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July 9, 2022 - Dan Bidondi Show

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The Spiritual Walk & Battle For Men and Women of Jesus Christ - Spiritual Warfare Friday

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	Alright, welcome to the Dan Badani welcome to the Dan Badani Show, a Spiritual Warfare Friday, guys.
	And we've got our special guest on the phone, Emily.
	So she's going to be joining us in a minute here.
	And today's title is the Spiritual Walk and Battle for Men and Women of Jesus Christ.
	Now, this pertains to any man, if you're single, any woman, if you're single, married, a parent, what have you, right?
	Divorced, whatever the case.
	So, what we're going to try to do today is we're going to go back and forth.
	And what led this up to the show is I did one of the shows, a new show, I brought up some bible verses about makeup and women.
	I got these slides if Emily wants to talk about them too.
	So Emily was watching the show and I told people, I'm not a woman.
	This is what the bible is saying.
	I'm not a woman.
	I can't relate to this.
	So she said, I would love to come on the show and talk from a woman's aspect what it is.
	And it's not just walking.
	It's also the spiritual battles that we go through, the spiritual attacks we go through, both men and women.
	You know what I mean?
	And, you know, what it is to be a man and woman, a regular man and woman of the faith.
	The spiritual battles are if you're married, you're divorced, you got kids.
	We're going to try to break through all this stuff, guys.
	And it's going to be a pretty lengthy show, probably, but full of tons of great information and everything else.
	And so that's what we're going to try to do today.
	We're going to have a little fun, too.
	And we're going to open the phone lines up later on.
	We're going to, you know, look at the comments in the chat room and everything else.
	So without further ado and welcome back.
	I think this is our fifth time on and which is a blessing man This Emily is like whether they call a talk show host is dream So basically when you get somebody on the show that can talk, I mean, oh, it's a blessing It's like gold because a lot of times we used to bring guests on and all that.
	Yeah.
	Yeah.
	Yeah Yeah, they're very talkative when you talk about a phone then when you bring them in the air, it's like Quick answers, very quick, and like, oh my god.
	So, you gotta come up with content to fill the rest of the show, but Emily is so full of wisdom and knowledge, I could literally just mute my mic for an hour, and she could go on about some amazing stuff, and all you guys in the chatroom love her too.
	So, yeah, we love you, Emily, and welcome back.
	So, this is Emily, guys, and you got the floor here, Emily.
	That was a very entertaining introduction.
	Thank you so much, Dan.
	Hello, everyone.
	Shabbat shalom.
	Yeah, no, it's funny because when you say, oh, she can talk.
	Yeah, sometimes I feel really awful, though, because like with the setups that we use, sometimes I'm talking over people on accident.
	So again, like before, I apologize to everyone if I ever talk over you, because that's never intended.
	So, but do you want to start tonight off with a prayer, Dan?
	Yes, thank you for reminding me.
	That's all right.
	So, everybody, it's a 30 second delay, but if everybody joins us in prayer.
	Heavenly Father, we come to you today to dive into your vast knowledge of the Holy Scriptures, your word, the word of God here.
	And first of all, we come to you and forgive us for our individual sins and transgressions that we commit.
	And we ask you to forgive us through your son Yeshua Jesus.
	To once again forgive us for the dumb sins we do every day.
	We confess and repent our sins to you and Lord we come to you for this, you know, me and Emily both are learning as well as we go on and we want to just ask you to install the Holy Spirit upon us to give us wisdom and knowledge to teach people what it's like as men and women, single, parents, married, whatever, To walk in the faith and also to deal with the spiritual battles that we get every day.
	So Heavenly Father I ask for this great wisdom and also it's going to help me and Emily both learn from this as well.
	So in your heavenly mighty name, Amen.
	Amen, Jesus, thank you.
	Yeah, tonight, so, we, initially, our conversation started on makeup, and when we were talking off the show this, these past few weeks, we had a lot of interesting conversations, and, but we decided that, you know, there's so many influences on men and women equally, especially our youth.
	It's so much bigger than makeup.
	It goes into everything, into fashion, into just music, even the logos on your clothing.
	So many people don't understand the meanings behind them.
	All of it's intertwined in a spiritual battle.
	We know everything of this world is at enmity with Christ.
	It's hard for people, especially when we're so immersed in our own cultures or our own Um, religions we may be coming out of, or this or that, or our own traditions of our family, our own personal preferences and styles, to see these things as evil or potential spiritual strongholds or attacks.
	And oftentimes we can have the wool pulled over our eyes before we even realize we're walking deaf, dumb, and blind.
	And so we kind of wanted to open the floor and open the discussion in a way that we can not only You know, bounce around and touch on a lot of these different angles, but open the floor to you guys to provide your own knowledge, your own experiences, struggles that you've encountered, things you've noticed.
	And it's not, you know, like so much of what we talk about, it's not anything we intend or I mean, these are just discussions because we understand how big they are, but they need to be had.
	And I think I could speak for both Dan and I by just saying that tonight would really be one of those nights to set, like, All your emotions aside, because it could be triggering for women, it could be triggering for men, you could find yourself getting offended or wanting to argue things because maybe it's something that you do or maybe it's something that you like.
	And nothing that we say is meant to put anyone down, single anyone out, anything like that.
	So, I would just ask, and I think Dan would probably agree, that if we could all just set our emotions to the side and just all be willing to share in what scripture says, and then also what we're able to observe, to compare against that within society, and then just humbly meet each other at a point where we're all just searching for truth and understanding, even if it means we're all caught red-handed doing these things.
	Because I guarantee you, like, we are.
	You know?
	And emotions will kill us all, I'll tell you that.
	Emotions are a killer.
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	And if you wanted to, I got those rest up real quick too on the makeup.
	I mean, if you want to go over them, let me know because I got, you know, from Menach and, you know, the Fallen Angels teaching them and I got the Jeremiah and all that stuff, a couple of rest on makeup.
	So if you want to get into that, let me know.
	I got the rest for you.
	Yeah, go ahead and throw up whatever you got.
	And like, I mean, like we decided we're kind of just going to go casual with this and allow it to kind of bounce back and forth, whatever direction the combo takes us.
	Alright, so I'm glad Emily's here.
	So ladies, I'm not speaking for you ladies.
	I'm not judging you.
	Please don't take it that way.
	So we always hear at Jeremiah 430 about wearing makeup.
	I mean, back in the olden days, if you wore makeup to church in most cases, the pastor would be screaming at you.
	You know what I mean?
	So makeup is not a golly and is used to mask the natural beauty of women and incite lust in men.
	Where does this come from in the Bible?
	1 Timothy 2, 9 and 10 says, "...women should adorn themselves in respectable apparel, with modesty and self-control, not with braided hair or gold or pearls or costly attire, but with what is proper for a woman to wear to profess godliness, and with good works." And that's also clothes too, guys.
	So Jeremiah 430 says, and when thou art spoiled, thou art will do.
	Though close thyself with crimson, that thou deckest with the ornaments of gold, rentest thy face with painting, and vain shall make thyself fair, which is attractive to men.
	Thy lovers will despise thee and will seek thy life.
	And the book Enoch, and if you want to know where makeup came from, the book Enoch talks about this angel, Zazel, taught men to make swords and knives and shields and breastplates.
	And this is chapter 8.
	And this angel, one of the chief only angels of Zazel, taught men how to make weapons and everything else and work in the metals of the earth and also how to make bracelets and ornaments and the use of interonomy.
	And the beautifying of the eyelids, you know, makeup on eyelids, and all the kinds of costly stones...
	When I say men, which is man and woman, by the way, So, um, you know, how to make these, uh, costly stones, which is diamond rings and everything else, and all the color and tinctures, and there arose much godlessness, and they committed fornication, and they were led astray and became corrupt in all their ways.
	So, basically what I'm saying is, like, basically you get the natural beauty of a woman, right?
	So, by plastering makeup on you, putting this fancy jewelry on and all that stuff, then you're wearing a tight dress with your cleavage hanging out, and the firmness of your butt showing, and the thighs and everything else, and your legs are showing.
	Yeah, okay, even the most...
	I would say too, okay?
	If I see a girl like that, and even as much as I try to be, okay?
	Things are gonna go through my mind, okay?
	Plain and simple, and I don't like, I don't want that, but there's, you know, they call it human nature or whatever, and that's what God's warning about.
	Say, listen, this is the kind of practice, like, years ago when I went to, um...
	When I was like real good shape, I went to this club, right?
	With a bunch of friends and every girl in there was dressed like whoredom, so to speak, right?
	And there was one girl in there that was dressed classy, showing no cleavage at all, and that's the one I was attracted to.
	I was like, wow, she's like, she's not exposing herself.
	She didn't have no makeup, just like natural beautiful, you know what I mean?
	And that's what I was attracted to.
	But lustfully, yeah, of course you're gonna be attracted to that girl that's hanging everything out and all over you, you know?
	So that's what this is talking about, you know what I mean?
	And uh, and this sort of speak now, um, these and the rest as I mentioned, this is from my perspective.
	So we'll turn this over to Emily.
	So she could give her because she's a woman.
	Cause I have no idea what it, you know what I mean?
	I can't speak for you ladies out there.
	And again, we're not, we're not at all judging you.
	Okay.
	And you know, if you put makeup on, I mean, I'm not your judge, plain and simple, but, um, Emily's a woman here and she could definitely relate to this stuff.
	So I'll go for Emily.
	Yeah, and I mean everything you said is right on point.
	You know, it's just to remind people this is nothing new.
	Remember, there's nothing new under the sun.
	What we see is it just kind of roll itself through various different generations and every now and then there's a little more of a godly pushback.
	that really discourages it.
	You know, you see throughout the last several centuries there was an ebb and flow of, you know, oh, if you wear rouge, if you wear this, if you wear that, that's more like a prostitute, you know, it's a symbol of harlotry.
	And then you've seen with the rise of Hollywood, you know, in the early 1900s, 20th century, I never get those, 20th century, I'm always like doing it backwards.
	In 1920s and 30s when you had the rise of the film stars and the flapper movement and everything coming out, they really started pushing a lot of cosmetics.
	And after World War II is when it really started becoming a huge commercial industry to where they were making all kinds of
	Available products and they were pushing them on teenagers and if you take if you walk it back all the way to like Sumeria and Egypt and stuff there was always an emphasis on lightening the skin and enlarging the eyes and lengthening the eyebrow the eyelashes and Coating the lips red.
	I mean red lipstick goes all the way back to like Egypt and Sumeria, Babylonia Um, so you wonder, why are these colors so prevalent?
	And what is it with cosmetics?
	Like, why, if we stop and pause and think about like, why do we put this stuff on our faces at all?
	You know, and when you look at models and actresses and actors, You've been so conditioned to view them as looking made up and, you know, my mom used to say, oh, I'm putting my face on.
	And you think that's beautiful and you think that looks very polished and elegant.
	And then as you'll notice the opposite side of that, is a degradation of natural beauty.
	You know, if a woman just wants to go out, you know, maybe with her hair put in a bun, no makeup on and wearing modest clothing, you would now hear someone say that she looks frumpy or that she isn't put together.
	She's, you know, she's not a very high value woman.
	Well, that is so counterproductive to everything that God actually says, because He made us.
	We were fearfully and wonderfully made in His image and likeness.
	And yes, we get blemishes.
	Yes, we get scars.
	Yes, we get things because we put stuff into our bodies or we have hormonal reactions.
	We have stress.
	We sweat.
	There's a lot of things that go on in our body and our skin is the biggest organ.
	And so when there's toxins, when there's infections, when there's things that our body is purging, it will come through the skin.
	So if there's imbalances physiologically inside of us,
	Instead of turning back to the old paths, which is just understanding what's food, what's not, what's healthy, what's not, and being more conscious of treating food, you know, as medicine and as health and living a healthy life, people would sooner get acne cream and, you know, more pharmakia, take pills and, you know, they would just cover it up with more chemicals and more this and that.
	And it's gone through the various different millennia for whether it be just socially acceptable beauty standards or separating royalty from peasantry, but it also has a heavy spiritual influence, especially if we take it back to like Egypt.
	In Sumeria and all of those countries and regions that we know of, biblically speaking, to paint your eyes, to enlarge them, especially using the coal around the eyes, was a form of goddess worship.
	And if you look at a lot of the depictions of the various different gods and goddesses, especially in the Indian culture, be it if we're talking about North American and like Mexican and South American Indians, or if we're talking about in the continent of India, if you look at their deities, they are heavily painted.
	There's many different skin tones that they're in.
	They're bejeweled and decked out and have a crazy amount of adornment.
	Now, we know from scripture that a lot of these beings, well, all of them, you know, were of the fallen.
	But the Nephilim hybrid beings, you know, you go into, Dan, if you could pull up some images of some like Hindu gods and goddesses, you'll see they've got like green skin, blue skin.
	They have crazy makeup on their faces, huge eyes.
	They have all kinds of gold and precious metals and pearls and everything adorning them.
	And so when we ask the question of why do we even put this stuff on?
	Like who influenced us to just start painting crap on our faces?
	And changing our features, and why do we think it's a standard of beauty?
	We have to walk it back to the original influence, which as Dan mentioned from the Book of Enoch and other scriptures, it talks about how the Watchers had taught men this forbidden knowledge of how to mix these tinctures and cut these roots and make these blends.
	And a lot of the makeups, even to this day, you know, red One of the biggest and main ingredients in all of your red lipsticks and everything still comes from carmine, which is crushed up bug shells.
	It's also known as natural red number four.
	And they were crushing all kinds of things.
	But it was never because they just one day came up with this idea, oh, we're just going to smear stuff on our face and that's going to be beautiful.
	What it ended up being is a direct copycat of what they were worshipping.
	They wanted to emulate their gods and goddesses, and especially with the royalty, it was a social standard, a social class division of who could, you know, basically afford all of these things and demonstrate to the general public that they were of divinity or they were of those upper echelons.
	So when we see in our modern culture now, how it's turned so crazy.
	You know, you've got, I don't even know how to do the makeup they do now.
	They've got contouring and all kinds of stuff they put on.
	It's like 25 layers.
	You can see someone With no makeup, go through, you can watch a YouTube makeup tutorial transformation thing.
	They don't even look like the same person.
	They look so incredibly different.
	So then we have to get into like, okay, so there's makeup, right?
	And we're like, yeah, we've all worn it.
	We've all probably dabbled in it.
	A lot of us probably still wear it in little bits and pieces, even if not a full face.
	And so we go, well, the Bible never said specifically don't wear makeup.
	And that might be true.
	There's no specific commandment.
	This is "Thou shalt not wear makeup." But there's also no commandment by God saying "Thou shalt paint your face." And when he talks about those who have done that, the one that I was able to find was Jezebel, when he was talking about her painting her eyes and adorning her head, you know.
	And so, to me, that stuck out, because I was like, well, wow, if he's going to leave an example, you know, of painting your eyes, and he picks Jezebel as the only one I've noticed so far, it kind of sends a symbol to it.
	And then you look at just how it has affected culture, our young women, And how men have decided the value or the attractiveness of women based on their exterior appearance, on top of how women value themselves based upon, do I have my hair done?
	My nails done?
	Do I have my makeup on?
	Is my figure looking right?
	Because it's all about showing it.
	And that really breaches us over into the area of how it's not just led with perversion and self-idolatry, but it's really caused that rift between the male and the female,
	not only because you've got single women walking around looking like harlots because society says that that is not only because you've got single women walking around looking like harlots because society says that that is a beautiful woman and it's causing a lot of problems with married men or younger men who are trying to maybe not, or maybe not even aware, but who And you've got women who then want to walk and talk and dress all like this and then they're getting extra attention.
	And then we have this whole, don't look at me or don't make comments.
	I wear this for myself and we end up in this huge tangle of Never-ending arguments and ridiculousness when really all we need to do is step back and we need to start deciphering godly character
	in godly ways of carrying ourselves, both men and women, and it's just one more layer that we need to be willing to examine and pull ourselves up out of Babylon and consider the ramifications of these actions and participating in these things or being led by these ideas and these trends and seeing the fruit they bear, which, especially within our movie culture and within music,
	It's getting more and more and more scandalous to the point where, I mean, Dan, you've even showed a few music videos or things where they're, essentially, they're like having sex, right, in the music video.
	Yeah.
	And they're hardly covered by anything other than, like, neon Band-Aids.
	And...
	All of this stuff was going on back in the day too.
	I mean, the orgy culture was huge and sex was part of their temple worship.
	It wasn't anything that was, you know, super private or super this or that.
	It had its own little, you know, categories of different ways it was acceptable or whatnot.
	But I just think that for women, especially as we talk tonight, I'm not judging anybody.
	I know Dan's not.
	We're not here to tell you guys, throw away all your makeup, never wear it, never do anything.
	I think it's more along the lines of just being willing to open the discussion in a way that we kind of all, men and women alike, need to open our eyes because women aren't the only ones who wear makeup.
	You know, there's manscaping and there's, what is that, metrosexual and all those things.
	There's a lot of different makeup products.
	specifically advertised and made for men.
	And men wear a lot of them.
	And it's not about shaming anybody.
	You know, even if I look at the picture Dan's got, I remember taking that picture and I have mascara on that I slept in.
