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Dec. 16, 2021 - Dan Bidondi Show
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Demonic Manifestations, Occult Practices & SRA Exposed From Within - Spiritual Warfare Part 2
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Demonic Manifestations, Occult Practices and SRA.
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Exposed from Within, Spiritual Warfare Part 2.
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So yeah demonic manifestations, occult practices and SRA exposed from within spiritual warfare part 2 and part 2 with Emily here.
So without further ado let's bring Emily on.
How you doing Emily?
Hey guys, Shabbat Shalom.
I'm good, Dan.
How are you doing?
Oh, awesome.
Enjoying the Shabbat here?
Yes, definitely.
So Emily if you want to give one more time you did last week a quick introduction yourself then we can start rolling into some of your experiences that you had because a lot of people were highly in tune just like you got to bring it back on and we want to hear our experiences and all that and like we talked about don't hold nothing back because people need to hear the hard cold truth you know I mean and it's gonna help a lot of people as well and yeah this is what it's about testimony Yeah, definitely, and I can do that.
I do want to put a little disclaimer out there.
If you have any kids or anyone who's younger that you don't really want around hearing this stuff, it's probably a good time to shuffle them elsewhere.
And also, there's going to be some things that I don't go into great detail about because I don't feel it'll profit anyone to know all of the details.
But I'll try and talk about things with at least enough reference to where anyone who may have gone through it or is aware of it or whatnot can relate and can understand without, because I'm not trying to re-traumatize anybody either.
I'm trying to be very careful about that and just kind of what I expose other people to that may be beyond the details they need.
So, is that okay?
Okay, so basically my name is Emily Briscoe and I come from a long line of people who originally, as far back as I was able to trace and have any knowledge of, come from Scotland and Ireland of Celtic descent.
And in my family there was a long line of nobility in Ireland and Scotland, lords, barons, different titles like that.
Um, who ended up rubbing elbows with some pretty prominent families and people over there and later migrated to England, um, before making their way over to the States.
And they were involved in, you know, various different sects of pagan religions, such as Druidism and part of the Scottish Rite.
And, um, there's some things I haven't been able to completely nail down and verify, but There was talk of Templars being involved, etc.
from many hundreds of years back.
So basically, once they came to the United States, a lot of my ancestors held pretty prominent positions.
They were judges, they were politicians, high officers in the military.
On my mother's side, there's actually a few counties.
Well, in Indiana, for one, there's Vanderburgh County that was named after that maternal line, which bothers me to this day because that's actually like right around Evansville and that whole, if anyone knows anything about that area, it's just like a pit of darkness.
But anyway, so between those two lines, there was a lot of influence, a lot of hierarchy taking place, a lot of things brought into the early colonies.
That were definitely not Puritan that were actually part of the reason for a lot of the corruption I don't think everyone in my family was involved in Deep darkness, but many of them definitely kept company with and held titles Alongside many others and So
Really, that's only important just to kind of understand stuff that I inherited as far as generational curses and what kind of set me up to be connected to things that I wouldn't really have a firm understanding until many years later in my life.
Got involved with some of these unsavory characters from a very young age via my dad who's now deceased and a lot of the people that he commingled with and basically, we're just here to kind of walk through what happened and you know for anyone who's experienced any type of satanic or sexual ritual abuse anyone who has a
We've been afflicted by demons and, you know, curses that we may have brought upon ourselves, generational curses, strongholds, all those types of things, witchcraft, magic, etc.
We're just kind of here to talk about it and expose some of it.
And my goal is really just to remove the element of fear because fear is kind of what they rely on.
And, you know, we're told not to fear.
I think sometimes it's really hard not to fear because all of this stuff is really scary.
When you first wrap your head around it, that it's really real and there's powers and principalities and demons and beings doing things and affecting things and whether inhabiting people or just tormenting them, that it freaks people out.
And naturally so, but this is all about just understanding who our God is.
And the power we have through our Messiah and what his plan is.
And trying to just expose the darkness and, you know, just be a testimony to Christ and his power to redeem.
And you're right on that.
And I want to bring this up, too, before we go any further, too.
Let me hear you.
Let me second you.
I hope I messed up.
I'm sorry.
Yeah, so, um, spiritual warfare, guys, that's very important to know.
And, uh, the reason we use spiritual warfare simply means you're wrestling not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, the powers of darkness.
So let me actually go to the verse here for you, because this is very important you need to know before you go any further, too.
And most of you in the chatroom already know this.
So if you go to Ephesians chapter 6, go down and, uh, where is it?
Uh, messed up here.
So I'll put it on rest 12 it says for we wrestle not against flesh and blood.
And yeah, we have wars and stuff against humans, absolutely.
And things happen, you know, struggles, whatever.
But the real focus, the real enemy is spiritual.
So it says we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rules of darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
And last week we explained what the principalities were and what, you know, all these kind of demonic activities were.
So if you want to know more about that, please tune in to last week's show where we talked about this.
And so, yeah, this is where we are now.
And it instructs us to put on the whole arm of God, plain and simple, you know what I mean?
And go to Ephesians chapter 6 and really meditate on this verse, this whole chapter, and understand.
Because this is basic spiritual warfare 101, right here, Ephesians chapter 6.
And the reason why we do this stuff for our guys is because Ephesians chapter 5 tells us to know our enemy and expose them, plain and simple.
And that's what we do here, exposing the deeds of evil.
That's one of our show slogans as well.
So Emily here, she's SRA survivor as well.
She's been, uh, unfortunately into the stuff.
And yeah, she's not gonna cover details like, you know, nasty stuff, of course.
But, um, she's gonna lay a lot of stuff out and, uh, it could be very, um, sensitive to a lot of people.
But, you know what?
As adults, especially in the faith here, we need to accept, uh, even though how gru- cruel it might sound, how whatever it might sound to you, uh, you know, Jesus himself didn't hold back himself.
He told you exactly how it is plain and simple.
We need to understand that and as Christians we need to mature in that kind of understanding.
Not be soft placated like the dispassationalism.
The prosperity gospel they preach and the Joelstein and all them, you know, it's all garbage.
This is real stuff.
Yeah.
So Emily, yeah, so now we talked about the occult and all kinds of sources and all that.
So let's start from day one and let's start from when you were a kid and just go through the steps there.
You were a kid and you got introduced to this occultism and just explain from there how it came about and, you know, what you've been through.
Okay, so I was born September 9th in 1983 on a military base in Mississippi.
My dad, who's now deceased, was a really high-ranking officer and it seemed like from the very beginning of my childhood I spent a lot of time being taken to and fro to these military bases and these hospitals.
A lot of the memories there are pretty shady.
I only have bits and pieces.
I haven't done full regression therapy or anything like that to bring up some of the earlier stuff because I just don't know yet that I need to know all of that stuff.
But what I do recall quite vividly is I was always terrified.
when I would be handed over to these doctors and taken to these various different rooms and I was always being poked and prodded and a lot of darkness, a lot of flashing light imagery and stuff going on.
So I don't have a full recollection of some of what was going on there.
I know it wasn't a checkup.
I know it wasn't like a well baby visit or whatnot, you know.
And you know, one of the Different things about me is that I'm Rh negative and for anyone who's ever kind of looked into that, it's a bit of an anomaly.
It's an oddity.
There's a lot of unsavory stuff that goes along with that bloodline.
And I'm also AB negative, which is apparently like the rarest in the world except for Rh null, which like seven people have.
But it's basically my blood type is less than like 1% of the population.
And so Rh negative is like the removal of the D antigen.
Now, 93% of the worldwide population has Rh positive blood.
That's like normal.
But for some reason, there's like 7% of us who lack the D antigen and because of that, there's some weird things about us.
We have, well, when it comes to trying to have children, we can't actually procreate with most people normally.
My body will actually try and kill the baby inside of me if I try and have a baby with a man who is RH positive.
I experienced that.
I had to get a lot of injections before, during, and after pregnancy.
And I did some research later and I was stunned to learn that they call it anti-human globulin.
And a lot of it was scientific jargon, but it was pretty off-putting to just question, you know, well, what am I then if I can't even reproduce naturally, you know?
And I learned from a very young age that that was particularly important to the government and that they had what I would come to know much later is utilized a lot of those people for special programs when they would enlist them for remote viewing and telepathy and other things like that because we have
Some for some reason we have a higher sensitivity to various different frequencies and a susceptibility to be I don't know if you would say influenced or just connected with Quote-unquote paranormal stuff so I I don't know what all they were doing to me when I was much younger.
I know there was lots of blood taken, there was lots of experiments conducted.
That went on as early as I can remember until I was about seven.
My dad and mom had divorced when I was pretty young and so my time was spent between the two of them and my mom remained single for most of my young part of my childhood.
I spent a great deal of time with my dad.
I remember when he had moved up into Alaska, there were several different lodges that we kind of frequented where he had a lot of friends and stuff.
And I witnessed a lot of things that my young mind couldn't quite comprehend.
But looking back now, it was completely inappropriate.
A lot of alcohol and drugs and open sexuality.
Right in front of me, like, and I was just a little girl and my brother, who is a little boy.
And, um, from the time that I was, I think four or five, I haven't nailed down the exact age, but I know it was within at least two years of when my mom married my stepdad and they did that when I was seven.
So it was between four and five.
My mom had gotten herself involved with an unsavory gentleman.
He was a Freemason.
He was a drug addict and had a lot of other things going on.
And she was pretty taken by this guy.
And I've long since forgiven her.
I think she had a lot of her own trauma she was working through and she did the best she could with what she knew how to do at that time.
We were kind of exposed to some of those aspects and I was kind of already familiar just from a lot of the activity I had seen around my dad and the worst part of it is I didn't even think to question it.
Like to me it would have been normal to see stuff that otherwise would put people in jail for doing around children and he ended up having a stroke and being sent to One of the Masonic hospitals in the area where he was put up in this lavish private suite.
Um, that was just incredible looking back because, I mean, I've been in the hospital plenty of times and you rarely ever get your own room, let alone these huge suites that they put you in.
And at the end of the hall, there was this like alcove with a window, uh, that my brother and I were kind of just dismissed to.
And we were there a lot during the week.
And there was this male nurse that seemed to know my mom's boyfriend on a personal level, not just patient to nurse level.
And he made himself very apparent very quickly and started coming around like every single day.
And I became, I was the target for him.
And that's when the first truly like Picture clear, won't ever forget any single detail of it.
Sexual abuse started against me and they're very arrogant.
Like I, I just, I look back and I'm like, how arrogant, like how fearless were you to do that?
Right, right where you were.
Um, and basically he, he came over and I think my mom trusted him because one, he worked in the hospital and two, Her boyfriend knew him, but she couldn't have... I don't think she could have possibly have known, you know, what they would do.
But anyway, so I became his target and from pretty much the first day he came around, you know, giving me and my brother those little ice cream cups with the wooden spoon on the top that I can't stand to this day.
Um, you know, he gave us ice cream and we were kids.
I was like four and a half, five years old.
And, but immediately he pulled me onto his lap and the, the groping and the petting started.
And by I think day two or three, um, he was fully down my pants and I would come to figure out later just by replaying it.
And, you know, as an adult, having a more robust understanding of sexuality, Come to realize why he was bouncing me on his lap and stuff.
And, um, and it, you know, he was fully, you know, um, pleasuring himself, you know, digitally penetrating me in the front and the back and like with an iron grip holding on to me.
Um, I didn't have a vocabulary at that point for it.
So the best thing that I knew how to do, because that was the first I can fully recall.
Sexual abuse being perpetrated against me in a setting where I wasn't under any kind of, you know, duress or anything else happening, so it's imprinted, it's emblazoned on my mind.
I didn't have a vocabulary.
So the best thing I knew how to do was just try and stay away from him.
And I tried.
We were there like every day.
I would hide behind, you know, The far end of her boyfriend's hospital room, there was an empty bed on the far end and I, you know, as soon as I saw that man, his name was Paul, I would hide and I didn't want to come out.
I locked myself in the bathroom that was inside the hospital room a few times and this actually enraged my mom.
She was very angry with me.
She thought I was being very rude and bratty and she put all her trust in this man.
And I think partially too because she wanted you know her private time because I came to learn later that many of the times we were locked out and we were locked out like we couldn't get back into the hospital room.
She would lock the door.
So we were stuck out there for hours at a time and it was in this alcove that was around the corner from the nearest nurse's station that was down the hall.
So there was nobody like in this particular area of the wing.
Except me and my brother and you know, he's only 18 months older than me.
So, you know, she just got enraged and would just usher me back out.
And so this went on for a span of several months.
It got progressively worse.
I remember him taking me into a bathroom and trying to actually full-on have sex with me except I made too much noise and that was aborted.
And That was kind of the first breaking of my innocence and I didn't understand at the time that he had been picked to do that because the opportune time arose and any time other than that my mom wouldn't leave us alone with her boyfriend.
She was always around.
He never had an opportunity to, you know, take us to the lodge or have anything.
Like that happened.
Yeah.
And so I would learn later that that was actually kind of orchestrated that way with his room being situated because he didn't start in that room.
They moved him up to that room and I obviously didn't know any of this and but you know so that was the first point at which the innocence was kind of shattered.
Did your mother, I mean did your mom like know what was going on?
I don't know if she just chose to ignore it or if she, I mean, because I feel like, wouldn't you have an intuition if your child was like panicking, seeing this guy like every day running, hiding behind a bed, locking themselves in a bathroom, like that's not normal behavior.
But I think she was under her own kind of infatuation or spells by this guy because she, she was actually, when she would lock us out of the room for a few hours, like they would have sex and other stuff would go on in that room.
So I don't even know that she was really concerned.
I think she falsely put her trust in this man because he knew her boyfriend and her boyfriend was like, no, no, no, send them with him.
They'll be fine.
And then he kept all her attention on him.
And the guy would be gone before my mom ever came out.
Like he would do what he wanted to me and he would whisper in my ear and just repeat phrases over and over again.
One of them was, it's a small world, which I later then I can get into later, but that was actually part of the programming for Disney stuff.
But anyways, so I don't think she consciously knew.
I did tell her, I tried very hard to tell her when I was 10 because I had already been subjected to a few other incidences that I would consider more of a ritual where I was stripped down and I was shamed and I was violated in front of many other people.
But she didn't believe me at the time.
And if she did believe me, I don't know what possessed her to not do anything about it.
But she never called the police.
She never made a report.
She never Um, followed up with the hospital to, you know, sue that man or bring charges or anything.
And I felt so alone and I felt like, okay, well, if, if this isn't a big deal to my mom, like, am I just crazy?
Like, and I, I only learned kind of the vocabulary for a lot of what was being done to me because I went through sex ed in school, like they were teaching it in fifth grade.
And that was the first time I had kind of like heard the words, like, You know, penis and vagina and like sex and condom and this and that.
Um, I didn't know what they were.
I was never treated like someone who was part of the conversation.
So it was like, um, because of, you know, the conditioning, uh, was it like a mentality that this is supposed to be normal or something?
Yeah, a hundred percent.
Um, I was conditioned to just basically go along with it.
I wouldn't have known to question it had it not been for sex ed.
In fifth grade.
Yeah.
Because up until that point, like, I had never thought it was abnormal to have those kinds of things happening.
I was, I became hyper-sexualized and, you know, I mean, I had a human body so they were able to stimulate it.
So unfortunately, I didn't always associate pain and terror.
It was a balancing act.
They would, you know, Terrify me, but then reward me.
But then terrify me, and then reassure.
And I think that was part of the breaking and the dissociating, because I had to, in those moments of terror, dissociate myself from the fear and the pain, and they would use a lot of imagery, stuff like that.
So, what really kind of changed the game as far as their immediate physical access to me, was when my dad got stationed.
He got moved to Alaska.
And so we didn't go as often to see him.
And so there was periods of time that went by where I kind of felt normal.
But I realized I wasn't because it was looking back.
I was hyper sexualized.
You know, I'd be in the pool with my cousins or whatever.
And be suggesting sexual things to them, you know, whether it be massaging their buttocks or showing each other our bodies or touching them.
I ended up doing like some lesbian acts and stuff with another one of my cousins when we were both very young and to me now looking back like that's just awful because they were innocent, but that's what was
I was, you know, anyone who's been through this, the ultimate goal is not just to break you and hurt you and use you, but it's the added bonus of a domino effect.
Because you're going to go out there and when you're young and you don't know any different You're gonna innocently perpetrate it on other people, which is gonna hyper-sexualize them and expose them to things.
But when you're older, if you don't get healed of that, that's how you see, like, pedophiles and You don't have to answer this, and I don't blame you if you don't, but your life now, you're an adult, obviously, whatever.
Now, you've been involved in relationships and all that.
How does this affect your intimate life?
I mean, don't mean, if it's too personal, please feel free not to answer it.
