanted that in my life?
And that's kind of where I am with the whole, like, the cause, this election matters, all of that.
It's like, what the hell was I doing hanging out with those people?
Those people suck.
Those people are negative and stupid and fat.
It's like, what the hell was I doing hanging out with those people?
What the hell was wrong with me?
And what it boils down to is that, like, I was fighting for a cause.
That, you know, completely face-planted.
Okay, reset.
Now what do I want to do with myself?
Now, what sort of people do I want to hang out with?
What sort of things do I want to do on the weekend?
What sort of car do I want to drive?
What sort of life do I want to have?
Don't burn yourself up.
Don't sacrifice yourself for these damn ideologies.
You know, Devonstack had a really good metaphor.
It's like the politics is like this car you're trying to fix.
And you don't really know that much about fixing cars.
You're trying this, you're trying that, trying all these different things.
At the same time, yes, you're trying to fix this car.
There's all these people that keep coming over and sticking their dick in your car.
It's like you're trying to fix the car and they're shoving their dick into the tailpipe.
Could you stop coming into my shop and putting your dick in my car?
But then eventually you realize that this car is a 1987 Corolla.
Christ.
You know, I actually fixed up a Corolla once and sold it for a profit.
Awful cars.
Absolutely awful.
What the hell are you doing fixing up a broken system?
There's this episode of Red Dwarf where Lister went back in time and ran into his young self.
Like Lister's like 30 in the series and just a complete space bum, deadbeat, life going nowhere.
And he runs into himself at 20.
And he's trying to, like, his 20-year-old self is trying to be part of a band.
And they're terrible.
And his 20-year-old self says everything.
Man, that's so crypto-fascist, man.
And 30-year-old Lister's like, shut the fuck up, you smaghead!
You don't even know what crypto-fascist means!
Stop hanging out with those losers and stop trying to be in a band.
suck oh good and that's like the whole manosphere the whole alt right like all of that Just a crypto-fascist, man.
So don't waste your time on that shit Another quoting from Devin Stack here.
Devin Stack pointed out that Henry Ford was warning people about all of this.
100 years ago, Henry Ford was warning people that if we keep going in this direction, this is going to be the outcome.
H.L. Mencken posted the same warnings.
you know as we covered tonight you can trick this all the way back to mercantilism Napoleonic Wars Rothschilds By the way, the whole Rothschilds and Napoleonic Wars.
What it boils down to is that whoever won, the international bankers would own the winners.
And so it didn't matter who won.
Same thing goes for World War I.
And the same thing goes for World War II.
It does not matter who won.
Everybody lost.
The only thing that the victory changed was which flag was flying.
The people lost.
So fixing this damn system.
Good luck with that.
The system's been fucked for 200 years.
Okay.
So you wake up.
It's the first day of your RPG.
And you live in Fallout World.
Are you going to be raging about the fact that there's no running water?
Are you going to go level up against some rad scorpions?
I think part of the frustration.
We've lost the West.
Okay?
Canada, United States, they're not what they were.
You want a paradigm for where we are right now?
Look at cyberpunk.
Okay?
Because here's the thing.
We need a heroic narrative.
always need a heroic narrative and I'm not saying like that's yeah yeah I'm not saying give up and be bitter No, we always need a heroic narrative and part of the reason that we're so frustrated
See, from what I can tell from the demographics.
Oh, a couple new comments.
We're in the end times.
Brendan Circus and sports book gambling.
Now Sports in America have gambling advertisements and sports gambling.
Gambling is legal now and everyone is doing it.
And actually, you know what?
I'll tell you what?
I'm not day trading anymore.
I'm not good enough at it.
I'm just podal.
I'm just investing in Bitcoin and trying to get a business started right now.
A nice boring business that I'm not going to talk about because, you know, my last job I had a whole bunch of right-wing Christians stalking me and trying to get me fired.
Okay, so I was saying, I think about 70% of my audience is white.
Actually, it's probably more like 90%.
But it's not 100%.
It's not even a.
There's a lot of women that listen to this stream.
And so.
Straight white male.
What are we angry about?
Well, the countries that our ancestors built, presumably for their progeny, are now outright biased against us.
We are the scapegoat for everything.
That's pretty frustrating, ain't it?
But I think it's also frustrating for everybody else.
Like, what about the children of immigrants that came here?
And they've got this weird mixed message.
On the one hand, welcome to Canada.
Here's some free loans because you have melanin.
And also, we hate you.
Kind of a fucked-up message.
I mean, again, if we had responsible government, if we had sane immigration practices, we would have had a few immigrants from other cultures and other places and they would have gradually integrated the same way.
Like, I'm Italian.
Okay?
We weren't super welcome in WASP land.
But there were only a few of us, and we integrated really, really well.
Now, the big hallmark of the Italian neighborhood is that we have statues of naked ladies on our front line.