	And so that's day-old mascara, you know, right on my face.
	So I've worn makeup.
	We've all worn makeup.
	It's not about shaming you.
	I think it really just needs to be a discussion that we have where we really start looking into when we participate in these things or when we rely on these things, what are we doing In comparison with the Word of God.
	Like, are we suffering things?
	Are we tolerating things?
	Are we participating in things that by and large are a hindrance or a help to society when it comes to setting a good example or even for our own self and the spiritual attacks that we can find ourselves in when we get a little too lax with Either our knowledge or our understanding or our diligence in this walk because the influence is everywhere.
	So none of us are immune to it.
	Yeah, like you said, I mean, guys wearing makeup.
	So nowadays, I mean, all bets are off, if you want to put it that way, the way it is.
	But I do want to tell you men out there who do do these things.
	The Bible is very clear about this, okay?
	Deuteronomy 22, 5.
	It says, women shall not wear which pertains unto a man, neither shall a man wear what pertains to a woman.
	For all that do these things are an abomination, not a sin, but an abomination to the Lord.
	So this is, you know, when you get to the transgender stuff, drag queens, all that stuff.
	Yeah, the Bible is very serious about that.
	You know what I mean?
	And people say, oh, that's just the Old Testament.
	Well, the Old Testament still pertains to this day.
	I mean, I hate when people say, oh, it's just for the Jews, just for the Old Testament, whatever.
	It's like, no, that pertains to anybody that claims to be a person of God, you know, in plain and simple.
	And here's the hypocrisy of these people, right?
	This is the mainstream churches.
	Oh, those things, the commandments and all that just pertains to the Jews and the Old Testament.
	Didn't the Bible say we're grafted into God's Israel?
	Yeah?
	So, what did God say in Deuteronomy?
	You know, before you come into this land, leave all those abominations out of my kingdom.
	So, you think we could bring these abominations into his kingdom?
	No.
	We still have to obey the commandments like Jesus did.
	And he said, uh, obey my father's commandments, bottom line, dozens of times in the New Testament.
	So, uh, before anybody throws that out there, but yeah, and uh, just, um, in the makeup too, like she was saying, man, We're not judging.
	The INC's like Joanne and Jessica and all that say they put on makeup.
	We're not judging you ladies I know you guys don't think we are but I'm just we're just laying it out and uh and yeah if you Make up a little bit, you know, whatever case if you especially got a scar or something want to cover it up I don't see nothing wrong with that at all.
	But we're mainly pertaining to the girls out there who just plaster like just tons of chemicals over their face and then when you do that then comes the earrings then comes the flashy hair then comes uh the skimpy dresses and everything else so you know it's like same thing with men too you know i mean uh because men nowadays uh which i would never quite be dead wearing these things uh tight jeans and things like that or speedos or anything like that uh man god forbid everybody see me in a speedo i think they run off the beach
	but you know i mean like men you need to watch what you uh wear too you know i mean it's the same thing for the men as a woman you know i mean vice versa so uh this is not attack against women at all it's attack on both of y'all if you're out there if you're showing your goods okay man and woman and again i'm not your judge but the bible does strictly forbid that You know what I mean?
	If you're out there showing your goods just to get a piece of butt, okay, plain and simple, that's not a good thing.
	You know what I mean?
	And you're not going to get anybody that's going to respect you for who you are.
	Because here's the thing, right?
	You bring a guy home, right?
	You're all dressed and everything else, you wake up in the morning, you're just a smudge everywhere, whatever, and that's what, if the guy ever ends up marrying you, it's gonna be beyond all the makeup.
	You want a guy who's gonna respect you for who you really are, not this fake flashy look, because you gotta get a real guy.
	And now if you have this fake flashy look, you're going to get somebody who just wants you for your body.
	And most of the time it doesn't work out too well for the woman.
	The guy's up and going and never sees you again, you know.
	So I'm just saying that for you.
	Because I got a lot of friends who are girls.
	And I've seen them go through this stuff all the time.
	You know what I mean?
	And they put their bodies out there.
	And, of course, every single time they get somebody that ends up breaking the heart.
	That's what I'm trying to say.
	If you want somebody real, be real.
	You know what I mean?
	And, again, we're not saying it's like if you want to put a little makeup on.
	I'm not used to judge.
	But just be careful what you do.
	That's what you're trying to say.
	Well, and I think, you know, if we're looking at the character aspects, one way it really affects women is our own self-worth and our self-confidence.
	You know, we start putting our self-confidence or our value in our external appearance because that's what society is valuing us off of, and that's what men have been trained nowadays to look for in value.
	You know, is she slim, thick?
	Has she got good skin, good hair?
	Does she keep herself, you know, this and that?
	And while there are some good arguments for, you know, men looking for a woman who is at least health conscious and, you know, in a healthy state, even just for reproductive, like, means, you know, as far as settling down with a wife.
	I mean, that can go all the way back to the beginning of time, you know, just looking for a healthy girl.
	That is not what they're consciously looking at.
	They're looking at the external appearance.
	And so you have women where it's like, You could look absolutely beautiful and incredible, full makeup, you know, you've got whatever ethnicity you are, it doesn't matter however you do your hair, be it a wig, be it a weave, be it natural, whatever makeup you wear, whatever clothing, but you're still going to have to wake up with that man after you take a shower.
	He's going to see your face.
	He's going to see your natural hair at some point.
	He's going to see your body naked if you end up getting married or unfortunately in our society, if you end up in a sexual relationship, outside of wedlock and you know what are you going to do then you know are you still going to feel as confident and valuable
	is he still going to look at you and desire you and value you the same way that he did when you were quote fully made up and that can be really damaging to women because then it's almost reinforcing that that self-value externally
	And men, you need to be careful to not allow yourself to be snared into judging a woman or valuing her off of her external appearance, but rather her heart and her virtue and what fruit she brings forth in her life.
	Because, sorry to tell y'all, we're all going to get gray and wrinkly, God willing.
	Things are going to sag.
	Things are going to not look the same.
	So what are you really going to build a relationship off of?
	Cosmetics and external fashion and adornments?
	Or someone's heart and their virtue and what they bring to your life and what they can build with you moving forward?
	But we're not taught these things these days.
	You know, even people of the church, they may be encouraged to be modest, but they're not ever really taught the damage it can directly have on our young girls and our young women, especially when everything else in the world is telling them that their value is directly dependent upon how attractive men think they are, or how many haters they have, or how many, you know, What brand of clothing they wear or how well they do their makeup.
	And it gets really vicious.
	I've seen, you know, even younger people on TikTok or on YouTube, you know, they're trying to fit in with these older women and they're, it gets so bad that you can't even tell that someone on TikTok is a 12 year old.
	You know, they look like they're 18 or 19 because they're just made up in all these layers of things.
	And To me, when I was younger, I modeled for a little bit, and I can tell you that even though I was never in some vogue status or anything, even the little experience that I had in that industry, It's excruciatingly cutthroat.
	It's excruciatingly demoralizing and denigrating to women because everything about it is fake.
	You're taped up.
	You're tanned up.
	Your hair is colored.
	Your face is done.
	Your skin's done.
	You know, it's everything's filters and this and that.
	And I mean, so by the time you see something in a magazine, that's not even what that person looks like.
	And so a lot of the times the tabloids play off this because they'll be Celebrity women who just are trying to live their life and they go out without makeup or whatever and it makes it happen.
	Don't they ear brush them too?
	Like on the picture or whatever?
	Yeah, I mean, there's all kinds of stuff.
	There's all kinds of, like, even with special effects makeup, it can totally change, like, your bone structure and everything.
	But, you know, then the tabloids, it's like reinforced that natural beauty is ugly, because the tabloids would be the first ones to grab a picture of a celebrity without makeup, just trying to go get groceries or take their kids to a park.
	And they plaster it and they shame them and, you know, then what do we do as a society?
	We give our money to these huge industries and we buy these tabloids or we make comments or watch these videos on YouTube or whatnot and without even realizing it we're perpetuating the problem.
	Because we've been so indoctrinated into going with the flow of whatever trend is being set and standardized for us, all the while completely forgetting that who a person is, you know, I'll take it back to Martin Luther King, it's the content of character.
	You know, you think racism is bad?
	You should think external beautification and judging off of that is just as bad, because it's not who the person is.
	And you get these rappers like Nicki Minaj and Cardi B and Iggy Azalea, all of these really high-end rappers and these upper-echelon females who so many people look to for fashion and for trends.
	And it's sad to me because What I've noticed, especially over the last, like, 30-40 years, that I've just been able to, like, look back and, like, review things, um... I don't even know if they're gonna be wearing clothes in the next few years.
	Because they have so objectified women and taught women, oh, that's girl power, that's feminine beauty, that's independence.
	No, it's not.
	Well, okay, um...
	You know, I don't know if you've seen the news, Ray from Rhode Island, Rhode Island State Senator.
	She's out there doing a handstand on her head, twerking.
	She's got a string bikini on.
	So twerking her rear end off, you know, on TikTok and all that, and telling people to vote for her.
	She's a sitting state senator here in the state of Rhode Island, Tiara Mack.
	And she's made headline news in Tucker Carlson and all that.
	And it just shows the crudity of these people out there.
	There's no limits.
	And like you said, what's next?
	Them going out there naked next?
	No, it's art.
	They call twerking art.
	It's stuff like that.
	It's like, where does it stop?
	Where does the perversion stop?
	You know what I mean?
	It's sickening.
	And we know it's not going to stop.
	It's only going to get worse, which is why we need to have these conversations.
	Yeah.
	Because when you're dabbling in these things, you need to understand, like, I know a lot of women, you know, my sister included, would tell me, because my own sister, she's covered in tattoos.
	She was a makeup artist for a while.
	Like, she's all about that.
	And I've tried.
	We've had many conversations.
	I will probably never win with her because she's decided that it is what it is for her and her opinion is good enough.
	But, I mean, you've got women who won't even go check the mail without putting makeup on, you know?
	They wouldn't be caught dead going outside.
	And, you know, when I've talked to her, and we've had discussions about spiritual warfare with tattoos and what goes behind that, and she's my half-sister, and so, you know, Her life experience has been very different from mine.
	She's aware of a good handful of my life experiences.
	She doesn't think any of it's fake, but it's almost like she's so detached that she's not worried about any of that happening to her or anything, you know, being an influence onto her.
	And it's frustrating, especially when you have people close to you or that you want to be close with that feel so convicted and convinced in their own understanding and their own experience to where they're not even willing to have a conversation to where they would consider the ramifications.
	Even when we bring up things like, you know, young girls basically whoring themselves out now on social media and the pedophilia becoming just out of control.
	And, you know, you've got teenagers, I mean, they're committing suicide and they're being bullied and stuff because they're not pretty enough or they're not popular enough or this or that.
	And sure, some of those things probably were always going on because kids can just be nasty.
	But with social media now and all of these things out there, and you've got all these influencers that are pushing all these products, I mean, that's not even touching the harmful chemicals they put in all of these things, or the horrific ways in a lot of these ingredients are sourced and farmed from third world countries using child labor like in mica mines to get all your glittery sparkly cosmetics.
	Those are little kids that are going down into these mines and hacking away at them and dying sometimes in them.
	And, you know, but when you try and speak to women, I think what I've encountered the most, because I would have had the same reaction several years ago.
	Is look, I'm not trying to seduce men.
	I'm not trying to just put myself out there like that.
	It's not an invitation.
	It just makes me feel good.
	It makes me feel pretty.
	I feel put together.
	And I think that that is a valid answer because like I said, that's what we've been trained to feel is beautiful or put together or accepted.
	We've actually been trained to abhor our naked natural state Which is really the image that God created us in.
	And so when we take it to a spiritual aspect, when you think that in order to be beautiful, you need to contour your face and change your pigmentation and highlight features and remove features and do this and do that.
	You're essentially deciding that the image and likeness of God is not good enough for you and that society is a better and greater standard and one in which you want to follow, even if your first knee-jerk reaction is to say, no, I do it for me.
	Well, let's look at that.
	Why are you doing it for you?
	Who told you that you're more beautiful with that stuff on your face?
	Who told you you even need it?
	Who told you you weren't good enough or pretty enough or beautiful the way you are?
	And most of the time we won't have a single person who told us that.
	It's going to be that slow steady influence of the world.
	And another thing too when you talk about the nakedness, right?
	And like I said, it doesn't stop there.
	And I just learned about that.
	I had no idea this even existed.
	It was on TV, something about bleaching, right?
	I'm like, the hair?
	No.
	And my wife said, no, it's not the hair.
	Uh, girls bleach their crotches, you know what I mean?
	Because, you know, it doesn't have the natural color to it, you know what I mean?
	So, I'm like, they do?
	I'm like, yeah, she showed me these things online that they literally bleach the crotch to make it all white and, you know, perfect looking.
	Uh, you know, I guess a lot of girls do that for pornography now, and they're OnlyFans or whatever the heck they do.
	Their armpits, their anuses, their vaginal areas.
	Then the Brazilians, you know what I mean?
	Like if you don't know, it's a wax.
	They put it all over your crotch and literally rip all the hair out.
	You know what I mean?
	So they got all these little techniques to make you look good naked or dressed up, whatever the case.
	But yeah, and I guess the perversion doesn't stop there.
	That's crazy.
	Yeah, it's really horrific in the porn industry, not just because it's porn and that's just a huge can of worms in and of itself.
	But, I mean, when we look at the standard of beauty, as society says, and we want to compare it to what true feminism is, and what true value and beauty of a woman is,
	They will try and convince you that having your nails done with acrylics, or flashy paints, or putting gems on your nails, and having, you know, a long weave, or long hair, dyed various colors, done up different ways, and your face all contoured, glittery makeup, your lips on point, your eyebrows on fleek, all these different terms in this, they'll convince you that you're too hot to try.
	That's exactly what you need to be doing.
	Oh, you're a goddess.
	You know what I mean?
	You hear that in a lot of makeup commercials.
	Become a goddess.
	You know what I mean?
	The L'Oreal commercials do that a lot.
	Yeah.
	Well, and that's what I was going to say.
	So much of this is directly tied into the, quote, New Age movement, which is not new.
	Like I said, it goes all the way back to Samaria, Babylon.
	And it really is god and goddess worship.
	It's trying to emulate those entities of which they esteemed and worshipped.
	And you'll see this throughout every culture.
	Every continent.
	It's not race-specific, it's not ethnic-specific, it's not any of that.
	It is literally permeated throughout all of it.
	You can even go to, like, the Chinese dynasties and the rise of the Geisha, you know, painting their faces white, and they would actually stain their teeth black.
	That was like a beauty to them.
	And, you know, you can go to the Elizabethan era in Europe and you find their powdered wigs and their caked on white face powder.
	I don't even know what you could call it because it was mixed with like lead and a whole bunch of other different chemicals.
	And so many of those chemicals are lethal.
	They cause cancer.
	They cause birth defects.
	And I think what a lot of women need to remember, too, is even if you're not making yourself up with all of this, you know, you're not doing all the contouring and the crazy shading and stuff.
	All of these chemicals you're putting onto your skin and your face, even your different lotions you might be using.
	They are chocked full of dangerous chemicals.
	And your skin is the biggest organ in your body.
	And it directly absorbs all of that, you know.
	Even if you put primer on, it's still absorbing the primer and everything else.
	Plus your body breathes, you know, your skin breathes in a gaseous exchange kind of way.
	And so people wonder, okay, well, I'm wearing makeup or I'm wearing this, but then I've got acne or then I've got rashes or this, so let me go get another method of Pharma-Kia and put that on my body and do this.
	For the last, I think, five years, my, quote, makeup regimen has consisted of olive oil And I curl my eyelashes because they're very straight.
	That's all I do because I learned that olive oil, you know, it sounds counterintuitive because even if you have oily or problematic skin, you're like, why would I put oil on my skin?
	And I thought that too.
	But it's actually, it's amazing.
	And, you know, if we look back, even in the Bible, they were anointing their heads with oil.
	And there's so many medicinal properties, too, to the oil.
	And if you want it scented, you can add lavender.
	You can add all kinds of things into it.
	But my point is not to shame anyone.
	My point is really to get people thinking because when you start accepting these different trends and these different standards of beauty, especially because we're so far removed from the history of where cosmetics even came from or why it ever even became especially because we're so far removed from the history of where cosmetics even came from or why it ever even became a social thing to paint I mean, still in cultures they do.
	They use henna and they still dye their fingertips or whatnot.
	But none of this was just natural human behavior.
	It wasn't, again, like somebody just woke up and decided, oh, we need to just start slathering stuff on our face.
	And there's a lot of different things that are going on.
	It's not just makeup.
	I mean, you know, you talk to hunters or people who are in the military.
	I mean, they paint their face, you know, for camouflage reasons, you know?
	Or in sports like football, the reason why they put black under the eyes is because what happens if there's a glare of the sun, especially white people, I mean like the glare, like when you put black under your eyes, it kills some of the glare from the sunlight, you know what I mean, the direct sunlight on the field.
	So that's why they put, in the military too, you know what I mean, they do that to under the eyes because it stops a lot of the light, you know, direct light into your eyes.