I mean, I'm just asking, how does this affect you?
Just say, I mean, you got in a relationship with a guy and you guys are getting close, getting intimate.
How does that affect you?
Yeah, well, so pretty much every aspect of it.
I was a complete whore and I didn't understand what that was until I actually came to know Jesus.
Gosh, the conviction from the Holy Spirit sometimes can just break you.
It's sweet.
Oh, it's blessed.
But it was hard going through a lot of this cleansing with him because, you know, when you hate yourself and it's beyond just hating what was done to you, it's hating yourself for everything you did too.
It's really, really hard.
There's no other way I could have gotten through it without the Holy Spirit.
I mean, because as blunt as he was and as much as was replayed back to me, things I had long since forgotten that he was calling to account.
It could break you.
I mean, you can't battle that kind of darkness by yourself, but it affected everything.
Well, I can fast forward a little bit to when we were In Southern California.
I frequented Disneyland a lot and I had known that there were people I recognized.
There was people I recognized that didn't interact with me but it was always weird because I saw them in my neighborhood.
I saw them whenever I was going to Disneyland and I went to Disneyland a lot.
I can't tell you why other than I needed to be there and every time I was there I usually went with, the older I got, I went with a few friends and I would go missing for like three hours and they would ask me, where have you been?
Like my name would be paged on the loudspeaker.
They'd be panicking and I had no idea.
I still to this day, I have no idea.
I don't have an answer for that.
I would love to.
I can speculate from research I've done, from things I've put together, but I was always at Disneyland.
I was like, I had to be there.
And whenever I would go onto the It's a Small World ride, just rage would fill me.
Rage.
Like I wanted to kill someone.
And I didn't know why.
And when I would go to various other parts, I would be like... I don't even know why I wanted to be there because I literally felt so crazy while I was there.
Being in different parts of the park or hearing different songs playing or this or that would trigger different parts of my personality.
I would be going from like being feeling psychotic like I wanted to hurt somebody to I wanted to have sex with the next person who happened to touch me.
And it was, it's enough to kind of make you feel like I am psychotic.
Like what is going on?
And I just wanted to be a teenager.
I just wanted, you know, to do things and hang out with people and be normal.
And I couldn't because all the while, it started when I was about eight, I started having supernatural things happening to me.
I started having, I don't know if you want to call them dreams or whatnot.
That for as much as I understand, as much as I experienced, they were not dreams.
I can delineate between a dream and whatever this was, whether it was interdimensional travel, astral traveling, I don't have the perfect term for it.
But I was outside of my body and I was not having a dream.
I was very well aware of the fact that it was not a dream.
Um, and I was, I literally had handlers in the spirit form.
And I think this came through obviously demonic attachments and a lot of witchcraft that was done against me.
Um, but the, the weirdest thing is that initially I thought they were good.
I thought they were, you know, friends and there was one in particular, I never got to see his or it's face.
He always stayed right to the back of my right shoulder.
His presence was unmistakable though, but he never let me look directly on him.
And he was like my main handler.
And the things that would happen when I would be forced into these projections or astral travels or interdimensional travel was at first kind of cool.
You know, they taught me, I say they because at different points there was others, but Mainly, initially, there was one that I was anchored to.
He taught me a lot of different things, how to manipulate energy, how to manipulate frequencies and, you know, silly little things that a little child would like, like how to breathe underwater and how to fly and all this other stuff.
So I felt very kind of like, Oh, well, this is okay.
Like you don't scare me.
But then I recall the travel going into areas where it felt more like I was being shown things I shouldn't see.
I remember distinctly.
Being shown multiple times, uh, a lot of covens of witches and active ceremonies and things that were taking place.
Everything from cannibalism to just incantations to sacrifices.
And it was traumatizing.
And I used to get really confused because he would show me these things.
And a few times these witches, like they actually looked at me.
Like they perceived I was there or saw me or something and I was horrified because then he would kind of laugh and be like, well, now there's another, they're going to come and get you.
There's another spell on you.
And as a child, I was just like, what do you mean?
Like, no, I don't want them.
Like I was scared, but it was almost became like a game to him.
And then as it progressed, And I didn't really want to participate anymore.
I would get kind of punished in the physical.
A lot of things would just fly off the shelves, hit me.
I would hear a lot of voices.
I would just be tormented in the physical, basically.
And so, as that progressed, I ended up
being shown a lot of the things that like were done to me when I was younger and I just remember him laughing you know and telling me how much I liked it and I mean just evil evil stuff and I didn't want to have any part of it and I started to get feeling like you know you're not my friend like you're not my helper you're not doing anything good for me you're hurting me you're scaring me and I
Um, when I started to resist because of I just didn't want to participate that's when the game really changed And it started to feel more like an episode of hunger games to where I was the prey and He was always putting me in situations where other beings were trying to capture me to get me And he didn't let them but at the same time he took great joy in the fact that I was terrified um the beans
Could you describe them a little bit?
So initially I wasn't able to really see them clearly they were like really fragmented and I mean if I had to try and like pick something that I thought would kind of like Maybe somehow do it justice.
It'd be like a Like a really out of focus kind of wiggly version of like that Smeagol guy that um on Lord of the Rings Like he's old like bent over the my precious guy like that one freaks me out.
He freaks me out.
But they were just they were just nasty and they kind of talked like that just very whispery nasty and I didn't get to see them clearly at first.
It was always it felt kind of like training or boot camp.
I didn't know what it was, but I didn't have an option.
I was I was going to participate and I had to react.
I reacted out of fear just self-preservation at that point going along with it.
And when it got to the point where I, in the physical at that point, was then starting to listen to these beings and do what they were saying because I didn't want the torment and the terror in my physical realm with things
You know, hurting me and cutting me and leaving bruises on me and scratching me, biting me, because I was always being covered in bruises and wounds and things that I was not inflicting on myself.
And things were flying all over my room.
I mean, real like poltergeisty stuff.
I didn't want any of that.
So then I started going into, I was told to tap into the ancient knowledge of my bloodline.
And that didn't make any sense to me, but they led me to Druidism and Witchcraft, which I started getting involved in just to kind of comply, like, okay, fine, I'll do these little spells, I'll go get the stupid candles, I'll get the fabric, and I'll get this and that.
And what they were doing, basically, was using me as a conduit to try and do things against other people.
And a lot of it was perverted and they, you know, told me things like, Oh, well, you just need someone to love you.
You just need someone to love you.
We're here to help you find love and healing and blah, blah, blah.
And like, no, you're not even terrifying me.
And then I was told it's because I was being disobedient and it would all be okay if I just would go along.
So I started practicing This witchcraft and doing and I didn't really believe in it I didn't really know what I was doing, but they kept feeding me the knowledge and the information and before I knew it I was pretty adept into a lot of spells that and this was before the internet Like I couldn't have just googled anything up, you know Internet was very new.
I think we had like a few hmm a few stores online and like some chat rooms and Yeah, because when I got involved years ago, it was before internet.
I used to go to the libraries and bookstores and get the books.
Stupidly enough, I should say, I would copy these symbols down.
And my brother too.
He would hit them on the wall and all that.
Not knowing what they would do or anything like that.
Yeah, the old school way.
You get books and all that.
The books itself I think is a little more dangerous.
Yeah, well, and I had gone to the library a few times and it's so crazy because like I didn't drive or anything.
I don't know how my parents let me just leave and go like across the city by myself.
Like I would have panicked if my kids tried to do that.
But I mean, I was getting later when I needed to like have visual images for things.
I was learning ruin magic.
I was learning bone magic, tea leaves, palm reading, all kinds of stuff.
I was able to—they started teaching me telepathy which really freaked me out because I never thought any of that stuff was really real.
That just wasn't in my paradigm of reality at that point.
And I started having premonitions.
I could finish people's sentences, like not just the last word or two, but I could tell them what they were about to say.
And that allowed me to kind of manipulate situations.
And it was really odd.
And I don't know all the mechanics behind it beyond just what I've come to understand through quantum physics and frequency manipulation.
I think also it's probably part of why in scripture we have to be so careful with our words and what we see, what we hear, what we speak.
You know, there's plenty of studies done with frequencies when it comes to water memory And what they do with the sound resonance and sand and the different patterns that come out.
The premonition thing, right?
I had tons of those.
I had tons of those and I would finish people sent right out of my mouth.
Like, for instance, a guy I was with at work, right?
I just met him at work and he goes, I used to live in West Work, Rhode Island.
I forgot the name of the street.
And just right out of my mouth, McNiff Street.
And he looked at me like, what?
How the hell did you know that?
You know what I mean?
And the numbers, too.
The numbers are a big one.
So you just, like, randomly, it wasn't a preemptive thought.
Just randomly banged in your head, boom, a number, and people are like, whoa.
You know what I mean?
Like, shocks the hell out of them.
You know what I mean?
And names, too.
Names are, yeah, people come out of nowhere, literally, out of nowhere, and look at you, talk to you about a problem that nobody else knows about, then they're gone.
You know what I mean?
And especially these premonitions.
Like one night I couldn't sleep.
I think I was in junior high or something.
And I couldn't sleep.
My stepfather at the time thought I was just pulling this to stay awake and not go to bed.
But I had vision fire in my head.
And I couldn't sleep as bad until my mother... Now my mother, my...
My mother's great aunts were all into witchcraft from Salem.
So we had to send generational curses and she had major premonitions and all that stuff.
And I seen that she took it serious and sure enough my stepfather took the garbage out.
And I guess the guy upstairs at the time he put a bunch of garbage against the house instead of the barrels.
So he comes running to the house and says, the trash is on fire.
And if he didn't go out there, our house would have caught on fire.
And after that, they took care of the problem.
After that, that uneasiness.
Because my ears used to get boiling red hot.
And that's when I felt something evil and something wrong.
Or I'd get flashes on my head of what's going on.
And sometimes I could make things move.
It wasn't controllable.
You know, I'm sitting on the can, okay, and I'm just staring at the bike.
And I'm like, you know, just looking at the reflector on the tire.
I'm like, that thing's stupid.
And I'm sitting there, and all of a sudden it just rips off by itself.
Or the sink comes on, because I'm laying in the tub, and I'm like, I'm thirsty, I need some water.
And then the faucet and the sink would spur on, you know, just random things.
I walk by a TV, like, out of the room, and I'm like, you know, in my head I want to throw that cup away.
you know, the plastic cup, and I walk by, and all of a sudden, it's flying off the TV, you know, and stuff like that, or the fan in the window, and it literally comes flying out of the window, I'm like, I'm freezing, you know, I actually got this fan going on, you know what I mean, in my head, as I'm talking to my brother, and boom, the fan comes flying out of the window, just stuff like that, and and boom, the fan comes flying out of the window, just stuff like that, and I know there's a lot of similar stuff you experience as well, because I guess in this spiritual way of the witchcraft and all that, and especially when you start dabbling in it, that's when all kinds of crazy stuff stops happening, so when you're talking this, especially with these that's when all kinds of crazy stuff stops
Yeah, I mean, and it could be simple things, I'll I'll never forget when my best friend at the time who totally knew what I was doing and then she was just kind of I Okay, you're a witch.
So what?
You know, just don't hurt me.
But I remember she called me one day and she wanted to tell me what her prom, she had gotten her prom dress.
And I was like, Oh, I already know what it looks like.
She's like, No, you don't.
And I sit there and I just described the whole thing to her.
And she was like, I don't I can't talk to you right now.
Like it freaked her out.
Because I told her like the brand name of it, every detail of it.
And she lived like blocks and blocks away from me.
And again, we didn't have like video chat or anything like that.
So It was things like that that I just kind of wrote off and then came to accept as like, okay, I can do this.
Like, this is just part of who I am, I guess.
And they really had a way of numbing you into it.
This isn't something I took on, you know, going, I want to be the most powerful witch, or I want to hurt people, or I want to, you know, like, at first I didn't know this stuff was evil and bad.
I didn't know what I was dealing with, my handlers, in this, the, Because I had largely by that point been handed over from my human handlers who had initially done the fragmenting and the fracturing to what I call my demonic handlers.
They were definitely not human.
They took the form of humans at times.
That's terrifying.
They came right into my bedroom, stood by my bedside.
That was one night I'll never forget.
But largely it was a lot of interdimensional teaching and tormenting and stuff that was going on and so once I got kind of into the witchcraft and I was doing what they had asked it got kind of intoxicating because I realized well wait a second this stuff is real oh maybe you were telling me the truth and you just had to kind of give me like tough love or whatever so I would actually obey you and do it and they had been telling me you know you come from a long line of
You know, Celtic witches, and you need to re-manifest this stuff, the line's been dormant, but you have the bloodline, and I'm assuming they meant because of the blue blood, the Rh negative blood that I have.
So, moving forward, a lot of those powers, so to speak, started really amplifying.
And, you know, telekinesis, being able to move things, you know, all of that was happening.
I will say now, as a full believer in Jesus Christ, that I don't think I was ever actually moving those things myself.
I don't know.
I think demons were moving them.
Well Doc Marquis, I don't know if you remember Doc Marquis, former member of the Illuminati.
He's been on my show, been on nice TV and all that.
He became a very close personal friend of mine.
This guy was into you name it, I mean like the darkest orders and everything else.
He told me the secret of magic.
He goes, Dan I'm going to tell you the secret of magic.
I'm like, what's that?
There is no magic because the thing is when you Because I told my experiences to know he said it's not you doing it It's like these demons will convince you you have powers.
You can see into the future.
You can move things with your mind Yeah, premonitions because it's not coming from you.
They cuz they got control of your mind And so basically if you vision, um, you know something to levitate off the room, whatever the case It's them putting those darts in your head and it's not you individually.
And they do that to entice you to get more powers.
And at the time when I was doing, um, uh, is that telekinesis?
When you move stuff with your mind?
Yeah.
I wanted to do more.
I mean, I had dreams of doing this and I wanted to be able to just move anything and float myself.
Just like, you know, do all this stuff.
And, uh, so he explained to me because the secret of magic, there's no such thing as magic.
It's demons doing these things for you to make you think you have these things.
Yeah, well because they fell for the lie.
There's good people out there who do fortune telling, which is wrong.
But, you know, generally they're good people.
But they're misled to think that they're doing some covenants, right?
I ran into some witchcraft covenants like Wiccans and all that.
They told me, like, oh, no, no, we're good people.
We actually help God.
We fight demons.
And I'm like, thinking to myself, yeah, how do you use evil to fight evil?
How does that work out for you?
Well, because they fell for the lie.
They fell for the lie that there's white and black magic.
Yeah.
I mean, but it's just, I fell for that, too.
You know, I wouldn't have gone out and said like, oh, I practice black magic, or I'm a dark witch, or I'm a dark druid, you know, I'm all about hurting.
I would have never said that.
And I would have thought, you know, I was very adept at dealing with, you know, a lot of the elemental stuff, which I know now they were manipulating.
But I mean, I think it's because, one, I know there was a time where I was possessed and I had several of them actually inhabiting me, but there was also a lot of matter manipulation going on with frequencies and energy exchanges that I didn't
I didn't have any awareness of until I actually started studying the higher sciences and trying to figure out, you know, God, we are fearfully and wonderfully made, but I also know that you have higher wisdoms and explain this to me.
And he started kind of showing me a lot of the stuff that is behind all of their sacred geometry.
You know, it's all real stuff.
His creation, his patterns of things, there's nothing evil about that.
It's what they do with them and how they pervert the power throughout them and manipulate people and have them inflict this cycle of just idolatry and creation worship and harming one another and just the destruction of innocence and violence and just utter perversion.
It's what they do within that framework that I really have a problem against.
Yeah, I mean, I would go by streetlights and they would just shut off.
I mean, and it really was freaky because, like, as long as I stayed there, if I was under a stoplight, it would be off, you know, the streetlights or whatnot.
And then I would drive by and I'd look in my rearview mirror and it would flicker back on and it would happen like a domino effect down the road and things like that.
I remember telling you even, you know, my dad, my stepdad, I refer to him as my dad because he's really the only one who Raised me as a good man.
He's a good godly man.
He's such a godsend in my life.
But my stepdad, he is a computer person.
He's just very, like, way up there in the computer world.
And he had had this, like, multi-machine, like, computer scanner, faxer, whatever, all of that.
And he couldn't fix it.
Something had happened, he couldn't fix it, whatever, whatever.
And he had had it in the garage, and I was living with him at the time, and I was an adult by now.
Still practicing this stuff, even though I thought I knew a little bit more about who Jesus was.
But at that point, he was just like... I thought he condoned it.
I didn't know any different.
I was raised in dispensationalism.
I thought, oh, all I have to do is believe in him.
Well, yeah, I believe in him.
I know he's real, just like my handlers know he's real.
I'm not gonna argue that.
And I was told like, Oh, he died for you.
So everything's gonna be okay.
And I'm like, perfect.