But we all speak English.
Whereas what they've done since 1965 is just like crush, which is stupid, idiotic, bad for everybody.
It's poor, it's poor management.
Okay, our leaders are beyond incompetent.
But what I'm saying is, like, look at it from their side for a second, and it's like, yeah, it's like you got invited to this country and got told it's all welcoming, but then you got all.
It's a mess.
It's an absolute mess.
And so why the hell are we trying to save it?
Like, it's already dead.
It's already.
Good lord, it's screwed up.
How do you think the how do you think Charlemagne felt inheriting the political and racial detritus of the Roman Empire in 750, 800?
It's always been a mess.
Okay, guys, it's always been a mess.
This is.
This mess isn't that much different from all the previous messes that we've had to fix.
Here's a question for you.
What do you think is going to happen with ethnos?
You know, there's that video that the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation put out.
What was it, like beige?
Beige Pride Worldwide.
Like this video about how everybody's going to be mixed race and atomized and it's pretty offensive for anybody that actually loves their heritage.
Anybody that's actually doing that, yeah, like a little bit of dynasty.
Maybe it's all those historical fiction novels I read growing up, but yeah, it's like, no, I'd like my I'd like my family to know their roots and know that it goes back thousands of years.
Rather offensive video for those of us whose civilization goes like, you know, deeper than two inches.
But do you think, do you really think those people are going to take over?
I don't.
I don't know exactly what's going to happen.
But there's going to be continuity.
There's always continuity into the future.
Unless we're a cursed race.
100 Years of Solitude.
That's a good book.
That's actually a really good book.
I should reread that.
100 Years of Solitude is about a failed bloodline.
It goes through four or five generations.
And it's interesting.
It covers the sins of every single generation, but ultimately it's about a failed bloodline.
It's also about how temporary everything is.
You know, this too shall pass.
This is something Robert Heinlein said.
That part of the reason that we love science fiction is because as awful as the present is, science fiction reminds us that all of this bullshit will be ancient history one day.
And so if that's the case, how do you want to live your life?
See, the healthy solution is somewhere between totalitarianism and individualism.
The um what's this?
Don't go into the moon.
I'm sticking with BTC myself.
Mostly.
have a few shit coins.
I might get back into trading at some point if I can find a cheaper platform.
But that's not really my biggest priority right now.
What sort of legacy do you want to leave?
What sort of uh you know what?
It's like that line from C.S. Lewis.
Where if you if you try to be original You're gonna be derivative But if you don't try and be original you just try and be good try and write good articles try and write good books Almost by accident you become original, doing all of that.
And it's like that song, hold on loosely but don't let go.
Right?
Try and, try and build something.
Try and build a family that's worth a damn Try and instill the proper lessons I guess the big thing is like be aware of how How supercilious the whole individualism narrative is like like just how fucking ridiculous that is
And try and help your kids understand that but try and develop them as their own individuals don't try and force them into playing a role and um you know I'm gonna go for ten more minutes so I'm done with the smoke
This is something I thought about a long time now RPGs are designed so that you always win the game, but uh, you know, start off every day as a fresh one, and you know what can I accomplish today, what could maybe be done?
There's oh goodness.
There's a quote Can't remember the exact details, but it's something like, every day well lived gives you a memory of accomplishment and hope for the future.
i guess that that's what i'm That's a big part of what I'm trying to say.
And man, don't fall for the ideologies.
Don't fall for the.
What I was saying earlier, it's like, don't call women wholes, okay?
If there's a woman that hurt you, first of all, ultimately your goal should be to forgive her, right?
Because the reason she hurt you is because somebody hurt her, and you need to figure out why you invited that into your life.
I know I sound like a freaking hippie right now, but not saying don't defend yourself.
Absolutely defend yourself.
But don't hate your enemies.
Don't be afraid to draw the sword when it's correct.
But don't hate your enemy when you do it.
Because otherwise you're bound to repeat it.
But there's a lot of women that aren't wholes.
Or at least there's a few.
Maybe not a lot, there's a few.
See, Sorleniel says, I think you're probably like Witcher 3.
See, I'm halfway through Witcher 1, but it just.
Witcher 1 kind of strikes me as this gamma male fantasy man.
But I'm the cool dude all the girls want to sleep with.
But I'm dark and mysterious.
I should.
It is.
It is good writing in that game.
I need to finish it.
And I've got a couple of.
I got a couple of incipient ideas for novels that I'm working on.
And like I said, man, I got really sucked up into the ideology thing.
Let me put it like this It's World War II.
And you've got a really principled notion about why the war is being fought, about the proper relations between nations, etc.
You've got really strong ideas.
And so you sign up to fight in World War II.
And then you find out that everybody else in your unit is racist against Germans.
And that's kind of how I'm feeling lately.