	And there are functional uses, like you said, you know, like when they're playing football or, you know, like if you're in the military and you're like full on camouflage because you're about to go on a mission somewhere.
	But we're talking not so much that, we're talking more about like...
	You know, the tribal paints and the social standards and cultural advancements of the cosmetic industry for just beautification and altering one's appearance.
	Now, there's a lot of, if we look into like the The African continents, South America, there's a lot of tribal markings that they would paint on themselves, you know, be it for family identification, tribal identification, for spiritual, ritualistic purposes.
	We look into Hulu, Vudu, Santeria.
	There's so many different reasons why there are markings put on the skin.
	But likewise, with tattoos, we are told, as children of the Father, not to do those things.
	Now, is it me sitting here going, oh, all of these tribes and all of these people, they're damned, how dare they do this?
	No.
	One, I don't have that authority.
	Two, I'm not trying to judge anybody for that, because we all inherited traditions, we all inherited lies, we all inherited convoluted explanations and ways of accepting things and snared ourselves right into going along with things.
	But that's why it's so important just for us, as children of the Most High, to question and test all things.
	It's not to put anyone down, it's to allow yourself to step back and go, well, what part do I have participating in these things?
	You know, does this line up with the walk I should be on?
	Does this line up with the standard of beauty that my father has set forth?
	Or is this worldly?
	Or is this traditional?
	Or is this so on and so forth?
	Tattoos especially are dangerous because from the very beginning of time, since they were, I mean, I think one of the, I think they traced like one of the first tattoos that they've been able to like actually have physical evidence of.
	It was like 6,000 years old or something or 5,000 years old.
	It was actually on the skin of a mummy, one of the mummies.
	And they used a lot of infrared imaging on a lot of these bodies that they found.
	And they've been able to find a lot more elaborate tattoos on their skin that have faded over time.
	And they've got the same symbols and the same patterns that you'll see on a lot of people today, be it crosses, be it eyeballs or various different plants or, you know, and then you get into druidic magic and you have ruins, ruin magic.
	That a lot of people tattooed on themselves for various reasons.
	And, you know, again, I'm not judging anyone with tattoos, because I think everyone came from a lot of different walks of life.
	I know a lot of people who are children of the Most High, who came out of the world, who have tons of tattoos, and they can't get rid of them, or they don't have the money, or whatever.
	But you know, so it's not about the after effect of like, okay, well, I'm out of that now, but I still have this and I'll never be able to get rid of it.
	It's about before, if you have that knowledge beforehand, keeping yourself from being snared into those influences and that life.
	And really, I think the most important is just dealing with our young children and our teenagers who have always been and will always be the main target of society and culture.
	See some of these people though?
	Because it's Leviticus 19.28, it says not to do, you know, make engravings, it's just, it's good.
	Near me is a place called Leviticus Tattoo.
	But these people literally just, you know, they rub it right in.
	You know, it's a Leviticus Tattoo or, you know, these people here, it says Leviticus 19.28 as a tattoo into their hands and arms and the whole verse written out.
	Like, if that right there is not a smack in the face to God, And it's sad, because people don't know.
	There's people who think that they're honoring the Father by getting a scripture tattooed onto them, but that's because they lack knowledge.
	You know, my children perish for lack of knowledge.
	They're not sitting there when they decide to get a tattoo and going, hmm, you know what?
	I should look up why tattoos are even a thing.
	I should investigate the history, and then I'm going to take it to scripture.
	You know, so many people are not doing that.
	They're going along with the societal trends.
	And they're going along with whatever the world tells them is okay and good.
	And we can't know how backwards that is without the Holy Spirit and the revelation that everything about the world is inverted upside down.
	It calls evil good and good evil.
	So, it goes back to the standard of beauty.
	If you have a woman who has natural hair coloring, it's not dyed, she doesn't wear makeup, she wears modest clothing, and if she wears any jewelry, it's very minimal, people would sooner call her, maybe not general people on the street, but any magazine or news station or anything else like that, would consider that frumpy.
	And that is such an insult to women everywhere because what they want to get you to believe is beautiful is by you accentuating your curves and your features and showing off your body to people and painting your face and changing your looks and changing your color and changing your hair because then you'll be acceptable.
	Then you'll be beautiful.
	But in your natural state, you're not good enough.
	And that's what really causes the deep subconscious harm to women and also causes men to stray and then look at women in all of the wrong ways.
	They objectify and sexualize them subconsciously not even realizing How perverted their thoughts can get until they're right smack dab in their face and they've got active lust happening and women then can get offended by the act of lust because they just want to be beautiful and society is telling them, no, this is, you're just, you're perfectly fine.
	They shouldn't be cat calling you.
	So there's this mind trickery going on and there's this constant like leaving people in a state of confusion and it's never enough.
	It's never good enough.
	There's competition between women that is insane.
	And men play into that, whether they realize it or not, because when they're following after these celebrities or these musicians who are specifically trained and taught and put out there to represent, you know, the gang culture or this or that, they know exactly what they're doing.
	Even if the artist themselves is still trying to find their footing and playing those roles, or even if they really do dabble in that world, We'll look what they're doing to the kids.
	I mean, like, uh, you know, these, these people, cause, uh, you know, they, they grew up some of these women and, uh, they have kids and try to live their life they wish they had to their kids.
	And, uh, for instance, this, uh, discussion show used to be on, so, uh, called Tiara for Toddlers.
	And that's where Honey Boo Boo came from and all that.
	Oh, Toddlers and Tiaras.
	Toddlers and Tiaras.
	Look at this stuff.
	And I'm going through some of the pictures here and, uh, You know, never in the right mind.
	Imagine, I don't know, these kids are what?
	3, 4 years old?
	10 years old?
	Not even.
	And look at this, you know, the way they're paraded on stage.
	I mean, like every pedophile in the world is probably licking their lips over this.
	And I would never allow my daughter to do that.
	I mean, I could see dressed elegantly.
	Yeah, but to dress like that, I mean, like with skin showing and booty shorts.
	This is horrible.
	This is like child abuse.
	And then, you know, got the drag shows, of course, getting the kids involved as it was just recently going on.
	You know what I mean?
	They bring them into gay bars and all that.
	But what they're doing to kids, man, is they're literally grooming children.
	And the thing is, too, again, like I said, these mothers, they had that reality show.
	It was horrible, man.
	And I watched it a couple of times, and I just, like, wanted to punch the screen because these ladies, right, they're living their lives they wish they had through their daughter.
	So, and some of these girls, they can't have a normal life, these little girls.
	They have to constantly train, watch their diet and everything else.
	Instead of being a kid, eating candy, going out playing with their friends.
	No, you can't do that because if you get a bruise or something or a scar, God forbid you're on the swing or the playground.
	You're not, you know, you won't be able to compete.
	And they put these kids who live in hell.
	And if they lose sometime, man, the parents really go hard on them.
	And it's just horrible that these poor kids, and I pray for them, it's not their fault, but what these kids go through is just horrendous.
	Well, and it teaches the younger children to want to have their hair and makeup done and to want to go get their nails done and to wear sparkly little short shorts and tighter tops and, you know, get spray tans and all these things.
	I mean, it's really awful.
	Like, it sounds out of this world, but all it takes is a simple internet search to see how young Girls are getting into makeup and fashion and all of these things and so much of that has to do with like, you know, not just what you see on TV or in the magazines, but it's fed to them from youth, from Disney, you know, from all of these various different avenues.
	And it's really just vanity.
	It's vanity and it teaches them to start worshiping themselves and being defiant against all things that are good and pure and modest.
	You know, it's frustrating to me, especially, you know, being a mother and having a daughter who was exposed to the same that everyone else's kids were.
	And then, you know, watching a lot of her friends who, you know, because she, you know, my daughter wasn't allowed to date or anything in high school and whatnot, and she's still not dating.
	So many of her friends, they were having sex.
	Some of them got pregnant.
	They had so much drama.
	There were so many crazy things going on in their lives.
	You know, there was people that she knew that were cutting themselves, that were on psychotropic medications, that were having all of these different – they were in therapies.
	And it's like, why – wait a second.
	Okay, none of the fruit that has been born from any of these societal things is anything that actually benefits our children.
	And while you're on that mother and daughter thing, this is horrible.
	Me and my cousin, it was years ago, we were working on a side job, right?
	So we said, let's go to lunch.
	We went to, I think it was a Subway or Riccati's, a sandwich place, right?
	So we're in line.
	Mind you, I'm a young guy, you know what I mean?
	I was in my 20s, whatever.
	So we're in line and there's two beautiful girls in front of us, right?
	Both of them were about the same height and both of them had the short skirts and the buttcheeks were sticking out.
	Of course, me and my cousin, like, gawking, you know what I mean?
	And a girl, one woman turns, she goes, excuse me, she goes, you're staring at my daughter.
	You know how old she is?
	I'm like, no.
	She's 12 years old.
	I'm like, oh, well, hold on.
	You're yelling at me because your daughter's dressed like that.
	If that was my daughter, I'd kick her ass.
	You know what I mean?
	Plain and simple.
	In your ass.
	for allowing her to do that.
	And it's like, none of us knew she was 12 years old, and I apologize about that.
	I feel like I'm perfect for doing that.
	But however, shame on you for dressing your daughter that way.
	And she goes, excuse me?
	I'm like, yeah.
	It's like, how many guys looked at her like that way today?
	And I'm ashamed that I did.
	I apologize.
	But how many guys looked at her that way?
	And she's like, I don't know.
	And then you get that at me because her butt cheeks are sticking out?
	It's like, she's the same height as you.
	She doesn't, she looks like she's like at least 18.
	I mean, come on.
	Yeah, and they sooner get angry at you for noticing rather than be humbled and be ashamed of themselves for allowing their own children to be basically prostituted visually.
	For whomever, and allowing them to leave like that.
	As parents, I think we automatically want to get up in arms if anyone makes a comment about our children.
	I can understand the ego initially being offended, but we've got to get past the ego.
	We've got to get past the feelings.
	We've got to find the root of it and be willing to just be like, you know what?
	Honestly, if a dude wants to be in love with me because he thinks I look super pretty with makeup on and nice clothes, like, that's not even who I am.
	No, yeah.
	It has nothing to do with me as a woman.
	If a woman wants to be attracted to a guy because he's got his hair all nice, he wears really nice clothes, he smells great, and he's got a nice watch on, this or that, that's not who he is.
	He could be a complete jerk with no moral grounding whatsoever.
	You know, so the vanity swings, the pendulum goes both ways and society pushes it.
	And then you talk about the spiritual influence that's taking over, especially the Jezebel spirit that's just rife within this country, especially.
	Yeah.
	It is all about self-worship and vanity and esteeming yourself as your own divinity so that the beginning and the end of everything acceptable or any law that may be applicable begins and ends with you when it comes to what you wear, you know, how you present yourself.
	And that, again, like you mentioned earlier, goes into the transgender movement.
	And all it takes is a quick glance through some of their little parades to see, okay, not only are they being completely outlandish with their makeup and their outfits, but a lot of the times you're gonna find a lot of those looking demonic just by how they've decorated themselves up.
	And wasn't it, wasn't it David Carrico, who maybe a couple years ago, if I recall correctly, he had done Him and John did a lot of research, and wasn't there like a transgender army or something?
	Yeah, and I would imagine, especially with the Nuffel Man, because there was no limits to that perversion, man.
	And I think I remember them talking about that too.
	And I wouldn't doubt it, because again, with the perversion, especially with the Fallen Ones did, what they did, teaching mankind, which is men and women when they say that, teaching mankind how to do all these perversions.
	And there was no limits to it, you know what I mean?
	And they were even having sex with the animals.
	They were having sex with even plants or whatever the heck they were doing.
	Uh, even birds, you know what I mean?
	It was just crazy things that they were doing.
	Uh, and when you get into the stuff before the days of Noah, you know what I mean?
	And uh, as of the days of Noah, I'm sorry.
	And uh, and again, they're doing the stuff now.
	I mean like some, I think it was Canada.
	One of the problems is Canada legalized bestiality.
	You know, you can literally, you know what I mean?
	And they're literally pushing for the legalized pedophilia.
	California, you can marry a 10-year-old girl with the parent's consent.
	No matter how old you are, you know what I mean?
	And they got legit doctors, right?
	Legit politicians, publications like Salon.com all saying, oh, they were born that way.
	They shouldn't be persecuted for it.
	And they're trying to legalize it.
	Like groups like NAMBO, that's the North American Man Boys Love Association, where they say they have a right to have sex with kids.
	And the thing is, it doesn't stop there.
	So if they get that way, right, and just say, and they want to prosecute people for hate crimes, In other words, if you got a six-year-old daughter, right, and the guy is over next door, like, checking out your girl, your little girl, and you say something, oh, you'll be charged with a hate crime.
	You know what I mean?
	And that's where they're gonna go.
	That's where they're trying to go with this.
	You know what I mean?
	And it doesn't stop.
	Well, and they're trying to prosecute parents who won't let their five-year-olds get gender reassignment or hormone therapy.
	Yeah, that's horrible.
	Like, okay, so they're not mature enough to drive a vehicle or purchase alcohol or to vote.
	Or any of these other things that we've deemed need some level of maturity and age behind them.
	But you're saying that when it comes to sexually modifying their bodies or getting them so backwards
	In confusing the genders and masculinity and femininity, that if you bulk against that, you're now a domestic terrorist and you're committing child abuse by trying to speak reason and health into your child rather than perversion and just complete demonic defilement.
	I mean, it's happening so fast.
	I never thought I would see the day that...
	Pedophilia was being legalized, you know, and bestiality was being legalized here in America.
	But it's already legal in several states.
	And like you said in California, I mean beyond even just a ten-year-old, isn't it like it's no longer a crime as long as it's like within a ten-year gap or something?
	Yeah, 10 year gap and I believe you need parental consent of the girl or the child, whatever the case is.
	Also, of course, the judge has got to approve of it.
	So basically this was to accommodate the Islamic movement.
	That's what that was about.
	And, you know, there's Islamic people because they believe in marrying very young girls.
	Look at Mohammed, I mean, like, he was in his 30s, I believe, and he married his first wife, Aisha, which was at six years old, and he claimed he didn't compensate the marriage until she was nine or ten years old, which is still disgusting.
	Even still, she's a baby!
	That's disgusting.
	Her body's not even to the point... All his wives were under 14 years old and he was in his 40s at one point.
	It's just crazy stuff.
	And then you got the pedophilia groups out there doing the same thing.
	They're trying to coerce people into this stuff.
	I want to bring this up too real quick, going back to the Bible.
	Now, you were mentioned too, and David Carrico did say there's nothing wrong with putting makeup on if you do it modestly.
	Now, here's the thing, right?
	Let me go back to Enoch chapter 8 here, when he talks about Ezazel, right?
	Let's go through this real quick here.
	Ezazel taught men, which is men and women, you know what I mean, to make swords and knives and shields and breastplates, and there's a reason why I'm bringing this up for.
	Then also about making ornaments bracelets and all that and all that so we go later on the scripture says that uh Not to, you know, deck yourself out in the makeup.
	But it also doesn't really say that it's not really bad to put it on.
	Because here's the thing, too.
	This phoenix angel taught men how to make swords and shields and knives and everything, right?
	God also instructed his people to take up swords, shields, and knives and defend their land, too.
	So, yeah, and I think there's a line between us, and I think David Carrick will add a point, too.
	It's not necessary the Bible's like, Strictly forbidding you from wearing makeup.
	I think it's to a certain extent modesty, so to speak.
	It's like a weapon, right?
	If I went and took a sword right there, right?
	I got a sword over here from Josh Watson, Nolan.
	So if I took that sword, right?
	And I went and just killed somebody, right?
	That's... I'm committing murder with it, right?
	But if I was to take that sword and go defend something that's just and right, You know what I mean?
	So, there's a moderation with that, you know what I mean?
	And also with, um, you know what I mean, like, uh, you know what I mean?
	Yeah, the makeup, I'm sure if you got a huge scar on your face, I mean, of course you're gonna put some, uh, cover up on that, you know what I mean?
	And, uh, you know, rightfully so, you're not going out there to look baroque.
	And I think this is only, uh, this is only my opinion, I can't say, uh, this is biblical or not, but...
	I think if a girl wants to put a little makeup on, and as long as she ain't going out to put up makeup to look like a whore, excuse my language, I really don't see anything wrong with it.
	But then again, I can't speak for what the Bible really has to say about it, but this is my opinion, you know what I mean?
	Because I know the ladies in the chatroom are like, well I put a little mascara and all that, because certain dysfunctional features, whatever, we all have imperfections, you know?
	So covering up I got this like here on my face.
	It's like I was born with like a birthmark or a mold.
	So normally when I was on the different TV things they put you know cover up on it to get that out the blemishes off my face because the cameras pick up everything so I could understand stuff like that but again it's again it's moderation long as you're not committing vile sins with it long as you're not put yourself out there you know I mean You know, in other words, your wedding day too, you know what I mean?
	Your wedding day, you want to look pretty, you know?
	A little makeup and all that, so I don't think, you know, again, I don't see nothing wrong with it.
	Again, as long as you're not going out there looking like a Jezebel, you know what I mean?
	Well, yeah, and I mean, like you said, my whole point and your whole point, it's not to shame anyone or judge them or be like, how dare you?