I didn't have to do anything.
And that's what I was saying.
It's horrible.
It's wrong.
That's a lie.
But that's what I had been taught.
That's what I've been raised up into is everything's okay, if you just acknowledge him.
And I didn't know that I belonged to him.
I didn't know that he had a chess game he was playing with my life and that I was going to end up on his team and come to understand all of this.
He knew that.
I had no idea.
So at that point, I still was, you know, I had gone through many sexual partners.
You asked me how it affected that basically I was I think so.
I was extraordinarily promiscuous.
There wasn't anything I wouldn't do because there was really nothing that hadn't been done to me.
And that led to a lot of things that are just really hard to look back on and accept that because now when I look back, it's like, who is that person?
And intellectually, I know it's me, but there's no semblance.
Like, I don't look back on myself and go, oh yeah, that's me.
It literally looks like I'm looking at someone else or talking about someone else.
So it's just like, um, you know, a loved one.
Is it special?
I mean, like, because you know, when you have sex with somebody, it's supposed to be special and the feelings are not.
Do you have, is it like that?
Oh yeah, I was really unhealthy.
I would actually form really intense bonds with people to the point where I ended up doing spells against them if they were freaked out by me or tried to leave or anything like that.
Because all my attachments were twisted and broken.
And I think part of me just became so needy to have someone not hurt me, not leave, not abandon, not send me to someone else so they could do the same thing over, that I'd get really possessive.
And I didn't know how to be healthy about it.
It was kind of like, no, you said you wanted to be with me or you like me, so you're stuck with me.
It was that kind of mentality.
And I didn't ever, I don't think, I don't think I ever physically hurt them or anything, but... Yeah, I was very unhealthy, very manipulative emotionally, but... And I wouldn't have looked at it like that, because to me, it was so intense, like I would bond with them so intensely, that...
It was like my world coming apart if they didn't want me just as much.
It was just, it was bizarre looking back.
It's like I didn't exist unless I belonged to someone.
And I think that was part of the programming too.
A lot of the sex programming I went through was for submission.
And that makes me angry because I'm submissive just naturally.
And I think most women want to be to some degree, you know, they want to be in that Healthy relationship that God stipulates and really have a healthy God-fearing strong husband over them because I don't think, and I can't speak for all women, but I don't think most of us who are at least true believers, I don't think we want to be the ones out there trying to face the world and protect everyone and take care of all the the things.
I think we would much rather be the nurturers and the supporters and raise the children and take care of the home and find joy in that and knowing that we don't have to call all the shots.
So a lot of that natural desire was just twisted and perverted and it was made to where I would submit to men in ways that made BDSM and all the kinks look like child's play.
Really some awful stuff was done to me in some of those relationships that, and I wouldn't, I wouldn't leave.
I just accepted it as if that was how it was supposed to be.
And usually like, you know, they would get bored of me or whatnot.
And then I would fall to pieces because then I didn't have an owner at that point.
I didn't, I wasn't being of sexual use.
And so I would go into this downward spiral.
of needing to have sex with like everyone and that is just, that's just completely destructive.
I had a lot of memories that were still haunting me in my early childhood, or not my early childhood, of my early childhood in my later teen years and early 20s and that led me to really indulging in like marijuana and alcohol and other drugs like that.
I got involved With an MMA fighter and was in that ring of influence.
There was a lot of cocaine everywhere, a lot of parties.
Oddly enough, a lot of witchcraft and a lot of superstition and rituals going on.
In the fighting world that I had no idea about.
That's actually quite terrifying.
Because that just kind of re-triggered me at that point because I was, I had, by that point it was like my late twenties and I had largely distanced myself from the actual practicing of a lot of magic.
I had started to kind of feel just dirty about it and I had been through a few other experiences before that that had really just made me want to cut ties with these handlers because Like I said, they manifested into my room.
The only reason I believe they didn't hurt me that night, because that was when I was really, really pulling back, they had already, I had already been subjected to watching, literally been forced to watch people be ripped to shreds by these, like, shape-shifting wolf things.
It was, I don't even want to call them werewolves because that seems so, like, made up or, you know, a silly, benign term.
But I mean, I had already been subjected to things that would just, I, it doesn't profit people to know about.
And there was one instance where I was taken to this room, this huge room.
It reminded me of like this Roman amphitheater or something, like, like a stadium or, you know, where there was a whole bunch of balconies.
Oh, Here's a good example.
Have you ever seen Star Wars and they have like the senate, the galactic senate or whatever?
Yup.
Okay, so it looked like that only more Roman-esque and I was literally handed over by my handler to I guess it was like I don't know what to call him.
A king or whatever their titles were.
Just a grotesque being.
I mean, nasty.
Nasty, just awful, ugly, wormish, fat, like, job of the hut, but ten times worse looking being.
And I was handed over like a prize and and the most horrible thing is every other being there knew who I was and they were all cheering as I was like bent over the balcony and just repeatedly raped by these beings like in a train and Then I was like my arms were broken and it was awful.
It was horrible horrible and I I had already gotten to the point where there was nothing good or redeemable or even passable as peaceful or helpful about this anymore because I was fighting it.
And every time I would fight it, the trauma, the terror, the attacks would get worse.
I guess just to like scare me back into complying.
But by the same token, I was also being exposed to a little bit more of the scripture.
My mom was in a way healthier place in her life.
She had remarried.
You know, they had had another child.
I was hyper protective over my little sister to the point where I think it really bothered my parents.
And so I was, they were like trying to go to church.
And so I was getting exposed to various different things and I was starting to feel just kind of like, you're not helping me.
Like you're making this worse.
I don't know what you are.
Um, you know, I tried to talk to my parents about it.
They were like, stop, that's ridiculous.
You know, stop watching scary movies or stop, you know, dabbling in witchcraft.
Don't touch that stuff.
But they didn't really engage with me.
There wasn't any instruction.
There wasn't anything to like, you know, it just felt like when I was 10 all over again, telling her what was going on by the humans and the beings that I was, you know, watching do all these things with the humans.
And it was, you know, when I told her about what happened at the hospital and for months when he had just worked to like shatter my mind and use my body and it was like, Oh, okay.
And then nothing was done.
So I, you know, at that point I was kind of like making my own decisions and deciding, well, if I'm in my own, if I'm on my own, if this is just my battle to fight by myself and no one is going to stop this, then I'm going to stop it.
And one night it was probably about, I don't know, two or three o'clock in the morning.
I was always a night out.
I didn't like sleeping.
They would pull me out of my consciousness if I was awake sometimes, but it always happened at night.
It always happened at night when I was the most vulnerable.
So I usually was up most the nights all throughout my teenage years.
But this particular night I was tired and I had been feeling kind of pretty good.
I hadn't really been bothered in like a few days and I don't know, I was just feeling confident.
And I had thrown away a lot of like the witchcraft tools and I had Burnt a lot of things I was really being defiant and just trying to get a lot of this stuff out of Like my room and I wouldn't practice it.
I wasn't doing any spells or incantations and so I was feeling like confident and It was about two or three o'clock in the morning and everyone was asleep.
They had been for hours the house was silent and my room was pretty large and I had like a big four poster bed and And I was laying on my left side facing my window, which was several feet away from me that had like a window seat and everything.
So my door was actually to my back and there was like a little hallway that led to my door and we had the French handle doors.
So you could always hear the little click click.
I don't know if anyone has those door handles.
It just makes a little like click when you when you open it and I had been just about to go to sleep.
Everything was quiet.
I was feeling super peaceful.
I didn't even need my TV on or anything and I hear just the soft click click of my door and then we had pretty thick carpet so I could hear the door drag across the carpet and I was like my eyes like I was very awake at that point.
At first, I didn't panic because my little sister, who was like five at the time, every now and then she wanted to come sleep in my bed.
So I thought, okay, well, maybe it's her.
But when, whoever it was, they walked around the foot of my bed and I could hear the heavy footfalls across the carpet, the carpet crunching beneath the weight of their feet.
And I was like, that's not my little sister.
And she would have crawled in right behind me.
And so, at that point, I was just like, what is going on?
And I had my eyes closed, and I was laying on my left side, and I just remember just praying to Jesus.
Like, first and foremost, like, that is what came to mind, is, Jesus, I need you.
Like, this isn't a drill.
You know?
And I didn't know how to pray.
I didn't know how to call on Him.
I hadn't really ever done that in any sincere way.
I was just literally in my head.
I was just like, Jesus, Jesus, like this, this is real.
Come on.
Like, I know you see what's going on.
Like, okay, now's the time to show up.
And I just remember that my body just being flooded with this warmth.
And I heard the smallest, but, but not small, like little kid or anything.
It was just very confident and very gentle and firm.
And it just said, don't open your eyes.
I'm here, but don't open your eyes.
And I was like, well, what do you mean don't open my eyes?
And I was used to hearing voices.
So that was nothing new to me.
Like I wasn't in the least bit shocked that I had heard a tangible voice.
So at that point I was just like, what do you mean don't open my eyes?
Like there's someone in my room.
Like, are they going to kill me?
And the slow, heavy steps, like this felt like it took forever because I was having this Panicked conversation with Christ at this time and it was probably a span of like 10 seconds for this being to move around The foot of my bed and then come to stand directly and at 10 seconds is a lifetime.
Oh my goodness It was awful is awful because all I remember him telling me is he told me in just the most confident calm loving voice he was like Don't open your eyes I don't need you looking upon this.
Don't move.
And I remember it's almost like, I don't want to say he took control of my body because I don't think that's what happened.
I think he just, he helped me and impressed upon me the importance of remaining relaxed and like literally helped me control my breathing.
So my breathing appeared normal.
I wasn't hyperventilating.
I wanted to hyperventilate.
Inside, I was a hot mess.
But on the outside, my heartbeat stayed steady.
My breaths, like it would have just looked like I was sleeping.
My muscles weren't tensed up or whatever.
And he told me, just don't look, just breathe with me.
And I was like, what is this?
What is this?
Well, I'm stubborn.
And so my eyes were like, you know, I was looking just through the slit of my eyelashes, right?
And he was scolding me.
He's like, please don't look.
And so I wouldn't, I didn't go beyond that.
I didn't actually like open my eyes and look because I was terrified.
At first it was like a human that was going to stab me or something.
And, but I could, I saw just through the slit of my eyelashes, the window to my bedroom was in front of me.
And so this, the amber light of the streetlight was coming through my blinds enough to where there was just kind of like an ambient glow, you know, a nighttime glow in my room.
This thing was so huge.
I mean, I've, my son is six, four, 300 pounds.
this thing would have made my son look like a middle schooler.
It was so big and so solid.
Like it wasn't some apparition that I could see through.
It was, I mean where, and I had a high bed.
I mean, if I were standing in the top of my mattress came to like my hip, it was one of those big four poster beds.
So I had a very tall bed and where I was laying, my head was below this thing's crotch.
I mean, probably around like their lower thigh, right above their knee.
And I was just like, what is that?
And that describes the Nephilim spirit, which is a demon.
That's exactly, they were huge, monstrous, hideous, and everything else.
It was huge and I remember it reaching out and I mean, I only knew it was reaching because I felt it on top of my sheet.
I had my sheet on top of my body and I didn't have like my heavy comfort or anything on.
It was the summertime.
I just pulled up my sheet and I felt, I physically felt the weight of this thing's appendage, his hand or whatever, cover like the whole side of my rib cage and my hip.
Um, So if it was its hand, it was huge and it like started to touch me and then it pulled its hand back super fast and it stood there and this like sound, this rumbling, just like angry.
It was very low, like almost like a very low vibrational growl is all I know how to call it.
I mean, it wasn't like, you know, a cat growling or something like that.
Or dog growling, but it was just like a very, very low, ominous, just like rumble that was just kind of vibrating off of it.
And it stood there for what felt like ever, but it couldn't have been more than, you know, five or 10 seconds.
And I could feel it just looking at me, like wanting to literally like seize me, like pick me up.
And I could feel like it was angry.
And I realized at that point.
You know, Jesus was like, he's not, he can't touch you.
Just do not open your eyes.
And at that point, I didn't need any more convincing.
I was like, nope, nope, we're good.
I'm not going to look like, you're with me, don't leave me, don't leave me, Jesus, don't leave me.
And he, I remember him just telling me, just breathe normal.
Just stay relaxed.
Don't open your eyes.
And this thing took a step back.
And again, like I could hear like it was heavy footsteps.
Like I could hear it step back.
And then it turned and it walked around the foot of my bed very slowly.
Pause.
That's weird.
Oh, that's what is that?
Yeah, that's I don't like looking at this because like they're so real that I don't think people realize it's not just artwork, but yeah, it like stood at the foot of my bed for a second, almost like in contempt.
Like it was just, it knew that it was leaving, but like, just like that one look back, I was just angry.
And it walked all the way out in my room and then it closed the door behind itself.
And I waited maybe like five seconds.
Until I heard Christ say, okay.
And I know it was Jesus.
Like, you can't fool me at this point because I had heard all kinds of demons.
I was like, I knew exactly who it was when I called on Jesus.
He was there and that thing couldn't take me.
And no one will ever convince me otherwise.
And I heard him say, okay.
And I flew out of my bed.
I flew so fast because I didn't know if it would close the door and was like in the room still or what.
I flew out of my bed.
I, you know, flipped around and like pressed myself to the wall.
And I was like, at that point I was like, my heart was going a hundred miles an hour and my chest was heaving.
I was like, what just happened?
Like that, that was more than I've ever had.
Like I've seen, you know, Visages of them before I've seen you know little I know they've thrown things around but they haven't Actually stepped into the corp real to where it was a physical form to actually like Repossess me or take me or whatever.
So So that was that was and I'm sorry.
Yeah, I had my microphone off when I was talking to you So, the people that she was going ill to, these pictures here, I was telling her, my mic was muted for you guys out there, but I was telling her there's an actual picture of a demon pressing against this girl, laying on her left side, just like she described.
And like she was saying, these pictures, these artists, people make these pictures because this is what they've experienced, and what they've gone through, and they express it through art.
That's why you see a kid who's possessed, he'll draw pictures of dead things, whatever the case, and that's not, you kids, and if you've got kids out there that do that, guys, don't go to a psychiatrist or nothing.
That's a kid telling you something, that there's something spiritually wrong, you know what I mean?
And this is people's art.
I'm sorry Emily I didn't mean to cut you off.
with their experience and what they're seeing.
And this is some horrific stuff.
And, you know, a lot of it's like what I experienced myself, some of these demons sitting on your chest and everything, by the foot of your bed and everything.
And this is real stuff, guys.
And it's not just somebody's art.
You know, there's truth to this.
So that's what I'm trying to say.
So I'm sorry, Emily, I didn't mean to cut you off.
I just wanted to let people know what you were owing about, you know.
Yeah, I didn't realize you had been muted.
Yeah, no, they're real.
When it came to things like Incubus and Succubus, those never bothered me because those are much lower level demons.
There is a hierarchy.
I'm not an expert demonologist.
I can only speak off of what I came to understand by being thrust into those realms and forced around so many of them.
But there's absolutely a hierarchy.
They're not all buddies with each other.
They don't all, you know, there's a lot of different kinds.
And so when it comes to like the incubus and the succubus, I know I had a succubus spirit.
There's no doubt about that.
Like it was awful.
It was awful because I had the ability to seduce like anyone.
And that really damaged me later because once you get free of a lot of the spiritual stuff, I think this isn't really stressed enough.
You still have to reprogram your humanity.
You have to step out of things like pride and ego and arrogance and habits and it's like reprogramming a computer.
Like, it's gonna take time, and I don't want any... Like, I know that Jesus can deliver people of everything on the spot, immediately, right away.
Like, whether it be addictions, possessions, anything else, you can be delivered, all of it removed from you, like, immediately.
I know that's happened to people.
That's not how it happened for me.
I was delivered 100% of the possession, 100% of their access to me as far as yanking me into things that I didn't want to be involved in which I have pretty much summed up as a lot of the astral travel and the interdimensional torture and torment that I was subjected to and the worst part of it is I would see things sometimes that would then end up on the news.
So I know I wasn't dreaming.
I was seeing things happening and it was traumatizing and I I know that I was delivered of that stuff because that hasn't happened for years.
Like he cut it off.
Like they were no longer able to have access to that part.
But when it has come to my own flesh, my own wounds and the things that I've been through.
And I mean, that's pretty much the cliff notes, like me just trying to give a cliff notes of, of kind of different aspects of everything, because it would be like a, a 10 hour show if we wanted to go through all the details.
But, but I think that kind of sums up a lot of, a lot of kind of the bigger points.
And so when it came to deliverance, it was in 2015.
And I've, you know, I've still, I went through so many abusive relationships, so many horrible things that happened.
I, I mean, I literally am so incredibly thankful that I never ended up perpetuating some of the stuff that they wanted me to.