Got really sucked up in this thing, and like, what the fuck did that accomplish for me?
Didn't even make me good friends in the long run, since, you know, all of them betrayed me.
No, no, no, I'm done doing that lifestyle.
And so what the hell do I do with myself now?
What the hell do any of us do with ourselves now?
You guys want to hear something really funny?
Really crazy.
My old business partner posted a video apologizing to Anita Sarkeesian.
And I actually think it's good that he did that.
I mean, I'm no fan of her.
She is such a shyster.
She is such a manipulator, and from what I've heard, according to Think Before You Sleep, she didn't even pay some of her employees.
Like, this girl got so much money handed to her, and she didn't even pay her employees.
Absolutely stunning.
Those people were in it for the ideology as well.
But he apologized to her.
And I think that's a good thing.
You know, like that guy kind of had an unhealthy obsession with her.
It wasn't good.
It wasn't like, like, I didn't like her because she was lying.
I'm like, she's a shyster.
Fuck shyster.
Shysters are fucking up our society.
Let's do a documentary about that.
He took it personally.
So.
So, you know, him apologizing to her is actually a good part of a spiritual development.
See, 9:26.
Four more minutes kind of wish I spent the last ten years making money instead of doing this crap And yeah, like working on a business right now.
Should probably be working harder, but I am very lazy.
I got my way of doing things.
I am what I am.
Working on a business.
coming together.
Still trying to figure out the normies, man.
It's like there's a goddamn signal that comes from the TV.
And now this is very ironic.
You know that episode of Futurama?
I'm going to reference TV to talk about how TV brainwashes you.
You know that episode of Futurama where Fry has the brave brain wave that he can't be brainwashed by the big brains that are floating all over the place?
That's how I feel sometimes.
How is everybody else so brainwashed by this fucking thing?
And I'm just, I'm not.
Tell you something really funny.
Me and my buddy Big L back around April.
Back around like March is when I called the whole thing as bullshit.
March of last year is when I said, yeah, COVID is nothing.
I thought COVID was something.
I warned you guys about it, but you know, March, like, nope, nothing.
nothing's happening.
It's, and by the way, the latest data shows about as bad as the swine flu.
I called it them.
And after that, I hung out with my buddy Big L.
And he and I very gently sussed one another out.
Because he came to the exact same conclusion as me.
But we didn't want to aggressively confront the other person.
It was sort of like, you know, like I was thinking and he was thinking, he's like, hey, buddy, just in case you're still afraid of this virus, I'll still be your friend even if you're afraid.
I'm not going to force my ideas on you.
We really gently sussed one another out.
And then realized that, holy shit, yeah, we have the exact same opinion on this.
It's fucking bullshit.
Like, there's.
There's nothing to be afraid of.
pandemic is a mostly a joke it's just funny that we spent that time sussing one another out We were very, very gentle about things.
Didn't want to leap to conclusions or offend the other person.
And yet we came to the same damn conclusions.
Right?
Like, apparently, neither of us have the brain wave that gets brainwashed by the TV.
And we actually both, good lord, we both did our own analysis on the thing.
Looking at different data.
We're not reading, like, we don't read the same websites.
Not even close.
It's part of the reason I love talking with the guy.
He watches Tim Pool.
And we came to the same damn conclusion.
Like, the evidence is right there.
Where's my ex she?
And she's not stupid.
She's a very smart woman.
But she won't leave her apartment.
i know i even snuck into her building and banged on her door normies are gonna normie There ain't much you can do about that.
Ain't much you can do to change it.
So, um.
Stop trying to red-pill the normies.
Stop trying to be the alpha slave, the alpha consumer.
And I don't know.
Figure out fun shit to do and fun people to do it with.
Now, with that said, two and a half hours.
Hopefully, I can upload this without any problems.
We are going to be back tomorrow.
Shit, 16 viewers.
You're not leaving any comments.
We'll be back tomorrow.
1900 Mountain Time.
And tomorrow I want to get a little bit metaphysical.
I'm going to be talking about weird ideas tomorrow.
Stuff I'm still trying to sort out.
I'm like, I don't.
I'm not.
This live stream was far more coherent than tomorrow's was going to be.
But it is going to be related.
It's about how narrative distracts us from, or simplifies to the point of stupidity, miracles exist.
Alright, the supernatural exists.
But it's one of those things.
It's really, really hard to zero in on this stuff.
I think you need to include, when you're aligning your targeting sensors, you need to include objective reality, metaphysical reality, and narrative reality.
You need all three of those.
And if you don't disclude the other two, if you actually use all three, I think you start to focus in on something useful.
Anyway, we'll be talking about that tomorrow night.
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But, you know, things are what they are.
Anyway.
Carpe futurum 10H ratitum.
Thank you for joining me.
Thank you for the great comments.
And thank you for the lemons.
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