	You know, most women and maybe some of the guys here, like, we've worn makeup.
	You know, we've fully participated in all of these things.
	I think the bigger takeaway is Really examine why you're doing it and don't just, you know, be willing to console yourself with, oh, well, it makes me feel good or I just do it for myself or I like it.
	Be willing to dig deeper and say, well, why do I like it?
	Why does it make me feel good?
	Why do I feel like I even need this?
	And do I not feel like I'm worthy without having to do these things?
	And, you know, you really have to take it back to examining the character and the reasons and what you stand on in a deeper level.
	I think so many people don't, we don't, as a whole, we don't do enough introverted digging to really discover The deeper reasons why we participate in things, we've got a lot of fluff that we console ourselves with and we've got a lot of excuses we push out and we've got a lot of ego.
	But if we are willing to set all of that aside and examine our own feelings, our own emotions, our own character, the things that we have taken on or been influenced by and You know, get that righteous indignation of, wait a second, who told me I wasn't good enough or pretty just waking up and like the way that I am?
	You know, why do I feel like I need this to be pretty or more acceptable?
	Not just, oh, I do it for myself.
	And that's when you really get into the darker waters of trying to understand yourself and doing a lot of that Character development, which I think is incumbent upon all of us in our walk, regardless of whether we're talking about fashion or makeup or how we relate with other people or any aspect of our walk, we really need to be willing to dig deeper.
	into the understanding of why we do things we do or what we're struggling with or where our opinions come from or what influences have been pressed upon us and then we need to be able with a sober mind to compare them between scripture and the world and see what is the fruit that's yielded of this versus that and
	What side of this am I actually on on these various different angles and where can I perhaps investigate and test a little more and be willing to grow myself or examine to where I can have at least a more informed and a more analytic, like, developed opinion of what I'm then going to go forward and do.
	You know, I chose to stop wearing makeup entirely, one, because my skin's super sensitive and I was sick and tired of going between, like, trying to wear makeup and then trying to deal with, like, all these different creams or other stuff.
	And that was before I even had any knowledge of, like, the incredible toxins that are in things and Before I really understood the deeper aspects of a lot of the chemistry behind the pharmacia, which is alchemy.
	There's so much, so much that goes into it.
	But even just looking at society as a large, you know, I think I got a little frustrated coming out of a lot of what I did, where so much was placed on ritual beauty for so many different things that I got a little angry that it was never good enough, or you were never pretty enough, and it was never acceptable to just be comfortable in your own skin.
	Scars and all.
	I have scars all over my body.
	You know, my face was largely left alone because it was important to preserve that, but I have scars all over me.
	And if I tried to cover all of those, I would just have to dip myself in concealer.
	You know?
	And I'll never be able to get rid of those.
	But it gets to the point where For me, in my personal opinion, my personal journey, and this is really the most I can speak on, and I know Dan for you also, and why I don't want anyone getting worked up thinking we're sitting ourselves on some pedestal, because we're not.
	We're just wanting everyone to be willing to have the discussion without the defense, without the ego, or without that glandular, just knee-jerk reaction of, Well, it's fine, it's fine.
	The Bible doesn't say I can't do it.
	Well, the Bible doesn't specifically outline a lot of things you can't do, but as you walk with wisdom and growth, you should be able to start discerning what yields good fruit, what produces a steady path, and what can actually set up a snare for you.
	And not just in the physical realm of things like physically sleeping with someone or physically stealing something.
	But getting on to the meat of things and to your own mind and walking in the spirit of what is this feeding into vanity or pride or arrogance?
	Is this feeding into this or that?
	Where do I need to readjust or rethink or change my way on this or that?
	And I think that's the bigger takeaway.
	It's just this is one of many different angles of things for people who are trying to walk that straight and narrow and come out of Babylon and be separate to really start thinking deeper and just thinking broader outside of just what you can see and hear and touch.
	But also it starts from within, whether it's how you feel about yourself, how you want others to see you or perceive you, etc.
	Don't mind me, I was laughing because the comments in the chatroom, you guys are funny, man.
	One guy was like, who is it here?
	Chad Gambus said, I used to park cars in the gay neighborhood in downtown Portland, and we called it Vaseline Alley.
	And Tim was like, talking about me in booty shorts.
	Yeah, I don't think, yeah, that'd be, oh man, that'd be a horrible sight, me in booty shorts.
	Yeah, that's, oh man, that's funny stuff, man.
	Sorry, Emily.
	No, I just I can't ever really follow chat.
	So it's hilarious when when we pause and we kind of look through it because you guys crack me up.
	I want to point this out to this verse here.
	This is very important.
	So basically, yeah, the thing is, like Emily said, we're not putting anybody on the pedestal.
	We're not putting anybody down.
	So this is what the Bible says.
	This is what I believe in.
	This is what Emily believes.
	Galatians 328 says there is neither Jew or Greek There's neither free or bond.
	There is neither male or female.
	All of us are all one in Christ.
	So it doesn't matter what color you are, what your race, your skin, your gender, whatever the case.
	Okay, we're all equal in the eyes of Jesus.
	So that's what I stand by and that's what Emily stands by.
	So yeah, so I just want to put that out there.
	So because I don't want people to say you're a sexist or whatever.
	You know, that's not the case.
	No, it's not anything like that.
	I think ultimately everything that we discuss, everything, every discussion we have, the bigger takeaway of all of it is to think harder, think deeper, dig deeper, test, test, examine, analyze, be critical inside and out because the devil is so subtle.
	These things are so subtle.
	You're never offered things that you don't want.
	He doesn't show up with a pitchfork looking all scary trying to terrify you.
	I mean, yeah, some of his minions definitely can do that.
	But by and large, when When the beast system is trying to pull you away from God, it's gonna be so subtle, and it's gonna look so good, and it's gonna initially look safe, or convenient, or interesting, or beautiful, or this or that, and it's gonna play to your flesh.
	And we have to remember, our flesh is a hundred percent, a hundred percent of the time, against the Holy Spirit.
	There's nothing about our flesh that is walking Or has the same agenda or the same desires as the Spirit of God does.
	And we can't separate ourselves physically from our flesh while we're in the mortal state.
	That's our own cross to bear us to walk with that and to rise above it and learn how to command our thoughts.
	Rule over our flesh and we can't do that without the Holy Spirit But as we learn and grow in wisdom and discernment, we can't just go for the obvious of okay.
	I'm not gonna steal I'm not gonna kill anyone.
	I'm not gonna you know, covet my neighbor's mansion or anything like that we have to graduate off the milk and the obvious and really go inward and start
	Growing and making upright our character from within on all aspects because that is the way in which you're going to be seeing incredible revelation and incredible strength and incredible thankfulness and you will be so freed up from so many of these interwoven webs of so many things that have tried to define you to make you a part of the world.
	We're not going to fit in.
	We're not going to be the standard of beauty.
	We're not going to be the popular kids.
	We've got to be willing to swallow that pill now, because it's not going to get easier.
	And if we are truly wanting to pull ourselves out, Do you think we're going to be able to do that if we're still clinging on to so many different various things that we haven't even examined yet because they've become so second nature to us and we were raised up in so many things that the Bible doesn't specifically list that this is bad or that's bad.
	No, there's a lot of things he doesn't, but it's because with wisdom and discernment, a lot of what he does list encompasses all of the rest.
	He doesn't have to sit there and itemize every teeny tiny little thing because the statements he does make, when you discern them on those deeper levels and you examine and test, you are able to then start to see the various different angles and ways in which you can then apply that wisdom and, sorry my dogs are growling,
	And apply that wisdom to avoid those snares and to push away those temptations and to clear that path that can get so convoluted in front of you or it's already so thick in front of you that you don't even realize that you've accepted so many different things and ways that really don't profit you.
	They really don't bring forth a good fruit and in fact in many ways they contribute to the overall Rankness of society?
	And I think that's just the most important thing we were getting at.
	And when it comes to fashion and clothing brands, so many of them are directly related to still worshipping these fallen entities.
	These people who own these huge Fortune 100, Fortune 500 companies, they're not average people.
	They are not just, oh, we just came up with this little symbol because it's cute.
	And, you know, our company's totally fine.
	We're just going to put all this clothes out there because we just want to clothe people.
	That's not ever the case.
	Otherwise, we wouldn't even have third world countries if they were all that good and wholesome.
	You have to start being willing to Examine what you're wearing, what you're doing, what you're involving yourself in.
	Is it painful?
	Is it disappointing?
	Is it frustrating?
	Yeah, 100% of the time.
	Because the more that you grow, the more you're going to find How separate he does want us to be and doesn't mean that we need to be like living in the woods eating locusts You know living off honey like John the Baptist I mean maybe in a perfect world if we were all that strong sure But I don't think there's any of us the king that can hold the light that John the Baptist did I mean
	Well, the problem is soon now, which is uh Gonna call it because I got a couple sets of verses and all that for men and all that So, the problem today is, like, is the average man out there, even in the churches, okay, we'll just use the churches, are they men of God?
	I mean, they, you know, spiritually, I'm not gonna question that at all.
	I'm not gonna question, are you spiritually a man of God?
	I'm not gonna question that.
	But physically and openly, are you a man of God?
	Because now you take, for instance, right?
	And I'm going to use this as an example, right?
	Just say you're out in the city, right?
	You're waiting for a bus or something, right?
	And all of a sudden, an old lady or three dogs come up to old lady, start hitting, beating an old lady or innocent person, kid or elderly.
	And you sit there and do nothing.
	Nothing at all.
	You just hold your head down and try to avoid the situation.
	That's a coward.
	That's not a man of God.
	You know what I mean?
	Men of God back then and men of God today are two different things.
	And this has been irritating the heck out of me.
	Because I bring me on a new show, bring these videos up all the time.
	You see 12.
	12, 13, 14, 15 grown men standing in the area, right?
	And 1, 2, 3, Doug's skinny little punks come up and start beating up on an innocent person, right?
	Everybody's got their heads down or their phones out.
	Not one person would step up to try to defend, even if you got your butt kicked.
	Knowing that you could possibly save that lady's life or something.
	Yeah, not one person would stand up.
	Is that truly a man of God?
	And these people go to our churches?
	You know, I don't go to church anymore, but these people go to the churches all the time.
	Oh, we're supposed to avoid violence.
	Yeah, you are, but you're also supposed to put people like that in their place.
	You think of a man, you think Peter?
	You think Paul?
	You think, uh, Joshua, or any of these people?
	If they seen a woman getting beaten, or a kid, or an elderly person, by some uh... dogs or something you think they're going to stand... Jesus, no!
	You think he's going to stand by and go doo-dee-doo-dee-doo, you know?
	No!
	They're going to put them in their place, you know what I mean?
	Plain and simple.
	And uh... so what is it like to be a man of... man of God, you know what I mean?
	And I'm not saying go out and look for stuff.
	No, you be humble and uh... this was a pretty good site, yeah.
	uh... Abide and Seek.
	It's a website.
	Seven Bible verses for men of faith.
	And uh... I was just like uh...
	Get to the meat and potatoes of this.
	Joshua 1.9 says, Be strong and courageous.
	And he goes, I have not commanded you.
	I'm sorry, have I not commanded you?
	In other words, I told you.
	So have I not commanded you to be strong and courageous?
	Do not be afraid.
	Do not be discouraged.
	For the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
	And he's telling Joshua.
	Because Joshua did many battles for the Lord.
	Physical battles.
	And he said, have I not commanded you?
	Don't be afraid.
	Be strong and courageous.
	Go do these things.
	You know what I mean?
	And then there's another one.
	1 Peter 5.5 says to be humble.
	In the same way, you who are younger, submit yourselves to your elders.
	And all of you, you know, respect your elders.
	That's what it's saying.
	All of you, clothe yourselves with humility.
	Toward one another, be humble, dress humbly, you know?
	And that's what we were just talking about, this stuff, too.
	And God opposes the proud, but shows favor to the humble.
	And James 1, 19 and 20 says, be quick to listen.
	Dear brothers and sisters, this is a man and woman, take note of this.
	Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.
	In other words, before you jump to conclusions, all right, listen to what they have to say.
	Get the whole story, then go from there, you know what I mean?
	Don't base it off emotions and hear a half-assed story, and sorry for the language, guys, but I just talk, you know, real, you know?
	So, Psalms, um, what is that?
	11, 119, I'm sorry, 9, it says, Walk in the Word.
	How can a young person stay in the path of purity?
	By living according to your word, which is the word of God, he's talking about.
	You know what I mean?
	And number five, James 1, 2, and 3, face trials ahead on.
	Don't run from your trials because we all go through test trials and tribulations all the time.
	That's part of our spiritual growth.
	And if you didn't, you'd be weak.
	It's like in the military, right?
	If this drill sergeant didn't drill the hell out of you, I'm trying to talk about trying to belittle you, make you feel like a little piece of dirt.
	And they do that for a reason, just to build you up.
	They're meant to build you up.
	They've got to break you down first before you can build up.
	Same thing in the Christianity.
	If you got everything handed to you on a silver pallet, right?
	So you faced a trial or tribulation, you would fold like a deck of cards.
	But this is why we face trials and tribulations.
	And he says to face it head on.
	Consider this a pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that God is testing your faith, produce perseverance.
	Persevere through it.
	Don't run, I need my safe space, I need my psychological pills and my counsels.
	No.
	Face the trial head-on and deal with it, like a man or a woman, plain and simple.
	Face your pain.
	That's it.
	You know, we have such a toxic culture nowadays.
	You know, so many people are in, you know, this hookup culture.
	Oh, just dispose of people.
	Oh, just go find a new one.
	Just get on a dating app and go date this, you know.
	And they're creating wounds and all kinds of problems within people, you know.
	And there's so much toxicity.
	There's toxic femininity, there's toxic masculinity, and there's so many people walking around completely being cowards to facing their own pain, facing their own struggles, being willing to sit still with themselves and examine themselves because they would sooner, you know, find that self in a drug or alcohol or another body or another party.
	And really that just compounds the issue.
	And then they're all walking around deaf, dumb and blind, leading all to slaughter and harming each other as much as possible because they're all projecting their pain and their insecurities and their ignorances on one another and then all blaming each other for all of it at the same time.
	And it's just like this chaotic soup of nonsense.
	And if people would have more courage and be willing to take accountability for themselves and sit with their pain.
	Feel it.
	Cry.
	If you're someone who's going to be like, well, I haven't cried in like six years, that's not a flex.
	You need to go sit down and cry it out.
	There's something wrong if you're that detached from feeling that you're not even willing to embrace your pain, embrace your trials and what you've been through.
	Deal with it.
	It's gonna suck.
	It's gonna hurt.
	I mean, ask me.
	Ask Dan.
	Ask any of us.
	I'm sure we've been through it.
	You know, and for the longest time, I only dressed modestly because of all the sexual and physical abuse I went through.
	I didn't want anyone to look at me.
	I would wear shirts four sizes too big because I knew you wouldn't be able to see my figure underneath them and that made me feel comfortable.
	Now, I still dress modestly, but I had to sit in my pain.
	I had to accept what was done to me, accept what I had done, what I played a role in, whether it was physical, emotional, etc., to anybody else, and work through that.
	And it's an ugly, snot-filled, horrific process.
	But if you run from your own pain, you are doing nobody any favors.
	In fact, you are part of the problem and you are being a coward and that is a hard pill to swallow to be called a coward.
	But I promise you it is cowardice and it will only lead you into deeper trenches of fear and insecurity and bitterness and strife.
	It will not heal you because you're not even yielding to the spirit who's gonna make you feel it.
	Yep, and I want to point out too, um, you know, like, because when you go through tests and trials, you look for anybody that will lend the ear out.
	But you gotta be careful with that, because if you lend, uh, if you, if a certain wrong person lends the ear to you, they're gonna, because of your emotional state at that point, whatever the case, you're gonna be subjected to probably wrong advice, but the Bible warns us about that.
	And, um, Proverbs 27, 17 says, So one person sharpens another so basically what it's talking about surround yourselves with other Christians or you know people in the faith That could give you the right of rights because here's the thing you're going you're depressed or whatever you're going through whatever Somebody could put the wrong thing in the air and because you're in your state of emotions You could easily easily be misled.
	So be very careful who you are You know you know, empty your problems out too.
	In 2 Corinthians 4:16, don't lose heart, and therefore we do not lose heart.
	Though outwardly we waste in a way, yet inwardly we are renewed day by day.
	So in other words, like, don't just give up.
	Don't lose hope for who you are.
	Be that strong person.
	Over the years, your body does decrease.
	That's just the way it is.
	Your body can get tired, but your heart can never get tired.
	No matter how old you are, if you've got a good heart, your heart will never be tired.
	The heart of a champion, like Michael Jordan used to say.
	You retire physically, but we got hearts of a champion.
	You know what I mean?
	So that's in the spiritual aspect.
	Yeah.
	Be hearts of a champion.
	And also be careful who you seek advice from.
	You know what I mean?
	And Emily is going through her problems too.
	I mean, I'm sure if some wrong person got in the ass, hey, listen, it's like, well, if you go sleep around, it just helps you feel better and relieves the pain.
	I'm not saying that it would have worked on you.