I know that I was responsible for defiling a lot of people, getting men to do things that maybe they wouldn't otherwise do.
Turning them on and perverting them to things that are unnatural things.
The Bible specifically lays out, which is another reason why it was so horrifying to me to actually sit down with God and go through some of this stuff because I was just like, I've done all of that.
Oh my God, like you were talking about me.
Like you wrote these chapters about me.
Like, especially, you know, when he talks about it's, you know, you're worse than a whore because even they get paid.
Like you didn't even get paid.
Like, oh, it was awful.
And, um, So there's a lot of things that I'm still, to this day, learning how to forgive myself over and trying not to bring up things that I know I've repented of and in my mind or, you know, reshame myself or feel guilty for them or responsible for them all over.
I've prayed over pretty much everyone that I ever had sexual contact with, everyone I ever I've practiced witchcraft and magic and druidic spells against.
I've tried to go through as detailed as I can, and I'm asking Him all the time, like, Father, if I've forgotten anything, bring it to my mind.
Sift me, search me, bring it up to my memory.
Because I will never forget when He had me face down on the concrete floor.
I was surrendering to him for the first time in 2015 and my whole spirit was so moved that I was sick, I was vomiting, I was sobbing, my body was shaking.
I was so overcome by just purging so much and by the awareness of his presence I could not lift my face up.
I was terrified.
The most powerful thing I'd ever come against and I knew with everything in me that he was the one that I belonged to.
And so I was literally so broken and pissed off and feeling so disgusted and shamed that I had ever done anything that I had done or involved other people or allowed myself to be used in so many ways.
Because when you're standing in front of your father, There's no greater shame than that.
You know, like, what am I going to do?
I can't hide anything.
He knows everything and trust me, he brought to mind things even I'd forgotten.
He showed me my whole life in like, it felt like a movie on fast forward where every single frame was perfectly in focus and I didn't get the opportunity to look away or choose not to remember it.
Yeah.
It was so, so, like, I mean, I was vomiting.
It was awful.
And I could not get up off the concrete floor.
I could not get up.
I could not look at him.
I was literally prostrate in my own vomit, sobbing, choking on my snot.
It was definitely not ladylike.
And I remember after, after, immediately after, He showed me these things and was like, do you understand now?
Do you see what you've been doing?
It broke my heart.
It shattered me because I became aware of his love for me and the fact that he had always been there, always preserving me through, always making sure that these beings didn't go too far or didn't break me too far or
You know, I mean there were so many instances that I should have died at the hands of humans and in the situations that a lot of this witchcraft and stuff put me, I mean so many situations I should have died or been diseased or I mean just I could go on just listing off a hundred different ways that I should have died that makes no sense other than God.
Amen.
And he showed me All of the times that he had been there telling them, nope, no further.
Nope, not this time.
You can do that, but nothing more.
And then he led me, you know, to a lot of stories in the Bible and was just opening my eyes of all the examples he had left.
You know, he's like, you're not the only one who's ever gone through this.
But you need to understand that I was there with you 100% of the time.
You just didn't acknowledge me.
And you didn't know who I was until now, but now you know.
And it was the most humbling, just, I don't have any words for it.
I think anyone who's really come in contact with Jesus in that moment of really just that reckoning with Him, it's like there are no words.
There's nothing more powerful, more beautiful than Him.
You don't, you could never feel more dirty and So ashamed than in that presence when you realize you're God, like it's all real.
And immediately after he had forced me to kind of take stock of and acknowledge everything.
I mean, I was a hot mess.
I just felt the most comforting warmth and this beautiful warmth come over me.
And immediately I stopped.
I stopped.
Like, he just gave me such shalom.
Like, I stopped crying.
I stopped heaving.
I stopped trembling.
I stopped gagging.
I just, I almost looked comatose.
Like, I was just laying there, taking the slowest, deepest breaths.
Like, he was breathing with me again.
And then he brought me back to that time when he had been with me in my room.
And he's like, do you remember me now?
You know, and he brought up other instances where I had known in the moment He was there.
I had acknowledged that, or I knew that he was protecting me, but I never had turned to him.
I never acknowledged who he was.
I never acknowledged that I belonged to him.
And it was just this crazy experience to know that he had already known all of this stuff was going to happen.
He had preserved me through all of it, and he was in control of everything they were doing to me.
Like, he was the one.
Like, they couldn't do anything more than he allowed.
And I would have never known that, because I thought, they're gonna kill me.
Like, I thought they could do whatever they wanted.
And, by and large, they had a lot of free reign because of a lot of the stuff I was allowing and bringing in.
I was giving all kinds of legal footholds, and there was curses I still hadn't known to even break off myself.
Contracts that I didn't know how to renounce that had been put on my life.
And I just have to tell people like I have broken every commandment.
I had three abortions during all of that.
Bestiality was involved.
Like there's nothing that you have done that is so bad or that makes you so dirty that That he is not wanting and willing to clean from you.
It doesn't matter what other beings have told you.
It doesn't matter what people have called you, who hasn't believed you, who may have hurt you, what they've done.
He will help you forgive them, but you gotta come to him first because there's so much he wants to restore in you.
If it were not for Jesus Christ, I would either be in prison, dead, or crazy in a corner somewhere in a psych ward.
There's no other ways about it.
And I'm a work in progress.
I'm not perfect.
My sin nature with me until I leave the flesh.
But I now know who I serve.
And I serve Jesus Christ, who is the only Lord and Master you should ever want in your life.
He is above everything and everybody.
They answer to Him, believe it or not.
They can't do anything without Him allowing it.
So don't ever fall for the lies that they're going to tell you.
You know, they're going to fill you with fear and they're going to make all kinds of threats against you, you're going to see a lot of humans who, you know, they co-conspire with them.
And humans can kill your flesh.
They can, if he allows it.
But they can't touch your soul as long as it rests in the hands of your Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
And so I don't fear death anymore.
I mean, I still have a lot of things that I'm not, I don't really go into in great detail because I don't think it really profits people to hear all of that all the time.
But I can tell you right now, there's nothing, there is nothing that you could have done, that you have done, that he's not willing and wanting to take away from you and to heal and to reassure you, you're not crazy.
You know, you're not an addict forever.
You don't have all these mental illnesses they're telling you you have.
You don't need these different psychotropic medicines that they're putting you on.
You don't need another human to give you years and years of therapy to talk about your problems.
Come talk to me!
Yeah, my, um, this guy Callaway knew, uh, lived downstairs from my brother, um, because he's a guy who questioned everything.
So they end up convincing him that he was, uh, like, mentally ill, you know what I mean?
Literally.
So they put him on psychotropics and all that.
I got to know him, had a long talk with him.
I'm like, no, it's like, it's like, it was nothing wrong with you in the first place, man.
And it's like, that's God reaching out to you, you know what I mean?
And I, uh, witnessed to him and everything.
No, it's not you that's abnormal.
It's them because they're trying to keep you mentally down.
That's where it starts is breaking the mind down like you said earlier.
That's where it starts is targeting the mind and it's a war on your mind and your soul.
You know what I mean?
Your mind to your body, then to your soul.
That's where it goes.
Or sometimes body, mind, and soul.
But yeah, it's ultimately to target the soul to make you feel insufficient.
And that's what they do too.
Because all the sexuality and all the stuff that's going on, you're doing all that.
You feel guilty about it, and they want you to feel that way.
So you completely rely on them.
You know what I mean?
These demonic spirits.
And you completely rely on them.
And you just continue to do it because you feel there's no way out of it.
And might as well just keep going with it.
And if I stop doing it, they're going to harass me.
Because I ran into instances where people got out of their stuff and they got viciously attacked.
Because the thing is, these demons, you're their possession at this point.
They don't want to let you go.
And you start going on the good path, they're going to do everything in their power to make your life a miserable hell.
It's been a battle though.
just as though it calms down or whatever the case, but this is where heavy spiritual warfare comes in play.
Like, you here, I mean, like, you obviously, you know what I'm talking about, and now you're on this right path of righteousness.
It's been a battle, though.
It's been a, like, I'm not going to lie to anybody and tell anybody, you know, they didn't keep coming for me or I haven't battled.
Oh, yeah, please explain that, too.
That's very important, too, at this point.
Um, because now everybody knows like basically you were in And literally in bed with the these new amount of experience.
So now, um, you come and you transition us out of this um, you you starting to transition out because you said your mom was reading the bible and all that and And you, you know, you called upon Jesus.
Now, um, explain the transition now.
The part from you go from, um, into this stuff, into this mess.
Now I'm coming to the light.
And tell us what the enemy was doing to you.
Oh, well, first off, it started with people around me.
I had pretty much, and I don't, this was probably naive of me to ever think that I would have, you know, any of these people remain my friends or whatnot, or they were never really my friends, but they were within my inner circle and members of the coven I was in.
Um, but immediately were against me and just vicious, vicious.
I mean, saying all kinds of evil things against me, spreading rumors about me.
And I, you know, at that point I was like, well, I've already done enough bad things.
Why would you need to make up a rumor?
You might as well just spill my business.
Like, But they would make up things that were just not true.
But I mean, I had been a liar.
I had been a thief.
I had been, you know, a worker of sorcery.
So, my word meant nothing to decent, honorable people.
You know, I had already been outed by several groups of otherwise innocent people and shunned by them.
So, you know, when stuff like this that was made up about me, I mean, there was no question.
Like, I didn't have a defense at that point.
You know, there was no way I could try and defend myself.
And how ridiculous would it sound that like, oh, all of this other horrible stuff is true, but yeah, that little rumor that hurts my feelings because it's the one thing that's not true.
Yeah, believe me on that.
Like, so I didn't have a way to defend myself.
I lost so many relationships.
The man that I had been married to, At the time, he was actually an Ashkenazi Jew who was like totally wrapped up in Kabbalah and all this stuff.
So like it didn't bother me at first, but then I paid the price being still connected to it when I started turning away from a lot of this stuff.
He manifested in ways that ended up ultimately with restraining orders and arrests being made and charges put against him for assault and battery and other stuff towards me, which I'm now divorced because I actually let him give me a writ of divorce because I still was just like not sure whether or not I could file for divorce.
But he did give me a writ of divorce, thank God.
So I'm free of that now.
But during that period, he manifested in ways that were just I mean, atrocious!
And they went straight from my mind.
I didn't stop having instances where I definitely know that there was human counterparts being involved in that.
I don't want to get too woo-woo into some of the programs that I'm very aware were used against me because I don't want people to be afraid of a lot of the technology that's out there that the government absolutely uses.
And I just know for a fact what some of them were doing against me because the more I pulled out of it, the more untouchable I was without them making overt moves, which weren't desired because the covert was the best way to operate.
And the more I pulled out of that and the more I kind of tucked myself away into groups of people where they would be forced to kind of reveal a little too much, that was really irritating.
I literally got hit from all sides, from spiritual to humans, all of it, 100%.
I had, I don't need, they're not even UFOs, but I had stuff manifesting right outside my house trying to terrorize me.
And I had people parked on the corner of my street that were there every single night, wouldn't leave.
And I would walk outside and walk my dog and they were just sitting there staring at me.
And I knew exactly who they were, but what could I do?
And I had so many spiritual attacks, so many mental breakdowns because I realized I was so fragmented that I wasn't even, the frequency manipulation that was used against me, what I later learned.
It's very real.
It does exist.
They have frequency weapons and they do deploy them.
It can literally change your behavior.
It can make you angry.
It can make you sexual.
It can make you calm.
And they use it for crowd control even, which I later learned.
It's just insane.
The technology you know of that's out on the market or available to you is like decades behind what they have.
So like that newest iPhone or that coolest thing you think.
No, you are decades behind the technology.
Oh, yeah, right here, too.
There's one called ELF, extremely low frequency.
I don't know if you all remember the Navy Yacht shooter back in 2014.
He was actually up here in Rhode Island.
He worked for Raytheon.
He was a civilian government defense contractor.
And he reported in the police reports, and I actually got the reports, that he was being followed around by two people, and they were shooting, like, electromagnetic, extremely low frequencies, the stuff he was working on at him using mind control weapons.
And this is on screen.
Whoops, I forgot to put it on screen here.
This is what they were doing.
And this is real stuff, guys.
Um, mind control.
And, uh, the Navy Yard shooter, he carved ELF into his weapon, uh, when he went to, uh, he went down to Texas and shot up the Navy base.
And, um, the only, uh, you know, gun-free Navy base makes no sense.
But, yeah, and he carved EOF into his rifle.
It stood for not Elf of Santa Claus, but extremely low frequency.
You know what I mean?
So this stuff is real.
It's all on record, though.
I mean, you go to Raytheon, DARPA works with this stuff.
Yeah, DARPA is the head honcho of all of them.
Yeah.
And so this is all, I mean, it was the main core that was developed to point, I'm sorry, is to penetrate some wings.
And, you know, what it would do is we'd send a frequency out to drive everybody in the submarine that's hiding out in the water.
Everybody in the enemy submarine mad and kill themselves and kill others and then all kinds of crazy stuff They could manipulate you control like everything she was saying I just wanted to show people that you're not out of your mind because I like to back everything up You know, I mean and I just want to point out that you know, this is on record guys.
This is nothing sci-fi any actually sci-fi is You know, nothing compared to the truth, you know, plain and simple.
But yeah, this is our real stuff, guys.
Yeah, they brag about it in a lot of the sci-fi movies.
They put real technology in there.
I mean, that's not fake CGI stuff all the time.
Like they will use real technology and showcase it because they're not making movies for you.
That's they're making movies to entertain themselves and that's how they kind of like like Game of Thrones that entire show Don't buy the the crap that they fed you that entire show is glorifying their own Game of Thrones They've played amongst themselves throughout all the generation like it's twisted, but it's all for their entertainment You know I think we touched on that before with like Simpsons and a lot of the movies and stuff like It's not it's not because they care about you and want you entertained.
They don't give a crap like I'm sorry to be frank But you're cattle You are cattle to them, and it's disgusting, but that's why I keep telling people, like, don't feel like you need to have any part of this world.
Like when people start rejecting you and people don't want to have anything to do with you because, you know, he's the father's revealing to you, like, keep my commands and you start becoming peculiar and you're, You're eating clean, and you're turning away from these pagan holidays, and you're casting things away from you.
You're closing doors.
You're detaching strongholds from you.
You're removing legal authority from the devil, from the world, and you're clinging to Jesus Christ.
You are going to find yourself in ever-growing, smaller groups.
You start to actually go from being their best friend or super popular, to being disgusting to them.
Like they can't even stand to be around you.
And it's not because you've done anything wrong.
It's not because, you know, you've done anything against them.
It's literally the Spirit of God inside of you is detestable to them if they don't also have the same spirit within them.
They cannot stand it.
And I didn't, I had to come to that understanding because it's hard.
I'm not going to lie.
We are social beings.
We make relationships with people.
They matter to us.
And when those things start fracturing and you see people treating you horribly when all you're trying to do, even especially among other believers, other Christians, I suffered some of the worst judgment, I think, in my immediate circle from my family because it was
Kind of, I remember talking to you last week, you know, after the show, we were talking and I was just like, you know, it's sad, but it's kind of hilarious in like a very bitter kind of way that when I started being led by the Holy Spirit to stop eating these things, like he was teaching me one by one, like remove this, remove that, now do this, do that.
And none of it was legalism.
It was literally about learning how to walk in the way that he set forth for us from the beginning.
It was all about safeties and precautions and the proper boundaries to have for my body and my children and my house.
And, and, you know, I started learning through him.
It wasn't a person who taught this to me.
I, I mean, I didn't go to some church.
I didn't seek out a pastor.
I felt so alone through, he really took me through the wilderness for like Eight to ten months, I was by myself, and he was teaching me privately.
And I felt crazy, because I came from a family that's now obviously gotten bigger as different cousins and siblings and whatnot got married, and so there's lots more people.
But I have pastors in my family, in my immediate family, like my aunt's husband and stuff, and my stepdad's mom.
I've never received so much condensation and condemnation from the people that I thought I could trust.
Even knowing that I kind of had to be on my own most of my life, I thought, well now we have something in common because they're believers.
You know they were telling me about Jesus and like I believe in him but like my relationship at that point was so much more real and deep with him like I'd actually finally connected with him that like when I would talk to them you guys were not supposed to be doing this or did you know how evil this is or that is or this you know and then my family thought I was in a cult then my family thought that I was You know falling into legalism and like being a pharisee and I'm like now now you think I'm in a cult?
Now you're worried?
Like what about the rest of my life when I've been trying to tell you about all these things going on and you've seen things you know break around me and turn off around me or get fixed like I could so many crazy things they witnessed it's like they were just blind to it.
Yeah now you're coming out of it they think you're in a cult like oh hello where were you guys like 20 years ago you know it's insane.