	I'm just saying you get the wrong people, give you the wrong advice.
	I know people like that who would try and counsel me.
	And, you know, I thank God that I have the Holy Spirit.
	I can immediately, you know, I inwardly laugh.
	I try not to do it externally unless what they say is really atrocious.
	But, you know, Job is such an inspiration.
	If you're going through anything, if you've been hurt, if you've had loss, if you've struggled in relationships, if you've encountered incidents in your life that you still don't understand, maybe you accept That, you know, God knows what he's doing and everything happens for a reason, but it still doesn't give you closure or understanding because you're just a little human and it still hurts.
	Look to Job.
	Read Job.
	You know, read about Ruth and Esther and all of these wonderful examples he left for us because nobody in the Bible had it easy.
	None of them went through this perfect life where they didn't lose and face grief or abuse or fear.
	You know, I mean, you can You can feel fear and still be courageous, but you've got to move through the fear.
	You've got to be like, okay, I acknowledge that I'm a little scared right now, but you know what?
	I'm going to be courageous through this, or I acknowledge I'm angry because I was hurt and I was done wrong, but I know I've got to forgive people.
	So finding the way to the healing is always going to be through the Holy Spirit.
	The Father, oh my God, what He heals, it's incredible what He's healed me from.
	And I'm still healing.
	I'm still a work in progress.
	We all are and we will be until the day He returns.
	Don't look at yourself as like, oh, I've still got some bitterness.
	I've still got some of this and I'm just a failure because I still can't forgive this person.
	No, you're not because you're still alive because he's long-suffering and he knows your heart and he's walking with you.
	So you just need to really, when I tell people to give it to God, I don't mean just like, okay, give it to God.
	I'm not going to think about it again.
	No, actually when you give it to God, especially when you're talking about your internal issues, you're giving it to him as the authority and the wisdom and the nurturer and the healer.
	But you have to sit with him and allow him to instruct you.
	You have to allow the Holy Spirit to breathe into you and really give you that wisdom and that discernment so that you can analyze, you can critically think through, push past the emotion or the offense And find that mercy, find that humility, find that ability through the spirit to release all of that stuff.
	That's what you're giving to him.
	You're giving him the hurt, you're giving him the pain, the anger, and he will replace it with that wisdom and that understanding so that you can move forward without holding on to it and causing it to be a canker to your bones and affect you physiologically, you know?
	And I know we're not tonight going to get into any of the The energetic stuff or the physiologic connections of everything, but... Well, four verses here that correspond to what you're talking about.
	1 Corinthians 16, 13.
	Be on alert, stand firm in the faith, and act like men.
	Be strong.
	And 1 Chronicles 16, 11.
	Seek the Lord in strength and seek his face continually.
	And that's how you get to a lot of...
	If you're down in trials, test tribulations, anything you're going through, no matter what is going on, just seek his face and continuously and plain and simple.
	And Isaiah 41 10 says, do not fear for I am with you.
	Do not anxiously look about you for I am your Lord, your God.
	I will strengthen you and surely I will help you and surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
	And also he says, He will not give you what you can't handle, too.
	So remember that.
	And also this verse here, Matthew 6, 14, 15.
	And, you know, Emily was talking about forgiveness, right?
	If you can't forgive somebody else, Jesus says, okay, this is words from Jesus, okay?
	For if you've forgiven men for their trespasses, your Father will forgive you also.
	So, no matter what they've done to you, if you forgive somebody, the Father's gonna forgive you, because Jesus paid for your sins and everything.
	So the Father will forgive you, right?
	As Jesus... Plain and simple.
	As Jesus forgave you for your sins, right?
	You gotta forgive others.
	But if you don't forgive men of their trespasses, neither will I forgive you for your trespasses.
	So, plain and simple.
	Jesus paid the price, okay?
	The ultimate price for our sins, right?
	He forgives us for the stupidest, the baddest things we did.
	He forgives us, right?
	So, because you had a problem with your stepfather, or your uncle, or your brother, or whoever, you know what I mean?
	So you get this little problem, the quarrel through the family, yes.
	So what?
	Get over it.
	You know what I mean?
	Oh, you don't know what he did to me, or she... You know what?
	Who cares?
	Get over it.
	Because if Jesus could forgive... And I'm real.
	I tell people how it is.
	A lot of people don't like it, but oh well.
	So, and I don't care, I don't want to know what it is, but you know what?
	Get over yourself.
	You know, because if Jesus could forgive you for all the crap that you did, all the sins that you did, the disgustingness, and we all have done it.
	Yeah, all of us, okay?
	Plain and simple.
	If he could forgive us for the crap that we've done, okay?
	You can get over yourself and forgive your uncle for hitting you and abusing you when you were a kid.
	You know what I mean?
	Or whatever the case.
	Whatever it is.
	You can forgive him.
	You don't have to like him.
	You don't have to go hang out with him.
	Or be buddy-buddy with him.
	Forgive them.
	And it feels great.
	And I learned that like... I think it was like 60 years ago.
	Uh, one day I sat down and I, in prayer, all the people, I had so much anger built up against all this stuff, right?
	And I was going through so many tests and trials and tribulations.
	I literally, I broke down in tears, right?
	And I remember everybody has wronged me.
	Everybody.
	And in open prayer, and I brought up each one person.
	And I say, Lord, I forgive them.
	And I honestly did.
	I forgave them for whatever it was, and I forgot about it.
	I really did.
	Do it as far as east is from the west, like Jesus says.
	He'll cast your sins as far as east is from the west, in other words, gone.
	So yeah, I did that.
	And literally, my life changed overnight.
	I'm not even joking.
	My life changed overnight.
	Things started getting so much better for me.
	I guess that's what I learned with the trials and tribulations I was going through.
	Because I had all this anguish and hate and everything in my heart, right?
	He put me through that hell I went through, right?
	And it took me a while to learn what it was about.
	And when I finally realized and I forgave all these people, even people from years ago.
	Even a guy that, um, one of my uncles who tried to molest me when I was a kid, you know what I mean?
	And I forgave him!
	Completely forgave him, and everything else, and, uh, let it all go, and it felt so great, man.
	And right away, literally, dinks started turning around for me, for the better, my life got better, got a better job, uh, my family started coming back together again, all this stuff happened, you know what I mean?
	And, uh, because God put me through that test to realize where I was, wanted to get the hate and all that out of my heart, and build me as a stronger person.
	So, if that testimony can help any of you guys out, I hope and pray it does.
	Amen.
	Yeah.
	And it's like we've discussed before, you know, evil loves to work on a domino effect.
	So if evil can manifest in a person who then does something horrible to you and you internalize that and you carry it with you and you allow it to dictate your actions and your thoughts or how you then treat other people, Well then you become a conduit for that evil, a proponent of that domino effect and you then go forth and you hurt someone else.
	So none of us are innocent of this because I'm sure we've all been wronged.
	And then because we learned how to protect ourselves or to guard our hearts this way or that way, doing it wrong, of course, because we were doing it with our own understanding, we would then go forth.
	And I'm sure we've all said mean things to people or acted with some level of toxicity or outright abuse towards someone.
	And so how are we any better than the people who have hurt us?
	Why?
	Because we didn't go and rape someone if we were raped?
	So we're better, right?
	No, we're not.
	Because if you break one sin, if you break one law, you break them all.
	Like all sin is just, it is.
	It's sin of sin.
	And so we're all guilty of it.
	You know, and that's why we have his grace.
	And that's why, thank God, he sent his son to cover us in his blood and give us the Holy Spirit to teach us these things.
	We're all babies.
	You know, we don't get 5, 6, 7, 800 years to walk like our ancestors did.
	You know, like I'm in my 30s.
	They would laugh at me if I tried to go up to Noah and speak wisdom to him.
	He'd be like, yeah, come back to me in 300 years, kiddo.
	Like, you know, we our lives aren't that long.
	So We really are babies and we are living in an onslaught of wickedness and just complete inversion to everything that is righteous and true.
	We can't walk in our own understanding because everything that we would naturally understand is presented and given and guided to us By the world!
	And that's all backwards!
	And so the only way we can start learning how to walk upright and train ourselves to be good is through the Holy Spirit and taking it back to His Word and looking at His examples.
	And like I said, not every little thing needs to be bullet-pointed and itemized out because He speaks with such perfecting authority, perfect authority that
	What he said, oh my gosh, the umbrellas that it covers once you really start digging into things and understanding how to really analyze what he's saying and the various ways it's applicable, it creates such a wholeness of understanding that I think we're all striving to reach and we're all growing up into and we're all at different points.
	This is not to shame or judge anybody.
	I think everything that we try and talk about or do is just so that we can all educate and strengthen and discuss with one another.
	But there's... Oops, still there Emily?
	I think you muted yourself.
	I don't know if you can hear me.
	I think we lost her.
	So Emily if you can hear me, I don't know if you muted yourself.
	So I'll wait for it to reconnect.
	So Emily, I don't know if you can hear me.
	We're watching a broadcast, whatever.
	I don't know if you muted yourself or you got cut off.
	Just X out of the thing and reconnect.
	So until then, guys, let me just bring up some more scripture because it's very important here.
	You know what I mean?
	In Psalms 1 and 6... 1, I'm sorry, 1 and 6 says, In other words, like, yeah, bless the person who, you know, walks with the godly.
	You know what I mean?
	Yeah, of course you gotta come across people.
	seat of the scornful in other words like uh yeah bless the person uh who what you know walks with the godly and i mean yeah of course you gotta come across people you're gonna have to work with people who just um oops i think uh yes you got cut off Send you another.
	Oh wow she lost power.
	So she set her lights internet and everything went down.
	so um hang on a second so yeah um if you get it back uh you can reconnect i'll be on for a little while while long i'll keep this uh open so you can um so i can see it so yeah guys pray for emily here uh she lost power So, I wonder what happened.
	It was crazy.
	So, um, pray for Emily's safety and it's probably spiritual warfare like she said.
	Um, you know, that's what happens.
	I mean, when you're reaching out to people, you're getting the truth out there.
	Sometimes the enemy will pull the plug, so to speak.
	Literally, you know, just dead.
	Yeah.
	So, um, yeah.
	So what we're saying here, guys, um, bless the man that walks not in the control of the ungodly.
	So just speak out, and again, you gotta work with people who are bad people.
	You gotta, uh, commute, you know, if you use public transportation, who are bad people.
	That's not what it's talking about.
	It's just like, in other words, the people you hang out with, okay, if they're out there like, um, Jacking it up with every girl in sight.
	Drinking till they pass out.
	Smoking and doing all kinds of drugs, man.
	Yeah, it's probably somebody you shouldn't be hanging off.
	You know what I mean?
	This goes for the ladies, too.
	You know what I mean?
	That's, you know, boozing it up and jumping in bed with every guy in sight.
	Yeah, it's probably, I don't, you know what I mean?
	It could be your sister or whatever the case is.
	Probably somebody you might not want
	to um you know i mean uh really hang off and this sucks too it really does because some of these people you grow up with me i mean it's just like the way of life people go different ways and i'm not saying you're perfect either because we're not perfect at all you know i mean but the less bad people hang out the less bad things you gotta do you know i mean so that's what you know plain and simple and uh so tetris 27 and all things suing themselves the pattern of good works and doctrine showing uncorruptness gravity sincerity
	So there's all kinds of verses here, I mean there's hundreds of about being a man and being a woman, whatever the case of just standing for what's right, you know, plain and simple.
	And we could get into the husband stuff too, and I think it was Max in the chatroom.
	I'm sorry Max, I've seen your comment too.
	I guess, hang on, let me get to your comment here.
	Let me pull that up.
	You were saying about the pain still there.
	Oh yeah, alright.
	I want to feel good after forgiving like you Dan had done.
	Some pain still is there.
	Yeah, absolutely Max.
	Some pain is still going to be there.
	Absolutely.
	You know what I mean?
	When I was married, right?
	Okay, and I, oh man, I went to hell.
	I got cheated on several times.
	Forgave her a little too much, whatever.
	But does it still hurt?
	Absolutely.
	And when I um you know my soon-to-be wife now for the first few years as I was even though I could trust 100% I'm still looking over my shoulders because the pain was still there and uh the pain was still there and all that stuff and uh but you know I mean just like because you got uh stained you know I mean because of what happened to you it's horrible you know and people get cheated on it's horrible you know one of the worst things could happen it ruins people completely you know I mean uh but I ended up forgiving her and uh you know my ex-wife and uh I forgave her.
	I talked to her.
	I said, listen, I forgive you for everything you've done.
	She apologized.
	I told her, good, I forgive you.
	I wiped the slate clean.
	You know, plain and simple.
	It felt better, but the pain, yeah, is the pain still there?
	Absolutely.
	You know, it sucks knowing I got cheated on.
	It's a person I devoted my life to give.
	But you know what?
	When God closes one door, another one opens.
	You know what I mean?
	So, that's the other thing we have to look at, too.
	Yeah, the pain might not go away.
	But just to say, hey, you know what?
	I forgive you.
	Honestly, sincerely, I forgive you.
	Like that.
	And of course, the pain's still gonna be there, but you forgive them, you know what I mean?
	So, and when you come to understand, it's like, you know what?
	It's in the past, you know what I mean?
	And try to move on for a better future, better, uh, and it's a learning experience, though.
	So whatever that pain is, no, I don't, you know, I don't think you want to get too personal now.
	Yeah, if you, I mean, whatever, if you want to call in, whatever, and talk to us about it, but, uh, yeah, um, yeah.
	So let me go through a couple more verses here, and I'll take phone calls, and, uh, So, okay.
	I'll let everyone know what happened.
	I'm okay.
	I'm sorry, she said.
	So, she said... Emily said she's sorry.
	She's texting me.
	And she's okay.
	And hopefully, it'll come back on.
	Alright.
	Thank you, Emily.
	I just informed everybody.
	So, thank you so much.
	And God bless you.
	Shalom, sister.
	So, if it comes back on, let me know.
	If not, we'll book another show.
	So, um...
	Yeah man and uh that's uh what we gotta deal with and uh the pain is always gonna be there until literally until uh we're off this planet whatever you know what I mean and uh into the holy body you know.
	Whoops what did I just do?
	Hang on a second.
	So and again I can't say I know what you're going through because everybody has individual uh Ding that's Dave going through and you know, I mean it could be similar whatever but everybody else everybody has their own Issues to deal with you know, I mean and I just uh, just try to do it wisely try to do it Just you know what the scripture says, you know, I mean and uh, the thing is they're always remember to and you might have to pin and I keep reminding myself to
	It's like, you know what, Jesus forgave me for the dumb, disgusting, bad stuff I've done over my life, right?
	He forgave me for it, so I'm sure I can simply forgive, you know, my ex-wife for what she's done to me, and other people too, you know what I mean?
	So, and you know what, at the end of the day, what has it done?
	It's made you a stronger person.
	You gotta go through the fire, right?
	Like when you get a sword, right?
	If you forge a sword, right?
	It's not strong.
	You gotta keep putting it through the fire.
	Put it through the fire.
	Forge it.
	Put it through the fire.
	Forge it.
	Put it through the fire.
	Beating it and beating it.
	Hammer it and hammer it.
	Put it through the fire.
	Hammer it, hammer it, hammer it.
	Until it becomes strong and mighty and sharp.
	That's what God's trying to do to us.
	We're his swords, basically.
	And he's pounding us, okay?
	Putting us through the tests and trials and the fire.
	Pounding us, okay?
	And every time we come out stronger, right?
	It sucks at the time, but we come out stronger.
	Better faith, more persevered, and, you know, battle ready.
	You know what I mean?
	So, and it goes a long way.
	It really does.
	So, let me see if there's any more.
	I got some more verses here but yeah it's just so much stuff guys uh we wanted to talk about and also being a husband you know to treat his wife and um now today's world you people wouldn't even know you know i mean but husbands love your wives as do not harsh with them don't do harsh to them you know i mean love your wives
	And likewise husbands, uh, and this is the verses here, Colossians 3.19, 1 Peter 3.7, usually I use King James, but, um, that's the ESV here, so, um, so anyway, likewise husband, live with your wives in an understanding way, show an honor to the woman as the weaker vessel, since they are hearers of you in the grace of life, so that your prayers may not be hindered.
	And Ephesians 5.29 says, Husbands, love your wives as Christ loved the church.
	That's why, also, Jesus always referred to the church as a woman.
	The bride of Christ, that's us.
	You know what I mean?
	So anyway, love your wives as Christ loves the church.
	That's us.
	Not a building, not a religion.
	That's us, the believers.
	And gave himself up for her.
	That's what he did.
	He sacrificed himself for us.
	That he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the salt word.
	So that he might present the church to himself in splendor without spot wrinkle or such a thing that she might be holy and without blemish.
	It is the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies.
	But he who loves his wife loves himself, for no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it just as Christ does.
	So, what is it saying?
	Because I know today's world will say, oh, you know, Christians are a bunch of sexists and all that.
	No.
	If you read the Bible, yeah, there's religions out there, okay?
	Denominations of Christianity that really ridicule women.
	I'm not going to lie and say there ain't.
	But biblical people, people who follow the Bible, when we don't follow religion, we respect our ways.
	Plain and simple.
	You know what I mean?