Oh, it's ridiculous.
It blew my mind.
I was like, wait a second.
You know some of the craziest things I've told you about.
You knew when I was dabbling in all this other stuff.
Like, did you just, did you literally have scales on your eyes to where you weren't even fazed?
Like you were under a spell of just look the other way.
But now that I've got the Holy Spirit inside of me and I have him teaching me himself what I'm supposed to be doing and now I'm coming up against you guys who You feel very, you know, secure and wise and well-read and I, being the black sheep and the outcast and the one who was a witch and all that, like, I shouldn't know anything, right?
So I came against a lot of that haughtiness because I didn't have someone, you know, I didn't go to seminary, I didn't, you know...
study like they had and I was sitting here telling them these things I was like no God said don't do this like Jesus said we are not to be doing this and you know I threw out I remember throwing out the Christmas tree in my house and going through my kids rooms and finding like Barbie dolls and images and likenesses of things that I was like in my my son had had like magic cards like that game magic and everything and throwing all these things away I was like ah and
I remember like we wouldn't eat pork or shellfish or any of this other stuff and my mom of all people told me I was a horrible mother.
She broke my heart.
She was like so cold towards me telling me how I was abusing my children by throwing some of their toys away and by refusing to let them have Christmas and how could I and all this other stuff and I was just sitting there like, are you kidding me?
Like, you weren't concerned when I was involved in witchcraft.
You weren't concerned, like, what are you talking about?
Like, you're not even bothered by the fact that my son had, like, demonic magic witchcraft cards that he was playing and that I didn't have any boundaries for my kids initially because it was all about, you know, let them grow and let them experience and blah blah.
There's a whole bunch of druid teachings behind that that I won't get into.
But really, I didn't have any structure for them.
I'm like, now you're worried.
Now you think I'm in a cult.
Like, what is happening?
But truly, the understanding just wasn't there.
And it's been hard.
If you don't mind, I'd like to read this, too, because you mentioned, you know, God says not to do this because, believe it or not, there's people out there who believe that Christian witches, that's what I'm saying, are, I see people all the time, into the New Age cult, stuff like that.
They think it's good and you still can, you know, follow Jesus and still do these things.
Yeah, I'm sorry, go right here, Deuteronomy 18, right?
If you go to Deuteronomy 18, verses 10-12, it says, There shall not be found among you anyone that makes his son or daughter pass through the fire, that's child sacrifice, or use divinization, that's any kind of magic, whatever the case, or observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, or a trauma, or a consultant with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer.
For all these things are an abomination unto the Lord, Plain and simple.
They're a pure abomination.
So, um, because there's people out there who believe any of this stuff.
They're all over TikTok, man.
Doing, uh, uh, terracot readings, which is divinization.
They have the pendulum thing, uh, which is divinization.
It's all evil, plain and simple.
So, um, uh, are you ready to take phone calls?
Are you, um, still got more to say?
Oh, there's always going to be more.
But yeah, definitely.
I want to hear from you.
And I got one question.
We're going to put the phone number up here.
But question from my friend over here, John.
He wants to know, basically, do you think maybe your husband or something was sent in to be a handler for you?
I will be honest and say that that thought crossed my mind a lot because he was in the military also.
And he always had a lot of meetings.
He wasn't a very high ranking officer.
So anyone who's in the military, you know that By and large, the soldier doesn't know what the captain's doing unless he's told directly.
Like, you know, there are divisions of, there's degrees of separation and they have a term, you know, that shit rolls downhill.
So when it gets to you, that's when it matters for you to know.
But like, so he was always having these, you know, evening meetings or these weekend meetings and I'd always be like, you know, do you have drill?
Like, what are you doing?
Are you going to the field?
But he was always gone for a few days at a time or he would be gone for an evening well past normal 9 to 5 grunt hours and I never obviously got any answers like that and I know that he came into my life via the internet initially and it wasn't anyone I went looking for.
He just popped up and engaged with me and seemed to just really know me and say all the right things and um we we dated for a little bit and i remember there was some weird things that had happened and i felt kind of really off and i oh one second hey call are you on here hold on one second uh go ahead emily um we got a call here um yeah go ahead finish up emily
oh i'll just make this quick because i don't want to keep them waiting you Yes, the thought crossed my mind.
Yes, there was a lot of very weird things that happened, especially with the abuse that took place when I really started coming out of a lot of the submission, because I was pretty much his sex slave, too.
There wasn't anything he didn't do to me, and it was very violent at times.
Sorry, it was like a handle or something.
Yeah, it was not a loving marriage.
It wasn't anything like that.
I was very much a piece of property and I got punished very steeply for anything I went against.
So it's possible, but I don't know.
Alright, so I'll call you there.
3U46, number.
Oh, hang on, Carla.
Hang on one second.
I forgot to change the audio.
I do this every time.
You figure I get this by now.
Oh, yeah, because I can't hear unless you... yeah.
Yeah, let me change the audio.
So stay on the line, wherever you are.
Could you hear me, Carla?
Hello?
Oh, yeah, you are.
How you doing?
You there, Carla?
Hello?
Hello.
Hello, what's your name?
My name is Jocelyn.
Hi Jocelyn, how are you?
I am awesome.
Wow, I cannot believe I made it on.
I'm super happy right now.
So my question is for Emily.
My question is for Emily.
Are you there?
No, we might have to do that speakerphone thing you did last time.
Because I can't hear.
I can only hear you.
On your cell phone?
I don't.
Okay, yeah, let me make sure I've got cell phone battery and I can do that.
It won't be as clear though because my cell phone gets kind of...
Alright, yeah.
Did you want me to call the other Skype that you put on your phone last time or just call you on your cell phone from my cell phone? - Okay.
Okay, I'll do that then.
Sorry guys, this is all I'm trying to figure out.
My microphone's been muted.
Alright.
Yeah, so we're switching audio guys.
Um, yeah, if you can hear me already and my microphone muted.
So I'm trying to figure out this system.
So, um, yeah, there's always something in the radio business that you, um, got to learn.
So especially with these new programs and everything.
Sorry.
So here we go.
I'm unmuted.
Emily, you're on the phone here and I'll call her one more time.
If you want to ask him that question again.
Yeah.
Okay.
So you have discussed so much and one of the, like I have a very specific question and it is basically has, and yeah, so it has to do with the witchcraft because I've been in the position, like I can tell you my whole story, which that would take forever.
Like I could write a book, but is it possible For instance, I live in Houston, Texas and I moved to an area and a lot of crazy things started happening spiritually.
So that I don't get into it further, is it possible for an area to be demonically, literally possessed?
It's like you can – no, go ahead.
I'm sorry.
Okay.
So let me just give me like maybe two more minutes because I really want to ask this.
So I had moved into an area and And I immediately started feeling a lot of oppression.
And at that time, I didn't realize what was happening.
Because when you are unaware, you're completely unaware until you become awake.
And you realize that it's spiritual, it's a spiritual attack.
And then once you wake to the spiritual attack, you can try, you If you're a spiritual person, you know, you fight back.
Well, like literally, I feel like the whole area is, like I have fought spiritually and I have succeeded in so many ways.
Like, the Lord has Like, it's insanity, I could tell you stories of what he's done.
However, at the same time, the demonic oppression is insane.
Is that, like, and I guess what I'm trying to ask is, like, my apartment's there, and right now I'm, like, not even there because he attacks on me?
Uh-huh.
Has been so fierce.
That I'm literally paying for a hotel room.
Wow.
So, did you just recently leave Witchcraft?
I mean, are you still in it?
No, I moved into an area in Houston in January.
No, February.
It was February.
of this year.
And, like, immediately, okay, and you have to understand, like, I was not, like, spiritually, on a spiritual level, I just want to explain this.
Like, I really didn't become awake to a lot of things until probably about a year and a half ago, right?
So, when I moved into this area, I'm still like a baby, like, in the spirit, I don't even know if you're Anyways, I'm still like a baby.
I'm unaware of a whole lot of things.
So, February I moved in and all of a sudden these crazy things are happening and I'm like, what the heck is going on?
And I started doing some really crazy things and at the same time it's very simple things that's completely out of my nature but maybe somewhat in my nature.
Whatever.
But at the end of the day, I realized this is just not normal.
Like, why am I doing something that is totally out of my nature?
And I'm trying to be not sin.
And at the end of the day, oh my gosh, I can't even speak right now.
Literally, there are like wizard witches and warlocks that surround this neighborhood.
And I know that sounds crazy, and I know that sounds stupid, but it is.
It is not going to be at all.
It is, like, very, very real.
And I live in an area that is open to the median, where they literally stand around.
And in the beginning, I was like, oh, they're just homeless.
Like, that's all it is.
And anyways, at the end of the day, I was doing these things, and it literally, and it was oppressing me, everything about me, like my mentality.
I was doing crazy things out of the norm that I like, it's just not normal.
And then finally, it hit me and I was like, actually one night something happened and the Lord showed me something that is absolutely insane, but we won't get into that.
And it just made me realize how crazy the spiritual world is.
And then from that, I was like, okay, well, I'm going to fight it.
Oh, don't do that by yourself.
You need Jesus for that.
That is just a really hard thing because I have done it and it worked, but at the same time, I feel like it is so dumb.
Like the area?
No, bad.
I don't know if you can hear her.
She's like saying don't fight it by yourself.
I can't hear her.
Yeah, she's saying don't fight it by yourself.
Get somebody in the faith with you and go to that apartment and literally take charge of it.
You know what I mean?
Literally go in there with severe conviction and all that and demand that the entities leave and that's your apartment.
You're dwelling.
You tell them you need to go.
Plain and simple.
In the name of Jesus.
But there's nobody here though, so what, I can't do that.
So I'm like literally gonna leave it.
Like it's literally costing me financially everything.
Well if you want, um, you could call me on like, uh, we could do it some night if you want.
And um, you call me and we'll go on FaceTime or something.
And uh, hopefully that'll work.
But I mean, I don't doubt the power of God, so um, you know what I mean?
I could definitely do that with you or Emily, you know what I mean?
And um, you know, cleanse that apartment.
I'll try and speak loud.
I have kind of a soft voice, but I'll try and talk loud.
I'm sorry if I blow everyone else's eardrums out.
Can you hear me enough to at least understand what I'm saying though?
Okay, so first what I was telling you when it comes to you asking, can an area be full of witchcraft or heavily demonically possessed, I said 100%.
The way that a lot of the cult practices and witchcraft work is on territorial Yeah.
And we're subservient to the demons, actually, that have those claims in those areas and the powers and principalities above them.
Remember, I mentioned there's a hierarchy.
The humans are really just the cattle conduits.
They make us feel very proud and full of ourselves.
But really, I mean, if I have to be frank, we're just cattle.
We're just conduits that they use to wreak havoc amongst other humans.
They hate us.
So we don't mean anything to them.
Yes, your area 100% can be full of demonic forces and power.
And if you have a lot of known witches and warlocks in your area, you probably have an entire operating coven because they usually stick close to one another when they can do that.
And it's even worse if you have a rival coven where there's members of one and members of another in the same area because there's going to be constant witchcraft going back and forth, back and forth.
One thing I have to let you know is we actually, well, I say we only because I'm speaking from that angle.
They will feed off of innocence around because you have to understand all of this operates in the spiritual realm.
It operates off of frequencies and energy.
So that's why stuff that's new age, like your chakra and all this other crap, it's all very real, but don't ever mess with it because it's going off the vibrational frequencies and disturbances.
Your human body actually operates at a certain frequency, which is why you can become susceptible to different microwave radiations and different things that will actually mess with you.
That's how a lot of this spotlight sound control and this frequency manipulation and mind control happens.
They actually run music.
A lot of popular music is on a damaging frequency.
The occult knows this.
It's all part of their sacred geometry.
They won't teach it to you, though, because, like you said, you're cattle.
But 100%, you can be affected by what's going on.
And if you have any sin in your life or open doors or if you're walking in disobedience, if you have things you're unrepentant of, you're a sitting duck.
Because you become an energy source conduit basically for them to feed off and you're going to get either directly attacked or you're just going to get hit in the crossfire.
So what I would highly suggest is if you're not participating in this stuff directly but you notice you're doing things and then you come out of it and you're like, that's not even in my character.
Why would I do that?
I have to tell you, you're in the crossfire right now because that's a lot of what I went through too.
A lot of that was demonic.
They'd make me do things that I was completely unable to not want to do, but as soon as I was done doing it or came out of that hypnosis, I was terrified and shamed by what had just happened and unable to undo it.
So, Absolutely 100% pray, but don't take this stuff on by yourself, because it's the power of Jesus that's gonna protect you.
Put on his full armor, really go into Ephesians, read that.
Understand he's not just listing out pieces of armor because it sounds cool.
Those are all spiritually linked.
You have to protect your mind, and your heart, and your hands, and your body, and your loins, everything sexually.
You have to protect your organs, you have to protect Everything where sin is going to manifest or make you a part of it, you have to know how to break those binds, and you have to know how to fight against witchcraft, which is why Dan was saying, if you're sure that you're walking in obedience to the Father as best you can, that you've been repentant, that you don't have any things that are in your home,
tarot cards or ouija boards or crystals or um dream catchers or anything that is a conduit if you don't have anything that you're actively practicing if you've tried to renounce and rebuke and repent everything you can and you're still in the crossfire then that's your i mean that's 100 spiritual warfare and the best thing i could say is get out of that get out of dodge get out of that area because if you're going up what i had to do yeah
feeding off your neighborhood i mean you're gonna need a whole team of us like it was it was really like i want to say that like i really want to say this is what's insanity Like, the Lord, like, okay, I live in an area in Midtown Houston, which, um, and it's, like, so, literally, I can look out my window and see underneath, like, the highway, a bunch of homeless people that play off to be homeless.
But they're constantly throwing down curses.
They're constantly, And like, this was going on.
And I saw, I saw, like, and I went up to war against it once I figured out what was happening to me, because once you're attacked spiritually like that, and when you get attacked spiritually in that way, and then the Lord lets you see it, like literally see spiritually, with spiritual eyes, it can bring, like, so anyways, at the end of the day, I started to fight it spiritually.
I was praying.
I was in my word.
Like, Psalms, there's a lot of scripture in Psalms that's warfare.
And people don't even know that.
And anyway, so I was going up against it and it literally was amazing because I got to see God work.
However, I'm not going to lie.
So, just to be very honest, I fell back.
And what I say is like, I drank one night.
And I want to say that as I struggle with alcoholism.
So I remember, like, I don't really know if it's because I'm like, like, I don't know if they're really like, led me back down to it.
But I will say that at the end of the day, the reality of it is, I'm caught it like there, there has been a constant spiritual attack.
The area is so demonic.
It's insanity.
Like, I don't think people could even comprehend how an area can be taken over.
And I just got to a point where I was no longer able to... it's kind of like the Lord left for a second.
And I got attacked, even physically.
I remember, like, I'm at a hotel where I've spent a Literally, I'm about to, I'm on like, about to hit a thousand dollars that I've spent over the last two weeks because I can't be there.
It's just not, it's not conducive.
Like I cannot do that.
I have a child, you know.
So anyways, at the end of the day, um, I just got to a point where it was almost like, I was still able to go to prayer and fight it spiritually, but it was the oppressiveness with, like, I can't even explain to you.
It makes you incapable of doing, like, minute things.
And things that people take for granted, like, you can't even comprehend, like, why am I tired all of a sudden?
Uh, because you are under a demonic oppression.
Yeah, that looks physical too.
Oh, so what happened?
So finally that's the reason why I'm in a hotel is because I, um, my last, the reason why I finally said forget about it was I couldn't take it anymore.
like these witches, wizards, and warlocks, because that's really what it is, because I literally can look out my window.
I can go to my bathroom, open up my window and see them.
That's the area that I live in, or go out my front door.
Like it's insanity.
And they play off to be homeless, whatever.
So at the end of the day, I had gone into sin.
I couldn't take it anymore, so I started to drink, and I should not have.
You don't do that.
And when you do that, you open doors big time.
Anyway, at the end of the day, it opened... The Lord has allowed me to fight things spiritually, but that made me so very vulnerable.
And I ended up getting physically attacked.
I walked out my door and this lady started yelling at me.
And she was like, don't speak to him.
And it made me feel like, oh my God, I'm a witch.
Because it was almost, it was so, I don't even know if you'll even understand.
Like, yes, I was in my house praying.
Yes, I had my Bible.
Yes, I am, like, reading out loud, but it's not like I was doing anything to Satan, right?
But it was crazy to cycle outside just to let my son be outside for a second and just, like, just don't speak to him, and it was so crazy.
Anyway, at the end of the day, she, I, well, I was possessed, obviously.
Like, I don't know what the hell took over, but something took me over.
Because I did completely wrong.
Like, I took what she said to me in offense, And I went up to her like I was going to do something, yet I wasn't.
And I didn't.
And she just beat the living hell out of me.
Wow.
And... Could you do me a favor?
What was your name again?
Jocelyn.
Jocelyn?
No.
Jocelyn.
Can I... Is this just a phone number you're calling from?
Yes.
Okay, yeah.
That's fine.
Okay.
Yeah, no problem.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Yeah, God bless you.
Thank you.
you because uh i want to work with you and hopefully help you out and um because we got other people trying to call in too so um uh i want to you know be in touch with you i can give you my email if you want i could text you after the show um okay yeah that's fine but yeah so thank you so much and that's fine but thank you yeah no problem i appreciate all right you guys have a good night yeah god bless you thank you yep yeah thank you and all i'll God bless and all.
Yeah, guys, everybody in the chat room, please pray for her right now.
Um, you know, let's do a spiritual covering for her in Jesus' blood.
So, 912 phone number you are on it, yeah.
How you doing?
Hey, Dan.
Hey, it's Tim Morgan.
Hey, what's up, Tim?
Hey, Dan.
Hey.
Yeah, a lot going on tonight.
Yeah.
Yeah, so much coverage.
Want to touch base, uh, Emily, what you were saying about, uh, You know, being able to finish other people's sentences, the premonitions that would come true.
I've experienced all this at a younger age.
You know, I thought that I was getting, the Lord was waking me up, giving me spiritual eyes to see as I was growing in Him, and I was seeing all these things.
And when you're talking about all this stuff, it took me back to my childhood, and I can remember Uh, I didn't have good vocabulary either, but I was taken to the zoo one time and, uh, and I was talking about, you know, we went and saw the monkeys and the baboons.
So I knew the word baboon, but back then we lived in a trailer and down the hallway, I realized now I was seeing demons, but I was just being a little kid.
I called them baboons and I would not go down that hallway unless my dad carried me and put me to bed.
I was seeing that at a young age.
And I can remember being in about the fifth grade.
Never been to this guy's house.
We were talking on the phone.
And I sat there and described his kitchen, the cabinets, that they were green cabinets.
Described his sliding glass door.
He's going, how do you know all this stuff?
You've never been here.
I was like, I don't know.
It's like I didn't know 100% for sure, but I could see it in my mind, and it was strong enough for me to describe it to him.
Hey, is it this?
Is it that?
He's like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
So, and I was never involved in any, you know, occult stuff.
I'm just wondering if there's like, when you're younger, if that veil is just in and out all your life.
There's a lot of people and there's a lot of studies that have actually been done when it comes to children being a lot more perceptible to the spiritual realm, to the supernatural and so I wouldn't put that past and I know that in the occult there's a lot of stuff that they actually have to do to destroy the innocence and fracture the mind before Typically the age of seven is their preferred age.
And so if it was any time around then, yeah, there's a lot of – I mean I'm not an expert in that area, so I can't tell you definitively how true that is when it comes to children and their ability to perceive things differently.
I know animals especially, you know, they see very different from us.
They have different, I mean, sometimes my animals, they would just growl and bark at the corner and the wall is not offending them.
It's what's standing next to the wall.
Animals are extremely good at picking up on supernatural, spiritual stuff, but when it comes to children, yeah, I believe that children are a little more perceptive.
They're excellent judges of character, for one.
They have great intuition, so I couldn't speak more than that, other than to say, yeah, it's a possibility.
Okay, thank you.
Awesome.
When you were talking about premonitions and everything, even up until my 30s, I had a little trouble.
Because I was a Christian, I had a paper mill.
The whole company was trying to destroy me.
Anyway, I was laid off.
And I had a premonition that my union steward, well, I just knew.
I knew for a fact that he was going to have a heart attack.
And the night before, the day before going to probation, They call me, hey, you know, Mae Stewart, he's had a heart attack, something he doesn't know yet, and they don't want to go to arbitration, they want to settle, blah, blah, blah.
Things like that, all along my life, I absolutely knew before it happened, and it's without witchcraft or being involved in anything, so I think a lot of that stuff can Some just natural, or the Lord lets you see it and know it.
Like, hey, when this happens, don't freak out.
I've still got your back.
You're still going to win.
I'm still with you.
But one of the main reasons I'm calling you, there is a woman in my church.
She has no one to help her.
She has not slept a full night.
And we're talking 10, 15 years.
All right?
She lost a daughter to, I don't know the exact circumstances, the occult and music.
She committed suicide.
This lady has been obsessed ever since then.
She used to hear voices.
You know, they would talk to her.
You would actually hear them.
But, uh, she said, uh, Jesus in the scriptures, you know, that she doesn't hear them anymore.
But they attack her in her sleep.
They'll come pull on her arms and legs.
They'll come into her dreams.
And make her do stuff in her dreams.
Wake her up.
She gets no peace.
And she's saving her, I think one of her neighbors is in on it.
She's about to move and she hasn't told anybody.
And her neighbor comes up and says, hey, you're going to be moving soon.
So all this demonic oppression and what's going on with her, there's other people involved.
She is, she's really having a rough time.
And you know, when the pastors preach against Psalm 91 and they go get vaccinated, there's no one to help her in all this.
And she is just miserable and obsessed.
And she does not know what to do, where to turn or anyone.
Well, I would, um, uh, you still talk to her?
Oh yeah.
So what you do is if you want to give her my email address or phone number.
I prefer my email this way.
It's better because I get a lot of junk calls.
Give her my email address and tell her what I do and all that.
Then tell her feel free to call me.
I mean email me or phone number if you want to just email.
Yeah, Tim.
Get us connected with everyone else.
Okay.
Great show.
God bless you guys.
Talk to you later.
God bless you.
God bless you too.
Take care.
You know, we can take care of that.
Because we've got some other people trying to call in, too.
Okay.
Yeah, Tim, get us connected with Aaron.
Yeah.
And thank you for letting us know that.
You know what I mean?
And please let her know that as well.
Okay.
Great show.
God bless you guys.
Thank you, Tim.
Talk to you later.
God bless you, brother.
God bless you, Tim.
God bless you.
Hi, Emily.
No, I think, Valerie, you said you wanted to call in, right?
Yay!
Valerie Angelino.
So, uh, you're being called to call in.
I think you were trying to call in a minute ago.
So, I'm not trying to rush anybody out there.
It's just, I'm sorry.
I wish I could keep you on longer, but, um, unfortunately, a lot of people calling in, so I'm trying to, you know.
So, we got another call coming in.
Anonymous phone call.
So, anonymous phone call.
How you doing?
What's your name?
It's Angel.
Hey Angel, how are you?
I'm good, how are you?
How are you, Emily?
I'm good, thank you.
How are you doing?
The reason why I want to call in is I had an interesting dream yesterday and it kind of concerns me because I haven't had a dream like this in a while.
And I'm trying my best to be obedient to Christ and doing everything I need to do.
So I was wondering, because it was a sexual dream, and in this dream I didn't I don't remember seeing anybody or anybody that I know.
All I remember is the feeling I got out of it and it was like one of those dreams that you feel if you know what I'm talking about.
Yeah.
So, Emily, I was wondering if that is an incubus, succubus spirit and do they just come just because or maybe, um, I don't know if I've opened any doors.
I was just curious about that.
Well, for stuff like that, I mean, if you've got any kind of past or whatever, it really just depends.
Because what I know from experience is it's a process of trying to rid yourself of all those connections and renouncing and closed doors.
It's not really an event.
It can be if the Lord delivers you immediately from everything and then he can work with you specifically to close everything immediately.
But we have a lot of our own behaviors to change and our mindsets on things.
And like little children, we have to learn things.
And he goes at different paces for different people.
And I can't presume to box the father.
And so it's really hard to kind of answer for him why that could be happening.
It could be to show you things that you still need to address.
It could be that you're being allowed to be tested for a particular reason.
Or it could be, like you said, there may be some legal foothold that is still available.
And that's when I would really just take it to Jesus and say, you know, He already knows it happened, so really I would just be specific with him and say, you know, I don't understand why this happened, but I need you to sift me.
I need you to help me understand, make it make sense to me.
You know, tell me what this means, if it matters at all.
Was it just a manifestation of my imagination or deep-seated fears that just took hold of my subconscious, or was it something demonic?
Is there something I still need to repent of?
Is there something in my home, or am I connected to a Is there a person in my life right now who, you know, is negative or who is causing me to have this type of fellowship in an unclean way with them?
Is there anything that I'm just not aware of?
Because He'll make it known to you.
I mean, He will.
If you seek Him honestly and earnestly in prayer, He doesn't want you to sit there floundering without answers.
I mean, He will give you answers.
Sometimes you have to wait a little bit.
Um, but he will allow you the discernment.
He will give you the answers.
He will help you move through it.
You just have to give it to him.
I can't really speak on whether or not it was demonic or whether it was something that was internally manifested in the form of a nightmare or whatnot.
But what I can say is that he's there to help you 100%.
He will expose you and he will reveal to you if there's some kind of legal footholding that you still have given to an entity that you need to take that power back and give it back to Christ.
You need to renounce their legal authority.
I know with me personally it's been a journey because there were so many different things that were layered when it came to my personality when it came to levels of trauma and PTSD I was going through that there were parts of me that I wasn't even consciously aware of.
And so he's been working with me over the course of many years to just reveal other aspects of myself that I wasn't aware of that, you know, I could look at now intellectually and be like, oh my gosh, like that's just absurd or that's insane or that's me, like I did that.
But, you know, there may be things that maybe you're not aware of yet in your personality or things that, you know, like I said, you haven't really addressed with him and One thing I love to do and I'll tell this to everybody is just plead with him to sift you and seek out and find and bring to your Anything that you still need to be in account with him over so that you can, so that you can acknowledge it.
Because he will protect you, he will provide for you.
And don't be scared when these things happen.
One thing I really have leaned into him and he's given me the ability to just not be scared because ultimately I acknowledge he is the ultimate power.
There's no one stronger than him.
There's no magic that... I mean, he can flick these little beings away.
Like, it's not even a fight.
So, he is... I mean, literally when you're standing with him, like, nobody can catch you.
And so sometimes he'll allow you to experience things because they're teaching you, because they're things that you need to have brought to your consciousness, because they're things that require a second look from you.
So you can take it to him, but always the answer should always be take it back to him.
Whether it's good, bad, indifferent, take it to him and allow him to teach you and reveal and help you work through every little thing.
And pray over everything.
Pray over everything.
Absolutely.
So if you've got any other questions too, please shoot me an email.
I don't mean to cut people off.
It's just like a lot of people trying to call and all that.
And I wish I had more time to spend with everybody.
If you want to call back too.
But yeah, hit me with email, right?
Hit me up and I'll send the information to her as well.
And we can further discuss this as well.
Alright thank you Dan.
You're welcome.
And I'm so happy people are calling in because this is stuff that needs to be discussed and all that.
And unfortunately, you can't find this kind of discussion or help in our local churches, which is unsettling.
It really is.
It's infuriating because there's so many people out captives.
There's so many people stuck in fear or stuck in cycles or being victimized.
And either people don't believe them or they think they're crazy.
They want to put them in a psych ward or get them medicated.
Oh, you have schizophrenia.
Oh, you have anxiety.
Or, oh, you're just an addict.
No, you're not.
And while I'm saying that, let me just say real quickly, Alcoholics Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous, please don't go No they're a cult.
Yeah, I know.
I was in AA.
And I know it was a cult.
It is an evil report.
It is an evil report against God because they will teach you that you are always an addict, that you are always an alcoholic.
That's not true!
That's not true.
You can be delivered 100%.
You are made new.
You are not always anything.
That is a lie from the pit of hell.
Yes, it is.
And they don't even praise and worship the true God Almighty.
They don't praise and worship Jesus Christ.
They accept anyone to just call on whatever is their higher being.
That is just New Age ridiculous crap and don't ever, ever, ever let anyone tell you Yeah, and I want to add too, I want to add, you know, as far as the dreams and of course me, you know, I'm an Italian guy, okay, I'll put it that way, because us Italians got hormones like no tomorrow, okay, we'll be blunt with you, you know what I mean?
So, especially growing up, I had plenty of those dreams when I tell you, okay?
But the best thing to do is like, sometimes you can't control your dreams, so you, Is it really held against you?
We don't know, but either way, when you dream, you know, when you wake up, or finally realize what's going on, um, just tell Satan, get out of my head.
Get out of my head right away.
Jesus, like right away, get behind me, Satan, get out of my head and right away say, Jesus, please forgive me for that dream.
And even though you had no control, it still asks for forgiveness anyway.
And, um, just, all you could do is pray, but, um, yeah, please email me.
I put my, uh, it's truthradioshowatoutlook.com.
All right.
Thank you, Dan.
You're welcome.
God bless you.
Thank you.
Yes.
You're welcome.
So, uh, eight three two number eight three two.
You are on it.
Yeah.
How you doing?
Uh, hold on.
Let me turn off, turn off my AC so I could hear you more.
Sure.
Um, what's your name?
Hey, this is Nick.
I had called in last week talking about living, With my mom on the same property with the witchcraft and stuff going on.
And then, um, also with some of the topics y'all were speaking about tonight, I had a, well, I don't know if it's a question or I just want to bring it to y'all's attention and see what y'all think about it.
Um, several times, like I remember one time, my experiences, I remember one time I was asleep and my phone was ringing and I had a picture of, My pastor's sister in my head.
And then when I woke up, I haven't talked to her for a while.
There was no reason for me to think anything of her.
When I woke up and answered my phone, it was her.
And another time, I had a dream of my grandma.
She was in the Philippines.
I don't talk to her.
I don't really have a relationship with her at all.
And there was just a language barrier at the time also.
I had a dream she was in a wheelchair and she just disintegrated like sand into the wind from the bottom up and a couple days later my mom got a phone call that she had died.
One example of something like that was a few days ago I looked at my dog and a thought came to my mind, a deliberate thought saying she's going to die today.
You know, I rebuked it and whatnot.
Especially, I don't like having these thoughts because they freak me out when they come true.
My daughter, she recently started having breathing issues.
I don't know if it's because her age and how she deals with viruses or whatnot.
And they're trying to not diagnose her with asthma at such a young age.
But I've been praying against dreams I've been having about her too, like dying of her breathing issues.
But Back to my dog, that day I had no reason to think anything.
She ended up going into labor that day and she popped out a stillborn puppy.
I tried reviving it and nothing, you know, it was stillborn.
And I was going through, you know, watching her throughout the hours of the day.
I was like, still no puppy, still no puppy, still no puppy.
And it was just not clicking in my head that anything was wrong with her at all.
And next thing I know, she died!
And I remember that deliberate thought I had earlier on in the day.
I was like... I'm kind of like sad, because I had her for like seven years.
I was working in construction and whatnot, and I used to take her on the job site, take her to church and all that.
I don't know how to take these thoughts.
Like, I don't know if they're from God, or if it's something I could've changed, or something I could've done, if it's good, if it's evil, if I'm even supposed to have these thoughts and dreams or experiences, or what is it?
Specifically what you're talking about or what your main question is, is like you've had experiences in the past and then more recently when you've had a feeling or a thought that something was going to happen and then it happened and that's what you're asking about?
I'm wondering what exactly that is and if I had those thoughts, was there anything like, for example, my dog, why would I even have that thought?
Was there anything I could do or?
Yeah.
Sometimes it's a spiritual intuition too because that's happened to me.
The phone will ring, right, literally.
And right in my head, I know who died.
So that's what I was going to say.
oh, this so-and-so died.
I already knew before the phone started ringing.
You know what I mean?
Same thing with my father.
When my real father died, I was in Florida.
And soon as the phone rang, some phone, and I, you know, there was no prequisition that he was going to die or anything.
Phone rings right in my head, my father died.
I mean, it's just like all of a sudden.
It's the same thing happened to me.
So that's what I was going to say.
And it's not like.
It's not always like an evil thing if you know.
Spectrum.
If you know that you're like, you know, obeying Christ and you're walking out a life as righteous as you can, leaning in, pressing into Jesus, trying to abide in him.
And you're dealing with, you've already dealt with repentance and generational curses, and you're trying to keep everything clean.
And you just have these thoughts sometimes.
Like you just know someone who's really close to you, really needs you, and they're going to call, and you know it's them before you pick up.
someone that you love died and you know and it happened and you didn't have any way to know that I wouldn't I wouldn't ever put it past God to allow you to have that intuition because I know that he's allowed me to have it in ways that were completely nothing to do with and far after any of the involvement I was in like like Dan was saying he knew his dad was dead I I knew my dad had died um
I knew it was my brother calling me before I ever picked up the phone or looked at it and I knew I even said to my husband at the time my dad's dead and I picked up the phone and it was my brother and he was like you know I died so So I think sometimes, and I can't speak for the father, I can only go off of what I think, so this is not thus sayeth the Lord, this is thus thinketh me.