	And, uh, love your wives as Christ loved her, though it's why he uses the phrase of the church.
	You know what I mean?
	So when you, uh, go get married, right, and you got your wife there, and she's like, looks at the best she's ever looked in life.
	Beautiful dress, everything, right?
	Perfect.
	That's when God comes when he causes the marriage, okay?
	Okay, that's when he comes to redeem his followers.
	That's why he calls the church, and again, it's not a church like the Catholic Church, or the Episcopal Church down the street, or that, you know, wacky Chasmatic Church around the corner, or that Baptist Church near your grandmother's house.
	No, none of that.
	Okay, it's not a religion.
	The church is we the people that follow Jesus, that follows Jesus Christ.
	That's who the church is.
	And he addresses the woman in this aspect.
	So basically, and there's a lot of meanings behind everything.
	When Jesus talked, he used a lot of parables for a reason.
	Because over the years, and he knew that, over the years, sentences, words, phrases change its meaning over the years.
	So the reason why he talked in parables and different ways like that, because he was talking for all generations to come.
	So everybody, doesn't matter what generation you come from, you cannot possibly misunderstand him.
	So if you took your time and read the words in red in the Bible, right?
	Just take your time.
	Just close your eyes and visualize that's Jesus talking directly to you.
	And you can literally see him talking to you.
	And feel it and hear it, right?
	And in these parables, they're clear as day.
	If you just scanned through the Bible, you wouldn't understand them.
	But if you, like, absorbed them, you could clearly pull out the meaning of what he's talking about.
	You know what I mean?
	So there's a difference.
	You know, we got these jerks out there.
	Oh, I read the Bible a couple times.
	You guys are full of crap.
	There's a difference between reading the Bible and knowing the Bible.
	Remember, demons know the Bible too.
	Satan knows the Bible too.
	False prophets every Sunday go in these churches and know the Bible too, right?
	Again, there's a difference between reading the Bible and truly knowing the Bible.
	Sure, they can recite the Bible verses and manipulate them, yeah.
	But it's not written in the heart.
	Those of us in the body of Christ, okay, have it written upon our hearts.
	You know what I mean?
	That's a big difference from people who have scholarships and degrees and everything else.
	We don't need none of that stuff.
	I say this all the time, you know?
	If you have the Word of God in your heart, that's all you need.
	You don't need a degree on your walls, piece of paper.
	Oh, look at me!
	I got a...
	A Ph.D.
	or a D.R.
	because I'm in the academics of... I'm a pastor, theology and biblical studies and all that.
	That's a piece of paper to God.
	That means nothing at all.
	Zero.
	No, I'm not discouraging people who want to go and get the stuff.
	It means nothing to God.
	You know what I mean?
	Is this her trying to push in?
	Nope, that's... Alright, I was heard back but...
	So, I'm going to play this audio she left here.
	Thank you, brother.
	Yeah, I'm sitting in the pitch black right now.
	There's no power, no internet, nothing.
	It all shut off mid-sentence.
	So, you know, I said a prayer and I told the Father, I said, it's all in your hands.
	So whatever you've got going on right now, I'm just going to sit tight and wait on you.
	But I don't know if you'll come out or not.
	um I was able to look at the doppler on my phone and it seems like there's a storm that just like came out of nowhere and is now moving over us so that could be why I have no idea but um I'm super sorry that was horrible timing I don't even know where we left off.
	Hate to leave you hanging.
	I hope we were able to kind of get people talking at least even though we didn't get to get into nearly as much as I know we planned.
	I hope that everyone understands.
	And if you need to wrap the show up early, yeah, maybe we can figure out something for them later.
	But as it stands right now, all I've got is my cell phone and the battery life on that.
	So that's the only access I've got to anything right now.
	Yeah, we'll just have it back on.
	Let me just tell her here.
	Yep, I explained that in the chat here and I played your message.
	So we'll have you back on.
	Everybody in the chat room was saying they wish you safe and all that and pray for you.
	So I'll be in touch with you.
	Shalom.
	So guys, what we'll do is I, um, cause we have more stuff to go and I'm just going to save it for her.
	But we have been going for like almost two hours.
	So what I'll do now, let's just take some phone calls.
	So if you guys want to give us a call, let me put the phone number in the chat.
	And usually brother Tim's the first one to call or, um, sister, uh, Max.
	So that's the phone number here guys.
	Uh, give us a call.
	And Sister Max, if you want to call too and talk about what we were saying, please feel free.
	And if you don't, I understand 100%, trust me.
	So, there's the phone number here, so if you guys want to give us a call in to the show here.
	And if not, we've got the chat room here, we've got it live on the screen too.
	So, whatever you guys want to do.
	And it's a 30 second delay, so I'm going to... There we go.
	Brother Tim's calling in.
	Woo!
	What's up, brother?
	Hey, how's it going?
	Oh, pretty good.
	All right.
	Um, she was touching on something earlier, but about, well, anyway, my experience then is, uh, the more beautiful people seem to be on the outside, usually the uglier they are on the inside and vice versa.
	Some of the people you, we would think was unattractive.
	They have the best hearts and souls and just loving, serving attitudes.
	You know what I mean?
	Yep.
	Like 90% is that way.
	It's not in every single case, but just a little bit of testimony.
	Like you were saying, hey, what's that sword?
	Oh, Excalibur.
	I must be an Excalibur sword, man, as much fire and beatings I've been through, brother.
	Yeah.
	That was a very good analogy, by the way.
	Yeah, thanks.
	And sometimes, I mean, even myself, I need to, you know, once in a while, I'll get overwhelmed with something, and God will, like, smack me in the head, be like, hey, remember?
	And I'm like, oh, right, yeah.
	And you start remembering.
	But we all need to be reminded here and there, you know what I mean?
	And it doesn't matter how long you've been in a phase or anything like that.
	We're humans, you know what I mean?
	So we're going to fall off that straight and narrow, and God's going to pick us up and say, hey, get back on, you know?
	And we need to take his warnings and when we're going the wrong way and all that stuff, so we just need to constantly focus on the Lord, you know what I mean?
	And it's a tough walk and absolutely, it's a very tough walk.
	Look at the disciples themselves, they struggled.
	James, look at him!
	He struggled with sin massively, you know what I mean?
	So, if anybody wants to deal with sin, go read the book of James.
	It's a short book, but I mean, it shows you the struggles he went through.
	I know a lot about forgiveness, brother, because I've had to forgive, forgive, forgive, forgive, just take it, take it, take it, take it.
	But here's the thing.
	As soon as you can forgive, as fast as you can forgive, you know, call on Father and say, Father, no matter how I'm feeling right now, I choose to forgive them.
	Holy Spirit, you know, help me.
	To like really, truly forgive them.
	This is my choice.
	This is my decision.
	And guess what?
	It frees you.
	It breaks those chains.
	And it, you know, the other person, they're going to stew, they're going to be full of bitterness and anger, but you're not going to have that in your heart and soul.
	It, it frees and protects us whenever we forgive, like every time.
	And now it's like, I've had to do it so much.
	It's like, that's the first thing that I go to.
	Is forgive them immediately.
	Get it done and over with.
	And it becomes easier and easier.
	And you finally get to the point where you don't, you won't even let stuff touch you anymore.
	You, it's like you just become, um, I wouldn't say immune, but yeah, you don't take things personally.
	You know, you, you see everything in its perspective and then, uh, As long as you can not take it personally and get inside you, just go ahead and forgive.
	Hey man, it's going to knock it out of everything.
	Absolutely.
	Knock it out.
	But do we want to take other cards, or do we have a minute for me to talk about the 1099 A&C forms?
	You want to do that another time?
	Yeah, wait for it.
	You've got to keep reminding me, too, because we should do that in some news show, because that relates more to that right there, and we should make a little report on that.
	That would be pretty cool.
	This way you can take your time and explain it, and if you've got any slides or pictures, you can put them up on a screen on a website, so this way you can explain in detail.
	So I think something like that, we could prep for it, and this way people could see exactly what you're talking about.
	You know what I mean?
	Because I like that.
	That's pretty cool.
	Yeah, and when you go and research it, You'll find out, hey man, it's all there and it's all true.
	We are so deceived and lied to and they've hid it from us so they keep us in this slave debt corporate satanic system, man.
	It's like... Anyway, I'll cut it short here, but even cops, judges, none of that... They don't have any jurisdiction or rule over us, dude.
	None at all, but we'll get into that later.
	Great show tonight and, you know, God bless Emily.
	And did you know that Canada had a nationwide cyber attack?
	All their electronics, ATMs, banks, credit cards, it all shut down.
	Wow.
	You think that's by maybe Trudeau was trying to do that?
	I don't know.
	Who knows?
	I mean.
	Canadian Prepper did a show on it.
	I think it just happened today.
	But anyway, I'll let someone else get on here.
	I'm just kind of breaking the ice.
	But yeah, everybody forgive, man.
	That's what it says.
	You free.
	It's not for the other person, really.
	It's for us.
	Anyway, everybody in the chat, have a good night.
	Love you all.
	And praise Yeshua forever, man.
	Amen, brother.
	And Shabbat Shalom.
	Yeah.
	Happy Sabbath, everybody.
	And I'll leave you all with a Woo!
	Woo!
	Take care, brother.
	You too.
	You too.
	So, it's Brother Tim.
	So, if somebody else wants to call in, go for it.
	And I'll keep an eye on the chat.
	So, if you guys want to give a comment.
	If you want to comment a question in the chat, just put it in all capitals.
	So, if you can.
	You know what I mean?
	This way I spot it quick.
	But, we get to fatherhood, too, real quick, too.
	You know because a lot of people are real hard on their kids.
	Sometimes a little.
	I mean I understand you gotta show discipline.
	Spare not the rod.
	You know what I mean?
	But there's an extent to that too.
	So fathers don't provoke your children to anger.
	But bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
	So that's what our job as parents to do.
	And mothers too.
	You know what I mean?
	Don't provoke your child.
	And discipline them when the child needs discipline.
	You discipline that child.
	Absolutely.
	And be good, but not a pushover.
	Don't be their friends, okay?
	They got plenty of friends.
	They're gonna have plenty of friends growing up.
	They don't need a friend.
	They need a parent, you know what I mean?
	And sometimes I even gotta learn that too, you know what I mean?
	So we all get suckered with kids, you know, like, oh, soft heart, but, you know, remember, they're gonna have plenty of friends.
	They don't need a friend.
	They need a mother and a father and, you know what I mean?
	And all that stuff.
	So, and also a father shows compassion to his children So does the Lord show compassion to those who fear him.
	So, yeah.
	So if the Father could show compassion to you, show some compassion to the kid.
	You know what I mean?
	Plain and simple.
	And the righteous who walks in integrity, blessed are his children after him.
	So if you're in this, that's another way of leading by example.
	So if you're walking, the righteous people who walk in integrity, right?
	With honor, dignity, respect, all that stuff.
	Your children are going to mimic after you.
	If you're walking around a place you got your pants slopped down and your butt hanging out, looking at every girl sitting in front of your kids talking dirty, that's how your kids are gonna be.
	You know what I mean?
	So, lead by example.
	And I think this is Sister Max.
	How you doing, Sister?
	More blessing I deserve!
	Yeah, she is.
	How you doing?
	God bless ya.
	I'm alright.
	I just made some Campbell's soup.
	Oh, nice.
	I'm always eating soup when I'm watching your show.
	I do that in the midnight ride.
	Oodles of noodles or something.
	Yep, and D&D more.
	D&D more.
	Oh, that's my favorite beef stew.
	D&D more beef stew.
	I'm gonna plug my phone in before it.
	But, yeah, about the, um...
	Forgiveness thing or whatever that I was mentioning you you do have a testimony and that's that's that's got to be some Pain right there, especially like you said you devoted your life to that person Yeah, and they turn around and suck a punch you in the ass and it's like It'll kind of stick.
	Um, I have went through the phases of Writing a list down and really observing you know who I needed to forgive and I used to get confused that I If I still felt pain, that didn't necessarily mean I forgave them, but that's... it's a choice.
	I understand that.
	The hard part about forgiveness for me is actually forgiving myself.
	Because when I look back at the type of past I have, I could see so many people who are no longer here on planet Earth.
	And just the thought of me being involved With participating and then continuing going in the wrong direction, if that makes sense.
	Yeah.
	Like they could have been saved or something, but my dumb ass was still like asleep and doing all the wrong things along with them type thing.
	And just like my own personal decisions to where my own sin hurt myself.
	So, and along with being a single mom and bringing kids into the world without a parent and all that, but I sat down and I really tried.
	I, I, I'm still sometimes, honestly, I still have a hard time understanding God's forgiveness.
	It is actually, although it's hard sometimes, it is easier for me to forgive other people than it is myself.
	And I sat and I thought about it, even if I wanted to like confess everything I've ever done.
	To try to make it right.
	Like, I can't go to every person, and I can't... There's not enough... I don't wanna say too much.
	If I confess everything I did...
	I don't, I don't think there's like enough jail time in my life.
	So I mean, you know what I'm saying?
	There's not enough time in a lifetime to pay the price for the things I've done.
	So, yeah, I don't know.
	That's, that's one of the main things I struggle with.
	Yeah.
	Same here.
	I mean, I can't tell you how many times like, um, like, You know, I slap myself.
	I'm like, dude, what are you doing?
	I'm the same way too.
	I can figure if anybody for anything easily, then I can figure myself.
	And I'm like, and the thing is, I saw myself, then I talked to myself all the time.
	It's like, and you freaking know better?
	It's like, what are you a moron?
	You know what I mean?
	I, I yell at myself in the car, you know, and, uh, they got for cell phones because nowadays it doesn't, it looks like you're talking on the phone or something.
	But, uh, man, I tell you, and I'm always, always yelling at myself, you know, and, um, And I'm like, wow, it's like you do this knowing that, you know, like the things you do, you know, and that God, God's watching you and everything else.
	And I can, I yell at myself on my own worst enemy or critic or whatever, you know, sometime.
	Right.
	I mean, because you can't lie to yourself.
	You know, you know what you did, you know, the effect of it.
	And you know, what God thinks about it type thing.
	And it's like, like you said, moves better towards a You know, a future regardless, and I guess I could apply that to myself.
	I push forward like I'm pushing a snowplow in front of me some days.
	Yeah, it's a tough walk, but that's what it's about, you know, and I think sharing testimonies, and like I said all the time, sharing testimonies helps other people out, because somewhere, somewhere along the line, somebody's going through the same thing or similar to what you're doing, And same thing with my testimony.
	Somebody's got to hear that.
	It's got to be similar, going through the same thing with yours.
	You know what I mean?
	The same thing.
	Everybody calls in and there's somebody out there that's got to hear it.
	And on the show here, I've been blessed because a lot of people's testimonies, I have people contact me and say, yeah, I think it was Lariva.
	Lariva, when she called in, I think it was last week or the week before.
	Sister Lariva.
	Her testimony, somebody reached out later on that watched the show later and said that they were going through the same thing and the testimony helped them.
	So, all praise to God, you know what I mean?
	So, whatever your testimony is, sometimes it's shameful to come out with that.
	You know, nobody wants to come out and admit stuff they did.
	And it doesn't mean you gotta give all the details either.
	Just, you know, we're all sinners and we all struggle through it and it helps other people.
	You know, because if they're going through that battle, maybe it helped them in some ways too, you know?
	It's always a blessing, and that's what the whole scripture is about.
	It's a testimony of Jesus Christ, you know what I mean?
	And all the people that followed him and everything else, what they've went through, and the tribulations, and some of these people were brutally, brutally murdered.
	You know what I mean?
	You got the Bible, you got the people that signed the Declaration of Independence.
	Uh, most of those men in their families were brutally murdered, burned.
	Same thing with people in the Bible.
	You know what I mean?
	So, uh, and us too, we'll go through personal things too.
	And uh, so that's how it is all through history.
	Uh, good people who try to do, preserve good and for the righteousness and everything else, uh, you gotta go through test and trial.
	But the thing is, it doesn't matter what happens to you personally or me personally, because when it's all said and done, when you're in the spirit, okay, when you're with the king, the father, right, none of this is going to matter no more.
	It's not going to matter no more at all.
	You've got to forget about it.
	No matter what you've been to.
	It's like right now, right?
	We all struggle with money, right?
	Just say we hit the Powerball today, right?
	We found out we hit the Powerball jackpot for $300 million, right?
	So all you need to do is You're right.
	None of this crap is going to matter.
	money and all that it's going to be going forgotten about because it's not going to matter no more because they're a millionaire you know it's the same thing in um the spiritual sense you know exactly and you're right like none of this crap is going to matter that's that's what one thing that pisses me off is when you see a struggling christian
	not you or you know just when people see someone struggling or if you're struggling yourself and you go to like these other christians like group pages or whatever people that don't really know you that well and they turn all legalistic on you and they completely forget it's about where you're at in your life at that time growing in christ because when you start throwing down all the legalistic crap You know, I got the wrong picture from people sometimes.
	Sometimes I thought I was never gonna make it to God when he's right here next to me!
	Because I wasn't this, this, that, or the other.
	I didn't, you know, I'm still struggling with this or that.
	And it's like, dude, we're gonna be jacked up from the floor up to the day we die to an extent.