But I think sometimes he does allow us to have foreknowledge of certain things, especially when it's people close to us.
There's a lot of actual, when it comes to like bonds you make and soul ties you make with people, they're not all bad.
Like we do make bonds and ties with people we're really close to.
And so I think there's some instances, I wouldn't commingle the two though and think that, you know, they're all good or they're all okay or anything like that.
I think there's a clear line of demarcation between it.
But I do think, yeah, you can have a spiritual sensitivity.
He can give you an awareness of things that are going to definitely impact you or that you're going to have to have an emotional bracing for or be there to really be empathetic and help someone out.
Because I know that he's done that for me.
Like when my grandfather was dying, I mean, I was standing right at my grandpa's bedside and I felt the presence of Jesus right next to me on my left side.
And my grandpa was actually talking to him.
And I thought my grandpa had like slipped into a moment of like woo-woo Alzheimer's and like forgot I was standing there.
Because I was like, I'm right here, grandpa.
What do you mean there I am?
You were waiting for me.
He was talking to Jesus.
And I only realized that and the physical sensation I was feeling to my left side when my grandfather then diverted his eyes back to me and said to me, not knowing so much of what I was struggling with, he said, I have to tell you, because you need to hear this, he said, it's all real.
Everything's real.
Don't ever doubt.
It's going to be okay, baby.
He's got you.
And in that same moment of him prophesying to me, I also knew immediately he was going to die that day.
I told my mom, as I was leaving the room, I said, say your goodbyes because grandpa's going to die.
And he did a few hours later.
There's no way for me to know that except through God.
So I think yes, in some instances he Absolutely.
So yeah, that's our takes on that.
And yeah, again, it's not evil.
I mean, we're not saying it's evil unless you use purpose, use divination, whatever.
But other than that, yeah, I think it's just, you know, because we're all connected, you know, spiritually, not New Age way.
I'm talking about like, you know, we're God's people and everything.
So I think that's more like, Yeah, it does.
Lord let you know.
You know what I mean?
It's like your husband and wife.
I mean, you know each other.
You could be miles away and you feel that there's something wrong.
It's not saying it's evil or nothing.
So, hope that answers your question.
Yeah, it does.
It's a struggle because when you come from a life of traumatized sin and then the closer you get to God, you're still experiencing some amazing mental processing things to where you feel crazy when you are in sin and then sometimes when you get closer to God, you Yeah.
That's how it is.
You know, we're always labeled as crazy people.
You know what I mean?
The world will be crazy, but you know what?
At the end of the day, it's what the Father thinks.
Amen.
Alright, well y'all have a good night.
You too.
God bless you.
Alright.
And before you take another call guys, I want to address something in the chat room here.
T-Gizzy, that's his name.
I don't know what the heck that even means.
So anyway, um, and you know, he's got he he's talking about I'm saying the Ten Commandments will rip off on the old Egyptian Kermit, uh, Kemet, I'm sorry Texan all that stuff.
Well, I actually did shows to debunk that And Jesus was created by the Romans.
Well, first of all, before Romans existed, okay?
If you look in the ancient books, well before the Romans, okay?
He was called the Lord of Spirits, the Lord of Hosts, okay, in the Book of Enoch and everything else.
So, yeah, the name Jesus itself is You know like I made a newer name of him but it's Yeshua Messiah long before that and he um I'm sorry the oh man that's a long night but oh yeah well in um the the Kabbalah I'm sorry what oh man The Old Testament there, okay?
So, um, the Old Jewish text and everything, and, um, the Torah, okay?
That's what I'm trying to say.
He was already mentioned in the Torah, in Genesis, okay?
In ancient books, he's mentioned, okay?
So, the Romans didn't make Jesus up.
Maybe they made him in the name Jesus, but Jesus was an ancient text message.
Now, as far as you're saying with the Ten Commandments, okay?
Me and, uh, both, um, Nolan From Cascadia Cutlery, we proved before, because here's the thing, in everybody's mind they think the Ten Commandments just popped along when it was given to them Moses on Mount Sinai.
No!
The Ten Commandments were already law before that.
They weren't established as the Ten Commandments, but they were already law long before the Egyptians even came around.
From the day of creation, okay, the seventh day, God sanctified the seventh day.
From when man started to walk the earth, He already set these laws in motion.
So long before any civilization existed on this planet, anyone.
Even Jews, okay, these things were already set in motion.
It was already illegal to commit adultery, worship other gods, and also if you take those so-called Ten Commandments, I did a whole show on this, those commandments from Egypt, there are only a very few similar to the actual Ten Commandments, and they're just common law.
You know, murder you don't steal, that's just common law.
So, no, the Ten Commandments are not a rip-off from the old Egyptian text, because these laws were established long before Egypt even came to be.
Or even Kemet or any of these uh civilizations even the Mesopotamians uh the Sumerians whatever you want to put long before any of these civilizations you weren't thought of by the way which became um um we did a host uh oh man a lot of shows on this stuff uh it's uh a lot of stuff in my head right now so um These have already been debunked, okay?
We've done tons of shows, and if you want, go through my playlist there.
We've already debunked this stuff.
And a lot of this stuff is out of that garbage video, Zeitgeist.
They try to say Jesus falls in the same category as these other gods or whatever, you know, fake gods or whatever, I should say.
But no, he doesn't.
There's no similarities at all.
And so-called Ten Commandments of the Egyptians, only a couple of them match.
And again, that common law.
You don't murder, you don't steal.
Bottom line.
You know what I mean?
So, um, anyway, um, let's get to a call.
It's 828-number.
You are on the air.
How you doing?
What's your name?
Um, I go by Handmade in the chat.
My name's Alyssa.
Hey, how you doing?
Okay.
I could be better, but Jesus is going to take care of it.
Yup.
Amen.
So how you doing tonight?
Um, I, I called because at night, a lot of times, It's like something is messing with me while I'm sleeping.
It's almost as if it knows my subconscious and knows my past.
I don't know what it is and I don't know how to fight it.
But I stand on the blood of Jesus.
See, I had a dark past.
It's too much to go into.
I came from a family that was in Wicca.
And some family members were are dealing with it.
I live by myself.
Yeah.
And I have disabilities.
And he's just tried to use fear and stuff against me.
It's it's a lot to go into.
Sorry, I was switching phones.
No, that's all right.
Take your time.
But I don't know how to deal with it as far as the Entity, because it's like it's wanting me to think lies or whatever, and then when I'm hearing certain things of the Word of God, it's like an evil thought will pop into my mind about the Word of God, and I rebuke it, and it's attacking me.
I know it is, and I don't know.
I pray against it, but I want someone to help me pray against it, because it's, you know, it's like I know it's from the pits of hell.
And really, I have felt there are frequencies.
I know exactly what she's talking about because it's almost as if it's a higher being other than the Lord trying to use frequency against me and get into my mind and use my past and stuff against me that I am coming out of, have come out of, and it's a lot.
Tonight's heavy, man.
Tonight's really heavy.
Yeah, and um, go ahead Valerie, go ahead Emily if you want to give your take for us.
I was just going to say, one of the first things I would point out to you, especially since you still have active members in your family who are practicing, is you probably have a horde of familiar spirits that are attached to your family.
Can you repeat that?
I'm very hearing impaired and I kind of need you to say that again if you don't mind.
That's fine.
I was just going to say, because you said that you still have a lot of members in your family who are still practicing Wiccans, you probably have a lot of familiar spirits that are still attached to your family.
Oh yeah, I would definitely, and I don't know how to rebuke it.
One, the enemy has tried to say, well, it's just weird.
It's weird.
It's heavy.
It's a lot.
I have come out of certain things, and I didn't even realize to what degree, but I served the dark spirit that is over our nation right now, and I did not even know it when I was not in the Lord.
And I'm coming out of it, but I don't know this spirit's name per se.
I think it's infirmity or whatever.
But anyway, it's like, the spirit that is over this pandemic, I didn't even realize to what degree, honey, I was serving that spirit.
And I didn't even know when I was in the world.
And, you know, I'm still trying to get closer to Jesus Christ.
But I want to give the testimony for Jesus Christ, He brought me out but I mean it's it's a lot and it's heavy and No it is.
It's a it's a struggle and I want to relate to that with you because um even though like I you know practice the spiritual welfare and all that you know I try to educate myself every day with it I still get attacked too um just last night literally I'm trying to sleep and for some reason I don't know if these um demons got a foot fetish or something I don't know but um
Every time I try to sleep, if I don't pray before I go to bed, if I don't literally get right with the Lord, every time I fall asleep, it would literally tug at my foot or wake me up.
I'd feel something sit beside me, poke at me.
This goes on all the time, you know what I mean?
And if I don't physically pray before going to sleep, Even taking like so much of a nap it would wake me up like uh one time we came into work early at a half hour Mikey let me set my alarm I'll take a nap in the car nope every time literally every time I fell asleep like you said it knows your conscience And I'm trying to keep the commandments, but I am blind and I can't read what's on labels sometimes.
And, um, I'm trying to keep the commandments and, like, do right and eat clean.
And I've been going to a church that teaches you have to dress a certain way.
You know, like, the women can't wear pants or whatever, because it's men's appearance.
They'll teach out of that verse, but they won't teach on the clean, eating clean, and doing clean, and it's all in the same chapter.
So it brought confusion into me.
And I think the enemy used that door of confusion to try to, um, get to me as far as my past in these, like, I know, and it's frequency stuff, because I will wake up and literally feel the electricity of something that has tried to mess with me.
And, I mean, I honestly believe that the fallen are Here, or coming into this realm, and they're trying to deceive.
Well, the book of Enoch, and also the scripture also says about these, they're here.
I mean, when the Nephilim were killed, their spirits, instead of going to condemnation, they were cursed to the earth until judgment.
So they're here.
That's why Jesus, when he rebuked the spirit of demon legion, They asked him, are you here to condemn us before our time?
In other words, send them to hell.
No, he let them go into the swine.
Because the father, he condemned all the spirits, which are known as demons and unclean spirits, to the earth here.
They still, they hunger, they thirst, they lust, but they can't satisfy it because they're in the spirit.
And it makes them even more rage, so they're still here.
I have made up my mind that I want to serve Jesus Christ, the true light, to the degree, tenfold at least, what I served darkness when I was in darkness.
I was in the church and I didn't even realize the darkness I was in.
You know what I'm saying?
It's a coming out thing, and when, you know, come out from among them and be separate, or, you know, come out of her my people, and I'm trying to come out of her my people, but I feel like an island unto myself, and I've been really, I'm like, well, I'm such an, I'm an island unto myself, but God, God spoke to me in, in a still small voice and said, well, if, if you're the island and it seems that the waves are crushing against you and eroding, You know, I'm the water that surrounds you.
You're my island.
Amen.
And I'm like, wow, you know, wow, because I, um, I just, I want, I am a, see the thing is Satan doesn't like it because I've come out of certain things and you know, not, not that my flesh is not still tempted because it is, but because I'm coming out of all this stuff and from my youth, but now I'm seeing to what degree I was really bound and didn't even know.
And because I've come out of it, it's like he's trying to mess with my mind and use my past against me.
But it's on the altar.
This past is my Isaac, and... Well, um, what you need to do is, um, and I didn't mean to cut you off because I was sick of time here, uh, but what you need to do is, uh, if it brings up the past, confront it right there.
Say, listen, you can't hold that against me.
Jesus paid for those sins.
Guess what?
You can't bring it up no more.
You need to let them know that.
You need to be vocal against these things.
And also, don't feel guilty because they're trying to make you feel guilty.
Don't let it happen.
Don't feel afraid.
Don't feel guilty because those sins are paid for.
You know what I mean?
Jesus paid for them this way.
Yeah, I want to use it, you know.
I don't know how yet.
And pray that God will show me.
But I want to use... I want to turn it around for good and use this testimony for His glory.
Yes.
I want to serve him tenfold, at least, the way I serve the enemy.
I don't know what it's going to take, but I'm wanting a full breakthrough with this stuff that's trying to mess with me at night.
I don't know.
That's why I called.
It's messing with me in my dreams.
I wake up and I can't even move.
I really feel like, especially because you have still practicing Vikings in your family, you need to be very specific and you need to renounce and rebuke everything that you participated in.
Renounce all of the spells you ever did, the elements you ever worshipped, anything you participated in.
You need to come against those generational curses and declare that they will not have authority over you.
Pray over your family.
hand it to Jesus Christ and say, you know, by the blood of Jesus Christ, this has no authority over me.
I am bought and paid for by the Son of the Most High God, and I remember...
Right, yeah, see, I wasn't involved in any kind of spells or anything, but I was prone to be deceived spiritually because of the self-sufficiency.
stuff that they're doing, you know, in Wicca, and they firmly, and they'll tell you, I'm telling you, they'll tell you that these things that are in the Christian churches today, like holidays and stuff, they'll tell you that it came from paganism, and I mean, it's like, I've got people in my family that are proud of their paganism.
And they're right, unfortunately, they are 100% right.
Yep.
Right, right, and I believe that, and God showed me that for a reason, because he's bringing me out.
He has been for years, and I didn't know how to come out.
You know, it's like, because as long as the one thing I was dealing with could bind me, then it could have authority over me.
And man, I just, He whom the Son has set free is free indeed.
But I just don't like it messing with me at night.
See, it's like I've got to figure out where the open door is coming from.
The nights are mine.
Jesus Christ, and he's God in the evening time.
I mean, he moved, it was midnight when he moved for Ruth when she went to Boaz.
It was midnight when Gideon, at midnight, you know, he moves in the midnight.
And I want my midnights back.
You know what I'm saying?
Well, um, for the... You gotta, um, just...
He's not even tipping over any of these things because they all have to bow to him.
And so one thing I really want to stress to you is you sound like you're still operating in a lot of fear.
I know it's terrifying.
I know they're real.
I know the torment is real.
I know it divides you.
It makes you feel insane.
It makes you feel vulnerable and alone.
You are not alone.
You have the remnant of God all around you in this fellowship, NYSTB, FOJC, Remnant Restoration.
This whole family, he's been drawing together for years now.
We are all with you.
You are not alone.
You have Jesus Christ, you have the Spirit of God, or you couldn't even say half the stuff you've been declaring.
But you are operating still in fear.
I need you, honey, to release that.
and understand the God you serve.
Understand that he is the creator of everything and everything right now that's coming against you is a created being.
They are not the created.
It doesn't even matter if we're talking about the principalities that are over this particular nation, all of the wickedness that's behind everything that's happening, they don't do anything unless he first allows it because it's his chess game and everything has to happen for his purpose.
We are but threads on a tapestry, so it's very hard to see the whole quilt when we're just a little thread.
Yes.
But I need you to truly do not deny the power of God.
I know he's in your heart.
I know he's in your mind.
But you need to stand firmly and confidently on the power of the begotten Son of the Most High.
Holy, holy Savior.
He is the Messiah.
There is none beside Him.
He is King of kings and of lords.
I believe that.
They will bow to Him.
I know that.
It's just that it's getting to me when I'm sleeping.
No yeah, I can relate to that.
Like I said, it happens to me too.
Much as I study and all that.
And here's the thing, like my buddy Jonathan, he's right next to me.
He also put in the chat room.
We can never ever, there's not one person on this planet that can honestly say.
Honestly say that we are 100% with the Ten Commandments.
Because we're not.
You know what I mean?
We break them all the time.
We sin all the time.
And we all, all of us fall short of the glory.
No matter what you could do or say.
So don't hold that against you.
And what I want you to do is, you have my email.
No, sir, I don't.
I need to... Is it, um... Truth Radio Show at Outlook... Is it all one word?
Truth Radio Show, no caps?
Yep, no caps.
It's Truth Radio Show at Outlook.com.
Okay, if I send you an email, I dictate a lot in my email, and sometimes with my hearing, and especially with no vision, there might be dictation errors, but I think you'll get it.
Alright, I'll put it in the chat room again, too, yeah.
Truth Radio Show.
Now, sorry to cut you off, because, um... No, it's fine, I'm through, and I, you know, you, um... Here's the email right there.
Yeah, in the chat room there.
I had to email right because, you know, I can't see how it's written, just only what you said.
Okay, yeah, just remember Truth Radio Show, like my show here, no spaces, no caps, at Outlook.com.
I got it.
I'll email you.
Thank you for everything, and God bless all of you.
Yahweh bless y'all, and may he keep y'all in Jesus' name, and I love everyone on here.
Love you too.
God bless.
So what we're gonna do is Emily if you don't mind like a couple of weeks do you want to come back on we'll just do a Q&A the whole show because I think there's so many people and I feel so bad for everybody that told you I have to cut you off because of the call is and I'll give you my email please contact me I want to keep you on as long as possible but because of the time and everything it's really I mean like because we're going on three hours now so Yeah, I mean I'm totally fine with that because I, you know, my heart goes out to everybody because I will never call you crazy.
just Q&A just to finish this, you know, because a lot of people have questions and I know they still need more answers and we can help people.