	It's your heart striving to do better.
	What your heart is the thing that matters.
	And I've seen a lot of people talk shit about, you know, Just a lot of stuff in general about myself.
	If you were to know the whole shebang of my life story, I'd talk shit about myself too, but at the same time it's like... One thing I do recognize is when people got hard.
	Like you said, you could know the book, you could have a college degree, you could have all this other stuff, and those people would be like dumber than a box of rocks, like literally spiritually wise.
	And the first trial tribulation comes their way, they fold like a house of cards.
	You said what?
	- What? - And those kind of people too.
	The first trial tribulation, they come across, they fold their house of cards.
	I'll give you another example, right? - Oh yeah. - So this is a great example.
	When I was, I got a private pilot's license, right?
	So I was going through flight school, right?
	And so to learn to become a private pilot, right?
	And there was a few other people in my class, right?
	And it was one kid, he was 16 years old, his very well made off, okay?
	He had his own boat, okay?
	His brand new car.
	He got his whole school paid off by his parents, right?
	Didn't have to struggle for nothing, right?
	So, every time we got, um, the instructors would call us, say, listen, Psychiatrist, um, today we're expecting a lot of turbulence.
	I mean, you don't have to go.
	If you don't want to go, you don't feel comfortable, we'll just reschedule.
	He did this all the time.
	Me, I loved it.
	I mean, bouncing all over the place.
	I'm a nut like that.
	So, basically I said, if I gotta, um, I gotta go through the bad stuff.
	To become a fine attuned pilot, you know?
	So, but I remember one day it was one of our check rides, right?
	And both of us were there.
	And there's this maneuver we do, it's called the stall drill.
	And it's like, the plane doesn't stall, but it loses lift.
	And it's like to get out of it, you know?
	Learn how to get out of it.
	So you don't crash and kill yourself.
	So basically what happened was, if you don't... The pedals on the floor, they're called rudder pedals.
	If you don't hold the right rudder pedal, the plane will go into a flat spin toward the ground.
	and you could get out of it easily.
	So what happened was he didn't want to go because it was a little trivial to it.
	Anyway, both of us went up the same day.
	I come back and we're in the school.
	He's there shaking the mile a minute.
	His mother's like comfort him and everything else, and he'll be all right.
	He was like shooken up.
	I'm like, what happened?
	He goes, oh, I went, and the same thing happened to me that day too.
	Both of us went to a flat spin.
	I thought it was fun.
	I'm like, woo!
	You know what I mean?
	But I knew how to get out of it because of my training, going through all the trials and all that.
	I knew how to get out of it.
	And strong crosswind landings, I could like, you know, I knew, you know, I went through the bad stuff.
	So, to learn out of this, he didn't do any of that stuff.
	So, with the first tribulation he had, it almost scared him half to death.
	He didn't even want to fly no more.
	So I hope this is a good scenario, yeah?
	To point out to people, without tests and tribulations, you're good as nothing.
	When it comes time, the rubber meets the road, it's like the military.
	We both, just say, me and Max went into the military today, right?
	I got everything handed to me, you know, and the drill sergeant, like, yeah.
	You okay?
	We'll go easy on you.
	But Max, we're going to drill the hell out of you.
	We're going to put your face through the mud and all that stuff, right?
	Guess who's going to be the strongest soldier?
	We go into war, right?
	And we get into a conflict battle, right?
	We're getting shot at.
	Bombs going off everywhere.
	And I'm over here trying to pull out my stress card.
	Oh my God.
	Oh my God.
	You know, stop.
	And I'm all shaken up.
	And Max is useless.
	Pansy and she's called me a pansy.
	She's out there like boom boom boom bring it on, you know because she's trained for that You know, I mean, I'm only all scared because I got everything handed to me, you know, I mean So these are the scenario works in the hood.
	Yeah Yeah, so yeah if you grew up in the hood, yeah I mean I grew up in bad neighbors, too and uh me my friend Bobby I don't know if he's still on now, but we grew up in um, we consider the hood, too, man all All kinds of crap every day going on.
	Gunshots, this that and the other thing.
	So versus some of my cousins who grew up in the white bread neighborhood that I mean if somebody dropped a pin around the corner they'd be like oh my god what was that?
	You know?
	We're here in good Gunshots cars smashing so you know me like it's like you get more of it and you would get into fights a lot So, you know, I mean, you don't want to but it's either you get your butt kicked or you fight back, you know So that so versus those kind of people the first First sign of trouble they let they'll run and hide in the car and we're like, all right, let's go, you know We're ready to fight, you know But yeah, it's just many examples of stuff and now I mean where it goes spiritually.
	It's the same thing That's why God puts people do his tests and tribulations for men and women all that so he could become better parents better partners for a spouse better parents Like I said, I just better people in general, you know, and I would out those tribulations man.
	We're We're just good as dead literally spiritually and physically Right.
	I do believe Jesus said something about having all that head knowledge and not applying it.
	Yes.
	But yeah, that was just my little piece.
	Just a little piece.
	Yeah.
	I appreciate your call and everything, Max.
	God bless you, sister.
	Yeah, I'm glad I caught y'all.
	Uh, it was late.
	I just had a YouTube notification.
	I was thinking of moving the show back an hour.
	So it gives, you know, like instead of going out too late, you know what I mean?
	I just gotta, uh, my problem is when I do the new show, I can literally spit out all that news within 45 minutes, but I start talking about other stuff.
	I get into rants and all of a sudden it's two hours later, you know, I gotta learn to tune it down.
	So, cause I want to start this show at 12 instead of one, you know?
	But you'll be for real though!
	I watch some of the new shows and it's like, yeah, I'll be pissed off too.
	Yeah.
	Yeah, it's hard to get a grip on it, you know, without, you know, getting mad, you know?
	It's the world we live in.
	Yeah.
	But you know what?
	Jesus is coming back with a sword and he's gonna kick some butt.
	Yep.
	Yep, yep.
	Sure is.
	Well, thank you for your call, sister, and have a blessed Shabbat.
	Yup, you too, and hello to everyone in the chat, and God bless all y'all, and praying for Emily that everything goes well over there where she at.
	Yes.
	And blessings for your daughter as well, hope she's doing good.
	Amen, thank you, yeah, she's doing alright.
	Awesome.
	Alright, y'all have a good one.
	You too, sister.
	Later.
	Later.
	So I'll probably leave room for one more phone call.
	If not, I'm going to cut transmission here.
	So yeah, we're going to bring our sister Emily back on.
	And I wouldn't mind actually getting Max on sometime.
	That'd be cool.
	Do a show with her.
	And I like Max because she's real.
	You know what I mean?
	And the same thing with Emily too.
	Everybody's real here.
	She's just like, yeah.
	Like me, I'll cuss here and there, and I don't mean, we don't mean to cuss, but just like, you know what I mean, sometimes, you know, whatever, I get criticized a lot.
	Oh, I thought you were a Christian, and you're out there cussing.
	It's like, well, I don't mean to cuss, but you know what, it does come out.
	You know what I mean?
	We're not perfect.
	And those people, the people that you see that put on this facade, the ones who always sit up in the front of the church, you know what I'm talking about, the people, the ones who always sit up in the front of the church, always kissing the ass of the pastor, always volunteering for everything, right?
	Those are the people you gotta be careful of.
	Yeah, because when you see their life, their home life, they're getting beaten by their husband, they're cheating on each other.
	Those are the people you need to be careful.
	The ones who present to be holier than thou art.
	You know what I mean?
	To be the ass kissers of the church and all that.
	Those are the people who probably have the most miserable lives.
	Always remember that.
	You know what I mean?
	They're the first ones in the church.
	First ones at the top.
	You know, blah, blah, blah.
	You know what I mean?
	And it's the ones, the quiet ones in the back, the humble people.
	Those are more holier than the ones over there showing off.
	You know what I mean?
	So, yeah, it's crazy, man.
	Just be you.
	We love you just the way you are.
	Thank you, Catherine.
	Thank you so much for that.
	Yeah.
	That's what I do.
	It's like years ago, I just tried to be somebody I'm not and it didn't work out too well.
	So I'm like, you know, I'm going to swear probably and I apologize ahead of time.
	I'm going to use a... Because it's an emotion, you know what I mean?
	It's hard to control sometimes.
	So 208 number, you're on the air.
	What's your name?
	Hi, Dan.
	How's it going?
	Oh, pretty good.
	So how you doing tonight?
	I'm having an anxiety attack again.
	Yeah.
	Great.
	Excellent show tonight.
	Thank you.
	Emily, it's just a shame that she got cut off.
	Yeah.
	But, you know, I've seen that happen my entire life.
	When it gets real good, you know, you gotta get cut off.
	I've seen that my entire life.
	Yeah.
	Everybody started talking about Like the topic of the show, and getting into forgiveness, and that's something that I'm asking for prayers for, because I need help with forgiveness.
	Yeah.
	This is a tough one for me.
	Yeah.
	Because it involves a lot of stress, and my children's dad, a lot of post-traumatic stress, and a lot of damage, severe damage.
	Not just to me, but to our children.
	I don't want to get into too many details, but it was horrible.
	Our oldest is turning 13 next month, and we've been away from him for like the last, well, it'll be three years at about that time.
	We'll mark three years.
	And that's also a big part of the testimony, too, because it's like something you and John had said on Wednesday.
	You know, I would probably not be surprised at all the stuff that you've done, because I was really close to committing murder on this man.
	That's how bad it was.
	And you can't convince—nobody can convince me that God did not step in Himself and separate Cause I'm talking, this is like a millstone around the neck type situation.
	I'm literally fighting El Diablo.
	Literally.
	And I'm still fighting him to this day.
	He still tries to play his tricks on me.
	And now our kids are seeing it.
	If you don't mind I'll pray for you because uh and everybody out there joining the prayer here.
	So Lord we come to you in favor and help of the sister here and help her and the children just um you know Somehow just help them heal in their hearts and their minds and from all the stuff that they're going through, stuff that we can't mention on there.
	And you know, Father, everything.
	So help them to overcome these bad things they're going through.
	And also the person that's put them through that.
	Lord, I pray that you could reach out to his heart.
	and change him and for the better and make him see and realize and understand what he's doing to his own children and what he's doing to sister here so I pray that you could just reach out to his heart and help forgive him and heal him as well but at the same time just help her here to understand this and I was like you know what I'll give forgiveness in her heart
	And help her find compassion and understanding that only you can do, and there's nothing I can say or do, or anybody else, but only you, Heavenly Father, and Jesus, Yeshua Messiah, that can help bring forgiveness in her heart to help her completely heal from him and move on from him, and the children as well.
	So overall I pray that you could bless this family Lord and everybody involved with it on every side.
	That you bless them and bring wisdom and understanding and compassion and mercy and just bring them all to your understanding and love.
	In your precious name, Amen.
	Amen.
	That was excellent.
	Thank you.
	I don't think I could have done any better myself right now because I'm still really discombobulated.
	I mean I just now like Just started being able to try to ask for forgiveness.
	Yeah.
	To be able to forgive him for what he's done, because this is something that reoccurs each and every day.
	Wow.
	I'm constantly fighting this.
	So, and it's like, Sister Valerie, girl, I hear you.
	I know what you're talking about.
	And when she came into chat a few weeks ago, I started getting really worried about her.
	I've never had any good support system at all.
	I've had no fellowship because I was told to believe in the Seventh-day Adventist Church.
	I personally did not trust it, but I was told to.
	So I better!
	Until I started actually learning the truth.
	That actually right there in itself is helping me.
	Just learning what scripture actually says.
	That's helping me.
	But it's still... I'm so green right now in it.
	It's a heavy burden.
	burden yes and only the father could understand fully what you're going through and uh only the father could help you with that and uh and it takes uh you and the father uh you know i mean to come to this understanding and uh all he could do is pray for you and uh hope for the best for you you know and uh so like uh just like you always remember too like uh no matter how bad things get just say hey remember when i when i was doing bad things when i was uh jesus forgave me You know what I mean?
	And I know it's hard and it's easier said than done Trust me.
	I tell you Just remember I was like, all right.
	Yeah, there's something remember that I did this and I knew I was doing bad and Jesus still forgave me for it.
	So Maybe I can like come down a little bit and show some compassion myself.
	You know what I mean?
	So again, it's easier said than done.
	That's all on you, sister.
	And I appreciate it.
	Yeah.
	And I really do appreciate your call and you just reaching out to us like this.
	Yeah, it's not easy for me because I'm a very private person.
	Yes.
	I stay in the dark.
	You know, I'm used to being shunned away from people, people not accepting me and just, you know, just get away.
	You know, I've never been very widely accepted.
	And I've accepted that, and finally I realized that I'm just set apart.
	But you guys think just like I do.
	You know, you talk like I do, you believe the same as I do.
	You just say it better than I do.
	Yeah, I doubt myself in my own speech, man.
	I'm like, ugh.
	I do too, Dan.
	You know what, you crack me up so much.
	I tell you, you had me cracking up earlier.
	Your imitations, man, they get me.
	I'll just start laughing, and I'll start like, oh no, joking, and oh crap.
	Okay, breathe.
	Yeah.
	Start listening to what you're saying, because I get lost in something that you imitate.
	It's like, oh, just stop.
	It's funny.
	Yeah.
	But no, and you know, your language, I have a worse language than you do.
	I've been working on mine really, really bad.
	I mean, trying to make it better.
	Yeah.
	Because I got a filthy mouth.
	He's not very good.
	Not very good.
	The other day I was talking to a brother, Brian, there.
	He's a visual disturbance in the chat room there.
	But I was on the phone with him, and we're talking, and some guy came flying around me.
	It wasn't no passing.
	No one was hitting me.
	And I'm like, what the F are you doing?
	I'm like, you know what I mean?
	Like, oh, man, I hope Brian didn't hear that.
	You know what I'm saying?
	Whoops.
	I did not say that wrong.
	Not even thinking either, you know, it's just like because and I know we're not we can't blame anybody else for all things.
	But the other thing to it is we're submerging the smut in society.
	So and yeah, what I'm thinking it comes out of your mouth.
	My wife to be a memo and we did go to church.
	Right.
	And we were late for church.
	And so after church, everybody's like standing up, talking to each other.
	And and they're like, oh, you guys came in late, huh?
	And she goes yeah this effing bitch cut me off and I'm like I can't believe she just said that out loud.
	She didn't even realize what she said.
	Half the church just looked at her like what?
	Yeah see that would be me just accidentally saying that so I realize you know when my autistic son is starting to repeat me I'm going whoops.
	I need to, yeah, I need to watch my mouth.
	Yeah.
	I started hearing myself, I'm going, I shouldn't be talking like this.
	Yes, amen.
	You know, speaking of, you know, men and women and how we should be, you know, women shouldn't have filthy mouths.
	We shouldn't talk all dirty, nasty like a sailor man, you know?
	Yeah.
	We shouldn't talk like that.
	It's not very pretty.
	Yeah.
	Sometimes you find yourself doing it and realize, oh, oops.
	Yeah, it's a constant work on that too.
	I can't tell you how many times I almost dropped the f-bomb on the show, Jeff.
	Oh, I can tell!
	Yeah, I heard it coming.
	I'm sure other people have too, but you caught yourself a few times.
	Yeah.
	We slip sometimes, but we pick ourselves back up.
	Yeah.
	Exactly.
	And that's one of the things I respect about you guys.
	You talk real.
	And I'm admitting it too Because the people who don't Oh You know They criticize you for swearing Those are the people Like I don't know Those are the people I don't trust Because those ones Who try to act that godly life Those are the ones Exactly Who live worse than anybody You know Exactly And that's one of the things I respect about you Thank you You guys You talk real You know You say it the way it is But you try to keep it As clean as possible But you know Sometimes You just Gotta say things
	Yeah.
	As clean as possible.
	Yeah, because some people were like, um, they were writing to John and David and all that.
	It's like, oh, why do you guys support Dan?
	He's, uh, he cusses a lot.
	And John said the same thing.
	He said, listen, it's like, he's a real person.
	It's like, if anybody here that doesn't swear once in a while, I mean, you're a liar to say that, you know?
	And, uh, so, because some people, uh, tell them, it's like, oh, I don't know why you support Dan, but darn you, because, uh, he, uh, cusses here and there.
	It's like, well, I'm, you know, I mean, God, God forgive me for that, and I apologize, but, You know, that's just, uh, happened.
	You know what I mean?
	Like, it's just the way it is, you know?
	I was doing Nicky Picky stuff.
	Just nitpicking everything.
	Yeah, of course.
	Little things.
	Then, oh, yeah, the other thing too, I had my friend.
	I was raised with people like that, nitpicking everything, and you're the devil if you do this, or you're the devil if you think that.
	Oh, yeah.
	I had my friend Daniel on about four or five months ago.
	I had him on a news show, right?
	And he had an ACDC shirt on.
	He likes ACDC.
	He's still new into everything, you know what I mean?
	So people started criticizing him on his shirt.
	I saw that show.
	Yeah, and John Hall, he texted me, he goes, dude, let me call in.
	I got to say something.
	So I brought John Hall on and he told people, he ripped them apart and said, listen, it's like, everybody's, you know, their first walk in the faith, we're not perfect, so don't criticize a guy because he's wearing an ACDC shirt, you know what I mean?