We can pray for them online.
Do you want to come back in a week or a couple of weeks?
I mean, yeah, I mean, I'm totally fine with that because I, you know, my heart goes out to everybody because I, I will never call you crazy.
I will never say that doesn't exist or you need to seek medical help or no.
No, because I know all too well how very real and very varied all of the different types of things that come against us, be they beings or just curses we bring upon.
I mean, it's all real.
And that's, you know, I'm with you, Dan, because that's one of the most frustrating things with churches is they either don't want to talk about it or they want to preach you some cupcake version of Christianity.
And there's no accountability.
There's no real knowledge being given to people.
They're not told how to fight these things off.
They're not even told you have to really stare these things down and stare, look into, know yourself, take it to the Father and repent of these things.
It's just so frustrating because I don't want to see people I'm feeling so scared and so isolated and like no one's gonna believe them or they're crazy or they're just super depressed or no it's that's not the case we're never gonna judge you it's never gonna be something crazy I'm so thankful for every single person who calls in because just even getting the fellowship amongst each other and strengthening one another with our stories
And just completely giving all praise and glory to the Father through Jesus Christ and just really standing on our faith and sharpening one another and edifying each other because the world doesn't care about your pain.
They're just going to inflict it.
And most of the world, sadly, on the human side, most of them, they're blind, deaf, and dumb to what's going on right now.
So you really don't have anyone to turn to in the world.
And so I'm so thankful for your platform, Dan, and what you're doing.
Yeah.
you guys calling in and trusting us as the body, just trusting your brothers and sisters to receive you in love with these things.
Like don't ever stop because when you speak them and you get them out and you declare victory over them through Jesus Christ, like you don't know how powerful that is until you're on the other end going, why didn't I confess this to my brothers and sisters sooner?
Why didn't I really stand on the power and my faith of Jesus Christ?
I shouldn't have to be scared of these things.
They want me in fear, but that's not my destiny.
He paid for me.
I'm bought and paid for by the blood of Jesus Christ.
He said that we have the power over them.
We have dominion over them through Him.
I'm so happy.
The people are coming in and they're listening and they're sharing and they're feeling like I'm not crazy.
I'm not alone.
Like, that's just the greatest blessing.
It is.
And also, Valerie wanted to call in so I told her I'd call her online.
So I'm calling you Valerie and this will be the last call of the night guys.
And we'll have closing comments from Emily.
Let's see if Valerie... It's funny calling people when they... Let's see if she answers.
Answer your phone, Valerie!
She wanted to call and say a word.
Hello, Valerie.
Hey, brother.
How are you?
Hey, what's up?
Hi, Valerie.
Hi, Emily.
Hi.
Everybody in the chat.
This is Valerie Angelino.
She's our chatroom general here.
So if you want to get the, you got the last call tonight.
Okay.
My question is my daughter is 27.
She has autism, but she's like, she has like episodes, like her meltdown and she says things like, you know, you heard her right brother down, like she'll curse.
Yeah.
So, you know, like, and I always pray for her healing.
Like it's hard, you know, like it's not easy.
I'm just like I just wanted some advice like what do you recommend me do?
Keep praying I mean because that's the best thing you can do and just I mean I'm sure you talked to her about God and all that because my son he's got some autism too and when he gets upset he gets really upset and he uses some curse words which I don't like at all but What's working lately is I start reminding him because he's been asked a lot of questions about heaven, hell, everything.
Crazy, you know, stuff adults would ask.
So I remind him that God doesn't like that, you know what I mean?
And he knows the Ten Commandments.
So most of the time that calms him down.
It shifts him off from that tirade, you know what I mean?
So I understand where you're coming from because my son's like almost the same way.
I would remind her and say, listen, what is God going to think?
You know what I mean?
And I'll just talk to her about God.
And you try to diffuse the whole situation.
Keep bringing up God.
God's not going to like it.
And He loves you.
This and the other thing.
And also pray.
That's the best thing we could do right now because the world's got a grip on our children.
And our children are the biggest spiritual targets there is.
Plain and simple.
Physically, mentally, spiritually.
So I would highly recommend To do that.
And your thoughts, Emily?
Yeah, I was just going to say the same.
It's just I would say, you know, I can only imagine how difficult that is and I know how taxing it can be on you emotionally and physically and spiritually, especially wondering, you know, did I do something to cause this?
Did I, you know, did she inherit something from something I did?
You know, we read in scripture how Jesus healed the lame and the blind and the mute and the deaf and the dumb.
And we look at some of the things happening with with our children and a lot of the conditions that so many people go through and we have those those moments where we're just you know sitting there especially as a parent terrified or just broken-hearted like did I cause this did I but you know what I truly believe that he has a plan for all his children and I don't think that it's for us to always understand and have the answers but I
And I do know that whatever she's going through, whatever is trapped inside her mind, whatever her version of reality is, he is right there with her.
Like, he knows her and he has her.
And so I would just, I would, same as Dan said, Continue to pray over her, continue to read her the scriptures, you know, let her watch things that are biblical so she gets the audiovisual, you know, let her, I don't know, is she more of like tactile inclined or is she more audiovisual?
What kind of gets her attention more?
Yeah, she's very spoken.
She's very smart.
Very, she talks a lot.
So, uh, she, um, absorbs information by audio?
Visual?
Versus, uh, like, like if she watched a video, uh... So she's, she's high-functioning, and she can carry on, like, you know, really intelligent conversations with you?
Um, yeah.
Simple conversation, though.
She has... She's very smart, but she has a mind of, like, a child.
Right.
So, I mean, in that regard, I mean, I would view it as a blessing that she does have the mind of a child because there's so much evil, there's so much perversion that she's not ever going to have to come up against and have to deal with on her conscience or anything.
So, in that regard, I would view it as a blessing and just remind yourself His grace is sufficient for me.
He has a plan and everything.
He made her, he knew exactly how she was going to come out.
And honestly too, the struggles we go through as parents, I believe it's all part of our own growth too.
She may have taught you so much patience and empathy and compassion and steadfastness and strength that you might not have had.
Otherwise.
And so it's really hard, I know, in the thick of things, especially when it's so exhausting to look at things from that kind of angle.
But that's what I would, that's what I would try, especially on your hard times where you're just crying out to the Father because you're exhausted and it's hard and you're emotionally whacked.
It's just really just press into him and thank him through all things and help him help you or not help him but ask him to help him or help you really kind of see things through his eyes and and have you know more of an understanding so that you can lean into his strength and when it comes to her and maybe some of her outbursts or some of the ways that are really just bothersome to you because you're like oh like I don't I don't like that I don't understand why she acts like that or says those things I would just say you know
Hold her accountable to as much as she can be held accountable with the level of her understanding.
And just really try and raise her up, even though she's, you know, physically maybe an adult.
You understand where she's at mentally.
So continue to raise her up in the way that she should go.
Continue to feed her little soul and teach her the words of Jesus, the ways of him.
And, you know, give her more of a holistic understanding kind of of who he is rather than just him being words on the page.
You know, focus on, the Bible tells us to focus on the things that are pure and good and right and true.
And when she gets in those negative patterns or when it seems like something else is affecting her or tugging on her, in ways we can't really understand because we don't fully know what's going on inside of her or what all the implications of things like autism.
We don't fully grasp that.
But when you can notice that as her mom, I would say just redirect her and just really praise over her and pray over her.
And just, you know, really bring out the best in her and redirect her immediately with just getting, Yeah.
and compassion and when you need to just step away and pray over yourself and just say father replenish my strength give me serenity because he knows it's taxing i mean he picked you to be her mom and that is an honor because most people could not handle that and so you are special and he chose her to be in your care and he i'm i'm convinced that he will continue to walk with you through it and it may be a struggle if you're a little bit of a struggle and you're a little bit
It may be a struggle the whole time but try also to remind yourself of the many different things that she that she's teaching in you, and how his testimony is able to just kind of be an exchange between you two.
And everything Jesus did was out of compassion.
He was compassionate.
And so as hard as that is for us, and especially when we're tired and stressed, I really believe that he will fill you up and he will replenish you and he will sustain you.
And he will just continue to help you guide her in the way she should go and protect her mind and help to shape her spirit.
And like, you know, just continue to pray for yourself and over her.
I mean that's, I don't know if that helps, but that's pretty much...
Yeah, and I would say the same thing.
I mean, Valerie, I'm tired.
Yeah, I would say the same thing.
Just try your best.
And here's the other thing too, alright?
Check this out.
Because we're in the faith, right?
What does Satan attack the most?
My ex-wife, right?
She grew up in a Christian home.
Their family was always involved.
In the church ministry, somewhere in the echelon of the churches, right?
So, she grew up as a huge spiritual target.
You know what I mean?
So, they're gonna target our children.
You know what I mean?
They targeted me when I was younger, big time.
They're targeting my son now, they're targeting you, which I believe it's a spiritual attack on your daughter.
All you could do is pray, and you know, here's the thing.
If they're targeting your children, right?
That means you're doing your job, plain and simple.
That means God's got something special planned for your daughter.
Thank you so much Valerie, I'm going to be praying with you.
playing for my son.
And, you know, when children are targeted because the enemy knows ahead of time.
If you're touched by the Lord, if you're assigned a certain, like, to do something great for the Lord, they know ahead of time.
And they're going to do everything in their power to get them where they're young.
You know what I mean?
So that's where we have to learn.
So thank you, Valerie.
Thank you so much, Valerie.
I'm going to be praying with you.
God bless you because I know that God bless you.
I want to tell you my testimony real quick.
Oh yeah, go ahead.
I died and I don't want to make it long because I know it's late.
I died and I was hovering over my body and I went to see Jesus and Jesus told me it wasn't my time yet.
And I told him I didn't want to come.
I told him no I don't want to go back to the earth and he's like it's not your time yet you have to go back.
Come on!
Come on!
I don't want to stay.
Next week right Val?
I want you to call and just tell us everything.
Alright, okay, okay.
Alright?
That'd be awesome.
God bless you.
I'll be in touch.
I'll talk to you in a little while Val.
Okay, God bless everyone.
So guys, that's it for the phone calls tonight.
But yeah, she'll be back in two weeks.
Next week, I got John Hall and maybe Patricia Hall joining us.
We're going to get into the Ten Commandments hardcore.
I mean, I'm not talking about just telling you.
We're going to get into it because I am utterly sick to my stomach and very ticked off and pissed off, if you will, with these churches.
And you see people in the Christian groups and all that saying the Ten Commandments.
We're nailed to the cross, they don't matter no more.
I'm like, what kind of Bible you people reading?
Because it's surely not the Bible you listen to that moron behind the pulpit telling you these lies.
And, um, yeah, I'm just like fed up.
John, John Hall, too.
We're constantly on these chat room forums and people, oh, the Ten Commandments are no longer law.
Well yeah they are.
You know what I mean?
Plain and simple.
So uh we're gonna get into that seriously hardcore next uh Friday.
Friday after that we're gonna have Emily back on.
What we'll do is because I again I apologize I have to cut people off guys um because the phone calls are going 15-20 minutes which I don't care about because of the time thing.
Uh what we're gonna do is we're gonna do a special show the following Friday.
Me and uh um yeah me and Emily get people's names confused.
Me and Emily okay we're gonna do um We're just going to be working on, say hello, get everybody in the chat room and it'll be your turn to call in and tell us your testimonies, tell us what's going on and all that.
And if you want to be personal, please email me truthradioshowatoutlook.com and I can forward your stuff over to Emily as well.
So we're here to help you, not just on the air here.
I want to help you personally, you know what I mean?
And so please do that.
So closing comments from you, Emily, before we sign off for the Shabbat here.
I just want to thank you, Dan, for your platform and everything you do.
I want to thank all of you for your faith and your love of Jesus Christ, for you being here, for you trusting us and trusting your brothers and sisters here to just share your experiences and your pain and your wounds because we healed together through the Holy Spirit.
I truly believe that He has brought His remnant together and He's still bringing us together from all four corners of the earth because we are made to sharpen one another.
I want you to remember that you serve the God of all eternity.
He is the creator of the heavens and the earth.
grow ever, ever deeper and ever stronger into the good ground that he's tilling and he's bringing forth the increase.
I want you to remember that you serve the God of all eternity.
He is the creator of the heavens and the earth.
There is none beside him and all power and authority is given to Jesus Christ.
You have to know that no matter what is coming against you, no matter who threatens you, no matter what you've lost, no matter what you've been through, what anyone has done to you, the horrors you've experienced, there is none greater or more powerful.
There is none who loves you more.
He will not leave you or forsake you.
His promises are true.
He is the only thing that can heal you, and I don't ever want you to think that it's hyperbole, that it's poetry, any of that.
It is so real, it is so true, and if you've seen the And that folks is not a prediction that it's a spoiler.
So yeah thank you Emily and God bless you.
And guess what?
Spoiler alert.
The light wins in the end.
We have victory through Jesus Christ.
Please don't ever doubt that.
Do not walk in fear and know that you are not alone.
And that, folks, is not a prediction.
It's a spoiler.
So, yeah, thank you, Emily.
And God bless you.
Thank you, guys.
God bless you all.
Shabbat shalom.
Shabbat shalom.
Bye-bye.
Bye.
So, guys, I want to close in prayer because everybody that's been listening and I know some people that called it still a little afraid.
So I want to close in prayer.
And, like, first of all, pray to our Lord, Yeshua Messiah, Jesus Christ.
Lord, forgive us of our own sins, our own trespasses, transgressions, our abominations that we have committed.
And please just cleanse us with your precious blood.
Cleanse our heart, our mind, our body, our spirit, our souls.
Bring us pure before the Father.
And Father, we ask you today that you could protect and send guardian angels, warrior angels, Lord, to protect these people that called in tonight that are afraid to go into their own apartment, that are afraid of their own family.
I pray that you could send your warrior angels and your Holy Spirit, Lord, to protect them, to bind them from any harm, physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually, Lord.
And they called in without being attacked in our sleep.
I get attacked in my sleep.
I pray that you could bless us while we're sleeping.
Anoint us with your precious blood.
Be that barrier so evil can't penetrate.
And I pray that you could help these people tonight, Lord.
And uh, so they could get a nice sleep.
And um, I love you with all my heart and my soul.
Amen.
And so uh you know to everybody out there just uh don't be afraid of these things uh you know just the best I can say is just stand up against it and uh be have a heart of fierceness a heart of resistance against evil you know what I mean and if you look at um one story for example I'm gonna real be real quick here If you look at Enoch, right?
The good Enoch.
He was on Mount Hermon, right?
Check this out.
He's got 200 chief fallen angels, demons, all kinds of crazy stuff everywhere.
He's in the middle of the most horrific, evil stuff possible.
He's sitting there writing a petition.
What does he do?
He falls asleep.
Because he gets tired and takes a nap.
You know what I mean?
And because he had faith in God.
He knew God was protecting him.
Because realistically those things could destroy any one of us easily.
Because of the supernatural strength and everything else.
He took a nap.
Because he didn't fear any of them.
And he's seen them.
He's seen the horrific doing what they are and everything else.
He took a nap.
So let that sink in for a minute.
You know what I mean?
So don't be afraid of these things.
And I know when they first come you gotta jump absolutely.
That's our normal instincts.
You know what I mean?
Turn that fear into fierceness!
And you know, the Holy Spirit put on the full armor of God.
And really go after these things.
You know what I mean?
With the Holy Spirit in you.
And call upon Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.
And that's all I could say for much tonight guys.
And I want to thank everybody out there for joining our show.
And the chat line, all the stuff.
And I know there's some questions I probably missed.
But if you do got a question guys, anything at all.
Please email me truthradioshowatoutlook.com And I will definitely get to you.
But we're out here, because that's where we created this ministry, for you to voice out, to give your testimony, and also for somebody to come help you.
And because here's the thing, every one of us individually...
When we're off this thing, we all feel alone.
But right now, we're in a fellowship.
This is a Shabbat here.
You know what I mean?
This is my church, whatever.
And it's led by God.
The Dan Bedany show is a misleading title.
It's just, yeah, it's your show.
It's God's show, not my show.
You know what I mean?
So, what I'm saying is here, guys, enjoy the Shabbat and just be right with the Lord.
That's all.
And do the best you can.
You're not going to be perfect and don't put that burden upon you.
Because if that was so, he would have never sent Jesus in the flesh.
You know what I mean?
God in the flesh.
Yeshu Messiah.
So, other than that guys, I love you all.
Happy Shabbat and God bless you all.
And plain and simple.
And be a resistance, a fierce resistance against evil.
Declaring war on the New World Order.
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