	And so, you know what I mean?
	It's like, you get people who nitpick things like that, you know what I mean?
	Like this, I'm sure they'll have something to say about this shirt.
	Yeah, I'm a vampire because I'm a redhead.
	And people think I'm evil looking.
	Well, some people have.
	Some people have seen me as just completely evil.
	Oh he's Illuminati You know just dumb stuff people come out with Yeah or I'm a vampire Because I'm a redhead Yeah I mean And people think I'm evil looking Well some people have Some people have seen me as just Completely evil So I don't know whatever My friend Allison's a redhead Whatever.
	I don't like that term.
	It always bothered me.
	I was told we were strawberry blondes and that's the way that was.
	Ginger came way later.
	I don't know.
	How does somebody get That's what I never studied For a redhead How did they Isn't ginger like a dark color Like ginger The spice I don't know I was just born with this Yeah I don't know I always felt like a mutant too, I tell ya.
	Yeah.
	Like a weird mutant.
	Yeah.
	No, you're not, man.
	God made you that way for a reason and, uh, you know, like, everybody's beautiful.
	You know, I had to come to terms with that, too, because I wanted to dye my hair black and, you know, I... I haven't been able to dye my hair because it's kind of like a family thing.
	There's not very many redheads in my family, except for me and my mom and her dad.
	And my second daughter.
	We're it.
	So we're kind of like the redhead legends of the family.
	There were no others.
	I've heard a lot of that.
	It makes me uncomfortable.
	I don't think so.
	I haven't really seen an ugly redhead at all.
	I know I'm not supposed to judge on looks like that, but a lot of men do.
	Redheads are very popular.
	Redheads, blondes, brunettes, whatever.
	Yeah, there's nothing wrong with you at all.
	I've heard a lot of that.
	It makes me uncomfortable.
	I don't think so, but that's my opinion.
	Yeah, well, you know what?
	It's who you are inside Because remember when we We're going to be in our spiritual bodies soon You know what I mean Which is I think it's going to be all light To tell you the truth These ones don't really matter Exactly They're the ones we're looking To go to Yeah That's the one that matters Yep.
	Exactly.
	And that's why people argue all day, oh, what color Jesus was.
	Was he white in the middle or black or whatever.
	And none of that matters because he's light.
	He's all light.
	You know what I mean?
	Let there be light.
	That's him.
	I am the light, the way, the truth.
	So it doesn't matter.
	Red or yellow, black or white.
	It doesn't matter.
	Yeah.
	Exactly.
	So we're in that spirit.
	We're all the same.
	You know what I mean?
	And that's great.
	Well, Sister Leroy, thank you so much and God bless you.
	Yeah, God bless you too, Dan.
	And Emily over there, I'm saying prayers over here.
	Hope she's okay, praying she's okay.
	Yeah.
	Love everybody out there in chat and have a blessed Shalom.
	Shalom, Sister.
	My tongue's getting tied around my eye too.
	You know, I thought my grandma said that too.
	Yeah.
	One of those Davidisms.
	My grandma said that.
	But yeah.
	Blessed Sabbath.
	You too sister.
	Rest in well with the Lord.
	That's what I'm trying to say.
	Yeah.
	So goodnight everybody.
	Goodnight.
	Love y'all.
	Love you too.
	Alright guys I'm ready to wrap it up.
	Actually I told Maki Maka I would address the stern real quick.
	That's funny Catherine, said there wouldn't be a show without me almost swearing or something.
	Yeah, you're right.
	But Maki Maka with the CERN thing, I'm just gonna say with this man and uh... Here's the thing, alright?
	The display they put on, the live feed and everything they did, right?
	They showed they found three particles never seen before right so this is what they show you They're not gonna show you what their real intentions are so you got these clowns with the live stream Everybody's clapping in the videos right saying we're doing this and that that's not what's really going on.
	That's just a facade.
	It's The people underneath, you know what I mean, in the inner circle know what's going on and they got a whole, they set the whole thing up.
	So the thing is, the reason why they broadcasted this live for, to show the public, oh no, no, it's nothing bad, we're not opening portals, nothing like that.
	And just to put on this facade, right?
	In the meantime, what's really going on there, I'm sure those people don't even know, you know what I mean?
	So, it is levels of secrecy, you know what I mean?
	And federal agencies, everywhere else, and secret societies, Like Freemasons, right?
	How many Freemasons know of the Illuminati?
	Most don't.
	They don't even know who it could be, their grandfather, they wouldn't even know it, you know what I mean?
	There's levels of secrecy that, you know, like in the FBI, CIA, same thing.
	There's levels of top secret clearances, you know what I mean?
	That you'll never suspect, you know what I mean?
	And never think exist, you know?
	So the same thing exists there, you know?
	So, um...
	Sorry guys, I'm going to cut out here, because I'll start rambling on all night here.
	I've got a lot of stuff to do in the morning here, so I'm going to try to enjoy the Shabbat, but I've got to help my friend.
	I promised him, he's running for governor tomorrow, well he's running for governor, and I told him I'd come out for a couple hours during the morning and help him get signatures, because right now they've got a small amount of time to get signatures to get on the ballot.
	All that, but the CERN thing, man, um, yeah, when it closed tonight, we know, okay, and here's the thing too, I know everybody's been bringing up Revelation Chapter 9, about the opening of the bottomless pit, and it's the fifth angel that sounded, right?
	So people say, we're there now, we're there now, it's like, well, actually, we're not there yet, you know what I mean?
	It's there, but we're not there yet, because here's the thing, old enough to understand, I explained this on John Hall's show, right?
	Everything that happens people think it's oh, it's part of the prophecy.
	You know, you know the the hailstones in Pennsylvania things we were put on on the new show right and Things getting struck the monuments coming down.
	They try to relate it to prophecy, right?
	But here's the thing when you look at a piece of prophecy, right?
	Like they said, you know the jab being the mark of the beast, right?
	We take that prophecy, right, and look in the timeline, because the Bible lays down everything that happens to proceed to that moment, right?
	So you lay it down, right, what's to happen each step.
	So in this matter of the sermon, right, So it's the fifth angel That sounds To open up the bottomless pit, right?
	So It's hard enough to understand Where that is, right?
	What you need to do Is you need to understand What was the fourth angel?
	The third angel?
	The second angel?
	The first angel?
	What did they do?
	Now you look at those things And if we did any of those things That would attribute That were in that pot of prophecy Then in the fourth angel Then we could say Alright, this is Most likely that prophecy, right?
	Same with the mark of the beast, right?
	There's certain things that has to happen for us before the mark of the beast comes out, right?
	So everybody's right away jumping a gun.
	This is the mark of the beast.
	So well, where is in the timeline?
	The restrainer has to be lifted off the planet first.
	The Antichrist has to be here first in power and There has to be a world government, a cashless society and all that.
	All these things have to happen before that piece of prophecy comes along.
	So if these things before that, steps 1, 2, 3, and 4 haven't happened, that's not part of prophecy.
	It's a prelude, yeah, but then it's a warning from God, like with CERN.
	And I think all these strikings of monuments and these things going down, I think this is God giving strict warnings to the elite and also people, uh, certain people, hey, listen, I'm ticked off.
	Because, uh, not only the, that disgusting New World Order Ten Commandments, the Georgia Guidestones got, uh, some either somebody blew it up, whatever the case, it happened, regardless, it happened.
	And, um, no, the elite would never plan that.
	Because they want to keep that tension away from them, you know what I mean?
	And it serves them no purpose to do, you know, their own stuff.
	So, let's, um, this disgusting obelisk got struck in, uh, Vatican, I think it was.
	I forget where it was, but, um, yeah.
	This stuff happened here, and these are signs of God.
	Because I think God's with them with the certain thing and then President Biden pushing this executive order to once again push abortion.
	So God's ticked off.
	Big time.
	So I think he's sending little warnings out here and there and only the people the air depth get the point To the normal people out there.
	Oh, what's the big deal?
	Uh, a statue got struck by lightning.
	What's the big deal?
	Uh, uh, those martin they don't even know what the monument's about.
	What's the big deal?
	Somebody blew it up.
	It's a big no big deal, but the people who know better it's a big deal to them Don't you think it was a big deal to the world elite that hey our new world out of ten commandments?
	Uh, yeah, we put in the middle of nowhere To get less attention as possible.
	That's our agenda.
	And they have to reveal their agenda.
	But they don't want to blast it publicly.
	So... It would serve them no purpose of destroying their own thing.
	None at all.
	That's why they're trying to wipe this out completely.
	Wipe it up completely.
	And I think God sent warnings here and there.
	And he uses people to do warnings as well.
	So I think this whole CERN thing is... Really ticked off God.
	Because remember... John Hall said Wednesday too...
	Nimrod tried to do the same thing.
	Build a gateway to heaven.
	The Tower of Babel.
	And God sent tons of warnings then, that you better knock it off.
	You better knock it off.
	Didn't heed to those warnings.
	And what happened?
	God came down, had the angels come down, completely destroyed the Tower of Babel, confined their languages, and, you know, because he told them, be fruitful and multiply.
	Split up, go all around the world, and fill the world.
	They didn't want to do that.
	They wanted to stay in Babylon and build a gateway to heaven.
	And back then, which was, they were doing the same thing Cernan's doing.
	Into dimensional portals and all that stuff.
	There's nothing new under the sun.
	You know what I mean?
	So yeah, that stuff with the technology was around back then too.
	That's exactly what they were doing.
	This is ancient technology.
	The CERN, everything you see there guys is ancient technology.
	So, we're at that forefront again as the days of Noah.
	I'm sorry, let me bring that back.
	As the days of Nimrod.
	We're at that forefront with the technology now, the ability to do that stuff.
	And God said that, you know, there will be no limits to our imagination.
	Back then, right?
	And exactly today, we're doing this.
	We're modifying weather.
	We're doing all kinds of things, God-like things, okay?
	That, you know what I mean?
	So God's really ticked off, and he's sending these messages, okay?
	Let me pull that up real quick.
	This is from the news broadcast here earlier tonight.
	This was, um, the Vigin city, Thalbus, was struck by lightning on the afternoon of, uh, yesterday, uh, the 7th.
	And if you know anything about these things, guys, that's evil as it comes.
	That's Nimrod's golden penis, literally.
	That's a resurrection, death and resurrection of Nimrod.
	Which is known as Osiris.
	And uh, it just takes time to explain.
	But that's the horrific Georgia Guidestones.
	It's the New World Order's Ten Commandments.
	Calls for a world government.
	Reducing the population down to 500 million.
	Now, you know in this house, everything is the opposite of the Bible.
	The Bible says, be fruitful and multiply.
	This says, no, we gotta kill off 95% of the world's population.
	Calls for a world government and everything else, right?
	And this is what the statue is described.
	And then the city, within hours time, when the sun came up, they came in and knocked the rest down.
	Regardless if it was a person or God himself, guys, this is still a sign from God.
	God sent a strict warning because he allowed that guy, or instructed whoever did this, to do this.
	To send a strict warning because of the certain stuff.
	Yeah.
	Now you're pissing me off.
	That's what he was saying.
	Then this happened, not coincidentally, right after.
	I'm sure there's many other things that happen like this, guys, that we don't know about, okay?
	He's sending strict warnings right now.
	And I'm sure there's tons more we're gonna find out about later.
	Obelisks and certain occultic monuments have been striked or whatever the case.
	Yeah, you're gonna find out a lot because God is pissed.
	I'm gonna use that language plain and simple.
	And if you read the Old Testament and what he did to countries, entire countries, entire kingdoms for idolatry and everything else and all the abominations they have committed.
	Look what he did to Nimrod.
	For trying to open that portal to into heaven to try to take heaven over Yeah, he's sending warnings this is this is the last warnings guys before the judgment now granted right He's spared us a little bit in this country.
	Okay with the Supreme Court coming out against this tyrannical government They stopped the world government This year, they were ready to sign this treaty, this global treaty, world treaty, I'm sorry.
	They were ready to sign this world treaty, all the nations, right, to go to a world government.
	Once again, the almighty hand of God stopped that from happening.
	They did the same thing in 2010.
	They did it to the, uh, last month.
	God did it last month, I'm sorry.
	To stop it before the time.
	And right now, God's sending warnings out.
	And he's also giving us a little leeway, you know, coming out in favor of the gun rights to protect ourselves against the abortion, and the Supreme Court's coming out on fire.
	You know what I mean?
	And then even the Supreme Court isn't even thinking on challenging the gay marriage thing.
	Saying, hey, you know, this is not legal.
	Which is amazing, you know, for us.
	You know what I mean?
	Because marriage is between one man and one woman.
	That's what the Heavenly Father intended.
	So, God said, you're helping us out a little bit, but I think this is the last straw, man.
	He's also sent a warning to the elite, the elect, okay?
	Because to, again, these things being destroyed is no big deal to the general public.
	They could care less.
	They don't even know what that thing stands for.
	They don't even know what this is about.
	This is a warning directly to the elite.
	They know what this is about.
	They know what that stands for.
	And that's the same disgusting thing they got in St.
	Peter's Basilica, in the Vatican, the Washington Monument.
	Yeah, it's nothing to do with George Washington.
	We gotta do a whole show on monuments, man.
	And all that.
	So, this is a strict warning from God.
	He's sending messages to the elite directly.
	That's why these things are happening.
	Because again, to the average public, they have no clue what these are.
	They don't even care.
	It says nobody, no agenda.
	This is a strict warning straight to the elite.
	That's what God's doing.
	You wanna try to open portals?
	Yeah.
	This is what's gonna happen.
	And here's the thing, too.
	You could call me what you want with satchels and all that.
	The Bible says, okay, these things must be destroyed.
	Look what, um, look what Noah, I'm Noah, I'm sorry, uh, Moses did.
	When they built that, uh, calve, that disgusting golden calve thing, right?
	Bal.
	He came down and, oh man, God was ripped.
	He wanted to destroy everybody.
	Moses pleading us a favor, right?
	For the good people, anyway.
	And he broke that statue up.
	He had them crush it to powder.
	Then he made everybody drink it.
	And it made their stomachs bitter.
	And it was torture for them.
	Imagine trying to go to the bathroom, peeing, you know, pooping that stone out of you.
	Yeah.
	Tortured people.
	Then the next time around he, uh, yeah, put the people in the grave, you know what I mean?
	He does not take good, uh, kindly to this kind of abomination, you know what I mean?
	So, this is going on right now, guys, and he's sending a direct message to the elite.
	And also, this here, because those of us in the know...
	We all rejoiced when this thing got blown up.
	We all rejoiced when this got struck.
	We all rejoiced when they struck the Vatican when, you know, Pope Francis got in.
	You know what I mean?
	To send a message against that Antichrist guy.
	You know what I mean?
	So, we know it's about we all rejoice and this is a remind to us, this sign here with the sir and everything, reminds to us that God's got us back and also reminds us to the elite though, the elect though, the Luciferian elite, hey, you're about to get a major ass kicking.
	Plain and simple.
	Guys, remember, the fake Jesus, the, you know, Messiah, is gonna, you know, fake Messiah, I'm sorry, is gonna come back in a temple, this beautiful dirt temple in Israel, the world's gonna love him, and they're gonna mislead so many people.
	He's gonna make peace and everything else.
	Remember, the real Messiah, the real Jesus, the real Yeshua Messiah, he's not coming back in no temple, okay?
	He's not coming back to make peace.
	He's coming back with a sword to lay the biggest ass kick in The biggest can of kick-ass, literally, to the world that's never been seen before.
	He's come back to raise holy hell.
	You want hell of evil?
	You gotta get hell.
	He's come back to slay and smite every evil person that served evil on this planet.
	Leaders and everything.
	He's come back to smite you all.
	This is going to be the biggest smackdown in human history.
	So remember the difference between the real Christ and the um... Yeah, because right now, once again, uh, these monuments getting destroyed.
	Yeah, that's a warning.
	A direct warning to the global elite.
	Just a preemptive things to come.
	You know, that's all it is.
	Uh, to them.
	To us, you know, regular people it's no big deal, but to them it's a very big... They're afraid.
	And as the Bible says in these end times, that's why they're building all these tunnels and everything else.
	Because when this stuff happens, they're going to flee to the tunnels.
	And thinking they're going to escape God, but nope.
	There's nowhere in the earth they're going to escape to.
	You know, plain and simple.
	Alright guys, so um...
	Alright, I'm going to cut out of here.
	So I want to thank everybody for joining us guys.
	And remember, just keep strong in the faith.
	That's all.
	Keep strong in the faith and don't let any of this stuff fret you, man.
	Because even if you do get killed out of it, you know what?
	At least you'll be on a horse with Jesus coming back and slaying evil.
	Plain and simple.
	Because we, under Jesus, with Jesus as a whole, okay?
	Jesus wins in the end.
	He's already won anyway.
	You know what I mean?
	So this is just evil acting out and they got a short time.
	They know it and Just go with it because just be happy about it because that's even closer to his return And to that guys until we'll see you Monday 8 p.m.
	Eastern on the nightly news So I love you all god bless shalom and Shabbat Shalom, and you are the resistance Declaring war on a new world order.

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